| *** Chapter
One - A Chance Encounter
It was a run down strip club in the middle of nowhere.
The bar only had two types of beer, both domestics,
and everywhere he went, some silicone-chested girl kept
bothering him. David shook his head, watching the groom-
to-be stuff another twenty into the garter of a big-
breasted blonde. "Well," he said to himself,
"he is my best friend. I suppose it could be worse."
"Hey handsome, looking for a private dance?"
a voice said, resting its hand on his shoulder.
"Umm...no thanks. I'm just here for the beer."
"Too bad, sexy, 'cause the beer sucks." With
that, the hand slipped back into the darkness. David
scanned the club once more, and found a dark corner
near the smaller of the two stages, hopefully where
he could hide until the party ended.
On stage was an older woman, perhaps in her late thirties,
with obviously fake breasts, and a bit of a bulge to
her. She was wearing only a tiny thong and a garter,
no money in it. David shook his head and closed his
eyes, picturing the trip he had taken to the Louvre
two months ago....He saw the Mona Lisa, most famous
of all paintings....Eros and Psyche, immortalized in
a near embrace.... A sudden noise jolted him out of
his daydream.
Sitting across from him at his table was a young woman,
totally nude. She was not so gracefully slugging her
own beer, staring at him through the bottle. He stared
back at her as she finished her drink, dumbfounded.
She was thin, with slightly upturned breasts that hung
off her slender frame. Her eyes were almost neon green,
staring back at him. She ran her hand through her wavy,
shoulder length brunette hair, then finally broke the
silence.
"So, are you gay or something? The girls are talking
about you. They seem to think you're gay or something."
"Me? No, I'm just here-"
"'-for the beer.' That's what they said. I don't
believe you. I think you're here for the party...what's
his name? Jake, that's it, right? You're here for Jake's
party, but you don't want to be here."
"You're very perceptive. What's your name?"
"Ashley. What's your's?"
"David."
"Nice to meet you, Dave." She stood up, then
left him as she headed for the dressing rooms. He studied
her as she walked away from him; the curves of her hips,
the light movements of her breasts as she stepped. Unbelievable,
he thought. A lovely girl like her here....
A few minutes later, she appeared on stage. David watched
in awe as she moved across the stage, seeing her nervous
steps, her awkward glances at the few eyes watching
her. She moved about the stage, stopping in front of
a group of older men who looked as if they couldn't
care less about her.
After a few twirls on the pole at the end of the stage
and a dance on all fours, one of the older men slipped
a few dollar bills into her garter, then continued his
conversation with the other men. She slid on her belly,
writhing to the beat of the canned music into the center
of the stage, then looked at David again. He saw the
shame in her eyes as she moved unconsciously along the
stage, until the music stopped and she quickly exited.
A few minutes later, she appeared again at his table,
wearing only a pair of green panties and the garter.
"I'd ask you what you thought, David," she
said, "But I think I already know."
"No, you were good...very good." he stammered.
"No, I sucked. It's only my second night here.
They put me on the second stage until I can afford implants,
like all the main dancers have." She glanced down
at her chest, then crossed her arms.
"Why do you want implants? I think you look wonderful
now."
"Really?!" A spark appeared in her eyes as
she lifted her head, then it faded. "All the main
dancers have them. If I want to make their kind of money...."
She left the thought unfinished as she bowed her head
again. David watched her for a moment, just to form
a picture in his head....
"How much do you make a night now?" he asked.
"Ohh...seventy five, eighty bucks, if you figure
tips and salary. Sandra-" she pointed to the main
stage "-makes about two to three hundred a night.
Four sometimes."
"Would you like to make that? Four hundred for
a night's work?" David suggested.
"Wha....Oh, no....I think you've got the wrong
idea! I don't do that!" she said, sliding slowly
away from him. David laughed at that, smiling for the
first time that night.
"No, no, no...I mean as a model. For me. I'm a
photographer."
"Really?"
"Really."
"I don't believe you." she said, but she
had leaned in towards him as she said this.
"Believe it. I've even done exhibits at the Guggenheim.
See that guy over there, with the red jacket on? His
name is Vincent. He's my manager, and Jake, the one
we're having the party for, he's my accountant. Ask
them about me, if you want."
"Maybe I will...." She gazed at him for a
few seconds, then stepped over to where Jake and Vincent
were having a picture taken with the blonde from before.
He watched as she whispered something to Jake. They
both looked at him, then Jake whispered back to her
for a time. All the while, she never took her eyes off
him.
*** Chapter Two - Breaking Through
"Hello? David?" her voice echoed through
the studio. She opened the large steel door and found
a note on a mirror that hung across the room.
Ashley -
Thanks again for coming. I hope you remembered your
driver's license and change of clothes. There's a bathroom
down the hallway to the left; go ahead and freshen up
- no makeup please! I'll be in the darkroom for about
an hour or so. Make yourself at home, have something
to eat, whatever.
David.
She made her way to the bathroom, stopping to look
at the pictures he'd hung in the hallway. One was of
a statue of two people embracing, about to kiss, she
thought. The winged man was bent over the woman, who
was lying on the ground, reaching up to her. The placard
on the photo read "'Eros and Psyche' as photographed
by David Burnham." From the angle of the photo,
she could see the shadow of the photographer fell mostly
on the body of the winged man.
Once in the bathroom, she stripped herself and stepped
into the shower. The warm jets of water cascaded on
her body as she lathered her slim frame. The water pulsated
gently on her skin, massaging her as she moved the washcloth
under her breasts, down her legs, and across her back.
She sighed to herself as she stepped onto the marble
floor, dripping as she searched for her fresh clothes...damn.
She'd left her bag in the front room. Wrapping a towel
around her, she made her way back into the front room.
She stopped suddenly when she saw David in the middle
of the room, hanging photos from a line that crossed
from corner to corner. "Hey there. I see you're
just about ready." he said nonchalantly as he studied
one photo, then another.
"Umm, yeah. Just let me get changed."
"Sure thing, but you'll just have to take it off
again. I have some clothes picked out for you already.
You brought your license, right?" David tried not
to stare at her, dripping wet and barely covered by
the small towel.
"Yeah, I did...." She grabbed her bag, still
holding the towel in place with her free arm.
"Good. Before we get started, I have to fill out
a consent form. Legal stuff, you know? First, I need
to see your license, just to make sure you're old enough."
"Oh, okay...." She pulled out a worn down
wallet and produced her license.
"Date of birth...14 July 86...just turned 16?"
"Yeah. I lied about my age at the club." She
was nervous for some reason, he thought. She was covering
up still, and unsure of herself again.
"Name....Katherine Miller? I thought it was Ashley."
"Oh...no, Ashley's my stage name. My real name
is Katherine."
"Alright, just sign on the bottom, and initial
where I've recorded your name and date of birth, and
we'll be all set. Would you like something to drink?
I know you're not old enough, but it'll relax you a
bit. It's just a little wine."
"Yeah, that'd be nice. Thank you." She handed
over the signed form and looked around the room. "Nice
place you have here, David."
"Thanks. It's just my studio. My house is actually
in the country, but Jake's using it for his wedding
next Sunday, so I'm staying here." David opened
a small fridge in the adjoining kitchen and produced
a bottle of Chardonnay from an upstate vineyard. He
poured two glasses, then brought them back into the
front room, where Katherine was studying the pictures
on the line. "Which one are you looking at?"
he asked as he handed her a glass.
"This one here. It looks like a photo of a chalk
drawing of a girl on the beach."
"Oh. That was drawn by a friend of mine who uses
chalk on buildings. I take pictures when he finishes,
so there's a permanent recording of it. He didn't believe
in it at first, because he uses a temporary medium.
He says it delivers a message about temporary ideas,
but I convinced him eventually."
"That sounds neat. How do you know when he'll
do another? I think I'd like to see one."
"He does one every month or so, depending on the
weather forecasts. It takes about a day to finish one
by himself, plus at least two days of clear skies so
it can be seen. In the summer, he does about two or
three a month sometimes."
"You know," she said, pausing, "I wanted
to be an artist when I was young. My father took me
to the Museum of Modern Art, and I always loved the
sculptures the best. I loved the real modern ones, the
ones that don't look like anything. I always thought
I could do that."
"Did you ever try? Take an art class for example?"
"No. My father...he died when I was young. My
stepfather, well, he never liked that kind of stuff.
He was a real prick. "So, are we going to take
a few pictures, or what?"
In the photo room, Katherine sat on a wooden bench,
a large white cloth draped across her front, just below
the shoulders. Her legs dangled a few inches above the
ground, her left arm was crossed over her breasts, and
her right arm was clutching the cloth over her lap.
David was taking a few photos at a time, then reposing
her, then a few more photos; this had been going on
for about three hours now.
"Katherine, let the cloth drop into your lap now.
Clasp your hands and hold them to your chest, like you're
praying." Katherine slowly dropped the cloth, revealing
her breasts, and clasped her hands like she was asked.
David watched her as she did this, and noticed a look
of fear on her face. "Are you alright, Katherine?"
"I...yeah, just nervous, I guess."
"Well, let's call it a day then. Go ahead and
get dressed.
I'll order some dinner for us. How's Chinese sound?"
"Chinese is great." she said as she slipped
on a white T- shirt and a pair of plaid men's boxers.
"What exactly are we watching again?" David
asked. He and Katherine were sitting in the front room,
watching cartoons on his large screen television.
"'Power puff Girls'! It's my favorite show!"
Katherine blurted out, emphasizing her point by smacking
David with a throw pillow. She was seated on the couch,
sitting cross-legged, while David sat on the floor below
her. Surrounding the two of them were a half dozen empty
beer bottles and a number of half-emptied boxes of delivery
Chinese.
David had finally gotten into the show, despite the
crudity of the animation, when he felt something moving
on his scalp. Katherine was rubbing her toes on his
head, slowly side to side, barely making contact. David
closed his eyes and leaned back, resting his head in
her lap. She placed her fingertips gently on his head,
tracing intricate designs through his hair. He reached
above him, taking her crossed legs, moving them onto
his shoulders. He started at her toes, rubbing each
one softly between his fingers, then pressing one thumb
into each sole, massaging her arches in his strong hands.
She bent over, now eye to eye above him, and kissed
his forehead, his eyes, the tip of his nose. her hands
made their way down to his chest, sliding slowly over
his neck and shoulders, and back up his muscular arms.
He followed her movements with his own up her legs and
around her knees, now stroking the delicate undersides
of her silky thighs.
Their lips finally met, pressing softly and swiftly
for just a second. A smile appeared on both lips. Grazing
each other lightly, they met again, fuller and more
firmly, sharing a warmth as they parted, tips of each
tongue exploring the other.
David broke the embrace and stood, offering a hand
to Katherine. Her eyes met his with gladness and desire,
and stood, falling into his embrace. He sank his face
into her neck, lightly kissing behind her ears and along
her shoulder bones. She wrapped her arms under his,
taking the back of his head into her hands, guiding
it as he moved from her chin to the valley between her
breasts, meeting the edge of her T-shirt with his nose.
They kissed again, moving their hands down each others
back, both stopping where the spine curves inward above
the hips. He moved his hands onto her sides, feeling
the curve where her hips began, while she clasped her
hands behind him. David broke the embrace again, moving
backwards as he held her arms in his hands. He grasped
her hands in his, then began stepping backwards to where
his bedroom was.
"I...I can't...no, I'm sorry...." she stammered
as she stopped herself. David froze in place, suddenly
struck with confusion which showed in his expression.
"I thought you wanted to...."
"No, I can't. I just can't. I'm so sorry; this
was a mistake. I have to go now." Katherine pulled
her hands out of his and grabbed her clothes and her
bag from off the ground. "Katherine? Are you alright?"
David asked, his expression quickly becoming one of
concern.
"No, I'm...I'm fine. I just can't...." Tears
began sliding down her cheeks as she reached the door.
"I'm so sorry...." With that, she left.
*** Chapter Three - Reasons and Trust
"And that's when she left, right?"
"Yes. That was three days ago. She just...left."
David was seated across from Dr. Cho, a therapist David
had seen before. They were in his office near Central
Park, with a wonderful view of the lake.
"I think that, maybe, there's a history of abuse
in her past. I think; I can't be sure unless I talk
to her. Its well known now that many strippers, prostitutes,
porn stars and the like are victims of abuse at a young
age. They're used as an object of sexual gratification
by others, and soon begin to think of themselves as
just that: an object. They build a life based on that.
It becomes a vicious circle."
"So now what?"
"Are you trying to have a relationship with this
woman? I think the best thing you can do is gain her
trust. It won't be easy. She doesn't trust easily. She's
been hurt, David."
David knew where to find her. The club still reeked
of staleness and booze, and voices still called out
to him from darkened corners. He made his way past the
second stage, where the dressing rooms were. Pausing
for a moment, he looked around the club once more, then
stepped inside.
Katherine was sitting in front of a vanity, its mirror
cracked in one corner. She was wearing a thin green
dress that plunged down the front and stopped high on
her thighs. She was applying lipstick when she saw him
in the reflection. "You're not allowed back here."
she said, still looking at his reflection.
"I slipped the doorman a fifty. He's watching
us on the camera." He pointed to the security camera
in the far corner. "What do you want, David?"
she said, a tone of sadness in her voice.
"I never paid you. I came to drop off your check.
I also wanted to see if you're alright."
"Thank you. I'm fine." she said as he placed
an envelope on her vanity.
"Why don't you come back with me tonight. You
can stay with me if you'd like. No strings attached.
I need a good model."
"I'm doing fine here, and I have an apartment
in Yonkers with one of the other girls. I'll be alright."
"Okay then. Take care of yourself." With
that, he left.
David stumbled to the door, still half asleep. Ordinarily,
he would have ignored the door buzzer, but he had a
feeling he knew who it was. Katherine was seated on
the ground, her head in her hands. He heard her soft
sobs as he knelt beside her. "Katherine, what's
wrong?"
"I couldn't take it. It was...it frightened me."
David lifted her by her shoulders, leading her inside.
Sitting on his couch, she tightened her leather jacket
around her shoulders, smoothing out her green dress
on her lap. Her eyes were puffy and her cheeks were
stained with the trails of her tears.
"When I went on stage tonight, I saw all those
people looking at me. I froze. Everything came back
to me at once. I ran out of there as fast as I could
and hitched a ride back here to the city. I thought
it was happening to me all over again tonight."
"What? What was happening again?" David poured
her a glass of wine, sitting next to her.
"When I was young, my father died in a car accident.
A few years later, my mother married a guy named Frank.
I was twelve at the time. At first, Frank was a nice
guy, taking me to concerts at the arena he worked at.
Then he...he began to drink more. He lost his job on
my sixteenth birthday, and spent the whole day in a
bar.
A few days later, he started touching me. Not blatantly
at first, it was 'accidental' brushes with his hands,
then it grew into 'accidentally' coming into my room
while I was changing. One night I told my mother about
all this, and she told me that it was all in my mind.
I convinced myself that was all it was. "One night,
he came home raging drunk. I woke up, and he was sitting
next to my bed, just watching me. I was so scared, but
I didn't move, 'cause I thought he would just leave
me alone. Then he reached over and started stroking
my hair.
I froze in my bed, my eyes shut tight, and I prayed
to God that he stopped, but he didn't. His hand moved
under my sheets, and he grabbed one of my breasts. He
felt it for a while, then I heard a zipper open. His
hand moved down to my belly, then he put it right in
my crotch, feeling my pussy. I almost started crying
when I heard him start groaning as he ran his fingers
up and down my slit. He groaned louder and louder, then
he put a finger in me, just a bit. He moaned, then he
just stopped. He took his hand away, then left me alone.
"I stayed up all night crying. When I finally
got out of bed, I stepped in a puddle of his cum. He
had been masturbating as he groped me. I ran to the
bathroom and threw up in the toilet when I thought of
it. I had to clean up his cum from my carpet."
"That happened once a week or so, and I was so
scared, I never told anyone. I thought it was my fault
somehow, that maybe I was to blame. It never ended."
David poured another glass of wine for her. She had
started crying again, so David wiped a tear from her
cheek.
"Then one night, he brought home two guys he'd
met only a few minutes before at the bar. I could hear
him almost yelling to them, you know, like drunks yell
instead of talking. I heard him say 'A fine piece of
ass' to them, and then they were in my room. He grabbed
my arms and shook me, trying to wake me. He told me
to get up and 'suck some cock' or else.
I tried to scream, but he just slapped me. His buddies
grabbed my arms and legs and threw me back on the bed.
Frank tore my nightgown off, then my panties. I cried
and screamed for help, but he just slapped me again
and stuffed my panties in my mouth. He climbed on top
of me, kissing my face and breasts. I smelled the alcohol
on his breath, and listened as his new friends just
laughed at me. He pulled his pants down, then fell on
top of me. He was so heavy, and I could feel him prodding
around my pussy, trying to put it in.
I pleaded with him as best as I could, but he thrust
into me, tearing me open. I almost passed out, but I
wasn't that lucky. I felt him fucking me as his buddies
held me down. He came in me a few minutes later. By
then, I'd stopped trying to fight and just laid back,
sobbing to myself. I hoped that he'd leave me alone,
but he just moved out of the way for his buddies.
They took turns raping me, sticking it in my pussy,
then my ass when they got it hard again. Five times
that night I was raped, twice by my own Stepfather.
They raped my pussy and my ass for two hours. By the
time they were done, I couldn't even cry anymore. I
just laid back, hoping it would end.
"They left as soon as they finished with me. The
last thing Frank did was put his cigarette out on my
shoulder." she said, lowering her jacket and dress
to reveal a small circular scar on her back.
They'd probably gone back out to the bar to brag to
the other drunks, I thought. I crawled out of bed to
the bathroom. When I turned the lights on, I almost
fainted, there was so much blood. I was bleeding so
badly there was a trail from my room to the toilet.
I bled for three more hours as I just bawled and tried
to stop the bleeding. I hurt everywhere; my arms were
bruised, my ankles and thighs were bruised, I had a
black eye and a bruised cheek from them slapping me,
but inside of me, it hurt the most.
I could barely walk, but when the bleeding stopped,
I dressed myself and tried to leave. That's when I saw
my mother in the doorway, crying as she watched me.
She begged me not to go, apologizing for him, grabbing
my clothes and pulling my hair. I didn't say anything
to her. She'd heard the whole thing for two hours and
didn't do anything. I left that night, and I haven't
seen them since.
"That was a year and a half ago. I came up to
New York, hoping to find a job or something, staying
at different homeless shelters. I hooked up with another
girl, who was a runaway too. We managed to get part
time jobs together at a supermarket out in Queens, and
even a tiny apartment.
It was going well until about two months ago. The police
came and took her while we were sleeping. She'd been
selling drugs on the side, and someone died when they
OD'ed on her stuff. They dragged me away too, and I
spent two days in jail. I finally got a lawyer from
Legal Aid, and he managed to get me out, but she ended
up doing five years. It would have been more, but she
rolled on her supplier.
"I drifted on the streets again, until a few weeks
ago, I was starving. I finally ended up in an audition
for a commercial they were shooting in the park. I'd
managed to take a shower, and I shoplifted some makeup
and a few snacks from a grocery store. I didn't get
the part, obviously, but some guy hanging out there
said he wanted to give me another audition up in Yonkers.
I thought it was for a commercial or movie, but when
I took the bus out there, I saw the strip club. I didn't
want to go in at first, but I convinced myself that
I could just tell them 'no' and get on with it.
"What changed my mind was all the money I saw.
There were three girls there, all counting lots of money
out of a jar they all had labeled 'tips'. I thought
that if I could make that kind of money, I'd be able
to go to school, maybe make something out of myself.
My first day was the day before I met you. I thought
I'd be alright, but tonight...tonight, they all looked
at me, like Frank and his buddies had looked at me when
they held me down and raped me. I had to leave."
"Now if you don't mind, I'm tired, and I'd like
to go to sleep." She fell back onto the couch and
closed her eyes. David held her hands in his as she
snored softly.
*** Chapter Four - Beginning Again
David awoke the next morning to find an arm draped
across his chest. Next to him was Katherine, lying on
top of the blankets, still in her leather jacket and
green dress. He got out of bed and covered her with
a sheet, then made his way to the kitchen. There on
the table were two bowls filled with Cheerios, each
with two slices of toast, and a note on the fridge.
Dave,
Your couch sucks for sleeping on, so I hope you didn't
mind I crashed next to you. I wanted to make eggs, but
I can't cook anything more than toast. and besides,
you're all out. Wake me up when you get this note.
Love,
Kat.
It was an hour before she finally woke herself up.
David was sitting beside her on the bed, reading the
front page of the New York Times. She glanced up at
him and smiled.
"I thought I told you to wake me up!" She
yawned as she talked.
"I tried. You snore so loudly nothing on Earth
could compete." he said, not looking up from his
paper. "Bullshit!" She laughed. David heard
her and finally looked at her. Her hair was a mess,
and her makeup was smeared. She was beautiful, he thought.
He leaned in and kissed her. She reciprocated for a
moment, then pulled away.
"Hold that thought!" She said as she crawled
out of bed and scampered to the bathroom.
"Anyway, Cheerios are fine. I don't eat eggs anyway."
"Why not? High cholesterol or something?"
Katherine asked. "No. I'm a vegetarian." David
said, scooping another spoonful of cereal into his mouth.
They were eating breakfast now that Katherine had showered.
She was wearing a pair of running shorts that were two
sizes too big and a sweatshirt, both borrowed from David.
"Really? What about the Chinese food?"
"All soy. No MSG either. Just veggie goodness."
"What about the milk? What's on my Cheerios?"
"Soy milk. It's good for you, drink up."
"Whaddaya know? I guess that means I'll have to
do all the shopping if I'm going to stay here. You don't
mind, do you?" she asked, her eyes pleading with
him.
"No, I hate shopping. You can shop all you want."
"No, silly! I meant do you mind if I stay here?"
"I'd like that. I really would." David said,
meeting her gaze.
They spent the day shopping for clothes, a few CDs
Katherine swore she absolutely had to have, and during
lunch, they sat in Central Park, watching a performance
of "Hamlet" given by an acting troupe David
had worked with before.
On the way back to the apartment, David stopped at
a large brick building in Greenwich Village.
"Where are we?" Katherine asked.
"This is an art house run by a friend of mine.
Come on in, and I'll show you a few of my pictures."
Inside were a few well-dressed people wandering about
looking at photographs hanging on the wall. When David
entered the lobby, scattered applause broke out. A few
people came forward to offer handshakes or kisses on
the cheeks.
"Fans of yours?" Katherine whispered in his
ear. "You could say that. My exhibition is upstairs.
I'll show it to you." She followed him up the large
staircase to a whitewashed room, with studio lights
on all four walls illuminating different photos. there
were photos of people underwater, of busy streets and
country roads together and of a few celebrities in various
poses. Katherine stared at a few photos of different
sculptures, including the one she saw at his apartment,
with the winged man embracing the reclining woman.
"'Eros and Psyche'. You probably saw it at the
apartment. Its from a series I did of sculptures at
the Louvre in Paris. this sculpture is of Eros, the
god of love, who revives Psyche, who was put to sleep
eternally while trying to win him back. I think the
idea of this is that love overcomes. Eros and Psyche
were great lovers, but they were tricked into being
separated. Psyche literally went through hell to get
back to Eros, but in the end, she died trying. Zeus
took pity on her, and now she and Eros are together
eternally, never to part."
"And this space here, what's going there?"
She pointed out a space on the wall with no pictures.
"That's where you'll be in a few days."
Back in the studio, David sat on the couch, holding
Katherine's hands as she reclined across his lap. They
watched as raindrops fell on the window they stared
out of, leaving streaked shadows behind them. A ding
snapped them back into reality as the egg timer on top
of the television chimed.
"Ready?" David asked. Katherine nodded.
They made their way through the studio to the darkroom,
where many photos were drip-drying. David grabbed a
few of the driest ones, then brought them back into
the front room, hanging them on the wire there.
"What do you think?" He asked. Katherine
looked them over, studying herself in each pose. She
moved from photo to photo, wringing her hands as she
made her way across the room. "They're beautiful,
but...." she trailed off.
"But, you don't like them."
"No! It's not that...."
"No, I understand. At least I think I do. You've
come so far in just a few days, right? I think you're
beginning to feel a little self-conscious again. It's
alright, darling. I understand." "I mean,
I know it's different. It's not dancing in front of
a bunch of weirdo's, but I feel so exposed. I don't
know if I'm ready for that anymore."
"I know, darling. I know...." He took down
each of the photos, one by one, bringing them into the
bedroom. Kneeling in front of the fireplace, he placed
the stack of photos inside, then lit a fire. They both
watched as the photos burned slowly, their corners curling
inwards as the heat blackened the paper.
She was on the bed now, curled up nearest to the fire,
watching the rain through the picture window. He was
lying across from her, his head by hers, watching her
watch the rain. She stared at him for a moment, then
spoke.
"I'll never know how to thank you. Ever. You've
done so much for me."
"It's alright. I think I could get used to having
someone here with me. I'm especially glad it's you,
Kat." He kissed her on the forehead, stroking her
cheek with his hand. She sighed contentedly, closing
her eyes and moved into his embrace. She pressed her
lips into his, wrapping her arms around his neck. He
kissed her again, running his fingers through her hair,
stroking her neck behind her ears.
She sat up in the bed, lifting the sweatshirt above
her head, then kicked off her shorts. Sitting in her
bra and panties, she leaned over David, unbuttoning
his pajama top. He slipped out of it as he sat up to
face her, their eyes meeting as their lips found each
other again. Katherine reached behind his back, helping
him to remove his bottoms. Their arms wrapped around
each other, each kissing the other lustfully, arms and
hands roaming along the others' body.
"Are you sure you're ready for this?" David
asked her. She paused for a moment, shocked by the question.
"No...." she said, her head bowing. She started
sniffling again, a tear falling onto the satin sheets.
"It's alright, darling. Not until you think you're
ready." David said, cradling her in his arms. He
pulled her down to the bed, holding her as she wept
into his shoulder. She cried for a few more minutes,
then rolled over to face the fire again. She inched
back towards him, feeling the heat from his body against
her back and legs. She let out a deep sigh.
"Thank you," she said.
Jake's wedding had gone spectacularly, due mostly in
part to David allowing them to use his house for the
ceremony and reception. A three story Tudor style home
on a large plot of land in a rural community, it was
decked out in floral arrangements and silk ribbons streaming
from crossbeam to crossbeam. Katherine had accompanied
David, and was especially amused when Jake asked if
they'd met before. "Probably. Ever go grocery shopping
in Queens?" she asked, jokingly.
David was wandering about with his camera, taking pictures
of guests and family members. Katherine flittered about,
studying the home she was moving into that night. She'd
grown fond of the apartment, but now that she'd seen
the house, she was in love. The rustic charm reminded
her of a cabin her father had taken her to when she
was young. The hallways alone were almost as wide as
that whole cabin had been, she thought. Upstairs, there
were six bedrooms, three on each floor. The master bedroom
on the third floor was bigger than her old apartment,
and the bathtubs looked as if they could hold four people
easily.
As she came downstairs, she saw David standing near
the bottom, watching her. He motioned for her to stop,
and held up the camera as if asking if he could take
her picture. She smiled and leaned against the railing.
The flash went off, illuminating her black, knee length
dress, made of a shimmering silk. "How does a photographer
that doesn't work 8 months of the year afford a house
like this?" she asked sarcastically, slipping her
arm under his.
"Inheritance. This house is about one hundred
years old or so. My father's father was born up in the
bedroom I sleep in. I come from a long line of stock
market geniuses."
"And I suppose you're making a killing?"
"No, that gene skipped me, but my twin brother
runs the family investment house. His house is bigger.
I think you could fit this building in the foyer of
his house." he said. As they entered the main room,
a slow, jazzy tune began playing.
"Shall we dance?" David asked, bowing to
her.
"We shall," she said.
He took her by the hand to the open floor, where a
few couples were already dancing. He put his arm around
his waist, holding the other close to him. They moved
about the floor, never taking their eyes off the others'.
The song continued as David pulled her just a bit closer
to him, their bodies pressed up against each other,
almost nose to nose. As the song ended, he kissed her
gently, squeezing her hand lightly.
"I love you," he said, gazing into her eyes.
"I love you too, David," she said, tears
welling up.
*** Chapter Five - A New Home
It was late in the evening, after the party had gone
and everything had been cleaned up, when David and Katherine
finally brought their luggage in. A butler brought the
bags upstairs as the two made their way to the dining
room. A cook prepared a meal for them; chicken breasts
with alfredo for her, a salad and pasta dish for him.
"I suppose you have a maid too?" she asked
as she drank her wine.
"Only on the weekends. She's a sweet old lady
named Maria who moved here from Mexico. She's got three
kids in college, and another who's a doctor in San Diego.
My brother invested a lot of her money when she first
started here. We were kids then, and already he was
making her tens of thousands of dollars a year. Me,
I took her picture all the time. I guess we were early
bloomers." Katherine laughed at the thought of
a young David with a tiny camera chasing a maid around
the house.
After dinner, David dismissed the staff, then started
unpacking while Katherine drew a bath. Grabbing a bottle
of wine and two glasses, he knocked on the bathroom
door, then stepped in. Katherine was seated on the edge
of the tub, dangling her feet in, totally nude.
"I'm glad you came in. I'm afraid I'll drown in
this thing." she said as she lowered herself in.
David sat on the edge, handing her a glass of wine.
"It'd be a first, I think." He grabbed a
bottle from a cabinet, and poured a scented liquid into
the water. Jasmine and lilac filled the room as he took
out a bottle of shampoo. David stood behind her, wetting
his hands in the tub, then poured out a small amount
of the shampoo in his hands. Delicately, he worked his
fingers through her hair, around her scalp and behind
her ears, almost tickling her sensitive spots. She let
her head fall into his hands, closing her eyes as he
lathered her hair. Scooping handfuls of water from the
tub, he rinsed her hair, then let a little trickle over
her face and neck.
He took a cloth next, wetting it and soaping it as
he lowered himself into the tub, facing her. He took
her hand, lifting her arm from the water. He started
with her soft hands, massaging the soap into her fingers
and palm, then slowly led the cloth up her arm, passing
her elbows and shoulder. He released her hand and took
the other, repeating the process.
Next were her feet and legs. He started high on her
thigh, moving the cloth down the toes over her shins
and around her foot, then caressed her calves and thighs
once more. Kneeling in front of her now, he reached
around her with both arms, pulling her into his chest.
He could feel her breasts pressing into him, her belly
barely touching the fabric of his now soaked shirt.
He lathered her shoulders and back, making tiny circles
downward until he reached the small of her back. He
set her down, starting between her breasts, then over
the tautness of her stomach, stopping just below the
navel. He let the cloth fall into the tub, then, soaping
up his own hands, he began tracing his fingertips along
the curves of each breast, gently brushing against her
erect nipples. He traced his fingers along the underside
of her breast, then back to the breastbone. He lowered
his head, kissing her on the forehead. He descended
past her nose, placing a longer kiss on the tip, then
pressed against her lips.
He paused there for a moment, tasting her young breath
in his mouth as his tongue met hers again. He resumed
his journey, sucking and nibbling her chin lightly,
then under her jaw line, and her neck where it met the
shoulders. Going further, he nuzzled his nose into her
breastbone as he kissed the side of each breast, then
began moving his hand lower under the water. He took
one nipple in to his mouth, twirling about it with the
tip of his tongue. His fingers found their mark as he
did this, causing her to jump a bit and gasp.
"Please," she said.
He kissed her lips again, his fingers moving up and
down along her spreading folds. He began gently rubbing
her clit with his thumb as he pushed his middle finger
into her, kissing her over the face and neck. He'd discovered
a few particularly sensitive spots behind her ears,
which he kissed with all the passion he could muster.
Deeper inside her, he began moving in and out, still
stimulating her with his thumb.
Her breaths came quicker now, and he could feel the
pounding of her heart through his own chest and lips.
He slowly pressed his index finger into her now; she
responded by moaning into his ear as she kissed him
back. Her back was arched now as he sped up his thrusting.
She was almost panting now.
He kissed her lips, hard, his tongue frantically burrowing
into her mouth. She rocked her hips back and forth,
moving to the pace of his fingers inside her. She wrapped
her arms around his torso, her legs already entwined
with his. She began to shake as David sped his fingers
up once more.
She'd closed her eyes and was writhing and squirming
from his touch. Her panting gave way to moaning, Her
back arched itself almost painfully, and her legs were
stretched so far she could feel the opposite wall of
the tub. He pressed a third finger into her, sending
her over the edge.
Her eyes flew open, she gasped for breath between moans,
and David felt the trembling of her body around his
fingers. She remained like this for about ten seconds,
then came back to Earth slowly. She stared at him now,
still trying to catch her breath. He kissed her gently
once more, lifting her out of the tub into his arms.
He brought her into the master bedroom, laying her on
the large bed in the center.
He unbuttoned his dress shirt, then his pants. He slid
into the bed next to her, both naked bodies reaching
out for the other. He wrapped his arms around her, rolling
over so she was on top of him. She began sliding her
hips back and forth along his stomach, her hands squared
on his chest.
She moved further and further back, feeling him pressing
against her. Lowering her body until they were face
to face, she kissed him and pressed back onto him. She
gasped as he entered her for the first time, slowly
sliding back until he was entirely inside her. He began
rocking his hips up and down, pushing in and pulling
out of her as they wrapped their arms around the other.
She leaned her body to the side, rolling him on top
of her. He began thrusting harder, their eyes locked
as they shared passionate kisses and nibbles.
He could feel the tension building, the warmth of her
body as she approached another climax. Her legs were
around his thighs now, pulling him in tightly to her.
She met his thrusts as they intensified; he was swelling
inside her and it felt wonderful. "Please...inside...me..."
she gasped, feeling her body shiver as another orgasm
jolted her. He gave one final thrust, spending himself
deep inside of her.
*** Epilogue - Six Months Later
"Investment banker."
"No, that's my brother. How about football player?"
David asked her.
She was sitting in his lap on the porch behind the
house, overlooking the snow covered fields and woods.
His hands were around her waist, holding hers, resting
on her now swollen belly. "What if its a girl?"
"Cheerleader then."
"How about another photographer in the family?"
Katherine felt the platinum band around her finger,
reminded of the reception two months ago.
"No, they're too temperamental. That, and I don't
like being upstaged."
"Art critic?"
"No!" David grabbed her tightly, lifting
her to her feet.
They kissed, laughing, then headed inside as snowflakes
began to fall. They were in the bedroom, making love
to each other. A fire was burning steadily, casting
a reddish light about the room. As David lowered himself
onto her, she watched their shadow on the wall. Her
hands slowly slipped over his sides, resting on his
shoulder blades. She spread her fingers, the shadows
stretched by the distance, until they formed long, thin
extensions of his body. Like wings, she thought, like
an angel's wings.
The End
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