Time flies!
Wow, time sure does fly. I can't believe it's been eleven days since my last post... sorry!
I should explain, since you're all probably mad at me. Actually, first let me show you this-- there, that should make you less mad! :P
Anyway, about a week ago I woke up one morning, put on the coffee, lit up a cigarette, then fired up the TV to watch The Early Show before going to work. What did I get? Sigh. A big black screen. Nothing. Nada.
My fears were confirmed when I tried logging onto the internet-- my cable was shut off.
It's still not back on, either. Apparently I owe them a bunch of money, and I have literally none right now. I haven't been paid since I went on medical leave, and I won't get my first paycheck since coming back for another two weeks. I'm totally broke. It sucks! Thankfully right now my neighbor is out of town, and he said I could use his computer if I feed his cats. So that's why I'm online right now. But he gets back on Wednesday, so... I might end up trying to use the library, but I'm not sure. Shrugs. We'll see.
Justin and I have been hanging out a lot... well, not a lot, I guess, but I've been seeing him at least three times a week. Unfortunately, he has told me that he's "in love" with some woman from his work. He's a great guy and a lot of fun, but I'm starting to give up on him. I've been more... aggressive... with him than I've really ever been, and for what? Nothing! He has shown no interest at all in me! I think I've finally gotten past the "oh my god he doesn't want me so I so want him!" phase and into the "oh my god what a jerk" phase. I don't know.
This weekend was a lot of fun. Last night (Saturday) I went to a party just down the street from here, and I ended up hooking up with an old friend of mine, Carla, who just came back to town. She and I left the party with two guys, Rob and Tim, and went out to the lake. For the first time since high school, I went skinny-dipping there... it was one of those "summer-is-ending" things, you know? We made a fire on the shore of the small lake, drank some beer, swam... it was a lot of fun.
I know what you're thinking. You're thinking: "If Shannon was naked in front of two guys who were practically strangers, she must have done something sexual with one of them." Is that what you were thinking? You should be ashamed of yourself!!!
...actually, no, you shouldn't. Because I got laid!!! Outdoor sex is so weird, especially when you're a stone's throw away from two other people having outdoor sex (Carla and Rob). Tim was pretty good-- I think he was a couple years older than me, but he was really nervous at first. After we really got going, though, I was surprised by how good the sex was. Straight-up missionary-position, but the way he did it... well, it was like he was making love to me, you know? Gentle, caring... plus, he lasted long enough for me to cum. I guess it wasn't anything special (considering all the other things I've talked about on this page before!), but it felt somehow... romantic. I don't know, though. Tim isn't really my type, and I'm not sure I want it to turn into anything serious. But we are supposed to hang out tomorrow, so who knows?
I never like the guys who care about me. Have you noticed that?
Sigh. Okay, I better run. Oh! One thing I nearly forgot to mention! If you haven't signed up for this yet, you really should! My friend Dennis signed up, and I've just been blown away at how cool it is... it really is like NetFlix, except for porn! (Yes, I do get money if you sign up, but seriously, it does rock!)
Okay. I have to go. I'm working on some TTT updates and newsletter updates at home, and hopefully will have one or the other posted soon. Hopefully I get my own cable-internet back soon, so I can keep posting regular updates... who knows?
I should explain, since you're all probably mad at me. Actually, first let me show you this-- there, that should make you less mad! :P
Anyway, about a week ago I woke up one morning, put on the coffee, lit up a cigarette, then fired up the TV to watch The Early Show before going to work. What did I get? Sigh. A big black screen. Nothing. Nada.
My fears were confirmed when I tried logging onto the internet-- my cable was shut off.
It's still not back on, either. Apparently I owe them a bunch of money, and I have literally none right now. I haven't been paid since I went on medical leave, and I won't get my first paycheck since coming back for another two weeks. I'm totally broke. It sucks! Thankfully right now my neighbor is out of town, and he said I could use his computer if I feed his cats. So that's why I'm online right now. But he gets back on Wednesday, so... I might end up trying to use the library, but I'm not sure. Shrugs. We'll see.
Justin and I have been hanging out a lot... well, not a lot, I guess, but I've been seeing him at least three times a week. Unfortunately, he has told me that he's "in love" with some woman from his work. He's a great guy and a lot of fun, but I'm starting to give up on him. I've been more... aggressive... with him than I've really ever been, and for what? Nothing! He has shown no interest at all in me! I think I've finally gotten past the "oh my god he doesn't want me so I so want him!" phase and into the "oh my god what a jerk" phase. I don't know.
This weekend was a lot of fun. Last night (Saturday) I went to a party just down the street from here, and I ended up hooking up with an old friend of mine, Carla, who just came back to town. She and I left the party with two guys, Rob and Tim, and went out to the lake. For the first time since high school, I went skinny-dipping there... it was one of those "summer-is-ending" things, you know? We made a fire on the shore of the small lake, drank some beer, swam... it was a lot of fun.
I know what you're thinking. You're thinking: "If Shannon was naked in front of two guys who were practically strangers, she must have done something sexual with one of them." Is that what you were thinking? You should be ashamed of yourself!!!
...actually, no, you shouldn't. Because I got laid!!! Outdoor sex is so weird, especially when you're a stone's throw away from two other people having outdoor sex (Carla and Rob). Tim was pretty good-- I think he was a couple years older than me, but he was really nervous at first. After we really got going, though, I was surprised by how good the sex was. Straight-up missionary-position, but the way he did it... well, it was like he was making love to me, you know? Gentle, caring... plus, he lasted long enough for me to cum. I guess it wasn't anything special (considering all the other things I've talked about on this page before!), but it felt somehow... romantic. I don't know, though. Tim isn't really my type, and I'm not sure I want it to turn into anything serious. But we are supposed to hang out tomorrow, so who knows?
I never like the guys who care about me. Have you noticed that?
Sigh. Okay, I better run. Oh! One thing I nearly forgot to mention! If you haven't signed up for this yet, you really should! My friend Dennis signed up, and I've just been blown away at how cool it is... it really is like NetFlix, except for porn! (Yes, I do get money if you sign up, but seriously, it does rock!)
Okay. I have to go. I'm working on some TTT updates and newsletter updates at home, and hopefully will have one or the other posted soon. Hopefully I get my own cable-internet back soon, so I can keep posting regular updates... who knows?
Labels: stuff about me
posted by Shannon at 10:37 PM
4 Comments:
Once again, thanks for the pics! Although is it just me, or does Tiffany look really like a young Caroline Aherne (Mrs Merton/The Royale Family)? Maybe you've got to be from the UK to see it, but still...
It seriously sucks about your cable being turned off, but let's just hope you don't get caught uploading stuff to your site by a librarian. That'd be... interesting! ;)
I love your '...actually, no you shouldn't' thing. You rock. And well done at getting laid (especially with such a considerate guy!) Shame it wasn't with Justin, although from the sound of it you're getting over him.
Keep on rocking!
I would doubt anyone would really be mad at you. You aren't on an obligation or anything of the sort.
This Justin seems to fall in love quite easily if a week and a half ago you were 'the one' and now he is in love with someone else. Certainly very steadfast in personality.
No one is mad Shannon, trust me we all understand the situation you are in. Well, those of us who count do. I will point out that it's the situation your in just now that makes me very glad I'm in the UK. My big brother lived in Nashville for 2 years and he summed up the states by saying it's a good place when you have money but when you're unemployed without income it's a scary place to be.
I think it's best to give up on justin. Move on to the next guy that you can enjoy yourself with. Hope you find something you're happy with soon.
Good to hear from you and good that your life seems to be going up... if I just ignore the little setbacks ;o) Perhaps I´m just a little bit... well... naive, but isn´t sex about making the other one feel good? So, if the guy feels good to you, try him out! ;o)
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