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Friday,
September 26, 1958
Maeve stopped at the gas station for the last time, she hoped. She
pulled through then parked in back. She went to the men's restroom;
the guy there was a repeat from yesterday. She took off her jersey
dress, hung it over the stall, then bent toward the sink.
Maeve
was noticing that all her motions were becoming mechanical. She
passed through events without noticing or feeling as much as previously.
She had imagined a heightened sense of touch, her limbs tingling
with sensation. Instead, she moved through her day with a sense
of ennui; is that all there is to fucking? she would think sometimes.
She
felt like a puppet, a wood puppet. She was supposed to be in charge,
not a puppet.
The
guy finished in her then left the restroom. She put the seven-fifty
he'd given her onto the towel case. Another came in and took his
turn.
Wilbur
came in next, she was watching in the mirror and saw his face. He
grinned as if he owned the whole world. He was quicker this time,
he panted over her, mauled her breasts, backed away, zipped himself
in, leaned against the tile wall behind her.
Maeve
took down his seven-fifty before turning to face him. She slapped
it into his hand.
She
watched his face, then said, "This is my last day, remember?"
He
smiled, then spoke quietly. "Mam. Do you know how much I make
a week at this job? I make more than that each day off you."
He paused, stood away from the wall, took a step toward her and
put his hand to the side of her head.
She
angrily pushed it away.
"Mam,
you keep hubby happy all weekend. You show up here Monday morning."
He put his hand back on her face and stroked her cheek with his
thumb. " You don't want anything bad to happen, do you? Mr.
Denton finding out his wife is a cheap whore? Bob is good at breaking
bones, you don't want him to do that to you, do you?" He pushed
her head sideways and stood back a step. "You'll whore good
and hard for me today, you'll be back Monday to whore good and hard
all next week. The week after that, and the week after that."
Maeve
stood still looking at him. She was trying not to cry. She shook
her head. He slapped her. Her body jumped. She looked at the floor
and started to sob. She saw a large dark spot on the floor by her
feet, fresh cum had dripped onto it, pearly and bright. She looked
up at him.
He
smiled and shook his finger at her.
Maeve
realized she could smell him, a strong musk odor, not completely
buried by the smell of old piss. Tears ran down her face.
"Your
choice, mam." He took a step closer to her and touched her
stomach, his palm slid to her side, then her back. He pulled her
into his chest.
Her
arms hung limply by her sides. She felt his uniform against her
bare skin, the fabric felt coarse; she could smell his musk better
now.
"What
are you going to do for me?"
She
could feel his cock grow hard against her. She looked up at him,
she whispered, "Whore."
He
shoved her away from him. "Good. Now get to work."
She
nodded, she reached for her dress.
"You
can go out to your car as you are."
"Please
don't." Tears were running down her face. Her mascara had run.
"I'll
take that." He took the dress from the stall and wudged it
up. "You'll get it at your car."
"Please
don't make me." She shook her head.
He
opened the door, grabbed her arm and pulled her out. She could hear
the service bell ring.
"I'll
be right behind you."
She
nodded. She walked to her car, her elbows pressed against her sides,
her head meekly down. She stood at the car door waiting.
He
shoved the dress into her stomach, turned and left. It fell at her
feet. She bent to pick it up. She lowered it over her head, she
did not bother zipping up the back. She got in the car and drove
off. She didn't look to see if anyone had seen her humiliation.
She
walked into her hotel room, it had not been cleaned. The center
of the sheet on the bed looked stained and crusty. She left the
door open, went over by the bed and took off her dress. She stood
there waiting.
The
motel owner was first. Mercifully, he did not try to choke her to
death this time. Instead, he wanted her ass. Maeve realized she
had forgotten the KY at Johnny's. She used her sloppy pussy to lubricate
her asshole and prayed.
He
was rough there, too. She could hear him grunt as he hammered her.
She felt the bed shift, heard him leave.
Bob
came in. He used her asshole, next. He wasn't as cruel as the owner.
Maeve lay under him imagining him breaking her bones; first her
fingers, then her arm bones, then her leg bones. He would finish
by breaking rib bones. He would just about kill her. She could feel
that in him, the ability to change swiftly from gentleness to violence.
He did not even need to be angry with her to hurt her. It would
be just a job. She remembered as he pummeled her ass him saying
yesterday that it was his job to protect her.
Who
would protect her from Wilbur and Bob? Would Johnny?
Maeve
didn't think Johnny would protect her.
Bob
was done.
After
he left she went into the bathroom and washed herself in the sink.
She thought she looked terrible in the mirror. She was drying her
face when the first guy sent over by the motel owner knocked at
the door.
Maeve
worked until seven. She made one hundred seventy-five dollars today.
Wilbur got eighty-seven fifty (Bob took Wilbur's eighty dollars
for him), Bob got his ten, and the motel owner got his twenty-seven
fifty. Besides those three, nineteen other men had fucked her. She
was sore and tired. She had Johnny's fifty dollars, but he was going
to be angry at her. Tonight was the night of the party with his
friends at his house. She had kept them waiting.
Maeve
remembered her precious schedule. She had wanted Johnny to have
at least twelve men there. She had fantasized about them being rough
with her.
What
had she been thinking?

Maeve
pulled into the drive at Johnny's house. She sat and waited. She
was late, it was dark; she could see lights in the house. The drive
and street in front of the house was filled with cars. She picked
up her purse and started to leave her Thunderbird. Johnny came out
of the house and walked toward her. He was not smiling.
Maeve
faced ahead as Johnny got in the passenger side and said angrily,
"You're late. You've kept us waiting."
Maeve
looked at Johnny tearfully. He was smiling.
"I
worry about you," he said.
Maeve
started to cry.
Johnny
leaned to her and held her. "You've had a hard day?"
Maeve
nodded.
"You're
ready to tell me?"
Maeve
nodded. He held her head close to his shoulder.
Johnny
released her and gave her a kiss. "We need to park your car
at your home." He wiped her cheek with his thumb. "But
first," he paused, "you have something to give me."
Maeve
looked at Johnny. She bent her head and watched her hands as she
opened the purse between them and removed Johnny's money. She handed
it to him.
Johnny
folded the bills and put them in his shirt pocket. He opened the
car door and said to her as he stepped out. "I'll follow you
in my car."
Maeve
drove to her house and waited in her red Thunderbird. Johnny pulled
up beside her in his white Impala and got out. He leaned into her
driver's window.
"We
can go back now, or we could dawdle at your home. Talk. Make love.
Nap." He stood up. "I told them we'd be back at nine.
You decide."
Maeve
looked up at Johnny. She smiled at him, she opened her car door.
"Here," she said as he stepped back. She kissed Johnny
and walked to her door. She tried to make her walk sexy. She hoped
he was enjoying it.
Johnny
followed her through the house to Ronald's and her bed. She removed
her dress and kicked off her shoes. She looked over to Johnny and
enjoyed the look on his face. "I'm still beautiful to you?"
Johnny
nodded, he started to smile. He sat down to take off his shoes.
He watched her as she walked over to the bed and started to turn
down the covers.

Maeve
lay over Johnny, she used her muscles to stroke his cock as she
talked.
"It
wasn't as I thought it would be, Johnny." She watched his face.
She relaxed and enjoyed the feeling of him in her. She propped herself
on her elbows. "Johnny, I have a big problem." She kissed
him, she was trying not to start bawling. "When I started out
this week I thought it would be best to have a man find men for
me. I told him he'd get half, he could fuck me for free and . . . well, that's how it started."
"So
I've been getting half," Johnny said. He watched her.
"Less
than half. There's Bob, Wilbur has me pay Bob to protect me. He
gets ten dollars a day and he can fuck me as much as he wants."
Maeve laid her head down on Johnny's shoulder. She looked away from
him. "Bob's job is to make sure I do what Wilbur wants. Wilbur
has threatened me. And then there is the motel owner."
Johnny
lifted her head to see her eyes. "Wilbur threatened you?"
Her tears fell on his chin and neck.
Maeve
nodded. "I'm supposed to keep on whoring for Wilbur or Bob
will hurt me. I'm " She lay her head back down on Johnny's
shoulder. She did not like the look in his eyes. "Johnny, let's
roll over. Then fuck me hard. Fuck me so hard all the bad things
will be oh, Johnny, fuck me hard."
Johnny
roughly turned Maeve onto her back without slipping out of her.
His arms were unbent; he looked down at her. "Maeve, you're
better than that." He started thrusting. "You gave me,
what? Fifty dollars?"
Maeve
nodded. Her eyes were closed.
"How
many men today, Maeve?"
Maeve
shook her head. "I don't know Johnny." She opened her
eyes and looked into his. He was grimacing as he thrust. "Twenty,
maybe more."
"Maeve,
you're better than that." He picked up his pace. He bent down
and they kissed. He raised his head. "Maeve, my friends back
at my house," he spoke slowly, a breathing space between each
word. "I'm getting twenty dollars each from them. I could get
more." He was using his thrusts to emphasis his words. "You've
been selling yourself too cheaply." He bent down and kissed
her. He raised his head and strained. "I'm only now realizing
how much you're worth to me." He gave a final thrust and pulled
himself close to her.
Maeve
held him close to her. Her legs circled his hips, her arms pulled
him down to her as he crumpled. He was grinning like a fool.
"Maeve,
I'm only learning how much you mean to me." His head slumped
by hers and he panted.
A
few minutes later Johnny raised his head. "Maeve, I've been
joking." He rolled off her. "I'm so angry, the only thing
I can do is joke." He stroked her breast.
Maeve
looked at him, watched his face as his fingers moved across her
breast, to her neck, down the center of her body, then circle back.
"There's more," she said.
"I
know, dear. You were so fine Monday. So beautiful, tall, gorgeous
in your dress. You spoke so well, moved so well. All week I've watched
you become degraded. You met me with your dress misbuttoned tonight.
Yesterday, there was a large wet stain on the back of your dress."
He
saw her face. "You didn't know about it?" She shook her
head. She looked dismayed. "Everyone in the bar saw."
He smiled. "You've always been exciting. You are always beautiful."
He rolled to her and kissed her. "I want to see the old Maeve
with her shoulders straight, cheeks flushed with excitement during
conversation with friends. I want to see you use your body as you
walk through a room so everyone will notice." He touched her
nose. "I want your sense of humor to return." He kissed
her. "It's almost nine. I promised my friends a grand entrance."
He smiled. "Is it OK to tie you up again?"
Maeve
smiled, she nodded.
"Don't
worry about Wilbur next week." Johnny kissed her then sat up.
"Do you have a pair of heels with straps?" He turned to
her. He saw her smile at him. "And rope? I was hoping to get
fancy."
Maeve
smiled and nodded. She watched him get dressed, the sleekness of
his body, the way he looked in different postures, the muscles across
his flat stomach. When Johnny was almost finished, she got off the
bed and went to her garage. She came back with a coil of cotton
clothesline and showed it to Johnny.
"Perfect,"
he said. They kissed.
Maeve
left the rope on the bed. She went to her closet and found a pair
of black heels with ankle straps. She sat on the bed and put them
on. She could feel Johnny's eyes on her. She hoped her breasts appeared
beautiful to him, squashed on her legs. She sat up and smiled, then
looked to him.
"I'll
need you standing." He held out his hand. She took it and stood.
Johnny
made her stand so her arms were along the side of her body, her
hands, already tied, in front of her. He wound the rope around each
arm, then around her body, taking special care to criss-cross her
breasts. He looked at her, gave her a kiss and asked if she was
ready. She nodded and he pushed her in front of him down the hall,
to the other hall, until she was in front of the door. He made her
hold the loose rope in her fingers. He drew her close to him and
kissed her. "I'll have to leave again for work, I'll be back
around midnight." He held her back from him. "I told them
things were shutting down at two. You need your rest. Then you'll
be free again for them to use from nine until one." Maeve nodded.
"We don't have to be at Joe's until eight." Maeve smiled.
"Ready?"
Maeve
nodded, still smiling. Her eyes were moist.
"One
more thing, then." Johnny pulled out a black band of cloth.
"You'll wear this blindfold all night. OK?"
Maeve
nodded. She shut her eyes and felt the cloth draw across her face
and Johnny tie it at the back of her head.
"There."
He took her arm. "Here we go."
She
heard the door open, she could feel the cool air against her naked
skin as Johnny slowly guided her on the walk to his car. They stopped.
She heard the trunk open.
Johnny
picked her up, his arms under her back and legs. He grunted, she
rolled against his body. She was lowered into the trunk; one foot
hit the edge of the trunk and was knocked sideways.
Johnny
laid her on her back and tied her legs together. Strands of rope
circled each ankle and each thigh so they were held closely against
each other. He rolled her on her side.
"I
love you," Johnny said as he shut the trunk lid.
She
heard the car start, she felt it move. In the trunk she could hear
plainly the sound of the tires on the road. There were different
smells, metal, rubber, a faint odor of gasoline. There was a bounce
when they left her drive, another when they went onto Johnny's.
He shut off the engine.
Maeve
heard the door shut and his footsteps. A minute or two later she
heard steps and excited voices. The trunk opened and she heard them,
louder. Their excited talk stopped. Maeve heard their quiet breathing.
Johnny
said, "She's all yours, boys." He laughed. "Go on.
Carry her inside." He paused. "She won't break. Will you,
Maeve?"
Maeve
shook her head, smiled.
She
felt hands touch her, roll her on to her back. "Johnny,"
she said. She did not want to miss him.
"Maeve."
"You
told them they don't need the ropes, didn't you? I'll do whatever
they want." She paused. "Oh, Johnny, I wish I could see
their faces."
"Maeve,
you know why you can't."
Maeve
shook her head. "Oh Johnny, I want to see their faces when
. . . Oh Johnny. I love you."
She
felt the hands release her, shoes scrape against concrete. Then
she felt lips on hers. Johnny and she kissed.
The
hands came back and they carried her into the house. She heard Johnny's
car start then pull out the drive as the house door shut, closing
out all sound from outside.
She
was carried through the house. They were careful. She could hear
their breathing. No one talked. She was laid on a bed. Ropes were
untied as she heard a voice close to her say, "Maeve. This
is Michael. You are in the garage. I have to leave soon, so I'll
be first. We've fixed it up in here for you. Music, rugs on the
floor, we have a sturdy picnic table at the other end of the room."
She
was untied, she opened her legs. They started to talk; she felt
the bed move.
"Are
you ready?"
"Michael,
show these fellows how it's done."

Johnny
and Kitty lay naked next to each other after making love. Stars
were overhead, the olive drab wool blanket lay wrinkled on sand.
Johnny
enjoyed Kitty's feisty nature and her ability to be nice, even when
she was upset. She had hoped he would take her back to his place
tonight. She had hoped she could start making money tonight. On
the street, in bars, she didn't care. She was tired of waiting tables.
As soon as she started making money, she told him, she could quit
her job.
"Dear,"
he said, "I was planning on introducing you to Maeve tomorrow.
At Joe's. If you're sure."
"One
more day?" she said. She sat up. She stood.
Johnny
stood and followed her to the water. "One more day." He
took her hand as they walked into the waves. "I was planning
a grand introduction. An event, fireworks, bright lights."
"Coney
Island?"
"Hers,
I hope." They sat in the water, it was up to their necks. She
climbed into his lap. "You said you didn't mind women?"
"Both
ways, always have been."
She
slid onto his cock and moved lazily back and forth. Johnny still
was surprised at the sensation when they were in the water. He watched
her face. Her eyes were closed in concentration, her hands were
on his shoulders, he could feel her fingers move on him as if she
were playing him like a piano. Her motions were starting to create
small waves; he tilted his head back so his mouth was clear of the
salty water.
She
moved more rapidly. She was squeezing his shoulders now and huffing
breaths of air.
He
felt his body relax; he shut his eyes and felt her around him, moving
lightly on him. He relaxed more, leaned his head back more so his
body arched into her, he let go and came. He pulled her close to
him. He could feel her sides flutter under his fingers, she was
gasping, wide mouthed. She opened her eyes and smiled at him.
They
kissed.
"Think
you could do that twenty, thirty times a day?" Johnny asked.
"Forty,
fifty, sixty. I'd sure like to try." She rubbed his cheek with
hers. "You feel great."
Johnny
laughed. "It won't be so good with everyone, just ask Maeve.
No bright lights, no jitterbugging most of the time." He kissed
her. "It's just that us pimps and our whores have a special
relationship."
She
backed off him and floated in the water, her body rippling over
the waves. "You owe me twenty, buster. My pimp is touchy about
his whores doing it for free."
He
floated on his back beside her. "I'll pay you when we get back
to the blanket." He bumped her hard with his arm. "Don't
ever not give me everything you make. Understand?"
"Loud
and clear. Just like at The Pelican. They were touchy, too, on that
subject. They never had a problem with me." She paused. "Not
like with some girls."
"Maeve's
going to do better from now on."
"You
beat her?"
"No,"
he said. "Well a little." He paused. "She found herself
working herself to death in order to keep up." He paused. "And
I found out. And she knows I found out."
"She's
still number one."
"She's
still number one. Can you live with that?"
"If
I'm number one point oh one."
Johnny
stood up, bent and kissed her. He held her, she stood up and they
kissed.
"Point
oh oh oh oh one," Johnny said. "We need to dry off. I
told them I'd be back around midnight."
"Two
isn't close enough? The bars haven't closed yet. I could do some
quickies for you."
"Midnight."
"Two
things to remember, then," she said as they walked through
the water, hand in hand, toward the shore. "This girl wants
to work; you don't put her to work soon she'll find someone who's
nicer. Second thing is, don't forget that twenty you owe me."
At
the blanket's edge, Johnny said, "Be at Joe's tomorrow night
after waitressing. You'll be put to work." He kissed her. "You
can always leave if I don't treat you right."
Johnny
bent to his pants, pulled out his wallet and took out a twenty.
He handed it to her. Kitty took the bill and smiled. She bent down,
picked up her purse and opened her change purse. She stuffed the
twenty inside and took out a ten. She handed it to Johnny.
"I
make the change," he said.
"Just
testing." Kitty smiled. She put the ten in her change purse
and took out the twenty. She handed it to Johnny.
He
took it, put it in his wallet and closed it. "Don't say it,"
he said.
She
shook her head. She started to put on her clothes.
Johnny
started to put on his. "You have an opportunity to earn more
on the drive back." He stood and smiled at her. "We'll
even out things when we get to your car."
"Twenty?"
"If
you're good, forty."
"I'm
good," Kitty said.
Johnny
thought about stopping at a bar and watching her work it, but shook
his head. That was the problem with Maeve's thinking. She didn't
see the big picture. Maeve and Kitty were too good to waste playing
games.
They
folded up the blanket and walked to the car.

Maeve
felt hands on her, a cock teased her lips then slid across her nose.
She reached up to catch it. The one in her pussy had been hammering
away for what seemed like hours; she thought it might be Charles,
but wasn't sure. She was surprised at how much of how she identified
people was by sight or the sound of a voice.
They
had grown quieter as time passed. When they first started, the room
had been filled with loud, eager voices. She had been filled with
cock.
She
caught the errant cock and drew it into her mouth.
Now
things were slowing. They weren't so slow that the men were using
beer bottles like last night. That was kind of fun.
Maeve
had had a break a while ago. She'd had some bread, cheese, and wine.
She sat there eating, talking, it was strange not being able to
see them. She made sure to keep her legs open in case anyone wanted
to look.
Maeve
missed seeing her own body, her skin, her hands, cum on her, they
were doing more of that now because of goofy Alex. She did not mind.
She liked to watch their faces as she spread the cum on her breasts,
rubbed it into her pussy. She liked to watch their faces when she
licked her fingers afterwards.
She
could not see their faces, wasn't sure she was actually pleasing
them as much as she hoped.
She
hoped she was pleasing them.
One
time earlier, she had been moaning. The guy fucking her was doing
her well. She started to cry out, to wail she came. The next
thing she noticed was the quiet all around her, the person fucking
her had even stopped. She started to moan again. The voices got
louder, the guy fucking started again with a vengeance for lost
time. She felt a cock in her mouth; her hands were drawn to other
hard cocks.
The
man in her mouth came, holding his cock in her as she liked. She
swallowed as he spurted, she ran her tongue over the tip of his
cock, pressed it into the hole there.
She
wondered if it were after midnight, if Johnny were here watching
her. She wanted to make him proud of her. She wished she could see
his face as they used her. She wished she could watch him stand
up, come over, and take his turn. She wanted to feel his touch,
the touch of his fingers, his skin, the touch of his eyes on her
nakedness.
She
wondered if the new cock in her pussy was Johnny's. She hoped so.
She used her muscles to squeeze it, she swayed her hips. She hoped
that cock was Johnny's.
If
not the cock in her pussy, then the new one in her mouth was Johnny's.
She took him down her throat.

Johnny
watched Maeve and his friends. There were eleven men, Michael had
to leave early. He looked around the room. There were less than
eleven now. Some had gone off to go to sleep on the couches or in
the guestrooms.
Johnny
stood up and got a beer from the new refrigerator they'd put in
the garage. Crazy Alex was still taking pictures. Johnny walked
over to the wall where they had put up some of the photos of Maeve
from the past several days. He smiled. He was getting orders and
still didn't know what the price was. He wondered if albums could
be made up. He wondered if it was possible to print books with photos
like these. How would he sell them?
Johnny
sat down in his chair and watched. He was thinking Alex's idea of
movies was not so crazy after all. He thought they would keep it
simple to start with. He'd buy Alex an inexpensive 16mm camera and
see what Alex came up with.
Johnny
had never seen anything in a stag film like he'd been seeing. Maeve
was on her back on the table, her head hung over the edge. Two guys
were at her, one at her mouth. She wasn't sucking him off; he was
thrusting, using her mouth as if it were a pussy. Another man was
fucking her. Her legs were wrapped around his hips, crossed. The
man fucking her held her legs and was ramming her. He was talking,
saying things while he was fucking her but Johnny couldn't hear
him. Maeve was making choking sounds, her hands were hitting the
table, and her body had ripples run through it.
Johnny
looked at his watch. It was after two. He'd let these two guys finish,
then Maeve and he would go to bed. He put his beer down, went to
his friends, who were looking on at Maeve and the two men, and told
them it was over until nine. The men stood and watched as if they
were in a daze. Some had crazy grins on their faces. It was as if
they were in rictus; they couldn't talk or do anything but smile
grotesquely. Others nodded when he talked, but didn't move. They
watched Maeve. Johnny had to take their arms and pull them out the
door. It was strange. Once out of the room they became shy and had
to go back for their clothes. And to seize another look.
Johnny
had a glass of wine ready for Maeve. He stood at the table and made
motions with his hands for the men to leave when they finished.
When
the men were gone, Johnny looked at Maeve. Just looking at her made
his insides hurt with wanting. He dropped his pants and shorts,
held them up as he walked over to her legs. Johnny held her legs
to his chest. He entered her, she was loose and sloppy. She felt
wonderful. He thrust several times, then pulled out. He backed away
from her, placed her feet on the table. He walked over to her face,
holding his pants and shorts up so he didn't have to waddle. Johnny
bent to her and kissed her, she held his head with her hands, held
him away so she could talk.
"Johnny?"
"Maeve."
"I
did know you." She started to laugh. "Oh Johnny."
He
stood up. "Maeve. Do you think you could suck one more?"
She
smiled, she opened her mouth.
Johnny
slid himself in.

Afterwards,
Maeve washed briefly in a sink in the garage then climbed into the
bed beside Johnny. They napped in the garage, then walked hand in
hand through his moonlit house past his sleeping friends. Johnny
and Maeve lay in his bed together.
Johnny
touched the tip of her upper lip with his finger. "You know,
this part becomes swollen when you've sucked off a lot of guys."
Maeve
nodded. "It will be normal again tomorrow morning."
"I
like it." He looked at her eyes. She was watching him. "I
love your body, its lushness, the aroma of your skin, its contours
and softness. My eyes are little boy scouts every time they see
you naked. They want to go hiking and explore. I like your flushed
cheeks, your moist lips, how your body swells with use."
She
smiled broadly at him. "I enjoy it when your little boy scouts
explore." She looked at him and arched her eyebrows. "Do
you think your boys are up to an expedition?" She smiled at
him, snuggled closer. "A mission of mercy?"

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Chapter One
| Chapter Two
| Chapter Three
| Chapter Four
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Chapter Five
| Chapter Six
| Chapter Seven
| Chapter Eight
| The Schedule
The
first part of Switch: a novel
is Switch.
The second part of Switch: a novel
is The
Babysitter.
The third part of Switch: a novel
is Comes the
Bride.
The fourth part of Switch: a novel
is The
Revolver.
Disclaimer:
Some of the things the characters do in this story are seen as offensive
or frightening (even terrifying) by some if not most people. Please
don't surprise anyone. Always ask first. Have an agreed upon safe
word even if you don't do BDSM.
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