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CONTROLLING JENNIFER V
SPICES OF LIFE (Pt. 1)
"Your boyfriend called."
Jennifer glanced at Darlene as she walked in. Darlene was
smiling at her; a taunting kind of smile, the kind Darlene
gave Jennifer when she thought she knew something. Jennifer
put down her bookbag and sat down on her bed.
Amy, the blonde girl from down the hall, was sitting on Darlene's
bed reading a Newsweek. She looked up from her magazine to
smile at Jennifer, a smile that echoed Darlenes. Between the
two of them, Jennifer felt very much like she was on display.
She glanced between the two of them, trying to decide who
Darlene was referring to. She finally ventured a guess. "You
mean Mark?" she asked. The expressions of dismay rapidly
transforming to intense interest on both Darlene's and Amy's
faces told Jennifer she had guessed wrong. She sighed.
"No, actually I meant Jacob. Who's Mark?" asked
Darlene, her glittering eyes fixed on Jennifer. Jennifer looked
down. "Jennifer, hon... you met a guy and you didn't
tell me?"
Jennifer pretended to shuffle through her notebook. "I
swear, you two." she murmured. "You act like a couple
of interrogators."
"Of course!" chirped Amy. "We're girls! We're
supposed to gossip!" She bounded over and sat next to
Jennifer. Amy was always full of energy, and acted kind of
ditzy; almost the stereotypical blond, except her frame was
somewhat squat and she was more of an athlete than a socialite.
"Come on, Jen! You're supposed to tell us everything.
Whose Mark?" Amy leaned forward in anticipation.
Jennifer retreated over to Darlene's bed. "Close the
door, will you, Amy?" she said.
Amy's eyes lit up, and she jumped up to slide the door silently
closed. "Wow! Big secrets, Jen?" Amy plopped onto
Jennifer's bed, sitting cross-legged.
"No, no big secrets." said Jennifer. If only they
knew, she thought to herself, then went on. "I just don't
want Jacob to burst in on me. I kinda don't want to see him
right now."
"He gave me a message for you." reported Darlene.
"He wants to know if you want to go to the frat party
with him tomorrow." She regarded Jennifer in silence
for a moment, then spoke. "Rumor has it Jacob and you
are a couple." she remarked ominously. "Jacob complained
to me that you are ignoring him. He sounded kind of angry..."
"What's up, Jen?" burst Amy. "You can tell
us!" Amy leaned forward in barely controlled anticipation.
Jenny just shook her head. She felt like crying. "I
don't need this right now, I really don't." she mumbled.
She looked up at Darlene and Amy's expectant faces. "Jacob's
been mad at me. I slept with him twice, and he thinks that
makes me his girlfriend." "You slept with him TWICE?!?"
burst in Amy. Jennifer stared at her, and Amy put her hand
over her mouth. "Oop. Sorry. Go on, go on!"
"I don't WANT a boyfriend!" declared Jennifer.
"I keep telling him that, but he refuses to accept it.
He's being a real asshole about it. I mean, guys can sleep
with girls, and it means nothing, right? But I sleep with
Jacob and suddenly I'm his." She hit the bed with a fist
and frowned. "It makes me mad."
"Maybe you shouldn't have slept with him the second
time..." ventured Darlene.
Jennifer sighed. "No kidding. But I didn't know he would
get this way. Besides...well...the first time was really good.
For both of us. The second time was bad though. Anyhow, I
think the first time has him a little obsessed with me. He
said it was the best sex has ever been for him."
"Wow!" said Amy. "Jennifer, you slut!"
Amy grinned, and Jennifer could tell she was only teasing,
but the word came uncomfortably close to how Jennifer had
felt about herself with Jacob.
"Men are assholes." declared Darlene. "So
who's Mark?"
Jennifer sighed. What a question. Mark was a mind rapist,
he was a manipulator, a controller. He was a dangerous being
with far too much power. He was also a romantic, in his own
twisted way, and he seemed to genuinely care for Jennifer.
"Mark's another asshole." she said bitterly.
"Is it Mark Haflin?" asked Darlene. "Red-brown
hair?"
Jennifer shook her head. "No, different guy. I don't
think you know him."
"Where'd you meet him?" asked Amy.
"Ah...in the park one day, while I was walking to the
track to run."
"You don't run anymore, do you, Jen?" Darlene interrupted.
"Ah, no. I haven't for a while at least."
Darlene nodded. "Yeah. I'd noticed you had stopped.
Sorry to interrupt, go on."
"Mark." Jennifer said. "You ever have one
of those guys who seems to really care about you, and does
all these things for you, but he also acts like a complete
arrogant bastard? That's Mark."
"Have you slept with him?" asked Amy.
"Amy!" snapped Darlene. "What a question!"
"No." said Jennifer, and that too brought up a
chaotic jumble of thoughts, arguments she had gone over again
and again. It all came to the same question; why not? "No,
I haven't slept with him."
"That's good." Darlene approved with a decisive
nod. That was Darlene; when it came to other peoples relationships,
she took on the crisp mannerisms of an army general. "Makes
things less complicated."
Jenny sighed. "You don't know how complicated things
are." she said. "Jacob is bothering me, but at least
I can understand him. I don't understand Mark at all. He's
the strangest person I've ever met. Every time I think I've
got him placed, he does something completely different. It's
so... confusing."
"Well, I'll help you with Jacob." announced Darlene.
"I'll talk to him and tell him that you aren't interested
in being his girlfriend, and to leave you alone. Mark, on
the other hand, you'll have to handle on your own."
"No, Darlene, don't do that. I can deal with Jacob.
Just let me take care of him, okay? It'll sound bad if you
tell him. I need to do it."
Darlene shrugged. "You sure?"
"Yeah, I'm sure." said Jennifer.
Darlene waved her hands at Jennifer, her way of indicating
she was cleaning her hands of the situation. "Fine. He's
all yours."
"Hey, Jen! You want to go to a dance tomorrow night
up at Borris?" asked Amy. Borris hall was a dorm to the
north of the campus, known for its high freshman population.
"A bunch of us were going to go, and you should, too.
It'll get your mind off of things. Have some fun, maybe meet
some new guys."
"Yeah." agreed Darlene. "Plus, you won't
have to worry about Jacob seeing you, because he's going to
the frat party."
Jennifer considered it. She hadn't gone to any parties since
she had met Mark, and the idea appealed to her. She liked
to dance. "Yeah, that sounds like fun. I'll go."
"Good." nodded Darlene. "We were going to
hit Pizza Hut for dinner, then go to the dance around 8:30
or so. That should be late enough for things to have started
up there. Dress to kill." Amy giggled, and her bright
eyes danced over Jennifer.
Jennifer smiled. At least she had friends.
"The lasagna isn't bad, but the chicken...urgh!"
Jennifer's eyes went wide, and she could feel herself unconsciously
shrinking down in her seat.
It was the next day, and Jennifer was eating lunch with a
girl in her Chinese Culture class named Ann Pajaro. Ann was
a math major, an intense young lady with cold dark eyes and
a mind like a computer. They traditionally ate lunch together
after Chinese Culture, a class they both took to fulfill requirements
and a class they both disliked intensely.
Ann, with her usual lack of subtlety, twisted around and
looked to see what was distressing Jennifer. "What?"
she demanded.
"Don't look! It's Jacob. I don't want to talk to him.
Quick, pretend you don't see him." Jennifer covered her
hand with her face, hoping he wouldn't see them.
"Too late." said Ann. "He's coming this way."
"Darn." muttered Jennifer. They watched as Jacob
and some other guy wandered their way back to where the two
girls were sitting.
"Hey, Jennifer." said Jacob, and he took the seat
next to her. The other guy, a dark-haired man with thick muscles,
took the seat next to Ann. Probably another wrestler, or a
football guy. Or both.
Jennifer forced cheer into her voice. "Hey, Jacob."
she said. "How are you?"
"We need to talk." he said. Jennifer fought off
the urge to sigh. Talk, yeah, right. The same talk they had
had before. It never solved anything.
"About what?"
"You know about what! Jen, can we go somewhere private?"
"I can't do that. I'm eating with Ann. Can we talk later?"
The dark-haired man spoke. "I'm Greg, by the way."
Jacob ignored him. "Damn it, Jen!, I'm not going to
be put off this time!"
"Hi, I'm Ann." said Ann to Greg.
"What are we going to talk about, Jake? What is there
new to talk about? We've had this talk before. There's nothing
more to discuss!"
"Yes, there is." Jacob said, his voice hard. "Jennifer,
I don't see why you have to be so stubborn!" He looked
at Ann and Greg, then back at Jennifer. "Look, let's
go to another table, all right?"
"No, Jacob! Don't you understand? No! I don't want a
boyfriend right now. You're nice, but right now, I need you
to please leave me alone! Okay? Please, Jacob." She pleaded.
"I need you as a friend right now. Stop trying to complicate
things."
"Oh, a friend." spat Jacob. "And do you screw
all your friends, then?"
"Jacob! Stop it!" Jennifer recoiled with shock
at the low blow and the hostility in Jacob's voice.
"No, Jenny, I'm not going to stop." he snarled.
"I'm not going to watch you go around and act like there's
nothing between us."
"Jacob, there IS nothing between us." Jennifer
interrupted. The whole argument was making her sick. She wished
Jacob would stop.
"The hell there isn't! Those two times don't mean anything?
You just using me to get off? Fuck that, Jennifer! I'm not
going to let you just set me aside like some toy." His
voice was rising now. Jennifer looked at Ann and Greg, who
were watching the conversation like spectators at a boxing
match. Finally she stood. "I'm leaving." She said,
her voice tight. She lifted her tray and walked away.
"Wait, I'm coming too!" called Ann behind her,
and soon Ann was walking beside her. Behind them both, they
heard Greg telling Jacob to cool down. "Wow. Some argument."
said Ann. "I didn't even know you two were even dating."
"We aren't." said Jennifer. "I'm sorry you
had to see that, Ann."
Ann just shrugged.
Afterwards, Jennifer went back to her room and stared at
the ceiling. Why do I have so much problems? She asked herself.
Why me? Jennifer put on her sad music, her recording of the
Pachelbel Canon, and for the first time in a long while, Jennifer
let herself cry.
And when she couldn't cry anymore, she thought about Mark.
Later that day, Jennifer went with Darlene, Amy, and four
other girls to Pizza Hut. Jennifer had been contemplating
skipping the whole thing, but at the last minute, Darlene
had firmly ordered her to go.
"It'll cheer you up, Jen. I don't want you lying around
the room all night feeling sorry for yourself. You might start
getting suicidal or something." Jennifer felt left out
at the restaurant. Everyone else seemed to be in such good
moods, talking, laughing, carrying on. Jennifer tried to make
an effort to enjoy herself, and to be good company, but she
had a feeling she was doing a bad job of it.
They were done with dinner at 7, and all went to Amy's room,
where Amy brought out some bottles of alcohol, and started
passing out cups. Darlene tried to get Jennifer to drink.
"C'mon, Jenny, it'll loosen you up, make you have more
fun."
But Jennifer was not a drinker; it was not that she had something
morally against it, she just really didn't like the taste.
Besides, wasn't alcohol a depressant or something? She couldn't
afford to get even more depressed. She refused their offers
of liquor, and felt really left out as the rest of them rapidly
got plastered and started laughing at silly things.
"Darlene, I think I'm going to go back to the room,
ok? I really don't think I'm going to be good company."
Darlene threw her arm around Jenny. "Nooooo! No, Jennifer!
You can't leave me here. Ohhh, Jen, I feel so drunk. You'll
have to take care of me, I need you, don't leave...."
So Jennifer stayed.
Around 9, they all decided to stagger along to the dance.
"Jen's our guide!" they declared with glee. "She's
the only one sober. Lead us there, Jenny!" So Jennifer
put herself in control of the group of giggling, silly girls,
all who were a great deal happier than they had any right
to be, and she led them up to the lobby of Borris hall.
The party was going at full force, and the dance floor was
packed. The music was loud and blaring, music that didn't
need to be much more than a beat, and usually wasn't. Lights
flashed across the ceiling, and people swirled on the dance
floor.
The group of girls formed a circle on the outskirts of the
dance floor, and started to dance. At first, Jenny had a hard
time getting into it, but after awhile, her body started to
follow along to the rhythm, and she let her mind loosen as
she looked around at all the happy people on the dance floor.
That's what I like about dancing, she thought to herself.
Everyone always looks so happy. Gradually, Jennifer felt herself
start to loosen up, and every time she looked at Darlene and
Amy, they smiled back at her, drunken, infectious smiles.
Soon Jennifer started to smile back.
She let her eyes wander around the floor, occasionally seeing
people she knew as they swirled and gyrated to the crushing
beat that swept through them all. The group of girls started
moving more toward the center as people left the middle of
the floor and others appeared on the ouskirts. Pretty soon,
everyone around Jennifer was in motion. She felt adrenalized,
and it was a good feeling. She let the music move her body,
in motion almost without conscious thought.
It was then she saw Mark.
He was sitting on the side of the dance floor, in one of
the seats by himself. For once, it appeared as if she had
seen him before he had seen her. He was watching the people
dance on the floor. Jennifer faltered in keeping the beat.
What do I do? She asked herself. Should I talk to him? Jennifer
looked at Darlene and the others, swaying happily. What if
Mark saw her when she was with all her friends? What would
happen? Jennifer decided she would rather not have Mark meet
her friends, or vice versa.
She poked Darlene. "I'm going to the bathroom."
she shouted over the loud music. "I'll be back."
Darlene smiled and nodded, and Jennifer made her way through
the swirl of bodies towards where Mark sat.
Mark saw her approaching, and he smiled at her. A different
sort of smile, a less confident, more peaceful smile than
his usual. Jennifer walked over and sat next to him.
"Hi, Mark." she said.
"Hey, Jennifer." He leaned towards her to be heard.
"Wow, I didn't know you were here."
She nodded. "I figured you would see me eventually."
She paused; so far the encounter had been very ordinary, and
she wanted to keep it that way. "Are you here to dance,
Mark?" He shook his head. "I don't dance much."
he told her. "No, I just like to come to these things
to watch other people dance. It's so...chaotic." He let
his eyes roam around the floor, and then he focused on her
again. "This is where I first saw you, you know."
"It is?" Jennifer leaned forward to hear him better.
Mark looked out onto the dance floor again. "Well, not
here, but at a dance. Remember that Halloween party? That's
when I first saw you, dancing out there, in the crowd."
Jennifer watched his profile as he spoke, watched the lights
flashing over his face. His eyes had an unfocused, blurred
look to them.
Then he was looking at her again. "I like the way you
dance, Jennifer. There's...something about it, I can't say
what it is. That's what attracted me to you. You seemed to
go into it with such abandon. Like it was your last night
to be alive, and all you wanted to do was to dance until you
dropped. And, I don't know, it was sexual, but not openly
sexual. More subtley sexual, I guess, like you were acting
sexy but didn't know it, and that only made it more erotic.
I really liked watching you dance, Jennifer."
"I'm not a very good dancer." she murmured, a little
embarassed by his words.
Her face was hot, and she tried to keep the blush from showing.
It was the intensity with which he spoke; she found it hard
to believe she could bring forth such intensity in anyone.
Of course, Mark wasn't just anyone.
"Yes, you are. You're one of those that you can tell
likes to dance, just be watching." He said. He stared
at her; his eyes were like two glowing embers in a fire. "Jenny,
want to play another game of controlling Jennifer? I have
an idea."
"Game?" she raised an eyebrow. "Is it all
a game to you?"
"Well...no, not really. I'm sorry, Jenny, that's what
I've been calling our little sessions. Games of controlling
Jennifer. I'm sorry, it's just for lack of a better term.
Do you want to? I mean, of your own free will. I'm not going
to use my power or anything."
Jennifer looked into his eyes, and was intrigued by the eager
sincerity she saw there. And she also had to admit that she
was curious as to what Mark had in mind for her. "You
promise? No power?"
"I promise. All of your own free will." he said,
and she believed him. For all he had done to her, he had never
lied to her.
"Okay. And if I don't want to do what you say, I won't
and you won't make me, okay? I'm just doing this because I'm
curious as to what you want me to do. That's all."
Mark grinned and nodded. "Uh huh. Don't worry, Jennifer.
If you don't want to do what I say, you don't have to. It's
up to you."
Jennifer waited for him to continue, but he didn't. "So
what is it?" she pressed him.
"Are you wearing a bra?"
Jennifer looked down at the white blouse she was wearing.
You could faintly make out the white lace of her bra under
it. She also wore a pair of tight black jeans; perfect for
dancing. "You know I am. Stop teasing me." she said.
"Go and take it off." he said.
"And then what?" she asked.
"First the bra." he ordered. Jennifer watched him
intently, but he would say no more. Finally, she walked over
to the bathroom. It was crowded with girls putting on makeup
and stank with the smell of beer and cigarettes. Jennifer
waited for a stall, and once inside, slipped off her bra and
shoved it into her purse. She examined herself; her nipples
were slightly visible, but only if you looked for them. The
blouse was pretty loose anyhow, so it was not overly apparent
that she wore nothing beneath it. Satisfied that she was not
too exposed, she walked out of the bathroom.
At first she couldn't see Mark. He wasn't where she had left
him. She searched the room with her eyes, and finally saw
him in a new seat on the opposite wall. Jennifer started to
make her way over to him, and then realized she would have
to squeeze her way through the mass of dancers to reach him.
As she pushed through, her breasts brushed against backs,
against fronts, against arms. Once a hand, moving in some
dancing motion, ran into her chest. Jennifer pushed past quickly
before the owner of the hand could realize what he had bumped
into.
All in all, no one else really seemed aware that she wasn't
wearing a bra, but by the time Jennifer reached the place
where Mark was, she herself was very aware of how free she
was under the blouse, and her nipples were hard and sensitive.
She dropped next to Mark, feeling her breasts sway with the
motion, and her nipples scrape against her blouse. "You
did that on purpose." she accused.
"Did what?" he remarked innocently. "I had
to move over here to show you what I want you to do."
"Ok, what is it."
Mark just pointed. Jennifer followed the direction of his
finger to see a guy sitting against the wall. He was small,
hunched over in his chair, staring forlornly at everyone dancing
around him. Jennifer knew his type. They wanted to dance,
but were too scared. Too self-conscious.
"See him?" asked Mark.
"Yeah. What do you want me to do?"
"I want you to pick him up. Ask him to dance. Hold him
tight and turn him on. You know."
Jennifer regarded the guy. "He's gonna think I'm a slut."
she said.
"No, no, Jennifer. More likely he's going to think its
the best day of his life. I'm asking you to make him happy,
Jennifer. Let him have a fun night for once." He offered
her his hand. "Come on, Jenny. Are you game?"
Jennifer shook her head. "I can't believe you're making
me do this." Mark only shrugged, and kept his hand toward
her. Finally, she took his hand, and they walked over to where
the guy was sitting.
The guy looked up at them expectantly. Mark leaned close.
"You can't see me or hear me." He told the boy,
and released Jennifer's hand. The boy suddenly was staring
right through Mark; he shuddered, then turned to Jennifer,
staring at her with wide eyes. She noticed with distaste that
he was one of those boys who looked at her chest almost as
much as he did her face.
"Hi!" she said. "Do you want to dance?"
She asked him.
The boy looked down and shook his head. "Uh...no thanks,
I'm not really a dancer." Jennifer looked at Mark; he
was urging her on with his eyes. She sighed and sat down.
"Hi!" she said. "I'm...uh...Marcie."
It occurred to her at the last minute that she may not want
him to know her real name. "What's your name?"
"Oh, I'm Derrick." he smiled quickly at her, then
looked away. Jennifer again looked at Mark.
"Put your arm around him." Mark said. "Press
yourself against him. Get him hot and hard." Before Jennifer
knew it, her arm was draped over Derrick's shoulder, and her
breasts were pushing into his side. She could feel Derrick's
quivering hesitation under her, his temptation.
She glared at Mark. "You said you wouldn't use your
power." she hissed. He only smiled. "I didn't."
he said. And with a start, Jennifer realized he hadn't. She
was doing this all on her own.
Aw, what the hell, she thought. She leaned in close to John's
ear. "Come on." she said. "I want to see you
dance with me. I promise I'm a good dancer. Don't turn me
down." Derrick's body was hot against hers.
"O...okay." he stammered. Jennifer brushed a slight
kiss against his cheek. That oughta blow his mind, she thought
to herself. I wonder what Mark thinks. She looked over at
him.
Mark was staring at them, and the strange expression on his
face caught her completely by surprise. She thought he would
be pleased at her willing compliance, but instead he looked
sad. She stared at him a moment.
He always does this to me, she thought. Whenever I think
I've got him figured out. What's he thinking? He caught her
looking, and beckoned them out onto the dance floor. Jennifer
watched him a moment longer, trying to decipher his thoughts,
but couldn't. Finally, she turned back to Derrick, and led
him out onto the dance floor.
CONTROLLING JENNIFER VI
SPICES OF LIFE (Pt. 2)
Jennifer drifted them to the outskirts of the dance floor.
She noticed Derrick was glancing around nervously, like he
was going to take off all his clothes or something, and wanted
to be sure no one was watching. Jennifer sighed, confident
that the music would mask her sigh. She had never understood
those who were embarassed to dance. What was the big deal?
Why was it so frightening to dance when you were in a room
full of people, all of them dancing?
She leaned in towards Derrick. "Come on, let's dance!"
she told him. He just smiled sheepishly, and looked around
at everyone. Jennifer shrugged, deciding she would have to
set an example. She started to move her body to the beat,
smiling at Derrick in encouragement, and then she remembered
Mark, and abruptly she stopped.
She tried to stop herself from glancing at him, but she was
a second too late. Mark was watching her, she had almost forgotten.
He was staring at her, an expression of melancholy etched
on his face. His eyes were lost and unfocused. What's wrong
with him? she wondered. For once I'm doing what he wants,
on my own, without his power. Why isn't he happy?
Maybe he likes to use his power, she thought, and succeeded
in generating a shudder down her spine. She turned back to
Derrick, and thought about dancing with him. The moment was
growing long, and she could tell Derrick was getting uncomfortable.
He was looking back at his seat, his eyes longing for it like
a security blanket. Jennifer started to dance again, drawing
his eyes to her, and when she thought about herself dancing
again, she almost stopped, but kept going by will alone.
The problem was, for some reason, her dancing seemed artificial.
Jennifer usually danced by letting her body go, allowing the
music to manipulate it while her mind floated over other things.
But everytime she tried to do this, she would always think
of Mark, watching her. How could she dance while he watched?
It made her self-conscious. She probably felt a lot like Derrick.
Derrick had not started dancing. He would start, then stop
immediately after, shaking his head and laughing at his own
foolishness. Jennifer's eyes narrowed. How do I get him to
dance? she asked herself. How do I do it when Mark's watching
me like he is? Before, Mark had always told her exactly what
to do; this was the first time she was supposed to act...well,
slutty...all by herself.
Who cares if he dances, she decided. Just turn him on, Jennifer.
Think if you were him, and you were faced with an attractive
girl, what would you want her to do? Jennifer tried to imagine
this, but couldn't think like a guy would. Only the obvious
things occurred to her, and she certainly wasn't going to
do them in a public place. No, she would have to be more subtley
slutty. Now the only problem was, how?
Derrick was starting to dance now, which was good. It made
her feel a little less silly, although his dancing style kind
of reminded her of Frankenstein walking; stiff and goofy-looking.
Now how to turn him on? She thought about dancing slutty,
shaking her breasts to make it obvious she wasn't wearing
a bra, grinding her hips into his pelvis, basically dancing
dirty.
She actually gave her breasts an experimental wiggle, but
it felt very false to her, and she stopped. It just wasn't
a natural part of dancing for her. She continued to dance,
as normally as she could with the awareness that Mark was
watching her in the back of her head. The music stopped, and
another song came on in its place. Jennifer danced.
During this next song, she tried something else. She danced
forward, coming teasingly close, and gave him what she thought
was a seductive smile. She wasn't very experienced with this,
and forgot to calculate in his awkward dancing style; as a
result, she came a little too close to him, and he accidently
pushed his arm right against her breasts. It must have been
obvious that she was braless; he stared at her and then looked
away, blushing furiously, before he even saw her attempt at
a seductive smile.
Oh, well, it had probably worked better than she intended.
She tried this again, this time slower, coming closer and
closer until he became uncomfortable and backed away. For
some reason, she thought this was funny. If she came close
to him, he would always back off. It was like he feared her.
Finally, her heart beating, Jennifer moved up until her face
was less than two inches from his, and, her eyes locked on
his, slowly licked her lips. She smiled immediately after,
feeling very silly, but Derrick was hooked. His dance faltered,
and he seemed hypnotized by her. Jennifer danced back from
him, and, very aware that his eyes were on her, pretended
to stretch.
She arched her back, trying to stretch her blouse and get
it tightly pressed against her breasts. She pretended to have
her eyes closed, but she was looking out through the crack
in her eyelid, and she could see Derrick's eyes were fixed
on her breasts. She felt a thrill spin through her stomach.
And she knew Mark was watching, too.
She opened her eyes, and overcome by temptation, looked down
to see how much of herself she was exposing. Her nipples were
dark circles under the fabric, and she gasped at how visible
they were. She quickly eased out of her stretched position,
fighting to control her blush, trying to appear cool and deliberate.
She needn't have bothered. As she continued to dance with
Derrick, his eyes stayed on her breasts more than anything
else, waiting for those dark nipples to resurface. It bothered
her, even though she knew she had pretty much asked for it
by giving him a peek in the first place. She didn't particularly
like being reduced to a pair of breasts.
Determined to get him to acknowledge all of her, she slid
up to him and linked her hands behind his neck. He abruptly
stopped dancing, and stared open- mouthed at her. She moved
up against him so there was a faint but undefined contact
between their bodies; just enough to tease. "Is it just
me or is it *hot* in here?" she whispered in her sexiest
voice. He gaped at her.
"You have to go to the bathroom." It was Mark's
voice. Mark was beside them.
"Uh...excuse me, I have to go to the bathroom, I'll
be right back though!" Derrick pulled away from her,
and raced off to the bathroom. Jennifer watched him rush off,
then turned back to regard Mark.
"Why'd you do that?" she asked, puzzled.
Mark walked back to the seats on the side of the room, and
after a moments hesitation, Jennifer followed. He sat down,
and she sat beside him, waiting.
"I thought you might need a break." he said finally,
looking on to the dance floor. "I mean, you've been dancing
for fifteen minutes already. I thought you might want to sit
down or something."
Jennifer shrugged. "I wasn't really tired. Anyways,
I could have taken a break by myself. No one was MAKING me
dance. Derrick would have let me go if I had asked."
"Derrick." said Mark. "What do you think of
him?" He faced her, his eyes lost in shadows.
She thought for a moment. "I...don't know." she
said. "He seems kind of awkward, I guess. A little socially
inexperienced. But nice, otherwise he would have probably
felt me up by now." Jennifer considered this, and was
surprised at how casually she reacted to the thought of Derrick
feeling her up. She crossed her arms over her breasts, pressing
the fabric against her nipples.
Mark turned away from her again. "I think you're doing
too good a job." he said coldly. "You're teasing
him too much. He's going to expect something."
Jennifer considered this, pulling the dark strands of hair
from her eyes. "That's all right, isn't it?" she
remarked. "After all, if he gets too demanding, you can
always do some control thing to him, right? I mean, I hate
to suggest it, but its an option. Anyway, I don't think he
would do that. He seems like a gentleman. Too shy to go any
further than I'll let him."
"And how far will you let him go?" demanded Mark.
"Mmm? Oh, I don't know....actually, it's been kind of
fun so far. I suppose I'll have to stop eventually."
She shrugged. "Who knows? I'll decide that when I get
there." She peered at him. "What's wrong? I thought
you liked me making a fool of myself in front of guys."
Mark didn't say anything for a while, and Jennifer finally
decided he wasn't going to answer. Finally, he said "This
is different. I don't like Derrick."
"Why not?" she ventured.
He glared at her. "I just don't." And that was
all he would say.
"Hi, Jen!" Jennifer heard the voice from above
her. It was Darlene's voice. She looked up to see Darlene.
Darlene's dark curly hair was in a disarray, probably from
dancing, and she had goofy smile that undoubtedly came from
being drunk.
Jennifer was acutely aware of Mark sitting beside her. "Hi,
Darlene." she said quickly. "Look can I talk to
you later?"
Darlene ignored her, dropping onto the seat beside her. "Why'd
you stop dancing, Jennifer?" she asked, leaning back
against the back of the seat and resting.
"Oh...I just got a little tired, that's all. Where's
Amy and the others?" Jennifer wished desperately that
Darlene would go away.
"Oh, them. They're over there, still dancing."
Darlene pointed vaguely towards the dance floor. "I guess
I got a lil' tired, too. Whatcha up to, Jen?" Darlene
blinked at Jennifer, her eyes unfocused and dreamy.
"Me? Oh, nothing, really..." Jennifer started.
Then she noticed Darlene was looking past her. "Hi!"
said Darlene.
"Hi." said Mark. He had entered his formal mode
of talking again. "I'm Mark. You must be Darlene."
He offered his hand, and when she put hers forward to shake
it, he instead took her hand and kissed the back of it. Darlene
giggled.
"Wow. What a gentleman." Darlene said. "Yes,
I'm Darlene...Jen's roommate. Heh, but you probably know that
already. Jen...Jennifer's told me about you." Darlene
smiled and blinked.
Jennifer felt like she was in some weird dream. She leaned
back and numbly followed the conversation that was occurring
over her, feeling powerless to do anything but listen.
Mark's wore a carefully neutral smile. "Oh? Hopefully
good things." His eyes shifted quickly toward Jennifer,
perhaps looking for a clue as to what Jennifer had told her.
"Not really anything." admitted Darlene, grinning.
"Jen likes to keep her secrets. She's just mentioned
your name. I didn't know you were going to be here. Jen didn't
tell me." She gave Jennifer a sly poke with her elbow.
Jennifer ignored it.
"Oh, she didn't know. It's just coincidence that we
showed up at the same place at the same time." said Mark.
"Oh. Well, I guess I'll leave you two alone then. I
can sense Jennifer wants me to take off." Darlene grinned
at Jennifer, and was about to stand up, when she noticed Derrick
hovering uncertainly near them. "Oh, hello." she
said.
"Hi." muttered Derrick, or at least his lips moved.
Then, louder. "Marcie...you wanna dance again?"
His voice was a little bolder now. He's gaining confidence,
thought Jennifer. Oh, god, how am I going to explain this
to Darlene?
Darlene looked at her confused. "Marcie...?" she
started.
"I'll tell you about it later." whispered Jennifer.
Darlene grinned widely. "Damn right, you will. I'll
talk to you later, 'Marcie.'" She giggled, then stood
and walked off. Derrick watched them uncertainly. "Marcie?"
he asked toward Jennifer, his voice uncertain and nervous.
Jennifer flashed him her brightest smile. "Ok, but why
don't you get me a cup of punch first. Please?" He smiled
back, and seemed almost grateful to go off and get her a drink.
She watched him go.
"I had to do that." she explained to Mark. "I
just know Darlene's going to be watching me now."
"I don't think so." observed Mark. He pointed over
in the distance. Darlene was talking to some blonde guy, and
seemed oblivious to anything but his words. "Looks like
she has other things on her mind."
"Oh!" said Jennifer, watching them. "I hope
she'll be okay. She's drunk, you know. I told her I'd watch
out for her."
"Aw, she'll be all right." said Mark. "I know
that guy; he's not the type that would take advantage of her.
Don't worry, she's safe."
Jennifer looked back at Mark, regarding him openly with her
dark eyes. "For a second there, I thought you were going
to introduce yourself as my master or something." she
said.
Mark shook his head and smiled. "No, no. Don't worry,
Jennifer. I wouldn't do that to you." Then his smile
faded. "Here comes Derrick." he said.
Derrick was returning, clasping a cup of punch like he held
the holy grail. He held it out to her with a wide grin. Jennifer
smiled in thanks as she took it, and drank it down, surprised
at how thirsty she was. Dancing takes a lot out of you, she
supposed.
The music had changed; the tempo had slowed down, and Jennifer
could see that the people on the floor were dividing into
couples. She saw Darlene slow- dancing with her blonde guy.
Derrick followed her gaze, out to the people slow dancing.
Then he turned back to her and offered his hand. "You
wanna dance, Marcie?" he said, smiling sheepishly, as
if expecting to be refused.
"Ok." she said, and took his hand. He led her
out to the dance floor, and uncertainly started to put his
hands around her waist, swaying at least a foot away from
her.
What the heck, thought Jennifer, and she clasped her arms
around him and pulled him close to her. After all, she was
supposed to be turning him on, and slow dancing from a distance
seemed so awkward anyhow. Their bodies pressed together.
Jennifer could feel a hardness below against her waist; his
erection. He's hard, she thought. Wow. He seemed uncomfortably
aware of this, too, and tried to pull away, but she wouldn't
let him. Instead, she started to move slightly, rubbing herself
slightly against his hard-on.
Wow, she thought, I hope Darlene doesn't see me. She'll think
I'm a real slut. Jennifer grinned, and leaned her cheek against
Derrick's shoulder, swaying back and forth in time to the
music.
Derrick was tense against her, but gradually they fell into
the rhythm of the music. At first his hands fell limply around
her back, but as he became more confident, he started to hold
her tighter. They swayed together.
"Wow." he whispered in her ear. "You're...you're
really beautiful, Marcie..." Jennifer wondered whether
he was really serious or if his words were just motivated
by lust. In the end, she supposed it didn't really matter.
"Thanks." she whispered back.
She felt him sliding his hands up her back. If he needed
confirmation that she wasn't wearing a bra, he received it
when his hands couldn't find any straps. She hugged him, the
pressure of his hard penis pressing into her.
Well, she thought. I've succeeded in turning him on. The
only problem was, she was a little turned on herself. She
enjoyed her control over Derrick; her ability to make him
hard, and to make him want her.
She knew she had to stop sometime. She didn't want to go
too far. But as Derrick tightened his grip on her, and she
felt the slickness develop between her legs, she hoped she
would have the strength to resist her own temptation.
Abruptly, Derrick loosened his hold on her, and she looked
up at him to see what was wrong. He was staring at her, his
breath coming fast, and as he started to pull her to him again,
she could feel his heart beating rapidly beneath his chest.
He was slowly bringing his lips to hers. They were going to
kiss.
This was wrong! It wasn't the way it was supposed to happen.
A slow kiss while holding each other tight and slow dancing,
that was a love thing, wasn't it? It was too romantic, too
personal. What if it was his first kiss? What if it meant
a lot to him? Jennifer didn't want to be some strangers first
kiss. She twisted her head, moving her lips from their collision
course with his.
She could feel his hurt, his feeling of being rejected. "I'm
sorry, Marcie." he whispered. "I didn't mean to...."
"Shhh." she said, and his voice drifted away. They
swayed together. Jennifer felt lost. She wasn't a seductress;
she took things too seriously for that. And she felt bad for
rejecting him. If only it hadn't been so perfect, then she
would have kissed him.
"Derrick..." she said.
"Yeah?"
Jennifer leaned up and mashed her lips against his, pressing
her body tightly against his hard-on. It wasn't a soft, romantic
kiss; it was a hard, lustful kiss. A passionate kiss. How
Jennifer imagined a slut would kiss. She could feel Derrick
tense up like a statue against her; his lips were frozen with
shock. As a final touch, as she withdrew her mouth, she let
her tongue dart out and caress his lips. There, she thought
with satisfaction, that should do it.
"What the fuck is this?" A voice, beside them.
Mark's voice?
No, not Mark. Jacob's voice.
Jennifer recoiled from Derrick, gasping in shock, and spun
to look beside them. It was Jacob, all right. His eyes were
bloodshot and bulging, his muscles were tensed, and he was
holding a beer bottle, which he took a chug of as she watched.
He had two others with him. Jennifer didn't know either of
them, but they both were big football players, and they were
both obviously drunk.
"You little slut!" snarled Jacob. "You just
can't keep your hands off any guy, can you?" He drank
some more of the beer.
"Jacob, go away! You're drunk." said Jennifer.
She wished Derrick would go away; Jacob wouldn't dare do anything
to her, but he might do something to the man she had been
kissing. But Derrick was frozen in his tracks, like an animal
frozen in the headlights of an approaching truck.
"Drunk, damn right, I'm drunk, Jenny-fer. Fucking slut
Cailly. I come looking for you, and how do I find you...fishing
for another dick." He glared menacingly at Derrick.
"Who the hell are you?" asked Derrick, his voice
quavering to be firm. Jennifer wanted to scream at him to
shut up.
"Who am I? WHO AM I?" bellowed Jacob. People were
staring now. "I'm her fucking boyfriend, is who I am!
The boyfriend of the girl you were just frenching!"
"You have a boyfriend?" Derrick gaped at her.
"You're not my boyfriend, Jacob!" Jennifer shouted.
She turned to Derrick. "Derrick, be quiet, ok? Please?"
she pleaded.
"You fucking prick." growled Jacob, and he gave
Derrick a shove. Derrick staggered backwards. Before Jennifer
could react, Jacob had latched a hand around her wrist. "Come
on, Jennerfer." he said. "I said we need to talk,
now we're gonna talk, whether you want to or not." He
started to pull her from the floor, ignoring her struggling.
Then, a shout. "What's going on here!" a voice
demanded. Mark's voice. Jennifer gasped in relief. Always,
always, he was there to save her.
Jacob glared at Mark. "Mind your own business, mother
fucker!" he growled.
Mark took in the situation at a glance, and he smiled. He
actually smiled. "I would prefer it if you called me
'master.'" he said casually.
Jacob glared at him. "I said, fuck off,...uh....master."
Jacob's face contorted with confusion.
"Good." nodded Mark with a grin. "I would
also like it if you would refer to yourself as 'this wretch.'
I usually like things to be named as they are. Don't you?"
Mark's grin was easy and confident. "Now let the girl
go."
Jennifer felt Jacob's hand grow limp around her wrist. She
quickly pulled out of his reach, and retreated to stand by
Mark. Jacob, along with his two buddies, stared at Mark in
drunken astonishment.
"Now, then. What seems to be the trouble? Perhaps we
can work things out."
"Uh." said Jacob. He looked confused. "Well,
you see, thas my girlfriend beside you, an' she wuz necking
with some other guy, and...uh... this wretch was just gonna
take her outside and have a talk with her..."
Mark whirled to face Jennifer. "You have a boyfriend?"
he asked.
She shook her head. "He's not my boyfriend! He just
thinks he is. Tell him to go home, would you, Mark? Tell him
to go home and sleep it off."
Mark shook his head. He had a malevolent glint in his eye
as he looked back on Jacob and his two friends. "No,
I don't think so. Let's try and work things out. Where's the
guy Jennifer was kissing?" Mark quickly spotted Derrick.
"Derrick! You can see and hear me now. Come over here."
Compelled by Mark's power, Derrick walked forward. He twitched
nervously, glancing at Jacob and his friends uneasily.
"This is the guy?" Mark looked at Jacob, and pointed
at Derrick. Jacob nodded.
"Mark, what are you doing? Please, just let this end."
begged Jennifer. She had thought Mark would stop things, but
it appeared that he was having too much fun manipulating the
situation.
"Quiet, Jennifer." And Jennifer felt his power
catching hold of her. When she opened her mouth, her voice
wouldn't work. She closed her mouth again and waited.
"Now, then, Derrick. Let's hear your side of the story.
What was happening between you and Jennifer?"
"It wasn't me!" babbled Derrick. "I don't
even know any Jennifer..."
Mark rolled his eyes. "I meant Marcie. Marcie is her
nickname, her real name is Jennifer." Mark flashed Jennifer
a quick smile.
"Oh." said Derrick, also glancing at Jennifer.
Then he started babbling again. "I didn't know she had
a boyfriend, otherwise I wouldn't have done anything, honest!
I swear I didn't know."
Mark shook his head critically. "What kind of a loser
are you?" he said, his voice edged in contempt. "Don't
be a wimp! Stand up for the woman. This is Jennifer! Don't
you think she's worth fighting three guys for, even guys as
big as these three?"
Mark must have used his power, because Derrick's eyes became
as hard as steel. He pointed a finger level at Jacob. "Hey."
he said, his voice flat and dangerous. "You leave Jennifer
alone."
Jacob grunted and lunged for Derrick, but Mark simply said
"Freeze." and Jacob froze where he was. "Let's
take this outside." said Mark. "You three, Derrick,
and you, too, Jennifer. Follow me."
It was not a compulsion, at least not for Jennifer, but Mark
must have known she would follow anyway, just to see what
he would do. Jennifer strained against the bond he had put
on her mind, but as hard as she tried she could not speak.
She mutely followed them out into the parking lot. Mark walked
them over to a secluded corner.
"Now then." said Mark. "I see only one solution
here. You're going to have to fight for Jennifer. It's the
only way to decide things." Mark peeked at Jennifer,
smiling. She was trying to scream at him, but couldn't make
the noise.
"This wretch against him?" asked Jacob eagerly,
sizing up Derrick and apparently not finding much.
"I'll gladly fight him for Jennifer." declared
Derrick fearlessly, balling his hands into fists.
"No, not you against him." Mark answered Jacob.
He waved at Jacob's two friends. "All three of you against
him." Jennifer's mouth fell open. She prayed Mark wasn't
serious; they would kill Derrick. Derrick wilted slightly,
then pulled himself together. "I'll gladly fight all
three of them for Jennifer." he swore.
"Let's go, then." said Jacob.
"Wait!" said Mark. He grinned. "One more thing
to make this fair." He turned to Jacob and his two friends.
"You three. Every time Derrick touches you, it will feel
like he is burning you. Ok?" Jacob and his two friends
watched him in confusion; they did not understand. But that
was all right. They would soon enough. Mark nodded. "Very
good. Let the games begin!"
Jennifer was tugging hard on Mark's arm. "Urg!"
she managed to croak.
"Don't worry, Jenny." Mark told her, grinning.
"This'll be over soon enough." He stood back to
watch, and Jennifer, helpless and silent, watched with him.
Jacob strolled over towards Derrick. Derrick lunged in with
a clumsy punch, and Jacob easily avoided it. He brought his
fist up into Derrick's gut. Derrick grunted as the air was
forced from his lungs.
Jacob, on the other hand, screamed.
He pulled his hand away, and it was bright red, blisters
forming on its surface. He staggered back in shock. Jacob's
two friends stared, astonished.
Derrick recovered, and popped a blow toward one of the football
player's cheeks. It connected, and the football player staggered
back, clutching his cheek. Jennifer could see that it was
also burnt, like Jacob's hand. The third guy backhanded Derrick,
and Derrick fell, his lip split and bleeding. But the third
guy's hand was also burnt.
Derrick was apparently smart enough to figure out what was
going on, because his next act wasn't to try another punch;
instead he walked up to the third guy and threw his arms around
the guy's body.
The guy screamed, and struggled to free himself, finally
breaking Derrick's grip. Instead of retaliating, he stared
wide-eyed at Derrick, then turned and ran. Jacob and the second
guy took in the situation, and followed their comrade in beating
a hasty retreat, Jacob clutching his swollen fist. Soon all
three were lost in the distance.
Derrick looked proudly at Jennifer. "I've won you."
he declared, his lip bleeding onto his shirt. Jennifer felt
like crying, but she managed to keep it in. Why me? she asked
herself. Why always for me?
"No." Mark told Derrick. "Jennifer is mine.
You will go back to your bedroom and go to sleep. When you
wake up, you will remember all of this as a distant dream."
And with that, Derrick's eyes blurred, and he turned and staggered
away.
And then it was just Mark and Jennifer, alone in the darkness.
Mark turned to her. A tear had succeeded in making its way
down her cheek, and Mark wiped it off with a finger.
"Don't cry, Jennifer." he sighed. He took her in
his arms; she was powerless to resist, and now the tears were
spilling down her cheeks, staining his shirt, as she cried
soundlessly. "It's not you, it's me." Mark whispered
to her. "Sometimes I'm a twisted bastard. The power...
well, it makes it easy to hurt. Far easier to hurt than to
help." He hugged her. "Speak, Jennifer. I can't
stand it when you're quiet."
And she could speak again. She could hear herself cry, hear
herself sobbing like a child. She suppressed her tears, pushing
them away and reducing them to sniffles and stained cheeks.
"Why'd you do it?" she whispered. "Why'd you
make them fight?"
"I don't know." he said back. "I don't know.
Jennifer..." and pulled away from her, staring down into
her eyes. "Kiss me, Jennifer." But she could only
stare into his eyes, helplessly. She couldn't kiss him.
"Kiss me, Jennifer." he said again, and this time
his power washed over her mind. Compelled, she stretched up
and pressed her lips to his. After a couple seconds of contact,
she pulled back again. Staring at him wordlessly, waiting
for his next order.
Mark sighed. It was a deep, lonely sound, like the howl of
a wolf in the distance. He pulled away from her, shaking his
head. "Jennifer. Close your eyes and count to twenty."
he ordered.
It was his power again, and she closed her eyes, counting
as ordered.
And when she opened her eyes, she was all alone. CONTROLLING
JENNIFER VII
TAKING IT EASY (Pt. 1)
It was the day after the dance. Jennifer hadn't really intended
to go running; she hadn't even set her alarm to get up in
the morning, thinking she would sleep late after the events
of the previous night. However, come the next morning, she
found herself wide awake at eight, and she really had nothing
planned to do. So she decided to run.
Jennifer hadn't gone running since the first day she had
met Mark. At first it had been fear. Fear and shame. She hadn't
wanted to risk bumping into Mark again, and even more, she
had been afraid she would run into the student with the notebook
and the disheveled hair-do, or the man with his dog, the ones
she had seen that day. The ones that had seen her that first
day, when Mark had her going around the park acting like a
wanton slut.
"Damn Mark." she muttered as she pulled on her
shorts. Sometimes, she wondered how she had ever come to stop
hating him. He had made her do so many things she hadn't wanted
to do. He had turned her life completely upside-down. At times,
he had made her life a living hell. "I think I still
hate him a little bit." she said to herself. "I'm
just not scared of him anymore."
Jennifer felt like running. That had been her time to think,
while she was running, and if she ever needed to think, it
was then. The night before seemed more like a dream than anything
else. When confronted with the daylight, it hardly seemed
real. So much had happened. She had so much conflicting emotions
to resolve.
As Jennifer was lacing up her shoes, she glanced at Darlene
lying comatose in the opposite bed. That was another reason
to go running; eventually, Darlene would wake up, and from
experience, Jennifer knew that Darlene usually had very bad
hangovers. It was better to disappear and come back after
she had recovered somewhat. Jennifer tightened her shoelaces,
and quietly slipped out the door.
It was a nice day to go running; cold, but not too cold.
Despite the time, Jennifer felt very awake, and full of energy.
The dorm was empty, as it usually was early in the morning,
and Jennifer slipped out without seeing much of anyone. Someone
was in the lobby reading the morning paper, and he glanced
at her as she walked by. Jennifer didn't know him, so she
just smiled and walked past.
It was about a five-minute walk to the track, and she spent
the time taking in her surroundings. It really was a nice
day, and it made her feel a lot better over what had happened
the night before. She listened to the birds chirping in the
trees, and watched them fly overhead. The sun felt nice on
her skin; it was still kind of cold, but that only seemed
to make the sun feel warmer.
She reached the path that made its way through the park area
of the campus, and took a quick look around for anyone she
might want to avoid. The park was fairly deserted; she saw
more squirrels than people, and didn't see anyone she knew.
Jennifer strolled down the path, humming a slow song she had
heard the night before.
She thought about the last time she had come this way, when
she had first met Mark. I never actually did make it to the
track, she reminded herself. Her mind idled on a squirrel
jumping from branch to branch, almost following her.
Deep down, Jennifer knew she was pushing back what she needed
to think about, but that was all right. It could wait until
she started running. For now, she would just enjoy the simple
beauty of early-morning nature. Carefree, without human interference.
Before she knew it, she had walked through the park and was
on the track. A couple other runners were running laps, and
they all looked faster and more serious than she was. "Just
take it easy." she reminded herself. "You haven't
run for awhile, Jennifer. Let your body get used to it."
She moved over to stand behind the line that usually determined
the beginning and end of her laps, and did a few token stretches.
"You know, Jennifer." she said. "You sure talk
to yourself a lot more now." She laughed, and started
to run.
Her pace was fairly slow, but she planned to make it up in
distance. During the first half of the first lap, she could
feel her legs readjusting themselves to the exercise. It felt
good. Her body settled into a nice pace, and soon her mind
was free to wander.
And as she had expected, her mind drifted to the night before,
and Mark. The whole thing was losing its reality now; it seemed
more like a bad dream than anything else. She hoped she would
never see Derrick again; the image of him with his lip bleeding
and an expression of complete devotion on his face was burnt
into her mind. Jennifer knew that if she ever saw him again,
that image would flash before her eyes.
She would undoubtedly see Jacob again, with his burnt hand,
and she wasn't looking forward to that either. He was becoming
so different; Jennifer remembered him earlier in the year
as just a nice guy, always saying hello to her, always ready
to give her a hand. He had accepted it before, when she had
gently told him she wasn't looking for a boyfriend.
"It's amazing what a little good sex will do."
Jennifer murmured. There was no doubt Jacob was obsessed with
her now. The way he had acted the night before, with a little
alcohol thrown in...it was insane. HE was insane. Jennifer
had never had to deal with a guy like that before. She didn't
know what to do.
Maybe Mark...? She had asked herself that question over and
over before, but had never really considered it. Before, she
had thought Jacob was something she could deal with herself.
Now, she wasn't so sure. And after all, it would be child's
play for Mark to use his power...
Morally, she wasn't quite sure where she stood on the whole
thing. Would it be wrong to have Mark use his power on Jacob?
It seemed like it should be, but Jennifer couldn't see how
it would be that wrong. After all, Mark had saved her from
being almost raped by using his power, and she certainly didn't
find anything wrong with that. How was this any different?
Jacob was becoming more and more demanding of her, and he
might eventually become dangerous. Jennifer was just watching
out for herself, right? Anyhow, Jacob would be better off
to just forget her; there was no way she would ever be for
him what he wanted.
Unfortunately, all this just sounded like justification to
Jennifer. Could she justify using Mark to take away someone
else's free will? Was it right? She couldn't decide.
Mark, as usual, remained an enigma. He was always mysterious
to her, his motives incomprehensible. Whenever she felt like
she was getting a feel for the way he thought, he would turn
around and do something completely opposite to what she thought
he would do. At the dance, it seemed like he should have liked
it when she started doing what he wanted without him using
his power. Yet, he had turned cold, and had taken a complete
and irrational dislike to Derrick. What was wrong with Mark?
Jennifer wished she could understand him.
Mark had said she was doing too good a job, but what did
that mean? Why was that a bad thing? Shouldn't that have pleased
him?
Jennifer found her mind lingering over the images of dancing
with Derrick, pretending to seduce him, and she found the
images very tantalizing. Though she hated to admit it, even
to herself, she had enjoyed herself. It was like Mark said,
it wasn't like she was really truly being a slut. After all,
sluts were sluts because all they wanted was sex, right? But
that hadn't been Jennifer's motivation at all. She had just
been giving Derrick a night to remember.
"Making his dreams come true." she grinned. It
was true that she had enjoyed acting the role of a seductress
the night before, and she discovered she was actually looking
forward to her next experience with Mark, her next 'game of
controlling Jennifer', as he referred to their sessions together.
This was probably the strangest thing to realize about the
previous night. She had given herself to Mark's control of
her own free will, and she had enjoyed it.
For a moment, she actually thought of doing it all by herself.
What if I just choose a guy, and try to pick him up? she asked
herself. Just like Derrick? As soon as she realized she was
thinking it, she disposed of the idea. It wouldn't be the
same without Mark. It really WOULD be slutty. Plus, she didn't
want to get into another mess like Jacob.
Jennifer realized that she had lost count of how many laps
she had run, and she was getting tired. Oh, well, that was
probably enough anyhow. She ran to the next line on the track,
and stopped, breathing hard. Sweat dribbled down into her
eyes, and she pushed her hair back to keep it from dripping
on her face. One more time around the track, this time walking.
As she walked, she thought about Mark and his power.
The one thing she worried about him was that sometime he
would get mad at her, and use his power against her like he
had used it against Jacob and Derrick. He seemed to genuinely
care about her, but that didn't mean he wouldn't lose his
temper and make her do something awful.
The sun was beating down on her as she walked along the track,
and she started to long for the shady trees in the park. Finally,
she left the track, took a drink of cool water at the nearby
water fountain, and made her way into the park, walking under
the trees instead of on the path.
It seemed as if Mark was expecting her. He waited, sitting
on one of the benches, watching her as she approached. He
said nothing, and his expression was unreadable.
When she was almost to his bench, he spoke. "Hello,
Jennifer." he said.
"Hi, Mark." she stood uncertainly next to the bench,
acutely aware of how sweaty she was, waiting for him to speak.
"Can we talk, Jenny?" he asked.
Jennifer nodded. "Okay." she said, and she sat
next to him on the bench. A cool breeze blew through the shady
group of trees, and she shivered. "How did you know I
would be here?" she asked.
He smiled slightly. "Oh, you always used to come through
here at about the same time on saturdays, to go running. I
used to come down here and watch you go by, before I first
came up to you." He lapsed into silence again. Jennifer
watched him for a moment, waiting to see if he would say anything
more. When he didn't, she contented herself with looking at
the other people in the park. Some others had arrived while
she had been running: a student reading a book, a lady walking
her dog, another group of students sitting on the grass talking.
"Jennifer..." Mark finally spoke. "Do I scare
you?"
The question startled her, and she looked at him to see if
he wore his confident grin, to see if he was playing another
game. He didn't seem to be; his eyes blinked distantly at
the grass. He seemed to be deep in thought. "Not you,
really..." Jennifer finally answered. "I'm a little
scared of your power, sometimes."
"You know I would never hurt you, Jennifer. Not even
with my power." he said
"I know." she answered simply. "Not intentionally,
anyway...but what if I do something to make you mad? How do
I know you wouldn't use it on me then? You might..."
She let her voice trail away. "Oh, Jenny. I won't get
mad at you. You have to trust me."
Jennifer watched a jogger go past them. "You say that,
Mark, and probably you mean it, but how do I know? You have
so much power...how do I know you won't lose your temper and
use it on me?" He answered this question with silence,
and Jennifer sighed and waited.
Finally he spoke. "I wish I could get you to trust me."
he whispered.
Jennifer felt something within her leap. Was this the same
guy she had thought a monster? She couldn't help but smile.
If he was an ordinary guy, she would have thought he was being
incredibly sweet. But he wasn't ordinary, and she still didn't
trust him completely. She still remembered the fight from
the night before, and how Mark seemed to enjoy making them
fight over her. "Mark." she said. "In order
for me to trust you, you'll have to show me that you trust
me."
Finally, she got him to look at her. "How?" he
asked.
"Tell me who you are." She said, her voice becoming
intense. "Tell me about yourself. I know your name is
Mark, but that's all. Let's just talk, okay? I want to find
out about you."
Mark turned away from her. "No." he said. "All
you need to know is my name is Mark, and I'm your master."
"Darn it, Mark!" she burst, startling both him
and herself. She forced her voice down. "Mark, if you're
going to be stubborn about this, then we aren't going to get
anywhere. You say you want me to trust you, but you won't
treat me like a human being. Please, Mark. Enough of this
master/slave thing, okay? At least not today. Let's just be
friends today, all right?"
She waited for him to answer, but he only stared silently
at the ground. Finally she sighed and stood. He looked up
at her. "Come on, Mark." she said firmly, and picked
up his hand. "Let's go play one of your games, okay?
And while we're doing that, we can talk, all right?"
She tugged at his hand, while he stared at her, looking at
her as if she had gone mad. Finally, he shrugged.
"All right, Jennifer. Another game." As he spoke,
she noticed that his confident grin was appearing on her face.
That meant he had an idea. She waited, hoping it would be
something she would be willing to do. "Here's what we're
going to do, Jennifer." he said, starting to lead her
through the park. "You want to know more about me. Okay,
I'll answer your questions. But here's the deal. First you
have to kiss someone here in the park." He seemed to
consider this for a second, then nodded his approval. "For
each person you kiss, I'll answer a question."
"Anyone?" she asked. That didn't sound too bad.
She looked around at the others in the park. She saw a couple
guys, but didn't know any of them.
"Anyone." he said. "Even girls."
"Ew." she grimaced. "I'll stay with guys,
thank you."
He frowned. "It's your choice. I haven't finished the
rules, though. You can initiate the kiss, but you can't be
the one who breaks it. If he holds the kiss for an hour, you'll
have to keep kissing him for an hour. And while he's kissing
you, you'll let him do anything to you that he wants. He can
run his hands all over you if he wants. But once he breaks
the kiss, you're free again. All right?"
Jennifer nodded, feeling the fear and excitement build within
her. She wasn't sure she was going to be able to do it, but
the idea intrigued her. "I'll try. But you have to be
there to help me if anything goes wrong, okay?"
"Of course, Jennifer." he said. "Shall we
begin?"
"All right." she said. "First question: what's
your full name? The truth."
He grinned, and shook his head. "I'm afraid not, Jennifer.
First you have to kiss someone. Remember?" Then his eyes
went wide as Jennifer put her arms around him and pressed
her lips against his. He broke the kiss fast, faster than
she had expected. She couldn't help but smile at his look
of shock.
"I'm disappointed." she murmured. "You could
have done anything you wanted to me while I was kissing you.
You just wasted a good opportunity."
He pulled away from her. "I can do anything to you anytime
I want, slave Jennifer." He snapped.
She just grinned. "Your name? Come on, Mark. You can't
say that didn't count."
He scowled at her, and for a moment she thought he would
refuse to answer. Finally, he growled. "Mark Robert Antonio."
He turned away from Jennifer's triumphant grin.
Mark started to walk again, and Jennifer followed him along.
"Mark Robert Antonio." she said, smiling at him
from behind. "So that's what it is. Mark Robert Antonio.
Mark Robert Antonio."
He turned around. "Yes, that's it. That's what it is.
Jennifer, kneel down, take my hands and kiss each of my fingers.
After each finger, bow and say your full name." He was
using his power, and Jennifer felt it sweep over her and block
out her will to resist.
She fell to her knees, and took his left hand in hers. After
she kissed each finger, she prostrated herself on the ground
and said her name. "Jennifer Anne Cailly. Jennifer Anne
Cailly." First the left hand, then the right. Finally
she looked up at him. He was grinning.
"That oughta teach you to act too triumphant. Remember,
Jennifer, that no matter what information you get about me,
I can always still control you."
Jennifer ignored his words. She sat down on the ground, and
turned away from him. "This is what I meant." she
said, her voice cold. "You lost your temper, and you
used your power on me. This is exactly why I can't trust you."
"What?" asked Mark. He knelt down beside her. "Oh,
come on, Jenny! I didn't hurt you, now did I? Come on, look
at me. I really wasn't that mad." He tried to put his
arm over her shoulders, but she shrugged it off.
"No, you didn't hurt me, but you could have." She
said, her voice still icy. She thought about whether she should
pretend to start crying, but didn't think she would be able
to do it convincingly.
"Oh, Jennifer." he sighed. "Please...I promise...I
won't use my power on you anymore today, all right? Does that
make you feel better? Come on and stand up, let's play the
game some more."
She reluctantly allowed him to turn her head, and then allowed
him to take her hand and help her up. Meanwhile, she fought
to keep from smiling, fought to keep the reluctant, hurt expression
on her face. I can control him, too, she thought to herself,
and a small smile creeped unbidden onto her face. They started
walking along again. Mark started talking, saying what a nice
day it was, and how it was nice that the sun was shining.
Jennifer wasn't really paying attention, her mind was swept
up in thoughts of Mark, thinking of what questions she wanted
to ask him, and enjoying her small triumph over him.
After a while, she noticed a man sunbathing in the middle
of a grassy stretch. He was fairly attractive, a tall man
with dark eyes and a firm, athletic build. And best of all,
he was alone. "I see someone." she murmured.
"What?" asked Mark, glancing at her, then followed
her eyes to the man sunbathing.
"Wait here." said Jennifer, and she released Mark's
hand. She explained "It'll make it harder if he sees
me with another guy." She didn't wait for Mark's answer,
but started to walk over to the man. Her stomach was flip-flopping,
and she really had no idea what she was going to do. She wondered
if she would really have the guts to go through with it.
"Time to improvise." she said to herself, and then
she was standing beside the guy. She shifted nervously, not
sure how to start.
She didn't need to. The guy looked up at her. "You're
standing in my sun." he said.
"Sorry." breathed Jennifer, and she sat down beside
the guy. "I'm Marcie." she said. She didn't like
the way the guy smiled at her, and the way his eyes wandered
over her body in frank appraisal. His eyes had a predatory
look about them, and he seemed to like what he saw. Jennifer
couldn't help but feel like she had just jumped into his spider
web.
"Hi, Marcie." he said. "I'm Greg." He
shifted onto his side to face her, his muscles flexing even
with this simple motion. "What can I do for you?"
Jennifer had no idea what to say. "I just saw you here...sunning
yourself..." she began, trying to come up with something.
"I thought it looked relaxing." she finished lamely.
Greg smiled, an easy, casual smile. Mark had his power, but
this man had a power of his own. It was in his confidence.
"Want to join me?" he asked. He pulled something
from behind him. It was a bottle of sun-tan lotion. "I
have plenty of extra sunscreen." he said. "Uh..."
Jennifer tried to think of an appropriate response. "I
was jogging..."
"Oh, don't worry." His voice easily slid in and
interrupted hers. "You're not really dressed for it,
but you can tie your shirt off...that'll give you a little
extra tan on your stomach. It's very relaxing, Marcie...here,
let me help you." Before she knew it, she was on her
stomach, and he was inching her t-shirt up her body. His touch
was very methodical and gentle.
"Just sit back and relax." he said, and something
about his hands made her feel more relaxed. He lifted her
shirt to the point where her back was exposed up to the black
lycra top that bound her breasts. Then he was massaging sun-
tan lotion into her lower back.
"You have a beautiful body." he murmured. His voice
had a gentle, hypnotic quality to it, and Jennifer felt herself
relaxing under his touch. She idly wondered how many women
he had seduced. What was funny was that she was supposed to
be seducing him.
"You don't mind me telling you how attractive I think
you are, do you?" he whispered near her ear. "It's
not a come-on or anything...I just think you have a very attractive
body."
"No..." she sighed. "I don't mind." She
felt him gently prod her with his fingers, and she sensed
he wanted her to turn over. She let him push her over, and
he started rubbing sun-tan lotion on her stomach.
"Your stomach is so firm." he said. "I can
tell that you exercise." His massaging was more of a
caress now, and he was slowly inching up her body, until he
was rubbing sun-tan lotion just below her breasts. She waited,
wondering if he would actually touch her breasts, but he didn't.
She felt his hands move away, and then his hand brushed her
cheek. She opened her eyes.
His face was so close to her, she could smell him. There
was something sexual about his scent, and Jennifer felt overpowered
by his closeness. "You really are gorgeous." he
said. "Can I kiss you?" She could only nod.
At first she told herself, all she had to do was wait until
he pulled away, and then she was done. She could go back to
Mark. But Greg kissed her in a long, lingering kiss, and as
he did so, his hands ran up and down her back and sides, making
her feel weak. When he finally broke away, she could only
sigh in pleasure, and lay back as he started to press his
lips against her neck.
His arm enveloped her, and pulled her to him, his hand roaming
up and down her back. Finally he let her lie back in the grass,
while he leaned over her and smiled. His hand creeped like
a spider up her side, and slipped almost imperceptibly over
her left breast. A shiver of pleasure and excitement raced
through her at this forbidden touch.
"Want to go to my place?" he murmured. His other
hand was tracing circles on her leg, drifting up her shorts
and sliding over her thigh.
"Ooh." she said. Then she remembered what she was
supposed to be doing. "Oh! I'm sorry, I can't..."
She sat up quickly, and pushed him back. He did not seem particularly
shocked, only displeased. "I'm really sorry, Greg...maybe
another time, okay?" She blinked at him for a moment,
trying to shake free of her desire, and rushed off before
he could answer.
"Suit yourself." she heard him say behind her.
When she looked back, he was on his back again, eyes closed,
sunning himself.
Jennifer looked around for Mark. She finally saw him sitting
under a nearby tree, waiting. She walked over, and he stood
just before she reached him. His eyes appraised her.
"You seemed to enjoy that." he said, his voice
very neutral, and he took her hand. Jennifer mutely allowed
him to lead her away.
CONTROLLING JENNIFER VIII
TAKING IT EASY (Pt. 2)
Jennifer let Mark lead her, waiting for him to say something.
They walked across the grass and finally stopped in a nearby
copse of trees. Jennifer took a quick glance backwards to
see if the guy was watching her with Mark, but he had settled
back and was leisurely tanning himself. She felt a little
disappointed.
Mark pulled at her, turning her back around to face him,
his hands settling around her waist. He was smiling, and the
shadows of the leaves above them played across his face. "For
a moment there, I thought I would need to go in and rescue
you." he said. "You were supposed to be seducing
him, Jennifer, not the other way around."
She looked away and smiled in embarrassment. "He was
very... persuasive..." she murmured.
"Uh huh." Mark grinned.
Her eyes flickered back to Mark's face. "I get to ask
you another question." she reminded him.
"All right." he said. "Let's sit down."
He released her and sat down, his back against the trunk of
the tree they were under. Jennifer settled down beside him,
folding her knees in front of her and wrapping her arms around
her legs. She squeezed them to her chest, feeling the leftover
excitement from kissing Greg sparkle in her stomach. It made
her feel restless.
"I want to know how you got your power." she said
to Mark.
"I already told you, first time we met." he said.
"I just got it one day. Wished for it so hard that it
finally came to me."
Jennifer sighed. "Yeah, but there must be more. Tell
me the whole story." she pressed. "Tell me all about
your power, Mark. I want to know. Tell me how you knew you
had it. Tell me what you did. Tell me about the other women
you've controlled."
He was silent, and his smile faded rapidly. Jennifer watched
him, curious at his strange reaction. Finally he spoke. "I
can't tell you that, Jennifer. Not yet. Maybe someday, but
not right now."
If anything, this made Jennifer even more curious. "Come
on, Mark." she said, leaning against him. "Tell
me. I really want to know."
He shrugged her away. "No." he growled. "Ask
something else, Jennifer." Jennifer pulled away from
him, and turned her head to silently observe his profile.
He was frowning, and his eyes were dark and scowling.
Jennifer decided she shouldn't push the issue any more, and
quickly came up with another question, one that had also been
on her mind.
"Am I the only one?" she asked.
Mark's eyes returned to reality, and he looked at her, surprised.
"Only one what?"
"The only one you're controlling right now." she
said. "Your only 'slave.'"
He turned to watch a lady walking in the distance. His nod
was almost imperceptible, but Jennifer caught it. "Of
course." he said quietly. "There's only one of you,
Jennifer."
"Good." she said.
The silence grew between them. Jennifer watched Mark, waiting
to see if he would say anything, but he seemed to be retreating
into his own thoughts. Absent-mindedly, he picked up a leaf
and started to shred it in his fingers, methodically picking
it into tiny portions.
Jennifer watched him do this until her eyes wandered away,
and she found herself watching a squirrel scurry up and down
a tree off in the distance. It seemed to be dancing around
the trunk with no purpose.
As she watched, it scurried around, and then froze. It remained
suspended for a moment, then scampered up the tree. She lost
it in the leaves, and then saw it again, running like mad
toward the end of a branch. It took a flying leap, soared
through the air, and landed evenly on a nearby branch. Jennifer
gasped, waiting for it to lose its balance and fall, and then
laughed when it didn't.
"What?" asked Mark.
"Squirrels are funny." she said. "I was just
watching that one over there."
"Squirrels are crazy." Mark observed, as the squirrel
tore through the tree at lightning speed.
"I'd like to be a squirrel." Jennifer said. "It
looks like fun."
Mark nodded. "Jumping from branch to branch, looking
down on everyone from above, being able to run up trees."
"It just looks like it would be a rush." she said.
She turned to grin at Mark. "Can you make me a squirrel?"
"I can make you think you're a squirrel."
Jennifer shook her head, smiling. "Not the same."
she told him. She looked over to find the squirrel again,
and saw two little boys standing under the tree. They both
looked to be about six or seven, and the bigger blond one
was instructing the dark-haired one to gather a pile of rocks.
"Look at those two boys." Jennifer poked Mark with
her elbow to get his attention. "What're they doing?"
"Gathering ammo." Mark observed. Sure enough, the
blond one picked up a pebble and happily whipped it at the
squirrel. He missed completely, but Jennifer was still annoyed.
"Those stupid little boys." she said. "Come
on, Mark, let's go talk to them." She stood and brushed
the grass off her shorts. Mark stood uncertainly next to her
and followed her as she walked over to the boys.
"What are you planning to do?" he asked.
"I don't know. Talk to them?" Jennifer glanced
back at Mark as she walked. "Maybe you can use your power?"
"I will if I need to."
Jennifer thought about this, and decided he was probably
right. She could handle a couple of little kids by herself.
The blonde kid turned to look at them as they approached;
his face was covered with freckles, and his smile held a happy
arrogance that made Jennifer instantaneously think he was
a brat. "What are you doing?" she demanded.
"Foolin' around." he answered, and as if to emphasize
it, he hurled a rock up at the squirrel. He turned back to
them and grinned widely.
"Stop that!" said Jennifer. "Stop throwing
rocks at that poor squirrel!" The child only sneered.
"You ain't my mother." he told her, and threw another
rock. Jennifer felt the urge to smack the little brat.
Mark spoke. "Why don't you throw rocks at your little
friend instead? And he can throw rocks back at you!"
The child's eyes flickered blankly, and then he grinned and
picked up a particularly big rock. The dark-haired kid was
running towards them with another load of rocks.
Jennifer hit Mark. Her fist connected with his shoulder,
hard enough to hurt, and Mark turned to look at her, more
surprised than actually hurt. "Stop them." she told
him, and although she didn't say anything else, the threat
in her eyes was perfectly clear. Stop them, or I'll hate you
forever.
"Stop!" said Mark, and the blonde-haired kid froze
in mid- throw. Both kids turned to look at Mark. "Don't
throw rocks, both of you. Don't throw them at anything. Find
some nicer way to have fun."
The kids stared at Mark and Jennifer for a moment, then they
both grinned, and started to run off. "Wait!" called
Jennifer. Both kids stopped, and Jennifer walked over to the
dark-haired one. She knelt down beside him. "I'm Jennifer."
she said. "What's your name?"
The kid only blinked at her. "He's Jeff!" the blonde
one chimed.
"You're very cute." Jennifer told him. "Can
I kiss you?"
"Ewwww!!! Gross!!!" said Jeff, squirming, and he
started to turn away, but before he could, Jennifer threw
her arms around him and planted a kiss on his tiny lips. He
pulled away quickly and ran away from her. "Gross! Gross!
Gross!" he howled.
"She kissed you! She kissed you!" taunted the blonde.
"Now you gotta marry her!" There was more, more
childish teasing and name- calling, but Jennifer turned her
back on them and looked at Mark.
"How dare you." she said, glaring at him. Her voice
was low and cold. "They're just children. How dare you
use your power on them."
He only nodded, his eyes holding hers. "Uh huh. Don't
take the moral high ground with me. You wanted to wipe that
smile off the kids face just as much as I did. Only difference,
is that I had the power to do something about it." As
Jennifer looked into his dark, unrepentant eyes, she was torn
by conflicting emotions. Half of her wanted to kick him right
in the balls, to see him crumple to the ground in shock and
pain. The other half of her, for some reason, wanted to cry.
It was all the same with Mark, every time she talked to him.
It was always him with his power, and his lack of any scruples
in using it.
Jennifer knew she shouldn't be surprised anymore by what
he said and did, but it always managed to catch her unawares.
She always fell into the trap of thinking of him as a regular
person, sometimes even as a friend. But he was not a regular
person, and he had no regard for other human beings. Including
her. Jennifer felt like something was ripping her in two inside.
Mark must have seen it in her face, because his expression
immediately became one of concern. "Are you all right,
Jenny? What's wrong?"
"You." she said simply. "You're wrong."
And she turned and started to walk away. Her face felt like
she was going to cry, but she felt completely empty inside.
Devoid of tears.
"Jennifer!" she heard him call. He ran up next
to her. "Jennifer, please... listen to me, huh? Look,
I'm sorry...I'm so used to having the power, I just use it
without thinking. Look, Jennifer, would you stop?"
"You'll never change." she said as she walked.
She didn't look at Mark, and was talking more to herself than
to him. "You'll always be Mark. Mark, with the power
to have anything that he wants. Mark, who doesn't care about
anyone."
"Jennifer!" he said, and he stopped in front of
her. She angled to go around him, but he put his arms around
her. She felt herself caught in his embrace, and tried for
a moment to resist. But it was weak resistance, and after
a moment, she let herself collapse in his arms.
Now's the time to cry, some distant part of her mind said.
If you cry now, you'll hold him in your palm forever. Play
games of controlling Mark. But it all seemed pointless at
the moment, and that made her feel more torn up than before.
She wondered why she felt so much comfort from being in his
arms, when he was the one that had made her feel this way
in the first place.
Mark was speaking. "I know it seems like I don't care
about anything... like I'm the worst person in the world.
It's the way it's always been for me, Jennifer. I had my power,
and that power put me above everyone else." "Try
to understand how it is for me. I've never had to play the
game...all I ask for is mine. Life has always been a joke
for me. I can have anything I want. It...it just makes it
easy to think about only yourself. I'm trying, Jennifer, really
I am. Please, just give me time."
"You can't have me." she whispered, her chin resting
on his shoulder. "I'll do whatever you want, with your
power, but it won't be me."
"I know." he said. He hugged her fiercely. "Ask
me a question, Jennifer."
"Huh?"
"You kissed that little kid, so I'll answer one of your
questions. But little kids don't count anymore, okay?"
"You're changing, Mark." she said. It was only
after she said it that she really came to realize it was true.
He was changing.
"So are you." he answered.
Am I? Jennifer supposed she was. She knew she had done things
with Mark she would have never considered doing before. It
was all very strange. They were both changing each other,
and who knew when it would stop.
"Why me?" she asked.
"Is that your question?"
"Yeah. Why me, Mark?"
"Because. I saw you dancing at one time, and I just
couldn't stand not knowing who you were. I couldn't stand
not owning you. Felt like it would be a capital crime to let
you get away."
Jennifer felt the tightness of Mark's embrace, and felt her
arms around him. "Life with you is an emotional roller
coaster, Mark." she sighed. "I haven't had this
many ups and downs since the first time I fell in love."
Mark said nothing.
They held each other for a moment longer, then Mark finally
loosened his hold on her. Jennifer pulled away, feeling happier,
and feeling even more displaced with the realization that
she was happier. My life really is an emotional roller coaster,
she thought.
"What do you want to do now?" she asked.
"It's getting close to lunch time." Mark said.
"Want to go over to Mcdonalds? It's right across the
street. I'll treat."
"Okay." said Jennifer. She checked her watch, and
felt even more disoriented realizing how much time had passed.
It was indeed almost lunchtime, and she had gone running four
hours before.
They went to Mcdonalds. Jennifer wasn't very surprised when
the manager waved aside the cost of the food. "Free for
Mr. Antonio!" the portly man trumpeted. Jennifer had
a cheeseburger, small fries and a coke.
They sat down in a relatively isolated booth, and talked
of very ordinary things. Mark told her he was a business major,
a transfer student from a small college in Texas. He was majoring
in business because he figured that with his power, he could
make a fortune in business and still look pretty legitimate.
Jennifer in turn told him she was hoping to go to law school
and become a lawyer.
All in all, the conversation was very pedestrian, and they
avoided any topics that concerned Mark's power. Jennifer was
surprised with how free Mark was being with information; it
was safe to say that she learned more about him in that conversation
at Mcdonalds than from all their previous conversations.
Afterwards, they walked back to the park area of the campus.
"Kiss one more person, Jennifer, and I'll let you go."
Mark said as they across the grass.
"I don't understand you, Mark." Jennifer said.
"Why do you like it so much when I do things with other
guys? Why don't you ever want me to do things with you?"
"That's a question." he pointed out. "I'll
answer it after you kiss another guy."
"That was TWO questions." she said. "Answer
me at least one, okay?"
"Okay." he said. "I'll answer your second
question. The reason I don't have you do things with me, is
because it doesn't really mean anything to me. I can have
any woman I want, any time I want. I could have Hilary Clinton
if I really wanted her. Sex isn't really that big a deal for
me."
For some reason, this bothered Jennifer. "How many woman
do you have sex with, anyway? Lots?"
"That's another question." he said. "You still
owe me one."
Jennifer scowled at him, then shrugged. "All right.
Where's a guy?" She looked around, and saw a guy sitting
on a bench, reading. He was in an overgrown area of the park,
and Jennifer thought it was likely that no one would see her
if she kissed him. Plus, he was fairly attractive, with a
lean body and a friendly face. Jennifer nodded, this would
be her target.
"I see someone. Stay here?" Mark saw the guy, too,
and nodded his assent. Jennifer started her stroll over, and
once again felt the bubbling excitement in the pit of her
stomach. The I-can't-believe- I'm-doing-this excitement. Finally,
she reached the guy. He was intently reading a calculus textbook,
and didn't notice her approach.
"Hi." she said. He continued to read his book.
"I'm Marcie." she continued uneasily. He still didn't
notice her, and she stood awkwardly, trying to figure out
what to do.
Then he looked up. "Oh, hi!" he said, and reached
up to his ears. He pulled out two tiny black discs attached
to wires: earphones. She hadn't even noticed them. "I'm
sorry, I couldn't hear you...I had my walkman blasting."
"That's all right." Jennifer said. She stared at
the wires trailing down into his sweatshirt. Assumedly, he
had a walkman down there somewhere. "I didn't even see
those earphones!"
"Yeah, they're pretty small. Great for listening during
class." he grinned. "I'm Francisco."
"I'm Marcie." Jennifer said. "Can I sit down?"
"Sure...I've never been one to deny a pretty lady."
he grinned again.
Jennifer liked his grin; it was very open and friendly. Not
like Greg's seductive grin, but a grin without expectations.
Jennifer sat next to him. "So, what's up, Marcie?"
he asked.
"Can I be completely frank with you?" she asked.
"Sure, go for it."
"I hope you don't think I'm being too forward...but
I noticed you over here...and, well, I just want to kiss you.
Can I?"
Francisco looked surprised, but not unhappy. "You want
to kiss me?"
Jennifer couldn't believe what she was saying, but the excitement
was still building within her. "Yes. Can I?"
He shook his head, still grinning. "Ok, what is this,
a joke, huh? Where's the cameras?"
"No joke." said Jennifer. Rather than trying further
to convince him, she decided to just go for it. She craned
forward and pressed her lips against his. He was hesitant
at first, but rapidly got into it, pressing back. His lips
parted, and his tongue pushed into her mouth. His arms enveloped
her, and she was startled by the firmness with which he held
her. Finally, he released the kiss, and Jennifer gasped.
"Wow!" she said.
"Was it as good as you expected?" he grinned.
"Yeah. It sure was." And they kissed again. This
kiss lasted longer, and his hands slipped up and down her
back, pushing her body tight against his. His tongue once
again slipped into her mouth, and this time she reciprocated,
shyly darting her tongue against his. He smelled wonderful.
Finally, they parted. Jennifer gasped again. "Still
good?" he asked. She nodded. "Want to do more?"
"More?" she asked. In reply, he started his way
down her neck, sprinkling light kisses on her neck. He pushed
the neckline of her t-shirt over her shoulder, and pressed
his lips against the exposed skin. Jennifer felt a shiver
creep through her, and she lifted her chin to give him easier
access to her neck. "Oh, wow." she said.
"More?" he asked. Jennifer was about to nod, but
then a thought occurred to her. Excitement spilled through
her, and she could hardly control her voice when she spoke.
"All right...but I have to do something first, okay?
I need to borrow your walkman. Is that okay?"
He became suspicious. "What for?"
"Please." she said. Before she knew what she was
doing, before she could think enough to stop herself, she
had pulled off her t-shirt and sports bra. Francisco stared
in shock at her exposed breasts. Jennifer felt deliriously
exposed, even though they were in an isolated area of the
campus and probably no one else could see her.
Jennifer let Francisco eye her breasts for a moment, then
she pulled her t-shirt back on, and dropped her sports bra
in his lap. "You can keep this as hostage until I return
your walkman, all right?" He gaped at her, nodded as
he scrambled to pull out his walkman.
Jennifer quickly had it set up. The walkman was tucked in
the back of her shorts. The wires wound up under her t-shirt,
then came up disguised in her hair to the earphones in her
ears. Mark would see nothing. Jennifer grinned.
"I'll be right back." she said, and she turned
and started walking towards where she had left Mark. He wasn't
there, but materialized out of the trees as she neared.
"You did it." he said. "I thought you were
going to do more...why did you take off your shirt?"
"He wants to do more." she said. "So do I...but
I couldn't, Mark. I just couldn't bring myself to! Mark...I
want him to touch my body...but I can't make myself let him!
I keep getting nervous. Could you...could you use your power?
Tell me to do it? Please?"
Mark arched an eyebrow. "You WANT me to use my power
on you? Are you sure, Jennifer?"
"Yes!! I'm sure. Tell me to let him touch my body.
Please, Mark? I want him to so badly!"
"Okay, if you want it." he said, sounding a little
dazed. Then he opened his mouth, and Jennifer could see his
mouth moving. But at that moment, she had snaked her hand
behind her back, and pressed the play button on the walkman,
and her ears were bombarded with guitar. Mark finished speaking,
and stood watching her. Jennifer took an evaluation of her
mind. Nothing. His power hadn't worked on her. Jennifer smiled.
She had figured it out. She had beaten his power.
Then she let her eyes appear to go vacant, and walked back
to where Francisco waited. She managed to conceal the walkman,
and turned it off before she reached him. "What was that
about?" he asked her.
"I was talking to that guy...he's a friend of mine."
Jennifer explained as she sat beside him. "He was the
one who dared me to kiss you. I just told him to get lost."
"What did you need the walkman for?" asked Francisco.
"Be quiet and kiss me." Jennifer said, and she
leaned into his Francisco's waiting lips. They kissed fiercely,
and this time, Francisco slid his hands under her t-shirt
and slid them over her breasts. Jennifer felt a tingle as
his fingertips brushed her hard nipples, and felt herself
start to get wet down below.
At first his touch was tentative, but after she offered no
objections, he began to press his hands against her breasts,
firmly fondling them. Jennifer slipped her hands under his
shirt, and felt his bare flesh. She liked the feel of his
muscles; they were tight and firm.
Francisco started to push her back, and Jennifer let herself
be pushed down onto her back on the bench. Francisco lifted
her t-shirt and took her left nipple in his mouth, letting
his tongue play along the hardened tip, making her gasp. She
felt exposed again, and thought about making him stop.
But the pleasure was too much, and it felt so good to just
lie back and let him kiss her. She gasped again as he began
to circle her nipple with his tongue; it was a wonderful,
hot, tickling sensation. She lost herself in the feel of his
mouth, his lips pressing against her breasts.
Then he lifted his head and spoke. "How far is this
going to go, Marcie?" he asked.
Jennifer sighed, closing her eyes. "Not much further,
I'm afraid. Not here anyway."
"Want to go to my room?" he asked.
Jennifer considered it. "No." she finally said.
"Maybe another time, but not right now." She sat
up, letting her t-shirt fall back over her breasts.
"Too bad." Francisco was grinning. "You almost
made all my fantasies true."
"Mmm." said Jennifer, noticing the lump in the
crotch of his shorts. She touched it with her fingers, and
watched the contented expression that passed over his face.
She slid her fingers down the front of his shorts, encountered
the head of his penis. Enraptured by the arousal on his face,
Jennifer took his hard-on in her hand and squeezed it lightly.
"Ooh. That feels good." he sighed. Jennifer started
to run her fingers over it, exploring it. She slipped up to
the head, pressing her fingertip against the tiny hole at
the tip, then ran her fingers down the bottom of the shaft,
circling around where it attached to the rest of his body.
He was fairly thick, and wondered what it would feel like
to have him inside of her.
She started to stroke him, and he stifled a moan. She continued
to pull him up and down, when finally he stopped her. "Quit
it." he said. "I'm gonna come."
"So?"
"So I don't want to come all over my shorts!"
"Stand up and pull down your shorts." she said.
"We're all alone here, and besides, I want to see what
you look like." She started to stroke harder, and he
groaned. He stood, and she pulled his engorged organ out from
his shorts. It stood out straight from his body, a thick purple
snout, and Jennifer stared at it as her hand ran up and down
its length.
She hadn't seen many penises in her life, and was always
amazed at how fleshy and lumpy they were. Not the perfect
cylinders she always expected. He was dripping a few beads
of pre-come. Finally, he moaned, and his penis started to
tense and pulse. He started to spurt, and Jennifer watched
amazed as the blops of sperm launched from his body and dropped
onto the sidewalk. She just couldn't imagine being a guy,
having an organ that you pulled and prodded and that finally
granted you satisfaction by spurting white syrup out of its
hole. It was just too strange to think about.
Francisco was breathing hard. Jennifer sat back onto the
bench, and waited for him to get recomposed. She watched his
organ droop. Finally, he pulled up his shorts again, and sat
beside her.
"Wow." he said. "You're unreal. Can I call
you sometime?"
She smiled and shook her head. "I'm sorry...but maybe
I'll see you another time, all right?" She handed him
back her walkman, and took her sports bra.
He kissed her again, and she let herself melt into this last
kiss. "This has been the weirdest experience I've ever
had." he said. "Thanks, Marcie."
"Thank you, too, Francisco." she smiled. "You're
wonderful, too. I have to go. See you later?"
"I hope so." he said.
"Me too. Bye!"
"Bye."
Jennifer stood and walked towards where she had last seen
Mark. She felt the slickness between her legs, and dreamed
of how Francisco had kissed her, wishing they could have done
more. He had been so nice, and hadn't treated her much like
a slut even though she was pretty much acting like one.
He had been slow and gentle, just the way Jennifer liked.
She sighed happily, and waited for Mark to materialize. She
waited, and he did not appear.
She looked through the park. He was nowhere to be found.
Mark had disappeared.
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