A: My first sexual experience happened when I was 10. The first one I'm willing to speak about happened when I was 12-- I was at my grandparent's house. They used to have this awesome house in the woods, way far away from any main road. Anyway, I was there for a big family barbecue and since I hate my family (even back then I hated them) I was exploring in the woods since the alternative was mingling with about fifty idiots. Anyway, I met an older guy at the creek way back in the woods, who was like, so cool and casual and everything... I was so intimidated by him, I remember! Long story short, he was the reason I started smoking (he gave me a cigarette) and I ended up giving him a hand job later on that day (we spent the whole afternoon and early evening together). And no, he wasn't a family member! Just some guy who lived in the area.
He was seventeen at the time and I can still remember feeling like, if I didn't play along with his advances, I'd be a total child. I wanted to feel grown up, you see. Looking back I know he took advantage of me, but it's not a traumatic memory at all... I don't regret what I did-- in fact, I still think of him all the time, and sometimes fantasize about meeting him again now that I'm all grown up. Sigh... what a summer that was (a lot more happened besides just that). But that was the first consensual/non-traumatic sexual experience I ever had.
Q: What is your favorite sexual activity?
A: That's a tough one! I enjoy sex a lot... I'm not a slut, or a nympho (I don't think) but I do enjoy sex more than most people I suppose. If I had to choose an activity, though... well, I guess I prefer anything that's different. I never fantasize about getting fucked missionary-style, for example! My fave position is from behind... Besides that, I love to give blowjobs. I absolutely love it... I'll give a BJ on the first date without batting an eyelash... and I don't even need something in return. I feel so submissive when I'm sucking on a guy's cock, it's like... argh... it's hard to describe! I love the whole thing... I like swallowing cum, too... I know that sounds weird but it's true... Second to that, though, would have to be something I've only done twice: doing a guy with another girl. Especially a good-looking girl... I hope to do it more someday, when I'm not so busy!
Q: What is your favorite thing to do besides sex?
A: Read. Definitely, reading! I read a lot... not just erotica, too! I love romance stories and adventure stories the most... Oh, and suspense stories! I always have a novel with me wherever I go. A close second to that would have to be camping. I'll go hiking and camping all by myself, I love the woods so much! Last summer I spent a week in the Appalachians, walking the trail, camping by myself... it was so much fun!
Q: List importance of: Sex, Friends, Family?
A: Friends, Sex, Family. Friends first, always! They're the only reason why I'm alive today. Sex second, because it's such a great emotional/exciting experience! Family last, since I have none that I care about, really... family will fuck you in the end, trust me!
Q: List importance of: Money, Power, Happiness?
A: Money, Happiness, Power. Money because it brings happiness (a life of not having it will teach you that!); Happiness because, after all, what else is there?; Power last because, well, I don't want to have to make the decisions!!!
Q: Have you ever had a homosexual experience? If so, explain.
A: Four times. Two of them were threesomes... me, a guy, and another girl. Those were awesome experiences... the fun never stopped! The first time was with my boyfriend and his friend "Carol". We were all drunk, and he asked me if I cared if he kissed her, and I just encouraged it... shudder. That was great, probably the best. The second time the guy was a stranger but the girl was my former roommate, "Stacey". Stacey was a real, 100% grade-A slut... she always had some guy over! Anyway, I was sober this time but horny as hell, and the guy (36-year-old man) asked me to join them one night. I went into her room not really thinking I'd do anything, but hey, things happened... that was a lot of fun, too (although it was weirder than the first time). The other two homosexual experiences were with my friends "Leah" and "Erica". The former was a stupid, 13-year-old thing... just kissing, no actual sex. The latter was a more heated, passionate experience... just a year ago, I thought I was a lesbian for a while. She was (and still is) and she sort of "taught" me a few things. We actually had a real date, complete with dinner, movie, and sex afterwards at my place. I felt so stupid around her because I was so inexperienced... but it was fun. I'd do it again, I think, but I'm definitely not a lesbian I realize now!
Q: Summarize your personality.
A: I'm a very outgoing person, really engaging most of the time, always trying to meet new people and try new things. I LOVE having a good time, too, and I sort of need everyone around me to be as well! Even though I pride myself on my social-adeptness, though, I can be sort of introverted... I'm sort of shy a lot, which is why I like to drink (loosens me up!). If you met me I think you'd go away thinking I was outgoing, happy, and fun... at least I hope you would! But sometimes, well... most of the time, I'm feeling different inside. Like... I don't feel "real" sometimes? I don't know... it's SO hard to explain! Does that make any sense? THIS HAS BEEN THE HARDEST QUESTION TO ANSWER!!!!
Q: What was your first sexual experience?
A: My first sexual experience happened when I was 10. The first one I'm willing to speak about happened when I was 12-- I was at my grandparent's house. They used to have this awesome house in the woods, way far away from any main road. Anyway, I was there for a big family barbecue and since I hate my family (even back then I hated them) I was exploring in the woods since the alternative was mingling with about fifty idiots. Anyway, I met an older guy at the creek way back in the woods, who was like, so cool and casual and everything... I was so intimidated by him, I remember! Long story short, he was the reason I started smoking (he gave me a cigarette) and I ended up giving him a hand job later on that day (we spent the whole afternoon and early evening together). And no, he wasn't a family member! Just some guy who lived in the area.
He was seventeen at the time and I can still remember feeling like, if I didn't play along with his advances, I'd be a total child. I wanted to feel grown up, you see. Looking back I know he took advantage of me, but it's not a traumatic memory at all... I don't regret what I did-- in fact, I still think of him all the time, and sometimes fantasize about meeting him again now that I'm all grown up. Sigh... what a summer that was (a lot more happened besides just that). But that was the first consensual/non-traumatic sexual experience I ever had.
Q: What is your favorite sexual activity?
A: That's a tough one! I enjoy sex a lot... I'm not a slut, or a nympho (I don't think) but I do enjoy sex more than most people I suppose. If I had to choose an activity, though... well, I guess I prefer anything that's different. I never fantasize about getting fucked missionary-style, for example! My fave position is from behind... Besides that, I love to give blowjobs. I absolutely love it... I'll give a BJ on the first date without batting an eyelash... and I don't even need something in return. I feel so submissive when I'm sucking on a guy's cock, it's like... argh... it's hard to describe! I love the whole thing... I like swallowing cum, too... I know that sounds weird but it's true... Second to that, though, would have to be something I've only done twice: doing a guy with another girl. Especially a good-looking girl... I hope to do it more someday, when I'm not so busy!
Q: What is your favorite thing to do besides sex?
A: Read. Definitely, reading! I read a lot... not just erotica, too! I love romance stories and adventure stories the most... Oh, and suspense stories! I always have a novel with me wherever I go. A close second to that would have to be camping. I'll go hiking and camping all by myself, I love the woods so much! Last summer I spent a week in the Appalachians, walking the trail, camping by myself... it was so much fun!
Q: List importance of: Sex, Friends, Family?
A: Friends, Sex, Family. Friends first, always! They're the only reason why I'm alive today. Sex second, because it's such a great emotional/exciting experience! Family last, since I have none that I care about, really... family will fuck you in the end, trust me!
Q: List importance of: Money, Power, Happiness?
A: Money, Happiness, Power. Money because it brings happiness (a life of not having it will teach you that!); Happiness because, after all, what else is there?; Power last because, well, I don't want to have to make the decisions!!!
Q: Have you ever had a homosexual experience? If so, explain.
A: Four times. Two of them were threesomes... me, a guy, and another girl. Those were awesome experiences... the fun never stopped! The first time was with my boyfriend and his friend "Carol". We were all drunk, and he asked me if I cared if he kissed her, and I just encouraged it... shudder. That was great, probably the best. The second time the guy was a stranger but the girl was my former roommate, "Stacey". Stacey was a real, 100% grade-A slut... she always had some guy over! Anyway, I was sober this time but horny as hell, and the guy (36-year-old man) asked me to join them one night. I went into her room not really thinking I'd do anything, but hey, things happened... that was a lot of fun, too (although it was weirder than the first time). The other two homosexual experiences were with my friends "Leah" and "Erica". The former was a stupid, 13-year-old thing... just kissing, no actual sex. The latter was a more heated, passionate experience... just a year ago, I thought I was a lesbian for a while. She was (and still is) and she sort of "taught" me a few things. We actually had a real date, complete with dinner, movie, and sex afterwards at my place. I felt so stupid around her because I was so inexperienced... but it was fun. I'd do it again, I think, but I'm definitely not a lesbian I realize now!
Q: Summarize your personality.
A: I'm a very outgoing person, really engaging most of the time, always trying to meet new people and try new things. I LOVE having a good time, too, and I sort of need everyone around me to be as well! Even though I pride myself on my social-adeptness, though, I can be sort of introverted... I'm sort of shy a lot, which is why I like to drink (loosens me up!). If you met me I think you'd go away thinking I was outgoing, happy, and fun... at least I hope you would! But sometimes, well... most of the time, I'm feeling different inside. Like... I don't feel "real" sometimes? I don't know... it's SO hard to explain! Does that make any sense? THIS HAS BEEN THE HARDEST QUESTION TO ANSWER!!!!
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