Curious guy

Sander's Story

Chapters 9-14

Chapter 9

"No, I'm afraid not," Matti answered.

I started to cry. Matti looked like he was about to cry too. He said, "Please don't cry Sander, It'll be ok. I'll still love you if you're nullified. Chris and I will help you get through it."

"You love me?" I said in surprise.

"Of course I do and I think Chris does too. You are a wonderful, intelligent, caring, beautiful boy. I fell in love with you almost as soon as I met you," Matti said. Then he kissed the end of my nose and wiped the tears off my face.

He continued, "I was a slave for five years. I met a lot of boys who were nullified. Almost all of them were upset at first but after a few weeks almost all of them got over it. After a few months most of them said that they were glad they were desexed."

"Chris says that he's glad he was desexed but I don't see how he could be.

"You said yesterday that almost all owners prefer nullos. Why is that? Why can't they leave us complete? My dick and balls wouldn't get in the way of an owner mounting me. You were complete and Chris says that you were one of the most popular slaves ever.

"It's not fair. I like my dick and balls, especially my dick. I like stroking it, especially when you make love to me. I like to pee standing up, especially when I'm hiking. If they nullify me and I need to pee when I'm hiking I'll have to pull down my pants and underpants and squat to pee. That would be real inconvenient and real embarrassing if other boys see me.

"If I'm nullified, I'll either have to put up with boys staring at me in the showers and whispering about me in the halls or go to a special boarding school for ex-slaves and not be with my friends and my father very much," I said. I almost started to cry again.

Matti answered, "It's partially tradition but I think the main reason is that if you don't have a dick, the only way you can have sex is for them to mount you and you can never mount them. Also many of them think that nullos are better looking than boys with dicks and balls."

"If they like the way it looks so much, why don't they get themselves nullified?" I asked.

Matti said, "They like the way it looks on their sex partner not on them just like many men like women with big breasts but wouldn't want to have big breasts."

Later that day I said, "We both like having Chris around and he likes being around us. Can he move in with us?"

Matti replied, "I don't see why not." He got on his computer for a few minutes and then picked up the phone and said, "slave Chris3." He paused for a few seconds and continued, "Hello Chris. The computer says that you don't have an appointment until seven. Would you like to come eat with Sander and me? We have something we want to ask you." He paused for a few seconds and said, "I'll tell you when you get here."

Chris arrived in just a few minutes. He was a little out of breath so I think he ran here. He said, "What did you want to ask me?"

Matti replied, "Do you want to move in here with Chris and me?"

Chris said, "I'd love to move in with you guys."

Matti said, "I'll send Ben an email asking if it's ok. What do you two want for dinner?"

Chris said, "Fish and Chips." I remembered having and liking it so I asked for it too.

Matti said, "You two scalawags should have some real vegetables. They're good for you."

We both said, "Yes Mom," at the same time and we both laughed. Matti chuckled a little too. Then I said, "What's a scalawag?"

Matti said, "I don't know but my grandfather always called me one when I didn't eat my vegetables."

Chris went over to the phone, pressed a button and said, "Dictionary, scalawag."

The computer voice said, "noun 1. a scamp, a rascal. 2. U.S. History a native white Southerner who collaborated with the occupying forces during Reconstruction, often for personal gain. 1840 to 1850, American, origin uncertain."

To please Matti we both ordered some fried zucchini. After we ate, Matti got a reply to his email. It was ok. Chris could move in. Matti got on his computer and ordered a second small desk to be delivered to our room. Then he programmed the door so that Chris could come in without one of us letting him in. Chris said, "I wish the three of us could live together for the rest of our lives."

Matti said, "Me too."

I said, "Me three."

After we ate, we sat around talking until Chris' collar said, "Chris3, you have an appointment in half an hour in room g156."

Chris said, "Gotta go. I'll be back." He said the last in a funny accent.

I said, "Why did you say 'I'll be back' so funny?"

He said, "It's from some really old movies I like by a guy named Schwarzenegger. You should watch some of his movies."

After Chris left, Matti and I watched one of Schwarzenegger's movies called The Terminator. It was pretty good and the way he said "I'll be back" was just like Chris said it.

The next day I helped Chris move his stuff into our room. He didn't have much, just a beat up old computer, some sandals that he said he never wore because his feet had gotten real tough from walking barefoot, a few sports trophies, a shell collection, several kites and some art supplies.

After Chris moved in we were lying on the bed looking at his shell collection, Matti had gone out. I said, "Can I ask you something?"

He said, "Sure."

I said, "You seem to really like it when someone strokes or licks your crotch but how can you like it? You don't have anything there anymore."

Chris said, "You mean my nullo place. That's what we nullos call the place where our dick and balls used to be. After I was nullified, I got a lot more sensitive there. It's almost as sensitive as my dick was. I often have an orgasm just from someone stroking or licking me there especially if it's someone I love like Matti or Peter."

"Do you think I'll get more sensitive if I'm nullified?" I asked.

"I think it happens to all nullos so it should happen to you." Chris answered as he started to stroke my dick which had gotten stiff again. "Would you like to mount me while you still have a dick?" He asked.

I thought about it for a moment and said, "Only if you really want to have me mount you. I don't want to do it if you're offering just to make me feel better 'cause I'm probably gunna be nullified soon."

"I wouldn't feel sorry for you for that. It's the best thing that could happen to you. It's the best thing that ever happened to me." I didn't think it would be the best thing that could happen to me but I didn't say anything to Chris.

"I really do want you to mount me," he continued.

"But why would you want to have sex with me? You have sex with clients eight times a week."

"'Cause I love ya, you silly goose and sex with someone you love is lots better than sex with a client," he said and then he kissed me on the mouth. It felt really good. I think I was starting to fall in love with Chris.

"You love me?" I said a little surprised even though Matti had said that he thought Chris loved me. After years of my father rarely saying that he loved me, and almost never acting like he loved me I found it hard to believe that anyone could love me.

"Of course I do. You're a really nice guy. You're beautiful and you have Mojo, maybe more than Matti does."

Chris and I had sex. It was great. We both enjoyed it a lot.

Later when Matti and I were alone I said, "Chris and I had sex." I thought he might be mad or jealous but I had to tell him because I loved him too much to keep secrets from him.

Matti said, "That's good. Chris is a great guy. You are a great guy. I hope both of you enjoyed it. You both deserve as much pleasure as you can get."

"You're not mad?" I asked.

"Of course not. You and Chris can have sex whenever you want to. I love both of you and I want both of you to be happy." After the next time Matti made love to me as part of my training he said, "I want you to mount me. It's been a long time since someone I loved made love to me."

I said, "I love you too. I'll be glad to make love to you." It was even better than making love to Chris but it wasn't as good as having Matti make love to me. After we finished making love I said, "If you want to make love to Chris, it's ok with me. I just don't want to watch or hear about it."

On Monday a package arrived from my dad. I opened it, took out Mr. Bear, hugged him and put him on the bed with Garfield. I put my computer on my desk and plugged it into the power.

When Chris saw my computer, he said, "I thought you said your dad really needed money. You have a really nice computer. How did he afford it?"

"He did some technical writing for the company that makes these and they gave him two of them, one for him and one for me." I replied. I wished I had another one I could give to Chris because his computer was so old and beat up.

I got out my portable music player and asked Chris, "Can I wear a belt to put this on?"

He said, "No, but you can wear it on the back of your collar. You'll probably want to tie the headphone cord up with a rubber band so that it doesn't hang down too far. There's probably some in your desk."

I looked in my desk for the first time and I found a whole bunch of stuff. There were several kinds of art paper, a big box of crayons, colored pencils, felt pens, water colors, brushes, charcoal, drawing pencils, modeling clay, erasers, paper clips, rubber bands and other neat stuff.

I asked, "Did somebody leave his stuff here? Should I take it to lost-and-found?"

Chris said, "No. That's yours, it's the standard stuff Ben gives to all his new slaves."

I took a rubber band out of the bag I found and Chris helped me tie up the extra headphone cord with it. Since I didn't see a portable music player when Chris and I moved his stuff, I said, "You can borrow this anytime you want to."

He said, "Thanks. You can borrow one of my kites whenever you want."

I took the small case full of memory crystals that held my books, comic books, music and movies out of the box from Dad and put it on my desk too. I put my sandals in the closet, put my four yo-yos in the desk and held up my jock strap and asked Matti, "Where should I put this?"

Matti said, "The bottom drawer of the dresser is empty. You can put it there. There's a soccer game tomorrow. Now that you have your supporter and cup you can play if you want to. Does it have an ID chip in it so that the laundry robots will know where to return it?"

"Yes we used a laundry service so Dad put them in all my clothes," I replied.

Chris said, "You didn't have to wait for your jock strap to come from your dad. There are thousands of them in the equipment room that were donated by kids who don't need 'em anymore. My old jock strap is there. I never got a chance to use it on the island. You'll probably be donating yours soon."

While Chris was talking, I folded the now empty box my dad sent me and put it in the recycle bin.

Then Matti said, "I'm glad you're so neat. A lot of boys are kind of messy." He looked at Chris so I think Chris was one of the messy boys but when Chris brought his stuff over, he put it away neatly.

I said, "Dad and I have a really small apartment. We have to be neat."

Matti said, "I'm glad your computer has arrived because now we can arrange your school lessons."

"You mean I have to go to school while I'm a slave?" I exclaimed.

"Of course you do. All slaves are here for at least one year. Many of us are here longer than that. We can't fall years behind in our schooling. Don't worry, the teachers are really good and the classes are very flexible. I liked the school here better than I did at home. I am going to school here. I haven't finished high school yet," Matti replied.

Chris said, "I like the school here better too. We only have classes one or two days a week mostly for lectures, oral reports and PE. They like us to exercise a lot so that we stay skinny and muscular 'cause most clients like us that way. We do most of our lessons on our computers.

"Most of the teachers are nullo former slaves. They're really nice. I might become a teacher here after I finish college."

Later Matti had a guy from the island's computer department come over. He checked my computer and found one spyware program. I was embarrassed but he said that he usually found a few viruses and several spyware programs. Then he setup my computer and the island's network so that I could access the network wirelessly almost anywhere on the island.

I wrote an email to Dad saying: "Thanks for sending my stuff. I know you don't care but I still have my boy parts." I stared at the email for a few minutes and then I erased the last sentence and sent it.

The next day I went to school for the first time on the island. It was really strange going to school naked. I used to have dreams about going to school naked when I was worried about something but this was the first time I really did it.

When I got to the room, the teacher said, "Hello Sander. It is nice to have you in my class. I am Mr. Warren.

"Class this is Sander. Now everyone stand up and say hello to Sander." When they stood up, I saw two eunuchs with tiny dicks and the rest were nullos including Randal who looked a lot better. His crotch wasn't nearly as red and sore looking.

Looking at all those nullos and eunuchs gave me a stiffy. I was real embarrassed and then it got worse when one nullo in the back of the room started chanting, "Sander's got a boner. Sander's got…"

Mr. Warren interrupted him by saying angrily, "Henry, you know better than that. Come up here right now and apologize to Sander."

Henry came up to the front of the room and said, "I'm sorry Sander." I could tell he wasn't really sorry.

While Henry was apologizing, Mr. Warren took something out of his desk. It was a dog leash with a small padlock on it. He locked it onto Henry's collar. He said, "Class sit down. Sander you can sit with Chris.

"James, come up here. You are going to take Henry to the principal." James was the biggest nullo in the class. Mr. Warren handed James the end of the leash and said to Henry, "Since the last time I told you to go to the principal, you didn't go, this time James will make sure you go. Mr. Blish, Mr. Toeber and I will discuss your punishment at recess. I will suggest two weeks with no TV, sports or recreation."

Henry squawked, "Two weeks!"

Mr. Warren said, "Do you want to make it three?"

Henry said sullenly, "No sir."

Mr. Warren said, "Take him to the principal now and make sure he gets there. Tell Mr. Blish what he did."

James said, "Yes sir," and they both left.

I was real glad to sit beside Chris where the desk would hide it if I got another stiffy. For a few seconds after Henry started chanting, I almost wished I had done what Chris had suggested and gone to the ceremony and gotten myself nullified.

When I sat down Chris said quietly, "Now you see why I didn't like having Henry as a roommate."

When James came back, Mr. Warren said, "Did you get Henry to the principal's office ok?"

James said, "Yes and Mr. Blish was real mad."

"You mean he was really angry," Mr. Warren corrected him.

"Yeah, right, he was really angry," James said.

Mr. Warren said, "Thank you for your help. I will ask your owner to give you a bonus for helping me." James looked pleased.

Later at recess Randal said, "I was introduced to the class yesterday. If I had a cock then, it would have gotten hard just like yours did.

"You should have yourself nullified. It's great. I love the way it feels and looks." He stroked himself where his boy parts used to be and continued, "If you were nullified, you would feel and look great and you would never have another embarrassing boner. I wish I had been nullified when I was eight like some of the guys here."

I said, "No thanks. I will keep my dick as long as I can. How do you like being a slave so far?"

Randal replied, "I like it except I don't like my new roommate."

Chris said, "Let me guess, your new roommate is Henry, right?"

"How did you know?"

"I knew 'cause he was my roommate until two days ago when I moved in with Sander and Matti. I didn't like him either."

"I don't suppose I could move in with you guys?" Randal asked.

"It's kinda crowded with the three of us in a two-person room already. Maybe if you asked Ben, he would let you switch. Nobody should have Henry as a roommate." Chris said.

Later I asked Chris, "Why do the two eunuchs have such tiny dicks?"

Chris replied, "Their owner, Mr. Caruthers, specializes in slaves with tiny dicks 'cause some clients like 'em that way. He buys boys with small dicks, castrates them right away and doesn't give them any testosterone so that their dicks shrink as much as possible. He also gives them drugs to shrink their dicks for the first few months. Those two were castrated almost two years ago so their dicks have shrunk quite a bit. Their dicks are still big enough for them to pee standing up which is all they need them for."

"Can't they jack off?" I asked.

Chris said, "No. Without any testosterone their dicks don't get nearly hard enough for them to jack off."

"What about after their contract is over? Will they be able to take testosterone and be able to jack off?" I asked.

"If they still had their dicks, they could." Chris replied.

"Why wouldn't they still have their dicks?" I asked.

"Because Mr. Caruthers sells all his slaves to someone who likes to cut off boys' dicks, like Ben, just before the end of their last contract and the new owner cuts 'em off. Mr. Caruthers makes lots more money that way."

"That's terrible," I said.

"Why? They'll be better off without dicks. They'll look better and if they had dicks they would probably take lots of testosterone and be like that client who humped Timmy on the beach. What's terrible is making them wait until the end of their last contract to remove their dicks and making them go through two ceremonies. I think all slaves should be fixed at the first ceremony after they're bought."

"Even me?" I asked.

"Even you. If you had been fixed at the first ceremony you would have been able to stop worrying about it and you wouldn't have gotten a boner when you were introduced to the class today. That must have been really embarrassing."

"It was but I'm still glad I wasn't nullified," I replied.

After recess Mr. Warren announced, "Henry's punishment will be two weeks of no TV, sports or recreation and 20 hours of community service. Let this be a warning to the rest of you. I will not tolerate that kind of behavior. The next time someone gets an erection I expect none of you to say anything about it and I don't want any pointing or staring either."

Then he looked at Henry and said, "The next time you do something like this your punishment will be four weeks of no TV, sports or recreation and 40 hours of community service."

I raised my hand. When Mr. Warren called on me, I asked, "What's community service?"

Mr. Warren said, "Henry will have to clean up the beaches and paths on the island and do other work that the robots are not good at. He will have a flying eye robot watching him to make sure he does the work."

After classes Chris and I played soccer on the same team. I wanted Matti to play but he said that he was too old to play with us and that trainers weren't supposed to play sports with the slaves except for a few special trainers versus slaves games held each year.

I was the only one playing who needed a jock strap. Our team lost but we had fun anyway. When the game was over, I wanted to keep my jock strap on but Chris told me I had to take it off so I took it off and my boy parts did feel a lot cooler. I said, "Let's go to our room to put this away and then go to the beach to cool off."

"That's a good plan," Chris replied.

When we were walking to our room, we saw a robot coming out of a room. Chris said, "That's a housekeeping robot. You can give it your jockstrap and say, 'Laundry.' It'll take it to the laundry with the dirty sheets and in a few hours a robot will bring it to our room clean. We can go straight to the beach." It sounded good to me so that's what I did.

After we had cooled off for a while Chris said, "Let's go to the store. I want to buy something."

"You got spending money? How do you carry it? You don't have any pockets," I said.

"Every new slave gets forty credits in his account at the store when he signs his contract. He gets twenty credits before Christmas so he can buy presents and ten credits on his birthday.

"When you earn a bonus for doing a good job most of it goes into your trust fund but a little bit goes into your store account. When a client gives you a tip, half of it, up to 25 credits, goes into your store account. The rest goes into your trust account.

You can also earn store credit by cleaning the beach and stuff if they don't have enough slaves doing it as punishment. With Henry here, there isn't much chance to earn credits that way.

"I don't have to carry anything. The store robot just scans my collar."

"What are you gunna get?" I asked.

"A new computer. When I saw your computer, I realized that mine is just too old and clunky. I have enough store credit to get one just like yours." Chris answered.

Chris bought a computer just like mine except his was green instead of blue so that we wouldn't get them mixed up.

While we were at the store, I bought a memory crystal and had some new comic books and the new Interstellar Stowaway book loaded onto it. I just love the stories about the boy who hid on the first interstellar ram ship even though Dad says they aren't very realistic.

While my memory crystal was being filled with the things I wanted I said, "I wish I had a pocket to carry the crystal in. I would hate to drop it and lose it. They are so small and transparent they can be hard to find."

Chris said, "You can buy a small bag that hooks to your collar. Lots of kids use them to carry small toys and memory crystals. I use a bigger one when I collect sea shells."

I bought a small green collar bag and put my now filled memory crystal in it.

The next morning Chris and I didn't have classes so I asked Chris if he wanted to go spy on the compound or go to the waterfall again. He said, "No. I want to go horseback riding."

I said, "They have horseback riding here?"

He answered, "Sure. They have just about everything here, archery, surfing, roller blading, windsurfing, water skiing, ocean kayaking, snorkeling, scuba diving, dancing, but not with girls, laser tag, paint ball, go carts, ocean fishing and lake fishing, canoeing on the lake, bicycling and probably other things I've forgotten. They used to have hang gliding but too many slaves got hurt so now it's clients only. About the only thing they never had here is snow skiing 'cause it's too warm here."

The horseback riding was fun. I had never done it before. They had lambskin pads on the saddles so they wouldn't irritate our bare butts but my butt got a little sore from the pounding. I also got a boner from my dick rubbing on the soft lambskin most of the time but nobody said anything.

After we finished riding, I said, "I want to go scuba-diving tomorrow."

Chris said, "You're ten or older, aren't you?"

I said, "Yes I turned eleven… nine days ago."

"I thought you were eleven. To scuba-dive you have to be ten or older. You have to pass a swimming test, take 30 hours of instruction and pass a test. Then you get a certificate and you can go diving with a safety robot."

"I'm a good swimmer. I want to get started with the instruction tomorrow. Do you have a certificate?"

"No. I don't like swimming much so I never even started the instruction."

"That's too bad. I'd like to go diving with you," I said.

"Matti has a certificate and he likes to dive. After you get yours, you can dive together if he's still on the island by then."

Chapter 10

When we got there, I noticed that the bottom four rows of seats in the stadium were red and they looked more comfortable than the rest of the seats. We sat down in the first row past the red seats. Matti and Chris sat on either side of me and held my hands because they knew I was real nervous. Even these seats were much more comfortable than the seats at the soccer field at home.

Matti said, "The red seats are reserved for the clients, slave owners and free boys but we can move down, if we want after the ceremony starts if the seats are empty. Since this is a Wednesday, there should be plenty of empty red seats."

I said, "I don't want to get too close so let's just stay here."

Then Matti said, "About an hour ago robots sprayed this whole area with germ killers and they turned on strong ultraviolet lights that shine up. The UV lights kill any germs that fall down on the area from the sky. They can't shine the UV lights down because they would hurt our eyes and skin.

"The boys to be cut take showers with strong germ killing soap about half an hour before they're cut. Then their boy parts are sprayed with a numbing solution. After the skin is numb, they get injections to numb them completely and injections to help make their balls come down. Warm towels are kept on their balls until just before they come out onto the field that also help keep their balls down so that they are easier to grab."

When the ceremony started, three boys were led out of a building and tied down to stakes in the ground with their legs spread wide apart. Ben was dressed in a long black robe with a hood. He approached the first boy. The boy was screaming, "NO! PLEASE NO! DON'T DO THIS!" He screamed it over and over again. He had a stiffy and I had one too. I think Matti and Chris noticed but they pretended they didn't.

Matti said quietly, "The guy on the other side of the boy has a medical unit. As soon as Ben finishes, he'll put the medical unit on the boy. It'll temporarily close the wound, start an IV and give him pain killers, antibiotics and healing agents through the IV. The machine will keep him from losing too much blood or going into shock.

"After the ceremony is over, he'll be taken to the infirmary where they'll give him general anesthesia which will put him to sleep. Then they'll remove the internal part of his penis and insert the catheter, that's the plastic tube you saw in Randal. They'll move his pee hole down to just above his butt hole so that he can pee sitting down without leaning forward, clean things up a little and close the wound again."

Ben bent down and grabbed hold of the boy's package with his left hand. He pulled it up hard and for a second I thought he was going to pull it off. Then he took a knife out of his belt with his right hand and quickly sliced off the boy's dick and balls. Blood gushed out for a second or two before the other guy put the medical machine on the boy. Ben straightened up and held the boy's package high in the air. It was dripping blood. The boy stopped screaming and started weeping. Several clients in the crowd cheered and I think some of them were jacking off.

I felt really, really sick. Suddenly I bent over and barfed all over Matti's pants and shoes. I felt like I was going to pass out. Matti said, "This is too much for him. Let's get him out of here." Matti and Chris had to practically carry me into a nearby room.

They put me on an auto stretcher. The stretcher wrapped a cuff around my right arm, stuck a thermometer in my right ear, put a cap on my head, put a thing on my right middle finger and put a band across my chest. I wasn't scared 'cause I had seen auto stretchers on TV and been put on one when I was hurt playing soccer.

The stretcher said, "temp 98.4 [36.9°C], pulse 124, blood pressure 95 over 65, respiration 25, oxygen saturation 96 percent, electrocardiogram normal, electroencephalogram normal, perspiration excessive."

Someone in a white coat came up to me and said, "What happened to this little guy?"

Matti replied, "The ceremony was too much for him. He vomited and got really pale. Should we take him to the infirmary or back to our room?"

The man looked at the display on the stretcher and said, "His vital signs are pretty normal. I think you should take him back to your room. He will be more comfortable there. Keep him lying down as much as possible for the next several hours." Then he gave me a pill and a cup of something and said, "Swallow this. It's a mild tranquilizer. It will make you feel better."

The drink tasted kind of salty and sweet. I said, "What is this? It tastes funny."

He said, "It's Pedialyte®. It will help bring your blood pressure up and make you feel better." He put a full bottle and an almost full bottle on the stretcher and continued, "Drink as much of this as you can tonight."

He turned to Matti and said, "If he vomits again, insert this in his rectum but be sure to take off the foil first." He held up a thing about the size and shape of a long thin jelly bean covered in gold colored foil and gave it to Matti. Then he said, "Keep the stretcher in your room until he is feeling better in case you decide to take him to the infirmary, we have plenty of them. Tell me your room number so that I can come and see how he is later tonight."

Matti said, "ST42."

The man said, "If he gets worse, put him back on the stretcher and tell it to take him to the infirmary fast. Stretcher, go to room ST42, slow. "

The stretcher said, "Acknowledged," and it started rolling away. Matti and Chris walked on each side holding my hands. Matti got out his phone, pressed a few buttons and said, "Bathtub fill, 102 degrees [39°C]."

When we got to our room Matti had me drink some pear wine, it was the flavor I liked the best of the ones he had me try before my first training session. Then he and Chris helped me into the tub. Matti said, "Chris get into the bathtub with Sander and turn the jets on. Make sure he keeps his head above the water. I'll join you as soon as I'm undressed."

The jets in the bath felt good but having Matti and Chris on either side of me felt even better. After a while they got me out of the bath, dried me off and put me to bed. They laid down on either side of me. I fell asleep right away.

When I woke up, I was feeling a lot better but I was real hungry. Mr. Bear and Garfield were on each side of me. I saw that Matti and Chris were sitting at the table playing cards. I said, "How long did I sleep? Did I miss dinner? I'm real hungry."

Matti said, "About two hours. You didn't miss dinner. We waited for you. I'm not surprised you're hungry. You lost your afternoon snack and probably part of your lunch too."

Then I said to Matti, "I'm so sorry I barfed on your pants and shoes."

Matti replied, "Don't worry about it. You couldn't help it, besides, my pants and sneakers are washable. I put them down the laundry chute before I got into the bath so that they wouldn't stink up the place. Any time now, a robot will deliver them all clean and as good as new.

"I'm not supposed to do this but if you're nullified, I'll give you a very strong tranquilizer so that you can get through it easier. You might not even remember it."

I wanted to eat at the table but Matti insisted that I eat in bed. Matti and Chris ate in bed with me so it wasn't too bad. After we ate, I wanted to go into the media room to watch a movie but again Matti insisted that I watch it in bed on my computer. Matti and Chris lay on either side of me and watched the movie with me so it wasn't too bad either.

While we were watching the movie, the man in the white coat came to the door. Chris let him in. He said to me, "Hello young man. I am doctor James. I forgot to ask your name when I saw you earlier."

I said, "I'm Sander."

He said, "Hello Sander, it's nice to meet you. I apologize for not introducing myself and asking your name earlier but I was worried about the new nullos. These ceremonies always worry me. If they have to nullify the boys, they should have a doctor do it in an operating room, not the owner on the grass.

"How are you feeling now? Did you vomit again?"

I said, "Much better and I didn't barf again. I hate barfing."

He said, "I hate it too. You look much better." He held a PDA up to my collar for a second and then he started reading something.

I said, "Whatya doing?"

He said, "Just looking at your medical records. They seem pretty normal except that you have never had a genetic profile done."

I said, "Dad couldn't afford it, besides nobody in my family has any genetic diseases."

Dr. James said, "Everybody has at least a few minor genetic defects but if we know about them we can compensate for most of them with drugs, hormones, vitamins, minerals or special diets. I am going to take a genetic sample right now so that we can get you started on the treatments for your genetic defects. The earlier it is done, the better it is."

I said, "Are you gunna take blood? I don't like needles."

Dr. James replied, "I just need to scrape the inside of your cheek with this. It doesn't hurt at all" He held up a cotton swab and I opened my mouth. He was right. It didn't hurt.

He had me lie down on the Stretcher again and it did the same things as before. This time it said, "temp 98.6 [37°C], pulse 82, blood pressure 105 over 75, respiration 19, oxygen saturation 99 percent, electrocardiogram normal, electroencephalogram normal, perspiration normal."

Dr. James said, "You will be fine." He helped me get off the Stretcher and then said, "Stretcher go to first aid station C1, slow."

The stretcher said, "Acknowledged," and it rolled away.

I said, "Can I get up and watch a movie in the entertainment room? Matti made me stay in bed."

He said, "Yes you can but if you start feeling faint you have to lie down again."

Dr. James spoke to Matti and said, "Trainer Miller, I want you to make an appointment for Sander to come to my office for a complete physical as soon as possible."

Matti said, "I'll do that right away. You don't have to call me trainer Miller. You can call me Matti or trainer Matti."

Dr. James said, "I remember you. You were a slave and I treated you for a broken wrist. It was a roller blading accident wasn't it?"

"Yes it was. I also has some scrapes and bruises a few times," Matti replied.

"How is the wrist now? Any pain or stiffness?" Dr. James asked.

"It's as good as new," Matti replied.

"That's good," Dr. James said and he shook hands with all of us and left.

I said, "I like Dr. James, he's really nice."

Chris said, "I like him too. He took care of me after I was nullified. He's a nullo former slave like most of the teachers. I think that's why he's so nice."

"Does nullification make boys nicer?" I asked.

Chris said, "I think it does."

"What about Henry? He's nullified and he's not nice. Matti isn't nullified and he's very nice." I replied.

"There are exceptions to every rule." Chris said.

The next morning when Matti and I were about to start our training session I asked him, "Last night you said that after the ceremony the doctors remove the internal part of a boy's dick. I didn't know there was an internal part. Isn't it all outside?"

Matti replied, "No. almost a third of your dick is inside of you. Lets get our dicks hard so that you can feel the internal part." Mine was already hard and it only took a few seconds to get Matti's hard. It was easier to feel the internal part of Matti's dick 'cause his was bigger than mine but I could feel mine too.

After my morning training session and our group shower I had to go see Dr. James without eating breakfast first 'cause some of the tests had to be done fasting. After Dr. James finished the tests he asked me if I had any questions so I said, "Chris says that his nullo place has gotten almost as sensitive as his dick was. He says he can have orgasms just by someone stroking or licking him there. If I am nullified, will that happen to me and why does it happen?"

Dr. James said, "When we finish up the nullification we relocate as many of the sensory nerves that were in the penis as possible to the surrounding skin so that the area will be as sensitive as possible. More than 97 percent of the nullos we do have enough sensation so that they can have orgasms by being stimulated there. It takes several months for the area to get as sensitive as it will get because the nerves are injured when they are relocated."

"Why do you do that, wouldn't it be easier to just cut everything off?" I asked.

"It would be easier but this is much better because it is the right thing to do. We are taking away a boy's penis. The least we can do is give him a sensitive nullo place as partial compensation. Also it makes the slave happier and a happier slave is a more profitable slave," Dr. James replied.

Dr. James took me to the cafeteria so that I could get a late breakfast. The cafeteria was way, way better than the one at school at home. It was better than any restaurant I had eaten in but Dad and I rarely ate in restaurants 'cause we couldn't afford it.

Later that day Chris and I were walking along the beach when someone came up behind us and said, "Hi Chris. Who's the new trainee?"

We turned around and Chris said, "Hello George. This is Sander. He's Ben's newest slave." I noticed that George had balls but no dick.

I must have been staring at his balls because he said, "I bet you're wondering why I have balls but no dick?"

I said, "Yeah. Sorry for staring."

George said, "No problem. A few clients prefer slaves with balls and no dick. They think it makes us more passionate. My owner specializes in those clients so he cuts off just our dicks and not our balls. I wish I had been bought by Ben 'cause he pays more and it would be better to be a nullo than to be dickless but have balls. After my contract with Mr. Peters is up, I'm gonna try to get a contract with Ben."

A few days later Matti said, "Your hair is getting a little long. Go to the salon and give the robot this." He handed me a memory crystal. "It has instructions on the hair style Ben and I think will look the best on you."

I said, "But I don't know where it is and Chris is with a client so he can't show me."

Matti said, "Whenever you don't know where anything is, just press a button on your collar and say, 'Lead me to', and then the name of where you want to go. In a minute or two a flying guide robot that looks like a big dragonfly will show up and all you have to do is follow it. You have to be outside when you call them because they can't open doors."

It was fun following the dragonfly robot. The faster I went, the faster it went. By the time I got to the salon I was running as fast as I could and the robot was still about ten feet [3 m] ahead of me until it hovered high above the door to the salon for a few seconds while it made a beeping sound. Then it flew away real fast.

When I got back to our room, Chris was back from his appointment. Matti said, "I like your new hair cut. You look much better with bangs, no part, bushy on the top and tapered on the sides."

I said, "I like it too. This is the way I always get my hair cut but after a month or so it gets too long and I have to part it on the side again until my next haircut. We couldn't afford to get haircuts more than two or three times a year."

"Here on the island you'll get a haircut every week so that your hair will always be perfect," Matti said.

I went over and looked in the mirror and then said, "This looks so good, maybe they should cut all slaves' hair this way."

Matti said, "That wouldn't work. Let me show you why." He sat down at his computer and put two pictures of Chris on the monitor. He typed a few commands and then one of the pictures of Chris had my hair on it. He said, "What do you think?"

I said, "It looks funny. It looks like Chris' head is kinda fat."

Matti said, "That's because Chris's face is rounder than yours. That's why his hair is styled so that it goes straight up but very neatly straight up. It makes his face look less round."

Chris said, "I tried a whole bunch of different haircuts but I never found one that I liked until Ben had my hair cut this way. It's lots of work to keep it looking like this but if I don't feel like doing it I can just pop over to the salon and have a robot do it.

"Sander, I like your new hair too. It makes you look even more beautiful than before. There's only one thing that would make you more beautiful."

"What's that?" I asked.

"You could get yourself nullified," he replied.

I stuck my tongue out at him and he giggled. I thought, Maybe it wouldn't be too bad being nullified. I know I like being mounted better than I like mounting someone or jacking off and it would be nice to not have to worry about getting an embarrassing boner and be like most of the kids on the island.

Then I thought, What about after I go home? I would hate to be the only nullo in my school and neighborhood. I said, "I guess it wouldn't be too bad to be nullified if I could stay on the island the rest of my life."

Chris said, "I'd like to stay here too. I think most slaves would, especially if they've been nullified."

Matti said, "I am working on finding a way so that all three of us can stay on the island. I have discovered that once you are a slave here, you can get a new contract without your parent's permission. So, if you two want to, you can stay here as long as you can find an owner willing to give you a contract.

"I have become emancipated and I am working on qualifying as a slave owner. I should be qualified before your contracts are over so you can get a contract with me if you can't get one with Ben."

Chris said, "You are skinny but you're not emancipated."

I said, "No. When you're real skinny you're emaciated. Emancipated means you're free. In this case it means Matti's parents can't tell him what to do anymore and he can earn and spend his own money."

Chris got an unhappy look on his face and said, "Oh. I'm so dumb."

I said, "No. You're not. You're only a kid. Kids make mistakes. That's how we learn."

"But you knew it and you're nine months younger than me," he replied.

"I am sure there are things you know that I don't" I replied. "Just a few months ago I thought the tires on my dad's car were radicals instead of radials. Everybody makes mistakes and has things they don't know."

"Sander is right. I am several years older that you are Chris, and there are lots of things I don't know yet. I am always making mistakes and putting my foot in my mouth," Matti said and Chris started to look happier.

Chris said, "If we can get contracts with you, why would we want to get contracts with Ben?"

"Because he will be able to pay you more than I will. Most of my money is tied up in my trust fund." Matti replied.

I said, "If I still have my boy parts when my contract with Ben is up I will definitely get a contract with you Matti 'cause I know that you would never nullify or castrate me."

"If I become a slave owner I will never castrate, penectomize or nullify any of my boys," Matti said.

"What if they really want it like Randal?" Chris asked.

"I suppose I would sell them to someone else or have someone else do it," Matti said.

Later after Chris had left, Matti said, "I really liked the way you tried to make Chris feel better when he made the mistake. It was really nice of you. He is not as smart as you are but he is smarter than average. His IQ is 120 which puts him in the top 10 percent."

I asked, "What's my IQ?"

"Yours is 145 which puts you in the top 1 percent but don't tell Chris. He has a thing about thinking he is stupid because his cousin is a lot smarter than he is and she's always calling him a dumb boy," Matti replied.

"Don't worry I won't," I said. I continued, "I wish I hadn't corrected him. I should have waited for you to tell him that he had the wrong word.

"I lied to Chris when I said that it was a few months ago that I made the mistake about the tires. It was really a few years ago. I just couldn't stand to see him so unhappy. Should I tell him I lied?"

"No," Matti said. "That was what is called a white lie. There is nothing wrong with a white lie that makes someone feel better."

Chapter 11

Matti said, "I know that you are taking lessons so that you can scuba-dive, have they taught you how to swim with a snorkel yet?"

I said, "Yeah, that was a few days ago."

Matti said, "Let's go snorkeling together."

I said, "That sounds great but what about Chris?"

"He's with a client and he doesn't like to swim," Matti replied.

We had a great time. Matti really knew the reef and the lagoon. He showed me a bunch of neat places with beautiful corals and fish. We stopped in an isolated place in the middle of the reef where there were almost no waves and I could stand on the bottom sand with the water up to my belly button.

Matti said, "You know that some clients like to have sex in public don't you?"

I said, "Sure. On my second day here I saw a client hump Timmy on the beach."

Matti said, "Some of them like doing it in the water. This would be a good place to train you how to do it in the water. Is it ok with you?"

The idea of Matti mounting me here in the reef made me real horny and my dick got real hard. I said, "Sure. I'd like that." He took off his trunks and slowly started sticking his dick into me but I was so horny I couldn't wait for him to get it in so I thrust my butt back at him and his dick suddenly went all the way in me. It hurt a little bit but it felt so good.

I said, "Fuck me Matti. Fuck me hard. Fuck me good." Matti started thrusting in and out and I stroked my dick. I had a real intense orgasm and I think Matti had a good one too.

After Matti pulled out, he kissed the back of my neck and said, "You were great. You are going to have hundreds of clients fall in love with you.

"I'm wiped out. Let's go to the beach and rest for a while."

I said, "Me too." Matti had a little trouble finding his trunks and I said, "Do you want me to go back to our room and get you a swim suit so that you won't get into trouble for being naked?"

Matti said, "I'll look for a little while longer." After about a minute he said, "Found 'em." He put his trunks on and led me to the beach. We laid down together and fell asleep in each other's arms.

When we got back to our room, Chris was there. He said, "Look at this." He pointed at his computer. There was a picture of Timmy with his pageboy hair. Chris pressed some keys and then Timmy had Chris' hair.

I burst out laughing and said, "He looks real funny. Your hair makes his head look so skinny he looks like a cartoon character."

Chris said, "It sure does. I remembered how funny I looked with your hair so I decided to see who would look the funniest with my hair and it was Timmy 'cause his face is so skinny. I emailed it, and the picture of me with your hair, to Timmy and he said it was a hoot. We set up a web page of pictures of slaves with other slave's hair. You have to look at it. It's real funny, especially the picture of me with Timmy's hair."

For several days the web site was real popular with many of the slaves posting pictures of slaves with other slave's hair. I thought the funniest one of me, was the one of me with Damon's Afro. Chris thought the funniest one of me, was the one of me with Wyatt's parted-in-the-middle hair 'cause it made me look like a water buffalo.

About a week later, Matti and Chris were busy so I went to the archery range by myself. When I was almost there, I met Ben. We said hello and then Ben said, "Matti must really love you."

I said, "Why did you say that?"

He said, "Matti made a deal with me that he would give me all of his trust fund and let me nullify him in exchange for my not nullifying you and my giving you to him. You will be his complete slave and he will be your nullified owner. It's very unusual."

I said, "No. That can't be true." Then I pressed one of the buttons on my collar and said, "Trainer Matti."

After Matti answered, I said, "Matti, Ben said that you agreed to be nullified so that I can stay complete. It isn't true, is it?"

Matti said, "It's true."

I said, "That's terrible. I don't want to be nullified but not this way. You being nullified would be way worse than me being nullified. You have to call off this deal."

"The deal is final. I don't think I can call it off. Besides, I want to do this for you," Matti said.

Then Ben said, "This is Ben. I can call off the deal if Sander volunteers to be nullified at tonight's ceremony."

I gulped and said, "I'll do it. I can't stand the idea of Matti being nullified."

Matti said, "Sander, please let me do this for you."

I said, "No. You yourself said how it's worse for older guys to be nullified. Besides, you know that I like being mounted more that I like mounting someone and you prefer mounting someone to having someone mount you. I can't stand the thought of you never making love to me again."

Matti said, "If that's what you really want."

When I got back to the room to wait until it was time to leave for the ceremony Matti was there alone. He said, "I want you to mount me one last time." We did it with Matti on his hands and knees 'cause I wasn't strong enough to have Matti's legs over my shoulders. While I was mounting him, I reached around and stroked his dick. After we finished Matti said, "That was great. I'll remember it forever. Chris wants you to mount him one last time too. Do you think you'll be able to do it?"

I said, "I'll need to rest for a while first."

Matti said, "I'll call Chris back in and when you are ready, tell me and I'll leave so that you can have some privacy."

Chris came in and we lay on the bed together with me in the middle. We didn't say much. After just a few minutes I got hard. Matti noticed, got dressed and left.

Since Chris was lighter than Matti I was able to mount him with his legs over my shoulders and stroke his nullo place. When we finished, he said, "I will miss that even though I know it's for the best that you are being nullified."

Chris called Matti back in and we cuddled together for a while until Matti told me to lie on my belly. I thought he was going to make love to me which was ok with me but I wondered why he didn't ask Chris to leave until he started massaging my back and Chris started massaging my feet and legs.

After the massages were over, we cuddled together for a while until Matti's watch alarm sounded and he said, "It's time for your tranquilizer." He gave me a small green pill and some pear wine. About half an hour later two men came to get me. Matti and Chris both hugged and kissed me and said that they loved me and I left with the men.

Because of the strong tranquilizer, I didn't remember the ceremony at all. I remember taking the shower with the germ killing soap and having my boy parts sprayed. The next thing I remember is waking up in the infirmary with Matti and Chris there.

Chris said, "Welcome to the nullo club. I know you don't believe it now, but I predict that in a few months, you'll be glad you were nullified. You look really good. Do you want me to get a mirror so that you can see?"

I said, "No. I saw it on Randal. Maybe later after it's healed. I'm a little cold. Can you put the sheet over me?" I wasn't really cold. I just didn't want everyone who came into my room to see that I didn't have any boy parts anymore. I also didn't want them to see the big red scar and the plastic tube.

Matti said, "You were very brave to volunteer to be nullified just to keep me from being nullified. You were also very brave at the ceremony. You got a boner but you didn't cry or scream. I am proud of you."

I said, "You were much braver to volunteer first and it wasn't me being brave at the ceremony. It was the tranquilizer." I said the last part very quietly so that no one could overhear 'cause I knew Matti could get into trouble if Ben found out he had given me the tranquilizer.

Matti said, "Actually it was you. I was not able to get the tranquilizer I wanted so I gave you a drug that I knew would make you not remember anything for a while but you did very well at the ceremony anyway. If you want, you can watch it on video. All the ceremonies are recorded on the island's computer system."

I said, "No way! I am NEVER going to watch another ceremony again, I especially don't want to watch that one."

Matti picked up a bag from the floor and said, "I brought you your music player, your computer and your memory crystals so that you can listen to music and read while you recuperate." Then he said very quietly, "I also brought Mr. Bear. Do you want me to leave him here or take him back to the room?"

I said, "Give him to me." Matti did and I put him against my right side under the sheet.

Then Dr. James came in and said, "It's late and Sander needs his sleep. You two can come back tomorrow after nine." Matti and Chris kissed me and left. Dr. James did something to the IV machine and I fell asleep.

I half woke up in the middle of the night. I felt real horny and it felt like my dick was real hard. I reached down to stroke it but all I found was the scar which was a little sore and the plastic tube. I woke up fully and remembered that I had been nullified. My dick was gone and I would never be able to jack off again. I hugged Mr. Bear and started to cry.

After a few minutes Dr. James came in and said, "What's wrong Sander?"

I explained what happened and then said, "You must think I'm a real baby to be hugging a teddy bear and crying like this."

He said, "Of course not. You have just lost your penis and testicles which are very important for a boy. You have every right to cry. Almost all boys cry after they are nullified. I cried after I was desexed more than you have.

"You have suffered a big loss but you will still be able to have sex and jack off. As soon as you are healed up to the point that you are not sore anymore you will be able to have anal sex and jack off with a dildo. I can teach you how to jack off with a dildo if you want. In a few months you should be able to jack off by stroking your nullo place."

A few days later Dr. James removed the catheter and a few hours later something terrible happened. I wet the bed. I hadn't wet the bed since I was a little baby. I wasn't even asleep. I was getting out of bed to go pee when my bladder just cut loose and pee ran all over the bed.

I was real embarrassed but Dr. James said that it wasn't my fault. He said that it happened sometimes to boys who have had their dicks removed but that it almost always lasted only a few days. I had to stay in the infirmary a few extra days and wear a diaper. I kept the sheet over me so that Matti and Chris never saw the diaper.

Dr. James had me do exercises to make the muscles around my bladder stronger and he had me keep a heating pad on my nullo place 'cause the heat would make it heal faster.

I was real worried until I hadn't wet myself for two days and Dr. James said that I could take off the diaper and go back to our room. I was afraid that I would be one of the very few boys who never get bladder control back and I would have to wear a diaper the rest of my life.

I was sure that Matti and Chris wondered why I stayed in the infirmary so long but they never asked. I think maybe Dr. James told them.

When it came time for me to go back to our room, Chris and Randal were there to walk with me which made it a lot easier 'cause I wasn't the only nullo. Ben gave me extra time to finish my training so that I would have time to recover from my nullification.

Two days after I came back to the room, I went to a class Matti was teaching on how to please clients (part of what Chris called Mojo). When I came into the room, I met Henry and he said, "I see you won't be getting any more boners." He said it too quietly for Matti to hear so I just ignored him and sat as far from him as possible.

After Matti introduced himself and explained what the class was about Henry said, "Why should I care if I please the clients or not?"

Matti replied, "First, if you please the clients you will earn more bonuses and get more tips but more important if you do a good job, you'll feel better about yourself and you won't feel the need to be unpleasant to the other boys." From the expression on Henry's face I think Matti might have made an impression on him. I hoped that he had and that Henry would be nicer from now on.

A few days later Matti and I decided that it was time to start my training again. I was glad because I missed having sex. We used the position of me on my back with my legs over Matti's shoulders because it was my favorite and because Matti wanted to be able to see my face. It was wonderful to have Matti inside of me again. I was enjoying it so much that I actually forgot I was now a nullo and I reached down to stroke my dick.

I was shocked for a second to not find my dick. Matti must have seen something on my face because he stopped thrusting and said, "What is it? Are you all right?"

I replied, "It's nothing. I'm fine."

Matti said, "I can tell that it was not nothing. What was it, was I hurting you? Should I stop?"

I said, "No. Please don't stop. I really miss you making love to me. It's stupid but for a second I forgot that I don't have a dick anymore and I tried to stroke it. Please keep going. I can stroke my nullo place."

Matti started going in and out again and I stroked my nullo place. Stroking my nullo place felt good but not nearly as good as stroking my dick used to feel. I hoped Dr. James was right and it would get more sensitive later. Soon Matti and I had orgasms at the same time. Mine was real good. It wasn't quite as good as when I had stroked my dick while he had mounted me but it was better than when I had mounted him.

Chapter 12

When he opened the door, he said, "Hello Sander I'm Jacob. You're a few minutes early. I like that." He had me sit on the sofa and gave me some pear wine and said, "You were very beautiful when I first saw you but now that you are a nullo you are even more beautiful and I like your new hairstyle too. I think you are the most beautiful boy I have ever seen. I apologize for the way I acted when we first met. I was under a lot of stress and I acted like a jerk."

I said, "That's ok. How did you know I like pear wine?"

He said, "It's in your file in the computer." He paused for a few seconds and said, "I was there when you were nullified. You were very brave. You didn't cry or beg and I liked the way you got an erection. Would you like to watch the recording of your ceremony?"

"NO," I said loudly.

"Ok. Maybe in a few months you will want to see it," he said.

After I finished my wine he said, "I want you to undress me. I wish you had clothes on so that I could undress you. I like undressing my sexual partners. It's like unwrapping a present."

I said, "We are allowed to wear clothes in the client's rooms. The island has all sorts of clothes and costumes for the slaves to wear. Next time you can have me dress as a cowboy or a rock star or just about anything and then you could take the costume off."

"I know that but I forgot because I was so eager to be with you," he replied.

I took off his shoes, socks, pants, shirt and then his underpants. I saw that he had a big dick but it wasn't as big as my dad's or the man who humped Timmy on the beach. I knew I could take it 'cause Matti had trained me with some real big dildos. I started licking his dick so that it would be wet and slippery. After a few seconds he said, "Let's go to the bed now."

He was surprisingly gentle with me. He lubed his dick and my butt hole, had me lie on my back with my legs over his shoulders and then he pushed his dick in slowly. While he was thrusting, he stroked my nullo place. I actually had an orgasm a few seconds before he did. After he finished, he asked me if I had an orgasm. He seemed pleased when I said that I did.

He said, "Let's take a quick shower and then we can get on the computer and make another appointment and pick out your costume for the appointment."

When we were in the shower, he washed my back and ran the soap between my legs and up over my nullo place the way Matti did with me and Chris and I did with each other.

He let me pick the costume and I picked an Interstellar Stowaway costume based on the pictures in the books and not the ones they used in the movies. After he ordered the costume, he pressed a button on my collar and said, "Appointment duration?"

The computer voice said, "43 minutes remaining."

He said, "Let's go down to the bar. I want to introduce you to some of my friends."

In the bar he led me to a table with three men all about his age. He said, "This is Sander, the most beautiful boy in the solar system and he's really good in bed too. I got Sander's very first appointment. I already made another appointment with him. If you guys want an appointment with him, you better make one fast because he is already booked up for the next several days. I guess other clients saw him while he was still in training or saw his picture on the island's computer system."

I felt myself blushing but I tried to ignore it. I was afraid that one of them would mention it but none of them did.

Jacob said, "These guys and I own a business together." He pointed to one guy and continued, "This is Daniel."

Daniel shook hands with me and said, "You really are extraordinarily beautiful. May I stroke your nullo place?"

I said, "That's up to Jacob, he owns me for a while yet."

Jacob said, "It's fine with me."

Daniel stroked my nullo place for about a minute and then Jacob introduced me to Aaron who also shook hands and stroked my nullo place. Then Jacob said, "And last, but not least this is Isaac."

Isaac shook my hand and stroked me. He said, "He isn't beautiful." For a second I thought he would say I was homely but then he said, "He's absolutely gorgeous."

Jacob said, "If it's all right with you, I would like to make a special eight-hour appointment with you so that all of us can enjoy you. It won't be too hard on you because we all use lube and we take it slow. What do you say?"

I liked these guys and I knew that I'd get a big bonus for agreeing to the appointment so I said, "I'd like that."

Jacob said, "Ok. I'll do it. Would you like another glass of pear wine?"

I said, "No, but I'd like a root beer float."

Jacob said, "Root beer float it is." He took out his phone, ordered me one and then set up the eight-hour appointment.

When the computer voice came from my collar and asked me if I agreed to the eight-hour appointment with Jacob, I said, "Yes I do." Then after the computer hung up, I said to the guys, "I'm glad I get to decide if I will go on an all day appointment. I would hate to spend that much time with someone I don't like."

Jacob said, "I'm glad you like us enough to agree to an eight-hour appointment with us. I'm also glad that you don't have to have ones with clients you don't like."

We sat around talking and drinking our drinks until my collar said, "Appointment over."

When I got back to our room Chris was there and I said, "You'll never guess which client I just had a real good time with."

He guessed several clients and then said, "I give up. Who was it?"

I said, "It was the guy we met on the beach after we went to the waterfall. He was the one who called the office and asked that I be nullified. His name is Jacob and he was real nice."

"No way," Chris said.

"Yes way," I said. Then I continued, "He was so nice I agreed to an eight-hour appointment with him and three of his friends."

Chris said, "I can't believe he was nice. Did he give you a tip?"

I said, "He said that he was under a lot of stress the first time we met and he acted like a jerk. He didn't say anything about a tip."

Chris said, "He sure did act like a jerk on the beach that day. I'm glad you had a good time with him.

"Clients usually don't tell you if they are going to leave you a tip but you can check with the computer. Do you want me to show you how?"

I said, "That'd be great."

When Chris pulled up my tip page, he said, "Wow. A fifty credit tip on your first appointment. If this keeps up, you are going to be able to buy lots of stuff at the island store."

My next client did me 'doggy style'. When he finished, he asked, "Did you cum?"

I had been told not to lie to clients so I said, "Sorry. No."

He looked real disappointed and he said, "Don't be sorry. It's my fault you didn't cum. I should have had you lie on your back with your legs over my shoulders. The computer says that's your favorite position.

"Lie down on your back. I'll massage your prostate with my finger while I lick your nullo place. That should give you an orgasm."

I said, "You hafta have real short fingernails or wear a rubber glove to stick your fingers up my butt cause I could get hurt."

He held up his right index finger which did have a real short nail and said, "I always keep this one trimmed really short for just that reason." He was right. I did have an orgasm from him wiggling his finger in my butt hole and licking my nullo place.

I wasn't so lucky with my next client. When he opened his door, he was already naked. He had a huge boner. It was as big as the biggest dildo Matti had trained me with, maybe a little bigger.

He said, "Get on the bed on your belly."

I said, "I gotta lick your dick first."

He said, "Ok. Just hurry. I'm really horny."

I licked his dick for a while and then I got on the bed. He stabbed his huge dick into my butt hole. No one had ever stuck his dick in nearly so fast. It hurt real bad. I screamed and then he pulled out. He said, "Oh god. I hurt you. You're bleeding. I didn't mean to hurt you." He grabbed the phone by the bed and said, "I need help here. I hurt my slave. He's bleeding. Please hurry!"

Out of the corner of my eye I saw a painting fall down and a small robot came shooting out. I heard a voice say, "Are you in pain?"

I said, "Hell yes!"

The voice said, "The robot will give you an injection. Don't be frightened."

The robot landed on the right side of my butt and I felt a needle go in. The pain in my butt hole decreased rapidly. About a minute later an adult I didn't know came in. The client said, "I hurt him when I fucked him. I didn't mean to do it. It's my first time. I must have done it wrong. Please help him." Then he started crying.

The adult I didn't know said, "Lie down on your back until the stretcher gets here." Then he put some pillows under my knees.

I said, "Why the pillows and who are you?"

He said, "They will help if you go into shock. I'm trainer Peterson, Sander. I was the closest so the computer called me when you needed help."

I started to feel real sleepy and then a stretcher came in and trainer Peterson picked me up and put me on the stretcher. I must have fallen asleep 'cause the next thing I remember was waking up in the infirmary. Dr. James and Ben were there. Dr. James said, "You had a small rectal tear. I repaired it with some tissue glue but you won't be able to service any clients for several days."

I looked at Ben and said, "I'm sorry."

Ben said, "You have absolutely nothing to be sorry about. You did everything exactly right. The client had a very large penis, he didn't use lube and he stuck his penis in you very quickly. It was his first time, he didn't know about proper lubrication and he didn't know that he should take it slow. He is very sorry about what happened. He sent you flowers and gave you a big tip. He will be coming to apologize in person later when you are feeling better.

"One good thing has come from this. Because of what happened to you, I managed to do something I have wanted to do for a long time. I got the rules changed so that from now on all clients will have to use proper lubrication when they have anal intercourse with slaves. All clients will also have to watch a video that shows and tells them how to avoid injuring the slaves."

I said, "What about when we are on the beach or other places outside? There are no nightstands with lube in them there."

Ben said, "Clients will be issued small tubes of lube and slaves will have small tubes attached to their collars whenever they go on an appointment."

It was four days before I was able to start seeing clients again. My first appointment after the incident was with Jacob again. As soon as the door closed after I came in he hugged me, kissed me and said, "Are you all right, I heard about what happened?"

I said, "I'm fine now. Dr. James says I'm all healed and I can service clients again."

Jacob said, "I'm glad you are ok. I was so angry at the man who did that to you, I wanted to kill him until I learned that he was a new client and he didn't know it would hurt you."

He hugged and kissed me again and then said, "Your costume is in the bathroom. Why don't you go and put it on?" When I put on the underpants, they felt and looked kinda funny. Then I realized that it was 'cause the little pouch in the front that used to have my boy parts in it was empty. It made me a little sad. Then I cheered up after I had the whole costume on and I saw how good it looked on me. Ever since I had read the first Interstellar Stowaway book I fantasized about being Ralph Meyers the Interstellar Stowaway and now I was dressed just like him and with the pants on I didn't look like a nullo.

After we undressed each other I said, "I really liked putting the costume on and having you take it off but I am glad I didn't have to wear it very long. It was hot and confining and I didn't like the way it rubbed on my skin after more than four weeks of being naked."

Jacob said, "You don't have to worry. I will never make you sit around in a costume for a long time because you are so very beautiful when you are naked and I can see your nullo place."

Jacob refused to mount me even though I asked him to. He said, "Next time." He had me lie on my back while he got on his hands and knees over me in the opposite direction and he licked my nullo place while I sucked on his dick. We both had orgasms but I would have liked it more if he had mounted me the way he did the first time.

The next day I had an appointment with Daniel, one of Jacob's partners. When I came in, he said, "I like to do it outside. Do you mind?"

I said, "I had sex with my trainer in a pool in the reef and I really liked it."

He said, "Let's go to the same pool then. I was going to offer you some wine but since we are going in the water it isn't safe. He put on his trunks and we went down to the desk where he turned in his room key. Then I led him to the pool."

When we got there, the water was up almost to my neck. I said, "The water is deeper than it was when my trainer and I were here. The tide must be in further." Then I pressed a button on my collar and said, "Is the tide coming in or out?"

After several seconds the computer said, "The tide is going out. Low tide will be in ten hours and seven minutes."

I said, "I was afraid that the tide might be coming in and that the water would get too deep but since it's going out, we can do this."

Daniel said, "I have never heard the computer take that long to answer a question. It must not be asked about tides very often."

I liked the sex in the pool with Daniel but not as much as I did with Matti. I knew it wasn't 'cause I didn't have a dick anymore 'cause Matti and I had sex here again after I was snipped and that time was better than with Daniel. I guess Chris was right when he said, "Sex with someone you love is lots better than sex with a client."

When Daniel and I finished having sex, he kissed me on the back of my neck just like Matti did and said, "You were wonderful. I'm falling in love with you."

A few days later, I had the eight-hour appointment with Jacob and his partners. When I first came in Jacob said, "We want you to have as much pleasure as we do, so anytime one of us is not stroking or licking your nullo place, you can stroke it." He gave me a glass of wine and when I finished it he said, "Go in the bathroom and put on the first costume in the stack."

The first costume box said on it, 'Scottish schoolboy'. It was a blue kilt with real high socks, black lace-up shoes, a white dress shirt, a clip-on tie, and a small purse on the belt. I had to read the instructions to figure out how to put everything on.

When I came out of the bathroom, I saw that all four men were wearing kilts too. I said, "It bothered me a little that the kilt looks like a skirt but now that I see that you guys are wearing them too, it doesn't bother me anymore."

Jacob said, "Many boys wear kilts." He went to the room's computer and showed me a bunch of pictures of boys in kilts.

We pretended that I was a student at a private Scottish school and they were instructors who would only give me an A if I let them mount me. The Scottish costume didn't come with underpants and all the guys mounted me with our costumes still on by lifting the kilts up. It was strange to have sex while dressed but I liked it.

I wore several other costumes that they took off before they mounted me. I lost track of how many times I was mounted and how many times I had an orgasm but I had one almost every time I was mounted. I had a real good time but I got real tired and I must have fallen asleep before the time was up 'cause I woke up in our room. Matti said that Jacob had carried me back to the room after about seven hours.

I sent Jacob an email saying, "Sorry for falling asleep before your time was up. I owe you an hour."

He wrote back saying, "You don't owe us anything. We got much more than our money's worth. You were GREAT! We all had a wonderful time. We especially enjoyed the kilt. We have already decided that we want another eight-hour appointment in about three weeks. Will you agree to one?"

I replied to his email saying, "I had a real good time too. Of course I agree to another all-day appointment with you guys. Be sure to order another 'Scottish schoolboy' costume and an Interstellar Stowaway costume but make it the costume from the movies and not the one from the books this time."

My next client was Andrew, the guy who hurt me by sticking his HUGE dick in me so fast. When I saw who it was I was scared and I wanted to run away but I knew I would get into trouble if I did, so I didn't. He said, "I know you are scared Sander, but I won't hurt you this time. I watched the video several times and I did some research." He gave me some wine to drink this time. It wasn't pear wine and it was a bigger glass than clients usually gave me but I drank it all 'cause I knew it would relax me.

When I got on the bed on my belly like he wanted, I was scared but I hoped that the wine and the lube that he would have to use would be enough to let me take his dick without being hurt. While I did my relaxation breathing, he opened the nightstand drawer, took out a tube of lube and a medium sized dildo. It was a little bigger than Matti's dick.

He lubed my butt hole and the dildo and then he put the dildo in me real slow. It must have taken him a minute to get it all the way in. He left it in for about a minute then he pulled it out and slowly put in a large dildo (it wasn't as big as his HUGE dick). Finally he put the end of his dick against my 'boy pussy' and pushed it in even slower than he pushed the dildos in.

After he pulled out, he asked me if I had an orgasm. When I said, "Sorry. No." He asked how he could give me one. I said, "If you can get it up again, you can mount me again with my legs over your shoulders while you stroke my nullo place. It's my favorite position. You don't hafta go so slow this time. My butt hole is all stretched out and relaxed now."

He said, "I can do that." I looked and he was hard again. He mounted me and I did have an orgasm this time. This time when he pulled out I said, "That was much better. I had an orgasm this time."

He said, "It was better for me too because I wasn't so worried about hurting you. I wish I had known what your favorite position was before we started."

I said, "My favorite position and my favorite wine are in my file on the computer. I think all the slaves have files with stuff like that in them."

He said, "That's good to know. The wine I gave you wasn't your favorite was it?"

I said, "No, but it was good."

The next morning I had a terrible experience. I slept very well but when I woke up something stank. Then I realized that I had pooped in my sleep. It was kinda loose and it was all over my butt and some of it was on Matti. I was real upset. I wanted to die. I wanted the bed to open up and swallow me. I wanted to flush myself down the toilet. I moaned and said, "No. This can't be happening."

Matti and Chris woke up and Chris said sleepily, "What stinks?"

Matti looked around and said, "Sander had a little accident."

I pulled my knees up to my chest with my arms, put my head down and mumbled, "I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry. I'll sleep on the floor from now on."

Chris said, "Did your client last night have a big dick?"

I said, "It was HUGE but what does that have to do with the terrible thing I did?"

Chris said, "Just how big was it and how many times did he fuck you?"

I was puzzled but I answered, "It was about the size of Matti's biggest training dildo or maybe a little bigger and he mounted me twice."

Chris said, "This happens sometimes after slaves have had big dicks up their butts. The bigger the dick and the more times they fuck you, the more likely it is. With a dick that big fucking you twice it's no wonder it happened. It's no big deal."

I said, "But I made a terrible mess and it got on Matti."

Matti said, "Chris is right. It's no big deal. It must have happened to me a dozen times when I was a slave. I don't care that it got on me. I was going to shower anyway. I'll call and have a robot change the sheets and we can go shower together. Later I will teach you some exercises you can do after you have a client with a big dick. They will help tighten up your butt hole so that it won't happen too often."

Chris said, "It's happened to me four times so far. I think it happens to all of us. Don't worry about it."

When we got out of the shower, the robot had already changed the bed and it must have sprayed some air freshener around 'cause the room smelled like roses. I started to feel a little better.

That night when Chris went to bed, I laid down on the floor to sleep and Chris said, "Sander, what are you doing?"

I said, "I'm sleeping on the floor because of what happened last night."

Chris said, "Don't be a silly goose. You can't sleep on the floor. Get in the bed."

Matti swiveled his desk chair around and said, "Chris is right. You can't sleep on the floor."

I said, "But what if IT happens again?"

Matti said, "I'm sure it won't, but if it does, I'll spend 30 seconds calling to have a robot change the sheets and if some gets on me an extra minute in the shower. It'd be no big deal."

I lay on my belly at the very edge on the bed as far away from Chris as I could get. I expected him to move away from me to the other edge of the bed but he didn't. He moved right up against me and put his arm around my shoulders. He kissed my cheek and said, "Don't worry Sander. I'll still love you even if you poop in the bed every night but I know you won't."

Matti said, "I feel the same way." I felt a lot better.

Then Chris said, "Let's move toward the middle of the bed so that we don't fall off." We did and I soon fell asleep in Chris' arms. When I woke up, I was in the middle with Matti and Chris cuddling against me. I was real relieved to find that I had not pooped in my sleep again.

My client after Andrew seemed nice. When I came in, he said, "Hello Sander. My name is Sam. I think we are both going to have a good time. Is pear wine still your favorite wine?"

I said, "Yes, it is."

Sam said, "I got you some and a small wine Margarita. I thought you might want to try it."

I tried the other drink and said, "It tastes good but it's a little strong. I think I'll just drink the pear wine."

He said, "That's fine with me." After I finished my wine he said, "Please lie down on your belly." I did and instead of mounting me he massaged my back and then my front. Then he said, "Is with your legs over your partner's shoulders still your favorite position?"

I was glad he was going to start mounting me 'cause the massage had gotten me turned on. I said, "Yes it is."

He stroked my nullo place while he mounted me and I had a good orgasm. When he finished, he said, "Thank you Sander. You were great. Did you have an orgasm?"

I said, "Thank you. I had a good orgasm."

He said, "I'm glad. I like it when my slaves have orgasms. Let's just cuddle here until the appointment is over."

I said, "That sounds good to me." I liked cuddling with him.

When my collar said, "Appointment over." I got up to leave and he said something that really upset me.

He said, "It would really turn me on if you were missing an arm. I am going to ask your owner to have one of your arms cut off at the shoulder."

I was so shocked that I didn't say anything for several seconds. I just thought about how hard it would be to have people stare at me and pity me even when I had clothes on. At least no one can see that I am nullified when I am dressed.

I thought about not being able to do archery anymore and how difficult it would be to play baseball and basketball. I thought about how hard it would be to do ordinary things like put on clothes or costumes or cut my food. I thought, How would I wash my remaining hand and arm if one arm were cut off?

Then I said, "NO! You can't mean that."

He said, "Why not? You are just a slave. You are here to please the clients and it would please me if one of your arms were cut off. Besides, I hear that you and your father were paid two million credits and a college scholarship for a one year contract. That's worth more than one arm."

I couldn't stand it any longer and I ran crying back to our room and into Matti's arms. Matti said, "What's wrong Sander, you look awfully upset?"

I said, "A client said that he would ask Ben to cut off one of my arms. Ben wouldn't do that to me would he? It's bad enough that he cut off my dick and balls. He wouldn't cut off my arms too, would he?"

Matti kissed me, hugged me, massaged my back a little and said, "Of course not. Ben would never do anything like that. It's not even legal to cut off slaves' arms, legs or even fingers and toes here on the island. I don't think it's legal anywhere."

I said, "Are you sure it isn't legal here?"

Matti said, "Yes. I am sure. I have been studying the island's legal system so that I can qualify as a slave owner and it's definitely not legal. That isn't going to change soon because there was a vote a few years ago to allow owners to cut off slaves' toes and the vote was 72 percent against and that was back when Ben had fewer votes. I'll look in my legal books and find the part about it later and show it to you."

I said, "Ben has more votes now?"

"Yes. All the slave owners, business owners and adult employees get votes proportional to the amount of taxes they pay. Each slave owner pays 10 percent tax on each slave rental fee. Since Ben is now more successful than he was when the vote was taken, he gets more votes than he did then," Matti replied.

Then he said, "That client really upset you. I am going to call Ben and ask him to tell the client not to say things like that. I want you to drink some wine and take a bath, because it will relax you. While you bathe, I will call Ben."

After I finished my bath, which did relax me, Matti said, "Ben let me listen when he talked to the client. He really told him off. Ben said that if the client ever upset one of his slaves like that again he would be banned from the island for life." Then Matti showed me the law that said that owners were not allowed to cut off anything but dicks and balls. Boy was I relieved.

When I told Chris about it he said, "That is just like a man to want a boy's arm cut off just to satisfy his disgusting sexual urges. If he got his way, he wouldn't be satisfied with one arm. In a few months he would want your other arm cut off. Hell, he would probably want arms cut off dozens of us. What an asshole. He should be nullified and have an arm or both arms cut off. I bet he wouldn't like having his arms cut off. Aren't you glad you'll never be a man and be like him?"

I said, "Even if I was a man I would never want to cut anything off a boy, not his arms, not his legs, not his fingers, not his toes, not his dick and not his balls."

Chris said, "You never know what would have happened if you weren't nullified and your dick had gotten big and you needed sex all the time." I didn't think I would want to cut off boys' parts even if I was a man but I didn't argue with Chris.

That night I dreamed that I was back at my old school. All the students stared and pointed at me because I was naked, a nullo and I had no arms. I woke up screaming. Matti and Chris had to hold me for a long time before I could go back to sleep.

Within a few days I was booked up all the time for the next two weeks with repeat appointments with most of my clients, just like Chris. My appointment fee was raised and I got my second bonus. Every week or so my fee was raised again and soon Ben told me that I was his highest fee slave but that I shouldn't tell anyone especially Chris.

Chapter 13

He replied, "I just got an email from my old roommate Peter. Before he left the island, we both decided that when we went home we would go back to our old schools and our old friends. Peter got home about eight weeks ago. His parents didn't want him to have anything to do with the island so they restricted his email and phone access so that he couldn't contact anyone on the island, even me, until now.

"He tried going back to his old school. It was awful. None of his old friends would have anything to do with him and he couldn't make any new ones. Everybody stared and pointed at him, especially in the showers. He was teased and bullied all the time. He thought at first that after a while people would get used to it but it kept getting worse and worse. After about four weeks he asked his parents to let him get another contract, if he could, or go to the boarding school for former slaves but they refused.

"A few days ago one of the bigger boys raped him in the showers while all the other boys watched and many of them laughed. The school wouldn't do anything and when the police found out that he was a nullo former slave, they wouldn't do anything either. Because of the rape, his parents finally agreed to let him go to the special school. Now Peter and I wish that he had taken another contract when Ben offered him one."

I said, "What happened to Peter is just awful. The boy who raped him should be nullified and the boys who watched and didn't do anything to stop it should get detention for a year.
Are you still planning to go back to your old school?"

"I don't know. Maybe it would be better for me to stay here as long as I can and then go to the boarding school," Chris answered sadly. I didn't know what to say so I just hugged him for a long time.

The next morning after we showered together my collar said, "Slave Sander, report to the infirmary at nine a.m."

"Why do they want me to see the doctor? I'm not sick. At least I don't feel sick." I asked Matti.

He said, "They probably just want to do some tests." I noticed that Matti looked a little worried so I was worried too.

When I asked Dr. James what was wrong he said, "You just have a slight bladder infection. Boys without penises are much more likely to get them than boys with penises."

"Is that because our urethras are so much shorter?"

He smiled and said, "Yes it is." He seemed surprised that I knew about the shorter urethras.

"How did the island computer know I have a bladder infection?" I asked.

"Your toilet monitors your urine and feces for signs of disease. With the toilet monitors, we catch things very early before they become serious. When I worked on a different island, they didn't use the monitor toilets and I didn't know about the infections until the boys came in with symptoms. The infections were much more advanced and harder to treat. I had one boy who ignored his symptoms for several days and he got a kidney infection. We almost had to remove one of his kidneys," Dr. James replied.

"I bet it knew it was me because of my collar."

Dr. James said, "That's right. Now I see why Ben and Matti are always talking about how intelligent you are."

I felt myself blushing and I said, "Chris is smart too."

Dr. James said, "Chris is smarter than average but he is not as smart as you are."

To change the subject, I said, "What is the treatment for my bladder infection?"

"I will give you some oral antibiotics and I will implant some antibiotic beads in the wall of your bladder with this." He held up a long worm like thing all sealed up in plastic.

"Will it hurt?" I asked anxiously.

"It shouldn't. I have had this done to me a few times and it never hurt."

While he was getting me ready for the procedure, he said, "Is there anything you want to talk about? You look a little sad." I told him about what happened to Peter and asked him if that is what usually happened.

Dr. James said, "That is what almost always happens."

I asked, "What if the nullo keeps it a secret?"

"That usually doesn't work well either. Keeping a big secret like that is bad for people emotionally so they usually tell someone and soon everyone knows.

"If they try to keep it a secret, they can't play sports, swim or take P.E. because of the showers. Then they have people asking them why they don't do any of those things. Even if the nullo doesn't tell anyone people often find out because someone hits or grabs them in the crotch, or the padding in their underpants doesn't look right and someone pulls their pants down. I think it is much better for nullos to live with other nullos here on the island or at one of the boarding schools until they are adults."

I remembered that before I came to the island sometimes other boys would grab my crotch. It had happened quite a few times and a couple of times I had done it to other boys.

After I got back from my appointment, I told Chris what Dr. James said and we asked several other nullo former slaves. They all said the same thing.

I was alone in our room when Ben called on the room's video phone. He said, "Would you like to spend a week with Jacob and his friends at a cabin in Alaska?"

I said, "I don't know. What's it like there? Is it nice?"

The screen changed to Jacob's face and he said, "It's really nice. I know you like hiking and there are several nice trails." He showed me pictures of the trails and they were beautiful. Then he said, "There are also some Indian villages, archaeological sites and even a cave to explore"

I said, "I'd love to go. When will it be?"

Ben said, "It won't be for four weeks because you are booked up so much."

I said, "I can't wait."

Ben said, "I will disconnect you and then Jacob and I will work out the details."

About half an hour after I agreed to the trip I thought, "What if I have to pee while I am hiking? How will I do it?" I remembered Chris saying that he would have to squat to pee so I decided to practice squatting to pee in the shower. I held my legs close together like I would if I had my pants pulled down, squatted down as far as I could without falling down, and when I peed, it ran down my left leg.

After several more experiments I decided that if I had to pee in the bushes while hiking, I would have to take my pants and underpants completely off. I thought about asking Ben to cancel the trip but I knew it was probably too late and I didn't want to disappoint Ben and Jacob so I didn't try to cancel. I decided that I would go on the trip and try very hard not to have to pee while hiking.

I had an appointment with Jacob before we went to the cabin. After we had sex, Jacob called me over to the room's computer and said, "We need to pick out some clothes for you to wear while you are in Alaska." After we picked out the regular clothes, Jacob pulled up a page of swimsuits.

When I saw the little bulges in the model's suits, I said, "I don't need a swimsuit."

Jacob said, "You are worried that people will be able to tell you are a nullo if you are wearing swim trunks, aren't you?" I nodded and he continued, "You don't have to worry. Those models are nullos. Their suits have padding in the front." Then he showed me a video of one of the nullos putting a suit on. I was relieved and we picked out two swimsuits.

Then Jacob said, "Now we need to go downstairs and get you measured for your new clothes."

I said, "We don't have to do that, I know what my sizes are."

Jacob said, "Yes we do. I am getting you custom-made clothes and shoes. They don't cost that much more and they will look better on you and be more comfortable." I expected to have a robot measure me with a tape measure but the shop used a laser scanner for the clothes and I stepped into a soft gel stuff for the shoes.

When I it was time to leave for the cabin, Amy took me aboard the flyer. She knelt down, took my collar off and said, "You won't be needing this until you get back. Jacob is here to keep you company on the flight." She got off the flyer and it took off.

Jacob and I talked for a while then he gave me some pear wine and said, "Let's have sex."

I said, "Where's my costume?"

Jacob said, "You are going to be dressed for the next week so I want you naked this time."

I said, "I didn't think of that. Will I be able to go naked inside the cabin?"

Jacob said, "Of course, but you can't come to the door naked and you are not to tell anyone you are a nullo or a slave."

"What about the windows? Will I have to keep the drapes closed?" I asked.

"No. The cabin has privacy windows. We can see out but nobody can see in." Jacob answered.

After the sex we took a shower together and then Jacob gave me a bag and said, "We are almost there. We should get dressed. Here are your clothes for today. There are more in the cabin."

I looked the clothes over and then said, "Are these girls' underpants?" I was kinda upset.

Jacob said, "No, those are Nullo Boy's. Look at the text on the bottom. They don't put it on the waistband because sometimes the waistband shows above a boy's pants and it is important that people not know you are a nullo."

I looked and they did say 'Nullo Boy's'. Jacob continued, "They don't have a pouch or opening you don't need and they are silk because I know how sensitive your nullo place is after being naked all the time for months. I can buy you some regular boy's briefs if you want me to."

I thought about it for a few seconds and then said, "It does make me a little sad when I wear regular underpants and I see the empty pouch so I will try these."

Jacob said, "That's good but I will buy you a package of the regular kind so that you can try them both and see which ones you like best." After the regular boy's underpants were delivered, I tried them and I did like the Nullo Boy's better.

I had a real good time at the cabin. I especially liked exploring the cave 'cause I had never done it before.

On the last day, Jacob and I were hiking back to the cabin. The other guys had gone back to the city to work on a project. I had been needing to pee for quite a while. When we were about half a mile from the cabin, I just couldn't wait any longer so I went into the bushes to pee.

I found a place where I couldn't see anyone and I thought nobody could see me. I took off my shoes, pants and underpants and then I noticed that the wind was blowing my shirt around so I took it off too so that it wouldn't blow between my legs and get pee on it.

Just after I started to pee, I heard a young boy's voice say, "What is that?"

Another boy said, "It's a girl."

Yet another boy said, "It's not a girl. A girl has a slot in front. It's a nullo."

"What's a nullo?" someone asked.

"It's a boy whose dick and balls have been cut off."

"Why in the world would someone do that to a boy?" asked a boy in a very high squeaky voice.

"There was a boy in my school who raped a little girl and his stuff was cut off. I saw him in the showers. This guy probably raped a little girl or boy and they cut his stuff off."

Another boy said, "No. He's probably just a sissy who cut his own dick and balls off so that he would look more like a girl." Several boys started laughing.

When I heard the boys, I thought about running away but they had already seen what I didn't have and I really needed to pee so I just finished as fast as I could, dried off my pee hole, got dressed and ran back to the cabin as fast as I could. The boys were still saying cruel things and laughing when I got too far away to hear them. Jacob couldn't keep with me up. I guess he was out of shape.

When I got to the cabin I went straight to my room and laid down on my bed. A few minutes later I heard a knock on my bedroom door. I said, "Come in Jacob." I told him what happened and we talked for a while and then he left to work in his room.

Talking to Jacob had made me feel better. I called Matti and Chris and talking to them made me feel even better.

I decided not to let the 'pee incident' as Jacob called it, spoil my last afternoon at the cabin so I made myself a root beer float and went out on the porch to drink it. While I was sitting there, a little boy came up to me and said, "You're the boy who is all smooth down here aren't you?" He touched his crotch I got up to go inside and he said, "Please don't go. I think you look really good all smooth." I looked at him again and saw that he had a little boner in his walking shorts. I decided to see what he wanted so I sat back down and motioned for him to sit down in the next chair.

He sat down and said, "Where you born that way?"

I answered, "No. A man named Ben did it."

He asked "It wasn't 'cause you raped someone was it?"

I just said, "No," without explaining why I was nullified.

He said, "I suppose Ben charges a lot of money to cut a boy's junk off."

I said, "No. Ben likes doing it so much he will pay to cut off a boy's stuff."

"You mean I can get my junk cut off and get money too? How much does he pay?" he asked excitedly.

"I think it's a few thousand credits, but do you think your parents would let you get your dick and balls cut off even if they got some money?"

His face fell and he said, "My parents really need the money but you're right. They probably wouldn't let me do it."

I took a good look at him. He was a good-looking boy. He had intense blue eyes, very thick golden-blond hair with bangs and his complexion was very good. Since he was wearing walking shorts and a tank top I could see that he was slender with a little muscle, just the type that Ben preferred.

I said, "You really want this don't you?" He nodded so I continued, "I think there is a way you can get your stuff cut off and get a lot of money for you and your parents. Would you like that?"

He smiled and said, "I sure would. What would I have to do?"

I said, "When you are eight years old, You can go to work for Ben for one or two years and he would cut your stuff off right away."

He said, "I turned eight three weeks ago. But won't he have to get my parent's permission to cut off my junk?"

I replied, "No, and he won't tell them that he is going to do it unless they ask. They won't know anything about it until after it is done and they won't even know you knew about it unless you tell them about it."

He smiled even wider and said, "That's great. How much does he pay and what kind of work would I be doing?"

I said, "At least 400,000 credits per year, half for you and half for your parents. Your work would be to have sex with men."

"But how can I have sex with them if I don't have a dick?" He asked.

"The men mount you. That means they stick their dicks up your butt and push them back and forth." I answered.

He said, "I like to stick my fingers up my butt when I am in the bathtub so I should like having dicks up there too. Do you like it when men stick their dicks up your butt?"

"Yes. I do. Let's go into my room and I will give you one of Ben's cards." When I gave him the card, I said, "Tell Ben that Sander said for you to call him."

He said, "Your name is Sander like the power tool?"

I said, "Yes, like the power tool."

He said, "My name is Lance like the weapon."

I said, "It's nice to meet you, Lance like the weapon." We shook hands and I noticed that the whole time he was staring at my crotch so I said, "Would you like to see my nullo place again?"

He said, "Nullo place? Oh, that must be the place where your junk used to be. Yes. I would love to see it closeup."

I said, "Ok. I will take off my clothes but you have to take off your clothes too."

He said, "I have a boner. Is that a problem?"

I said, "No problem." I didn't tell him that I had noticed it.

After we were naked, I said, "Would you like to touch it?"

"I sure would," he replied.

I said, "Ok, but you have to let me touch your dick."

We both laid down on the bed and he started touching and then stroking me. I did the same to him. He got real turned on and stopped stroking me. I think he was too distracted. I noticed that he was only touching the bed with his heels and his head. Then he made a funny sound and I realized that he was having an orgasm.

After he recovered, he said, "What the heck was that?"

I replied, "That was an orgasm."

He said, "That was great. I will miss that after Ben cuts off my junk."

I said, "You still want to be snipped when you know what you'll miss?"

He said, "Yes, I do. I just gotta be smooth like you. You are so beautiful that way. Do you miss those orgasps things much?"

I said, "I still have orgasms. I have them when men mount me and sometimes when they lick or stroke me."

He said, "Do you think I'll have orgasms when men mount me or stroke me?" (This time he got the pronunciation correct.)

"Probably, but you might not." I replied.

A few days after I got back from Alaska, I met the flyer and Lance got off. He was naked except for a green collar with gold stripes. He had a boner again. He said, "Hi Sander. This is my little brother Larry." I noticed another naked boy behind Lance that looked just like him. He also had a training collar on.

Larry said, "Hey Doofus, you're only 14 minutes older than me." Then his eyes got real wide and he got a woody. I realized that he had seen my smooth crotch. He exclaimed, "What the hell happened to you?"

I said, "Ben cut off my dick and balls after he bought me. He does it to almost all his slaves. Didn't Lance tell you?"

Larry gave Lance a real angry look and exclaimed, "You knew this and you didn't tell me!"

Lance said, "Relax Goofus, I made a deal with Ben. He won't cut off your junk until you agree to it."

Larry said, "Whew. That's a relief. So we get to keep our goodies?"

Lance replied, "You get to keep your junk. Ben is gonna cut mine off at the ceremony tonight. I can hardly wait. I'm probably gonna have a boner all the time 'til then."

Larry said, "Are you crazy? You can't let him cut off your stuff. I'm gonna call Mom and Dad. They'll put a stop to this."

Lance said, "You can call them but there is nothing they can do. The contracts are signed and now Ben has the right to cut off my junk."

Larry asked, "Is that true?"

Ben and Amy had just come out of the flyer and they both said it was true. I said it was true too.

Larry said, "Well I guess I can't stop you from getting your stuff cut off but I am NEVER going to agree to have mine removed."

Lance said, "I bet you five credits that you will. Look at Sander. Doesn't he look great all smooth that way?"

Larry looked at me and said, "He does look kinda good but I am never going to let Ben cut off my dick and balls so I will take your bet."

Later that night I ran into Larry and he said, "Lance is having his stuff cut off right now. He wanted me to watch but I refused. Have you ever watched a boy being pruned?" I explained what happened to me when I watched a ceremony and he said, "I'm real glad I didn't watch. That Ben must be a real bad man to want to cut off boy's goodies."

I replied, "Actually he's a real good guy. He just likes to desex boys."

About three months later I met Lance and he said happily, "Guess what?"

I said, "You were kidnapped by aliens."

He said, "No. It's something real and it's good."

I guessed, "Your team won the soccer tournament."

He said, "No." After a few more wrong guesses I gave up and he said, "Larry finally agreed to have his junk cut off."

"Why did he do that?" I asked.

"We both like it so much here that we went to Ben and asked him if we could get new contracts when the ones we have now are over. He said that he could give me a new contract but not Lance 'cause he wasn't popular enough. He also said that a lot of the clients asked him to nullify Larry and that if Larry agreed to be snipped he'd get a big bonus and a new contract when I got one. Larry agreed and later he told me that he was tired of getting boners all the time and he wanted to look like the other kids on the island."

I saw a slave that I hadn't seen since before he was snipped. I wondered where he had been so I said, "Hey Stephen, It's been a long time. Where have you been?"

He looked real embarrassed and said, "I was on a different Island."

I remembered that he had stayed in the infirmary for more than a week after he was cut and then he disappeared. I realized what had happened so I said, "If you had to wear a diaper for a while after you were snipped, you shouldn't be embarrassed. It wasn't your fault. It was 'cause your dick was cut off. It happened to me too. I had to wear a diaper for four days." This was the first time I had told anyone about my pee problem.

Stephen looked relieved and said, "That's what happened. You're lucky you only had to wear a diaper for four days. I had to wear one for five weeks and two days. There are nullos on the other island that have been wearing them for years. I thought it was bad to have to go naked all the time but wearing a diaper all the time is much worse. At least I was on an island where all the slaves were in diapers."

I said, "You're right. I was lucky. I'm glad you're back here. I hope the other island was nice and you had nice clients."

"The island was ok but there wasn't as much to do there as there's here. The clients were nice but they wanted me to do some strange things. Most of them had me suck on a pacifier or drink out of a baby bottle, or both. There were even a few who wanted me to poop in my diaper so that they could clean and change me but I never did 'cause Ben said that I didn't have to. No matter how big a bonus they offered me, I didn't do it."

I said, "That's disgusting. I wouldn't have done it either." Then I asked, "What activity did you miss the most?"

"Horseback riding."

I said, "Do you want to go horseback riding now?"

"I would love that. It's better to do it with a friend and you're a good friend. Talking to you made me feel a lot better about my diaper problem." I felt myself blush but he didn't say anything about it.

Chapter 14

Ben said, "Sean, these are my two best boys: Chris and Sander. You stay with them for a few minutes while I take care of some business."

Ben and Amy left and Sean's eyes got real wide, his mouth dropped open and his little dick started to get hard. I knew that he had seen our smooth crotches. He said, "What the heck happened to you guys?"

I was feeling a little mischievous so I said, "What happened to you? You have things between your legs. Are they tumors?"

He said, "No. These are my dick and balls. Until a few minutes ago, I thought all boys had them. Were you born that way?"

I said, "No. I was just messing with you. Chris and I used to have dicks and balls but Ben cut them off after he bought us."

"Why did he do that?" Sean exclaimed in a very high squeaky voice as his dick got real hard and he covered it with his hands.

I answered, "He likes to eat them. He says they are the best tasting thing he's ever eaten."

"Really?" Sean said and his voice was even squeakier than before.

"No. I was just messing with you again," I replied. "He cuts them off because nullos make better slaves and because he thinks it's thrilling."

"Do you think he will do that to me?" Sean asked anxiously.

Chris said, "He has owned more than three hundred slaves and he has done it to all but one of them, so yes, he will almost certainly do it to you, but don't worry, it doesn't hurt at all and I bet after a few months you'll be glad you were desexed. I'm glad I was desexed."

"What about you, are you glad you were desexed?" Sean asked me.

I thought about it for a few seconds and realized for the first time that I was, so I said so. Chris smiled at me and said, "I told you so."

"Why in the world do you like being desexed?" Sean asked.

Chris said, "Because if you have a dick, it will control your life. When you get a little older you'll want sex all the time. If you're a nullo, you will be in control of your life and you'll be able to love people without sex getting in the way."

I said, "Not all men with dicks are that way but many are, especially the ones who come to the island. There are other advantages to being a nullo. You never have to worry about getting an embarrassing boner. You never wake up in the morning needing to pee and having a boner that makes it hard to pee. And I think it looks better to be smooth down here," I touched my groin, "than to have things sticking out like you do."

Chris said, "I think it looks better too. Another thing that's better about being a nullo is that you don't have to worry about being hit in the balls. Before I was snipped, a bully kicked me in the balls and it hurt real bad. Now it wouldn't hurt much at all." Then he slapped himself hard between his legs. I saw Sean flinch and then Chris said, "It didn't hurt any more than if I had slapped my belly."

"How can Ben do this? I read my contract carefully before I signed it and it didn't say anything about him being able to desex me." Sean asked.

"It said that Ben would have all parental rights didn't it?" Chris said.

Sean said, "Yeah, but so what?"

Chris replied, "Here on the island, parents have the right to cut off a boy's dick, balls or both."

"Oh," Sean said glumly.

Just then Ben came back and said, "Can you two show Sean around the island and then show him where his room is? His room is number S312. I have something I have to take care of that will take a while."

Chris said, "I have an appointment soon and I have to take a shower and get makeup put on. My client likes me to be made up like a girl. I hate it, but don't worry, I don't tell him that 'cause other than the makeup he's a good client. He makes sure I have an orgasm and he tips well."

I said, "I don't have an appointment for several hours. I can do it."

Ben said, "Fine Sander. Thank you for doing this for me. Sean, you go with Sander. I will see you later in your room."

Sean said, "What about my stuff?"

Ben said, "Don't worry about it. It will be sent to your room."

Ben left and Chris asked, "Why did you get a boner when Sander said that Ben cut off our boy parts?"

Sean said, "I don't know."

Chris said, "I think it's 'cause you want to be desexed. It excites you."

Sean exclaimed, "Do not! I want to keep my boy parts!"

I said, "I don't know why but I don't think it's cause ya want to be desexed."

After Chris left, Sean asked, "Do you ever have to wear makeup for a client?"

I replied, "Yes, A few times. I even have a few clients who make me wear a dress but only in their rooms. It's against the rules for us to wear clothes outside of the client's rooms except for sandals and protective sports gear. Oh and when it's raining we can wear transparent raincoats and rain hats."

"It must be really embarrassing to wear makeup and dresses like that," Sean said.

"Not really, nobody but the client sees me in a dress and the makeup rooms are near the client's rooms so other slaves rarely see me in makeup and if they do, they usually don't say anything 'cause it happens to them too."

A slave I didn't know must have overheard us because he said, "I like to wear dresses. They make me look pretty." He was a good-looking nullo with very pale skin and slightly curly golden blond hair. He looked a lot like Colin Creevey from the first series of Harry Potter movies made a hundred years ago.

After the nullo left Sean said, "What a sissy!"

I grabbed Sean's arm and said, "Here on the island we don't call each other names. We don't bully or tease each other either. Being left here away from our families and having our stuff cut off is hard on boys. We don't make it harder by bullying or teasing each other."

Sean said, "You're right. I shouldn't have called him a sissy. I won't do it again. At least I didn't say it where he could hear it. You won't tell him will you?"

I said, "Of course not and I don't think anyone else heard you."

The first place I took Sean was the grassy area under the tree where Chris had taken me. It was still impossible for anyone to see us. I lay down on my back and spread my legs wide apart and said, "Go on, have a look. I know you want to. You can touch it if you want to and I bet you do."

Sean kneeled down between my knees and lightly stroked my crotch. It felt real good and I gave a little gasp of pleasure. I could tell that Sean liked it too 'cause he was panting for air like he had just finished a Ten-K race and his dick was real hard. I could see it jerking up and down in time with his heartbeat.

I said, "Your dick is so hard you're afraid it might break off, isn't it?"

He said, "How do you know? How did you know I wanted to look at and touch your crotch? Are you a mind reader?"

I said, "No, of course not. There are no such things as mind readers. I know because Chris and I did the same things right after I got to the island." Then I asked, "Do you jack off?"

"I've been doing it for a couple of months. Did you jack off before… ?"

"A few times." I answered. Then I said, "Do you want me to jack you off while you stroke me here?" I pointed at my nullo place.

"Yeah, I'd like to do that," he replied.

I really liked jacking Sean off. I was already starting to forget what my dick had looked and felt like but I think his dick looked and felt a lot like mine did when I had it. I think I liked playing with his dick so much 'cause I didn't have one of my own anymore. I decided that I would try to play with all the new boys' dicks if they would let me.

I had an orgasm from him stroking me. A little while after I had my orgasm he had one too. He said, "Thank you. That was great," and he kissed me on the mouth. I realized that Ben had picked another great slave. Sean would do well here. He had lots of Mojo.

Then Sean asked me, "If I am nullified, will I still be able to have sex? I like having sex."

I said, "Sure. You'll be able to have nullo sex and sex when men or boys mount you."

"What's nullo sex and what do you mean by when men or boys mount me?" Sean asked.

"Nullo sex is when someone strokes or licks you here." I pointed at my crotch. "And when men or boys mount you, they stick their dicks up your butt hole and push them back and forth," I answered.

Sean said, "I have seen men's dicks at the showers at the public pool. They are HUGE when they are soft. If they get bigger when they get hard, like mine does, they'll get HUGE-er. How in the world am I supposed to take something like that up my butt hole?"

I said, "Men's dicks do get bigger when they get hard but it isn't that hard to take them up your butt. You will be trained how to do it. These days, clients are required to use lube before they mount you. The lube makes their dicks slide in easier."

Then I asked, "When you signed your contract, what did you think ya'd be doing?"

"I thought I would be letting men give me blow jobs. I've heard of boys getting paid for that," Sean answered.

I pointed at my smooth crotch and said, "As you can see, I don't get blow jobs but some of the clients do lick me here." I touched the place where by dick and balls used to be.

Then he said, "When I jack off, and when you jacked me off, I get this incredible sensation. It's like my whole body explodes with pleasure. Will that happen when I have nullo sex or from being mounted?"

I replied, "That explosion is called an orgasm and you will probably have them from both nullo sex and being mounted. I had an orgasm just now when you stroked me. Even when I still had my dick, being mounted was my favorite kind of sex. I have an orgasm almost every time I'm mounted. You might like it best too."

"How come you don't always have an orgasm when they mount you? What's the difference?" Sean asked.

"It's partially technique but I think it is mostly 'cause some men only care about themselves and their pleasure. They don't care if I have an orgasm or not and I usually don't with them."

While I was showing Sean around the island, we met Randal. He looked real upset so I said, "Yo Randal, what's wrong?"

He said, "I just had another appointment with my father. He called me a slut and a whore and a cunt like he always does but this time he had a boy with him. He said that he was adopting the boy and he had the boy fuck me too. He said the boy was his new son and that he wished I had never been born."

He looked like he was about to start crying so I hugged him and said, "Don't pay any attention to what your father says. He's a real asshole. I think he says things like that because he's jealous 'cause you are a much better person than he ever was or will be."

Randal started to look happier and he said, "When I signed my contract I never thought my father would be one of my clients."

I said, "Maybe if you ask Ben, he can stop letting your father use you."

Randal said, "That's a good idea. I might do that."

Then he asked, "Who is this beautiful red-haired boy with you?"

I said, "This is Sean." I noticed that Sean was blushing but I didn't say anything.

Randal stuck out his hand and said, "Hello Sean. Welcome to the island. I'm sure you will like it here."

They shook hands and Sean said, "I don't know. Sander and Chris say that Ben will probably cut off my dick and balls. I don't want them cut off. I suppose you are glad yours were cut off like Sander and Chris."

Randal said, "I sure am. I volunteered to have mine cut off. I love being a nullo slave except when I have appointments with my father. I wish I had been nullified and made a slave when I was eight like some of the guys here."

"You volunteered! What did your father think about that? Why did he agree to it?" Sean asked.

"Yes I volunteered. My father didn't like it but there was nothing he could do about it. Here on the island boys don't need their parent's permission to be nullified."

When we got into Sean's room, I saw a nullo I knew from school and soccer. I said, "Hi Ralph. This is your new roommate Sean. He's worried about being nullified. Tell him it's not so bad."

Ralph said, "It really isn't that bad."

Sean said, "I suppose you're glad you were desexed the way Sander and Chris are."

Ralph said, "I'm not really glad but I have gotten used to it. I was only snipped about a month ago. I suppose I might be glad in a few more months. Lots of guys are."

Before I left Sean at his room I said, "Don't worry about being nullified. It's really no big thing. I'll help you get through it and I'm sure Chris and trainer Matti will too. If you want to talk to me, press any of the buttons inside your collar and say 'slave Sander'. If I'm not with a client or asleep I'll talk to you through my collar. If I am with a client or asleep, you can leave me a message and I'll call you back as soon as I can."

The next morning I found Ben and told him, "I really liked showing Sean around. I would like to show other new boys around."

Ben said, "Sean said that he really liked you and that you were a big help to him when he was worried about being nullified. I want you to do the same thing for all the new boys and I will pay you twenty store credits for each one starting with Sean."

"You don't have to pay me." I replied.

"I insist on it." Ben said.

I said, "Then you should pay Chris for when he showed me around."

Ben said, "You're right. I will."

I said, "Did Randal talk to you yesterday or today?"

Ben answered, "No. Why do you ask?"

I said, "When I saw him yesterday he was real upset 'cause he had an appointment with his father and his father called him a sissy, a whore, a slut and a cunt. He had a boy he was adopting mount Randal and then he said that he wished that Randal had never been born."

Ben said, "I did not know that his father was making appointments with him. I will put a stop to it. Does Mr. Carter call you and Chris names?"

"He has called me a whore and a slut. Chris said that Mr. Carter called him a slut," I answered.

"Do you like having him for a client?" Ben asked.

"No way," I said. "He's my least favorite client. I never have an orgasm from him and he never tips me. Chris says he never has orgasms or gets tips either."

"I will investigate this and I might just ban him from using any of my slaves," Ben said.

"That would be great," I said. "There's one other thing. Yesterday I realized that I am glad I was desexed so I want to thank you for doing it to me."

"You are very welcome. I was glad to do it for you. I knew you would thank me soon. Most boys do thank me a few months after I do it," Ben said.

Later on I was glad that Ben was paying me for showing the new boys around 'cause I was able to buy Chris a real nice birthday gift. It was a book on shell collecting. It came on a standard memory crystal and on paper with a crocodile leather binding. Chris really liked it. He said that it was the only paper book he had ever owned.

That afternoon Sean called me and said, "Please come to my room. I want to talk to you." When I got there, he said, "I'm going to be nullified at the ceremony tonight." He started crying.

I hugged him and said, "It'll be all right. You'll see. Your roommate Ralph, Chris and I are all nullified and we are happy. You'll be happy again soon. The island is a great place to live and almost all of us enjoy having sex with the clients."

"Can you come to the ceremony with me and hold my hand?" Sean asked.

"Nobody is allowed to hold your hand at a ceremony and I can't come 'cause I have an appointment then," I said. I didn't really have an appointment but I knew I couldn't stand going and that it really wouldn't help Sean for me to be up in the stands. Then I said, "I will be there in the infirmary when you wake-up."

When Sean woke up, Ralph, Chris and I were all there. Before we got there, I told them not to offer to bring Sean a mirror 'cause he might be upset by the big red scar. We all said that he looked great even though I didn't think he did 'cause of the scar.

The next day I got an email from Ben saying that he had banned Mr. Carter from using any of his boys and thanking me for telling him about the problem.

When Sean left the infirmary two days later, Ralph, Chris and I were all there to walk with him back to his room.

About a week later, Ben had me, Matti and Chris meet him outside a newly built house near our room. Ben said, "Matti, you have been doing a splendid job training slaves. All the slaves you have trained or retrained are doing very well. Even Henry is doing better. I was sure that I would lose money on Henry but now I might break-even on him. I didn't think it was possible but you did it."

"Chris and Sander, both of you are doing great jobs. You are both so much in demand that I have had to start an auction system for your appointments just like I did with Matti. Appointments with you two are going for three or four times as much as appointments with my average slave."

"Since the three of you are doing such good jobs and I know that the room you are in now is a little small for the three of you, I had this bungalow built for you."

We went inside and it was really, really nice. The main room had a fireplace, two big aquariums with beautiful fish in them and several reclining chairs and two sofas.

Ben gave us a tour of the bungalow. He said, "This is the living room. It has a video screen so that you can watch videos here. The bedroom also has a video screen." He led us into another room and said, "This is a six-seat entertainment room where you and your friends can watch movies and TV. Because you have video screens here, in the living room and in the bedroom if you all don't want to watch the same thing you can split up into the different rooms with screens." I doubted that we would ever need more than one screen 'cause it was so nice to watch something with Matti and Chris.

Ben led us back into the living room and pointed to two small rooms. Each room had a desk, a chair, several shelves, a small closet and a small couch. He said, "These are study areas for you and Chris. They have soundproof doors and music systems. All of the doors and walls in this bungalow are soundproof." Then he showed us another room about twice the size of the study rooms and said, "This is an office space for Matti."

Ben showed us the bedroom and said, "With this soundproof door, you can have privacy when any two of you have sex." Then Ben led us into a small bedroom and said, "This room is for Matti to train slaves in. It has a separate entrance and its own bathroom."

Then Ben said, "Your kitchen is over there." He pointed at another door.

I said, "Why did you build us a kitchen, we never cook?"

Ben replied, "You might want to cook sometime in the future and when you leave, the people who use this bungalow might want a kitchen."

I said, "But we want to stay here forever so no one else will ever use this place."

"I am glad of that. I hope that you and Chris will stay here as slaves until you are 18 or 19 and then the three of you will go off to college together. After you all get your degrees, you can come back to the island. I understand that Chris wants to teach here and I think you would make a great doctor," Ben said.

I said, "But none of the slaves here look older than 14."

Ben said, "Looks can be deceiving. Eunuchs who were castrated well before puberty, as you two were, tend to look younger than their real age after a few years. Also, we have a drug that delays the appearance of aging in eunuchs who were castrated before puberty. Some of the eunuchs who look 14 are as old as 20. The drug is quite expensive but if you two agree to long term contracts, I will give it to you."

Chris said, "I don't know about that drug. I don't think I want to look like a 14-year-old when I go to college."

Ben said, "A few months before you start college, you can go off the drug and onto drugs and hormones that will make you grow much taller and by the time you start classes, you will look 17 or 18."

I said, "That sounds great."

The last room Ben showed us was our bathroom. It was bigger than the one in our old room and it had a bigger shower, a bigger bathtub, two toilets in private stalls, three sinks and three dental machines. It even had its own barber robot. Ben said, "I know that Chris's hair is difficult to maintain so I had this installed so that he wouldn't have to go to the salon all the time. You and Matti can use it too."

After we moved our stuff in with the help of a small cargo robot, Chris said, "Who's going to have sex on the new bed first?"

On impulse I said, "We could all have sex together. One of us nullos could lie down on his back, the other nullo could get on his hands and knees over the first one facing the other direction. The two of us could lick each other's nullo places and Matti could mount the nullo on the top." Both Matti and Chris liked the idea. I said, "Now, we have to decide which of us gets to be in the middle."

Chris said, "It's your idea. You should be in the middle this time but I get to be in the middle next time."

We did it and it was the best sex I had ever had. It was even better than when Matti mounted me while I stroked my dick, back when I had a dick. From then on we had three person sex most of the time. My favorite position, and Chris' favorite, was being in the middle like the first time. Matti's favorite was with him mounting one of us and him kissing or licking the other of us.

The next new boy was Kevin. When he asked me about my lack of boy parts I said, "They cut them off 'cause I got too many boners." Of course this caused his dick which was already partially hard to get even harder.

About a minute later he said, "I have a boner now and I can't make it go down."

I noticed that he had a really nice looking dick. It was fairly long but real skinny, what the boys in school at home had called a pencil dick. I said, "I know what to do." I took him into a sex room and said, "Do you know what a blow job is?"

He said, "Sure. But I've never had one."

I said, "I'll give you a blow job and it should make your boner go down for a while." I gave him a blow job until he had an orgasm. It was fun but I didn't have an orgasm.

His boner did go down but about twenty minutes later it was back up again so I took him into another sex room and this time I had him lick my groin while I sucked on his dick. We both had orgasms. Then I told him that I wasn't really nullified for having too many boners.

He hit me in the arm, but not too hard, and said, "You bum. You really had me going there for a while but I did enjoy the blow jobs and I liked licking your… "

I said, "It's my Nullo place 'cause I'm a nullo. A few of the slaves call it their smooth place but I don't."

Then he asked, "If they didn't cut off your wiener and beans 'cause you got too many boners, why did they cut 'em off?"

I said, "Ha. Wiener and beans, that's funny." I told him why Ben snipped me and he asked me if I thought Ben would do it to him. They all ask that question. I told him the odds and then I said, "You have a really beautiful wiener. I bet a lot of clients would like to suck on it. I do. I'm going to ask Ben to let you keep your wiener so that the clients can suck on it."

Kevin smiled and said, "That would be great! I really, really want to keep my wiener."

I said, "Even if Ben lets you keep your wiener, he will probably take your beans."

Kevin said, "Oh… Well… My wiener is what's important. I'd rather have a wiener and no beans than nothing at all or beans and no wiener."

When we left the sex room he asked, "What is this room? The first time you led me into a room like this I thought it was your room but this is a different room."

I said, "This is a sex room. Some clients want privacy but they don't want a slave coming into their room where they have their computers and private papers so the island provides these rooms for them. If there are plenty of empty sex rooms, and there always are this time of day on a weekday, slaves can use them to have sex with each other."

"You said that some clients want privacy. Does that mean that some don't want privacy?" Kevin asked.

"Yeah. Some of them get so horny that they will do it anywhere, on the beach, on the grass, in the lake, anywhere," I answered.

"That's terrible. Have any of the clients ever fucked you in public?" Kevin said.

"Yes. The first time was the worst but I got used to it. You'll get used to it too," I answered.

When I left Kevin at his room, I reassured him about nullification the way I did with Sean.

I told Ben what I thought about Kevin's wiener and he took a bunch of pictures of it and sent them to all his clients. Several of them said that they would like to suck on it so Ben just took Kevin's beans and let him keep his wiener.

Ben told Kevin that if he didn't do a good job and please his clients, he would take his wiener too. To keep his wiener, Kevin worked real hard at pleasing clients and soon he was almost as popular as Chris and me.

Ben had Kevin given just enough testosterone so that his wiener wouldn't shrink too much. Whenever Kevin had an appointment with a client he took a drug just before the appointment that made it easier for him to get a boner 'cause he didn't have enough testosterone to get boners easily. I was a little jealous of him sometimes 'cause I knew he would never have to squat to pee when he was hiking.

Every week or so I showed other new boys around. Every time I messed with them about why I was a nullo and I reassured them that it wasn't that bad and that I would help them get through it. I also managed to give most of them blow jobs or jack them off.

To make it more interesting, I tried to think of a different story each time but I soon ran out of good ideas and had to reuse the old ones. My favorites were the one I used on Sean and the one I used on Kevin.

About a week before my first year as a slave was over, my dad called me for the first time since I got to the Island. He said, "Your contract is over this Monday. I will be there that day to get you and bring you home. Isn't that great?"

I said, "I'm not going with you. I'm staying here on the island with Ben, Matti, Chris and my friends."

He said, "You can't do that. I'm your father and I say that you have to come home with me."

"I can do it and I am. Here on the island, slaves don't need their parent's permission to get a new contract and I have already signed a new six-year contract with Ben," I said.

Dad said, "But I am your father. Don't you want to come back home to be with me and your friends? I'm sure Ben would cancel the new contract if you asked him to."

I replied sadly, "You were never much of a father to me. I can't remember the last time you kissed me, hugged me, said that I was attractive or complemented me on my good grades even when I got straight A's in advanced classes. Ben and Matti do those things all the time.

"I know what happens to nullo former slaves when people find out that they don't have dicks and balls anymore. It is horrible and I have new friends here who are nullos just like me."

Dad said, "We can keep your condition a secret. Your friends need never know that you are a nullo."

I said, "I talked to the doctor here and he said that doesn't work. I have made up my mind. I am not coming home with you."

Dad was so mad at me that he hung up the phone and never contacted me again. I missed him sometimes but I knew I was much better off here on the island with Ben, Matti, Chris and my friends.

The End