Thank you to my friend Bokasa, whose roleplay with me inspired this story, and to Piper, who helped with editing.
After a week and a half of no results at all the police just gave up: no traces, no trails, no witnesses, then in a desperate play, they hired me, Kevin Vergen, private investigator, the case was surrounded by mystery, 3 families, neighbors, very close to each other, just vanished together with some other kids from the area.
I refuse to believe in alien bullcrap like my colleagues, but this case was baffling me for days, until I stepped into my first clue, the vanished kids outside of the main group of families apparently were really good friends with this girl called Annie Walters. The Walters were one of the missing families, Caucasian family: a mother, a father, and two children. The children were both girls: Carmen, was just 8 years old, and her sister of 13 and now my main clue… Annie.
I came back to the Walters' abandoned home. There was not much: a simple middle class home, but this time Annie's room was my main objective. There should be something there, at least another clue. I must admit that seeing those abandoned teddy bears made me tremendously sad. What if the girls were…? No!
I opened drawers, searched under Annie's bed, and suddenly… bingo! Her diary. I took a deep breath. Her handwriting was delicate and cute, she drew hearts and stuff like that everywhere. She was a lot more organized than me at her age. She described a “boring” field trip that her school had prepared, near the woods that long ago were territories of the natives. There were forests covered in mystery and superstition, to the ones that believe in such things of course, then the diary started to tell the tale, the tale that explained all about her disappearance.
I was prepared to read a macabre tale of how a homicidal maniac had lured her and her family to their doom.
What I got… was completely different.
Dear Diary,
I finally got back from the field trip, two days! TWO DAYS! Away from everything! Listening to the awful singing of Mr. Vega at the fireplace, what a nightmare, still there were some fun stuff, it's cool when I can pass a lot of time with Diana, she pretends to be shy around others, but with me she is such a goofball.
Also I got an awesome stone! I found it in the woods on one of our walks in the area, it's cylindrical, and it's as large as a pen. Still the stone is really smooth and black. Once I washed it, it showed some writing in a weird language, together with weird drawings, I'm really sure that it was made by the natives that lived there long ago. When I found it I wanted to tell Mr. Vega about it, so he could tell me what it was, but I decided not to, what if he steals it? Maybe it's really valuable? I could sell it and then have lots and lots of cash! so for now it will be my secret, at least until I find out what it is.
Dear Diary,
Hi! How are you doing? ^^ don't know why I feel happier than usual, I have been hiding the totem under my pillow, and I think I had being worrying too much about it, because I dreamed about it!?
It was strange, it was a huge rock in the dream and then I heard a loud voice that just said a word “totem” so apparently it's a totem, I don't know why I didn't think of it before, I have being googling it. And yes, the tribes of the area were known to do “personal” totems to guide them to the “right path.” Sounds so cool! Doesn't it? Maybe I can still go with the plan to just hide it for a while and then sell it in an auction house, can you imagine all the stuff I could get? A cool mansion for me and my family, and a big pool, but like, a really! Really! Big one! I'm giggling just thinking of it.
Oh well, mommy says it's time to dinner, bye diary ^^
Dear Diary,
I forgot to write you yesterday, sorry, I have been really distracted lately. Have you ever touched something so smooth that you just need to touch it a bit more and rub your fingers on it? I'm sure that everyone gets that feeling sometimes, right?
Well I have being feeling that way with the totem, I just can't help it, it's so awesome, the stone is almost perfect, at night I just can't help myself, I grab it and I rub it with my fingers, all around it, I'm not weird! I'm sure of it, I'm sure I'm not the only one who could think that way, and I will prove it, soon Diana will come to have a sleepover with me, I will show her the totem I'm sure she will understand what I mean.
(The next entry had a very crude design, no hearts or cute patterns. She was documenting something that had shocked her.)
Diary,
I don't even know where to start, I've been sitting here for minutes, I don't know how to begin.
Diana came for the sleepover, we played games and watched cartoons, but then I remembered the totem and slowly I wanted to show it to her, I felt a weird sensation, almost as hearing a voice in my head that wasn't mine. It said that I shouldn't show the totem “yet” that it wasn't “ready.” I felt weird, but I ignored it and show it to her, and then it flashed! It flashed a bright green explosion that blinded us both, I was so dizzy, and disoriented, I fell to my knees, but that wasn't the worst part!
The worst part that Diana was more affected than me, she had a serious expression on her face and her hands were limp in front of her. Suddenly, out of nowhere she said “want…totem.” She took it from my hands and then she started to remove her clothes, then she
(The writing then cuts off and resumes again. She was probably trying to order her thoughts.)
She stuck the totem in her pee hole! And she pushed it in and out and in and out! I was so dizzy, I just stared at her as she did…”that” in front of me, and then I passed out.
In the morning Diana was fully dressed, the totem was by her side and her mother came to pick her up.
I threw the totem into the trashcan, and then washed my hands. I know it wasn't a dream! I felt it! I have to ask Diana what the hell happened.
Dear Diary,
Everything is OK. I felt so weird the other day when Diana was acting all crazy, but then I went to sleep and I woke up with the totem in my hands. For a moment I felt scared but then it was gone, the totem is so nice… so smooth so good to feel it and touch it… I could only think of what Diana did so I did it myself.
I was so confused. I was shaking, but I wanted to do it, I could feel it, the totem wanted to be inside of me, I wanted to obey.
I did it just like Diana, in and out and in and out, first it felt weird but then...
Pleasure, it felt so good, only pleasure, pleasure pleasure pleasure, pleasure in, pleasure out, pleasure in, pleasure out.
Sorry! I got distracted, I'm using the totem right now, it distracts me so much, I want it to be on my pillow every night.
I forgot to mention, I'm having more and more dreams. I saw a cool tribe, with awesome face paint, they lived in huts in the forest, then I saw a family hug each other, they were all nakies but it didn't matter, they hugged each other so much, they showed their love one to another, fathers and daughters, mothers and sons, it was incredible!
The totem shows me so much stuff… every night is great!
Dear Diary,
Now mommy sees things my way, it's so cool!
I wasn't careful enough yesterday, I couldn't help it and I started moaning, mommy opened the door and caught me, she immediately closed the door and started yelling at me, I don't even remember what she was saying. I couldn't look away from the totem in her hands, it whispered to me what to do. As mommy kept saying things that didn't matter I grabbed her hand and quickly moved it towards her kitty.
The totem is more powerful now, it feeds off of our pleasure, so just being near her kitty, mommy started to feel its influence, it was so fast! The totem is so powerful, I feel so proud!
In no time mommy was on her knees and I was kissing her, the totem told me to do it, so I complied. I removed her pajamas and started kissing her, she was drooling lost in the world of pleasure the totem was showing her. Then I took off her panties and she did the rest, she stuck the totem inside of herself and just like me with her free hand she covered her mouth so her moans weren't heard. “Not yet” said the totem “not yet.”
My instinct, a savage instinct that the totem made me discover, took over me, and I caressed mommy. I fondled her big breasts, I kissed and licked her in so many places I can't remember them all.
I felt another orgasm, now I know that they are called that, thanks to mommy. She kissed me and in a drowsy voice she told me she would teach me more and more about our bodies and the names of things…I'm so excited!
After our orgasm, she stood up, she dressed herself, kissed me one last time in the mouth and our tongues twirled all around each other. She said that “preparations needed to be made” and left, I'm curious about it, but I guess I will find out sooner or later.
Dear Diary,
Lately I felt a nagging feeling inside of me…something telling me that what I did was wrong… the totem calms me a lot, it tells me that everything I do is for a greater purpose, I guess if I tell you what happened you will understand better ^^
Diana slept over again, she looked so tired and sleepy, I had not seen her in a week and she looked so different, like…drained
Once we were alone in our room she desperately begged me for the totem again. She said she couldn't sleep, she couldn't think, she couldn't concentrate.
I gave her the totem and she got naked really fast, she tore her panties off, and once she had the totem inside of her, her smile was so wide, her eyes rolled back and she collapsed to the ground with happy moans.
After two or three orgasms, Diana opened her eyes, which were totally white. Her expression was dull, and with no emotion she looked at me and gave me the totem.
For the first time since I found it, its voice was crystal clear, no more whispers. It was a commanding but caring voice, a voice of a lover. He said he needed us to find new girls to show the truth, the truth of his people's traditions and the only way to true happiness.
I obeyed every command, every order. I stood up, naked too, and started walking towards my little sister's room. Diana followed me, her eyes still white, and she was walking in a clumsy way, like a zombie in the movies.
I found Carmen sleeping and hugging her teddy bear, and then the voice–not the totem, the nagging voice inside of me–started screaming at what I was doing: “this is wrong… this is so wrong… I can't do this, I need to stop!”
But then the totem talked to me again and my worries vanished.
Carmen didn't put up a fight, she woke up suddenly, and saw us both naked. She probably would have screamed if I hadn't immediately plunged the totem inside of her little hole.
The totem is so powerful, she started to moan right away, and she gave us such a crazy smile. She was experiencing so much ecstasy, as hard for her to understand as it was for me in the beginning. She twitched and squirmed in her bed, shaking, moving her head quickly from one direction to another, giving cute little moans. I moved the totem slowly, knowing that I could hurt her if I was too tough. I was as slow as possible, but she probably couldn't tell the difference: she was in heaven, shaking as if a tremendous bolt of electricity traveled all around her body.
After 15 minutes Carmen reached a big climax and her eyes rolled back in her head. Abruptly she stood up and took the totem out of herself. She stood side by side with Diana, both drooling and with the same whitewashed eyes. They were the same, they were slaves of the totem, their minds were mostly gone, they just heard the totem's whispers and he guided their actions, they said in unison “we serve the great Kamad Totem, our master, and its high priestess” then they dropped to their knees and worshiped me and the totem in my hand.
So that is why I'm not a mindless zombie, like my best friend and my only sister, the totem has plans for me… and I decided to help him, I will be his high priestess and rule with it.
Dear Diary,
The totem rules over our house now, even daddy fell under his influence. Now we act more like the tribes in my dreams: love flows all around the house, mommy loves me, I love Carmen, daddy loves me, everyone loves everyone. Even Diana gets love from everyone. She lives with us as a servant, two days ago her mother came to pick her up, the totem made sure to make her mother understand that Diana belonged to him now, but we still need to hurry the plans before her family discovers what we do here…
No one have uses clothes anymore. Daddy just walks around searching a new hole to use, sometimes me, sometimes Diana, Carmen offers herself a lot, but daddy knows she is not ready yet. Still that doesn't stop him from kissing her, and loving her in all ways except that one.
School is stupid and I will never go again. I don't want to leave home, never, I live a perfect life, but as mommy said “preparations need to be made.”
I have made calls, to as many friends as I can, and also Mike…
(In early entries of the diary she mentions something about a crush on this guy.)
The totem has promised me that I can have him, he will love me and worship me. I will make him and the others all come on the big day.
Soon my dreams will be real.
Dear Diary,
I guess this will be my last entry, everything worked as intended, they came and just watching the totem made their minds melt and become obedient slaves. The orgy started as the totem commanded and there was no mercy.
It was so hard to know where our bodies started and where they ended, being touched by daddy, by Carmen, I grabbed her and licked her pussy making her moan and cum in my face. Mommy was being pounded by daddy, her eyes totally white and she had a silly smile as she drooled.
Then the totem, that had been sitting on an improvised altar, radiated an aura. I heard crackles of electricity and then the main door opened. I was afraid, I didn't understand, but then I saw our neighbors, the Smiths and the Dovers, all come walking just like my sister and Diana, their eyes already white and their minds empty of any thoughts that weren't put the by the totem.
Then mommy said something, she said that I had to keep the totem inside me for a while. I didn't understand why, but if it was the totem's order I had to comply. Mommy slid the totem inside of me. It felt as nice as before and the totem promised that this was the end of the “cycle” whatever that means.
I took a break from the party to come here and write this. This was really fun, but where I am going there is no TV or stuff like that. The totem didn't say anything about you, but I guess it is implied.
I must be honest, this time the totem inside me is starting to feel a little weird. I was trying to remem
(Her handwriting changes to a more simple style.)
I don't remember, I cant, why am I feeling like this?
This was not part of the deal, the totem
(An abrupt change, some scribbles and then back to almost normal handwriting.)
No totem its Master No Totem its Master No Totem its Master No Totem its Master No Totem its Master No Totem its Master No Totem its Master No Totem its Master No Totem its Master No Totem its Master No Totem its Master No Totem its Master
I'm Master.
And so, the journal comes to an end. Things look very clear but just to be sure I traveled to the forests in the region. Watching from a safe distance through my binoculars I saw them, a group of Caucasian families living in the woods, pretending to be one of the tribes of old.
The white eyes, the constant fornication, everything is true.
I have the knowledge to dismantle this “tribe” and break everyone there free.
But ever since I read that journal I have a more compelling idea in mind.
I have been so stressed lately. Maybe I can plan a little vacation with my wife and my cute girl, Lucia.
It's a pretty great place. Superstitious people don't go there, but who knows… maybe I know how to get to a friendly place, and live a life I had never even dreamed of before now.
I'm sure Lucia will make lots of friends.