TEXAS LONGHORNS
By Waddie
Greywolf
Chapter 25
Casey’s Journey
After five years of living with the Winchesters, Dwayne couldn’t
see continuing to spend money for room and board when he could be
living at the ranch. Money wasn't a problem. Our big brother was
investing his money along with me and my little brother and making
himself a comfortable nest egg which he kept totally quiet about
from his dad and husband. They had no idea the personal wealth
Dwayne accumulated in five years. We decided what went on with the
three of us, stayed with the three of us within our corporation.
Hell, the money Dwayne made per year just being a figure head on
the board of our Hensley Agrocon Corp. was a handsome chunk of
change. Like Logan and me, our big brother decided to let most of
his money ride. He could’ve continued to live with Spencer and
Donna for nothing. In fact, after high school they offered if he
would consider staying.
Dwayne and Rance discussed it, but they were not the kind of men
who didn’t pay their way. They thanked the Winchesters graciously,
but Dwayne declined their generous offer and paid them room and
board for the three extra years he stayed with them. He paid them
from his own funds and never asked his dad for a cent. They came
to love Dwayne and became two of his greatest supporters. In the
Winchester’s eyes, Dwayne could do no wrong. While Spencer and
Donna weren’t that old, Dwayne sort of thought of them as
grandparents. Dwayne would drop by for dinner several nights a
week. He was always welcome, and Donna made enough just in case
Dwayne joined them. He was always there when Spencer had a project
going and he needed a extra hand, or Dwayne would drop by just to
help him finish quicker. The Winchesters would drive out to the
ranch to have dinner with him. They’d bring the food and Donna
would fix it for them while he and Spencer spent quality time
together.
Rance Harding was coming home a lot more often. Rance made a great
effort to be home for his boy when he could. He knew Dwayne
wouldn’t bond with anyone else or marry. There was no doubt in his
mind Dwayne and Lamar would grow old together. He also knew his
boy would wait faithfully for his love. Rance didn’t have any
problem with his son's choice, it just gave him more time to be
alone with his boy. Dwayne leaned on his dad somewhat, but he was
growing to be his own man. After seven years on the road, Rance
began to get more than a little tired of it. He still loved his
job, and worked at it balls-out to make more money for the
company. He never let Sticker down, but he also wanted to spend
more time with his boy. Rance missed out on most of Dwayne’s life,
but now, when he had the opportunity to be with his boy, he seemed
to be on the road all the time. Rance would never complain to
Sticker if his ass was on fire. He was totally devoted to his big
cowboy boss. Sticker Wiggins was no dummy. He could see what it
was doing to his employee who also became his friend.
Rance still worked as hard as ever for his boss and made him lots
of money, but it was beginning to tell in Rance’s health and
Sticker could see it happening. Sticker learned from Sidney to
take care of good employees, and they’ll take care of you. Sticker
sat down with Rance and told him what he thought. He asked Rance,
if he found another job for him, where he could be home more,
could his second take over the stock company as ramrod? Rance had
full confidence in his second, Curt Akins, and told Sticker he
thought he could handle the job with no problem. Sticker promoted
Rance to handle a couple of his other cowboy ventures. Rance would
still be overseer of the rodeo stock company, he just wouldn’t be
doing the hard work anymore. Rance was to be Sticker’s
representative to make sure everything was running smoothly.
Sidney was giving Sticker more and more responsibilities, and he
in turn, had to delegate some of his responsibilities for his
personal ventures to others he could trust. After Rance proved
himself with two companies, Sticker gave him another and later one
more to manage. With each company came a substantial pay increase.
Rance’s income doubled with two, tripled with three, and
quadrupled with four. He was pulling down a salary better than
many executives with large companies. Rance took to managing
Sticker’s interest like a duck to water. He was as good a tiger at
managing as he was at ramrodding the stock company, and Sticker’s
profits soared from the companies Rance managed.
Rance was still busy as a cat covering up shit, and he was making
damn good money as well as making a bundle for Sticker; but, the
best part was, he could use the ranch as a home base and conduct a
lot of his business by phone or e-mails. He still had to do some
traveling, but not nearly as much as he did before. A lot of times
he’d take Dwayne with him and began to teach him how to manage a
large company. Rance recovered rapidly from his rundown state and
was doing better all the time. He was happy living at home on the
ranch with his boy. He was very much in love with Dwayne, but not
so much he tried to influence Dwayne away from his one great love.
Sticker was the sole boss of the Lazy 8 for almost twelve years.
It was still in the Wainright name, but Sticker handled everything
for Sidney. In a dozen years Sticker doubled and tripled the
profits from the ranch. He had no idea his mate had a living trust
drawn up that left him the Lazy 8 if anything should happen to
Sidney. Sticker wouldn’t have wanted to know. He wasn’t that kind
of man. Sticker was in charge of everything at the ranch except
running the day to day operations, but he would spend a week or
more in the saddle with the cowboys sometimes. No one but the
ramrod and the cook at the ranch knew Sticker was the boss man. He
was just a neighboring cowboy who came to give them a hand once in
a while. That’s the way Sticker wanted it.
He would observe the cowboys, work with them, and get to know
them. It rarely happened, but once in a great while a cowboy would
be given his walking papers a couple of months after Sticker’s
visit. He didn’t do it too often because cowboys of any kind were
a dying breed of men. The pay was low and the work was hard. Men
really had to love being a cowboy to work so hard for such little
pay. The Lazy 8 paid better than most ranches, but they also
expected the work from the cowboys. Word soon got around,
the Lazy 8 was paying top wages and they rarely had much problem
replacing a hand. Holding on to them for long periods was a
problem all ranches faced.
* * * * * * *
They gave me a big party at the Harding ranch the day before I was
planning to leave. It was a Saturday and I was leaving the next
day. It was another co-op party where everyone brought something.
Dwayne and Rance coordinated the whole thing. Everyone in town
knew Casey was going to go rodeoing. I think everybody in the damn
town was there to say goodbye and wish me well. Lamar was home on
two weeks leave. As a master sergeant he had three weeks leave a
year and he would spend one week at Christmas with Rance and
Dwayne on the ranch. He came to think of the ranch and the good
folks who loved him as his family.
We certainly thought of him as family. I swear he was bigger than
he was the last leave he stayed with us. Dwayne confirmed it. He
told us we wouldn’t believe his body now. Dwayne laughed and told
us sometimes he didn’t know whether to make love to him or fall at
his feet and worship him. The big black giant man got me aside,
put his huge arm over my shoulder, and walked me down toward the
barn. “Casey, my handsome cowboy brother, what are you doing? How
can you leave that wonderful man who loves you so much? Our little
brother will take good care of him, I have no doubt, but he ain’t
you, Son,” Lamar asked.
“Oh, God, Lamar, please don’t make this any harder on me than it
already is, sir. I don’t have anything I can honestly tell you. I
can’t give you a good reason for going. I just don’t know. All I
know is something’s calling me, and I must go. I may never have
another chance, sir. Let’s be fair about this. Why do you stay in
the Marine Corps when there’s a man on this ranch what worships
you and needs you?” I asked with a grin.
“‘Dasa’ good point, Little Brother. I guess I don’t have a lot of
room to ask a question like that, but I’s jes’ concerned about
you. It won’t always be this way between me and my love, Casey.
Don’t tell your brother, ‘cause I don’t wanna’ go git’n his hopes
built up to knock ‘em down, but I’s working hard toward get’n
assigned to Pendleton. One of the commandants there knows me and
likes me. I worked for him before. I think he may send for me when
I makes Sergeant First Class. I’d be in charge of several classes
of recruits in training and their drill instructors.”
“That would be wonderful, Lamar. Do you think you could live here
on the ranch?" I asked.
“That’s what I’s a’ hoping. It might not be ‘til the end of this
hitch and to git it, they’s probably gonna’ want me to do another
four years. They call it an ‘incentive.’ I jes’ learned me that
word a couple a’ weeks ago. It means it’s like put’n a carrot in
front of a horse to make him go. You give ‘em what they wants, and
they give you what chu’ want.”
“Are you planning on making the Corps a career?” I asked.
“I ain’t thought that far ahead, Son. I been take’n it day by day,
year by year, but if I put in another four years, I’ll have half
the time in I need to put in for retirement. If the next ten goes
by as fast as this ten’s go’n by, my baby boy and I will be ride’n
high. I ain’t gonna’ do anything before I talk’s it over with my
family here and gits their thoughts; Mr. Rance, Mr. Bard, yore’
daddy, Mr. Winchester, Mr. Wainright, and Mr. Wiggins. I thinks
the world of them men; I thinks of them as my family. I wouldn’t
do nothing without talk’n to them men first. They ain’t never
steered me wrong so far.
"Of course, I’ll have to talk it over with my baby boy. He’s been
pretty understanding about sharing his husband with the Corps, and
it makes me love him all the more. In a way, he’s like my carrot
in life. I live from leave to leave to come home and be with my
baby boy. I don’t do nothing the entire time I’s away from him. I
keeps my nose clean and does my business for the Corps. I ain’t
fuck’n up the finest thing what ever happened in my life. I never
thought as big as am I’d ever find me someone to love and love me.
My physical size alone scares most people of any quality away. My
baby boy likes me big. That’s why I work so hard to git as big for
him as I can.
"When I found out from them men I loves and his daddy what he done
for me to be able to take me and satisfy his black giant, I cried
for two days. His daddy done brought out ‘pink floyd’ and told me
how his brothers worked with him for months helping him learn to
take that big piece of rubber. That’s also part of why I love’s
you and your little brother so damn much. I gots you two men to
thank for help’n my baby boy become my mate. You don’t know how
much you contributed to our pleasure. As I understand it you men
and his daddy still work him over with that big thing ever now and
then jes’ to keep him open for me.”
“Yeah, we have, sir. We love you and we love him. We love you
together and the love you share with our brother spills over onto
all of us. It makes us feel good to see you happy with each
other.”
“I thanked yore’ little brother, and I’m a’ thank’n you, my
handsome cowboy brother, for your unselfishness and your love for
us. God knows what he’s doing and my baby boy was right. The Old
Man done sent ‘dat boy to me to be my protector and my guide
through this life and he has been. His love for me and my love for
him has kept me on the straight and narrow. His love for me has
brought me the most wonderful men for family I could ever wish
for. He’s the only person I’ll ever love in this life. I don’t
know how I knows that, but I do. I love him without measure,
Casey.”
“I don’t think there’s a doubt in his mind you love him, sir.”
“He shouldn’t. I told him never to doubt my love for him and I
meant it. I jes’ want the best for both of us. Now, talk to ole
Lamar, Child. Tell you’re big brother what you gonna’ be look’n
for out there you can’t find rye-cheer in your own back yard?” he
asked.
“If’n I tell you, will you promise not to say nothing to my dad?”
I asked in reply.
“I swear on the Corps, Son,” Lamar raised his right hand in oath.
“My granddaddy,” I replied.
“Whoah! Child! I shore’ ‘nuff won’t say nothing to yore’ daddy
about him, Boy. I know'd him and his daddy done parted ways a long
time ago. He done sit me down an’ told me about his daddy, Son. I
don’t blame yore’ daddy a bit for what he done. If his old man’s
really as bad as he says, and I don’t think yore’ daddy would lie
to me, he done the right thing for him and you. I thinks yore’
daddy’s a wise man, Son?”
“I don’t know, sir. I don’t plan to tell my granddad who I am if I
run into him. I jes’ wanna’ meet him.”
“Listen to old Lamar, Child, if you gets yore’self into trouble,
you need help, you let chore’ brother know and wherever you is,
I’ll git money to you, or I’ll send in the Marines. I got me
enough pull I can do it, Boy. You understand, Son?” he asked.
“Thank you, sir. I appreciate your concern with all my heart. I
promise I will if I need help.”
“Good! Now, let’s us walk back up there and git us some’um
to eat. I loves you, Little Brother, and I’ll be a’ praying for a
safe journey for you.”
“I love you, too, sir, and thank you for your kindness and
understanding.”
Everyman there within our group took me for a walk and gave me the
same speech. Each one wanted to be the first I called if I found
myself in trouble. Even Sheriff Bard, with tears in his eyes, made
me promise to keep in touch with him, and if I needed help he
would get money to me muy pronto or he would have a fellow lawman
by my side in minutes. I thanked all of them sincerely. They meant
what they said, and I had no doubt they would back up their words
with action if I needed them.
I told my little brother my fear of going into Texas with my eyes
being a rare color and folks might associate me with my granddad
because of his dark violet eyes. Little Bit always had an answer
for every problem. He took me to his eye doctor. I never knew our
little brother wore contact lenses. He told the doctor what I
needed, and he told us it was no problem. He had soft, colored
contact lenses without any correction in different colors what
would change the color of my eyes. They were surprisingly
comfortable. I bought three pair from him that were a light blue
in color; however, when worn over my dark violet eyes it made them
appear a deep blue color. Logan said it made me look even more
handsome. I wore them some before I left to get use to them but
never in my dad’s presence. He would’ve known immediately what I
was up to and have a conniption fit. While I love my old man
dearly, I didn’t want to go through another hour and a half
lecture.
When I pulled out in the double ‘R,’ my little brother handed me
an envelope. I thought was just a card. He told me not to open it
until I got to my first stop. I did as I was instructed, and when
I opened the card two five hundred dollar bills fell into my lap.
It was signed by all the wonderful men in our family; Rance,
Dwayne, and Lamar; the Winchesters; Sheriff Bard; Sidney; Sticker;
my little brother; Frank; Curly; all the deputies; Bodey; Flynn;
and lastly my dad. I sat and cried like a baby. Only Sidney,
Logan, Dwayne, and I assumed Sticker, knew of my financial
holdings and how much I was worth. Sticker and Sidney didn’t know
who the owner or owners of the thousand shares in their company
was. All they knew was a corporation bought them. I didn’t really
need the money, but it was the gesture that really touched me.
It was tough leaving my dad, but I knew he’d be in good hands with
my little brother. He was comfortable with Logan. I knew it wasn’t
going to be easy on dad, but I felt like I had to go. I don’t know
why I felt such a strong draw to get away, but I did. Everything
and everyone I loved was there in our little town. I didn’t know
where I was going or what I was going to do. Many times I’d come
to a crossroad and flip a coin. Wherever chance took me and my
pony, that’s where we went.
I was pulling our double horse trailer behind the Rambling Ramada,
but I only had my wonderful little pinto roping pony dad gave me
for my seventeenth birthday in the trailer. I trained him myself
to be the best damn roping pony I ever had. I could swear sometime
that pony could read my mind. Little Bit confirmed it for me.
Growing up and living on a ranch my daddy taught me not to fall in
love with animals because they were there for our help and our
food. I never got attached to any animal except our old heeler dog
and my pony. I love my little pony and he loves me. I didn’t know
what to name him, so I called him ‘pony’ for the longest time. One
afternoon I was working with him, and I heard Logan ask Dwayne if
he didn’t think my pony looked like a bowl of ‘Rocky Road’ ice
cream. Dwayne agreed with him, and they started calling him,
‘Rocky.’ I thought it was as good a name as any, and since my
brothers named him, I gave him the name. It really was the perfect
for him, and he would come to me when I called him by his name.
I quickly learned where I could stay so I could take my pony out
of the trailer and walk him a bit. I had to think of my pony as
well as myself. It was good because he probably kept me out of
trouble. It was a bit easier at recreational vehicle parks where I
would ask for a space as far to the back on the lot as possible to
walk my pony. Most of them were pretty accommodating, but every
now and then I’d run into a bastard who was a hard nose and just
wasn’t interested or too bored with his quotidian life he couldn't
tap into his humanity beneath his low-life anger to cooperate. “If
you wanna’ a space, you take what we assign you, Cowboy. Jess'
'cause you's tote'n a nag don't make you special,” one big asshole
with more tattoos than brains told me. I didn't say a word but
turned and walked out. If I had to drive all night to find another
place, I would. That night I parked in a rest stop between Phoenix
and Tucson and took Rocky for a long walk. He could tell I was
upset muttering to myself and cursing. My partner was
extra-special with his attention and affection like he was trying
to soothe my spirit. I got the distinct feeling he was trying to
tell me to let it go. He soon got me in a better mood and he
laughed when I told him what that unwashed asshole called my best
buddy. That night, I began to wonder just how much Rocky
understood when I talked to him.
I knew it was going to be tough without a roping partner, but I
developed another roping skill over the years, calf roping. I got
pretty damn good at it, too. The last year dad and I went around
to the local rodeos, I entered the calf roping competition as well
as team roping. I was winning almost as much at calf roping as we
were in team roping. I had my little brother help me do an
Internet search before I left. I had a print out of the dates and
times of most of the major rodeos and many of the smaller ones.
Little Bit was so thorough he had them listed several ways, by
dates, alphabetized, and size. I would put a sign on the double
‘R’ that read: Champion Team Roper looking for a partner. I didn’t
get a lot of takers. I ended up having to calf rope to win any
money.
I was doing all right. Most rodeos, I at least placed. I didn't
need the money, but like any cowboy I wanted to win for the pride.
I found it was sometimes easier to get a partner at a small town
rodeo than it was the larger rodeos. Them good old boys would take
pity on the kid and toss a few with him. When they found out I was
better than pretty good, they all wanted to rope with me.
Sometimes small towns had more talented ropers than were roping on
the circuit. After a dozen or more rodeos I was about to give up
the idea of trying to do the circuit. I didn’t have a partner to
go with me, and while I was a good calf roper, I was still a long
way from competing with the professional cowboys who rode the
circuit. Besides, I was having a good enough time at the smaller
rodeos. The people were more friendly, honest, and open with you
than they were at the bigger rodeos where there was a lot of
competition anxiety and little social interaction. There was no
time for laid-back, friendly competition or camaraderie. Winning
was everything.
I was at a rodeo almost every weekend. I’d pay my entry fees, and
because I was a registered contestant, I would be allowed to park
the Rambling Ramada on the grounds. Most, except the very smallest
rodeos, had RV hookups. The Double R was fully self-contained if
hookups weren’t available. I spent several weeks rodeoing in
Nevada and small towns in Northern Arizona. I wanted to attend the
Tucson rodeo, and I got there about three days early. I tried to
find an RV campground, but I couldn’t find one I liked. I was
about to give up when I pulled into a Shell station to gas up and
asked the attendant if he knew of any RV campgrounds that were
decent.
“Naw, don’t know of any. You here for the rodeo, Son?” he asked.
“What gimme’ away, sir?” I laughed as I pushed my cowboy hat back
on my head. He laughed with me.
“You by yourself?” he asked.
“Yes, sir, jes’ me’n my pony,” I replied.
“Tell you what, lemme’ make a phone call,” he said.
He went into the station, and I could see him on the phone talking
to someone. He returned with a piece of paper with an address and
a small map to a ranch ten miles outside of Tucson called the
‘Broken Arrow’ with a man’s name, Dan Yates, and his phone number
underneath.
“This here’s a map of a rodeo-friendly ranch about eight miles
down this road due South a' here. It’s owned by a fine man I
know'd for years. His name is Dan Yates and his partner’s Billy
Gunn. They be champion ropers. I think you’d fit right in with the
crowd he has around there. They’s jes’ now starting to gather. I
called him, and they’s expecting you. Said for you to git chore’
ass on out there, they'll be wait’n supper for you. Jes’ follow
this road about eight miles and it’s on the left. Big ole sign
says, Broken Arrow Ranch. You can’t miss it.”
About that time there came a Hell of a racket as sixteen big
motorcycles pulled into the station and hailed the owner by name.
He returned their salutations. “Hey, Waddie. Hey, Titus. Howdy,
Jim. Beau. Chief. Blaine. Ain’t seen ya’ll in a long time,” he
said.
Four huge men got off their Harleys, walked over and looked me up
and down. Several were wearing the strangest looking leather pants
which had a pouch at their crotch where I assume their dick and
balls might fit. I found them incredibly sexy. They had snaps on
them and they looked like they could be easily removed. It was
like seeing a man’s cock and balls in a leather wrapping making it
into a compact package, a gift just waiting to be opened by some
lucky person.
Waddie? That name was familiar. Ain’t a lot a’ men named Waddie.
‘Naw it couldn’t be,’ I thought to myself. The 'Waddie' I knew was
just like his name, a big, older, fine looking cowboy. He was the
man who used to beat me and dad all the time at team roping with
his partner from Ramona. He hadn’t beat us in the last couple of
years, though. Of course, he wasn’t competing either. The ‘Waddie’
I knew wasn’t a biker. The closer the men got the more I could
swear it was the same man. He was a decent enough looking older
man, but just on the boarder line of being ugly; well, maybe
ruggedly handsome. He had on a pair of the leather pants with a
pouch and big, tall, black, heavy motorcycle boots. He had on a
big leather jacket, and his complete package was sexy as Hell. He
made my heart skip a beat. No, make that two beats and a rim-shot.
Right behind him was a fine looking older man I heard the big man
call Titus. The one he called Chief was obviously American Indian.
He was almost as big as Waddie or Titus. Chief’s road buddy was a
good looking man named Blaine. He was a very attractive, handsome
man.
The big man, the biker, whom the owner of the station called Big
Jim was huge. He was much like Waddie, border line ugly, but his
complete package was very sexy, too. He wasn’t as big as Lamar but
damn near. His road buddy was a handsome middle aged man named
Beau. Now they were closer I was sure this man was Waddie
Claymore, the big older cowboy who lives on a ranch about ten
miles Southwest of Warner Springs. He’d been to lots of our
football, basket ball, and baseball games to cheer us on. I knew
him and Sticker were big friends. “Ya’ll headed out to the Broken
Arrow?” the owner of the station asked the bikers.
“Yeah, we’s on our way, but we couldn’t go by without stopping to
say ‘hello.’ You gonna’ come to the rodeo this year, Fred?” Mr.
Claymore asked the station owner.
“Oh, yeah. Me and my boy’s gonna’ stomp yore’ butt this year,
Cowboy,” he replied.
The big men roared with laughter. “I hope you do, Fred. It’s about
time,” Mr. Claymore said.
“Who you got for a partner this year, Waddie?” Fred asked.
“I may not rope this year, Fred. Ain’t got me no partner for the
Tucson rodeo. So you and yore’ boy jes’ might win this year,” he
said and laughed, “We’s headed to my hometown for the Fourth of
July rodeo, and I might rope with my boy or one of his boys there.
I asked him to come to Tucson and rope with me, but he’s sheriff
of the county now, and got too many responsibilities. Who’s this
fine looking young cowboy, Fred?” he asked.
“Don’t know his name yet, but I jes’ called Dan Yates, and he said
to send him on out. They’s waiting dinner for him. Ya’ll better
git out there, too, if’n you wanna’ git’ some of Mrs. Russell’s
fine cooking. If’n ya’ don’t git there before they feed Griz you
may not git none,” he said and grinned.
The men laughed.
“Would ja’ look at the color of this young man’s eyes. Holy crap,
now that’s something you don’t see ever’ day. Wait a minute. I
know'd one young man what’s got them violet eyes. Don’t live too
far from me, neither. What chore’ name, Son?” Mr. Claymore asked
me
“Casey Longhorn, Mr. Claymore," I replied.
He looked at me with surprise. He smiled real big as recognition
came across his face. He grabbed my hand with his big hand and
started pumping it. That wasn’t good enough for him. He pulled me
into his big arms for a hug. God, I was surrounded by leather, and
it smelled wonderful. I always thought Mr. Claymore was a fine
looking cowboy, but in his biker leathers with a black bandanna
tied around his head he looked meaner than a damn Brahma bull. My
dick started to get hard and drool in my Wrangles. He looked right
down at my crotch and saw it, too. He grinned and winked at me.
“Hoe-lee shit! Damn, Son, it’s good to see you again. Sorry I
didn’t recognize you right off. Is yore’ daddy with ya’? Ya’ll
come to rope in the Tucson rodeo?” Mr. Claymore asked like he’d
found a long lost friend.
“I come by myself, Mr. Claymore. I don’t know if you know or not,
but my daddy got his legs shot off in Vietnam. He does all right
on his artificial legs, good enough to rope and ride in local
rodeos, but a long trip like I’m taking would be too much for him,
sir. Besides, he’s got our ranch to run.”
“I never knew, Son, but I ain’t never had much chance to talk with
you or yore’ dad. I know Sticker Wiggins thinks the world of you
and yore’ old man. Yore’ daddy, he be a good look’n man, Son, and
a fine cowboy,” he said sincerely.
“Damn, Waddie! Do you know ever’ body? We can’t take you nowheres
you don’t know somebody,” the huge man appropriately named ‘Big
Jim’ interrupted.
“Don’t know ever’ body, Brother, but I know most men who toss a
rope in our area. It’s a small group of men, and we know each
other from local rodeos – ain’t ‘tat right, Son?” he smiled and
winked at me for confirmation.
“‘At’s right, sir. I didn’t recognize you ‘til you walked up. I’m
more used to seeing you sit a pony. Ain’t never seen you without a
cowboy hat I can remember,” I allowed.
“I guess you’re right. Me and my brothers here, we’re on a run to
Key West, Florida on our bikes, but we’re stopping by some old
friends to attend the rodeo this weekend. This fine looking
gentleman here, he be my road buddy for this run. His name is
Titus. The biggest man here, his name is Big Jim for obvious
reasons.”
Mr. Claymore went on to introduce me to the rest of the men. I
shook hands with all of them. “Good to meet you, Gentlemen,” I
told them
“Got chore’self a partner for the rodeo, Cowboy?” Mr. Claymore
asked.
“Naw, sir, not yet. Since I’m traveling alone, it’s kinda hard to
find a decent partner so I mostly do calf roping,” I replied.
“Ya’ any good, Kid?” Big Jim asked.
“My daddy and I won every major rodeo in the Western states cept’n
parts of Arizona and New Mexico. We never ventured over here. It
was too long a trip for my dad,” I replied.
“He’s damn good, Brother. Don’t know’s me and Winston could beat
him and his pa, now. Sorry about yore’ pa losing his legs, Son. We
know about Nam. Titus and me, and them two over there, they was
over there. We know what your daddy went through. Tell you what,
we’s headed out to the Broken Arrow. Why don’t chu’ jes’ follow
us, and we’ll get chu’ out there? Oh, and by the way, if’n a big
Grizzly bear comes out to greet us, don’t be afeared. He's tame
enough. He be an old friend, but he's been known to carry handsome
young cowboy's off to his den and do strange things to 'um. Jes’
stick close to us, and he won’t hurt cha’ none.’” All of the men
laughed and agreed with Mr. Claymore. I thought they were
bullshit’n me. Come to find out, they weren’t too far wrong.
They waited patiently as I got the double ‘R’ on the road and they
took off. I had no idea what I was getting myself into. I knew and
really liked Mr. Claymore, but these men looked for all the world
like ‘Hell’s Angels.’ Well, to be fair, the geriatrics contingent
of the ‘Angels.’ Who knows, they just might get drunk, rowdy,
rape, and rob me, but I wondered if you could get drunk on
Geritol. ‘Well,' I thought to myself, ‘three out a’ four ain’t
bad. I really wouldn’t mind if Mr. Claymore raped me. I carried a
secret hard-on for him for a long time. I always did think he sat
a fine horse. The man rode like he was born to the saddle. I
certainly would like to find out how he felt in my saddle.' I
wonder if he might be into raping a young cowboy. If there’s a
God, Mr. Claymore would take me and have his way with me. I
remember my daddy telling my little brother, you can’t call it
rape if you're a willing victim. I laughed to myself. What the
Hell, a big man like him probably loves cunt.
We got to the ranch and a fine looking older man and his partner
came out to meet us. They introduced me all around. The man who
owned the ranch, Dan Yates’ partner, Billy Gunn, they called
‘Cowboy.’ He helped me get my pony out of the trailer, we took him
to their barn, put him in a stall, fed, and watered him. Rocky
looked around and snorted his acceptance. The accommodations,
while not luxurious, were comfortable he allowed. He could walk
out the back into a large corral area for exercise. While we were
putting ‘Rocky,’ in the barn, Cowboy hollered to someone I
couldn’t see coming down a stairs inside the barn.
“Hey, Griz, come on over here and meet this young cowboy, his name
is Casey Longhorn,” Cowboy shouted to the man.
I turned around and before me stood a huge man. He was every bit
as big or bigger than Lamar. Damn, he was huge. He was covered in
hair. He had a full beard and mustache and I could see hair coming
out from under his Western shirt. Even the tops of his hands were
covered in hair. I almost swallowed my tongue. This had to be the
'Grizzly' Mr. Claymore warned me about. He certainly was as
imposing as one, but there was an aura of goodness about him.
There was a light in his eyes that comforted me and as imposing as
he was, I wasn’t the least afraid of him.
He stuck out his big paw. “Nice to meet chu,’ Mister Casey,” the
giant man said softly as he shook my hand.
“Just ‘Casey,’ sir,” I smiled at him, "It's good to meet you, too,
Mr. Griz," I said with respect.
“I’m jes,’ ‘Griz,’ Casey. Yore’ eyes shore' is a purdy color,
Casey. I only seen me a couple a’ men in the last thirty years
what come to the ranch with eyes like yorn. Yore’ granddaddy give
you them eyes,” he said shyly as a statement, not a question, like
he knew without a doubt.
Oh shit! Why was my dick getting hard? Oh Lord, I suddenly felt
someone in my head. The feeling was unmistakable. Dwayne and I
learned when my little brother was trying to get into my head, but
this was nothing like Logan. I was almost as good as Dwayne in
locking him out if I didn’t want him rummaging around in my mind,
but this was a powerful touch. I doubt seriously I could’ve locked
this person out. Whoever it was knew the minute I felt them; they
knew I recognized I was being tapped, and they withdrew in a
flash, like a kid caught with their hand in a cookie jar. I
could’ve sworn I heard a chuckle.
“Thank you, Griz, for the compliment. Yes, sir, my granddaddy done
gimme’ my eyes. How’d ju’ know?” I asked suddenly realizing how he
knew.
“It’s a long story, Casey. We’ll tell you later. Griz has some
unusual talents," Cowboy said.
Griz smiled at Cowboy’s words.
“Yeah, my little brother does, too, he can git inside yore’ head,”
I told Cowboy.
“Griz, has that ability, too. He can git inside animals heads as
well.”
“So can my little brother. I’m used to him, so it don’t bother me
none.”
Griz was on his way to the big house for dinner with the other
men. Damned if Waddie wasn’t right, he looked like a Grizzly bear.
He even walked like I would imagine one to walk. I was more than a
little impressed by his size. I wondered if what hung between his
legs was proportionate to the rest of his body. Griz turned to me
and smiled, “To find that out, Casey, you’ll have ta’ spend the
night with me in my den,” he said. Griz looked at me and winked as
I turned beet red. My God he read my mind slicker than shit runs
through a goose, but I didn’t feel him that time. He was damn
good. Almost like our little brother, but Little Bit wasn’t yet as
good as Griz.
“Griz, go easy on our young cowboy guest. He jes’ come among us,
he ain’t used to us yet. You stay outa’ his head, now, ya’ hear?
That’s an order, Big Man!” Cowboy barked at him.
“Yes, sir, Master Billy. I’m sorry, Casey. You make my dick hard,
too,” he apologized.
I blushed even more, but I placed my hand on Griz’s huge arm to
let him know it was all right. He didn’t mean any harm and it
seemed to be his way of making me feel welcome. ‘Did I just hear
him call Cowboy, ‘Master Billy’?’ I wondered to myself. Griz
looked at me smiled, winked, and nodded his head ‘yes’ to the
question in my head. I knew Cowboy didn’t see him. I smiled and
nodded to him I understood. I leaned in to him and spoke loud
enough Cowboy could hear. “I really don’t mind, Griz. I ain't got
me no secrets, but if you choose to tap me, at least let me know
you’re there," I told him.
“I will, Casey. You really felt me. It’s the first time I’ve ever
met anyone who knew I was in their head,” he declared.
Girz went on into the main house, but Cowboy walked with me to the
double ‘R’ and showed me where to park.
“Nice rig ya’ got here, Son,” Cowboy said as he gave me a hand
hooking up the utilities. They had spaces for about a dozen motor
coaches. A big, older, GMC motor coach was sitting next to the
space he told me to park in. “That big GMC motorcoach over there
is ours. We used to use it a lot when Dan and I were riding the
circuit years ago, but we ain’t got much use out of it lately. We
take it to L.A. ever’ now and then and to my hometown in Texas for
an annual rodeo we founded when I lost my first master.”
‘Master?’ I thought to myself, ‘What the Hell did he mean? Cowboy
was Griz’s master, and Dan Yates was Cowboy’s master?’ This was
all too confusing. I wasn’t going to ask.
“Did you do good on the circuit, sir,” I asked.
“National champions four years, and I was National champ with my
uncle way back before you was born in the sixties. I was sent to
Nam with Master Dan’s boy Buck. He was one of the greatest loves
of my live, but he and two of my best buddies was killed saving my
life over there,” he said.
“Damn, that’s hard, sir. My daddy lost his legs in Nam, but he
still manages to rope and ride with his artificial legs. He taught
me to rope. We done won ever’thing in our neck of the woods. He
couldn’t come with me because it would ‘a been too hard on him,” I
explained.
“I can understand that, Son. Come on, Young Man, we done fed your
pony, let’s us go strap on the old feed bag,” he grinned.
He took me into the big house and into a huge dining area. There
was a long wooden table covered in oil cloth with three picnic
benches down each side. They were each about eight feet long, so
the table itself had to be at least twenty feet. Dan Yates sat at
the head of the table, and they set Griz on his left.
Everyone was standing up waiting for us. The men joined hands
around the table. Dan said a brief prayer of thanks, and we sat
down to eat. The food was wonderful. The lady who did the cooking
was Mrs. Russell and she was a great cook. She had a Hopitu
American Indian lady and a Mexican lady assistants. It was family
style, and they kept filling up the bowls. The food was delicious
and there was lots of it. I sat next to Cowboy, who sat on Mr.
Yates right, across from Mr. Claymore and his road buddy. I
watched the giant man, Griz, across from me. He didn’t gobble down
his food, he ate steadily, and he ate a lot.
“You get our young cowboy’s pony fed and watered, Son?” Dan asked
Cowboy.
“Yes, sir, Dad,” Cowboy responded.
Dad? He called Dan, dad? I wondered if... ‘Ah, ain’t none of your
business, Casey.’ I thought to myself. ‘However, Cowboy told me
Dan’s boy was one of the great loves of his life. Humm...’ I
pondered to myself.
Two of the men at the table I assumed were ranch hands were also
fine looking men. They looked enough alike to be brothers, maybe
even fraternal twins. I found out later they were father and son.
Their names were Boots and Sonny. I heard Sonny call Boots, dad,
and it made me wonder about them, too. Once in a while I would
hear the younger man call the older man ‘master,’ but I had no
idea why. I didn’t know what the Hell was going on, but I knew I
was more comfortable and relaxed with this group of men than I’d
been in a while. They gave off the same collective goodness the
men in my hometown did. Cowboy seated me next to him. I told him
quietly I was confused about what folks were calling each other.
Cowboy laughed and ask how old I was. I told him I just turned
twenty-one a couple of weeks ago. “Well, I guess you’re old
enough. I’m Billy Gunn the third. Boots and Sonny are my kin, and
their real names are Billy Gunn Junior and Billy Gunn the third.
Are you more confused now? Boots is Sonny’s master, but he also
happens to be his dad,” he explained and he was right, I was even
more confused.
“I’m a little confused, but I ain’t overly anxious about it. It
brings up all sort of other questions in my mind, but it’s rude to
ask folks about private things. My dad done told me if they want
you to know, they’ll tell you, otherwise, you shouldn’t ask. I’m
jes’ grateful to find you men and for a decent place to stay for a
couple of days. I ain’t had me no good company in several weeks
now, and I miss my loved ones I left behind in my hometown. I
thought going out on my own would be a wonderful adventure, but it
ain’t been nearly as great as I thought it might be. I thought I’d
be so busy I wouldn’t miss them, but I do,” I said. A tear came to
my eye, but I quickly wiped it away. Cowboy didn’t miss it. He put
his arm around me to comfort me.
“I know how you feel, Son. It’s a long story about this group of
men, but I’ll tell you later. If you wonder why some men call
their partner ‘master,’ I’ll explain it to you as well, or if you
get lucky tonight, they might explain it to you,” he said quietly
and smiled at me.
I didn’t ask anymore, but I certainly knew what the term ‘getting
lucky’ meant. If only it was true, but I assumed they were all
paired off. When Cowboy told me about getting lucky, Mr. Claymore
was looking directly at me. I blushed when he winked at me. Oh,
Dear Lord, he knew. He could see it in my eyes. Cousin Rance told
us one night at dinner, cowboys knew that sort of thing about each
other. I was beginning to think he was right. I wondered if that
included bikers? I knew Mr. Claymore was a cowboy and worked as a
hand on a working ranch. What was I doing thinking about this man
that way? I guess I made a fool of myself. I tried hard not to
look at him, but he was sitting directly across from me. My eyes
kept coming to rest on his ruggedly handsome countenance.
My ole dick was hard the whole time. I wondered what it might be
like to make love to the man sitting across from me, and kiss him
on his lips. His hair was a handsome, pure silver in a short crew
cut, and his neatly trimmed beard and mustache was the same color.
Rather than make him look older, it seemed to round off his
appearance and fame him in a maturity that was more than a little
appealing to me. He looked like he probably could be older than my
granddad, but damnation he was a sexy man. He just dripped sex. My
old dick got hard looking at him and thinking of the nasty things
I could do with him, at least, until he popped my plug out of my
butt to take me. Damn, my plug! I forgot about that. I wonder if
my plug would be a big a turn off for him?
<< Hardly, >> I head a voice in my head say.
I looked at the giant man sitting across the table next to Dan
Yates. He usually sat at the other end, but when there was only a
few or just family for dinner he set on one side of Dan and Cowboy
sat on the other. I smiled at Griz and nodded to him.
<< Thanks, Buddy, >> I projected toward him. He smiled
and nodded back to me.
Mr. Claymore was obviously with the handsome man sitting next to
him, but Mr. Claymore didn’t seem to be paying him much attention,
other than to talk to him now and then. Titus was a
hyper-masculine man who seemed quiet and reserved. I could tell by
the way Titus looked at his road partner he was taken with him. He
looked at Mr. Claymore like he was the last dough-nut in the box
and everybody else had one but him, but I also noticed Mr.
Claymore seemed oblivious to the way Titus’s was looking at him.
Maybe he wasn’t aware. Maybe he just didn’t know. I had no way of
knowing what their relationship was all about.
<< Master Waddie don’t know his road buddy is in love with
him, Casey. That’s why my Friend brought you two together here at
the same time. You will tell him what you see, and it will make
him become aware of Mr. Titus. Mr. Claymore loves, admires, and
respects his road buddy, but Mr. Claymore don’t think he’s good
enough for Titus. They need each other, >> Griz came to my
rescue again.
<< Well, he’s damn sure good enough for me, Big Buddy. I’d
beg that man to fuck me ‘til Alaska melts and they find out it
ain’t half as big as Texas, >> I declared.
Griz burst out laughing. I winked at him and he blushed. Everyone
at the table was looking at him.
<< Be patient, Little One, you’ll get your chance tonight.
He ain’t been with no one since his mate, Zane, died. He let a man
suck him off in a dark corner of a bar one night, but that’s it.
My Friend knows what he’s doing. Mr. Claymore – I call him Master
Waddie – he ain’t thought of nothing else since he met up with you
at Fred’s Texaco station but split’n yore’ fine looking cowboy ass
with his big cock. He didn’t just stop for gas, Young’un, he
stopped to check you out. You have to be with him for a while to
bring him around to realizing he’s still a good and worthy man.
When you do, then his heart will be opened, and he’ll be ready to
take Mr. Titus for his slave, >> Griz sent to me.
I smiled and nodded my understanding. Cowboy saw our exchange.
“What’s that giant hairy beast tell’n you, Casey?” Cowboy asked me
after seeing Griz blush.
I laughed. Griz went back to eating his dinner. “Nothing, much,
sir, he jes’ told me he though I was purdy, again. I thought it
was sweet of him," I said.
“Griz, what’ud I tell you?” Cowboy asked Griz and shook his finger
at the big man.
“Please, Mr. Cowboy, it weren’t his fault. I asked him a question,
sir,” I came to Griz's defense.
“Jes’ call me, ‘Cowboy,’ Son,” Cowboy said.
“Thanks, sir, I appreciate that,” I replied.
“Well, that's okay then. He don’t never fail to obey me. He’s a
good slave, and I love him,” Cowboy said.
I watched Gris get a big grin on his face, and he blushed again.
We laughed at his shyness. He was so good natured. After dinner
everyone went to clean up and were going to meet in the big spa on
Dan’s back patio. The patio had a high adobe wall surrounding the
area and was completely private. Dan offered me the use of their
bathroom when they got through showering. I went to the coach to
get my small bag in which I carry my private stuff. They were
through by the time I got back so I decided to clean myself – just
in case, you understand – by some miracle I might get lucky. I
decided to insert my plug. I discovered if I squeezed my butt
cheeks together you couldn’t tell I was wearing it.
When I went out to the patio most of the men were already in the
large spa. Dan and Cowboy loaned me a big towel to rap around me
to walk to the patio. When I dropped my towel and walked to the
hot pool there were wolf whistles and cat calls from the men
because of my Longhorn swinging between my legs. I was used to it,
and it didn’t bother me. I sat on the edge and gently lowered
myself into the hot bubbling water. I made sure I sat by Mr.
Claymore. That way I didn’t have to look directly at him. I could
appreciate him more by sitting next to him. Titus was on his other
side and Cowboy was on my other side next to his master. I never
was in a spa before, but I knew I was going to like it.
“Well, now we know where he got the name ‘Longhorn,’" Dan Yates
said. Everyone laughed and agreed.
“The kids at school used to call me the ‘longhorn.’ They cut out
pictures of longhorn cattle and glued them to my locker. I made
every kid, who took their time to cut one out and paste it to my
locker, sign it. By the time I was a junior in high school you
couldn’t see the metal door of my locker for all the longhorn cows
pasted on it,” I said without bragging.
They thought that was a good story. Someone got up to make a beer
run and asked if I wanted a beer. I declined. “I don’t drink, sir,
but thanks for asking. I tasted it several times, and it tastes
like horse piss smells to me,” I said.
Cowboy fell out laughing and almost choked. “I’m the same way,
Casey. I’d much rather drink my master’s recycled beer than drink
regular beer,” he said.
That kind ‘a hit me between the eyes. What did Cowboy mean,
recycled beer? What the Hell was he talking about, drinking Dan
Yates’ piss? I never heard of a man drinking another man’s piss
before. God, I could never do that. That’s just plumb awful to
even think about. That’s downright nasty. Ah, he’s got to be
kidding me. They’ll tell me in a minute they’re pulling my leg.
“Is Mr. Yates your master, Cowboy?” I asked him quietly.
“Yes, Son, he is. I’m his slave. He owns me. We own Griz together
– right, Big Man?” Cowboy asked. Griz was sitting next to Dan
Yates with his big hairy arm resting on the cement deck behind
Dan’s shoulders.
“Yes, sir, Mr. Cowboy. I’m proud to be owned by you and Master
Dan, sir,” he replied.
“And do you drink your master’s recycled beer often, sir?” I asked
shyly. Everyone near us broke up laughing at my question.
Mr. Claymore leaned over to speak to me in a low voice. “That
ain’t beer in the can he’s holding, Son,” he said.
“Oh, I see. Sorry, sir,” I said to Cowboy.
“‘At’s all right, Casey. You couldn’t have known, Son. Our way of
life is new to you. It probably sounds horrible to you at first. I
know it did to me. Many years ago, I fell in love with a big ugly,
magnificent beast of a master and became his slave. I understood
before I agreed to give myself to him it was one of his
requirements, so I learned to like it because I loved him. It’s
not so far out when you get used to the idea. No harm done. Forget
about it,” he said.
But I couldn’t. It was just disgusting to me. Could one man love
another so much he’d do that to please him and learn to enjoy it?
I had to think about that one.
“Was Longhorn your family’s original name, Son?” Mr. Yates asked
me trying to change the subject, because I was becoming
embarrassed for being so stupid and naive.
“Naw, sir, Mr. Yates. My daddy didn’t tell me until I was eighteen
he done changed our name before he went to Vietnam to keep his
daddy from finding us. He hates his dad and from what I’ve heard
he has every right to. His cousin told his son and me we couldn’t
imagine what his daddy put him and his younger brother through
when they’s growing up. I guess he was a Hell-fire, damnation,
religious, right wing fundamentalist. He was very rigid in his
beliefs, and the way he related to others,” I explained. The men
shook their heads like they understood, and it was a damn shame.
"My daddy done went and got my mom pregnant with me when he was
only a kid not yet out of high school. It enraged his dad, but if
that weren’t bad enough, he caught him and his buddy, Bubba
Swansey, sucking each others dicks in the barn one afternoon,” I
said.
There went up a big laugh from the men. It told me a lot about
them. I noticed Mr. Claymore, who was sitting next to me, didn’t
laugh. “What’d you say the man’s name was, Son?” he asked.
“Bubba Swansey,” I replied.
“Humm,” Mr. Claymore responded,“I’m sorry, Son, go on with your
story.”
“My granddaddy threw my dad out and told him never to darken his
door again. He wouldn’t have no sodomite living under his roof. My
dad married my mom before he left for boot camp, but shipped her
out to live with her aunt in a small town in Southern California
outside San Diego about thirty miles. When he come home on leave
he officially had his name changed to Longhorn so’s his daddy
would never find him. The army also changed his name and sealed
his records so no one would know his previous name. My dad’s
little brother told his dad he was just like his older brother but
he left his old man before he could throw him out; however, not
before he roped, hog tied his dad, and made love to him against
his will.”
“Woah!” a few of the men responded. “That’s heavy,” Mr. Claymore
said.
“He done went and joined the Marines the next week, was sent to
Nam, and killed the first couple of months he was there. I never
got to know him. My daddy told me I look like a double for his
little brother. Our cousin, Rance, told me dad’s little brother,
Seth Quee, had the same color eyes and the same size dick as me.”
“You don’t mean Rance Harding what’s ramrod of the Lone Star Rough
Stock company?” Dan Yates asked me.
“Yes, sir, it’ud be him. His boy Dwayne and I grow’d up together.
We's the same age,” I said.
“Son of bitch, it’s a small world, but it’s even smaller in the
rodeo world. Their company’s provided the rough stock for every
major rodeo in this area for the last ten years. We done met Rance
Harding several times. We know him well. He’ll probably be here
this year. He’s been to the ranch here a couple of times, and damn
it, I knew I’d seen violet eyes on a man before. They were Rance
Harding’s. You remember Rance, Cowboy?” Dan asked his partner.
“Yes, sir. Fine looking man. Damn good cowboy, too,” Cowboy
allowed.
“Yes, sir. He’s got ‘em, too, but his boy didn’t. My granddaddy
has ‘em, he give ‘em to his youngest boy, but my daddy ain’t got
‘em,” I said.
“Rance told me and Cowboy, over a beer one night, the story of how
they run in his family. I won’t say nothing about it here, because
you might not want it known what your original name was,” Dan
Yates said.
“Thanks, Mr. Yates, I appreciate your thoughtfulness and
consideration,” I replied.
I saw Titus leaning over and whispering something in Mr.
Claymore’s ear. “Naw, ain’t a snowball’s chance,” Waddie said to
Titus.
“Trust me,” I heard Titus reply.
There was other conversation around the pool and a few told
outrageous stories about a big biker named Beryl and two elephants
they kept at the ranch for several years. Mr. Claymore leaned over
to me and spoke directly into my ear so none of the rest would
hear. “Would you like the company of an older cowboy/ biker this
evening to share yore’ bed, Son?" he asked.
“I’d be honored and downright proud, Mr. Claymore, but I have to
be honest with you, sir. I ain’t never been with no other man but
my dad, my two cousins, and my little brother. I hope I won’t
disappoint you, sir,” I said.
“I doubt seriously you could disappoint me, Son. I’d be more
afraid of disappointing you,” he replied.
“I don’t think so, sir. For a mature man you look pretty damn good
to me. I have ta’ be honest with ya,’ sir, my cock’s got a mind of
its own. It's always hard when I’m around you," I told him. He
laughed, put his big arm around me, and pulled me closer.
“Mature man? Them’s nice words, Son. How do you want me to dress,
cowboy or biker?” he asked.
“Biker, please, sir. I want me a closer look at them pants of
yorn. I can see you as a cowboy tomorrow,” I replied. Mr. Claymore
grinned and nodded like he understood my request.
“I know from what I’ve seen here tonight you have to be a master;
right, Mr. Claymore ?” I asked.
“That’s right, Casey, but chu’ don’t have to worry none about
that. Whatever we do will be man to man; one on one. You have
nothing to fear from me. I don’t want nothing unusual from you,
certainly nothing you ain’t comfortable with. I’d like to make a
little love to ya’ and fill that sweet cowboy butt of yours,’” he
allowed.
“Wow! Sounds good to me, Mr. Claymore. I been run'n a quart low.
Thank you, sir. Whenever you’re ready, let me know. I’ll go to my
coach and wait for you,” I said.
“You go along when you're ready, and I’ll be there directly, Son,”
he said.
After more conversation, I excused myself, told my hosts I’d been
driving all day, and I’d like to get some rest. I thanked Mr.
Yates and Cowboy for their hospitality, and I told them how much I
appreciated it. I said a special thanks to Griz in my mind. He
smiled and nodded at me. I got out of the pool, toweled myself
dry, walked into the house, put my clothes on, gathered my
personal items and walked to the double ‘R.’ Thirty minutes later
there came a knock on my door. I open it and there stood before me
a fine looking mature biker in full leather. My heart leaped to my
throat. I knew I made the right choice for the evening. Mr.
Claymore was like a comfortable old pair of boots, or an old
friend, someone from home I could relate to. Seeing him at rodeos
for several years, I never imagined I’d ever get a chance to be up
close and personal with the big man. I new I wanted to be held in
his arms and made love to. Somehow, I just knew he knew how to do
it. I turned the night latch so we wouldn’t be disturbed.
“This is real nice, Casey. I had no idea these things were this
roomy and luxurious,” Mr. Claymore said.
“Thank you, sir. I call it the Rambling Ramada, or the Double R
for short. Won’t you sit down. Can I take your jacket, sir?” I
asked.
He took off his jacket and handed it to me. I almost dropped it. I
wasn’t aware of how heavy it might be. It felt like it weighed a
ton. I put it around one of two extra dining chairs. He sat with
his legs apart, with his arm thrown back across the couch smiling
at me.
“Can I get you something to drink, Mr. Claymore? I’m afraid I only
have sodas,” I said.
“I’m fine, Son. Come sit by me,” he offered.
I walked over and sat down next to him. He put his big arm around
me, pulled me into him, and kissed me gently. I returned his kiss
with a little more passion. He responded in kind. I was running my
hand over his leather shirt and everywhere I touched was a sea of
leather, but he wouldn’t let me touch his crotch. I wanted to
explore it and feel his maleness underneath. He gently moved my
hand away and quietly told me to wait. I had an almost
uncontrollable urge to get up close and personal with his pouch. I
new it contained something I was going to enjoy, but he told me to
wait. While I suspected it contained something warm and wonderful
I was almost certain it wasn't a puppy. We broke off our kiss. “I
was surprised when you asked me if I wanted company for the night,
Mr. Claymore,” I said.
“Why’s that, Son?” he asked.
“I just assumed Mr. Titus was yore’ partner,” I replied.
“Naw, we’s jes’ road buddies. We’re the only two single men on our
run, so it makes sense for us to pair up wherever we stay to save
on expenses. I appreciate the thought though, it’s kind of a nice
compliment. A man’s good looking and handsome as Titus would never
consider bunk'n it in with a butt ugly old cowboy like me. I lost
my mate about six years ago, and Titus lost his slave shortly
thereafter," he explained.
“Then he’s a master like you, sir?” I asked.
“Well, it’s kinda hard to say, Casey. He was the slave of one of
the most hard charging masters in our family, who was also one of
the most colorful figures our family ever had for a member. His
master took on a second slave with the understanding the young man
would become a slave to both of them. It wasn’t as bad as it might
sound. They both loved the young man very much, and he, in turn,
worshiped them. They became surrogate parents for the boy. They
taught him how to become a good slave and a better man. When
Titus’ master died it was their understanding and his master’s
wish, Titus would become a full-time master to their surviving
slave.
"His name was Button. Titus did as his master ordered and became
the boy’s master. He was Button's master for almost ten years
until he passed away five years ago. So, its never been clearly
defined what Titus might prefer now. We’ve all been together for
so many years, no one would even think about pushing the man to
make a choice. He’s never tried to take on another mate, but I
know several men have offered to become his slave. He’s so good
looking and masculine, he looks like a master; he acts more like a
master than a slave. He keeps his body so fit he looks like a
Marine Corps drill instructor. He could have any man he wants for
a slave. On the other hand, he’s never said nothing about becoming
a slave to a man again, either. I just assume Titus still wants to
be a master. We known each other over thirty years. We’s good
friends, but we’re not close enough to discuss his personal life.
I don’t know if he has any interest in that sort of thing.
"I ain't got no room to talk. It’s been six years since my slave
died, and I ain’t had the heart to even think about sex let alone
take another mate. I’ve had offers, but I just can’t seem to bring
myself to go with anyone. You may not believe this, but you’re
only the second man I’ve been with since my mate died. The other
was some faceless guy I let suck me off in a dark corner of a bar
in San Bernardino one night just to get my rocks off; however,
there’s jes’ something about you, an innocence perhaps, I find
very attractive, and you make one Hell of a fine looking cowboy,
Son,” he said.
“I believe you and thanks, Mr. Claymore, but I don’t think you’re
ugly, sir. You look like a man’s suppose to look to me. I’m more
attracted to a man like you, Big Jim, Chief, or Griz than I would
be your road buddy, Cowboy, or the man they call Beau. Blaine? I’d
have to think about him some,” I said.
“Well, thank you, Son. That’s a nice thing to say.”
“I know it may sound like a stupid question, sir, but what is the
purpose of the pouch on your pants, sir?” I asked him.
“It’s called a cod piece, Son, and it’s basically so I can have
sex without having to remove my boots and leather pants. If a man
or slave offers me a blow job I don’t have to undress. I just pop
the snaps and let it all hang out. I can also fuck a man in my
leather pants with my boots on. It just makes on-the-go sex for a
nomadic biker easier. It’s also a lot cleaner when I wear leather
pants. I don’t care how many times a man shakes his penis after
take’n a piss there’s always a small amount that dribbles down his
pants. If I dribble in the cod piece, and I always do, I can jes’
pop it off and wash it. Some slave boys enjoy cleaning their
master's cod piece with their tongue. Either way, my leather pants
don’t end up smelling like a billy goat.
“That sounds reasonable. I can understand that. Maybe we should
all wear them. May I ask one more question, sir?” I asked.
“You wanna’ know about the patch what covers my asshole and why it
has snaps on it?” he asked in reply.
“Yes, sir,” I said meekly, kinda embarrassed.
“What da’ ya’ think it’s for, Son?” he asked and grinned at me.
“For a man to make love to your asshole, Mr. Claymore?” I asked.
“Damn, you’re right, Son, but how’d ju’ know? You ain’t been
around the block that many times to know that sort of thing.”
“My daddy kissed and ate my clean ass before he took me the first
time on my eighteenth birthday. I had to ask him to stop because I
almost came. I had an idea that’s what it was for, I jes’ wanted
to confirm it for myself. I didn’t think it would be for taking a
shit in your leathers,” I explained.
“Well, it could be used for that, I suppose. I don’t like to, but
a couple of times on the bike I had to go real bad in the middle
of no wheres. I didn’t want some critter sneaking up and bitting
me on the butt, so I used it then. Any biker who lives on his bike
most of the time will carry a roll of toilet paper in his saddle
bags in case of emergency. Then I cleaned my pants real good after
I got to where I's going,” he said.
“What I can’t understand, sir, is why I have such a strong urge to
get between your legs, make love to your cod piece, and feel you
grow underneath. Do you ever allow anyone to do that, sir?” I
asked innocently.
“Once in a great while, if a man asks me right nice,” he replied
and grinned real big like a cat what was about to eat the canary.
“Mr. Claymore, I’d be downright proud and honored, sir, if you’d
allow me to make love to your cod piece,” I said.
“That’s nice enough, but you must take yore’ clothes off first. I
never allow a boy to make love to my cod piece unless he’s naked,"
he replied.
“Yes, sir. That’s understandable. I ain't got me no problem being
naked with you, sir,” I assured him. It seemed reasonable enough
to me. I turned to go to my bedroom to undress.
“No, Cowboy, take your clothes off here, in front of me, so’s I
can watch,” he ordered and smiled.
Something in the tone of his voice told me not to argue with him,
but his firmness made my dick get instantly hard. Dad would talk
rough to me, growl at me, and order me around sometimes in his
bossman’s voice. My penis always got roaring hard when he did, and
he knew it. He'd laugh at me. He did it sometimes just to see if
he could still make me pop a boner. It always worked. “Yes, sir,
Mr. Claymore!" I replied crisply.
I quickly undressed in front of him and laid my clothes over the
same kitchen chair I hung his jacket on. I was careful I didn’t
bend over with my butt towards him. I didn’t want him to discover
my plug quite yet. I hoped it wouldn’t upset him, or he would look
upon it as weird. I know Griz told me he wouldn't be upset with
it, but you never know. I stood before him naked as a jay bird,
but somehow, I didn’t feel the least embarrassed. I felt an
unspoken connection with him all ropers feel for each other. It’s
sort of like a brotherhood. We’re just comfortable with one
another. I felt it was meet and right for me to be naked in front
of the big man.
I felt it was my place to be naked before him. He looked me up and
down and smiled at my erection. My cock was roaring hard. Seeing
him in his leathers didn’t cause it to relax a bit. I wondered how
big his penis was? He got into the pool before me but left after I
did. I didn’t get a chance to see his cock. I went to him and
knelt in front of him looking at my prize. Up close his cod piece
was big. It was big enough to hold a good size penis and a heavy
set of balls. I didn’t just start making love to it. I knew
instinctively, with this man I should pull out my best manners and
dust them off.
“Mr. Claymore, sir, may I make love to your cod piece, and show my
body's hunger for what lies beneath?” I asked.
“It was polite of you to ask, Boy, and because you were so
courteous, ‘yes,’ you have my permission to make love to my cod
piece,” he replied.
I started into kissing it all over and thought to myself, ‘This
ain’t gonna’ get it. I want to taste the damn thing. It looks and
smells wonderful. He smells like a man should. He smells like my
dad after a hard day in the saddle. I sometimes feel like I could
eat my dad he smells so damn good to me. I knew damn well I’d eat
Mr. Claymore’s cod piece, piss dribbles and all, if he let me.’
“May I clean it with my tongue, sir?” I asked.
“I’d be proud for you too, Young Man. Enjoy it, taste it all you
like. Just remember, courtesy and manners will take you far in
life and most times get chu’ what chu’ want,” he replied.
“Thank you, sir,” I said.
I didn’t waste anytime licking and cleaning his big cod piece. I
could taste the leather. I could taste and smell his maleness
through it. It became terribly erotic to me. I could feel his
penis begin to grow underneath, and I knew I wasn’t going to be
disappointed. Master Waddie had a big cock. He began to get hard
and the more I licked, cleaned, and probed with my tongue the
harder he became. I discovered how his balls were lying in the
pouch and began to push them around with my tongue as I continued
to clean. This was going way beyond sensual. This was bordering on
tripping my come switch. Mr. Claymore was getting harder until the
head of his big cock began to poke out the top of his cod piece. I
could see the beautiful head of his uncircumcised penis. It
reminded me of a jack-in-the-box filmed in slow motion. The more I
licked and cleaned the further out the top of his cod piece it
stuck. I really worked hard covering every inch of his pouch with
my tongue.
“You’ve made fine love to my cod piece, Son. Would you like to
remove it for me?” he asked.
Yes, sir, Mr. Claymore, I’d be honored, sir,” I replied.
“You must not remove it with your hands. You may only use your
mouth. Run you tongue under one of the snaps, grab the corner in
your teeth and pull it off. It’ll snap right off. After you remove
it, hold it in you mouth until I put my hand under it then you may
let it drop into my hand. Do you understand, Boy?” he asked.
“Yes, sir, Mr. Claymore, I understand, sir,” I replied.
I felt very carefully ran my tongue under one of the top snaps,
found the corner, grabbed it with my teeth, and pulled back. He
was right, it snapped right off. He put his hand under it, and I
dropped it into his hand. There he sat with his big cock and balls
completely exposed surrounded and framed by the black leather of
his pants. His cock was a bit longer than the Longhorn but not as
fat. My dick didn’t look like a regular man’s dick anyway. It
looked like a missile or a torpedo. Mr. Claymore’s cock, looked
like a man’s penis should. It was beautiful to behold. He was
semi-erect but not hard.
“Some men like to clean the inside of my cod piece to get some of
my stronger flavors from it. I told ju’ I wouldn’t ask anything of
you out of the ordinary and cleaning the inside of my cod piece
might be a little advanced for you. It might be thought of as out
of the ordinary. It’s up to you, Son,” he said.
Oh, God, I wanted to please this big man in the worst way. It
would make me happy to please him. It would make me feel so damn
good to please him. I knew it probably contained his pre-come and
several other body fluids an hour ago I found disgusting to think
about. Why was I feeling this way? I didn’t care what body fluids
were on the inside of his cod piece, I had to clean it and taste
his strong masculine flavors. I longed to make even a small part
of him mine.
“I would be honored to clean the inside of your cod piece, Mr.
Claymore,” I heard myself saying.
He simply handed it to me. “Here, Son, hold it to your face and
cover you eyes, nose, and mouth. Don’t pull it away until you
think you’ve done a good enough job cleaning it for me. Do you
understand, Boy?” he asked.
“Yes, sir, Mr. Claymore. Thank you, sir,” I replied.
I didn’t say any more but plunged my face into the darkness of his
cod piece. It easily cover my face and I took a deep breath. Damn,
there was nothing foul or distasteful about the odor of his cod
piece. It smelled like him, and I greedily began to suck and clean
the inside of his male pouch. I must have licked, cleaned, and
sucked his good flavors out of his cod piece for fifteen minutes
or so until I felt I couldn’t get more. I slowly and regrettably
took it away from my face to see him with a pleased smile on his
face and his big cock in his hand slowly stroking himself.
“Did you get all you needed, Son?” he asked.
“Yes, sir, and thank you, Mr. Claymore, sir. I’ve never done
anything like that before, but it was a treat, sir. I enjoyed it
very much,” I replied.
I handed him back his cod piece, and he set it on the sofa beside
him. “I’m glad ju’ did, Son. I don’t wanna’ do anything you
wouldn’t enjoy. That’s not my purpose being with you this e'nin.
My purpose is to give you as good an experience as I can while
being gentle but controlling. If I’m gonna’ take something from
you tonight I wanna’ make damn sure you enjoy giving it up to me.
Are you enjoying me telling you what and how to do these things?"
he asked.
“More than anything I’ve experienced in a while, Mr. Claymore. Is
this the way a master treats his slave, sir?” I asked.
“Pretty much, Son. A real master ain’t out to hurt no one. He’s
controlling because it’s his nature, and he would only try to be
controlling with another man who consented to his controlling him.
I tried a couple of things with you to see how you might respond,
and you responded favorably. You seemed to enjoy me taking charge
of the situation, and you’re very eager to please. That’s good,
Son,” he complimented me.
“Yes, sir, I’ve enjoyed it very much, Mr. Claymore. Its been
wonderful so far. I don’t mind if you tell me what to do at all.
It takes the fear of doing something wrong or something you might
not like away from me. If I do what you tell me, within reason, I
know I’ll please you. Is that right, Mr. Claymore?” I asked.
“That’s exactly right, Son. I won’t ask you to do nothing you
don’t wanna’ do. Shall we continue?” he asked.
“Yes, please, Mr. Claymore, I'd very much like to experience more
of your control, sir," I replied innocently.
End Chapter 25 ~ Texas Longhorns
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