| I stood outside
the cabin and watched a trio of Canadian Geese ducking
for grubs or whatever it is that Canadian geese duck for.
They foraged in the scrub grass right at the edge of the
woods, keeping a watchful eye on their watcher. One of
them honked and I honked back, feeling not the least bit
foolish.
The sunlight was brilliant, with not a cloud in the
blue sky, and there was nothing but the fresh mountain
air and the scent of pine. No pollution or the people
who cause it.
We were secluded here, the girls and I, miles from
civilization. Not a paved road this side of Cider Creek,
and only the narrow graveled track leading back down
the mountain. Even better--and more important--there
was not another cabin within five miles.
I went back inside to my girls.
Camilla and Michelle were both naked, face down on
the floor. A large swatch of duct tape ran ear to ear,
and both had their arms folded behind them, secured
elbow to wrist with white nylon cord. Their legs were
bound also, crisscrossed at the ankles. Where their
breasts pushed against the rug and flattened out, the
wrapped nylon cords were visible. A deep, painful red
had set in. Laying head toward the stone fireplace on
a large hook rug, both were wide-eyed and frightened.
Their heads twisted back to watch.
"You two are in a predicament," I said.
They both squirmed and made throat sounds. I moved
in behind them and both twisted to keep me in sight.
"I can pretty much do whatever I want," I
said. "Right?"
The girls eyed one other uncertainly. Camilla, twenty-eight,
tall, dark haired with huge brown eyes, has high firm
breasts (higher and firmer when bound) and a nice round
bottom. Her classic good looks-- definitely Spanish
in origin--make her a perfect lingerie model. She finds
this activity crude indeed. Also embarrassing, admitting
she likes it.
Michelle is nineteen years old, and very blonde. Smaller
than Camilla, and less well endowed, she is has a wonderfully
fine ass, and a wonderful sense of humor, which coupled
with her rather crude mouth sometimes makes Michelle
speak first and pay the consequences later. She gets
into trouble a lot. For the afternoon at least, it's
better that Michelle is gagged.
I knelt behind Camilla and patted her rear end. She
jumped, then began to tremble. The first time in my
cabin, the first time bound and gagged, Camilla is quite
unnerved. They both are. Neither have gone this far
in our activities and now both have reservations.
Wondering if this were an altogether smart idea, I
caressed Camilla's buttocks, then slipped my hand between
her legs. She jumped again and moaned lightly. She was
scared enough to be dry. I lightly pinched her cheek
and Camilla jumped again. I stood up.
Choosing one of two heavy leather paddles on the fireplace
sill--everything was laid out in plain sight--I touched
Camilla's rear end with the tip. She was not ready for
this. Wide-eyed as a startled doe, she watched as I
lifted the paddle, then flinched when I gave her a tentative
whack on the cheek. She whimpered and rocked back and
forth. I spanked her lightly again.
"Frightened, Camilla?"
She nodded energetically. "Mmm-nnnuuuumm-mum-um-um!"
I paddled her again, slightly harder.
"Know what this will do?" I asked, holding
the paddle aloft. Half-inch diameter holes placed half
an inch apart ran the length of it. She energetically
shook her head. "Like Swiss cheese," I said,
pipping her on the butt.
"Mmmmmmum!" she objected.
Reaching back, I brought the paddle down moderately
hard, zinging her rear end.
"Mmmmmmmmmmmm!" she wailed.
I laughed, kissed her delicate ear, then on the temple,
then the side of her neck. She shivered violently. "You
are so not ready for this," I said, brushing back
her hair and stroking her left cheek. "Tell you
what, Cam. Get that pretty little tail of yours up,
keep it in the air, and I'll keep the hits no harder
than what I just did. Well, a little harder, maybe.
Let it back down though..." I shrugged. "You
understand."
For the first time in memory, Camilla's eyes mirrored
humiliation. And fear.
"I could put pillows under you," I suggested.
"And spank you twice as hard."
Camilla shook her head. Slowly, unsure exactly how
to do it trussed up, she forced her hips off the floor.
Grunting with exertion--and with embarrassment I'm sure--her
face grew increasingly red. Her breathing became labored.
She looked at one camera, then another, closed her eyes
and began to groan.
My penis was rock hard.
"You wait here," I said.
Getting up, I went to check the cameras. Three of them
in all, each was a studio quality Sony Digicam, and
very expensive. Each tape ran six hours. I adjusted
the focus on the one directly behind the girls. The
display showed two beautiful rear ends. The two other
cameras, offset by ninety degrees either side, captured
the girls in profile. They were perfectly set.
Hitching up my pants and inserting each thumb through
a belt loop, I forced out a beer belly. "What we
have here," I said, in my best Elisha Parks imitation,
"is a failure to communicate." Laughing, I
then picked up the leather strop and joined Cammy. I
patted her rear end, then slapped it lightly with the
strop. Other than her soft buttocks, she did not move.
I spanked her again. Then a third time. Then I planted
one on her that shot open her eyes and banged her chin
down on the floor.
"Emmmmmmmmmmm!" she howled.
I spanked her again and again and again. Then, rising
into a crouch and placing my left hand in the small
of her back, I lit up Camilla's rear end like a traffic
signal. She howled, bucked and shuddered, went down
and her hips banged the floor. Then she bounced up and
down. Terribly she howled. I laughed and I spanked her
even harder, and then I realized I was hitting with
all my might and loosing control and I got up and I
backed away panting. I panted badly.
Jesus Christ, George! Lighten up!
I did not want to tighten up! I wanted to rape them
and beat them and rape them again. I wanted Cammy's
bottom the color of passion; I wanted her to beg. God,
I wanted her to beg.
I put the strop down on a chair and went to the window
and looked out. The sunshine and clear blue sky no longer
held inspiration. I wondered what the hell I'd done.
Camay's bottom was passion purple all right, welts from
the hard-edged strop raised on her skin in neat parallel
rows. Red, white and blue, like a flag. She bawled in
anguished denial, too shocked for humiliation. That
would come later.
Jesus, I thought. Did you really do that? Then I realize
I could do anything I wanted. They were here clear and
of their own free will; eager--willing, anyway--participants.
I didn't force them into nudity or onto the floor. I
didn't coerce them into bondage. (The rather extreme
wrists-to-elbow trussing now, that was my idea. But
they didn't fight. And the breast torture? Camay's idea.)
The whole and the honest truth was that anything I chose
to do to them, anything I liked, what could they do?
They can do nothing, you moron! That's the point!
Like someone stabbed with a needle, I jerked and looked
around. The voice was much too loud to have originated
in my head.
Then it said, this is Camilla and Michelle you're dealing
with here, fella. Your Camilla and Michelle. Look down."
I looked down. And I knew why so many women are raped
in wartime.
Kneeling beside Cammy--she skittered frightenedly away--I
said, "Whoa, whoa! Easy." I touched the small
of her back. "You okay?"
Her eyes were silver dollars and she sobbed uncontrollably.
Tears covered her entire face; mucus flowed from her
nose. I went into the kitchen and returned with a hand
towel and gently wiped her face. I looked at her rear
end. Where the strop had came down it raised dime-sized
polyps all over her cheeks. All were bright red, white-edged
and swollen. I had never caused damage like that. "Cammy,"
I whispered. "I'm sorry."
Reaching over her to the fireplace, I retrieved the
dispenser of Aloe Vera skin cream. Carefully, I squeezed
it onto her skin, laying the green liquid down in figure
eights loops. I carefully rubbed it in. Her skin was
red hot. "Jesus, Cam," I said, laughing in
bewilderment. "I am so sorry."
"Mmnim-num-im."
"I know, I know."
For the first time I looked over at Michelle. Huge
eyed and trembling, she had rolled onto her right side.
Her normally small breasts, tipped with delicate pick
aureole and tiny nipples, were deeply crimson. The aureole,
swollen with static pressure, looked ready to explode.
I looked away.
"This better?" I asked.
Camilla nodded. Her weeping had calmed, and so had
her shaking. I applied more lotion. "I'll make
it up to you," I promised. Slowly, letting her
know my intentions, I delved my finger between her buttocks,
located her anus. With gentle pressure I moved my finger
inside. Camilla moaned.
"Better?"
Camilla raised her eyes and told me, though not yet
forgiven, I was abrogating the harm.
Camilla loves anal sex.
"Raise up," I suggested. As she had done
before, Camilla lifted her rear end into the air. She
looked at the camera again, and then back at me.
I shook my head. "The cameras stay on." I
grinned. "I have the feeling you'll thank me later
on, Camilla." Camilla's face turned the color of
her tail.
I gathered pillows from both ends of the couch and
placed them beneath her shoulders and chin. I knew Camilla
would need them.
Michelle had worked herself into a sitting position,
prepared to watch. I lay her back down. "Think
you get away clean?" I scolded. "It's not
that easy." I gave her a choice. "Bare handed?
Or with a paddle?"
She objected, eyes all hangdog appeal. "Mleezze?"
(Please?)
"I won't hurt you. I promise. Not too bad at least."
"Yeah, right," her eyes said. She shook her
head no.
Ignoring her appeal, I placed the choice of instruments
beneath her nose: A thick wooden hairbrush, a leather
strop, a wooden paddle, and a large wooden spoon. All
were big enough for the job. I left the cane on the
fireplace.
After beseeching me one last time, Michelle touched
the paddle with her nose. I replaced the other items
and patted her tenderly on the butt. Cammy, her high
color now somewhat muted, watched with a copartner's
concern. And something else. "Want me to stop?"
I asked her.
Avoiding Michelle's eyes, she indicated no. Michelle
softly mewed. I patted her butt again. "Cammy could
do it," I offered, raising my eyebrows. The girls
met eyes. An ardor no man could ever kindle passed between
them and I sighed. I have watched them make love, I
have loved them both. I know.
"No," I said. "This is my game, not
yours. You two have enough fun already."
Bringing me home late one night, Camilla let me watch
as the unsuspecting Michelle--a runaway, barely eighteen--found
herself cornered in the kitchen, hands dripping wet,
a plate destined for the dishwasher suddenly waylaid.
Camilla's right hand came up and took possession of
her left breast, and even though completely clothed--right
down to her new Reebok tennis shoes--I have never seen
a girl more naked. I looked at her now.
"Now or later?" I asked Camilla. I held the
paddle aloft.
"Aiher." (Later).
I placed the paddle between Michelle's thighs. "Keep
this warm, okay?"
She fixed me with her most disdainful, teenage look.
I patted her arm. "Don't worry. It'll be worth
the wait."
"Aah-oh." (Asshole).
Turning to Cammy, I tentatively touched her butt--she
flinched and made a startled gasp--then spread her buttocks
apart. Like her genitals, Camay's anus was bare. The
thick dark hair, so abundant on her lovely head, was
nowhere in evidence here. She had hot waxed it off.
"How you stand that," I said, blowing softly
over her clenched sphincter, "is beyond me."
Camilla moaned.
I looked over at Michelle. She too was hairless, a
soft wedge of fluff above her clitoris, perfectly trimmed,
her only proof of age. Like that of a preteen, her perfectly
sculpted genitalia remained nestled in secrecy, closed
to prying eyes.
Leaning forward, I blew softly across Camilla's anus
and it puckered. She moaned. I heard Michelle stir.
She was again on her side, watching. Mindful of her
pelted skin, I placed my fingertips within the cleft
of Camilla's buttocks, drew them fully apart and Camilla
groaned loudly. I felt so ashamed. "I'll make it
up to you," I whispered.
Very slowly, and with gentle purpose, I licked her.
Camilla squirmed, tried to get away at first, then moved
closer. I licked her fully, then I kissed her. "You
like this, don't you?" I said.
She emitted a groan.
Purple-brown from her deep coloring, her anus flexed
outward in a strong reflex, cupping itself, and I licked
it again, kissed the crown. I attacked her with my tongue.
"Nunggungg-ung-ung," Camilla moaned, then:
"Nuh-uh- uh!" Shuddered deeply, her pelvis
bucked and her anus crowned again and I pushed inside.
She moaned deeply and muscles in her abdomen clenched
and released, making her roll up and down. Pushing deeper
inside, I tasted her musky wetness, curled my tongue
into a phallic tube. I fucked her.
"Nuh!" Then: "Oh-uh-UH!"
I pulled out and kissed her and licked her, then reentered
her again.
"Neordddd! Unh-nuh! NUNH!"
Her rear end was now circling in a wild ellipse and
I could no longer stay inside. I sat back on my calves
and unzipped my jeans, removed myself from their clutch.
God, I ached!
Beside me, Michelle moaned and rolled onto her back,
then sat up to watch. The paddles long, ridged handle
protruded from her clenched thighs like an ersatz penis.
I watched her tremble, then I was all eyes for Camilla.
Taking myself in hand, I placed the head of my penis
against her pulsating hole and I leaned forward and
entered.
"Ung-Gog!"
Camilla shuddered. She buried her face in the pillow.
A deep moan escaped her throat. When she clenched uncontrollably
on my erection, taking its breadth, she moaned even
louder.
A white man, I don't have the huge appendage that some
woman crave. Only seven and a half inches long, I am
not solid muscle nor do I make women suffer and scream.
Camilla, however, whether by design or by choice, reacts
as though John Holmes were inside. I am empowered, emboldened,
desperate to fulfill her need--if only for my own--because
Camilla, my dearest possession, has no need for me.
I neither advance her ambitions, nor do I, in the overall
sense of the word, prevail. Except for our shared immorality
(some would call it perversion), and Michelle, we share
nothing at all.
But I love her.
And God knows why, she loves me.
Struggling into a squat, I removed my shirt and unbuckled
my jeans. I shoved them down. Normally, Camilla is an
active partner, hands pulling herself wide, otherwise
stroking my cock or stroking herself. Today, no fingers
will enter her vagina but my own, nor ignite her clitoris.
She has only one purpose this day, and that is to make
me work.
Kicking off my shoes, I worked the jeans off, then
my underwear, so that both of us are nude. I know she
feels pain; even though I strive to avoid her tail,
avoiding it is impossible.
"Sorry," I panted. "Sorry, sorry, sorry."
Holding her waist, I angled myself down, working in.
Camilla bucked, then groaned, then moaned my name. Her
anus stretched tightly about my cock: a thin, purple
line.
Before starting for real, I bent down and retrieved
the tube of KY jelly, our personal lubricant. Camilla
moaned with impatience. She always is impatient. But
I was half way in and getting locked already, and any
more movement would only hurt her.
I had hurt Camilla enough.
"It's coming," I assured her. "Just
wait."
She groaned. "Ei-ont-awnuh-ait!" (I don't
wanna wait!)
"You'll get it soon enough."
She complained more. "Urrry!" Hurry!
Squeezing jelly onto my shaft where it entered her
rear end, I moved it in and out. She groaned loudly.
"Told, you. Didn't I?"
"Urrry!"
This was all she got. Camilla hated goo.
Holding her waist, I pulled out to the very tip, then
pushed myself in. I went all the way down. Camilla grunted,
then wagged her tail. I pushed really hard. Camilla
wagged her buttocks again.
"Nyeshhh! Nyeshhh!" (Yes! Yes!)
I seated myself hard, drawing a gasp (not from her
butt cheeks, but from the depth) then worked for every
millimeter of fit. Going in and out, tip to end, I tried
unsuccessfully to restrain. I always try, and I always
fail. Always Camilla forgives me.
Soon her anus was a hot collar of pain, heated by friction,
and the more she got worked, the more Camilla wanted.
I worked her hard. I worked her very hard. Then I felt
a tingle of vibration, a tightening of groin, and Cammy
was riding an orgasmic wave. She rocked up and down,
rolling her pelvis, twisting back and forth against
my cock. Her wail became continuous. I released her
waist and found her vagina, put three fingers in from
each hand. Then settled for one. The only one that mattered.
Cammy began to come.
"NUH!" she shouted. Then "NU-UH!"
Then she gave one huge buck and we both exploded.
I stopped all movement and so did she.
"Nuh-uhhhhh-uhhhhh-uhhhhhh!" she wailed.
The first plume of semen seared her rectum and Camilla
wailed again. I remained an iron spike, a tortured statue,
knowing she would never forgive me if I moved. My third
ejaculation came, and then my fourth, and the hot sperm
built around my cock and melted into her rectum, igniting
her orgasm to a stupendous high. And still we did not
move.
"Neordddd! (George!) Unh-unh! Nunh! Neordddd!"
Then it was time and I fucked her as hard as I could,
up and down, slamming her with each burst. A second
orgasm came, and then a third, and then a fourth, and
when finally the orgasms gave out, and the liquid subsided,
I had come in Cammy two dozen times. More. Many more.
And I couldn't stand up. I took her down with me.
I had, literally, filled her rectum with sperm.
"Neordddd?" (George?)
"Yes, Cammy?"
"Mnioo-ed-ub."
I laughed. "What?"
"Mnioo-ed-ub."
"I need to get up?"
Camilla nodded.
"Bathroom, dear?"
She nodded again. I stayed where I was.
"Neordddd!"
I laughed again.
She cramped in response.
"There's nowhere for it to go," I reminded
her. "I'm blocking the path." She grunted,
and so did her bowels.
I kissed the back of her neck, her shoulders, the tips
of her ears.
"Neordddd. Mleezze?"
"Forgive me for what I did?"
"Nyeth. Ow-ed-e-uh." (Yes. Now get me up.)
I removed myself from her warmth and wetness--my wetness--and
helped her to her feet. Surprisingly, I was still erect.
"I'll help you," I said, because she couldn't
walk. She grunted disagreeably, but didn't say no. We
gave Michelle wide birth. Sometimes, not often, Camilla
fails to make it to the bathroom.
"You okay?" I asked, looking down at our
girl. She looked almost unnerved.
"We'll be right back."
I guided the bandy-legged Camilla back to the bathroom--with
her tied ankles, she moved on tiptoe, in comically short
steps--raised the seat lid, and set her down.
"Nu-ankd-oo-oo," she said. (No thanks to
you.)
I waited.
"Neordddd."
I broke out laughing. "I've seen it before,"
I reminded her.
"Nyeth. Mud-od-id-ish." (Yes. But not like
this.)
"I know. That's why I'm staying."
She squirmed, face registering discomfort. "Neordddd.
Mleezze."
I shook my head. "Go ahead."
Cocking her head, she looked up at me with bewildered
amusement. Then her anus squeaked and then it burped.
Then something plopped into the water and a whole cacophony
of sound erupted in her gut and her face crunched, then
her stomach, and suddenly the room was filled with a
ripping, hissing sound as just about the entire contents
of her bowels expelled.
"Ung-Gog!" she wailed. Ejected liquid which
had splashed onto her cheeks dripped back to the water
again and a huge shudder went through her and the exploding
worsened for one horrible moment and something solid
and very large hit the water.
I almost gagged.
"Ung-Gog! Ung-Gog! Ed-ouwd-od-eer!" (Get
out of here!)
I left, though not without erupting into giggles. I
was still laughing when I sat down next to Michelle
and I continued to laugh, tears streaming down my cheeks.
Michelle looked both thoroughly disgusted and incensed.
She kicked me with her knees.
"Hey!" I scolded, laughing still. "Cut
it out." Two minor eruptions came from the bathroom.
Anything but compliant, my dear Michelle lay over on
her back and started kicking me for real.
"Hey! Stop that! Hey!"
My laughter came in peels and though she fought hard
to control it, laughter erupted from Michelle as well.
I got her feet--finally--and climbed up to her chest.
I sat down. "Smart ass!" I said.
"Aah-oh."
"Call me an asshole!" I tickled her. I tickled
Michelle until her eyes went wild and she wiggled all
over the rug like a crab. But I was hurting her shoulders.
"Here," I said, sitting her up. Her breasts
were a gorgeous orchid, her nipples like spears. High
color flamed in her face. Sitting Buddha on the carpet
presented me with Michelle's secret place, and the almost
closed lips and the glint of her hidden pearl. I backed
away. I tried to relax. I didn't mess with Michelle.
Evidently, most of the eruption had stopped and from
the bathroom came only an occasional moan, then Camilla
called out. Glad for the rescue, I got up.
"Be right back, okay?"
Michelle nodded. Her blue eyes didn't know whether
to be relieved, or hurt.
Heading toward the bathroom, I was reminded of Michelle's
look of that night at the apartment. Standing in the
kitchen doorway, my eyes wide as saucers, I wondered
who was more shocked my Camilla's hand. Michelle, I
imagined, but myself very close. I had not been invited
to Camilla's place since Michelle moved in and now I
understood why. Or thought I did. I was nearly as incensed
as I was turned on.
At the time, we had been lovers barely two months.
My divorce was pending, and Camilla had just endured
a nasty breakup of her own. After assaulting her on
their final day in court--on the court steps--her ex
husband got tossed in jail. I have met him since and
he's pure charm.
Camilla and I rescued Michelle from certain rape outside
a club downtown, nearly getting ourselves killed. Two
black guys had joined one white guy in badgering the
poor girl for sex. They had her backed against the fender
of an old, dirty station wagon in the back lot of the
club, and Michelle, obviously strung out, distraught
and unequal to the task, had to fend them off. I saw
from the moment we rounded the corner of the building
what was going on, and hurried Camilla to the car. This
was the kind of scene that could escalate quickly and,
I didn't want Cammy involved.
It was a cold night, and Michelle had on a bulky white
sweater beneath a denim jacket. She wore blue jeans
ripped out at the knees, and heavy work boots. Her hair
was short and strikingly disheveled. Someone--probably
herself--had terrorized it with scissors. From her appearance,
she had been on the streets for a time.
We skirted them, staying to the outside of the perimeter
cars. Camilla, cognizant of the girl's danger, recognized
her own. We made it to the car safely.
"George--"
Cammy was turned in her seat. I had the key in the
ignition, ready to start the engine. I didn't want to
look back. "What?"
"They're gone."
Cursing under my breath, I twisted around. Sure enough,
the four had disappeared. "Son of a bitch,"
I muttered. "She's in the car."
Camilla looked at me, eyes wide. "I don't like
this, George. She's just a kid. She didn't even look
sixteen."
I wanted desperately to twist the key and get out of
there. The white guy alone would scare a grizzly bear
on steroids. "The girl is--she's not in any danger."
I twisted again to look back. "She's a tramp, Cam.
Young, but still a tramp. Probably just another nights
action for her."
"George!"
I grit my teeth. "You saw those three guys, Cam.
I go over there..."
"Then I'll go," she said, opening her door.
I grabbed her arm. "No, goddammit." I got
out of the car. I gave her my cell phone. "Call
911," I said. "Pray I don't get killed."
Camilla turned on the phone, and with a very apprehensive
expression began to dial. Damn the little tramp!
I jammed my hands in my pockets, bunched into fists,
and crossed to the car. I have never been so scared.
Moving close the windows, I saw the four of them in
the back deck, the girl swamped by the three toughs.
Her arms worked against their hands and her sweater
was up and one of them had pushed her brassiere around
Michelle's neck. Her breasts were barely existent on
a chest that exhibited every rib in sharp relief. I
couldn't see her waist, but guessed she already had--
or was in the process of--loosing her jeans. Problem
was, I couldn't tell if this was against her will, or
if she were only fighting the numbers. Then she saw
me outside the car and there was no doubt. She made
no sound and no physical plea for help--she knew what
to expect--but her eyes said death was a better alternative.
I backed away, terrified for myself rather than for
her, and turned my back. I walked six steps.
I don't understand it, or where the courage came from,
but suddenly I stopped and I looked around. The girl's
head was turned away, a terrible grimace twisting her
features; her lips formed silent "no's." I
stood there a moment, willing myself to leave, then
found I was walking back to the rocking station wagon
and lashing out at its side with my foot. The three
men jerked up. Most surprised by far, and the only one
not instantly enraged, was the young girl.
"Get the fuck out of the car!" I called.
The men granted my request.
Using black idiom and his invincible black man threat,
the bigger of the two blacks said: "You must be
a fucking fool, fool. Only a fool would mess with three
men minding their own business." He didn't bring
it out, but there was a knife in his right pocket.
The white guy--possibly the scariest guy I have ever
seen--said nothing as he moved right up to my face.
Then, in a very mild and reasonable voice, he said:
"Fuck off right now, joker, or I'm gonna do to
your girlfriend what I'm gonna do to her. Understand?"
I did something then I will never tell anyone. I peed
my pants. Then I kneed him in the balls just as hard
as I could, and enraged by fear, kicked him three more
times before he hit the ground. Stunned, the other two
did nothing. I went after the one on my right and hit
him hard in the chest with my shoulder.
He bounced off the car and right into me and two seconds
later the second black dragged me to the ground, and
they both started hitting and kicking. I didn't stand
a chance. Then Camilla was running up screaming at the
top of her lungs, and one of them had to fend her off
and I wrapped myself around the other guy's leg and
I bit him right through the pants. He screamed out in
pain. That's when the knife came out. Were it not for
my heavy winter coat, I would have been cut badly, maybe
even killed. But his first slash caught in the epaulet
on my right shoulder, and losing his balance, I took
him down. I fought like a madman. I kept the guy in
the dirt and kept him rolling, but he hit me twice for
every blow I landed on him. My rage blocked the pain
but I was losing strength fast. Then the knife was right
by my face and I grabbed it off the ground and thrust
it into his side. The blade skipped off, gouging his
ribs rather than puncturing them, or I would have killed
him for sure. I tried stabbing him again and lost the
knife myself and he hit me once in the side of the head
and everything went dark.
KABOOM! went a pistol and everyone froze.
Michelle, clothes apart and her genitals still bared,
stood against the open car door. She pointed the gun
directly at my head. Black and clutched in both her
hands; it didn't move an inch. I'm going to die, I thought,
thinking she'd mistaken my for her attacker. Then the
gun pointed away. "I'll shoot," she panted.
"I'll shoot anyone that moves."
For a moment, no one did move. Then slowly, the man
on top of me rolled off, and clutching his side, staggered
erect. "Fuck," he said, looking at his hand.
"You cut me."
"Fuck you," I said. "It was your knife."
He kicked me and Michelle almost shot him. She would
have too, if Camilla hadn't shouted out.
"Wait! I called the police!" She struggled
off the ground, where the first black man had dragged
her down. Her coat was mostly off, and her blue dress
torn. For some reason, that enraged me more. I got to
my knees and went to where the black guy sat and punched
him in the face.
"George! George, stop it!"
Cammy dragged me away.
The bear of a white man, finally able to sit up, didn't
seem to comprehend. "What happened?" he grunted.
Finding I could not stand, two of the onlookers sat
me on the bumper of a pick-up. Camilla stood beside
me for a moment, then went to the young girl's side.
She talked to her quietly. Michelle would not give up
the gun. Finally, after an off-duty policeman showed
up and got the three men laying flat on the ground,
Michelle surrendered the nine-millimeter. He was very
careful with the girl, regarding her as more of a threat
than the three men. Handing the pistol over, she sat
back down in the car and started to cry. Cammy stayed
with her. Bruised, bleeding, ready to faint, I could
only sit there and hate the girl.
In the four weeks since, Michelle had lived with Camilla.
Though still harried looking and vulnerable, she was
a far cry from the terrified girl outside the club.
No more borderline starvation, no disheveled hair, and
her hollow-eyed anxiety had gone. Tonight she wore a
white velour turtleneck sweater over blue jeans, a simple
choker necklace, and other than one stud earring in
each ear, none of her previous, plentiful accouterment.
She looked very much like a teenage girl.
Taking the plate from Michelle's hand and setting it
in the dishwasher, Camilla moved the startled teenager
into the corner formed by the intersecting counters.
Very effortlessly, very confidently, Camilla kissed
her. I thought Michelle would faint.
"Say hello to your new boss," she said, after
a moment.
Michelle swallowed and removed a hair from her mouth.
Her hand shook. Her whole body shook. "Hello, Mr.
Reed."
I tried not to croak. "Hello, Michelle."
Camilla said, "You start Monday, dear. In the
accounting office. George found you a position."
She laughed. "Filing, but at least it's a start.
And you'll be with me." Camilla turned. "Tell
her the shit little money she's making, George."
Michelle flinched. "That's not important,"
she said.
"It is to me. Tell her, George."
I could have her smacked Cammy. "Seven dollars
an hour."
Michelle seemed nonplused. "What's wrong with
that?"
Camilla laughed. "McDonald's pays more for flipping
hamburgers."
Michelle shrugged. "More than I'm making now."
She looked at me. "I really mean it, Mr. Reed.
Thank you."
"George," I said. "I hate mister."
Camilla whacked Michelle's thigh. "He's sir to
you, punk."
Only you need call me that, I started to say, then
shut up.
Camilla laughed. "She already knows, believe me."
She kissed Michelle again. "Don't you dear?"
Michelle never replied because one moment later Camilla's
tongue was in her mouth, a hand on her breast, and Michelle
had no choice but to fight back or respond. She responded.
For the next thirty seconds Camilla demonstrated just
how much in charge she was.
"What do you think about that?" she challenged,
finally releasing Michelle's mouth. Michelle was red-
faced and flustered. Her breast still lay under Camilla's
hand.
"I think you need a bedroom," I said. Standing
straight had become awkward. They both saw my erection.
"And I should go."
"No!" Camilla exclaimed. "We just got
here."
"Yeah. And only one of us should have come."
I wanted to back out graciously but Camilla raised Michelle's
arms, took the bottom of her sweater, and yanked it
over her head. Michelle yelped, clutched herself over
her white satin brassiere. She looked disbelievingly
at the sweater as Cammy tossed it through the air.
I was flabbergasted. "Cam! Jesus Christ."
Michelle's chest and arms exploded in gooseflesh. She
said nothing at all, could say nothing. Then Camilla
took hold of her wrists, gently lowered them to her
sides. Even in a push-up bra, Michelle had little cleavage.
"Show George your love bites," Camilla said.
She too was red-faced.
Michelle shook her head. She looked at the floor.
"Cammy," I said. "What are you doing?"
Camilla shook her head. "I'm tired of being torn
between Michelle and you. I can't be with her when I'm
with you, and with her it's always "what would
George say if he knew. "Well now you know."
She paused, making sure her words were understood. "I
need you," she said. "And I need Michelle
too." She looked at both of us very hard. "And
I need you both to understand."
With that, she coaxed Michelle into putting her hands
behind her back and unclasping her brassiere. It came
loose, falling into her hands. Covering both of her
breasts, arrayed about the small pink nipples like guardians,
were half a dozen bite marks. Bruise- purple, a yellowish
tinge about the edges, they looked unhurriedly and lovingly
placed. Something inside me moved.
"I need her and I need you," Camilla repeated.
After a moment, I nodded. A moment later, Michelle
nodded as well. Her face was painfully red. Camilla
looked immeasurably relieved.
Taking Michelle by the hand, Cammy lead her to where
I stood. Camilla stood behind her. Hands cupping Michelle's
young breasts, she said: "These are mine. Right,
child?"
Michelle nodded. Camilla lowered her hands to Michelle's
waist, unzipped her jeans. I felt like a peeping Tom.
"Cammy--"
"Shush." Working Michelle's jeans down over
her hips, she slid her palms over the front of Michelle's
satin panties--they read Victoria's Secret across the
waist band--and down to her crotch. "Who bought
you these?"
"You did," said Michelle, and for a moment,
her lips curled into a smile. Then it was gone. Her
face, which had lost its vermilion cast, reddened again.
"And who got your hair cut and took you to the
doctor--" here Michelle started and flushed even
more, and I knew what kind of doctor that was "--and
who bought you all your nice clothes?"
"You did, Cam."
"And who taught you to stop biting your fingernails
until they bled and how to eat a decent meal, and how
to act like a young women of eighteen?"
Michelle remained silent.
Camilla kissed her on the neck. "Where do you
sleep, baby?"
"In your bed."
"Who's bed do you want to sleep in?"
The grin resurfaced and after a moment, the girls seemed
to meld, to become the front side and the back side
of the same coin. I realized then that Camilla loved
Michelle intensely, and the reverse was true. "Yours,"
she said, very softly. "Only yours."
Camilla lowered Michelle's jeans down around her knees,
then her panties. Michelle was clean shaven and baby
smooth. "You have nothing to conceal from George,
do you?" she asked.
"No, Cammy."
"Look at him."
Michelle looked up. Her blue eyes, almost wet with
emotion, were fire and ice. Somehow, she still found
room for embarrassment. I wanted to spank Cammy for
this torture.
"What exactly is going on here?" I asked.
Camilla kissed Michelle's throat. The fire had spread
downward to Michelle's chest, and Camilla, still looking
at me, began to suckle her neck. Michelle shivered violently,
again. The middle finger of Camilla's right hand disappeared
inside Michelle and Michelle gasped.
This was insane.
Camilla took her mouth off Michelle's shoulder and
there was a love bite, angry red.
"I belong to you," Camilla said, quietly.
It took a moment to sink in. She was talking to me.
"You do?"
"I do. I have for the last four weeks, if you
had only looked." She kissed Michelle's neck again.
"You have the wrong idea," I said, feeling
out of sorts and angry. "I didn't rescue Michelle,
she rescued me." I was still black and blue from
the experience, barely able to move. My chest was taped
until the previous week. "Don't go mistaking me
for a hero," I cautioned. Indeed, until that evening,
I still held an angry grudge against the girl. "If
you hadn't shamed me into doing it, I never would have
left the car." This time I found myself unable
to meet Michelle's eyes.
"But you did go," Camilla insisted. "Other
men would have refused."
Michelle herself spoke. "And anyone else would
have left me when the men got out of the car,"
she said. "You didn't."
I remembered her eyes and her look of dissolution.
I remembered how, at that moment, her very worst, Michelle's
eyes told me to walk away, that she expected it, that
I had no obligation to risk myself for someone like
her. And I knew that my empathy for the girl's pain
was greater than fear for my own well being. That's
why I kicked the car. That's why I accepted the beating.
Men are cowards and leave their women to die. I almost
did the same.
For a time no one spoke. Then Michelle whispered in
Camilla's ear.
Camilla looked at me. "What happens next is up
to you," she said. "You know my feelings.
Michelle belongs to me, which means you also own Michelle."
Her arms were around Michelle's chest, clutching her
protectively. "She's yours if you want."
Michelle nodded. "You can have us both."
I felt run over by a train. If ever a man's fantasies
came up and jumped right into his lap, this was it.
But Cammy cherished this girl with a need I couldn't
imagine; disrupting that bond, pushing myself into the
middle, would destroy us as certainly as a bomb.
"The only thing I'm ever going to do to Michelle,"
I said. "Is spank her." And with that, I sat
the startled girl into a chair, grabbed my new possession's
arm, and marched her right over to the couch. "But
you, young lady, are getting it first." I then
proceeded to raise Camay's skirt, pull down her panties,
and lambaste her precious young tail.
I lambasted her very well.
Astonished, eye's wide and full of shock, Michelle
sat there and watched. Camilla's rear went from olive
to bright red, and the way she bellowed and kicked,
it was a show indeed. I dropped her unceremoniously
on her rear.
"And that," I said, brushing my hands symbolically,
"is all I have to say."
Camilla sat looking up, open-mouthed. Her face matched
her rear ends color. "I've never been spanked,"
she said, in wonder. "I've never been spanked before."
"Did you like it?"
Giggling, Michelle burst out: "I liked it!",
and we both yelled back, "Shut up!" Then Camilla
repeated: "I've never been spanked."
"You said that already."
"But I haven't!"
"You have now."
She rubbed the sides of her hips. "It hurts."
"I know."
"How do you know? I'm the one got spanked!"
I held up my hand. It was red also. "Like to go
again?"
Camilla shook her head.
"Did you like it?"
She snorted. "Describe like."
"Did it make you feel submissive, defenseless,
and weak?"
"It made me hurt."
"And what are you thinking now?"
She broke out in a grin. "That it's Michelle's
turn."
We chased the squealing Michelle all over the apartment.
In the bathroom, I flushed the toilet and brushed back
Camilla's hair. "Better?" I asked.
She nodded. The place smelled just horrid. "Nuh-
angst-noo-oo." (No thanks to you.)
I began to help her to her feet. Camilla shook her
head.
"What?"
She just looked at me.
"Oh," I said, standing back. "I'm not
doing that."
Cammy moved her head back and forth. "Oo-aa-oo-im-oo-
ond-ee-ed-uh." (You have to if you want me to get
up.)
I didn't want her up that much. "How about we
do this," I said. I first peeled back the duct
tape, then leaned over and untied the cords securing
her elbows and wrists. Asleep and useless, her arms
fell limply at her sides.
"Ow," she said, flinching. "That hurts."
"It'll hurt more."
I rubbed circulation back into her shoulders and biceps.
Grimacing, she moved her arms. "That really hurts."
I continued to rub. "I saw pictures on the Internet
where a woman had been bound and raped." I didn't
say how badly she was beaten. "They had her arms
like this." I mimicked the crisscross, wrist bound
to elbow. "Only the rapist used cable ties."
Camilla shuddered. "Thank you for not telling
me."
"It was a turn-on with you."
Camilla crooked her mouth. "Guess that's all that's
important, huh?"
"Guess so."
I untied her breast-ropes. I massaged her gently. Large,
oval shaped, and violet-brown, the aureole covered a
third of Camilla's breasts. Usually an unattractive
sight on a woman, on Cammy it was spectacular. She also
has the largest nipples I have ever seen (or touched,
suckled, or pinched). I brought each to attention with
my lips.
"That," she said. "Is the first nice
thing you've done to me all day." She began stroking
my cock.
"I haven't washed," I cautioned.
She grinned. "It wouldn't be the first time."
From the main room, I felt Michelle watching. "What
about squirt?" I said.
Camilla looked around me. "She can wait."
"I know," I said. "So can I."
After quickly untying her ankles, I left Camilla to
sort herself out. I went to release our young charge.
"How'll be here in a moment," I said, undoing
Michelle's feet.
"Oo-aer-ed-e-och," she complained. (You never
let me watch.)
"You watched earlier," I reminded her.
"Ah-och-er-ed-aidt." (I watched her get raped.)
I stopped untying. "Is that what you think?"
She looked at me with her wonderfully blue eyes--they
glinted mischievously--and slowly shook her head. "Oh.
Ah-oh-edder." (No. I know better.)
"You better," I said, angry despite the tease.
"I'd never hurt either one of you."
She held me with her eyes.
"Well, not more than I did today." Then I
remembered Michelle had escaped it all. "Hey! Wait
a minute!"
She began to laugh and push at me with her feet, but
before I could get her back in my hands, Camilla arrived.
"Shit," I said, watching Michelle backpedal
across the rug. She laughed delightedly under the tape.
"I forgot."
"I know," Camilla said. "You gave it
all to me." Her butt was a crimson battlefield.
She put her arm around my waist. We watched Michelle
watch us.
"So what now?"
Camilla smiled. "I'm in need of my little rat."
She crooked her finger. "Come here, little rat."
Her blue eyes radiant, Michelle shook her head.
Camilla pointed to the floor before her.
Michelle shook her head again.
Camilla folded her arms.
Scooting on her butt, Michelle very slowly returned.
Camilla encouraged her with a smile. "You are such
a brat, young lady."
No, I'm not, Michelle said, shaking her head.
"Yes, you are."
I am not.
"Are you challenging me, little one?"
Michelle shook her head but her eyes said otherwise.
Again I felt that charge of emotion flow back and forth.
"Nineteen is not too old to be spanked, you know."
Michelle nodded her head. Yes, it is.
"No, it's not."
Yes, it is.
In a very patient voice, Camilla said: "George
isn't the only one with a spanking hand."
Michelle giggled and sassed Cammy with a delighted
"Unh-unh," and Camilla set upon her with a
vengeance. In just a moment, she had the spirited Michelle
dragged over to a chair, then wrestled atop her knee
and, although the young girl fought valiantly for her
freedom (had Cammy ever enjoyed a spanking this much?),
her rear end quickly shined a blazing red. I sat down
to watch.
To proceed further violates the sanctity of Camilla's
and Michelle's relationship. I won't do that. I even
refused to watch. Soon after Michelle began to squeal
and kick, I knew it was useless and urged the two girls
into the bedroom. I made dinner for us all. I tried
not to listen.
Camilla and I have our relationship and that relationship
is fine. It is four years old. We'll never marry; I
know that. We'll never even live together.
Camilla and Michelle are as close to the perfect union
as ever I have witnessed. Michelle lives for her, and
as a surrogate mother/lover, Camilla provides for Michelle
the way no parent could. Two years ago she enrolled
Michelle at Maryland University and is paying the tuition
completely out of pocket. She won't let me assist. Working
three days a week at the agency, Michelle has shown
a facility for set design that pleases her no end. I
think it's the first thing she's ever been good at in
her life, or found interest in. Other than as Camilla's
lover.
One evening last fall, at Michelle's request, I joined
them in bed. The three of us made passionate love. Rather,
Michelle and I made passionate love to Camilla. It was
Camilla's birthday and Michelle's present to her. It
was also Michelle's first encounter with my right hand
without being spanked.
I kissed Michelle and touched every part of her body,
including her genitals, but it was incidental contact,
brought on by our mutual third partner. I gave Camilla
those things Michelle could not, and Michelle provided
the rest. I was not the third wheel I had feared.
The following night, Michelle confessed something to
Camilla that made Camilla cry. Both of us making love
to her had finally allayed Michelle's great fear. When
the moment of communal orgasm came, and we clutched
Camilla between us, Michelle and I had locked eyes.
For a moment the energy flowed between us the way it
flowed between the two girls, and we both understood
that sharing Camilla meant Camilla would never be stolen
away--from either of us. And though my sperm erupted
into Camilla's vagina that night, it filled Michelle
was well.
Camilla asked tonight if I would consider impregnating
Michelle. They both want a child. Camilla is sterile.
I said I didn't know.
But I do.
The End
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