New Story + Hey I'm Alive!

So I have a new story on SOL! And yes, this one is finished! Yay!

I haven't posted all the chapters yet but that's just because I'm proof-reading each chapter first. Trust me, though, by this time next week, and probably even sooner than that, the entire story will be available. I swear!

Will I post it to ASSTR? Probably not. It's too much of a pain in the butt to post stories to ASSTR. SOL is free and easy to post to so that's my outlet of choice. So just register already. It's free, after all. Please stop begging me to provide my stories in your preferred format/site/whatever. I'm not going to do it when SOL is free and easy.

If SOL ever starts to demand money to view my stories I'll so post them to ASSM or ASSTR. Or right here, on this blog. I swear. But they don't and it takes like two minutes to register for the site.

Anyway, what is my new story? It's called "Tag Alina: Instrument of Revenge". It was inspired by Rachael Ross' awesome Tag: The Game series. I e-mailed her to ask for permission to write a story based in her "Tag" world and she said yes and this story was born. Basically it's a silly, very unrealistic story about a girl who has to play in a "game" at school that involves having sex with as many fellow students as possible in a fifteen-day time frame. Just read my story or read some of Rache's and you'll get the idea...!

As for me? I've been okay. Pretty good, actually! I went through a huge depressive period about two months ago and ended up quitting my job, but then I got it back. So I'm still dancing, which is good. While I was "unemployed" I did something stupid, though: I performed in a porn-movie, just one scene, and that was pretty... dumb.

I mean, first of all, I was playing a teenager in the scene. I am so not a teenager. I'm close to turning 28. But I had to pretend to be 19 in the scene so that alone was very awkward.

Second, I had to act as though I'd never had anal sex or any kind of rough sex before. Long time readers of this site will know how ridiculous that is. And it turns out I'm not a very good actress. I am positive that I came across as a total liar. Argh.

Third, I am not allowed to mention the site I did the shoot for on this blog. Why? Because this blog covers topics (like incest and bestiality) that might make the XXX site that features women getting facials, smacked and abused, paid to do DP, stuff like that... seem... degrading? Illegal? Something. It's so funny.

But I only did that one scene and to tell the truth it did sort of snapped me out of my depression. After going through all that I actually went back to my regular job and started taking some online classes, too. I am determined, now, to get my life back on track. I can't dance forever, you know? Nor can I be expected to realistically play a 19-year-old in movies anymore. Ugh.

So, yeah. Read my new story. Let me know what you think! I'll have it all posted by this time next week, I promise!