Chapter 1
History and the Beginning

Colin O'Brian was an average guy except for one little quirk. He never married; never had much interest in girls, not during high school or college. He didn't go for the partying and such as many young people get involved. One of his friends dragged him to a drinking party in high school once; he woke up the next day with the worst hangover and never said again. He would have a friendly beer or two, but that was his limit.

He liked helping his dad around the house and went with his dad on many of his volunteer projects. He was involved with the food drive at church as well as youth sports – baseball in the spring and summer and basketball in the fall and winter.

Colin wasn't a great athlete, kind of average but he loved the competition. He didn't make the high school teams, so helped his dad with the rec teams. His dad often gave him the kids that weren't very good and Colin somehow managed to work with them to be respectable, not all-stars but not the worst in the league.

As a senior in high school and on into college, he often found he got a boner when getting close to one of the younger boys. Leaning over and helping a 12-year-old with his batting stance usually did it to him. To his credit, he kept it in his pants and never touched a boy inappropriately. Most never noticed; just about all liked Colin and the kind of private help he provided. The few who felt it never mentioned it. They just figured it was one of those dumb penis times that all guys have.

At college graduation, Colin was 6 foot 1 [185 cm] and weighed a nice 185 lbs [84 kg], all muscle from his constant workouts. He kept his dirty blond hair cut short, and with his sparkling blue eyes and still innocent child-like face, Colin was on the hit list of every co-ed girl at State. He dated some, mostly to keep up appearances, but never had the passion and became a bit of a loner. Even a few gay guys hit on him, but when he was honest with himself, he knew he loved boys. He, even more, loved helping his dad with the teams.

***

Graduation from college came around. Colin waited and waited for his parents at his dorm. He needed to give them the tickets to get into the ceremony. He called their cells but got no answer. He could not figure out what had happened to them. He left the tickets with the person at the door. Finally, he could delay no longer; it was time; he got into his cap and gown and joined his class. After he could not find his parents, he was now worried. Everyone was whooping it up with family and friends. He was all alone looking… looking… His roommate spotted him and asked what was wrong.

"They are not here; something is wrong; they would never miss the graduation; something is bad, wrong." Colin was now fighting back the tears that were welling up inside him. He had tried to stay calm, said the phone was in a bad spot, the traffic was super bad from an accident. Now they were 3 hours late and he was frantic.

His roommate Robbie Smyth told his mom and dad and excused himself to be with Colin. In desperation, he said, "Well, buddy, to dot all the eyes let's call the police."

Robbie made the call, after a lot of uh hun's and I see, ooohh no, my God. Robbie was so upset he had called. He turned to Colin with tears flowing and hugged him. He tried to speak but nothing came out. He took several deep breaths and finally was able to speak.

"There was an accident out on the interstate about 20 miles from the college. A semi was switching lanes; the driver didn't see your parent's car and rolled over it at 70 miles an hour. Colin, I don't know how to say this, your dad died and your mom is critical and at Mercy Hospital. Come with me; I'll get my parents to drive you there." Robbie grabbed hold of Colin's wrist, for Colin was now in shock, a dead, faraway look in his eyes. He was there with them, but he was not.

It was a 20-minute drive to the hospital. Robbie got out with Colin. Robbie was one of the gay guys that hit on Colin. Robbie knew Colin's secret and was his best friend. They went to the desk and Robbie did all the talking. Mrs. O'Brian was in surgery. He got directions to where they could wait. One hour became two, Colin was holding onto Robbie for dear life. The doctor eventually came out.

"O'Brian, O'Brian." Robbie dragged Colin over to the doctor.

"Good news son, your mother is going to pull through. I'm sorry to have to say there is bad news also. Her legs were so damaged, she will never walk again. Also, she hit her head awful hard and we don't know the extent of the brain damage. I'm sorry son, we did the best we could."

Robbie thanked the doctor for Colin. It turned out Peg O'Brian, always a most active woman, was to be an invalid for the rest of her life. Besides her legs, she had lost a good bit of her cognitive reasoning. Her mind was like that of an eight-year-old – beautifully childlike but incapable of adult function. She was in the hospital for a month after the accident; 2 of the weeks in an induced coma to limit brain function, waiting for it to return to normal size.

Robbie took Colin back to the dorm; he told his mom and dad he had to stay with his friend. He would catch up with them a little latter in the summer.

***

After the shock, Colin slowly came back to being himself and with Robbie made arrangements for his dad's funeral. They delayed for a week, but when it was evident his mom would be in the hospital for an extended time, he went ahead with it. Peg and John O'Brian had done little in the way of the end of life arrangements. Colin, needing the money desperately quickly, agreed to the insurance settlement. It was to the limits of the policy.

Robbie was able to arrange the settlement for Colin's father's death and the car. The situation with Colin's mom was left out of it because it was unknown the extent of care required. It was Robbie's goal to become a lawyer and he put his negotiating skills to good use. A plot for his mom and dad was purchased.

A one-day wake and the funeral the next day was the plan. Boys and parents from the little league and rec basketball league all attended. Surely, they had lost a dear friend in John O'Brian. The mayor even spoke and said Colin's dad was a shining example of community service and he asked all present to emulate John O'Brian. The funeral over, Colin and Robbie's attention turned to caring for Colin's mom. About a month later, a smiling Peg O'Brian was wheeled out of Mercy Hospital into the arms of Colin. Colin had arranged a day nurse and was making preparations for a downstairs bedroom and bathroom for his mom. Robbie wanted to spend some time with his mom and dad before heading off to law school. There wasn't much else he could do for his friend. For sure, he had helped him over the roughest patch of his life. Colin, for his part, knew there was no way he could thank Robbie enough.

Robbie said, "marry me," with a devilish smile on his face.

Colin replied, "I wish I could. I love you like the brother I never had. I would do anything for you but hurt you. If we married, I know I could not satisfy you and I would be unhappy that way as well. Be my best friend for life, please Robbie."

Robbie just smiled, kissed Colin on the cheek. "OK bud, we'll always be there for each other." He was out the door.

***

Colin took a deep breath and started life after college. He was a dutiful and loving son to his mom. He cared for her as no one else could. He got a job at the local lumber company. He continued his father's volunteer work and promoted the idea of one of the little league fields to be named the John O'Brian Field. He was happy when that came about. He was promoted at the lumber company, first to assistant manager, then to a manager and finally to managing partner. The owner often said if he had five more people like Colin, he would control the lumber industry in the state. This was his life, caring for his mom, his job and his volunteer work. He especially liked working with the boys. He was coach to just about every kid in town. He really loved the involvement with his young charges and often became a mentor acting like a big brother first and later like the dad they wished for. Every year it seemed he had at least one or two who had problems at home. He opened his home to those that needed a refuge from their fighting parents. One time one mom even asked if he would watch her 11-year-old as she went to care for a sick grandfather. He wasn't sure if it wasn't a test but did it anyway and controlled the beast within himself.

***

Robbie, while at law school, met up with Chris James, a Colin look alike. Robbie couldn't resist and fell head over heels for Chris. Chris went gaga over Robbie as well; his shinny dark hair his athletic build all 5 foot 9 [1.75m] and 160 lbs. [72 kg] of him. Immediately after law school, they got married. Colin was the best man and was so happy for his friend. They joined Colin and set up Robbie's practice in Littletown, NJ. It was a suburb of New York City. Chris had just got his doctorate in psychology and he too practiced in Littletown.

Littletown was a well to do area, mostly Republican and conservative, but the law was the law and although folks didn't like it, they accepted it and as they dealt with Robbie and Chris, found that the young men were good and decent folk. Colin loved having his old friend back in town and they often exchanged barbeques and dinners.

Robbie and Chris wanted children and investigated a surrogate mother. They found a college student who was willing to take a year off and have their baby. They could cover the medical expenses, but for her trouble, the girl wanted $30,000.00 and they only had $15,000.00.

Colin, with his mom's expenses covered by the insurance settlement, was just banking a good bit of his bonuses. He wasn't – I don't ever have to work again rich– but he rarely checked his account to see if he had enough money. Therefore, he gave Robbie and Chris the other $15,000.00. He joked that he would be the best uncle and watch out for the X & Y chromosomes, cause he wanted a boy. Robbie and Chris did rock, paper, scissors for whose seed would be used. Robbie won and that made Colin most happy.

They had a boy and named him Jason. Colin was able to show some of his bottled up affection giving kisses and hugs and tickles. As Jason grew, he loved Colin as much as his two dads. Peg O'Brian and her now constant nurse, Ella, loved the tyke as well and gave him some much needed feminine love and caring.

***

Colin wanted a swimming pool and a ranch house for his mom. He got one of his builder friends from the lumberyard to help build it. He enjoyed doing a lot of the inside trim after the shell, mechanical and gypsum was done. The pool had a ramp into a 3-foot sloped area so he could wheel his mom into the pool. She, with all her little girl enthusiasm, loved it.

It was also great for Robbie, Chris and especially Jason. He had some team swim parties too. Once, with only a couple of the dads present, one of the boys asked if he could skinny dip when told 'it's only us guys here go ahead.' 12-year-old Brandon shucked his suit and was quickly followed by the rest of the team. Colin was asked to join but thought the better of it.

"Hey, it's ok for you guys, but if I join in, someone will think nasty stuff about it. You guys go ahead and enjoy; my suit stays on." The other dads followed Colin's lead.

Sadly, Peg O'Brian passed almost 15 years to the day of the accident. In some ways, it was a relief and if you believe in the Almighty, as Colin did, he thought his mom was whole again with his dad. It gave him solace.

***

There was varying degrees of acceptance of Colin as the years wore on. One well connected, well to do grandmother, took exception to Colin not allowing her pampered and spoiled grandson, pitch for the team. The boy just wasn't ready.

Didn't mean a thing to busybody grandma, so she called the mayor and said that she thought it was strange that a single man spent so much time with boys. Consequently, the mayor called the police chief and Colin was watched from that day forward.

In contrast to that situation, one mom asked him to watch her 11-year-old son for a week while she and her husband attended to her dying grandfather. Colin enjoyed the time with the boy and they became fast friends.

He didn't have a spare bedroom so he put him up on the couch. After the boy, Danny, had his shower and was in his undies ready for bed, Colin, sitting on the couch, tickled his feet. Danny, of course, screamed a little and said things like "No, Colin, No more, please."

That brought a knock on the door with two police officers, with their inquiring glances and a lot of questions, especially due to Danny being in his underwear. Thankfully, Colin was fully dressed and a call to Danny's mom straightened everything out. Colin was mortified that he was being watched, like some sort of a sexual predator. He called Robbie, who called the police chief. They were told the police have the right to park and observe anywhere they want. It didn't sit well with Colin.

***

Colin became reclusive. He obsessed with getting out of Littletown. He resigned from his little league position as well as the rec league basketball. He only did the food drive through the church. Yet, he still more often than not found a police car parked outside his door. It was a public street and they could park anywhere they wanted. He had been most generous to the police benevolent association fundraisers in the past. No more, zero was his contribution now. The police chief came by to question him why no contribution.

Colin asked, "Is this an official visit. Are you charging me with something?"

"Why no, Colin, I …"

Colin closed the door.

The chief had no recourse but to walk away from his door. He went back to his office and called the Mayor. "I am not going to harass a good and decent man who has given much to this community to satisfy the old busy body, Mrs. Schartz. Fire me if you want, but you know and I know there has never been a reason to put surveillance on Colin O'Brian and cause him embarrassment. I don't think Colin, who has done so much will ever do another thing for this town and there are three people to blame and damn it, I am one. I'm so ashamed of myself."

"I'll talk to him chief. We'll honor him somehow."

The mayor called Colin. "Colin, I want to somehow honor your almost 50 years of service to our little community. What can we do that you would think appropriate?"

"You want to honor me while your police department treats me like a sexual predator. What do I get? The pedophile of the year award! In six months, I'm going to retire and get out of this town as fast as I can. Take your honor and shove it mayor. "

"Colin, don't be like that is was all a big…"

CLICK, Colin hung up.

***

Colin had amassed a good-sized retirement fund. So good, he wondered if he could spend it all. He looked for property where he could retire. He found a little lake community in upstate New York. The parcel of land that he looked at included a lakefront site of 800 ft. The property broadened out from there to a thousand feet at the state road. It also was quite deep at 950 ft. It would be most private, he thought.

He checked into getting utilities or living off-grid and found out there was no electrical or gas coverage. He was ecstatic; he wanted to live off-grid. The land passed a perk test for a septic tank and Colin bought the property.

Colin's little cabin in the woods had an open floor plan for the kitchen, living room and dining area to include two heat producing fireplaces; his bathroom had a separate walk-in shower and a Jacuzzi tub. He had a large master bedroom, a second guest bedroom and a den/study as well as a laundry and utility room.

Solar roof shingles were also aided by a band of 3 wind turbines, all feeding to a bank of ion batteries. A wood-fueled generator backed up the power system. Being as he had well water and a septic system, he had an additional filtration system added to the incoming water supply to ensure no contamination got into the water.

The septic system was also high tech and you were supposed to be able to drink the effluent that it produced. The 750-foot drive was paved blacktop and although no garage, he had a carport for his 4-wheel drive jeep Cherokee and his Tesla sedan. The jeep had a plow for the winter snows as well as a wrench for pulling logs out of his woods to feed his fireplaces and wood generator.

***

Yes, Colin had pretty much thought of everything. He invited Robbie, Chris and Jason up for the Labor Day weekend. Jason, now a college freshman, was most impressed and asked if he could bring a few friends up occasionally for a camping trip.

Colin liked that idea and said, "Sure, it would be great and maybe if I feed you real good, you can help me build a dock on the lake."

Robbie and Chris wanted in as well, so the dock project was underway. It was planned for early in June; any earlier and the lake would be too cold. Colin stopped by the local lumberyard to find out if they had architectural plans for such a project. They did, so he planned on having the materials delivered around Memorial Day. The weekend went by fast and soon Colin's friends had to go back to their jobs and Jason to school.

***

Colin busied himself in the coming days by keeping the leaves off the solar panels and making sure he was prepared for winter. He went to town, a 10-mile trip every couple of days to get his mail and stock up on his food supplies. On a rainy day in late October, the weather had changed and there was a good chill in the air. He was on his way back home about 4:00 when he spied two boys hitchhiking.

"Now what the heck are those kids doing out in this weather," he thought.

He pulled up and lowered the window. "Need a lift?"

"Oh, yes sir, thank you, mister."

Both boys were drenched to the skin. They quickly climbed into the Jeep.

Colin asked, "What are you guys doing out in this weather, where are you going?

The older boy spoke up, "ah, ah, we are going to the interstate. Could you take us there?"

Colin thought fast on that one, he quenched his face a bit, "I'd like to help you guys out but that's about 20 miles out of my way. I live about 7 miles up the road here."

"Oh, ok," came the downcast reply. "Well, as far as where you are going, I guess. It's good to get out of the rain."

"What's your name, son?"

"Josh and this is my brother Jimmy."

"Where are your parents, Josh?"

"My father died in Afghanistan and my mom well, she isn't doing too good."

"Suppose we stop at my place and we can talk about getting you to the interstate? Are you hungry?"

"Yeah, mister, I am very hungry," Jimmy answered.

Josh elbowed Jimmy to keep quite.

Colin saw the exchange. "Is that ok with you, Josh? I'm just trying to do the right thing here. You guys are wet to the bone, Jimmy looks like he could eat a horse and I bet you are tired of being on the road."

"I.. I gguess so mister."

"Hey, my name is Colin, Colin O'Brian. You guys Irish?"

"Could you turn the heat up a little, mister?" Jimmy asked as he shivered a bit. His lips were turning blue.

"Sure Jimmy, I should have asked if you were warm enough. I think your wet clothes are making you cold."

"MMaybe mister Colin."

Josh fidgeted between his own shivering. He wasn't sure if Colin was really nice or just acting nice to do bad stuff to him and his brother.

"I bet you are a little scared of me. Are you Josh? I mean, you don't know me and here I am taking you to my house. Bet you've been told not to go with strangers, right?"

"Wwell yyeah, aren't all kids told that."

"For good reason too, there are some bad guys in this world who would do bad stuff to you."

Josh said under his breath. "Yeah, I know, I know really well."

"Josh, there are more good guys in the world too and you were asking for a ride by hitchhiking. I'm just trying to help. If you don't want to go to my house, you can stay in the car and I'll bring you out some food. Wanna do that?"

"Nope, I can't leave Jimmy in there with you."

"Oh right, well, I'll bring out food for both of you or both of you can come in. Let me know what you want to do when we get there. OK"

"Well, I'm Jimmy's big brother and I can't let anything bad happen to him. I have to take care of him cause I'm bigger."

Tears came to Colin's eyes. He didn't know what troubles these boys, especially Josh, had. He was amazed by Josh's love and caring for his little brother.

"I can see that Josh, and I can see you're a great big brother."

Colin turned into his driveway; little solar lights lit up the way activated by the motion of the car. As he approached the house, other lights came on and lit up the cabin.

"Well, here we are. I think you'll be a lot warmer in the house and can dry out some, but you tell me, Josh."

"Jimmy, you wanna go in or stay out here."

"Go in, come on Josh, Colin is real nice, we haven't ate in two days. You're being crazy!"

Colin had to smile at little Jimmy. He jumped out of the Jeep. Colin opened the tailgate to get his packages. Jimmy asked, "can I help Mister Colin? I won't take nothing."

"Sure Jimmy," giving him a bag.

"I can take more and Josh can help too."

Colin led the boys with all his supplies into the house.

"You sure got a nice house here, Mister Colin. Don't cha got a wife and kids?" Jimmy asked.

"Nope, Jimmy, I don't. Been thinking about getting a dog though."

"Yeah, that would be good. I like dogs. They're not mean unless you hurt them."

Colin surveyed his two young guests. Josh was about 5 feet [1.50m] tall and skinny as a rail; he doubted he was 100 lbs. [45kg] Jimmy was about 4 foot 6 inches [1.37m] and maybe 70 lbs [30kg] skinny just like his brother. Both had dirty blond shaggy hair, Josh with steely blue eyes, and Jimmy's eyes were a warm brown, both with button noses on their innocent faces.

"You are so right Jimmy. How did you get to know dogs so well?"

"I don't know; we knew a dog at the last place we were."

Josh shot Jimmy a look to shut up.

"Let me start a fire in the fireplace, and you guys can dry off there." Colin started the fire in one of his heatilator fireplaces. In a couple of minutes, it was putting out massive heat.

"Does that feel better, guys?"

"Oh yeah, thanks mister Colin, but my underwear is still all wet."

Colin wasn't sure where this was going, but he took Jimmy at face value.

"Now guys, I don't want you to think I want any funny stuff, but you can take you undies off and put your pants back on. You can go change in one of my other rooms. Then we can put your underwear in the dryer. Up to you, I know Josh is in charge of stuff like that and wants to be careful."

"Where can we change?" Josh asked.

Colin led them to the spare bedroom.

"You know guys, the best way to get warm would be a hot shower. My shower will fit both of you so you could wash each other's hair. Then I could dry all your clothes and they would feel nice and warm. Josh, I'll show you how to lock the door if you want."

Jimmy looked at Josh. He knew he was dirty and smelled. "Mister Colin, bad stuff happened to Josh. Do you promise not to be mean?"

Colin dropped down to one knee. He had tears in his eyes, "I'm so sorry, Josh. So sorry, that someone hurt you. I promise I'll never hurt you or your brother. Never, never, ever!"

Josh looked at Colin. He looked very hard. He hoped he could trust him. He saw how sad he was when Jimmy told him bad stuff happened.

"We do need a shower; sometimes I wanna throw up when I smell us and our clothes are awful dirty. MMMaybe you could wash them too. I pray we will be safe with you. Please don't hurt us."

Colin couldn't help himself; he grabbed Josh and hugged him and whispered, "Never, never, ever." Then let him go.

"See Josh, God sent us Colin to help," Jimmy said.

Colin showed them the shower. He went to show Josh the door.

"I think Jimmy is right; God sent you to help us. I don't think we have to lock the door."

Colin put out towels and grabbed a couple of his sweatshirts. "The sweatshirts should come down almost to your knees and cover your privates. You can wear them until your clothes dry. While you shower, I'll start some dinner. How about hot dogs and chili?"

"Anything a person can eat, Colin. Jimmy wasn't lying when he said we haven't eaten in two days. Thank you, I mean really, we really, really thank you."

"Ok, don't make me all mushy again."

The boys smiled and started to undress. Colin wasn't out of the bathroom yet. He covered his eyes but took a peek. He saw welts across Josh's back, buns and upper thighs. Jimmy had some on his buns. Someone had hurt these boys, especially Josh. He no doubts tried to protect his little brother. Colin was mad. Really mad, madder than he was with the Littletown mayor and police chief. He went to make dinner, seething inside that someone would do such a thing.

***

Jimmy and Josh enjoyed the shower. It was two weeks since they had cleaned themselves. There was a portable hand shower as well as the regular showerhead and there were shower sprays at different heights on the shower wall.

"My butt hole's been itching something fierce; Jimmy wash it for me, please?" Josh asked.

"Sure, but you gotta do mine, deal?"

"Yup, what are brothers for?"

Jimmy said, as a question, "Cleaning butt holes?"

They both laughed and fooled as only two bothers can. Josh scrubbed Jimmy's hair with the shampoo that Colin gave them and Jimmy standing on tippy-toes did Josh's.

"Think, Colin will let us sleep here tonight, Josh?"

"I hope so, Jimmy, I ain't in no rush to get to the city to sell myself."

"Does it hurt a lot, Josh?"

"Yeah, going in hurts awful, but then you get used to it."

"I can do it too Josh; you shouldn't have to get hurt like that all the time for me."

"NO! I have to take care of you; dad said before he went to war."

Colin was walking by to start the washer for their clothes and heard most of the conversation.

He vowed to himself that their plan was not going to happen.

A few minutes later, two smiling boys appeared before him, hair still wet and footprints on his floor, but shiny clean as clean could be.

"That shower is so cool, mister Colin." Jimmy said.

"Thanks, Jimmy"

"Yeah Colin, we really needed that. We were so dirty. Heck, I think the dirt was dirty." Josh added.

"Well, dinner will be ready in a couple of minutes. Wanna watch TV?"

"Yeah, sure," was the reply in unison.

The boys started watching a marvel 'Avengers' movie.

Colin said, "Dogs are ready."

"Aw, I wanna watch the end and still eat," Jimmy said.

"Look Jimmy, I can pause it and you won't miss anything. I know you are hungry."

"Ok, Mister Colin," Jimmy said, trotting to the table.

As the boys wolfed down three hot dogs each and a big bowl of chili, Colin just watched.

"You ain't eatin?" Jimmy asked.

"No, I don't like hot dogs much."

Josh, trying to remember his manners, said "These are the best hot dogs ever Colin, thanks a bunch."

"Say Josh, it's still raining pretty hard; any chance I can convince you to sleep here tonight. Probably pretty cold out there, too. What do you say?"

"Wow, Jimmy and me was talking and hoping you would ask. I'm sorry I didn't trust you but… well, I'm sorry. You have been so good to us. Thank you – is there anything we can do to show you?"

"Yes, I really want to know what happened to you. I saw welts on your back. I want to know how that happened. I know you are running away, so why and from whom? I am mad at who did that. It's not right. Who whipped you?"

"Mr. Jake Brown, he did it." Josh said, "I hate him. I wish I was bigger. I would beat him till he couldn't get up. He beat Jimmy too."

"What happened? Tell me everything Josh and I mean everything."

"Me and Jimmy….well we was … I was showing him how to uh…."

"Jerk off, is that what you are trying to tell me."

"Tell him Josh; tell what that bad man did," Jimmy said.

"Yeah, I was showing Jimmy how to jerk off and he caught us. It isn't bad, is it Colin?"

"No Josh, every boy does it, everyone in the whole world."

"So he says, 'you like to play with dicks. Play with this' and takes out his dick. He waves it in our faces and tries to make Jimmy suck it. Jimmy was crying. He grabbed his head and hit him, yelling SUCK IT BOY. I had to do something, so I pushed Jimmy out of the way. He took off his belt and beat me and beat me and beat me. He said I had to ask to suck it. Finally, I did it. I couldn't take it anymore. After I sucked it and it got big and hard, he made me lie down and he put it in my butt. It hurt so bad Colin. He kept yelling TAKE IT BITCH BOY."

Josh was crying from remembering and telling Colin. Colin went over to him, hugged him, and kissed his forehead. "He's never gonna do that to you again. You're safe here. If that bastard gets anywhere close to here, I'll mess him up. That's a promise."

Colin turned to Jimmy, "Who is this Jake Brown?"

"He was our foster parent."

"He was your foster parent? Holy shit!! What about your social worker?"

"Josh tried telling her and she said quite, children are to be seen and not heard."

"Yeah, she's mean too. I saw Brown giving her money. Why would he do that?" Josh asked.

"So you ran away, how long ago?"

"Two weeks ago," Josh said.

"Well, I want you to stay here at least till we know where you will go and you'll be safe. Will you do that?"

Jimmy jumped up, came over to Colin, and hugged him. "Yes, Yes, I'm staying with you, Colin."

"I don't want to go to the city, Colin. I really don't want to go there. I couldn't think of anything else."

He got up and hugged Colin as well. He whispered, "My daddy must have sent us to you. Thank you."

"Let's clean up and watch the rest of the 'Avengers', enough of this stuff for tonight."

They got the dishes into the dishwasher and leftovers put away and settled onto the couch – Colin in the middle with Jimmy on his left and Josh on his right.

"You guys warm enough in those sweatshirts?"

"Oh yeah, can we sleep in these?" Josh asked.

After a bit, the boys feeling safe and warm, with food in their stomachs for the first time in weeks, cuddled up close to Colin. The 'Avengers' wasn't enough motivation to keep them awake. Colin picked up Jimmy, holding his bare bottom, and took him to the guest bedroom. He went back for Josh.

"Will you carry me too, Colin. Like my daddy used too?"

"Ok, big guy, you can be little tonight. Josh, stand up."

Josh did.

"Hey, you want a piggyback ride."

"Yeah, Colin, my daddy used to do that all the time."

"Ok, jump on, buddy."

Colin picked him up and put him to bed next to Jimmy. He kissed his forehead and said, "Sleep well tonight, Josh, remember you are safe now."

Josh wrapped his arms around Colin's neck and kissed his cheek. "Good night, daddy." He closed his eyes and was fast asleep.

Colin tucked the covers around him, then went to Jimmy and kissed his forehead and tucked the covers around him.

***

Colin picked up around the house a little bit and switched the boys' clothes from washer to dryer. He then went to his computer; he sent a long involved email of everything that the boys said to his friend Robbie. He asked if he could get emergency custody for Josh and Jimmy. He bared his soul and told how Josh had called him daddy as he kissed him good night. Probably, just Josh talking in his sleep, but it felt good. It was 10:30 when he was done.

Robbie, as always, was right there for his friend and answered Colin's email immediately.

"Hey buddy, I'll be on it first thing in the morning. Stay kool, do not report anything. I'll check the NY law precedents in the morning. I think we can get you custody pending a child services review. If I am right, I'll file the brief tomorrow. Ohh, important take pictures of the welts on the boys, proof of abuse; it will be very important. If you can get Josh to agree to it, have a doctor examine him for the rape. Do you think you are going to want these boys more than temporary? I think it would be great for you."

Colin answered, "It's hard to say, but maybe. That young Josh has been through so much and is so brave protecting his brother. They are cute; they seem to be smart and polite. Josh more than little Jimmy. Do I love them? Maybe, they are a couple of loveable kids. Please get me good news tomorrow."

Colin shut off the computer and closed up his little house. He took a pee and checked on his charges. Jimmy was having a bad dream. He kept saying, "No, no, leave him alone." His little fists were pumping like crazy. Even in his semi-conscious sleep, tears were falling from his eyes.

Colin shook him and picking him up, he held him tight to himself, as he sat on the bed. Jimmy came awake. He trembled in Colin's arms between sobs.

"He was there; he was hurting Josh again. Don't let him; please don't let him hurt Josh. Please, please Colin."

"You are safe here, Jimmy, and no one is going to hurt you or Josh."

"Can I sleep with you? Please, Colin. I don't want that dream again."

Josh stirred. He looked at Colin and Jimmy and said, "What, what is happening."

"Jimmy had a bad dream; Josh, is it ok if he sleeps in with me? Are you ok here?"

"No, I gotta be with Jimmy. I gotta take care of him. My dad said."

"Ok, come on, it'll be crowded, but we'll manage."

Carrying Jimmy with one arm and holding Josh's hand with the other, he took the boys to his bed. He thought it was good the salesman had talked him into the king-size mattress. He put Jimmy down.

Josh said, "You get in the middle. My daddy was always in the middle."

Colin stripped down to his boxers and got under the covers; Josh climbed in. Jimmy snuggled up close to Colin, holding on to his arm. Josh did the same on the other side.

As if reliving a special good memory, they said in unison, "Good night daddy," and kissed his cheek. Colin kissed each forehead and quickly, the boys were fast asleep. Colin not so fast, his mind going over the events that brought him to this point. He resolved to himself that these boys would have a good home; he prayed it would be with him. He also prayed that his prostrate would behave, for he would have the devil of a time getting untangled from Josh and Jimmy to get to the bathroom. Soon exhaustion overtook him as well and he slept.

Chapter 2
The Troubles

The next morning dawned bright and the sun shining. The rain was no more. Colin had designed the house so the big bank of casement windows in his bedroom faced east for the rising sun. The light always woke him. The boys stirred but then found a way to hide their heads from the sun and kept on snoozing. Colin ever so stealthy disentangled himself from the boys. He made for the bathroom, took his morning pee and got in the shower. In his head, he was going over breakfast with the boys when he heard the unmistakable sound of pee hitting water.

Josh said, "Make a little room; I have to go too, Jimmy."

Jimmy stopped his pee for a moment and inched his sleepy body over. Josh emptied himself. Jimmy, done, went to the shower and opened the door a smidge.

"Can I shower with you, Colin?" As he was taking off the sweatshirt Colin had given him.

"May as well, but you showered last night."

As he was getting in, Jimmy replied, "Yeah, but I like the way the water spays me all over."

"Hey, what about me?" Josh asked, standing buck naked at the door.

A perplexed Colin just nodded.

Jimmy saw it first, "Hey, Colin, you got a woodie. Wow, it's big! Look, me and Josh got woodies too. How come we get woodies, Colin?"

"OK, I'll tell you but no stabbing anyone with those things."

The boys giggled. Colin started washing Josh's back so very gently. "I have some cream that will help the healing Josh; after the shower, will you let me put it on."

"Sure"

"And ya gotta do my butt too; it hurts a lot." Jimmy piped up.

"Ok, I'm finished, you guys want to stay in a while?"

"Nope, you said you would tell us about woodies," Jimmy said.

"Yes, I will, but let's wait a bit for that."

"Why?" Jimmy asked

"Cause while you are naked, I need to take some pictures of the marks on you to show the police or a judge, what that mean Mr. Brown did. Then I'll put on the cream and while I make breakfast or as we eat, I'll tell you about woodies. Is that ok?"

"I guess so but I like talking about my pecker and stuff."

Colin smiled, "Most guys do. You are not unusual that way. How about you Josh, do you like talking about your pecker?"

"Yeah, cept when I do, it usually gets hard."

"That's because it is not very smart."

As Josh was drying off, Colin took his towel and pat dried his back and butt.

"Hey, thanks Colin, that didn't hurt at all. How'd you know it hurt to dry off?"

"Think I got these grey hairs from not learning anything."

"My dream must have been true."

"What dream was that, Josh?"

"You and my dad was talking and I heard my dad ask you to take care of his boys. You said yes."

Smiling again, Josh said, "Really… Say, what was your dad's name?"

"Tim O'Shea. Did you know him?"

"I did know a Timmy O'Shea about 20, maybe 25 years ago. I guess you don't know if he was from New Jersey."

"I don't know about that, but he seemed to know you. He said to me, Coach Colin will take real good care of you. You be a good boy for him. Then he was gone. It was a special nice dream. I felt so safe and I knew my daddy loved Jimmy and me too, but cause I am older, he talked to me. Do you think that could happen, Colin?"

Colin was shocked out of his mind. He did know Timmy O'Shea. He had many problems at home… mom and dad always fighting. He was a boy that Colin mentored a lot. Timmy often came to Colin's house when things were too bad at home. Colin found a way always to make him feel better. He got so he trusted Timmy like a son, even gave him a key to his house. There was a real bond between them. After high school graduation, Timmy left the area. Colin got a few letters from him when he was in Afghanistan. Then no more. Could it really be, could these be Timmy's boys?

"Colin, do you think my dream was real?" Josh asked again.

"I think so; I think it must be, Josh. I did know a Timmy O'Shea and he was in Afghanistan. I got a few letters every now and then and then no more. I think you and Jimmy are his sons. I am amazed that something like this could happen."

***

"How did you know him?"

"I knew your dad as a boy from about nine years old until he graduated high school. He played baseball for me and he was a good player. He had some trouble at home and I let him come to my house when his parents were fighting. He was a real good, a very nice boy just like you two. I hated seeing him sad and troubled, so I got him to talk to me about his problems and I was able to help a little bit. Then after high school, he was gone, except for the letters from Afghanistan."

Colin had tears in his eyes, thinking that the boy he knew was no more. "Wow, this is amazing. Just amazing, but look at us! Here I am in a towel and you two naked as the day you were born. Let's get the pictures taken and then put that cream on so it won't hurt so much."

Jimmy said, "I had a dream too."

Colin went to get the camera, "Yes Jimmy."

"We were swimming and I was having so much fun cause you was throwing me so high in the air before I dived in the water."

"Well, there is a lake right outside –I'll show it to you after breakfast. You couldn't see it last night. Your dream might come true too. Stand next to Josh and no fooling around; these are serious evidence pictures. "

"Yes sir," the two boys replied.

The pictures done; Colin got the cream. He had the boys lay face done on the bed. Ever so gently, he applied the cool, soothing lotion to their backs; when he did their butts and thighs, it tickled and the boys squirmed more in delight than anything else. Colin had them spread their legs and as he massaged up the thighs, their butt holes were exposed and their little nut sacks were grazed. Figuring he had done all that was needed, Colin said, "Ok guys, let's get dressed and have breakfast."

"NO, DO IT MORE!! Do it more please…. it feels so good. Please, Colin." Jimmy pleaded.

"Yeah, a little more, please. I love you touching me. It's like you are my dad. Please Colin."

"Ok, but real soon, we gotta get dressed and have breakfast. I am starving; aren't you guys?"

Colin did rub their backs from knee to neck with a little more lotion. "I should really apply this at least twice a day so that is it for now, ok?"

The two boys jumped up; both had obvious erections. Josh wrapped his arms around Colin. "Thank you; I want you to be my daddy, please."

Jimmy kissed Colin's cheek, and hugged Colin, "Me too, please Colin, please."

Colin rubbed each young head, "We'll see, I have some news, I'll tell you at breakfast. RIGHT NOW IT'S TIME FOR YOU NAKED LITTLE BOYS TO GET DRESSED!"

"YES, SIR!" They replied.

As they got up, Josh asked, "Colin is it bad to rub yourself and let the stuff come out. My woodie is soo hard."

"No, not at all Josh, all boys do it. Do you want to do it now?"

"Yes, Colin, yes, can I do it right here." He started touching his erected cut 5-inch cock. It was pointing to the sky like a rocket ship.

"Go on then, lie down on the bed and I'll get some tissues for you to clean up with."

"Will you watch me do it? I wanna show you. Cause you are gonna be my daddy."

"I wanna do it too, even if no stuff comes out; it still feels really good," Jimmy exclaimed.

"Go on, but don't tell no social worker lady that I watched."

"No sir, we won't"

"Do you like my dick, Colin?"

"You have very nice boys parts Josh; you'll make some girl very happy someday."

Both boys were going to town now, rubbing their dicks, wanting to show Colin. Jimmy slid a hand around to his butt hole and tickled it and squirmed around, his butt resting on his hand. Josh wet his hand with his spit and rubbed it. They both closed their eyes.

"Mmmm" Josh moaned, "I'm getting close."

"Mmme tttoo" Jimmy whimpered.

"OHH YES, YYESS AHH," Josh moaned as he exploded, shooting cum all over his chest, even in his mouth and hair. "AHHA YEAH"

Jimmy shuttered and went rigid. "AIYIE OHH," he spasmed and a drop of clear liquid hit his chest.

"Ou, ouu" Josh moaned. His whole body, now drained of tension, was totally relaxed.

"Wow, that was awesome. I never shot like that. How come, Colin?"

"Look what I did Colin, is that cum." Jimmy asked

"More like pre-cum Jimmy, but you'll be making cum real soon."

"Josh, your pecker has been pretty hard for a long time, since the shower. When it's hard like that, it is sometimes called edging – being close, on the edge but not cuming. So you are building up pressure and tension in your body and when it comes out, it comes out stronger and more powerful than if you didn't edge. Also, if you are more involved emotionally with your feelings, if your feelings for someone are real strong, it gives you more release. Understand?"

"Yeah, when is the next time I will need lotion?"

Colin laughed, "Probably not until after supper. Here are the tissues. Clean up and can you get dressed now?"

Smiling, Josh, after the biggest cum of his young life, was so sure he wanted to stay with Colin.

Jimmy didn't want to wipe up his drop of precum.

"Are you gonna stay there until it dries." Colin asked. "Hey, you wanna save the tissue."

"Yeah, then I can have it all the time. Good idea, Colin!"

Colin got the boys' clothes from the dryer, such as they were.

Finally, they were getting dressed. As Colin got dressed, he was shaking his head thinking about what he was getting himself into but all the time smiling. He loved them already and the connection to Timmy was just unbelievable.

Finally, with everyone dressed, Colin asked the boys if scrambled eggs would be good.

Josh said, "YEAH, my dad used to make that for us, remember Jimmy?"

Colin had a flashback remembering Timmy and him having scrambled eggs. "Wow, it's like I am their grandfather. "How about some ham and hash brown potatoes and toast and I'd like coffee."

Jimmy said, "I like coffee with milk and sugar."

"Me too," sang out Josh.

***

It was a happy group for sure. Colin assigned Josh to the toast and Jimmy to the Keurig coffee maker.

"How many slices of toast Colin?"

"Go for 5, if anyone wants more, I'll make it so you can finish."

"No sir, this is my job. I'll make the toast. Please, Colin."

"Ok, Josh."

"What kind of coffee, Colin?"

"I think you guys will like french vanilla; I like cinnamon."

"Can I have cinnamon too, I wanna be like you?" Jimmy asked

"Sure, if you want."

"Me too, make mine cinnamon, Jimmy."

During breakfast, Colin told about his email with Robbie. "He suggested the pictures, and if you agree Josh, we should have a doctor examine you. He'll have to check out your butt. You know what Mr. Brown did is called rape and if we can prove it, he'll be in jail for a long, long time. Will you do it, Josh?"

"Anything to get back at him," Josh said with a stern determined face. The same face Colin remembered Timmy had when he came to bat and if the team was losing. He almost always got a hit that either started them on a rally or finished one. Yup, Josh was Timmy's son.

Almost as if on cue, Colin's cell phone rang. It was Robbie.

"Good news bud, there is precedent for temporary emergency custody in New York. As a matter of fact, quite a few cases. Your situation is complicated by you being single, but today single guys foster all the time. I don't see a problem if we get a fair-minded judge. Where did the boys go to school? I'd like to check their records and see if there is anything we can use there."

"Let me put you on speaker. The boys are right here – Josh, Jimmy, this is my best friend in the whole world. He is a lawyer and is going to help me to have you stay here with me. He needs you to answer some questions. Robbie, Josh is 13 and Jimmy is 11 if that helps at all."

***

"Where did you guys go to school?"

"We didn't. I asked Mrs. Silver about that and she gave the answer I always got. Be quite…Children are to be seen and not heard. She was almost as mean as Mr. Brown." Josh answered.

"But you had to go to school; it's the law."

"Mr. Brown said working on his farm was our school."

"How long were you there?"

"I'm pretty sure it was since March, the beginning of March."

"What did you do there?"

"We worked the farm. It was hard work; hauling hay for the cows, planting corn and other stuff. Jimmy was only 10 when we went there. He had a real hard time carrying the heavy bags of seed. He didn't have beds, just mattresses on the ground. Often we woke up with mice and rats around us, looking for food."

"He didn't hardly give us enough to eat either" Jimmy piped up.

Robbie and Colin were beside themselves, trying to stay calm, so they kept the boys calm. Colin got up and stood so the boys could not see his face and the tears running down.

Robbie took deep breaths. He knew he had to continue and get the whole truth. "What was your room like?"

"It was part of the barn. There was no electricity there for a light. When the sun went down, we was in the dark. It was pretty much that way all the time we were there. We worked until just before it was gonna be dark. We got our sandwich and cup of water and cleaned up a bit by where the cows drank."

Colin was pacing; the more he heard, the more he was gonna kill the SOB Brown.

"You said sandwich, one each or one to share."

"One to share," Jimmy said. "A lot of time, Josh saw I was real hungry and he gave me some of his share."

"How about breakfast or lunch?"

"We got a little coffee in the morning, no milk or sugar and another sandwich at lunchtime unless he got mad and said we didn't work hard enough," Josh explained.

"Do you remember how to get to his farm or the address?" Robbie pressed on, controlling the rage he was feeling.

"I DON'T WANT TO GO BACK THERE; I WON'T!" Jimmy yelled. "Don't you go neither, Josh!"

Colin went to Jimmy and held him tight. "I will kill him! You hear me; I will kill him if he ever gets close enough to hurt you. You are safe and I will keep you safe right here. You hear me, Jimmy?"

Robbie said, "It's ok; I'll find another way to get that info."

Josh spoke up, "I'll do it. I'll do it. I'll show you where the bastard lives. You gotta come with me Colin. I want him punished. I can't let him do to another boy what he did to Jimmy and me!"

Robbie said, "That is very brave of you, Josh. If we have to do that, I will be there and I have some other friends that will be there too. We all want that low life scum put away and I think Mrs. Silver is complicit too. Thank you for telling me all of this. I know it was hard. I'm going to see to it that you guys can grow up safe with Colin. Would you want that?"

"Yes sir, very much my real daddy told me to stay with him and he would take care of us. It was in a dream, but it was as real as can be and Colin knew him when he was just a boy like us."

"Wow, is that true, Colin?"

"Yup, I don't know how but it is true and I believe Josh's dream. I'll tell you more about it later."

"OK, we all got some work to do; I have a brief to write and some other stuff. I guess you have to go see a doctor Josh. You are very, very brave. It's going to be ok guys, trust me; I will not let you down."

"Thanks, Robbie" Colin replied.

"Thank you, mister Robbie," Jimmy said.

"Thank You," Josh added.

***

Colin called the town health department asking for the name of a pediatrician who could examine Josh. He explained he was new to the area and it was a delicate matter; he suspected the boy was raped. The woman on the phone was most sympathetic and gave Colin two names of doctors that specialized in children's anal disease. Colin called the first one, a doctor Elsberry. The nurse was most sympathetic and said she could squeeze Josh in at 2:30 that afternoon.

Colin told Josh of the appointment. He took a deep breath and then another and said, "OK."

"I'm guessing the only clothes you guys have is what you are wearing. Am I right?"

"Yeah, we were at a foster home before Brown for almost two years. They were nice, got us new stuff every three months. I think the state gave them money for it, but still, they took us out and used it on us."

"Well, let's take you out and see if we can break the limit on my credit card."

"Really, Colin."

"Yeah, sure it's about time you guys had some fun. The mall is off the interstate. You wanted to go on that anyway."

"NO way, not anymore, we'll do whatever you say to stay right here."

Jimmy, who had gotten back into the 'Avengers' piped up, "Did I hear clothes shopping? Can ya count me in, these sneakers are killing me." He showed Colin the big hole in them.

"That's it… Get in the Tesla; I gotta save some money on gas."

On the way to the mall, they made up a shopping list. Actually, Colin did and the boys took notes.

2 pairs of jeans

1 pair dress pants

3 pair of shorts

6 pair on underwear

6 pair of socks

4 polo tee shirts

2 dress button down shirts

1 pair of dress shoes

1 pair of sneakers

1 sweater

1 sweat shirt

1 heavy winter Jacket

***

Somehow, Colin hit it lucky it was 50 % off most stuff and an addition 25% off on the Kohl's charge card. He got a measuring tape to size the pants and jeans as well as the shirts. He made them try on the jeans and the dress pants in the store changing area. He had them buy their new socks right away and they wore them to try on the shoes and sneakers. They did the same for the sweatshirt and jacket. They were down to the underwear. Colin had their size but they could not come up with a style. Nothing was sexy enough.

"We gotta have good underwear. Colin. Kids will laugh at us if we have these old man things." Jimmy pleaded.

Colin just shook his head. He asked the clerk where he might find more stylish underwear than what they sold here.

"There is a little shop out in the mall, "The boy's store." You can look there. My nephew says they have all kinds of boy's underwear." The nice matronly black woman rolled her eyes.

Colin just shook his head. "Used to be tighty withies were most acceptable."

"Not anymore dear, not any more. Seems teen boys are more fussy about their clothes than teen girls these days or at least as fussy. Good luck."

Colin smiled and thanked her.

They paid for their haul. Each boy carried his bags; Colin carried the bill. They found the 'Boy's Store,' and it was as advertised. Every imaginable male underwear ever made was there in every size, especially boys' sizes.

Josh decided on different colored hip hugger briefs with just a tiny strap going from front to back. Some said things like 'Sorry girls – boys only'. Colin had been thinking about getting a T booster to help him get it up for his jack off sessions. He completely put it out of his mind; with these two Big T boosters running around, he didn't want it. He thought he should change that to baby aspirin to guard against heart attacks. Jimmy picked up the 'Sorry Girls'.

"NO, NO Way, James O'Shea."

"Awe, Colin, I was only teasing."

"You would be wise to get something respectable and get me out of here."

Jimmy got briefs similar to Josh's and Colin relaxed a bit. It was 12:30 and stomachs were grumbling again. They went to the food court. After over 6 months of only a half peanut butter sandwich, a meal the boys latterly drooled at all the food they saw. After cruising the food court, they decided on smash burgers. Lunch done, it was off to Doc Elsberry's.

Wearing his new clothes, Josh was in a much better mood but still was not looking forward to the exam.

"We'll get this over with and then do some food shopping, ok Josh. You pick out tonight's dinner."

"Thanks, Colin, all I gotta do to get through this; is think of Brown in jail."

They got to the doc's office and went in. It was 2:30 on the dot. The office was prepared.

"Josh O'Shea," they called. Josh put up his hand. Even though there were other folks waiting, "Josh come this way, the doctor will be right with you." The nurse led the group into one of the patient exam rooms.

She whispered to Colin, "Understanding the boy may be upset; it'll be easier waiting here."

Colin whispered back, "Thank you."

After a few minutes, Doc Elsberry came in. He surveyed the room quickly and got right up close to Josh. "Josh, I am so sorry this happened to you. You know this was no way your fault."

Josh nodded

"You know I have to examine you back there."

Josh nodded again.

"I want to put the bastard away, if you can believe me, as much as you do. I am sick of depraved bastards doing this to good kids like you. You want to put him in jail?"

"Yes"

Doc reached out and touched Josh's cheek. "You are a very brave young man. Who are these folks with you? "

"My brother and ahh, ah special friend of my dad's; my dad died in Afghanistan."

"I'm gonna ask you guys to wait outside a second, OK?"

"Sure, doc."

"Josh, I sent them outside in case you don't want them here. Should I ask them to come back in or let them stay outside?"

"They've seen my butt before; I think I would rather have them here."

"Good, it's always better to have some support, especially people who are close who will understand."

Doc went to the door, "Josh would like you to come in now."

"Josh, if you would go behind the screen, take your pants off and put this robe on so we can do the exam."

Josh did and the doc had him get on the exam table. He elevated a pair of metal stirrups and Josh put his legs on them. Doc said, "I'm going to apply some ointment to your anus. It will kill any pain as well as kill any germs, so the instruments I put in there won't hurt. OK?"

Colin went over and held Josh's hand.

"Yup, go on doc, let's just get this over with."

"OK son," Doc applied the ointment, waited a few minutes and inserted a little probe that was a camera that took pictures on Josh's insides. The pictures were being recorded. "Ahh, gotcha," the doc exclaimed.

He next inserted a kind of tweezers thing and with the camera so, carefully grabbed a speck of sperm that was on Josh's cavity. "Got it."

Doc slowly pulled the tweezers out. He kept them tight as he grabbed a specimen dish and dropped it in. He took another good look with the camera probe. "Bruising on several places, he noted."

He pulled the probe out and wiped Josh's butt for him. "That's it son; now the world will have proof of what you knew for sure. We have a bit of dried sperm. From DNA, they will be able to identify whose it is. I can testify that there was considerable bruising. When were you attacked?"

"About 2 weeks ago."

"That explains the healing. It must have been terrible for you, son; I am so sorry you had to endure it. Do you know who it was?"

"Yup."

"Do you have a lawyer?"

Colin said, "Yes, I have a friend who is a lawyer."

"Good, give his name and contact info to my nurse. Now, I also know of a lawyer. His son was raped and killed. He has made it his quest to see every son of a bitch who does this depravity in jail and known as a child molester so the inmates can treat them appropriately. He has become an expert so to speak. I would like your lawyer to contact him. My nurse will give you his contact info. You get this to court and I will testify and there will not be a charge either. I don't need money to do this. I am in the business of saving lives but there are times when I would be satisfied seeing people who do this lose their life."

"Wow, thanks doc." Colin said.

"Can I get up now doc?"

"Sure, ooh the straps. I'll undo them. You did real good, Josh."

"Thanks, doc, you were so great and gentle. Thank you, we sure got lucky getting you."

"Well, you take care of yourself now and be good to your grandpa here. You too, little bro." Doc smiled at Jimmy.

"Get your pants on; I'm gonna take your grandpa to the nurse."

"Colin is it.?"

"Yes Doc."

"This I can tell you, this man was very rough and he has a very large penis. This was a man and not a boy. I can and will testify to that. If you know who it is, get a DNA sample somehow. Then there is no way out; you can nail him good."

"Thanks again, doc. Say doc, could I impose on you some more? The boys say they were not fed well since March, can you see if they are malnourished? "

"But of course, I should have checked that. Let's go back inside."

"Boys, I have to complete my examination; my mind must be going on me. Did you hear the one where the old man was looking, looking for something? His grandson asked, 'what are you looking for?' Well sonny, of all the things I've ever lost, I miss my mind the most, have you seen it?"

The boys chuckled a bit.

"Now take your shirts off, you too, Jimmy. Good, now it's tickle time with old doc Elsberry."

Jimmy said, "Aww, cut it out, doc, you ain't examining us for being ticklish."

Doc said, "You guys been eating regular, you look a mite scrawny. Guess I'll have to weigh you. Jimmy jump up on the scale…. Hmm 63 lbs…[28kg] now Josh your turn… Ahh 76 lbs…[34kg] Yup, you guys are scrawny. Gonna have to take a blood test… do ya got any? "

"Last I checked," Josh answered.

Doc picked up a gigantic 2-foot long needle. The boy's eyes near popped out of their heads. He grabbed Josh's arm, "Ain't no reason to be scared son…oops I got the needle for the horses… you ain't no horse are ya…"

"Nope Doc, please put that away."

Doc was smiling and having fun. He got a regular needle. "Josh, look to your right, please." as Josh did, the needle punctured Josh's vein. Doc had his blood sample. "It's done, Josh." Doc then noticed the welts on his back. "What happened to you, boy? Who the fuck beat you like this?… I'm sorry I shouldn't say that word."

Josh turned to doc. His eyes were understanding and compassionate. He said, "Its ok, doc, I heard it before and sometimes I use it. It was Mr. Jake Brown; it was he who got my butt too."

Doc's demeanor surely had changed. The old fellow wanted a piece of Jake Brown, even without ever seeing him. He was relieved on inspecting Jimmy that he was nowhere near as scarred as Josh. He knew Josh had saved his brother without even asking. He got Jimmy's blood without a lot of fooling around.

He grabbed Colin out in the hall as the boys dressed again. "Now sir, tell me the whole story."

Colin went over everything from picking the boys up. His lawyer telling him not to report anything; as he feared if the boys were back in the system they would wind up back on Brown's farm. He explained about the brief Robbie was filing. He even explained about Josh's dream and that the boys were the sons of a youth he had befriended some years ago.

"I gotta protect them doc. They can't go back into the system. I don't trust that social worker at all. I think, but can't prove that she was getting paid off so the boys could be used as slave labor. It's a very serious situation. There probably are other kids at risk because of her."

"Ok, I believe you. You'd have to be dumb and stupid to inflict that damage on the boys, especially Josh, and bring them here. Have your lawyer send me a copy of his brief and I want to be at that hearing. I will testify on behalf of Josh and Jimmy. I'm going to give you a prescription for vitamins for the boys. You were 100% correct; they are malnourished."

"Thank you, doc."

"Good luck and I meant it when I said no charge; I don't need money at this stage of my life."

"Doc Elsberry, I won't forget this. If I ever can do something for you, just call."

Colin collected his charges. "Let's go boys."

"Yes sir, we are ready, that crazy doc might change his mind and use that big needle," a smiling Jimmy said.

"He was nice." Josh said. "He couldn't have been gentler with me."

"Yeah, I think he is going to be your doctor while you stay with me."

"Good, I like him." Josh said again.

"We're going to stop at the supermarket for some food. Josh, how about you pick out something for supper since you had to endure all that at the doc's."

"It weren't anything."

"Yeah, well, I wouldn't have been jumping for joy to have him sticking those instruments up my butt. Pick out what you want."

"Hmm, I remember steak was good and fried chicken, yeah with french fries and maybe macaroni salad. Is that ok?"

"Hmm, fried chicken, kool pick Josh. I'm hungry already." Jimmy added.

"Not super healthy but good enough, I think you are always hungry, Jimmy. You guys are two eating machines but that's good – shows you are healthy even if doc says you are scrawny," Colin said.

They loaded up on food. Colin got the vitamin prescription and it was home with a load of food and their new clothes.

They all helped to bring the food in; of course, Jimmy and Josh had their clothes. Colin showed them the dresser in the room and they each had a large drawer and a smaller one for socks and stuff. The closet was divided as well. Both boys, after putting their things away, turned to Colin, "Thanks, Colin, we never had so many new clothes," Josh offered. "You are really too good to us."

"Now, don't get all mushy. Who's setting the table? However, you are most welcome and being polite never hurts anyone. You are a good boy, Josh O'Shea."

Josh just kind of hung his head at Colin's compliment. He went over to Colin and hugged him. "I didn't want to go to the city… I was so scared… I didn't know what else to do. I had to find a way to take care of Jimmy." Josh had tears in his eyes.

"It's ok now Josh. I told you last night that you are safe here. You must put that scum Brown out of your mind. I want you to think that you have been here a long time. I'm going to have you as my grandson. You want to be my grandson?"

"Ohh yeah, what do I call you then?

"How about Pops?"

"Ok Pops, I like that; you are my Pops. Kids shouldn't call adults by their first names. It's not respectful and you should be respected… Jimmy, no more calling Colin, Colin. He is now our Pops."

"OK, sure, you look like a Pops, Pops."

"Ohh Jimmy, you are a pistol, get over here and help set the table."

"Yes sir, Pops. Right away, Pops. Say, Pops, you gonna tell us about woodies tonight. I like talking about woodies, Pops. "

Josh and Pops were busting up at Jimmy.

"Yes, I will Jimmy, but not during dinner. It's not polite dinner time conversation."

"Aww, shucks, my woodie just went down."

Colin got the french fries in the microwave, he warmed the chicken in the oven and put out the macaroni salad. They sat down to eat. After their day of shopping, the boys were famished.

Colin asked, "Do you guys say grace before you eat? When I was growing up, my little family did."

"Yeah, when dad was home, we did. Want me to say what I remember?"

"Yes, Josh, please do, should we hold hands?"

They all stretched their hands around the table.

Josh said, "Thank you, God for our food and thank you God for bringing Jimmy and me safe to this house. Thank you God, most of all for Pops, he is our savior here on earth. God, please help our Mom to get well from the drug addiction and God, please keep our dad close to you and let me see him sometimes. Amen."

"Very well done, Josh. Do you want to say grace tomorrow night Jimmy?"

"Does it have to be as long as Josh's? I kept looking at my chicken leg and my mouth was watering, but I tried so hard to listen to what he said. Can I eat it now?"

"Yes, Jimmy, eat your chicken and the grace can be as long or short as you want. I don't think Josh's was that long, myself. It was from his heart and if yours is short but from your heart , then that will be fine."

"How bout I say thank you for the food and what Josh said last night. Let's eat. Amen."

Colin, practically swallowed a chicken leg whole. Laughing… "I guess that will work. What do you think, Josh?"

"He always takes short cuts, Pops, he always does that, 'what Josh said' thing."

"So, what sports do you guys like?"

Josh, "Baseball, there is no other game with as much history and tradition."

"Nope, basketball. Baseball is so slow; you can fall asleep waiting for the guy to throw the dang ball." Jimmy replied.

"Well, a difference of opinion."

"Yeah, see, he wants the fast way. Even has a time clock. Baseball is done with a strategy on every pitch."

"Ok, who is the best baseball player ever?"

"Ohh, that is hard – one guy, Pops, only one guy; maybe Babe Ruth or Ty Cobb. I think Ruth. He could pitch and hit and was great in right field until he got that big gut."

"Good choice Josh. What about basketball, Jimmy?"

"Well, you got Jordan, Bird, Kareem, Wilt, Russell, the Big O. So many others, Pops, I agree with Josh in baseball it has to be Ruth, he changed the game, and won a ton of championships. In basketball, do you judge by the number of championships or by the personal stats? Russell won more championships. Kareem scored a ton of points, Jordan was great at the end of games. I can't pick one and you would have a hard time picking one big man or one guard or one wing."

"Wow, you guys know your stuff. So I'm guessing you, Josh plays baseball and Jimmy plays basketball."

"Well, we both played both before we went to the farm, but I was better in baseball and Jimmy, jeez he can shoot a basketball."

"If we stay here, do you think we can play ball again."

"Well, I used to coach both basketball and baseball, Josh. So I would love to help you guys play again."

"Kool, yeah, dad called you coach in my dream. You said you coached him. Was he good?"

"Ohh boys, your dad was big-league good. I don't know why he wasn't scouted. I didn't coach high school players. I told you last night when the game was on the line in either sport; I wanted your dad with the ball or up at bat. He became so focused it was like he didn't see anything else. He was amazing."

With supper over, the eating machines full for the time being, Josh and Jimmy cleaned up. Pops kind of supervised and lent a hand where needed, like turning on the dishwasher.

***

The boys worked well together; Josh was a natural leader and Jimmy loved and respected his big brother. Especially how Josh helped him at the farm, often giving him some of his sandwiches and taking that beating from Mr. Brown. Jimmy knew his brother had saved his butt. When his dad had to go to war, he said Josh was in charge and that was just the way it had to be. No arguments from Jimmy.

"Pops," Josh asked, "could you put more of that lotion on my back? It really felt good."

"Sure, son."

Josh thought, "Pops called me son. We are going to stay here. I think he loves me like dad used to"

"Me too, Pops" Jimmy piped up.

"Go get those fancy underwear and one of your new tee shirts, so you won't be trotting around naked all night."

"Can I be naked Pops, I like being naked and it's just us here. You expecting someone?"

"Ohh jeez, no Jimmy, I'm not expecting anyone. If you are gonna be happy being au natural, go ahead."

The boys stripped and laid down on the living room rug. Jimmy danced around a bit. Josh got a pillow from the couch and laid down. Pops gently applied the ointment. He saw some spots were redder than others and gently gave them extra attention. Jimmy, done dancing, laid down like Josh with a pillow for his head. Pops applied ointment to his cute little bum, and then returned to Josh.

"Pops, will you help me take care of Jimmy? I don't think I can do it by myself anymore. It was so hard, Pops."

"I know Josh, and Jimmy knows too what a brave and courageous big brother he has. You'll not have to do that again. I promise."

"Pops, I didn't want to go to the city to sell myself. Was it bad to think that?" Josh had tears in his eyes. He was regressing. He kept asking the same questions. He had to be so strong for Jimmy, but now the hurt was coming out. The brave teenager realized what had happened to him and he was now a scared little boy.

Pops saw him changing and loved him all the more. "No Josh, nothing you did was bad. You did what your dad asked you. You took care of Jimmy as if you were a man. Now I am here to help. You can be a 13 year old and have fun playing baseball. You don't have to be like your dad taking care of Jimmy. Will you let me do that job? Your dad asked me in the dream and I said yes didn't I?"

Pops hugged Josh and rocked him. Jimmy had been waiting to hear about woodies. He new his brother needs time to heal.

"Will I ever be able to forget it, Pops?

"Yes, in time Josh, it takes a lot of time, but you'll learn to cope with it. You'll feel better when he is put in jail. You know, in jail, the other inmates will find out what he did and he will pay. There are a lot of men in jail who made bad choices but child molesters are treated the worst. He will pay."

"Can I sleep with you again Pops, I need to feel safe. I don't want to be alone."

"Me too, Pops."

"Yes, you both can. Why? Tell me why?"

"Cause you love us?" Josh said.

"And you won't let anything bad happen to us," Jimmy said.

"My oh my, I have two mind readers here. You both are right." Pops tickled Jimmy and squeezed Josh and kissed both on their heads.

"How about you guys find a movie on Netflix and I'll make popcorn."

Josh put on his new underwear and T, but he was still depressed. Jimmy stayed au natural. Pops came back with the popcorn and drinks. Pops covered Josh, who was shivering a bit, with a throw from the back of the couch and threw one to naked Jimmy. Josh leaned into Pops like he wanted to become part of his skin. The movie the boys picked out was about a boy and his dog.

"Hey, what do you say… we go find us a dog tomorrow?"

"Really, Pops," Jimmy yelled.

"Well, not sure you can come, nature boy, clothes will be required."

Josh laughed at that one. "What kind, Pops?"

"Well, what do you think, a little one or a big dog?"

"A big dog," they both answered.

"How about a German Sheppard? You know, like Rin Tin Tin?"

"Who is Rin Tin Tin, Pops?"

"Well, the most famous Sheppard ever, that's who."

Pops grabbed the remote and found an old Rin Tin Tin movie.

"Yeah, that's the kind of dog I want," Josh said.

A little while later, both were snoozing; Jimmy naked on the floor, Josh still trying to crawl into Pops' skin.

Pops picked Josh up and set him down in front of the toilet. Josh got out his pecker and did his pee. Pops guided him to his bed. Then back for Jimmy. He picked him up and put him, with his little naked butt in front of the toilet. He was half-asleep and started spraying everything but the toilet. Pops quickly grabbed his pecker and redirected to the toilet. Ever so softly, he said, "Jimmy, I love you, but sometimes we have to do better."

"Yes Pops, I will."

He guided nature boy to his bed as well. Went back and cleaned up Jimmy's pee, picked up the popcorn and drinks. It was 10:30. He figured it was too late to call but sent a long email to Robbie; he could answer now or in the morning.

He went over the day's events, especially the visit to doc Elsberry. He advised him that doc needed a copy of the brief, or he might have to inform the police of Josh's condition. He also told of the other lawyer doc had said could be of help with a ton of experience and provided the contact info he was given. He told of Josh's deteriorating emotional state and hoped Chris might be able to see him.

He finished, "You have been my dear best friend for over 40 years, Robbie and I tell you, I need you now more than ever and yes, I want these boys with me more than I want life itself. I know you'll be there for me, but we have to get these bastards fast. If the social worker Silver is involved, there have to be other kids at risk. Good night my dear friend."

He locked up, turned out the lights, took his pee, stripped down to his boxers and squeezed into bed between Josh and Jimmy. Both boys must have been waiting for him for they latched on to him for dear life. Their ordeal at the Brown farm now somewhat over, the emotional stress that it inflicted on them was now being displayed. Before dozing off, Colin prayed to his dad for help and to Tim O'Shea and to God for bringing the boys to him and to please help him keep them.

Chapter 3
Shep

The sun again shone brightly through Colin's bedroom. He untangled himself from sexy naked Jimmy first and then from Josh. He wiggled out from between them and made for the bathroom. He took his pee and got in the shower. Shortly, again he heard the pee splashing the water toilet and then boys at the shower door.

"Can we shower with you like we did yesterday?" Josh asked.

"Come on in boys; you didn't shower last night."

A sleepy Jimmy asked, "Pops, can you wash me."

"Hey, don't forget me, Pops," Josh sang out.

The boys were regressing more and more it seemed to Pops. It was like they had to be so strong for so long and so grown up. Now, without that pressure, they were little boys again less mature than their years. Colin didn't know how to cope with it other than to humor and accept their regression. He knew he had to talk to Chris about it.

Pops soaped up his washcloth and started on Jimmy. He did his chest and raised one arm and got his armpit, then around the back and between his crack, back to the front and over his groin and pecker. He dropped down to one knee and did his thighs and again around the back, then down his legs to his ankles. He helped Jimmy pick up one foot, and Jimmy held on to his shoulders to steady himself. As Pops did Jimmy's feet and the bottom on his toes, it tickled and Jimmy squirmed around brushing his middle into pop's face. Pops looked up and Jimmy was laughing from the tickles.

"I'm sorry Pops, it tickles."

Smiling, Pops, said, "It's ok Jimmy, try to stay still while I do the other foot."

"Yes Pops."

Josh had been watching at all the attention Jimmy was getting and it gave him a boner. He was waiting for Pops to wash him just like Jimmy. He couldn't help but rub himself.

Pops got Jimmy's other foot and Jimmy squirmed a bit but didn't fall into Pops.

"OK, bud rinse off."

"Don't I need my hair washed?"

"Rinse off and I'll wash your hair after I wash Josh."

Josh smiled; he was happy it was his turn.

"Looks like your one-eyed buddy wants to splash out some baby makers?"

"'Yeah, I don't know why."

"After we shower, we'll have that talk about woodies."

"YEAH!" yelled Jimmy.

"Do you need me to wash you?"

Josh looked down and nodded his head; he uttered a weak little "yes."

Pops just used his hands, no washcloth, fearing it would be too rough on Josh's back.

Again down on one knee, he soaped his hands and did Josh's chest; he went to Josh's back and as gently as possible, washed the welts and bruises there. Josh's breathing deepened and quickened. Pops continued over his butt and between his crack. Josh uttered "OHH, OHH," and grabbed onto Pops, wrapping his arms around Pop's neck, with his middle against his chest.

Josh boned up so very hard his pecker twitched once, then again, and again and let out his baby-makers. Splash after splash hit pop's chest. Josh held onto Pops, squeezing him. Pops rinsed his soapy hands and held Josh to him. Josh had his head on pop's shoulder and started crying uncontrollably.

"It's ok Josh; it's ok – nothing to worry about."

Josh sobbing like a baby cried out," I'm so sorry Pops, I'm sorry – so sorry."

"Nothing to be sorry about."

"I don't know what's wrong with me," he continued to cry. "I don't want to be big anymore."

"It's ok, you can be my little boy here in the house and outside you only have to be 13 years old. I'll help take care of Jimmy. You don't have to protect him; I WILL; no one will hurt you or Jimmy again."

Pops picked up Josh, rinsed him off, got out of the shower, and dried him as well as himself. He put a towel around his middle and one around Josh.

He was sitting on the toilet and holding Josh on his lap. "Jimmy, your hair isn't very dirty, we can wash it tomorrow."

Jimmy seeing the upset state of his brother, said, "Right Pops, I'll be out in a second, you take care of Josh."

Pops took Josh out to his bed, sat down, and rocked Josh as if he was a much, much, younger child. After a few minutes, he asked, "Do you want me to put the lotion on your back?"

Josh nodded yes and laid face down on the bed. Pops got the lotion and, from neck to knee, applied it to Josh. Jimmy came in with a towel wrapped his middle and laid down next to Josh, holding his hand.

Tears were falling from his eyes, "I'm so sorry you got so hurt badly for me. Thank you so much; you are the best big brother ever. Pops is gonna take care of both of us now. You can just be my big brother, who is the best baseball player ever."

Pops applied the lotion to Jimmy.

Josh, still lying face down, lifted his head and asked softly, "Pops, tell us about woodies."

"Well, woodies are big hard penises. Is there anything else."

The two yelled, "POPS!"

"Ok, ok. Well, your pecker has two jobs, pissing which is boring and sending out baby-makers – the fancy adult word for them is sperm – which it loves to do. It can't put the baby makers into a girl if it is all soft and squishy.

"Girls, you know, have kind of tight hole called a vagina. To get in, your pecker has to be hard and strong. Then by rubbing inside the nice warm vagina, most guys call it a pussy – even girls call it a pussy; anyway, by rubbing your baby-makers shoot up inside the girl and find her eggs and make a baby. You probably know most of that from sex education.

"Anyway, your pecker thinks this is the coolest thing it can do and it's right. There is just one problem: your pecker is not very smart. He is very enthusiastic but sure ain't smart. So at the least little thing he says to himself, "Baby Making Time, gotta get ready," and he stands up hard and tall; the fancy proper name is called getting an erection.

"Especially when you are young when you first can have baby makers, your pecker goes crazy and likes to practice. It can even splash out your baby-makers when you are asleep at night, while you are dreaming. It gets big and hard and splashes them out. Maybe you get naked to shower… it thinks it's time to get ready and stands up big and strong, but there is no girl there to make babies; it's not very smart.

"Most times, looking at a book or talking about sexy stuff or seeing sexy stuff will wake him up. He has a mind of his own and he always wants to splash out his baby-makers.

"One time a boy kissed a girl after dancing and his pecker was so sure it was time – he sprang a big woodie. The boy said not now stupid to himself. He thought it was only to himself, but the girl heard him. She thought it was sweet because his pecker liked her so much.

"He likes it when you rub him and when you use up some of the sperm you make, it gets tired and doesn't need to let out the sperms or practice so much. That's kind of what I know about woodies and your pecker.

"Oh, your pecker is called many names, like dick, cock, Johnson, one-eyed buddy. Do you have any questions?"

"So, why did Brown want to put his pecker in me?"

"Hmm, well, the human body is made up of a million different chemical and electrical connections. It is an amazing thing, really amazing. In each person, there is an … lets call it an attraction switch. The attraction switch kind of gets turned on during puberty. Puberty is happening to you now, Josh and will be soon for Jimmy. It is when you change from a boy to a man. It is a slow process in some ways, but way too fast in others.

"It lets you have physical capabilities, like having baby makers, but doesn't let your feelings and understanding grow at the same rate. Most guys are attracted to girls. God made most guys that way so they would always make babies and there would be the continuation of the specie.

"God also made guys who are attracted to guys and girls attracted to girls. It's called being gay or homosexual. He also made folks who are attracted to young people and not older people. He made people with girl parts but a man's brain and feelings and girls with boy's parts. These things happen in nature, in animals as well. It's a matter of the attraction switch you are given.

"All people should care for the person they are having sex with. Is your partner as willing and wanting as you are? If the answer to that question is no, then right-minded caring people keep it in their pants.

"I'm guessing Brown is gay and attracted to young boys and does not have the control he should. That's the best I can explain it to you, Josh."

"Wow, there is a lot to having woodies."

Pops smiled, "yes, there is Josh."

***

"How about breakfast, it's time to get dressed now. Put on some of those sexy new clothes and let me see how good you look. Is today the day we are supposed to find a dog?"

"YES IT IS AND YOU KNOW IT," Jimmy yelled.

"Oh, are you coming with us, nature boy?"

"Pops, stop teasing, it was one night without clothes and I liked it. Of course I'll wear clothes outside."

"OK, Jimmy, I'll not tease any more… how about oatmeal with blueberries for breakfast?"

"Yeah, that sounds super yummy, Pops. Would you like that, Josh?"

"Yeah, we used to have oatmeal with dad – sure."

Colin thought back, yes, he and Timmy did have oatmeal a lot, often with blueberries.

"I remember your dad liked it, too."

"You got him breakfast?" Josh asked.

"Yeah, sometimes."

"I bet he did a lot of the things he did with us because he liked doing them with you."

"That's so nice of you to say Josh, I hope it's true. It would be nice to know – scoot now, clothes."

"Yes Sir, Pops." Jimmy said as he scurried buck-naked to the other bedroom.

***

The phone rang as Colin was getting dressed; it was Robbie.

"Hey Colin, how is it going?"

"It's going; I didn't think to have the boys would be so exhausting. Do you think Chris could come up? Josh especially is having these periods of regression. I mean normally 13-year-old boys do not want to be held on your lap and there's other stuff. I'm sure it's a reaction to finally getting away from that farm and that scum Brown. Who wouldn't have issues after what he's been through."

"You still want to keep them, don't you?"

"Oh yes, now more than ever. I love them Robbie, more than life itself. Do you have any news?"

"Quite a bit, actually. I sent the brief to doc Elsberry. I hope to have the hearing Monday in front of Judge Goodman. Ironic name, eh. I'll let you know later today. I don't want to give Brown and Children's Services a lot of time to prepare.

"The lawyer doc recommended, Derik Pulaski, is excellent. He has Judge Goodman's ear as well and is going to alert him of the more criminal issues in the custody hearing. He has connections with law enforcement and the prosecutor's office, helping them go after Brown and Silver.

"Already there is a plan in place to get a sample of Brown's DNA. The local sheriff's office is going to call him on the pretext of needing information on the runaway boys. Offer him coffee or whatever and get the sample that way. Most ingenious, I think.

"He also is connected to the state director of Children's Services. He is going to quietly get a list of all of Silver's cases and start investigating each placement. No doubt if she is receiving a kickback from Brown, there are many other kids at risk.

"I love this man; you must have had someone watching over you to have gone to doc Elsberry and him have the connection to Derik Pulaski. Just amazing, I believe all the more in your story of Josh's dream."

"Great news, Robbie, Great News! One thing, I think we have to protect the boys, especially Josh, from any involvement with Brown or Silver. Maybe testimony in chambers or a different room with a video feed; do you think that can be arranged?"

"Excellent thought, I'll go over that with Pulaski. The plan is to arrest or at least hold both Brown and Silver at the hearing. At Brown's trial, Josh will have to testify. However, we will have time to prepare him, as well as Chris working with him. I would like to come up this weekend with Chris. If it's all right; we can get a motel; if space is an issue."

"I would love some adult company. Yes, please come, Robbie. We will manage; please, no motel. I want you to get to know the boys. They are fantastic. You and Chris will both love them. When will you be up?"

"Is tomorrow morning ok?"

"YES, YES, tomorrow it is. Hey, we got a late start with a few complications this morning, so I gotta get breakfast and then find a dog breeder. If there isn't anything else, I'll see you tomorrow – text when you are getting close."

"Will do. I'll see you tomorrow. Have fun dog shopping."

"Thanks Robbie, you are the best."

***

Colin started whistling 'A Happy, Happy Tune' as he went to make breakfast. While he was on the phone, the boys had occupied themselves with the TV. The oatmeal was instant and the berries only needed washing. He put out cream and sugar, "Hey, where are my coffee maker and table-setter?"

"Waiting on you, Pops."

Jimmy jumped to the coffee maker, turned it on, and filled the water. Josh put out bowls and silverware; two minutes later, they sat for breakfast.

"You sure perked up," Josh said.

"Well, I just heard from my lawyer friend, Robbie. It seems we got a real good team working for you guys. I think we are gonna nail Brown good, really good as well as Silver. Robbie is coming up from New Jersey tomorrow to go over stuff and will stay over for the hearing on Monday. He is bringing his partner Chris. They are gay and great people; no need to be afraid. You'll see, they are so nice. They would stay at a motel if you are not comfortable, but I said no. I didn't have the chance to ask you – You think it's all right?"

"I can't go through life thinking every guy is like the scum bag Brown. So sure, I mean, they have already been helping us. It would be mean not to be nice to them," Josh said.

"Yeah, I guess, I bet you are going to say I can't be nature boy, aren't you?"

"Yes, I am Jimmy."

"OK, but maybe I'll shower with them."

Pops and Josh broke out laughing.

"No Jimmy O'Shea, No way… you can shower with Josh or by yourself. It's time for you to respect adult privacy."

"Aww Pops, that's no fun."

"Too bad, James O'Shea"

Josh was laughing and laughing, almost turning blue.

"What's so funny, Joshua O'Shea?"

Josh caught his breath and babbled out, "You sounded just like dad; when Jimmy would get him upset, he would call him James O'Shea and me Joshua just like you just did."

"Yup, and I would call him Timothy Scott O'Shea when he upset me, too."

They had a good laugh at that as well.

"Anyway, did you get the message, Jimmy?"

A contrite Jimmy said, "Yes Pops, but I was only teasing you as you teased me about being nature boy."

"Really?"

"Yup, I wouldn't do that with someone who wasn't my grandpa. I only do that cause I love you and want to be with you all the time."

"Come here James O'Shea."

Jimmy got up off his chair and went over to Pops. Colin grabbed and held him tight and then started tickling his bony ribs, then kissed his head and cheeks a bunch of times and put him down.

"I only do that to boys I love and always want with me." Josh was just sitting there kind of not in the game.

"Joshua O'Shea, come over here as well; you are an accomplice with your brother."

Josh did of course, he was expecting the tickling but let Pops grab him and tickle his bony ribs and then Pops smothered him with kisses as well, all over his face. Finally, Pops put him down.

His sparkling blue eyes looked up at Pops and said "I love you, Pops" and he kissed Pops on his cheek. Jimmy did the same and said, "Me too Pops, I love you."

The three had a squeeze group hug until Pops broke it up, "Ok, enough of this mushy stuff…let's find a German Shepherd dog kennel."

"But we like the mushy stuff Pops, don't we Josh?"

"Yes, we didn't get any at the farm."

"Ok, one more hug."

The smiling boys jumped into his arms and Pops made as if he was eating them and kissing their necks and ears. Their cheeks got tons of kisses as well as their foreheads. Then he alternated tickling one and then the other.

"Stop Pops, I gotta pee…please stop."

"Me too Pops, I gotta pee too," Jimmy said

They jumped up, holding themselves and ran to the bathroom.

***

Pops cleaned up the breakfast dishes with Josh's help. Jimmy said, "You didn't say nothing about our new clothes. Don't we look good?"

"Sorry you looked good enough to eat. Maybe I'll have some more. You are two very sharp looking guys. Don't go out and get married on me now. "

Things settled down and Pops got on the computer looking for German shepherd breeders. It was a little difficult with the two boys hanging on him, but inside he loved it. He found one about 40 miles away and gave them a call.

They had two pups, a male and a female, three months old, with all their shots and housebroken. Colin talked price a little, $1500.00 was their firm bottom price. He was told the dog could be brought back for a full refund if there were any issues whatsoever.

Colin asked if the breed was good with two rambunctious boys, 11 and 13. He was assured their breed was super gentle with kids unless someone acted threateningly toward one of their masters. If Colin were to get a good trainer and they could recommend one, the dog could be trained to protect his masters when given the protect command and die for the masters if need be. Colin was impressed and promised to be there right after lunch.

There were pictures of the two dogs on the computer. The female seemed standoffish, but the male just acted as if he loved everybody.

Jimmy saw a little video of him and said, "I like him." It was Josh who added the, "me too," this time.

"Should we take the ride then? Want to bring lunch?"

"Yeah, you are spending so much money we should save where we can," Josh replied.

"Good level headed thinking Josh; I know why your dad left you in charge."

"I don't wanna be in charge any more Pops. You said that is your job."

"Right you are, son. I didn't mean it that you should be in charge now, but you showed good sense."

"Aww, I like going out to eat," Jimmy piped up.

"When you got the money to pay, you can, Jimmy. We can't waste Pops' money."

"OK, but I still like going out."

"We'll do it another time, Jimmy; maybe when Robbie and Chris are here."

***

Josh helped Pops, make ham and cheese sandwiches on rye bread with a little mayo and mustard. Between him and Pops, they ate almost as much as they put in the sandwiches. Pops smiled at Josh as he popped another slice of cheese in his mouth. Josh slipped a piece of ham into his.

"Hey, what's going on over there," Jimmy yelled.

Pops turned and said, "Noffin Jimmmmie," with half the cheese falling out of his mouth.

"You guys are eating up all the savings."

"Yuff," Josh replied as he tried to swallow down his ham.

"Make the sandwiches and no more nibbling, you hear Joshua O'Shea and you too Colin O'Brian."

"Yeff fir."

"Don't talk with your mouths full neither," Jimmy said, as he went back to his TV watching.

Packed up with the sandwiches and fruit drinks for the boys, cold green tea for Pops, they were off.

The 45-minute drive went fast as the boys again debated whether baseball or basketball was the best sport. They also debated what to call the dog and decided on Shep. They pulled up a long drive to a nice sized ranch house. In the back yard were several doghouses, where the older breeding dogs are kept during good weather. A nice middle-aged woman came out of the house with two dogs on leashes.

"Hi, Mr. O'Brian?"

"Yes, Mrs. Galuchi?"

"Right you are; these are the two dogs we have available. The female has been having a hard time lately, but the male is full of all sorts of energy."

The male was pulling on the leash and wanting to say hello to the boys. "He wants to say hello. Do you want to take his leash, Mr. O'Brian?"

"Sure."

With the pup now closer to Jimmy, he jumped up on Jimmy's chest and started licking him. He then went to Josh, sniffed, sniffed, and licked his hand. Jimmy said "Here boy," but the pup stayed by Josh and licked him some more. Josh bent down to a knee and the pup licked his face repeatedly and then put his head on Josh's leg. Josh patted his back and scratched his ears.

"You can hold his leash he won't run on you," Mrs. Galuchi said.

Josh took the leash and they took a little walk. Jimmy jumping up and down saying, "let me hold him."

Mrs. Galuchi whispered to Colin, "Is the older boy alright, has he been hurt?"

"Well, to be honest he has been hurt – I don't want to go into the details. Very perceptive of you."

"Oh, it wasn't me, it was the pup. See the way he jumped on the younger boy but not on the older. He licked his hand and when the boy bent down, his face. How gentle he was with the older boy; he sensed the hurt. Dogs are amazing animals. He wants to give the older boy all the love he needs to heal."

"Really, that fast."

"Oh yes, their sense of smell somehow tells them. You will have a fine loving animal if you take him. He is so smart, one of the smartest dogs I've ever had and he is only three months old. I really should keep him and breed him. His father is getting old. He is ten years old now, and his mom is eight years old. Dogs mellow as do people and a lot of that calmness gets transferred to their young.

"I love seeing my pups go to a home where they will be loved and will love back. I can see those boys will be very good to the pup. You said you were interested in a trainer?"

"Yes, I think that is important, don't you."

"Very much so, the man I would recommend will train the dog only with the love that is in his heart. When he is done, the dog will know almost a hundred commands. You and the dog will be better able to communicate. The dog will know what to do for you and that's all he will want. A Sheperd only wants to sever his master. In this case, he only wants to share his love unconditionally."

The boys came running back with the pup leading the way. He jumped on Jimmy, his paws on his chest. He was amazingly different with Josh and again licked his hand. Colin was in the process of paying Mrs. Galuchi; she had dropped the price to $1300.00.

"I love seeing my pups go to a good family, Mr. O'Brian and I can tell your's will be the best for this pup. Could you maybe send me a picture of him with the boys now and again?"

"It will be a pleasure. How big will he grow?"

"His father stands about 5 feet [1.5m] on his hind legs and weighs about 90 lbs [40kg]. So somewhere close to that, maybe a bit larger I would guess. When he's fully grown, it would be a foolish person who would try to break into your house.

"Say, if you want to breed him, I would love to have an offspring of his. You can do that in another year or so. He'll be a little randy, but it looks like you'll have a couple of other randy ones around."

Colin smiled; he liked Mrs. Galuchi; her pups were her babies. She certainly did not run a puppy mill operation.

"I think that would be a great experience for the boys as well. Could you put it on your calendar to contact me when you think he is ready, so we'll know when to bring him over?

"Mrs. Galuchi, I don't need to save the $200.00; could you give me some dog food for Shep, I think that is what we decided on the way over. This way he'll get what he is used to eating, and can I have your email – I'm sure questions will come up."

"My pleasure."

Pops took care of the payment. Mrs. Galuchi got Shep's food, leash and doggie bed. She hugged the pup. "I hope to see you soon, Shep. Jimmy, Josh, DO NOT FEED SHEP PEOPLE FOOD. He will act like he wants it but do not do it; he can get sick from people's food. OK, promise me."

"We won't, we promise. Thanks, Mrs. Galuchi, we'll bring him back to see you."

The boys and Shep played all afternoon. As dinner time came up, Colin was busy preparing the meal. Tonight he vowed to eat healthy with baked tilapia fish, baked potatoes and, spinach. He garnished the fish with peppers, onions and mushrooms; the smells were getting him hungry.

Jimmy came in. "Pops, Shep only wants to stay with Josh. I don't know why; I was good with him."

"Yes, I saw that; Mrs. Galuchi told me about that. Shep will want to play more with you, but he senses Josh is hurting – and he is. Not just the bruises on his back but inside; in his heart, he is hurt. He took an awful beating to protect you, Jimmy. He is not that much older, but he did it because your dad told him to take care of you. He's just sad inside in his heart that it hurt so much. As crazy as it may seem, I bet he would do it again to protect you. Shep wants to help him heal by loving him as much as he can. Don't be jealous, maybe go over and hug him like Shep is – what do you think?"

"Thanks, Pops. Thanks for splaining that. I'll do what you said and ask if I can be by him, too."

"Good boy, you are a good brother."

"Hey Josh, is it ok if I stay close to you, too, like Shep is. He sure does love you."

"Sure, a guy needs all the hugs he can get. I don't know why Shep wants to stay by me."

"I do, cause you are the best big brother ever and he knows it."

"Aww, you are getting all mushy."

"Maybe, but it is true." Jimmy sat on the floor and leaned into Josh; together, they petted Shep and scratched his ears. Now and then, the pup would lift his head and kiss Josh, and then he looked at Jimmy and kissed his hand, too.

Pops looked on from the kitchen, he snapped a picture with his phone and sent it to Mrs. Galuchi with a one-word caption in caps, THANKS. Shep was a member of the family.

"Ok, come and get it guys, dinner is ready. Who is gonna feed Shep?"

"I will," Jimmy and Josh both replied.

"Well, I think you guys should take turns so Shep knows you both care for him. Do rock, paper, scissors to figure out who is first. Fair?"

"Yup" was the reply in unison.

"Two out of three?" Josh asked.

"OK"

Jimmy won but Josh, thinking fast, got Shep his water.

Dinner was great; the boys really liked the fish.

This is great Pops, "Josh said.

Jimmy said, "uh-huh," with his mouth stuffed.

"Now, who is talking with their mouth full little brother."

Jimmy swallowed, "Least I wasn't eating all the savings from not eating out like you two did."

"You are right Jimmy; we should have at least offered you some. Maybe tomorrow, if it doesn't turn cold, I'll do another fish meal, salmon on the grill outside with Robbie and Chris here."

"If it tastes good like this, right on Pops."

"Oh, better."

***

The boys cleaned up after dinner – Pops supervised. Shep tried to get some people food. The boys kept their promise to Mrs. Galuchi and gave him a doggie treat. Pops called the dog trainer, a Mr. Herdandez, and made an appointment for Tuesday for Shep to start training. Pops figured that if all went well at the custody hearing, he would get the boys back in school Tuesday or Wednesday.

The boys took Shep for a walk to do his stuff. Josh walked him out and Jimmy raced back with him. Pops said the boys should shower. They got undressed in their room. Josh sat on the bed and took off his shirt; Shep jumped up on the bed and licked his back. – He made little crying sounds. Josh turned around to hug him.

"It's ok Shep, it's getting better, thanks buddy."

Jimmy saw and understood even more about Shep loving Josh. After showers Jimmy asked, "Can Shep sleep with us tonight."

"Well, maybe you can sleep in your own bed; I don't think with Shep there you'll have a bad dream. What do you think Josh?"

"Can I come to you if I get feeling bad?"

"Always, Josh, any time, day or night."

"Ok, I'll try. I think it might be fun. Shep is our best friend."

They all watched a movie together on the floor. It was over at 10:30. "You two brush your teeth and do your pee and get in bed. I'll take Shep out for his pee."

"We should do that, Pops," Josh said.

"Ohh, I don't get any alone time with Shep?"

"I just meant it should be our job to walk him."

"And it will be on every cold, snowy morning."

"I will do it, Pops. I don't want him having a problem trying to hold it. "

Pops smiled, "I know you will Josh, you are a fine young man. You get the morning shift and depending on whether you are ready for bed, we'll share the late-night run. OK."

"OK."

"What about me," Jimmy said.

"You'll get your turn too, don't worry."

Pops thought this morning Josh wanted no part of any responsibility and wanted to be his little boy. Quite a difference now. He loaded up on doggie treats and took Shep for his walk. It was a clear, cool night and the brisk air felt good to Colin.

"Shep, you are a very welcome addition to our little family. Please God, keep us together."

Chapter 4
Custody

Colin returned after the dog's pee. Josh patted the bed between himself and Jimmy. Shep jumped up on the bed, licked Josh and then Jimmy and put his head down on the pillow. The boys had their skimpy undies on for bed; they turned on their side to pet Shep, who loved the attention. Pops went and petted Shep's head and kissed each boy on the head.

"Pops, thanks for getting us Shep," said Jimmy.

"Yeah, thanks Pops, he is a great dog," Josh added.

Shep seemed not to want to be left out and barked WOOF. Everyone laughed.

Pops turned off the light after taking a picture of the boys with their cute butts and all as they petted Shep.

He sent it off to Mrs. Galuchi with the caption, "I hope you are not offended by the boys sleeping in their underwear. I just wanted to show you how Shep has moved right into our little family." Being used to seeing the scarring on Josh's back, Colin didn't think to give any explanation.

He immediately got a reply, "OMG, a beautiful picture, but what happened to Josh's back."

Colin responded, "I saw it but didn't think about his back being exposed. How stupid of me, a senior moment. I am not at liberty to go into details; there are legal technicalities involved. I will tell you when the issues are resolved."

Mrs. Galuchi, "No wonder Shep treated him so gently, I'm so sorry for Josh."

Colin, "Hopefully, retribution will start very soon."

"Thank you for the picture; they are just lovely together. I am so happy you got Shep."

Colin cleaned up a bit. Picked up the popcorn dishes and put them in the dishwasher, cleaned up the bathroom, the boys had left towels on the floor. Closed up the house and headed to bed.

Colin got up for his middle of the night pee and checked on the boys. Two boys and one canine, all sleeping soundly; he smiled. Back to bed for you, old man, he thought.

***

Morning came around kind of cloudy. Colin got up; he needed to get busy cleaning the house for Robbie and Chris's visit. A fast shower alone, he thought.

As he was finishing, he missed the boys. Two days in a row, taking their shower with him, kind of opened up the day. Oh well, he quickly dressed, got a cup of coffee and went to work dusting and vacuuming. He put out clean towels in the bathroom and got out clean sheets to change the sheets on the boys' bed, which Robbie and Chris always used. The boys were actually sleeping in this morning – Colin took that as a good sign.

About 9:30, Jimmy was peeing in the bathroom, "Hey, what cha doing?"

"Cleaning up for Robbie and Chris. We've been so busy, I didn't even think about it. Do you want me to make something for you or just the cereal that you picked out at the market."

"Just cereal will be great; you're busy and cooking will just add to the work."

"Thank you for thinking like that. It shows you care; very good, Jimmy."

"Hey Pops, you been the best thing that happened in mine and Josh's life since our daddy died. It'd be stupid and mean not to care about you."

Colin went over and gave Jimmy a little hug. "Even Shep's sleeping in with Josh."

"Nah, he's awake, he is just licking Josh and making those little crying noises. Josh is sucking up all his attention. Me, I don't count. I understand why, but it don't make it feel better."

"Why don't you beat Josh and take Shep out to do his pee. I bet he'll like that; must have to go a lot since last night."

"Thanks, Pops, I'll do that," and he was off.

"Maybe put something on your feet and a jacket and some pants or jeans."

Jimmy was back with his warm winter jacket and flip flops.

"No pants! BOY, what am I gonna do with you."

"Love me Pops, it gets better. Come on, Shep lets pee."

Colin got an upsetting image in his mind. He yelled after Jimmy, "Jimmy, you do your pee in the house, hear me. No need for you peeing outside – Jeeze!"

Josh paddled around the corner. "What wrong, Pops? You were yelling."

Pops smiled at Josh, "Hey, good morning; just your brother, outside with no pants. I guess I should be happy he has underwear on and he said to Shep 'come on lets go pee.' I'm betting he's peeing where Shep is." Pops had to laugh, "Thank God this is a very private property."

Josh laughed too, "Yup, you'll have your hands full with him, Pops. I'm glad you took him off my hands."

"You sound just like a grown-up, Josh."

Josh hugged Pops, "Not yet, Pops, I got a lot of baseball to play."

Pops was 100% right. Jimmy was pissing everywhere Shep did. Shep was kind marking his territory and went back and pissed on top of Jimmy's piss. Josh and Pops watched from the window; they had to laugh.

A car pulled down the long drive. Robbie and Chis had made it.

Josh saw them. "Do I need to get dressed, Pops. I just don't feel like it and I gotta shower."

"Jeeze, you must be catching your brother's nature boy, sickness. Not if you don't want. Whatever happened with modesty?" Pops answered, scratching his head.

Colin went and opened the door. Robbie and Chris were walking up the walkway. "Hi, hey, how you doing. How was the ride?" Colin asked.

Robbie responded, " Good, traffic was light, so a great ride." They exchanged hugs all around.

Colin said, "We got a little late start this morning. The boys haven't showered yet – Hence the bedtime attire."

"Fine by us," Chris said. "So, who's who?"

Colin put his hand on Josh's shoulder, "This is Josh and Jimmy has Shep over there."

"Say, Jimmy, do you know why Shep peed on your pee?"

"Ohh, ahh, you saw that. Sorry, I wan't expecting anyone yet." Jimmy said quietly.

"Doesn't bother me. I thought it was cute but Shep, he's kind of serious about marking his territory. That's why every time you peed, he peed on top of it. Of course, in the winter, if you can bear it, he'll pee faster if you pee first."

"Jeeze, Chris, what are you tellin the kid; his dick will freeze and Colin will come looking for you," said Robbie. They all laughed. It was a good ice breaker

Jimmy scratched his head, "Guess I'll pee inside like you said, Pops."

"Better than having a frozen dick and everyone thinking you got a boner." Chis added. That got the group falling down, laughing.

"Well, I think the boys were just about to take showers, aren't you guys."

"Nope, I wanna stay and talk about dicks," Jimmy said.

Robbie shot Chris a look that said, 'look at what you started.'

"Talking about dicks usually gives me a boner," Josh added, not wanting to be left out.

Colin looked at Chris with a quizzical 'what are ya going to do now, Mr. Psychologist.'

Chris growled, "GGGRRR, maybe we'll eat you, cause you only got skimpy undies on unless you get showered and dressed."

Shep barked and showed his fangs. Chris blinked and backed up. Josh hugged Shep.

"It's ok, Shep he was just playing, it's ok fella."

"Wow, that's some protective dog you got there, Josh." Robbie said.

"Yep, Shep's the best. We just got him yesterday and he is our best friend after Pops."

"I'm glad I got into the conversation; thanks Josh."

"Come on Jimmy; I think we should go shower before Shep eats someone – I'm only teasing Chris, you guys are kool."

"Josh, please, please tell the dog that."

"Maybe, we'll think about it," Jimmy said.

"Come on, Jimmy don't be start'in anymore trouble."

The boys went to shower. Of course, they fit together in the shower easily. Two minutes later, the water was heard splashing and boys giggling.

"How about coffee?" Colin offered as he went to the coffee machine.

Chris and Robbie nodded and sat down at the table. "Maybe I went overboard with the frozen dick," Chris offered.

"MAYBE! MAYBE?" Robbie asked.

"Come on; boys love talking about their dicks; what better way to get acquainted. He did say he would pee inside didn't he? So there's one point for my side."

"They aren't really shy, at least not that I noticed."

Colin said. "Especially Jimmy, jumped right into the shower with me the next morning."

"HMM," Chris said, blinking his eyes. "I did tell you my area of expertise is with adults, didn't I?"

"Stop trying to cop-out," Robbie said.

"Well, I know one thing, I'm not going to growl any more with Shep around. He is a beautiful animal, Colin. "

"Yeah, he took to the boys right away. Especially Josh, he senses that he is hurting. He'll jump on Jimmy and play a little rough with him but not Josh. He is amazing. The breeder said he is very smart. She wants me to bring him back to breed when he is older.

"Last night he slept with them and there were no bad dreams or any other issues. I told you Josh had regressed yesterday morning but not this morning. He sounded so grown up saying, in essence, Jimmy was my problem now."

"Well, want to know what I know?"

"Please, Robbie."

"The ploy the sheriff used to get a sample of Brown's DNA worked. They got it and it will be analyzed Monday first thing and compared to the sperm sample. Derik is hoping in time to have Brown arrested at the hearing, and yes, it is Monday.

"Going over the boys' files, we found they have an uncle, a half brother of Tim's out in Colorado, as well as his mom, the boys' grandmother is there.

"The boys' mother is at a sanatorium outside of Rochester. The mom obviously can't take them and the uncle, who's caring for the grandmother as well as his own kids, said he couldn't take them. Do you want to tell them about the family in Colorado?"

"Yes, of course, we can't hide that from them. They need to know they have blood relatives and where they are. Once I have custody, maybe I'll take them to visit."

"You're talking pretty confident there, buddy."

"Hey, you are the best, Doc Elsberry is the best and the way you talk of Derik Pulaski, he is excellent. Why shouldn't I be confident? Besides, I don't want to think any other way."

The boys, done with their showers and dressed, came into the room. "Confident about what?" Josh asked.

"About getting custody and keeping you, my soon to be foster son."

"Kool, can I have breakfast now?" Josh asked.

"Say, we passed a pancake house as we came in. I am just dying for blueberry pancakes with whipped cream on them. How about it guys, my treat, please?" Robbie asked.

"Do we have to go to make him happy?" Jimmy asked while licking his lips. "Do they got waffles too, with ice cream on them, Robbie?"

"I think so."

"Ok, just to keep you happy, I'll go."

"Josh?"

"Oh, I can't say no. Robbie asked so nice. If I gotta eat all that sweet stuff, I'll bear it."

"Boy, you got yourself a couple of con men here, Colin," Chris added.

"Don't I know it."

***

They piled into the Tesla. The pancake house was to be invaded. "You know Robbie, I try to feed these guys healthy food. Tonight I planned to grill some salmom."

"OK, they can only go to the pancake house when I come up. Deal guys?"

Josh and Jimmy said, "Ya gotta come up a lot, then."

"We plan to," Chris said.

"We are gonna be here tomorrow too; we might have to sneak out if old health nut is watching."

"Hey, don't talk bad about our Pops," Jimmy said.

"I was just teasing, Jimmy, but I'll say I'm sorry right now. Sorry, Colin, you are a health nut in only the best way, so we don't get sick, and stay strong and live a good long life. Thank you for being the way you are. It's just that I do like my pancakes – and I like the way you stick up for your Pops, Jimmy."

"Whatta ya think Jimmy, is that apology good enough."

"Yeah, I think he is just a little pancake crazy."

Jimmy did have waffles with ice cream and pineapple sauce – two orders. "Ya know Robbie, if we have to sneak out tomorrow, Josh is pretty good at it. He snuck us away from that mean Brown farm."

"So I heard, I want to talk to you guys about that but let's wait till we get back, ok?"

"Ok," Josh said.

"I do have some news; is it ok if I tell them about Colorado, Colin."

"Yes, of course."

"Going through your records, I found out about some relatives you have in Colorado. Do you know about them?"

Josh said, "No, nobody told us about them."

"Well, you have an uncle and his wife, which would be your aunt and two cousins out there. Your grandmother on your dad's side is also there. They were very sad that they didn't have room for you in their house."

"That's ok, you are gonna fix it that we stay with Pops, aren't ya Robbie?" Josh said.

"That is the plan; Colin is not a foster parent, so the state Division of Child Services might have an argument, but it's happened several times in the past."

"I was telling Robbie, I am confident about getting custody, so lets not worry. After, I thought it would be good if your Uncle agrees to a visit by us. It'll be a nice trip in the summer and always good to know where you have family. Besides that, I hope you'll be able to visit your mother in Rochester, too. She is in a hospital up there."

With tears in his eyes, Josh said, "I would like to visit my mama. I know she can't take care of us, but to see her every once in a while would be nice. Thanks Pops, you are the best."

"Well, I think we would have to call first to see if it was alright to visit, but I would take you."

"Robbie, I don't think we'll have to sneak out to come here again. This is a good place to come. Pops will eat his pancakes and complain but smile on the inside."

"Josh, you are a most amazing and perceptive young man."

"Hey, what about me?" Jimmy said.

Pops answered, "Jimmy, you amaze me everyday, about 10 times a day."

"Is that always in a good way, Pops?"

"MMM, probably about 9 times out of 10, which is very good."

"As good as Josh."

"Ohh, right now you are amazing me in a good way, because you already know I love you and Josh, both the same. What do ya say, we pay the bill and head home."

They got up and Jimmy hugged Pops.

Josh went by Robbie and gave him a hug, "Thanks for helping Pops to keep us. I don't like calling adults by their first names and I sure don't want to call you mister. Can I call you my uncle, both you and Chris?"

"I would be most honored, Josh, thank you so much – it means a lot to me."

Chris said, "Colin got hugged, you got hugged, Robbie, guess I'm gonna have to wait for Shep to hug me."

With that, both Josh and Jimmy gave Chris a hug. "Happy now, UNCLE Chris?"

Smiling, one of those Laurel smiles from Laurel and Hardy, Chris said, "YES I AM."

***

The drive back to the house was uneventful. When they opened the door, Shep jumped and ran around so excited to see them home. He jumped up on Jimmy and knocked him down and kissed him over and over again. Again, he only licked Josh's hand and when Josh went down on one knee, he kissed his face. He was so happy they were home.

They were only gone for two hours, but it was like an eternity to Shep who didn't understand they would be back. Eventually, Shep calmed down after Josh and Jimmy took him out for a walk. The sun was peeking through the clouds and it was turning out to be a pretty nice day. Shep peed a bunch of times; Josh told Jimmy he would have his thing cut off if he did it too.

"You wouldn't do that. You' re not mean like that."

"Just keep it in your pants or I'll tell Pops." Jimmy did but he liked teasing his big brother.

Once inside, Robbie asked, "would now be a good time to go over the hearing on Monday."

Both boys said, "I guess so."

"I'm going to ask the judge to hear your testimony in chambers. That means you'll tell what happened in the judge's office without a whole lot of other people listening and watchin – especially Mr. Brown and Mrs. Silver. They will have to stay out in the courtroom."

"That's good. Mr. Brown gives me the creeps and scares me."

"That's what I figured. The clerk will put a bible in front of you and you'll have to swear on it to tell the truth. He'll ask you the question and all you have to say is I do. Then I'm gonna ask you to tell the judge what happened to you after your dad died. So lets do that. Josh. do you remember when your dad died?"

"Yeah."

"Do you know how long ago that was?"

"I think bout three years, maybe a little less."

"What happened after he died? How was your mom?"

"She was sad all the time, all the time crying at anything. Me and Jimmy, we tried different stuff to cheer her up, but nothing helped. I made supper lots of times, stuff my dad showed me, mostly sandwiches. Our neighbor, Mrs. Jordan, came around a lot and she tried to help. But mom was awful sad. I missed dad too, but he told me when he was away, I was the man of the house and I had to take care of mom and Jimmy.

" A social worker lady came and said she had a family that wanted to take care of us until my mama got well. We went to live with the Hendersons. They were nice. We had one bedroom; their little girl had her bedroom and Mom and Dad Henderson had their room. We were there for about a year, more I think. Mom & Dad Henderson told us they were having babies, twins, and they were very sorry, but we had to go. They cried about it and tried to give us whatever they could. A different social worker lady, Silver, came and got us and took us to Mr. Brown's farm."

"Very good, Josh, very good. What happened there?"

"He showed Mrs. Silver a room that he said would be ours but that never happened. I tried telling her but she always said 'children are to be seen and not heard…sit down and be quiet and don't interrupt adults.'

" After she left that first day, Brown took us to a dirty room in the barn. It had two mattresses on the floor and some shelves. He said to stay in the room. There weren't any lights or nothing. It was dark and cold – Jimmy was crying and I cried too. All I could do was hold him to try to keep both of us warm. We fell asleep that way.

"He didn't come back until morning; we were awful hungry. He gave us some bitter coffee and said 'you get food after you work.' We learned to milk cows; sometimes we could get a bit of it when he wasn't looking. We had to carry heavy bags of feed for the chickens and other animals.

"He laughed at Jimmy cause he couldn't carry the bags. He wouldn't let them be dragged neither, cause they might open and spill out. I helped Jimmy carry them. We had to feed the animals and stole a little of their food. All he gave us was one peanut butter sandwich at lunch and another at dinner. If he was feeling extra mean, he took away the one at lunch."

"Was that one for each of you, Josh?"

"Nope, one to share."

"It got hot in the summer, so it was better and we planted corn and mucked out the barn everyday. You know, to clean up what the cows did. We had to do our stuff there too. We could wash up after work by where the cows drank. There was a hose there and we would take off our clothes and hose each other off. Then have our sandwich and water. Getting naked like that got my thing uhh…"

"Penis hard are the right words, Josh, but if you can't remember, use any that you know, ok?"

"Yes, sir. Well, I played with it and this different stuff came out and I showed Jimmy, but nothing came out of his. Mr. Brown caught us and said something like, 'ya like to play with dicks huh, well play with this.'

"He took out his thing and went over to Jimmy and said for him to open his mouth and suck it. Jimmy didn't and he started hitting him till I pushed him out of the way. He said like, 'Oh, you want it, ask nice, say please and I'll let you taste it.' I just stood there and shook my head; he was in a rage and took off his belt and started whipping me and whipping me.

"I didn't want to do it, but he kept hitting me. I thought I was gonna die. Finally, I said it; I said 'can I taste your dick.'" Josh was crying by now and he stopped.

Chris went over to him and hugged him, "Finish it Josh, finish telling it all; you are so brave, go on now."

"I hated it but I had to do it to live. It got bigger in my mouth and harder. He turned me over and put it inside of me and he kept moving it back and forth, back and forth. It hurt so bad; he slammed it into me then I guess he spermed. He said 'he had friends that would like my ass.'

"We ran away that night. I tried stealing food; our clothes stunk so bad and then we did too. We were kicked out before I could get anything. We dug in garbage cans until Pops found us."

"Very good Josh, how did it go with Pops."

"That night it was raining real hard, we was awful cold. I couldn't think of anything, except I heard in the city they paid ya money for what Brown did to me. I sure didn't want to go, but there was nothing else. I thought if we could get to the interstate, we could hitch a ride, but Pops saved Jimmy and me.

"I had a dream from my daddy, and he said to stay with Pops. In the dream, he was talking to Pops and Pops said he would take care of us – and he has. Later we found out Pops knew our dad when he was a boy; he was a friend to him. I know the dream sounds weird and crazy, but in it, dad said to stay with coach Colin. I didn't know that Colin was a coach or that he coached my dad when he was a boy."

"So, do you want another family like the Henderson's to take care of you?"

"No way, I want Pops, he loves us. I know it. He hugged Jimmy and me and said nobody was gonna hurt us ever again. I believe he would die to protect us just like our daddy would have. He tried to make my back better with ointment and it helped. He feeds us real good and cares about us. He took me to Doc Elsberry. He got us new clothes. We got a dog and when I sleep with him near me, he takes away my bad dreams of Brown's farm.

"Pops got you to help us stay with him. I want him for my Pops like he was my grandpa. My dad said to stay with him and I'm gonna do what he said. You may not believe he came back from the dead to tell me that, but I do."

"You tell it just that way Josh, exactly that way as much as you can remember.

"And Jimmy what will you say."

"I say what Josh said. I saw what Brown did to Josh and if I was bigger, I woulda killed him, the sick…. I'm not gonna use bad words. He never got us clothes like the Hendersons. He stole our money. He should be in jail and if he comes around here, with Shep with us, he'll be real sorry."

"So is it true what Josh said about how you lived there."

"He forgot the rats that came out at night and tried to eat my toes, except Josh took his shoe and killed them." Jimmy started to cry, "It was real bad, real bad, so bad I sometimes wished I was dead with my daddy."

"Ok, very good Jimmy, real good. That's all you have to say except answer any questions the judge might ask. Josh I'm gonna ask you to show your back to the judge, will that be all right?"

"Yeah, I guess so; will he need to see my butt too?"

"We'll ask him that, but I don't think so, almost positively no."

***

The mood in Colin's house had changed to very somber. There was no way for it not to. Reliving the experience for Josh and Jimmy was terrifying, as well it would be for any human person.

Pops said "lets take Shep for a nice long walk. Come on boys, get your jackets."

They all went, Josh, Jimmy, Colin, Robbie and Chris and Shep. Shep loved the outdoors and ran and played fetch with Josh and Jimmy. Pops told them all about his plans for the dock. Chris and Robbie challenged Josh and Jimmy to a relay race and lost badly. Colin tried to get Shep as his partner, but that was figured to be against the rules so, they sat out. They had walked off all of the pancake house pounds as well as gotten famished. There was a bit of a chill so Pops had the boys gather wood for his outdoor warming pit. Chris went along to help out.

"How about we eat out and watch the sun go down over the lake old friend? I don't think you ever saw it. It is spectacular!"

"I'm game as long as that warming pit works."

"It does. Come help me bring out the stuff."

Colin had 5 pounds of salmon filets, vegetable shish kabobs, a big box of merlot wine, a couple of bottles of bubbly non-alcoholic grape for the boys. The only thing to be done inside was the baked potatoes, which went into the microwave for 6 minutes.

Chris got a fantastic fire going in the pit with a good supply of additional wood. The sun started going down and beautiful shades of orange, yellow and purple shimmered over the lake. Colin had the salmon grilled to perfection with just the hint of oregano, the shish kabobs with peppers, mushrooms and onions went perfect with the fish, when combined with the baked potatoes slathered with sour cream and chives.

The men enjoyed their wine and the boys their bubbly grape. A fine, fine dinner was enjoyed. Somber was turned back to happy. Stories were told of past campouts with Jason. The boys were most confused when they learned that Jason was Chris and Robbie's son.

"Ok, I can't stay quiet any longer. You two are gay guys. You don't like to do stuff with girls; you don't have baby-making eggs do you? Can you get them somehow? Where did the baby come out? There is no way a baby, no matter how small, is gonna come out of my pecker and it would be pretty poopy to come out the other hole," Jimmy asked.

All the men laughed, Josh kind of went along but it was twirling around in his head as well.

Chris said, "Good question, Jimmy, I been wondering about that myself. Robbie, you wanna take that one."

Robbie finished his half-full glass of wine. Scratched his head and said "it was Pops's idea; let him tell it."

And he gave his Laurel of Laurel and Heady, head nod and smile.

"You guys tell Jason about the facts of life, yet? Wow, what chicken shits. It's like this Jimmy and Josh, I know you're interested too. It was truly amazing. A wondrous event, beautiful in every way. There understand, now? "

"POPS," They yelled and it echoed back across the lake. "POPS… Pops… Pops."

"Ok boys, it was artificial insemination with a surrogate mother. What is that, well Chris and Robbie did rock paper scissors for whose sperm to use and went to a doctor who took Robbie's sperm and froze it so the baby-makers would stay fresh.

"Robbie and Chris went and found a girl to be the mother. She went to the doctor, the baby makers were unfrozen and put in a needle kind of thing and pushed into the girl to find one of her eggs. The sperms did their job found an egg, so your cousin Jason was conceived.

"Nine months later, he came out as cute as cute could be and Chris and Robbie had the baby they wanted so badly and loved to this day. Does that make sense."

"Yeah, Pops, a little weird but nice that they wanted a kid bad enough to do all that," Josh said.

"Ok, so how do you guys do it, you know, make love? Ya just wanna?" Jimmy asked.

Chris said, "Jimmy, you are amazing, you can ask one sensitive question after another. You have such an inquiring mind, just fantastic."

"Soooo?" Jimmy said.

Pops came to the rescue again, " Jimmy, I know you don't mean anything bad and are just curious, but it's not nice to ask about private stuff and how people make love is a private issue.

"Let me answer you this way; there are a lot of different ways for a man to achieve release of his sperm and give pleasure to another man. When you are 15, if you still need a how-to, I'll explain it to you. Ok."

"Yes sir, I'm sorry, Uncle Chris; I'm sorry, Uncle Robbie. You could of just said I was too young."

"It's fine, Jimmy and I love you for asking, your search for knowledge and understanding is a thing of beauty. The most important thing is, and I'm sure your Pops has told you this, is you have to really care about the one you are sharing your body and love with and so too, the same goes for the other girl or boy. Don't ever forget that. Hey, you wanna catch fireflies?" Chris replied.

Off they went, Chris, Josh and Jimmy to catch fireflies. "I didn't really realize what a big beautiful kid Chris can be."

"Yup and ya gotta love him."

"So what do you guys do between the sheets at night," Colin laughed.

"Ohh, you are sooo bad, Colin O'Brian."

Robbie helped Colin clean up the plates and leftover food. They brought in the wine and had another glass. Chris, Shep and the boys came in rubbing their hands for heat.

"Not too many fireflies, Pops," Jimmy said.

"I didn't think there would be this late in the fall."

"I caught 3," Josh said, "Then let them go, they weren't hurting nothing."

Colin went and got his trivia pursuit game, "Anyone wanna play."

The game wore away the rest of the night with a lot of jokes about this and that. Bedtime was upon them all to quick for the boys. It was decided that Josh, Jimmy and Shep would sleep on the pull out couch in the living room, and Robbie and Chris could have their room.

Colin said church would be at 10:00 tomorrow morning and all were expected to go. The house was locked and lights turned out after a busy and most enjoyable day, they all slept soundly.

Colin was up with the sun and took his shower alone again. Dressed, he went out to the kitchen to start preparing breakfast. He decided on scrambled eggs, bacon, toast and coffee. His puttering aroused Josh and Jimmy.

"Can we help," Josh asked, rubbing the sleep from his eyes.

"Sure, but go, do your pee first. You're gonna need to go. Who's taking Shep out?"

"Can me and Shep pee together like yesterday. Nobody is gonna see, Pops."

Colin thought it was a cute thing, rolled his eyes as Jimmy got his jacket and flip flops.

"Aren't your legs cold without pants?" Pops asked.

"Nah, not really."

Josh laughing said, "See what I've been living with for 11 YEARS!"

"You poor, poor boy, go do your stuff with the inside bathroom."

"Right Pops."

Josh, back in a flash, asked, "should I start the toast now?"

"Well, go knock on Robbie and Chris's door. Tell them breakfast in 5."

"Ok"

"Robbie said "Kool, I can smell the bacon. Be there in a sec."

Josh started the toast, Jimmy was in with Shep and started the coffee.

Robbie and Chris wandered out to the dining room table. A healthy breakfast was had by all.

Chris said, "A good meal makes everyone love all the more; proven psychological fact. Thanks, Colin."

"Nothing to it, buddy. OK, I had my shower, so I am out of the equation but you four gotta get moving. Somehow I don't think those robes and skimpy undies will be acceptable attire for church."

"Could we shower with you and you wash my hair, Uncle Chris? There is enough room in Pops' shower."

Chris looked at Robbie, then Colin and finally Josh.

"When Pops washed my back, it felt much better," Josh added.

Robbie looked at Colin, who nodded yes. "Well, we are all boys here, so a group shower, let's go," Robbie said.

Chris said, "Jimmy, you are such an instigator, in a nice way," and ruffled his hair. "Ouu dirty, don't you ever wash it."

They got out of their clothes and into the shower. Robbie and Chris could not help but do a little tickling and Colin listened to the squeals from Josh and Jimmy.

Shep barked and ran to the door. "Shep says there is too much fooling around in there. Cut it out before someone slips and cracks their head."

"Yes, Pops," came the reply from all four. Two bright shiny clean boys emerged with the two old-timers all smiling, with towels wrapped around their middles.

"How did ya get a towel around jimmy and keep it on him."

Robbie said, "Jimmy is very, very, very ticklish on the bottom of his feet."

"Ahh, gotcha. Jimmy, I know your weak spot now, better be good, nature boy. I was surprised your pecker didn't freeze up when you were peeing with Shep this morning."

"Was he doing that again, Pops?" Chris asked.

"Yup."

Chris grabbed Jimmy by his middle and flipped him upside down. Robbie grabbed one foot and Colin the other and tickling began. "You gonna pee inside or outside, James O'Shea?"

Jimmy, always the teaser said, "OUTSIDE… IF IT'S GOOD ENOUGH FOR SHEP, IT'S GOOD ENOUGH FOR ME."

The tickling continued; Jimmy was laughing and squealing uncontrollably. Finally, he said, "I gotta pee, please stop."

"Where are you gonna pee?"

Chris was getting nervous, fearing he was in for a golden shower.

"Where?" Pops asked again.

"Inside Pops, inside, please no more."

Chris put Jimmy down. His towel fell off and his little butt was seen running to the toilet while holding his pecker to stop the pee. Everyone was bent over laughing, even Josh, who was just an observer. They were not so much laughing at Jimmy but with him in a celebration of his beautiful youthful exuberance.

***

They quickly dressed and got to church on time. Nothing occurred out of the ordinary; except for the kiss of peace when Robbie kissed Chris full on the mouth. The boys kissed their uncles and of course, Pops, who all kissed them back. Jimmy looked to Josh, all puckered up and a shocked Josh was kissed by his little brother.

Jimmy whispered, "I know I am mostly a pain in your ass but I do love you and I know you love me."

Josh hugged Jimmy tight and kissed him back on his cheek.

Some of the older members of the congregation were visibly shaken by the display of male on male affection. The younger ones, teenage and college years, almost broke out clapping. After church, Robbie got his way and they had an early lunch at the pancake house.

Chris asked. "Is there a reason why girls can show affection by kissing other girls but not so much boys. Why can't boys kiss other boys and not have it mean they have to release sperm with them."

"No reason, it's just what everyone, well almost everyone does," Josh answered.

"Oh, so because everyone else does it?"

"It's weird, Uncle Chris. I agree with you; we should be able to show affection for other boys and not have it mean we are, no offense, gay or even if there is a gay couple."

"Good, I wanted to clear that up in my mind."

"I think you wanted to clear things up in other's minds more; you are pretty sly, Uncle Chris."

"My, my Colin, seems you have a deep thinker here, a real philosopher."

"What am I, Uncle Chris?" Jimmy piped up.

"You, James O'Shea, are the most loveable instigator I have ever met. Plus you like to tease to see what will happen."

At home, Shep welcomed them with jumps of joy and tons of kisses. He was so pleased and excited that they had returned. He also needed a walk outside. Fearing Jimmy would get himself in trouble, Josh volunteered to take Shep.

Another game of trivia pursuit was had and another great dinner by Colin. The boys were as relaxed as they could be for Monday's hearing. Robbie told Colin he was going to ask him on the stand why he wanted custody of the boys. Another question he was going to ask was that some people think it is strange that a single man would have the boys live with him without sexual motives.

"Really, you really want to ask me that."

"Yes, I – because I know you will answer it in an honest and forthright way. You will show why you are an excellent choice to be their guardian. Think about what you want to say." Robbie hugged his friend.

Night and bedtime came. So as to avoid confusion or fooling around, showers were taken at night, clothes laid out for the important day to come. The boys had their dress clothes with button-down shirts and dressed slacks and shoes, not sneakers.

Colin tossed and turned, tomorrow would be a great win or a terrible loss. He got up to pee and found Josh and Shep pacing in the living room. He sat down in his overstuffed recliner and silently motioned Josh to join him – Shep, at their feet.

Colin held Josh tight on his lap and rocked him. "It's gonna be alright; say a prayer to your dad and God to help us tomorrow." Josh fell asleep in his arms.

***

The sun came up and Colin gently laid Josh down on the pull out bed; Shep jumped up to be with him. The dog only understood that something was troubling his young master and his old master. He chooses to do his best to give comfort to his young master.

Colin, like so many other days, got his shower alone and in doing so, he feared he would have to be alone for the rest of his life. He made breakfast; oatmeal with blueberries. He thought it was Timmy's favorite.

The group left for the hearing in a somber mood. Chris did his best to liven things up but nothing worked.

Finally, Robbie said, "Ok, so we are all nervous; we can let it scare us or strengthen our resolve and determination to have the courage to say the right things. I think we are gonna walk out of this hearing all smiles. Colin, you said you were confident, don't doubt us now. We have an excellent team working for us. In a few short hours, you will have custody and boys; you will have your Pops."

Everyone's face changed, their jaws squared, their eyes were more focused. You could see the determination, mostly in Jimmy, seemly scared of nothing, and Josh, with the scars on his back aching, his resolve to not let that man do anything to another like he did to him; and Colin, whose whole life was going to be on trial.

They went into the courtroom. Doc Elsberry was there with Derik Pulaski; Robbie stopped to say hello and inquire about the DNA sample. Derik and Doc said hello to the boys, who they had done so much to help. Derik told Robbie the county prosecutor was standing by and as soon as the DNA findings were confirmed, he intended to take Brown into custody. He also had four extra sheriff's deputies assigned to the court. They took their places at the plaintiff table, Colin, Josh, Jimmy and Robbie. Behind them was Doc, Derik and Chris.

Robbie asked Derik who was at the state's table.

"That's Brown, Silver, and a Miss Moran who was assigned by the director of child services. I think Miss Moran is here so Silver doesn't pull some crap."

The clerk called the chamber to order and Judge Goodman took his place. He conferred with the clerk and he called the case.

Colin O'Brian seeking custody for Joshua O'Shea and James O'Shea.

Robert Symth for Mr. O'Brian your honor.

Miss Moran for the Division of Child Services your honor.

Let's get to it counselor, you are the plaintiff.

"Judge, given the delicate nature of the testimony the boys will be presenting, as well as their ages, I respectfully ask they be allowed to give their testimony in your chambers. By all means, Miss Moran should accompany."

"Ok, I will allow it. Josh, Jimmy, Miss Moran, Mr. Symth, please, into my chambers."

Mrs. Silver got up as well.

Judge Goodman asked, "Where are you going, madam?"

"Well, into your chambers. I am the caseworker."

"I know very well who you are, Mrs. Silver and I did not call your name. Bailiff, please escort Mrs. Silver back to the state's table."

In chambers… "Proceed Mr. Symth."

Robbie called Josh to give his testimony. The clerk put the bible in front of him and asked him to swear what he was to say was the truth and the whole truth, so help him God.

Josh stammered a bit," I I… do."

Robbie began, "Josh, are you nervous."

Josh nodded his head up and down.

"Josh, I want you only to tell me what happened to you and Jimmy after your dad died. Just tell me the truth as you remember it.

"What happened when your dad died? It's ok; there are only people here who want to help you. How old were you when he died?"

"Ten."

"And how old was Jimmy?"

"Eight."

" I bet you guys were sad."

"Yup."

"Go on, now tell like you told me at Colin's on Saturday. The Judge, Judge Goodman, he only wants to do good things for you, don't be scared. You have to tell, or no one will know what happened and you'll have to go back to the farm."

"No, NO, I can't, Uncle Robbie, Jimmy can't."

"I know, tell the Judge why."

Josh told the same sad, sad story about how his life changed after his father died. The abuse he endured, the way he had to live like an animal. How Mrs. Silver never listened to him. How he couldn't go to school but had to work the farm and the terrible day that Brown beat him and then raped him.

Robbie said, "the Judge has pictures, but I think it's better if he sees your back. Can you take your shirt off and show him."

" Do I have to show my butt too? I really don't wanna."

"Judge?"

"Only your shirt, son, just so I can say I saw it for the record." Josh dropped his shirt.

Miss Moran gasped, " Ohh, ohh my God, what kind of a monster would do this to a child." She could not hold back the tears; she turned away and cried.

"Thank you Josh. Josh, if you could live anywhere today, where would you want to live?" Judge Goodman asked.

"Ohh, with Pops, Judge," putting on his shirt and feeling the worst was over.

"Why is that, Josh."

"I guess I know he loves us and I love him. Last night he held me till I went to sleep. I was so scared about going back to Brown's farm. I know he would die to keep Jimmy and me safe. You just feel it. My dad in a dream, said me and Jimmy should be with him. Spooky, weird right, but it happened.

"I didn't know it but Pops knew my dad when he was a boy, and he got letters from him when he was in Afghanistan. He was good to my dad when his mom and dad had fights. Maybe the biggest thing is I want him to be proud of me. You don't feel that unless someone loves you, right."

"Yes, you are right, Josh."

Robbie asked, "shall I call Jimmy now your honor. He'll be a little shorter."

The clerk said, "Jimmy O'Shea put your right hand on the bible." Jimmy did. "Do you swear to tell the truth, so help you God."

Jimmy spoke up, "I DO."

"Jimmy, did you listen to what Josh said?"

"Yup."

"Jimmy, you have to say yes or no."

"Yes, Uncle Robbie."

"Was any of it a lie."

"NO SIR, my brother won't lie about stuff like this. This is serious; where we live and whether the people will love us. Mr. Brown was mean, mean, mean. Pops has been the best thing since daddy died."

"Is there anything Josh forgot?"

"Well, where we stayed, rats and mice were there. One time one of the rats tried to eat my toes and Josh killed it dead with his shoe. Josh always takes care of me. Lots of times he gave me his share of the sandwich at Browns.

"I don't know if I would be here, except for him. He helped me carry those heavy bags and he pushed me out of the way when Mr. Brown went crazy. He is the best big brother ever."

Miss Moran gasped.

"He forgot when we saw Mr. Brown give Mrs. Silver a roll of money. Why did he do that? She was supposed to give him money for clothes, like what happened at the Hendersons."

"Where do you want to live?"

"With Pops of course."

"Why is that?"

"Well, sometimes I like to tease, I do it a lot I guess. Josh says it's a lot. So I was teasing Pops and he gets mad. I know he's mad cause he calls me James O'Shea. Adults only call me James when I upset them. He calls me to stand in front of him and then he tickles me and kisses my head and you know makes believe he's gonna eat me. My daddy used to do that." Jimmy started crying and then he stopped. "My dad loved me and Pops loves me the same way."

"Thank you, Jimmy, you are a very good boy."

"Judge, I have Doc Elsberry here. He will testify that Josh had semen in his anal cavity when he examined him. The sheriff's department was able to obtain a sample of Mr. Browns DNA and that and the semen is being checked to see if it is a match. Doc Elsberry will also testify as to the malnourished condition of both boys.

"There is also Mr. O'Brian, who will testify about how he found the boys and why he feels he would be a good guardian for them. The prosecutor is also standing by, awaiting word on the DNA test to take Brown into custody.

"Miss Moran, you may not be aware but all the cases of Mrs. Silver are also being investigated at this time to find out if there is any substance to suspicion of wrongdoing on the part of Mrs. Silver. A review of her finances and her parents tell us she is living way beyond what her child services salary would indicate. Do you want to hear the testimony in open court or chambers?

"The prosecutor would prefer not to arouse the suspicion of Brown and Silver."

"Let's stay in chambers, counselor. Clerk please call in Doc Elsberry and Mr. O'Brian."

Robbie called Doc next. He gave his testimony exactly as Robbie said he would.

Colin was last, but before he could say anything, the proceedings were interrupted by a knock at the Judge's door. The bailiff had an urgent message for Mr. Symth.

Robbie looked at it and then asked if he could read the message aloud.

"Go on, counselor."

"DNA testing authority of Orange County New York.

Request to test DNA for compatibility match of the semen sample and saliva sample of one Jake Brown.

Results – 100% match"

"Let's move to open court, counselor; I want a piece of those two low-lives before the prosecutor gets them.

"Miss Moran, I think the state owes Mr. O'Brian a debt of gratitude and unless you have evidence that he too is a child molester, I will award him temporary custody pending the state's review. What say you."

"You'll have no argument from me, Judge. As a matter of fact, I will request that I am able to handle the review personally. I am so ashamed of the division. We have failed these two boys miserably and possibly many, many others. I am so ashamed."

"You are a good person, Miss Moran. Don't put on your shoulders the evil of others. Just move forward with your review. We can only do the best we can for these unfortunate sons of an American hero and soldier."

Judge Goodman took his seat at the bench; he did not slow his walk for the traditional all rise. He banged his gavel three times as hard as he could. Clearly, he was upset.

"This hearing is about the custody of Joshua O'Shea and James O'Shea and I'm not mad at you Jimmy. I have to use your 100% legal names. I have found in the course of this hearing disturbing, criminal evidence."

Brown and Silver were squirming in their seats, looking for an escape route.

"Bailiff, please direct sheriff's deputies to the state's table and hold and detain Mr. Jake Brown and Mrs. Sylvia Silver.

"As I was saying, criminal evidence was uncovered and more is to come, but first things first. I want to thank Mr. Colin O'Brian, his counselor and his entire team for bringing this to the attention of the court and I hereby grant temporary emergency custody of minor children Joshua and James O'Shea to Mr. O'Brian.

"Mr. O'Brian is to be reviewed and expedited for permanent custody by Children's Services. I additionally request the director of Children's Service to allow Miss Moran to conduct the review."

The Judge continued, "Now then, to Mr. Brown. Mr. Brown, I charge you with felony child endangerment, and child molestation and rape.

"It is with severe regret that I cannot try this case in my court. Although in the state of New York, the death penalty has been abolished, you, sir, would be lucky to escape with your life. You are the lowest of lowlifes. Mr. Prosecutor, read him his rights and take him away. Maybe the inmates will hear of his crimes and do the state a favor."

"Mrs. Silver, you are to be held as a material witness pending an investigation, now ongoing, where every one of your cases is being reviewed for your material gain for the exploitation of the children entrusted to your care.

"Mr. Prosecutor, if you should need more time to prepare your case come see me, I shall detain Mrs. Silver for contempt of court. Certainly, her presence here as an advocate for children's services is most contemptible."

Judge Goodman got up from his bench and went over to Josh, "I'm so sorry son, that this happened to you and Jimmy. I know your dad is looking down and is so proud of you, so very proud of you as I am."

The judge went on to thank Colin and Robbie and Derik and Doc and even Chris, who he didn't know, and finally little Jimmy.

"You happy now, son? I know your Pops will take the best care of you."

Jimmy didn't know what to do except to give the Judge a hug. "Thank you, Judge."

The prosecutor came up to the group, Mr. Daniel Collins. "I hope I can count on the boys' testimony for the trials of Brown and Silver."

Colin answered, "probably with protection, like a closed-circuit TV witness room."

"I think that can be arranged. I'll contact you as we get ready."

Robbie brought over Derik Pulaski, "Josh, Jimmy, I want you to meet the man you really took care of Brown and Silver."

Derik was a very big man with a big stomach. He got down on one knee, looked at Josh, and cried. He remembered his own boy, who was not so lucky. He reached out, Josh felt his pain and hugged him.

"I lost my boy; he died at the hands of another man like Brown."

"I know how bad it hurts; I lost my dad too. Thank you for helping us. Uncle Robbie said you got Brown; you and Doc Elsberry. Thank You, I'll never forget you, I'll ask Pops if we can visit; could we?"

"Sure, I'd like that."

Pulaski said, "Lets go. Doc, you got patients and I got clients."

"Wait," Colin said.

Doc turned, "I didn't tell you, Derik is my son-in-law."

Chris picked Jimmy up and put him on his shoulders. Josh was in front of Robbie, who did the same. Colin got in the middle and put his arms on the shoulders of his two friends. They marched rather than walked out of the courthouse. The score, good guys one… bad guys zero.

Chapter 5
School Days Part I

Colin, Robbie, Chris, Josh and Jimmy went and had a celebratory lunch. Robbie wanted the pancake house. Chris wanted the surf and turf.

He asked the boys, "have you guys ever had steak?"

"I don't think so, the closest we got was a good hamburger," Josh said.

"Come on, Colin, the boys deserve a treat after that ordeal. We gotta get some muscle on those bones of theirs; Robbie can get all the sweets he wants with the dessert."

"Robbie, what do you think?"

"I guess I did have my share of the pancake house this weekend."

So off to the surf and cow, big steaks medium rare for all, with french fries and salad; the boys loved the juicy red meat with a touch of salt. For dessert, Robbie got a strawberry shortcake with a ton of whipped cream.

Colin said, "Robbie, you deserve that plate of mush for the job you did. I don't know how I ever will thank you."

"You must be going senile; we can't thank you enough for Jason. We wouldn't have him if not for you. Now, no more of this stuff. Want some of my cake?"

Josh and Jimmy did and another eating delicacy was added to their list.

It was back to the house after lunch. Robbie and Chris had to go back to New Jersey; both Josh and Jimmy thanked them like a hundred times and gave them a bunch of kisses, too. It was a sad goodbye. Promises of being back on Thanksgiving weekend, with Jason, gave everyone something to look forward to and eased the pain of leaving.

After they were gone, Colin said, "I guess a proper guardian would get you guys into school. I should call the Board of Education and find out what we need to do and get this done."

"I'm a little scared of going back to school; I missed almost half the year. Do you think I'll be promoted or have to do 7th grade over?" Josh asked.

"Me too," Jimmy added.

"Only one way to find out. Of course, repeating stuff you already know will make it real easy for you. Conversely, going on to the next grade, without knowing what went before, will make 8th grade twice as hard. I wouldn't be all upset if they said you had to repeat the grade. It's not your fault."

"Maybe I'll be the smartest one in 5th grade. That would be kool." Jimmy said.

Pops called the school and explained the situation in full. He was told they'd need their school records and they'll need to have a medical exam with the findings of the exam in a report to the school. Considering the background, the school had to be sure there were not any contagious diseases to worry about like lice or the flu.

Next on the list was Doc Elsberry; his office said to bring the boys in that afternoon. Pops then called Miss Moran, who went through their file and found the school records.

"Mr. O'Brian, the boys are both very good students. All "A"s except for a couple "B"s. Every time I look at something else, I'm getting madder and madder at Silver and Brown. Can I fax the records to you?"

"Please do Miss Moran. It's 765- 432-2468. That is good to hear about their grades; I imagine there will be the problem of them being bored if they repeat their grade or get left behind if they get pushed ahead. I don't know what is best."

"Mr. O'Brian, considering the emotional distress they have gone through, I think it much better if they feel more secure in knowing the work rather than being stressed and not knowing what they missed. That would be my recommendation. Would you like me to inform the school?"

"Yes, I suppose you are right; I think it would be a good thing to alert the school. Due to their past marks, they might be inclined to push them ahead. I'm sure your recommendation as a professional would go a lot further than mine. You can provide insight into their record and ask the school to maintain some confidentiality. Please, Miss Moran, do call them."

"Certainly, I'll call. I am so upset that my agency failed them so miserably. Please, Mr. O'Brian, anything that they need help with, please let me help. It's my job now and I vow to get them the best care we can give.

"I've expedited the financial support, clothing allowance and medical cards to you. You should have them all within the week. If for some reason they don't show, let me know and I'll hand-carry them to you. Plus, I do have to make a home visit for your permanent guardian status."

"You can come by anytime, Miss Moran. Best, of course, you call to make sure we will be here."

"Ok, I will. See you then. Goodbye."

***

"Guys, what do you think of Miss Moran?"

"She seems very nice, Pops. She even cried when she saw my back. I can't see it; I guess it's pretty bad?"

"I suspect, it'll always be there to remind you, Josh. I'm so sorry it happened."

"But it made us run and we found you, so it's not all bad."

"Bless you, boy; you have a heart of gold. Hey, let's get to the doc and then I'm gonna have a surprise for you."

"Really, Pops, what is it?" Jimmy asked.

"Jeez, Jimmy O'Shea, I know the good Lord gave you something upstairs besides enthusiasm. If it is a surprise, ya gotta wait – even an old slowpoke fart like me knows that. Say, do you guys wanna get hair cuts too, while we are out? "

"Thanks, Pops, that's a good idea. If it gets any longer, I could get mistook for a girl." Josh responded.

"I don't think so; you are all boy, young man."

So, hair cuts were had. Josh is going with the style of the day, which was basically bald on the sides and a nice little mop on the top. Jimmy liked his shaggy dog look and just had it shortened and thinned.

Then to Doc Elsberry's afternoon appointment. The boys stripped to their sexy underwear and were examined from head to toe. Doc couldn't resist a little tickle on Jimmy and then seeing older brother seemed left out; Josh got his. They leaned over and Doc checked their behinds and they coughed as he checked their privates.

He scratched and probed their hair, looking for the dreaded lice and thanked Colin for the consideration of the hair cut. He even looked for crabs again in their private areas. All the attention to their private areas had them erected and Doc, being the playful guy he was, pulled each penis down and let it pop up.

"Just checking for hardness and bounce boys," he half laughed.

Colin could not suppress his laughter and turned his back so as not to be a hindrance. A half-hour later, Doc pronounced Josh and Jimmy fit as can be, considering their malnourishment. He noted they both had gained 2 pounds on Colin's good diet and were told to keep eating. He told Colin the report would be done and sent over tomorrow so that the boys could go to school on Wednesday.

Surprisingly, the boys went, "YEAH !!! on the going back to school part. I asked why so happy. Josh said, "I just want to get back to being a regular kid. After Christmas vacation, I will probably say I hate it, but now it's great."

On the way home, Pops stopped into a Best Buy store. "What are you doing here? "Jimmy asked.

"Well, my surprise is, I want to know you are safe all the time or that you can get in touch with me ASAP. So, it's cell phones for the two of you."

"Wow, Pops, that's great. You are the very best Pops in the whole world."

"Can I get one with games and stuff?" Jimmy asked.

"I don't think we could avoid that these days."

Pops made sure the phones were outfitted with a locator app and had it put on his phone as well. "Now we'll be able to know where each of us is at anytime. It is never to be deleted or turned off. Hear me Josh, Jimmy; what did I say?"

"Understood Pops, whatever I am doing, I want you to be able to know where I am."

Jimmy, of course, said, "Me too."

"Even if you are someplace, I told you not to go. Never turn them off."

"Yes, sir. Thanks, Pops, thanks for caring so much about us."

"Yeah, Pops, thanks," Jimmy said as he hugged his Pops.

Another stop for backpacks and school supplies and the boys were ready for school. At home, the school records were on the fax machine.

"So, tomorrow we'll check to see what time Doc will send over his report and them bring your records to the school. Hey, you guys got great marks according to these reports."

"Daddy always said we had to pay attention at school. I can hear him now saying, 'don't be a dummy and try to be the class clown.' He said that a lot to Jimmy, 'be funny on the playground but not in the classroom'."

"Well, I'll say the same thing then. Jimmy be funny on the playground but not in the classroom."

"Yes, Sir, Pops Sir," Jimmy replied in his best military imitation.

Pops started cooking dinner. The boys took Shep for a walk. Jimmy promised not to pee outside.

Pops got a call from Mr. Garcia, who wanted to start Shep's training tomorrow morning at about 10:00 AM. Pops agreed. He had an email from Mrs. Galuchi asking how the boys were. Colin could now tell her about Josh's back and did so, not supplying all the details but enough to paint the picture. Just stating that he was at a very bad foster home and the man was now in custody and he now had custody of the boys. She asked if he would need a housekeeper. Her sister, Edna, was looking for a family who could use her services. Colin thought about it and if her sister was as caring as Mrs. Galuchi, it could be very good for the boys to have a motherly woman in the house. He asked for her number.

The boys came in with Shep and Jimmy fed him. They all sat down to Pop's dinner of baked pork chops, rice with turmeric, cut up portabella mushrooms, peppers and little baby onions, with fresh corn and green beans. Pops pushed to get two helping of everything into the boys. Their smiling faces showed their satisfaction and they decided to wait on dessert.

A smiling Josh asked, "Are you still going to feed us like this when we gain our weight back?"

"I guess I'll have to, or you'll lose the weight again. Maybe I'll get some help, though."

"How's that?" Jimmy asked.

"Well, you know Mrs. Galuchi, her sister, is looking for work as a housekeeper. I was impressed with Mrs. Galuchi, so I want to talk to her sister about working here."

"Pops, will I still be able to have nature boy nights?" Jimmy asked.

"I'm not sure she would agree to that, Jimmy. I expect that she would go home after dinner, though."

As was the routine now, the boys helped with the cleanup. Pops sipped a coffee and supervised. He made the meal, so they cleaned up; everyone old enough should contribute in some manner.

Afterward, they watched a little TV and then showered; Jimmy did his nature boy thing and they settled down to sleep. After they were in bed, Pops took Shep for his late-night pee and walk; he came back and locked up the house.

He checked on the boys – Josh was tossing and turning and talking in his sleep.

"NO MORE, PLEASE NO MORE, I'LL DO IT, DON'T HURT JIMMY, I'LL DO IT."

Pops gently shook Josh and held him. "Want to sleep in with me?"

Josh just nodded, holding on to Pops neck like glue.

Jimmy who had woken as well, said, "Me too, Pops."

When Colin picked Josh up, he wrapped his legs around Pops middle. This was the scene as he smiled to himself with naked Jimmy and Shep following behind.

"Shep on the floor with you tonight buddy."

Shep whined a bit, but did not jump on Pops bed. Jimmy held tight to Pops' arm and was quickly back to sleep. Josh wasn't letting go of his neck and had one leg over Pops' leg with his middle grinding into Pops' thigh. Josh trying to get closer and closer to Pops had the effect of humping Pops' thigh. The half conscious boy developed an erection. Pops felt the spear trying to stab his leg. Josh's breathing grew deeper and more rapid. The humping motion became faster and more intense. He twitched and had uncontrolled spasms until a final large exhale and release of his seed brought relaxation and wetness to Colin's leg. He fell into a deep, restful sleep.

Colin, for his part, had always harbored the fantasy of helping a boy achieve an orgasm. Although he always dreamed the boy would be awake and something a little more erotic than his leg would be the instrument. He still smiled and, with tissues from the nightstand, did what he could to clean up the mess.

The boys slept in a little and were still involved with breakfast when Mr. Garcia knocked at the door. This, of course, sent nature boy Jimmy scurrying for underwear.

Pops had to laugh, "That'll teach you, nature boy." Pops opened the door for Mr. Garcia, who explained he was here to start training Shep.

"Can we watch, Pops?" Josh asked.

"What do you say, Mr. Garcia, do you mind having an audience?"

"No Senor, it'll be good; the boys can learn how to give instruction to the dog. Now, what is his name? He is a fine-looking animal."

"Shep, Mr. Garcia, are you going to do the training inside or outside?"

"Outside would be better, Senor; it's a little cool this morning, but the sun is warm."

"Well, guys, ya gotta be dressed then, and Jimmy, you do your peeing inside, please!"

Pops explained to Mr. Garcia about Jimmy peeing where Shep peed. Garcia had a great laugh at that.

The boys were dressed in no time, although Jimmy had his shirt on inside out.

"I am blessed that this property is most private, don't you agree Mr. Garcia."

"Si Senor, is good for all your pups, no?"

Mr. Garcia was a man in his forties, Colin guessed, with a balding head, a growing stomach, about 5 foot 10 inches [1.7m] and 220 lbs [100kg] with the kindest most compassionate brown eyes Colin had ever seen.

"Ready, my young amigos?"

"Yes, Mr. Garcia," they replied.

Shep was given treats to reinforce the commands of stay, come, stop, fetch, sit, lay down, up, down. "See my young friends, I do not confuse the dog with a lot of other words when I give the command. I talk strongly and firmly and with the love I have for your fine dog.

"This dog of yours is very, very, smart; he learns so easily. He only wants to please you, so you should never hit or threaten him. I will teach him also to protect you, but you cannot ever use the protection commands in a game or at play.

"Understand if you use one of the protection commands, Shep will do whatever he has to, even die, to protect you. You must never play with those commands. Understood?"

Sheepishly, the boys answered, "Yes, Mr. Garcia."

Colin had come outside to watch, as well. He was impressed by Mr. Garcia. With the strength and love he had in his voice, he easily taught Shep and it was remarkable.

"You have a fine, fine animal, Mr. Colin. He learns so easily, very, very, smart. I can teach many commands. I do them in groups; there are the basics like today, then there is the utility or maintenance commands like when to eat, drink, pee even and the opposite, no eating, no drinking, etcetera. Then there are the protection commands, such as protect, guard, run home, get help and even kill. He will do all of these and more. Please tell me you will allow him to breed and pass on his amazing genes. People would pay much to have a pup from his seed. I would love to have him sire pups with my dog, Lady."

"I'm sure you will teach him well, Mr. Garcia and when the time comes, it will be a pleasure to let you breed him. I could not charge a fee, for you, his trainer."

"Gracias, mi amigo, gracias. I will go now; see you tomorrow. Will the two young pups be here tomorrow, as well as Shep?"

"No, Mr. Garcia, I think they will be in school."

"Too bad, the dog and I enjoyed their company, nice well behaved pups."

With that, Mr. Garcia was done for the day.

"Did you guys learn anything?"

"Yes, Pops. Most important, when talking to Shep, don't use a lot of words to confuse him – Speak simply like. For example, "Shep, come," and that's all; not a whole bunch of other stuff like, "come on Shep, lets take a walk." All those words will confuse him."

"I see, do you think Mr. Garcia is a good trainer?"

"Ohh yeah and he was so gentle with him. Say Pops, can I ask you a question?"

"You just did. Of course, anytime, if you got a question in your head and thought I could help, I'll be mad if you don't ask it."

"I woke up with sticky stuff in my underwear and I had the most amazing dream. This beautiful girl was loving me and kissing me and I was doing the same with her and I put my pecker inside of her and it was so good Pops. How can all that happen when you are asleep?"

"Well, you had a nocturnal emission. You came in your sleep and that girl you were dreaming about was actually my leg." Pops laughed. "I didn't want to wake you. My leg got a little sticky, that's all, I cleaned it up in 2 minutes. I thought about trying to clean up your undies and your pecker but figured I'd wake you and you would think I was nuts.

"Boys have these things quite often; the not so medical name is a wet dream. They can happen when you are in a heightened emotional state, which you were last night, or when your semen builds up in you and needs release. Jacking off does have a positive effect."

"So if I want the dream again, I shouldn't or should jack off?"

"Don't jack off, but that's hard for a boy like you to do and maybe you do that for a week, maybe even two and don't get the dream. It's weird, son."

"Well, I'm gonna try. I really like that dream, Pops. Her tetties were so soft and sweet and she loved on me too. Ou, ou, I think I have to go to the bathroom and play."

Pops laughed, "See, not jacking off is pretty hard to do."

"Yeah, I see, I think. I'll start not jacking later." Josh went off, walking quite briskly while rubbing his middle.

Jimmy had been playing with Shep and practicing his commands.

"Want to bring him in; it's almost time for lunch?"

"Can you call me when it's ready? Me and Shep have to practice so he is the smartest dog in Pine Hill."

"Ok."

Pops went inside and called Doc's office. The nice clerk said, "Yes, the report is done and going on the fax machine now."

"Fine, I'll head over with their school records after lunch."

"Just for your information, Mr. O'Brian, Doc's grandsons go to Pine Hill grammar school and his son is the principal there."

"Really, that is good to know, thank you."

The boys had another big meal, soup and sandwich and fruit and a vitamin shake to gain weight.

***

After lunch and clean up, he polished them up some, combed their hair and washed their faces and brushed their teeth. They were ready as they ever were going to be to get on with school.

They arrived at the school during recess and kids were running everywhere. They saw Mr. Elsberry, the principal. He reviewed their records and decided that a grade placement test was in order, which was a 45-minute test. Pops waited with Joseph Elsberry. Joe keeps reviewing their files and saw the recommendation from Miss Moran.

"Ahh, Mr. O'Brian, I see we have a note from their caseworker, Miss Moran."

"Yes, a very nice young woman."

"She thinks it better for them, emotionally, to stay back the year rather than more stress of trying to catch up. What is your feeling?"

"I discussed this with Miss Moran, and I agree, the less stress we put on them at this stage, the better. They have been through a terrible ordeal. Josh especially, as he shielded and took care of his little brother. He took quite a beating.

"Your dad thinks the scars; the physical scars will never fully heal. His back is marked for life. I think we have to protect him emotionally as much as possible. He is very brave; he rarely shows the hurt. He wants to be just a regular kid again. Is that possible here?"

"I'm so glad you told me that there is so much that is not in these files. I think I can place them in classes with my two sons, John and Tommy. They are in 7th^h and 5th^h grade. I'll ask them to hang with them for a week, so they get off to a good start. Maybe they'll become good friends. My dad says they are good kids; the hurt has not turned them mean, and I want to keep it that way. Are they into sports?"

"Yes, basketball and baseball."

"Excellent, we field teams in both and play other schools in the county. I'll inform the basketball coach; he may have two new players. Tryouts are over, but he can make room for just two new kids. I'll have John and Tommy show them their classes in the morning. I presume they can start tomorrow."

"Yes, of course, thank you so much, Mr. Elsberry. Your family has been just the greatest help. Your uncle, the lawyer, got that scum Brown in jail. Your dad found his semen on Josh, and now you and your boys – I don't know what to say or how to thank you."

"Number one, it's Joe and I think you finding them and taking them in is really the biggest job of all; if we can help along the way, it is our pleasure."

"Well, I'm Colin, Joe, and thanks again. I see they will be in good hands here."

The boys were finished with their tests. Joe reviewed them. "Quite remarkable, you guys remembered every important fact for the first 5 months of your grade. You are going to be the smartest ones in your class, for a while anyway.

"Then you are going to have to learn new stuff that you didn't get the chance to learn. There is no other way for you to learn the last 5 months that you missed. Is that ok with you?"

Josh said, "I guess so, I hate being left back though, that's what happens to kids that don't work or aren't smart. I don't like being labeled that way."

"Josh, if I came up to you and took your jacket and you yelled and hollered and kicked and punched and I just knocked you down and robbed it. Would it be your fault?"

"Well, no, not really."

"You were not left back, that man Brown robbed you. He robbed you of your time. You have to get it back, just like you would have to get another jacket. I'm sorry what happened; I can't change what happened in the past. I can try to change what happens going forward. If you need anything, any help while at this school you come to me, please. You were robbed; no one needs to know unless YOU decide to tell them. OK."

"Yeah, you make sense. I just gotta do what I gotta do. He took more than time, but as you say, that is in the past."

"So you are going to be in the 7th grade. My son, John, is in the 7th grade as well. Would it be ok if he meets you tomorrow morning to show you where to go and stuff?

"Jimmy, I have another son, Tommy, who is in 5th grade with you. So he can show you around as well if it is ok?"

"That would be real nice Mr. Elsberry, thank you," Josh said.

"Yeah, me too, Mr. Elsberry, thanks." Jimmy replied.

"Good, then we'll see you tomorrow morning."

The boys and Pops left and with recess over, it was very quiet on the way out.

"What do you think, guys?"

"He seems nice," Jimmy said.

"At least, I'll know one guy going into class," Josh answered.

***

That night Joe Elsberry got his sons after dinner. "I have a favor to ask you guys."

"What's that, dad?"

"We are going to have two new boys tomorrow; Josh is going into 7th grade and Jimmy going into 5th grade. They lost their dad, he died over in the Afghanistan war, and their mom can't take care of them. They are in the foster system and just got a new foster parent.

"The last place they were at was very, very bad. The guy there was as mean as could be. The older one, Josh, was beaten terribly, protecting his smaller brother. I'm hoping you guys can let them hang with you for a few days, maybe a week and show them where to go and stuff like that. Maybe they'll join the basketball team if you ask.

"John, be prepared. Grandpa says Josh's back will always have scars, so try not to let it bother you if you see Josh changing. Uncle Derik helped put the bad man, Mr. Brown, in jail, so we don't have to worry about him. What do you say, will you do me this favor?"

"Sure dad, it sounds like they have had it real tough. I'm glad Uncle Derik took care of that guy. I can stay with him during lunch and recess. It's got to be scary coming to a new school," John replied.

"I'll stay with Jimmy too, dad. Are they good at basketball? We need someone who can shoot better than me," Tommy said.

"Thanks, guys, Tommy, you shoot pretty good."

"Only three foul shots out of 10, not great, Dad."

"Well, we'll have to practice more."

***

Pops had another big meal for the boys; this time spaghetti with meatballs and garlic bread and their vitamin shake. After dinner and clean up, he weighed them. In the one week they were with him, Jimmy gained 6 pounds [3kg] and Josh 7.

Pops believed in being prepared, so he had them put out their clothes for the morning, and take showers at night. It was early to bed night for the boys. Figuring he would have to bring them into his bed later anyway, he had them start out there so he wouldn't have to move them.

As Colin was stripping to his boxers for bed, Jimmy was talking in his sleep. "LEAVE HIM ALONE, LEAVE HIM ALONE!! was what Colin heard; Jimmy, still reliving that terrible night. Josh, on the other hand, was humping the bed like a rabbit.

"Guess my leg was not as an important part of his dream as I thought." Colin laughed to himself. He got into bed and held Jimmy tight, whispering over and over, "You are safe now." At the same time, he watched Josh do his night time thing until there was a big exhale and a wet spot on the sheets.

Josh woke up smiling from ear to ear. Jimmy was a little grumpy, his sleep not as restful.

"Have a pleasant dream last night, Josh?"

"Why yes Pop,s I did and I got it without the non-jacking thing, too."

Colin just smiled to himself.

The boys made it to school with 10 minutes to spare. A bunch of kids were in the playground. John and Tommy Elsberry were at the gate, waiting for the O'Shea brothers.

"Hey, you gotta be Josh. I'm supposed to show you around. My dad is the principal and you would do me a big favor if you kind of hung out with me for a week." John said.

"I'm Tommy; you wanna go over by the 5th graders, Jimmy?"

"Yeah, sure."

"Do you like to play basketball? We have a team."

"Yeah, I love basketball. Josh, he likes baseball and is good at it, but for me, there is nothing better than B-ball."

The two 5th graders went off to join the rest. John and Josh were left to themselves.

"My Uncle says you're a hero, the way you protected your brother."

"I ain't no hero. Can we talk about something else? I need a friend bad but I don't want to talk about that."

"Ok, I didn't mean anything by it. It's just kool that he said that."

Josh looked at John real hard. He saw only compassion and kindness. "There wasn't anything kool about it. It was terrible and I'm trying real hard to forget it ever happened. You just do what ya gotta sometimes do. OK"

"Sure, Josh, I'll not talk about it anymore."

They walked into the play area. John kind of slowed to say hello to a friend of his. Josh was a step or two away waiting. A bigger boy, Mickey Marino, with two others following him, approached him.

"Say ain't you the fag boy who was kissing all his daddies at church."

Josh just looked, not knowing how to answer.

"Yup, you are." Mickey grabbed his package. "Bet you'd like to suck on this, then take it up the ass. Go ahead, ask me fag boy. Ask to suck my dick." Louder now, Mickey said, "ask for it, or I'll beat you, fag boy."

A crowd had gathered around Mickey. All Josh heard was 'ask me for it, or I'll beat you'. It made him flashback to Brown. He couldn't hold back the tears, the hurt, the shame, he started crying, then yelled, "DON'T BEAT ME ANYMORE, DON'T BEAT ME, DON'T HURT JIMMY, I'LL DO IT.

John Elsberry now saw what was happening and jumped in front of Josh; he shoved Mickey with every ounce of strength in his body.

"YOU STUPID FUCKING BULLY." He turned to Josh, not knowing what to do but thought of what his dad or grandpa would do. He hugged Josh and walked him towards the school.

Mickey said, "look at the two fags. Ya gonna tell your daddy now, fag Johnny. Remember the rules about no fighting and you pushed me, fag boy."

John turned, "Dam right I'm gonna tell my dad."

Josh was hysterical, realizing what he had said. John led him to the closest boy's room.

Through the tears and the sobs came the hysterical yells, "YOU GOTTA GET AWAY FROM ME, JOHN!!! GO!! GO ON!! OHH WHY DID I SAY IT, WHY DID IT COME BACK!!! OH SHIT!! OH SHIT!!"

John grabbed some paper towels and tried to dry the tears. Nothing was working.

Josh continued, "I GOT THE LABEL NOW…DON'T YOU GET IT TOO …. GET AWAY ….PLEASE GO AWAY!!!

Holding Josh's face in his two hands, "Stay here, Josh, stay here….I gotta get help… you stay here."

He ran out the door. Tommy and Jimmy had heard that something happened to the new kid and came to find out. John, now almost as much a wreck as Josh, saw Tommy. "Jimmy can go in; Tommy, NOBODY ELSE TILL I GET BACK WITH DAD. NO ONE."

"I can do it, John."

John raced down the hall as fast as he could run, right into his dad's office. There was a teacher's meeting going on.

An out of breath, John said, "Dad ya gotta come. Gotta come, Josh is going crazy. That bully Mickey started it. Come on, dad!"

John grabbed his father's hand and pulled. Joe Elsberry could only follow. He got to the boys' room. He told Tommy to go ahead to class; he would take care of Jimmy. Josh was curled up; down on the floor sobbing and yelling, "GO AWAY JIMMY THEY WILL MAKE YOU A FAG, RUN JIMMY RUN!! Jimmy was holding on to Josh for dear life. He didn't know what else to do. His brother had always been so strong for him.

"Now, John, tell me exactly what happened."

"Mickey came up to Josh and called him a fag boy. He said something about Josh kissing his daddies in church. Then he got real dirty, grabbed his private and said Josh should suck him and take it up his ass. I told him to ask for it, or he would beat him. Something like, ask nicely for it fag boy or I'm gonna beat you.

"Josh started screaming, Don't beat me anymore, please don't beat me, don't hurt Jimmy; I'll do it.

"That's when I was able to push Mickey away."

Jimmy said, "That's what happened with the Brown guy. He said the same stuff – Mickey said the same stuff. Look at his back, Mr. Elsberry, look at what he did to my brother. Josh had to take his pecker, or else he would be dead."

"Can I see your back, Josh?" as Mr. Elsberry took off his jacket and shirt.

All Josh could do was go, "mmm."

As he saw the scars all over Josh's back, "Ohh my god, what kind of monster could do this. This is not human."

John cried and got down on the floor and hugged Josh again. He couldn't do it. He had his grandpa's compassion in him.

"I wanna get him, Dad. I wanna get that stupid bully, Mickey. We're supposed to have a policy of zero tolerance for bullies. Ya, got to get him, dad."

In a determined, intense whisper, Joe said, "I will son, so help me God, I will."

After Mr. Elsberry spent fifteen minutes telling Josh it was going to be all right, Jimmy said, "come on Josh, be my big brother," and John says, "I'm not going away. No matter how much you yell," Josh came around to 90% of being himself.

"Not the way you wanted to start your first day, Josh?"

Josh had to laugh, "No, sir, not exactly, but I found out I have two great new friends, so not all bad."

Joe Elsberry was amazed at how Josh could find some good in the whole mess. "How do you do that, Josh, look for good at a time like this."

"My dad always said, 'when there is something bad, there is something good to balance it'."

"I'm gonna give you the choice of going home or going to class."

"I came here to be a regular kid, so I guess I gotta go to class. I'm sorry I kind of went weird, hysterical."

"Most understandable. Was there anyone else with Mickey, John?

"Yeah, Jacky Fallon and Billy Schmidt."

"I thought so; bullies like to play to an audience."

"I bet I could take him, dad, I know I'd get one good one in."

"Shoving him as you did was the right thing. You did what needed to be done. Going after him again would be picking a fight. Is that something we taught you to do?"

"No, but if I get a chance to sock him, I'm gonna."

"Just make it be right and DON'T PICK A FIGHT."

"Yes, sir."

"If he calls me a fag boy again, can I slug him, Mr. Elsberry?"

"I think that would be fair but wait until I get done with him. I hope he never uses those words again in his life.

"Ok, let's get you guys to class."

Jimmy was given an excuse for being late. The teacher had made a place for him to sit next to Tommy. Tommy showed him where they were at in math. It was converting fractions to decimals.

Jimmy whispered, "Ya gotta use the divide line."

The teacher, Mrs. Hanrahan, not wanting to let a new boy start trouble, said, "Mr. James O'Shea would you mind sharing your thoughts to the whole class and not just Tommy."

Jimmy kind of frowned, "I'm sorry I didn't mean to disturb anyone, I just said ya gotta use the divide line."

"Really, care to show us on the board."

"OK, if you want." Jimmy walked up to the board. "So the line in the fraction means to divide. So you divide the top number by the bottom number to convert to a decimal. An easy example is 1/2. You put a decimal point after the one and up in the answer space and divide by the two and it is .5. No matter what the fraction how big the number it always works."

"Are you a trouble maker, James?"

"I don't think so, mam; sometimes I don't know when to keep my big mouth shut, though."

Mrs. Hanrahan and the whole class laughed.

"Ok, James, a very good job of converting fractions and an excellent job at getting me to not be mad at you."

"Mrs. Hanrahan?"

"Yes, James."

"People usually only call me James when they are mad at me when they aren't, they mostly call me Jimmy. If that works for you, I'd like it that way."

"That works for me fine, Jimmy," Mrs. Hanrahan smiled. Jimmy smiled too.

Mrs. Hanrahan immediately was impressed by Jimmy's poise, his intelligence, his frankness, and his honesty. He became one of her favorites, especially when she came to know of his circumstances.

Mickey and his buddies were a little concerned about John and Josh not making it to class. They were concerned that they might really be in trouble, certainly, they didn't care about Josh and John. Josh and John walked into the class with Mr. Elsberry. Mrs. Lever, a kindly older teacher, had the class.

"Mrs. Lever, these two are excused from being tardy."

"Certainly, Mr. Elsberry."

"Mickey Marino, Jacky Fallon and Billy Schmidt come with me, NOW."

"What did we do? Your son John pushed me. What about him?" Mickey protested.

"You stupid boy, what you did this morning was a hate crime and is punished by significant jail time. In your case, probably the state reformatory where there is considerable forced homosexual activity before you go to prison. I understand you are very interested in homosexual activity, Michael. So you will be right at home.

"NOW COME WITH ME OR I SHALL CALL THE POLICE AND HAVE YOU DRAGGED OUT OF HERE."

The entire class went deadly silent. All the blood drained from Mickey's face as well as Jacky's and Billy's.

"Bring all your belongings, leave the school books at your desks, where you are going you won't need them."

No one had ever seen Mr. Elsberry this mad. As a matter of fact he rarely got mad. He was always fair when asked to help with a discipline problem. Some of the stricter teachers even thought him too lenient.

The boys did as they were told. Josh looked at John and John was silently clapping. He gave the thumbs-up sign to Josh.

Mr. Elsberry told Mickey and crew, "Wait in the hall and NOT ONE WORD."

Next, he apologized, "Mrs. Lever, I'm sorry for disrupting your class like this. There was a very, very disturbing incident involving those three out on the play area this morning and it cannot be tolerated. We have a zero-tolerance policy about bullying at this school and those boys broke it.

"We have a zero-tolerance policy about discrimination and they broke that as well. What Mickey did was terribly wrong, guys. They verbally abused a new student, Josh, who they knew next to nothing about. Josh, I'm sorry, I'm going to explain it. Josh is in the foster system and his former foster parent beat him to within an inch of his life and he took that to protect his little brother.

"Mickey, with his stupid abuse and threats, brought about a catatonic state where Josh temporarily thought he was back being beaten again by an animal that is technically a man. So as you think about Josh and what Mickey said, know the truth. Mrs. Lever, again, I am sorry for disturbing your class."

Out in the hall, the boys could hear every word Mr. Elsberry said. When hearing about Josh having been beaten, Jacky and Billy, both, looked at Mickey with disgust. They were mad at themselves, too, for going along with him.

Mr. Elsberry came out of the 7th-grade classroom. "Come on you three." They walked silently to his office. First, he brought Billy into his office. "Ok, Billy, how did this start?"

"Mickey was saying how at church, these guys kissed each other during the peace thing. He said there were two kids there who did it too. Then he saw Josh and said, 'lets get that gay,' the F word Mr. Elsberry."

"Do you know they call the peace thing the KISS OF PEACE? Anyway, what did you do?"

"Nothing, but I should have at least tried to stop him. I saw what he did to that kid, Josh. It was weird; Mickey was enjoying it so much. Josh just went crazy. Now I understand and I am ashamed I didn't do nothing to stop it. Your son, was the only one who stood up. You should be proud of him. Me, I was like stupid Mickey's lacky or something."

"Are you telling the truth?"

"Yes sir, I'll go apologize right now if you'll let me for not standing up to Mickey."

Mr. Elsberry smiled, "What should I do with you?"

"I don't know, Mr. Elsberry, teach me to have the guts of your son somehow. I know I was wrong for not stopping Mickey."

"I think there is hope for you yet, William Schmidt. Go sit in the hall, do not talk to Mickey and send Jacky in."

Billy had his head down as he said, "Yes, sir."

Jacky came in and sat in the dreaded chair in front of the principal.

"Jacky, how did this start?"

"Mickey was saying at church these guys were all kissing. I know girls can kiss other girls just being good friends, but can guys do it, Mr. Elsberry."

"I think so, Jacky. Does your dad, or did your dad ever kiss you?"

"Yeah, he did and even now sometimes. I guess it ain't so bad a thing."

"Do you or your dad do gay stuff?"

"Mr. Elsberry, are you supposed to ask like that, but no we don't."

"So why does it mean Josh or his people at church are gay."

"I guess it doesn't."

"So why did you go with Mickey? Did you know what he was gonna do?"

"Kinda, he said 'let's go get the gay,' I'm not supposed to say the word."

"F word."

"Yup."

"Why did you go?"

"I was a stupid follower. I didn't say anything, but I should have shut Mickey up."

"Do you know what I think?"

"No sir."

"I think you and Billy should pick your friends better.

"Go sit in the hall by Billy; you can talk quietly if you want, and give me a suggestion of what I should do with you. Send Mickey in."

Mickey came in with an arrogant swagger. Plunked himself down in front of his school principal, "so what's up."

"Michael Marino, words cannot express how disappointed I am with you. Effective immediately, you are suspended. You are not allowed into this school until you return with both of your parents. Should you not do so within five days, you will be expelled and at that point, I will consider filing hate crime charges against you.

In my option, you are a hateful racist, bigot. That's a lot for a boy your age. Call your mother or father to come and get you. You disgust me, get out of my office."

Mickey went out into the hall. He motioned to Jacky and Billy to come with him. Billy and Jacky looked at each other. "Come on, guys, you gonna let some fag loving asshole decide your life."

"Jeez, you are stupid, Mickey. Mr. Elsberry is right; I have to choose my friends better. Not me, no more, I'm not gonna be your lackey," Billy said.

"You are such a jerk. I don't know why I ever wanted to hang with you. You go on without me; I never want to see you again," Jacky replied.

Joe Elsberry was listening to the conversation. When it was done, he called Billy and Jacky into his office.

"Well, guys, what have you decided? What should I do to you for following and being the audience for a bigoted, racist bully?"

Billy spoke up, "You could give us detention, but that wouldn't teach us much."

"I don't know how to do it, but you should let us apologize to Josh and then we have to be his slave or something like that," Jacky volunteered.

"Maybe help him with his homework," Billy said. "We were a part in hurting him real bad and I really wanna do something to make up for it. It probably won't matter to him, but I think I would feel better."

" I can see you guys are genuinely sorry for your part, which was just being the audience for Mickey."

"No sir, it was more than that, we knew he was gonna start trouble with Josh, and we went to watch him be mean. That's the worst thing I did." Billy said.

"Billy's right Mr. Elsberry, we knew …not only didn't we do nothing to stop Mickey but we went to watch and be his support. My dad would whip me for sure for not doing the right thing."

"Hmmm, go back out in the hall and figure out exactly what you need to say to Josh."

The boys did and returned to Mr. Elsberry. They told what they would say.

"Will you do it in front of the whole class?"

"I really would rather not, but if you think so, I guess I gotta man up," Billy said.

"If Billy does, I guess I gotta too."

"Ok boys, no time like the present. I have another idea in my head for you to make this right but I'll let you know about that later. No suspension and no detention for you. Why, because you listened to your heart about what was right and are brave enough to tell me and now you will tell Josh."

Mr. Elsberry timed his interruption of Mrs. Lever's 7th grade until just before lunch. Ten minutes before the bell, "Let's go, Billy, Jacky."

***

He knocked at the door Mrs. Lever opened it. "Twice in one day, Mr. Elsberry, I am blessed."

"These two have something to say to Josh and the class."

Jacky and Billy, with eyes down, went in. Mr. Elsberry called the class to attention. They all sat looking at Mickey's lackeys.

"Josh, everyone, I just want to say I'm sorry, really sorry for my part in what Mickey did." Billy started.

"Yeah, I don't know why I hung out with him, but no more; the worst thing is, we knew he was gonna do mean stuff to you, Josh," Jacky went on.

"Yeah, we knew and were so dumb not stopping him, but worse we went to watch, to support him. Yeah, we didn't say anything," Billy continued.

"But we should have; I'm so happy that John did. We didn't know anything about your troubles or how you were hurt, Josh, but that shouldn't manner," Jacky said.

"It shouldn't matter because nobody, gay, straight, black, white, Latino, Native American, nobody should be picked on, discriminated against and threatened like Mickey did to you, Josh. I don't know if there is any way you can forgive us, but we are really sorry," Billy said.

"Really, really sorry, Josh. Here you are, a new kid, dealing with all your hurt and we let him put more on you. I'm so ashamed of myself." Jacky had tears in his eyes and he looked down to the floor.

Josh got up, picked Jacky's head and hugged Jacky and then hugged Billy. "It's ok guys, I'll live and I hope I have two new friends. So that's pretty good."

Mr. Elsberry was blown away and then he started to clap and then the whole class clapped. The bell for lunch rang. The class looked at Mr. Elsberry.

"Well, the bell means go get lunch guys."

John Elsberry came up to Josh and put his arm over Josh's shoulder, "Come on I'll show you where the lunchroom is."

"My Pops made me stuff, let me get it."

Josh went back to get his backpack. Sitting in the back row was a very pretty dark-haired girl, dabbing her eyes. She looked just like the girl in Josh's dream and from what he could see through her blouse, the cutest, perkiest tities he ever saw. Not that he saw a lot. His boner sprang to attention.

Josh stopped and asked, "What's the matter? Don't you have lunch? My Pops gives me way too much; he says I gotta gain weight. You can share mine."

Margret O'Malley, otherwise known as Maggie. "No, No I…I …My mom always says I get too emotional. What you did was so kind. I'm sorry, go on to lunch. I have my own; I'll be there in a minute."

Billy asked, "Can we sit with you guys, John?"

"I guess so, for all the meanness in Mickey, I don't think there is an ounce in Josh."

"What… those guys didn't do anything. It was Mickey; not the – they are good kids. I can tell; it took a lot of guts to get up in front of the class and say what they said. I can't be mad at them. Don't be silly; I'm just the new kid trying to collect as many friends as I can. Will you be one?"

Maggie's young heart did flip flops, "Sure."

"You wanna come to lunch with me or you wanna be with your girlfriends."

"I really wanna, but there will be all kinds of rumors that I'm hitting on you. Girls hit on guys too, ya know."

John called, " Josh, you coming?"

"How long do I have to be here to be able to hit on you?" Josh asked.

"I don't know, maybe a week."

"OK, lunch in a week then, please," Josh asked, smiling.

"Is it a date?" Maggie smiled and twirled her hair.

"Josh?" John called again.

"Yup it is, thanks for being my friend. Say, what is your name?"

"Maggie, Maggie O'Malley"

"Ah, an Irish girl, my Pops will like that."

"Josh, I gotta go."

"You better go, Josh O'Shea."

Josh ran after John, "Wow, Maggie is the cutest girl. Don't you think so, John?"

"Well, that decides it, Billy and Jacky, and they didn't mean nothing bad, was wondering if you were gay."

"Well, between putting my pecker in a nice warm slippery pussy or a guy's shitty poop chute, I choose pussy. I hope I am not offending."

John laughed, "No, you are not offending."

"I gotta tell you about the wet dream I have been having and it's not cause I don't jack off enough, either."

John was falling down laughing.

"What, you don't jack off? Pops said all teenage guys do."

"Yeah, I do. Just the way you talk about it, so open."

"So, everyone in the world does it and I should hide it?"

"No, I guess not. You know, Josh O'Shea, I could like you as a best friend, ever."

"You're kool too, John. Hugs or handshake."

John put out his hand and then hugged Josh.

Chapter 6
School Days Part 2

Mrs. Galuchi called on Friday and said she definitely wanted to be part of Colin's family. Colin liked how she phrased it and asked what kind of schedule she would like.

"Oh, I don't know Colin; I guess five days a week, but if you need me on the weekend, just ask. Typically, I'm not busy. Let's say a more flexible schedule. Colin, I'm not taking this job for the money or benefits but to help you provide a good home for those two boys. Financially, if I make a weekly salary of $500.00 to $600.00 a week, which will suit me well. I have Medicare for my health insurance and social security from my late husband's work as well as the retirement account, but my life needs meaning and I think I would really enjoy helping you."

"Fine, Mrs. Galuchi, $600.00 a week it is and you will be a welcome part of our little family. I'm sure the boys will not want to call you Mrs. Galuchi but I think it best to let them decide when and how to address you. When do you want to start?"

"Maybe after church on Sunday and I could make dinner and get to know you all a little more then?"

"Will you need me to get anything for dinner?"

"No, I haven't thought of what to make yet. Suppose I get the Fixin's and you reimburse me."

"Excellent. See you Sunday."

"It'll be a pleasure, Colin."

***

Saturday morning, Colin took the boys to meet up with Joe Elsberry and his boys, Tommy and John. They were super excited that they would get to play in the gym. Colin explained that this would be the first clinic session and he would announce it to the teams at the next practice. He had Josh, Jimmy and John shoot baskets at one end of the gym and took Tommy to the other end.

"Ok, buddy, let's see what you can do; shoot your foul shots."

While Tommy was shooting, Colin watched his form. He relaxed before shooting; his form was very good; the ball rolled off his pointer finger, his elbow was tight to his body. He was doing everything right except putting the ball in the basket.

"Only two out of 10 coach."

"Ok, that's what we are here to figure out. Take two giant steps in toward the basket."

Tommy did and shot 10 out of 10.

"Go back to the foul line and do it again."

Tommy did. As he was shooting, this time, Colin watched his eyes. He squinted very, very hard. Colin thought, 'Gosh Jimmy was right, he can't see. He shooting like his eyes are closed.'

"Ok, Tommy, what did Jimmy say about your shooting?"

Tommy hung his head, "He said I was shooting like my eyes were closed. Honest coach, I got them open."

"I know, Tommy, but you are squinting like you can't see. I'm pretty sure you need glasses or contact lenses. That's what I'm gonna tell your dad. So, Jimmy was basically right; you can't see."

"That's it, I need glasses, wow. Thanks, coach."

"Well, let's see what the eye doctor says. Your form, how you shoot, is very good; you have plenty of arm strength. I could be wrong, but I think it's your eyes. I'm gonna call your dad now. Hello Joe, Colin here."

"Yes, Colin."

"Well. I think I know Tommy's problem. Jimmy was right."

"Colin, I know what Jimmy said about his eyes closed. Come on. he doesn't do that."

"No, but he can't see the basket clear beyond 10 feet. He squints like crazy, trying so very, very hard. Jimmy was right. He can't see. Please get his eyes checked and then tell me what the doc says."

"Ok, Colin, it certainly won't hurt. What do you think, glasses or contacts?"

"I like safety glasses with a strap. He might want contacts but not for sports. Too much danger of him getting hit and the contact goes where it shouldn't or falls out. Just my opinion."

"I'll take him after practice. Thanks."

Colin continued his clinic with a small group. He checked John's form and asked, "you sure you are Tommy's brother. Your elbow is flaring out; the ball doesn't roll off your pointer finger. Tommy, come here and show John how to shoot a basketball."

Tommy, was that me? "You want me, coach?"

"You got ears, don't you. I told you what your problem was. If you could see the dang basket, you would be a 90% shooter. Now, show your brother."

Tommy, all smiles, showed John. John changed from a 50% shooter to a 90% shooter. Josh practiced the same shooting as well.

It was all old school for Jimmy. He paid attention when his dad taught him. Colin taught them some defense, one hand down and one hand up; the hand down always to the side that the dribbler was dribbling; up on balls of the feet to be able to move any direction. Then he let them scrimmage. John and Josh against Jimmy and Tommy. He told Tommy to get close and get away from who is guarding you. Jimmy, they are gonna rush you, to stop your outside shot; when they do, pass to Tommy. The game see-sawed back and forth; the smaller boys stole the ball a couple of times – the bigger guys always got rebounds. Jimmy made tons of long shots.

Pops called, "the next basket wins."

John and Josh both rushed Jimmy just like Pops had said. Jimmy got it to Tommy. He dribbled close and made the winning basket.

Tommy played the part of a TV announcer, "Little bros beat big bros on great shooting by Jimmy O'Shea and a clutch basket by Tommy Elsberry." They ran around the gym, arms raised.

Josh said, "Not fair coach, you helped them."

"Yes, you are right, but Tommy needed a confidence boost."

Putting his arm on Josh's shoulders and then John's, "Isn't it great to see. Maybe next time I'll help you big guys. Be happy for them; it's not easy being the little bro just like it's not easy being the big bro. Don't you almost always win at everything."

John said, "Yeah."

"I hate losing, though, Pops."

"I know, that's the champion's heart you got beating in you. GET YOUR STUFF GUYS; WE GOTTA LOCK UP."

Mr. Elsberry was at the door. He had an appointment for Tommy right after lunch. Tommy got tested and sure enough, he needed glassed for far vision. They made the glasses right there at the Eye Doctor's shop. Tommy left wearing his kool sports glasses with the strap to hold them on. He was amazed at all he could see that he had been missing.

"Tommy, I don't understand, how did you see the board in school?" his dad asked.

"I saw enough and just guessed at the rest. Now I'll see the board without having to figure out what's up there. Thanks, Dad."

At home, Tommy ran to get his basketball, then he and John went out to their basketball hoop. They practiced foul shooting. Both now got 9 out of 10. Joe and his wife watched from the window. Joe turned to June, "that Colin and even little Jimmy know their stuff." She hugged him, "They sure are happy."

Tommy came running in. "Did ya see, mom? Both of us got 9 out of 10. I bet I can get 10 out of ten. Come on, John." As time went on, Tommy became tied with Jimmy as the best foul shooter on the 5th & 6th-grade team.

Sunday, at church, Pops again shared the kiss of peace with Josh and Jimmy. Josh thought he noticed Mickey there; it sent shivers up his spine. He was a little afraid, Mickey was pretty big, but he wanted to slug him, one time. Then, the most amazing thing; at the kiss of peace, what looked like Mickey's father grabbed his head and kissed his forehead. Mickey kissed his dad on his cheek. They both kissed his mom. When done, his dad gave him a little hug around Mickey's shoulders. Josh scratched his head about what he saw but kept quiet about it.

Mrs. Galuchi showed up about noon. The boys had just gotten back from walking Shep, and Pops was enjoying a second cup of coffee.

"Jimmy, Josh, that has to be Mrs. Galuchi. I think she may have packages, go lend a hand."

"Hi Mrs. Galuchi, do you have packages we can help with," Josh said.

"Why thank so much, yes, I was worried about how my old bones would get them into the house. Now you must be Josh. I heard about that mister Brown; if there weren't laws against it, I was gonna get my umbrella and swat him until he cried 'uncle'."

Josh had to smile and grabbed a bag of groceries.

"And you must be Jimmy, I heard about you, too. Now Jimmy, there is nothing wrong with your nature boy body, but when I come into the house, I'd like you to keep your private parts private. I'll yell 'are you decent Jimmy' and I expect you to be decent. OK?"

Josh was now giggling.

Jimmy said," Yes, mam," through a smiling face and grabbed a bag.

"We'll come back for the rest," Josh said.

"Ok, lead the way, boys."

"Pops, it is Mrs. Galuchi. There are more packages," putting down what he had on the counter.

Shep started barking hello. In his mind, Mrs. Galuchi was an intruder. Jimmy, of all people, said: "Shh Shh Shep, behave don't upset Mrs. Galuchi before she even gets here. Quite, Quite Shep."

The dog stopped his barking.

"Thank you, Jimmy, he was making a racket but just wanted everyone to know there was a different smell in the house, but very thoughtful of you Jimmy; I think we are going to get along splendidly."

Jimmy ran to catch up with Josh. "She's like a grandma, Josh. Do you remember our real ones?"

"Nope, here you take this bigger bag, I'll get all the smaller ones."

"She seems nice, but pretty smart."

"Yeah, she got you right away with that nature boy stuff," Josh said, smiling.

"I guess I gotta be a little careful, but I don't think she would be mean."

"Me neither."

All the packages inside on the counter, Mrs. Galuchi started sorting. Josh had been doing homework and was back at it. "Jimmy, will you help me figure out where this stuff goes."

"Yes, mam, we keep canned stuff over here. Does that big red thing have to go in the refrigerator? Boxes of stuff we keep here."

"Yes, that is the pot roast, without the pot, of course." Mrs. Galuchi smiled; Jimmy did too. "Have you ever had pot roast with creamy mashed potatoes and beef gravy?"

"I don't think so, but maybe ask Josh, he knows more stuff than me."

Josh had heard and yelled out, "Don't think so, Mrs. Galuchi, but it sounds good."

Mrs. Galuchi, with Jimmy's help, found the pots and pans she would need as well as any utensils. Soon she was hard at her cooking.

Jimmy went to watch the basketball game Pops had on. Josh's homework done, he did the same. Mrs. Galuchi browned the meat and it sizzled, and the aroma went through the house. As it slowly cooked, the smell made everyone hungry.

Jimmy went to Mrs. Galuchi, "That cooking sure does smell good, mam. When are we gonna eat?"

"Ohh, about 5:00 dear."

"It's only 3:30, wow, more than another hour."

"It'll be ready when it's ready Jimmy; you don't want to eat it raw and get sick, do you?"

"I guess not mam, but the smell sure is good and makes me hungry."

"Me too," said Josh.

"Me three," said Pops. "Say, guys, we still have those leaves to get off the solar panels. Let's do that while we are waiting."

"Ok, Pops." And they went for their jackets.

Shep was whining and pacing; he was hungry too. Pops said, "Come on Shep, you can supervise. We'll be just outside, Edna."

"OK"

***

The boys & Pops climbed the ladder up to the single-story roof. He took his leaf blower and blew off the roof. Josh and Jimmy washed down the panels.

"Ya know what we don't have, and we have lots of land, a basketball court."

"Yeah, Pops, that would be so kool to have. Tommy said they have a hoop to practice on." Jimmy said.

"Pops?"

"Yes, Josh."

With his head down and a quiet voice, he asked, "I guess there wouldn't be room for a batting cage and a machine would be too expensive. Sorry, I shouldn't have said anything. I was just dreaming."

"Now, that is an excellent dream. If we can dream of a basketball court, we can dream of a batting cage. If we have one, we should have the other as well. That seems only fair."

"Really, Pops, you sure. Jimmy's littler, just do the basketball court. I can play that."

Pops looked at Josh and realized he felt Jimmy was loved more, and he didn't need anything cause he had to be big and take care of Jimmy.

"Ok, be honest now; who do you think is my favorite between you two guys."

"Oh, that's easy, Pops, Jimmy cause he is smaller. The little kids are always way cuter than bigger kids."

"That makes sense and could be true, Josh. What do you think, Jimmy?"

"I know who it should be. It should be Josh cause he always took care of me. He taught me to tie my shoes, wash my hair and never mind the stuff at the farm! Only taking one bite of the sandwich and make believe he was full. I should have taken my share and given it back. If you got a favorite, it better be Josh."

"Well, you both gave real good answers. They were very different and the truth is, I have two favorites; kind of like – liking ice cream and popcorn; very different but both very good. So Josh, don't ever think you are less deserving or Jimmy that Josh is more deserving of anything that is in my power to provide. Got me?" Pops gave both boys a kiss.

"Do ya think we can have our own little sports place, Pops."

"Well, we'll have to figure it out. One good thing, you guys are gonna get financial support from the state, so maybe we can use that."

"That's for you to feed us, Pops."

"Hey, did we kind of adopt each other."

"Yeah."

"So I have money, more money than I thought I would spend in my lifetime. Not super rich but enough not to worry about checking how much I got when I go to the food store. Now I don't know what a basketball court or a batting cage will cost, but I can find out. That won't cost anything. We can have the dream, can't we?"

"Yeah, sure."

"Hey, look, the sun is just about down. Looks great over the lake, don't you think?"

"Sure does, but it's getting chilly. I'm starving; I hope Mrs. Galuchi has supper done." Josh said.

"Me too," said Jimmy.

"Come on, Pops, give us me three," Josh yelled.

"ME THREE."

They called Shep. He had a thing with one of the squirrels around the woods. He wanted to catch him so badly, but that squirrel was so quick to climb a tree that Shep was always out of luck. They went inside; their cheeks were red from the weather and their stomachs growling now from hunger. The warmth of the little house was so welcome to their bodies.

"Well, I was wondering what had become of you boys. I thought if ya didn't show up soon, to send out the search party. Dinner will be ready in 5 minutes, go wash up."

***

Pops cut the pot roast; Mrs. Galuchi served each boy a big helping of mashed potatoes, saying, "Jeez, we gotta put some muscle on those bones of yours." Each boy took an ear of corn on the cob as well as spinach with baby onions and mushrooms in butter and garlic sauce. Before they began, Mrs. Galuchi said, "In my house growing up, we always said grace and held hands. Can we do the same here?"

Jimmy and Josh said, "Yes, mam."

As they all joined hands, Mrs. Galuchi said, "Well, who will do the honors."

The boys sheepishly looked at Pops.

Pops began, "Bless us oh Lord for the food we are about to eat, we thank you, for providing the bounty at this table, we thank you. Watch over all here present oh Lord, keep us safe from harm and thank you, Lord, for bringing Mrs. Galuchi to our little family, Amen."

Mrs. Galuchi dabbed her eye with her napkin and said, "thank you, Colin."

"Well, let's eat this fine meal, Edna. Everything looks so delicious. I know we'll have to force the boys to eat, their little stomach can't be very hungry."

The boys with mashed potatoes falling out of their mouths said, "POPS!!!"

The food was delicious and sounds from Oliver were heard as Josh, then Jimmy said: "Can I have some more please."

When Edna saw everyone was pretty much done, she started to get up to clear and clean up. Pops put his hand on her arm and looked at the boys. Josh asked, "Shall we clear now, Pops?"

"That would be great, thank you, Josh. Edna, in this house, we all want to contribute. The boys always like to clean up after meals. Our job will be to help supervise should they not know how to do something or where to put something. You made a wonderful meal; I know they enjoyed it. Relax!!"

Josh, remembering his manners, "Mrs. Galuchi, thanks so much that was great. Pops is a good cook, but he can't do this. Pot roast is now my favorite."

"Why thank you, Josh, it is so nice to hear that your effort is appreciated."

Josh nudged Jimmy, who was licking the spoon that dished the mashed potatoes.

"Humm, yeah, thanks to Mrs. Galuchi, it was really good."

"Thank you, Jimmy, come here please, dear." Mrs. Galuchi took her napkin and wiped some potatoes off Jimmy's cheek.

Jimmy looked at Mrs. Galuchi, his wheels were turning real hard, "Say, Pops is our adopted grandpa; could we adopt you as our grandma and you could make the roast pot a lot?"

Pops and Edna burst our laughing, "It's pot roast Jimmy and yes, I would love to be your adopted grandma."

Josh came over and hung on her side, "Can we call you nana? I always used to hear about someone's nana at my old school. I think to call you Mrs. Galuchi is kinda like a teacher's name." He thought a bit, "Not that you can't teach us stuff, you can. Do you know what I mean?"

"I would love for you to call me nana." Josh hugged her as did Jimmy from the other side.

"OK, enough hugging on Nana; back to your chores now." The boys went back to their clean up.

After their clean up, they all went into the living room to let the meal settle. Jimmy sat at Edna's feet with Josh close by. They talked about basketball and school. Jimmy told me about how Pops and I figured out what was wrong with Tommy's shooting. Josh wanted to ask about what girls are like as he thought about Maggie.

Too soon for the boys, Nana said, "Well, I gotta get home to my cat, the poor thing hasn't eaten." She got up to get her coat.

Jimmy and Josh stood up and were looking at her, with so much anticipation, so wanting to get a kiss good night, not knowing what to say. Edna was a bit unnerved by it.

Finally, Jimmy said, "Say ain't grandmas suppose to give grandkids sloppy kisses good night."

"Oh, of course," Jimmy stood up on the couch. Nana put a big sloppy smooch on Jimmy's cheek. Edna looked over at Josh. "Come on over here, Joshua O'Shea, I got one for you too." Josh scampered over and Nana planted one on him.

Colin asked if she was ok getting home in the dark. "I know these roads like the back of my hand, Colin O'Brian, but thank you for asking."

"Can I walk you to your car?" Josh asked.

"Me too," Jimmy added.

"Why thank you, I am thrilled to be escorted by two such gentlemen."

One on one side, one on the other Nana was lead to her car. Josh held the door as she got in. The boys without jackets shivered a bit but waited until she started up and then waved good night. Then, they ran inside to get warm.

***

"So, you like Nana."

"Oh yes, Pops, she is like you. Sometimes you just know how someone feels. Whether they care or not. You do, she does. Thank you for finding her for us." Josh said.

Jimmy said, "She sure does make a great roast pot."

Pops said, "JIMMY."

"Ok, I know pot roast, but the roast pot is so much funnier."

"Exercises, showers and bed for you guys."

"What about Shep, Pops?" Jimmy asked.

"Ok, go take him for a walk, but don't be peeing with him, Jimmy."

"OK Pops its too cold, I don't know how he does it cept he's got hair on his pecker. When I get hair, will my pecker stay warm in the cold, Pops." Jimmy asked as he got his jacket – Josh gave him a shove.

"What, what I wanna know."

"You got some head Jimmy, dad said I gotta love you and I do, but you got some head."

"Yes, it'll freeze, get frozen and fall off. Now KEEP IT IN YOUR PANTS, JAMES."

"Yup I'm gonna do that, way too cold to let my cute little pecker out."

Shep's walk was done, exercises before showers. Twenty push-ups for Josh, 15 for Jimmy, 50 sit-ups for Josh, 40 for Jimmy, 5 push-ups on their fingers for each boy, 100 jumping jacks for each and they were done.

They shared the shower. Jimmy liked Josh to wash his hair and he always did it for him. Jimmy went nature boy to bed. They kissed Pops Good Night. Pops had to tickle and swat Jimmy's bare bottom. Then did a little of the same to his big bro.

Josh said, "you better hope Nana doesn't come over early on the morning and sees your little buns staring up at her."

"I'll put underwear under my pillow, thanks big bro."

Shep jumped up on the bed between them. Both hugged the dog. Jimmy was asleep in two minutes. Josh wanted his dream to come to him, but it was not to be this night. Josh grabbed hold and did what teenage boys do. After he got a dirty sock and cleaned up with it, he left it under the bed like so many teenage boys. It had become the best place for the slippery, soggy, wet sock.

***

Monday morning, Mr. Elsberry, with kids in class, prepared for his meeting with the Marino's. They were right on time and were shown into his office at 9:30.

Joe said, "Good morning, thanks for coming. I think it is very important that you know exactly what I know as it occurred. Mickey's behavior on last Wednesday broke two of our zero-tolerance rules. In situations like this, the board of ed has given me the authority to expel the offending student. I asked you here so that you could give me the confidence to not take that action.

Mr. Marino said, "I thank you for giving Mickey this opportunity. If I may, I want you to know Mickey now understands that a man kissing his son, in no way has anything to do with their sexual orientation. We had an extensive conversation about it and we did exchange the kiss of peace at church yesterday.

"A second thing I have done is schedule Mickey with a child psychologist for Wednesday afternoon. I also have a meeting with my people at work to be able to work at home. Mickey is no baby that he needs a sitter, but neither is he an adult that can be left on his own all the time. My wife and I feel that at his age, it is more advantageous that I be the parent at home."

"Wow, great, all very positive developments. I discussed some of what occurred with you on the phone, but for your wife's benefit, I want to detail it. I would rather use the language as it was reported to me, but I can put it in more polite terms if need be."

Mrs. Marino said, "that would be preferred, I don't need to hear gutter talk."

Mr. Marino rather sternly said, "When gutter talk comes out of your son's mouth, you need to hear it. You are an adult. Whatever was said, I doubt it will be new to you. Please, in words you know were spoken, Mr. Elsberry."

Mr. Elsberry looked at Mrs. Marino, who nodded in the affirmative. "Well, as you know, Mickey was confused by a boy kissing his foster father and his foster uncles and his brother. He told his two friends, 'let's go get that gay fuck.' Am I right, Mickey?"

"Yes sir."

"When you got to Josh, you said, "hey, you are that gay fag boy who was kissing his daddies at church or pretty close to that. Correct?"

"Yes Sir."

"Then you grabbed tour privates and said, 'You wanna suck on this, or maybe you want it in your behind.' When Josh didn't answer you said, " You better ask nice for it, fag boy, or else I'll beat you till you do. Am I right, Mickey? "

Mickey with his head bowed quietly said," Yes sir."

"You tell it, Mickey, what happened next."

"I don't wanna; I didn't know he was beaten by some guy."

"He started crying all hysterical like yelling 'NO MORE , DON'T BEAT ME NO MORE, I'LL DO IT DON'T HURT JIMMY'. Is that kind of what he said?"

"Yes sir, I'm sorry I didn't know."

Mrs. Marino said, "how could he know about that ?"

Mr. Elsberry said, "He couldn't, but does that excuse what he did. He threatened another student. He told him to ask to perform oral on him, or he would beat him."

"It doesn't matter, mom, I was feeling mean cause no one was ever home. No one cared; all I am is a note and money for food for you. I'm hoping dad gets it, but you don't. If you are honest, you love that job more than me," Mickey said with tears streaming down his face.

" Mickey Marino, don't you dare talk to me like that. I work too hard for you to say something like that. Why do I work but to get you nice things?"

"Yeah, I get Xbox, you get a big Cadillac car. BS mom. BS."

Mrs. Marino decided not to air any more family laundry in front of Mr. Elsberry.

Mr. Marino asked, "how, do we proceed going forward, Mr. Elsberry?"

"I think Mickey has to apologize to Josh, and I think it has to be public, at a school assembly. Due to what was said, I'll limit it to the 5th through the 8th grade. Can you do that, Mickey?"

"If I wanna come back to school, I guess I gotta. I really owe him at least that. I shouldn't have done what I did. Even if he is gay, it is not right that I discriminate against them like they aren't people. My dad helped me understand. I gotta at least try to make this right. He probably won't forgive me; I wouldn't, but I gotta try."

"Well said, Mickey. I have a picture here I want you to see."

Mr. Elsberry showed the picture of Josh's back. Mr. Marino looked at it too and tried to pass it to his wife.

"You know what. He could have stopped the beating much sooner, but he didn't want to do what Brown wanted. He took it instead of his little brother. So that's why he went hysterical."

Mickey had tears in his eyes, "I wouldn't, couldn't do it. I brought it all back to him. I am so ashamed."

Mr. Marino hugged his son, "We go forward not back, we make it better, we can't go back, all we can do is make it better. Mr. Elsberry, let us know when the assembly is, we will be there."

"Mickey, one other thing. I doubt Josh is gay. John told me he is putting moves on one of the girls in the class."

"Just makes me all the more an A-hole, but thanks for the info."

Mr. Elsberry checked his calendar then got with Mrs. Jonas to put out notices of an assembly on Friday at 10 AM. Due to the somewhat sensitive nature of the subject matter, boys and men showing affection in the United States, the parents were invited.

***

Monday after school, when Josh got home, Nana grabbed him to the side. "Now Josh, I know teenage boys do sometimes, as a matter of fact quite often, need to play, umm, with their umm privates."

Josh turned red. He could do it in front of Pops, but Nana talking about that was so different.

Nana continued, "Now, there is nothing wrong with that; all boys do it."

"Yes, mam." Josh was thinking when is this gonna end.

"However, using dirty socks for clean up is quite unsanitary. I put tissues and a trash can by your bed. Please use them."

"Yes mam."

"Would you do me a favor and collect the dirty socks under your bed and take them to the wash. You probably only have to nudge the ones with all your baby-makers, they walk by themselves." Nana gave him a big smile.

"Yes Nana," Was all Josh could muster, but he smiled a little bit. Nana knew his deepest secret and understood. She was so kool, he thought.

Every day when Josh saw Maggie, he told her how many days till they could have lunch together. On Tuesday, he said, "One more day, till I can hit on you, Maggie O'Malley."

Maggie loved it. She could never remember when she had gotten so much attention from any man or boy, even her father, who adored her.

She answered him, "Calm down, Josh O'Shea, it's just lunch."

The 7th-grade girls were all a buzz about the situation: Maggie and the cute new boy. The boys feigned no interest, but they too were curious.

Wednesday morning, Josh got up early and showered, he had to wash off the residue from last night and certainly didn't want to smell when he had lunch with Maggie. Done with the shower, he applied copious amounts of deodorant. He went to get dressed.

Jimmy took one whiff and said. "If she doesn't love ya for your looks, she'll love ya for your deodorant. Sure ya got enough on there, Josh."

Josh picked up Jimmy's underwear and threw them at him, "Put some clothes on nature boy before Nana comes in and inspects your pecker."

"Did you call me Josh? I'm right here, son."

"See Nana came early…. No, Nana, I was just dreaming about your roast pot… uuggg Pot roast."

Jimmy scampered into his undies. Josh got out his dress clothes, button shirt, sweater, dress pants and shoes, not sneakers.

"Ya going to a wedding Josh; awful fancy for lunch in the school cafeteria?" Jimmy asked.

"Enough Jimmy, enough, I want Maggie to know I like her and getting dressed up is one way I'm gonna show her."

"If she don't know after you been whispering sweet nothing to her all week, she's not the brightest bulb in the school."

Josh picked up a shoe and was about to throw it at Jimmy as he scampered through the door. Nana said, "why James, where are your clothes?"

Jimmy made a B line for the bathroom and feigned holding himself."Gotta go bad, Sorry, Nana."

Pops hearing Edna in the house got dressed in his pants and tee shirt and made for the bathroom. When he got there, he had Jimmy sitting on the toilet.

"What are you doing here, boy."

"Hiding from Josh, he's having lunch with Maggie O'Malley and I was teasing him."

"Oh, get up off the toilet seat, jeez, a man gets no privacy around here."

Pops did his morning pee. It came out slow as molasses. Jimmy looked and wondered how come it took so long and so little came out at one time.

"Hey Pops, can I have a pissing contest with you, I'll beat ya easy."

Pops grabbed Jimmy around the neck and gave him nuggies on top of his head. "Ya know what James O'Shea, your gonna tease Josh again and he's gonna see red, and I am gonna enjoy him getting you. You got any sense; you are going to shut that mouth and go get ready for school."

Jimmy rubbed the top of his head," Yes sir Pops, no more teasing Josh, I'M GONNA GET READY FOR SCHOOL. Yes, Sir, that is what I am gonna do, no more talking too." Jimmy opened the door and peaked out.

"Now what?" Pops asked.

"Nana don't like me without clothes."

Colin was about to burst. Ya had to love Jimmy but sometimes… sometimes… "Ok, let me go first."

Jimmy jumped in behind Pops and grabbed hold of his belt, which was pulling down his pants.

"James O'Shea cause you got no pants on is no reason to pull mine off." He reached around, grabbed Jimmy by the neck and gently shoved him into his room.

"Trouble with James this morning, Mr. O'Brian?"

"Coffee, please Edna…did I tell you he is a rascal and ya gotta love him."

"That you did, Mr. O'Brian."

"Well, forget the second part this morning," Colin laughed. Edna joined him.

Josh came in all duded up.

"Well, well, what a handsome young man, what is the occasion, Josh," Nana asked.

"What! Can't a guy get dressed up once in a while."

"Yes, I guess he can, especially when he is having lunch with Maggie O'Malley."

Josh's face became one step below mad, "That Jimmy," he said.

"Well, I sure would go to lunch with a handsome guy like you," Nana said.

"Jimmy said it was silly and I'm too dressed up."

"No, I don't think so, all girls want a handsome young man to come and sweep them off their feet. What do you think, Pops."

"Hmm, the way kids dress today, shirt and sweater, great pants, pretty good shoes. Nah, I don't see it. Shoes I think are nerdy, only wear them when parents make you; I would change to sneaks."

"Hey, you are right, Pops. Shoes are nerdy. I'll change them now. Thanks, Pops."

"When did you get so smart, Colin?"

"You think these grey hairs aren't hard-earned, Edna."

Jimmy came in, rubbing his head still. His bottom lip sticking out, all sad-faced.

"Why, what's wrong, Jimmy?" Nana asked.

"Pops gave me a nuggie cause I was teasing too much."

"Oh dear, can I kiss it for you."

Jimmy smiled right away, "Yes Please, Nana."

"Shall I help you comb your hair, dear?"

"Would you, Nana?"

"Sure, go get your brush and comb."

Nana fussed over Jimmy's hair, getting it just right; Jimmy just loving the attention. "There now, you'll be the best looking boy in 5th grade… Mr. O'Brian, I'm sure Jimmy deserved his nuggie for teasing, but I would appreciate it if we can keep his hair nicely combed just as it is."

Colin near fell off his chair and bit his tongue so hard it hurt. However, he did appreciate how Edna loved Jimmy and smiled inside.

Jimmy perked up considerably, sticking his chest out proud as a peacock. "Thank you, Nana.

"You're welcome dear now, go put your comb and bush away."

Josh had been quietly eating at the table after changing into his sneakers. "Say Nana; you're a girl right."

"Yes Josh, last time I checked."

"Darn, that just shows it, what a stupid question. I'm sorry, Nana. Could you tell me stuff to talk about with Maggie?"

"Well, Josh, the best way to make a conversation is to ask questions."

Jimmy was back and said, "a good joke helps."

Pops said, "You can ask about her family, how long she has been in Pine Hill."

"Find out what she likes, dear, sports or dancing. You are a very poised young man; you'll do fine."

"Music most girls like music," Jimmy said.

"Thanks, Jimmy, I'm sorry I was gonna clobber you."

"Hey, little bros are supposed to tease big bros when they go out with girls. Pretty soon you'll be wanting to go all smooching with Maggie and you'll never wanna play with me, but it's ok, you gotta do it; it's the growing up part. I know you; you'll probably marry her and have lots of kids and no time for me at all. I'll do the same thing, to be just like my big bro."

Josh went over to Jimmy, "I'll always have time for you."

"I don't think so after you get those baby makers flowing. Nah, you ain't gonna want me there."

Jimmy gobbled down the rest of his cereal. It was time to get to school. They patted Shep's head, kissed Nana and were off with Pops. On the way, Jimmy helped Josh find jokes on the internet with their phones.

***

Over at the O'Malley house, Maggie had her own problems. She went through every piece of clothing she had and said this makes me look fat (Which was impossible), this is so nerdy, ugg this sucks why do I have this. Her mom called her for breakfast. She got nothing in response. Mrs. O'Malley went upstairs to find out what was keeping her. Maggie was sitting on her bed in bra and panties; clothes spewed all over her room.

"What going on, Maggie, why aren't you dressed?"

Through her tears, Maggie said, "I'm gonna have lunch the sweetest, kindest, cutest, smartest boy in the whole world, and I got nuthin to wear."

"Ohh, really. What is this boy's name?"

"Josh O'Shea, even his name sounds sexy, doesn't it mom."

Mrs. O'Malley blinked; she hoped she would have conversations about boys with her daughter just not this morning, but what will be will be. "Yes, it is very sexy, Maggie. Is he a nice boy?"

"Oh yes, mom, I told you that already, weren't you listening. I want him to like me so bad, mom."

"Do you want him to like you more or your clothes more?"

"Silly, of course me." Maggie thought someday he will like me without clothes but didn't say it.

"Well, if he is as nice as you say, almost anything nice you wear will be good. I love this little green blouse with your tan skirt on you. I think you look very pretty in it. Try it on and let's see."

As she did as her mom asked, she thought of Josh touching her without clothes, she got all goosebumps and her girl parts got wet. Dressed, she showed her mom.

"That is just perfect on you; you have to be the prettiest girl in all of Pine Hill, Josh will go gaga over you."

"You think I should wear makeup, mom?"

"Now I'm gonna tell you a woman's secret; you wear makeup to hide imperfections. Do you remember seeing grandma with tons of makeup hiding her wrinkles?"

"Yes"

"Maggie, your face is so young and beautiful, there are no imperfections to hide. I would not cover it with a batch of paste."

"You're right and thanks, mom."

"I'll pick up your room while you are at school, go grab a quick bite of breakfast, take it in the car, your dad must getting frantic by now."

They went downstairs, Mrs. O'Malley behind Maggie. She mouthed BOY BE NICE. Mr. O'Malley looked at his daughter.

"You look extra pretty this morning, Maggie, but we have to hurry not to be late."

"One second, daddy, let me bring a breakfast bar and juice in the car. Thank you, daddy." Maggie smiled to herself, daddy thinks I am extra pretty, maybe Josh will too.

At lunch, Josh told Maggie she looked extra pretty.

She said," You clean up pretty good too."

They both smiled shy smiles. Josh took out his phone and made the jokes Jimmy had found for him. Maggie genuinely laughed. He found out she had two brothers away in college, and she, with her mom and dad lived in Pine Hill all her life.

Maggie tried to ask Josh about his family, but he hung his head and said, "Your family sounds great, mine not so much, let's not talk about that."

Maggie did as Josh asked and put on a brave front but her heart hurt for him. Josh asked more questions about what she liked and found out she played softball.

Josh said he like baseball more than anything. He said he would love to go to her games in the spring. He didn't brag about baseball when asked was he any good.

"I'm ok," he said.

She also danced and was going to have a dance concert for Christmas.

"Wow, can I go to it?"

She responded, "of course, anyone can, silly."

Josh ran out of questions and just looked at her kind of ga-ga; like a boy in love, which he was. She put her hands on the table; they touched Josh's hand. He held her hand.

He still had the ga-ga look and Maggie said, "What!"

Just about all the kids were out on the playground now. Josh said, " I was just thinking about how lucky I am but don't know why you would want to be with a jerk like me."

Maggie got upset, "Josh O'Shea, don't you ever put yourself down like that. You hear me. You are not a jerk. I wouldn't go to lunch with a jerk. Don't do that. I don't know much about you; only you had a lot of bad trouble. And that don't make you a jerk, Say you're sorry and won't talk like that again."

"I'm sorry, Maggie."

"Someday, when you feel like it, you can tell me about your troubles, but I don't want anyone hurting you anymore and you can't talk like that."

She got up and hugged Josh. She hugged him tight; her perky young breast pushed into him. He hugged back; auto sexual mode kicked in, her girl parts got wet, his boy part got hard. The bell rang back to class. They held hands going back to class.

He whispered, "You got my boys part all hard."

She punched him and said, "Yeah, well, you got my girl parts all wet, and I'm gonna have to stay this way for the rest of the school day."

They both laughed.

Chapter 7
School Days Part 3

Friday Morning Mr. Elsberry was ready for his assembly. There were 107 kids in grades 5 through 8; he had a good turn out of parents considering the time and, of course, parents working. About 75 parents showed more moms about 45 and the 30 or so dads.

The auditorium held about 400, so there was plenty of room. The students were in the front. Grades 7 and 8 each side of the center aisle with grades 5 & 6 behind them with the parents scattered around the back.

He started the meeting by thanking the parents in attendance, then they all rose for the pledge of allegiance.

"As you may or may not know, we had a very serious incident here last week. One of our students saw a boy kissing his foster dad, uncles and brother in church. He thought that display of affection between males was wrong and indicated homosexuality. The fact is that thought has been propagated by the media and is a part of our subculture.

"Where moms can kiss daughters, and dads can kiss daughters through any age; a dad kissing his son at 11 or 12 or above is frowned on by our society. I don't understand the reasoning involved here. I don't think withholding affection is in any way helping the society. I have two sons, and I want to do more than pat them on the back to show that I deeply love them. The sign of peace is actually called the kiss of peace. In many cultures around the world, a man kissing a man is the norm for two friends to greet each other and a father kissing his son at any age is the right thing to do. I have Colin O'Brian here and he exchanged the kiss with his foster sons. Colin, could you tell us why you did that."

"Well, Mr. Elsberry, not an awful lot of thinking went into it. It seemed to me to be the natural and right thing to do. I guess the big question is whether a kiss on the cheek or the forehead is a sign of affection or a sexual thing. I in no way consider it sexual. It's me showing my boys I love them and them saying the same thing back. I suppose some might say the fact that they had been in a very bad unloving environment for the previous 6 or 7 months was a consideration, but I don't; either you love someone enough to show it in public at a church which is supposed to be a ceremony of love or you don't.

"I pray I'll have the same relationship, to do the same thing with my boys 2 -3 – 10 years from now. I think it is a sin that our culture says a mom can lavish all kinds of affection on her son but a father has to be a stone-faced disciplinarian. Thank you for the opportunity for me to say my piece."

"Thank you, Mr. O'Brian, you expressed my feelings exactly. Now to go into the incident just a little, the student in question hurled insults on the boy who kissed his foster dad then threatened to beat him. All because he thought the kiss at church was not right. There are other issues involved, but this was the thinking on the day of the incident. He acted like a bully and was one. All bullies need an audience and he had two that day. Jacky, Billy, you told me you wanted to say something."

Jack and Billy came to the front of the assembly. Mr. Elsberry gave them the mike.

Jacky said, "We didn't really do anything or say anything good or bad."

Billy said, "Good that we didn't add to the situation but bad that we didn't say anything to stop it."

Jacky said, "The thing I'm most ashamed of is I knew there was going to mean stuff done. I knew when we were talking before. Not really planning, but saying he was going to get the new kid."

Billy said, "So we said it before, but we want to say it again, Josh we are really, really sorry and now we found out what a great guy you are; we want to show you. You'll know how hard this is but not near as hard as the stuff we helped put you through. Jacky is like my best friend. He said he would go first."

Jacky took a real deep breath, then leaned into Billy and kissed him on the cheek. The kids and the whole assembly went crazy, yelling and clapping.

Jacky exhaled in the mic. "Now you, if you are my friend."

Billy took a deep breath and leaned into Jacky and kissed his cheek. The yelling and cheering continued.

Jacky said, "See, guys can kiss guys just because they are friends."

The cheering continued. Josh stood up, clapping like everyone else, and gave them two thumbs up. A standing ovation was given to Jacky and Billy as they went back to their seats.

Mr. Elsberry picked up the mic. "We have another apology to hear, so Mickey Marino, come forward, please."

Mickey was so scared; he never spoke in front of this many people. With a shaky hand, he took the mike.

Mr. Elsberry whispered to Mickey, "just look at Josh and talk to Josh."

"Josh, how do I say I'm sorry to you. They said I am a bully and when I think about what I did and said – I gotta agree. I was stupid and mean. I went out to hurt you and I did.

"I found out later about how bad you were hurt before. I didn't know, but that shouldn't matter. You never even saw me before I picked on you. Where do I get off thinking you are gay. Even if you were, gay people are how God made them and how could that be bad, shouldn't they be able to be how they are and love who they want.

"I know you or no one here will forgive me, but I gotta try to make this better." Tears were rolling down Mickey's cheeks, but he went on. "I am sorry, so sorry. Josh, you were hurt so bad by that guy Brown and I made it hurt again. I said the same mean stuff that he did. I gotta do better – I'm so sorry.

"Mr. Elsberry is gonna expel me and I deserve it, but I'm not sorry about that. I'm sorry there is no eraser for me to take it back, so you aren't hurt. I'm sorry, Josh, really, really sorry." Mickey was crying now; he was close to hysterical.

Josh got up; he drew on all the compassion in him. He went to Mickey, hugged him and said: "it's ok Mickey, it's ok, sit down buddy, it's ok." Josh gave the mike back to Mr. Elsberry and went to sit down.

"Josh, please stay here. You know I need to make a decision about Mickey. I need your input to help me decide. What should I do?"

"Seriously, you are asking me. Ok, I'll tell you what I think. From kindergarten to 8 grade you make a mistake in math, English, whatever. The teacher tells you how you were wrong and you correct it.

"Now you have a rule about more important stuff, about how to live your life, and make one mistake and you're out. Like you and the board of ed just don't want any serious problems. Throw the trouble maker out.

"Well, you don't throw kids out like they are food gone bad. I had some people try to throw my brother and me away, and it ain't good. You try harder; you do better, you get help, you do whatever but you don't kick the kid out.

"I like you, Mr. Elsberry, I like your whole family your father and your brother in law helped me against Brown, but I will never forgive you if you kick Mickey out like a piece of trash. You work harder, and you help him be better. This meeting is a good start. Do your job, Mr. Elsberry."

Mr. Marino stood and clapped; other parents did the same and kids joined in.

Mr. Elsberry took the mike, "Ok Josh, I hear you, I hear all of you, you made my decision real easy. Mickey, looks like after the assembly, you go back to class. Now maybe I'm crazy, but I think we got some good information about showing affection, especially fathers and sons, so if you agree I'm asking all the parents to come on down front and for their kids to smooch on them and it's ok for fathers to kiss sons. I declare today smooch day at Pine Hill Grammar School."

Josh saw Jacky sitting alone. His parents were working. "What are you doing Jacky?"

"My parents are working."

"Come on over by Pops; he loves kissing boys."

Jacky said, "You sure it's ok."

"Come on… Pops, this is Jacky; his parents had to work."

"Ohh, oh, can I stand in for your dad?"

"I guess so."

Pops bent down, held Jacky's head in his two hands, and kissed his forehead, "your dad says he loves you son."

Jacky looked up and smiled, "He does, doesn't he."

Maggie O'Malley found Josh, "Hey Josh, everybody is kissing everyone, wanna kiss me."

Josh said, "I sure do but not on the cheek."

Maggie took the two steps that separated them and smiled. Josh sucked in as much air as he could get and gave her a peck on her lips and then another and another. He held her around her waist and kissed again, full on her mouth. Then he put his tongue into her and dueled with her tongue. He didn't want to stop.

Their auto sex drive kicked in. Maggie's breasts were pressing against his chest; he rubbed the hardness in his pants against her girl parts. She was swooning in his arms, ohh, how their young bodies wanted each other.

Pops saw this was going too far and touched their shoulders, "come up for air you two."

They broke the kiss. Pops looked at them and said, "Ahh, please tell me this is Miss Maggie O'Malley, Joshua?"

Josh immediately caught the Joshua, and he was in trouble. "Yes sir, Pops. It is."

"Pleased to meet you, Miss O'Malley, may I call you Maggie."

"Yes sir, I would be delighted," Maggie said, trying to be polite and ladylike.

"O'Malley is a fine Irish name, and you wear it so well, Maggie."

"Thank you, Pops."

Pops dropped down to one knee to be on the same level or even below the youngsters. "Now I am honor-bound, being of the adult variety, to tell you both that the kisses exchanged here were to show affection only. Not to show affection and arouse sexual desires. You have to be able to control those desires; you hear me, Josh.

"I can understand Maggie is a very, very beautiful young lady, but you two are way too young to do what your bodies crave. Josh I know you would never do anything to hurt Maggie, you have to protect her from your own desires and Maggie you have to help him."

"Yes sir, Pops, it was my fault. I said we should kiss on the mouth and not the cheek."

"Yes and Maggie let it happen, and it was the most beautiful kiss I have ever seen, but I fear it was going way beyond a kiss. Am I wrong to say you both wanted more."

"No sir, I am just crazy for her."

"Me too I want him so bad."

"And that is beautiful too. However, you have a mind to help you control your bodies. I am saying use it. No doubt that will not be the last kiss like that, you two will have. You have long, beautiful lives ahead of you, and maybe you might just share them together. I'm guessing Maggie dreams of you, Josh, as much as you dream about her, but slow down, do not rush into adult things when you are still children. Because rushing will end up hurting both of you and ruining the beautiful love you have for each other. You have so much growing up and learning to do, enjoy this time of your lives. Am I making any sense?"

"Yes Pops," Josh said and hugged him. Maggie said, "yes Pops, and thank you," nd kissed him on the cheek.

"Good now, go be kids!"

Walking away, Maggie said, "Your Pops is just like you, smart and kind and caring. I think my dad would have locked me in my room and thrown away the key. Maybe let me out when I was 20."

"I'd be waiting on your doorstep every day."

"Ohh Josh," she shoved him.

He looked at her all serious like, "I would, Maggie."

"I told my mom you were the sweetest, kindest, smartest boy in the whole world."

"Jeez, I'll never be able to do anything wrong with that kind of a build-up."

They laughed. Mr. Elsberry brought the assembly to order. "All back to class, 5^th-grade first… ok, now the 6^th … time for you, 7^th graders, Mickey be good… and our special good 8^th grade."

***

At lunch, Mickey sat alone; no one knew how to talk with him. Josh went over by his table. "Hey what are you doing over here all by yourself, come sit with us."

Mickey looked up, "I don't get you, O'Shea, how come you are nice to me."

"My dad died Mickey, but he told me stuff and I try to do everything he said. Sometimes I have dreams and he's in there like he is watching me. I guess I want him to be proud of me.

"He said how you treat people is how you'll be treated. He said it takes courage to do the right thing or do something good for someone. He said when someone has a whole bunch of buddies, he doesn't need a friend, but when someone is all alone, that's when ya gotta do the right thing and be a friend. I think he made a lot of good sense. Come on, don't be moping over here. Come over to our table so we can pick on you," Josh smiled.

Over at Josh's table with Jacky and Billy and John and Jimmy and Tommy, Josh said, "Ok, make room, big dude is joining us."

"Hey, thanks for letting me sit with you guys."

John said, "It's all Josh he said it, so we went along."

Josh said, "Well, we thought you could be like a big protection kind of thing ."

"NO way, not me. I'm done with fighting. Hey Josh, I wanna thank you for saying what you did to Mr. Elsberry. You sure did tell him."

"I don't think he wanted ever to expel you, Mickey. Did ya see how fast he changed after I talked to him? Adults don't do that cause a kid told them unless they were thinking it anyway. My dad said for every bad thing, if you look you'll find a good thing to balance it."

"Boy, your dad must have been awful smart. And yeah, he was right. I did an awfully bad thing, and I'm so sorry, Josh, but a good thing is my dad is gonna work from home and am not going home anymore to a note and a $10.00 bill.

"I think I'm learning a better way to live. This lady I see, she said I was just mad at the world cause my parents worked all the time and I was alone so much."

"See, that's good, Mickey; say how come you being so tall you don't play basketball," Josh asked.

"Ohh, I'm a real goof when it comes to sports, tell him Jacky."

"He is kind of uncoordinated, Josh. Even just walking, his left goes one way and his right foot the other. I got some gum once and gave him a piece; he sat down to chew. I said, let's go. He said, 'you can do that' walk and chew at the same time." They all laughed.

John said, "Hey, you oughta do something for your school. You might be good to practice against."

Josh said, "Pops can help him."

Billy said, "Well, he better start now; he's been goofy for a long time. It'll take Pops til next year to teach him how to run without falling."

"Come on, Billy, I ain't that bad."

"Then prove it. Pops has a clinic tomorrow morning, 9 to 11. Be there." Josh said.

"I'll try, no matter what, it'll be good to hang out with you guys."

The bell rang and they all got up with their trash. Jimmy got in line with Mickey. He pulled him aside.

"You ain't fooling me with all your sorry stuff." Jimmy was poking his finger into Mickey's chest. Heck, he had to reach up to do it.

"You hurt my brother again and I'll come after you, and it'll be your worst day ever. Don't you hurt any more kids, hear? Do you understand me? I'll bash you till you can't even cry. Understand!"

Mickey was shocked, little Jimmy had a tiger inside of him and he wasn't afraid of Mickey.

"Well, do you understand?'

"Yes, Jimmy, I am sorry, and I'll never hurt your brother again."

"You better not, I ain't so forgiving as Josh. I'll get a bat and you'll never know what hit you."

"I believe you, Jimmy, I got your message – I gotta go to class."

***

Years later, John, who watched the whole thing, would tell the story that Jimmy had to stand on his tippy toes to be able to poke Mickey. Pops did work with Mickey, but like Jacky said, he couldn't walk and chew gum at the same time. He did help with some rebounding in the 8^th grade. For Mickey, it was hanging with the guys and being forgiven, and he never forgot Josh's kindness nor Jimmy's warning.

He watched Josh and learned to do good things and became a gentle giant, especially helping little kids. Whenever a kid sat alone at lunch, Mickey would go over and be a friend. Mr. Elsberry watched and always remembered what Josh said about throwing kids away.

Billy and Jacky walked home together.

Billy said, "That assembly was weird."

"Yeah, but it was right. I think I'm gonna shock my dad and kiss him during the kiss of peace."

"Yeah, me too."

"Josh's Pops kissed me and it was weird, but I felt so much, I don't know, I guess love. I just wanted him to hold me and take care of me."

"Really Jacky… Say we're like best friends aren't we."

"Hey, I kissed ya."

"If I tell you something private, you wouldn't like, tell others."

"Never, what kind of a friend would do that, Billy."

"Ahh, well…"

"Come on, spit it out."

Billy took a deep breath and said real fast, "I liked it when you kissed me, and I had tingles down there."

"Really, you too? I had to fight myself to not kiss you on the mouth."

"Oh My God, does this mean that we are gay, Jacky."

"Maybe it was just doing it in front of all the kids and parents."

"Yeah, but know what, I kissed Mary Beth, even felt her tits, and my dick stayed floppy."

"I know, I kissed Sue at the party and nothing happened. Josh said he got hard just talking to Maggie."

"Shit, this is serious."

"Billy, I'm getting hard just talking to you about it."

"I got the same problem; I was hoping you didn't notice."

"We could go over to my house; my mom won't be home till 5:00 and mess around and see what happens."

"Ya sure you want to try that?"

"Well, I think we need to know. If we kiss and nothing happens, kool, if we do get turned on at least, we can blow our loads."

"Can I call my mom from your house."

"Sure, what are ya going to say."

"Studying."

"Billy, that is lame, she'll know right away kids don't go home on Friday afternoon to visit another kid to study."

"Video games, you got a new video game."

"You got anything working up there; I'm the poorest kid in class. I ain't got video games. I know – practice basketball."

'You're one of the smartest kids, Jacky."

***

At Jacky's house, a very simple but well kept little cape cod. "Here's the key Billy, go on in and call your mom, I gotta put away these garbage cans."

Jacky came in as Billy was finishing up. "Everything kool?"

"Yup, just wanted to know when I'll be home. So how ya want to do this. Ya got any sexy music."

"Sorry bud, in this house, all we got is water if ya want a drink or over the air TV. Take off your jacket."

"Well, who's gonna be the girl."

"Neither of us; come here, Billy, sit next to me on the couch."

Billy did. "Ready?" Jacky asked.

"Yeah, lay it on me."

Jacky leaned in and kissed Billy on his soft, full lips. He pulled back and did it again. He did it one more time and put his tongue in Billy's mouth. He stopped and looked at Billy.

"N,o don't stop; do it more Jacky, please."

They both adjusted their boners and kissed again. Jacky was the aggressor, Billy, the receptor. "Ohh Jacky, I'm so hard can we take our pants off."

"Sure, let's get all naked."

The two horny boys stripped naked. Their boners sticking out like rockets.

"Oh Billy, your boner is beautiful."

Jacky reached out and stoked the head. Billy grabbed Jacky's boner and said, "kiss me again, please. Put your tongue in me."

They kissed and touched and rubbed each other's peckers. Jacky ran his hand up to Billy's boy tit and played with it so gently. His touch sent shock waves through Billy.

Billy held Jacky so close to him as he squeezed his neck and tried to swallow his tongue. Billy's cock twitched under Jacky's hand and his baby makers came spewing out, shooting up on Billy's face.

After his release, Billy wanted Jacky to cum so bad and kept pumping his cock. "Come on Jacky, shoot your cum for me please, Jacky."

With Billy almost begging for his cum, Jacky provided it and he too shot further and a way bigger load than he had ever done in his young life. Jacky kissed Billy again and again and again. Billy loved it; he held on to his friend; he never again wanted anything else except to be loved by Jacky.

"Wow, that was amazing, Billy. If that is what being gay is, I'm all for it. Let me get something to clean up. Be right back."

"Hurry, I want more. I can do it again in 5 minutes."

Jacky came in and wiped the cum off Billy, he was so gentle, telling Billy to close his eyes, now open them.

"Jacky, I have been having dreams about you. About doing stuff together like this, thank you."

Jacky cleaned the last bit off of Billy's cock. He looked at the cock. He thought it was so beautiful. He bent over and kissed it; then, he did it again.

Billy said "do you want to suck it. I can suck yours too. I would like to try that."

Their mouths touching their cocks was electric. Jacky loved the cock in his mouth. The more he sucked, the harder his cock got. Billy had the same reaction. When Jacky rolled his tongue around his cock head, he damn near passed out from the pleasure of it.

Jacky said, "let's try to cum together."

They sucked and bobbed their heads, twirled their tongues, each wanted the cum of the other. They had evolved beyond friends to lovers, and they so wanted to please the other.

Billy felt Jacky's cock grow bigger in his mouth, it started twitching, and Jacky started bucking and Jacky's cum filled Billy, with Jacky firing shot after shot of his cum into Billy's waiting eager mouth, Billy let loose his own torrent of cum into Jacky. They swallowed and licked; Jacky reversed his position over Billy and on top of him now, he kissed and licked the cream that dribbled out of his mouth. Then he went down and cleaned his cock with his mouth.

Billy said it first, "I love you."

Jacky follows with," I love you more. "

They stayed in each other's arms another 15 minutes till Jacky said, "4:30 my mom will be here any time now." They begrudgingly got dressed.

"When can we do it again," Billy asked.

Jacky kissed Billy at the door, not caring if anyone saw. " I think we are gonna have to wait until Monday if we can find time on the weekend, call."

Billy said, "I don't wanna wait till Monday."

"Find a way to get rid of your parents and I'll come running. I don't care; I like being gay with you."

"I like being gay with you too, Jacky."

Over the weekend, Billy downloaded a song off the internet. It's ok to be gay. He put it on his iPhone and at lunch, Billy shared his earphone with Jacky, and the two of them listened together.

Josh asked, "Hey, whatcha listening to?"

"Ohh, just a song, you wouldn't like it," Jacky said.

"How do ya know that, Jacky."

"Cause I know; what did Pops make for lunch, I'm so hungry."

Josh was confused by his friend; he practically had to beg Jacky to take the sandwiches Pops made for him and it was not like him to not share anything with him.

Josh said, "Billy will let me listen later."

"No, I won't. It's special for Jacky and me."

"Really?"

"Yup, really," Billy answered.

Josh thought this was very strange and looked at John, who just shrugged his shoulder.

John's mind was on pretty little Annette, the girl with the biggest tits in 7^th grade.

"Josh, what did you guys do when you and Maggie had lunch together?"

"We just talked."

"What about?"

"My crazy little brother actually helped me find some jokes on the internet. Then we talked about her family and what she liked to do, she has a dance concert for Christmas, and I want to go see her dance. I bet she is so beautiful dancing. Why you asking?"

"Ohh, no reason, just curious."

Tommy piped up and said, "He's sweet on Annette, plays with his pecker when he thinks I'm asleep and whispers her name."

"Yeah, Josh does the same thing, used socks to clean up till Nana got him tissues and a trash can; almost filled up now." As usual, Jimmy had everyone laughing, even Josh.

"Josh, ever think of murdering your little brother?"

"More and more; how about you get mine and I get yours?"

"DEAL."

"Time for us to get outta here, Tommy, lest we have to show our superpowers to defeat the evil big bros."

"Right with ya super Jim," As they went to the playground.

"Hey, Tommy, promise me we'll go girl-crazy together. So the other guy doesn't feel like he lost his best friend."

"DEAL; shake or hug."

"Hug, best buddy."

They hugged and were best friends through high school and beyond.

Josh said, "Annette, huh, she seems so nice, John?"

" I guess I can tell you, I dream of putting my face in those tits of hers. It's driving me crazy."

"Well, ya can't get shot down if ya don't ask. Who would say no to the principal's son, whose way good looking, super smart, and a star basketball player."

"Cut it out, you don't need to pump me up."

"The jokes really helped, wanna look together."

"Yeah, do you think you could come over to my house after school."

"Anything for you, buddy, but you gotta ask Annette."

"How?"

"Ya want me to ask Maggie to ask her if Annette would go to lunch with you."

"Wow, you are a genius,"

"OK, I will, but she might say you gotta ask her yourself."

"Ohh."

"But then I'll say if John asks, will Annette say yes."

The bell rang. Josh went to catch up with Maggie. "Hey, Maggie, can you do me a favor."

"I guess."

"Actually more a favor for John; he likes Annette but is shy around girls and wants to have lunch with her, like you and I did, but is afraid to ask."

"Well, boys have to grow up sometime and do their own asking."

"So how about this, could you ask Annette if John asks her to lunch, would she go. He's a good guy and dreams of her every night while he does his guy thing."

"Josh O'Shea, don't be talking about boy parts like that."

"I didn't say anything sexy. I said guy thing. You put his boy parts into it."

"Ok, ok, you put enough for my imagination to figure it out. I'll ask her."

"Thank you. I'm sorry, Maggie, but guys do what they do."

"Ok, we'll talk about that later; I'll ask Annette. John is a good guy. I'm sure she'll say yes."

"I'd kiss you, but I know what it would do to both of us."

***

John asked Annette to lunch the very next day, after Josh, through Maggie, said she would say yes. He had his jokes on his phone and his questions memorized.

The lunch went grand and they became kind of a couple, like Josh and Maggie.

For Halloween, Mr. Elsberry had a dance at the school for the 7^th and 8^th graders. Just about everyone went, a few like Josh and John took girlfriends; most went stag and did the teeny bobber equivalent to getting hooked up. Josh noticed Jacky and Billy weren't dancing but just hung out together.

"Hey, guys, aren't you dancing?" Josh asked.

"Nah, not my style, I guess," Jacky said.

A light went off in Josh's head; he said to Billy," If I was gay, I know who I'd want to dance with… Jacky."

Poor Billy fell for Josh's guess, "Well, you can't cause he is taken – by me."

Jacky cringed and elbowed Billy in the ribs.

Josh said, "you can have Jacky and be yourselves and I'll fix it so that nobody gives you any grief, or you can stay in the closet, Jacky. You know It's ok to be gay and I'll have them play that song, and I and Maggie and John and Annette will get out there and dance with you guys. Whadda ya say, don't hide who you are here. Have fun!"

"What about the next day and the day after? You think everyone will still be our friends."

"I don't know about everyone, but your real friends will be. I bet there are other gay kids here who need someone to show them how to be themselves. It's up to you… you know, if you don't want to dance, I'll keep what I know private – that's a promise."

"It'll get back to our parents. Someone will tell their parents, and it'll travel."

"Probably, I guess I didn't think of that."

"We just figured it out about two weeks ago."

"I just thought like if it was me, I wouldn't care cause Pops would say, 'So who's your boyfriend.' He's got friends that are gay; they're like mine and Jimmy's adopted uncles. I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said anything. I didn't think it through."

"No, I'm glad you did, at least we don't have to put on an act in front of you. I would like to talk to your uncles sometime. Maybe they can help me and Billy figure out stuff. Can you set that up sometime?"

"They are supposed to be up over Thanksgiving. Can you wait till then?"

"I guess I gotta. Billy, what do you say if Josh has them play the song, and we just see what happens?"

"I think my parents will love me no matter what; my older brother will tease me, but he'll never stop being my friend and brother. Most of the kids here will be ok with it and stand up for us if there is trouble. I know Josh and John and even Mickey will and others will, too. So, I'll do whatever you say; it'll be better to be ourselves and not hide our feelings."

"Really, I was kind of wanting to protect you."

"Yup, that's what I feel and think. I really, really care about you, Jacky. I ain't never been in love, but I think I could be with you. I don't care who knows it; it kills me to hide it."

"Wow, have them play the song Josh and let's see what happens."

Josh went over to John, Maggie and Annette. "Spread the word we want everyone dancing to the next song." Then he went on stage and talked to the DJ who said he had the song. Then he took the mike and banged on it to get everyone's attention.

"You know, at the assembly, Mr. Elsberry said there are anywhere's from 10 to 20 % of gay folks in the population. So it could be true right here. It's so hard for gay kids to be themselves always putting on an act. For those that probably are here and in support of them, it would be great if everyone danced to the next song. And if you see something that might make you think a couple might be gay keep it here, don't share it with those that are not here. Protect their privacy." He nodded to the DJ – The song rang out from the speakers. The kids all rushed out there to dance.

It's okay be gay, let's rejoice with the boys in the gay way

Hooray for the kind of man that you will find in the gay way

It's okay to be gay, let's rejoice with the boys in the gay way

Hooray for the kind of man that you will find in the gay way

Father figures we are

You're a shooting star you've come so far

I was once in your shoes

In a closet like you

I had nothing to lose

Billy looked at Jacky, took his hand and mouthed, "PLEASE"… Jacky said, "Oh shit, that Josh," and allowed Billy to pull him out on the floor to dance. Josh saw and smiled and gave a thumbs-up, as did most of the other kids. There were two 8th grade guys off in a corner as well. One boy was pulling the other out to dance; a couple of girls also danced together.

After the song, a bunch of kids went over to Jacky and Billy, slapped them on their back and said they danced great and to do more of it. A similar circumstance happened with the two 8th grade boys.

Mr. Elsberry went over to Josh and said, "That's a damn fine thing, you did Josh. My lips are sealed, and so too will be the teachers who are here."

He gave him a little hug and left him to his friends. Jacky said to himself that Josh is gonna get his. With a smile that stretched from ear to ear, he shook Josh's hand them planted a great big smooch on his cheek. Billy did the other side. It brought about laughs and good-natured howls from all the kids.

After the dance on the way home, Billy stopped in front of his house (it was closer) looked at Jacky, who was a little afraid of what had happened.

"Jacky, thanks for dancing with me. I'll always remember it, even when we are old and grey. Every night I pray that you will always love me and we will always be together." Billy kissed his boyfriend.

Jacky said, "Yeah, I had a lot of fun. I love you too, Billy. I think I'm gonna tell my mom and dad I danced with you a lot."

"Really!"

"Yeah, I'm awful scared, but you are right if you love someone you shouldn't care who knows it and I damn sure shouldn't hide it."

"Want me to come with you?"

"No, I think this is between my parents and me. Thanks, though."

"I think your mom and dad love you to pieces and you'll be fine."

They kissed again and Jacky was on his way home. His mom and dad were waiting up watching tv. Jacky got a glass of water and went in to see what was on. He sat down. His mom asked, "how was the dance, dear?"

"Great, I danced a lot and had a super time."

"That's wonderful, son. Good for you." His dad said

Jacky took a deep breath, look down at the floor. "The only thing is, every dance I danced was with this one boy."

Jacky's mom said, "What is his name, dear? Do we know him?"

Jacky blinked and was stunned.

His dad got up and lifted his head from looking at the floor. "Jacky, what mom is saying and I am saying is that we raised you to be true to yourself. I won't tell you this is what I wanted for you, but if this is how God made you, it's not my place to question.

"You will probably face discrimination over being who you are at some point in your life. I don't want that for you, but I cannot change the world. As much as I can, I will protect you from it. I will tell you that your mom and I have loved you since that first day when you drew a breath into those tiny lungs, and we will love you until we no longer can. We love you now for the courage to tell us about how you are. So who is this boy that has your heart?"

Jacky hugged his dad and kissed him and his mom, "I have the best mom and dad in the world, I love you. His name is Billy Smith. He lives only two blocks away. You know him, mom."

"Yes I do, He is a fine boy always polite and I think very truthful and so cute."

"MOM!! "

"Isn't he cute?"

"Yeah, but but."

"But what son, you are cute and handsome too." His dad said.

"I'm not used to mom looking at my friends that way."

"I think she only has eyes for me, son." They laughed and hugged and Jacky never felt better in his life.

His father said, "Well, time for bed, I have the early shift tomorrow, opening Walmart."

Jacky hugged them both again, "I love you guys."

"Yes, we know and we love you back more." His mom said.

Chapter 8
Thanksgiving & Sexy Stuff

Colin organized his first practice with the teams. He set it up to have half of each group with him working on fundamentals for 30 minutes; coach Mallary had the rest of them. He worked on shooting, ball handling, and defense. After practice, Coach Mallary asked what he thought of the group.

"I think you have some speedy and really fast boys here, coach. We don't have a lot of height, although Josh can jump like a jackrabbit or a kangaroo. I doubt there will any 5^th or 6^th grade teams that will be able to stop Jimmy from scoring. He really is amazing. For the 7^th & 8^th graders, I would run a fast break offense with a zone defense augmented by a zone press. Same zone defense for the 5^th & 6^th graders with the zone press, a fast break offense as well but with a half-court offense to take advantage of Jimmy's shooting ability. I think you are gonna win a lot of games if you play that style."

"Last year I played a slowed-down offense with a straight zone defense. We are so overmatched by most of the other schools in the county; I just wanted to keep us in the game as long as possible."

Colin thought a minute and said, "I don't want any conflicts; you are the head coach, whatever you say goes. So I'm gonna say my piece one time and leave it in your hands. I'm interested in winning, not keeping the score close. Smaller, quicker, ball-hawking teams can blitz bigger, stronger teams. That's what I would like to develop. Maybe we could incorporate both strategies, using the slow down game in the first half and the blitz game the second half. The zone press can be beaten but coaches need to have their kids adapt. If we show it in the first half, they'll have halftime to make the adjustments. But if we save it, they have to try to implement them with timeouts, much harder."

"I like that approach; being by myself, I never had the time to implement more than one strategy."

"I'd also like to show the kids the film 'Housers'; you know the little school that could."

"Excellent. I like it. Just maybe we can surprise some people this year, Colin. Boy have I been waiting for this. You concentrate on the fast break and zone press; I'll work on the zone and the slow down half-court offense."

Together they had a plan. Colin ran and ran the boys in his practices, every chance; every mistake had laps, laps, and more laps. Pitch outbreak and run; dribble drills, and dribble races at full speed left and right-handed; double-teaming and trapping and ball-hawking. Jacky, Billy, Josh, and John were excellent at the fast break and zone defense. If coach Mallary were able to have the 8^th graders stay close, they would steal the game with a 2^nd half blitz.

The first game was against Plattsburg, the biggest school in the county. It was at Pine Hill's home gym. The 5^th and 6^th grade teams played first. Jimmy, Tommy, and crew shocked them in the first half, holding a 3-point lead. Coach implemented the fast break offense. He held back the zone press defense so they wouldn't know of it for the varsity game. Pine Hill won going away by 12 points.

The varsity 7^th & 8^th graders were out to avenge the loss of their junior team. The slow down offense of Pine Hill frustrated them because they wanted to run up the score. Every time they would come out of their zone to stop Pine Hill from playing catch, they got burned. They learned to stay home and their bigger players were prevailing on offense. At the half, Plattsburg held a 7-point lead.

It all changed in the 2^nd half when the zone press and the fast break blew Plattsburg away. The doormat of the league had beat the powerhouse, erasing the 7-point half time deficit and posting a 5-point win. Jacky was the leading scorer as he led the break. Josh threw long pass after long pass to him, and there was no defense to stop it.

Billy stole the ball several times on the press and faster than a rabbit scooted for a layup. High fives were had all around; Jimmy wasn't needed for the varsity game. Their confidence soared with the story of the little school that thought it could, in the backs of their minds. Jimmy was used sparingly only in the 2^nd half and only if the game was real close. They were a force in the league.

At the Thanksgiving vacation, the JV was undefeated at 6 and 0, and the varsity was 6 and 1, losing a 1 point heart breaker to a big school out of Albany. The game was played in Albany. On the last shot of the game, Jimmy was fouled, actually knocked to the ground, but the refs didn't call anything. Colin and Coach Mallary were beside themselves and told the refs they were going to be reported to the state schoolboy athletic association, but it was still a loss.

Chris, Robbie, and Jason came up for Thanksgiving. Jason brought a friend, Tony. Josh and Jimmy, along with Jayson and Tony, went to the Pine Hill football game. Josh and Jimmy were to meet Maggie, John, Annette, Jacky, Billy, and Tommy. Jayson said he didn't want to butt in on their friends having a good time.

Josh said, "Hey, we can have a good time with you guys there. You're our adopted cousin, so you and Tony are invited."

Jimmy asked, "Are you guys, hmm, special friends like Jayson's dads?"

Tony said, "Yeah, if you are thinking what I am thinking, I guess we are."

Jayson said, "Yeah, Jimmy, we are gay. Does that worry you?"

"No, no way. Our uncles are way kool; just wanted to know, so I don't say something stupid, which I am prone to do."

Josh said, "Ahh, two of our friends at the game are pretty gay two. They just don't say it, because they are young and things might change for them – but I don't think so. Right now, they love each other so much, kinda like Maggie and me. It'll be great that they can meet and hang with some gay friends. "

"Ok guys, in the interest of the gay-straight alliance we'll hang with you and all your friends."

***

They met up with their guys. Josh gave introductions and everyone was kool. The day was a typical upstate New York end of November day. The air was cool, cold really, the air temp was 35 and a little breeze made it worse, but the sun was bright and warm. The group sat in the sun, which helped.

Maggie brought a blanket for them to sit on, but the cold metal bleacher planks were too cold for her, so she asked Josh if she could sit on his lap. Annette thought that was an excellent idea and asked the same of John. Billy, feeling the girls were getting a good deal, asked Jacky whose eyes nearly popped out of his head. When Billy said please Jacky, he was mush. John slipped his hands under Annette's jacket and up to her tities. He loved to fondle them even though her clothes.

Josh's hands went around Maggie's waist to keep them and her warm. John and Josh, of course, got erections, Jacky quickly joined the club.

Annette was squirming on John's lap, just couldn't get comfy, so she asked, "John, do you have something in your pocket poking me?"

Jimmy laughed and laughed.

John felt all kinds of heat running up to his now beet-red face. "Ah, ah."

Jimmy nearly fell over, then Tommy got it and started laughing too. Josh wanted to but couldn't with Maggie on his lap. Jacky was turning red; Billy thought it was funny and felt nice – he liked it. Jacky had a boner too. Jayson and Tony quickly figured it out and joined in the laughter. Maggie wiggled her butt a little and then felt it in Josh's pants and kissed him. Josh near had an eruption.

Annette said, "WHAT? WHAT?"

Jimmy as always, never shy, always brash said, "Annette, you better take biology courses. I'll bet you that's John's boy part in a ha, I'm not saying it, state. Ya wanna check?"

That put everyone over the top. All the folks around them started looking to find out what was so funny. Nothing had happened in the field. Jayson turned to them and said, "Private joke, very private joke."

Everyone broke out in another fit of laughter.

Annette shifted her weight, wiggled her behind, and said: "Ohh, Ohh, Oh My John, are you alright."

Poor John was dying from embarrassment. Jayson had to end John's misery, no matter how comical it was. How about hot chocolate, John? Annette, will you help me carry it, please.

Annette got up and kissed John. "I'm so sorry; it felt so big and hard."

John's eyes were closed. Jayson took hold of John. He shot Tony a look who got up and asked Annette if he could help too. Jayson whispered to John, "Maybe a cold shower while you are up too. What'd you think?"

"Yes, please just dunk me." He laughed.

Tony walked with Annette, "Do you have any brothers or sisters, Annette?"

"No, just me, mom and dad."

"Annette, I can see you are a very sweet girl. Can I give you some advice?"

"Yeah, I guess so."

"Before you go out again with John, ask your mom maybe even your dad, to explain to you about teenage boy parts. As embarrassed as he was, and not saying a bad word to you about it; you have a great boyfriend there."

"Thanks, Tony, I guess I shouldn't sit on his lap when I go back."

"Ask him privately, without all the commotion he might have liked it."

Jayson had his arm on John's shoulders, "You know, girls can be so clueless sometimes, yet they say guys are clueless. Annette is sweet and very pretty. I can see why you like her."

"Yeah, I'm feeling better now, things are getting back to normal." John looked down. "I really, like her. It's so hard that we can't do it now, but someday – I can wait."

Annette got to John as Jayson and Tony got the hot chocolate.

"I'm sorry, John, I should have realized. I caused you so much embarrassment."

"That's ok; you didn't know. Hey, I went to your tities, they always ah ah, get me excited. Just looking at them does it to me. I go to sleep dreaming about you."

"You are so sweet John; I wish we could go to someplace right now so I could kiss and rub your excitement so those baby makers could come out."

John was breathing so hard, "Gosh Annette, I would love that, but there is no place, so please don't talk about it."

"More excitement, I'm sorry. I won't sit on your lap when we get back. OK"

"I think that would be best."

Jayson was through the line. They had 10 cups of hot chocolate. They had two carriers with 3 and 2 with 2, so it was back to the group. Jacky was shivering when they got back; he only had on a thin sweatshirt jacket. Jayson noticed and gave him his scarf, wrapping it around his neck and down his back. He then rubbed the young teen's back to warm him up some more.

"Feel better, buddy?"

"Yeah, thanks."

"Your boyfriend should switch with you; his jacket is much warmer."

"Yeah, Billy, hear that?"

"What?"

"We should switch, I'm freezing."

"Sure, Jacky, I'm sorry, I can't see you back there. Let me warm you up."

The game was a blowout, Plattsburg was up by 20 points. Pine Hill cheerleaders kept the crowd entertained with tons of cheers and the school fight song.

Hey look us over give us a cheer

We're from Pine Hill, we're gonna make it clear.

Our boys are tough, our boys will fight

You better look out, you better look out tonight.

The group still left the field happy; the cold weather heightened their appetites; all were looking to get Thanksgiving dinner. Plans were made for Maggie, Jacky and Billy to visit on black Friday.

Josh, Jimmy, Jason and Tony, came in all red-faced. The weather changed markedly as clouds rolled in, blocking out the sun. The temperature dipped to under freezing. They went and stood in front of Pops' heatilator fireplace. Robbie got them a cup of hot apple cider and shortly, feelings in fingers and toes were restored.

They were a hungry group, to say the least. Mrs. Galuchi was hard at work preparing the turkey and her famous mashed potatoes with brown turkey gravy. Pops, Robbie and Chris had the vegetable detail with candied yams, creamed spinach and buttered asparagus as well as the dinner roll detail. Edna was the only female present; all were her boys except Colin, who she lovingly called THE MAN. Colin gave the honor of saying grace to Nana. They all joined hands and bowed their heads.

"Dear Lord, thank you for the bounty at this table. We are not a family like most Lord, bound together by blood, although there are here a few that are, we are a family, Lord bound together by your gifts of love from compassion, love from generosity, love from labor, love from caring. For these gifts, we thank you most of all. Being a part of this family is a blessing, we thank you for bringing us all together through your divine inspiration, on this special holiday of thanks. Amen."

"Amen" was echoed around the table. Colin responded with "Very well said, Edna,"

Josh added, "Thank you, Nana, you said that better than any priest could."

"Yeah, thanks Nana, can I have some of them mashed potatoes; Tony these are the best potatoes anywhere. Boy, I'm hungry."

Colin carved the turkey. Nana had the most beautiful smile on her face; she was so pleased. All had a grand dinner. The main topic of conversation was the comical situation at the football game. Edna laughed along with all of them when it was said about Annette asking what was poking her. After the cleanup, Edna said she had to get home to her cat. Josh and Jimmy walked her out. Jimmy held the door to her car; they kissed her good night and thanked her for the great dinner.

Jimmy said, "Dinner was great Nana; I think it is tied for 1^st place with your roasting pot."

Nana said, "Go on inside now, Jimmy, your brain is freezing in the weather and how many times do I have to tell you it's POT ROAST. You are one teasing, rascal Jimmy O'Shea."

They all smiled, the shivering boys waved good night to their Nana and ran inside.

***

Sleeping arrangements were a little tight and Jason and Tony slept on an air mattress in one corner of the living room with Josh and Jimmy on the pull out futon bed.

Almost an hour after lights out, Tony said, "Do you think they are asleep. I'm going crazy, lying so close to you without doing anything, has me so hard."

Jason whispered, "Yeah must be, smaller kids go to sleep much faster."

Jimmy said, "NO, we don't neither; look guys, do what you are gonna do. Josh is going to jack and cum a lot, dreaming of Maggie; me with all the sex in the room, I'm gonna have to play with my one-eyed friend till I get the dry shivers. Josh and I will stay over here; you guys stay over there. Now get started, no all-night parties, so we can get some sleep."

Laughing, Jason tapped Tony, "Ok, lil cous, we will after I come over there and kiss your cute little ass good night!" They did, their big college boy boners pushing out their sexy briefs.

Jason went over to Josh and said, "Close your eyes and make believe I'm Maggie," and kissed him deeply, his tongue exploring all around Josh's mouth.

Tony went over to Jimmy and said, "Maybe it won't be dry shivers but wet cum, little man." Tony took hold of Jimmy's head and kissed with as much or more passion as Jason had given Josh. The older boy's boners were twitching.

Jason said, "We can all just jack off together, that's just guys being guys. Only if ya wanna."

Jimmy, his dick harder than ever before, asked, "Is it gay, I don't think I'm that way."

"Nah, not really, we do it with other guys who have girlfriends and it's kool."

Josh said, "I'm gonna think of Maggie the whole time."

Jason said, "That's what all the straight guys do too."

"Ok, if Jimmy says ok."

"Jeez, this Tony is some kisser Josh, he got me so hard I'm gonna burst. Ok, what do we do?"

Tony, taking off his underwear, said: "Get naked and squish over."

Jason grabbed the blanket and pulled it down.

Josh lost his undies, as did Jimmy. Jason lost his and Josh squished over, so all four were on the bed, buck ass naked.

Tony said, "Now, just start stroking."

After a bit, Jason asked Josh if he wanted him to be Maggie and kiss him again. Josh just nodded; they kissed deeply again. This time Josh explored Maggie's mouth.

Jason broke the kiss and said, "Maggie wants to know if she can rub it for you."

Josh said, "Maggie, rub my cock and kiss me."

Tony had his arm around Jimmy's shoulders; his hand reached down on Jimmy's chest. He was ever so slightly circling his finger around Jimmy's boy tit. Jimmy looked at him.

"Oh, I'm sorry, I do that to Jason and he likes it."

"I like it too, it feels good, a lot good, don't stop."

"Maggie wants you to rub her pussy." Jason took Josh's hand and put it on his hard cock.

"Rub it for me, Josh, Maggie is rubbing your cock."

Tony asked Jimmy if he wanted to switch.

"Switch?" Jimmy asked

"Yeah, I'll rub yours; you rub mine." He took Jimmy's hand and put it on his cock and then went to work on Jimmy's little pecker. Jimmy was panting now, wanting both his release and Tony's cum.

Jason, playing the part of Maggie, said, "Oh Josh, that feels so good," and his tongue probed Josh's eager mouth.

Jason's touch was so light yet so sexy Josh started squirming. He loved feeling the naked body of Jason next to him on one side and the naked body of Jimmy on the other. Jason's touch now was teasing his young cock, not so much to make him come but to have him on the edge. Josh was thrashing about, wanting release.

Tony's hand alternated from Jimmy's young cocklet to his baby-making little balls, massaging them to the hilt. Jimmy was twisting and turning in the bed; he had lost all control of his body, he tingled from Tony's touch then shivered his body wanted to cum but wouldn't.

Tony whispered in his ear, "Let your little balls make your seed Jimmy."

Jason told Josh, "Maggie wants you to cum. Let your big boy cock spew it's baby makers for her."

Josh had lost all control. With his eyes closed, he could only see Maggie saying she wanted to see his cum. The head of his cock grew bigger, his shaft harder than it ever had been, he felt it cumming up through his shaft, to his cock head now pulsing, pushing his cum out, out with such force. The first shot upon his boy tit, then into his mouth, then one by his nose, the next back down on his chin. Still, it flowed his cock pulsing pushing it out; it twitched as much as to regroup for the next salvo. Finally, it subsided Josh; was covered in his sperm.

Jayson leaned over and kissed him again, "Maggie loves you, let me get something to clean you up."

Josh was 100% spent, every ounce of energy drained from him. He was asleep within the minute that it took Jayson to get the paper towels to clean him. He did so gently so as not to wake him then dried him off. "Sleep well, lil cous."

Jimmy was also under the spell of Tony; his little boner was so very, very hard. His little balls were now churning inside of him, learning to do what they were meant to do. He orgasmed dry, then a little drop, and then a whopper of a shot up to his chest. He too, was spent. Tony took the paper towels from Jayson.

He whispered, "Jimmy, you ain't dry no more."

Jimmy, in his after organism stupor, said, "Huh?"

Tony gave him the paper towel. Jimmy held it all night.

Tony and Jayson, their cocks now raging, went back to their air mattress and gave each other 69 style blow jobs and they too had the best cum of their lives.

Tony asked, "Think they'll want to play tomorrow?"

"Maybe, I think they have some friends coming over, though." They fell asleep in each other's arms. The four naked boys slept very well for the rest of the night.

***

Friday, the weather turned warm during the morning. The sun shone brightly; it was a perfect fall Indian summer day. Jacky and Billy rode bikes to Coach's house. Jacky's parents were working at Walmart and Billy's were off doing Black Friday shopping. They quickly joined the touch football game in progress with Jayson, Tony, Jimmy and Josh. Maggie's dad dropped her off. Colin went out to meet Mr. O'Malley.

"Happy Thanksgiving, Mr. O'Malley, I'm Colin O'Brian, Josh's guardian. Thank you for dropping Maggie, Josh is so pleased she was able to come. He took three showers this morning. Young love can be so beautiful, don't you agree."

"Yes, I guess. My older two are boys, so I didn't worry as much with them. Maggie's my little sweetheart; I worry about her all the time."

"Let me assure you; there will not be any closed bedroom doors here, Mr. O'Malley. I think a kiss maybe a hug is as far as I will allow for both their sakes. They are way too young for anything more."

"Thank you for saying that Colin; some parents would just let nature take its course and not want to broach the subject of what is appropriate at this age."

"Josh is a very good boy; he's had a very rough couple of years. I know he will be respectful of your Maggie. Will it be easier to have us drop Maggie say around five-ish? This way, if they are involved in a game, it won't have to be interrupted with your arrival or have you waiting. "

"Yes, that is most considerate of you, Colin. I'm Ned, by the way."

"Ok, Ned, so about five, if anything comes up where we could be later, we'll call. Does Maggie know the way back to your house."

"Yes, I'm sure she does. See you later, Colin."

Josh went running to see Maggie. "Thanks for coming, Maggie. Let me introduce you to everyone."

Josh introduced her to his uncles Robbie and Chris, she, of course, knew Jacky, Billy, and Jimmy. She met Pops at the assembly. They went inside to see Nana. "And this is my special Nana."

"Well, hello child, so nice to meet you in the flesh. I don't what to embarrass Josh, but he does talk about you quite frequently. All good, I might add, and I see he did not exaggerate about how pretty you are."

Maggie kind of blushed a little, then punched Josh in the arm, "Do you keep anything private?"

"What about you with 'you're the nicest, smartest boy in the whole world.' I said you were pretty and you are."

Nana said, "I think he's got you there, sweetheart. I'm sorry, I embarrassed you but I'm sure you are going to be told you are very pretty quiet often, so you need to smile that cute smile of yours and say thank you."

Maggie smiled, "Thank you."

"So, are you two officially girl and boyfriend?"

Josh and Maggie both blushed. Josh broke the awkward silence. He looked at Maggie, "I want so much to say yes if you will?"

"You are so cute when you blush, Josh O'Shea. I don't want to break your heart and have to go home early, so yes."

"Ohh, I did it again with that question, so sorry guys. But it's good to get that cleared up, don't cha think."

Smiling from ear to ear, Josh said, "Yes, it is Nana."

"Josh, I have to remind you, Pops said no closed bedroom doors."

"Yes, mam."

Shep was pacing close by, needing to go out. "Oh Maggie, this is Shep, our dog, he is a German Shepard and the smartest dog in the world…. He needs to go out. Wanna take him for a walk?"

"Wow, he is a beautiful dog and big too. He knows I am your friend, right."

"Yeah, sure, you don't want to see it if he doesn't think you are a friend."

"Lunch will be in an hour or so, Josh."

"Ok, Nana."

"Nice meeting you, Nana. I'm glad you helped us straighten stuff out, too."

Josh called Shep, "Come Shep."

Josh let Shep go without a leash, wanting to show off how well behaved he was.

"Aren't you afraid he'll run off, chasing a rabbit or squirrel?"

"Nah, he's been professionally trained; all I got to do is yell for him to stop. I can tell him to stop and stay and he'll do it for hours until someone he knows tells him to come. If we fall down and need help, I can send him to get Pops or whoever. He loves to walk down by the lake. Is it ok that we take him for a long walk?"

"Sure, that sounds like fun; it is such a lovely day."

"I hope you can stay to see the sunset over the lake; it is almost as beautiful as you."

"Cut it out, boyfriend."

"I like you calling me that. Will you introduce me to your parents like that?"

Out of sight of the house now, Maggie leaned in and kissed Josh. Josh kissed back, "I love kissing you, even if it does confuse junior down there. Can I hold your hand?" Josh asked kind of sheepishly.

Maggie was feeling just wonderful. She had her first boyfriend and she hoped her last. She put her hand into Josh's. Her smile couldn't leave her face. "If I were older, I would say 'I love you Josh O'Shea'."

Teasing, Josh said, "Would you? How old do you have to be to say that? Is there a rule in someplace? How long do I have to wait to tell you I love you and want to marry you? "

"You know what I mean. We are too young to say that; we don't know enough."

"I know enough; you are the girl of my dreams, Maggie, I know. I will wait for you forever. I'm gonna marry you. I know it."

Shep went to chase a squirrel. "SHEP, STOP"

Shep stopped on a dime and looked back to Josh, "See how smart he is, Maggie."

"Wow, he is amazing."

"Come Shep."

Shep followed along as they traversed the lakeshore. They came to a tree that had fallen and created a kind of a bench. The sun was coming over the lake and shinning right on the tree, "Wanna rest here for a bit, Maggie. "

Josh put his arm around her and she snuggled close to him. "So you didn't tell me how old?"

"How old what?"

"How old do I have to be to ask you to marry me?"

"Ohh, I'm not sure at least till after high school."

"Can we get married when I'm in college?"

"Maybe."

"How many kids do you want?"

"I don't know; I haven't thought about it that much."

"How about four girls just like you?"

"Nah gotta have at least two maybe three boys, like you. One girl is all the competition I want for their daddy."

They kissed and petted a little. Josh thought he was gonna cum when he felt her tities. Maggie asked, "do you want me to undo the strap in the back."

With shaking hands, Josh asked, "Can I do it for you, please?"

"Maggie said, "I love you; you are so caring and considerate."

Josh, with his hands under Maggie's blouse, fumbled with the clasp; finally it came undone. He brought his hands around and cupped her breasts, which sent shivers through both of them. She held him around his neck and kissed him as if she had never kissed anyone in her young life. She put her tongue in his mouth. His pecker was so hard in his pants. "Ohh, Maggie, I'm gonna burst."

Maggie felt his boy parts and squeezed. "Do you want to let him out and let me shake out those baby makers?"

"Ohh, Maggie, would you, Ohh, please Maggie, let them out."

She undid his the snap on his pants and pulled down the zipper. His boner was stretching his little underwear. She slipped his cock out; she dropped down off the tree branch onto her knees and kissed his member, which was leaking precum like water from a faucet. She grabbed it and rubbed up and down the shaft. She wanted it in her. "Can I suck it Josh, I want it so bad."

"Ohh, yes, Maggie, it is for you; it will only be for you."

She put it in her mouth, the warm silky smooth insides of her had Josh on the edge, and she swirled her tongue around the head.

It was only a minute when Josh yelled, "It's coming; take it out."

Maggie sucked harder; she wanted his seed. He exploded in her mouth, volley after volley, shot after shot. She couldn't swallow all of it; it dripped out of the corners of her mouth. She let go. Josh grabbed it's head so it wouldn't drip on her clothes. She stood out of the way; he kept shooting into his hand. He fell forward off the tree as the last bit escaped him.

"Wow, Josh O'Shea, you got a lot of baby makers."

"It's you, Maggie; I never made so much before. What about you, I know girls have needs too; I never did it, but I would, you know, do your girl parts? You tell me what to do; I'll do it."

"You mean you want to eat my pussy?"

"Yes, I want to give you the same pleasure you gave me."

Maggie laid down. Josh went to her, lifted her skirt, and so gently slid her panties down. Maggie opened her legs, "if I'm not doing it right, you tell me how and where to do it." Josh put his head under her skirt and licked her pussy.

"Spread the lips Josh, lick and suck the little nub inside." Josh did as he was told. He found the nub and sucked on it greedily.

Soon, Maggie was saying, "Ohh, Josh yes, right there yes Josh, Ohh, Ohh, I love it, Josh ohh, yes. She shivered and wrapped her legs around his head. She came but Josh didn't know, so he kept at it and she came again. She shivered and yelled yes yes. Josh kept at it and a third time, she had an orgasm. "Ohh, I love it, but no more."

"Did you come Josh asked, not sure if he did it right?"

"Three times silly boy, girls do it smaller but can do it more times than boys."

"I'm getting educated."

"Me too, this school is a lot more fun."

Josh so carefully slipped her panties on. "So I did it ok?"

"OK. OK, yes you did it way better than ok. It was amazing and wonderful, thank you. You know, many boys, once they came, would have tucked it inside their pants and gone home. You are different, that's why I did it for you, you are my boyfriend and I think we will be married someday."

Josh was putting his boy-parts back in his pants.

"Wait," Maggie said. It was already half hard. She kissed Josh's pecker and tucked it away in his pants. By the time she was done, Josh was fully hard again.

She said, "Ohh, my he wants to do it again. Do we have the time?"

"Maggie, you don't know, I have a perpetual hard-on when I am with you."

"Yeah, well, I am used to soggy panties too." She jumped into his arms and wrapped her legs around Josh's middle. "We are going to do this a lot, and we are going to get better at it," She whispered into his ear.

"Let me inspect you, turn around." Maggie turned around. Josh remembered her bra. "Your bra, didn't you feel it not being on."

Perky Maggie smiled her cutest, "You passed the test Josh, you are the best boyfriend."

"Put it in place, I'll do the clasp," and he reached under her blouse again. Feeling the smooth skin of her waist, back and got the clasp latched.

"Yup, perpetual hard-on, I just gotta learn to live with it," Josh said.

Maggie smiled, "Give me a piggyback ride, big boy."

"Come, Shep."

Maggie jumped on his back; he groaned a bit and put out his arms to hold her legs.

When they came into sight of the house, Josh did one more inspection and cleaned the dirt off his jacket and backside. She scolded him for slapping her backside too hard.

They were just in time for lunch. They washed up and had open hot turkey sandwiches with gravy. Mmm, delicious. Maggie helped Nana a bit by serving. She found Josh's Nana a most loving person and enjoyed her company.

***

While they were gone, Jacky and Billy got with Jayson and Tony, asking about what it was like to be gay. Jayson brought his dads into the conversation. So Jacky and Billy could hear from old-timers as well as the young but mature college guys. Jimmy and Colin listened in; even Mrs. Galuchi had an ear to the conversation.

Chris said, "Well, what it's it like to be human?"

"Come on, please be real with us," Billy begged.

"The thing is Billy, the question I raised is real. I know at your age, SEX is a very exciting subject as it will be somewhat less throughout your life, but do you allow your sexuality or your sexual orientation to define who you are as a person. Is that all you are, a gay boy?"

"No."

"So you are a human being and you like all of us should have some ideals, goals of the kind of person you want to be. Sex, if you are lucky, going forward will be maybe an hour or so out of your day. What are you going to do with the other 16 or so hours left?"

"Now to be a gay boy or man is out of your control, either you are or you're not. So don't fret over it. Accept it as you accept the color of your eyes or hair. Be at peace with it because you are as God made you and he only makes good stuff."

"I got all that, but what about how people treat you?" Jacky asked.

Robbie took that one. "Again, it is out of your control, but there can and should be consequences if you are discriminated against. That's why I wanted to practice law. There are laws now that protect you, and if needed, you should use them. Not to get back but to protect another. Your true friends will treat you like any of their other friends. There will be some who'll be different may be more teasing, make you the butt of jokes and stuff. Then you have to make a decision to associate with them or not. If the teasing is infrequent and not mean but good-natured, you may accept it; if not, do what you have to do."

"What about things we should or shouldn't do; you know, enjoying ourselves."

Jayson put in, "what about anal stuff, dads."

Chris said, "At your age, I would not recommend it. You should wear a condom and be protected against disease. Not, so easy, for a 12 or 13-year-old boy to purchase. You have to make sure your poop chute is 100% clean. Or else a dick can go in and come out all covered in shit."

Robbie added, "It can be very painful if proper precautions aren't made. Sure, as a mature person, it can be very pleasurable but a lot goes into making that happen."

Tony asked, "What about oral?"

"There are little problems going oral, I mean, be smart. If your buddy has the flu, you probably will get it too. Just like in any loving relationship, you want to please your partner as much as be pleased by him. So touching, caressing, tickling, kissing even licking all those secret places will bring pleasure to both of you."

Josh and Maggie came in at that point and Nana called everyone for lunch.

After Edna asked, "Colin, will you boys be ok for dinner, I want to visit my sister as well as do a little black Friday shopping."

"Of course, Edna, I think we'll get pizza tonight. It'll be a good change of pace. We'll do fine over the weekend, have a good visit with your sister. Say hello for us, tell her Shep is fine."

Jimmy walked his Nana out to her car. Josh stayed, going ga ga over Maggie. Jimmy liked doing it; she always seemed to appreciate it so. "We are going to see you on Monday right Nana."

"Yes, of course dear, I love being your Nana so much a tribe of Indians couldn't keep me away." She bent down to kiss him. He gave her a great big hug. He opened the car door for her.

"What did you think about all that gay guy talk?"

"Well, like Chris said, they just gotta accept it. You love whom you love, but I didn't like the part about getting my haa… boy part all pooped. I think I'll stick with girls. Don't tell Pops, but I like it better when you kiss me than him."

"Bless you, boy; I do love you. Come here, and I'll give you another big smooch."

Jimmy jumped at the chance. "I love you too, Nana."

They waved to each other as the car sped down the drive, both just a little sad that Nana had to leave.

***

They played Trivial Pursuit and other games for the rest of the afternoon. The weather turned as the wind came out of the north again. It was quite cold for November. About 4:00 o'clock, Billy and Jacky said it was time for them to leave to get home for supper.

Well, Billy did, Jacky knew his mom and dad would be working late at Walmart but didn't want to impose. He put on his light jacket.

Josh said, "Wait a minute." He came back with his heavy jacket. "Wear this home and I'll get it tomorrow or Monday."

"Nah, I'll be alright."

Billy said, "Hey, don't be so damn stubborn. Wear Josh's jacket." Turning to Josh, "Jacky says thank you very much."

"Ok, Josh, I guess Billy is gonna cause a scene if I don't wear it. Thank you so much. It is cold out there."

"Good, I know what it is like to be cold, dumb to do it for your pride, especially when there is no need."

Jacky hugged his friend then he and Billy were off.

Maggie said, "Well, that's like taking the shirt off your back for a friend."

Josh gave her a look like "Jeez girl."

Pops said, "It was a good thing you thought of that Josh. He could catch his death out there now."

Jimmy said, "Shep's gonna have to pee all by himself tonight."

As usual, everyone had a good laugh.

Pops warmed up the Tesla and all but Jayson and Tony went with them to drop off Maggie and get pizza. Josh was very warm in his sweatshirt. Josh gave Maggie a kiss on the cheek and a wink as her dad came to the door to wave to Colin.

"Pops, can I use some of my state money to get a new jacket and let Jacky keep mine," Josh asked.

"That sounds mighty generous of you Josh," Robbie said.

"Hey, his folks work real hard at that damn Walmart, they should pay more. He's a good friend and shouldn't be freezing cold when the weather is like this."

"Ya know, you are right," Chris said. "But he is awful prideful. How are you gonna get him to keep your jacket?"

"Hmmm, I don't know yet."

Robbie volunteered, "I have an idea."

"Well, don't keep it to yourself."

"Ok, what if Josh sees a jacket he just loves, and we said we'd get it for him, but he can't have two jackets. Jacky will be doing him a favor by keeping Josh's jacket so he can get a new one."

Chris kissed Robbie, "Genius, I knew there was a reason I married you besides your good looks. Think it will work, Josh."

"I don't know, Jacky is awful smart, but it is the very best idea, Uncle Robbie. I wanna try it."

"What do ya say, Colin? Can we go by the mall before getting the pizza."

"Ya sure, maybe call Jayson and Tony to say we'll be delayed."

"They'll probably love that," Jimmy said.

"How's that Jimmy?" Colin asked.

"What, am I the only one with eyes? You guys didn't see how they were flirting and touching each other during the game. Ask if they wanna use the time for sexy game stuff?"

They all laughed, "You know Jimmy. I think you got something there." Chris said.

Josh called Jacky, "Hey Jacky, I got a favor to ask."

"What bud?"

"My uncles are with me; we are at the mall, we passed this jacket, I would die for. They really, really liked it on me."

"Yeah, so why are you calling me?"

"Well, they said it's dumb for me to have two jackets and I was hoping you would keep my old one; it fits you good and then I could get the new one."

"This is some kind of sly game to get to keep your jacket. Isn't it? The jacket I have here is almost brand new. You left a tag on it dummy and it was expensive."

"Umm, yes and no. "

"What do you mean?"

"Well yeah, I need you to keep my jacket. It's getting cold and you need a warm coat. Your parents bust their butts all the time at that damn store. I need you not to get sick on the basketball team. My uncles have money and they want to spend it this way on me, and I like the new jacket more than the old one. What would you say? It's good for both of us."

"I don't know; my dad says we may not have a lot of money but have our pride. He doesn't like taking any charity. I already take lunch from your Pops and it's so good of him, and I am grateful."

"Well, my dad said you help your friends and someday they will help you back. It works with friends that way. Tell your dad I lent it to you, made you take for the ride home. If he asks again, tell him I wouldn't take it back because I got a better one and Pops said I couldn't have two jackets. None of that is lies. Now are we friends or not?"

"You know I'm your friend Josh."

"Then next time you see me ask me to take back the jacket but when I say no, you keep it. Please, Jacky. Pride can be a good thing or sometimes a stupid thing. Don't be mean to me Jacky cause of your or your dad's pride."

"Ok, Josh, hey, do me a favor?"

"What, don't try to sell me shares to the Brooklyn Bridge. Cripes I'd buy them from you."

Josh laughed, "Deal, bud, thank you."

"The guy gives me a brand new jacket and says thank you to me for taking it. NO JOSH, THANK YOU!"

"Want me to hug you instead for being my friend?"

"Nay, Billy would get jealous. Thanks again,"

They hung up. Josh jumped up and down, "I DID IT; I GOT HIM TO KEEP IT."

"Good lad," Pops hugged him. Chris and Robbie said, "Way to go, Josh! Knew you could do it."

Josh, Robbie, and Chris picked out in Macy's a real nice tan suede with a hidden hoodie and a big, white fur collar that you could zip up to your nose. The collar not zipped all the way, gave it a Marlboro man look. Josh was pleased as punch. Everyone said he deserved it for the selling job he did on Jacky to get him a heavy jacket.

Pops asked why Jacky was not on the free lunch program. Josh said, "He is supposed to be, but there is a screw-up and the lady said he couldn't get it. He didn't want his folks having to go down there for it. His father would be all embarrassed."

"Well, I'm glad you are bringing him lunch, but I'm gonna ask Joe Elsberry to look into it. It sounds like someone could be scamming the school board."

They got the pizza and hurried home so it would not get cold. Jayson and Tony didn't hear the car pull up, and when the door opened went scurrying for their clothes.

"See, see, I told ya they were all horny," Jimmy yelled.

Together as if on cue, "RIGHT YOU WERE JIMMY!"

Robbie, adding to the embarrassment, called, "Jayson, Tony, dinner is served, come as you are, all boys here!"

"Be right there, one sec, Dad."

Chapter 9
Letters from Dad

After Thanksgiving

After all was said and done, Thanksgiving was just a great time for all. The following week Jimmy, as was his practice, walked his Nana out to her car.

"Thank you for dinner, Nana it was great; you always make it great."

"Thank you, Jimmy, You are most welcome."

Jimmy stood there for a moment with his hand on the handle of car door, seemly pondering how to say what he was thinking.

In a quiet, shy voice, which definitely was not Jimmy, "Say Nana … ahh do you think you could get me… ahh my own trash basket and tissue box?" He asked with his head down.

"Why Jimmy, does this mean what I think it means?"

He smiled a big smile and shook his head up and down.

Nana smiled, "Why, of course, Jimmy, every boy needs his own wastebasket and tissue box. My, this must be exciting for you; thank you for sharing it with me, especially in such a grown-up and polite manner. You are becoming quite the young man. Should I say congratulations?"

Jimmy beamed and hugged his Nana, "I love you Nana."

"And I you Jimmy; tomorrow you'll have your own tissue box and basket. Does anyone else know?"

Jimmy said, "Nope."

"Well, I am honored, shall we let the others figured it out with the tissue box and basket."

"Yes, mam."

OK then, So Jimmy, are you going to open the door for me now, young sir."

"Yes, Nana, I'm sorry to be slowing you down."

"You gave me the wonderful news that you are growing up, and you will never be an imposition." Nana kissed Jimmy on his cheek as he held the door open.

Jimmy waved as Nana went down the drive soon to be out of sight. He had a kind of bounce to his step as he walked back inside and he tried and was able to whistle a bit.

***

The boys settled into their life in Pine Hill. Christmas that year was just awesome. Not for the presents received but for the love of their new family. Pops, of course, was their benefactor with help from Uncle Robbie and Uncle Chris and their Nana was the most loving woman God had put on this earth.

Colin had surprised them and gave Josh his batting cage & pitching machine at least a picture of it on paper; Jimmy got his fenced-in basketball court. There was a ton of work to be done, but they were ecstatic that the dream was to be a reality.

Josh and Jimmy had made good friends, lifelong friends in Pine Hill; where ever they went, the sleepy little town in the mountains of New York was always home base and their sanctuary.

It was after Christmas that Mrs. Horan invited the fathers of her students to come in and give a little presentation on their jobs and how what they learned in school helped them to do it. All the students were very excited to have their dads visit the school. They took that excitement home and Mrs. Horan had just about 100% participation. Jimmy, of course, could not participate, his dad had fallen in the fields of Afghanistan. Everyone in the class was talking about having their dad come to school. Jimmy kind of separated himself from the group. He had a queasy feeling in his stomach and a lump in his throat. He wanted to yell at someone as he held back his tears. Such was his state when Pops picked him up after school. Having it be a dark rainy day didn't help much either. The ride home was all too quiet and Pops knew something was bothering him.

Once home, he dropped his books and shucked his jacket and laid face down on his bed, arms folded over his forehead.

Nana said, "Jimmy, come pick up your jacket, dear."

There was no reply, nor did he do as asked. This was not the Jimmy Edna and Colin had come to love, full of life and confidence. Edna looked to Pops and all he could do was shrug his shoulders and mouth, "I don't know."

Edna went in to see him, sat on his bed and rubbed his back.

"Tell me dear; tell your Nana what is wrong. Don't keep it inside. I love you; Pops is here; he loves you. Tell us how we can help, please Jimmy."

Jimmy turned over, the tears that he had been keeping bottled up during school were now streaming down his face.

Quietly, Jimmy said, "You can't Nana. You can't help; no one can. My daddy's dead and he will never be with me. He won't come to school, ever."

"Are other dads going to school?"

"Yeah, everyone, I'm the only one who's not gonna have his dad there."

"Can't Pops go for you?"

Almost yelling now, Jimmy answered, "Pops is my adopted grandpa. He's not my daddy. Everyone has their dads there."

"Oh, I see."

Pops came over and hugged Jimmy. "Suppose I go and tell what your daddy did. Mrs. Moran gave me a letter from your daddy's commanding officer and I have my own letters from him. Maybe, I can read those and it'll be almost like he is there. It's the best we can do, Jimmy. I think it is better than not having anyone there for you. What do ya think?"

"I guess."

Nana and Pops hugged and kissed Jimmy until finally, Nana said, "I have been working on making chocolate chip cookies half the day hoping you would like them and reward me with that smile of yours. Will you at least try one for your snack?"

Jimmy looked at his Nana and gave her a hug and a kiss on the cheek. "Ok, Nana."

Nana held his hand as they went out to the kitchen table where she put a plate on cookies in front of Jimmy and got him a big glass of frosty cold milk. "Now, don't eat too many and ruin your diner."

Taking his first bite out of the soft and creamy chocolate cookie, Jimmy smiled. "These are really good Nana, thank you for making them. I'll share with Josh and Pops but not Uncle Robbie with his sweet tooth; he'll want all of them."

Nana smiled, "Why thank you, dear, I'm glad you like them."

Pops had gone and got the letters. "Jimmy, do you want to read what your dad wrote as well as his commander."

Jimmy thought for a bit and then said, "I don't think so, Pops. Other kids won't know what their dads are gonna say. I know I can trust you."

***

So it was a week later that it was Pops' turn to speak.

"Hi guys, I want to thank Mrs. Horan for this opportunity to tell you about Jimmy's dad. You see, he can't be here because he was a soldier and he died in Afghanistan. But to get an idea of what he did, I brought some letters I want to read. The first one is to me. His name was Tim, of course, Tim O'Shea.

Hi Colin,

I'm sorry we fell out of touch after I graduated high school. Anyway, I'm in the Army now. It's a pretty good life, kind of like hanging out with the guys on one of the teams you coached. I got married and have two boys. Josh, he is older and then Jimmy came along. I love them more than life itself. It was so hard leaving them to come over here to Afghanistan. I tried teaching them like you taught me. Eye on the ball watch it all the way. Boy Josh sure can hit for a boy his age and Jimmy, well basketball is his sport. I swear when he shoots, he has radar guiding the ball to the basket.

The work I do over here is really, really important. You see I am a medic and the guys, they kind of rely on me to help them. It's the greatest feeling in the world when you know you made a real difference and helped a buddy and he is alive today because of what you did out on the battlefield. It really sucks when there isn't anything you can do and a young soldier passes. At least, I am there and can hold his hand, so he knows he is not alone. I even kind of like sick call back at camp. I feel like a big brother taking care of my younger brother.

This is my fourth tour over here and I'm feeling just a little bit on edge. I wonder how many times I can beat the odds and not get hit when we go on patrol. Every night, I remember you having me do exercises and I do them now twice as hard. There are times when I have to outrun a bullet to get to the GI who was shot. Thanks for that good advice back when; taking care of your body is one of the best things you can do.

I have a favor to ask you, Colin. Only because you were such a great friend to me as I was growing up. I know you never married and you really seemed to love us guys. If anything happens to me will you look after my boys. My wife is moving and I'll get you the new address.

Thanks

Your friend

Tim

This next one is very short I think it might have been the day Tim was shot.

Hi Colin,

We are going out on patrol real soon so, this will be very short. I got a real bad feeling about this patrol, Colin. I don't want to go but the guys are counting on me to be there. Got to patch them up and put the pieces back as best I can. Maybe it's just me and too many tours over here. I want to be home with my family and take care of them. This will be my last tour. I swear it, no more. No matter how important this is to the guys, I gotta take care of me and myfamily, my boys.

Ohh crap, they are calling us out now. Got to go. Please, if something happens, take care of them. God, I want to hold them all now.

Thanks,

Tim"

Mrs. Horan was wiping her eyes, as were many of the kids. Jimmy had his arms folded on his desk and his head down. He wanted to hear but he wanted not to hear. He just wanted his daddy there with him.

Colin gulped hard, took a deep breath, and went on.

"This is from Tim's commanding officer.

4073 US Army Field Hospital, Kandahar Providence Afghanistan.

From the desk of Major John Sweeny MD

Dear Katie, Josh and Jimmy,

It pains me so to be writing to you at this time. This has to be the worst job for any commanding officer.

I am so sorry to have to tell you, your husband and father, Tim O'Shea died of wounds he received while attending another injured soldier.

Tim was the most respected and even loved member of his battalion. He always made it his business to get to know each member of the battalion. Every GI knew Tim would go through a wall to get to them; to give them the medical attention they needed. It was often said around the battalion that Tim was the best medic in the whole damn army. So too, it was on that day that I wish there was a wall, for it would have offered him some cover. When the call went out, MEDIC! It came from an open field about 100 yards from Spec 5 O'Shea's position. The company commander told Tim 'you can't go. We can't lose you as well as the soldier who was hit. Wait until we push the Taliban off the hill'. Tim said 'that will be too late. The soldier, one Bobby Grimes will bleed out'. Tim got up and started sprinting, zig-zagging across the field at about 15 yards from PFC Grimes he kind of tripped but kept going. At 10 yards, he tripped again but he went on, more limping than running. He had been hit twice in his leg.

Most men would have gone down from the first round, not Tim. He for sure should have fallen when the second round got him. Someone in his company yelled, "Cover the doc'. A hundred GI's rose up and let loose a hail of bullets and the Taliban retreated off the hill.

They secured the area as Spec 5 O'Shea treated PFC Bobby Grimes. He administered morphine to calm the soldier and ward off the deadly consequences of shock, stopped the bleeding and bandaged young Bobby Grimes' wound.

All the time his leg was gushing blood. The wound Tim received hit a main artery. He stayed with PFC Grimes, acting as if nothing was wrong until the medi vac chopper came. When the medics on the chopper took Bobby to the chopper, they saw Tim's wound. They tried to get a tourniquet on it, but it was too late. Tim had lost too much blood. He passed on the way to our hospital. How he administered to Bobby Grimes under the circumstances is nothing short of a miracle.

The entire battalion turned out for the little service we had prior to Tim being shipped home. Each soldier included a little note about how much of a friend Tim was to him or her. For me, I will miss his friendship just like everyone else. He was an inspiration to me. I asked him to work behind the lines with me. He said he had to be with his guys.

I think of the saying, "There is no greater gift than to give up your life for a friend." You probably know, but that was your husband and dad. He was awarded the Bronze Star for his courage and valor. Tim would say he was just doing his job.

I wish there was more that I could say or do.

My sincerest condolences, Tim was much loved and will be sorely missed.

Major John Sweeny MD"

Colin said, "That's all I have; I just wanted to share a little of who Jimmy's dad was."

***

You could have heard a pin drop other than an occasional sniffle. Mrs. Horan didn't want to but had to get up. She waited a full minute or so. She looked around the room at the bleary young eyes, knowing she had to put a message to the story. She gulped in some air.

"Thank you Mr. O'Brian and thank you Jimmy for sharing a little of your dad. You know children too often you see on TV or in the movies, war is glamorized, and there aren't real consequences; but I think we all can see the real consequence of a brave young father not being here because of it. I hope all of you will think of that as you grow and never forget the lesson we learned here today. Thank you again Jimmy."

Mercifully, the somber mood was interrupted by the lunch bell. Tommy Ellesbury got up and hugged Jimmy, who still had his face hidden in his arms on his desk. He whispered, "I'll wait right here for you when you are ready."

Each child, not knowing what to say, patted Jimmy on his shoulder on their way to lunch. Colin and Mrs. Horan watched. After a bit, Jimmy raised his head and saw Pops and Tommy. Pops just nodded. Tommy put his arm around his friend and they went to lunch.

"Jeeze Jimmy, your dad was a real hero."

"I think your dad is one too."

"Why, he didn't save any lives? I mean I love him and everything and he's kind of great, but I don't make him a hero."

"Simple Tommy, he is here and doing important stuff like teaching us kids. Being here is very important, don't ya think."

"Yeah, I guess so, never thought of it like that."

They passed Joe Ellesbury in the hall. Tommy ran up to him, hugged him, and said, "I love you dad, you're my hero."

Joe smiled and looked to Tommy and said, "Why thank you, Tommy."

Then Tommy and Jimmy continued on to lunch.

Later that night at dinner Joe explained what happened. Tommy told of what Jimmy told him, especially the being here part. Joe nodded and they all thanked God for their family.

At Colin's house, Jimmy asked Pops if he could have the letters. Pops had already made copies for him and Josh. The brothers read them again and then hugged each other.

Colin said. "Hey guys, I know these letters are important to you but remember, in each of you is part of your dad. Not that you'd want to but you can never get rid of him. He's right there in your heart. He's in your soul and in everything you do."

"You mean he's there even when I play with myself?" Jimmy asked.

"Yes sir and he doesn't mind it at all." Pops said smiling.

"What about when Josh is moaning 'Maggie, Maggie, Maggie' and is humping the bed?"

"Yup, he's there then too and he is smiling and happy that you guys are enjoying your boy parts in a way that will help you grow."

"WOW!" Jimmy exclaimed.

Chapter 10
The Tournament

The basketball season was winding down at the end of March. For the first time ever, both Pine Hill teams were invited to the regional grammar school tournament. It was held in the Albany field house of NYU University. Compared to the gym IN Pine Hill, it was huge. Pops did the Hoosier' trick and had them measure the height of the basket, then the width of the floor.

"Just like our gym back home, eh boys."

The eight best teams throughout the region were chosen. Little Pine Hill with Jimmy leading the way rolled into the final on a 15 game winning streak. The opposition was the hated Plattsburg with a school four times the size of little Pine Hill. What Colin, Jimmy, Tommy and coach knew was that they had beaten them once and all swore they could do it again.

Jimmy was on fire; he like Josh, had his dad's warrior heart. He rose to the occasion like never before, hitting three-pointers from all over the court. Tommy added a couple of passes from Jimmy. Halfway through the 4^th quarter Pine Hill was up by 12 points; Plattsburg was demoralized and the game was about to become a rout.

Jimmy was bringing the ball up court when the biggest and fattest kid on either side deliberately ran into Jimmy and knocked him down. The refs blew their whistles and called a foul on the big kid. Then as the big boy got up, he deliberately stepped on Jimmy's ankle and kind of jumped on it. More whistles, but the damage had been done. As Jimmy went to get up, he immediately fell back down. Colin, Coach and Doc Elsberry rushed out to him. Doc took his time examining Jimmy's foot.

"Without x-rays, it's hard to be certain, but I think it is just a bad sprain. I'm sorry Jimmy, no more basketball for you today. Let's get you to the bench and wrap it in ice."

The Plattsburg coach was furious; he went up to the offending player and demanded his Jersey, shouting at the top of his lungs for the whole assembly to hear.

"Hennesy, you will never play another sport at Plattsburg as long as I am the coach. That was despicable. If we have to win that way, we don't win."

The game continued, two free throws for Pine Hill and they got the ball. Tommy made one and missed one and then Plattsburg stole the ball. Pine Hill was up by 13 with half the quarter to go. It quickly became 11 as the boy who stole the ball scored on his layup. Coach called time out.

"Ok, so you guys, we have to win one for Jimmy, now slow down offense, tight defense, get the rebounds and you'll be regional champions."

The Plattsburg coach was upset with Hennesy, but it energized the rest of the team. Tommy was now the best player for Pine Hill and he was only a little above average. Pine Hill was dejected with Jimmy on the bench; they couldn't make a shot. Plattsburg, taking a page out of Pine Hill's book, went to a fast-break offense and all of a sudden, with 10 seconds left, Plattsburg had a 2 point lead. Pine Hill called time out.

Colin and Coach decided it was going to be a win or lose on a three-pointer by Tommy. Jimmy was sitting next to Tommy on the bench.

"Just relax, think of being out on the playground at school. You made tons of three-pointers there. Let me have your glasses."

"Why are you taking my glasses, Jimmy?"

"Hmm, just as I thought, all kinds of sweat and dirt. Get a towel." Tommy rushed back with one.

"There now clean as a whistle, go win us a championship, specs."

Tommy looked back at Jimmy's smiling confident face. Jimmy nodded his head and said, "Go on, do it."

The horn to resume play sounded. The play was simple; they had run it a thousand times that year, of course then it was to Jimmy. Tommy brought the ball up the court, Plattsburg was staying back in their zone. Tommy passed to Kevin; Plattsburg converged on him. He passed back to Tommy. Three seconds, 2 seconds, no one was close to Tommy; he shot the ball with one second left and the final horn sounded. The ball was bouncing around on the rim for an eternity. Then it circled around the rim and dropped through. The thousand Plattsburg fans groaned, the couple hundred Pine Hill fans let out a roar.

Tommy jumped 5 feet into the air. All his team was there to mob him. They pounded his back; he ran to the bench. Jimmy was there smiling.

"Nice shot, it took a while for it to fall through, but it was beautiful."

"Hey, thanks for cleaning the glasses. I would never have done it, but from now on you take those shots – I was scared shitless." Tommy turned around and showed Jimmy his backside. "Is anything showing through."

"Nah, you're all good. You're the hero of the game."

The team went into the locker room. Tommy helped Jimmy undress and he was there for Jimmy to lean on as they went to shower. Afterward, he helped Jimmy get dressed.

Tommy's brother, John, came in and said, "Coach wants you to dress for the 7^th and 8^th-grade game. That was a big clutch basket you made."

"Yeah, well, part of the credit goes to Jimmy. He cleaned my glasses. They were filthy with sweat. I would never have thought of it."

Jimmy piped up, "Yeah, just us O'Shea's always thinking."

Tommy and John just smiled.

"Hey, ya gotta be good out there tonight, John. Ya gotta help Josh, I wish I could, but I can't so, you gotta."

John was quite for a moment, kind of thinking if he had it in him. "I'll do my best; you can be sure of it, Jimmy."

***

The 7^th & 8^th-grade championship game was a war, real hard nose basketball. Defense and rebounding were key. Plattsburg had a big advantage; they could shuffle in 10 to 12 players and still play the same game with no fall-off in the quality of their game. Pine Hine was not so lucky, they had five quality players and the subs were way less of a team.

John true to his word, did his best to help Josh. Except, he was a little too aggressive. When a Plattsburg player pushed him to get a rebound, John pushed back and got called for a foul. Josh told him to calm down relax; we are gonna win this.

Going into the 4^th quarter, John had four fouls. The Plattsburg player again pushed John and there was no whistle. John lost it and pushed him back. Five fouls and John was out of the game.

Josh had been a demon getting rebounds, starting the break and racing down the court for the trailer play. In the half-court, he was relentless rebounding and getting put back basket after put back. Plattsburg tried double-teaming him all over the court. Josh beat that with deadly passes to Jacky or John for easy layin baskets. The score was 40 to 40 when John got the fifth foul. Josh had 20 of the Pine hill points. John hung his head as he walked off, knowing he should never have pushed the kid back.

He was just too hyped up and trying to do too much. One of the eighth graders went in for him. The conditioning of Pops had kept Pine Hill in the game, but it was obvious they were tired, and Plattsburg was mostly very fresh from rotating players in and out.

The Plattsburg player made both foul shots. On offense, it was Josh again getting a screen from Jacky for a little jump shot from the side of the key. Tie game.

Again Plattsburg scored; Billy put up a three-pointer and missed but Josh was there to rebound and put it back in. Time after time, as the clock wound down, Plattsburg scored and was answered by Josh. At the one minute mark, Plattsburg called time to set up a play and after the time out, Plattsburg scored. They lead 54 to Pine Hill's 52 – 20 seconds left in the game. Time out Pine Hill.

Coach inserted Tommy into the game; everyone thought it was a 3 point shot to win. The Plattsburg coach was going crazy trying to get his guys to cover little Tommy. Except Pine Hill swung the ball from Tommy to Billy, to Jacky, to a wide-open Josh for his side jumper. Tie game.

The buzzer sounded and into overtime they went. Every Plattsburg basket was answered by Josh throughout the first, second and third overtimes. At the direction of Doc Elsberry, cold water was being poured on the Pine Hill players to keep them from heat exhaustion. The little school, especially Josh, had no quit in them. At the end of every time out before going back on the court, he would quietly say, "We are going to win this, keep playing hard."

The Plattsburg team was grumbling on their bench "that kid has to be dead tired; he has played the entire game. Still, he always answers every time we score. How are we gonna stop him, coach."

"I don't know that we can; for sure, he has the heart of a champion. We just gotta keep playing our game."

The 4^th overtime was a repeat of the other three. Plattsburg scored, Josh answered on a rebound, pull back or the fast break trailer play. The whole field house started to cheer each basket, no matter which team made it. Again the last minute, and again Plattsburg scored and was up by 2 points.

Eighteen seconds left; time out Pine Hill. Jimmy was going crazy on the bench. He was hopping around on his one good leg. Pops and Doc told him to sit down.

"Let me in Pops. I can do it; I can shoot it. Please coach, please Pops, Josh is dying out there let me help. I'll make it; I swear I'll make it."

Coach looked at Pops; Pops looked at Doc. Doc put his head on his chest and took a minute, then looked back at Pops and shook his head no. As much as he wanted, he could not let Jimmy jeopardize doing a major injury to that ankle.

Jimmy saw the progression and hopped over to Doc. Tears in his eyes, "Please Doc."

Doc hugged him and kissed the top of his head, "Oh, I want to Jimmy, but you are gonna play a lot of basketball, maybe even make the NBA. I can't let you risk all that for this one game. I want to say yes, but the chance of you breaking that ankle the way it is and never walking straight or running straight or being able to jump the way you do – I can't let you risk it."

Coach immediately looked at Tommy. Jimmy hopped over and cleaned his glasses. "Ok, we are gonna fake the play where we swing it around to Josh. They'll all rush to you Josh, but Jacky, you pass it back to Tommy so we can end this. Ok."

There was silence; Josh got up; he was drenched with sweat. His jersey needed to be rung out; there was so much perspiration in it.

"I'll back you up, Tommy, you already made one game-winning shot, why not 2. Come on, let's win this, I'm getting hungry." The little Pine Hill team laughed.

The play worked to perfection. Tommy put the shot up, it bounced around and fell off the rim. Josh was a mad man rebounding the ball between three Plattsburg players. He grabbed it; moved away from the crowd of Plattsburg players. The horn sounded, the ball left his hand, up to the basket and in, tie game everyone thought. The ref came running in blowing his whistle and waving his hands in front of himself in a crossing motion. Josh fell to the floor.

The ref said, "Sorry, son, you sure as heck didn't lose, but time did run out on you. You are a champion, even if the score doesn't say it." He extended his hand and helped Josh up. The whole field house was on their feet, giving a standing ovation to the little team from Pine Hill and their leader.

Pops went over to Josh. "Don't hang your head boy; no one could have done more. Hear those cheers; they are for you. You are gonna hear them a lot in your life, wave to them."

Josh looked up into the stands, found Maggie, and waved to her. The field house erupted with its approval. "Way to go Josh, Great game" was heard to reverberate off the field house rafters.

The teams lined up for the congratulatory handshake. The Plattsburg coach shook Josh's hand and whispered: "We were lucky, if your brother hadn't got hurt, I don't think we would have won."

"I know it coach, but your guys played hard. There has to be a winner, but next year you are gonna be dead meat."

"Maybe so, Josh, maybe so."

Plattsburg grammar school was the second-place regional finisher for the next three years – Pine Hill were the champions.

Chapter 11
The Trial

The trial of Mr. Brown was fast-tracked and Josh and Jimmy were called as witnesses. The prosecutor had arranged for a separate room with closed-circuit TV for the boys, considering the sensitive nature of the case and their ages. The defense lawyer objected.

"Your honor Mr. Brown is on trial facing a life sentence of incarceration. His position is these incorrigible foster boys are lying. He has a right to have them face him. He is the good guy here, having brought the boys onto his farm and he provided a stable and healthy home environment.

Judge Goodfellow almost choked when Mr. Brown was described as the good guy, but according to the law, he reluctantly had to agree with the defense.

Jimmy took the stand first and swore to tell the truth and the whole truth.

The prosecutor was Mr. McDermott. He began his questioning.

"Jimmy, do you know the difference between a lie and the truth?"

"Yes Sir"

"Explain it to me, please."

"Easy if Mr. Brown says he didn't hurt Josh he is lying- if he tells the truth, he says he did."

Court burst out laughing. Judge Goodfellow was banging his gavel and asking for order in the court.

Mr. McDermott scratched his ear.

"Well, that is good, but just explain without bringing Mr. Brown into it; you can tell me about him later."

Jimmy looked puzzled and said, "How come? Isn't that why we are here. He's a bad man; he hurt my brother awful. He would never have done that if my dad was alive."

McDermott, "Jimmy, the judge and jury need to know you understand, and the defense lawyer is gonna say you don't know what you are talking about. So I want to show you do understand and know what you are talking about."

"Ok, so say I cause trouble in school, and am talking when the teacher is talking. She asks who was talking, was it, you Jimmy? If I stand up and say, 'it was me' I am telling the truth. If I don't or answer not me, no mam, I am lying."

"Very good. Do you stand up and tell the truth in school?"

"Well I gotta, if I am stupid enough to break the rule; I gotta be man enough to take the punishment. Only my teacher Mrs. Morgan, I think she kind of likes me and usually says don't do it anymore. Because you are truthful, you don't have to stay after; and I shut up. "

"Good, it's good to see you are truthful. When you went to stay with Mr. Brown, where did you stay?"

"He had a dirty old room in the barn with a couple of mattresses in it. They smelled awful bad. It was cold, so cold in the beginning. Some rats lived there. Once, I woke up, and one was biting on my toes and I cried. Josh got a shoe and killed it. He made me sleep close to him that night. When I woke up in the morning, Josh was sitting up with the shoe in his hand, watching that no other rats tried biting us. I asked if he slept and he said 'sure,' but all day long, he was rubbing his eyes and yawning like he was real tired."

"What did you eat on the farm?"

"We each had a cup of coffee in the morning and at lunch, we had one peanut butter and jelly sandwich to share and the same for supper."

"That's it, nothing else?"

"Well, there were four milk cows that we had to milk. Josh found an old jug and cleaned it out real good. When we milked the cows, we kept a little of their milk. The milk was good. When we collected the eggs from the chickens, we kept a couple of them. Raw eggs ain't so good, but it beats starving, Josh said. We had a cup and drank a lot of water."

The court was 100% quite; you could have heard a pin drop. All the ladies were wiping tears away from their eyes and half the men, including Mr. McDermott.

"What kind of work did you do?"

"Well, taking care of the animals was a big thing. The stalls had to be kept clean, or else they could get sick. The pigpen was real dirty and stinky – I hated that. First time I did it, I vomited. Josh was the one to go in and clean all the muck out; he told me to stay on the side.

"We had to bring in these big bags of feed for the chickens. They were so heavy and I was no good at lifting them, I dragged them on the ground. Josh put his on his one shoulder and helped me carry my bag with his other hand. Then as the crops grew, we had to go into the fields and pull out every weed."

"Did Mr. Brown ever help you with any of these chores?"

"Nah, he only showed us how one time, then yelled like a crazy man if we did it wrong. Sometimes he took away the supper sandwich if we didn't do it right or if he was just feeling more mean than usual."

"What were you doing the day Josh was hurt?"

"We had been in the field all day, picking the weeds it was so hot. When we were done, we had our sandwich. We went over to the water hose by the barn and took off our clothes, Josh sprayed me, and I sprayed him to get the dirt off. His ahh… you know the part what should I say?"

"Penis, Jimmy, how about pecker."

"Yeah, good one; his pecker got big and hard. He started playing with it, I played with mine too, and I got hard too. Is it ok that boys play with their peckers, Mr. McDermott?"

"I'm pretty sure Jimmy, I bet every man here has done it."

"Good, I don't want to be telling of breaking any laws…"

Jimmy started shaking. Finally, he said, "Mr. Brown comes over with his pecker out and tells me to kneel down and open my mouth. Josh got between us and pushed me away… Jimmy starts to cry but goes on.

"Mr. Brown says "ohh, you want to take your little brother's place. Ok, big boy, on your knees'…"

Jimmy's voice is crackling. Mr. McDermott moves the microphone closer so all could hear. Josh, he didn't move, he just stood there – like a statue. "Do I gotta tell Mr. McDermott?"

"Yes, as best as you can, you are a very brave boy, your dad in heaven is watching and listening for you to tell about Mr. Brown. You don't want him to do to other boys like what he's done to you and Josh."

Jimmy, wiped his eyes and took a deep breath, "Then Brown took his belt off and said 'last chance you're gonna do it or die.' I remember those words exactly, it scared me real bad cause I was afraid Josh might not do it. He stood up there so strong.

"Brown whipped him with his belt. Josh turned his back to protect himself more. Brown whipped him so much his arm was tired and he had to switch hands.

"Josh fell down. Brown was yelling 'beg for it; I know you want it, beg for it boy.' It seemed like forever he was whipping him. Blood was all over Josh's back – I thought he was gonna die. Finally, Josh asked if he could suck it.

"Brown stopped and Josh gave him what he wanted. After a while, Brown turned my brother over and put it in him. When he was done, I helped wash the cuts with the hose and the blood from his backside."

Jimmy's eyes were, set his jaw tight and firm, his little fists were clenched. He looked directly at Mr. Brown with a deep hard stare. "Brown is a bad, bad man and I would kill him if it wasn't against the law."

McDermott went over to Jimmy, put his arm around him and whispered, "Good boy Jimmy, Your dad is so proud of you, as are all your family. I am very proud of you. I have a son and if he could be just like you, I would be very happy."

In a loud voice, McDermott said, "No further questions your honor, the prosecution asks for a recess for the witness to compose himself. This has been a very trying experience for 11-year-old Jimmy."

The defense counsel went to object.

Judge Goodfellow smacked his gavel, "Sit down Counselor, this court stands in recess till 9:00 AM tomorrow morning."

***

Colin and Robbie and Chris and Doc and Joe Elsberry, and Mr. Pulaski were there as well. Josh, of course, went to his brother. The adults all pounded Jimmy on his back, telling him what a good job he did. It didn't matter much to Jimmy. He looked at Josh.

"Did I tell it good enough, Josh?"

"Yeah, I guess so, you did what needed to be done; but I'm the one that everyone is gonna be looking at. Who sucked his dick and took it up the butt. I know it's the truth, I just wish the whole world didn't have to know." With tears now in his eyes, Josh said, "I don't want Maggie to know, Jimmy."

Jimmy looked at his older brother, who was always so brave and strong, and smart and who always took care of him and he saw, really saw how badly Jake Brown had hurt him. Jimmy hugged him as he had never done before. "She won't know, I'll make sure of it; she'll never hear of the bad stuff."

Jimmy went over to Mr. McDermott, who was talking to Robbie and Mr. Pulaski. He pulled on his sleeve to get his attention.

"Yes, Jimmy."

"You gotta do me a favor."

"What is it?"

"You gotta figure a way Josh's girlfriend never finds out what happened. You guys are real smart lawyers and know all sorts of stuff; you gotta do it. It's the only thing my brother ever asked of me and I gotta get it done."

"Of course, how stupid of us," Robbie said.

Pulaski said, "We gotta get a gag order on the press and get both O'Shea boys' names stricken from the records. Mac, can you get to the Judge while Robbie and I contact the press."

"Ok, Jimmy, let us get to work," Robbie said.

Mr. Stuart McDermott went at the trot to catch up to Judge Goodfellow. He caught him just about to leave his chambers for lunch.

"Judge, judge, I'm so happy I caught you."

"What is it McDermott? Wanna take me to lunch, you are buying."

"Certainly, your honor, it'll be a privilege."

"Ok, if it's worth a lunch to you, it must be important. What's up?"

"You honor little Jimmy reminded me I didn't do my job. I didn't ask for a gag order and keeping the identities of the O'Shea boys confidential. How is Josh O'Shea gonna face his girlfriend if this is public knowledge? These boys have been through so much your honor."

"OK, stop your blabbering, you are right I should have imposed it myself. Have you contacted the press yet?"

"We have two men doing that as we speak."

"You tell them the gag order is in place; any news or media outlet that lets this out will be subject to the most severe Contempt of Court penalty ever imposed. You got work to do; I can get my own damn lunch." McDermott smiled at the judge and shook his hand.

He rang up Pulaski's cell phone, "We have the gag order and woe be to anyone who breaks it. Judge Goodfellow said he'll find the most severe contempt of court charge and double it."

"Good job, Mac, we are at my office across from the courthouse. Do me a favor, stop by security, and get a list of everyone who attended the hearing."

Chris, Joe and Doc Elsberry joined them. They spent the afternoon calling every news or media outlet in the state, concentrating on those who presented credentials at the trail. All cooperated and all details of the rape, as describe by Jimmy, were to be left out of the story and Jimmy was to be known as witness A and Josh as witness B.

***

Back at Colin's house, Robbie said, "Jimmy, you can never be 100% sure of these things, but I am 99% sure the details and yours and Josh's name will never be heard in any media or newspaper. By the way, you are witness A and Josh will be witness B."

"Wow, did you hear that Josh. We are A & B; no one will know who we are. Maggie will never know."

"You sure, Robbie?" Josh asked.

"We called every media and newspaper outlet in the state and NY State has a bunch. My fingers are sore from punching the keys. Tomorrow we will sneak you into the courthouse in case someone tries to take pictures. But if Judge Good fellow catches them, they are dead meat."

A little smile crept over Josh's face. "You did all that for me?"

"Jimmy said it's the only thing you ever asked of him and he had to make it happen. It's only right, we should have asked for this at the start of the trial and the Judge should have imposed it on his own. After the trial, you'll have your life to lead and you don't need the whole world knowing your private stuff."

Josh got up, hugged Robbie, and said thank you. Then he went over to Jimmy and hugged him, "You are the best bro in the whole world."

"Oh no, I'm not wearing that one. I can count a hundred maybe a thousand times you've always taken care of me. I didn't do anything but ask some smart guys to help. You are now and always will be the best bro in the world."

Colin called all to come for dinner; Nana had her pot roast cooking, knowing it had been a hard day on everyone. The boys asked for more mashed potatoes and gravy, as did everyone else. They all relaxed a bit. Jimmy was thinking of stuff to say to Brown's lawyer. His brain was working overtime and he was a very smart 11-year-old boy.

***

The morning brought Jimmy and Josh to the rear door of the courthouse along with Robbie, Colin and Chris to avoid any media on the front steps. They were met by one on the sheriff's deputies, who checked the alley before they were allowed to get out of the car. Then were guided through a maze of underground tunnels, stairways and hall to a room right off the courtroom. The deputy was 6ft 5" [1.9m ]and about 250 lbs. [114kg] of pure muscle.

He stopped the boys and the whole group and said, "You guys are super brave, my job is to protect you and your identities. You don't have to talk to anyone unless you wanna. I'll be watching you every second you just give me a nod and I'll clear anyone, I mean anyone out of your way. You with me?"

Jimmy and Josh answered, "Yes Sir." Who wouldn't say yes sir to such an imposing figure!

On the way, there was one photographer who knew the layout of the courthouse. The deputy immediately called for backup – secured Josh and Jimmy out of sight – then confiscated her camera and searched her for any others.

"You can pick up your cameras at the sheriff's office once they have been cleared of any pictures. I shall hold you press credentials and inform Judge Goodfellow of your actions. Mam, you had to pass several 'for official use signs only' to get to the point where you are. You are either blind or choose to deliberately ignore them. If you don't want to be charged with criminal trespass, I suggest you let this officer escort you from the building and NOT RETURN. A gag order is in place to protect the identities of the two witnesses and by God, it is going to be enforced. Am I clear?"

The photographer nodded and was escorted out of the courthouse.

The deputy then brought Josh and Jimmy to the little office off the courtroom.

At the door, all cell phones were being confiscated. A tag number was issued to the owner and the phone was put in a little plastic bag with a copy of the number. Everyone was also being screened for any possible hidden cameras.

The judge entered his chambers. He went into a brief discourse on the gag order and the protection of the identities of the two underage witnesses.

"Ladies and Gentlemen, I believe the testimony presented here shows these brave young men have already been put through more hardship in their short lives than most of the adults here present. It will be the duty of this court to not let their testimony present further hardship to them as they go forward.

"Certainly, there are sensitivities here that no adult, never mind a teenage boy, would want to be common public knowledge. Therefore, I have the power to exercise contempt of court citations and I shall issue the largest and most severe contempt charges to anyone who violates my gag order. With that said, please have witness A come to the stand and complete his testimony."

***

The clerk called Jimmy and he took the stand. Mr. McDermott reminded him he was still under oath from yesterday.

"Now, Jimmy, you have had the advantage of having yesterday to consider your testimony. Is there anything you want to add or change?"

"You know, Mr. McDermott, you never asked so I couldn't tell. Once me and ahhh… witness B saw Brown give Miss Silver what looked like a bunch of money."

"Why does that seem important to you?"

"Well, at the other foster home where we had to leave the social worker lady, Mrs. Jenkins always was giving money to Mama Jenny, the foster parent. This was the other way around, seemed strange to us because Brown was so mean and Mama Jenny was so nice."

"OK, Jimmy, No more questions at this time. Your honor, I reserve the right to redirect your honor."

"Your witness, counselor."

Johnson practically jumped from his chair and got right up close to Jimmy.

"Now boy, you said that you had a room in the barn, but really there was a fine room for you and your bother in the house, isn't that right?"

"Yes, sir, the only time we were in the room in the house was when we had to clean it cause Silver was coming."

"Now boy, enough of this charade. The sheriff was at Brown's farm with all his deputies and didn't find any room in the barn with old mattresses. So tell the truth, you slept in the room in the house."

"Can't do it because it's not true. I don't know about what the sheriff saw. I do know how we had to live there and what I said is the truth. No disrespect meant, but you should brush your teeth after breakfast. Could you back up a bit? Your breath is stinky bad."

The courtroom howled. Judge Goodfellow had to try to hide the smile on his face.

Mr. McDermott got up and objected to the defense lawyer trying to intimidate the witness.

Judge Goodfellow sustained the objection and Mr. Johnson took a step back. Judge Goodfellow gave Johnson a stern look and he backed up another step. Jimmy smiled his biggest smile and for sure, the whole courtroom, including the jury, was on his side.

Johnson asked the Judge to instruct the witness to only answer the questions as he asked them.

The Judge looked at Jimmy and said, "Now young man, no additional comments are to be presented by you except to answer the defense's questions honestly. Can you do that?"

"I'm not sure Judge if he doesn't let me tell the whole story; to tell the truth, I gotta say it right, don't I?"

The Judge was a little flabbergasted; Jimmy was a brash one that was for sure. "Mr. Prosecutor, please have a conference with your witness explaining courtroom procedure before I am forced to find him in contempt of court. The court is in recess for 15 minutes."

As the Judge walked off the bench, he gave a slight smile to Jimmy, winked and just the tiniest of a thumbs-up sign. Jimmy smiled.

McDermott got Jimmy into the conference room with Josh.

"Ok, now Jimmy, you are doing great, but you've been told by the Judge, now, only to answer Johnson's questions and you have to do what the Judge says. So, no more explanations, just give the shortest answer possible. Johnson is going to ask what you were doing before Josh was attacked. What's your answer?"

"We were washing, we didn't have a bathroom and the cow poop was all over us."

"Wrong answer – one word… washing. He'll ask why were you naked? What's your answer?"

"To get clean all over."

"Now I have a redirect, so after Johnson is done, I'll read you his question and your answer. I'll ask you if you have anything to add. Understand it's kind of stupid, but that's how we play. Kind of like in basketball, the no walking rule."

"Yeah, that's a tough one. OK, I get it. Tell him as little as possible and then tell you the whole story."

Josh said, "You gotta stay calm, Jimmy, don't let him get you mad. Just remember, you'll get your chance to explain later."

"Yeah, but I wanna tear that guy up. I don't like him."

"You've already done a good job of that. Look at the jury and the whole courtroom; even the Judge is on your side. I saw Johnson getting in your face, but I wanted you to back him off and you did it just great."

"What did you do, Jimmy?" Josh asked

"I told him he had to brush his teeth; he had stinky bad breath."

Robbie and Colin almost fell off their chairs laughing. McDermott looked at them, smiled, and just shook his head up and down.

"Yeah, the Judge winked and gave me thumbs-up sign as he went to his room."

"Really, I've known Judge Goodfellow for 20 years; the first time I've ever heard of anything like that. Stick to the plan and Brown will never get out of jail."

Fifteen minutes were up. The clerk called Jimmy back to the stand.

Johnson got right up in Jimmy's face again. Jimmy looked up to the Judge. He gave Johnson another stern look and asked, "Counselor, do I have to draw a ring on the floor for you so you can honor the witness's personal space."

"No, your honor." Johnson backed up.

"So, on the day in question after your work, what were you doing?"

"Washing"

"Were you naked?"

"Yup."

"How come?"

"How come what?"

"How come you were naked?"

"To get clean all over."

"Did you always get naked to wash?"

"A lot."

"Why?"

Jimmy smirked, "To get clean all over & cool off."

"Don't you do it to play with yourself?"

"Hmm… not really"

"Were you playing yourself the day in question?"

"Hmm… I think so."

"But you got naked to get clean and cool off or you got naked to play with yourself. Which is it?"

Jimmy looked at Mr. McDermott, who smiled and gave the ok sign.

"We got naked to wash. After you get cooled off, you feel kind of different. I guess you adults call it sexy, so we did what all guys do, we played with our boy parts. Bet most everyone here has done it except maybe you and Brown."

Jimmy again broke up the courtroom. Johnson said, "Your honor."

McDermott got up and said, "He was only answering and explaining his answer to the question."

Judge Goodfellow said, "He was ok till the except you and Brown part. Now young man, if you make another unsolicited remark like that, I'm going to have to charge you with contempt of court. I told you not to make those remarks, didn't I?"

Jimmy said, "Yes sir, sometimes stuff comes out of my mouth before my brain thinks about it. I'm sorry your honor."

"Well, you better slow that mouth of yours down or there will be serious consequences. Go on, counselor."

"Were you playing with yourselves for Mr. Brown's benefit?"

"I really don't understand your honor."

"Rephrase, if you wil,l counselor."

"Were you playing with yourselves so Mr. Brown would see and start feeling sexy too?"

Jimmy again looked to Mr. McDermott, who gave no real signal but mouthed be careful.

"Brown's house is around the corner and a good walk to the corner of the barn where the hose was kept. So, if he was seeing us it was because he walked out of his nice house, down and around the corner to the barn. We were just playing around and having a little fun. If anything, we were trying to forget about Brown and the miserable day we had. So No!"

Again, Johnson complained to the Judge.

Judge Goodfellow said, "I see nothing wrong with the answer. He explained in detail very respectfully the layout of the property and why they could not be doing any of their playing around for the benefit of Mr. Brown. Who he obviously doesn't like. Continue, counselor."

"Did you play sexy games with your brother?"

"What do you mean, gay stuff?"

"Yeah, gay stuff."

"Nope."

"Ever want to?"

"Nope."

"Didn't you want to taste Mr. Brown's penis?"

"EWW NO!"

"Your brother pushed you out of the way you said when Mr. Brown presented himself to you?"

"Yup."

"He did that because he wanted it for himself, wasn't that it?"

Jimmy's eyes nearly bulged out of his head; he stood up with his little fists clenched.

McDermott yelled, "Recess your honor, recess please, please your honor."

"OK, Mr. Prosecutor, a 10-minute recess."

McDermott rushed up to Jimmy and pulled him off the stand and into the conference room.

"Just calm down, Jimmy, calm down. You are going to answer that with one word NO – you hear me, Jimmy. Then I promise you'll have your turn to explain. You can say whatever you want when I re-ask the question. Don't screw up now; you've been so very good. That is about as mean a trick as I have ever seen, but you stay strong and you're gonna bury that bastard – I know it."

They knocked on the door, 10 minutes were up, Jimmy took the stand. Judge asked, "Clerk, will you read the last question of the witness."

"To keep in context your honor, I'll read the last two.

"Your brother pushed you out of the way, you said when Mr. Brown presented himself to you?"

The witness answered, "Yup."

"He did that because he wanted it for himself, wasn't that it?"

"No."

With a scowl on his face, Judge Goodfellow asked, "Any other questions, counselor."

Johnson knew Brown's case was done for.

"Anything or redirect counselor?"

"Yes, your honor." McDermott put on his best bedside manner. "Now witness A, when Mr. Johnson asked 'He did that because he wanted it for himself' was there more that you wanted to explain there.

Jimmy took a deep breath and then another. "Yes."

"Tell me what you wanted to say."

"I just don't understand why he can't see; before my brother did what he did, he was beaten half to death."

Jimmy was trying to hold back the tears, but they were running down his face. He kept having to sniff his nose, but he was going to say what he had to.

"He could have taken the beating and died. DON'T YOU SEE, DON'T ANY OF YOU SEE. HE DID IT BECAUSE I WOULD BE ALL ALONE TO FACE BROWN ALL BY MYSELF.

"When dad got called overseas and when mom couldn't take care of us, he was always there for me. What that man said about him, it's not right. He has always protected me and that's what he did that day."

Johnson just hung his head over at the defense desk.

McDermott looked at the jury. The ladies were all dabbing the tears from their eyes; the men looked stern and mad as all hell, for sure. Johnson's scheme to paint Josh and Jimmy as instigators was not working.

"Anything else."

"No sir."

Judge Goodfellow said, "The witness is excused with the thanks of this court. You are a very brave lad to face the questions posed to you today. You answered all very well. We will break for lunch and resume again at 1:30."

***

After the break, Mr. McDermott called Josh, Witness B, to the stand.

Josh took the oath. Mr. McDermott asked whether he knew the difference between a lie and the truth.

"Sure, yes I do."

"Can you give an example so the jury knows?"

"Ah, ok, if I take your pen and the Judge asks where I got the pen and I say I bought it at the store – that's a lie. If I say I took it from Mr. McDermott – that's the truth."

"Your brother's been up here almost an entire day between yesterday and today."

"Yeah, he talks a lot." Josh smiles.

"He said, at Mr. Brown's, you slept in the barn on dirty, stinky mattresses. Was that the truth?"

"Yeah, I don't think he ever lies. Our dad taught us that."

"He said you only got two peanut butter and jelly sandwiches a day for both of you. Was that correct?"

"Yes Sir"

"He said you washed off with the water hose from the barn. Is that correct?"

"Yes sir – can I add to that?"

"Yes."

"You see, we didn't have a bathroom. We had to do our hmm… poop where the cows were and had to clean that for them. We didn't have toilet paper, so to keep ourselves clean, we had use the water hose to wash our ahh… backsides. That hose was the only way to do that stuff."

"He said you got naked and played with yourselves."

Josh smirked, "Well, we got naked to wash, especially our backsides. The dirt there made you smell and itch like crazy. In the cold months, it was hard to wash, but we had to do except on the coldest days.

"When it got warm, after we washed, we felt kind of sexy and played with our boy's parts. It felt good to be almost clean. We scrubbed each other's hair and being close like that – I guess we got excited."

"When Mr. Brown came on to you that day, what were you doing?"

Josh took a deep breath, "Well, what most 13-year-old guys do with their parts when they are naked and excited."

"When Brown took out his member and put it in front of Jimmy, what did you do?"

"I knew the two of us couldn't beat him in a fight, not without a club or something. There wasn't anything around, so I did what my dad had told me to take care of my brother. I couldn't let Brown do that to him. It was so sick. I pushed him away."

"So, Brown came after you?"

"Yeah, I guess so."

"So when Brown threatened you, what were you thinking."

"Maybe I can wait him out; maybe he'll get tired and forget about it."

"Did he?"

"He got a little tired, but he wasn't gonna forget about it. It was almost like he was enjoying beating me."

"What made you change your mind and do it?"

"After a while, the belt became like a part of me, just like breathing. I could feel the blood running out of me. Now you are gonna think this is crazy, but my dad, I feel him in me a lot of times. I felt him say 'you gotta stay alive, you gotta survive for Jimmy. Just do it.' So I did."

"Wow, did you and witness A rehearse your answers?"

"No, we both know what happened. There was nothing to rehearse."

"Witness A said the same thing about why you finally did it."

"He's pretty smart for a little brother."

"Would you stand up and show the jury your back?

"I'd really rather not. I don't like being a sideshow freak."

"Please, I think it's important."

Josh got up; McDermott took his arm and led him right in front of the jury box. Josh pulled the shirt out of his pants. He went to unbutton it.

McDermott whispered, "Can I just pull it up in the back, so you don't have to do that." Josh nodded yes.

"Hold your arms up," whispered McDermott as he gently raised Josh's shirt up to his neck.

The welts and scars made his back look like a piece of hamburger meat. Gasps were heard in every corner of the room.

McDermott gently pulled the shirt down. He whispered, "Thank you very much, Josh. In another time and another place, Brown would be whipped till he was dead, and I would do the whipping. I'm so sorry this happened to you."

McDermott said, "I have no further questions of this brave lad."

As it was almost 3:00, Judge Goodfellow said they would resume in the morning and he again reminded everyone of his gag order.

***

Josh, Jimmy and their team were again led out to the back door. The deputy went out first to check the area and saw red when he spied the same troublesome photographer sitting behind the dumpsters.

The area was protected by a half dozen signs that read 'Restricted Access Official Use Only.' He went back inside and told the group to wait until he had cleared an obstacle. He called for backup and he told them to put her in a lockup.

A second, more intensive sweep was made of the area, checking every possible camera vantage point. Then Colin was given the ok to leave the parking lot, proceed to the pickup point. Colin got them and immediately went home. To continue hiding the boys' identities, Colin contacted Joe Elsberry.

"Joe, I need your help."

"Anything Colin, what can I do for you."

"We and that includes the court, have decided to keep the boys' identities secret. In court today, a gag order was issued and their names are stricken from the records. I need you to cover up their situation at school. They have to be marked present to prevent someone from finding out they were out of school. Can you do it?"

"Yes, I can, Colin. I suspect they could be subject to a lot of unnecessary and embarrassing attention."

Immediately after the end of proceedings, Johnson searched out McDermott.

"Look, Mac, I am sick of this, I am sick of representing Jake Brown. I am ashamed of my cross today of that boy and I'm glad he kicked my ass. Give me something to take back to Brown. I'll flip him on Silver. I swear I will. Give him the possibility of parole in 20 – 25 years. I don't want to have to cross-examine the older boy."

"Ok, give him the possibility of parole in 25 years, if he lives that long."

"What about protected security against the other inmates?"

"That's up to the warden, but I'll request it. You wrap Silver up into a nice easy ball. I don't want to bring these kids back to testify against her."

Johnson went back to Jake Brown, "Hey Jake, the whole world knows you've done this. They have DNA evidence plus the kids' testimony. You are looking at a life sentence and no possibility of parole. You saw the faces on that jury. If they could hang you, they would all pay for the rope and string you up in front of the courthouse. I took a shot at breaking the young kid and got nowhere.

"Now, I have a deal from the DA. You flip 100% on Silver, everything and anything you can possibly give him to convict her, of course, plead guilty and as opposed to no parole, you could have parole after 25 years; plus he'll recommend to the prison warden you receive protected custody. Now at least, you have a chance to turn your life around.

"One other thing, Jake; if you don't take it, find yourself another lawyer if you can. Not that anyone would touch you with a 10-foot pole. I'm not doing any more damage to my reputation, defending you and trying to character assassinate those kids. What's it gonna be? It's the best you are gonna get."

"I don't know what drove me to it. I never should have treated those kids that way. Take the deal, I'll do the plea and give him all I can on Silver."

Johnson immediately called McDermott and told him the outcome. "It gives him a chance to turn his life around. It seals the deal on Silver, not that you needed much help. Not that it means much Mac, he does seem genuinely sorry."

"OK, done. Change your plea first thing in the morning. I'll let the judge and all interested parties know."

Mac called the Judge. The Judge said. "Good work we'll get this disgusting matter done. The State of New York doesn't need any more bad press. Have him be 100% culpable, Mac."

Colin was happy that the boys did not have to go back to court. He thought they had way too many bad memories. Josh and Jimmy were elated as well.

"Does this mean I don't have to testify anymore?"

With a big smile, Robbie answered, "Yes, it does, Josh."

The next morning Jake Brown changed his plea and answered all of DA McDermott's questions as he went over each of the issues, the room, the food, the work, and finally the assault and the rape.

To each, he tearfully answered, "Yes, it is true that is what I did." He went on to implicate Silver on every count of her involvement as well. Silver pleaded guilty and placed herself at the mercy of the court.

The Judge dismissed the jury as they were no longer needed. The foreman stood up and asked if they could make a recommendation, especially considering their loss of personal time. The Judge agreed.

"Your honor, we don't know if it's in your power, but we would like to have the State of New York pay punitive damages of $1,000,000.00 to the victims here. Witness B to get $600,000.00 and Witness A to get $400,000.00. We think that the state is culpable as well and shares in the crime inflicted on the boys. Thank you, your honor."

Judge Goodfellow was a little stunned but 100%, in agreement with the jury. "Well, thank you very much ladies and gentlemen of the jury, I shall take your recommendation to heart. A punitive cash award has never been done in a criminal trial against an organizational entity. I don't know if I can legally do it – No matter how much I want to. Is there a representative for the State of New York Children's Protective Services here?"

Miss Moran stood up. "Yes, your honor, Miss Moran here, I have been assigned as a caseworker for the victims here."

"As I understand it, in this case, you have been charged to report directly to the director of CPS. Is this still the situation?"

"Yes, your honor."

"Well then, what would your recommendation be to the director?"

"Well, if I had an order from your honor, although most unusual and possibly not 100% legal, I would still recommend that he make the payment as soon as possible. This case is a black mark against the fine work our social workers do around the state. Many go to great lengths, often on their own time and with monies from their own pocket.

We truly protect the children of our communities. Miss Silver is a sickening embarrassment to CPS. We have so much work ahead of us now trying to repair the trust that the people of the state should have in CPS. I would put this to bed as quickly as possible and 100% support your order, for it is in the best interests of CPS and more importantly, it is the right thing to do for those boys. It will never take away the physical or emotional trauma, but it will be a gesture of our sincere sorrow and a commitment to never let this terrible tragedy happen again."

"Well said Miss Moran, you'll have your order. Thank you again, ladies and gentlemen of the jury. I shall follow your recommendation to the letter.

"Miss Moran, it will be in your possession by the end of day by my personal hand. Sentencing for Mr. Brown and Miss Silva will be held two weeks from today. Court Adjourned!"

A cheer went up from those in attendance as well as a standing ovation. Judge Goodfellow left the bench that morning to shouts of good job judge and way to go judge.

It wasn't often that he felt that justice was really served. Often he felt remorse for the victim or the defendant that the law didn't treat one or the other correctly. This time however, he felt the system had done a good job.

With that feeling inside him, he immediately went about writing his personal order for the punitive damages the state was to pay.

***

Mac called Robbie first for he would appreciate the unusual order the Judge was to issue. Robbie's reaction was," WOW! WOW." He explained it to Colin, Josh and Jimmy. There was jubilation in the house that night. Colin, Robbie and Chris took Josh, Jimmy and Nana out to the very best dinner money could buy. With the trial over, the long agonizing journey that had brought Josh and Jimmy to Colin's door was now completed.

A month later, Miss Moran came by with two checks; Colin was to act as the trustee for the money for the boys until the age of 21. He, along with Chris and Robbie, carefully planned investments that would grow the funds. Their college education was now secured as well as a good start in life.

Chapter 12
Summer at The Beach

That summer, Josh was invited to go on vacation to the Jersey shore with Maggie and her family. Ned and Maureen O'Malley had three children, two older boys who had to work during summer break and Maggie. Having Josh around was like have another son, in a way.

On the beach and everywhere, he always wore a T-shirt. Maggie's mom was ever so diligent in applying sunscreen to everyone. With the T-shirt, Josh was able to avoid needing help and always did his own legs, arms, face and neck.

Maggie thought it a bit strange, but she left Josh to be himself. She knew she loved him and one day in the far future, they would be married. On the second day after coming out of the water with Josh's T drenched with the saltwater, Mrs. O'Malley couldn't help but take control with her mothering instinct.

"Josh dear, come here." She patted the blanket by her for him to sit down. Josh was in a quandary and had to do what she asked. Maggie was playing beach ball with her dad. Josh had just wanted to dry off.

"Let me help you take that wet shirt off and I'll put some sunscreen on your back."

Josh grabbed his shirt. "It's ok, Mrs. O'Malley, really." There was a sense of panic in Josh's voice.

Mrs. O'Malley reached over and tugged at his shirt, "Come on, Josh, don't be bashful."

"No, don't, please don't," Josh pleaded.

Headstrong and Irish Mrs. O'Malley had made up her mind and tugged the shirt up ignoring Josh's protests. It was a third of the way up and she saw the scars on the boy's back. She immediately pulled it back down. Leaning over and hugging Josh from behind, she started crying.

"I'm so sorry, so sorry," as the words came to her; so did the awful newspaper story she had read about the two foster boys and the older one who had been beaten and raped.

"Oh Josh, please forgive me, I can be a stupid headstrong woman. I am so sorry, honey, so sorry. I'll never question your word again, I'm sorry."

Josh turned around and with the compassion that he always seemed to possess, wiped the tears of the older woman from her eyes.

"Don't tell Maggie, please. Some day she will know, but today I don't want her or everyone on the beach thinking her boyfriend is a freak."

In a very quiet but firm voice, Mrs. O'Malley said, "Josh O'Shea, everyday Maggie says you are the kindest, most compassionate, and most caring person she has ever met. You are smart and strong and she dreams and so do I, of the day you will be married. My boy, your back may be scarred, but your heart is as pure as can be. YOU ARE NOT NOW AND NEVER WILL BE A FREAK. Of course, you'll tell Maggie in your own time and place. Please forgive this meddling old woman."

"It's nothing; you were just trying to be nice."

Maggie and Ned O'Malley joined them. Ned said, "Mother, think we should be heading back. I wanna grab a shower and rinse this salt off of me, then start the grill for those steaks we got."

"OK dear, that's a splendid idea. Do you think you can grill the corn on the cob too? Do you like corn on the cob, Josh?"

"Yes mam, I like to smother it in butter. My dad used to make it that way."

"Well, corn on the cob it is then."

***

Dinner was great; afterward Josh and Maggie walked the beach. Ned and Mo were left to watch the sun dip over the horizon by themselves.

"Ned dear, I have something I have to tell you and you can never repeat it to anyone, especially Maggie."

Ned sipped his beer and looked at his wife, "What is so secretive?"

Mo had tears in her eyes, "Just promise me Ned, please."

"Yes, of course hon, now what is it?"

"Remember the terrible story in the paper about those two boys, the one who protected his brother and got beaten and then raped by that terrible man."

"Yes"

"Josh is that boy, Ned. I was being a stupid meddling old woman and lifted his T shirt and saw the terrible scars."

"Oh my gracious."

"I apologized like crazy and you know what he did, he wiped my tears away and begged me not to tell Maggie. He didn't want her to think of him as a scarred freak. Can you imagine that? Not a word about his pain, but only what Maggie would think of him."

"He dried your tears?"

"Well, of course, as soon as I saw, I knew I had betrayed him. I lifted his shirt over his protests; he even tried to hold it down to hide his back. Of course, I started crying; I was so ashamed of myself. Then, he said it was nothing. I was only trying to be nice. He is the sweetest boy, Ned."

"You can say that again and so brave to bear all of the torture from that man, Brown. We can only treat him the best we know how, Mo. And love him all the more for it and for Maggie's sake."

Maggie and Josh walked along the edge of the water. There was a cool breeze now off the ocean. The waves lapped gently by their feet.

"Hey big man, how come you are always wearing a T-shirt. I wear a bikini to stir your juices. You don't want to stir mine and show some skin."

Josh gulped; he wondered if Maggie's mom had said something. He quickly figured not. "Maggie, it's because something bad happened to me and my back is not pretty, but I'll show you my abs. Will that stir your juices?"

Maggie grabbed Josh's arm. With the greatest concern, she asked, "what happened to you, Josh. Tell me please, you know I love you."

"Maggie, someday I will and that is a promise. When we are married and all naked in bed, you will know, but not yet. Can I leave it that it's bad and my back is not pretty, please? Please love me enough to wait until I'm ready to tell you. I so want you to be naked in bed with me. I know we can't now, but I'm gonna go crazy waiting till we marry."

"Josh O'Shea, you are so sexy when you talk like that. So ya got a bad back, big deal. We got better stuff to do. Your important parts are in your front."

Maggie reached over and grabbed Josh by his pecker and ran down the beach like that. Josh, of course, had to follow. She found a hidden spot under a pier. Let go of his now hard cock took off her sweatshirt and her bikini top. Josh's eyes popped out of his head. She laid down on the warm sand.

"Come on Josh, let's practice that naked thing."

He lifted the front of his T over his head to the back of his neck. Most of his back was covered that way and laid down beside her. Maggie immediately rolled on top of him. Her perky young breast against his chest. She kissed him, her tongue exploring every bit of his mouth. She came up for air.

"How's this for naked, my lover boy. We just gotta lose our bottoms but you promise to keep that spear outside of me. Promise."

A weak but enchanted Josh said, "It'll be so hard, but I promise Maggie."

Maggie lost her bikini bottoms and took off Josh's swimsuit. "You keep your T Josh, I love you this way and I love being naked for you."

"Maggie, I love you." Maggie rubbed herself on Josh. She loved him so. After a bit, Josh said, "put your pussy on my mouth so I can love you that way."

He licked and sucked on it and she came and he did it more and she moaned as she had another orgasm, he didn't stop, and again it happened.

"What will ever happen to me when you put your beautiful dick in me?"

"We'll make babies, lots and lots of babies."

Maggie now took his cock, which was leaking precum like water out of a faucet, kissed it and twirled her tongue around it, then sucked it and pumped it until it exploded in her mouth. She swallowed every bit, licked it clean, and kissed.

"Someday, you are gonna mix your white stuff with my egg stuff, big boy." They laid there naked in their bliss.

Josh said, "Your father is gonna put a shotgun to my head if I don't get you home."

They scurried around and found their clothes. We went up on the boardwalk to inspect each other and cleaned up pretty good, raced the half-mile back to the beach house.

Ned asked, "You guys were gone a while?"

Maggie quickly answered, "We were doing somersaults in the sand daddy. Josh is terrible at them. We lost track of time. Can we get Italian ices daddy? It's only 10:30 they are still open, aren't they? How about you and mom; what kind do you guys want."

"Make mine lemon dear," Mrs. O'Malley said.

"Lemon for me too," said her dad as he reached for his wallet.

Josh had slipped into his bedroom and got his own wallet. He listened to the conversation and was back out.

Mr. O'Malley was handing Maggie the money. Josh said, "Please let me get this little thing, you guys have been so good to me – feeding me like a king and letting me come on this trip, with my own bedroom. Please."

"Ned put your money away; our daughter's generous boyfriend has this one, thank you, Josh. However, truth be told, we rent this house every year. Our boys are busy working for college so they couldn't come this year. So, with the extra room, we asked Maggie if she wanted to bring a friend and she picked you of course.

"Now you do eat your fair share but much less than our two college boys, so we are way ahead on the deal. Ned here is a little tired of the amusement park rides and we would appreciate it if you would take Maggie and let us enjoy the sunsets."

"Now mother, I still like the bumpy cars, but the roller coasters do mess with my stomach. Can I count on your help, Josh."

"Of course, Mr. O'Malley." Out the door to the ice cream shop the two teens went.

"I do like that boy, Mo. I hope he is a keeper."

"Well, all I know is that Maggie is planning her wedding already."

"You don't think she would do anything foolish, do you?"

"I think she might, but I don't think Josh would. I'm guessing they are doing sexual stuff; gosh, Maggie was absolutely glowing when she came in, but Josh is very much in control. He won't let it go too far."

"I remember those days and they still come over me to the point I can't keep my hands off of you."

"Just do it quietly tonight dear, no sense adding to their already excited state."

"Yes, my love."

The pier and the house was to become a favorite place for Josh and Maggie as the years moved forward, as well as the memories of Ned and Mo O'Malley.

Epilogue

Josh was elected the class president and valedictorian for his high school class, mostly for his character and integrity, besides his athletic accomplishment.

He went on to a fantastic athletic career in college and was drafted by the New York Yankees. He played right field and was an extraordinary relief pitcher. He played for ten years in which the Yankees were in the playoffs nine years and won the World Series 7 times.

After the ten years, his back was too painful and he retired to little Pine Hill. A day was planned by the Yankees to celebrate his career. He wouldn't have it unless his POPS was there. In his speech, he tipped his hat to Pops.

In retirement, he became a social worker for CPS then later the director. Of course, he married Maggie and had six beautiful children, four boys and two girls. The boys were named Tim, Jimmy, Colin and Josh Jr.; the girls Margaret (Maggie) and Maureen (Mo). He coached Little League, softball and soccer. He loved it.

***

Jimmy, like his big brother, was also class president and valedictorian. When he went to give his speech, he said, "Josh just did this two years ago, so whatever he said is cool. One thing though, you teachers think this is the last of the O'Shea's; finally, no more of Jimmy's big mouth.

"Nope, we figured out how to make babies and we're gonna come back and fill this school with a whole bunch of little O'Shea's."

Jimmy went on to play shooting guard for the New York Knicks. He played 15 years, winning eight championships. He got his law degree in the off-seasons and managed Josh's run for governor, which he won in a landslide. Jimmy married his high school sweetheart and had five boys named Tim, Jimmy Jr., Colin, Josh and Robbie.

***

Jacky and Billy married and had two children with a surrogate mother, one fathered by Jacky and one by Billy. Mickey Morano was Godfather to both. The three of them opened a hardware store and lumberyard and were pillars of the community.

***

John Elsberry followed in his grandfather's footsteps and became a general practitioner doctor for little Pine Hill. He married Annette and had three boys, Joe, Doc and Tommy.

***

Tommy (Specs) Elsberry followed his dad; first as a teacher, then as a school principal and then as Mayor of Pine Hill. Jimmy managed his campaign, too. The story was often told of Jimmy cleaning his glasses to win the championship of the 5^th and 6^th-grade tournament. The town wanted to honor their two superstars, Josh and Jimmy, but they declined.

However, they did ask that the town hall be renamed the Colin O'Brien town hall. Tommy, with Jimmy's help, got it done. The Gym was renamed the O'Shea gymnasium and the high school baseball field was named O'Shea park.

***

Jimmy and Josh bought up all the land on either side of Colin's house and attached two large homes for their families. The O'Brien estate was always a place of fun with constant barbeques and all sorts of games.

Colin loved the little ones, especially when they were joined by Robbie, Chris, Jason and his new husband, Tony.

As Colin grew older and less capable of taking care of things, a little wing for Edna was built and she moved in to continue caring for him and her boys.

Late one winter night, Colin was in bed looking at picture albums of his boys and great-grandkids. As was his custom, he had a bit of red wine as a nightcap. He passed quietly in his sleep.

Colin's ashes were spread over the lake as were Edna's a couple of years later. The same was planned for Josh and Jimmy.

The End