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Lisa and I weren’t particularly close, so I was a
little surprised when she asked me if I’d like
to have lunch with her.
"Sure, fine, great."
I was taken aback and my politeness pilot automatically kicked
in. And lunch was actually fun. I was pleasantly surprised.
I had always distrusted Lisa. Though we worked in different
departments, she had a reputation that was well-known. One
of those hyper-careerists, she had an unerring sense of corporate
timing. She always knew whom to be seen with, what projects
to associate herself with and how to play the game.
And I knew I wasn’t one of those company players—I
admit, I’m bit of a mouse. I like my quiet job in Accounting.
I’m always courteous, dress conservatively and in general
keep to myself. I take care of myself—I like to jog
at lunch everyday—and I’m considered cute (an
old boyfriend once told me I looked like Joyce DeWitt). But
I’m a self-confessed wallflower. Which was why it was
flattering to be approached by the flamboyant blonde Goddess
of Marketing—I was surprised she even knew my name!
As much as I disapproved of her grandstand manner, especially
for one so young—she was all of twenty-five—I
accepted. But as I said, lunch was very enjoyable. Despite
what I had thought and heard about her, she was actually very
nice when you got to know her. For all her stylish clothes,
her high profile position in the company and striking beauty,
she seemed very lonely—no doubt because everyone assumed
she was such a bitch.
"But you’re different, Karen. You’re SO
damn nice—I really appreciate you’re taking your
lunch with me. It’s been hard since the break-up."
Her blue eyes misted and I examined my salad. Everyone knew
about the break-up. Dan, another up-and-comer in Finance,
was actually my boss, though he was only twenty-seven and
I was thirty-six. I was just one of his drones and he barely
acknowledged me in the departmental meetings. He and Lisa
had been an office item for the past year, until recently.
Something had happened and since then the two had studiously
ignored one another in the hallways since.
"I can imagine." Actually I couldn’t—it
had been a while since I had been in a relationship. Flat
chested brunettes weren’t in high demand recently. Even
when I was asked out, the promising date never got much farther
when I’d inform the gentleman in question later on in
the evening that I wasn’t THAT kind of girl. Needless
to say, there weren’t many second dates.
She thankfully gave me the benefit of the doubt for all my
phantom experience with romance. For the next sixty minutes,
we chatted lightly about office politics, where I learned
more from my younger co-worker than I had in the proceeding
ten years at the firm, and sipped white wine. I take a drink
perhaps three or four times a year—my absitenence at
office parties threw an unwelcome spotlight on me—but
the fine, cool wine was welcome today. As we chatted gaily,
I could understand why she had been so successful—she
was so easy to talk to—and I wasn’t as envious
as I had been only a short time ago. I even regretted the
lunch’s abrupt seeming end and said so.
"Say-- to hell with men! Let’s have a regular
girl’s night in tonight!" She quickly suggested
a rental and some Chinese take-out at her apartment. It was
flattered, maybe too obviously because I was a bit slow in
my reply. She sighed and waved the suggestion away.
"Oh, well—maybe another time."
"No! Let’s do it! Really, it’s fine."
"Really?" She didn’t want to presume.
"Oh, let’s do it—it would be great to have
a girl’s night!"
I surprised myself with how eager I was to spend time with
my new friend. Maybe I’m too particular, but I don’t
have many close friends. I’m perfectly pleasant—I
had fast friends in college—but I don’t gossip
or waste my time on silliness. Some found me—I admit—I
bit prickly. Still Lisa’s invitation proved I’m
wonderful company with the right person.
It was the wine that made me a little giddy the rest of the
afternoon, but the prospect of spending an evening in some
place other than the same four walls of my modest apartment
may have had something to do with it. My boss Dan gave me
a hard look or two over the top of my cubicle and I guessed
he had seen me leaving with Lisa earlier. Perhaps he didn’t
much care for the idea of his lowly accounting assistant having
lunch with his ex. I on the other hand savored the conspiratorial
sensation—though I respectful averted his glance when
I knew he was staring at me with his troubled, handsome face.
Let him wonder.
I met Lisa promptly outside her office, though it was closed.
A knock elicited a cheerful request that I come back in twenty
minutes—she was in a brief meeting. I did so, returning
to my desk and finishing up some filing which Dan had thoughtfully
left me before leaving for the day. Twenty minutes later,
Lisa’s door was opened and she was drawing on her suit
jacket. She shared some directions to an expensive condo development
and I dutifully jotted them down. I in turn offered to pick
up the Chinese take-out.
"Great—let me do the wine and the movies."
Forty-five minutes later, we were ensconced on a leather
couch in Lisa’s impressive living space, I place I couldn’t
have afforded at twice salary. When I complimented her on
her home, she tossed her blonde hair and laughed, then caught
herself, as she realized that I really was impressed, no simply
polite.
"Oh, it’s nothing. I’m looking at a place
over on the West Side that’s something though. Let’s
put the movie in."
I did so, feeling awkward somehow and anxious that the physical
task would restore our equality somehow. Soon we were quietly
engrossed in the movie and enjoying the take-out. It was some
romantic comedy from the Forties which I had never seen, but
evidently Lisa had, for she knew the cues and scenes by heart.
She pressed more wine on me and not wishing to seem prudish,
I accepted. She had returned from the kitchen for the third
time with filled glasses and I was feeling decidedly tipsy.
We sat and watched, sipping the wine in more generous swallows,
but the mood was shifting. My hostess had grown progressively
more silent, despite the rising intensity of the farce. Once
when I looked over, I realized there were tears coursing down
her tanned cheeks.
"Lisa?"
"Oh damn!" She looked at me with a haunted, miserable
expression and hid her eyes.
I rose shakily, unsure as to what to do. "I s-should
leave." I looked around the slightly spinning room for
my purse.
"Please, no. I’m sorry." She quickly composed
herself with the tissue I handed her from my purse and I resumed
my seat. Fortified with my wine glass, I prepared to assume
the role of confidant, for surely there was some awful reason
why the Goddess of Marketing should lose control in front
of me.
"I can’t help thinking about that--," she
was unable to complete the statement.
"I know, I know," I offered, comforting her was
a soothing nod.
She twisted her face up in an evil, visceral way that made
me flinch. "He’s into such--- disgusting things.
That’s why I left him."
"What…things?"
Those sharp red lips curled in world-weary wisdom. "Oh,
those things that men always seem to like—you can imagine."
I shrugged in a sophisticated way. "What, uh, particularly?"
She seemed anxious to humiliate her former beau and was quickly
forthcoming, spitting out each indignity with the rapidity
of a machine gun burst. "Oh, first with the bimbo outfits
he was always trying to get me into—you know, what the
other girls wear in your department."
I knew well—the twenty-somethings in their miniskirts
and little tops that revealed so much who pranced around,
winking at the male executives. They hated me because I looked
down on them and they never invited me out to their little
lunches because of it.
"But that was the least of it. The blow jobs, the facials—"
My heart jumped a beat. They did sound awful, shameful…and
yet darkly compelling.
"—dildos and vibrators—"
I had always wondered what they were like, confining myself
to an occasional fingering or two.
"—spankings and bondage—"
The vision of Lisa stretched bare-bottom over Dan’s
knees filled my wine-soaked brain. The Proud Ice Queen of
Marketing on her knees—on a leash.
"—even anal sex. God, he’s so sick!"
I nodded, mouth agape. "Yes," I managed at last,
"sick."
Those cool blue eyes flashed furiously at the mention of
these humiliations. "I would NEVER have anything to do
with any of those…things he so much wanted to do. And
so we broke it off—good riddance. Still…"
There was more? So there was. Running her fingers through
her long blonde hair, she took hold of herself, apologized
quickly and sipped her own wine.
"I can’t believe he talked me into it-- the bastard!"
She spat the words out like she was expelling acid from her
fierce red lips.
Again, I traded on my phantom stock in the romantic enterprise,
assuming she was referring to the affair. "There are
others—you are beautiful," I added, pointing out
the obvious.
She nodded—that was a given. Then she shook her head.
"No—it isn’t that. It, well, this is difficult…"
I leaned forward, with dozens of humiliating situations suddenly
illuminating the mystery. She was pregnant, he was gay, there
was another woman--- I carefully kept the smirk off my face.
My eyes assumed that ‘yes, tell me everything’
cast and I nodded, encouraging her to continue to confide
in me her new friend.
Then she looked up, relieved in a way. "You know Karen,
I wanted to share this with somebody and I’m glad it
is you. I don’t have many friends-’
This was untrue—she had lots of friends—but she
was trying to be polite.
"- but I needed to tell someone who is solid, dependable,
reliable-- someone who could keep a confidence."
I couldn’t keep the proud beam from my eyes as I listened
intently.
"Oh sure a lot of people don’t like you—they
think you’re too old-fashion, a stick in the mud, a
school marm and all that. But not me—I respect you Karen.
And," she inhaled deeply, "I trust you."
"Go on Lisa—what is the matter?" I pressed
insistently. I was determined to drag it out of her, friend
or no friend. I fought a delicious, guilty flutter in my stomach—Lisa
was ashamed of some awful thing!
"Pictures," she stated, looking into her wine.
I repeated the word, not understanding.
"Yes. Dan…took them. And he won’t give them
back—the bastard!" The acid was gone. It had been
replaced by a creeping fear.
So that was it! I had no idea the blonde Ice Queen was so
kinky! Well, well, well. A rising sense of righteousness bloomed
within.
"What will he do with them?" I asked cautiously.
Her blue eyes widened. "I don’t know! He won’t
talk about them! But I know he has them, even where they are!
But as long as he has them—"
"If you know where they are, why not just get them?"
Her hard-edged common sense seemed to have deserted Lisa in
her predicament!
"They’re in his apartment—"
"So you can’t get them afterall—"
"Well, I DO still have his key, but—"
I wanted to shake the silly young woman. I was eleven years
older than her after all, and despite her successful career,
I did have some advantage in life experience.
"Then, simply go into his apartment and GET them, Lisa."
It was technically breaking and entering and I had coolly
advocated it. It was a strange and pleasant twist for the
Wallflower to be bold and the Queen to be so timid about things.
I took another healthy swallow of the expensive, dry wine,
staring at her expectantly.
"I couldn’t do that—it would be, well—illegal!"
Her bright blues had lost their brash confidence. She was
just a scared little girl now.
Lisa in a g-string.
"Besides," she added, "people know me there—they
know we dated. If I went into his apartment and he reported
a theft…"
Lisa on a leash.
"I’ll do it." She’d owe me now, wouldn’t
she?
Now the apprehension, the misery, and the uncertainty in
those luminous blue eyes evaporated. Gratitude replaced them.
She smiled, those sharp cherry red lips arching sweetly.
"Let me get you another glass of wine."
We drank more wine, then I realized how late it had become—then
drank some more wine. It was impossible for me to drive at
this point—we both realized it. So Lisa pulled out the
sofabed and we continued to enjoy our newfound complicity
in this little espionage I had concocted. It was like a slumber
party—both of us giggling and drinking until finally,
after a last too-potent glass, I collapsed into a vinous sleep.
I dreamed and was aware of it vividly. Two women played a
part—one a slender, short-haired brunette, the other
a lustrous long-maned blonde. One shy and small busted, the
other proud with pulchritude. One primly pretty—the
other a self-aware beauty. But one held a whip and the other
cowered before her. The whipwielder wore a Mistress’es
black lace corset and stockings, the slavegirl a mere scrap
of red silk to cover her sex. She watched ecstatically, a
voyeur in her own visions, as the Mistress began training
the slavegirl patiently--expertly—strictly. There were
lessons in new rules, in serving another. There was more too—vaguer
sensations of penetrations by tongues and toys and more.
Karen sprang into reality, staring like a zombie into Lisa’s
worried face.
"You o.k.?"
Sleep shook off slowly. I nodded.
"I was worried—you really enjoyed that wine last
night. It’s almost seven-thirty--you better get back
to your place. I’ve got an earlier meeting so I better
scoot."
I felt the wetness between my legs immediately. Casually
I reminded her I needed the keys to Dan’s apartment.
The keys to Lisa.
Lisa on a leash.
"Here you go—I didn’t want to say anything
if it was, uh, just the wine talking…" she admitted,
trailing off. She was wearing a navy blue Anne Klein suit
that befitted her mover and shaker role. I idly wondered what
she’d look like in a hip-hugging spandex mini.
I took the glittering silver key from her hand. "It
wasn’t. I’ll take care of everything. Wait for
me after work today. Things will change," I promised.
In more ways than she could imagine. She left me with a flash
of her smile, all gratitude and friendship and I accepted
it all with a pert, patronizing smile.
Then my groggy brain registered the fact than under the covers,
I was completely nude. And thoroughly aroused.
The first part of the day was a blur. Dan scolded me mildly
for being fifteen minutes late, but since it was the first
time I’d been tardy in my entire seven years with the
firm, he knew better than to push it too far. I accepted the
rebuke with impatient silence, then returned to my desk without
comment. I contented myself with the thought of the upcoming
invasion of his privacy. If he only knew!
Lunchtime finally came. Dan implied I should make up my fifteen
minutes then, but I blithely ignored the suggestion. I had
to get to the Registry, I informed him, then left the department
before he had a chance to interfere.
"Just be back by one!" he called after me. I waved
back an acknowledgment and slammed the door. My little errand
wouldn’t take longer than that.
Traffic and some missed turns did conspire to make the trip
longer than I calculated. Still I pulled up to the address
Lisa had given me in plenty of time, a tall pre-war brownstone
that was numbered among the city’s more exclusive addresses
for successful young singles. Looking around me like an amateur
sleuth, I ascertained no one was even in the hallway in front
of Apartment 1017. Fatefully, I turned the key in the lock
and entered Dan’s apartment. Immediately, I noted the
handsome surroundings with disgust. Both Dan and Lisa enjoyed
high-paying positions, were attractive and lived in places
that made my studio look like a broom closet. Who were they?
I had played by the rules all my life and had nothing to show
for it! Well, that would change.
There was the desk, where the computer stared back blindly
at me. Gripping the bottom drawer by the edges, I drew it
out slowly. The thick manila envelop was just where Lisa said
it would be—good girl. Gingerly I lifted it out. Dan
realized what a treasure it represented—it was thoroughly
taped up from end to end. It had a nice heft to it—it
was a good two inches thick! My goodness—Miss Lisa was
captured in dozens of compromising poses! I’d have fun
reviewing them at my leisure. In fact, I was dying to tear
into it when the phone rang. I almost dropped the package
in fright.
Reality tapped me on the shoulder. I could be arrested for
what I was doing! Me—of all people, a trespasser! The
phone refused to stop ringing, each grating jingle biting
into my resolve. My eyes twitched o the desk clock—ten
of one. Time to leave. I clutched my prize and hurried out,
grateful no one was wondering why the phone kept insisting
on being picked up in 1017. My heart spasmed all the way back
to the office, though from exhilaration or fright I couldn’t
say.
After carefully depositing the taped package in the bottom
drawer of my desk, I was immediately greeted by Dan. With
a gruff determination, he pointed to his watch, informing
me that I was twenty minutes late and I would be making up
that time after five o’clock. I nodded tightly, though
my face flushed a bit. He was chastising me in front of my
younger co-workers, who cattily smirked at my unprecedented
upbraiding.
"Frankly I’m surprised Karen. You’re usually
so dependable. Is there a problem you’d like to discuss?"
he asked curiously.
As if a twenty-seven year old had anything to tell me about
life! Besides, I doubt he’d appreciate the particulars
of my ‘problem’—or opportunity! I shook
my head resolutely ‘No!."
"Fine. I want you to work on this filing for the rest
of the afternoon." He dropped a huge stack of past invoices,
which virtually covered my entire desk.
"But the junior girls do this kind of work!"
Now he was insistent. "Today," he replied starchly,
"you will do it." With that he left, staring down
the foolish, giggling girls who were enjoying my situation.
My own eyes bore into his back, not even bothering to conceal
the hate. Frustrated, I began to sort the files that would
require my whole afternoon to deal with.
As the interminable afternoon wore on, I daydreamed about
what the photos would reveal about my Lisa. I had never so
much as thought about another woman before—the idea
repelled me. But this was a chance a wallflower would never
get again. All the snickering, the unspoken jibes from the
silly secretaries with their boyfriends, from my peers, all
more successful and happier than me, all the patronizing remarks
and commands from younger superiors like Lisa and Dan—it
had built up within me. And now the opportunity in the form
of the confession and the photos—it was a gift from
God. Now I had what I had never had before. I had power over
another. Even if it was over another female, I would take
it. Even now my imagination pivotted from fantasy to fantasy,
all involving a stern Mistress and a pretty slavegirl.
Lisa on a leash.
My phone rang me harshly out of my erotic reverie. It was
Lisa.
"Did you—you know—get them?" Her voice
fluttered on the other end like a butterfly.
I smiled. "Oh, yes."
"Can you, uh, bring them to me now?"
I looked at the wall clock. Five seventeen. "In a few
minutes. I’ll meet you in your office."
She murmured more gratitude, but I hung up on her. Dan was
approaching.
"Have you finished the filing?"
"Yes, it’s all finished Dan."
"Fine. You can leave then. But Karen, remember I can’t
run a department with you picking and choosing your own hours.
Understand?" His wan handsome face stared me down.
"Yes Dan." I couldn’t return his stare.
"You may go." He walked away.
I waited a moment, till he returned to his office and shut
his door. Then, ducking down I transferred the manila enveloped
into my large, practical purse. Taking the elevator up to
Lisa’s office, I considered how to play my next move.
I hadn’t quite rehearsed my blackmail speech, but I
knew it would sort of bubble out of me. As I entered Lisa’s
office, I was a giddy as a schoolgirl.
She smiled with those sharp, red lips of hers and offered
me a seat, even as I was taking it. I shut the door behind
me.
"Got it?" Her fingers danced on the desktop.
I nodded, first drawing out Dan’s apartment key. I
was anxious first to get rid of that evidence of my criminal
behavior. I slid it onto the smooth desktop.
"Here."
The door behind me opened. I turned. It was Dan.
Lisa looked up. "Do you need this?" She held up
the key.
He considered and shook his head. "Shouldn’t she
have it?" He tossed his head at me without a second look.
"I suppose so." She reached into her purse. "Here’s
mine." She unclipped a spare key, laid it on top of the
other and slid them back toward me.
I looked down at them dumbly, not quite knowing what to do
with them.
"You have the photos?" It was Lisa. She asked
as casually as if she were asking the time.
I nodded, my brows creased at her failure to be more subtle.
My hand dropped down to the manila package and I clutched
it with an iron grip. He was right here in her office and--
"Yes, let’s see them." Dan’s wry, amused
undertone both annoyed and chilled me. As did Lisa’s
nonchalance is pushing a letter opener toward me.
My questioning expression received a blank look from Lisa’s
clear, blue eyes. Dan was still behind me, looking down over
my shoulder. Numbly I cut through the heavy tape, cutting
open the envelope lip. Glossies peeked out from inside.
"Show and tell," chided Dan. Lisa’s cheshire
cat grin followed me as I withdrew a handful of the three
by fives. I began flipping through them, slowly at first,
then manically, like some demented poker player.
"Put that thing down." It was Dan, commanding me.
My knuckles were white from the intensity of the grip. I
loosen it, letting the letter opener drop to the carpeted
floor with a light ‘thwup.’
"How?"
Lisa’s perfect, white teeth spread to life under those
perfect, shap red lips of hers. "Flunitrazepam."
"Also known as rohypnol," Dan kindly expanded.
"The rape drug."
I dropped dully back into the photos. I sighed. The brunette’s
pale, tense face was cast respectfully down, even as she thrust
out her small breasts for an unknown master or mistress. Now
she knelt, masturbating in fear, a crop raised over her back
to ensure compliance. Then on her knees, her head buried between
the black-stockinged long legs of another woman, lips pursed
against her sex. Nude but for a red silk thong panty. Me.
"Why?"
Lisa shrugged. "What I told you was true-- I had broken
up with Dan. I wasn’t about to do the things he wanted
me to do—"
The party in question rolled his eyes comedicly at me. I
shuddered in revulsion—I knew what those things were.
"-- just as he refused to do things I wanted done. So
we needed someone who would service each of our needs. That
way," she rose and standing on the other side of me,
took her boyfriend’s hand, "we have everything
we want."
"And deserve," added Dan solemnly.
There was only one question left. Actually two, but I already
knew the answer to the last one.
"Why me?"
"Well, I didn’t want a pretty girl," Lisa
cruelly admitted, teasing my chin with a rub of her forefinger,
"who would challenge me for my man."
"And I didn’t want a naughty girl," Dan agreed,
while putting his hand on my shoulder, "who would be
difficult to control."
I crossed my arms over my chest. "What will you make
me do?"
Dan moved his hands down over my breasts, then squeezed them
hard. "Oh—anything we want. Lisa, would you lock
the door, please?"
My life has changed quite a bit since then.
I’ve grown my short dark hair out and dyed it a bright
red. My conservative pant suits are gone, replaced with snug
minis and colorful, tight-fitting tops—all of which
advertises unequivocally that my new position is Dan’s
new personal assistant. He let it be known that my demotion—and
that’s exactly what it was, he always makes clear—was
due to my attitude ‘problems’ and inability to
work effectively with my co-workers. I’ve been publicly
instructed by him to smile, be as helpful as possible and
to show a "more respectful demeanor" to my superiors.
This includes all the younger accounting assistants I once
worked with. In my new place in the departmental hierarchy,
I have little recourse but to endure their petty jibes with
a mask-like smile. These young women—girls really, for
I’m ten years older than many of them—make a game
of tormenting me. As the administrative assistant in the department,
they have lots of latitude to do so. Cold coffee, misfiled
documents, unanswered phones—all go reported to Dan.
Dan, who is always looking for the slightest pretext to discipline
me.
That’s the worst aspect of my new living arrangement.
Curiously, the other parts aren’t as odious as you might
suspect. Not that it would make the least difference if they
weren’t—their control over me tightens daily.
Lisa was the one who suggested putting the photos on the newsgroups.
I didn’t know what they were, till Dan showed me. And
they I was—in the more incriminating poses, lewdly stretched
out in my whorish lingerie playing with one of my new ‘toys’—available
for viewing around the world. Only my face is absent from
these pornographic visions—a face that Dan and Lisa
promise will appear across the Internet as soon as I disobey
any command given to me.
But like I say, it isn’t as bad as I thought it would
be at first. There are the new toys and if I’m attentive
to the needs of my master and mistress, I am permitted to
play with them to relieve myself. I’ve become quite
adept at performing orally—even my mistress has expressed
her satisfaction with my performance in this regard. The taste
of my owners’ sex is always on my lips now. And the
master is pleased with my eagerness to accommodate him anally
now—a practice which I’m the first to say required
some initial corporal training to persuade me to accept. I
even bear up well under the mistress’s strap-on—I
hardly ever cry anymore.
I’m even doing better in all the bondage games we play.
My pussy wettens now when the collar is placed around my neck.
And when I see myself in the mirror—on my fours between
my master and mistress—I don’t even need my toys
to cum. All I need to see is the reflection of the new me—Karen,
thirty-six year old plaything to my young, beautiful, and
harsh master and mistress.
Karen on a leash.
The End
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