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We
left immediately after school on Friday. I doubt my parents bought
the Chicago story. I think if Marianne had looked different, hadn't
had such a nice car, or, more importantly, a different last name,
they'd been more concerned. I told them I should be home in early
evening Sunday, hoping they'd accept a time nearer midnight, since
that's how things had been working out lately.
It
was two hundred miles to the college, really a university but she
called it college. I drove all the way. My lessons were coming to
an end according to Marianne. As long as I didn't drive too fast,
didn't wreck her car, and performed certain duties I was considered
passed by her.
She
didn't say it, but I could tell she assumed after this weekend our
association would end.
The
radio never played in her car so to provide entertainment I talked.
She answered but didn't initiate discussion. This was an important
bit:
"So
why do you go to our school? I would have thought"
"This
is the third this year. I was kicked out of the private one, my
sister never does wrong but she stays stuck to me like a leach,
and then a public one. In rapid order, a week apart. I've done better
to make my activities less conspicuous. Having a car helps. Sis
relies on dates for transportation. Dates never provided what I
needed, more boredom than I wanted."
"How
much do your parents know?"
"My
mother, nothing. My father knows but never talks about it. His secretary
takes care of things. She's nice. I think they've been having an
affair since forever. My mother knows nothing of that either. She's
happy with her clubs and projects. For all I know she's been carrying
on in a cabin next to mine. Joe could be a busy man. If so, she
can certainly afford to tip him more. It's depressing to think of
home."
She
didn't face me when she talked.
"So
what's happening at the college?"
"This
fraternity needs me this weekend. They have fellows who are interested;
I'm to cement the bargain, show why they should join. I didn't tell
them about you but I'm sure there's room. Or a motel. I'm not certain
we'll have much time together. Sorry. We will have time together.
I'll make sure we will.
"Candy
and I talked and we both decided you're free to fend for yourself.
There are literally thousands of girls there and I'm sure you'll
find one or two who are willing. Take advantage of any opportunity.
You're up to three, forge ahead and make it five or a dozen."
"I
have homework, Marianne."
"This
is your homework, Brian. If you desire at all to make us happy you'll
do this simple little thingget laid. As often as possible.
As many as possible. Everyone knows it's okay if a boy does that."
"Candy
told me you're a nice girl. I agree with her."
"What
a boy will say to get in a girl's pants. It works, too. Pull over
next rest stop. I need to relieve myself."
"Pretty,
smart"
"I'm
a whore when I'm drunk and I intend to get good and drunk this weekend.
You'll change your mind quickly and you know it."
"We'll
see. Rest stop or will a place to eat do?"
"Probably.
I'm beyond caring any more."
We
had dinner at a small place by the side of the road. She didn't
use the restroom so it must have been the second sense of the word.
I wanted to get to the university while there was still light so
I wasn't really open to a dalliance, no matter how much fun it would
have been.
At
the university we pulled up in front of a frat house and she had
me wait while she went in and found a space for me. I waited an
hour and figured she was busy. I wished her luck and took her car
to a motel nearby, one we'd passed. Candy made sure, as always,
I had plenty of money. I got a room for the night, carried our stuff
up and spent a little time on my homework. In the morning I planned
to take Marianne's stuff to her, drop it off, and let her know where
I was, no problem.
Television
was no fun so I went to bed early. It already looked like a long
weekend.
The
next morning I wasn't in a rush to deal with Marianne's stuff so
I walked to a place for breakfast. Just relaxed and tried to get
a feel for the campus. Lots of kids (though older than me) for sure.
Lots of cars of all shapes and sizes, even a few Model A's.
When
I'd had enough of that I went back to the motel. There was a guy
in a suit sitting on the curb by the car. He looked up and I saw
it was a bleary eyed kid.
"This
your car?" he said.
"Friend's,"
I said.
"A
girl?"
"Yeah,
Marianne."
"That
her name? Needs her things. Something. Long night. Sorry. So can
you take me with you back to the House? Let's see. Says she's sorry.
You'll understand. You staying here? So she'll know? I think that's
all of it. God, my head hurts."
"I'll
get her stuff. You can wait in the car."
"Better
here. I drank too much and I . . ." He was looking down and
his voice petered out.
I
got the room for another night and came back with her stuff and
my books. I'd try out the college library afterwards. Gary, that's
what he said his name was, held his head. I don't think it was my
driving; I'm not that bad.
I
parked in front of the House; he had to help me find it. He said
he'd get a map for me, took her stuff and left with a parting question.
"She your girl?"
"You
can say so. It's complicated."
"She
said you'd be understanding. This all of it?"
"That
bag and the overnight case."
He
left and after waiting for thirty minutes I left. I found someone
who could tell me how to get to the library. He sketched out a map
for me: motel, library, Greek row.
It
was Saturday and while the campus was crowded they weren't headed
for the library. At the motel they said I was lucky there wasn't
a game this weekend. I left my books in the car and had my first
experience of a big library.
I
wandered around figuring out a little how the place was laid out.
It was quiet on the fourth floor and that's where I decided to study.
I
left the library, walked around and got my bearings. I was never
going to college, there wasn't the money or a reason. My dad worked
in the factory; he'd get me a job there when I was out of high school,
sooner if I wanted. He didn't have twelve years schooling, certainly
wasn't stupid. I wasn't doctor or engineer material. Writing was
a secret desire.
Some
of the kids looked okay, some looked like assholes. The strange
thing was a large number of the guys had shaved heads. Except for
that, it was just like high school. Girls were the same. Some as
pretty as Marianne but I didn't see any prettier. She'd fit right
in. Maybe.
I
found a place where I had a sandwich and a coke. Relaxed, wished
Candy were with me. She'd like this. Candy was more a people person
than me. She wanted to know all their stories. I mostly wanted to
be left alone. Besides, once you knew their story, there was nothing
you could do. I couldn't protect Marianne from herself, could I?
I didn't have the feeling that's what she wanted me for, any of
us for.
I
grabbed my books from the car and went up to the library's fourth
floor. I set up on a table since a nook didn't have good light.
I worked for a while, put that aside and went to look for a book
from the stacks, one with pictures, since I wasn't college material.
I got back to my seat and a girl had chosen the one next to mine.
Two tables worth of empty seats and she chose the one next to me.
I wasn't feeling sociable. I was depressed. Marianne was having
a good time right now but would be beating up on herself tomorrow
or the next day.
So
I'm looking at the pictures in the book. Roman ruins somewhere.
And she asks me a question.
"You
don't go here, do you?"
"No,
I'm just a visitor."
She
was cute. Not pretty like Marianne, but definitely cute. Her green
eyes reminded me of someone. Short, red haired.
"I
didn't think I'd seen you here before. Maybe I've seen you before
in --------, my home town."
Her
home town was my home town.
"Could
be. I'm a student at Central High."
"I
went to the academy." She sat up straight and turned her chair
toward me. "I was back home just last week."
And
I'm thinking red hair but she's maybe too short.
"There's
this pizza place"
Behind
me Marianne said, "Brian, you're a fast worker. Sorry to interrupt
but I need you."
I
turned to her. "Everything okay?"
"Sure.
I hate to do this but I need you and the car."
I
grabbed my books, leaving the picture book on the table. "Maybe
I'll see you again."
"Hope
so. Nice to meet you." She turned her chair back to her work.
Marianne
held my hand and if I hadn't known better I'd thought she was jealous.
When we got to the car, she said, "No. You drive."
She
looked out the window until I started the car.
"Back
to the House?"
"No,
we need to run an errand. Do I look okay?"
"Beautiful
as ever."
"I'm
sorry. About last night. I didn't think I'd get caught up so quickly.
I. You know. Maybe you don't."
"What's
the errand?"
"The
liquor locker's empty and I need fifty dollars. Sorry. It's important.
I'll get it back before the weekend's over. Tomorrow. Do you have
it?"
"It's
Candy's money. Sure?"
"It's
okay. I have the address somewhere and a map. Gary said he was getting
you a map. There it is." She set it on the seat between us.
"I
told them I was spending the afternoon with you. That's okay. It's
important I be there tonight. You have a room?"
I
nodded. "How are we going to get booze?"
"I'm
twenty-three on my license. I can get one for you if you want. I
know this guy. There won't be a problem. The guys said it's okay
if you come tonight. No problem at all. You didn't need to take
off yesterday, though maybe it was better you did. I bet you have
your homework finished already."
"Just
about."
"I'm
never good at that. Oh well." She added a bright note to her
voice. "When you come tonight don't bring the car. There won't
be any parking places anywhere near. You can bring your friend."
"I
don't know her name."
"That's
not important. You don't need to know their name to get laid."
"Marianne"
"I
bet you'd be a lot happier if you didn't know me. So liquor. Then
the motel. I'll make it up to you. I promise. Good girl all next
week. Cross my heart. I really need this, though."
"You're
the boss. You want to keep the car?"
"No.
I'll wreck it. Promise me you'll come by tonight. I want you to."
I
wasn't so sure she did, but I nodded yes. "Where's this store?"
"God,
I'll have to find it on this map. Okay. And I think I know where
we are. Straight ahead. She looked like a nice girl, Brian."
"You
didn't interrupt anything, Marianne. Besides, we're going to the
motel afterwards, right?"
"Right.
I won't drink anything until I get back to the House. You'll be
glad you came this weekend."
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