TEXAS LONGHORNS
By Waddie
Greywolf
Chapter 27
I went to the Double R and cleaned myself, showered, and inserted
my plug. I was ready for my master in about forty-five minutes.
Not a new record for me, but a good time. I wanted to be ready
when Master Waddie arrived. I didn’t have to wait long. He knocked
lightly on the door. I went to let him in. I opened the door, and
when I saw him he took my breath away. How could I have forgotten
how attractive he was to me? I was with him all day. We were only
apart for an hour. He smiled, and I invited him in. I closed the
door and set the latch. I returned to him, slowly dropped to my
knees in front of him and kissed each of his big boots. “Git up
here, Boy, in your master’s arms, and show him your love,” he
growled at me.
I was in Master Claymore’s arms in a second and kissing him with
everything in my heart. Damn, the man could say the right thing at
the right moment to get my everything lain at his feet. I didn’t
give a shit if our love lasted more than the night, I felt love
for him at that moment. The ‘L’ word was never mentioned between
us until he spoke it. How else would you define what we felt for
each other, lust? Perhaps, but somehow, jumping into a master’s
arms to show my lust for him just didn’t quite get it for me.
He continued to kiss me with no sign of wanting to break apart.
His right hand moved slowly down my backside to my butt. I knew
where he was going, but he didn’t rush. He moved slowly until his
big hand found my plug. He gently and slowly began to fuck me with
it while still making love to me. I didn’t know what was happening
to me. I never felt more wanted and appreciated, or wanted a man
as much as I wanted Master Claymore at that moment. He refused to
break off his kiss but kept playing gently with the plug in my
ass. I could feel a climax building within me. I didn’t want to
come yet. I tried to pull away from our kiss, but he was almost a
third larger, and he held me even tighter in his arms. He
continued to kiss me until I realized he wasn’t going to let me
go. I suddenly understood what he wanted. He wanted to dominate
me. He wanted to control this moment no matter what happened. If I
sprayed my load all over him he didn’t care, but it was important
for him to have me submit to him.
It was so simple, and yet, it was wonderful. I felt like I was
setting myself free, giving my trust over to him. I relaxed, stop
struggling, and gave myself to him. He felt it the minute I did,
and he kissed me even harder with more passion. He began fucking
me just a bit more deeply with my plug, and once again, I felt a
climax boiling up inside me. This time I just accepted the
consequence of whatever might happen. I continued to make love to
him, and he drank me in like a thirsty man who just found an oasis
in the desert. He was playing me and my body like a master
musician, and he knew I was very close. I didn’t try to pull away.
I let myself go, and I exploded all over him and his leathers. I
got very little on me. Still he continued his kiss until he was
ready to break it off. When he did, he kissed me again tenderly.
“You jes’ learned a lesson, didn’t chu,’ Honcho?” he asked.
‘Oh, my God, he just called me ‘honcho.’ That’s my dad’s favorite
name for me,’ I thought. My heart leaped to my throat, and I
almost lost it.
“Yes, sir,” I said meekly in an unstable, barely audible voice.
“And what did you learn, Boy?” he asked almost in a whisper as he
stole another kiss.
“To respect, trust, and submit to my master, sir; to give him
control when we’re together,” I replied.
TEXAS LONGHORNS
“Good Boy, that’s exactly what you should’ve learned,” he said
tenderly and gently kissed me on my forehead.
“Do you fear giving me control, Son?” he asked quietly.
“Lord, no, Master Claymore. I find it comfortable. I feel as safe
with you or safer than I do my own dad. You would never harm me,”
I replied.
“That’s right, Son. It’s part of the trust you just spoke of. You
must trust and respect me to do the right thing for us. Have I
failed you so far? Either with a rope or here in your coach?” he
asked.
“Not in the least. On the contrary, I’ve wanted everything we’ve
done together. I feel free when I give to you. I realized today, I
was doing it last night, and I loved it. I realized this afternoon
I was giving you everything I had when I tossed my rope because I
wanted to please the man I come to love. I also ain’t afraid none
to tell you I love you, Master Claymore,” I said boldly.
“Neither am I, Son. I wouldn’t be teaching you these simple
manners if’n I didn’t love you and thought they might improve you
as a man. I can tell you, in all good faith, I love you and always
will no matter how brief our time together. What we had last
night, today, and right now will never leave our hearts. It will
become a healthy part of us to carry though life,” he said.
“You know I’ve become your slave for our time together, don’t you,
Master Waddie?” I asked him softly with my eyes cast downward. He
paused for a moment before he answered.
“I know you have, Casey, and I’m awful damn proud to accept your
gift. I’d be downright proud to be your master, even for a short
while; however, before you fully decide to give me this gift of
yourself as my slave, you must consider, a part of you will always
and forever remain as my slave. A part of me will always be your
master, and we will always recognize each other that way. It’s a
part of an unbreakable bond between two men more ancient than
recorded history. I never asked to be with you to make you my
slave, even for a little while. Are you sure it’s what you want,
Son?" he asked like it was something I should not take lightly. It
was important to him, and he expected it to be equally important
to me.
“With all my heart, Master Waddie. While I know I’m not the slave
for you, I would very much appreciate being your slave for
whatever time we have together,” I replied.
“All right, then, lay yourself out prostate before me, request to
pay homage to my boots; then, as always, you must ask for what you
want,” he instructed me.
I didn’t hesitate to lay myself out before him with my arms
straight out from my sides. I was lying on the carpet of the
coach, and he made sure his big, black boots were on either side
of my head. “Please, Master Waddie, I would be most honored and
proud to pay homage to your boots. Will you, please, consider
granting me the privilege, sir?”
“I will consider it, Boy, but first, bring your hands up and place
them under my boots, and then, I will give you permission,” he
said.
I did as he asked. He raised the front of each of his boots as I
laid my hands beneath them. He gently but firmly lowered them on
top to hold them fast. My penis couldn’t have been more hard. I
thought the damn thing was going to break or rip my foreskin.
Blood was rushing to all extremities of my body, and I felt like
I’d been set on fire. It was a powerful moment to feel my hands
under his big boots; under his guidance; under his control;
however, I never felt more comfortable or right with a decision in
my life. This was something I wanted; no, it was something I
needed to experience and become.
“You may now pay homage to my boots, boy,” he said gently.
I licked, tasted, and cleaned the toe of each of his handsome
boots. When I was through, I kissed each one hard, pressing my
lips into the leather so he might feel it on his foot. I raised
myself slightly not daring to look up at the man I would ask to
become my master. “Master Waddie, would you please consider taking
this humble, inexperienced cowboy for your slave, sir? I would be
most proud and honored to give myself to you, sir,” I said.
“I will accept you as my slave, Boy. If you choose to accept and
acknowledge this man as your master, pay homage to my boots once
more,” he said.
Once again I lovingly kissed each boot. I was about to come again.
I hoped I could control it. “Master Waddie, I’m about to come
again, sir,” I said.
“Raise yourself and shoot your seed on my boots, Slave-boy,” he
growled his command. That's all it took.
Damn, once again he knew exactly the right words to say to trip my
switch. I unloaded the biggest load I think I ever shot onto the
toes of his big, black boots. It made a wonderful greyish-white
contrast to the starkness of his boots.
“I am now your master and you are my slave, Boy. Now, your first
order from you master is to git me one of them beers you had
Cowboy buy you at the store today. I’ll set here and drink it
while I enjoy watching you lick and eat your spunk off'n my
boots.”
“Yes, sir, Master Claymore. Did cowboy tell you about the beer? It
was suppose to be a surprise for you,” I asked.
“Honestly, Son, he didn’t. When I walked into the house this
afternoon, he had two six packs of my favorite beer he was trying
to hide from me before I saw them. I knew immediately who they
were for and why. If’n he hadn’t a’ tried to hide ‘em, I wouldn’t
‘a paid it no never mind. I played like I didn’t notice anything,
and he thought I was none the wiser,” he said.
I went to the small fridge in the kitchen area and got him a beer.
I popped it for him and took it to him. He was already sitting on
the couch with his legs spread and his arms resting of the back of
the couch. He had my come all over his fine looking boots. I got
on my knees, but I didn’t forget my manners. “Please, Master
Claymore, sir. May your slave clean your boots and your leathers
for you, sir?”
“I think you should, don’t you, Boy?” he asked.
“Oh, yes, sir, I agree. It’s my mess, I should clean it up for
you, sir.”
“Exactly, Son,” he replied, smiled, leaned back and took a big
swig of his beer.
I cleaned every drop of my come off of him. It was different
somehow. I felt like I was no longer doing it because I respected
him, but I was now doing it because it was my duty and
responsibility as his slave to take care of my master. My dick was
still hard. I don’t think it went down the entire time Master
Waddie and I were together. After I finished and he was satisfied,
we moved to the bedroom as quickly as possible. Master Claymore
was as anxious to get into my ass as I was to have him visit for a
good long spell.
“Damnation, Slave! My balls‘er turn’n blue they be aching so bad.
Let’s us get my old cock up yore’ butt pert-damn quick, Boy. We
need to git chu’ fucked. I feel the need for another good, long
peaceful county fuck'n come’n on, Son. Maybe two, two and a half
hours of some intensive butt fuck’n to relax us and set our hearts
at ease with each other. You know, most of the men in our family
believe two men what are jes’ falling in love with each other and
having lots ‘a good, hot sex are calmer, more focused, and more
accurate with their roping. You heard what Big Jim said earlier.
I’ve personally seen it happen several times, and it’s happen to
me a number of times. It happened to us today in that arena out
there. Two men in love jes’ can’t be beat. They’s like them Greek
warriors of olden days what went into battle with their mates by
their side and fought heroically so’s their partner would be proud
of them. They were difficult to defeat. So, hang onto yore’ ass,
my handsome new slave, this is gonna’ be a long, deep-dick'n, fuck
tonight. You’n me, we got us a rodeo to win, and I’m damn sure
gonna’ do my part to make sure we do,” he declared.
He laughed and gave me permission to remove his codpiece. I
lubricated his long penis, he popped out my plug and slammed his
shaft to the hilt into my butt. My ass immediately melted like
butter on his big cock. He was so right. His comfortable penis
filling my hole had the most relaxing calming effect on me. Damn,
this was where I needed to be, on the receiving end of Master
Waddie’s cock. I settled in for a long night’s fuck. Once again,
we talked a little as he fucked me.
“Master Waddie, when I rode up to you and Mr. Yates on my pony
this afternoon, I heard the last of a conversation you were having
with him and you told him, ‘But, alas, he belongs to another man.’
What did you mean by that, sir?”
“Dan asked me if there was a future for you and me. I told him
‘no.’ I told him we both realize it, but it weren’t gonna’ stop us
from sharing what little time we might have together. I explained
to him there was a couple ‘a reasons. First of all, is our age
difference. If’n I was even ten years younger, if you consented,
I’d cast all reason aside, I’d toss a rope around your pretty
little cowboy ass and take you for my permanent slave in a
cow-town minute. I would love you like no other; however, I can’t
turn back my clock ten years, so it’s out of the question. Then I
told him the main reason was, alas, you already belonged to
another man, and you do, Son. You jes’ ain’t realized it yet, but
perhaps you will in time. I’m a’ hoping it don’t take you as long
as it did me. Maybe that’s the reason providence brought us
together. We both know it’s only for a little while, but we have
something to give each other, maybe a lesson to be learned from
one another.”
“You could only be talk’n about my dad. Ain’t that right, Master
Waddie?” I asked as he took another long stroke into my ass.
“Yes, Son, I am. Right now, you belong to yore’ daddy. It might
not always be that way, it may change in the future, but for now,
he owns you, Casey, as much or more than I own you right this
minute. Before you go throw’n up a bunch of defensive arguments,
hear me out, listen to what I got to say. You asked yore’ daddy
some time ago to make you his, and he did. Whether he did it
consciously by design or yore’ relationship just naturally
progressed that way, it don’t matter none. That man’s in love with
you, Son. He’s already done claimed you for his own. I remember
seeing you together and watching you rope.
"Y’ain’t only his Son, Casey, you’re his everything. You’re his
reason for being. You slowly became his possession; however,
somehow, I don’t think he set out with that in mind. Neither did
he do it alone. It just happened. We all are sure we know what we
want when we're younger. Y'ain't no different. You was just a kid.
You didn’t know what chu’ was doing at the time. You felt his pain
and you reached out to him. You love him and felt you needed to
give yourself to him. You became his and then you grow’d up. Once
you reached maturity you began to think you were more on an equal
basis, and perhaps he didn’t need you so much. You decided you
needed to spread your wings and fly a bit. For you it was a normal
response.
"Ever’ young’un has to leave the nest some time. It’s a part of
the flow of life. H’it’s only natural for a young man to wanna’ be
out on his own to explore the world. Well, that’s what chu’
be doing right now, while that man’s at home without his treasure;
without the treasure you gave to him as surely as you gave
yourself to me this evening. He had to let chu’ go, because he
knew if he didn’t you might never come to your senses and come
home to him. He had to take the gamble. He didn’t have no other
choice. He knows you have to discover for yourself you belong to
him and no other, and you will. It’ll take a little time, but not
a lot, I’ll wager.
"I could be wrong, but I think you need to be owned by a man, Son.
I can tell by the way you respond to me, you need a man to serve.
You’ll never be happy doing anything else. The man you will serve
will probably be your dad, Casey. If you accept him as your
master, you will become his slave. You won’t have as clearly
defined roles as we have in our family, but basically, it’ll be
the same. Now, that ain’t as bad as it may sound. Them things is
jes’ words. If they don’t apply to you, or you don’t want them to
apply to you then, they’re meaningless. You been living the same
role with yore’ daddy for seven years as you are with me, tonight.
I’m jes’ taking the place of yore’ daddy for a while, but that
ain’t bad neither. I’m loving every minute of it, and I think you
are. Am I right?”
“Yes, sir. Is that why I feel so comfortable with you, Master
Waddie? Is that why I know you’re totally different from my dad,
and yet, I have the same feelings for you as I do my dad?" I
asked.
“Yes, Son, it is. Yore’ daddy and I are different. We’re different
men; however, part of us is the same. We expect you to allow us to
control you. No matter how you dress it up, no matter how you
define it, it’s still control, and we don’t even have to demand
it. You’re so anxious and willing to please, you automatically
give us control. There ain’t no confusion in yore’ mind how you
must act or what you must do to please us. You took a little taste
of my recycled beer this morning because you thought it might
please me. I’d be a damn liar if’n I said it didn’t, but you
didn’t have to. I told ju’ from the start, I wouldn’t ask nothing
unusual from you. I would’ve never asked you to do it.
"You were willing to do something totally against your nature to
prove your sincerity and devotion to me. Bottom line, Son, you’re
most comfortable when you feel you can give the man you’re with
total control over you, but again, that ain’t a bad thing. It’s a
very good thing. What would us men, who must be in control do
without someone who has a deep need to be controlled. It’s yin and
yang, Son. One needs the other to be complete. Without someone in
my life to control, I’m incomplete. Likewise, without someone in
yore’ life to control you and serve, you’re incomplete. You’ll
never be happy without it.”
“In a way, it sounds kinda scary, Master Waddie. Until I met you,
sir, I ain’t never though about nobody controlling me, but I won’t
deny I needed to give myself to you tonight. I need to be under
your control. I’m most comfortable with another man that way. I
think I’m beginning to see your point. It makes a lot a’ sense.
What you say may be right, Master Waddie, but I don’t think I’m
‘in’ love with my dad, sir.”
“You are, Son, you jes’ don’t realize it yet, but chu’ will. In a
way, it’s kinda like you pointing out to me and waking me up to
how Titus feels about me. I probably would ‘a never noticed unless
he hit me up side the head with a two by four and told me he was
in love with me. That jes’ ain’t Titus’s way. I might have missed
out on the opportunity of my lifetime were it not for you. I have
a feeling this trip is gonna’ bring it all home to you, and it’s
gonna’ make things more clear. Absence makes the heart grow fonder
is a true statement. It’s gonna’ wake you up to the treasure you
got at home, waiting for you. Yore’ daddy is your treasure, Son.
Tell me, why do you wear that plug in yore’ butt, Boy?" he asked.
“Because my daddy likes it. It pleases him, so I learned to wear
it for him. I brought it along, because I thought it might please
some other man I might go with, like you,” I replied.
“It certainly does please me. I understand why it turns yore’
daddy on. It makes my old cock hard and rips me a new asshole
ever’ time I see that thing in yore’ little butt. I think it’s a
damn good idea, and if Titus becomes my slave he’ll learn to wear
one; but why do you wear it every night, Son, whether you have
someone with you or not?”
“How do you know that, Master Waddie?” I turned my head to him in
surprise.
“Just answer my question, Boy. Is it true or not? Or am I full of
shit?” he firmly demanded.
I paused before I answered. I couldn’t lie to the man I just
accepted as my master. I wouldn’t want to lie to him anyway. “Naw,
sir, you ain’t full ‘a no shit,” I replied.
“Truth is, you can’t sleep without it, can you, Boy?” Master
Waddie grinned at me.
How could he know that about me? I was bemused, embarrassed, and a
little unnerved by his insights. I immediately broke into tears.
He was getting a little too close to home. How could I be that
transparent to this man? He held me tight and comforted me. He
continued to fuck me so sweetly, I was sure he was trying to heal
my soul through his fuck’n. I swear the man’s penis was medicinal.
I got myself together. I knew I didn’t need to fear being totally
honest with the man who owned me. After a good while I replied,
“You’re right, Master Waddie, I’ve slept with it ever’ damn night
I been away from home. I tried one night to go to sleep without
it, and I jes’ couldn’t. I tossed and turned until the sun come
up. I got up, greased up my plug, shoved it up my butt, went back
to bed, and immediately fell asleep. I slept half the day. I jes’
gave up trying to sleep without it, sir.”
“And, why do you think that is, Son?” he asked.
“‘Cause it reminds me of my daddy. Because it pleased him. I don’t
feel so far away from him when my plug’s in my butt. I can almost
feel him in bed beside me when I’m wearing it. Oh, dear God, I see
what you’re getting at. It’s nothing more than what I’ve been
doing with you. I do things your way and for you to please you. If
I wasn’t doing them for you, and I was at home right now, I’d be
doing them for my dad.”
“You’re learning fast, Son. You’re gonna’ git there with no
problem. I have no doubt. Yore’ plug sort of acts like a baby’s
pacifier for yore' butt, don’t it? You jes’ be suck’n on it with
your other end,” he said and laughed as he took another long, slow
slide deep into my ass.
Master Waddie knew what I needed. I needed a good, long, deep,
intensive fuck’n that night. It was the longest, single fuck’n I
ever had in my life; two hours and twenty-six minutes, and I loved
every minute of it. We repeated it the next night and every night
we were at the Broken Arrow. Then we continued it at his son’s
ranch outside a small West Texas town called Chapel Creek. Master
Waddie worked with me. He talked with me by the hour. He taught me
to neither be afraid nor ashamed of being subservient, and I
should be proud to serve a good man, especially my dad. He told me
it wasn’t a weakness but a great strength to be able to understand
my deep need to give control to another man; however, I must be
careful and not give myself to a soulless man, or as he called
them, a meat machine. I told him about my brother and Colonel
Dunbar, and he said the Colonel was a classic example of a
soulless man. He’s nothing more that a meat machine walking around
trying to suck other folk’s souls from them. The more Master
Claymore taught me, the more I loved and trusted him.
I was concerned about his road buddy, but he told me not to be, he
knew what he was doing. He was beginning to pay more attention to
his road partner’s reactions to him, and thanks to my telling him
my observations, he came to realize what I said about Mr. Titus
just might be true. If Mr. Titus was willing, Master Waddie would
ultimately claim Mr. Titus for his slave; however, he firmly
believed the universe brought us together for a reason, and he
only had a limited amount of time with me to be my master; then we
would go our separate ways, but as long as I accepted him as my
master, his slave would sleep with him. I assured him I did accept
him as my master and thought of myself as his new, untrained, but
willing slave.
He carefully explained to me there were things he needed from me
no one else could give him right then. I knew from the way we made
love and the way he firmly but commandingly took from me what I so
readily gave to him, he was drinking deeply from the fount of my
love. He explained more of the things I needed from him, and he
was always right. I never found a flaw in his logic or
explanations about anything. We bonded for that brief period of
time, and we still carry it with us today. He was right, a part of
me is still his slave, and to my joy, he never allows me to forget
he is still my master.
He was so right about how our love would effect our roping. It
amazed even me. We rodeoed like we fucked, with strength,
conviction, dogged determination, concentration, precision, and
grace. We were in love with each other. He was my unquestioned
master, and I was his slave. Nothing or no one in the world
mattered to us for those few days. No one could touch us. I had an
epiphany during those days, why Spencer Winchester was so sure my
dad and I would win the rodeo the day after the night dad first
let me suck him off? Spencer Winchester knew I gave myself to my
dad, dad accepted my gift, and we were in love. I remembered the
feeling which passed between my dad and me. Then as now, no one
could touch us that day. It was because I gave myself to him as
surely as I gave myself to be Master Waddie’s slave; he accepted
my gift, and I became his. He owned me that day. I was not only
his son but also his possession. I belonged to him and no other.
Master Waddie was right again. My beloved cowboy dad became my
master.
* * * * * * *
Master Waddie and I won both days at the Tucson rodeo and took top
prize money for team roping. We were thrilled and everyone at the
ranch celebrated with us. Dan Yates was happy. We entered as
cowboys representing the Broken Arrow ranch. I won second place in
the calf roping event and some more money. Master Waddie was
really proud of me, just like my dad would’ve been.
* * * * * * *
I ran into my brother’s dad at the rodeo and introduced Mr.
Claymore to Rance. I was surprised they already knew each other
and rodeoed together many times in the past. Rance watched us
rope. He was wowed by Master Waddie’s and my times. He was proud
of me for coming in second in calf roping. Rance got me aside
during lunch one day. “That big cowboy’s fuck’n you; ain’t he,
Son?” he asked. He grinned real big like he was happy for me,
“If’n you ain’t give’n up yore’ fine cowboy ass to to the big man,
yore’ a gotdamn fool, Boy, and I know’d my brother didn’t raise
his boy to be no fool," Cousin Rance said and laughed.
“Yes, sir. Ever’ damn night I been staying out to the Broken
Arrow. He fucks me a couple a’ hours ever’ night. He fucks me
sometimes one or two more times during the night,” I bragged.
“Holy shit! H’its a miracle you got an asshole left,” my cousin
said and roared with laughter, “Hell, h’it’s a wonder you can sit
a pony. ‘At’s why you’re winning, Boy. You two been exchanging a
little bit of each others soul as Dwayne said Lamar calls it. You
be in love, Son. On you it looks good, Boy,” he said.
“Not for long, sir – well, that ain’t right true, neither – I’ll
always love Master Waddie; however, he’s on a motorcycle run with
his biker family. They’re taking off for Key West, Florida right
after the rodeo. I’m head’n on down the road. ‘Sides there’s a
real good looking man about his age, who’s in love with him, and
wants to become his slave.”
“Take love where you find it, Boy, even if it’s only for a little
while. Don’t never deny yore’self a chance to love somebody. Them
good memories will stay with you the rest of your life. I know'd
about the men at the Broken Arrow. I been out there several times.
They got a different way a’ look’n at things, a different way a’
living, but I can’t fault ‘em none. Seems to make a lot of sense
to me. They sure as Hell stay together once they’s bonded. They
must be doing some’um right,” he declared.
“I agree, sir. I told Mr. Claymore if we didn’t have other
obligations I’d jump at the chance to become his permanent slave,”
I said.
“You done already asked that big man to be your master; ain’t
chu,’ Son?” he asked and smiled at me knowingly.
“Yes, sir, I became his slave last night. I gave myself to him,
Cousin Rance. I wanted Master Waddie to be my master for the time
we have together,” I replied.
“H’it don’t matter none whether you’re his slave for a night or
ten years, what’s important is you both felt the need to bond, and
you done it. Good for you, Son. I’ll tell you something I don’t
never want chu’ tell’n my boy. If’n Lamar weren’t my boys chosen
mate and things turned out different, if he and I were alone
together, I would claim him for my own, send him for slave
training with Master Waddie’s family, and make him my permanent
slave. I'll tell you some'um else. If anything was to happen to
Larmar, God forbid, I wouldn't hesitate to make my boy my slave,”
he said firmly and I believe him. I never heard Cousin Rance say
anything with more conviction.
“Really, sir? You mean it?” I asked in awe.
“Damn straight, Boy! I ain't jes' blow'n smoke up yore' butt,
neither! God’s honest truth! I come to love my boy as much as
yore’ daddy loves you, and I never wanna’ do without him. As it
turns out, Lamar’s become his master and orders him to take care
of his daddy. Even when he’s home, he sends his boy into me
several nights a week to take care of me. Says he loves to fuck
him after I come in him so’s he can push my seed further up in
him. He says Dwayne’s a better fuck after he takes care of his
daddy. When Lamar’s home, Dwayne don’t take a shit without first
asking his ‘husband’ if’n it’s okay. They don’t call it master and
slave but it’s the same damn thing Master Waddie’s family
practices. Dwayne and Lamar just use the word 'husband' instead of
'master' but in their minds it's the same. I know Master Waddie's
son, Gip Claymore, pretty well. He’s sheriff of the next county
over from the county where me’n yore’ daddy grow’d up. He comes to
a couple of the rodeos every year with his boys where we supply
the stock. I been to his ranch. He’s got a nice place,” Rance told
me.
“Cousin Rance, sir, I’d appreciate you not telling my daddy about
any of this. I’m gonna’ tell him about Mr. Claymore being my
roping partner, but he don’t need to know the other. I’ll tell him
in time. I want him to know what I’ve learned about myself and him
as explained to me by Master Waddie.”
“You know me better’n ‘nat, Boy. I’d never talk about another
man’s business with nobody. Ain’t none ‘a my concern, no how.
You’re a grown man now, Casey. You’s out in the world doing your
own thing. You're right, he don’t need to know the details;
however, here's something to remember. Your daddy ain’t be’n no
celibate monk, ya’ know? He’s been plowing yore’ little brother’s
ass like it’s the lower forty, and he’s late get’n his crops in,"
Rance said in his best cowboy hyperbole. We shared a laugh, then
he had to get back to work.
* * * * * * *
I phoned dad my last night at the Broken Arrow to tell him my
news. “Longhorn ranch,” I heard my dad's voice.
“Dad, it’s me, Casey,” I said.
“How are you, Son, we was beginning to git a mite worried, we
ain’t heard from you for a while.”
“I know, and I’m sorry. I’m fine, Dad. Better’n fine, I won the
Tucson rodeo with my partner, and I won second in calf rope’n,” I
said.
“Congratulations, Son, that is good news. Who’d ju’ team up with?”
he asked.
“An older gentleman I met here at a ‘rodeo friendly’ ranch I’m
staying at for the rodeo. Remember the older cowboy, Mr. Claymore,
and his partner who used to beat us all the time? It’s him, Dad.”
I noticed a pause, and my dad was silent on the other end for a
minute.
“Dad?”
“Great, Son. I’m sorry my brain got a hiccup there for a minute.
Waddie Claymore’s always seemed like a good man. He’s always been
nice to me’n you.”
“He is, Dad. He’s on a motorcycle run with his family of bikers.
They’re on their way to Key West, Florida and stopped by the
Broken Arrow ranch because the owner’s are good friends of theirs.
Mr. Claymore saw me at a gas station and thought he recognized me.
They pulled in and showed me the way out to the ranch. The men who
own the ranch have been really good to let me board Rocky and park
the Double R on their back lot. Mr. Claymore’s regular partner,
Mr. Winston, ain’t with him on his bike run. He weren’t gonna’
rope in the rodeo ‘cause he didn’t have no partner,” I explained.
“Glad you’re having a good time and meet’n some nice folks. Mr.
Claymore’s a fine cowboy. You can learn a lot from him, Son,” he
said.
“I have, Dad. He taught me a lot of roping tricks what’s improved
me lot. He’s a generous man with his rope’n tips. We rodeoed
together for several days now, and I’ll miss him for a partner
when they leave. I really miss you, Dad. I wish you were here with
me,” I started to tear up. He heard it in my voice. He was silent
for another moment, and I knew he probably had a lump in his
throat.
“I miss you, too, Son,” he said in a cracked voice. I could tell
it got to him. “Where you going next, Honcho?” he asked.
“Ain’t real sure, Dad. Ain’t made up my mind. They’s a rodeo in
most major towns in the West here for the Fourth. Mr. Yates, the
owner of the ranch, said they’s going to the Prescott fourth of
July rodeo and invited me to come along. He said it was pretty big
and had top prize money for rope’n. I may tag along, they been so
good to me,” I said.
“Sounds good, Son. Wish’t we could ‘a made some of them
rodeos, but they’s jes’ a little too far for me to travel.”
“I know, Dad, but that’s okay. I love the ones we got to, and we
will again.”
“I hope so, Son,” he said.
“Gotta’ run, Dad, they jes’ rang the triangle for chow. I love
you, Dad.”
“I love you, too, Son.”
I hung up, sat there and cried like a baby. I was glad Master
Waddie was there to hold me in his big arms and comfort me. I told
him I was beginning to believe what he told me about belonging to
my dad.
* * * * * * *
My time at the Broken Arrow with the men of Master Waddie’s
extended family was certainly an eye-opening experience for me.
While I didn’t fully understand their ways, I was beginning to see
some benefits of their brand of relationship. They certainly
formed, what seemed to me, the strongest of bonds between two men
I ever witnessed. I certainly found it comfortable being Master
Waddie’s slave. Maybe what Master Waddie was telling me was true.
Maybe I did belong to my dad. Of course I belonged to him, he was
my dad for Christ sake, but Master Waddie was suggesting a deeper
meaning to our relationship I never considered. I decided to
accept Master Waddie’s invitation to travel with him and his biker
family to his hometown for their Fourth of July rodeo. He wanted
me to follow him and Mr. Titus on their bikes, but I knew he and
his family were capable of traveling at much faster speeds than I
could in the Double R. I told him to ride with them, and I would
find my way. I had all kinds of maps with me and saw no problem
getting there. He didn’t like that idea. “Can yore’ coach pull two
ponies, Son?” he asked.
“Yes, sir, with no problem,” I replied.
“Well, then I’ll ride with you, and we’ll pull our ponies,” he
said like it was the perfect solution. It didn’t dawn on me for a
minute, ‘cause I thought he wanted to take one of the ponies from
the Broken Arrow to his hometown. “You gonna’ leave you bike here
at the ranch, Master Waddie?” I asked.
“No, Son, my Harley’s the other pony,” he said laughing at me.
“You sure you wanna’ do that, Master Waddie?" I asked. He looked
at me, smiled, and raised an eyebrow.“Yes, sir, Master Waddie.
Your slave would enjoy the company of his Master, sir,” I replied
remembering my manners.
"'At's ma' Good Boy," he replied and grinned from ear to ear.
He rode his bike up the ramp into the trailer the night before we
left and secured it with bungee-cords. All we had to do was load
Rocky early the next morning. Master Waddie decided since he
wasn’t going to be on his bike, he’d be more comfortable in his
Western clothes. It didn’t matter to me, he was just as good
looking either way. I did, however, notice he stored his leathers
in my bedroom. He grinned real big at me when he walked out. I got
his message and smiled back. Before we left the Broken Arrow, I
told Master Waddie about my blue contact lens and my plan to wear
them to his rodeo so it would hide my violet eyes should I
accidentally run into my granddad. He thought it was a good idea.
I put them in the next morning to go to breakfast. He really did a
double take when he saw me. “Damn, them contacts really make your
eyes a deep blue color. I like yore’ violet eyes, but them things
really make your eyes look striking. I guess 'striking' is the
word I’s looking for,” he said.
“Ya’ think they’s too obvious, sir?” I asked.
“No, just to anybody who’s used to seeing yore’ pretty violet
eyes,” he replied.
The day starts early on a ranch and everyone was up and ready to
ride by the time the sun was coming up in the East. We went into
breakfast and everyone had a comment about my eyes. I explained
over breakfast, since my dad had such bad feelings about his dad
and I never met him, if I accidentally ran into him, I wanted a
chance to meet or observe him before I let him know who I was.
They all agreed, all things considered, it might be a wise idea.
“I ain’t real sure the biker I met twenty years ago was yore’
granddaddy, Son,” Master Waddie said.
“Wait a minute,” Dan Yates said, “Cowboy, you remember that good
looking biker what came to the ranch for a couple of days when
Gracie was born. (Gracie was a baby elephant) He was riding with
Rondo and Banger’s group. You roped with him several times and
said he was a fine roper. He had violet eyes,” Dan Yates said.
“Yes, sir, I remember him. I’d forgotten about him. You’re right
he did have violet eyes, damn near the same color as Casey’s, and
he weren’t jes’ a good roper, he was a damn fine roper. He could
keep up with both of us as I recall,” Cowboy allowed.
“‘At’s right, I roped with him, too, several times. I’d forgotten
about that. He was damn good. Is he the biker you were talking
about, Waddie?” Dan asked.
“Yes, sir, he has to be the same man; went by the name of Job. I
remember him being here. Zane and I roped with him. He was damn
good. Sounds more and more like he might ‘a been your grandpa,
Son,” Master Waddie confirmed.
My heart sort of fluttered, and I suddenly felt light headed. All
the blood drained from my head, and my scalp seemed to crawl away
in different directions.
“You all right, Boy? You're white as a sheet?” Big Jim asked from
across the table.
“Yes, sir, I think so. I jes’ didn’t give it much thought the
other night when Master Waddie told me he rode with a man years
ago what had violet eyes. It does sound like it might ‘a been
him.”
“I wouldn’t worry none if I was you, Boy, nobody’s seen him in
about ten, maybe fifteen years.” Mr. Yates said.
Big Jim, Mr. Titus and several other bikers remembered him, and
they agreed it was at least that long ago since they last saw him.
It made me wonder. If it was my granddad, and he was riding with a
group of men, who were by any definition outlaw bikers, he
couldn’t have been so naive he didn’t know what was going on with
them. They were men, who, by the bylaws of their family group,
owned other men and engaged in male sex; he must have known and
accepted it, or at the very least, come to a new understanding. I
knew in my heart these men wouldn’t suffer a tight ass crazy
religious bigot for a second.
* * * * * * *
I asked Mr. Yates if I could pay him something for my food, board
for Rocky, and space for the Double R.
“No, Son, we’s jes’ glad to have you. We enjoyed watching you men
rope. Just be sure you drop by and stay a while on yore’ way back.
There’s always a place for you at our table," he said and gave me
a hug. That really touched me, and I wiped away a tear.
“Thank you, sir, I’ve really enjoyed myself. I greatly appreciate
you and Cowboy’s hospitality,” I said.
“Well, you’re welcome, Son; however, it might be nice if you left
something for Mrs. Russell in her tip jar on the back porch.”
“I will, sir, I replied and added, "the food was excellent.”
I left Mrs. Russell a fifty dollar bill in her tip jar, and we
were on our way. It’s a long haul from Tucson to El Paso. Even
though we left early in the morning I didn’t know if we could make
it beyond there. You have to drive across the state of New Mexico.
It was about a six to eight hour drive if you drove straight
through, but I had to think about Rocky. I’d pull off at a
roadside park every two hundred miles or so to get him out of the
trailer. Master Waddie and I would walk him a little. Taking time
for Rocky, pulling extra weight, and the slower pace of the Double
R, we didn’t pull into El Paso until five thirty that evening. It
was great having someone ride with me, especially Master Waddie.
You get to know a person pretty well when you’re traveling with
them. We had damn near twelve hours to get to know each other. He
was good to give me a break driving. I’d drive a couple of hours,
we’d walk Rocky, then change drivers. I told Master Waddie about
my dad, and the letter his younger brother wrote him while he was
in Nam. Master Waddie just shook his head in disbelief when I told
him about my Uncle Seth Quee roping and tying up my granddad to
make love to him the night before he left.
I told him my original family name, and he was even more amazed. I
told him about my brothers and what we had to go through with the
Colonel. He asked me who was staying with my dad while I was gone,
and I told him my little brother. He told me about his life, and
it was real hard for me to believe some of the things he went
through. His life took him from the highest pinnacle to the lowest
possible depths. I knew I loved Master Waddie, but it didn’t
bother me knowing we would soon part. He probably would go on to
love someone else, hopefully Mr. Titus; however, during that ride
to his hometown, I gained something almost as valuable as a lover
or a mate, he became my friend.
Master Waddie knew of a motel on the other side of El Paso where
he said his buddies would be staying, and they had several RV
spaces you could rent. He was right, all his buddies were at the
motel. We stayed there for the night, and there was plenty room to
walk Rocky. Master Waddie stayed with me, and fucked me three time
that night. He was welcome to the fucks. I was grateful to him for
throwing them into me. He relaxed me so much I’d fall into a deep
dreamless sleep afterward, to say nothing of the song in my heart
and the smile on my face the next morning.
It wasn’t nearly as far from El Paso to the small town Master
Waddie was from. It only took us about six hours to get there.
Before we got there he ask me not to call him Master Waddie except
when we were alone. I ask him if Mr. Claymore would be all right.
He smiled and nodded. He explained, while his boy Gip knew
everything about him, his wife, two sons and two daughters didn’t.
His boy rode with him and his family for a while before he decided
to settle down, get married, and have a family. He was a deputy
sheriff for several years until the people of the county got
pissed-off at their sheriff. Gip Claymore never ran for office.
People all over the county were calling him to find out if he
would become their new sheriff if they elected him as a write in
candidate.
Gip didn’t have anything to lose and agreed. He was elected by a
massive write in vote. It was a landslide. He took ninety percent
of the votes in the county. The old sheriff claimed the election
was illegal, and he wasn’t going to acknowledge the results. He
claimed it didn’t matter he only received ten percent of the vote,
he declared the ninety percent write in votes for Gip Claymore
were illegal, unacceptable, null, and void. The city council went
to him and told him he would vacate the position or face arrest
and prosecution. They told him the write in votes certainly were
legal, and he lost. He quietly stepped down, and Gip was sworn in
as their new sheriff.
Gip’s kids were grown. His oldest boy was twenty-two and the
younger was twenty. He had a daughter who was home from college
for the summer who was my age. His other daughter was the
youngest, she was nineteen. He was married to the same woman,
Cindy, for almost thirty years. They were very happy together;
however, Gip was raised by his granddad and the influence of his
dad, whom he thought was his older brother until he was almost
grown. Gip figured some things out for himself, and confronted
Waddie with what he discovered. Waddie wouldn’t lie to his son and
told him the truth. They both agreed not to let Waddie’s dad Buck
Claymore know Gip knew he was his granddad. Needless to say, with
the influence of those two men in his life, he was as much a
rounder as his granddad. He enjoyed getting his cock sucked by a
man and fucking a good tight cowboy ass every now and then. He was
also like his granddad in one other respect. He never cheated on
his wife with another woman.
Master Waddie warned me about his boy. “You’ll fall in love with
him right away. He’s more like my old man than I ever was, and
they used to call me ‘Buck junior.’ No one who ever met my dad
didn’t fall in love with him immediately. Gip’s the same damn way.
He’ll have you wrapped around his little finger so fast you won’t
know what happened,” he said and laughed.
Master Waddie’s brother bikers were already there. They arrived
about a couple of hours ahead of us, and were relaxing under the
shade of some large trees. It was a beautiful ranch. It was clean,
modern, and neat as a pin. It was obvious Gip and his boys were
serious ranchers. They must bust their butts to keep a place this
nice looking year in and year out. Master Waddie told me it was
his dad’s place before it was Gip’s. Buck Claymore left the ranch
to Waddie, but he didn’t want it. Gip asked his dad if he could
run the ranch and live there with his budding family. Waddie just
gave the ranch to his kid.
Later, I found out Master Waddie owned a couple of other ranches
not far from Gip’s ranch two of his other dads left him. We pulled
up, I grabbed my hat from behind the seat and Master Waddie
grabbed his. Out of the barn came a big man almost as big as
Master Waddie lumbering across the way. He looked like a younger,
slightly smaller version of Master Waddie. He had the neatest
little gut on him that was only slightly noticeable. It made him
look like a hard working man who enjoyed his food. He had the
biggest grin on his face as he saw us standing next to the Double
R. He went to Master Waddie first.
“Dad! Damn it’s good to see you! It’s been too long, damn it!” he
exclaimed. He hugged and kissed Master Waddie right on the mouth.
Master Waddie didn’t hold back. Gip took one look at me and looked
at Master Waddie. “How, the Hell do you do it, Old Man? How do you
get the pick of the litter ever’ damn time?” he asked and Master
Waddie roared with laughter.
“Gip, this here young man is Mr. Casey Longhorn, my rope’n partner
for the Tucson rodeo where we won the big prize money. Casey this
is my son, Sheriff Gip Claymore,” Waddie introduced us. Gip was
pumping my hand and the next thing I knew I was being held in his
arms, and being kissed right on the mouth just like he kissed his
dad. I didn’t hold back either. He finished, and put me at arms
length to get a good look at me. Then he grabbed me again, and
held me close to him.
“Is my old man do’n right by you, Son? Is he keep’n that little
cowboy butt of yours filled ever’ night like a good saddle buddy
should?" he blatantly asked.
“To the brim, Sheriff Claymore, for two hours at a throw. He
shore’ ‘nuff can scratch my deepest itch, sir. Fucks me good,
too!" I declared. Gip threw back his handsome head and laughed.
Master Waddie was right again. The sheriff had me right in the
palm of his hand. My cock was already hard. He took one look at my
crotch and grinned real big. “Is that for me, Cowboy?” he asked
with a big Texas grin.
“Afeared so, Sheriff. I apologize for not being able to control
it. Sometimes it’s got a mind of its own, sir,” I replied.
Gip laughed. “So does mine, Boy, so does mine, and right now it’s
yelling at me to rope and hog tie my old man, steal you away, and
git my ole cayuse into your sweet little butt as fast as I can,”
he said and roared with laughter.
“Can I help, Sheriff, I can toss a rope pert-damn good?” I
offered.
Sheriff Gip Claymore fell out laughing. Master Waddie was laughing
at us. “Damn, Son, you be one fine look’n cowboy!” he allowed. Gip
looked at his dad and spoke, “I don’t know how you do it, you Old
Geezer. Where’n the Hell ju’ find this piece of Gold?" he asked.
“He’s my neighbor in California. We live ten miles apart, within
spit’n distance of each other. I roped against him and his dad for
several years. They ain’t beat me’n Bob yet, but it won’t be long.
I met him in a gas station on the way to Dan Yates' ranch and
showed him the way out there. We ain’t spent a night apart since,”
my master bragged.
About that time Gip’s two boys came up from the barn, and Gip’s
wife, Cindy. She was followed by Gip’s two daughters who came out
of the house to meet me. He introduced me all around. His wife was
a small woman, but all of Gip’s kids were huge. The older boy was
going to be bigger than his daddy, and he was hot. He was one of
the finest looking cowboys I’d seen in a while. When we shook
hands something passed between us, and we both knew about the
other. He winked at me, and I blushed. They called the older son
Little Gip, but he was far from little. Little Gip’s younger
brother was named Waddie Buck. He was obviously named after his
granddad and his great-granddad. The younger sister was named
Linda Sue and the older sister was named Ruby Rose. Master
Waddie’s biker family came over to greet us. Gip instructed me to
get my pony out of the trailer and follow him to the barn. I let
the ramp down for Rocky, and he immediately backed out. He turned,
and I petted him. Gip was a horseman and ran his hand down Rocky’s
side. Rocky didn’t shy away. He sensed Gip knew what he was doing.
Gip pointed the way to the barn, we turned, and started walking.
“Don’t you put a bridle on him?” he asked.
“Naw, sir, I never do unless we’re working. He’ll do anything I
tell him,” I replied. Gip’s kids were making over Rocky, and I
just whistled to him. He came immediately and followed Gip and me
to the barn. Gip was amazed. Gip found some oats for him and make
sure his automatic drinking cup was filled and working. Rocky
seemed happy enough, and we returned to join the others; however,
not before Gip grabbed and kissed me in the barn. This time his
hand roamed down to my ass and had himself a good feel.
“Woah, dogies! That’s a pretty little ass, Cowboy. I’d shore’
'nuff love to get me a piece a’ that while yore’ here, if’n you’s
a mind to, of course,” he said.
“I don’t think you have to worry none about me having a mind to,
Sheriff; however, you haf’ta’ ask my master's permission, sir,” I
said and grinned.
“My old man got chu’ talked into give’n yourself to him already?”
he asked and laughed.
“Yes, sir, but we know we have to separate after the rodeo, here.
I have a great respect for your dad. Out of love and respect for
him and his way of live’n, I just wanna’ be his slave for the time
we’re together. I asked to be his slave. I wanted to see how I’d
feel,” I explained.
“And, how do you feel about it, Son?” he asked.
“Pert-damn good, Sheriff. I'm comfortable with yore' old man as my
master. I told him if we didn’t have other obligations, and he was
the master, I’d jump at the chance to become his slave,” I
allowed.
“Yeah, my old man’s that way; however, once he decides on someone
to be his slave, he don’t never look at another man. If’n yore’
his slave, he might loan you out once in a while to a buddy, but
he’ll be there to watch. He might decided to let some man suck his
dick what’s got the hongries fer ‘em, but he’ll have you right
there watch’n. He’d never do nothing behind yore’ back. So, I have
to ask my old man if’n I can fuck ya,’ huh?” he smiled then
laughed.
“Yes, sir. I c'ain't do nothing without my master's permission,
sir. It just wouldn't be proper,” I said looking him in the eye
and winked.
Gip roared with laughter, stole another kiss, put his arm around
me a we started walking back to the rest of the group. “If’n I’m
a’ gonna’ be split’n that little ass of yorn, you don’t have to
call me ‘Sheriff Claymore,’ Son, ‘Gip’ will do jes’ fine.”
“Would you mind if’n I called you ‘Sheriff’ or ‘Sheriff Claymore,’
sir?” I asked.
He smiled and grinned at me. He knew it was a hard-on for me to
think on him as a lawman. “Sure, Son, I understand. It might be
nice coming from you and know’n why. Does another man own you,
Son?” he asked.
“Master Waddie tells me so, but I don’t know, Sheriff. I ain’t
made up my mind about that.”
“Is it yore’ daddy, Cowboy?” he asked.
“Yes, sir,” I replied and looked at him a little amazed.
“Does he give you love? Does he see to all your needs? Does he
scratch yore’ itch for ya’? Is he firm, but compassionate and
understanding? Has he ever loaned ju’ out to one of his friends or
relatives?” he asked.
“Yes, sir. He’s all of them things, and ‘yes’ he’s loaned me out
to my bothers and our cousin,” I said.
“Then he owns you, Son. You’re his property, or you would be in
the eyes of my dad’s family. You might not attach the same names
to your roles, but basically, they’re the same. It’s the
difference between tweedle-dum and tweedle-dee,” he declared and
laughed.
“That’s the same thing Master Waddie and some of his family have
been telling me,” I said.
“Well, my old man’s got some miles on ‘em. He’s been to Hell and
back. He’s pretty wise about a lot of things, but he’d never
insist you believe ever’ damn thing he tells you. If’n I know him,
and I do, he’s gonna’ let chu’ make up yore’ own mind. He’s just
gonna’ help you understand some things,” Gip said.
“That’s what he’s doing, Sheriff, and I love him for it,” I
agreed.
We walked back to the group. Master Waddie, and a couple of his
family helped him get his bike out of my trailer. Everyone was
standing around talking, and I pulled Master Waddie aside. “Mr.
Claymore, I’m still git’n use to these damn contacts, and they’s
beginning to feel uncomfortable. You think it might be all right
if’n I removed ‘em for a while, sir?” I
asked.
“Don’t see why not, Son. I doubt seriously yore’ grandpa’s gonna’
come riding up to the sheriff’s home. He might come for the Fourth
of July barbecue Gip gives ever’ year after the rodeo, I don’t
know. We’ll have to ask Gip, he’d know,” he replied. I thanked him
and went into the Double R and took out my contact lenses. After I
washed my eyes and face and put some drops in my eyes, I returned
to the group.
Gip turned around to look at me and jumped like he’d been shot.
“Hoe-lee shit!” he exclaimed. “Would ju’ look at 'tat boy’s eyes.
Only ever saw me two other men with eyes like that. Why were you
wear’n colored contacts, Son, and hide’n them pretty violet eyes.
They’s almost unbelievable,” he asked.
“It’s a long story. We’ll tell you about it a little later, sir,”
I responded.
“There’s a good man, I know him well, he’s stayed at the ranch
here with us a couple of times when he’s been in town. He’s the
ramrod for a rodeo wild stock company, but his eyes are a lot
lighter color than yours,” Gip said.
“Would that be Rance Harding, sir?” I asked.
“Damn, you know him, Boy? No, wait! With rare eyes like that, I
done learn’t me enough genetics and breeding at ag school to know
traits like that runs in families. He’s yore’ kin, ain’t he,
Son?” he asked.
“Yes, sir. His mother and my granddad were brother and sister.
He’s first cousin to my dad and me,” I replied.
“Well, I’ll be damned. He ain’t the only one around with ‘em. Old
man Langtry, who's top waddie or head foreman for the biggest
ranch in our county has ‘em. He always comes to our rodeo to rope
with a couple of his ranch hands. He’s got them eyes the same
color as yorn, Son. Is he kin to ya’?” Gip asked.
I felt Master Waddie’s arm go around me. He turned me and started
walking away from the group to be alone. He spoke to Gip. “Come
over here, Son, where we can talk in private,” he said. Then he
spoke to me, “It’s all right, Son, go ahead and tell Gip. He ain’t
gonna’ tell nobody. My boy knows when to keep his mouth shut.”
“He be my granddad, Sheriff,” I replied.
“I don’t understand, dad told me your name was Longhorn – oh, I
see – yore’ daddy done went and changed yore’ last name.”
“Yes, sir,” I said.
“But, wait a minute, I’m sure old man Langtry done told me both
his boys were killed in Vietnam,” Gip said.
“My dad lost both his legs, but he’s very much alive. He gits
around on his store bought legs jes’ fine; good enough to rope and
ride. What ranch is my granddad the foreman of, Sheriff Claymore?”
I asked.
“The Lazy 8, one of the biggest work’n ranches in the Southwest.
Covers a goodly portion of our county. J’ever hear’d of it?” he
asked.
“Yes, sir,” I answered without giving away how much I knew about
the Lazy 8 or that I was part owner. All sorts of thoughts ran
through my head. ‘Why ain’t Sticker never said nothing to me about
his ranch foreman having violet eyes like mine? Well, you know
Sticker, he’s a cowboy. He don’t tell more’n he has to about his
business and private life. He don’t talk about other people none,
neither. He don’t gossip, and he don’t make up stories. How much
do you really know about Sticker? Not much.’
“Old man Langtry comes to the rodeo ever’ year and ropes with one
or two of his ranch hands. They usually be the best ropers of the
waddies work’n for him. He’s got one middle aged man who’s darn
good. His name’s Thurston Sewell. They won two years before the
last rodeo here. Me’n dad won last year; beat the pants off of
‘em.” Gip lowered his voice, “To tell you the truth, I could be
dead wrong, but I suspect there’s something going on between old
man Langtry and his partner. They’s real smooth with their rope’n.
They ain’t the fastest in the world, but what they lack in speed
they make up for in accuracy. Most of the other teams mess up.
They didn’t have great times at either rodeo, but they made their
toss," Gip said.
"About this time ever’ year he loses a number of hands. I don’t
know why, the Lazy 8 pays the best of any ranch in the country and
they don’t seem to have no problem replacing the ones they lose.
Maybe they jes’ get tired of working for him. I can’t say. I
understand he’s fair but a no nonsense Top Waddie. I’ve hear’d
tell you don’t never wanna’ try’n bullshit him none. He expects a
good day’s work for good day’s pay. He comes to the rodeo to look
for new hands. He’s hired any number of cowboys who are jes’ local
kids coming in for the rodeos. I think they have some romantic
notion of living the life of a cowboy, but after they work at it
for about a year, day in and day out, it ain’t so romantic no
more. I don’t know why I call him old man Langtry. Hell he ain’t
as old as dad, and I don’t think of dad as being old. I think
Langtry’s in his early fifties. He probably ain’t but a year or
two older’n me. So, lemme’ guess, Young Man – you be wear’n them
contact lens to change the color of your eyes so’s he won’t be
put’n two and two together? I got me a feel’n he don’t know about
you. I’ll bet chu’ don’t even need contact lenses to see good,”
Gip said and grinned.
“You’re right, sir. You’re real good, Sheriff. I ain’t never met
him, and my dad goes ballistic ever’ time I mention anything about
my granddad. I jes’ wanna’ meet him and be around him for a while
to see for myself what he’s like. I ain’t never had me no
granddad, sir. I feel kinda cheated when I know I got one, but I
ain’t never been able to meet him. My mom’s dad died shortly after
I was born, and my grandma on her side died when I's three. If he
thinks my dad’s dead, I doubt he knows anything about having a
grandson," I said.
“That’s kinda heavy, Son, but I think I can understand how you
feel. I don’t know if dad shared with you how I came into this
world, but they’s only twelve years difference between me’n dad’s
age. I grow’d up think’n he and Gip Justin were my brothers, and
my granddad was my daddy. I think granddad was gonna’ tell me
shortly before he died, but I stopped him. I told him I already
knew what he was gonna’ tell me, I guessed it a long time ago, but
h’it didn’t make me no never mind, he was my daddy as far as I was
concerned. He was, but I guess I’m luckier than most, I had me two
daddies. The point in all this is, I never knew my real mom.
"Dad’s told me about her and so did my granddad when I asked him.
They told me she was a beautiful, wonderful woman who just let the
wrong man have his way with her. He wanted kids and couldn’t have
none, so he took a fresh condom dad used fuck’n his brother in the
man’s barn one day. Dad threw it in the trash. After dad and his
brother took off, the man got it out, untied it, pulled it on like
he was gonna’ use a rubber to fuck his wife. He cut the end out of
it, and when he shot his infertile semen, it pushed dad’s active
sperm into her. She got pregnant with me from dad’s sperm. She
died give’n birth to me. Even today, I wonder what she was like,”
Gip lamented.
This man standing before me was an intelligent, sensitive man whom
I found myself falling in love with, but it was different from my
love for his dad. I wondered if that was what Master Waddie meant
about loving more than one person at a time, they’re just
different loves.
Gip continued, “Old Bubba Swansey, he done went and leased old man
Langtry’s ranch, then later bought it from him when he sold ever’
thing. Langtry bought his'self a Harley and went out there like
dad and me to git away from ever’ thing. Bubba told him about the
Claymore boys, one coming back from Nam, the other try’n to escape
the draft, buying bikes and hitting the road. They say that’s what
give him the idea. I don’t know. We ran into him a couple a times
out there on the road. He sometimes rode with our family group,
dad’s and mine, but he went by the name of Job then. I don’t think
dad ever’ knew his real name.
"I never did until he introduced himself to me one day several
years after I decided to stop riding with the family. He reminded
me where I met him and the name he went by. I asked Bubba a couple
‘a years ago what happened. He told me the old man threw his
oldest boy out of his house – that must a’ been your dad –
he threw him out when he was only sixteen for gittin’ a young girl
pregnant. Then he caught his boy and Bubba suck’n each other off
in his barn,” Gip was giggling so bad he could hardly tell the
story, “Bubba laughed and told me he’d been hide’n the little
green snake with the Langtry boys, the Harding boy, and another
neighbor boy by the name of O.C. since grade school.
"They’s jes’ kids play’n around with each other, cept’n old Bubba,
he never quite grew out of it,” Gip giggled again and started his
dad laughing, “That dirty old cowboy, he still wants to play hide
the little green snake with me ever’ damn time he comes to town
for the rodeo,” Gip said disgusted, looked at his dad, and winked,
“Less’n we’uns take you to the rodeo under heavily armed guards,
and old Bubba gits his'self a gander at chu,’ he’s gonna’ figured
some’um out, some way or another to git that big bull prick a’ his
up yore’ young cowboy butt. You won’t stand a snowball’s chance in
Hell, Boy. Why, old Bubba’ll eat chore’ pretty little ass for
breakfast,” Gip declared. Master Waddie and Gip broke up laughing.
The way Gip told it, I thought it was pretty damn funny, too.
"Anyways, Bubba done told me Langtry was a Hell on wheels
evangelical deacon of the Baptist church down where he come from.
I guess his youngest boy done some’um terrible to his dad. Bubba
done told me he roped and tied his dad up, made love to him, made
him come several times, but he didn’t let his old man throw him
out. He had Bubba come git ‘em, and he walked out on him vowing
never to return. He done like his brother, lied about his age, and
joined the Marines to go to Vietnam to be with his brother. He
stayed with Bubba until he went to boot camp. He done went and got
his'self killed the first couple of months he was over there.
"Bubba said it really did a number on the old man. He damn near
went nuts with grief the way he handled ever’ thing and how he
treated his boys because of his rigid beliefs. He never had a
chance to set it right with them. He went into deep depression and
wouldn’t do nothing around the ranch. He wouldn’t go to church no
more neither. Before, he was there ever’ damn time the doors were
opened. His church family tried to help him, but he ended up
kick’n them and preacher out of his house one day, saying all
manner of blasphemous things to them. They never went back.
"Finally, he sold ever’ thing he owned and went out to search for
his forgiveness. Bubba says Langtry thinks maybe he’s got a
grand-kid out there some'mers, but he don’t know if’n it’s a girl
or a boy. According to Bubba, ever’ body hated him. Even his
sisters and brother wouldn’t have nothing to do with him because
of his pious beliefs. He’d visit with ‘em, then start calling ‘em
sinners and preach’n to ‘em try’n to save ‘em. It’s real rude for
somebody to do that sort of shit because they think they’s more
saved than you. Bubba told me ever’ one in the whole damn town
knew about his boy git’n married, but not a one would tell him a
thing. That was one ‘a the reasons he bought a bike, was to
travel’n see if he could find his grandchild. He never found
nothing. Not a clue. About ten, maybe eleven years ago he applied
for a job as a regular cowboy, a waddie, on the Lazy 8.
"The owner put it under new management and the new manager was a
cowboy his'self. He gave Langtry a chance. Langtry parked his
Harley in the barn, threw a waterproof tarp over it, and h’it
ain’t never been out since. The manager weren’t real pleased with
the previous foreman and called Langtry aside to ask him if he
thought he could handle the job. The rest is history. Bubba might
be able to tell you more, Son. I don’t know for sure, but I think
he keeps in touch with Langtry. Bubba always works the Lazy 8
during spring and fall roundup time. He makes extra money and
plays cowboy with his boys. Bubba always sees him and talks with
him at the rodeo. Bubba and his boys always come to our Fourth of
July party and once't in a while Mr. Langtry comes with his rope’n
partners. They’s always welcome,” Gip said.
I thanked Gip for the information. I didn’t have to ask, I just
knew he would keep it under his hat. “What ya’ think you’ll do,
Son?” Gip asked in a concerned voice.
“I don’t know, Sheriff. I’m gonna’ take things one step at a time.
I’m shocked, but at the same time, I’m thrilled. I guess I’m also
a little afraid. I’m gonna’ sleep on what chu’ done told me. The
Fourth is Friday. I have four days to think about it and talk it
over with my master. I know he’ll help me. I know he has to go his
own way after the rodeo, but he done told me the other night he
thought some higher power in the universe brought us together for
a reason. So did big Griz at the Broken Arrow. Master Waddie tells
me I helped him and now he’s helping me. We got us four days to
practice our roping, and that’ll take my mind off of it. I’d like
to talk with you some more about it when you have time, sir,” I
said.
“Sure, Son, anyway I can help. I know this c'ain’t be easy for
you, but you be in good hands with my old man. They don’t make’um
no better’n my dad, Son. I think what chu’ need is another long
session with that big cowboy in yore’ saddle. Let him git chu’
good’n relaxed, with his big cock way up inside ju’ root'n around
and talk it over with him. Hell, wish’t I could be a fly on the
wall,” Gip exclaimed.
“Maybe you can, Sheriff,” I replied.
End of Chapter 27 ~ Texas Longhorns
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