I remember having my first serious sexual fantasy at the age of eight.

  My first sexual play was, of course, playing doctor before first grade.  My first play after I started to understand sex, admittedly on a somewhat mythological level, was at the age of  ten when a couple of girls in the neighborhood would pretend to be dressing while I watched through a window.  That play advanced to really watching some neighborhood girls undressing through their window at the age of twelve.  The same group of us even had a "sex" club that involved the girls taking off their pants and letting the boys look at and touch them.  Some of the members of that sex club went so far as to have sex, although I would not.

 The first "naughty" story I remember writing involved the girl who lived across the street from me and was written when I was probably fourteen.  It, as well as most of my earlier works, were written for my personal viewing pleasure and were quickly torn into shreds and destroyed for all time.

I discovered the world of computer BBS's in the mid 80's.  I wrote some fantasies back and forth with some female correspondents and eventually posted stories on various bulletin board sites.  When the web came along, it did not take me long to find the old sex story newsgroups and, through that pioneer anon.penet.fi  I participated.

I am now writing professionally.  I still spend a lot of time reading sex stories and erotica for personal pleasure.  I have been lucky to know some ladies, and one in particular, that enjoy getting turned on by written erotica.  I write best when inspired by the comments of a such a lady.  I write even better, I think, when inspired by actual and mutually enjoyable sexual encounters.  Sex to me is a thing of joy and, as humans, our ability to enjoy sex for the sheer pleasure is one of God's greatest gifts.  I reject attempts by organized religion and society to make me feel guilty for enjoying God's gift.

Stats:  I'm a middle aged guy that has had my share of ups and downs in the throes of love and sex.   I am amazed and intrigued and usually mystified by those wonderfully strange creatures we call females.  I intend to study them until I die.

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