| We adopted.
From the moment I saw her little almond eyes, her golden
little hands, it was love. From that day, she was flesh
of my flesh, blood of my blood. I never looked back.
Through all the problems a normal, too sensitive little
girl faces, she was just 'my daughter'. I loved her,
as if she were my own. I did my best, and I truly believe
she turned out great. Wonderful. A little woman. I'm
so proud.
She always could, and did, come to me. I was the one
she turned to. I guess you could say she was daddy's
little girl. That natural rapport, it was just there
from day one. She's my Angel, and I love her.
That's why it's so hard to admit what I've done. I'm
a liberal dad. I know how hard it is to be a kid. You
gotta give them space. My Angel needs a lot of space.
Too much space. I had to...make it right.
I became aware of my attraction for her about a year
ago. One Sunday morning I was reading the paper in my
armchair, when she came into the room.
I had to smile. She was adorable. She was clutching
a blanket, with her hair a-tussle, a white tee shirt,
and panties on. She made a bee line for me, a tired,
upset look on her face, and threw her slender brown
arms around me, crumpling the sports section.
"What's the matter Angel?" I asked her, wrapping
an arm around the small of her back.
"I had a nightmare," she said back to me,
in her little girl voice. My angel's now 15, and sharp
as a whip. She's always been able to regress a bit,
to pout, to tell me "Daaaadddy, I lovvvveeee you!"
And make me go all soft inside. But now she was turning
it on.
I melted, pulled her closer, kissed her brow, and asked
her, "Tell me about it baby, we'll make it go away."
She began to speak. I listened, loving her, sympathetic.
She leaned against me, and my hand slid lower. I didn't
even notice. As she talked, suddenly I was aware that
my hand was cupping her teenage behind.
And what an behind. So round, small, soft. So warm,
so firm, so...womanly. I instantly grew hard. Very hard.
Jezus, I thought, what the hell is going on? She's
my daughter! She was speaking quickly now, and I nodded,
not hearing a word, all my attention focused on the
palm of my hand. Her young body heat. The smell of her
teenage skin. Oh god. I'm evil. I couldn't put the thought
of her out of my mind. My fingers gently rubbed the
velvety cheek of her ass. My lustful feelings overwhelming
me.
She was a little girl. My little girl. My fingers cupped
firmy, trying vainly to reach her crotch, without moving
my wrist.
"Da-dee!" Snapped me out of it. "You're
not listening!" That sweet pouty face, so close,
so innocent.
"Angel. It'll be ok. It was just a dream. I'm
here. I'm right here."
And I pulled her to me, thankful that the bunched up
blanket and paper kept my throbbing cock at a distance.
*
From that day on, it was a constant struggle. What
can I say, I'm weak. Doing laundry. Little blue panties.
Just laundry. But then I notice, something in the shield,
a little stain? As I look, the smell hits me. Pussy.
My little girl's pussy.
And I hate myself as I raise them to my face, and breath
in the scent of her. Spicy. Her arousal. My baby's been
turned on. I tossed them in the bin, angry at myself.
I get them out again, smell them again. She's so, so,
I don't know...
Hours later, the word hits me. Fuckable.
At the table. She's talking about school, her friends.
I'm listening, really. But then, I notice she's not
wearing a bra. She's a small gal, but a developing woman.
Those nipples poke out at me. My hand shakes, spoon
rattling. I have no idea what she's saying now. Those
nipples look large. In my mind, I see them. Want them.
I fight it off. She's smiling at me, so warmly, so lovingly,
it's wonderful.
"Daddy, I'm worried about you. Don't stress out.
I love you." Comforting me. If she only knew.
It's 10:40 pm, and she's asleep on the couch. I turn
off the tube, and pull the blanket up under her chin.
"D'daddy?" she whispers, so sleepy. So sexy.
"Yes babe?" I sit on the edge of the couch.
Her body spoons my hip. Warm, oh god, I feel her.
"I love you Daddy." And she's drifting off
again.
"You too Flower, you too." My hand, under
the blanket, sliding from her hip, down to her knee.
I feel the sweat on my brow. She turns, and my hand
rests on her inner thigh, just above the knee. Slowly
it glides upward, as if of its own accord.
Warm skin, so warm, soft. And I know, as it softens,
I'm getting close, closer.
"Tickles," she mumbles, rolling away. I flee.
I needed help. Didn't get it. Couldn't admit it. Wanted
it. Wanted this. Wanted her. A thousand times the fantasy.
How, where, when. Never let your fantasies get away
from you. They'll rule you.
And you know the sad part is, I love her so much.
So how did it happen, that first time, how could I
have let it?
*
She's on the computer, and late for school. I nag a
bit, and then get forceful.
"Late, Late, Late! Go, go, go!" I kiss her,
drag her from the room, and push her out the door. She
gripes about prison, about mean parents, but I know
she's a good girl, and I watch her walk to the corner
bus stop.
Did I get mail? I'm wondering, as I head back to the
office. On the computer, something shrunk. Nightmail?
I click the icon. And my whole world flies apart.
In the story, she's on a train. It's crowded. She's
standing. A hand on her thigh. It climbs. Under her
skirt. She can't get away the car is too crowded. She's
excited. It reaches her panties. Warm, searching, strong.
She's wet. Her pussy is throbbing. Her own words. She's
needy, wanting, feeling dirty, slutty.
God I want her. I'm sick, I'm so bad. My hand slides
to my crotch, kneading my aching cock.
The stranger's hand invades her panties. She tries
to push it off, away, down. Then she can't help it.
Her thighs spread for her invader. She's waiting, wanting,
silently offering herself to him...
"Dad, I missed the...bus." This last word
trailing off. And I'm angry. So angry.
"Shit," I'd never heard her swear before.
I grab her, yank her to the living room.
"Daddy, I'm sorry! Daddy, please!"
Damn it, I'm furious. The little slut. My little angel.
My perfect child. I bite my lip, spin her around. Fear
in those amber eyes. I shake her. A tear hits my cheek.
I don't care. How could she? I fling her over my knee,
twisting her arm behind her back.
"OWW! Stop it, please Daddy!" I've never
done this before, never. I yank up her skirt. Little
blue panties. A body memory, of her scent. God, I admit
it, I snapped.
With one hand I grabbed the ass of them, tearing them
off with a rending sound. Before they hit the ground
my hand was on her, flat and hard. Whap!
"Ahwoo! Please daddy, don't PLEASE!" Whap!
Again, her soft golden ass screaming blush red. God,
it's so good. I'm beating her, beating the lust out
of my own soul. Trying to kill it, drive it away. Slap!
Slap! Whap!
"Oh god, oh god I'm sorrysorry oh daddystop!"
My grip on her wrist too hard, twisting, pulling her
arm up, forcing her young breasts into my thigh. I watch
her legs kick, and I wailed on her sweet little tan
butt cheeks. Whap! Slap! Whap! whap!
She's crying now, babbling "PleasenoI'msorryI'mbadsobad
I'm bad, I'm a bad girl please stop no nono!" But
I'm on fire, so turned on, so angry, so sick inside.
The skin on her ass is scarlet now, and I aim lower
across the thighs. She's struggling, kicking, trying
to avoid the next blow and in doing so she spreads apart,
free and wide. My hand lands with a BAP! dead on the
lips of her pussy.
And she's wet. I freeze, feeling her, savoring her,
sticky, clingy pussy juice all over her inner thighs,
all over my fingers.
I stand, dropping her to the floor. She lays there
whimpering, sobbing, belly down, burning ass puffing
up, skirt bunched around her waist, little black tuft
of muff peeking out at me, through cherry red thighs.
The sound, the terrible sound of it haunts me to this
day. The moment when I crossed the line, too far, no
return.
Ziiipppppp!
And I dropped on her, cock against her butt, hands
pinning hers to the carpet, thrusting hard and deep,
a meat-puppet, heat-seeking missile, straight into her
tight teenage womb.
My hairy balls slap the back of her thighs and I'm
buried in her soft little cunt, the fluid warmth of
her lost virginity welling up around me.
"OH-OHOHOHOHOH!" she calls out, in fear,
anguish.
It drives me on. I slam into her, pushing her forward,
rug burning her cheek, neck, balls slapping again, cock
spreading her, tearing her, filling her.
I push in again, wallowing in how sweet, how tight
my little anglefuck is. She's so warm, so wet, all around
me, surrounding me, taking me, losing me.
And I'm not kind, not loving, not caring, brutal. Fucking
her hard, zipper scrapping at her already wounded ass,
hands pushing her roughly into the floor, cock fucking
her so hard, so hard, driving her slowly down the carpet,
towards the kitchen.
"Oh godaddie oh god. I, I, oh..." I bite
her neck, latch down, tasting blood, and feel myself
building, pounding, so quick, so hard, so deep. I know
that I'm gone, so far gone.
She's just making mewing noises now, no longer trying
to pull away, just taking my cock, accepting my meat,
beaten, broken, resigned to be used by me.
The first spurt tears its way out of my cock, dragging
my soul with it, deep into her, then another, and another,
and another, Spasming, still bucking, trying to fuck
it all away for her.
She's under me, crying, and I'm crying too. My cock
slowly pulsing deep in her young twat, skin on skin,
flesh of my flesh, blood of my blood.
***
Afterwards, I fled. Left her, laying there, on the
floor, naked from the waist down, my cum leaking from
her lost virginity. I went out, drove, thought about
the call, the police, god, what I'd done wrong.
I knew, knew that they'd be waiting for me, in the
driveway, black and whites, social workers, taking her
away. Her mother's angry eyes.
When there was nowhere else left to drive, I went home.
It was all dark, no lights in the house, no cars in
the driveway, nothing.
I went in, in a daze, afraid to face her.
She was in her room, in pajamas, on her bed, holding
teddy.
"B'baby?" I said quietly from the door.
She looked up at me, so innocent, so sad, eyes awash
with emotion.
"Daddy... I'm sorry, so sorry."
Shock. The pain, the contriteness. She felt she had
done wrong. I was drawn to her. I cradled her in my
arms. I held her as she sobbed, softly. I'm her Father,
I love her.
"Angle, no, Angel you're ok," I whispered,
as her tears soaked into my shirt, warm against my skin.
"Daddy, oh Daddy. I'm so sorry. I just want to
be a good girl. I just want to be your good little girl
again."
I held her tight, shushing her softly.
What to say? Her hair tickling my chin, I squeezed.
"Little One, you are my good little girl, you
are!"
"Daddy, I didn't mean to be bad. I won't go there
again, I won't go to that bad site, I promise."
I kissed her forehead, wiping away the tears. All my
paternal love welled to the surface. I was wrong, a
sick bastard. But she needed to learn, had learned.
And she needed me.
"Bad site? You didn't write that then?" Silence.
"I, I did. I'M SORRY!" I took her chin, looked
into her deep dark eyes.
"Little One, why did you write that?" Her
eyes dropped.
"I, I..." Her voice, so small, so far away.
"It made me hot. I went to a site and read some
stories and they made me hot all over Daddy."
"Darlin', that's natural. So natural. You're a
young woman, you're growing. This is supposed to happen."
I cupped her tender cheek in my rough hand.
"I feel... dirty," she whispered.
"Baby, No!" I forced her eyes to mine. "That's
not dirty. It's totally alright. You're SUPPOSED to
have those feelings. You just need to talk about them,
to learn about it," I swear to god I had only fatherly
thoughts in my head when I spoke those words.
"You'll teach me?" she asked me, knowing
the answer.
She could still play me. How could any man say no to
such an angelic voice, such soft eyes?
"I'll teach you babydoll," I told her as
she buried her face in my chest, and hugged me with
all her might.
We talked. She told me things. It was good, so good.
I felt that connection, the old spark, so close, bringing
us together. She still trusted me. She still needed
me.
We talked about feelings. It was normal. She'd discovered
her body, in the shower. New feelings, new thoughts.
She'd started touching herself, and then cumming. At
night, in her room. She'd gotten more curious.
The internet, so lurid, so full of smut and porn, was
a natural place for a smart child to look. She'd found
that site, it was called White Shadow's Nast Stories,
and it had all kinds of sexual situations posted there.
And they affected her. She began to fantasize about
people, men, not just vague good touching anymore.
I guided her, as best I could. It was almost like what
had happened between us had never actually happened.
For a time I lost myself in the teaching.
It was only natural when she rolled over and made the
face, for me to ask her...
"Angel, what's wrong?" She pointed vaguely
at her waist.
"My... I hurt daddy," I bit my lip as it
all came back. My fingers trailed her face.
"I'm sorry Little One, sorry for hurting you."
"Daddy, don't cry." And then she held me,
was cradling me, comforting me. We sat there for a time
like that, in silence.
"Will it always hurt so much?" she asked
finally.
"No baby, not that much, eventually it'll feel
good, and better, until it's all good," I felt
so evil, despicable. She looked away from me.
"It wasn't all bad. It felt good. Some of it did,"
I felt my own lip quivering.
"It did?" I asked, in disbelief. She buried
her face in her pillow. I pulled her up, gently, but
firmly. Looked into her perfect eyes.
"Tell me darlin," I asked.
"It, it hurt, it burned. Then it began to feel
warm, and then better, and then it felt like something
good was going to happen, in my, in my..." Her
eyes, so innocent, as if she were telling me about a
TV show, or class.
"And then you stopped." And I felt like total
shit. She rolled away.
"Oh-ohhuh, it hurts Daddy," I went to the
bathroom, got the lotion.
"Roll over Little One, I'll make it feel better,"
I told her.
I wanted to help. I wanted to see the damage I'd done.
I wanted to comfort her. I wanted to touch her ass.
She slid her pajama pants down, kneeling on her bed.
Then the white panties, so stark against the dark of
her skin. She dropped face first onto the linen, pushing
her little round ass up in the air at me.
She was a mess. Red, puffy skin screamed out "OW!"
at me. She was beginning to bruise around the edges,
and on the backs of her thighs. And there, in the window
between her legs, below her ass, a little tuft of black
hair peeked out at me. I felt myself throb.
Kneading the lotion in my hands to warm it, I resolved
not to do anything. Never again. My hand touched the
lobe of her butt, so very soft.
"Soft Daddy," she whispered through the pillow.
"It's so tender."
"I know baby, I know." And I rubbed the lotion
gently in. She was so warm to my touch.
I rubbed her outer hips, the fleshy part of her ass.
The top, by her spine. And then down, sliding lower,
fingers brushing the crack of her ass.
"Mmmhhmmm," she mumbled, rising up a bit.
My fingers delved between those cheeks, feeling downy
soft hairs. I looked down at her, watched her slide
her legs slowly open for me. My finger brushed across
the little pucker of her asshole.
"Mmmmmm." Again, and a sigh. I rubbed it
softly, caressing it. She pushed back, spread a little
more.
My hand drifted lower, and she spread her thighs more
for me.
"Good girl," I whispered. Godd God no!
My fingers found her little fuckhole, coating it with
lotion. She was so hot, so very hot. And beginning to
get wet.
"Daddy..." she whispered uncertainly.
"Hush baby," I said back quietly.
My fingers split her lips, sliding slowly down. Just
grazing her clit.
"Oh!"
My other hand found the small of her back, putting
pressure there. Just a little.
And I circled her little button with my fingertips.
Slowly making laps. Felling it begin to throb. Feeling
it swell.
"Oh Daddy!" She was rubbing slowly back against
me.
The lotion was gone, but she was so wet, it didn't
matter. I dragged pussy juice down her slit, and pressed
slowly on her clit, rolled it, I began to brush a rhythm
on it.
"Oh! Ohoh! Ooohhhhh...."
I wasn't doing this. I wasn't. She rose up a bit, onto
all fours. I shoved her back down, a little hard.
"I'm sorry Dadd...."
"Hush Angel. Does it feel good?"
"Oh yes Daddy. So good."
And I rubbed. She began to buck, slowly at first, than
faster. Against my hand. Thighs squeezing. Pussy rocking
against me. Pussy. My daughter's little pussy.
I was rock hard now, straining against my jeans, wanting
so badly to fuck her. And she was bucking, really bucking,
rubbing off on my hand.
"OH DADDY OHOH DADDY!" Her hips rocking,
shaking. My pulse pounding like a drum. My cock, so
hot, so hard, wanting, needing so badly.
"Daddy, MY PUSSY!" Those words from her lips,
so irreverent, so fucking sexy.
"DAAAADDDDYYYYOOOOHHHHH!" And she squeezed
down on my wrist HARD, bucking twice, and then freezing
as she came. I watched her whole body ripple. It rolled
up her, so lithe, so hot.
I stood, hand still cupping her pussy, and freed my
cock from my pants. The wonderful relief of no longer
being restrained.
"D' Daddy?" she called. I held her down by
the cunt.
"You want to be my good little girl don't you
Angel?"
"Yes Daddy."
"Be still."
"Yes daddy."
I dropped my pants, climbed back onto the bed. My cock
left a wet trail as it brushed her golden thigh.
"I'm scared Daddy." My thighs hard against
the outsides of hers, the head of my cock nestling between
the cheeks of her ass.
"Don't be Angel. Be good. Ask Daddy to fuck you."
My voice, my words?
"Please fuck me Daddy." My thumbs spread
her cheeks, my finger massaging her little anus, spreading
her cum onto it, into it.
"Say it," I said, calmly.
"Please f'fuck me Daddy. P'please?" She was
scared.
I rubbed the fleshy head of my dick against that little
purple hole. Pressing in. Pushing. Her virgin ass.
"SAY IT!" I said forcefully.
"PLEASE FUCK ME DADDY! PLEASE FUCK YOUR GOOD LITTLE
GIRL!" And I did. Plunging into her, feeling her
heat, her softness, dropping all the way into that so
tight, too small little poop shoot.
"OH! OH DADDY, IT hurts!" I could feel the
ring of her anus throbbing, trying vainly to expel me.
"You're Daddy's good girl baby. Say it."
My fingers crawled up her hips, her back, gripping the
backs of her upper arms.
"I'm your good girl daddy, I'm your good girl."
SLAM! I drove into her, pushing her down into the mattress,
half stifling the ...."DADDY IT BURNS!." Slam!
Deep, plunging, delving, fucking her.
"Say it!" I hissed.
"Fuck me daddy, fuck me!"
In. Again. Again. Faster.
"SAY IT!"
"FUCK ME DADDY, PLEASE FUCK YOUR GOOD LITTLE GIRL!"
So warm, so wet, so wonderful, oh god oh god.
"FUCK ME DADDY! UNG! FUCK YOUR GOOD LITTLE GIRL!
UNGH!"
So impossibly tight, so wonderful, I needed, wanted,
lusted. Slamming, pushing, fucking. Burying myself deep
in her bowels.
"SAY IT YOU LITTLE SLUT!" I was yelling now,
my sweat dripping down onto her back, my hips pushing
into her, into her, pushing her face against the wall.
"OHDADDY-OH-OH-OH! FUCK ME PLEASE, I BEG YOU,
PLEEEZZZEEE!"
Punching into her butthole. Deep. Brutal. Again. Again.
Faster. Faster. Faster!
MY blond hairs against her nutbrown skin. MY belly
spreading the cheeks of her ass. MY balls brushing quickly
against the backs of her thighs.
And then she began to push against me, to push back.
To fuck back. My little girl, my hot little slut.
"OHOHOHOH DADDY OHGOD, DON'T STOP OH!" That
blew my mind.
I lost it. Fuckingfuckingfucking my baby in her ass,
so sweet, so warm, so soft, slamming, slamming, balls
slapping, skin on fire.
"DADDY OHGOD OHOHOHOHOH!!" I could feel the
bones of her arms under my hands.
Her neck was twisted, and she was half up the wall.
My hips were plowing into her, each fuckthrust rocking
her little frame. I could feel it, feel it, so good,
so close, so...
"DADDY OH GOD FUCK YOUR GOOD LITTLE SLUT IN THE
ASS! FUCK MY ASS FUCK MY ASS!" And I exploded deep
into her, dropping onto her, weight driving her into
the bed, cock spurting jizz deep up her greasy little
asshole.
Spasming, shaking, feeling her underneath me, kissing
her neck, peppering it with my mouth, oh god so wonderful
to be pumping sperm so deep into her little body.
And she lay beneath me whimpering. I felt the muscles
of her body pushing my deflating dick out of her abused
butt. I rolled off, chest heaving, and lay beside her,
hand finding her face.
"Was I a good girl?" she asked, barely audible,
such a child again.
"Yes Baby, oh yes. You're Daddie's good little
girl." And I looked into the pools of her soul,
and saw a grin grow onto those full little lips.
The End
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