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What we shared together is now passed, and though I yearn for it to return, I am glad that it has gone, for the memory may now grow and ripen. I will always look back on our experiences together and remember you for your gentle strength, your courage, your compassionate and undying love. Every time you took me over your lap, every time I felt you throb beneath me, every time you caressed me, every time I felt the soft touch of your breath upon my cheek and your muscular chest pressed against mine, it affected me to the depths of my soul. As I remember the warm ambience you ignited in me, even now the feeling spreads throughout me. The pain you imparted in love did but strengthen my resolve and dedication to you. It was and still is the bond that unites our being. Those who insist that pain and suffering are to be feared and despised, cannot truly know what it means to be human. To partake in the rite such as you and I have, is to embrace all that is real, living, and heavenly. It is no Faustian pact. Rather, to know what it means to be loved by punishment is to know life without guilt, remorse, or conscience. It is to partake of Eden, and feel that unconditional love which emanates through the Spirit, and unites us. |