| Rolling stones
gather no moss.a bird in the hand.good fences make good
neighbors. That's the one that's a lie. Good fences. I
toss and I turn all night and all I can hear is good fences.
It was a long time before I thought of putting up a
fence. When my daughter was young and all the kids in
the neighborhood were young, fences did not exist. Out
the kitchen window, in the waning hours of twilight,
you could hear the whoops and yells of children as they
ran from one yard to the next. They were followed by
leaping dogs and the cries of "wait up" from
the slower runners. Smells from backyard barbeques crept
from one yard to the next. The backyards seemed to stretch
endlessly from summer to summer and there were no fences
and the shadow fell unbroken from house to house. Then
Barry and Lynda moved next door.
They were a normal looking middle-aged couple. Lynda
was pretty, not beautiful and Barry was a little loud.
At block parties Lynda would quietly chat with the wives
and ooh and ahh at the pictures passed around of children.
Barry would stand with the men and argue. Sports. Politics.
Religion. It didn't matter to Barry. He simply loved
to argue and he was very good at it. On the few times
that he was challenged he would grow darkly intense
and his voice would lower and resonate with dark authority.
His opponent would almost always concede or else would
clumsily find an excuse to leave. Barry's face would
find a shadow and a tight firm smile would cross his
mouth.
I don't remember where I was standing when I first
saw the fence. I may have been leaning against the kitchen
counter, absent-mindedly sipping my first cup of coffee.
I may have been awakened by the pounding of a hammer
and peered out the blinds on the bedroom window. It's
not important. What was important was that it was the
weekend and Barry was putting up a fence. I went out
into the backyard. My stomach was knotted and I could
see Barry's head bobbing up and down behind a panel
of wood as another section of the fence raised up from
the ground.
"What are you doing?" I cried out.
"What??" Barry snapped back. He looked irritated
at the interruption.
"What are you doing?" I repeated. I was dumbfounded.
Barry stopped, leaned against the partially erected
fence, and eyed me curiously. He spoke to me slowly,
as if I were a confused senior citizen.
"Well Dave." he drawled out, "what would
your guess be?"
"But.but.but it's a fence!" I began.
"Damn you're bright Dave," Barry answered,
smirking at my confusion.
We began to argue. I told Barry about the children.
About the playing and running. About the open space.
Barry listened for a minute and then began to look angry.
He stepped closer to me. I raised my finger to make
a point and when I did, Barry grabbed it and surrounded
it with his fist and slowly began to twist it. I dropped
my coffee cup first. Then my knees began to buckle as
a searing pain rose like daylight in my finger and spread
to my arm. Slower than the coffee cup, I collapsed to
the ground. Barry's face leaned into my space. "Don't
you ever argue with me, you little whimp," he hissed
at me.
"Barry! That hurts." I began. His free hand
came up out of nowhere and slapped the side of my face.
"Jesus!" I cried out. Barry slapped me again.
"Shut up!" he demanded. I did. "Now
Davey." he began, "I'm going to let go of
your finger and when I do, I want you to crawl across
my yard and go to the patio door. Do you understand?"
My heart was pounding and my finger was nothing but
white-hot pain. I nodded my head. Barry let go of my
finger. I hesitated, trying to catch my breath. Barry
yanked the hair on the back of my head. "I told
you to crawl Davey!" he barked. I began to crawl.
How to we choose who to obey and who to stand up to?
Is it their size? The tone of their voice? The look
on their face? My face still stung from where Barry
had slapped it and I think I was scared. I crawled to
his patio without caring who saw me or what anyone might
think. When I got to the door I stopped. Barry stepped
to the side of me and slid the glass door open. "Get
in there" he snapped and he emphasized it with
a kick to my ass. Lynda was sitting in her robe at the
breakfast nook reading the paper and drinking coffee.
She looked at us and her eyes grew cartoon wide.
"Barry?" she floated the question out before
us. He gave her one quick look and raised his arm; in
almost slow motion and held one finger pressed against
his lips.
"Shhhhhhhh," he told her, "not one word
from you." Lynda pressed her lips tightly together
and our frightened eyes met and locked for an instant
and then Barry kicked me again. "Get over in front
of that couch," he snarled to me.
I crawled over and stopped in front of the couch. Barry
plopped down on the couch facing me. "You comfortable
there neighbor?" he asked me, his voice dripping
with sarcasm. "Wimps usually are comfortable on
their hands and knees. Mouthy wimps like you tend to
forget this from time to time.its up to your betters
to remind you. Wouldn't you say it was neighborly of
me to remind you Davey?" I was having a hard time
breathing. "I asked you a question Davey!"
Barry snapped.
"Yssssss." I heard myself squeak.
"Yes what?" Dave demanded.
"Yes it is neighborly of you," I told him.
I prayed that this would be the end of it. That Barry
would accept his victory and send me home.
"I don't think I believe you Davey," Barry
said, standing up off the couch. "I don't think
you understand the whole concept here neighbor."
Barry unbuttoned his shorts and slid them and his boxers
down his legs. I heard Lynda gasp from the doorway where
she stood watching. My mind raced in fifteen different
directions. None of them were good. Oh God Oh God Oh
God. It was clanging in my brain. I could feel myself
starting to sweat. Barry turned around slowly and knelt
on the couch. Lynda made some low noise in her throat.
Oh God Oh God.
"Dave," he said in a quiet voice. I kept
trying to breathe. "Dave," he repeated. "I
want you to look at my ass Dave."
I couldn't. I didn't want to. I wanted to be back in
my kitchen. I wanted to live somewhere else. I wanted
fences everywhere.
"Look at it now Dave," he sternly directed
me, with a hint of violence peeking from behind his
sentence. I lifted my head and looked at Barry's ass.
I felt tears began to gather in the corner of my eyes.
"How are you going to prove to me that you understand
me Davey?" Barry asked slowly.
"I don't know." I choked out.
"Yes you Dave," Barry answered. "How
will you show your respect to my ass?"
It seemed quiet forever. My knees ached. My mind was
tired from thinking. There was only the sound of the
house and Lynda's slow heavy breathing to break the
quiet. Finally I heard myself speak. It wasn't me. It
was me.
"Kiss it?" I asked.
"That's right Davey," was all Barry answered.
I gulped. I wiped away one fat errant tear that had
crossed half my face. I leaned forward and I did what
Barry told me. I pressed my lips against his ass and
I kissed it. I kissed it again. I was shaking now but
in the oddest of ways, I felt a sense of relief. Barry
reached back with his hands and pulled apart his cheeks.
I didn't even hesitate. I pressed my lips firmly against
his asshole and kissed it. Again and again and again.
I had to please Barry. I had to show him that I understood.
I made my tongue as hard as I could and I shoved it
deep inside Barry's asshole. I worked it in and out,
stopping only to plant loud kisses on it. I understand.
I understand.
Finally Barry pulled away and turned around to face
me. In the corner of my eye I could see Lynda. She was
leaning against the wall and one hand had stole inside
her robe and moved up and down over her mound. Barry's
cock was erect. It looked big and thick and purplish.
"Open your mouth and stick out your tongue neighbor,"
he told me. I did.
And he slowly jacked himself off, his big hand moving
up and down the shaft of his cock. He stiffened and
then the hole opened and the first hot stream of his
sperm shot directly onto my tongue. The second hit my
forehead. The third and fourth clung to my hair. I tasted
the saltiness of it and everything made perfect sense.
The End
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