Booger Red & Cowboy
Waddie
Greywolf
Chapter 25
A female elephant broke away from a small traveling circus and
found its way to the ranch. Dad, Uncle Joe, Ben Jr., Big Ben, Mrs.
Russell, Tim and Master Ben, Master Earl, Boots and Sonny, Bull
and Charlie, Beryl, Master Zack, Cal and Steve, Ben, Tim and old
Lester were all there with several other family members. We
watched the huge elephant coming down the main road at a pretty
good pace, looking over her shoulder to see if she was being
followed. You could tell she was upset and distressed. People
would drive by slowly looking at the unusual sight of a huge
pachyderm running down the side of the blacktop.
"Who wants to bet me she turns and comes down the road to the
ranch?" Dan put it to the folks who gathered around to watch. No
one wanted to take his bet. Sure enough, she didn't hesitate and
turned immediately into the gravel road to the ranch. She
increased her speed, still looking over her shoulder to see if she
was being followed. Griz came lumbering up from the barn and waved
to her. Dan looked at me, I shrugged my shoulders and shook my
head in disbelief. "Watch her," Dan said quietly to everyone
assembled, "bet the deed to this ranch she'll go directly to Griz
like he was her long lost friend. Anyone want a ranch?" Dan
laughed.
There were no takers. Most had seen or heard what Griz could do
with animals. The huge creature went directly to Griz and acted
like he was an old friend she hadn't seen for years. She couldn't
be happier to see him. She wouldn't let go of him. She rapped her
big trunk around his neck and pulled him close to her as if she
were trying to hug and kiss him. He petted her, soothed her,
called her by name and told her not to worry she was safe now; he
wouldn't let anything bad happen to her. Her whole demeanor
changed in an instant. She relaxed and listened to Griz. She took
hold of his flannel shirt in the rear and followed him. Griz
walked over to us and according to Master Beryl, whose told this
story for years, "We didn't know whether to run or just stand
there and shit in our pants."
"Folks, Master Dan, Master Billy," Griz announced, "this here
lady's Ms. Sophie. My Friend showed her the way to the ranch. He
told her to come to the ranch, find me, and I'd help her. The
people at the circus mistreat her. They beat her and they starve
her. She wouldn't mind so much, but you see, Ms. Sophie's, well,
you know," the big man said and turned beet red.
"Is she pregnant, Griz?" I asked as I walked toward Griz and Ms.
Sophie.
"Yes, sir, Master Billy, how'd ju' know?" Griz asked.
"I guess I've been around you too long, Big Bear. I've learned to
speak and interpret the bear language."
Griz threw back his head and laughed. Ms. Sophie let go of Griz's
shirt and gently wrapped her trunk around my neck and pulled me to
her. She put her trunk down around my waist and held me close like
she wanted my love. Master Beryl went into hysterical convulsions
laughing at me bonding with yet another magnificent beast. I spoke
softly to her and petted her. I had an apple in my pocket I was
going to give one of the ponies. I got it out and offered it to
her. Ms. Sophie took it immediately and ate it. Then she lovingly
put her big trunk back around me. I petted her some more and spoke
gently to her.
Our family was having a field day of funny remarks, being silly,
and generally going crazy, laughing their asses off watching me
make love to the big beast. Didn't bother me, Griz, or Ms. Sophie
a bit. I had plenty of experience making love to big ugly beasts
and reminded them of that fact. I thanked God every day I was
experienced. There was much hooting and laughter from our family.
I told them of all my beasts, including Master Beryl, Ms. Sophie
had to be the best looking of the bunch.
"Ms. Sophie, Dear Heart, I'll bet you're thirsty. It's a hot day,
isn't it, my lady? You were coming down the road at a pretty good
clip. Never seen a big girl move so fast. You don't seem to sweat
much for a fat girl, neither.” More laughter from my gathered
family. “Would you like some refreshments? A beverage, perhaps?
Hum? Griz and I will be happy to take you to the tank for a big
gulp and then to the barn to get you some nice hay to munch.
Lemme' go, Sweetheart, and we'll show you the way. There, that's a
good girl. Now take hold of Griz's shirt. That's good. Come on,
Ms. Sophie."
Off we went. She'd do anything Griz or I asked of her. When we got
to the tank Ms. Sophie got into the water and drank and drank.
Then she waded all the way in and had a ball. She had a twinkle in
her eye. She'd get a snoot full and spray Griz and me, much to the
delight of our family who gathered to watch. Griz told me she was
being nice to us like she would another elephant by sharing her
water with them. That was sweet of her, but we were soaked. What
the Hell, it was a hot Tucson day and Griz and I probably needed a
shower anyway.
Our family followed us. Some grabbed their cameras and took
pictures. Dan took videos. Everyone was having a ball laughing at
Griz and me. I don't think I ever heard Mrs. Russell laugh as hard
as she did at the three of us. Big Beryl was ringmaster and the
rest fed him material. There were some wickedly funny one liners
coming from our audience. They were having great fun with such an
unusual happening, but with Griz and me, they came to expect it.
Nothing we did would surprise them anymore.
We took her to the barn and she immediately went into one of the
end stalls at the far end of the barn well away from the front.
She was, in effect, hidden from sight. Anyone driving into the
property and up to the house couldn't see her. Griz seemed to know
exactly what she needed to eat. He gave her some fresh hay and
some oats. He told me she needed fresh fruits of all kinds. Of
course that caused a great deal of sophomoric laughter from our
family. Dan went to the house to contact the sheriff to tell him
about Ms. Sophie.
"How'd ju' know her name, Mr. Yates?" he asked.
"You mean that's really her name?" Dan asked in surprise. Dan knew
better but sometimes Griz was hard to believe. He's never wrong.
You'd think we'd learn. He still amazes us today.
"Well, yes, sir. That's the name the circus people gave us; said
she's dangerous; tried to kill her handler."
"I wouldn't doubt it, Sheriff, from the condition she's in. They
were starving her. She was just trying to protect her baby."
"She has a baby with her?" he asked.
"No, Sheriff, she's pregnant."
"They never said nothing 'bout her being pregnant."
"They probably don't know."
"How do you – oh, Griz?" the sheriff asked.
"Yes, sir, Griz."
"She came directly to Griz, Mr. Yates?" he asked.
"Yes, sir, Sheriff. She came directly to Griz. There was no
question in anyone's mind seeing her running down the black top
she was headed for our ranch."
"And, that's how you know her name?" he asked again.
"Right again, Sheriff."
"You remember several years ago, Mr. Yates, Griz nursed my
favorite mare back to health when the vets wanted to shoot her?
Remember, they laughed at me for wanting to bring her to Griz?
Told me t'weren't no use. Well, you know, thanks to that big man,
I still got my favorite mare. She gimme' three young'uns since
then. Why, she's healthy as..."
"A horse, Sheriff Lake?" Dan asked. The sheriff laughed, Dan
continued, "Yes, sir, I remember it well, Sheriff. We're glad Griz
could help."
"That critter came to Griz for a reason, and I ain't about to go
against that. That man may not be the brightest bulb in the
marquee, but he's got a direct line to somebody pretty dang
powerful who told that elephant to go to him. As far as I'm
concerned, that's a much higher judge and court of law than
anything we got down here. Can you folks keep her for a while, and
let me see what I can find out? If anyone comes looking for her
just tell them to contact me, okay?" he asked.
"I'm with you, Sheriff Lake, if'n God sent her to Griz, and I have
no doubt he did, we'll be happy to help and take care of her. Griz
and Cowboy are feeding her right now. Lord, she took to the two of
them like they was long lost relatives. We got us a passel of
visitors to the ranch for the weekend, and they can't believe what
they're seeing," Dan said. The Sheriff started laughing at Dan's
description of the brouhaha. "I wanted to call so's you'd know she
ain't out causing mayhem. Didn't know what you might wanna' do
about her, but we'll be happy to help anyway we can. She ain't
mean or nothing. Seems about as docile a big critter as you're
likely to find."
"You, Cowboy, Griz, and them Gunn boys are good men Mr. Yates, and
I know she's safe there. Thanks for your help. I'll get back to
you either this evening or tomorrow morning. Thanks for letting us
know."
"You're welcome, Sheriff. We'll wait to hear from you."
Dan came walking into the barn with a big smile on his face and
was chuckling to himself. "Folks, her name really is Ms. Sophie.
The Sheriff confirmed it. Griz, my faithful slave, I apologize for
seeming to doubt you," Dan said as he lay his big hand on Griz's
shoulder in a gesture of admiration.
"That's all right, Master Dan, you know I love you," Griz replied.
"I love you, too, Big Man, proud to call you my slave and our
companion," Dan said with love in his voice.
"Hear, hear," agreed all the others.
"Sheriff Lake wants us to keep her for a while, says he'll let us
know this evening or tomorrow what should be done with her."
"Would you consider letting Cowboy and me help her, Master Dan?"
Griz asked.
"We may not be able to, Griz, if the Sheriff says she has to be
returned to the circus."
"He won't, Master Dan, my other master done told me he's taking
care of that."
"Okay, Griz, I promise, I'll never doubt you again. If that's what
the Big Man told you then we'll take good care of her. We'll make
damn sure she has her baby safely." Dan was leaning over the stall
fence. Ms. Sophie turned to him put her trunk around his shoulders
and gently hugged him. Our Master got tears in his eyes, and
everyone had a good laugh at his soft heart. "You're welcome, Ms.
Sophie. Welcome to the zoo. With all these animals around here
you'll be right at home," Dan declared. Everyone cheered and
hooted at Dan's joke. He became a true member of our family.
Griz was right. His Friend took care of the circus folks. The
sheriff asked us to keep her a while longer. We did, the circus
left, went bust financially, disbanded and we never heard another
thing from them. The sheriff comes out regularly to rodeo with us.
He brings his wife and kids to see Ms. Sophie and Griz. The kids
climb all over Gris. At any given time, he's got two in one arm
and two in the other. They must think he's a 'jungle gym' for them
to climb on. I put that thought to our master and he smiled, "Why
should that be such a surprise to you? We love to climb around on
him every now and then ourselves," Dan said and laughed at me. I
had to laugh, too. I couldn't gainsay that.
Griz is the first person Sheriff Lake calls when he has a sick
animal. Hell, if we let him he'd bring his damn kids to Griz when
they get sick. Sheriff Lake asked if we wanted to keep Ms. Sophie.
Dan knew Griz did without asking. Besides, he promised Griz and
Ms. Sophie we'd see her through having her baby. He kept his word.
Griz took wonderful care of her. She gained weight, became the
most docile animal on the ranch, and began to earn her keep. She
loved to work for us and up 'til about a month before her calf was
due she wouldn't let Griz, Dan, or me pick up anything heavy. She
gently moved us aside with her trunk and carried the load wherever
we asked her. She quickly became loved by everyone and began to
trust and love everybody in return. She never failed to show
appreciation to Griz, me, or Dan.
Approximately a year and a half later Ms. Sophie gave birth to her
baby girl. That baby elephant was the cutest damn thing you ever
saw. It was perfect in every way. Ms. Sophie was so proud of her.
We thought she'd be very protective of the baby, but she wasn't.
The little thing got to know everyone and would run up to us to be
petted. She knew we always had a treat for her, and she would
pester the shit out of you 'til she got it. You didn't dare go to
the barn without a treat for her if you didn't want your clothes
torn off. She had several of her mother's personality traits. She
quickly developed a sense of humor. She was born with a twinkle in
her eye. She was mischievous as Hell and was all the time getting
into trouble.
She decided Dan was her surrogate dad. (Gris and I told her she
had good taste.) She would run up behind Dan when he wasn't
looking and run her little trunk between his legs and up his front
to pull him to a stop. When she had him stopped she'd move her
little trunk around to make it look like it was Dan's cock. She'd
blow a stream of water out her snoot that looked just like Dan was
taking a piss. She'd shake it, just like a man does to get the
last drops out before putting it back in his pants. Then she'd let
her trunk go limp and hang to the ground. She was hilarious. Dan
would laugh and blush beet red every time she did it. Our family
really got a laugh out of that. Of course, it only encouraged her.
You couldn't get mad at her. She was too damn cute.
Griz said Ms. Sophie wanted to name her Grace because it was God
who directed her to to Griz, Cowboy, and Master Dan. It was by His
grace that her baby was saved and born healthy. When she came to
Griz she was very close to miscarriage. Dan started calling her
'Gracie' and it stuck. Ms. Sophie told Griz that was fine with
her. We jokingly sent out notice of impending birth of Ms.
Sophie's baby girl, 'Gracie.' How did we know she was going to
have a female? She told Griz. No one doubted her baby would be
female. Our little joke backfired on us. We had three entire biker
family groups camped out around our place, Big Ben and Ben Jr.
flew down for the occasion. Bulldogger Dave, his mate Ken, and old
Barn drove all the way for Gracie's birth.
There must have been four or five hundred motorcycles there. It
made Strugis look like a Sunday poker run. Master Ben, Tim,
Keshan, and Harry flew in to be with us. Ben's dad called from Los
Angeles and asked if it would be all right if he came. I spoke to
him and told him we'd be honored to have him. The local newspaper,
Phoenix, Dallas, Los Angeles, Houston, Denver, and Las Vegas had
reporters who wanted to cover the story. They were 'on call.' When
Griz announced tomorrow was the day, almost the entire sheriff's
station personnel were there. Many of the Tucson Fire department
and Police were there. There must have been a thousand people at
the ranch that day. It was a party atmosphere and everyone shared.
Dan and I called three caterers and told them to hurry. We sent
some of the family for beer, sodas, ice and coffee for the crowd.
I handed Big Jim a thousand dollar bill. He looked at it, shook
his head and put it in his pocket. They wiped out two
supermarkets.
Master Beryl told us it was okay with him Ms. Sophie was
instructed by God to find her way to the ranch. It was also fine
with him to find out a critter could understand the concept of a
higher power, but if he saw three wise men riding up on camels he
was going to shit his pants.
Ms. Sophie took it all in stride. She knew the folks were there to
welcome her new baby. She didn't want Griz to leave her, though.
We had to take his meals to the barn for him, and he slept on a
blanket and some hay in the next stall. If he went up to his den
she'd come to the base of the stairs and call for him. He was
supremely patient and understanding with her. She couldn't have a
better mid-wife than Griz. Ms. Sophie and her baby were doing
fine. We had, what seemed like, an endless line of raunchy,
mean-ass looking bikers and their old ladies, town folks,
sheriffs, reporters and our family passed by with their hats in
their hands to see and congratulate Ms. Sophie.
No one got out of hand and when the people went pass they
whispered and made as little noise as possible. They respected Ms.
Sophie's privacy. Her little girl was already up and running
around her mother looking out at all the folks passing by. Ms.
Sophie wasn't concerned. Griz told us she was so relieved at
having a successful delivery she was in a mellow mood. Said she
didn't mind the people taking a look at her baby as long as they
were respectful and Griz was there to make sure they were. Dan and
I relieved Griz every now and then so he could eat and use the
facilities. The visitors were thoughtful and considerate of Ms.
Sophie's privacy. It was a wonderful time and a good time was had
by all. It was remembered for years as one of the highlights of
our life at the ranch.
* * * * * * *
One of Gracie's favorite targets for her mischievousness was Big
Beryl. The time came for spring round-up and Gracie was about
three months old. Every man on the ranch participated in the
round-up including Griz. The first day, Griz got Wilma saddled up
and was getting ready to join us but Ms. Sophie wouldn't stay in
the barn. She wanted to go with Griz. He finally explained to her
about the round-up, and she and the baby had to stay in the barn.
Mrs. Russell and one of the neighbor boys would be there to feed
them. We made camp way back on part of the ranch that was so far
away from anything you couldn't see a road, house, or vehicle for
miles. We were awakened early the next morning by Ms. Sophie and
her imp-child, Gracie. Gracie found her favorite target, Big
Beryl, got on her knees, ran her trunk all the way down his
bedroll and pinched him right on the butt.
You never saw a big man get out of a sleeping bag so fast in your
life. There he was standing stark naked in front of the camp,
cursing and laughing his ass off at Gracie. She got a crush on
Master Beryl and loved being around him. Whenever we served food
outdoors Gracie would always be right behind big Beryl picking
choice bits of food off his plate for herself. If Beryl started to
complain or get on her case she'd grab something and shove it in
his mouth to shut him up. He finally gave up and would just get
two plates of food, one for him and one for his girlfriend,
Gracie. She still ate off his plate.
Sometimes Beryl would let out a whoop you could hear all over the
ranch. You'd see Beryl come fogging out of one of the barns with
Gracie in hot pursuit. Gracie delighted in pinching him on the
butt. Once she found out she could make him holler she'd chase
poor Beryl all around the ranch. Beryl would be running for dear
life trying to get to a fence before Gracie could catch up with
him. He'd have his cowboy hat in his hand in case she got too
close to swat her away.
"Goddamn it, Gracie!" he'd yell at her, "I ain't a' gonna' let you
pinch my butt no more. I was black and blue for a fuck'n month
after my last visit to this ranch, and I'm just too damn old for
your shenanigans. Go away, leave me be! Go pester Griz! I ain't
gonna' let you eat off'n my plate no more, ya' hear," he
threatened her.
Beryl got almost as good as Griz at reading them. Gracie would
promise to be good and the next thing we'd see is Beryl walking
back across the compound with Gracie holding on to his flannel
shirt. He'd get her a treat of some kind, she'd graciously accept
it, and all would be forgiven. She was a lady in love. 'Course Big
Beryl had a couple more names for her. She tormented the holy Hell
out of Beryl. He became the brunt of some of her worst pranks, but
he'd laugh good naturedly.
He loved her, but he always kept an eye out for her. He never knew
when she was going to come around a corner and do something
god-awful to him. He told Gracie stories around the campfires many
nights that would have the family rolling on the ground in agony
from laughing so hard. Those who didn't know about Gracie thought
he was bullshitting and making it up. Several of the men would
come to his defense and tell them he wasn't lying. They were
there, and they saw it happen. Every word was true and furthermore
we had videos to prove it.
Sophie tracked us all that way into the back country. Dan wasn't
upset with her but he was disappointed Griz would have to take her
and her baby all the way back. It didn't turn out that way. Griz
came to Dan and me and told us Ms. Sophie wanted to know why the
Hell she couldn't help with the round-up? Hell, them critters
weren't near as smart as she was. For some reason it struck Dan
funny. He started laughing and laughed so hard he had everyone
else laughing with him. Even Ms. Sophie trumpeted. "An elephant
buckaroo?" he asked all of us and then shrugged his shoulders. We
all fell out laughing with him. The idea was ludicrous.
"Would you call her a cow-lephant?" I asked.
"More like a bovine pachyderm?" Laughed my dad.
"Nope! A cowgirl!" stated Big Beryl flatly. Ms. Sophie
agreed. She threw back her head and trumpeted loudly.
Needless to say the round-up was a little late getting started
that morning. Then, the damnedest thing happened. Mr. Sophie began
riding with us and started rounding up the strays better than us
buckaroos. There weren't nary a cow, no matter how big their damn
horns, who wanted to argue with Ms. Sophie. If one came too near
her or Gracie, she would trumpet a warning sound that would make
them turn away instantly. She put the fear of God in a couple of
cowboys, too.
We finished the round up in record time thanks to Ms. Sophie.
Gracie was right behind her every step of the way. Once again, Dan
had his video camera, and we have videos of Ms. Sophie and Gracie
working them damn cows better'n any buckaroo. We've shown it to
hundreds of people, some of whom claim it just couldn't happen.
Afterward, Griz, Dan, me, Boots, and Sonny would have to take
pliers and pull out the choya cactus hooks before they worked
themselves deep. It wouldn't take us long. The trouble was getting
Gracie to stand still, or leave us alone long enough to pull them
out. She would pester the shit out of us. Ms. Sophie would come to
our rescue and issue her a warning in a rumbling, barely audible,
low frequency sound. Griz would laugh and thank Ms. Sophie.
"She just told Gracie if she didn't settle down and let us finish,
she was gonna' sit on her and hold her down." We all laughed and
told Gracie she better listen to her momma. We wouldn't want her
sit'n on us. She settled right down.
Old Beryl, for all his guff, took measurements on Gracie and Ms.
Sophie legs and took the information to an upholsterer buddy of
his, Bernie Hoffestler, whom he fucked for years. He made all of
Beryl's leathers for him and was a supreme leather craftsman. Many
of the family went to him as well, including Red, Boots, Sonny and
me. Eventually, he had more business by word of mouth than he
could handle. Beryl drew out an idea on paper and Bernie caught on
to exactly what he wanted. That is, after he stopped rolling on
the floor from laughter after Beryl showed him a snap-shots of his
two cowlady girl friends for whom the leggings or chaps were
meant. Beryl told him they were for two rather large cowgirls.
Bernie got to work and called Beryl after a couple of days to come
get his elephant chaps. He made them out of a heavy duty canvas
sail cloth that the choya couldn't penetrate, yet it was flexible
enough it wouldn't hinder or chafe the ladies. They were like old
WWI military leggings except they were held on, and adjustable,
with expandable velcro.
Griz told Ms. Sophie and Gracie what Big Beryl had someone make
for them. They were pleased and grateful the big man went out of
his way to help protect them against the cactus. They worked great
and at the end of the next round-up we found just a few of the
hooks stuck in and around their feet but minimal to what we had to
remove before their 'pachyderm buckaroo chaps.' It only endeared
Beryl to the two of them more. They worshiped him and wanted to be
near him the whole time he was at the ranch.
It was sort of a mixed blessing for Beryl, but Gracie did let up
on some of her awful pranks. He was grateful for that. They
memorized the sound of each bikers Harley, and Griz would tell us
hours before someone was to arrive who was coming. In Beryl's
case, they would both run out to the lot where the bikers parked
and stand there for an hour or more, swaying back and forth,
waiting for their friend. For fun, sometimes we'd take a large
piece of cardboard and using a magic marker pen write 'welcome' to
the expected biker. We'd nail it to the fence so they'd see it as
they rode in. The bikers couldn't figure out how the Hell we
always knew they were coming. They wouldn't have believed us if we
told them.
As she grew up, Gracie developed her own personality. She'd never
was around people who abused her or tried to force her to do
anything. If she wanted to help, we let her, if not we didn't get
upset with her. She was always there wanting to help. She would
pester Griz to death about how many more days to round-up. She and
her mother loved to work. They'd rather be with us helping than
back in the barn standing around doing nothing. They were very
social creatures and always wanted to be where the family was and
watch what was going on. We became their family.
The first thing the kids who came to the ranch wanted to see was
Ms. Sophie and Gracie. They would run as fast as their little legs
would carry them towards the two giant beast to pet them and say
hello. The two ladies were always gracious and exceptionally
gentle with the kids. Several quickly learned how to talk to Ms.
Sophie, and they'd talk her into putting them on Gracie's back for
an elephant ride. Gracie would ride those kids all over the place
with slow sure steps so's not to knock one off. Ms. Sophie would
be right along beside her to catch one if they began to slip.
Gracie fell in love with Sonny. We have videos of Sonny riding her
all over the ranch. He wasn't watching what he was doing one time
and fell off. Before he could hit the ground, Ms. Sophie had him
in her trunk and gently lowered him to safety. She may have saved
his life.
Ms. Sophie and Gracie helped with eight round-ups. By that time
Gracie was almost fully grown and between the two of them it took
us no time to round up the strays. They earned their keep, but
they became too much for Griz to take care of along with his other
responsibilities. His Friend told him to have Dan contact the wild
animal park that just opened outside of San Diego. Dan contacted
the director of the park. They'd heard of Ms. Sophie and Gracie
and wanted to come to Tucson to see them. They came to the ranch,
were really taken with Ms. Sophie and Gracie, and contracted with
Dan and Griz to transport them to the park. They were so impressed
by the health of the animals and the care they were given, they
offered Griz a job on the spot. They wanted him to be their
elephant keeper.
Griz was flattered, but he would never consider leaving Dan or me.
By that time, we wouldn't consider letting him go. Losing Griz
would be like cutting Dan and my hearts out. We love him that
much. Our family adored Griz and the ranch just wouldn't be the
same without him. There were too many people who loved and
depended on Griz's love in their lives, to say nothing of a passel
of little folks who would form a posse and lynch Dan and me for
letting him go. We showed the zoo director and his staff videos of
Ms. Sophie and Gracie rounding up the dogies wearing their 'choya
chaps' and they were dumbstruck. They couldn't believe what they
were seeing. "And you never trained them to do that?" one asked.
"No, sir. First year, Gracie was only three or four months old,
Ms. Sophie tracked us way back on the ranch where we spent the
night. She was pissed 'cause we left her behind. She asked Griz
why the Hell she couldn't help with the round-up? Said she and
Gracie was a Hell of a lot smarter'n them critters we was trying
to gather up."
"Griz talks with her?" he asked.
"Yes, sir, he does."
"Remarkable." The older one said. "I've heard of people who could
communicate with animals through telepathy. Is it sort of like
that, Griz?"
"Yes, sir, I can hear what she's thinking, and she has a low
frequency speech you can't hear."
"Can you?" he asked.
"Oh, yes, sir, it carries for miles. I can hear her in the barn
talking to Gracie, right now. She just told her she hopes it ain't
as hot today as it was yesterday." The men laughed.
"I have to believe you, Big Man," the older one told Griz, "When
Mr. Yates called us and agreed to let us come see them, I though
we were going to find two miserable, badly kept animals. We're
truly impressed with the care you've given them. They're healthier
than our elephants and certainly happy. We'd be proud to have
them."
Ms. Sophie loved Griz, Dan, and me dearly and was happy at the
ranch. They'd see us coming and no matter where they were they'd
start a fast walk back to the barn. Believe me, when an elephant
wants to move fast, they can get that mass in motion and haul some
ass. During all the round-ups we never saw a steer or heifer out
run Ms. Sophie or Gracie.
Dan and I made it a ritual every afternoon to walk out to the barn
or pasture to visit the ladies. We would both be packing an apple
or pear. Dan and I loved those times with them in the afternoon.
We'd talk to them and pet them. Tell them how good they looked.
They wouldn't let us just come to the fence. They wanted us in
with them so they could pet and fondle us as well. We learned they
are very social creatures and enjoyed touching and feeling
exchanges even with humans. Neither one ever made a move purposely
or accidentally to hurt anyone on the ranch. That included a lot
of little kids, too. They were always extremely careful and
thoughtful.
We hated to say goodbye to them. They were more than animals or
pets. Hell, they became family. Who suffered the worse? Big Beryl.
He and Gracie became a comedy team. We referred to them as 'George
and Gracie.' She learned the sound of his Harley and could hear
him coming miles before any of us even knew he was on his way.
She'd run out to the front and stand swaying back and forth
waiting for her friend.
Sometimes Beryl would have someone with him who never visited the
ranch before. The first time he brought his new slave Blaine to
the ranch he purposely didn't tell him about Ms. Sophie or Gracie.
They damn near scared the shit out of poor Blaine. They pulled up
out front only to have an enormous elephant be all over Beryl and
Blaine looking for treats and running her trunk down the back of
Blaine's leather pants to tickle his butt. If that wasn't bad
enough, here'd come Ms. Sophie and almost scared poor Blaine to
death. All you could hear across the yard was Blaine's
screams,"Beryl, Master, help me, Master Beryl, for God sake, help
me."
Beryl couldn't do anything he was so doubled over with laughter.
Beryl would never warn any visitor he brought to the ranch or say
a word about having two elephants for best friends. Several men
got the shock of their lives. Finally, Beryl would holler at both
of them to come to him and tell him 'hello.' They'd stop pestering
the poor guest and come to Beryl and go through their elaborate
greeting ritual. They expected to be petted and made over like
they were old friends and told how good it was to see them again.
"How you been, Ms. Sophie. Gracie, Honey, you're look'n great.
Tell me, girlfriend, be honest, you put on a little weight? On you
it looks good, Darlin.' Damn, it's good to see you ladies again.
Come on, let's go up to the house and old Beryl will get you a
treat. Follow me, Ladies." They would be all over Beryl, and the
guest would run for his life to the house. Here'd come Beryl with
an elephant on either side of him up to the house. He'd go in and
come back with a treat for them. They were always happy to see
their friend, Beryl.
We think Ms. Sophie realized how much work it was for Griz and us
to care for them. She reluctantly boarded the trailer, but she
insisted Griz go along. We all went, the whole damn family. There
was over two hundred motorcycles parked outside the entrance to
the Wild Animal Park that day. There was much weeping and touching
goodbyes after we got them settled. The park was beautiful and Ms.
Sophie and Gracie took to the other elephants right away. We knew
they were going to be happy there.
When we returned home the next evening it was like we were coming
home to a deserted ranch. There was a great cloud of remorse
hanging over our heads. Dan, Griz and I sat in the truck for
thirty minutes. We couldn't get out. It just wasn't going to be
the same at the ranch without them big ladies. The unspoken
thought on our minds was, did we do the right thing?
Thank God, Griz saved the day. "Master Dan, Master Cowboy,” he
finally broke our silence. He spoke quietly to us, “I want to
thank you for allowing Ms. Sophie and Gracie to stay at the ranch
as long as you did, but it was time for them to go. They'll be a
lot happier there, and we did the right thing. Our other master
told me so." Dan and I hugged the big man between us and cried on
his shoulder. We already missed them terribly and did so for
several months.
* * * * * * *
We go back to the park about three or four times a year and Ms.
Sophie and Gracie go bananas every time we come to visit. They're
not satisfied just to see Gris, Dan and me over the rail. They
want us in the enclosure with them so they can touch us. The
director gave the keepers permission to let us in the enclosure
when we come. We'd walk in and Ms. Sophie or Gracie would have a
hold of one of us at all times. The keeper is amazed because even
the biggest males will come up and pay their respects. They all
know us because Ms. Sophie and Gracie's told them all about us. We
got permission from the director to bring them favorite treats,
and we have a good time seeing them again. The other female
elephants will come over and want treats like their sisters.
We usually take three plastic milk crates filled with seasonal
fruits. Griz talks to all of them and asks about their health.
About two years ago we were there and one of the larger females
told Griz she had a terrible toothache and asked if he could help
her. We told the keeper and he notified the men that came to the
ranch for Ms. Sophie. They went immediately to see. She wouldn't
let any of them check her unless Griz was present. Griz had to get
in the enclosure with her and calm her while the vet checked her
back molar. Sure enough it was rotten and stank. We had to stay
over that night because they couldn't open their infirmary until
the next morning, and she insisted Griz be with her.
The zoo was very hospitable and put us up for the night because we
had to be up early the next morning for Griz to go with her into
the infirmary. The men didn't question him or us but welcomed us
early the next morning. Griz went with her handler, and she
followed Griz back to the infirmary. They gave her a mild
sedative, and had her lie down while they removed the tooth. Griz
was by her side with his hand on her head the whole time to help
calm her.
She thanked Griz and apologized if she inconvenienced him, but she
was afraid. She knew they took good care of them, but she never
had a tooth removed before. She was frightened and it helped to
have Griz there to reassure her. Once during the removal she told
him she was in pain, and they gave her more sedative. Griz told
them to go ahead and finish when the pain subsided.
We were there, too. Beryl and Blaine went with us. We had to walk
out of the room into the fresh air because that damn tooth stank
like you wouldn't believe. It was rotten to the core. It took a
while because the vet would work a while, gag, go throw up, take a
break and go back to it. You don't just yank an elephant's tooth.
The vet had a hammer and chisels and had to chip the damn thing
out a piece at a time. It was a long slow process but it had to be
done or she might have died from infection. Griz never moved from
her side. I got him a mask to wear, but he wouldn't put it on. I
have to give it to the big man, none of us could have done what he
did. The staff speak his name with reverence.
Word of Griz and his amazing abilities with animals got around
quickly among the zoo world. We're on call from four zoos. When
they can't get an animal to cooperate as a final resort they'll
sent for Griz. He's never failed to calm any animal and get it to
do what they want. He amazed everyone one day when he walked right
up to a South African white Rhino and put his hand on her. She was
throwing up and wouldn't eat. She fell in love with Griz right
away and followed him everywhere. She told him she didn't know
what all the fuss was about; she was pregnant. This would be her
third calf, and she always got sick the first month. The zoo men
laughed. Sure enough, it was her third calf, and when they checked
her, she was pregnant.
We have videos of him jumping down into a den of lions and
bringing out one of the fiercest male lions. It developed a
degenerative leg condition in it's hind legs and was in great
pain. The handlers were going to dart the big cat to tranquilize
it. Griz told them ‘no,’ let him go in and talk to it. They didn't
want him to, but we assured them he would be all right. His Friend
was right by his side. We didn't tell them but we knew.
The other big cats moved away from Griz as he slowly walked over
to the big cat. He knelt by its side and put his hand on it. It
reached over and licked his hand. Then to everyone's amazement the
big cat went limp like it fainted. Griz picked up the huge cat and
slowly walked to the gate of the enclosure. The big cat acted like
it was out, but we knew it wasn't. Griz told it to move as little
as possible, and he would help it. He sat in the back of Dan's
pickup with the big cat in his lap. The director of the zoo got in
the front with Dan and me, and we slowly drove to the infirmary.
"I've been around the world many times. I've seen lots of unusual
things, but I never saw anything like that in my life," the zoo
director commented softly as if he were in awe. My Master looked
at him and smiled.
"That's nothing. We could tell you stories you wouldn't believe.
Then after we show you videos, you still won't believe. We have a
mountain lion who brings her cubs every spring to visit Griz,
'cause he nursed her back to health one year," Dan said and
chuckled to himself.
"Amazing! I'd believe anything now. If that man told me he could
teach an elephant to fly, I'd ask him how long a runway he was
gonna' need," he said. Everyone laughed. "There's just one nagging
question I have for you gentlemen," he seemed hesitant to ask his
question.
"You want to know about the ring through Griz's nose?" my Master
said without looking at the director.
"If it's not too personal."
"It's very personal, but I don't think Griz would mind me telling
you. He wears it because his previous owner, Red Grainger, the man
what specialized in putting out oil rig fires all over the world,
had it put in Griz's nose and insisted he wear it. It was
originally a training device to teach the big man manners and
gentility. The original ring was a third bigger than the one he's
wearing now. We may question his master's methods, but obviously,
it worked. We inherited Griz a number of years ago when his owner
passed away. He wears it because his new owners, Cowboy and me,
say he must. It reminds him everyday that he's loved and who owns
him."
I was proud of my master. He told the unvarnished truth. He
neither white washed nor apologized for his explanation. Not
another question was asked. I know the zoo director didn't totally
understand but for some reason he seemed satisfied with my
master's answer. From then on, he was noticeably more relaxed
around Griz and us. He looked for and found the love that passed
between the gentle giant and his owners.
The big cat talked with Griz on the way to the infirmary. It told
him anything, even death, would be better than the pain. They
operated and implanted two new polystyrene joints. The operation
was a total success. It healed properly and 'Leo,' as the staff
named him, got better and was able to get around pretty well. The
doctors called and ask if we wanted to come see him released back
into the pen. They later admitted they wanted Griz to ask the big
lion if it still had any pain. Griz did inquire and assured them
the big cat was pain free, and he thanked them very much. He
though they brought him there to die. He knew his friend Griz
explained they were going to help him, but he didn't see how.
They were going to put him in a cage and haul him out to the
enclosure. Griz wouldn't hear of it. The people at the zoo shook
their heads like Griz was crazy, but they let him have his way. He
proved over and over again what he could do with animals. Griz
took the old lion by his mane, and he slowly followed Griz like a
well trained dog. Griz asked Dan to back the pickup to the loading
dock. We did and the director of the zoo sat up front with Dan and
me. Griz got in the back, held Leo around his neck, petted him and
away we went.
We arrived at the enclosure and the handlers were ready to open
the gate. The old lion came to the edge of the tailgate and
hesitated. Griz told him he'd help him. The big man slowly grabbed
the huge lion, easily lifted him from the bed of the truck and
gently set its four paws on the ground. It looked up at Griz,
licked him right in the face, and walked along without a limp by
Griz's side into the enclosure. It turned once, looked Griz right
in the eye, then turned and walked away. We didn't have to ask. My
heart skipped more than one beat that day. He's amazed many people
and us as well.
* * * * * * *
Little Sister got married and we all went to her wedding. Her
first born was a boy she named Rowley William Birdsong for the two
men she loved most in her life, next to her husband, of course.
The tyke was a handful. He was called Rowley-Bill from birth. He
was a cowboy from his first breath. His Uncle Billy taught him to
rope and ride by the age of five. By the time he was in junior
high school he won every junior championship rodeo in the area. He
has Betty Bob's sense of wonder and the gentle, kind, loving
spirit of his namesake, Uncle Rowley. He's growing up to be a
carbon copy of his Uncle Rowley right down to way he swaggers when
he walks in his boots.
His last name may be Birdsong but he's a Twissleman, through and
through. He's the apple of Mr. and Mrs. Twissleman's eyes. Several
summers their grandparents Mr. and Mrs. Twissleman have come to
the ranch and been our guest for a week or more at a time. Dan and
I really love the Twisslemans. Rowley-Bill, his brother, and two
sisters have spent several summers with us while Mr. and Mrs.
Birdsong traveled Europe as the guest of the Sultan of Bahrain,
and we have a ball with them.
The older Twisselman boy, Tollar, left home, bought a Harley, and
they haven't seen him but once or twice since. They were worried
about him. What did they do to have him reject them so? They still
loved him and never knew of any bad feelings between them. Tollar
was like so many young men. He didn't want to cause his family
pain yet he couldn't go home and feel he had to live a lie. So he
did like thousands of good men before him, nothing.
The year after they confided in Dan and me, some members of an
associate family dropped by the ranch for R & R and play
cowboys for a while. Who should be riding with them as road
captain with his handsome slave but Tollar Twissleman. He took one
look at me and was in my arms in a flash. I didn't know Toller and
my master formed a friendship during the years I was riding with
Booger Red, and Toller didn't know I'd come to live with Dan
Yates. We see more of him than the Twisslemans do. I confided in
the old man of Tollar's frequent visits to the ranch, and he cried
in my arms.
Mr. Twissleman begged me to let him know when I heard from Tollar
and to let them know how he was doing. With my master's consent I
have. Tollar never told us not to, but we're not sure he knows
we're still in touch with his family. Mr. Twissleman got Dan and
me aside one day and asked me to tell his son to come visit and
for God's sake bring his biker family and his slave with them.
They know and understand. They're all welcome. Just don't cut them
out of his life, they haven't cut him out of theirs. They still
love him very much. Dan and I sat Toller down and told him what
his dad said. He cried in our arms and thanked us. He told his
biker family he and his slave were going home; they would catch up
with them later. Dan and I got the nicest letter from Mr. and Mrs.
Twissleman. They were so thrilled they had their son back, and now
they had another fine son to love as well. They added they would
always think of Dan, Griz, Boots, Sonny and me as their sons as
well. The door's always open. Don't bother to call, ya'll come.
* * * * * * *
Griz was wonderful with kids. They'd climb all over him. We never
had to worry when Griz was in cub patrol mode. We sometimes lost
track of one or more of them, but we didn't worry, 'cause yonder'd
come Griz with one under each big arm carrying them like sacks of
flour, them giggling and yelling at him the whole time. Nothing
would happen to those kids. Griz got letters from kids who visited
the ranch for years. Still does. They send us pictures of their
kids and bring them to the ranch to crawl all over Griz. Griz
loves the little folk, as he calls them. I've never seen such a
big man be so gentle with kids in my life. He forever has two or
three climbing over him at any given time. He communicates with
them because no one ever told the little child inside Griz to grow
up. I thank God every day no one ever did.
Griz realizes that he and I are Dan's slaves, but he's also my
slave. That's the way his last master insisted it be. As time went
on I never thought much about it until Dan sat me down and talked
with me. He was going to talk to Griz as well then talk to the two
of us together. Dan decided Griz should start showing me proper
respect as his master. It wasn't to be mean to Griz. Dan explained
to me if something should happen to him, it would become a more
natural transition for Griz and me if I should have to assume
complete responsibility for him. Our clan family adopted Griz and
inducted him into the family with a formal slave induction
ceremony. I think it was at that time Griz gave up the idea of
becoming a master. He knows he's better off being a slave and
particularly, me and Dan's slave. He loves us so much he'd never
consider being anything but our slave.
Griz had no problem with Dan's decision and occasionally in front
of Dan or our family, Griz will pay homage to me. (I think he does
it sometimes to get a hug and a kiss, but what the Hell, it works
for me.) If Dan should be called home before me, I'll be Griz's
master until one of us passes. I would never consent to being
another man's master but Griz's. Our clan family laughs and jokes
with us. Big Beryl and Blaine tell me they always knew under my
willingness to serve beat the heart of a true master. Maybe so, I
don't know. All I know is, if I have to, I'll do my damnedest to
protect our magnificent beast, the Old Man's friend, from the
hurts of the world with my dying breath. Not because the Old Man
wants me to, but because of my love for my beast.
To accept the responsibility for a man like Griz, to become his
master is, in essence, to become his slave. Griz has always walked
a step behind me, catered to me like a proper slave should to his
master, paid homage to my boots, and has never embarrassed me by
refusing an order. 'Course, I don't have to order him to do too
much. He reads my mind most of the time. Then, too, I never try to
humiliate Griz as a slave. I would never ask him to do something I
might find uncomfortable if I were in his position. The lines
between master and slave haven't blurred over the years. I won't
let them. Griz needs control. He always has, and he probably
always will. Dan and I talked and we think that's why the Old Man
wanted us to take care of him, to control him, and keep him from
harms way.
When Bro. Red told him about leaving Griz to us, Dan didn't think
twice about accepting him as part of our family. Neither of us has
had a moments regret over my master's decision. Dan and I are
Griz's undisputed owners, and he never fails to introduce me as
his master as well as Dan. I always introduce him as my slave and
magnificent beast. Griz's consolation? He knows he can become
master to his cowboy in his den, but he never fails to resume his
slave role when we've finished our play, and I snap my fingers.
He's on my boots in a second. I asked Griz one time if he felt bad
he's spent his life as a slave and probably will die a slave to
someone. He mused for a minute and replied, "God gimme' what I
most wanted out of life, Master Billy, I don't need no more."
"What's that, Griz?"
"You, Master Billy, remember? I never stopped believing in my
dream. I had faith. I asked God and he gimme' to you and Master
Dan. You were right, Master Billy, I asked him and he did." I
forgot what I said to Griz all those years ago and never
remembered until he reminded me. He was right, God gave him to us.
His Friend still walks along side the big man and talks with him.
In the late afternoon Griz lights up the pasture when his Friend
comes to walk with him. Dan, Boots, my dad, Ben Jr., Mrs. Russell,
Sonny and I will stand and watch in awe. Many times in the past,
behind him would be two large elephants, fifteen to twenty wild
ponies following less than three feet behind. Ms. Sophie would put
her trunk over into the light. It would surround the tip of her
snoot, tickle her, she'd pull back, look at the light on the end
of her trunk, then like a graceful ballet dancer she would lower
her trunk and bring it back up with the gentlest of motions to set
the light free over Griz's head only to have it settle back into
the whole from which it came. Then, she'd take another small bit
on her trunk but this one she'd set free over her back and it
would illuminate the ponies and settle on them to cause them to
glow softly. Not one of the ponies spooked when she did it. They
were following their friend who talked to them and knew them all
by name. Griz loved them all. So did the light that surrounded the
big man. They were listening in on a conversation we can only
imagine. There wouldn't be a dry eye among the observers.
Dan and I live well but we have no great needs financially. We
aren't consumers. We live simply. We don't have a T.V. in the
bedroom. We have a large one in the living room on which we watch
videos. Griz never seemed to want a T.V. The few times we watch he
seems to enjoy it. T.V. becomes a low priority when you run a
large ranch. There's always something to do. We spent our evenings
talking with each other. We welcome Griz from his evening walk. He
never talks about his walks unless we ask. Once in a great while
he'll have a message for one of us. Sometimes they're even funny.
The ranch continued to prosper and year by year kept getting more
profitable. At the end of each year Dan would get a strange look
on his face and tell Griz and me, "Gentlemen, we doubled last
years profits and have been operating at a higher profit level
since you both came to live here."
He further narrowed it down to the year Ms. Sophie came to us as
the first year of truly major, record profits from the ranch. Was
there a connection? I wasn't about to ask. I didn't want to know.
Dan laughed at me and admitted he didn't either. We work our asses
off on the ranch, but we love it and it's brought us closer
together as a family. It was paying off for Dan and the more
financially stable he became, aside from mine and Griz's money,
there developed in him a new assuredness and self-worth. It
translated directly into his strength of purpose to be a fine
master. Something clicked in his head, and he blossomed into a
master who was damn near the jack-boot disciplinarian Griz and I
dreamed about.
Here we were, coming upon our tenth year together, and he awakened
within his two slaves a dormant treasure of sexual experiences.
Boots traded Sonny for me one night. We hadn't done that in a long
time. The next morning Sonny had to sit on a pillow at breakfast
his ass was so sore from Dan's whip and hard fucking. Boots
giggled, shook Dan's hand, and complimented him. Sonny got me off
by ourselves in the barn later that day.
"What in the Hell got into your Master? Last time I went with him
several months ago, he was good sex and I enjoyed it, but now,
that man just may surpass our other master. You know us Cowboy, a
night like that man gave me last night makes you hungry for more.
He's become a master to reckon with. How is it, Cowboy, you end up
with the best masters? Don't get me wrong, my old man is the only
master for me, but a good slave who can appreciate a fine master
has bragging rights after a night like that," Sonny proclaimed.
"I know, but Griz and I are thrilled. We couldn't be happier. Dan
has always been wonderful sex. He gave me an attitude adjustment
the other night that left a silly smile on my face for damn near a
week. That's why I ate standing at the bar for two days. He felt
so bad about it and told me he was sorry. I told him if he was
truly sorry, he'd do it again in a week or two. Like you said,
Brother, it hurts s'damn good. Every time I'd think about Dan
securing me for his attitude adjustment I get a boner and almost
come in my pants.
Our master even insisting Griz and I have several bottles of his
beer a week. Griz loves it better'n you and I. If I don't watch
him like a hawk he'll finish mine, too." For the last few years
there's been a pattern Griz and I noticed. Dan would stay at the
same level of intensity for his slaves for a year or more then
throw Griz, Sonny, and me for a loop by gearing up two more
levels. Come to find out he and Boots would get their heads
together and brainstorm new ideas. Boots was increasing in
intensity with his slave, too. He'd sometimes keep Sonny in total
bondage for two sometimes three days at a time. Sonny loved it.
* * * * * * *
Dad and Uncle Joe retired and sold the garage the year they
decided to ride the rodeo circuit. They were the oldest
competitors on the circuit that year, but they won everything.
They kept busy going to local rodeos and teaching kids in the
community to rodeo. Ben, Tim, and Dr. Keshan made all the big city
rodeos we competed in and rooted for the old guys. Dad and Uncle
Joe were thrilled they got such encouragement.
In our tenth year together my Uncle Joe passed away unexpectedly.
He seemed in robust health, but complained of reoccurring
headaches what would sometime last for a day or two. He would take
aspirin and go to bed. They seemed to pass. One night he felt so
bad he went to bed early. Dad wasn't worried because Uncle Joe
took aspirin before, and they seemed to help. He'd take them at
night and the next morning his headache would be gone.
Dad didn't join him for an hour or so, but when he got into bed
next to Uncle Joe, his mate, his slave, his cousin, Uncle Joe
didn't respond. All those years he would roll over into my dad's
big arms to let dad hold him and pet him for a while. He suffered
a massive stroke and was gone. My cowboys came to take him home.
Dad was lost without Uncle Joe. Lester passed away several years
earlier and that was a big blow to him. Lester's passing was a big
blow to all of us, but Uncle Joe's passing damn near killed my
dad.
Everyone rallied to be there for him and not let him be alone.
Junior Roamer moved in with his granddad to be with him and not
let him grieve himself to death. Dad sold Joe's house, but wanted
to keep his and still live in Mason. Dan tried to talk him into
coming to live with us, but he wanted to stay in Mason. Walker and
Xander begged him to come to Glen Rose and stay with them. Ben
came home for Lester's and Uncle Joe's funeral and kept in touch
with Dad.
Ben became Sultan of Bahrain after his father passed away. While
it limited his trips to the U.S., he still managed to get to the
U.S. four to six times a year for extended periods. My dad was
probably the only man in the world who had a son become a royal
head of state in his country. Ben would pick up the phone, call,
and say, "Hey, Dad, how are you? This is Ben."
He called him two or three times a week. Ben flew Dad all over the
world to meet him and Tim to go someplace. Ben flew him to Vegas
and Reno many times. Dan and I got dad to come stay with us quite
a bit, and he loved the ranch. He loved Griz and came to look upon
the big man like we all did. Dad would sit and talk with Griz by
the hour. Griz thought my dad was a special person and delighted
in being in my dad's company.
After all, it was by my dad's permission Gris carried the last
name of Gunn. Griz actually thought of dad as his dad. Dad loved
it when anyone called him 'dad.' They spent a lot of time
together. Griz became the single greatest factor in my dad's
recovery from the loss of Uncle Joe. Griz would ask his Friend to
relay messages. His Friend told him he had to stop that. Big Gunn
would never heal if he kept his mate alive. He told Griz to tell
my dad that Uncle Joe loved him but wanted him to go on with his
life. It was important. He would soon have someone else to live
for.
With both his master's permission, Griz offered himself to my dad,
but dad couldn't do it. Dan got dad off by himself and wanted to
give me to him for an evening. He couldn't do it. He had no
interest in sex for almost two years after Joe died. He said he
wasn't trying to be faithful to Joe, he simply had no interest.
Ben Stafford and Ben Jr. flew to Tucson regularly to rodeo with us
at the ranch. We either took the motor coach or flew up a couple
of times a year to visit them.
Big Ben and his Son rode the rodeo circuit a couple of years after
Mrs. Stafford passed away, and we all became close friends. Big
Ben thought my dad was one of the best men he ever met. He knew
dad was having a hard time letting go of Uncle Joe and going on
with his life. Big Ben talked to my dad one afternoon sitting on
the corral fence watching some of the kids rodeo. "Gunn, I know
you been having a tough time letting go of Joe. I don't mean to
offend or intrude but would you consider an offer?" Big Ben asked.
"What'd ju' have in mind, Cowboy?" Dad asked.
"Let me send my slave-boy to you tonight to serve you. I seen you
watch Ben Jr. and he's quite sure you're capable of walking on
water; he told me so. He pisses his pants every time you come
around. Heaven forbid you should put your arm around him. He's
come in his pants twice when you had your arm around him. I'll be
honest with you, Gunn, I've only shared my slave with a couple
other masters, but I'd be proud to send him to you for an evening.
I've trained him to be a right good slave. I think he'd please
you.
“I knew better'n to ask, but I asked him the other day if he found
you attractive. Ben Jr. rarely expresses interest in another man.
He turned to me and told me if I was thinking about sharing him
with you he would consider it a great honor; said he found you one
of the hottest cowboys he's ever met. He told me he'd do anything
he could to please you," Ben said.
"Gee, Ben, that's awful nice of you, but I don't know. I ain't
been interested in sex with anyone nigh on two years. It's not
because Joe's gone; although, I miss him with all my heart. The
old saying about not realizing what you got 'til it's gone is
partially true for me. I woke up one morning after being sober for
about six months, rolled over in bed, took Joe in my arms and
realized what a treasure I had in my cousin all these years.
“Joe was so devoted to me for as long as I could remember, was
always there doing for me, I sort of took him for granted. I
immediately had our family draw up a contract and in a small
private ceremony made Joe my slave. He'd been begging me for years
to make him my slave. I never realized how important it might be
to him. Changed my life, and I know it did Joe's. I started
treating him with the love, respect, and consideration a master
should for a good and faithful slave. Our new sobriety allowed me
more time and patience to demand more discipline from Joe.
“I worked hard at it after Bud died and Joe couldn't have been
happier being my slave. The more control I demanded the better he
performed and loved me. I was such a fool all those years. I
should've done it earlier. They were the best years of our lives.
We never would've won the finals if I hadn't accepted Joe as my
slave. We became more focused, faster, and more accurate in our
roping. He wanted to please his master, and he did. How many old
farts our age win the finals?
“Nevertheless, I never understood until Joe was gone just how much
my happiness and comfort depended on him. I never realized how
much I loved him. I don't know why I haven't been interested in
sex, but if it's subconscious then I'd like to start healing. Joe
was such a giving soul, I know he would want that for me. Maybe
what I need is to lie next to a good looking slave like your son
for a evening. If I can't do nothing do you think it would hurt
his feelings?" Gunn asked.
"Oh, Hell, no, Gunn. He understands what you're going through and
would love to serve you for an evening no matter what happens.
Shit, my boy's so taken with you he told me he would die happy to
sleep in your arms for one night."
"Well, if you're sure you don't mind, Ben. I'll have to admit, I
find your boy one of the easiest buckaroos to look at I've seen in
a long while. Often wondered what splitting that sweet ass of his
would feel like. I've admired the two of you for sometime now I
admire your relationship and you men make me feel good when I'm
around you," Gunn said.
"He'll be at your door, cleaned, and ready for use at eight
o'clock, Gunn."
"Thanks Ben, I really appreciate it."
"Hell, Gunn, you'd do the same for me. When Dan and Billy come to
Calgary, Dan and I swap off and I dearly love that kid of yours.
He's grown up to be a carbon copy of Bud. Don't care how you did
it, you done a good thing by having that kid, Gunn. Cowboy turned
out to be probably the greatest thing that could've happen to you
and Bud. Billy loved his Uncle Bud, but I have to tell you, Gunn,
he worships you. He's all the time saying, 'Don't make `em no
better'n my dad, Mr. Stafford.'
"God gimme' me a good'un when he gimme' me Cowboy. If'n it hadn't
been for him, his brother Ben, Dan Yates, Junior and most of all
Griz, I don't think I would've made it after Joe died. Dan's
offered Cowboy to me several times since Joe died, but while I
appreciated it, I couldn't do it. Don't know why. I love my boy.
He's come to my bed many times, but I just can't. I know it
disappointed Cowboy, 'cause him and me had us some damn good
rodeos. I have to be honest, his little butt fucks almost the same
as Bud's, and it drives me nuts."
"Damn! Don't I know it. I do that boy an injustice because while
I'm aware it's him I'm fucking, sometimes it feels so good,
gettin' me some good stuff way up there, my mind drifts and the
next thing I know I'm fucking Bud. I'm ashamed to admit it, but I
let my mind go with it and I'm back years ago gettin' me a piece
of that cowboy's ass I loved so much. Your boy ain't no dummy
neither. He knows. Never says a thing but smiles at me like he
understands, and it's all right with him. If you want to know the
truth, I think he loves sharing that dream with me. He did hit me
with a zinger one evening that made me fall off the bed laughing.
He asked me if I was aware I fucked Bud differently than I fuck
him?" Both men roared with laughter.
"Not too damn much gets by that kid, I guarantee you, Ben. Tell
Ben Jr., if nothing else I'd appreciate making a little love to
him and holding him in my arms all night. Have ta' admit Ben, you
gotta' a winner there. You did the right thing making that boy
your slave. That kid never would a' been happy being anything
else. He'll treasure these years with you as his master the rest
of his life. We finally convinced Boots to claim Sonny for his
slave. Booger paid for Sonny's slave training before the four of
them left on their trip. He loved Boots and Sonny as much as I do.
Cowboy told me it was like Booger had two slaves and a master to
train. According to my boy, Booger was in his element. He fell in
love with Sonny and Boots. Red and Cowboy's bond was so strong
Cowboy had no problem sharing his master with Sonny and Boots. Of
course, when Booger was putting Sonny through his paces, Cowboy
was getting the b'jesus fucked out of him by Boots. He told me
Boots fucked him exactly the same way I do." Ben and my dad were
all over each other laughing.
* * * * * * *
Ben Jr. did go to my dad. It was kept private between Ben Jr.'s
master and my dad. Ben Jr. never said a word to me, Griz, or
Sonny. Ben Jr. and I became close friends. Seems Ben Jr. jump
started my old man's heart and renewed his interest in life. The
next trip Dan, Griz, and I made to Calgary, dad asked if he could
tag along. We didn't think anything of it, and were glad he wanted
to join us. Ben, Tim, Dr. Keshan and a lot of our family met us
there, and we had a wonderful time.
The next time Big Ben and his slave came to Tucson they called dad
in advance, and he was at our ranch when they arrived. Dan and I
noticed he and Ben Jr. were getting close and the three of them
would be missing for hours at a time. The two, older, fine looking
cowboys would order Ben Stafford's slave between them and Ben Jr.
would get both holes plugged at the same time. Ben Jr. was certain
he died and went to heaven. No one said anything. They always
reappeared with self-satisfied, relaxed smiles on their faces. Of
course, Ben Jr. would try to appear as stone faced as possible,
but I knew him too well.
"I've rarely been jealous of anyone, Ben," I told him laughing,
"but I have to say, the thought of you being used by those two old
cowboys makes my face turn as green as the wicked witch of the
West," I laid it on. He just smiled real big. One time he did say
something; said it was the closest he could imagine what heaven
might be like. “I love my master, Cowboy, and there's none other
for me, but dad and I talked about it, and we've both fallen in
love with your dad. He's one Hell of a man."
Three years later, Ben Stafford had a massive stroke and was in
the hospital for several months. My dad was by Ben Jr.'s side and
by Big Ben's bed as fast as he could get a plane out. Ben kept
getting worse until finally he realized he wasn't going to make
it. My dad never left his or Ben Jr.'s side during the three
months Big Ben was in the hospital. Dad simply took over helping
Ben Jr. run the ranch, and the rest of the time they were by Big
Ben's side at the hospital. Ben Stafford told his son to go to the
cafeteria, get himself something to eat, and wait for Big Gunn to
come get him. His slave didn't hesitate, excused himself and left
the room.
"Gunn, we both know I've had it. I'm just too damn old. I'm worn
out. I want you to consider something. Now, I ain't gonna' hold
you to it or nothing. I don't believe in death bed promises. That
ain't the way you treat a friend you love and respect who loves
you as much. I wanted to talk to you alone, Old Friend, 'cause,
well – Gunn, my boy loves you. Ain't no two ways about it. I don't
know what he would've done without you here these last few months.
You gotta' know I love and appreciate you for it, too, but then, I
come to expect that from you.
“You been a good friend. Gunn. I've grown to love and admire you.
I'd appreciate it if'n you'd consider taking my boy for your
slave. I've seen how you care for and treat my boy. I know you
love him as much as I do. I seen you control him with the
slightest glance. I seen you demand discipline and respect from
him, and he needs that. I spoiled him, but tried to teach him the
fundamentals of being a good slave to a master. I know you'll give
him the control he needs to live a happy, fulfilled life as your
slave. I couldn't imagine another man I'd rather leave him to than
you.
“I left the ranch to him, but he can't run it by his-self. My
other kids ain't the least interested in the ranch; however, they
are interested in the money it represents, but like the little red
hen who baked her bread and ate it, too, all them years, I loaded
Ben Jr. with all the chores around the ranch. They never so much
as asked if they could help. The other boy could've helped and
taken some of the load off of him. I made sure Ben Jr. did all the
chores while they played or goofed off. I knew one day I could
look at them and say, 'I'm sorry kids, the ranch is Ben Jr.'s,
he's earned it. You kids never lifted a hand to help him or me.'
“I don't care where you two decide to live. Move to Calgary or
help him sell the ranch and take him to live with you. The ranch
ain't that important to me, but my boy's happiness is. Sell the
damn thing if'n you two decide that's what you want. Maybe buy a
small place near Dan and your boy. Like I say, I ain't asking a
death bed promise from you, 'cause I don't want you to do
something you might be uncomfortable with," Ben said.
"Well, Ben, you're right, I do love Ben Jr. I was gonna' talk with
you in the near future when you got out of the hospital and lay my
cards on the table. I would never try to come between you. I love
you both too much for that, but I realized I was falling in love
with him. Hell, I was falling in love with both of you. Sometimes,
if you're honest and up front with a friend, problems that seem
big can be made manageable. I thought maybe I was seeing too much
of you and Ben Jr., but you've both been so generous with me. I
enjoy being around the two of you, and it's hard saying no
sometimes. I was gonna' butt-out for a while and leave you guys to
yourselves."
"Oh, Hell, Gunn, we couldn't see you enough. We were gonna' talk
to you about moving up here and living with us. We love you that
much. I have to be honest with you, too, Gunn. I've rarely shared
anything that turned me on more than watching you plow my boy's
butt. I see the look on that kid's face when you're using him, and
my kid's a happy contented slave. I know if you took him for your
slave you would keep him satisfied."
"You know, Ben, I never thought I would love again. Especially as
much as I loved Joe all them years, but thanks to you, I have. I
don't love your boy the same way I did Joe, 'cause they's
different people, but I love Ben Jr. just as much. I have to
admit, old man, most of the wonderful things about him I love are
the same one's I love about you. He's so much like you, Ben, and I
agree with you, you've trained him well. Cowboy once told me he
picked old Booger out of seven or eight good looking masters at
the Johnson Ranch in Glen Rose because old Booger, 'Just felt
right.' That's what I feel when I hold your boy, Ben. He just
feels right in my arms. It feels like he belongs there. I was
beginning to have guilt feelings, when I found myself falling in
love with Ben Jr.
"I felt like I was betraying my love for Joe. That's not what Joe
would've wanted for me. He come to me in a dream recently, and
told me I had his blessing to love again. He was my devoted slave
for over thirty-five years. 'At's a long time to share a bed with
a man, Ben. To put your heart at rest, Old Friend, I would be
honored and proud to accept your boy as my slave. He's a loving
and giving young man. I talked with him about what he was gonna'
do if the worst happened, and he was honest with me. Scared me a
little, but he asked if I would consider taking him for my slave.
At first I dismissed the idea, but the more I thought about it,
the more comfortable I became. Did you have a contract between
you?"
"No, it all fell into place, especially after my wife died, and I
didn't see any need for it. I realize, now, I may have been wrong.
"Talk to him Ben, I only have one condition, and I won't take him
for my slave if he has a problem with it. I'm not trying to be
hard nose or mean, it's for his happiness as well as mine I
require total trust and submission from a slave. If he has
questions, I'll be happy to explain my reasons, the pros and
possible cons of such an action. I expect him to sign a contract
without clauses or conditions. He must be willing to sign it as
is, there won't be any negotiation. It will be gone over with him
by a third party of his choosing."
"He'll do what I tell him, but you know what? I think I want this
to be his decision. It's gonna' be a little different for him to
be actually owned by another man. Of course he knows I own him,
but I also have a previous claim to him as his dad. Make's a
difference, but I doubt he'll have a problem with it. I know how
bad he wants to become your slave. I'll talk to him."
"What would you think if I were to consider slave training for him
with Jeb and Big Jim?"
"Best damn thing you could do, Gunn, for him and for you, but do
it immediately after I'm gone so's you won't get too attached and
not wanna' let him go. It'll clear the slate for both of you, and
won't let him sit around wasting his life grieving for me. Jeb and
Jim will help him with that. Look what they done for Sonny. I know
you'll help my boy. I know you'll let him lean on you. I know
you'll allow him a time for healthy grieving, then demand he start
living to serve you. Slave training sounds perfect. I say do it.
It'll give him something to work for and look forward to becoming
your slave. He has to make an investment by going through
training, and it will tell you he's serious about becoming your
slave. Having him recognized by your family is a great idea."
"I don't know how many years I have left either, Ben, but to
protect him, when he finishes slave training he'll be recognized,
first, as a slave to our family. He will then become my slave
after contracts, ceremony, and oaths. Then, if something should
happen to me, his ownership will fall to the family, and they will
sell him to another good master. Once he's trained by Jeb and Jim
he can never be anything else but a man's slave. It will also give
me the right to leave him to some other master within our family,
like Booger left Cowboy to Dan Yates. I might find a good master I
might want to leave him to or if you have somebody in mind let me
know," Gunn said.
"I never thought of that, but it makes damn good sense to me,
Gunn. Ben Jr.'s become dependent on me as his master. He
desperately wanted to become my slave. He begged and pleaded with
me to train him to be a good slave. I didn't want to at first, but
I remembered talking to Bud about training Cowboy, and it never
seemed to do him any harm. He's one of the finest slaves and young
men I've ever met; love your kid, Gunn. I worked Ben Jr. pretty
hard to get him to start thinking like a slave and to serve me
like I expected. I don't know if he could adjust to being on his
own without a good man to serve. I know he won't be happy unless
he knows he's owned by a master. He's been trained to never
question a decision I made as his master. He never has.
I've talked to him a few times about becoming your slave and he
understands as his master you will make all the decisions for your
lives. I told him at most you might feel him out to see if he has
an opinion about something, but the final decision will be yours.
He accepts that. Like I say, if you're uncomfortable living up
here and want to move closer to your family, dump the ranch and
take him with you. I don't give a tinker's damn about the ranch,
but I do care about my boy. It will be your decision. He
understands if he becomes your slave he will have absolutely no
say in the matter. I'm grateful, Gunn. I'll rest easy knowing he
has you, Dan, Cowboy, Griz and the family to look after him, and
thanks, thanks for everything, especially being a friend to us. I
love you, Gunn," Big Ben said.
"I love you too, Ben. Thank you for leaving me your greatest
treasure. Your boy is worth more than all the gold in the world.
You gotta' admit, Ben, out of the four, he was your greatest
achievement as a father. I know you're proud of him, and you damn
well have every reason to be. He's a fine young man. If he wants
me to be his master, by God, I'll do my damnedest to see he's a
happy, well trained, and contented slave."
Once big Ben Stafford, one of the major loves of my life, was
satisfied his beloved slave, his son, would be taken care of and
have a good master to own him, he slowly slipped away. He passed
away shortly after the first of the year. My dad was by Ben Jr.'s
side the whole time. Our family gathered to support Ben Jr. and my
dad. His brother and sisters were miffed his dad left Ben Jr. the
ranch. They didn't say a word though. They knew why. They knew it
was right. It made up for all the times when Ben Jr. was growing
up he didn't get the love from his dad they did. Big Ben bought
off the younger kids with sizable cash inheritances with a clause
in his will, if any one or all of them contested his will or tried
go against his wishes their inheritance would be reduced to one
dollar. The rest of the money would go into a trust fund for the
ranch. Ben was clever because he had an attorney set up a living
trust in Ben Jr.'s name listing the ranch, all equipment and
livestock. Upon Ben's death it automatically became Ben Jr.'s, tax
free.
Dad closed up his house, moved to Calgary to be with Ben Jr. and
help him run the ranch. Dad made immediate arrangements with
Master Jeb and Master Jim for training for Ben Jr. Dan had Griz
and I drive the motor coach to Calgary to help dad run the ranch
for the three months Ben Jr. would be in training. Boots and Sonny
wanted to help our dad so they tagged along with us in the coach.
Dad wanted to be able to visit Ben Jr. after his first month of
training and left us in charge. Those times I sent our master a
plane ticket to fly up to be with us.
Ben Jr. was a changed man when he returned from slave training. It
was remarkable. He was more mature, serene, calm, more friendly,
more outgoing, and purposeful. His only need in life was to serve
my dad as his master. He told me training was the most remarkable,
wonderful experience of his life. He made me seriously think about
asking my master to consider sending me. Many times I wish Booger
sent me at the first of our relationship.
My Dad found a new reason to live and love again. There couldn't
have been a more perfect slave for my dad than Ben Jr. He waits on
my old man hand and foot, keeps my old man warm and gives dad
comfort in the night. After a year of running that huge ranch, Dad
decided he didn't want to work that hard anymore or be that far
from us and the family. A ranch isn't a nine to five job. It's an
eighteen hour a day job and still you don't get everything done.
Dad told me, he had a wonderful slave he loves and loves him, but
he can't enjoy him. By the time they hit the sack, he and Ben Jr.
were so tired they fell asleep immediately.
As his Master, Dad made the decision to sell the ranch in Calgary
and bought a smaller ranch near Dan's. Dad never asked Ben Jr.'s
opinion when he put the ranch on the market. It sold at a good
price within days of being on the market. Ben Jr. never questioned
my dad's decision. He was so much in love with my dad and
contented being his slave he could have care less about where they
lived as long as his master had need of him. Ben Jr. became my
dad's faithful slave and loves my old man so much he would never
consider questioning him even today.
My dad demands his best from Ben Jr. and makes it quite clear he
will accept nothing less. Ben Jr. is a happy slave. He even got my
old man roping again. Funny thing, Big Ben and Ben Jr. would only
win every now and then. My old man and Ben Jr. were beating
everyone they came up against. They made a damn good team. Dad is
so much in love with Ben Jr. he always has his arm around him or
Ben Jr. is sitting at his feet where dad can touch him. They make
other people in the family feel good having them around. We see
them all the time. Dan jokingly told me he was going to miss
swapping slaves with old Ben, because he came to love and
appreciate Ben Jr. He shouldn't have worried. My old man got his
second wind loving Ben Jr. and decided he should start fucking the
meanness out of his upstart kid again. Dan and he began to swap
slaves to everyone's delight. Ben Jr. dearly loved Dan Yates and
would have done anything for him. Ben Jr. treasured the times they
spent together.
Dad would loan Ben Jr. out to Griz every now and then. Ben Jr.
confided in dad he always wondered what an evening in the bear's
den would be like. Dad made sure Ben Jr. wasn't afraid to please
the big man and then gave him to Griz for an evening on Griz's
birthday that year. (Griz didn't know when his birthday was so I
gave him one. I figured the middle of summer was good. July 15th)
Ben Jr. was like me and Sonny. He fell in love with the big man.
Dad began to loan his slave to Griz regularly. Griz has never had
to ask anyone to bunk it in with him. It seems folks care about
him and most of the masters who come to the ranch eventually offer
Griz their slave. (Not out of pity but because their slave usually
drives them crazy to find out what it would be like to spend a
night in the arms of a Grizzly bear.)
Ben Jr. kept begging my dad to join them and so did Griz. Griz
longed to pleasure my dad for sometime. Finally, one night, dad
consented and he fell in love with the big man all over again.
From that time on, Griz had two more good looking cowboys in his
bed when they could share an evening with him. Griz always loved
my dad, but the added treat of dad and Ben Jr. was wonderful for
him. Ben Jr. and Griz bonded closer than anyone might have
expected. Ben Jr. was always a quiet man, and he and Griz spent
hours together, enjoying each other's company without saying a
word.
I knew I would always be Griz's first love, Dan second, but it was
a close race between my Dad, Ben Jr. and Sonny for third. He loves
them all with a passion. We loan Griz to them sometimes if they
have a big project that needs man power. Most times, we all pitch
in to get something done quicker. Griz is like having your own
construction crew rolled into one giant man. Griz is always happy
to come home though. Dan and I shower him with attention when he
returns. We try to never give Griz a reason to doubt our love for
him.
* * * * * * *
When Sonny completed slave training, the family had a ceremony and
he became Boots' slave. Neither could have been happier. They made
the transition from father and son to master and slave. Boots
turned out to be one of the finest masters in our family and is
always willing to share his knowledge and experience with a novice
master. He remembered well the patience shown to him one time by a
big ugly master and felt in some small way he was repaying him by
giving a hand to new masters.
Dad made arrangements with Boots to swap Ben Jr. for Sonny one
evening and both slaves found new delights. Sonny confided in me
his granddad fucked him the same way his master did. We had a good
laugh. I told him sometimes I could close my eyes while Boots was
fucking me and swear it was my old man. Sonny worships my dad
anyway and dad felt the same about his grandson. After they spent
several evenings together they were even thicker than before. The
four of them have a close relationship.
After Mrs. Russell bought her new double wide trailer we moved her
old one down behind the other barn. Dan came to love Boots and
Sonny as much as everyone else in the family. He decided to give
the old trailer to them for a place to live when they weren't on
the road. They would have a permanent base to return to when they
wanted. They love it and fixed it up real nice. We can always tell
when Boots gets that look in his eye, it won't be long before he
and Sonny hit the road. However, over the years it's become longer
between trips. Boots seems to be comfortable living on the ranch,
as long as he knows the gate is always open.
Dan puts no demands on them. When they're here, they work their
asses off around the ranch and have become pretty damn good
buckaroos. Boots always plans their runs to make sure they're here
for spring and fall round-up. For two weeks from sun up to sun
down we work their butts off. Its become a big thing for friends
and family, but they know when they come it's not party time, they
work. They work, but they always claim they have more fun and some
of the best times of their lives. Beryl and Blaine come almost
every year.
I've grown to love and appreciate Dan more each year we're
together. Our bond is solid. We never talk about it much; we just
know. We never think much about roles of master and slave. When I
became worried one time because Dan and I never seemed to talk
about being master and slave, Master Jeb told me that can
sometimes be the truest test of a fine master/slave bonding. It's
just accepted without the need to constantly redefine roles. I
accept Dan as my master and he's learned to accept me as his
slave. Dan learned from our family, Dad, Ben, and of all people,
Mrs. Russell's help. I wouldn't be happy unless Dan accepted me as
his slave and treated me as one. Once I gave my complete person
over to Booger Red I began to realize I never wanted to be free
again.
Booger Red trained me and helped me understand I would always need
to be owned by another man. I'll always love Booger for his
training and continuing my education as a slave after Uncle Bud.
Dan learned quickly and has become a wonderful master for me and
Griz. He's become a hyper-masculine role model any slave would be
proud to call 'master.' My family, God love them, and my Dad, took
Dan under their wing and began to discuss and train him to become
a master. Big Jim, Master Beryl, Master Jeb, Master Earl, Master
Sam, Master Walker and Master Zack spent hours discussing the
benefits of the master/slave lifestyle. They impressed on Dan, he
had two men on his hands who loved him who required him to be
their master.
Of course our clan leader was highly instrumental in Dan's
transformation. He and Master Zack spent hours giving him lessons
on how to use a whip and correct his slaves. They also gave him
lessons for using the whip to keep his slaves 'tuned up' and
happy. Once he began to break Griz and me in on his whip, neither
of us could get enough. The better our master got using his whip
the more he enjoyed using it. Dan found himself with two adoring
slaves at his feet paying homage to their handsome master. Dan
makes all the decisions for our lives, and we never question him.
Once again I have Master Red to thank for that. He helped me
understand if he or any master owned me, they have the right to
make the decisions for our lives. If I give myself into slavery to
be owned by a master, I automatically accept my life would become
an extension of his. Booger taught me, for my peace of mind and
his success as my master depended on me learning never to question
his decisions.
When I was first with Booger it was difficult because I was young
and thought my opinions should count for something. Booger would
ask me how I felt about something, and I would tell him. I didn't
realize at the time, but it probably related to a decision he was
thinking about. He always made it a point to know how I felt about
most things. As time passed, I could see the benefit of no
hassles, no bickering, no fighting, no jockeying for position, no
energy wasted on anger, hard feelings, lost time, and it left me
with more stamina and interest in loving and pleasing my master.
Slowly, Master Red, tightened his control over me and the more he
did, the more I wanted his control.
I had to admit the truth of the phrase he kept repeating over and
over: 'The only purpose of a slave is for his master's use, to
serve and pleasure him.' So it's been with Master Dan. He's in
complete control of Griz and me. The more control he demands the
more we gratefully accommodate him. He's stopped asking my
opinion; he knows it most of the time anyway. Dan wasn't easy with
that much control over two men at first, but began to see the
benefits for the three of us. There are no arguments or fighting
for control. Our Master makes a decision and Griz and I accept it.
There's no room for argument in our relationship. Griz and I
wouldn't consider arguing with our master.
I perform the ritual for both our benefits and turn on, especially
when our family comes to visit. Within the last five years, Griz
and I have been showing our Master a lot more homage in our
private lives. We've come to love and respect him so much we seem
to have a need to show him our appreciation. Sometimes, I perform
the ritual then snap my fingers for Griz for do the same. I don't
have, too, it always turns Griz on to show homage to our master
the same as it does me.
Griz is as honored and proud to have Dan for his master as I am.
He loves Dan as much as I do. Dan is always pleased to have us
show him homage. He told us, it's a wonderful physical
reinforcement of our love and need for him as our master. It
reminds both slave and master of their positions. Sometimes it can
be the smallest of rituals that binds a society together. Once in
a while he'll surprise Griz and me by snapping his fingers at the
two of us to show him our homage immediately. Of course, we never
fail no matter where we are or what we're doing. It impresses our
family, too.
Dan is one of only two clan family members who owns two slaves,
especially two devoted slaves who get along as well as Griz and
me. The other master who owns two slaves is a wonderfully colorful
man named Sarge. He lives in the San Diego area with his two
slaves and they get along great. Sarge is in complete control of
his slaves at all times. Our family marvels at our relationship
and Griz takes the lead from me to give our master credit. We
impress on our family Master Dan is a strong, disciplined,
demanding, no nonsense master who makes his slaves toe the line.
Dan knows what we're doing, keeps his mouth shut and beams with
pride.
Our master knows in his heart we're devoted to him but when we go
out of our way to show him homage, to honor him before our family,
it never fails to bring a big, pleased smile to his handsome face,
to say nothing of the sex his two slaves get for weeks afterward.
Funny though, years later, Griz and I talked one night about Dan,
as our master. We decided he doesn't have to be all those things.
Dan is a good man who demands respect and all the goodness you can
bring to a life with him. Dan is thoughtful, caring, kind,
considerate and spoils the two of us shamelessly, but he demands
our best in all things. We try hard never to fail him. Griz and I
love Dan so much, we'd take out any man who might raise a hand to
him in anger.
We still get back to Mason every year for the annual Booger Red
Rodeo. Now days, most folks don't remember who Booger Red was, but
it doesn't matter. Those who know and love me remember. Its become
a once a year event folks come to from all over the world. It has
become a great money making tourist attraction for the locals.
Bikers come from all across the nation. Sometimes there's close to
a thousand bikes parked around. Nobody seems to get rowdy and
everyone loves the rodeo. Dan and I still rope together. Phil and
I rope together and Dan and Phil rope together. Dad and Ben Jr.
stomp our butts most of the time. That kid loves my old man almost
as much as I do.
I feel pretty damn lucky to have ended up with five wonderful
brothers; two of them named Ben and three of them named Gunn. I go
out to clean Booger's grave every time we're back in Mason. Don't
really need to, Phil and Wilma Jo go two or three times a year and
clean his, Bro Red's and Uncle Bud's. Booger still roughs me up a
little and makes me cry when I go to the cemetery. I guess he
still wants to know I love him. I do, I always will. You can't
have a love as passionate and as right as our love was and not
carry it in your heart forever. I'll never again know the passion
I had with that old ugly, tattooed, battle scarred, hard living,
loving man.
Master Walker told me he would see to Booger's headstone and he
did. I hadn't been back for a while, but when I read the epitaph
carved into Booger's headstone it made me smile – then I fell to
my knees and cried.
"Here lies a magnificent beast. Cowboy told him so."
End Chapter 25 ~ Booger Red & Cowboy
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