| The August
night seemed perfect: cool, still fragrant with the scents
of late summer. Peter could smell the flowers in the front
yards, the tomatoes and cucumbers in the backyard gardens.
He could hear and smell the prowling of cats in search
of midnight mice, and the occasional bark of a dog fulfilling
a social contract to defend territory. A raccoon scurried
across the street on its was to knock over the next available
garbage can.
The full moon washed the quiet street, the pretty wood
frame houses, shrubs, lawns and shade trees on their
quarter acre lots. The tar and pavement street was quiet
under his feet as he walked down the center of the lane,
careless about cars in the middle of the night. Bags
of garbage and recyclables were already sitting neatly
at curbside, waiting for the next day's pickup.
As he passed a side street he glimpsed the tiny cemetery
which contained century-old graves. It reminded him
of the thin connections between past, present and future.
It could be any of the small towns he'd lived in over
the years: in Ohio, northern California, North Carolina.
On this particular night it was a small town in upstate
New York, where he'd lived for two years now, undetected,
so far.
He was just about six feet tall, 175 pounds, twinges
of grey in his dark hair at 35 years. A body strong
and flexible from years of gymnastics in high school
and college, and the contortions he'd practiced more
recently. He was dressed in black jeans, a black button-
down shirt and hightop black sneakers.
He'd first taken notice of his "gift" in
his early teens.
Puberty was well underway and awash with the usual
hormones and fears, he'd noticed something that no one
else talked about and that he knew was out of place.
One night at summer camp he awoke in the middle of night
and found himself awash in voices, sensations, scents.
There were loud, boisterous and frightened young male
voices, but no sound came to his ears; they played only
in his head. In the distance he could faintly hear and
smell others. He left the bunkhouse and walked through
the quiet woods.
Unafraid of the night after being raised in the country,
he followed the dim voices across the camp until they
grew louder as he approached the girls' bunkhouse. His
ears detected no sound except the crickets and the lapping
of the lake shore, yet his head was filled with sensations,
people, sounds. And his nose held a musky scent standing
just outside the girls' bunkhouse.
He suddenly felt himself in the lake and next to him
one of the girls was thrashing in the water, panicked,
unable to swim and terrorized. He reached over and held
her, swam with her to the dock, helping her up. She
relaxed, safe now, smiled and dissolved before his eyes.
He was back standing in front of the girls' bunkhouse.
His mind reached out among the crowd of visions and
found one of his young campmates dreaming of him; he
willed it and entered her dream. They were in the woods,
away from the others. They were kissing, pressed against
a tree. He reached for her breast with one hand and
let the other drop between her legs. She melted in his
arms, moving against him and whispering his name.
Young and overcome with feelings she'd only had masturbating
in bed at night, she pushed her 14-year-old body against
his and bit his shoulder as his hand roughly, but accurately,
rubbed her where she needed rubbing. She tensed, shook
and cried out in the woods.
Then she dissolved into her pleasure and out of the
dream state. Once again he stood in front of the girl's
bunkhouse. Overcome, he stood there in the night, unzipped
his pants and stroked his stiff maleness until he spurt
on the ground in front of him, awash in young women's
dreams.
That was the first time he realized he had a gift,
or an abnormality. He could not penetrate fully conscious
minds, but those in a dream state, drunk, high, or those
disconnected from normal linear perceptive reality were
accessible to him. He could read and feel their thoughts,
enter their dreams, become part of their dreams, merge
their dreams with waking reality and fold their waking
night reality into a dream.
It almost ruined his life. The quiet night became a
cacophony of noise each night during his adolescence
until he learned to control its flow, shut it out. But
still he was drawn, as men are, to the dreams of women
and their scent. In high school and college he could
avoid the gross insecurity of not knowing for sure if
a woman was interested in him. If they drank, got high
or slept and he was within reasonable distance, he could
learn from them.
He ignored some women socially and could bring himself
to those few who were interested, whose hearts and libidos
ached for him. He came to realize, making lazy love
in the middle of the night during his sophomore year,
that if the woman was semi-conscious his mind could
cloud her subconscious: their lovemaking was a dream
to her that night. He could also sense exactly what
his lover wanted and needed.
His lust became not just the usual male craving for
women, but an obsession with the further joining of
minds that he could accomplish. Women's dreams called
out in the night, unheard but for him. He took satisfaction
in their hunger meeting his. Entering their dreams,
sharing and possessing them, controlling them so that
the woman felt that everything that happened, including
midnight couplings and suckings, was all a dream. Simple
seduction and fucking were a pale substitute when compared
to such intimacy.
And so, during most late nights in decent weather he
walked the street, listening. On some nights he went
home without satisfaction, on others, he crept into
the homes and dreams of others.
College girls home for Thanksgiving vacation having
gotten themselves deflowered and now constantly hungering
for more. He came to them in the night as they slept,
loving them, spurting on them, casting a spell that
merged their dreams with their conscious lovemaking
with him in the night. In the morning the memory of
their lovemaking was only the whisp of last night's
dream.
Single women, divorcees, married women whose husbands
were away were all his lovers. He enjoyed reaching out
to women coworkers, asking their dreaming minds if they
were receptive to him, planting the fantasy in their
dreams, climbing through their bedroom windows and converting
dream fantasy into fleshy reality, all bathed in dreamscape.
On one night he even entered a couple's bed chamber,
cast the dream spell over both of them and sucked her
nipples while he ate her. She sucked on his cock while
her husband slapped into her from behind.
He could never tell anyone, they'd think he was crazy.
He thought he was crazy, or at least a freak. No one
would notice as long as he could place the dream spell
on them as they awoke and as long as they drifted back
to sleep afterwards, with no fresh memory of the dream.
No point in making love, or having sex with someone
who's asleep, they made love awake even though their
minds told them otherwise and the next morning the experience
to them was only a few scraps of melted memory, inseparable
from a dream.
* * *
It was 2 A.M. before Elizabeth found sleep with the
help of the brandy. She'd had to bring herself off a
second time that night, lying on her stomach this time.
One hand and a long body pillow beneath her for her
pussy to grind against, another slid underneath her
silk camisole, pinching her nipples.
As she fucked her hand she thought about being on top
of Robert again like this, riding that hard, strong
body, the base of his cock grinding against her clit
as her palm did now. She kissed and licked the bed just
as she would have kissed and licked his chest. As she
came, she imagined his hands rubbing and squeezing her
ass as they used to. She bucked and squirmed against
the bed, grunting and then she called out his name.
"Shit! Bastard!" she screamed at herself
immediately thrown the sonofabitch out and yet she was
still obsessed. She'd had the strength to throw him
out when she realized that he'd been cheating on her
and spending their money on drugs. She'd denounced him,
punched him in the stomach and didn't start crying until
he'd left the house. She'd rolled up their old futon,
and bought a new bed and mattress. The most overt signs
of him had been removed from the house, the home, the
trust that he had so callously betrayed.
But even before the final confrontation, when she had
begun to suspect that he was destroying their lives,
she'd continued to sleep with him. She was so used to
his presence, his hard body and his smell. The sex continued
to scratch an itch, even as she ignored or suppressed
her growing fear of his betrayal. He had been so enthusiastic
about being trained and he knew just what moves she
needed from his tongue and fingers, when and why.
The rational part of her brain knew that there were
other men out there, ones who would not betray her and
would also be happy to learn how she liked her pussy
licked and fingered and how she liked to ride men's
cocks and faces. But recently, that part of her brain
hadn't been making as many appearances as she'd like,
leaving center stage for pain, anger and paranoia. She
directed much of the anger at herself, anger that she
still ached for him at night when her heart and mind
would prefer that he be run over by a slow moving truck.
So here she was, again, sliding into sleep at 2 A.M.
with her fingers and the body pillow still wet from
her juices, her camisole scrunched up on her chest and
her tap pants lying on the floor. She'd started the
evening trying to fantasize a chance meeting-turned-into-
threesome with Brad Pitt and Daniel Day-Lewis, like
any healthy 34-year-old woman. Instead she ended up
with that shit Robert again...
* * *
He caught her scent on the night air. The scent of
arousal, a woman in heat. He also heard the need coming
from her mind: pain/lust/loneliness. He could taste
her juices, sweat and tears on her pillow. He stopped
in front of her house.
He stood there in the middle of the street at 2:30
A.M., listening and sensing her further. Minutes passed
as he listened and sensed. He knew she lay in a first
floor bedroom, that she'd recently fallen asleep, and
that she was alone except for a cat curled up by her
side. Her bedroom window was open. A pizza box and beer
bottle sat open in the kitchen and a glass with traces
of brandy remained on her nightstand, next to a tube
of lubricant.
He moved toward the house and drew himself up to the
window. In the moonlight he saw clothes strewn across
chairs, books piled on a desk with a personal computer
and the woman partially sprawled, asleep, lying on her
stomach on the bed. Covers had been pushed aside and
she partially straddled a body pillow which he could
tell was well acquainted with her womanhood. He drew
himself up and, as he had done many times on the gymnast
horse and parallel bars as well as houses like this
one, moved his legs up, under and through, sliding himself
silently into the room and onto the floor.
He stood at the foot of her bed, watching her sleep.
So sweet, so beautiful. He could taste her already as
he unsnapped and unzipped his pants and pulled them
and his shoes off. The cat peered at him, decided he
was beneath feline concern and jumped off the bed. He
lay at the foot of her bed and brought his mouth to
her feet. He began to lick and suck her toes. She began
to stir and he projected his dream consciousness over
her, convincing her brain that all that occurred should
be perceived as her dream, and that all was well.
He sucked on the toes of each foot, she giggled in
tickle reflex, still half asleep as he began to lick
and kiss his way up her ankles and calves. He lay a
series of slow, wet suction kisses behind each knee
for a full five minutes while a hand slid up the back
of her thighs and began to rub the cheeks of her ass,
thumb sliding between her legs to brush and rub over
her pussy lips. She began to move on the bed.
Moving up, he placed his mouth inches from her and
let his warm breath wash over her pussy lips. He licked
them several times and slid a finger between the lips
to wet them and breathed on her again. She gasped quietly.
He leaned forward and buried his face against her, licking
her with long tongue strokes the length of her lips,
reaching down with his tongue to almost touch her clit.
He slowly fingered her as he moved his tongue to her
anus, flicking it rapidly there over and over. She gasped
and moaned as his wet finger slid upward between her
lips lengthwise and over her hardening clit. He spread
her legs wider and lay on his back, moving his head
beneath her, pulling her moist cunt down onto his face.
He licked her slowly and sensuously, snaking his tongue
in and out of her and up and down her pussy lips to
her clit. One finger slid in and out of her pussy while
another, wet with her juices, slid slowly into her ass
up to the first joint. She let out a guttural moan,
pushed the body pillow completely aside and lay on top
of him, beginning to actively fuck his face, holding
the top part of her body up on her elbows.
She felt free from threat, fear or even awkwardness,
the thought of who or why rarely being raised in a dream.
Her primary thought was that she desperately needed
a friendly, willing mouth on her pussy, and one was
there right now. And it wasn't Robert's. To the bottom
of her subconscious, his spell had sent the message:
no fear, no anger, no pain, take refuge. Her ass bobbed
slowly up and down against his face as she moaned, babbled
and whimpered almost continually now.
When, after many minutes of this activity, his lips
finally surrounded her clit and his tongue slid between
those lips to slide rapidly back and forth over it,
she suddenly stiffened, and let out a cry that came
from deep within her. Her body twitched violently as
she locked her thighs around his head. He slid his entire
finger into her ass as she came, shivering, jolting
on the bed and over him.
He kissed his way down her pussy lips and then over
her ass cheeks as she went through her after shocks.
He rubbed her back, kissed her face, neck and shoulders.
He pressed himself against her and rolled her over onto
her back as she smiled and moved to kiss the unknown
lips and face. He spread her legs wide and slowly entered
her. She gasped again, simultaneously remembering the
pleasure and comfort of a warm friendly body on top
of her, taking pleasure in her, and knowing that this
body was there for comfort, not betrayal.
His muscular form writhed and bobbed above her, sliding
in and out, back and forth, waves of muscle against
her. She held him, enveloped him as he nibbled and bit
her neck. Her hands ran up and down his back, through
his hair and beard, grabbed his ass. Her pussy held
him and she whispered "Baby" in his ear as
he stiffened and came.
She wrapped herself around him, holding him warm and
close, still coupled until he softened. Later, she lay
in his arms, fully asleep as he softly ran his fingers
through her hair, gently kissed her, wondered and knew
what the fuck he was doing there.
* * *
The next morning, Elizabeth awoke, Clem the Cat still
asleep against her. Her head was a bit fuzzy - gotta
quit the beer, pizza and brandy diet. If she wasn't
sure about her head and stomach, she was more assured
about her heart. She felt better than yesterday. Not
completely back, but better.
She vaguely recalled a dream, a dream in which she
was pretty sure she'd gotten laid. There was something
strange about it. Unlike the 7,945 other sexy dreams
she'd had, she was pretty sure that in this one, she'd
come before she woke up.
Elizabeth showered, dressed and jumped into her car
for the drive to work. As she pulled into the parking
lot she thought about the man who'd been trying to flirt
with her for the last few weeks. Who was that guy?
Maybe she would ask him to lunch.
The End
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