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7.
Val
sat a little longer in his car in the university parking lot near
Nancy's office. Dropping in cold on her like this was idiotic but
he desperately needed her help or to know he had to do this alone,
his project with the girl.
This
morning at breakfast ("Pretend the milk is cum" had gotten
a lopsided grin) he'd asked her if she liked porn. She'd shrugged.
Would she like to make porn? That got a nod.
So
she was the star, he the photographer, when Bert and his pals dropped
by. He promised Bert a copy of the photos to show around; the girl
was positively glowing at that idea. Before Val left he showed her
how to use the computer, created a Yahoo account for her and let
her loose in Yahoo groups with a horde of photos to share with her
new friends.
Leaving
the apartment and seeing her there, at the desk, engrossed and unselfconscious,
she looked adorable. Knowing that she'd forced down a half a bowl
of cereal because he wanted her to eat was nice too.
He
had to quit dawdling and bite the bullet. He left the car, walked
across the parking lot and entered Nancy's building. Classes didn't
start for two weeks but the campus wasn't uninhabited. In early
September a mass of confused freshmen would rush about, most of
them a little lost, some more than a little.
Several
of the staff in Nancy's department shared one secretary, Dot, who
was retirement age but not throwing in the towel. Dot, in spite
of her age, added an aura of immaturity to the hallowed, and way
too quiet, academic halls.
"Nancy
in?" Val asked.
"You,
young man, are on the persona non grata list." Dot leaned
forward. "What did you do?"
"It's
all a big misunderstanding. I need to talk to her."
Dot
picked up her coffee cup and left the desk. "I wasn't here.
Good luck."
Val
knocked on the open door's frame. "Five minutes? Could I ask
that?"
Nancy
pushed the papers to the sides of the desk. "Must we?"
"I
wouldn't be here if I didn't think so. Honestly."
"Five
minutes." Nancy leaned back in her chair, crossed her arms.
Val
sat in one of the hot seats. Nancy was loved by her students, but
not for being easy. She expected them to work hard, very hard. No
excuses.
"Okay,
I . . ."
"I'm
timing you," Nancy said.
"I
need your help. The young woman you saw was dumped on me by Bob
and his friends." Nancy smiled; it wasn't a friendly smile.
Val could imagine an Aztec priest smiling like that as he prepared
to flay the skin from a writhing victim. "She, I don't know
how to put this."
"Try."
Again that smile.
"If
I didn't take her in, she would have been cast off. Left in a park
or bus station. Naked as you saw her, she had no clothes, probably
chained, and . . ." Val shrugged.
Nancy
tapped her watch.
"For
the past several weeks all she's had for nourishment has been piss
or semen. A lot of piss and semen. She's a strange woman. She wants,
or thinks she wants, this. She doesn't talk. Never says no, no one
knows her name, and is voracious sexually.
"Yesterday
we got clothes for her at the mall. Later she took exception to
something I said, left me and I found her, very, very busy in one
of the mall's men's restrooms. At first I thought she's crazy but
she isn't. There's a system, an order, to her behavior." He
paused.
"Remember
that film we saw? Y Tu Tambien Mama? Where the young woman
discovers she has cancer and is dying and goes on that crazy trip
with the two dimwitted teenaged guys. Sex for her was an attempt
to taste everything life has to offer before her end. For the guys
it was scoring, a competition without meaning or purpose. Except
to score higher than the other males in their group.
"I
think she's like that. Something happened to her and she's dived
into life in the only way she can. Surrounded by dimwits.
"She
had a bowl of cereal this morning. A concession on her part. She's
willing, for the moment, to stay at my house. I haven't touched
her. She knows about you, doesn't like it but accepts the fact.
"She
was in the tub Monday morning because I put her there. I chained
her to the faucet because I didn't want the responsibility of caring
for her. I was hoping you could help when you got back. You know
people and places where she could go. Where she'd be respected as
a human being instead of as a willing orifice. I was hoping . .
."
"Two
minutes left."
"I
can't do this by myself, Nancy. I'm not good enough." She gave
that smile.
Val
stopped talking and looked around the room. "I hate for the
three years we had together, my feelings for you, everything to
end this way. All because of a screwed up attempt to not seriously
screw up. I don't think I could have done it differently, the finer
points, yes. But . . ." Val stopped. He could tell it was over
by the look on her face. "I'm done."
Nancy
clapped her hands in a very slow, prissy way. Clap. Clap. Clap.
Clap. "You still get an F, Mr. Stanos."
"Is
the F for failure, or is for fuckhead? Nancy, I wouldn't have done
what I did any differently. There are parts where I have done things
that have made me terribly ashamed. She's forgiven me. I thought
you would too."
"Your
five minutes are up, Mr. Stanos."
"This
is the condemned man's last speech, Ms Dexter. I'm allowed that,
aren't I? I'll put your things in a box and drop it by here sometime
this week. I'll leave it with Dot. I . . ."
"Put
them in a box and mail it. Don't come here. Don't call me. Don't
email me, don't stalk me. I'll slap you with an injunction so fast
you'll be knocked silly." She gave that smile.
Val
stood. "Could you give me something about battered women centers
nearby? Anything that might help her?"
"Try
the phone book. I'm busy, Mr. Stanos. Good day." Nancy brought
papers back to the center of her desk and ignored him.
Val
stood in the doorway, studied her for a moment, said goodbye silently,
to himself, not to her, she wasn't listening.
Dot
was back at her desk, looked up at him, her face became serious.
Val
drew his thumb across his neck. "Like that. I'm history. It's
been nice knowing you, Dot."
She
nodded, watched him leave.
He
sat in his car for a few minutes. Worked the kinks out of his hands
and jaw. He felt like he'd been in a fight - bruised all over. The
adrenaline was all gone. He was in that flat space that is all past,
no future.
The
last few minutes with Nancy had altered the three years they'd been
together, all the memories were touched by something sour. He'd
never seen her like this, would have held back more if he'd known.
He
started his car and began the drive home. Part of his mind was occupied
with Nancy, their past, and the scene in the office. Part of his
mind was occupied with the girl. She'd never told him whether she
wanted it hard or soft. She'd get it hard. Not like when he slapped
her. That was lack of control Hard was control with force, but force
wasn't the right word. Impetus? Something like that. Soft was ballet,
hard was a slam dance.
Options
he'd considered fell away, new ones appeared.
He
stopped at Burger King to pick up a lunch. Probably not organic
like piss and cum, probably laden with chemicals and fat. She'd
get used to it. Just like he was getting used to seeing her wallowing
so joyfully in her degradation. Piss and cum. He smiled.
Actually
this was the easiest way. Perdition. The destruction of everything
in himself he'd thought good.
He
parked the car in front of the apartment, carried the bags in one
hand, his key in the other. For a moment he was afraid she'd be
gone. Then everything would have been for naught. He opened the
door; she was still at the computer. She turned, he said, "Is
that drool I see?"
She
touched her chin, smiled and shrugged. She pointed to him, pointed
to her mouth. "Ummm."
"You're
supposed to leap in my arms. I'm supposed to yell, honey, I'm home.
I have burgers. We can eat there, by the computer."
Val
pulled up a chair; she moved hers a little to the side. For the
first time he noticed her smell, saw her ear had been pierced. He
sorted out their meal.
The
girl opened her sandwich and frowned. She pointed to him, to her
sandwich and gave a hopeful grin.
Not
right now, Em. You'll have to pretend. I've been thoroughly emasculated,
cut loose, no more girlfriend."
She
pointed to her breast.
"Because
of you? No. We saw things in each other we didn't like. You were
the catalyst, not the cause. I think they were always there."
He changed the pitch of his voice. "Ready for excitement this
afternoon? Shopping. A surprise. And a question. Would it bother
you if I made a little money off your . . . hunger?" He raised
an eyebrow.
She
flung her arm around him and jiggled and squealed.
8.
Val
had explained his plans for this afternoon along with incentives
to make the girl's shopping ordeal palatable. They were in Goodwill
and both were looking for a variety of presentable slutty costumes.
Her
heart really wasn't in it until she found a skimpy black miniskirt.
After that she began to search in earnest. They each had an armful
of clothes for her to try on and carried them into one of the changing
rooms. Val leaned against the wall and watched her try one item
after another. The cotton summer dress fit, a print top fit but
didn't go with anything else so it was put on the discard pile.
The miniskirt looked great, she was trying on more tops when Val's
cellphone rang.
"Hello,"
Val said.
"Val,
that's you, isn't it? This is Bert."
"Hi,
Bert. Thanks for calling."
"Everything
okay?"
"Fantastic.
We're at the thrift store and she's trying on clothes now. Want
to say hi to Bert?" He held the cellphone to her.
"Ummm,"
she said with a smile.
"Hi,
sweetie. Put me back with Val."
"Bert,
I need to go out this evening and I wondered if you wanted to borrow
her for a few hours. Say from six to eleven. You can do whatever
you want, but it's fifty bucks an hour." He gave the girl a
wink. She flipped up her skirt showing him her pussy. She pointed
to him and then touched her slit. "Not now, Em."
"She's
a cutie pie, isn't she? I don't know, Val."
"Anything
you want, as long as she's back by eleven and in one piece."
"That
would be . . ."
"Two
fifty. I know it's a lot and it's short notice and if you can't,
that's okay."
"Anything?"
"Put
her on the street at Central by Kinko's if you want."
The
girl pointed to her mouth. "Ummm."
Val
nodded to her. "Anything. As long as she comes back in one
piece."
"I
don't know. Anything?"
"Anything.
Listen, can you operate a video camera? I'll loan you mine. Bring
it back with great video and I won't charge you a dime. The batteries
need to be charged, but if you set up where there's an outlet you
can film for hours. It's digital. Brand new." He was buying
it later this afternoon.
"Anything?"
"What
are you thinking of?"
"I
don't know."
"Need
an idea? Call up all your friends and have a party somewhere. Even
a motel. Hell, invite guys off the street. Don't get busted, shoot
great video, bring her and the camera back at eleven, no later,
and if I like the preview, it doesn't cost you a dime. You should
be able to find twenty-five guys willing to pay ten dollars for
a good time. Charge twenty and you'll make money no matter what.
Get a keg of beer. Have a party."
"I
could do that."
"Do
you want to think about it? Call me back. I need to know by five."
"Let
me see what I can come up with. I need to say goodbye to the little
bitch."
Val
held the cellphone for the girl.
"Hey,
sweetie. I'd sure like to see you tonight. Those photos turn out
okay?"
The
girl said, "Ummmm."
Val
said, "She's pointing to her mouth, Bert. The photos turned
out great. If we get back early enough, I'll burn you a CD. You'll
get a copy of the video too."
"Bye,
sweetie. Okay, Val. I'll call."
Val
put his cellphone away. "That sound okay to you, Em?"
The
girl pointed to him, pointed to herself and pointed to her mouth.
"We
have stuff to do first. But, yes. That's why I want you back by
eleven. Is that okay? I can call Bert back and he can keep you all
night."
She
shrugged, with a smile, flashed five fingers at him five times.
"Maybe
more," Val said. "You like that skirt, don't you?"
She
nodded, did a slow spin, holding the hem up.
"Find
everything you want?"
She
nodded.
"I'll
take back the clothes you don't want. Stay here, just like that.
I'll see if I can't find someone or another. Just one thing. Condoms.
And you have to tie the condom off to save the good stuff for later.
Got it?"
She
made a thumb up sign.
Val
left her and now the hard part for him had come. It was okay talking
to Bert about renting her -- handing her to a stranger -- but actually
doing it himself was different. Besides, Bert was an acquaintance.
He put up the blouse and other items, found several tank tops, a
pair of boots and another miniskirt. He also spotted a lanky youth,
maybe early twenties, black haired, alternative styling but not
extreme. Val carried his finds over to the youth and made his pitch.
"My
girlfriend liked you earlier. She's in a dressing room and if you
want to, you can. You have to use a condom but otherwise what you
do is entirely up to you."
The
youth smiled at first and then his expression became puzzled. "I
. . ."
"Do
you remember seeing us together? She's had her head shaved; it's
just starting to grow back. Want to see her?" Val walked toward
the dressing room, not bothering to look to see if the youth followed
him.
He
opened the door wide. The girl stared at him, then broke into a
smile. Val looked over his shoulder. "Interested?" Val
handed him the clothes he'd found for her, took a condom out of
his pocket. "Here. She's to try these on after you're done."
Val
stepped aside; the girl was falling to her knees. The miniskirt
was off and she was naked. He shut the door and went back to look
for clothes.
He
watched the dressing room from across the store. Once the youth
left, Val found another man for her. When that one was finished,
Val went in the dressing room. Two used condoms, their open ends
tied, lay on the chair. The girl was humming, looking at herself
in the mirror wearing a tank top and the black miniskirt.
"Happy?"
Val asked.
She
nodded, turned to him and pointed to her mouth.
"Both
of them?"
She
shrugged. She pointed to her mouth and to her pussy, lifting the
skirt.
"Good."
She
nodded.
"Time
to go. I think you can wear those. Carry the condoms but don't be
obvious about it."
Val
paid for everything at the counter, the girl humming by his side.
Their
next stop was a metal shop. Before getting out he told her, "From
now on you won't get much choice. You can still say no," he
smiled, "but you'll have to say it. Okay?"
She
nodded not paying much attention.
The
metal shop was a large open room in an older building that had once
been an automobile dealership. This was the former repair area,
with large doors open at each end because it was summer. Benches
filled the space along with stacks and piles of steel bar and pipes
and equipment. There looked to be seven men working, most at their
own benches fitting or welding. A man in his late twenties or early
thirties with long blonde hair tied back came to them.
"Can
I help you?"
"I
called earlier," Val said. "I have a rush job and another
not so rush. The rush job isn't so complicated, consisting of two
separate components but with hinges and latches."
"Drawings?"
"No
drawings. I thought it would be easier if I brought the model. This
is Em."
The
girl smiled.
"Strip,
Em."
The
girl looked at him, pulled off the miniskirt and her tank top. Val
took the clothing from her hands. "Legs spread. More. Like
that. Hands by your sides."
"What
the . . ." The man started to speak. They had the attention
of everyone in the shop.
"I
need a steel ring, hinged to fit around her waist. Two hinged bands
attached to the ring for her forearms. For her feet I need a bar,
hinged loops for her ankles at either end. I want to be able to
lock the ring and loops with padlocks which I'll furnish. Good girl,
Em. Stay like that. I need to run errands but I can leave her here
for fitting."
"We
don't . . ."
"Is
this something you want, Em?"
The
girl nodded. "Ummm," she said.
"She
doesn't speak. She's available for use, aren't you, Em?" The
girl nodded quickly. "If it would interfere with your schedule
today, I can leave her tomorrow for as long as you'd like."
The girl nodded with a smile. Val could see her fingers twitch.
"We
. . ."
"And
of course I'll pay. Her use is as an incentive, not instead of paying
for the rush job." Val saw that three of the men came closer.
"Can you do it for us?"
"Two
hundred?"
"Fine."
"Look
we . . ."
"Entirely
up to you. I have condoms in the car. Please tie the ends off after
using them." Val watched the girl's face. "Em likes her
cereal fortified."
The
girl gave a squeal and began to bounce.
Val
turned back to the man and watched his face as the man finally got
it. The girl began making that weird moan; the man flushed deeply.
"She
loves to drink piss," Val said and left them to get the condoms.
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