| I was working
late one Friday night when my boss told me he had an emergency
at home and had to leave. He asked me if I could close
the restaurant tonight. I was so excited. He had never
asked me to do this before. I liked my job a lot. I was
the assistant Manager and hostess of a small Italian family
restaurant chain. It wasn't like it was a big company
or anything like that. But the family owned seven stores
and they all did quite well. I was hoping that one day
I would get my chance to run one of the restaurants myself.
"Sure.. I can close up tonight." I said eagerly.
I wanted to impress my boss cause he was really good
friends with the owner. I knew if I showed him that
I could manage the restaurant on my own he could help
me get my own store.
"Are you sure you can handle it?" he asked.
"No problem, I can handle it," I replied.
Everything was going great that night. We where really
busy for a Tuesday night, which was rare. It felt so
good to be in complete control of the entire restaurant
and the staff. We had three waitresses, two waiters,
and a couple of Mexican bus boys. I knew the chef had
a crush on me; he was always flirting with me when no
one was around. He was really in a good mood when he
found out that Anthony had left for the evening.
"Hey Tracy. How does it feel to big boss?"
He teased.
"It feels pretty good.. Even if it's only for
one night."
Then I teased back, "Now lets stop bull-shitting,
people are waiting for there food."
Everyone in the kitchen started laughing, even the
Mexican bus boys where laughing, and they couldn't speak
a word of English.
Everything was going smooth. With Anthony gone there
seemed to be a lighter mood in the restaurant that night.
Everyone seemed to be just a little more relaxed and
I thought that was great. It was the environment I would
like to have in my own restaurant some day.
It was around 11:30 pm when the last table finished
their meal and left. The crew started working on there
closing responsibilities. Clean up went real quick as
it usually does, cause I know every one wants to get
home. Everything was done by midnight. Only the Chef
and I were left. I was doing the books and sorting out
the cash receipts when the Chef knocked on the door.
"Tracy, everything is locked up. Are you ready
to go?"
"I have a few more things to finish up,"
I replied.
I still had to tally up the bar receipts and deposit
the cash in the safe. I wanted to make sure that everything
was perfect for Anthony in the morning.
"Well. I'll wait for you and walk you to your
car. It's pretty late, especially for a pretty blonde
American girl like you in the Bronx," He said flirtatiously.
I knew he was just teasing. Plus I knew that his wife
came back from Italy earlier tonight and he wanted to
get home to her. Even though he flirts with me a lot
I know for a fact how much he loves and adores his pretty
young Italian wife.
"I'll be just fine.. You get home to your wife.She's
probably got something sexy on waiting for you to get
home."
We both started laughing and carrying on. Giuseppe
was a tall dark and a very handsome Italian man. He
was probably 45 or so (about 20 years older then me).
If he wasn't a married man I think I might have given
him a shot. I always wondered if he put as much passion
into lovemaking like he did his food. He also had the
sweetest smile. And he was looking at me with those
(I wanna fuck you so bad eyes).
I was wearing a short black dress and I could feel
his eyes undressing me. It felt good and it reminded
me how long it's been since I've had a really good fuck.
I broke up with my last boyfriend about 2 months ago.
He told me he was tired of me working late evenings.
He said he was tired of waiting till after midnight
6 days a week to see his woman. He had the nerve to
tell me to quite my job and find a day job. Well that
was the night I told him to fuck off. I haven't heard
from him since.
Giuseppe had a very heavy Italian accent, even though
he's been in this country for over 25 years. They way
he was looking at me got me excited, and I could feel
my pussy starting to get moist.
Teasingly I said," You better go before you end
up cheating on your wife tonight."
"Yeah, you're right, you look so good in that
black dress. I better get the hell out of here.. Good
Night Boss Lady."
He then smiled, turned around and went out the back
door. As soon as he left I slipped my hand under my
dress, to find my pussy all juicy. I couldn't believe
how hard up I was. I sat back in my chair and kind of
laughed at myself. It was kind of funny how an old married
man could get my juices flowing just by talking to me
and staring at me.
It was getting late and I was tired. I finished up
all the receipts and all of my other paper work. I counted
up all the cash and deposited it in the safe. Then I
came out of the office. The restaurant was very dark.
The neon sign in the front window was the only light
on. Then it dawned on me that I was all alone. I had
never been alone in the restaurant before. I always
leave before Anthony. I walked up front and made sure
the doors were locked.
I was feeling really good. My first night in charge
went perfect. On my way pass the bar I stopped. I thought
I would have myself a little nightcap. I went behind
the bar and made myself a stiff drink. As I sat there
sipping on my drink I started daydreaming that I was
really the boss. Then I started daydreaming about having
my own restaurant some day. It was so quiet sitting
at the bar all alone. I finished my drink and told myself
that one day I will be a boss, the boss of my own restaurant.
I grabbed my purse and my car keys and headed for the
back door. I made one more trip threw the kitchen to
make sure that all the gas was off, and to make sure
all the food and supplies were put away. Everything
looked in order so I went out the back, locked the door
and headed to my car, which was parked in the alley
behind the restaurant.
I never worried about walking to my car late at night,
although it was dark back there. There was some light
coming from the street. I had a white Honda and you
could see it clearly from the light. I actually couldn't
wait to get home. Giuseppe had really got me going.
My pussy was still moist just thinking about what he
was probably doing right now to his pretty young wife.
Even walking to my car I could feel my pussy lips tingling.
I knew that as soon as I got home I was going to jump
in my bed, spread my legs and play with my neglected
pussy. I haven't felt this sexy in a long time.
As I was approaching my car I just had this weird feeling,
like some one was following me. The light coming from
the street was behind me. The only thing I could see
in front of me was my shadow. I turned around quickly
but there was nothing behind me. I felt kind of stupid
for a second. Then I laughed it off and continued to
my car, which was only about ten feet away.
When I got closer to my car I stopped for a second
and looked in my purse to get my keys. Before I bent
my head down, there was one shadow on the hood of my
white car. When I lifted my head back up another shadow
had entered. The shadow was large. I was paralyzed,
I couldn't move. I was confused and I didn't know what
to do. Then the shadow moved and then I realized I was
in trouble.
I turned around quickly. There was a short dirty looking
baldheaded white man standing in front of me. I was
terrified and I didn't know what to do. He just stared
at me. He looked very angry.
"Don't make a sound Bitch. Give me the money and
I'll let you go."
Then I heard a clicking sound, and he pulled out a
small knife and brought it up to my neck.
"Oh please don't hurt me, here take my purse."
"Shut the fuck up Bitch. Don't you make a fucking
sound or I'll cut your fucking throat." He growled.
He snatched my purse and flipped it up side down, dumping
all my stuff on the ground. Then he bent down without
removing the knife from my neck and picked up my wallet.
He opened my wallet and said, "This it.. This
is all you have? Five Dollars! What the fuck am I going
to do with that?"
I started shaking and trembling like crazy. I never
travel with much cash. I use my cards for everything.
I knew that five dollars was all the cash I had on me.
"Please mister, that's all I have. I don't have
any money," I begged.
"Didn't I tell you to shut the fuck up!"
Then he said, "I saw you come out the back of
that restaurant, the owner is always the last one to
leave."
Then he pushed the cold steel blade a little firmer
against my throat. I thought he was going to kill me.
I couldn't believe what was happening to me. It almost
didn't seem real at first.
"I--I--just work there. My boss asked me to close
for him. I--I--swear." I tried to say as calmly
as I could with a knife pressed against my throat.
His piercing eyes grew wide. Then he stepped back.
There was a pause; he took a breath and then WHAMMM!!!!!
All I saw was a flash of light. He slapped me hard across
my face knocking me on my back on the hood of my car.
"You lying little cunt." he growled.
I was about to scream at this point. I thought it didn't
matter; he was going to hurt me anyway. But before I
could make a sound he covered my mouth with one hand
and brought the knife back up to my throat.
I was dizzy and my vision was still burred from the
hard slap to the face.
"Listen here bitch." He whispered into my
ear.
"I didn't come out here for Five Fuck'in dollars."
I could feel his weight on me. For a small man he was
very strong. I could feel something hard pressing against
my inner thigh and I knew his cock was starting to grow.
Then he put one of his hands on the neckline of my dress
and yanked it down to my abdomen. Then he put his head
down and started sucking on my breast. He sucked one
of my tits real hard biting my nipples at the same time.
I started trying to get away. But all I was doing was
sliding back and forth and side to side across the hood
on my car. He suddenly stopped sucking my breast.
He smiled down at me. Then with his other hand he slapped
me hard across the face and quickly covered my mouth
again.
"This is your last warning.I'm not fucking around
with you bitch.either you cooperate right fucking now
or I swear.. this will be the last breath you take."
His words were chilling. They were cold like the knife
that was pressed against my throat.
"You got that bitch.Do you understand what I'm
fucking saying. Don't fucking say a word just nod your
pretty little head if you want to live to see tomorrow."
Through teary eyes and a covered mouth I nodded my
head. Then he said, "NOT ONE FUCKING SOUND. THE
NEXT SOUND THAT COMES OUT OF YOUR MOUTH. WILL BE THE
LAST THING YOU EVERY FUCKIN HEAR."
His breath was cold and smelled like a mixture of hard
liquor and marijuana. I immediately nodded my head,
which made him smile. Then he moved his hand away from
my mouth. I guess he wanted to see if I was going to
scream. I was too terrified to do any thing. I just
prayed to God that he wouldn't kill me.
He grabbed one of my breasts and started squeezing
my nipple. Then he brought his face close to mine, and
whispered softly into my ear, "What's your name
bitch?"
I was too afraid to respond to him. He had said that
if a made a sound he would kill me.
"You may answer this question."
"Tracy. My name is Tracy." I whispered back.
Then he said, "Tracy, five dollars just isn't
going to cut it tonight. You're a fine looking woman.I
don't usually do this but, tonight I think your pussy
will cover the cost of you wasting my time."
His words were clear, he was going to rape me and there
was nothing I could do. My worst nightmare was coming
true. I was going to be raped.
"Look Tracy, I don't have all fucking night.do
as I say and don't make a sound...Ok. Just nod your
head if you understand me."
I quickly nodded my head as fast as I could. My whole
body was shaking with fear. I just wanted this nightmare
to be over. I was on my back staring into the bright
street light. I could barely see his face. All I saw
were moving shadows and flashes of light. Then I felt
his clammy hands moving all over my body. Then I felt
his hand working up my thighs heading toward my pussy.
"Spread your legs." he whispered.
And I quickly did what I was told. Then I felt his
hand palming my pussy through my silk panties. And then
he started laughing. I knew why he was laughing. My
pussy was still wet from fantasizing about the Chef.
"Damn, bitch. Your pussy is soaking wet, you must
really want to get fucked.this is going to fun,"
he giggled into my ear.
I was so embarrassed and humiliated. It made me sick
to my stomach to think that my rapist thought I was
hot for him. Then he grabbed my panties and violently
ripped them from my body and threw them to the side.
The stinging sensation and the sound of the material
being ripped from my body only confirmed my fate.
Then I felt one if his fingers slide easily into my
wet pussy. He started fingering my cunt hard and fast.
I felt so violated. He just laughed while he fingered
my cunt. It was a sick evil laugh, it made me sick to
my stomach every time I heard it. My pussy didn't give
a damn about my fate. My cunt started twitching as he
dug his fingers in and out of my neglected pussy. Then
he said,
"Damn.. your pussy is on fire.I wish I had more
time to play with yeah."
Then he jammed another finger, and then another one
in my cunt. My body had separated itself from my mind.
My cunt stretched to accommodate his fingers. He must
have had at least three fingers pumping in and out of
my gooey cunt. I was lost, and I couldn't believe how
I was feeling.
One part of me wanted to grab the knife from his hand,
stab him and run away, and the other part of me wanted
to cum. His fingers felt so good in my cunt and I hated
myself for thinking that. I prayed that he would not
touch my clit. If he made me cum, it would truly be
the worst possible thing to ever happen to me in my
life.
Just as I completed that thought he placed his thumb
on my clit and started rubbing it while he rammed his
fingers into my body. My body trembled, this time not
with fear. My body trembled as I stared having a powerful
orgasm. It was intense and scary. My pussy clamped down
on my rapist hands and my juices just flowed. I could
hear my pussy making noises from the extra fluid I had
just released from deep inside my body.
"You nasty little bitch.A cunt like you probably
hasn't been fucked in a while." He said while laughing
softly into my ear.
I hated that laugh and I hated the fucking bastard
for forcing me to cum. I was embarrassed, but what could
I do. Then he pulled his hand out of my shivering pussy
and smeared my pussy juices all over my face.
"Look at how wet you are, you want me to fuck
you now don't cha?"
He said this while he pried my lips open forcing me
to taste my own pussy juices. My face was covered with
my juices and the scent was incredible. I couldn't take
it anymore. I tried to be strong and not cry but the
humiliation was too much. Tears started rolling down
my face, tears of shame and embarrassment.
"Say it Tracy. I wanna hear you say it. Tell me
you want me to fuck you."
I didn't know what to do I was crying and I was still
afraid. Then he pushed the knife up against my throat
again. Reminding me that he was the boss and that he
was in control of my destiny.
"Say it.God Damn It! Say it right fucking now,
I told you I don't have all fucking day."
"I...I...want you to fuck me," I said, while
I sobbed silently.
"That's not good enough, say it nicely. Say it
like you mean it bitch! I know you want me to fuck you.
Look how wet and nasty your cunt is. Repeat after me
Tracy."
At that point I just wanted to die. I wanted him to
get it over with and stop torturing me, and then he
said,
"Say.I'm a whore and I want you to fuck me."
I stopped crying and thought to myself, I'll do what
he wants so this nightmare could end. I then replied,
"I'm a whore and I want you to fuck me."
"Good.. Good.that's a good girl.. Now say, I'm
a nasty little bitch and I love being raped by strange
men."
I then replied, "I'm a nasty little bitch and
I love being raped by strange men."
With every word that came out of my mouth I could feel
his cock growing and pressing firmer against my inner
thigh. He started dry humping really slowly. His cock
felt massive against my thigh. Then he said,
"Say, please mister fuck me.don't make me wait,
fuck me right now."
I did as I was told and said it word for word.
"That's a good girl.. Why I'd love to fuck you,
you little cunt. Turn around." He ordered. And
like a helpless scared child I turned around.
He put his hand in between my shoulder blades and pushed
me forward slamming my body on the hood of my car. There
was a loud THUD sound when I landed on the hood. Then
he grabbed my dress and threw it up my back exposing
my bare ass.
Then I heard his pants unzipping and I knew I was going
to get fucked. He wedged himself between my legs and
started spreading my ass. I could feel the heat from
the tip of his cock as it touched my slippery pussy
lips.
"I'm gonna tear your sweet little pussy up."
From my position all I could see was his shadow moving
on the hood of my car. Then he brutally rammed his cock
in my cunt lifting my feet off the ground.
"Aggggghhhhhhh." He moaned as his balls slapped
against my clit sending a jolt through my body.
His cock felt like a hot steel pipe lodging in my cunt.
My pussy contracted around the invading organ. Then
he moaned,
"Oh Shit! Damn Tracy, You got a tight fucking
pussy.lets see if we can loosen it up a little."
He grabbed my hands and folded them behind my back.
Then he started fucking me. He didn't fuck me with any
type of rhythm at first. It was more like hard jabs
into my cunt. He would pull his cock out and hold it
in the entrance of my cunt. Then without warning he
would slam his cock deep into my cunt, only stopping
his hard thrust when his giant balls slapped against
my throbbing clit.
I felt like a captured animal in his grip. I watched
his shadow move. That was the only way I could tell
when he was about to ram his cock in my cunt.
"Yeah bitch you like big cock in your cunt, don't
cha?"
My pussy was soaking wet and I knew what was going
to happen. I didn't want him to know what was going
on inside of me. Just the thought of him knowing that
my body was receiving pleasure from his thick hard cock
disgusted me.
He soon found his rhythm and started fucking my cunt
as if he owned it. My cunt didn't have any loyalty left
with me. For the second time that night my cunt betrayed
me. My juice flowed while the strange man fucked me
hard and deep.
First came shame, then came embarrassment, then finally
a wave of absolute pure pleasure as I was hit with another
mind altering, crushing orgasm. There was a battle going
on inside my body and my mind. A mutiny had occurred
between my legs. I was no longer in control of any of
my bodily functions. The shadow had taken over completely.
He used his cock on my cunt like a slave master would
use a whip on one of his slaves. He was pounding my
cunt with his thick cock, taking away any dignity I
had left. Each time he slammed his cock into my body
I could feel him chipping away at my soul.
How could I receive pleasure from being raped by the
shadow of a man? An evil man was making me cum like
I had never felt before. I hated him for what he was
doing to me. But my cunt just hungered for more.
My rapist, my wicked little baldheaded Shadow man showed
my cunt no mercy. All he did was laugh at me as he continued
his assault on my quivering cunt. Then he grabbed a
clump of my hair and yanked my head on the roof of the
car.
"You are such a fucking whore. look at yourself.your
cunts all loose and nasty and I haven't even cum yet"
Then he said, "Your pussy ain't worth a damn..
Bitch.. Hey I think a little whore like yourself would
enjoy a good ass fucking."
His words, "ASS-FUCKING" came in loud and
clear and awoke me out of my haze. He pulled his cock
out of my sloppy cunt.
"Please mister, I'll do anything you want.please.I'm
begging you, please don't fuck my ass. I.I.. I'll suck
your cock.I swear I'll suck it and make you cum. Please
don't fuck my ass." I begged and pleaded
I wished he could see my face. I wish he could see
my desperate plea. He stopped for a second; I don't
know why I even thought for that moment he was going
to accept my proposition. The waves of pleasure were
gone. Fear had come back with a vengeance as the thought
of him raping my ass swept through my body. He didn't
say anything or move for a few seconds but it felt like
an eternity. I had tried to have anal sex once with
my last boyfriend but the pain was too intense. When
he tried to push it pass the rim of my ass hole I stopped
him immediately. The shadow mans cock felt at least
twice as thick as my ex boyfriend's cock did when it
was in my cunt.
He then grabbed me by the back of my head and slammed
my head on the hood of my car.
"Didn't I tell you to shut the fuck up. I'm going
to fuck you in the ass and I better not hear one fucking
sound. You're gonna take it in the ass or your gonna
take your last breath and then I'll take your ass, dead
or alive I'm gonna fuck you in the ass, it don't fucking
matter to me. Now shut the fuck up!"
At that point I knew I had no other choice. Take it
in the ass or take my last breath. I braced myself the
best I could. I could feel his rock hard cock pushing
against the rim of my ass. He was pushing and pushing
but it would not go in.
"Damn you got a tight fucking ass.. This going
to be good." He moaned.
Then I heard him snort and gather some phlegm. Then
I heard him spit and I could feel his nasty spit on
my ass hole. It sounded so disgusting. He places his
cock at the entrance of my cock and started pushing
again.
I tried to fight off his cock but he was too powerful.
He grunted and with one violent thrust rammed his cock
deep into my asshole. The pain was incredible. My ass
was on fire.
"Yeah.. Fuck yeah." he grunted.
Then he slowly pulled his cock out of my ass. He laughed,
and then he rammed it in again. I cried, but I shed
no tears. I cried in silence while he fucked my ass.
He pounded my asshole with no mercy, laughing and giggling
while her tore my ass to shreds. I wanted him to cum
so bad so this nightmare could come to an end.
The bastard hard the nerve to finger my clit while
he reamed out my asshole. And my clit just responded
to his touch. The pain in my ass was intense but my
cunt didn't give a fuck about the rest of my body. He
was fingering my clit and ramming his cock deep into
my asshole. I thought I was going to pass out. I was
about to cum then he said,
"Ready to drink some cum bitch."
Then he pulled his cock out of my ass, grabbed me by
my hair, spun me around and forced me to my knees. Then
his cock exploded.
"Agggghhh. Aggh, yeah. Open your mouth cunt."
He grunted while he sprayed my face with a thick hot
blast of cum.
"Open your fucking mouth!" he commanded.
I opened my mouth for my rapist whose cock just came
out of my asshole. As soon as I opened my mouth, he
rammed his cock to the back of my throat. I could feel
his cock pulsing as he shot load after load of hot cum
right down my throat.
"Yeah, yeah.. Mmmmmmm. That was good Tracy. Not
bad at All." He moaned with his cock still twitching.
He moaned and growled like an animal while he emptied
his balls in my throat.
He pulled his slimy cum coated cock out of my mouth
and started laughing. I just collapsed on the ground
and started crying.
"Not bad Tracy.Not bad at all."
Then he put his hand in his pocket and pulled out the
five-dollar bill that he had taken from me earlier and
threw it next to my face. He then said,
"Here cunt.. you keep this bullshit.your pussy
and your ass ain't even worth five fucking dollars now."
He then pulled up his pants turned around and started
walking away. The last thing I saw was his shadow as
he disappeared into the night.
Lying there on the cold hard concrete helped me stay
conscious. My asshole was still burning from my brutal
ass fucking I had just endured.
"How could this have happened to me?"
A few hours ago I was on top of the world. Feeling
good and in total control. Now I was lying on the ground
raped and defeated. I was forced to cum while I was
raped, I was forced to take a cock in my ass, and I
was forced to drink my rapist sperm. I felt like street
whore. Within the span of a few hours I went from being
the boss lady to becoming a small baldheaded man's fuck
toy.
After I got myself together I gathered my things. I
found my car keys and I went home. The first thing I
did when I got home was brush my teeth to get the taste
of my rapist cum out of my mouth. Then I took a long
hot bath to sooth my aching asshole. I thought about
calling the police but I didn't. I was afraid and too
embarrassed.
*
Then next day I went to work and acted as if nothing
happened. Anthony thanked me for covering for him. He
told me what a wonderful job I did. He asked me if there
where any problems last night. With a straight face
and my asshole still burning I said, "Nope, everything
went fine."
Two years later I was given a shot to manage one of
the smaller restaurants. I did really well but I made
sure I was never the last one to leave at night. A year
later I had heard that Guiseppe had been arrested. When
I asked around, nobody knew why. They said he was wanted
in Italy for some crime. I started thinking that it
was Mafia related or something like that.
A year later I took a trip overseas to Europe to take
a nice long break. I was in a video store looking around
with my girlfriend. We were cruising the porno section,
which was huge. They had all kinds of videos of all
kinds of wild and crazy things. Then all of sudden my
girlfriend Scream and said,
"Oh my GOD."
I thought she had just scene some thing weird because
she had a Videotape box in her hand. When I walked up
to her she had a strange and frightening look on her
face and was clutching the box close to her chest.
"Let me see that," I said jokingly.
When she wouldn't give me the box I got real curious,
and playfully snatched it out of her hands. What I saw
on the box rocked my world. It was a picture of me.
My rape was video taped. On the front cover of the box
there where video snap shots of me being raped by the
little bald man. The title read, "Entering Shadows"
and underneath that it said, "Tracy Gets It. In
The Ass."
I had tried my best to forget about that night and
keep it a secret. But my secret was on videotape for
the whole entire world to see. And just when I thought
I couldn't be anymore humiliated. I turned the box over
and at the bottom of the box it read, "Brought
to you by Guiseppe Productions."
The man who I thought was my friend, planned and had
me raped. It was then that it all made sense. Guiseppe
was always fooling around with a video camera. I brought
the videotape. The man at the register looked at me
and smiled as he rang me up. I wasn't sure if her recognized
me from the box cover or not. Then he said,
"You picked a good one lady.that's one of our
most popular selling tapes."
My trip was ruined, I flew back home immediately. I
went straight to the restaurant and walked into Anthony's
office and demanded him to tell me what happened to
Guiseppe. He told me that Guiseppe was extradited back
to Italy to face charges for making rape Video's. He
told me he was tried and got 25 years for his crimes.
I asked him if he knew anything about it. And he told
me No. I stormed out of his office and went home.
My life is all fucked up now, when I walk down the
street and men stare at me. I think they are staring
cause they saw my tape. I still have the tape although
I haven't watched it. I'm afraid to. I'm afraid to see
the look on my face while I'm being raped. I'm afraid
to watch myself cum. Videotapes tell no lies. I sit
hear now staring at the box cover. Its scares me to
think about all the men that have sat back and masturbated
while watching me get raped. Maybe one day I'll be able
to close this chapter in my life. But today is not the
day.
The End
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