THE TIES THAT BIND
By Waddie
Greywolf
Chapter 14 ~
Bondage To Freedom
Part I ~ Giving Notice
“Clocks can not tell our time of day, nor reason why we pass
this way!” ~ W. H. Auden
Master Jim set his alarm early, and Master Jeb set the coffee to
be ready for us. I told Master Jim he didn’t have to get up early,
but he insisted. I took a quick shower, pulled my coveralls on and
headed to the kitchen for a cup of coffee. Master Jeb was already
up, and the three of us drank coffee together. Master Jeb talked
to Sam again and said I didn’t have to ‘give notice.’ It was all
taken care of as far as Sam was concerned.
He said Sam and Yoshie would be happy to store my bike in their
garage, they have plenty of room. Master Jeb said Master Earl
called to say ‘Hello’ and asked how decisions were coming. Big Jim
already asked if I could relay Beryl and Blaine’s message to Sam,
and Master Jeb said ‘Yes.’ He didn’t see any danger to Yoshie as
he knew Beryl and Blaine were good men who would protect his
anonymity.
I wanted to get to work early to help dad with the assignments, so
I finished my coffee, hugged, and kissed Master Jeb, and asked if
I might ride up Wednesday evening for the night. He seemed
thrilled I might want to.
Master Jim walked me to the garage, hugged, and kissed me goodbye.
“You really gonna’ come up Wednesday, Beau?” he asked like a
little boy.
“You don’t want me to?” I asked and looked hurt.
“Are you kidding? I can’t speak for Jeb, but I know one old man
who would piss his pants he’d be so happy,” he said.
“Promise you won’t waste it, Master Ox,” I pleaded.
He threw back his head in laughter. “You didn’t learn anything
from that whipping of Beryl’s,” he said and grinned.
“I’d settle for a big hug from my animal,” I replied.
“You may have it, Slave, from my heart, ride safe, and give us a
call. Let us know how you’re doing. Oh, fuck it, Beau, you know I
love you and it’s unconditional. Take my love with you, be a good
slave, and be a better man. Remember me to Earl, my clansman
brother, give him my best, and of course, that will be you. You’ve
become the best of me which only makes me a better man. No two
good men ever deserved each other more than you and Earl. I don’t
fear the future. I awoke last night with you in my arms and knew
our love will survive. What I’m trying to say is, I know how
empathetic your heart can be and not to worry about me. Your love
is safe with me,” he promised.
“I’ll try Master Ox. I love you, too. You wouldn’t respect me if
didn’t honor my commitment, and I do love Master Earl with all my
heart. My offer still stands to buy you a slave for a toy. I can’t
thank you enough for the weekend even though my poor ass is a
mess,” I said and winced. We both laughed.
It was sure different leaving my giant than it was the first
weekend I left. He gave up fighting against love, and I was glad.
I was happy for him as well as me. I felt so much more comfortable
entering training with this development in our relationship. I
hoped slave training was going to be something I would have fond
memories about for the rest of my life. If it was anything like
the weekend I just experienced I knew it would be wonderful. I was
glad my giant was going to be a part of those memories.
I got to work early and no sooner turned the corner than the
flashing lights of a police bike pulled me over. Guess who? I
wanted to climb off my bike and jump his bones. He was on his way
to work and stopped for a minute to ask about my weekend. “I
certainly hope you pulled me over to arrest me, Officer,” I said.
“I should throw your pretty ass in jail for stealing my heart;
however, if you promise to return it to my place this evening and
submit to my punishment, I think we could forgo a blot on your
record,” he replied and grinned real big.
“I can’t give it back, Master. It’s permanently locked inside my
heart, but I’ll gladly give you both for safe keeping,” I said.
“Two for one? Sounds like a bargain to me. Seems like it's been a
month since I made love to my slave,” he said.
“Hell, Master, I’m sure it’s been longer than that,” I assured
him.
I told him I was now a full member of Clan McInnis and relayed
Master Beryl’s message. I told him about my ass, and I thought he
was going to fall off his bike laughing. “So, you're not only to
be my slave, you are now my clansman brother in the founder’s
circle. I wonder, when I buy you if that will make me privy to the
inner circle by bond?” he asked and laughed.
“The way Big Beryl and Blaine talk about you, you already are,
Master Earl. They think the world of you,” I assured him.
“I love them, too. They’ve been rocks to me when I needed
someplace to escape. When I go out there, they allow me to be
myself and never push. I’m always welcome to join in, but never
forced or expected to. It’s always my choice. They’re two
wonderful men, and I care for them very much. I’m glad you met
them,” he said. We waved as Sam pulled in the lot. He smiled
real big, parked, and headed over to us to say ‘hello.’
“Earl. Beau,” Sam said and shook hands with Officer Shaw, “Earl
you look good. No, Hell, you look great. I’d say you’re a master
what’s found himself a worthy slave,” Sam said.
“You’re right, my good friend, and how is Yoshie?” Master Earl
asked.
“He’s finishing up Med school at U.S.C. this semester and will
enter internship at Queen of Angles in about six months,” Sam said
proudly.
“You must be very proud of him. I’m happy for both of you. I’d
like to get together with you before much longer if you guys can
come some weekend for food and pool. Beau is going to be with me
the next two weekends before he enters training. Let us know, I’d
love for Beau to meet Yoshie,” my master said.
“What about this weekend? Say, Sunday around noon?” Sam inquired.
“Great, we’ll count on it. Really good to see you again Sam and
thanks for your help with my new boy here,” he said.
“It’s not just for you. We’re pretty fond of the lad ourselves.
We’re glad you’ll allow him to work after training. We don’t want
to lose him. See ya' Sunday noon,” Sam said, waved goodbye, and
walked back toward the lot.
“My best to Yoshie, Sam,” Master Earl said as he waved goodbye.
“I’ve gotta’ run, Son. Have a good day and come on up after work.
I’ll be waiting. I’ll grab us some takeout. Love you,” he said.
“I’m so glad you stopped to say, ‘hello.’ See you around
five-thirty or six. I need to check my mail and feed puss. Greg
has been feeding her all weekend. I love you, too, Master, and
can’t wait for this evening. Your slave is hungry and craves what
only you can feed him,” I said.
I watched with a lump in my throat. I didn’t have to take him his
heart. He just rode away with both. I rode in, parked my bike and
headed for the office. Sam handed me the assignment sheets and
told me for the next two weeks they would be my responsibility,
but dad would help me until I got off the ground as new foreman. I
thought they were going to wait until I got back, but it made
sense. They may as well start breaking me in.
“I guess Jeb told you I got you four months leave of absence
without pay, but your new job will be held until then,” he said.
“Master Sam, I can’t thank you enough,” and added, “That’s the
last time, today I’ll call you that, but I felt like you deserved
the respect from me, certainly the appreciation. I owe you a lot,”
I said.
“Nonsense, Beau, glad to do it. You’re family now. You’ll
understand what I mean a little later,” he said.
“Well, I was inducted into the clan family over the weekend and
became an immediate family member of the clan leader’s circle,” I
said with pride.
“Did you take all fourteen inches of that horny old goat?” he
asked and fell out laughing.
“I’m not ashamed or bragging, but yes, Master Sam, I did,” I
replied.
Sam whistled. “You got my respect, Kid,” he said and laughed.
“Big Beryl’s slave is the officer I carried on my back over forty
miles in Nam. Their friend, Breed, who abused Yoshie, was a grunt
whom I shoveled his guts back into his belly and saved his life.
Nothing was said, don’t worry. They’re very protective of Yoshie.
So am I. Beryl and Blaine sent a message to you for Yoshie. They
love him and are thrilled he’s happy, owned by a good master, and
doing well. Not to feel bad about not contacting them and don’t
contact them for his sake. They wanted him to know they’re proud
they helped him get away,” I said.
“They’re good men. Yoshie speaks of them often and has pangs of
regret he hasn’t felt safe enough to get in touch, but that will
change in time. So, my young handsome slave, how’s your ass this
morning?” he asked with a wicked grin.
“God, Sam, it’s frick’n shredded,” I groaned.
Sam fell over his desk laughing. “I know’d that old man for years.
Used to ride with him and Blaine. They don’t know who bought
Yoshie. They don't know it’s someone they know well. I ain’t been
in touch with them since I bought my slave. I thought it best not
to tell them,” Sam said.
“I agree. They still don’t know. I didn't tell them who my boss
was. I just mentioned I had knowledge of Yoshie and his master is
my boss. They asked if I’d relay a message,” I said.
“I’ll certainly tell Yoshie. He’ll be thrilled to have word from
Beryl and Blaine. He loves them very much. By the way, did you say
anything to Jake about promotions?” Sam asked.
“Naw, sir, not a word. Didn’t think it was my place to,” I
replied.
“I had a feeling you wouldn’t. No, Hell, I knew you wouldn’t. Then
it’ll be a good surprise for him this morning,” he said.
Sam no sooner got that out when Jake walked into the shop with a
big smile on his face. Dad walked in Sam’s office and patted me on
the butt. I winced, but dad didn't pick up on it. Sam did,
grinned, and winked at me.
“How’s my boy this morning? Howdy, Boss,” he said in good spirits.
“Hey, Dad, good to see you. You look bright eyed and bushy
tailed,” I replied.
“Don’t know ‘bout the bright eyes, but I sure as Hell got a bushy
tail,” he replied. We laughed.
Sam told Jake about his new promotion and the plan until I got
back from four months leave of absence. Dad was stunned for both
of us. He didn’t know who he was happier for, him or me. We hugged
each other and he patted me a little lower on the butt to see if I
was wearing my plug. Sam saw him and blew him away. “It’s there,
Jake, I done checked already,” Sam said.
Dad Jake started giggling like a kid who got caught with his hand
in the candy jar. Sam went on, “Just be careful with it today,
Daddy Jake. Your kid got his ass shredded by a black snake bull
whip over the weekend by the biggest damn outlaw biker you ever
saw. He became a new member of a biker clan, and it’s part of
their initiation. Oh, and by the way, next time, make sure your
boot print is facing the right way, okay?” Sam, walked away
chuckling to himself.
Dad looked at me quizzically, and I shrugged like I had no idea.
Before work started, Dad and I gathered all the mechanics
together. Sam announced the promotions and the new job
assignments. I was to become the new shop foreman effective
immediately, and dad was to take over Sam’s job. Most of the
mechanics were happy about it, but there are always those who
grumble, like Tom. He held seniority over me, and boy was he
pissed I was promoted over him. Tough shit. I wasn’t going to do
his work for him like dad did for several years. Either he pulls
his load, or he’s out the door.
I was working in my bay as the morning wasn't too busy and nobody
seemed to need my help. Dad came around and wanted to know how I
was doing. “Work wise or personal wise, Dad?” I asked.
“Both,” he replied.
“Work wise, you know I can handle it, just like I know you’ll be
great at Sam’s job. Personally, if you’re worried, I still love
you as much as ever. You’re my dad. You always will be and by the
way, old man, your boy is really proud of his dad and his
promotion,” I complimented him.
“I’m proud of you, too, Son. I know damn well you can handle the
foreman job. After all, look who taught you. What I really wanted
to hear was the second part. You know I love you, too, and that’s
all I want is to be your dad. The other’s too complicated for me
right now, but when your dad snaps his fingers, you damn well
better do as your old man says,” he growled at me like a real dad.
“You old fart, you know I wouldn’t have it any other way. As long
as when you snap those fingers you point to your boots afterward,”
I said. We shared a good laugh then I continued, “Now, I have
Tuesday and Thursday afternoon after work this week. My place, for
a beer? Maybe, a nice father/son sit down chat and explain to your
kid about the birds and bees? The very kinky version banned in the
bible belt. You may have one or both afternoons. For me, the
sooner the better. I’ve missed my old man and could use another
one of his grand openings,” I said.
“Grand openings?” he asked laughing.
“Yes, sir. You know I’d hire a brass band and charge admission if
you’d let me. Fireworks and the whole McGilla,” I said.
He was holding his gut he was laughing so hard. “Can I have both
afternoons?” he asked.
“Sure,” I replied with enthusiasm.
“By tomorrow afternoon I should be ready to fight your cat for its
scratching post,” he said.
“Your boy will be proud to scratch that itch for ya,' dad,” I
assured him.
Dad walked away laughing. I knew he’d be back. I went to work and
the time flew. My ass felt so damn good every time I hit the
creeper to crawl under the truck I was working on. I stopped a
couple of times and thought about the old man and my bro in the
desert and knew they were thinking about me, too.
Jake and I ate a great lunch together. He took my bike to Lee’s
kitchen and got us Chinese take out. We got enough for Sam and
shared with him. He was delightfully surprised and seemed to enjoy
our company. Dad surprised me as to how open he was around Sam
joking with me. I played it cool because I didn’t know how much he
knew about Sam and kept kicking him gently behind Sam’s desk. Sam
was a good sport, but didn’t give dad much to go on. Dad never ask
me if I knew anything, and Sam sensed I was faithful to his
position. The man was too damn good to me to do otherwise. The end
of the day came quicker than I thought it would. Now, to see my
master. I rushed to the apartment. Puss was sitting on Greg’s
front porch and looked at me like, ‘Thought you left town?’ She
moseyed over and decided to come in. I petted her for a minute and
asked if she thought she might like to live with Greg? She had no
comment.
There was no mail worth reading. I jumped on my bike, and headed
for Officer Earl D. Shaw’s house. The door was open for me as I
rode up and parked my bike. My Master walked out still in his
uniform. I hoped it was for my benefit. It’s the first time he
kept it on since my first visit to his house. My master, the cop.
Did he look handsome in his uniform? His eyes are the most
beautiful eyes I ever saw on a man. I still had my dirty coveralls
on and asked if I could take them off in the car port. He
took them, threw them in his washer, and started it. He noticed I
wasn’t wearing my harness then caught sight of my ass and started
laughing.
“Why does everyone laugh at me when they see my ass?” I asked with
a grin.
“They aren’t laughing at you. They’re laughing with you, and your
ability to accept the rite of passage. We’ve all been there
onetime in some way or another. Come on, my handsome slave,
in the house with you,” he ordered. We walked into the kitchen. I
fell to my knees to kiss his wonderful boots. I saw his hand come
down, I kissed it lovingly then put it to my forehead. “Come, show
your hungry master your love,” he commanded. I rose, began to kiss
him gently, and he took over from there. Wow, he wasn’t kidding,
he was hungry.
“Master, may I clean your boots for dessert?” I asked.
“Sure, that’s why I kept my uniform on for you. You may as well
get use to it. It’ll be one of your permanent jobs,” he said with
resolve.
I thought to myself, ‘I can live with that. I wonder if he thinks
that’s gonna’ be hard for me to adjust to. Woo hoo! Never been to
Africa but have I got gnu’s for him. I helped him dish up dinner.
He stopped, bought great Italian food, and I pigged out. We talked
about my weekend and his. I told him everything and the more he
listened the stranger the look on his face. He became very quiet,
almost contemplative.
“Should I not have told you these things, Master?” I asked.
“Yes, absolutely, Beau. I’m sitting here stunned at what’s been
happening to you in relationship to what I’ve witnessed happen
between us. It seems like someone, somewhere has a plan. I’m not
even going to try'n guess who or what. All I know is, they dropped
us in each other’s laps. I love you and want to make you my slave
for life,” he said.
“The commitments I made to you were from my heart, Master. They’re
the most powerful feelings I ever felt for anyone, and they’re
still strong. Stronger now than ever. This past weekend was
nothing short of a major revelation for me. I would accept your
claim at this very moment. You only have to ask,” I said.
“I know, Slave, it will come to be. We must have faith. Is there
someone you will be leaving behind?” I was silent for a long time.
“I’m not good at long speeches, Master. I can’t help love many
people. I’m like everyone else. Some I love more than others. I
don’t think you want me to rate the amount of love I have for any
one person. This ain’t a shuffle to hide my feelings, so if I’m
totally honest with you, remember, you asked me to be. Yes,
there’s one man, my giant, Big Jim. I love him, and when I’m with
him I serve him as my master. Not only am I expected to because
I’m a slave and he is to be one of my training masters, but
because I care about him. I feel the same about Master Jeb and
served him this past weekend as well. I also care deeply about
Master Jeb and would do anything in the world for him, but my
feelings of love for Master Jim are special.
"If circumstances were different and I hadn’t met you, then I
might have become his slave; however, the opportunity never
present itself. Neither Master Jim nor Master Jeb has asked me for
a commitment other than training; however, I know they both love
me. You’re the only person I love who has asked a commitment from
me. Last weekend, while I was here, I offered you the total
‘Beau’ package complete with medals. I’d never retract that offer.
You’re the only master I love enough to make a commitment to; the
commitment to become your complete and total slave. I’ll gladly,
humbly, and proudly sign your contract without clause. All that,
and you already have my heart. You rode away with both of ‘em this
morning. I feel safer with you keeping them anyway,” I replied.
“I’ll always keep your heart safe with me, Slave. Thanks for being
honest. I need you to be honest with me, and so far, you have been
disarmingly honest. Big Jim Johnson is my brother. I won’t ask you
to leave him, Jeb, or your dad behind. Wes had a need to return
‘home’ to the nest to serve Jeb from time to time. I never asked,
but I just assumed he served Jim, too. I could tell when he needed
Jeb and Jim. Most of the time I dropped him off or Jim picked him
up for a weekend when I had something to do, and I couldn’t
include him. He was always more mellow and focused when he
returned from being with Jeb and Jim. He was more affectionate and
appreciative of our relationship. I never pressed him about the
details of his weekend visits, but I assumed both Jeb and Jim used
him. I certainly expected them to.
“He needed them separate from me from time to time, and I didn’t
need to be a part of it. So, it will be with you. From time to
time, I may have to leave you with another master. I know you’re
perfectly capable of taking care of yourself, but that’s not the
way I do things. I certainly trust you to stay here by yourself,
this will become your home, but if you become my slave you’re my
responsibility. I would never leave a pet unattended, and I won’t
leave my slave alone and un-cared for. My first choice, even
before this conversation, would be Big Jim and Jeb or perhaps,
Beryl and Blaine. My point is, if I leave you, as my slave, in
their care, I fully expect you to serve them and serve them well.
Your service to them and how well you serve them is a reflection
on your master. Is that clear to you, or do you need more
information?” he asked.
“No, sir, Master, it’s very clear. You will be obeyed. I’ll always
strive to make you proud of me,” I said with respect.
“Glad to hear it, Slave, now, kiss your master,” he ordered.
Master Earl kissed me more passionately than he ever did before,
and I could feel the love pass between us like two computers might
negotiate a baud rate.
“I plan to invite Big Jim and Jeb to join us with Sam and Yoshie
next Sunday afternoon. Do you have any thoughts about it?" he
asked.
“That would be wonderful. I would love to see them, and I know
they think the world of you. You should have heard Master Jim
singing your praises to Big Beryl and Blaine. He’s one of your
major fans, and he told me only this morning to be the best man I
could be and a better slave to his brother,” I replied.
“Good, then I’ll invite them as planned. I’d enjoy their company
as well,” he said.
We cleaned the dining area, and I was hungry for dessert. I kept
sneaking peaks at his boots every time I didn’t think he was
looking. God, he was a good looking man. How did I deserve this?
Don’t ever ask yourself that question again, I told myself. He has
found you fair and worthy to serve him, do so with pride.
“Are you ready for your dessert, Slave?” he asked with a smile.
“Yes, Master, please,” I replied.
“Let’s go down to the dungeon and use my chair. I get the feeling
my slave may be a mite peckish, and this may be a long feeding,”
Master Earl said and grinned.
“Thank you for thinking of your slave, Master,” I said.
“Nonsense, I get to relax after a hard day on the bike, kick back,
and watch one of the most handsome slaves I ever laid eyes on, who
will eventually become my property, service and make love to my
boots. When I wear them tomorrow, I’ll walk a little prouder
knowing they were cleaned by the tongue of the man-slave I love,”
he said.
It was indeed a feast any slave would have reveled in. When he was
pleased with my efforts we returned to his bedroom. He removed my
plug and sent me to the showers. I returned to find my master
lying on his bed reading with nothing on his fine hard body. I
stood for a moment looking at him as I finished toweling myself. I
didn’t need a voice within me to remind me of my commitment. That
picture will be permanently etched on my subconscious as a strong
reminder why I made my commitment. To say nothing of the lingering
taste of cop boots on my tongue. That night my future owner made
hungry demanding love to his slave. He took me harder than he ever
did before, almost knowing I needed him to confirm his right to
take his slave in a demanding manner.
Once again I rode the Cadillac of fucks. As savage an animal fuck
as my giant could be, Master Earl was the most comfortable but
demanding fucks of my life. I never had any doubt when riding the
Cadillac, I would bring him to the top of the hill, but I would
get mine just before the top to make his all the more pleasurable.
He fucked me like a well oiled road machine which never hit a
bump. I swear he even came equipped with automatic shift. He was
so smooth I would suddenly realize he went from a deep steady ride
to overdrive to climb the hill, and I never realize when the shift
occurred. We finished and lay hooked together for a while enjoying
the afterglow, talking quietly.
He withdrew, I cleaned my master, and went to the bath to finish
cleaning myself. After I finished in the bath, he got into the
shower, and I lay across the bed on my stomach. I heard him
return, but didn’t turn to see him finish toweling himself. I felt
him crawl up behind me and lean over to kiss my stripes. “I’m
going to leave your plug out tonight in case I want to take you
again. I’m going to get something to put on your ass. It’s still a
bit raw. I’ll have to give it to that dirty old man, he did a
great job on your ass, Son. Turns me on,” Master Earl said and
grinned from ear to ear.
He returned and rubbed something gently on my butt. He was caring
and his hands communicated an almost mystic desire to take my pain
away. I don’t know what ointment he used, or whether it was his
hands, but most of the pain went away. He takes good care of me, I
thought. I was content. I lay in his big arms, my head resting on
his rock hard pecs thanking him for fucking his slave so
wonderfully, and being generous enough to let his slave come with
him. I told him how much I appreciated him caring for me. I
thanked him for allowing me to clean and service his boots. We
talked quietly for a while, and he asked me if I could return the
next evening, he’d love to have me stay with him as much as I
could until training.
“I left Tuesday and Thursday open for Dad Jake. If you don’t mind
me coming over after having him over for a beer. That’s not sealed
in stone as I never know dad’s schedule. Now I’m shop foreman, I
may have to work late if one of the guys gets behind, and we have
to get the work out. More money, more responsibility,” I said.
“I don’t mind. You’ve come over before after seeing your dad. Kind
of turns me on if you wanna’ know the truth,” he replied.
“Wednesday, I promised Master Jeb I’d run up for an evening as I
won’t get another chance to see him and Master Jim for sometime. I
planned to devote the final week to you, Master,” I assured him.
“Sounds good to me, I’m getting used to rolling over and pulling
you close to me,” he replied.
“Me too, Master,” I agreed.
“I have something to tell you, Slave. You stayed with me last
Thursday night and the next night I tried to go to sleep. Your
signature body scent was on the sheets and kept making me horny. I
thought, ‘Well, I’ll jack off and then I’ll go to sleep.’ I ended
up whacking off three times and still had an erection from your
scent. Drove me crazy. I finally got up and change the damn sheets
on the bed so I could get to sleep,” he said and roared with
laughter at himself. “So, you see, Little One, this old man’s got
it bad. I can’t imagine a future without owning you and sharing my
bed with my handsome man-slave,” he said.
“Master Sam said I had terminal case of the master/slave love
sickness. He said there was no cure, and I was exhibiting final
stages of the disease,” I said and laughed.
“He did, huh? Do you think we both might have it?” he asked.
“I’m no doctor, but I think it would be safe to say we both seem
to have the same symptoms,” I replied.
“I heard there’s a cure,” Master Earl said.
“What is it, Master?” I asked.
“The master has to make a claim for the slave, and the slave has
to acknowledge his claim, then they’ll both live,” he said with a
smile.
“Save me, Master, and your slave will save you,” I said.
“We will, my love, we will. The only way to beat this disease is
to give into it.”
I drifted off to sleep in his arms and woke once to turn over with
my back to him. In his sleep he moved with me as if choreographed
and pulled me in closer to him. I didn’t try to get away. After
all, I was becoming his property. Master Jeb was so right. I was
giving up a prison, bondage of my own making for the freedom of my
master’s arms. A conundrum? Not in the least. Kristofferson
learned something at Oxford or maybe just from the hard found
truth’s of life; when relationships go bad the strength of the
original bond might leave you, ‘Longing for the freedom of my
chains.’
* * * * * * *
Part II ~ Big Badass Bossman Beau
“Take this job and shove it! I ain’t workin’ here no
more!” ~ Johnny Paycheck
The next day was a madhouse at work. Sam and Jake negotiated a new
contract with two large companies to service their trucks, and the
volume of work skyrocketed. What do line workers do when they’re
threatened by the work load? They slow down production. The
slowest of all was Tom. I could see by about three o’clock he
wasn’t going to finish the simplest of jobs. There was still
plenty of time on the clock, but Tom didn't even make an effort to
start the job. I watched him closely. At four-thirty he still
didn't have the job finished, and started to put his tools away.
That would mean I’d have to stay and finish his job if he left.
“Tom, why are you putting your tools away?” I asked.
“It’s four-thirty, and I’m going home,” he replied.
“Did you finish the job I gave you this morning?” I asked.
“I’ll finish it tomorrow,” he tossed off.
“No, I don’t think so, Tom. Sam promised this truck today. They
want it first thing in the morning. You’re gonna’ have to stay and
finish. I’ll stay and help you get it out,” I offered.
“Well, there’s no sense in both of us staying so you finish it,
Golden Boy,” he said viciously.
“Look, I ain't gonna’ pick up after you like Jake did, Tom. You
either do your work or look for another job. It’s as simple as
that,” I said with no nuance.
“You don’t have the authority to fire me, gay boy. So, if you want
the truck finished, I guess you’ll just have to do it yourself.
I’m going home. See you tomorrow, twinkle toes. Ta-ta,” he said
with a wave of his hand.
“You want your last check now, you sniveling little drama queen,
or do you wanna’ pick it up in the morning?” I asked quietly with
no emotion.
“Blow it out your ass, you queer cocksuck'n come-drink'n bastard,”
he said.
It took Jake, Sam, and two of the other mechanics to pull me off
of him. I tackled him mid-drift, put a knee in his gut, and was
sitting on top pounding his stupid face. Two black eyes and at
least one cracked rib; broke his nose and blood was everywhere;
scared the little cunt to death. I was going for his balls when
they pulled me off. Surprisingly, I remained cool, calm, and
collected. I’m the most dangerous when I’m focused. I related to
Jake and Sam he didn’t finish his assignment. I offered to stay
and give him a hand. He absolutely refused, told me to finish it
myself if I wanted it done, then called me golden boy, gay boy,
and a queer cocksuck'n come-drink'n bastard. I left out twinkle
toes. I wouldn’t tolerate such disrespect from anybody let alone
him. I would quit on the spot if he wasn’t fired immediately.
Tom was yelling and screaming at me holding his bloody nose. “You
fucking homo, you better not lay another hand on me. You keep away
from me, you cocksucker!” he yelled.
Sam winked at me then turned to Tom. “You got today on the books.
I can have your check in ten minutes or you can pick it up when
you get your tools out of here tomorrow morning. Either way, if
they ain’t out by noon, I’ll personally put them on the street,
Tom,” Sam said as his last word.
“Fuck you, son’s of bitches. I don’t wanna' work here no more,
anyway,” he yelled.
“Tom, you never worked here. You collected a paycheck. I hauled
your ignorant lazy ass on my back for five fucking years. Beau’s
not gonna’ do it, and I don’t blame him. He don't have to. Now he
has to stay and do your work. Fuck you, you little faggot, git the
Hell out of here. This man could have killed you. You have no idea
how lucky you are. He’s an expert in hand to hand combat you
fuck’n moron.” Dad was in his face expressing five years of
frustration.
As Tom spun on his heel to walk away I hit him with a killer. “By
the way, Tom, I ran into you ex-lover Stan. He told me, not only
were you a thief, you were a lousy fuck,” I said. Tom shot me the
finger. Sam, Dad, me and three other mechanics were laughing our
butts off. I apologized to Sam, dad, and the other mechanics. They
all patted me on the back and said they were glad to see him go.
Every man in the shop had to bail him out one time or another.
Sam got me off to the side to talk to me alone. “Would you have
really quit, Beau?” Sam asked sheepishly.
“I didn’t want to, Sam, but I would have. I’ll never allow any man
to talk to me that way. I offered to stay and help him finish. I
respect others, and I don’t think it’s unreasonable to demand at
least a modicum of respect from them. That goes for my fellow
employees, masters, and slaves, Sam. I respect them, but I expect
a certain amount for myself. I’ve met a number of masters and
slaves in the family, but I never felt the disrespect that man
just showed me. That don’t mean I won’t humble myself to any
master. I’ll submit to their will, show ‘em the respect they’re
due, but I’ve yet to find a master, at least in our family, who
didn’t honor and respect his slave. Look at what Breed did to
Yoshie. That certainly wasn’t showing him the respect he deserved,
even as a human. Hell, Sam, I wouldn’t even tell my cat she's a
bastard ‘cause nobody knows who her father was.”
“You're right, Beau. You’re preach’n to the choir, Son. I agree
with you. You don’t have to convert me. I’m glad you stood up to
him. Jake wouldn’t. He’d rather do Tommy’s work than confront him.
He wasn’t afraid of Tom. Jake just don’t like confrontations of
any kind. Damn, Son, all that testosterone being pumped in your
little butt by them alpha-males is turning you into a fearless
tiger. Way to go, Beau! Been wanting to get rid of that little
som'bitch for three years. I been ride'n Jake's ass to fire him
for the last two,” Sam replied.
“Well, Sam, I’m sorry. If I still have a job, I’ll stay and get
the truck done,” I said.
“Of course you still have a job. Are you kidding me? If you walked
out and I lost you, your dad would go to pieces. Couldn’t have
that! Now, could we?” Sam asked and laughed.
“Sam, would you do me a favor and call my master and tell him I
gotta’ work late. You need the number?” I asked.
“No, I have it. I’ll be glad to give him a call,” he replied.
“Thanks, I’d appreciate it,” I said.
“No problem, Kid. By the way, loved the nose job you did on that
faggot. It just might make him look a little more butch,” Sam said
as he turned and walked away laughing. I rolled my tools over to
Tom’s bay and started working on the truck. All the other
mechanics left.
Dad came over and started helping me. “Dad, you don’t have to
stay, I can get it done,” I said.
“I’m your dad, right?” he asked.
“Right,” I replied humbly.
“Shut a’ yu' mouth, Cara mio,” he said quietly.
“Yes, sir, Pa," I said softly like a kid who was just reprimanded
by his father, "I got me the best fucking dad in the world, and I
do mean the best fucking...” I said and grinned. I thought my old
man was gonna’ come unglued he was laughing so hard.
I enjoy working with Jake. We knocked that truck out in an hour,
was at my place with a big Italian salami up my butt in nothing
flat. Damn Tom. Calling me a queer. Is it queer to play catcher
for your old man? Where does that fucking drama queen get
off calling me a homo? I certainly don't think it's queer to share
love with anyone no matter what form it takes. How can love be
queer? I like to think of myself as heterosexually challenged.
Consider Big Beryl. He’s certainly heterosexually challenged.
There ain’t a woman who can take him. Poor Tommy could only wish
he got the dick I’ve had in the last month. I’d like to see him
take on Big Beryl. He wouldn’t even have room for my dad. That’s
one job the old man would make damn sure Tom finished. Hope some
man like Beryl gets him, and he wakes up some morning in Mexico
with a real cunt. No, that's too good for him. He’d probably be
happy with it. I’ll just settle for him living his own miserable
little life without a clue.
Master Earl was surprised to see me so soon. He left the door
open. I went in and again found him in uniform; a sight for the
sorest of eyes. Once again I fell to my knees and kissed his
magnificent boots. “Rise my fearless slave and show your master
your love,” he said and chuckled. Sam must have told him about my
altercation with Tom. I hoped he wouldn’t be disappointed with me.
“I guess Sam told you, huh, Master?” I asked.
“Yes, Son, he did,” he replied and grinned.
“Are you disappointed with me, Master?” I asked.
“Sam sure as Hell ain’t. He couldn’t stop laughing. He could
barely get it out over the phone. He was so proud of you. Said
he’d been pushing your dad to get rid of Tom for two years or
more. First day you're foreman, bamm! Tom’s out the door. Said he
couldn’t have picked a better man for the job. I guess I’m just a
little proud of you, too, squirt,” he said.
“I ain't real proud of myself, Master. The fucking little
hypocrite had it coming. I know his ex-lover Stan, and talked to
him many times. Tom called me a queer. I don’t think it’s queer
for a slave to love his master, do you, sir?” I asked and smile at
him.
“Especially, if your master tells you it ain’t,” Master Earl said
like a period at the end of a sentence.
“Then it ain’t,” I replied laughing.
“Aww, forget it. I’ll take you to the dungeon after dinner and
spank your butt if it’ll make you feel better,” my master said.
“It jes’ might, Master,” I said with a small grin on my face.
“Be my pleasure, Son. Then Sunday, I can tell Sam I properly
punished you for fighting at work,” he said and laughed.
“Thank you, Master, could we skip dinner?” I asked him like I was
needy.
Master Earl roared with laughter. “You break me up, Beau. I ain’t
laughed like I do with you in years. Thanks, Kid,” he said.
“Aw shucks, Master, t'weren't nothin,’ I said.”
“It is to me, Son,” he replied.
Part III ~ Music Of The Night
“Softly! Gently! You can hear it call you.” ~ Andrew Lloyd Webber
Tom got his tools and his final paycheck before noon the next day.
He threatened to sue for his broken nose and rib. Sam told him if
he tried he’d give me Tom's home address. Tom turned ghost white
and gathered his things. All the men in the shop stopped,
applauded, whistled and gave cat calls at Tom as he left. He
turned and gave them the finger.
The week flew by. I spent Wednesday night on Mt. Washington. I
went by the apartment to feed puss, then rode up to Mt.
Washington. The giant was sitting on the front porch having a
beer. Master Jeb was out doing some shopping. He planned to cook
for us that evening. Master Ox followed me to his room and ordered
me off with my clothes. He was kind enough to help. When they were
off, he grabbed me around my waist pulled me to him and kissed me
gently and lovingly. “It’s damn good to see you, Slave. You feel
so good I’m gonna’ tell Jeb to cancel dinner. The giant’s gonna’
have you for a snack. Fee, fie, foe, fum!” he exclaimed and
laughed.
“Please, Master Giant, I still have two magic beans. I could buy
you a boy-toy to play with, but on second thought, I don’t think I
want to share you with some inexperienced slave who wouldn’t serve
you right. I’d constantly be having to show him, again, how to do
it,” I said.
“Good boy! When you’re serviced by the best you don’t wanna’
compromise. By the way, Jeb and I have been invited to a pool and
food party at your future master’s Sunday afternoon,” he said.
“Are you all right with it, Master Jim?” I asked.
“Sure. A chance to see you again? Of course, I’m all right with
it. I may be an animal, but I like to think I'm a domesticated and
housebroken animal. Earl is my brother. I won’t have no problem
seeing you together. If I did, I’d lose what bond I have with you.
Think I’m gonna’ take a chance like that? Hardly. If I made a
jealous fool of myself, played bull of the woods, and God forbid,
anything happened to Earl, do you think you'd ever consider having
love for me? Not too damn likely. I may be big, but I ain't no
fool,” my giant said, grinned real big, and winked.
“I hadn’t thought of it that way, Master. I know I’d love to have
you and Master Jeb over. It just seems right, somehow. You're part
of my emerging family. I think I'm beginning to understand family
in a larger context. The family of my birth was so frick'n
dysfunctional I can't really think on it as representative of what
a family should be. I've learned more about what family should be
and what it can mean within the last six weeks than I ever knew
before,” I said truthfully.
“Then count on us. I think Jeb has already accepted,” he said.
Master Jeb cooked grilled chicken that evening and it was great.
We had a nice pleasant meal, laughing, while filling in Master Jeb
about the weekend in the desert. Master Jeb took particular
delight at my relating the story of Master Beryl teaching me to
fuck a cunt. He laughed and laughed. They asked me to tell them
about my first day as new foreman for the shop. I related the
story as if I was embarrassed at my own lack of control. They were
both supportive. They heard, not only from Master Earl, but Sam
called them as well. Master Ox and I retired early to his bedroom,
and I got fucked by my animal. Afterwards, I related the things
Master Earl said to me about leaving me with him and Master Jeb
when he needed to be away.
“I’m not surprised. Earl knows we would take good care of his
property and not abuse it. Well, not much, anyway,” he said and
grinned.
It was a pleasant evening. The rest of the week went fast. Dad
couldn’t stop by Thursday and I had to work late Friday evening to
help one of the newer mechanics with a truck. He worked his ass
off all day, but it was just too much work for one man to get out
in one day. Once again Sam promised the truck for Monday morning,
and I didn’t want to work on the weekend. It only took us about an
hour and a half. I locked up the shop and headed for my future
owner’s home. I began to be consumed by the idea of becoming
another man’s property. To be owned by another man, if it’s done
with love and a need to serve, what greater bond could there be?
Straight people do the same damn thing, they just call it
marriage.
Master Earl was still in uniform when I got there. I could get use
to seeing him in uniform. I kissed his boots and his hand. I put
it to my forehead and held it there. He didn’t respond right away.
Instead he put his other hand on my head and gently rubbed the
top. “Come up here, slave and show your master your love for him,”
I rose slowly still holding his hand and stood in front of him
with my head bowed. I took his hand, rubbed it gently across my
cheek, then kissed the back of it again. He rested both arms on my
shoulders and looked deep into my eyes. “What are we to do with
you, Slave? You can sometime disarm me with the simplest of
gestures. I ask you to show me love and you showed me more love
with one movement of my hand than a thousand kisses might convey.
You’ve taught me to love again, Beau, and you subtly issue
assurances I have nothing to fear. I’m looking forward to a
wonderful weekend with my slave to be,” he said.
“I don’t know what I’ve done special except try to show you how I
feel. Shall I follow it with a thousand kisses, Master?” I smiled
at him
“On my boots, perhaps, after dinner,” he said smiling back.
“Gladly, Master,” I replied with enthusiasm.
Before we ate dinner, Master Earl brought out a small gift wrapped
box. We sat down at the table. “Open it, Son. It’s something new
for you to wear that’s all your own. It may be a bit premature,
but what the Hell,” he said. I had no idea what it might be. I
unwrapped the box and slowly opened it. I undid the tissue the
present was wrapped in and saw in the box the most beautiful dog
collar with small spikes and rows of pyramid studs three deep
around it. It had a small metal engraved pet ID tag. It read:
“Bulldog Beau” “Property of Master Earl D. Shaw” “2332 McClellan
Lane, Silverlake, L.A., Calif.” I was thrilled. I laughed my ass
off at the name engraved on the tag and knew he'd been talking
with Master Jeb or Jim. I jumped up and threw my arms around his
neck and kissed him.
“May I wear it now, Master? It’s so handsome. I love the name,” I
laughed.
“I thought you might. I know how you love cognomens. Of course you
may wear it. I even happen to have a lock for it in my back
pocket,” Master Earl said. He fit it around my neck, placed his
lock through the ‘D’ ring and locked it. He put his finger
underneath to make sure it was snug but not too tight. It fit
perfectly. I fell to my knees and kissed his boots again to thank
him. Some people just get engagement rings, I got my own dog
collar. Fuck engagement rings, I’ll take a collar any day.
Master Jeb was right. A slave collar makes a statement. He went to
the bedroom and returned with his heavy leather leash. I knelt in
front of him and he snapped it to the ‘D’ ring in the front. I
felt fully dressed even though I wore no clothes not counting my
plug. We finished dinner, and I helped clean everything. Then my
Master grabbed my leash, gently pulled me to him, and hugged me.
“It’s nice to have you around, Son. I’m getting use to it. We’re
gonna’ do something a little different tonight. Let’s go to the
bedroom and you can help me off with my boots, make a little love
to ‘em, I’ll take your plug out, your collar off, you can get in
the shower and do your thing. While you’re doing that, I’ll make
us a couple of drinks. We’ll sit in the spa for a while and relax.
Would you like that? I think both of us have had a full week, and
I can’t imagine anything nicer than relaxing in the spa with my
slave in my arms,” he said.
I cleaned my master's boots good for him. When he was pleased, I
pulled one up between my legs and held on. He gently put his other
boot on my ass and pushed. It began to slide off, then came off
easily. I heard him laugh as I held his boot to my face to smell
them. I helped Master Earl off with the other and held that to my
nose as well. He didn’t hurry me. He just smiled. He seemed
pleased I enjoyed the masculine fragrance of his boots.
“After you’ve worn these all day, Master Earl, they smell good
enough to make a slave-boy want to hump a door knob,” I said.
“I don’t think that will be necessary, Son. I think Officer
Masters will be able to scratch that itch for you a little later,
and don’t play with yourself in the shower, understand?” he asked
and laughed.
“I will obey, Master! I promise, I won’t,” I replied.
“Let’s get you unplugged. Lay across my knees here,” he ordered. I
lay across his knees, he took a towel, and popped my plug out.
“Kneel here in front of me,” he said. I did and he unlocked my
collar, removed it and laid it on the bed.
“I’ll meet you on the deck by the spa,” he said.
“Master?”
“Yes, Slave.”
“Thank you.”
Master Earl hugged me in a big bear hug and kissed me behind my
ear. “Clean yourself well slave, your master may want to use you a
couple of times this evening. He’s feeling like taking care
of his slave-boy’s itch. For that, you have to fuck him hard and
deep several times to satisfy the really deepest itch. I may even
strap you in the sling. An hour or two in my sling should take
care of it,” he said.
I went to shower, and he left for the kitchen. I met him at the
spa a little later. It was a beautiful night. We eased into the
hot bubbling water after we became somewhat used to it. He turned
the bubbles off, and we relaxed in the warm water. He looked at me
and smiled. “I’m not gonna’ buy a slave who doesn’t wanna’ lay in
his master’s arms and let him pet his boy,” he said and grinned. I
moved into his arms immediately. “There, that’s better,” he said
and moved some hair off my forehead. “We’re gonna’ have to
get that cut a little shorter tomorrow,” he added.
“Yes, sir, do you have a barber around the area?” I asked.
“Sort of, Allen and Dirk want to stop by tomorrow afternoon to
meet you, and I have a pair of clippers. Allen is an accomplished
barber and hair stylist. He gives me my flat tops; best I ever
had,” Master Earl said.
We lay together in the spa looking at the sky and listening to the
stereo from the house. He had on a classical station and they were
playing an American work. He was listening as well. “I know this
piece but don’t know the name or composer,” he said.
“Alan Hovaness. Mysterious Mountain,” I said quietly.
“How do you know that? Are you sure?” he asked challenging me.
About that time the piece finished and the announcer stated, “We
have just heard the Seattle Symphony performing Alan Hovaness’
'Mysterious Mountain.'”
“Okay, I should have known better, my fault,” he said sheepishly,
“If it comes out of your mouth, it’s the truth because you know
it. If you don’t know it you don’t say anything,” he declared.
Then he laughed and added, “Once again you blew me away, Slave.
Not only will I have the finest looking slave in L.A., I will have
one of the brightest. How far did you go in school, Son?” he
asked.
“Master of Fine Arts, sir,” I replied.
“Hell, no wonder you know classical music. What’s this piece
playing now?” he asked.
I listened for a moment, “Another American neo-romantic tone poem,
John Alden Carpenter’s 'Adventures in a Perambulator,'” I replied.
“Now you’re yanking my chain, Slave,” he said and grinned.
“No, sir, I ain’t. I wouldn’t do that. If I didn't know, I would
admit it. I remarked to Master Jim this past weekend everyone
keeps telling me to trust them. I asked him when is someone going
to start trusting me,” I said.
“What was Jim’s reply?” he asked.
“He thought for a minute and told me I had a damn good point. He
said if I could trust him to be my master for training, I hadn't
given him a reason not to trust me, then he should trust me to be
his slave. Unless I needed correcting, then it would be handled at
that time,” I replied.
“Didn’t I tell you to listen to him; learn from him?” my master
asked.
“Yes, Master Earl,” I replied.
“He was right because he recognized you were right and didn’t try
to buffalo you with bullshit. A good master will understand,
sometime his slave will have a good point and be right. A good
master will understand he doesn’t have to be right all the time.
He must have the wisdom to admit, not necessarily that he’s wrong,
but there may be a better way he hasn’t considered. I can learn
something from my clansman, Jim, as well. He’s right. You’ve never
given me any reason to doubt you want to become my slave, and I
should trust you,” he declared.
He no sooner said that when the music stopped and the announcer
said, “You have just heard American Composer John Alden
Carpenter’s delightful 'Adventures in a Perambulator.'”
My Master was silent for a long while and rubbed his hand over my
chest, tweaked each tit gently, then ran his big hand down my
stomach to gently grab my cock and balls. He just held them for a
few minutes. He brushed his bushy black mustache around my cheek
and whispered in my ear, “I’m sorry, my good slave. I once stood
in that upstairs bedroom and yelled at a little man I came to love
very much that he would absolutely obey my order to trust me. I
know I won’t ever have to do that with you, but you shouldn’t have
to remind me to trust you. We are blessed you have a good training
master like Master Jim. You have my complete trust until you give
me reason to think otherwise. I don’t think you ever will. That
little demonstration impressed the shit out a’ me. Well, Slave,
are you parboiled enough?” he asked.
“I think so, Master,” I replied.
“Good, then let’s get out, pull on our leathers and go play for a
while in the black pit. I think my slave needs his master to use
him for a while tonight,” he said.
Damn my master could talk some shit. He knew the words and how to
say them which would crank my motor over. “Trust your slave,
Master, he needs it bad. I would be so grateful if you used me for
your needs this evening. I will do my best to serve you, Officer
Masters,” I said.
“I have no doubt, Slave. I trust you,” he replied.
Officer Master secured me in the sling and took me with one hard
swift stroke deep into me. I’m never quite ready for any master to
take me hard, but the swift, sometimes painful entry, in and of
itself, is the purpose. It keeps a slave enough off center to
never question his necessity to serve the man who has taken his
hole with a strong demand. I was about to learn something new
about the man I hoped would soon own me. He began his usual
comfortable fuck. He opened me up thoroughly. I had no complaints.
I could have the worst of headaches and the smooth fucking of this
man would set me right. Didn’t need no fucking aspirin. Just let
me feel his cock in my ass and my headache goes away. As rough and
animalistic as my giant could be, this man, Officer Masters, was
the fuck of dreams; however, that night something began to change
in his standard fuck mode. I was learning to meet his every thrust
with my ass, making damn sure my handsome master got the maximum
benefit from each stroke.
I was beginning to be challenged as he was departing from his
standard fuck routine. In a way, I was getting even more excited
to see the new direction he was taking our fuck. He began to fuck
me with wild abandon. Then my master would hold his cock in me as
deep as he could and root around in the depths. I got the idea he
wanted me to copy his movement with my ass. I began to move with
him and encourage this deeper wild-ass fucking responding with my
ass in kind. I found myself slamming my ass on his shaft as hard
or harder than he was pounding me. He was moving his cock around
with his circular movements while completely impaling me on his
shaft. For a moment he put his hands behind my shoulders and
pulled me toward him as I raised myself in the sling to help.
He was ramming the entire length of his cock into me so hard I
would bounce and return to the base equally hard only to twist or
grind my ass hard on it. He was looking me directly in the eyes
communicating the urgency and need for me to need it even more
than he. The last thing I remembered before he ordered me to come
was looking into his deep set violet turned purple eyes and
watched my master, morph in front of me, into another wild,
untamed, beautiful, rutting animal. It sprung forth from the body
of this gentle, handsome, self assured man. My heart leaped to my
throat. How lucky can one slave get to find within the depths of
the two most important men in his life dwelt similar monsters.
Beasts, if you will, with whom I felt completely safe and
comfortable. Pack brothers, who in olden times might sniff the
night air for tell-tale odors from my ripe ass and hunt me down
together on some prehistoric veldt.
Running for my life through the savanna, I would try to escape,
but they were too fast, to strong, too cunning, and would pounce
upon me knocking me to the ground where I would lie shivering from
fear. They would circle around me, taking turns holding me down,
each would have their way with me, sniffing me to make sure they
had their prey, making obscene rutting gestures, fucking me,
spilling their animal juices into my ass, time after time, until
my gut was overflowing with their seed. Fortunately, for me,
they never eat those with which they rut. Preservation of the
species?
What if ‘Bigfoot’ was like that? What if there was a natural
genetic throwback in some men, when they felt the need to rut,
physically changed into a ten foot tall hairy beast? It’s known,
some men contain an extra ‘Y’ chromosome. What if some contained
two extra ‘Y’ chromosomes? Might that be a reason they’ve never be
able to catch a ‘Bigfoot’ because after he goes out of rut or
'pan-far' he changes back into a normal looking human male or
Vulcan, depending? How could I tell my masters, “I will always
care for, respect, honor and obey you as my master, my owner, my
old man, but it is the beast within you I have come to love most?"
La Belle et Le Bette, massive, live, human arms holding torches
along a dark corridor; statues whose eyes open and follow your
every movement; the most said with an economy of means. It’s great
art. It's also great sex. Could that be an algebraic equation? One
balances the other? Doesn’t matter a whit to me. I know Bigfoot
lives. I've joined him in his rut. I’ve been fucked by him
numerous times. I’ve made love to his boots. Now, I have two. One
lives on Mt. Washington, the other on the highest point in
Silverlake. If you listen carefully in the still of a warm spring
night you can hear their mating cries calling to me, their slave,
to come run with them and join them in their rut. “Come, join us!
Run with us!” they sniff the ground, and snort with excitement
from my ripe smells.
They grunt encouragement to each other, “Join with us, leave the
safety of your burrow, Br’er Rabbit. Come forth, let us chase you
through the warm night; once we've cornered you, we’ll rest, then
use you for our rut. Don't bother to hide, you will never escape
us; you are ours. You belong to us. Once we rut with you, spill
our seed deep within you, you are ours forever. There is no
comfort in you burrow. Unless we use you, take away from you that
which you so greatly need to provide us, you will never find
solace. You will never escape our need; you will never be able to
resist our call to rut. So, come out of your stronghold and
conjoin with us. Live your life to the fullest. Be more than you
are. Become one with us; the alpha and omega, the yin and yang of
the universe, the going in and coming out of animal lust.”
I hear their call of the wild, from one mountain, through the
valleys, to the other mountain, the call of their beasts within. I
know I must run with them when they call. I have no choice. My
soul is no longer mine, I must join them in their rut. I will
answer their soulful cries with my music of the night.
End Chapter 14 ~ The Ties That Bind
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