Cabbage
Patch
Cowboy
By
Waddie Greywolf
Chapter
12
"He what?" Buck
yelled at Morgan in disbelief.
"He vanished,
Buck. I swear to God, I saw him, then he disappeared. He
was here one minute, and the next, he was gone. Poof," Morgan said and
snapped his fingers, "Like that. I was coming
down the front steps with a towel full of ice cubes to bring him
around."
"He passed out
from you beating him?" Buck asked like he couldn't believe what he was
hearing.
"No, from
whipping him," Morgan corrected Buck.
"Jesus Christ,
Morgan. The boy passed out. How could you call that a
whipping?" Buck asked enraged. Morgan didn't answer. "All
right. All right. Go on. Then what happened?" Buck
asked.
"I watched
Waddie sit up on the bale of hay. He looked like he saw me, stood
up, and vanished into thin air. I looked all over for him. I walked
over to Dan's. Jimmy Sue said he hadn't been around, she
hadn't seen him. I swear to God, Buck, I saw him disappear,"
Morgan said.
"Who do you
think's gonna' believe your story, Morgan? Even if I believed
you, as your brother, who a' my gonna' be able to convince you ain't
lying? The boy vanished into thin air? If you weren't my
brother, I'd haul yore’ ass off to jail for suspicion of attempted
murder," Buck declared.
"Attempted
murder? That's pretty rough, brother. I give my kid a
spanking and you're gonna' slap an attempted murder charge on me? I
don’t think so," Morgan tried to sound righteously indignant.
"You beat the
boy with your belt 'til he bleeds and passes out, and you try to pass
it off as a
spanking? I don't think so, either, Morgan. Don't talk to
me about rough, Morgan. I seen what you done to that boy, all in
the name of getting him to admit doing something he didn't. What
kind of a monster have you become?" Buck asked with a growl in his
voice.
"Aww, he's got
you brainwashed just like all them other people in this damn
town. All three of my family witnessed him do what he done.
He did it just to punish me. He wants me for himself. He
don't wanna' have to share me with his other family," Morgan said
trying to defend his actions.
"What other
family? He ain't got no other family in that damn house, but
you. You're it. Shit, Morgan, you're too Goddamned blind to
see what a treasure you got in that boy. You're the only one who
can't see the damn forest for the trees. The whole town hates you
for what you're doing to Waddie. I'd give my left nut to have a
kid who believed in me and love me enough to try to wean me away from
them bat-shit crazy mother fuckers. You should be ashamed of
yourself," Buck said and shook his head in disbelief. He wanted
to punch Morgan's lights out, but he couldn't. He had a better
idea. With a little help from an old buddy, Buck was going to
nail Morgan's ass to the barn door. Buck heard just about all the
bullshit he could handle from Morgan for one day.
"Lemme' use your
phone a minute, Morgan," Buck didn't wait for an 'okay' he just walked
up the front steps and into the house. The phone was in the front
hallway. Buck dialed a phone number. A man answered.
"Hey, this is your old buddy, Buck. Well, I'm doing fine, but we
got us a problem, and I wanted to give you a call to let you know
what's going on. Morgan's hurt Waddie pert-damn bad; he's run
away. Is there a chance he ran to you, or do you know were he
is? I see. Yes. Yes. No. Now, might not
be the right time. I know, but it might only add fuel to the fire.
"I
wouldn't ask
you to do that. Well, you got a point there. I'm calling as
a friend, not as the sheriff. I know you know I know. Yes, he
tells me everything, you should know that. I'm his buddy, same's
you. There's things he won't tell me because he's bonded with
you, and he loves you like you was his big brother. He thinks the
world of you. No, absolutely not. No, of course he
don't. He don't, and I don't neither. He ain’t that kind a’
kid, and you know it. You know me well enough to know I don't
condemn nobody. Yes. No. Yes. ‘At's true, he's
my brother, I love him, but he's wrong.
"No, no. I
wouldn't ask that of you. That ain’t why I'm calling. You
should know me better'n ‘nat. You're right. No. No. You and me, we go
back a long ways. I wouldn't do a thing like
that. I couldn't wear this badge and live with myself if'n I
did. We all love him, and I know you do. That's the reason I'm
calling as a friend. No. Sure, I'll stay here if you want
me to. Yeah, I 'll be here for a while. Don't want no
mayhem, darlin,' 'cause then I have to stop being a friend and become
sheriff, understand, old buddy? I knew you would. Never
told ju’ I love you, did I? Take it to the bank, brother. See ya,'"
Buck said and hung up the phone.
Buck walked out
and told Dan, Don, Lyle, and Quinton what he did. They agreed
with Buck's actions, but they couldn't believe he did it. (Dan and Buck
decided it would be best to leave Gip at home with his mother. They
didn’t know what they would find at Morgan’s place. Dan and
Buck decided Gip had already been put through enough.) Within ten
minutes here comes Ed Bloomquist in his plumbing truck driving up the
gravel road like a bat out of hell madder than an old wet hen.
You could see it in his eyes. Buck walked up to Ed, threw his
arms around him, and hugged him. "Easy, brother, I know how much
you love him. You don't love him a whit more'n the five men
standing here. I'm your friend, Ed. We're on the same
team. Don’t forget that. No rough stuff, promise?" Buck
asked.
"I promise,
Buck. It's in my heart to hurt 'em, but I know it wouldn't solve
nothing," Ed replied.
Morgan saw Ed
Bloomquist drive up. Ed and Buck walked slowly over to the group
of men. "Howdy, Ed. What are you doing here? Nobody
sent for a plumber," Morgan said jokingly as he stuck out his hand to
shake Ed's. Ed took it and shook Morgan's hand.
"Well, yes, they
did, Morgan," Ed replied letting his hand drop, and looked Morgan in
the eye, "Yore’ brother Buck, here, called me a minute ago as a friend,
'cause he knows how much I love and admire yore’ boy. Waddie and
me, well, we grow'd pert-damn close over the last couple of years, and
we been seeing a lot of each other. I'm proud to call him my
little buddy. I think of your boy as my little brother. He
means one hell of a lot to me, Morgan. I'm the only man he ever
let see his ass after you get through with him," Ed said.
"Glad to hear
you like my boy, Ed. When you been visit'n with Waddie?" Morgan
asked.
"Once, maybe
twice a week when I come to fuck yore’ old lady," Ed said like it was
no big whoop.
Morgan went
white and started toward Ed. He was grabbed by three big
deputies. "You son of a bitch. You low-life mother fucker,
I'll kill ya,'" Morgan yelled at him.
"Maybe we better
talk about low-life mother fuckers, Morgan. I'd say you fit that
category right along side a' me. I can't believe you beat that
beautiful boy the way you do, and he still loves you. Loves you
so Goddamn much he wouldn't tell you about me fucking Judy for the last
two years, because he didn't wanna' hurt you none. Same as he
wouldn't tell you about them other three cowboys what's been fuck'n her
behind yore' back. Now, you may wanna' get your gun and shoot
me. I'll take that chance, because I love Waddie enough to tell
you the truth despite the consequences.
"The main thing
you have to know is Judy admitted to me, she and Dorothy lied to go
along with Willie framing Waddie so's to drive you two apart. They hate
that boy, and for the life of me, I can't figure out
why. I don't think they know. Judy can't even tell
me. She just shrugs ever’ time I ask. I don't think they
have a reason. I think they're just bad people. She thinks
it's funny. Told me you were fool enough to beat a confession out
of Waddie even though he didn't do it. Waddie's never done one a'
them thing you beat him for. It's all been Willie. Waddie
never lied to you. In fact, I come to fuck Judy the afternoon
Willie cut chore’ pony. I watched him do it through the window in
your bedroom. Waddie's a young cowboy. He's never do some'um like 'at
to an animal.
I can't help but
feel sorry for you, Morgan, but not because Judy was unfaithful. As I
said, I ain’t the only one what’s been fuck’n her, brother. They's at
least three others I know of, and it really wouldn't be fair
to shoot me and not them other cowboys. I feel sorry for you for
having lost your son. Waddie's the best thing you ever bought in
your life. Yeah, she told me about that, too. After this
he'll never be your son again. C'ain't says I blame the
boy. Hell, you treat your livestock better'n you treated
Waddie. You just couldn't trust him when everybody in town was
telling you he was a good boy, and he don't lie. How fuck'n blind can
you be, Morgan? He took yore’ beatings, but never admitted he
done it. Why? Because he didn't? He weren't lying to
you and wouldn't lie to you no matter how hard or how much you beat him.
"I seen what you
done to that boy and you should be just as ashamed of yourself as I am
of myself. So let's talk. You and me. Let's talk
about low-life mother fuckers, brother. I think we speak the same
language and speak it pretty fluently. Through his pain,
frustration, and anger, Waddie ain't never told ju’ about Judy's
whore'n around because he didn't wanna' hurt you. Besides, you
wouldn't believe him against them anyway. You proved it to him
too many times. That boy's got the scars to show for your lack of
trust. He took yore’ abuse, and yet, never tried to get back at
you by telling you about Judy. You're a Goddamn fool, Morgan, to
let them worthless son’s of bitches cost you your greatest
treasure. Tell me, Morgan, were they worth it?" Ed asked without
mercy.
Morgan went weak
in his knees and Buck grabbed him for support. Buck set him on
the tailgate of Dan's truck. Morgan put his head in his hands and
started to sob. None of the men but Buck would console him. No
matter what he did, Morgan was still his brother. Brothers
don't let their brothers down. They're there for each other. Buck
finally got him settled down. "God, help me, you're right,
Ed. As much as it hurts, I know you're right. It'll be hard
forgiving you, but no matter what you done, I have to admire you for
standing up for Waddie and telling me the truth. I won't never
forget that. Thanks for having the guts to tell me, Ed. My
beautiful boy will never forgive me. He was right, too, God took
him away from me. I don't deserve him. I didn't believe all
that angel talk of his, but I gotta' tell ya,' something happened this
afternoon I can't begin to explain. I have to believe it's a
higher power at work. Nobody just disappears into thin air,"
Morgan lamented.
"All I can say,
for what it's worth, Morgan, is, I'm sorry. I shouldn't a' done
what I did, but I was weak. She was sell'n and I bought. Don't make me
any better'n her though. I was wrong, and I ain't
looking for no excuses. I may lose my wife and family over this,
but I couldn't let this go any longer without telling you the
truth. I don't feel good about what I done to you, but I feel
damn good I stood up for my little buddy. Somebody had to get
through to you. No matter what it cost me, I couldn't stand by,
and see you do that to my little buddy no more. I love Waddie as
much as any man standing here," Ed said with firm conviction.
Buck looked his
brother in the eye, "Morgan, I want every gun in yore’ house including
Willie's. I'll hold 'um until the heat of this day cools
down. If Judy or Dorothy has a gun, I want it. Don't make
me have to search the house. You're my brother, and I don't
wanna' have ta' do that. I'm only doing it for your protection
and theirs. You'll get 'um back when everything calms down," Buck
said.
"There's my
three in my closet. Judy and Dorothy don't have guns and Willie
has a .22 in his closet. That's the only gun he has," Morgan
replied.
"Deputy Tate,
Deputy Rayborn, would you round up them guns, please?" Buck asked his
men.
Quinton and Don
proceeded into the house to collect the guns. Willie wasn't home,
but Judy had an extra key to his room. She let them in, and they
took Willie's gun. Buck walked Ed to his truck and thanked
him. Ed didn't have much to say. He was almost in tears
from his frustration over the news his little buddy was hurt and ran
away. "If you hear from him, Buck, tell him his big brother loves him,"
Ed said
with tears running down his face. Buck took him in his arms and
held him.
"I will, Ed, you
know I will. You might hear from him first. If you do and
he swears you to secrecy, just tell him you have to let me know you
heard from him, and he's all right. I won't ask you any more than
you wanna' tell me. Deal?" Buck asked.
"Deal,
Buck. What if he wants me to come to him?" Ed asked.
"Then go,
Ed. If you can get away. If there's any man I'd trust with
my nephew, it's you. By the way, he says you got the best taste'n
come," Buck said and laughed, "I wiped some off'n his ear couple weeks
ago, and it did taste pert-damn good." Buck got Ed laughing, "I told
him, I'd arrest your ass one of these days, get me a big ol' taste, and
I'd be the judge of that." Ed blushed beet red but smiled.
Buck continued, "If you need to get away in a hurry, Ed, need help with
your place, let us know, and we'll be there. Gip, Oatie, Clyde,
me, Lyle, Dan, Don, and Quinton will be there to pitch in."
"Thanks,
Buck. Anytime you want a sample, Sheriff, it's yours for the
asking. Shit, Buck. You know'd I had a crush on you for
years; be a dream come true. I love Waddie as much as I do
my own boy. You're right, I'd see to it he's safe and being cared
for," Ed said.
"By the way, Ed,
what did you mean about Waddie being the best thing Morgan ever
bought?" Buck asked puzzled.
"Don't chu'
know? Oh, God, I thought you knew? Judy told me they ain't
Waddie's parents. Morgan c'ain't have no kids. He's a
mule. They bought Waddie on the black market from a group of
nurses in Dallas. Begged Judy to let him put her name on the
birth certificate," Ed said.
"No, I didn't
know, Ed. Thanks," Buck said softly, looked into Ed's eyes, and
Ed saw Buck's pain. Ed knew from Buck's face his brother, Morgan,
didn't tell him the truth.
"I'm sorry,
brother, I thought you knew because of you and Morgan being... oh,
God, I'm so sorry, Buck," Ed said and grasped Buck by the shoulder with
his big hand.
"It's okay,
Ed. I'm all right. Better'n all right. I appreciate
you sharing what you know with me. For that, Son, you might get
that blow job sooner'n you think. 'At's a sure fire, get out of
jail free ticket, Son," Buck said and smiled real big at Ed.
"Love you, too,
brother," Ed replied and smiled at Buck as he offered his hand. The men
shook hands and Ed drove off. Buck walked back over to
Dan's truck. Morgan was still heaving and sobbing. Reality
began to set in. It was rough for Buck, and as much as he hated
what Morgan did to his Godson, his little buddy, he couldn't stop
loving his brother. He put his arm around him and consoled
him. Buck already heard Gip and Dan's story of the disappearing
truck. Dan didn't say a word to Morgan. The sheriff, C. D.,
Dan, and the two deputies left Morgan’s, drove back over to Dan's to
pick up Gip, and the six of them set out for Mrs. Jessup's house. Lyle
and Quinton knew where she lived. She lived in a valley on a
little farm on the other side of the interstate. Mrs. Jessup was
sitting on her front porch shelling black-eyed peas in a big mixing
bowl when the men drove up.
Buck and his
deputies took off their hats as they approached the porch. "Afternoon,
Mrs. Jessup," Buck hailed the lady.
"Well, I do
declare. Sheriff Claymore, Chief Deputy Rawlings, Deputy Tate,
Deputy Rayborn, Mr. Justin, and Gip. How nice to see you fine
gentlemen. Come. Sit down. Stay a spell. Can I
get you gentlemen some iced tea? It's awfully warm today," she
offered.
"No,
ma'am. We appreciate it but we just finished dinner a while ago
with Mr. Justin and his family," Buck replied.
The men sat down
on the porch. Gip sat on the railing. Mrs. Jessup smiled at
Gip. "Forgive me, Mr. Justin, and you, too, young man, for not
waving when I passed you today, but I had to stop and pick up Mr.
Claymores Godson, Waddie, to take him to the interstate. You
couldn't see him 'cause he was invisible to everyone but me and our
friend, Uriel. I think you've met him, Sheriff Claymore. After that
Uriel told us he made my truck invisible. Waddie and I
weren't aware we were invisible, but I guess we were," she said.
"Yes,
ma'am. You sure were," Dan confirmed. Gip nodded. "My son
almost had a stroke when he saw your door swing open, close by itself,
and then your truck disappear."
"I'm so sorry,
Gip, I know Uriel didn't mean to cause you any discomfort."
"’At's all
right, Mrs. Jessup. He come to me, and told me what was going
on. He gimme’ yore’ name. That's why we's here. I
told my dad and my Uncle Buck. We wanted to know if you could
help us locate my brother Waddie."
"Well, I was to
drive him to the interstate, tell him a trucker would be by in about
five minutes, by the name of Mr. Hershel Franz, and he would take care
of him. I waited on the other side to watch Waddie, and he sat
down. Then it looked like he fainted. I turned the truck around
to go back to wait with him. About that time Mr. Franz pulled up
in his big rig and lifted Waddie into the cab of his truck. He
drives for the Rio Grande Trucking Company out of Del Rio, I
believe. No cause to worry. He's a fine man and a friend of
Uriel's as well. He's taking good care of your nephew, Sheriff,
I'm sure. You'll be getting a letter from 'Bubba'— that's what
everyone calls him— in about two days with two rolls of color
film. Twelve on each I believe. Is it twelve?" she looked
right by the side of Gip then nodded her head like someone was
confirming something, "Yes, that's right, Sheriff, twelve
exposures on each roll of that poor child's rear, back, and face," she
said.
"Is Mr. Uriel
sitting next to Gip, Mrs. Jessup?" Buck asked.
"Why, yes, he
is, Sheriff," she replied.
Buck looked
right next to Gip and spoke. "Mr. Uriel, I know you can hear me,
sir. You've listened to me many times for which I'm
grateful. Thank you for taking care of one of our most precious
treasures, my nephew. We all love him, but you know that,
sir. We come to see if Mrs. Jessup could help us, but I can see
Waddie's in good hands, and we shouldn't worry none. Forgive us,
sir, but it's hard not to worry when we love him so much," Buck said.
"No. Of
course not," Mrs. Jessup spoke to the invisible person next to
Gip, "You know I wouldn't mind. Go on ahead," she said.
"Okay...
Sheriff Claymore, Buck, good to see you again. Mrs. Jessup was
kind enough to let me speak through her. I can't do it unless I
ask permission, but she's such a gracious lady she don't mind. I
know you're all worried about Waddie. It just shows how much you
love him, but he's fine, trust me. You'll get a letter and a
package from Mr. Franz— fine man, that Bubba— probably tomorrow or the
next day. Mrs. Jessup already told you what would be in it.
Take it to Dr. Dyer. He has a dark room and he's a fine amateur
photographer. He can develop them. It's pictures of
Waddie's wounds before and after Mr. Franz cleaned them. Dr. Dyer
needs to see them anyway to make a recommendation to you as sheriff for
removal of Waddie from the Lovejoy's home.
"He's to live
with the Justins, and of course, he may visit freely with you sheriff,
Deputy Rayborn and Clyde, the Rawlings, the Tates, the senior Lovejoys,
Claymores and Davenports. Oh, yes, the Dyer's and his Aunt
Agatha. He's not to see his dad without adult male supervision,
and by that I mean you, Sheriff Claymore, one of your deputies, or Mr.
Justin. A visit may be arranged at everyone's convenience, but
only if Waddie wants to, not at Mr. Lovejoy's demand. They're not
to be left alone at anytime for the first six months. If Mr.
Lovejoy says anything remotely threatening to the boy, their visit is
to be terminated immediately. Right now, Waddie's still with
Bubba. Bubba's gonna' have a hard time letting go, and so is
Waddie. I'm afraid the two of them have bonded and become quite
fond of each other, but they'll see a lot of each other over the years.”
"Is he a big
man, Mr. Uriel?" Buck asked.
"A huge, giant,
bear of a man, Sheriff," he replied.
"E'aup, Waddie
would love him shore' enough," Buck said winking at Dan and Gip. The
men laughed.
"My Boss insists
Waddie has time away from any influence of his family... that's your
family Buck, the Justins, the Rawlings, the Rayborns, and the Tates;
oh, yes, and Ma and Pa Lovejoy. He's afraid for Waddie to come
home right now so we can't tell you where he is. I'll have him
call you regularly, but please don't make it hard for the boy. Don't
ask him where he is. You know he won't lie to you. I'm with him around
the clock so don't be worried. He'll be
staying with two wonderful men I know well who have been tested by me
and my Boss many times. They're good men, sheriff. The very
best. Every man here knows of them and knows their names. They are
heroes in their eyes, as well as yours, sheriff.
"As for you,
Gip, my Boss told me to tell you he hated to separate you two. We
know how much you love your brother, and He knows this can’t be easy
for you. Waddie feels the same about you. He’s thinking
about you this very minute, sending you his love. He’ll miss you
as much as you miss him, but being apart for a while will help you men
understand just how much you mean to each other. By the way, Mr.
Justin, Gip and I have met, but I've never had the pleasure of meeting
you. Nice to meet you, too, Chief Deputy Rawlings. Fine boy
you're going to have with Oatie. The Boss picked the two of you
to be together. Course you knew that already. Oatie was
right, you'd lose your ass at poker if he didn't become your son." Lyle
blushed beet red, he didn't relate that story to the other men, and
they laughed.
"Only Oatie
could come up with something like that, Mr. Uriel. We love him,
too. Hell, we love all our boys," Buck said.
"I know you
do. Bubba put his phone number on his letter where you may call
him. He'll stop by your office on his way back through within
five or six days. He'll call you and let you know. Don't
expect him to betray his little buddy. He won't. I know you
folks better anyway. Trust in the Lord, and he will see you good
folks through this. Waddie will be returned to you whole and
sound. When he returns he has one more trial, and I won't
whitewash it, it's a bad one. Don't leave his side, Sheriff, he's
gonna' need to draw from your strength. He’ll need all your
help. Waddie will rise above it and bring you a miracle that will
shake you to your foundation and move your world, Sheriff. You
will be born again to life. Am I right, young man?" Mr. Uriel
spoke to Gip.
"Yes, sir, Mr.
Uriel."
"Deputy Rayborn,
it's good to meet you, sir. You've felt my presence on several
occasions. You weren't sure, but you knew someone was there
'cause you kept looking over your shoulder. That was me. You got a
fine, handsome, intelligent, sensitive boy. Let him run
free with his brothers, and he'll bring you great joy, pride, and
honor. You've tried praying several times, but you felt sort of
funny. Just talk to him, Don, like you would yore’ best
friend. Hell, tell him a joke if you feel like it. Just let
him hear from you, let him know you care. He cares about you."
"Now a word to
Mr. Tate. Quinton, you're an intelligent, fine looking young man
with quite possibly the biggest heart of any man on this porch. Open
your heart, Son, and let his love in. Don't be such a
doubting Thomas. Thomas was there for folks like you. He
doesn't mind if you have a healthy doubt. He loves you
anyway. Ain't nothing you can do 'bout that. You're one of
my sheep the Boss gave me to look after. I know you listen to me,
but sometimes you can be more stubborn than a damn Kentucky mule.
Loosen up, Son. Don't be such a tight ass, unless, of course,
you're with the sheriff or the chief deputy."
The men giggled
and nudged each other. They knew exactly what Uriel meant, "I know you
don't believe me, but when you were ten years old you told a secret to
a boy you never told another soul in your life. It was on a
Halloween night in the loft of your parent's barn when you invited the
boys in your class to your place for a Halloween night sleep
over. That boy became a man who would never betray your
trust. He's the only man standing here who knows your middle
name. You were named after one of your presidents if I'm not
mistaken." Buck laughed because he was the person Quinton told his
middle name, Fillmore. Quinton smiled funny, turned white, and
look constipated.
"I have ta' go
now, Gentlemen. I've imposed on Mrs. Jessup long enough. By
the way, Waddie wants Mrs. Jessup to become one of his
grandmothers. She needs family. Help them with that,
gentlemen. Gip, since you’re Waddie's brother that would make
Mrs. Jessup your new grandma, too. Let's go easy on her, though,
and ease her into the idea of Clyde and Oatie." The men
laughed. They knew what he was talking about. "When my Boss gets
ready for Waddie to come home, I'll send you to him, sheriff. Go
by yourself or take Mr. Justin with you, I'll lead you to him."
"Thank you for
speaking with us, Mr. Uriel. You've put our hearts at rest for
the moment to know he's with good people who will love and take care of
him. We'll trust you and the Lord, sir."
Mrs. Jessup sort
of shook her head like she was waking up. "I'm aware of the words
I'm speaking, but they don't come from me. It's the strangest
feeling. I don't think I can describe it, but I heard every word
he said. He just waved goodbye and went away."
"Thanks so much,
Mrs. Jessup, for letting us speak with Mr. Uriel. It meant more
to us than you can know. Thank you, ma'am. Call us...
come visit. You're welcome anytime. After all, you're going
to be one of my nephew's grandparents. You're part of our family
now, Mrs. Jessup. If you need help, if there's anything we can do
for you, call the sheriff's station and they’ll be a man here as soon
as possible," Buck assured her.
"Here's our
phone number, Mrs. Jessup," Dan Justin said and handed her a small
piece of paper, "We're practically neighbors. If you have an
emergency, call us. Gip and I can be here in a matter of minutes."
"Well, thank
you, gentlemen, and God bless you all. I appreciate knowing
that. Being an old woman by herself, out here, you never can tell
what's gonna' happen. I lived for so long without anyone to call,
it will be a luxury, but I promise not to take advantage. Thanks
so much for dropping by. It's nice to have company visit, and it
certainly was nice to be the center of attention of six fine looking
young men." Mrs. Jessup giggled like a school girl, and the men
laughed at her mischievousness. She waved goodbye to them with a
tear in her eye. Uriel once again provided for her. She
wasn't so afraid anymore. She didn't feel quite so alone. She felt like
she had family again. She did, the men meant what
they said.
The men were
quiet on the ride back to the Justin's place. They were lost in
their own thoughts waiting for Buck to say something. Sitting in
the back seat next to his dad, Gip could see his dad thinking deeply
about something. All of sudden a glow came over Dan's face, he
clamped his hand on Gip's leg, looked at him, winked, and smiled real
big. Gip grabbed his dad's hand and held it the rest of the way
back.
"Gentlemen,
everyone in this automobile is sworn to secrecy about Mrs.
Jessup. We know Morgan did, indeed, see Waddie disappear, but at
this point, I don't want him to know we know anything. Does
everyone understand?" The men agreed and thought it was a good idea. "I
don't want him going out there to bother Mrs. Jessup. She
wouldn't tell him nothing anyway. Mrs. Jessup can be invited to
anything your families want to include her in, and I hope you do. I
plan to. Morgan doesn't need to know who she is or how we know
her, agreed?" Once again the men agreed and assured Buck, Mrs.
Jessup would certainly be included. Buck pulled the patrol car
onto the Justin's drive, and pulled around in behind the house. The men
got out and Jimmy Sue and Linda Sue came out to greet
them. They wanted to see if they had any word of Waddie's
whereabouts.
Buck motioned
everyone around, he wanted to tell the men and two women
something. "Momma Sue. Sweetheart." Buck smiled as he
addressed the two ladies, "We'll tell you what we found out, but I need
to say something first to everyone here. I don't want it getting
out what we know. I know I can count on all of you to keep it to
yourselves. I don't even want the three other deputies to find
out what we know. They probably wouldn't believe us anyway. I'm gonna'
tell Doc Dyer and Lyle can tell Mrs. Anderson, 'cause I know
if he don't she'll worry herself silly." Buck went on to tell
Momma Sue and his wife, Linda Sue, where Waddie was and who he was
with. They marveled at Buck's telling of Waddie's disappearance
and speaking to Mr. Uriel through Mrs. Jessup. "Folks, when Bubba
comes we'll get our family together to have dinner for him to thank him
for his goodness and help. Could we do it out here at your place
Dan, Jimmy Sue, away from town and prying eyes? We'll all pitch
in. Maybe a pot luck dinner or homemade burgers. It
don't have to be nothin' fancy. I'll let you and Linda Sue
coordinate it, Jimmy Sue, if you will?" Buck asked Dan and Jimmy Sue.
"Sure Buck, no
problem. Glad to have ya'll out," Dan replied.
"As far as
everyone else is concerned, Bubba is an old friend of mine. Let's
keep everybody thinking we're turning every leaf to find Waddie, and we
have been. I don't want a word of what we know getting back to my
brother, Morgan. I ain't trying to be mean or nothing, but I feel
he needs to be more concerned than we are at this point. There
ain’t a lot of punishment I can bring down on him, and I ain’t sure I
wanna’ do that to my brother. It's gonna' be hard enough on him
losing his kid. I'll be the one what decides what and when he
should know anything. As far as the community is concerned we's
busting our butts to find our boy. I wouldn't ordinarily ask this
of you folks, but I think everyone standing here knows why." Buck
looked at them. Everyone did know why.
Jimmy Sue threw
her arms around Buck's neck and hugged him. "He'll come back to
us, big brother. I know he will," Jimmy Sue said. She knew
how much it was hurting Buck.
"I know,
darlin,' but it weighs heavy on my heart he didn't run to us," Buck
said in sadness.
"I don't think
he had a choice, Buck," Don Rayborn said, "he was probably scared out
of his wits, and Mr. Uriel told him to run. I think we have to do
what he said, trust him and the Lord. I was never quite sure
until today. Now, I have no doubts. I'll start talking to
him regularly and praying for Waddie. I think the kid needs our
prayers right now."
"Yeah, brother,
I don't think it was because he didn't want to run to us. He was
instructed to get away for some reason we don't know about. My
guess is, it was to save his life. I think he's in good hands --
no, the best of hands. I'll sleep better tonight after visiting
with Mrs. Jessup," Dan said quietly.
"Yeah, Uncle
Buck," Gip spoke up. He was very quiet since the visit to Mrs.
Jessup’s, "I know my brother's safe. I only wish I could be with
him. He needs me, but most of all, I need him," Gip said and
started crying. Buck scooped him up in his big arms to hold the
boy and steal a kiss. "Mom was right. She usually is. He'll
come back to us safe and sound," Gip said. Buck stole another
kiss and hugged Gip.
* * * * *
* *
At dinner that
evening Dan and Gip recounted the entire day to Jimmy Sue who listened
in awe. She knew her husband and son wouldn't lie to her, but the
details she was hearing was nothing short of miraculous, but it fit
right in with what Gip and Waddie told the adults about their
angel. After dinner, over dessert and coffee, Dan was talking to
Jimmy Sue about Waddie. Gip finished his dessert and was clearing
the table for his mom while she enjoyed a moment with Dan. "Buck
has to have Mrs. Anderson fill out several state and county missing
persons information forms with detailed descriptions of the missing
person. Buck asked me if I remembered any outstanding scars or
blemishes Waddie has on his body. We been swimming lots of times
in the raw, and the only thing I could remember was his wine colored
birthmark near his groin on his right leg in the form of a perfect
cowboy boot," Dan said thoughfully.
Jimmy Sue
dropped her coffee cup and broke it. Gip saw the look on his
mom's face and knew his Aunt Linda probably told her about Waddie's
birthmark.
"Oh, my God, a
cowboy boot? Are you sure?" her voice rose as she asked her
husband. Gip stood behind his dad waving his arms like crazy to
his mother and pointed to his dad shaking his head back and forth to
warn her not to tell him what she knew. Jimmy Sue knew enough to
trust her kid.
Gip grabbed a
broom, ran over, and
started cleaning up the broken pieces of her cup. "Can I get you
another cup of coffee, Mom?" he asked.
"Thank you,
sweetheart, I'd like that. That's so thoughtful of you, hon...
I appreciate it." Jimmy Sue knew Gip was creating a distraction so she
could get herself together. She went along and had time to
compose herself.
"Oh, by the way,
mom, remind me to tell you something later. I'm sorry, Dad, I
didn't mean to interrupt. You and dad go ahead and talk, Mom. I'll
finish cleaning this up." Jimmy Sue knew that meant
he'd explain later. She was proud of her boy, but her mind was
racing like crazy.
"Something
wrong, dear, about Waddie's birthmark?" Dan asked.
"No, I'm just
surprised, at what a coincidence it was, Waddie wanting to be a cowboy
and all. It's almost like he wears God's stamp of approval
telling him to be a cowboy," she replied bluffing her way through,
almost sure her husband was buying it.
"I never thought
of it that way, did you, Gip?" Dan asked.
"Yes, sir.
Waddie, Oatie, Clyde, and me... we done talked about it several
times. We're convinced," Gip replied and continued cleaning up
the broken cup. He swept up the pieces with a broom and dust pan.
"Darlin,' that
was a great meal. Thank you," Dan complimented Jimmy Sue, leaned
over, and kissed her.
"Yeah, Mom, it
was great. You got a real good scald on that one," Gip said and
his parents shared a laugh. Gip heard his granddad Claymore say
that to grandma Claymore after she fixed a fine meal.
"Well, Son, we'd
better be getting out and put up the stock for the night," Dan said to
Gip.
"It's early,
Dad. That was such a fine meal mom fixed tonight, would you mind
waiting a bit while I help mom with the dishes? Then I'll go out
with you soon's I finish."
"No, not at
all. That's thoughtful of you, Gip. I've got a couple of
things to do out there. Come on out when you get done. I'll
be waiting for you," Dan said and smiled, proud of his boy for wanting
to help his mom.
Gip went to his
dad and hugged him. "Thanks, Dad. She looks a mite tuckered
tonight, don’cha' think?" Gip winked at his dad.
"No, Son, she
always looks beautiful to me," Dan replied.
That got Dan a
hug and a kiss from his wife. "We won't be long, hon, there's not
that much to clean up," Jimmy Sue told Dan as he was going out the back
door. Gip already started putting the hot water and soap in the
sink for his mom. She walked over, put her arms around her boy,
and gently kissed him on his forehead.
"Thanks, Mom, I
needed that. Damn near messed my pants the minute I knew you put
two and two together. Thanks for trusting me, Mom. I'll
tell you all I can," Gip said.
"Do you mean to
tell me Waddie is Linda Sue and Buck's son?" Jimmy Sue
asked. Gip nodded his head 'yes' to his mother as a tear rolled
down his cheek. "And, that's the miracle he'll bring the two of them?"
she asked. Gip nodded his head one more time. Jimmy Sue
took Gip in her arms and wept. Gip wanted to cry, too, but he was
going to be strong and be a man for his mother. She felt him
comforting her, and knew her boy was growing up. "And, you and
Waddie have known for almost four years -- well, since Buck and Linda
Sue got married?" she asked quietly.
"Yes, um. Except
Mr. Uriel told Waddie the day we moved in here. So he's
known for almost five years," Gip replied.
"That poor
kid. What he's gone through, but on the other hand, it's just too
wonderful for words, Gip. It truly is a miracle. Can you
imagine when they find out. When will they find out?" she asked.
"You can't tell
them, Mom. Neither can Waddie, Doc Dyer, Aunt Agatha, or me," Gip
said firmly.
"They know?"
Jimmy Sue asked in amazement.
"Yes, Ma'am. I
can't tell you everything tonight, but I promise I'll
make time to help you tomorrow with any project you wanna' get
done. I'll answer all your questions I can at that time. I
can fill you in on a few while we clean the dishes."
"Well, that's
enough for me to digest tonight, hon. Look at me, I'm still
shaking. I can't believe it. I thought he was Morgan's son,
but he always looked so much like Buck," Jimmy Sue said shaking her
head in wonder. Gip gave his mother a brief overview of the
situation and told her why she couldn't say anything to Linda Sue or
Buck. Waddie was going to come live with them for a while until
Linda Sue discovers he's her son. Then she has to tell her
husband the truth.
"When is all
this to come about?" Jimmy Sue asked.
"Very soon, Mom,
after Waddie gets back and starts living with us."
They finished
the dishes and Gip put away the last dish in the cupboard. His
mother took him in her arms again to hold him, and kissed him on the
cheek.
"You're growing
up too fast, Gip. You're almost a young man. No, I take
that back, you are a young man. This year there will be major
changes in your body I know your dad has already talked with you
about. I've started to see them happen. I guess I'm
selfish. I want you to remain my little boy, but I know I have to
let you grow up. I love you so much, Gip. Your dad and I
are so proud of you," Momma Sue said and shed a few more tears.
"Mom, there's a
part of me what's always gonna' be your little boy. I don't never
wanna' lose touch with the little boy inside of me. He'll always
be there for you, Mom," Gip promised her. Jimmy Sue started
crying again as Gip was comforting her and kissing her on the cheek.
Dan walked in
the back door and saw Gip holding Jimmy Sue. He smiled at the two
of them. "Uh... am I interrupting something?" he asked with a grin.
"No, hon, I's
just thanking Gip for helping me, and I insisted on holding my little
boy one more time. He's growing up so fast, I'm gonna' turn
around and tomorrow he'll be a man," Jimmy Sue said and smiled.
"I stopped
thinking on him as a boy a while ago, darlin.' I started treating
him like a young man," Dan said.
"I'm ready, if
you are, Dad. Let's go do it," Gip said, winked at his dad, and
rolled his eyes behind his mom's back like, 'I know you understand,
Dad. We have to humor them sometimes.'
"Your men'll be
back in a bit, darlin.' Love you," Dan said quietly.
"Love you both,"
Jimmy Sue said as they were going out the door.
Dan walked with
his arm around his son to the barn, and stole a kiss on the way. "Want
your old man to stop stealing kisses, now you're a young man?"
Dan asked.
"You better not,
Dad. You'll have one long faced, sad assed puppy wander'n around
here not knowing which way to go. I depend on you stealing at
least a couple of kisses every evening to let me know you love
me. I ain't never gonna' be too old for my old man to steal a
kiss from me. Lord knows I've stolen enough from you. Seems
to me like it's only fair," Gip said in all seriousness to his dad.
Dan laughed and
hugged him tighter. "I never was a kiss'n bandit until that big uncle
of yours walked into our lives. My life ain't been the same
since. Ain't complaining none. My brother taught me some
things about love'n I would a' never know'd. Your mother's love
and my love for her has grown because of things I learned from that big
man. I'm glad he come into our lives. We're the richer for
loving him," Dan allowed.
"Yeah, well, he
and my brother taught me many things. One of them is not to be
afraid to tell my old man I love him, and I'm damn proud of him. Waddie
and me, we got ourselves the best dad in these here parts, bar
none," Gip said and grinned.
The men finished
their chores and stood together behind the new barn in the warm summer
air under a full moon. It was a beautiful early summer night with
fireflies lighting up the night like bejeweled fairies flitting
about. Dan took Gip into his arms and held his boy close. Gip looked
up, found his dad's mouth, and gently brushed his lips
across Dan's as an invitation. Gip was surprised he didn't have
to asked twice. His dad was more than ready to welcome this young
man, his son, into manhood. It was a kiss filled with the love a
father has for his beloved son and his son returned his love to him in
kind. They needed to feel this closeness for sometime. It
was a lingering, gentle kiss of passion. A passion between a
father and son who had come a long way.
It wasn't easy
for Gip and Dan to break down fences, walls, and barriers until this
moment, this communication became possible and welled to the surface
within them. It was something that didn't just happen. They
worked toward this goal of closeness. They spoke of it many
times. They knew, because of their hard work to trust and love
each other unconditionally, they were spiraling into each other. They
kissed again. A tender kiss of promise. A promise to
always love and be there for each other. No words needed to be
spoken. Gip wasn't shy and didn't hold back from his dad. They finally
broke off their kiss, but Dan continued to hold his boy
and look into his eyes, tenderly stealing a kiss from him, from time to
time.
"Thanks,
Dad. I needed that from you tonight. I been wanting it for
months, but the time weren't right. You couldn't have picked a
better night. I love you so much, Dad. I'm s'damn proud of
you," Gip said to his dad.
"You can thank
the sheriff for that, Son. I would’ve never been able to do that
for us if Buck hadn't talked to me by the hour and taught me about the
ways of love. Things my old man should have taught me years ago
but never did. He didn't know how to love himself. Somehow,
I felt you needed some love'n from your old man tonight. And, to
tell the truth, your old man was ripe for your offer. I been
wait'n for it, Son. Guess you felt I could use a little love'n
myself tonight. Some’um happen this evening between you and your
ma you can't talk to me about, but you need my love right now more'n
ever. You don't know how long I've wanted to show my love for you
with a kiss like that, Gip. Look at me." Dan looked down at
his hard cock in his pants. Gip looked at his own, they looked at
each other, and the men laughed as they hugged each other again.
They started
walking slowly towards the house, arms around each other, holding each
other tight. "You're right, Dad. Something did happen
tonight I can't tell you about, but soon I'll be able to tell you
everything, I promise. Don't feel left out, Dad. It will
thrill you beyond your wildest dreams," Gip promised him.
"Is it the
miracle Waddie will bring to Buck?" Dan asked.
"Yes, sir," Gip
replied softly.
"It's okay,
Son. Don't fret. I think I done figured it out
already. Buck told me today Ed Bloomquist said Judy told him
Morgan bought Waddie from some nurses at the Methodist Hospital in
Dallas. Morgan can't have no kids. I'm the only one Buck
told. I don't think he plans to tell your Aunt Linda
either. It all came together for me in the car on the way back
from Mrs. Jessup’s. Remember when I grabbed yore’ leg. That
was the moment the pieces came together in my mind. I was trying
to think what the miracle could be? It had to include Buck,
Waddie, and Linda Sue. I started with what I knew. Morgan
bought Waddie from some nurses at the Methodist hospital. Your
Aunt Linda worked in Dallas all through the war and lived with Aunt
Agatha, whose daughter was a nurse at the Methodist hospital.
Waddie had to be born and purchased by Morgan almost exactly nine
months after Buck left for the war. Buck told me the date he left
and we know Waddie's birthday. It's a perfect match.
Your Aunt Agatha
figured out who Waddie really was at Buck and Linda's wedding. I
remember her telling Buck and Linda Sue, Waddie would provide them with
a great miracle. Too many coincidence's not to add up to
something. Linda Sue got pregnant by Buck before he left for the
war, she had his baby, gave it up for adoption, but I can't figure out
the reason. Waddie is Buck and Linda Sue's son. Linda Sue
told your mom about her baby's birthmark. She put two and two
together tonight, you very maturely shut her up, and covered for her
like a Russian spy. Did a damn good job, too. I almost
couldn't keep from laughing, but I was proud of you. That's part
of why I needed to give you that kiss tonight. I told her the
truth, Son. I don't think of you as a boy no more. I think
of you as a young man," Dan said. Gip turned to his dad and
started crying. Dan took him into his arms to comfort him. "I hope you
don't never get too old to come to your old man for
comfort, Gip, and never be ashamed to cry in his arms," Dan added.
"I won't, Dad,
but I don't know if'n I should confirm your clever deduction. Just
promise me you won't tell Uncle Buck or Aunt Linda what you
discovered. You can't Dad. It ain’t time for them to
know. It will be soon, and then I can tell you a lot more.
I know I can trust you," Gip pleaded.
"I won't say a
word, but Mr. Uriel and you hit the nail on the head today. It
will be the miracle that will change Buck and Linda Sue's lives. I
always thought Buck and Waddie looked too damn much alike right down
to their cocks, but you know what? I think Waddie's gonna' have
the edge on his old man in the male tackle department," Dan said and
grinned.
"I do, too, Dad,
I --- " Dan felt Gip jump like something frightened him. Gip was
staring over Dan's shoulder. Dan turned and saw the light
of the angel himself as he nodded for Gip to confirm his dad's
suspicions. Gip waved and smiled. Mr. Uriel, raised one
hand, smiled back, and disappeared.
Dan got a funny
look on his face. "I gotta' get to the house, Son, I think I just
messed in my pants," Dan declared. Gip started laughing at
his
dad as he ran as fast as he could to the back door. He remembered
having the same reaction the first time he saw Mr. Uriel. Waddie
warned him. He'd come to you at the damnedest times and scare the
crap out of you. Gip was still laughing as he walked in the back
door of the house. His mother look puzzled at what her men were
up to. Gip went to his mother, and held her, still
laughing. A little while later, Dan came back into the room
wearing a clean pair of Wranglers. He was white as a sheet with a
funny look on his face. Gip took one look at his dad and couldn't
contain himself. He was rolling on the couch laughing. Dan
went over and started tickling him.
"Would someone
please tell me what's going on?" Jimmy Sue was laughing herself. "Dan,
you look like you seen a ghost," she said.
That really set
Dan and Gip off. They were holding each other laughing. "Guess you
might say that, hon," Dan replied, laughed again, and set
Gip off in another round of giggles.
"Dad messed in
his pants, Mom. Mr. Uriel appeared to us on the way back from the
barn. Right after dad told me he already knew our secret. I
wasn't going to confirm his suspicions, but Mr. Uriel told me it was
all right. I should've know'd better'n to ever underestimate my
old man. Not much gets by him. That's why Waddie and I have to be
good boys. Our little act only confirmed what he done figured out
today when he found out from Uncle Buck, Morgan bought Waddie on the
black market."
Jimmy Sue went
to Dan and cried in his arms and apologized to him. He assured
her there was no apology necessary. He wouldn't have wanted her
to react any other way than the way she did. He was proud of her
and proud of his son. That night the Justins joined hands before
going to bed and gave thanks for a miracle that was yet to come.
They prayed for their other son who they knew was under the protection
of their Lord. Give him courage and strength to heal quickly and
come home to them. The Old Man took their prayer himself, he was
as proud of Gip as his parents were.
* * * * * * *
Bubba woke up
holding a pretty little man with a bruised face and one hell of a black
eye. He took the boy to his heart in only one night. A
brave, loving little man who didn't cry out once when he cleaned him
real good. Bubba tried to be gentle but the tears ran down his
big face every time he cleaned another area of shredded flesh on the
boy's butt. Waddie stirred, opened his eyes, and looked into the
biggest, kindest, dark brown eyes he ever saw. He reached up with
his head and kissed Bubba gently on the mouth. Bubba returned it
with all the gentleness of a saint.
"Good morning,
my big, handsome Grizzly bear," Waddie said softly. Bubba laughed.
"Oh, so, now,
this morning, I's handsome, huh, little buddy?" Bubba stole a kiss
behind Waddie's ear.
"Hell,
Bubba. You're the type man what grows on you. Y'ain't too
impressed with 'em when ya' first meet 'em, but after you get to know
'em a little bit, they's like a purdy fly'er, they bloom right before
your eyes. Now I slept in your big arms, felt your love and
warmth surround me, made me feel safer than I felt in months, and
looked into those beautiful eyes of yorn, I see what I missed the first
time I looked. The face of a strong, good hearted, handsome,
brown-eyed man." Waddie smiled, reached up, stole another kiss from
Bubba and giggled.
Bubba threw his
head back and enjoyed a good laugh. "Yeah, ain't no doubt about
it. You're Buck Claymore's boy. Well, what about below my
neck?" he asked and grinned wickedly at Waddie.
"Aww, hell,
Bubba. ‘At's like a surprise package you open on Christmas
morning. You know it's got a pretty bow on it, you think it might
be some’um special, but nine times out of ten it's clothes. Then
one Christmas you open that surprise package and there's the prettiest,
cutest damn puppy you ever did see underneath all that wrap'n. That's
you, Bubba, the prettiest, damn 'teddy bear' a kid could ever
hope for," Waddie said with a grin.
Bubba stopped
smiling, looked into Waddie's dark blue eyes for a minute, and almost
lost it. "You mean that, don' cha'?" Bubba asked without emotion.
"With all my
heart, big man," Waddie said with love. Bubba leaned toward
Waddie, he met him halfway, threw his arms around Bubba's neck and
pulled him into a kiss that was a bit more than brotherly. Both
men got roaring hard. Harder than their morning piss-hards.
"You really love
me that much, Bubba?" Waddie asked as he moved against Bubba's big dick.
"Times ten,
cowboy," Bubba stole another kiss, "We gotta' get up, get dressed, and
hit the road. Louise warshed yore’ clothes last night. I
gotta' go pick 'em up and get you dressed. Feel any better this
morning, angel," Bubba asked.
"With the dirty
thoughts running through my mind about the nasty things I could do with
my teddy bear, I don't think I could pass for no angel, big man,"
Waddie replied. Bubba laughed.
"Go on with ya,'
you're gonna' get us both into trouble," Bubba said.
"I was kinda
hoping I might." Waddie giggled and Bubba laughed.
"Is that how
much you love me down there, buddy?" Bubba asked.
"Times a
hun'nert," Waddie replied with a wicked grin.
"That 'ud be
enough to make me happy for a night, young'un. We get chu'
feeling a little better, I just might find out what nasty things you
had in mind for yore’ big teddy bear," Bubba said with a smile.
"Well, Bubba,"
Waddie said stretching and yawning, "I guaran-damn-tee ya' it wouldn't
be just a picnic." Waddie winked at Bubba.
He roared with
laughter. "More like a prick-nic, huh, little buddy?" Bubba asked.
"Prick-nic?"
Waddie asked and giggled, "I like that, Bubba. Close enough," he
replied. Both men laughed and hugged each other.
They got up,
Waddie was sore, but able to walk unassisted. They went to the
bathroom with roaring erections and decided not to even try for the
toilet. They stood in front of the tub/shower. "You need help
holding that big thing, Bubba?" Waddie asked as he looked over at him.
Bubba grinned.
"How 'bout chu, cowboy? That damn thing ain't no toothpick,"
Bubba replied.
"Gets awful
heavy, Bubba," Waddie complained, "I know yorn must," Waddie
replied. Bubba reached down, gently grabbed Waddie's dick, Waddie
reached over, and took hold of Bubba's manhood. Immediately they
started pissing together at the same time. "Fuck." Waddie sighed
leaning back just a little, "Now that's the way buddies should take a
morning piss... right, big man?" Waddie asked.
"C'ain't gainsay
that, cowboy. Feels mighty fine. Best piss I done took in a
long time." They finished and shook each other to get the last bit
out. Except Bubba cheated and shook Waddie's a couple more times
than socially called for. Waddie giggled. Bubba put the lid
down on the toilet and sat down.
"Turn your
backside to old Bubba. Lemme' take a look." Waddie did and
Bubba looked him over good. He turned Waddie around and looked
closely at his face. "You know what? I don't think you're
gonna' have much more bleeding. We'll put some more ointment on
you after we shower, and you can lie across the bed while I get chore’
clothes. I don't see no problems with wearing your clean
levis. Is it still real sore?" Bubba asked.
"Not as bad as
it was, Bubba. I think that stuff takes a lot of the pain
away. Sure appreciate you taking such good care of me. Wish't I could
do something for you." Waddie looked Bubba straight in
the eye and smiled.
Bubba didn't
miss his meaning for a minute. "What if I said, if you're feeling
better this evening...?"
"Better
not. Make me ol' dick hard all day," Waddie replied with a wink.
Bubba
laughed. "Damn, you make me laugh, Waddie. You make my troubled old
heart feel good. Let's get in the shower, cowboy," he said.
They showered,
and Bubba was again supremely gentle with Waddie. It hurt some
but not as bad as the night before. Waddie kept looking at
Bubba's beautiful appendage. It reminded him of Ed's except it
was quite a bit bigger than Ed's. He thought it might present a
challenge, but he was so confident now, with a little over a year and a
half good solid practice under Coach Ed, he felt he was ready for the
big leagues. 'Naw,' he thought to himself. 'I could take
him. Swallow that sucker so fast it 'ud make that big bear's head
spin. I'd wrestle him to the floor, him just a' yell'n and a'
holler'n, and steal me some big bear honey.' Waddie got roaring
hard thinking dirty thoughts to himself and giggled. Bubba didn't
miss the giggle and saw Waddie's pride sticking straight out in front
of him.
"Stop
that. Ain't no fair think'n dirty thoughts 'bout chore’ buddy
less'n you share 'em," Bubba said with a grin.
Waddie smiled
his impish grin and giggled. "Be glad to share that one with ya,'
big bear, if'n I'm feeling better this evening.” They shared a laugh.
"I gotta' be
careful with you, cowboy. Uriel warned me about chu,'" Bubba said.
"He did? What'd
he say?" Waddie asked.
"Told me you'd
steal my heart quicker'n a fat lady eats a donut," Bubba replied and
grinned.
"Oh, hell, I kin
do it quicker’n ‘nat. Won't give it back, neither," Waddie
replied. They laughted with each other.
Bubba gently
toweled Waddie dry then dried himself. Waddie dried Bubba's big
back for him. Bubba laid him across the bed, and put more
ointment on him, front, and rear. Waddie didn't wince like he did
the night before. The stuff was working. Bubba threw a
sheet over Waddie, and told him to take a nap, he'd be back in a minute
with his clothes. Bubba walked over to the diner. The sun
was just coming up over the badlands. It looked like it was going
to be a beautiful day. He walked in and all the truckers were
there from last night. There were a few more he knew. He thanked
all of them for their kindness and another six slipped him another roll
of bills for the boy. Bubba almost cried when he hugged Red
Dog. "You guys are the best. I'll have him over here in a
minute. Save us a couple of seats."
Louise pulled a
double shift, because the new girl didn't show. She no sooner got
home, kicked off her shoes when the owner caller her back in. She
walked over and handed Bubba the bag of Waddie's clothes. Bubba
kissed her on the cheek and thanked her. She blushed like a
school girl, and that was enough to send the truckers into major hoots
and hollers. Bubba left and took Waddie's clothes back to the
motel. Bubba asked Waddie if he could dress himself while he went
to pay Sid for the room and give him the key. Waddie told him he
could and was ready when Bubba got back. He carried Bubba's
blanket and his shaving kit to the truck for him. Bubba threw the
stuff up in the sleeper behind the cab of the truck, and the two men
walked slowly to the diner. They walked in to fifteen or twenty
good looking truckers all sitting around a big table with a couple
seats saved for them. Bubba introduced Waddie around, and he shook
every hand. They were all impressed he was a little
gentleman. "Well, he should be, he's Buck Claymore's boy," they
allowed.
Bubba ordered
breakfast for the two of them. Waddie was happy he did. He
didn't know what he wanted, and Bubba was good at that sort of
thing. Lousie brought him some more orange juice and milk,
scrambled eggs, sausage, hash browns, biscuits, and gravy. She
brought Bubba his favorite. A side order of grits and red-eye
gravy. Grits with a clear reddish gravy poured over them, made
with ham or pork chop drippings, water, and a shot of bourbon. It
would sure get your eyes open. Ninety-five percent of the alcohol
was burned off in making the gravy, but damn, the taste was a little
bit of heaven. Bubba offered Waddie a taste, and he tried
it. His eyes lit up like a pinball machine that just went 'tilt.'
"What da’ ya'
think, young'un?" Bubba asked. Waddie smiled real big at Bubba.
"I think you
better order yore’self another help'n, good buddy," Waddie
declared. The men laughed at the look on Bubba's face and
Waddie's impertinence with his running buddy.
"He's Buck's
son, 'at's fer damn sure, Bubba. Ain't no doubt in my mind," one
of the good looking truckers said.
Bubba motioned
to Louise to bring him another. She smiled, and turned in the
order.
"Waddie talked
to all the truckers. They were amazed he remembered every one of
their names and was respectful to add 'mister' in front of every
name. He had them eating out of his hand. He made a
brief 'thank you' to all of them for their kindness and
generosity. He would never forget them. They were in love
with Waddie when he and Bubba got up to leave. They hated to see
Bubba pull out so early. Bubba left Louise another ten dollar
tip. Waddie hugged and thanked her for washing his clothes. He hoped to
see her again under better circumstances. She hoped
so, too.
Louise spoke to
Bubba, "When you be back through, sugar?" she asked.
"Ain’t real sure
but probably in about five days. I'll stop by, have a bite, and
let cha'll know how our cowboy's doing," Bubba replied.
"We'd all
'preciate that, Bubba," she said. Lousie gave him a kiss on the
cheek. Bubba blushed, and once again the truckers were hoot'n and
holler'n at Bubba and Louise. Waddie giggled, too. She
smiled and wave them away with her hand.
* * * * * * *
Two days later
Mrs. Anderson had a parcel on her desk with two ordinary rolls of color
film and a hand written note.
Dear Sheriff
Claymore,
I picked up your
Godson, Waddie, on the interstate two days ago. He was passed
out, lying by the side of the road. He lost a lot of blood. He was
almost dead, sir. He suffered a bad beating, and had
facial wounds he said his dad done to him. He was in pretty bad
shape. I took him to a truck stop and fed him. A waitress
friend of mine cleaned his clothes. I washed and medicated his
wounds. He cried himself to sleep in my arms. I didn't stop
for him by chance, Sheriff. A friend of ours, Uriel, told me he'd
be there and to stop for him. Uriel is with him, and you don't
need to be afraid for him. I thought you might need these photos
of his wounds to get him away from his dad when he's ready to come
home. I'll take care of him for several days. I been told
to take him to some good men who will see he's cared for. Waddie's
healing nicely and not as sore as he was. To be honest,
Sheriff, I don't want to let him go. He's one hell of a fine
little running buddy, and I come to love him like a little brother in a
short period of time. You may contact me through the following
phone number, or I'll stop by your office on my way back through in
five days.
Please
understand, I can't and won't tell you where he is. No disrespect
intended, Sheriff, but I'm under orders from a higher authority. I know
you understand, sir. The folks I'm taking him to were
recommended by Uriel. They’re two of the finest men I ever know'd
and come from one of the finest families in Texas. You wouldn't
believe me if I was to tell you who they are, but you'll find out soon
enough. I have known and loved them myself for years. They're like
family to me. They're fine people and will take good
care of his wounds and help to mend his heart. Waddie's a fine
young man, Sheriff, one of the best I run into in a long time. Perhaps
the greatest compliment I could give the kid is, I only wish he
was my boy. You might want to seriously consider adopting him if
you and your wife have room. He's stolen my heart, Sheriff
Claymore, but I ain't real sure I want it back.
Yours truly,
Hershel Franz
"Bubba"
Rio Grande
Trucking Co.
(phone number...
)
Buck read the
letter in private in his office with his door closed. He sat for
fifteen minutes weeping into a handkerchief. At least he knew
Waddie was in good hands, and Bubba was up-front with him. He
could deal with that. He wouldn't press Bubba when he dropped
by. He'd shake his hand, give him a big hug, offer him a pull off
his hip flask, take him home for dinner, have him meet his family, and
treat him like a valued friend. 'He was, indeed, a valued
friend,' thought Buck. 'He was kind to my boy. Your boy, Buck?'
he asked himself. ‘Damn it. I never wanted anything so bad
in my life than for Waddie to be my boy, my son,' he thought.
'Is that fair to
your brother?' he asked himself. 'Hell, yes. My brother's
done had his chance, and he fucked it up royally. Waddie ain't
his no more'n he's mine. My brother lied to me.' Buck
reasoned to himself. Waddie wasn't Morgan's kid and Buck didn't
keep much truck with folks who went around buying children on the black
market. Then Buck thought about how many sweet, wonderful
children there might be out there, somewhere, just like Waddie, needing
love, a home and didn't have one. Damn it, he'd buy them all if
he could and give them a good home. 'God forgive me,' he
prayed silently, 'I know it's wrong for me to think about
profiting from my brother's misdeed, but ain't I been better to the boy
than my brother, Lord? I know it ain’t mine to judge, Lord, but I
just know I have to love him more'n my brother, sir. I'd never do
what he done to that beautiful boy. I'd never have to. He's
a damn good kid.'
He took the
photos to Dr. Dyer who developed them immediately, and Buck was with
him in his basement darkroom when they came out. Doctor Dyer was
clucking his tongue like he couldn't believe what Morgan did to the
boy, but when the pictures of Waddie's face with Morgan's hand print
became clearly visible, tears began to fall from his eyes. "Be
kind to the man who was good and thoughtful enough to send us these
photos, Sheriff. This is enough evidence for me to make a strong
recommendation to have Judge Potter give us authorization to remove
Waddie from the Lovejoy's home. I'll write up the recommendation
tonight and have it on your desk first thing in the morning," Dr. Dyer
said.
"Have you seen
worse, Doc?" Buck asked with no emotion.
"No, Buck, I
haven't. Now I know why Waddie wouldn't let me see his previous
beatings. He knew I'd insist on removing him," Dr. Dyer replied.
"Why do you
think he stayed this long, Doctor?" Buck asked.
"Love. He
loves Morgan so much he kept hoping he'd see the light and come to love
and trust him like he needed. Waddie has a community of folks who
love him, but it's not the same as getting it from the one from whom
you most need it. All the world could line up to tell the boy
what a good, loving and trustworthy kid he is, but if he doesn't hear
it from the one who means the most to him, it won't mean nothing to
him. By the same token, to be told you're a liar, and a bad boy
by the main person in your life can be devastating to a kid," the
doctor said.
"Did you know he
ain't Morgan or Judy's child?" Buck asked.
"Yes, Buck, I've
known for sometime," Doctor Dyer replied.
"How did you
know, Doc?" Buck asked.
"I'm Morgan's
doctor, too. I did a sperm count on him several years ago, and
he's incapable of having children. I never saw Judy pregnant
after their wedding, and I'm the only doctor in town. Waddie's
birth certificate had to be a fake."
"I wonder who
his real parents are? Do you think we should try'n find out?"
Buck asked.
"As much as that
boy loves you, Dan, Gip, Oatie, and Clyde to say nothing of an entire
community who worships him, do you think that would be wise? Beside,
you should wait and ask Waddie that question. I don't
know about you, but I'm not real sure I could give him up. I
think that much of the boy," the doctor said.
"I see your
point, Doc. 'Sides, I don't think I could give him up any more'n
you can. I'm his Godfather, and I take my job seriously. We
were told the Big Man wants him to live with Dan, Gip, and Jimmy
Sue. That kinda hurt me a little," Buck said.
"Don't let it,
Buck. I never was a believer until I met Waddie, Gip, and
you. I've seen enough and witnessed enough I've come to believe
strongly. I believe you have to wait and see what God has
planned. Wasn't there something about a miracle that was suppose
to happen?" Dr. Dyer asked.
"Yeah,
Doc. I've heard it from several different sources, even Mr.
Uriel, our angel told me, but I can't figure it out, neither can Linda
Sue. Maybe that's the miracle part. By the way, I ain't
gonna' tell anyone about Waddie being bought on the black market, not
even my wife. I think that's something only a few people need to
know right now. What do you think?" Buck asked.
"Absolutely. I
couldn't
agree
more. The less said the better, and you know you
can count on me not saying a word. Let's take this one step at a
time, and make sure we don't make any mistakes for Waddie's sake. Right
now, let's get the order from the judge so we can tell Waddie
it's safe for him to come home when he’s ready. Other than
missing a part of my life in that boy, I think this vacation away from
us may be the best for all concerned. It will give tempers around
here time to cool down and Waddie a chance to heal," Dr. Dyer said.
"I've been
thinking the same thing, but his and Gip's eleventh birthdays are
coming up in several weeks, and it would break my heart if he weren't
here."
"You could
always talk to his brother. I know Gip well enough, and I know
how much he loves Waddie. He'd postpone his birthday in a minute,
so he could celebrate his with his brother."
"That's a
thought. It's just..." Buck couldn't complete his sentence.
Doc Dyer put his
arms around his big friend, and hugged him as Buck lost it for a minute.
* * * * * * *
Morgan reached
the bottom. He could barely pull himself out of bed in the
mornings to go to work. Life didn't mean much to him
anymore. For the first time in ten years he had to admit to
himself he had strangers living in his house. He realized how
little they cared to do what they did to him. He couldn't put all
the blame on them. He could've tried to give his son the benefit
of the doubt, or done something simple like alternating punishment like
Waddie suggested. Morgan contracted with Dan and Gip to pay Gip two
bucks a day to care for his stock while on his train runs. They
agreed. He wouldn't speak to Judy or Dorothy which only added to
his feelings of loneliness. Willie wasn't home. At least
Morgan didn't have to kick his ass out. He was accepted as a
rookie on a minor league baseball team. For all purposes, Willie
left home. The only time he'd be around was when he came home to
visit his mother.
Buck invited his
buddy, Audie Murphy, to visit several times, and he finally did. By
accident, Audie saw Dorothy in town one day and wanted to meet
her. Buck wasn't one to talk bad about anyone, so he introduced
them. They dated off and on for almost a year. To
everyone's shock and surprise, he asked Dorothy to marry him. She
turned him down. Unknown to everyone, she was seeing a roughneck
oil field rigger from Lubbock and married him within six weeks of
turning Murphy down. Thank God for unanswered prayers. God
saved a good man the day she turned Murphy down. Folks said the
old saying, 'water seeks it's own level' was true enough, especially
where Dorothy and her new husband "oil field Mike" were
concerned. He was Polish by decent and had a kilbasa between his
legs Dorothy dearly loved to ride. His last name was Morta. Waddie
managed to level Buck, Dan, and the entire family with laughter
at dinner one evening by referring to him as “Rigger Morta,” and
insisted he was dead from the neck up. He’d have to be to marry
Dorothy.
He was a dumb,
insensitive, opinionated, loud mouthed, crude son of a bitch. His
picture was in the dictionary under the term "stupid red neck
bastard." He was that and more. He met his match with
Dorothy who was a seasoned pathological liar. Not being the sharpest
knife
in the drawer, oil field Mike discovered too late Dorothy's hidden
charms. It took him two kids to do it, but what do you
want? Between him and Dorothy they didn't have one complete
brain. Both of them shipped out without a full seabag. By
the time Dorothy popped out oil field Mike's second no-necked monster,
he was so hooked on the sex and the love/hate relationship they
developed he couldn't pull away if he wanted to. It was a
symbiotic, pathological addiction of the first magnitude. They
successfully created a living hell for each other. They dearly
loved hating each other and hated themselves for loving each
other. A marriage truly made in the shade of hades.
Waddie wished
many times, 'Rigger Morta' was dead from the waste down as well.
They had eight screaming little monsters, each one louder and more mean
spirited than the next. They gave the term 'survival of the
fittest' new dimensions, and 'devil's spawn' was not nearly descriptive
enough. Anyone who was around them for any length of time were
convinced at least six of them would end up dead, in prison, or on a
mental ward. Oil field Mike made an effort to love his kids by
carefully instructing them in all his narrow minded, bigoted, opinions,
and prejudices. He didn't take them to church because he was sure
Jesus was an effeminate cock-suck'n pansy who wore dresses, and there
weren't no god he was afraid of. He didn't need a week-ass
religion full of mumbo-jumbo and con-men to teach his kids hate and
bigotry. He could take care of that himself.
He encouraged
their meanness and physical acts of violence on each other as
toughening them up for the hard world out there. Anything that
wasn't the roughest, toughest, meanest, kick-ass sport or male image
was 'queer' or 'fucking homo.' If one of the kids came to him
because another one beat the crap out of him, oil field Mike would yell
at the kid and call him a homo, a sissy, or worse. He would
threaten the kid with his belt if he came crying to him again. Let the
kid learn to take care of his own problems. He was forced
to, and by-god he survived to become the paragon of masculinity he
considered himself to be. The kids quickly learned they were on
their own. The one who had the crap beat out of him would
patiently wait, sneak up behind the bigger one with a two by four, and
lay him out cold. Oil field Mike would laugh at the bigger one
for crying. It was dog eat dog. Aside from all that oil
field Mike was a lovely man.
Dorothy was
virtually out of Morgan's world within months of losing Waddie. The
only person left was Judy. Morgan slept in Waddie's room and
used his bathroom. He opened Willie's room to air it out from the
still lingering fragrance of Ms. Pearl's cologne. Hers was the
gift that kept on giving. He removed the lock from the door, so
Willie could never lock it again. Waddie had been gone about two
weeks when Morgan finally sat down to dinner opposite Judy one
night. "Well, Morgan, you ain't spoke more'n a couple of words in
two weeks," Judy said, "What da’ ya’ want me to do? I don't have
any excuses for what I done, but neither am I gonna' apologize or crawl
on my belly to ask your forgiveness or promise to make it up to you. So
make up your mind what you want me to do. You tell me what you
want, and I'll do it. You want a divorce? You want me to
leave? I can go live with my sister for a while, but you may as
well know, I'm pregnant," she said. Morgan didn't react. At
that point nothing Judy could tell him would surprise him. Morgan
was numb. He couldn't feel more defeated. One more coal to
Newcastle didn't make much difference. The announcement to him of
her pregnancy was only one straw in a heavy bale.
"Whose child is
it?" he asked with little emotion.
"I can't say for
sure. I don't think it's Ed's, but I don't really know. It
might be," she said and sighed deeply as she ran her hand over her
belly.
Morgan just
nodded.
"Ain't chu'
angry with Ed?" Judy asked.
"Naw,
disappointed, but I ain't angry. He's a man. You offered to
sell, and he bought. I probably would've done the same
thing. Hell, I did do the same thing, only instead of just paying
for it, I married you. Biggest Goddamn mistake of my life. Why should I
be angry with him, he done me a solid? Ed was the only one
to get through to me. He told me the truth no matter what it
might cost him. Whatever he paid you, he paid too much. I
guess Waddie beat you after all. Ed loved Waddie a hell of a lot
more'n anything he felt for you. If a man gets an offer for easy
sex put in front of him, chances are better’n fifty-fifty he's gonna'
take it. At least Ed had the balls to stand up to me, tell me the
truth, when I wouldn't believe nobody else. Can't fault a man for
that. He ain't been back to visit you since, but he's asked every
day if there's been any word from Waddie," Morgan replied. Judy
didn't ask how Morgan knew Ed hadn't been back. Morgan was gone,
two, sometimes three, nights a week. She was there by herself,
but she had a feeling she was being watched.
"We ain't living
like husband and wife no more," Judy said.
"We never
did. Why break with tradition at this point,” Morgan said and laughed
at her,
“You had your family and I had mine, but you couldn't be happy with
that. You had to destroy mine. You and your two half-wit
kids," Morgan said with disgust.
"They must've
had some wits, they made a fool out of you," Judy spat out like a harpy.
Morgan didn't
get mad, he just sat there feeling numb. Judy had no sense
whatsoever about sparing another person’s feelings. He never
realized until that moment what hard-core trash she really was. He
began to see what Waddie must have gone through those first five
years of being under her and her kid's domination. God forgive
him he couldn't see what they, and in turn, he was doing to the boy.
"Your
family? That kid called me a bitch, a slut, or a two-bit whore
every time I tried to get him to do something. He'd refuse and
tell me to get my 'dumb' son to do it. Said he was too damn
busy. He'd laugh at me and tell me not to bother him by asking
again. Said he had better things to do than play servant to a
lying whore and her ignorant children. He called me a whore,
Morgan," Judy yelled in anger.
"Well, I learned
the hard way, the kid never lies. I told you when he came back
you weren't to tell him to do nothing. You knew that. You
didn’t listen to me, you kept trying to order him around. I
agreed before he came back to live with me he didn't have to answer to
you. Was that why you went along with Willie and lied to me about
Waddie?" Judy didn’t answer. Morgan knew she wouldn’t. He
didn’t care, he knew that was the reason. They sat there for some
time not wanting to look at each other. Morgan was through with
his supper, got up from the table with his plate, utensils, and glass
to take them to the kitchen sink.
He turned to
walk out of the room. "You didn't answer my question,
Morgan. What do you want?" Judy asked like she was irritated with
him.
"I don't know
what I want. You've left me with nothing. Nothing from
nothing leaves nothing. I don't plan to sleep with you no
more. You disgust me. I don't know why I ever married
you. You never were very pretty, and you come from the worst kind
of white trash. But, you better listen to me this time. While you live
under my roof and still have my name, you'll never get
fucked by another man in my house again, or I'll kill you. Pure
and simple. I'll take my double barrel shotgun and blow your
Goddamn head off. I have nothing left to lose. After what
you put me through and the people I know in this community, I'd get off
on probation for manslaughter.
"My bonded
brother's the sheriff, and the judge is my second cousin. You
wanna' be a lying whore, a slut, do it own your own time. Divorce
me, get out of my life, then you can have men line up to fuck you silly
if you want. I don't give a good god-damn what chu' do after you
leave here, but this is a small town, Judy, not Ft. Worth, Dallas,
Austin, or Houston. Everybody knows who's sleeping around. I won't be
made a fool of again by you or anybody. You only have
to remember one thing while you're here, if you wanna' live, you'll
never fuck another man again on my property. If I come home and
find out you did, I won't bother to discuss it with you. I'll get
my gun and unload both barrels in your face.
"I think the
question is, what do you want, Judy? You have nothing left in
this house. It ain't yours. You signed a prenuptial
agreement. What was mine before marriage remains totally mine
afterward. You leave with nothing. You won’t get a nickle
alimony because of your infidelity. You even so much as hint the
child you’re carrying is mine to anyone, and I'll drop kick your ass so
hard you'll land on the interstate. Now you're pregnant with no
place to go but your sister and her husband. Knowing how you get
along with them, that won't last more'n a month. To bad you don't
know who the father is, at least you could stick him for support.
"That's one of
your fuck-ups you can't blame on me. Looks to me like you sort of
painted yore' fat ass into a corner. You had things yore’ way
with me up 'til now, but I don't plan to bail you out. I ain't
making no suggestions. You think about what you wanna' do then
let me know, and we'll talk about it. You never listened to
anything I wanted no how. You treated my son like he was a piece
of shit, and then, you moan because he called you a lying whore. I'd
say the kid nailed you to the barn door. You are a lying
whore, Judy, a foul-mouthed bitch, a fat-ass unattractive evil
slut. You're the worst kind of white trash. You be the one
to think about it. I don't wanna’ think about you more'n I have
to," Morgan had the final say.
* * * * * * *
Bubba and Waddie
rolled out of the truck stop headed for Austin. Waddie was in
good spirits even though his ass was beginning to hurt from sitting
through breakfast. Bouncing up and down every now and then in the
truck was hurting him pretty bad, but he didn't want to complain to his
buddy. Bubba could tell he was uncomfortable. "Get that big
pillow in the sleeper there, Son, and lay down on your stomach next to
me."
Waddie did as
Bubba suggested. He needed to get off his ass. It was
beginning to hurt worse than pretty bad. He stretched out on the
seat next to Bubba with one arm thrown over Bubba's lap. Bubba
reached down for a second and patted his little hand to let him know it
was all right. Waddie tried his damnedest to be strong but his
butt hurt him so bad he started weeping silently with his face shoved
into the pillow so Bubba wouldn't hear him. Waddie felt a big
hand gently on his head, lightly stroking and petting him. Bubba
didn't say a word, he just wanted to touch Waddie to let him know he
was there for him.
Bubba had been
there and back. His old man would tie Bubba up and use a black
snake bullwhip on him as a boy of seven to twelve until Bubba ran away
from home. He never went back. He always wanted to.
For all he suffered, he still loved his old man in his heart. He
knew some of Waddie's pain was his disappointment in his dad's
inability to love and trust him like he needed. Bubba was going
to make damn sure he didn't let the Old Man and Uriel down. He
was going to give this kid as much love as he could handle.
Finally, Waddie
cried himself to sleep with the rocking motion of the big truck, the
whine of the big engine, and Bubba softly humming 'Rock of Ages,' an
old hymn Waddie knew from church. He wasn't loud but Bubba's
humming was so soothing to Waddie's spirit and soul he forgot about his
pain. It began to go away as he drifted off to sleep. He
was warm, comfortable, loved, and safe in the protection of an angel
and a huge bear of a man who would cause any demon with a lick of sense
to drop his load and run the other way.
"Waddie knew it
was all right to love Bubba. Mr. Uriel knew what he was
doing. Waddie woke up and lay there for a while looking up at
Bubba's strong face. He had the sweetest smile as he hummed his
songs. He was a good man and a happy man. He was needed and
doing something for someone special, someone he fell in love with, his
little buddy. Waddie started to move over into Bubba's lap when
he felt a big arm under his armpit helping him over. He lay there
for a minute, but Bubba didn't say anything.
"I love you,
Bubba," Waddie said to the big man in a quiet voice but loud enough for
him to hear.
"You gotta' know
I love you, Waddie. You're mighty special to me, cowboy. Old Uriel knew
what he was doing when he got us together. We make
a good team, you and me," Bubba allowed.
"I think we do,
too, big man. We are a good team," Waddie agreed.
"Feeling a
little better, cowboy?" Bubba asked gently.
"A lot better,
Bubba. Just being here, ride'n in this big truck with you...
can't think of a place in this world I'd rather be right now."
"Now, stop that,
darlin.' Old Bubba's gotta' drive and get us there safe. He
can't do it with tears in his eyes. You gettin' hungry
again? I didn't stop for lunch, we had such a big
breakfast. You ate everything on your plate, half of mine, and
half of Red Dog's," Bubba said and laughed. He was glad to see
Waddie eat. It would build up his strength. For a boy his
size he was too damn skinny to Bubba's way of thinking.
"I could go for
a while longer if you wanna' wait, Bubba. You're right, that was
a lot of food. I guess I pigged out, but it was so damn
good. Thanks, Bubba, I appreciate it."
"No problem,
cowboy. We's buddies, ain't we?" Bubba asked with a grin.
"You know it,
big man," Waddie agreed.
"I gotta'
diesel-up and my favorite truck stop for fuel is coming up in about
fifty miles. The food ain't too good, so we'll feed bubba-truck,
stretch our legs, bleed our lizards, and..."
"Bleed our
lizards, Bubba?" Waddie asked and laughed. He knew what Bubba
meant, but he never heard the expression before and couldn't stop
laughing.
He had Bubba
laughing, too. "Y'ain't never heard that one, huh, buddy?" Bubba
asked still laughing at Waddie.
"No. You're
special, big man. So we stop, stretch our legs, and bleed
our lizards," Waddie said and they laughed again. Bubba was
thrilled to hear relaxed laughter coming from his little buddy. He knew
he was gonna' make it.
"Yeah, young'un,
we'll get us a snack and a soda to tide us over 'til dinner. I
though we'd get another room tonight and clean you up again real
good. You're getting better, I can see it in your pretty little
smile. Then we'll roll into Austin 'bout noon tomorrow. I
ain't gonna' push too hard. I's haul'n valuable cargo."
"You got
something back there what's worth a lot?" Waddie asked.
"No, but I do up
here, sittin' next to me," Bubba replied.
Waddie looked at
Bubba and smiled. Waddie prayed to the Old Man he'd forgive him,
but he just had an awful dirty thought that made his dick shoot down
the leg of his levis. Bubba didn't miss a thing. He got a
big smile on his face and Waddie watched as his big ol' wanger started
snake'n down his trouser leg. They both looked down at their
crotches then over to each other and started laughing again. "You
sure you love me that much, big man?" Waddie asked with a grin.
"Hell, wait a
minute, h’it ain't through grow'n, yet," Bubba declared and threw back
his head in laughter. He broke Waddie up again. They
laughed about their attraction for each other the next fifty miles and
neither lost their erection. Bubba pulled into the truck stop and
left his keys with a station attendant. He certainly didn't miss
the bulge in the two men's Wranglers and smiled knowingly. That
only added fuel to Waddie and Bubba's funny fire.
"That chore’
boy?" the big man asked.
"Naw, sir. He be
my brother's boy, but he's my running buddy for this trip. He's good
company," Bubba allowed.
"Somebody socked
him pretty damn good," the man said slowly almost like he was wondering
if Bubba hit Waddie.
"Yes, sir. I had
me a disagreement with a bigger kid back home, and he stomped my
butt," Waddie said coming to Bubba's aid. The big man accepted
his answer and laughed. Waddie and Bubba walked away laughing.
"Saved my butt,
sweet buckaroo. Didn't know what to tell him. I almost told
him the truth, but you told him your truth. Your dad had to be
acting like a big kid to hit you like that. So you didn't lie to
him none," Bubba said. That only made them laugh more. They
headed straight for the trucker's head to bleed their lizards.
Waddie started giggling as he was pissing, and that started Bubba off
again. It made them lose their erections. Bubba bought
Waddie an RC cola and a big Moon Pie. He hadn't tried one since
he was a kid and decided to get the same thing. They stood around
waiting for Bubba's truck to be filled and walked back over. Bubba took
a big metal bar and went around the truck hitting each one
of the tires. He was satisfied and put the bar back. The
guy finished and Bubba paid him. He pulled the big truck over to
the side, told Waddie to get up in the sleeper, and take his clothes
off.
"Gee, Bubba,
ain't cha' even gonna' wait 'til we get a room?" Waddie laughed and
that did it. Bubba couldn't stop laughing. He laughed and
laughed.
"No, you little
shit, I'm a' gonna' put more medicine on yore’ butt. I should
shove the whole tube up your rear for that," Bubba said still laughing.
"You don't
wanna' do that, Bubba," Waddie said with a grin shaking his head.
"Oh, God, I'm
afraid to ask... all right, why?" he asked.
"You open that
hole, the vacuum will suck that Masonic ring right off yore’
finger. You won’t never see it again," Waddie said and laughed.
Bubba had tears
rolling down his face he was laughing so hard. "Serious time,
cowboy. Lemme' put some more of this stuff on you." Bubba gently
applied the ointment to Waddie's butt, back, shoulder, and face. Waddie
was amazed it hardly hurt at all. The food, the nap in
the truck, and the medicine were working.
"Feels better
don't it, cowboy?" Bubba asked.
"A hell of a lot
better, big man. I'm really surprised. Can I put my clothes
on now?" Waddie asked.
"Naw, I want you
to lay up there in the sleeper. You can put your little head up
this way so's you can talk with me if'n ya'ont to, or you can take
another nap if you like. I want to leave it uncovered to let the
air get around it to heal it. If you get chilled, throw that
blanket over you. You gonna' be all right up there?" Bubba asked
over his shoulder.
"Damn straight,
Bubba. It's comfortable up here, but laying on my stomach I can't
play with myself," Waddie said joking with his big friend.
"That's the
idea, buckwheat. You save that for old Bubba," Bubba said,
reached up, and stole a kiss. Waddie stole one back. They
were both back to laughing again. Bubba wanted to make another
couple hundred miles before they stopped for the night. Bubba's
favorite truck stop was about that distance and had a motel with
special rates for truckers. Waddie wasn't sleepy and talked to
Bubba most of the way. He found out a lot about the big man and
Bubba asked Waddie questions about his life and brothers. He
wanted to know all about how he got adopted. Why his real parents
didn't know he was their son. Bubba was amazed by Waddie's story
and was genuinely touched. Several times he got out his big red
bandanna to wipe his eyes. He didn't realize this wasn't the
first beating. There were many more before this one because of
Willie, Dorothy, and Judy's treachery.
He told Bubba
everything including the story of Willie's silent disease. Waddie
thought the poor man was going to have stroke he laughed so hard, but
it wasn't until he started telling Bubba the story about Ms. Pearl when
Bubba had to pull off at a rest stop to get himself together. Waddie
didn't even get to the good part. Bubba told Waddie not to
tell him anymore of the story until supper. Bubba knew a waitress
and a couple of fellow truckers who would be at the truck stop where
they were stopping for the night. He wanted Waddie to tell them
his stories. There's nothing a group of truckers love better than
an outrageously funny, true story. Waddie heard Oatie tell his
version of 'Ms. Pearl's Shoot Out at the Lovejoy Corral' so many times
he memorized Oatie's words and delivery. He was good at it, too.
He also told
Bubba about his B.J. coach. He kept telling Bubba how much he
thought of Ed the plumber and all about how they were good
buddies. He was careful not to say anything about what coach Ed
and his relationship was, but he told Bubba enough to get the idea he
thought the world of coach Ed. Bubba was taking it all in, but
Waddie could see every time he called Ed Bloomquist his B.J. coach,
Bubba was trying like crazy to figure out what B.J. meant. Waddie
kept telling him coach Ed did this for him and coach Ed did that for
him. He had poor Bubba stumped. It was so obvious what B.J.
stood for but Bubba was trying to think of a sport that fit the letters
for something more difficult. Waddie could see the gears turning
in the big man's head but didn't give him a clue. He knew Bubba
would cave at any minute.
"Okay. All
right. Some’um tells me I'm gonna' regret this, but what the
fuck's a B. J. coach?" Bubba asked disgustedly with a huge grin on his
face.
"Blow job coach,
Bubba," Waddie replied matter of factly to Bubba's explosion of
laughter, "I begged coach Ed to teach me to give a man a good blow job
'cause I thought if I could get my dad to let me suck him off, he
wouldn't have to beat my ass so hard to get his rocks. Coach Ed
taught me real good how to give a man an indecent blow job. Say's
I give 'em the bestest blow jobs he ever got." Waddie tossed off
as an afterthought. He smiled to himself as he watched Bubba's
snake crawl down his trouser leg again. "Now who's think'n them
dirty thoughts, big man?" Waddie asked laughing. He started Bubba
laughing again.
Bubba collected
himself once more. "Okay, I understand, but what's an 'indecent'
blow job?" he asked.
"Well, Bubba, if
it's in tight enough and deep enough it's in-decent," Waddie replied
and giggled like crazy. He set Bubba up and he bit.
Bubba told
Waddie they weren't gonna' get to the damn truck stop if he didn't stop
making him laugh so much. Still he was laughing and chuckling to
himself. The two hundred miles flew by, and they were pulling in
to the truck stop for the night. The sun was just setting in the
West out over the vast expanse of the West Texas badlands. It was
a beautiful sight. It was a magic time of evening, and the men
felt it. It was almost like the Old Man was telling the new
buddies their lives were richer for sharing a laugh and being with each
other. You wouldn't have stopped to enjoy the painting I placed
in the sky for you if your hearts weren't filled with love. Bubba
gently picked Waddie up in his big arms, stole a kiss, and they stood
for a good while, watching the colors change. Bubba thanked the
Old Man for a beautiful day, a wonderful little running buddy, and a
beautiful sunset. Waddie said 'amen' and stole another kiss from
his big buddy.
End Of Chapter
12 ~ Cabbage Patch Cowboy
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