Away From Home
by Mr. Neb
mr_neb@hotmail.com
It was a bitter cold evening but it
was from more than just the arctic winds typical for the area at that the time of the
year. The cold was amplified by solitude caused by the separation from loved ones. Sure it
would end. Sure there was the excitement of a new future when we were all reunited. But
right now, at this time, that all seemed like such an artificial hope, so distant, almost
unreal. Tonight, now, there was no warmth to be taken from that hope. There was only the
cold.
My feeble attempts at warmth were not working. The fire in the fireplace met the need for
external warmth, but it failed miserably at creating inner warmth, an atmosphere. It
failed as a substitute for another time. I was still cold inside. I missed my wife. Sure,
I missed her touch, her loving, but there was more. I missed her smile, her beauty, her
wit, her laugh, and even her tears.
Just as my remorse began to digress to self-pity, that horrible apartment buzzer in this
poor excuse for a temporary home broke the silence. A visitor? Here? Certainly not. Surely
it must be a total stranger looking for another apartment. My button must have been
pressed accidentally.
With zero expectation, I opened the door. The light directly overhead was out so my
intruder was just a silhouette formed by the lights from behind. A magical corona
surrounded the person before me. The swirling frozen vapors escaping from other apartment
vents made the total effect even more surreal and mystical. The visitor stood in a hooded
coat that went from head to ankle. I knew it was woman. Her ankles blended into
beautifully feminine feet that disappeared into mild lavender shoes with pronounced heels.
"Steam" left the darkness of the hood signaling steady, confident breathing at a
rate more controlled and more assured than my own.
"Well, aren't you going to invite me in?" stated the figure in mock annoyance.
My breathing stopped all together. My mouth fell open and I was dumb struck! Could it be!
Could it actually be HER! Was it at all possible that the person who held my love more
totally and completely than I could ever consciously surrender was actually standing
before me! IT WAS! My feeble brain finally snapped to the image of those ankles. It
recognized that voice and even clicked with delightful remembrance of the scent of her
breath. As I was about to speak, my memory further confirmed the identification by
recognizing the very faint hints of that familiar perfume.
I could only muster incomplete stutterings such as, "Sure... uh... How... Where...
uh... How long..."
"Shhhhh", was her confident interruption as she walked by me and into the room.
"There will be plenty time for that. There will be plenty of time for
conversation", she said as the fur-lined hood of her coat slipped down behind her
head.
She stood close to the fire that lit her from the side. Her golden hair came alive in the
firelight. Her eyes sparkled like crystal blue precious stones and her lips silently
called to me with their deep full red color. Unlike earlier, I now praised the weather for
adding to her beauty with the blush of the outside air on her cheeks. She was more
beautiful than I could ever imagine.
Continuing her thought, she whispered, "I did not come here to talk."
In one smooth motion, the coat fell away from her as if simultaneously pulled by invisible
strings from all directions. All I could do was repeat that same stupid stammering
reaction that I had at the door.
Before me stood the vision of my wife. Her hair shown in the firelight and tickled her
shoulders. Her lips bore a mischievous and confident smile. She wore only a heart-stopping
teddy that was the identical soft lavender of her shoes. The thin lace-edged straps went
straight down from her shoulders, widening as they went but with an obvious disregard for
modesty. It was only after they reached to just above her navel that they finally met to
create the body of the seductive garment. The resulting gap teasingly exposed and
highlighted the wonderful roundness of her breasts without the ultimate in revelation. The
laced sides of this perfect silk man-killing weapon ran high over her hips, leaving the
thinnest of "Vs" covering the alluring union of her magnificent legs. I felt
very silly in my green plaid "lounging" pants and a T-shirt.
"Well, aren't you glad to see me?", she asked, swaying slightly from side to
side. I continued my moronic stare. If she had just waited a moment before posing that
question, it would have become highly rhetorical. The answer was already developing and
would soon be obvious to us both.
She stopped her swaying and held her arms out to me. Without a sound, she mouthed the
words, "hold me" but they reached me by screaming directly into my brain. I
moved to her and wrapped my arms around her. With each tightening of my embrace she
surrendered in a swoon of equal amounts. I whispered my love for her as my nostrils filled
with her scent, so strong in her hair and delicately laced with perfume. Her body
increasingly pressed into mine as I held her closer, her form becoming more evident to me.
She was beautiful and I loved her so much.
My body was now well into the automatic performance of that ancient inbred reaction to
such events. Even with our legs only modestly intertwined due to our standing positions, I
am sure she was aware of my state. The gentle press of her thigh just a bit further made
it now unmistakable and undeniable.
I kissed her. I had to! I inhaled her breath. I wanted it so badly! The press of our lips
felt so wonderful. The dance of our tongues, not vulgar or obscene, was delicate and
sensual. The feeling of her saliva on my lips as her tongue slid from edge to edge made me
swoon. I returned the gesture. We retained our embrace. Our kisses became deeper as did
our breathing. Our passion heightened. Our hearts raced. I told her over and over how much
I loved her, how much I missed her and how happy her presence made me.
Mid-kiss, she took my hand and placed it upon her breast. Her erect nipple pressed hard
through the silk and against my palm. My fingers gently massaged her and she moaned with
approval. My attentions widened. My actions varied from tugs from my fingers on her taught
buds to the firm massage of the each entire breast.
Her hand slid down between us. I felt the palm of her hand against my erection, now fully
complete. She slowly rubbed up and down, each time pausing to either lightly circle my
crown with her fingers or the other extreme, to firmly hold me, still through the thin
fabric that still separated us. Her hand turned for a moment. The back of her hand now
pressed against my hardness. I knew her fingers moved because I felt the tendons in her
hand tickle me.
She brought both hands to my face and kissed me deeply. Her tongue played with mine while
she held my head. There was a new sensation. It was now clear to me where her hand had
been. My heart jumped. My nose filled with the scent! My head filled with the scent. It
was her scent, that scent! I tried to end our kiss to speak but she would not let me. Our
kiss continued. Her hand left my face and returned to the source of her arousal. Gone was
any sense of timidity. Gone was any reserve of emotion. She was proving her physical
surrender to our passion. This time, the motion of her hand between us was much more
dramatic, much swifter. She moaned through our kissing at her own penetration. Her hand
raised up and she changed the manner of our kiss. Our lips separated but our tongues
danced rapidly. Her hand came between us. One finger lay against my cheek and two entered
my mouth. Instantly my tongue accepted the gift of her taste. It was so wonderful, so
special, so delightfully her. How could I ever thank her for that gift? Oh the sweetness,
the delicious sweetness! I wanted more, so very much more!
She played with me. She moved her fingers about my mouth and on my lips and on my cheeks.
She was everywhere! Her touch, her taste, her smell! I was delirious with excitement. We
resumed our deep passionate kiss and her hand left my face again to repeat the process. I
was ecstatic! My brain ceased to process any coherent thought. I was in love, making love,
with my love! We kissed wildly, experiencing her wetness seemingly everywhere.
With our breathing at a ferocious pace, she stopped. Our faces glistened in the firelight
with saliva and my darling's wetness. She smiled and softly announced, "You have had
your taste of me. Now I want my taste of you!"
Our bodies parted. She knelt before me still dressed in her spectacular lingerie. In one
motion I was naked to the waste. I removed the T-shirt and stood before her completely
exposed. Our eyes met again despite my erection that loomed between us. She smiled at the
predicament and then began kissing my legs. She ran her hands up along my thighs to my
stomach and back down again. I was bursting with excitement. My heart was pounding as she
licked my legs. I watched her face the entire time and therefore did not notice the
droplet of my own arousal form and fall to her shoulder. She turned to look up at me, her
tongue still extended and touching my thigh. Her eyes quickly darted to the tip of my
hardness as another glycerin-like strand left me, this time landing on her thigh. She
smiled again, this time with a hint of wickedness. We both knew that her attentions would
be much more direct now. She centered herself before me, the end of me just an inch from
her full red lips still formed in a taunting smile. She knew, oh she knew exactly what I
was thinking in spite of my desire not to think it. She knew me all too well. She knew how
desperately I wanted her to engulf me, to take me deep into her wet mouth and envelopment
me fully. She knew that I was beside myself with the desire to feel her tongue play with
me in a deliberate simulation of the capabilities of her lower body. She knew of my
darkest and selfish fetish for witnessing the eventual conclusion that could leave her
strewn and wet with my ejaculate. She knew it, which is why she would do what she was
about to do.
Looking right into my eyes, she placed the tip of tongue against the tip and slowly
circled it just twice, dispersing the slippery liquid equally about her tongue and me.
With our gaze maintained she backed away just slightly, creating a glistening string that
momentarily connected us until is snapped when her tongue disappeared back into her mouth
carrying the liquid treasure with it. She began to caress my entire length like only she
could, using an extended licking tongue or with pursed and sucking lips.
With her tongue extended and sliding along me, she managed to ask me a question. We had
gone through this many times before, the process and responses never changed. It was a
ritual, a game to be played, and she was very good at it.
In a sultry manner and while still caressing me with her tongue, she asked, "would
you like me to make you come?"
As in all previous cases, my ferocious arousal competed with my feelings of guilt and
selfishness. I cowardly stammered the resulting compromise, "...uh...if you want
to."
Here, exactly according the ritual, she stopped and in mock disapproval, she sternly but
still seductively rephrased the question, emphasizing each word,
"Do-you-want-me-to-make-you-come-by-kissing-you?"
As usual, I felt so foolish. I sheepishly gave her the obvious and programmed answer,
"....yes", upon which she closed her eyes and went to work.
For the first time she engulfed me fully, containing my erection completely within her
mouth. I shuddered uncontrollably and let out a soft deep moan. She was driving me wild.
Her actions were making me delirious. I could not take my eyes off of what she was doing.
My shaft glistened in the firelight with each emergence from her talented mouth. I was
close, so close and my mind flashed with the intense fear that she might stop. I wanted to
plead with her, to beg her to continue, to take it to the ultimate conclusion. Should I
speak it? Could I speak it?
My dilemma ended with resolution unnecessary. I would not have to speak it. The end was
here, the results unalterable. My buttocks clenched as my orgasm began. My legs snapped
taught. The base stiffened as my beloved continued the tongued caresses of my underside
through open lips. The first burst of liquid orgasm left me, partially entering her mouth,
the rest leaving a streak across her cheek. Her efforts continued without deviation. She
was all over me throughout my spasms of ecstasy. She surrounded the spurting crown tightly
with her wonderful lips but still, white ejaculate and saliva emerged from the imperfect
seal at the edges of her mouth. She took me through the final throws of my orgasm by
sucking and licking the sides of my hardness as it now only seeped weekly against her
cheek. I shuttered and jerked as my climax subsided. Able to acquire only partial focus of
my dear's face, I saw the look of a lioness savoring a fresh kill.
We finally lay down on the soft carpet and embraced completely naked while basking in the
warmth and shimmering glow of the fireplace. I loved her so. I missed her so. She was so
beautiful and feminine, so soft and beguiling. I repeatedly kissed her in homage to her
beautiful face, now devoid of the results of recent events save for a faint musky scent.
Ah, but another smell, decidedly and deliciously female, was also present way off in the
olfactory distance.
I kissed my love's face again and again. I buried my face into the soft contours of her
neck. My tongue nibbled the lobes of her ears, not to tickle, but to arouse. Her soft
moans indicated that I was successful. Slowly I made my way down her soft body, around the
delicious curves of her breast. I moved across the hard taught buds of her erect nipples
and along the smooth lines of her stomach. I tongued the indentation of her navel and slid
into the softness of the immaculately trimmed pubic hair that adorned her mound. The heat
of her passion was easily detectable. My anxious wife's legs parted invitingly but I
resisted the temptation to slip between them. I resisted the desire to experience directly
the liquid fire that we both new resided there. I knew that I could never reciprocate the
majestic heights that she took me to earlier but I wanted oh so much to come as close as I
possibly could.
Up along the inside of her exposed thighs I caressed, up towards the source of her
excitement but once again moved to gently massaged her mons. Several more times I repeated
the tease until her erratic breathing behind close eyes indicated that the time was now
right. This time, my motion up along her inner thigh did not deviate. My palm ran deep
between her legs and easily became wet with her escaping passion. Continuing upward, the
palm of my hand, now dampened, rested atop her pubic hair. My fingers dangled teasingly
between the parted, naked and slickened folds that guarded her entrance. I kissed her
mouth hard but not rough. My tongue slipped into her moistened mouth just as swiftly and
easily as my fingers slipped past the dampened lips between her legs. We both gasped at
the significance of it all. Both penetrations were punctuated by the exciting sounds of
wetness.
While continually licking and kissing the lips on the mouth of my lover, my mind reveled
in the sensations blessed upon my hand. My fingers were so deep into the dripping recesses
of my wife. She indicated her delight with experienced squeezes of my captured fingers,
expelling additional juices with each contraction. My modest and incomplete attempts at
withdrawal were returned with the repeated wet clutchings of interior folds.
Eventually my fingers left her. Initially, I held my very wet hand awkwardly nearby as our
kissing continued. I had to look. I had to see my fingers, so recently thrust deep into my
wife, now literally dripping in the sweet thin nectar of her wet passion. My nose filled
with the swirling scent of aroused womanhood, so perfectly sweet, so perfectly alluring. I
so desperately wanted it on my tongue. I wanted to feel is slipperiness on my lips, on my
face and in my mouth. And so I did. I devoured the delicious exotic taste of my lover.
My addiction could not stop with just one taste. Again my fingers immersed themselves in
the sacred pool causing another gasp from my lover. This time the ample wetness was
deposited about one breast. Around and around her rock-hard and willing nipple I swirled
the super-slippery juices until evaporation resulted in a naughty stickiness. I was only
too willing to lick the aroused pink button of her breast in an effort to reconstitute the
wetness. Again I re-entered the luscious well and returned with soaked fingers. The groans
of my lover with each visit gave proof that each penetration moved her that much closer to
climax. Again I kissed her deeply on the mouth but this time, I did not keep my hand
aside. I held her face through a passionate the kiss with thumb to one side and fingers to
the other side of her mouth. A thick wet smear streaked across her face. I eagerly licked
her face and repeated the taboo practice.
As exciting as this was, it was not enough. Now, with each trip to between my wife's legs,
my soaked fingers ran not just across her face but her mouth as well. Her eager lips soon
glistened with her own sexual juices. My brain was afire with the images of me depositing
her wetness directly into her mouth and me licking and sucking it all away. I delighted in
the sensations of both our tongues coated in her wetness and jointly savoring the wickedly
sweet taste of hot liquid passion.
My kisses, still preceded with the retrieval of her sacred nectar, moved down her neck and
soon to her breasts. What a delight it was to watch her nipples react to the addition of
her juices, the swirling of my fingers and the attentions of with my mouth. Down further I
progressed until I slipped between her spread legs.
I looked at my wife. What a vision of feminine beauty! How glorious the sight before me!
There was the physical proof of her attraction for me and the validation of my efforts
thus far! Her delicate pouty lips were deep pink. Wetness was everywhere, glimmering in
the firelight. Her entrance was uncovered and also deep pink with invitation. Her inner
folds were swollen and anxious to grab hold of all intrusions.
My thumbs gently opened her further, exposing even more of her mysterious inner vault.
Everywhere was abundantly wet and very pink. Her hard budding clitoris tightly pressed up
from its protective hood. I felt as if I was a rare visitor to a sacred place, usually
forbidden. I was so fortunate, so blessed, so excited. Everything was a perfect mate to my
erotic senses. No sight could be more erotically beautiful. No scent could be more
tantalizingly perfect. No taste could be more deliciously exquisite.
She squeezed down for me, knowing full well that I would then be able to watch her
intentionally expel the alluring juices that held me so captive. I needed no further
signal. My tongue licked up from below the seeping opening and rescued the escaping liquid
gold from sure oblivion. My dampened tongue then penetrated where my fingers (and other
prominent parts) had been before. I bathed in the sensation as her warm juices over took
me. My deeply plunged tongue instantly became saturated with the taste of pure womanhood.
I accepted my task with delighted fervor. Again and again I nibbled, sucked, caressed,
licked and blew upon the hard direct connection to her brain designed for orgasm. Over and
over again I slid my tongue deep into her to soak in the delicious lubrication. Faster and
faster my attentions progressed. Deeper and deeper her breathing became.
Her climax began to sweep over her. Slowly at first, noticeable only by the first
spasmodic contractions that enveloped my penetrating tongue. Her stomach tensed and
relaxed. Her breathing became very short erratic gasps. Her hands reached out at phantoms
for gripping support. Her buttocks became rock hard. Her back arched and remained. Her
breasts heaved and swayed with her upper body. I opened my mouth wide, enveloping
everything from her twitching clitoris to her entire opening. My tongue entered her with
the fullest possible extension. Everything seemed to freeze as she slammed in the crest of
orgasm. She collapsed back to the floor. She violently shook and shuddered. Her million
internal muscles grabbed my wildly moving tongue with pulling, tugging and squeezing
spasms. Feminine cum, even sweeter and richer than what I had already savored, sputtered
again and again from my wife while her orgasm raged.
I remained still, my tongue deeply inserted but not moving, as her climax waned. Again and
again I deeply inhaled the wonderful smell of her orgasm. Down and down she came with ever
diminishing contractions until she too became motionless. Neither of us moved until our
magically synchronized senses indicated the "all clear". Even then, it was very
slow at first.
We restored our face to face embrace. My first kisses were deep to her chest and neck and
eventually back to her mouth, my face still thoroughly covered in her cum. Our passions
temporarily softened in intensity but clearly were not going to dwindle into nothing. We
hugged and cuddled and softly spoke to each other, reaffirming our love. I was in love
with her so much. I loved her not because of what we were doing but because of the how
much we cared for each other. How much we respected each other. How much we supported each
other. It was those feelings that made what we were doing acts of love. What we were doing
was deeply intense but always personal, always tender, always lovingly. It was a wonderful
time of connection in the warm glow of the fire.
Slowly and at a natural pace, our kissing and hugging again deepened with emotion. Slowly,
softly and deliberately we revisited everywhere again with kisses. Necks were nuzzled,
breasts were massaged, nipples were tugged and licked, stomachs were caressed, hips were
rubbed and kissed.
My lover rolled me from my side and onto my back. She remained so close and next to me and
rose up to her knees. She began swaying her hips from side to side and kissed my abdomen
and thighs, both inside and out. I rubbed her luscious buttocks, the outside of her legs
and then the inside only after she invited me by parting them. I was fully erect once more
but she did not take hold of me. She did not lick or touch me. She just flowered me with
tiny kisses everywhere but "there". I ran my hand up between her legs and once
again touched her damp lips. Moments later, I felt the drip of her saliva onto my most
sensitive area. My forefinger lightly parted those delicate lips. Moments later I felt the
touch of the tip of her tongue upon my hardness. Gently I slipped two fingers into my
wife, delighting in the opportunity to see them disappear into her to once again explore
her. Moments later her sucking lips touched my sack, drawing a testicle between them. My
fingers entered her repeatedly while my thumb massaged and played with her sensitive bud.
She continued towards orgasm, producing wetness at my hand that proceeded down my arm. As
she approached climax, her attentions to me became less controlled, less deliberate and
less organized. As my thrusting fingers performed their duty, her mouth moved with
increasing speed. She was everywhere, taking my balls into her mouth or licking my legs,
swallowing me completely or lapping at the tip.
This time, her orgasm came upon her quickly. She took me wholly into her mouth and there I
would remain until it was over. She internally grasped my fingers just as she had done to
my tongue before. I felt the rapid inner twitchings and quiverings as her orgasm swept
through her. I watched my emerging and penetrating fingers while she again released her
flow of silky cum.
Just as her climax left her she slipped me from her mouth and turned, my wet fingers left
her noisily. She faced me and said, "I want you inside me. Please go inside me."
Onto her back I placed her to begin the ultimate physical expression of our love. Her legs
were obligingly parted and I knelt between them. I looked at her beautiful body once more,
her gorgeous face, her crystal eyes, her flowing hair, her sensual lips, her soft skin,
her wonderful breasts. My gaze continued down. I saw that her wet pink lips were so very
open, completely exposing her opening that continually flowed with liquid anticipation.
She was so truly beautiful.
My erect shaft was above her, still glistening with saliva. It dripped a golden string
that touched her hard clitoris and slipped swiftly inside her. Reaching for me, she guided
me down. I watched my throbbing member separate her further and so very slowly press ever
deeper between her swollen lips. At the very deepest penetration we stopped as we had done
many times before. We looked lovingly into each other's eyes. She clenched me and I
responded equally, depositing and mixing our juices. I retracted slowly, watching my
slickened shaft re-emerge to the very tip. Her pink inner folds clung to me as if to
prevent me from leaving. Inward I quickly returned causing us both to gasp. Again I
withdrew and thrust into her. Again and again I made love to my gorgeous wife with an
ever-increasing pace, never losing track of the emotional bonds that made this so
wonderful.
Faster and faster we met each other and raced to orgasm. She reached around and grabbed at
my wet balls, holding them firmly and tickling my scrotum. I licked my finger and began
rubbing her exposed clitoris. Her eyes finally closed from passionate surrender. She slid
her hand from my balls until two fingers straddled my shaft. My entry into her now
required the pressing past her fingers as well as between her guardian lips. Into her body
she slipped her own fingers, sharing the tight wet space with me. In and out we both went
together until she eventually withdrew and wildly and blindly attempted to find my mouth
with her hand. Her imprecision only resulted in my face again being blessed with her
juices until her fingers finally found their mark deep into my mouth. I sucked them
ferociously while I still managed to massage her clitoris.
That was it. The massive assault on our senses achieved its goal. Over the falls we
tumbled together. Into orgasmic bliss we plunged. Spasms and contractions were everywhere.
Cum raced from us both and blended into a new wetness with a new feeling, a new color, a
new texture, a new smell and assuredly a new taste.
I collapsed upon my beloved. There we remained in deep embrace, still twitching, still
pulsating, still seeping, still kissing, still hugging. We were still loving, long past
the time when the feeble fireplace had gone dark. That fire was no longer necessary for a
warmth of any kind.