WACO’S LUMMOX
Waddie
Greywolf
Chapter 62
“Where the wave of moonlight glosses the dim grey sands with
light, far off by furthest Rosses we foot it all the night,
weaving olden dances, mingling hands and mingling glances,
till the moon has taken flight; to and fro we leap, and chase
the frothy bubbles, while the world is full of troubles and is
anxious in its sleep. Come away, my android child, to the
waters and the wild with your father, hand in hand, for the
world's more full of weeping than you can understand.” W. B.
Yeats (mostly)
After supper Monty got Dexter settled in for the night. He showed
Bobby how to help him with his hookups. Since the ranch used the
standard one-ten AC current, Monty used the old trickle current
battery charger. He plugged it in and checked to make sure it was
working properly. Dexter knew how to connect himself, but he was
used to having someone help him. It became more of a ritual than a
necessity. It might be compared to a child who can’t get to sleep
unless he is tucked in and shown a little love by an adult. Bobby
took it upon himself to learn to help Dexter. He immediately
assumed the role of older brother for the physically younger
bio-mechanical boy, and to Bobby’s surprise, Dexter responded and
began to bond with him.
“Dexter, if you wake during the night or have bad dreams you can’t
come to the bunkhouse to find me,” Monty explained, “I’m a slave
now, and I got responsibilities to Master Shane and my cowboy
slave brothers. Mr. Morris and Bobby have kindly agreed to look
after you, and this is where you’ll stay in the evenings. If you
need someone during the night go to Bobby, and he’ll help you. You
should be all right, but I know you have bad dreams once in a
while. If he does, Bobby, just hold him for a while, and he’ll be
okay. Then hook him back up to the charger, and he should be fine
for the rest of the night. He won’t get up in the morning until he
senses you moving about,” Monty said.
Monty made Dexter promise he wouldn’t come to the bunkhouse to try
to be with him. Monty further explained to Dexter he understood
when he came with them there would be certain rules he must live
by. Dexter said he understood and assured him he wouldn’t come
looking for him. He was now Master Goodnight’s slave, too, and he
wanted to be a good slave for his master. Bobby listened to their
exchange and knew why Monty didn’t want Dexter to come to the
bunkhouse. Gil explained to Bobby about cowboy love when he was
old enough to understand such things. Gil figured the sooner the
better. He didn’t paint it in a bad or disgusting light, he just
told him as a matter of fact. Rather than chew on it, Bobby
accepted it as part of cowboy slave life. He knew his dad's slaves
Jack Hamil and Spencer Gaether shared a bunk and Bobby knew them
to be good men. Over the years Bobby had come to love and respect
them like they were his two big brothers.
Bobby was confused and a bit disturbed by Dexter’s seeming lack of
understanding about things. While he was very smart, almost
brilliant about some things, and a fund of limitless knowledge, he
could be hopelessly naive when it came to human interpersonal
relations. Bobby was almost certain Dexter had no idea what his
companion or daddy would be doing in the bunkhouse other than
sleeping, and why he didn’t want to be disturbed; or, perhaps he
knew and just chose to ignore it. Either way there was a decided
division in his understanding and approach to life. Bobby wondered
if he just needed a big brother to explain things to him? Was it
possible no one ever took the time to help him connect the dots?
If that was the case, Bobby considered himself the right man for
the job.
The evening went well for everyone. Monty never tried to satisfy
two men at the same time before, but he wasn’t against trying. He
found it interesting, but not something he’d choose to do on a
regular basis. Phil played the role of ringmaster and made sure
everyone enjoyed themselves. Monty spent the night with them, but
his slave-dads didn’t demand more sex from him. He got a good
night’s sleep and woke refreshed in the morning.
* * * * * * *
Cole rode his way to cowboy glory with another one of his ten
dollar fucks for his young master and the two men slept the
peaceful dreams of lovers. Meanwhile, in the Morris household,
Dexter never stirred the whole night and didn’t move until he
sensed Bobby was awake and went to the bathroom to relieve
himself. Dexter was trained to remove his clothing so he would be
comfortable to accept a good night’s charge. He sat on the edge of
his cot for a while, naked. Bobby returned to the room and saw
Dexter was still hooked up to the charger. “Here, Buddy, let me
help you with that,” Bobby said, went to Dexter and sat down
beside him.
“Thank you, Bobby, and good morning,” Dexter greeted him.
“Good morning to you. Did you charge well?” Bobby asked.
“I think so, I feel strong and full of energy this morning. It’s
good to get a full meal; a complete, undisturbed night of feeding,
because if I don’t, and I’m busy the next day, I get cranky in the
evenings. I ain’t like that Energizer bunny what jes’ keeps on
going,” Dexter said and giggled, “Sometimes, if I’m very busy, I
have to have a quick snack in the afternoon – a little pick-me-up,
if you will – to keep me going ‘til bedtime. Did you sleep well,
Bobby?” Dexter asked.
“I did, actually. Thanks for asking," Bobby replied cheerfully, "I
been told I get cranky in the afternoons if I have a busy day, so
most days, I try to recharge my batteries with a brief lie down. A
nice treat from Ms. Essmee after a good nap will usually see me
through ‘til supper. I feel good this morning. Since Captain Shane
healed me and I been drinking lummox milk, I only have pleasant
dreams. I seem to feel better the next morning if I have good
dreams.”
“How did Master Goodnight heal you, from what illness, what’s
lummox milk, and why do you call him captain?” Dexter asked.
“I’m sorry, Dexter. I forgit you ain’t been here and don’t know
some things. Can you keep secrets?” Bobby asked.
“Yes, I’m good at keeping secrets,” Dexter replied.
“I can’t tell you everything right now, but if you can keep a
secret from your daddy, I’ll share a couple of things with you,
but if you betray my trust, I won’t never tell you nothing again,”
Bobby said.
“Why can’t my daddy know our secret, Bobby?” Dexter asked.
“'At's a fair question, Dex. Because sometimes things have to
happen in an orderly manner; in sequence. From your programming,
I’m sure you understand about sequencing. There’s things about our
foreman, your new master, your dad can’t know right now. Things me
and my dad didn’t know for a while. They ain’t nothing bad; in
fact, they’re very good; it’s just they’s so remarkable and
unusual, they take some getting used to. It took dad and me a
while, but now we’re privy to almost everything what goes on
around here. Dad and me, we's family to everyone and critter on
this ranch. We couldn’t be happier living here and working with
Mr. Goodnight and Mr. Potter. I say ‘with’ because it ain’t like
we’s working ‘for’ someone. I don’t even think the slaves feel
that way. It’s more like a team effort around here. We’s part of a
large family, we work together for a common goal, but you’ll
understand about that later.
Bobby continued, "I had a defective heart valve and almost died.
My dad used up our health insurance on my mom when she died of
cancer, so the doctors at the hospital wouldn't accept me as a
patient. They were gonna' let me die. I was dying when dad and
Mrs. Biddle brought me to Mr. Goodnight. Your new master is a
gifted healer, Dexter. He weren’t strong enough at the time to
completely heal me and called four of his good friends, close
buddies of his who were also healers to help him. Together, they
repaired my heart, and with the help of some other wonderful
folks, I began to get better.
“When Master Shane healed me, he exchanged some of himself with
me, and I became a part of him. We's like brothers now, and I love
him and his pa with all my heart. Beneath Mr. Goodnight’s
good-old-cowboy, easy-going exterior is a highly intelligent,
compassionate, and talented man; a strong man fiercely dedicated
to the concept of family. Cap’n Shane recognizes your dad is
different, but what your dad don’t understand is, he and his new
master are very similar. They are very much alike in many ways,"
Bobby explained.
“That’s what Mr. Ong told my daddy. He said they were alike. I
thought it was because their hearts beat at the same frequency. I
have heightened hearing and can hear people’s heartbeats. I can
tell yours is exceptionally strong. So it would be reasonable for
Master Goodnight to wait to see if my dad opens himself to him
before he tells him everything about himself. After all, he owns
my dad and now me. I remember Master Goodnight telling my dad he
needed to know everything about him and his secrets. Now I
understand why, but if I may share a secret with you, Bobby, my
dad keeps secrets from me. I think he doesn’t trust me sometimes.”
“Y’ain’t alone, Little Brother, my daddy keeps things from me, but
in your case, I don’t think it’s 'cause yore' daddy don’t trust
you, Dexter. I think sometimes you get carried away, you don’t
process your thoughts completely before you speak, and you don’t
consider the consequences. Perhaps, even though you can’t grow up
physically, I'd bet my bottom dollar, without too much effort, you
can learn to grow up mentally. If you ever want people to take you
more seriously than just being a cute, six year old kid, you got
to start adjusting your reasoning processes," Bobby said.
“How do I do that without an adjustment to my programming?” Dexter
asked.
“Practice,” Bobby replied, “It's how us meat-machine do it. You
have to work at it. How old are you in chronological age, Dexter?”
Bobby asked.
“Fifteen years,” Dexter replied.
“See, you’re almost twice my age, but you seem stunted in your
social development,” Bobby said.
“I’m plenty smart, Bobby,” Dexter defended himself.
“You won't get no argument from me, Little Brother, but smarts
don’t necessarily equate to maturity, Dexter. Maybe my idea
presents a conundrum for you if you ain't considered it before.
Some very smart men in history were social failures. Einstein was
plenty smart when it came to physics, but he didn’t speak until
age three, and as an adult, his social skills were not the
greatest. He could barely tie his own shoelaces. He would go for
walks and become so absorbed in thoughts he would forget how to
get home,” Bobby pointed out.
“You seem to be maturing at a normal rate for your physical size,
Bobby. Do you think you can help me?” Dexter asked.
“We could try. I'll help you if you help me. I understand you
tutored the Ong children for many years. It takes a lot of my
dad’s time and energy to home school me. As the ranch grows, it
demands more of his time, and he sometimes don’t have time for my
education. Could you teach me what I need to know to survive and
advance in this world?” Bobby asked.
“Of course I can, and I can make it so entertaining you won’t even
realize you’re learning. Can that be part of my duties as Master
Shane’s slave?” Dexter asked.
“I’ll speak with him if you like. We’s like brothers, him and me.
You form a special bond with a man what saves your life and gives
you a second chance. He loves me a lot and would do anything for
me what sounded like a reasonable plan. That's the thing with
Foreman Shane, you show him proper respect, and if you got
something you want what's important to you, you make damn sure you
got all yore' bases covered, yore' facts straight and clearly
defined in your head, but most importantly, why you think it would
be a good idea. If'n you don't try to bullshit him none, nine
times out of ten you'll get what you want,” Bobby said.
“That's good advice, Bobby. Thanks. I'll store that in my memory
bank. Now, what’s a lummox?” Dexter asked.
“Here, I’ll show you a picture of one. Have you ever heard of a
Sasquatch or Bigfoot?”
“Aren’t they large mythological creatures, a furry primate from
the Northwestern part of our country?” Dexter asked.
“Yes, but it turns out they ain’t mythological. They're very real.
Look at this.” Bobby handed Dexter an eight by ten glossy photo he
made on his computer printer of him, Captain Waco, Captain
Vinceeth, and Ox. In the picture Ox is holding Bobby in one big
arm and Waco has his arm around his beast. On the other side
Captain Vinceeth has his arm around Ox.
“He’s huge but handsome,” Dexter said, “And, you say he produces
drinkable milk?” he asked.
“The best, my friend. I still drink it regularly. It’s given me
special powers. I can communicate mentally with the horses,
Maxine, and Ox himself. I may git me some today. He always offers,
and I never say no. It’s just too darn good. His name is Ox, and
he’s the slave of the cowboy you see in the picture. That’s Master
Shane’s nephew, Master Waco. He’s a fine looking man.”
“He sure is. He looks a lot like Master Shane, only not as big.
Who’s the huge man on the other side of Ox?” Dexter asked.
“Captain Vinceeth. He’s a regular visitor to the Goodnight
ranches. He and Master Waco are close friends. He’s also a good
friend of mine,” Bobby said.
When he was recovering, Shane gave Bobby his Captain Goodnight
action figure. Bobby kept it proudly and prominently displayed on
his dresser. Dexter caught sight of it and marveled. “Captain
Shane Goodnight Action Figure," Dexter read from the box, "Is this
why you call Master Shane ‘Captain?’” he asked.
“Why, yes, it is,” Bobby jumped at the answer, “I was just getting
around to telling you about that,” he lied, “A toy company thought
a big handsome cowboy like Master Shane would make a wonderful
action figure for kids. They gave him one, and he gave me his when
I was recovering from my bad heart. It’s one of my most treasured
possessions.”
“I can understand why. It’s a remarkable likeness of him. I
recognized the ring though his nose. I never saw a man with a ring
through his nose before,” Dexter said.
“And his body, too, it’s anatomically correct, and he has three
more rings you can't see because of his clothes,” Bobby said and
smiled.
“Really, where?" Dexter asked in awe.
“Here, I’ll show you,” Bobby replied, deftly undid the action
figure’s belt, undid his Wranglers and pull them down slightly.
“My, goodness he has a ring though his penis and his teats?"
Dexter gasped.
"He sure does, and I think they's hot," Bobby grinned.
"Well, if his penis is proportional to the rest of him, he’s quite
large all over,” Dexter said with admiration and respect.
“It’s correct in every detail. It was necessary for me to lie
close to him for a couple of days for him to heal me properly. He
slept with me every night for a week. I would reach down and hold
onto him with my hands. When I touched him, it would stimulate
him, his penis would become engorged with blood and grow almost
twice as big. It’s called git'n an ‘erection’ when it happens to
grown men. I git one ever’ now and then, but h’it ain’t near as
big as Cap’n Shane’s. His got really big and hard.” Bobby giggled,
“He never scolded me or nothing. He jes’ hugged me and told me to
hold on tight. He's an amazing man, Dexter. He knew it brought me
comfort and a sense of security to hold onto a part of him. When I
held him I didn’t feel so alone or afraid, and I knew I’d be all
right. We been swimming naked together in the creek many times,
and believe me, his action figure is an accurate representation,”
Bobby bragged about his friend.
Gil Morris was getting dressed for the day and stuck his head into
the boy’s room. “You ‘bout ready to walk up to the big house for
breakfast, Bobby?” he asked.
“Yes, sir. What shall we do with Dexter, Dad?” Bobby asked.
“Bring him along. He can sit and enjoy our company while we eat,”
Gil replied.
“I did that quite often with the Ongs, Mr. Morris, or I could stay
here and watch Sunday morning cartoons and wait for you,” Dexter
said.
“Oh, Lord no! That shit will melt your neural circuits, Dexter,”
Gil joked. Dexter understood the metaphor and laughed. It was the
first time Bobby or Gil heard him laugh. The men walked to the big
house. Bobby and Dexter explained their plan for mutual education
and growth. Gil was impressed but wondered how successful it might
be. Maybe Dexter would be the god-send he was hoping for after
all. They got to the big house, went in and introduced Dexter to
Ms. Biddle. He never saw a black person before. He knew they
existed and saw many on television. He loved old Oprah reruns but
in Essmee Fay Biddle he found an exotic black Earth-mother.
Dexter was wowed and overwhelmed by her. Like, Mr. Potter and
Cole, Mrs. Biddle underwent a physical transformation from the
Long-shot and was now back in her prime. She heard the men talking
about the young bio-droid and was amused by his amazement of her.
While Dexter was in awe of her he was, also, very polite and
considerate. He sat quietly while the men ate their breakfast,
discussing plans for the day and the barbecue. Essmee was fixing
several side dishes for the occasion, but the men and cowboy
slaves would handle the main cooking. At one point Dexter called
his new master ‘Captain Shane.’ Shane raised an eyebrow, looked at
Bobby and grinned.
“Dexter saw your action figure on my dresser this morning, sir,
and I explained it’s where you got the title,” Bobby said coming
to Dexter’s defense.
“Why, yes, of course," Shane said and smiled at Bobby, “Well done,
Bobby,” Shane nodded his approval of Bobby’s quick thinking. Bobby
got his message and grinned. “Dexter, do you understand when you
gave yourself to me as my slave yesterday, and I accepted, you
transferred your personal allegiances to me as your new owner and
master?” Shane asked the boy-droid.
“I did?” Dexter asked bemused.
“That’s the way it works, Son,” Boss Potter said officiously as
the old Judge, “Ain’t no such thing as a halfway slave. You either
is or you ain’t. There are a few rules you must abide by,” Potter
poured it on to back up his young foreman.
“It means your first loyalties now lie with me and not yore’
daddy," Shane said, "Now, that don’t mean you gotta' stop loving
your daddy or being the good son you’ve always been, but it shifts
the perspective of everything over just a hair. Your first
responsibility is to me and yore' daddy second,” Shane explained.
“Is that part of me belonging to you, sir?” Dexter asked.
“It is,” Shane’s replied.
“I understand, Master Goodnight. I asked to belong to you, I gave
myself to you, so therefore I must show you due respect as my
master. Part of that is, my loyalty must be to you first and my
daddy second,” Dexter paraphrased.
“Good Boy, Dexter, you’ll make a fine slave,” Shane played it up
big for Dexter’s sake. Bobby could see through the cowboy
bullshit. He could tell when Captain Shane was up to something.
“Bobby, right after breakfast, I want you, your dad, and Maxine to
take Dexter through the gate to meet with our friends. Tell them
they can only have a couple of hours to visit for the first time,”
Shane said.
“Are you afraid Dexter might tell his dad, Captain Shane?” Gil
asked.
“Who is your first loyalty to, Dexter?” Shane asked the boy
bio-droid.
“To you, Master Shane,” he quickly responded.
“You won’t say a word to your dad about who you meet with Mr.
Morris, Bobby, and Maxine, will you, Son?” Shane asked.
“No, sir.”
“I promise, I’ll give you permission to tell him later, but we
need to keep some things to ourselves right now. Since you gave
yourself to me, you belong to me, you are now a part of my greater
family and that supersedes your ties with your dad,” Shane
reiterated.
“Of course, you are correct, sir. I understand completely,” Dexter
replied.
“He won’t say nothing,” Shane said and smiled at Gil. Gil just
shook his head, smiled, and returned to his breakfast.
Gil, Bobby, and Maxine walked Dexter down to the old barn. Dexter
had no idea where they were going. He watched as Maxine scratched
the post, said her name, and a big, watery looking door sprang up.
It frightened Dexter, and he almost jumped into Gil’s arms.
“Steady there, Cowboy. Ain’t nothing to fear. It’s just a doorway
to another place. Watch Maxine go through,” Gil said.
“Ain’t nothing to it, Dexter. It’s like going from one room to
another,” Maxine said as she dashed through.
“Me next,” Bobby said and he walked through.
“You want me to carry you through your first time, Son?” Gil
asked.
“No, sir. Bobby told me I had to start growing up. I can do this,
but maybe if you hold my hand, that might help, sir,” Dexter
replied and looked up into the big cowboy’s eyes. Gil’s heart
melted. He chuckled to himself. He flashed back to his first time
to go through a gate. Gil took the boy bio-droid’s hand, and they
walked through together. On the other side Dexter saw three
beautiful, handsome, naked men. They were perfect in every detail,
but there was something different about them. He couldn’t detect a
heartbeat. He could only hear the small whirring sounds of
micro-pumps circulating unknown fluids through their bodies. They
were hugging Bobby and playing with Maxine. One gave Maxine a
treat for which she graciously thanked him. As Dexter slowly
walked hand in hand with Gil Morris his eyes started to water. It
suddenly became clear to him, these men were like him. They were
bio-mechanical men. He was stunned.
“Hello, Little Brother, welcome to the Bandersnatch. My name is
Cable and these are my brothers, David and Jonathan,” the biggest
and most handsome of the three spoke to him. Dexter went to him
with his arms open. Cable grabbed him up, hugged, and kissed him.
“We’ve been following you for sometime on vid-cams, but it’s such
a pleasure to finally meet you in person. You are more wonderful
than we could imagine,” Cable said as he made over the small
bio-droid. David and Jonathan had to touch him. “We understand
you’ve come to visit us for a while, and we’d like to get to know
you better,” Cable said. Dexter never felt more comfortable in his
life than in Cable’s big arms. It was like he was home and these
were his people. He shed a few tears, they comforted him, and
wiped his tears away.
“Can you understand why your master might not want you telling
your dad about these men yet, Dexter?” Bobby asked.
“Absolutely, Bobby,” he replied, “My dad would understand them,
but he wouldn’t understand about them,” was his reasoned reply.
“You’re quite right, Dexter,” Cable confirmed, “Everything will be
revealed to your daddy in time.”
“Bobby said things must progress in an orderly sequence. It’s not
my daddy’s time yet to learn about you men," Dexter said.
“Exactly,” Cable agreed.
“Who made you men?” Dexter asked.
“Our father had us made according to his specifications, Dexter.
You will meet him later today at the ranch barbecue and picnic. He
works for Master Charlie Goodnight and is the ramrod for his
ranch. His name is Lazarus Long. We call him ‘father’ or 'Ramrod
Long.' He is also the captain of this ship.”
“Is this a star ship?” Dexter asked in awe.
“It is, indeed, Little One,” David confirmed.
“And, my master is the captain of his own ship?” Dexter put two
and two together, “I saw the spacesuit in the box of his action
figure, Bobby.”
“You’re right again, Little Brother, yore’ master is captain of
his own ship,” Bobby said.
“I often wondered what it might feel like to win the lottery. Now
I know. My daddy has no idea where he’s landed. He passed ‘go,’
collected two hundred dollars, landed on 'free-parking,' collected
the jackpot, and don’t even know. I am so glad I’m Captain
Goodnight’s slave,” Dexter said in a reverent voice.
“So are we, Son,” Cable said, then added, “You couldn’t have
chosen a better man to give yourself to, and you wouldn’t be his
slave without having done so. By giving yourself to Master Shane,
we suspect you triggered within yourself a separate subset of
loyalty subroutines which will allow you to become more than you
ever dreamed possible, and we understand you do have dreams,”
Cable said with a smile.
“Yes, sir, I do dream. You must want to run tests on me to find
out more about me?” Dexter said rhetorically.
“We would like that very much, but we won’t if you’re afraid or
would rather wait until your daddy can be with you,” Cable said.
“You men wouldn’t do harm to me if you know Bobby, Mr. Morris, and
my new friend Maxine. Bobby said I need to start learning to act
more maturely. I shall start here and now. By giving myself to
Master Shane, I have been given the choice to reason and make a
few decisions for myself. If my master didn’t want this for me, he
wouldn’t have sent me to you, or he would’ve instructed me
otherwise. You may examine me, Mr. Cable,” Dexter said like a well
reasoned young man.
“Just ‘Cable,’ Son. We don’t have honorific titles here,” Cable
said, "And your reasoning is impeccable, Little One," he added.
They ran all kinds of scans and test on Dexter, but none hurt him
or were invasive. They took off his very cleverly concealed skull
cap and hair to expose his brain and were amazed by what they
found. It was very different from themselves, but his construction
had precedents in their known universe and collective body of
understanding. It was a dense maze of a cloud-like material
resembling finely spun glass or angel hair which had tiny, micro
synaps which lit up with different colors when Dexter thought
about things or conversed.
It looked to Cable and his men like the brains of the bladder
whales Professor Wanker was studying on mars. They were impressed
by other micro-motors and microprocessor functions which could
only have been put together by a very advanced intelligence. They
also discovered he had no batteries in the common sense of the
term. Instead, he had a series of sophisticated crystals which
were excited by every recharge and held a steady resonance like a
tuning fork, or as a crystal might set the bit rate for a
computer; only, their energy potential was logarithmic. The
sophistication of the small bio-droid was almost circuit blowing
to Cable and his men. Their report to their father would be one of
great excitement and considerable awe.
In the meantime, the Kryscellians heard the news through their
close association with the on-board intelligence and several
others. They came floating into sickbay. Dexter was fascinated by
their beauty. They began to sing to him, and unlike organics, he
interfaced with them almost immediately. They gave, and he gave
back to them. He uploaded to them his knowledge of the several
dialects of Chinese he spoke fluently. They found out just how
vast his storage of knowledge was and found he utilized his
crystals much like them. He had a direct family link with them.
They were thrilled and sang great and wonderful songs to him.
Dexter was so move he was reduced to tears.
All too quickly their two hour visit to sickbay was over and Gil
insisted they must get back to avoid suspicion. They were under
orders from Captain Shane to return within two hours. There were
many hugs and tears as the bio-mechanical men said their
‘goodbyes.’ Dexter wanted to stay with them longer, but his new
big brother, Cable, reminded him of his new dedication to Captain
Goodnight. He was now his slave. His first duty was to him. Dexter
never wanted to belong to anyone but his companion all these
years, but he now found himself belonging to another human. Dexter
wasn’t sorry. His love and respect for his new master multiplied a
hundred fold. He knew what he must do upon return.
* * * * * * *
Shane and Cole helped Essmee in the kitchen of the big house after
breakfast. It was usually Bobby’s chore to help her. He was good
about it, but Shane sent him away to the Bandersnatch. Almost two
hours passed before the men got a chance to get away from the big
house and stroll over the hill to the bunkhouse to check with the
four cowboy slave-cooks on their progress for the barbecue.
Everything seemed in order. They were standing outside under some
trees near the huge fifty-five gallon drums converted to barbecue
ovens, and the men were loading them with dried mesquite to get
them going for the day. Monty came walking up with a concerned
look on his face accompanied by Phil, Eli, Bart, and Telly.
“Has anyone seen Dexter?” he asked like he was worried, “We’ve
looked everywhere for him.”
“I sent him and Bobby on an errand with Mr. Morris right after
breakfast. They should be back any minute,” Shane replied pulling
his antique pocket watch from his vest pocket to check the time.
About that time, Dexter, Bobby, Gil, and Maxine came walking
around the corner of the bunkhouse laughing and chatting with each
other. Dexter spotted Shane and ran as fast as his little legs
would carry him, right past his daddy, fell to his knees in the
dust in front of Shane and began to lovingly kiss each of his big
boots. Shane got a big, shit-eating grin on his face and put his
hand down for the boy. He wondered if Dexter knew the slave
ritual. Sure enough, Dexter found his hand, lovingly kissed the
back, and placed it against his forehead for further instructions.
“Come to my arms, my small buckaroo slave, and show your master
your love for him,” Shane gently ordered. Dexter jumped up, Shane
lifted him onto his huge chest and the young bio-droid gave Shane
a passionate kiss. Shane let him and responded in kind. It seemed
strange to Shane to be kissing a machine, but he knew this was
something Dexter needed. Besides, it was the message of the kiss,
the symbolism, rather than a stimulus that was important. There is
a kiss to convey almost all human emotions, including the kiss of
death. In Dexter’s case, it was a kiss of unbridled happiness,
joy, and an awakening. The small bio-droid was announcing to his
companion his allegiance to his new owner and master. Monty
witnessed their ritual conjoining with his mouth open. He never
saw Dexter so passionate about anything. He almost felt jealous,
but yet, strangely enough, he was proud of Dexter. Monty knew this
was major growth in his companion and recognized it as such. He
just felt a bit cheated he wasn't the first to set the example. He
told himself he better get used to it; this was a new Dexter he
never saw before.
Dexter had his arms tightly around Shane’s big neck, shamefully
stealing kisses, and whispered to him, “I'm your devoted slave,
Master Goodnight. Is it inappropriate for a slave to tell his
master he loves him, sir?” Dexter asked.
“No, not at all, as long as his master may feel free to love him
in return,” Shane replied.
“Of course you may, Master. I’m yours, I belong to you, and you
belong to me,” Dexter said.
“Good point, Slave! Fine reasoning. Besides, we’s family now,
ain’t we? H’it’s only right I should love my little brother, and
he love me. You met my other brothers this morning. You recognized
them as your brothers right away, I’m told,” Shane said softly so
he wouldn’t be heard, “I have it on good authority they fell in
love with you. I’ll have ta’ keep my eye on them old-boys, so’s
they don’t try’n steal you away from me,” Shane said, winked, and
laughed.
Dexter grinned at his nonsense. “Don't worry, sir, I won't let
them. You're right, I did recognize them as being like me, Master,
and my eyes have been opened. Thank you for having faith in me and
including me in your family. I won’t let you down, sir. I won’t
betray your trust, Captain Shane. I understand now,” Dexter
assured Shane.
“That’s what I was hoping might happen, Son, and you’re welcome. I
do have faith in you, or I wouldn’t have shared my brothers with
you. Now, you must have faith in me,” Shane said.
“I will always have faith in you, Master,” Dexter said in awe of
the big man who held him.
“Excellent, Son, I’m glad. I’m proud of you, Slave,” Shane said,
stole another kiss, then set him down.
Dexter ran to Monty, hugged, and kissed him. “It’s your turn,
Father,” Dexter said and smiled at him. Monty’s heart sank. Dexter
was right, he should have taken care of his duties before now. He
handed Dexter his hat, walked up to Shane and knelt in front of
him. “I feel embarrassed and humbled by my little brother, Master
Shane. I should have taken care of my duties as your slave and
paid homage to you much sooner. If you will allow me, sir?” he
asked.
“It's never too late," Shane said gently, "Go ahead, Son.”
Monty lavished much love on Shane’s dusty boots and found Shane’s
hand waiting. They went through the ritual and Shane gave Monty an
equally passionate kiss as he did Dexter. The cowboys were moved
by what they witnessed. “Welcome to our family, Son. I’m proud to
call you my slave,” Shane said.
“I’m proud to be your slave, Master Goodnight. I’m honored to be
considered a small part of your family, sir," Monty replied.
That afternoon was a new beginning for Monty and Dexter. Dexter no
longer called Monty ‘daddy.’ He was now ‘father.’ He explained he
wanted to become more mature and part of his plan was to show
Monty more respect. Calling Monty ‘daddy’ just didn’t show the
same respect to his creator as the honorific term ‘father.’ He
would try to be more thoughtful in his questions and his responses
to people. He would try to gather more information for himself to
make an informed decision before he spoke. Monty was wowed by his
smaller companion. These new revelations were outside Dexter’s
programming. It was as if the boy-droid was struck by lightening
and scrambled some of his circuits for the better. He was always
special to Monty, but he became even more of a delight to be
around. The cowboys almost fought over who would have him sit in
their lap next. Dexter ate up his new found attention;
figuratively speaking, of course.
The guests began to arrive and there was a number of people from
other ranches who were being introduced around. Angus arrived with
his wife, his ramrod Jimmy Joe Russell, and the ramrod’s mate Burt
Stamper. Charlie Goodnight’s crew arrived in several vehicles.
Arriving with Charlie Goodnight was his right hand man and ramrod,
Lazarus Long, his son Lucas Long, and Lucas’ mate Commander
Maddragon riding in the crew cab. In the back of Charlie’s truck
was Indigo/Blue Goodnight and Travis Jessup with his mate Sergeant
Major Sal Doggoral. Sitting between Lazarus and Charlie in
Charlie’s big truck was Miss Estelle Potter. Lazarus convinced her
one trip outside the colonies wasn’t going to harm her, and he and
Charlie would be her personal bodyguards. She laughed at his
overprotective nonsense and said she would be happy to go with
them.
Also arriving in another truck was Charile’s son Waco, his mate
Captain Vinceeth, and Waco’s slave Ox. Riding in the back with Ox
was Little Bear Tin Penny, Tex Olafson, Brett Jones, Basil
Troubadour, and Commander Hawkins. Another truck arrived from the
Austin/Daniels Ranch; Hoot and Cotton with Blake Tindell and the
rest of the Stamper men were in the back plus a couple of cowboy
slaves, mate’s of the Stampers. Sam was with them to meet up with
his commander. In another big truck arrived Chief Adam White Crow
Tin Penny, a couple of his chiefs, their wives and kids. Along
with them was Sheriff Deputies Doug and Brody Tin Penny with their
families. Shane didn’t expected such a large guest list, but they
had plenty of food for everyone and welcomed them.
Bobby pointed out Ramrod Long to Dexter. He ran to him, fell to
his knees, and began to make love to his boots. Lazarus was
thrilled to see such a perfect little bio-mechanical buckaroo
paying homage to him. The thought crossed his mind, after two
thousand, two hundred and damn near thirty years, life still could
have its moments of surprises and unsurpassed joy. It was times
like these he was grateful his mother forced his last regeneration
upon him and stopped him from willing himself to die. The thought
of having missed the sweetness of the moment was almost unbearable
to him, and his eyes filled with tears. While he considered his
time with Charlie, the Grange, and the great escape from Earth may
be the last chapter of his long life, it was proving to be one of
the most rewarding for him. He would have missed it if his mother
hadn't interfered. He remembered being angry with her when he
discovered he was alive. He blamed it on her selfishness, but now
he knew he was wrong.
He suspected a greater, guiding intelligence in the universe but
never gave it much thought. It always smacked too much of religion
and he was decidedly against anything dealing with myths or
reveal. For Lazarus, religion was a racket, pure and simple. He
saw over two thousand years of the misery it could bring with
little redeeming social value other than a crutch for those too
lazy to think for themselves and those who so greatly feared
death. Maybe it was because he was old and at ease with himself it
all seemed so comfortable to him now. The pieces of the greater
puzzles of his life seemed to be coming together in something as
small as the little mechanical buckaroo on his knees before him
kissing his boots. Lazarus and Charlie received a detailed report
from his medical staff about Dexter before they left the ranch. He
reviewed videos his staff made of their findings, and was as
astounded as they were. He graciously went through the ritual with
the small bio-droid. After Lazarus and Dexter shared a good kiss,
he hugged the boy to him.
“I met your sons this morning, sir. They were good, kind, and
gracious to me. I feel like I have three new brothers,” Dexter
said quietly so no one else would hear.
“I heard you met them. They gave me a full report. They’re quite
taken with you. They’re very much in love with you, Young Man.
Ain’t very often one of their own kind comes along. I think you
gained yore’self three very fine brothers,” Lazarus said.
“I’m so thrilled to know there are others like me, sir, I thought
I was the only one in the universe. Someday I would like to see
more of your ship,” Dexter replied.
“I will personally take you on a tour when we git yore’ daddy
settled in and share everything with him. There are many more out
there like you and my sons. I will take you to meet them one day
soon,” he promised.
Dexter became the hit of the afternoon. Monty was amazed at
Dexter’s transformation in one day. He was together and acted far
more mature than Monty ever saw him before. He seemed to hang with
Bobby and Gil Morris quite a bit. It was like they shared a common
secret Monty didn’t know about. Angus Goodnight was particularly
taken with Dexter and held him in his lap several times talking
with him. Angus was amused Dexter considered himself Master
Shane’s slave, and Dexter went on and on about how much he loved
Shane and wanted to be the best slave for him he could. No one who
heard him held any doubts about his seriousness.
Little Bear met Monty and the two men quickly bonded. Little Bear
looked like a young Coyote John Tin Penny, only much better
looking, not banged up from barroom brawls, the physical
degeneration from cigarettes, and waking up too many mornings in a
dumpster with a fifty megaton hangover. They talked openly about
Coyote John. “You were with my dad for six months?” Little Bear
asked rhetorically. Monty didn’t answer, he just nodded. He knew
Little Bear already knew. “You spent more time with him than I
have my whole life,” he said sadly. Monty’s heart broke with
empathy for his new friend. He understood rejection. He could
speak it fluently.
“If it’s any consolation, Little Bear, I grew quite fond of your
dad. I would even go so far as to say I fell in love with him,”
Monty said quietly.
“I heard he forced himself on you,” Little Bear said.
“He thought he did, but I could have defended myself. I didn’t. I
just thought it might be easier and more pleasant for both of us
if I learned to please him. I knew I’s probably gonna’ end up a
slave anyway and would be expected to have male sex. It seemed to
be something he needed, and I never had much physical love of any
kind shown to me while I’s growing up. It was a new experience for
me. He was a good lesson. It takes a lot to please your dad. I
worked hard learning how to take care of him; not only to satisfy
him, but also, to please him. The better I got, the more he tried
to satisfy me, and the more affection he offered me. The last day
I was with him, I told him, for a hardheaded old Indian man he
could be a pert-damn good lover when he put his heart into it. I
don’t think he appreciated my words very much. He sees himself as
the last of the ultra-straight, macho cowboys. He thinks it’s all
right to use another man for his sexual needs, but to show him any
affection would make him a homo,” Monty said, then smiled.
“Then you don’t hate my dad?” Little Bear asked with some awe in
his voice.
“No, not at all. On the contrary, I have only feelings of
affection for John Tin Penny. I know Coyote John might think that
sounds queer as Hell, but I don't really give a shit! It’s the
god's-gospel truth! I don’t know no stronger words to use. How are
things going for him? I heard he went to another Goodnight ranch
owned by my master’s oldest brother?” Monty asked.
“I hear tell it ain’t going too well. I guess you know Master
Angus’ ramrod is the older brother of Billy Bob Russell, the
cowboy my dad tried to kill?” Little Bear asked.
“Yikes! Sweet Jesus! No, Little Bear, I didn’t know. I’m sorry, I
had no idea. That must be awful for Coyote. He must feel like he
done died and woke up in Hell,” Monty said trying to stifle a
laugh.
“Only because my dad’s such an ornery cuss. He created his own
Hell. I know Master Angus well. He and I developed a mutual
admiration for each other years ago. I fell in love with that old
cowboy when I’s only twelve years old. He’s the first master I
always run to and pay homage to his boots. For years, I tried my
dead level best to eat them big boots of his off'n that cowboy,”
Little Bear laughed, “Until recently, I ain’t never met me no man
what’s boots I’d rather pay homage to than Master Angus. He became
a father figure to me. I can tell him the secrets of my heart, and
he won’t never laugh at me. He gimme’ a shit load a’ good advice
over the years. Even though I’s a slave, he wouldn’t do nothing
with me ‘til I turned sixteen. Since I turned sixteen, he’s been
fuck’n my ass regularly like I’s a two-bit whore with a bag full
of quarters,” Little Bear laughed at his own crudity, “Don’t git
no ideas, though, I ain’t cheap no more,” he added with a grin,
“Recently, I done raised my price to fifty cents,” he said and
laughed. Monty grinned.
“I know in my heart Master Angus won’t let Jimmy Joe Russell do
nothing to my dad what ain’t standard practice for any other slave
on his ranch. Besides, I know Jimmy Joe Russell personally, if you
know what I mean?” Little Bear laughed again. “Us Goodnight
cowboys would git invited to Hoot and Cotton’s ranch for an
afternoon like today. We’d catch old Jimmy Joe off by his'self
some’ers; we’d rope, hog tie him, and carry him to the barn. We’d
make bets who could suck him off the quickest. I always won. Purdy
soon we didn’t have to rope and hog tie him no more. He would be
wait’n for us boys in the far barn with his Wrangles down around
his boot tops, hold’n his big old horse cock in his hand jes’
waving it at us. He’d laugh his ass off at us boys when we’d fight
to see who would be first in line to suck his big dick. Because of
my history with Jimmy Joe, I know'd without a doubt in my heart
he’ll be fair with Coyote. So, whatever problems my old man’s
gonna’ have, ain’t with his master or his foreman; it will lie
solely with him. I know h’it ain’t gonna’ be easy on him, ‘cause
he’ll fight ‘um ever’ gotdamn step of the way.” Little Bear shook
his head for emphasis.
“You still love him a lot,” Monty said without nuance.
“Yeah, I don’t never tell my granddaddy that, but I do. I always
just wanted a chance to love him and have him love me. I’d give my
left nut to have what you had with him even for one evening. How
sick is that?” Little Bear grimaced.
“I don’t think it’s sick a' tall, Brother,” Monty said.
“Of any man, I guess you got more right than any to call me yore’
brother. You probably got more of my old man’s seed in you than I
do,” Little Bear lamented, then grinned.
“Minimum, three times a day for six months. Some days four or
five. We didn't have nothing else to do,” Monty said.
“Damnation! I didn’t realize my old man’s such a horny old fart,”
Little Bear said and laughed, “Yeah, and what’d I git? I got me
one lousy gotdamn sperm what fertilized my momma’s egg and an old
man what sold me into slavery when I’s only ten years old.” Little
Bear grinned at Monty. Monty felt awful and just shook his head.
“But I hear'd me a rumor you ain’t had no easy life neither, ma'
Brother. I guess we done got us some things in common,” Little
Bear said.
“I thank God for Coyote John. I would a’ gone bat-shit crazy in
that damn jail without him,” Monty said. “I’d like to talk with
Mr. Russell, but I don’t know what I’d say to him. Maybe jes’ ask
him to tell Coyote ‘hello’ for me and tell him I’s think’n on
him,” Monty said.
“You talk about a horny fucker; I hear tell old Jimmy Joe fucks
his slave-mate or has old Burt suck him off three or four times a
day and still takes care of seventy or more slaves for Master
Angus. Tell you one damn thing, you’ll never taste a sweeter piece
of cowboy meat than Jimmy Joe Russell's cock. Why, that big
thing’ll jes’ melt in yore’ mouth,” Little Bear said, slapped his
leg, and roared with laughter. Monty laughed at Little Bear’s
enthusiastic cowboy bullshit.
* * * * * * *
Later in the day, big Phil Pie came and got his baby-slave and
took Monty into the bunkhouse to his and Eli’s room. “Stay in here
for a few minutes. One of the freemen noticed you and would like
you to service him. It’s part of your job as a cowboy slave, Son.
It happens to all us cowboy slaves from time to time. If a freeman
wants you to service him, you ain’t got no choice. You don’t never
wanna’ say ‘no’ or reject him no matter what he looks like or how
bad he smells. If he tells me you didn’t do your best to please
him, I gotta’ tell our master, and he’ll have to publicly punish
you. Trust this old slave, you don’t want that. Make yore’ master
proud of you, Son, and you’ll make me happy. He’ll be here in a
minute. Be sure to remember your manners and pay homage to his
boots first,” Phil coached him.
“I will, Poppa Pie. I won’t let you down. I’ll make you, Dad Eli,
and Master Goodnight proud of me, sir,” Monty said.
“You’re a good boy, Monty. Me and Eli will be sitting in the mess
hall having a cup of coffee. We won’t let nobody disturb you,"
Phil said.
“Okay, sir.”
Monty waited and waited some more. Finally the door opened and one
of the best looking cowboys at the picnic, Jimmy Joe Russell,
strolled into the room. He took off his big hat and hung it on a
peg near the door. Monty didn’t say a word. As Jimmy Joe walked
toward him, Monty hit his knees ready to pay homage to the good
looking cowboy’s handsome, expensive pair of buckaroo boots. He
lovingly kissed each, but got no response from Jimmy Joe except to
watch as he undid his huge rodeo belt buckle, opened his Wranglers
and shoved them down to his boot tops. He was a real cowboy, all
right; he wasn’t wearing underwear, and his huge manhood flopped
in front of Monty’s face. Little Bear’s comparison of Master
Russell's penis to a horse’s cock wasn’t wrong. “You know who I
am, Slave-boy?” he asked quietly.
“Yes, sir, Master Russell,” Monty replied.
“I hear'd tell you wanna' talk with me. My young native American
cowboy-slave buddy told me you might have a message for his daddy,
but before we git to that I wanna’ see if you’s learn’n to be a
good slave, and if you know how to please a master. Jimmy Joe
didn’t say another word, took his cock in his right hand, placed
his left hand behind Monty’s head and pulled him onto it. Monty
didn’t hesitate to take him. Jimmy Joe certainly wasn’t ugly, and
he had the cleanest, most attractive, masculine smell of any man
Monty was ever with; certainly better than Coyote John who always
reeked of stale cigarettes oozing from the pores of his skin.
John's ejaculate even carried a faint taste of cigarettes.
Monty chowed down on the fine piece of cowboy meat before him like
it was the main dish at a banquet set just for him, a starving
beggar. Jimmy Joe seemed patient with Monty at first, but soon
began to fuck his face driving his cock ever deeper down his
throat until Monty choked a couple of times. Jimmy Joe would pull
back and encourage the young man with a word or two. “Easy, Son.
Lemme’ do the fuck'n. All you gotta’ do is relax and take me. You
got a ways to go yet. I know you wanna’ please me, so work with
me. I ain't out to choke you to death. I might wanna' fuck yore'
handsome face again sometime. It looks big, but I know you can
take me; many men have.”
He kept working Monty’s throat until Monty was taking the full
length of Jimmy Joe’s ten and a half inches down his well
stretched throat. Jimmy Joe wasn’t mean, but he had a strength of
purpose that appealed to Monty; a masculine self-assured cockiness
about what he wanted and expected from the slave on his knees in
front of him. Monty found him exciting and the more Jimmy Joe
demanded of him, the more Monty tried to give until Jimmy Joe was
fucking Monty’s face with considerable force and abandon. Monty
felt himself giving in to the powerfully sexual cowboy and wanted
more than anything to please him. He had a deep need in his gut to
satisfy the man and earn his seed. Without warning Monty’s whole
body began to spasm, and he felt himself ejaculating in his
Wranglers. Jimmy Joe could feel the slave's climax and smiled to
himself. He managed one final lunge, rammed his cock all the way
down Monty’s throat and emptied his big, full cowboy balls into
the young man’s gut.
He held Monty all the way onto his large cowboy cock. Monty’s lips
were jammed tight into Jimmy Joe’s pubic hair as his cock erupted
wave after wave of his hot thick ropey, cowboy cream down the
younger man’s throat. Monty could feel Jimmy Joe’s balls moving
and squirming in their sacks as they hung from his chin and
emptied their filling goodness into him. Monty shot again and
started to feel like he might pass out from lack of air. Jimmy Joe
pulled out, and Monty gasped for breath. He was well trained by
Coyote John and when he got his breath, immediately began to lick
and clean Jimmy Joe’s cock. Jimmy Joe reached down to pull up his
Wrangles as Monty finished cleaning around and under his ample
foreskin. He carefully tucked Jimmy Joe’s cock into his Wranglers
as the large man zipped up his fly and put his belt buckle back in
place.
“Now, you may pay proper homage to ma’ boots, Slave,” he spoke
quietly to Monty.
Monty was on Jimmy Joe’s fine pair of boots in a second and
lavished them with his love. Russell prided himself in being able
to tell a slave’s appreciation or dedication by the way he paid
homage to his boots. He was impressed by Monty’s genuine affection
and attention to detail in everything he did. Monty found Jimmy
Joe’s strong, weathered hand. He kissed the back and placed it to
his forehead. “Come, Slave,” Jimmy Joe ordered, “show me your
love.”
Monty was in the cowboy’s arms in a hurry and kissed him. Jimmy
Joe explored Monty’s mouth with his tongue like he was trying to
find the last flavors of his cowboy spunk. He broke it off and
held Monty in his arms. A grin spread over Monty’s face. “What’s
‘at grin for, Slave?” Jimmy Joe asked with a wry smile.
“Some’um Little Bear told me about you, sir,” he replied.
“Yeah? Wha’t’s ‘at?” Jimmy Joe asked.
“He said you had the sweetest piece of cowboy meat I’d ever taste,
and you’d jes’ melt in ma’ mouth. Danged if he weren’t right,
sir,” Monty allowed. Jimmy Joe broke up laughing.
“He said that, huh?” he asked and grinned.
“Yes, sir, and thank you, Master. Ain’t had many, but I ain't
never tasted me no sweeter cock, sir. If you ever have a hanker’n
to come by and try ma’ saddle some evening, I’d be much obliged,”
Monty invited.
“Count on it, Slave,” Jimmy Joe promised, “You’re as good as
Coyote John said you was, Boy. You’ll make some cowboy a fine
partner. He begged me to fuck your throat real good and hard and
tell you it was from him. He said to tell you he misses you a
powerful lot,” Jimmy Joe said. Monty had to check himself. He
almost broke down in Jimmy Joe’s arms. His words were so
unexpected. They sort of hit below the belt. The cowboy just held
him tight. Monty wondered if Master Russell said what he did to
get a reaction from him.
“Now, what can you tell me about Coyote John Tin Penny? I jes’ got
him for a baby-slave. I usually don’t carry messages for a slave,
but I can see we’re gonna’ have a devil of a time with him. He’s
asked about you more’n a couple of times which tells me you made
an impression on him. He don’t wanna’ admit it, but he cares about
you. You’re the only person in the world he’s formed anything
resembling a bond of any kind. The thought occurred to me I jes’
might need me an ally to git through to that thick, hardheaded
Indian. You could be useful to us. I thought fuck’n you like I
done and seeing how you responded to a message from him might
gimme’ some idea how to break him without having to cut his balls
off. What can you tell me?” Jimmy Joe asked.
“Ain’t much to tell, Master Russell. I spent six months with him
in a cell, but I can’t says I really got to know the man all that
well. I learned to please him rather than fight with him. It was
jes’ some’um we done to pass the time. I grow’d to be fond of
Coyote John Tin Penny, but I knew we’d part sooner or later. I
never fooled myself about him. I think he grow’d to like me and
maybe even respect me a little, but I don’t know’s I’d go so far
as to say we formed a bond. He ain’t the best man I ever know’d,
but he has some raw animal quality about him I found attractive.
Mean’n no disrespect, Master, but you got it, too. I ain’t ashamed
at what I done or how much I come to like it with Mr. Tin Penny.
After talk’n with my master, I ain’t afraid to tell you I think I
might’ve fell in love with Coyote John. I don’t know what you’re
looking for, sir, but I’ve heard what goes on in breaking a slave.
I expect it to happen to me,” Monte said with some trepidation.
“Son," Jimmy Joe paused for a few seconds, "take it from a ramrod
master what’s been broken as a slave, seen the hardest of slaves
broken, and broken a few his'self, y’ain’t gonna’ have no problem.
There’s some men what take to slavery easier than others. I seen
some men what are born to serve other stronger men. They find a
comfortable home being a slave and serving a dominant alpha-male
if they's treated well. Other men, what ain’t born to be slaves,
jes’ know how to adapt better’n others. I think you might be one
of ‘em. You got a good attitude without compromising yore’
masculinity; you wanna’ please; you got a sense of humor, and you
got the gift of cowboy bullshit. Them things will take you far.
You’ll do fine. Age makes a big difference, too. It seems to be
easier on younger men. It’s older men like me and Coyote John what
find it the hardest,” Jimmy Joe shared with him.
“How long was you a slave, Master Russell?” Monty asked
respectfully.
“Twenty years, Son. I was a baby-slave for damn near three full
months, but they couldn’t break me. I guess it was the threat of
being castrated what finally done it. Like all slaves, once I give
in and knew I was broken, life got a lot easier for me. I think
it’s the fear that when a man breaks you, butt fucks you, and
makes you suck his cock, you ain't a man no more; he robs you of
your masculinity. That just ain’t true. It’s a false assumption.
You’re fortunate, I can tell by the way you handle yourself, you
already know what I'm talk'n about. It took me a good while to
understand that simple fact, but when I finally did, I learned how
to reclaim my masculinity and then some. Now I look on masculinity
in a totally different way. Truth is, as one older cowboy told me,
I never lost my masculinity in the first place. I became the best
damn cowboy slave Master Hoot and Cotton ever had, but I’s still
on my knees sucking their dicks and git’n butt fucked by them
regularly. Eventually, I got me a slave-boy lover on the side, and
they let up on me some; however, I still get a craving for them
once't in a while.
"Somehow, in the cowboy-slave world when you git chore’self a
partner and pair up, it sort of becomes sacred ground. H’it don’t
mean they stop expecting you to do your duties to them as a slave,
but jes’ not so often. After a while, Master Hoot and Cotton come
to trust me and made me a slave trustee. I began taking my
masters’ place fuck’n them other slaves when they’s too tired or
didn’t wanna’ take care of ‘em no more. I learned masculinity and
sexuality is all in a man’s head, Son. I’s a much stronger man
today than I was before I become a slave. I ain’t got me no
problems with my masculinity. You can’t never take that away from
a man no ways. If it happens, a slave weren’t no real man to begin
with. Never question your masculinity because you’re required to
have sex with men. I know y'ain't gonna' believe me right now, but
you will; take it from me, Son, you’re more of a man than Coyote
John Tin Penny will ever imagined his'self to be. 'At ain't no
riddle neither.
"It takes a real man to be able to control his'self and do what
you jis' done with me and walk away knowing he was in full control
of the situation from the start; and, you was. Don't chu' never
forget that, Son. I's jes' a passenger on yore' bus. You be the
engine of the train what hauled ma' load on down the tracks, Boy.
You done all the work, and for yore' first time with a man you
barely know, you done a damn fine job. I don't usually compliment
a new slave 'cause they's always room for improvement, but in your
case I'll make an exception. That was the best first blow-job I
ever done got from a slave. It took me damn near three years to
get to where you is right now. I jes' about imagine Coyote John's
a bullshitter with the best of them cowboys, so I didn't expect
too much when I walked in here. I was wrong, Son. I was dead
wrong! If anything, that big Indian underestimated your abilities.
He didn't have no clue what a tiger he had sharing the same cell
with him for six months.
"Stand tall! Be proud of yourself, Young'un, you won't never have
to go through what the Coyote's gonna' have to experience. You's
more of a man than that asshole could ever imagine his'self to be.
How hard or how easy a man is treated as a slave is up to him. It
won't take you long to understand what I'm tell'n you. We ain’t
had Coyote but a few days, but I can already tell we’s gonna’ have
trouble with him. So far, he's done everything we tell him, but I
can tell he’s jes’ wait’n for us to make a mistake so’s he can
take advantage. We’ll be able to tell more after his first two
week break in period. If’n I can’t break him, I’m afraid it’s
gonna’ come down to castration for Coyote. Master Angus won’t
hesitate to have him clipped. It’s almost guaranteed to break any
slave, but he won’t have much spirit after that. Won’t git much
work out of him, neither. Master Angus will ship his ass off to a
Cheney camp rather than fool with him.
"I know Coyote damn near killed ma’ baby brother, but I don’t hold
it agin’ him. I ain't got me no grudge agin' him. Thank God, my
little brother recovered and is still alive. He's gonna' be okay,
but he was a gall-durn fool to hang around with a no-count like
Coyote in the first place. I warned him about Coyote John. He
didn’t listen, and it damn near cost him his life. Somehow, I got
me a feel’n down deep in ma’ gut you hold the key to Coyote John’s
heart and jes' might have the answer I’m look’n for. I’ll be back
ever’ now and then to check on you; besides, I think I jis' might
enjoy take’n me a nice long, comfortable slow ride in yore' fine
looking saddle, Boy, and we can whistle 'Happy Trails' together,"
Ramrod Russell said and smiled at him.
“I’m sure I’d enjoy it, Master Russell. If you take care of my
backdoor as well as you done my front, I know'd I'm in for a
treat. I’ll do ma’ best to give you a good ride, sir. I’s jes’
wonder’n, Ramrod, if’n you been a slave for twenty years – mean'n
no disrespect, sir – you gotta' be a bit older,” Monty could do
the math but didn’t want to say Jimmy Joe had to be in his late
sixties. “You don’t look a day over thirty-five or forty, Master.
How’s that possible, sir?” Monty asked.
“Sex, Boy! And lots of it, Young’un! The more sex you have, the
younger looking man you’ll stay. Ever' time you shoot your load it
rids your body of them aging toxins, and makes you wanna' shout
'Hallelujah'! I done met me an older cowboy one time what
butt-fucked me from sun down to sun up the next morning and swore
on his cowboy honor he was three hundred years old,” Ramrod
Russell said like a tent preacher making an outrageous claim and
grinned. He knew Monty wasn’t a stupid man, probably wasn’t going
to buy his bullshit, but he knew he wouldn’t challenge him. “Is
there a message you want me to take to Coyote John, Slave?” he
asked to change the subject.
“Yes, sir. Tell him I’d still be right proud to be his boy, even
if he allows his'self to be broken. It’ud jes’ be another one of
our secrets we won't tell nobody. He knows I always took good care
of my old hound dog, and in return he always kept me fed and
watered," Monty replied and smiled at Jimmy Joe.
“Damn, Boy, that just may do it; made my old heart skip a beat. I
won’t ask what secret you’s talk’n about,” Jimmy Joe said and
grinned at him. “I jes’ got me a feel’n about you, Son.” Jimmy Joe
held Monty tight, made a little more love to him and left. The
ramrod told Monty not to come around him for the rest of the
afternoon, because his slave partner was the jealous type. He said
he was working hard to get him over it without much success.
Ramrod Russell left and Monty waited for a few minutes until Phil
came back in to get him. “You done good, Kid,” Phil told him,
“When Jimmy Joe Russell gives you five stars you can count on a
repeat,” Phil complimented Monty and patted him on the back. Phil
gave Monty a big hug.
“Suits me fine, Poppa Pie. I shore’ wouldn’t mind me another
big-ole help’n of his fine brand a' cowboy love’n,” Monty replied
and smiled at him, “He could break me to his saddle any time he
likes, sir.”
* * * * * * *
Monty kept his word and took big Telly to his bed that night. It
was almost a repeat of big Bart except Telly was about four inches
longer and bigger around than Bart, but my, didn’t that old cowboy
feel nice way up Monty’s nice clean butt? Telly fucked the poor
kid half the night. Phil and Eli decided something had to be done
about the singing bed-springs. They didn’t get a lick of sleep.
* * * * * * *
The barbecue was a great success. Estelle Potter said she enjoyed
getting out and under the real sun for a while. There are
artificial means of providing vitamin D, but there is nothing like
the feel of an old Sol for the real thing. She wasn’t sure she’d
feel comfortable being out of the colonies, but Lazarus assure her
there was a gate back to the Bandersnatch within a short walk.
Captain Shane installed it, and he promised he would personally
guarantee her safety. When she heard her hero Captain Shane’s
name, it eased her mind considerably. Aside from seeing her
cousin's ranch and a good visit with him, she enjoyed meeting and
mingling among the guest. Many she already knew and recognized as
frequent visitors to Parsons. A few she met many times. It was
nice to renew old acquaintances and she was introduced to a number
of new people she never met before. She found Gil and Bobby Morris
delightful, but she found a treasure in Dexter. When she learned
he could speak and write seven languages, including her beloved
Latin, she was enthralled. They sat together exchanging comments
and clever bon mots with each other in classical Latin.
“Your Latin is very good, Young Man. I understand your learning
capabilities are highly enhanced, being of the same linage as
Cable, David, and Jonathan, but who taught you?” Estelle asked.
“My father, who created me, brought home many books he found in
the trash. Sometimes our local library would throw away books no
one checked out for several years. They would have sales, but when
books were not sold they were tossed in the trash. We would hook
up a wild jenny we befriended to a small, discarded tumbrel my
father found and repaired and we would rescue them, so to speak.
Among the books were the classics and we shared them with each
other. We found a beginning Latin grammar book and we learned the
basics. From there, it became a challenge to see how much of the
language we could learn. It was a way we could converse in front
of people without them knowing what we were talking about. I had
to learn quickly in order to teach him, but also, as his companion
I needed to know what he knew; otherwise, he might outgrow me,
become weary of me, and leave me behind,” Dexter said.
“Mr. Dundee doesn’t strike me as the sort of man who would do a
thing like that. Since he created you he would have to feel great
responsibility for you,” Miss Potter replied.
“It has been my experience, humans can become bored with the
greatest treasure unless they are wise enough to understand
happiness and satisfaction, Miss Potter. I’m fortunate my creator
considers these things, but I began to feel less needed and not as
important to him as he grew older. When he met Shanna Ruggles, he
would leave me for days by myself, but he would always come home
in the evenings. Even then, we didn’t communicate much because his
mind was always with her. I was never programmed for jealousy, so
I took his lack of interest in me as a rejection. I kept myself
busy and took care of our place for us, but I felt very much
alone. Then one day he didn’t come home. Days went by. I almost
went crazy worrying about him.
"After a couple of weeks, our Chinese brothers came to get
me and told me he would be in jail for a while until he had a
hearing in front of a judge. He was gone for six months. I became
very distraught. I couldn’t think of anything else but him being
locked away in a cage without his companion, and I would withdraw
into myself for days at a time," Dexter said and paused for a
moment like he was remembering his despair. He resumed as he broke
away from his thoughts, "My brain became lodged in a loop, and it
would fugue on the same depressing themes. It would create layers
of subjects with many themes to become variations of the same call
and responses, none of which ever developed to their natural
resolution or came to a satisfactory conclusion.
"It created great mental logjams I doubt a metaphorical stick of
dynamite could have loosened. I became very tired and weary from
worry. It seemed insurmountable. I could sense my mental synapses
burning out, one by one. It was the first time in my existence I
experienced pain. I was out of control, but because my programming
doesn’t allow me to act out, I simply withdrew further. I became
fearful I was dying and I might pass into nonexistence without
ever being able to say ‘goodbye’ to my beloved creator. I began to
consider other options might be preferable to the slow agonizing
death of my mental processes. The Ong family worried about me, and
while I loved them for their empathy and concern, it only seemed
to reinforce and compound my sorrow. A horrible feeling would come
over me. It seemed as if I found myself at the bottom of a deep
well surrounded by a miasma of despair, and while I could see life
going on around me through the mist, there was no way I could
crawl out of the hole to join them. It taught me something I never
knew before,” he said.
“What’s that, Dexter?” Estelle Potter prompted.
“Even bio-droids get the blues. Several times, I considered
perhaps he didn’t need me anymore, and maybe, I should allow
myself to power down. Monty was my assignment in life, but since
he was gone, I no longer seemed to have a purpose.”
“Nonsense, my boy, you have a great purpose in life, or to put it
conversely, life has a great purpose for you. Monty grew up. He
was once your brother, but later to cope and find a greater
understanding of your position in relation to him, you attached
the role of ‘father’ to him because he’s directly responsible for
your creation. To my way of thinking, that response sprang from
fear and need rather than sound reasoning or logical thought. The
truth is, your brother and your father, are one and the same.
Monty is still your brother and probably needs you more in that
capacity right now than a needy, dependent young son.
"He’s going through a lot, learning to adjust to his new life as a
cowboy slave, and he shouldn’t have to worry about you right now.
Inside his mature body beats the same heart which beat when he was
your size. Your brother is still with you. He still needs you;
probably more now than ever. You only have to recognize him, but
you surely won’t if you allow yourself to become myopic. Don't
look at him for what you want to see, Dexter, look at him as he
really is. Remember this, your brother isn’t the only human child
who ever needed a good tutor. If you keep that thought in the
forefront of your mind, your possibilities become limitless,”
Estelle Potter assured Dexter.
“I know that now, Miss Potter, but when your heart is broken, it’s
sometimes difficult to foresee a future with yourself in it.”
“I understand, Dexter, but I hope you’re past that now,” Miss
Potter encouraged.
“Yes, ma’am. I gave myself to Master Goodnight to be his slave,
and I belong to him now. I love him very much, and my loyalties
and responsibilities are to him first and my brother second. Since
I gave myself to him to be his slave, a whole new world has opened
for me. I foresee the possibilities are endless. I will be
tutoring Bobby Morris as part of my duties as my master’s slave.
Captain Shane promised, he will always have a place for me,”
Dexter said.
“Excellent summation, I couldn’t agree with you more, Young Man,
and I promise, you can bank your last dollar on the good captain’s
word. Let me assure you, your love and faith in that big cowboy is
not misplaced. He is an excellent man, a hero to our colonies and
a couple of other worlds to boot. I take it they haven’t shared
everything with your brother?” she asked.
“Almost nothing, ma’am,” Dexter replied.
“I understand they shared some things with you, the Bandersnatch,
Cable, David, and Jonathan, and Bobby told me you know about
Captain Shane saving his life.”
“Yes, ma’am, and I am overwhelmed,” Dexter said quietly.
“Have they shared the colonies on the Bandersnatch with you,
Dexter?” she asked.
“Colonies? You mean there are cities and towns on Admiral Long’s
spaceship?”
“Yes, I live in one of the main towns called Parsons. It’s a
lovely little country town. I know it won’t be long before Captain
Shane or Admiral Long shares the colonies with you. When they do,
promise you’ll come visit.”
“I would be proud to, Miss Potter. Thank you for your kind
invitation, and thank you so much for your astute insights. They
are greatly appreciated. I will consider your wise words. I’m sure
they will help me form new neural pathways to better understand my
circumstances,” Dexter declared.
“That’s quite all right, my boy, you’re very welcome. I'm thrilled
I could be of some small help. I would enjoy getting to know you
better. Perhaps you could teach me the basics of the Chinese
language; get me started in the right direction. I’ve decided I
need to learn a non-romance language. Chinese will do nicely. ”
“It would be an honor, Miss Potter,” Dexter replied. He was
thrilled.
* * * * * * *
After several conversations with Bobby and Gil Morris, Dexter
decided it was time for him to live his life separately from
Monty; at least, for a while. Like Bobby said, he sometimes spoke
before he reasoned and realized the consequences of his words. He
was not about to betray Captain Shane, Bobby, or Gil Morris’
trust. Monty noticed the difference. While Dexter was still as
loving and generous as ever when Monty needed his encouragement,
he was not as forthcoming with him in other areas as he was
before. He was exhibiting a great deal more maturity, and didn’t
seem to try to suck Monty dry for his love. On one hand, it was a
relief to Monty. It freed him to commit himself to his master and
his fellow cowboy slaves. On the other hand, he felt like he was
losing a part of his soul. How could that be? Dexter was within a
stone’s throw from him at all times.
Dexter just seemed to be growing away from Monty. It bothered and
worried him. He saw Dexter bonding with and starting to grow
closer to Bobby as a little brother and to Gil Morris as the
father figure Dexter never experienced. He displayed a great
respect for Gil and wouldn’t do anything before he consulted with
him and gained his permission. Shane became like a god to Dexter.
Anytime Shane was around he held Dexter’s undivided attention.
Dexter would join Bobby and throw off his clothes to play with the
horses in the pasture. Monty was amazed how quickly they accepted
Dexter and treated him with the same love they showed Bobby. They
would be playing in the pasture, Maxine would join them, the three
of them would disappear for a couple of hours, and then reappear
among the horses again. Monty never gave it much thought.
* * * * * * *
At his Monday luncheon with Judge Anderson, Boss Potter got
everything signed and then some. Shane commented it was nice to
have friends in high places. With the information from the Ongs
regarding Monty’s personal possessions, Judge Anderson signed a
writ of seizure claiming Monty’s new master, Shane Goodnight, had
full rights to everything he owned. Anderson suggested to Judge
Potter, Shane, and Cole should try to talk with the old man to
find out about Monty’s past; who his parents were and what
happened to cause the old man to banish a young boy of only five
years to an old barn a half mile from the main house. Nothing made
sense. His actions amounted to neglect, child abuse, and
endangerment, and he could be held accountable for his actions.
Now the facts were known, the old man could be facing jail time or
even enslavement himself.
Anderson signed a pro-tem order assigning Judge Potter a friend of
the court to investigate why this young man lived in such abject
circumstances for fifteen years. Then, Judge Anderson signed a
second writ of seizure, which basically claimed, now Monty was
Shane’s slave any properties he was known to inhabit could be held
by the state until legal ownership could be ascertained. It could
take weeks, months, and in some cases years to obtain a clear
title. Those residing on the premises would be forcibly expelled
and not allowed to return until the matter could be resolved. In
old man Dundee’s case he could spend that time in the slammer.
Shane grinned at Potter. “That should be enough to scare the
b'jesus out of him and light a fire under the old man’s butt,”
Shane said and laughed. Cole just grinned and shook his head. He
thought he would never want to be on the bad side of these two
men.
“So you will be joining us Thursday?” Shane asked rhetorically.
“Wouldn’t miss it for the world,” Potter replied and grinned.
“Glad to have you along, Boss. Nothing says official business
quite like the title of ‘Judge,’” Shane said.
“I still retain the title even though I don’t hold the office any
more; just like ex-presidents. I can still function in a legal
capacity as a friend of the court. Since I’ve regained some of my
former physical glory, as it were, Anderson has asked me to
consider taking on some amicus work and sitting in for him when
he’s away on vacation.”
“Great, Boss! Congratulations!” Shane and Cole patted him on his
back.
“I was hoping to get over there Wednesday,” Shane said, “but
Douglas and Brody’s day off ain’t ‘til Thursday this week. I tried
to contract with them to give them each a hundred bucks for their
time and the use of the tribe’s bobtail truck, but they wouldn’t
hear of it. I did talk them into letting me fill up the tank. I’ll
send cards to each of their wives and include the money as a
‘thank you’ gift. They said for us to come by the reservation on
our way out to the Dundee place and they would join us. Doug’s
oldest boy will drive the bobtail, and they’ll follow us in their
sheriff’s patrol car. A Judge with official papers and two
sheriff’s deputies in uniform should scare the crap out of the old
man. Hope it threatens him enough he lets loose some information.
We ain’t really looking to take his property or put him away, are
we?” Shane asked the judge.
“Depends on how forthcoming he is with us. You know me to be a
compassionate man, Son, despite our current government situation.
Anderson’s the same, I can promise you, but we have our limits.
Neglect and child abuse don’t sit well with us. If he’s guilty of
a crime, but he ain’t interested in confessing his sins to us, he
jes’ might find himself in a Cheney camp. It might be hard for us
to understand, but maybe the old man’s got some reason for his
actions.”
“I don’t know, Boss, a five year old kid?” Shane said and shook
his head.
“Well, if we need them, we got sworn statements from Mr. Ong, the
elder Ong, and Mr. Ong’s four adult sons. They’re willing to
testify,” Judge Potter said.
* * * * * * *
Monty did have some experience as a cowboy. He befriended several
wild animals who wandered onto his granddad’s farm, had his own
pony the Ong’s were taking care of for him, but his granddad
didn’t run the place as a working farm or ranch for years. Much of
it was going to ruin and growing wild. It seemed like after his
wife died and Monty came to the farm shortly thereafter the old
man withdrew into himself and gave up. He was sitting around
waiting to die. The only part of the property that was kept up to
speak of was the newer barn just before you got to the bridge
across the creek where the biggest of the four barns on the
property was situated with Monty’s shack on the rear.
Monty used both barns and kept the grounds around them in good
order. His granddad rarely ventured forth from the front house.
The old man hired a string of cowboy drifters who promised great
things, but usually left after a couple of months. None stayed
over six months. Monty befriended only one, but he didn’t stay
more than a few months. The cowboy said his granddad ordered him
to stay away from his grandson, ‘because the boy weren’t right in
the head.’
What Monty knew about cowboy life was what he learned on his own
or from helping the Ongs every year on their ranch. He was having
to learn many new skills, and it made for long days from trying
too hard and not knowing how to get the most done with the least
amount of effort. Fortunately, he worked with patient tutors, and
Monty had several things going for him; his attitude and his
learning ability. They only had to show him once how to do
something, and he could do it.
Phil, Eli, and the lead cowboys were protective of him, but
working as a cowboy became too much for the kid to work a full day
and try to entertain one of them at night. He needed his rest.
Phil cut his shared sack time down to Friday and Saturday
evenings. No one protested. Not even Loud and Fuzzy were expected
to put-out for the other cowboys seven nights a week. The other
time, Monty spent with his cowboy daddies. After being in jail
with Coyote John for six months, Monty didn’t like being alone.
* * * * * * *
Dexter began working with Gil and Bobby. They had long
conversations about what Gil was teaching Bobby and listened to
Gil’s frustrations about always being interrupted when he was
trying to teach his son something. Dexter came up with a plan for
Bobby and him. They would come back to the cottage after breakfast
every weekday morning and work until noon. Bobby would be allowed
an hour for lunch, and then return to the cottage for another
three hours of classes five days a week. Dexter made a lesson plan
and submitted it to Gil for his approval. Gil was impressed.
Dexter planned to teach an hour of math, an hour of science, an
hour of history and social studies, and an hour of a foreign
language. Bobby expressed a desire to learn Spanish. After lunch
he would teach Bobby an hour of literature, English, and finally
an hour of fine arts.
It was a much grander scope than what Gil was teaching Bobby, and
he approved it immediately. The boys wasted no time getting down
to it. After the first day, Gil had no doubts about Dexter’s
ability to teach Bobby what he needed to know. When class was in
session, Dexter was the teacher and Bobby was the student, but
after the last hour their roles changed to that of big brother and
little brother. The more they worked together the closer they
became until sometimes they would become involved in an impromptu
learning session after supper in the evenings or when either boy
became particularly interested in a subject. Dexter was good to
his word, he made learning interesting and fun for Bobby. Gil
Morris was thrilled with Dexter. Not only was he an entertaining
companion for Bobby, he began pouring information and knowledge
into his son at an amazing rate.
* * * * * * *
Wednesday afternoon the cowboys were relaxing in the lawn chairs
and Monty was sitting talking with Jack, Spence, Lester, and Otis.
He already had an evening with Jack and enjoyed it. Jack wasn’t a
complex man. He liked his sex like everything else in his life,
simple, uncomplicated, but plenty of it. In Monty, Jack found a
nice change from his mate. Jack was as faithful as an old hound
dog and would never consider bonding with another mate. Jack and
Spence had too much history with each other. Spence would be
Jack’s only mate, but Monty brought enough spice to their
relationship Jack became a better husband for Spence. To those who
knew them, there was no doubt Jack was Spence’s husband.
Monty was making plans to share an evening with the last of the
three lead cowboys. When they finished making arrangements, he got
up and walked up the hill where Dexter was teaching Bobby the
first few moves of the Tai Chi. Monty joined them, and he and
Dexter did the complete exercise for Bobby. Bobby was impressed.
The cowboys stopped what they were doing to watch. They were
fascinated. When they finished Monty asked Bobby if he would mind
if Dexter took a walk with him; he needed to talk with him about
some things. Bobby didn’t mind and returned to his house to wait
for Dexter. As they walked in the beautiful meadow, Monty noticed
the horses began to gather to follow them. He was sure it was
because of Dexter.
“Should I still call you ‘son’?” Monty asked cautiously.
“Whatever you’re most comfortable with, Monty,” Dexter replied.
“What would make you most comfortable?” Monty asked.
“Are you asking for a clarification of our relationship?” Dexter
looked up and smiled at Monty.
“Yes, I suppose I am. While I’m proud of you for your new found
maturity, I feel like I’m losing something,” he said.
“How do you think I felt for six months?” Dexter accused.
It cut Monty to the quick. “I know, Grandfather Ong told me. He
cried when he told me of your despair. I felt so bad. I’m truly
sorry, Dexter, but surely you must know I missed you and the Ongs
just as much. I wrote you ever’ day," Monty said with remorse.
“That was mean of me, Brother, I apologize,” Dexter recanted.
“No apology necessary. What you said was true, but my love for you
is constant. I wouldn’t have left you for Shanna. I told her I had
a little brother who I couldn’t leave behind. I insisted you would
come live with us. It was my hope we could live together as a
family. I think she understood. When I learned I was going to
become a slave, I didn’t think there was anyway I could bring you
with me. I was going to leave you with the Ongs until I could
become a freeman again. I thought you might be happy with them. I
failed to consider how sophisticated and sensitive you are. In my
misery I lost sight of how special you are to me and how much
we’ve shared over the years. It never occurred to me Master
Goodnight would allow you to come and live with us on the ranch.
It’s like a dream come true. I guess I just need to know where we
stand with each other,” Monty said.
“I understand, but I never figured out how you planned to have us
live together when you never were honest with Shanna about
yourself or your gifts. How would you be able to explain to her
about having a little brother who isn’t human, and you can do
things normal humans can’t? Coming from a background where her
family taught her to have faith and believe in myths and
superstitions, I don’t think she would’ve lived with us long.
While love can be a great bonding element between people, like
everything else in life, it has its limits. We’re far better off
here with Boss Potter, Master Shane, and Mr. Jenkins. At least
we're protected here. I’ve been forced to shift my thinking
somewhat; not a lot, just a bit. You built me, Monty, with
assistance from the Minniots, Rarebits, and Hommynids,” Dexter
said.
“Do you remember them, Dex?” Monty asked somewhat amazed.
“Yes, my earliest recollections are of you and them working on me.
They’re programmed into my subconscious so I wouldn’t be afraid of
them if I ever needed their help again. I can see them quite
clearly. With their help, you initiated my creation, Monty. By
definition that makes you my creator, my father, but I was also
created for you as a companion, to be your brother and tutor. I
served my purpose well for a number of years until you began to
grow up; then, I began to feel unsure of myself and our
relationship. I tried desperately to adjust, but I couldn’t keep
up. I wanted you to remember you were responsible for my creation,
and therefore I reasoned, you owed me some debt as your son. It
was a selfish ploy on my part. It was not clearly thought out.
Dexter continued, "You never really owed me anything. I created my
own false reality. That’s when I played the ‘son’ and ‘daddy’
card. I felt like I was losing you as a brother, and I had to set
my hooks into you some way to hold onto you. I was designed and
built to be little more than a sophisticated toy for you; a tool
to stimulate your learning processes. If I was no longer
important, I should have just powered down. You know it’s in my
optional subroutines?” Dexter asked rhetorically, “I no longer
feel that way, but I didn’t override my basic programming in order
to survive. I discovered by accident, there is also a ‘hope’
clause that can override any self-destruct subroutines,” Dexter
explained.
“Would that ‘hope’ clause, by any chance, contain the variable
‘Goodnight,’ Little Brother?” Monty asked and grinned.
“It was an optional variable I was instructed to insert. It
overshadows my destruct subroutines with a big sign in flashing
red letters which reads: “Don’t do it, Dexter! Your master loves
you! He has need of you!” Dexter giggled.
“May I ask who instructed you to insert this interesting
variable?” Monty asked and smiled.
“You may not!” Dexter said firmly and smiled sweetly. It was the
first time in their history together Dexter ever denied his maker
anything.
“It would have to be someone more important than I,” Monty said
bemused.
“Correction! Of equal importance!” Dexter tried to sound flat like
the Enterprise’s computer from an old Star Trek episode. They
shared a laugh.
“Someone on the ranch?” Monty asked fishing.
“No! Not on ranch!” Dexter gave another flat computer response. He
was getting quite good at it. “No more questions, Human!” he said
curtly cutting off the conversation. Monty grinned.
“Why, you arrogant ninny! You worthless, ungrateful little bucket
of bolts! I’ve half a mind to have you melted down and made into
something useful like belt buckles or tea pots! Oh, the pain! The
pain, you’ve caused me! I can’t bear the pain!” Monty put the back
of his hand to his forehead as he hammed up his best Doctor Smith
routine. Monty’s Doctor Smith impression never failed to turn over
Dexter’s giggle box. Monty laughed with him. “Is there a message
in all this horse-puckey for your big brother, my devoted, and
beloved little companion?” Monty asked with sugary sarcasm.
“You had me at ‘devoted’ but I’ll gladly accept ‘beloved
companion,’” Dexter teased, “All bullshit aside, Monty, you must
listen to your 'beloved-companion' as you never have before,
Brother! This may be the greatest lesson I’ll ever have to teach
you. It wasn’t until I was instructed to insert the ‘Goodnight’
variable into my subroutines did it open another expansive sub-set
in which I saw a greater purpose for us. It became clear my
purpose was to instruct you to insert the ‘Goodnight’ variable
into your major programming. You must let our master run your
programs for a brief while. You must give over to him every
routine in your programming database inside your meat-machine to
insure your survival as well as mine.
“Trust me, Brother, this doesn’t come from my imagination
database. It comes from a source which was downloaded and deeply
embedded into my sub-routines while you were still creating me. I
was never allowed access to it before the ‘Goodnight’ variable was
introduced. It was a key that unlocked a hidden treasure, and it
wasn’t until I decided to give myself to Master Goodnight as his
slave did I become cocked and loaded to accept the variable.
Remember the story of Pinocchio? How he was rewarded for his
generosity and selflessness? The Blue Fairy granted his wish and
turned him into a real boy?” Dexter asked.
“I remember, Dex,” Monty replied.
“When I gave myself to Master Shane as his slave, I unwittingly
set into motion events I couldn’t foresee. You have always owned
me, but now, he owns both of us. Hear me well, Big Brother, there
is a difference in belonging to someone because he bought and paid
for you and belonging to him because you gave yourself to him. The
first becomes an imposed obligation, while the second becomes a
dedicated commitment. I’m not delusional, Monty. I know life
doesn’t work like fairy tales, but it has analogues and
metaphorical truisms. I know I can never become human, but I have
seen what I might become, and it has triggered the ‘hope’ clause
in me without reservation. Remember what Grandfather Ong and Dad
Ong told you: you are like Master Shane? Although your hearts beat
at the same frequency, I was wrong about that being the reason.
There is a far greater connection between you than you can
imagine. You are only seeing through a dark glass dimly right now.
You have yet to see the light of perfect reason when a great bond
will come unto you. You and our master are alike in many ways. He
is enough like you to be your brother. You must trust him, Monty!”
Dexter said strongly.
“I do trust him, Dex. I trust him with all my heart,” Monty
pleaded.
“Ain’t good enough! You don’t think I know about the secrets you
kept from me all these years?” Dexter accused.
“Only a couple,” Monty admitted reluctantly, “Things I didn’t want
others to know about, and I was afraid you might unwittingly
disclose.”
“Yeah, a couple of major secrets. I knew about them, but I never
told nobody. I never let on I knew about them, either. I had my
secrets, too. One thing I purposely never taught you is, if a
little brother wants to find out his big brother’s secrets, he
will. It’s an immutable law of the universe and is a constant in
every cogent species. My point is, you can’t play that game with
Master Shane, Monty. I will never betray your trust, but you must
put your cards on the table with Master Goodnight. You must trust
him completely, but I promise, if you do, your rewards will be far
greater than you could ever dream possible. Bottom line, Brother,
over and above being his bought slave and accepting him as your
master, you must also give yourself to him," Dexter said with firm
conviction.
“Wow, Dex! Ain’t never heard you so passionate about anything. If
you’re that serious and adamant, then I guess I damn well better
listen to my little brother,” Monty said and grinned.
“It’s about time, Bro,” Dexter smiled like he was relieved.
“Are we all right, Dex?” Monty asked.
“We’re all right, Bro, but I promise, if you do as I ask, our
relationship will get even better.”
“I love you, Dex.”
“I love you, too, Monty.”
Monty took Dexter into his arms and gently kissed him on his small
mouth. “Wow! Thanks, Big Brother! That was unexpected, but greatly
appreciated!” Dexter exclaimed.
“I think we both needed it, Little Brother, and you’re right, it’s
about time.” Monty said contritely, then added, “I'll accept your
new title of ‘father’ for me if it's truly what you want, but to
be honest, I’ve missed being your brother. I think I need me a
brother right now rather than a son,” Monty said sincerely.
“Me, too, Monty, I think I'm going to need a big brother I can
lean on once in a while,” Dexter conceded.
* * * * * * *
The Star Child ~ “You are Polaris, my one trustworthy star.” *
Shane announced to his cowboy slaves he needed six big men to go
with them to help load and transport Monty’s leather crafting
machines. He asked for a show of hands. Every hand went up
including Loud and Fuzzy’s. Shane decided to pick the biggest men
in case the machines were heavy. He chose Bart, Telly, Phil, Eli,
Jack, and Spence. He left Lester and Otis in charge. They took two
pickup trucks, Shane’s new truck and Boss Potter’s older truck. It
had a crew cab as well. Shane asked Gil Morris to go along with
them. Bobby and Dexter begged him to let them come along, and he
agreed. Monty said he wanted Dexter to come along in case he
forgot something. Since he figured they wouldn't get more than one
shot at it, he wanted to make sure he got everything he needed to
start his new life.
Shane called Mr. Ong and alerted him they would be going to the
Dundee place Thursday morning. Mr. Ong asked if he and a couple of
his boys might drop over for a brief visit to say hello? They
would walk down behind the hill and over the creek at its most
narrow so they wouldn’t be seen by old man Dundee. Shane assured
him it would be all right with him. He would be happy to see them
again and introduce them to Judge Potter.
Shane called for everyone to sit down in the bunkhouse and told
them his plan for the day. They would arrive and Shane, Cole,
Judge Potter, and the two sheriff’s deputies would go in to talk
with old man Dundee. They would probably be a while, but for
everyone to be patient and wait. No one, and that included Monty
and Dexter, was to proceed to the old barn without him, Ramrod
Jenkins, and Boss Potter. They said they understood and swore they
would abide by his wishes.
The men from the Potter/Goodnight ranch left right after
breakfast. They drove to the Indian community and connected with
Doug and Brody Tin Penny and Doug’s oldest son who drove the
bobtail truck. They made a caravan to the Dundee farm and arrived
about nine in the morning. Shane wanted to be as early as possible
in case the old man left for the day and wasn’t home. He wanted an
element of surprise. They certainly surprised the old man all
right. It looked like his farm was being invaded. Old man Dundee
was very defensive. He thought he could bluff his way through, and
wasn’t even going to talk with them until Doug Tin Penny told him
if he wasn’t civil he would break down the door and arrest him. He
finally relented and allowed the men inside. He showed them into
his kitchen and told them to sit at the table. The men were
surprised. The place was clean and in reasonable living
conditions.
Shane started the conversation. “Mr. Dundee, my name is Shane
Goodnight. This gentleman to my right is my business partner Judge
Clarence Potter. The gentleman to my partner's right is our
business manager, Mr. Gil Morris. The gentleman to my left is Mr.
Cole Jenkins. I’m foreman of the Potter/Goodnight ranch and Mr.
Jenkins is my ramrod. We brought along Mr. Douglas and Mr. Brody
Tin Penny, deputies from the County Sheriff's Department, because
we have a signed court order to seize the personal belongings of
my new slave, Monty Paul Dundee.”
“Harump! So the boy done went and got his'self enslaved. Ain’t no
surprise here. I knew he weren’t no good. I’s jes’ waiting for
some'um like 'iss to happen. I thought he done took off. I ain’t
seen hide nor hair of him in over six months. I didn’t know what
happen to him. Don't care. Go ahead on! Take anything he’s got
back there. I don’t want nothing what was his no-ways. You won’t
find a Hell of a lot.”
“There’s a little more to it than that, Mr. Dundee. My partner,
Judge Potter, has been appointed by the court to investigate why
you banished a five year old child to a shack attached to your
farthest barn more than a half mile from your main house?” Shane
asked.
“T'ain’t none of yore’ goddamn business, Cowboy; his neither,” he
said pointing to Judge Potter. “I know’d who he is. He sent ma’
brother to one a’ them damn Cheney camps, and he died there. I’m a
church go’n, God fear’n Christian man. I don’t have to answer none
of yore’ questions.”
“Sorry you feel that way, Mr. Dundee. We were hoping you could
explain to us, and we wouldn’t have the officers arrest you and
haul yore' tired old ass to jail; furthermore, Judge Potter has a
second writ of seizure what says the state has the right to seize
all properties where Monty was living until legal ownership can be
ascertained. That means your immediate eviction from this property
until the court has a hearing on your case and assigns a team to
look into the matter. You could sit in jail from a week to six
months up to a full year. If you tell us what we wanna’ know,
maybe we can just take Monty’s stuff and leave you be,” Shane
tried to reason with the old man.
Judge Potter handed him copies of both writs. They looked very
legal and official. “This is America. I’m a freeman. This is my
property. You can’t do this to me. Can they do that?” Old man
Dundee asked Officer Doug Tin Penny.
“I’m afraid it’s very legal, Mr. Dundee. If you don’t answer the
man’s question, we’ll have to arrest you and take you to jail. If
they find you guilty of neglect, endangerment, or child abuse you
could be looking at living out your final days in a Cheney camp.
We’re jes’ doing our jobs, sir. We’s jes' here to enforce the
law,” Doug assured him.
“What’da ya' wanna’ know?” he asked with disgust.
“What happened to Monty’s mother and why did you banish him to a
shack on the back of your farthest barn?” Shane asked him.
“His mother was my daughter; my only child. She died about a month
after bringing him here. He ain’t no normal kid. He’s a monster. I
didn’t want a half-human, half-alien monster living in my house.
Even when he’s little he done strange things,” Dundee declared.
“What kind of things, Mr. Dundee?” Shane asked.
“You wouldn’t believe me if’n I’s to tell you,” the old man said
with disgust.
“Try me, sir,” Shane challenged him like he wasn’t going away.
“He could talk as good as you when he come out of his momma’s
belly. He can move things with his mind. He can make things
disappear. He can make his'self invisible. He can bend metal with
his mind. He learns faster than any kid ought a’ be able, and he
never fergits nothing. He can rise up off the ground of his own
free will. He can keep anyone from striking him if he wants to. He
can go for weeks without eat’n anything. He has imaginary
playmates what ain’t imaginary. What da’ ya’ want from me? I give
that half-breed a place to live. I bought him a sack of slave chow
several times a year. He done all right down to the old barn by
his'self. He grow’d up and lived to git his'self in trouble,
didn’t he? I don’t know what all the fuss is about.”
“Why do you say he’s a half-alien monster, Mr. Dundee?” Shane
probed deeper.
“His daddy was an alien who crash landed in his spaceship down on
the lower part of my farm. When his ship crashed it dug the second
stream bed what goes around the back of my old barn down there. It
caused the creek to fork and flow around the barn in two streams
and come back together about a hundred yards beyond it. He managed
to hide his ship afore them government men got here and
investigated ever’ thing. They didn’t find nothing, but I know'd
where he hid it. He was hurt in the crash. He weren't nothing
more’n a blue blob of light, but my daughter, she said she heard
him calling to her; she done pulled him out of the wreck. He
looked into her mind and took on human form. I stood there, scared
out of my wits and watched him form. Looked jes’ like the man
she’s gonna’ marry what got shipped off to one of them middle East
wars and got his'self killed.
"My daughter took pity on him, and took him away in her van. She
made me swear I’d never tell what I witnessed. She and him was on
the run from them federal men for a good while. They wanted to
find him in the worst way. I never told them what he looked like.
I don’t know why. I probably should have, but I didn’t. Them
gubberment men done come back around here several times to see if
we hear’d from ‘um. We didn’t hear nothing. She nursed him back to
health and about a year later she come back with him. They stayed
back there in the shack hide’n out for a couple a’ weeks.
“He was real sick, and she told me he was gonna’ die if’n he
didn’t get home to his world. He managed to git back on board his
ship and signaled his people to come rescue him. They come and got
him, but he left my daughter pregnant with his child. Them
gubberment men come and investigated again, ‘cause they’s so many
stories about strange lights in the night sky and fly’n saucers
and such, but by that time he’s gone and my daughter done took off
again.”
“Why didn’t you tell the government men where he hid his
spacecraft, Mr. Dundee?” Shane asked.
“I ain’t crazy. I’s still able to run this place at the time. My
wife was still alive, and I didn’t want them bringing in big Earth
moving machines to dig up my property. That’s what they would a’
had to do because it’s buried several hundred feet below ground
under that rise back of the last barn on t’other side a’ the
creek. I lied and told ‘um it crashed miles from here. The stream
covered up the crash site. They didn’t know no better.
“Anyway, my daughter left, and we never heard from her again for a
long time. A year after my wife died, ma’ daughter show’d up at my
backdoor with a towheaded five year old boy by her side asking me
to take ‘em in. I could tell in his eyes what he was. He’s the
spit’n image of his daddy. He had a blue glow about his body like
I done seen in them old movies about sailing ships what gits
surrounded by St. Elmo’s fire. Some’um like 'at. I told my
daughter to take him to the shack on the far barn where she and
that alien stayed when they’s hide’n out. I didn’t want the boy
no-wheres around my house. He was the Devil's spawn s’far as I’s
concerned. Ain’t no law what says a man ain’t got a right to
refuse the Devil entrance to his home.”
“Did you ever witness the alien do anything unusual, sir?” Shane
asked.
“I shot me a nice ten point buck and brought it home in the back
of ma’ truck. When I went into the house he breathed life back
into it, and the damn thing got up and run away. I know’d it was
dead. It was dead for hours. Ain’t nothing dead that long what can
git up and walk away unless the Devil's behind it.”
“What about Jesus? It says in the bible he raised Lazarus, and
he’d been dead so long he stunk?” Shane asked him.
“That’s different. He was the Lord. He was the son of God. He
could do any gotdamn thing he wanted. This man weren’t no son of
God. He was from a different place, and his kid is the same
frick'n way. You ain’t got no idea what chu’ got on your hands,
Cowboy. You’ll be sorry you ever bought him for a slave.”
“What did Monty ever do to you, Mr. Dundee?" Shane asked.
“A wild ass, a jenny, kept break’n down the fence to my garden.
She thought it was her personal supermarket. She’s eat’n my
vegetables ever’ night, so I took ma’ gun and shot her. Killed her
deader’n a door nail. I left her there think’n I’d bury her the
next day. Come morning she’s gone. Next thing I know’d she’s up
running around like nothing ever happened to her, following that
boy everywhere and letting him hook her up to a cart like they’s
best buddies. She never et nothing out of ma’ garden no more, but
she become his familiar. He kept her down to the barn for years.
She used to come out of the barn and bray at me when I’s work’n in
ma’ garden like she’s laughing at me. Only dead animals come back
to life to associate with demons. I didn’t see him do it, but I
know’d he brung her back to life. He’s jes’ like his daddy. Would
you want the Devil’s child living in your home?” he shouted.
“I can’t answer that question, Mr. Dundee. I don’t have no answer
for you what you’d understand no ways. You’re too goddamn
ignorant,” Shane said without nuance. Cole looked down into his
lap and silently laughed. Potter laughed and nodded in agreement.
“Fuck you and the horse you rode in on, Cowboy! You don’t know
nothing! You don’t know jack shit! I answered enough of your
gotdamn questions!” the old man insisted.
“Yeah, I guess you have. You men got any questions for him?” Shane
asked. Potter just frowned and shook his head ‘no.’ Cole shook his
head negative. Gil Morris sat there stunned. He never knew what to
expect anymore.
“You don’t believe me, do you?” Dundee spat out.
“Yes, sir, as a matter of fact, I do. I believe every Goddamn word
what come out of yore' mouth,” Shane said honestly.
“Liar!” Dundee exclaimed like he didn’t believe Shane. Shane just
smiled and shook his head like he pitied the old man.
“H’it don’t matter none whether you believe me or not, Mr. Dundee.
All right, we’re through here. We ain’t gonna’ give you no more
trouble. We’ll drive down to the old barn collect Monty’s things
and be gone. I may need to ask you a few more questions; if so,
I’ll come by with my ramrod. By the way, them official notices we
give you are effective for ninety days so if you refuse to
cooperate with us, we can still have yore' ass thrown in jail. You
want me to let you know when we leave?” Shane asked.
“Naw, jes’ take what you want. Hell, take the whole damn barn if’n
it’ll git you sum'bitches off’n my back. I ain’t never gonna’ use
it no more noways. Then git the Hell off my property and leave me
be. I don’t know if you brought the kid with you, but if you did,
don’t never bring him back again,” he ordered.
“Okay, Mr. Dundee. You men ready?” Shane asked. They agreed and
left. The men looked glum as they headed for their vehicles. They
got in and slowly drove down to the creek, across the rickety old
wooden bridge to the far barn and Monty’s shack.
End of Chapter 62 ~ Waco’s Lummox
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