THE TIES THAT BIND
By Waddie
Greywolf
Chapter 12 ~
Dead Man Walking
Part I ~ The Lonely Coyote
“What is there so lonely,
as the wolf’s cry at midnight?
His master’s smell on the sheets,
his slave lies engulfed, naked, and
alone.”
From: Canto 12 ~ Slave Songs ~ W. D. Dux ~ Posthumous
I opened my eyes to see two beautiful giant steel-gray eyes
looking into mine. “Good Morning,” Big Jim said softly.
“What a nice way to wake up, looking into the loving eyes of my
good master,” I said.
“They are, indeed, loving eyes, and they’re looking at you
wondering how I was ever blessed to meet you, let alone share love
with you,” Big Jim said.
“Woah! Steady there, Big Fellow. I ain’t no saint. I got the same
itch in my gut for you,” I said quietly.
“You had a connection with Blaine years before I did. I heard all
the ‘Twilight Zone’ stories about you meeting Earl, and Wes being
your lover in Nam. I can't help wonder how I fit into all this,”
Jim said like he was overwhelmed.
“Maybe it’s not complicated, Master Ox. Maybe it’s simple. You
decided to give love another chance, or maybe it decided to give
you another chance,” I said.
“Perhaps you’re right. I’m not going to be maudlin about it. I’m
going to enjoy what love we can share and not let 'if only'
thoughts ruin it. Our time together may be brief, but I plan to
make the most of it. So, kiss me, Slave, and be quick about
it. Your master awaits your love,” he said as he leaned over me
and kissed me tenderly.
“Damn, Master, that be a welcome surprise. Good morning to you,
too. Did Babe put you up to this? Does he want Little Beaver to
take him out for a ride this morning?” I asked.
Jim laughed. “He had input, as it were, but the kiss was from my
heart,” he said.
“I love you, Jim,” I said quietly.
“I love you, too, Beau. Let’s get up. I can smell coffee,” Master
Jim said pulling his leathers out of the closet. He set his big
boots out. I remembered an old cleaning rag in the bathroom. I
grabbed his boots and set on the floor with my back against the
bed to clean them. I put one between my legs and wedged it tight
against my cock and balls then locked my legs in front of it to
squeezed it harder against them. The top of the huge shaft of the
leg stopped right under my nose. I cleaned one real good while
inhaling the other, then switched. Master Jim watched me with a
certain amount of pride and approval of my self-initiated actions.
He looked at me like a proud papa, pleased and amused, to see his
son imitating his actions to be like his old man.
He told me it turned him on to see his slave boy sniff his boots.
He wasn’t lying. I had the final laugh. He couldn’t get Babe
stuffed into his cod piece. It kept poking out the top, winking at
me. I helped him on with his boots, holding each squarely in my
crotch. He would feign difficulty getting them on, pressing hard
on my cock and balls to the point of real pain then his big foot
would magically slip into place. I loved the big man for indulging
me my games. His final piece of leather to put on was his leather
vest. He decided to wear it without a shirt. Fuck, he looked hot
with his massive hairy chest and his huge, dark brown nipples. The
sight of his nipples made my dick drip just to think about sucking
on them.
“Do you want me to put something on, Master?” I asked.
“My slave don’t wear clothes in private,” he replied and smiled
wickedly. “Did that answer you’re question, Slave?” he asked.
“Yes, Master, thank you, sir,” I replied.
He put his arms around me and put his forehead against mine. “I
like to see my slave this way. I’m proud of you on my arm, and I
like to show you off. There’s an old man out there who would have
a heart attack if you walked out with clothes on, and I for one,
don’t wanna' have to call the paramedics and explain,” Jim joked
with me, “Furthermore, his slave won’t have clothes on, and I know
that old man ain’t got enough of playing with you. Don’t worry,
Blaine don’t have a jealous bone in his body. If he thinks Beryl
wants someone he’ll hog tie ‘em and tell ‘em to relax, his master
will get around to fucking them in a few minutes.
“You think I’m joking? I’m not. I’ve seen him do it.
Sometimes to a straight biker who Beryl might have mentioned had a
nice ass. Blaine will disappear and after a while come back and
tell his master, ‘When would you like to fuck so-in-so, Dad, I got
him waiting for you?’ Beryl would smile, scratch his chin and tell
him, ‘Oh, after I have another beer, Son.’ Blaine would have
the guy spread eagle on his stomach, hands and feet staked and
roped, his mouth gagged, his ass cleaned, well greased like a
Christmas turkey waiting to be stuffed.
Beryl would thank Blaine, kiss him, let Blaine get his cock good
and hard, go into the tent and fuck the guy. Believe it or not
they had a seventy-five percent return rate, even from the
straight guys. Beryl wasn’t out to hurt anyone and would take it
slow until he got ‘em opened up. The straight guys would get drunk
and secretly approach Blaine to see if they could get him to tie
them down again for Beryl to use. Several of the so called
straight guys regularly paid Blaine good money to take a ride on
Big Beryl’s horse. Blaine made a lot of money on the side, but he
never told his old man about it.
He learned selling a person could be a two way street. He swore me
to secrecy when I caught on to what he was doing. I wouldn’t a’
told anyway. I thought it was fucking hilarious. I know you and
Beryl have some secret agreement between you which I think is
wonderful. I’m proud of you for bonding with him so quickly. Beryl
don’t let a lot of people get close as he did you in such a short
period of time, so don’t be shy if he wants to use you. You’re
ordered to pleasure him anyway he wants. I’d share you with
either of them. If the ‘new penny’ thing has to do with you
getting fucked, you just tell him, I get to watch. He won’t have
no problem with it. I don’t need any reasons for you not to wear
anything, but the main reason is to remind you, I’m your master, I
care about you, and I want to show you off.”
He kissed me on the forehead, went to the closet, got something
out of his big heavy biker jacket and came back. He brought his
leash and hooked it onto my collar. I fell to my knees and kissed
his boots. I found his waiting hand, kissed it, then put it to my
forehead, “Get up here, I’m gonna’ show you some love, Slave,” he
said. I threw my arms around him.
“I’m proud to call you master, Jim,” I said. We kissed a long and
well thought out kiss.
He grabbed my leash, “Come, Pup, follow your master. Do I need to
take you outside to lift your leg?” he asked with a grin.
He thought his joke was funny, so did I. I followed Master Jim
past the living room to the small kitchen. Blaine was busy
starting breakfast while Big Beryl sat on a bar stool at the
counter. Blaine wasn’t wearing clothes either. Beryl grinned real
big when he saw me naked and put his hand out for Master Jim to
give him my leash. Master Jim handed him the leash and
smiled. I knelt in front of Beryl, kissed each of his boots, and
he held his hand down for me. I lovingly kissed the back and put
it to my forehead. “Get your pretty ass up here, Slave, and give
this old master some lovin’!" Beryl pulled me to him with the
leash, grabbed it up close to my neck to control my head, held it
tight, leaned forward and kissed me. I threw my arms around his
neck and pulled myself to him to kiss him back. “Good morning me
pretty,” he said making it sound like an old sea pirate.
“‘Morning, Cap’n,” I said in character.
He hugged me and laughed. Blaine set coffee on the counter for
Master Jim and me. Everyone exchanged ‘good morning’ greetings.
Beryl open his legs and pulled my backside into him, put both arms
around me, his big legs around my legs, and locked his boots in
front of me. His right hand went to my crotch to hold my cock and
balls cradled in his big paw. He didn’t fondle me or squeeze them,
he just held them like he was protecting them, keeping them warm;
like they were precious to him. I leaned back against him for
comfort and support. He was like leaning against the great wall of
China.
“So you want to learn to Harley ride your master's cock, huh,
Slave?” he asked with amusement in his voice.
“I’d sure like to try, Master Beryl,” I said.
“Just call me Beryl or Dad, Son,” he said correcting me again.
“Yes, sir, Dad,” I replied.
“That’s better. Do you guys have to be back this evening?” he
asked.
“Yeah, Beau has to go to work tomorrow, and I got some business in
L.A. tomorrow morning. We only rode out for the evening,” Master
Jim replied.
“Too bad, some of the guys we used to ride with may drop by this
afternoon. I hoped you could be here to see them. Breed said he
might stop by. You remember Breed, Jim, about Blaine’s height,
good looking, built like a fireplug,” Master Beryl said to jog Big
Jim’s memory.
“Yeah, I remember Breed. Ornery little cuss. He would pick a fight
with the meanest son of a bitch in camp just to prove himself a
man. How many times did you and I have to keep some dude from
killing him? ‘Straight arrow’ until he had a few, then he wanted
to swap spit and play with your dick ‘til dawn. He wanted to go
with men in the worse way, but just never could let himself cross
the barrier. I damn near got my dick in him one night, remember?”
Big Jim asked.
“Yeah, that’s Breed. He’s mellowed a lot though; owns a ranch not
far from here and works as a mechanic for some shop in Yucca
Valley. He jumped the fence in a big way. Took a smart, college
educated, good looking oriental kid as a slave. Mistreated the kid
something terrible and the kid ran away. Breed looked for the kid
for a year or more but never found hide nor hair of him,” Big
Beryl said shaking his head.
“Yeah, where dad hid him, he’ll never find him,” Blaine blurted
out then threw back his handsome head and laughed.
“Blaine!” Beryl exclaimed sternly, then smiled a guilty smile.
“Well, Hell, Jim, you should a' seen what he done to the kid. Not
just once but numerous times. Finally, to keep Blaine from going
over there and killing Breed, I had to do something. The kid loved
him unconditionally, but he was justifiably scared to death of
him. The kid never blamed Breed for his violence. He felt Breed
was misunderstood. When I was sure the kid wanted out and wouldn’t
run back to him, for his own personal safety we helped him. I sent
him to Jeb. You were away on a tour. I don’t think you ever met
him. His name was Skip. Fine looking oriental boy. I think Jeb
changed his name when he sold him. He’s Japanese and Jeb used his
Jap name when he sold him.”
“Yoshie?” I asked nonchalantly.
“Yeah, that’s it,” Big Beryl said with surprise, “How’d ju’ know,
Beau?” he asked.
“He’s my boss’ slave. He’s putting Yoshie through medical school
at U.S.C. Jesus, maybe I shouldn’t a’ said nothing,” I said.
“No one will hear it from dad or me, especially Breed. We don't
tell him nothing,” Blaine said, “I ain't fond of the son of a
bitch, but dad makes me treat him like a master when he comes
around. Dad even loans me out to him once in a while to fuck me.
He pays dad damn good money to use me, so I do my best to please
him. He’s gotten better at sex with a man than he used to
be. He loves to fuck my cunt. When you’re a slave you do what your
master orders you to. The last time I didn’t, I didn’t get fucked
for a whole Goddamn month, and he wouldn’t loan me out to get
fucked by nobody else either. I damn near went crazy.
"Talk about humping door knobs. Sheeit! I hate to admit it but my
old man knows how to bring a slave to his knees without violence.
In all these years, Dad has never hit me with his fist. However,
If you look closely at my ass and back you’ll notice tell-tale
scars from his eighteen foot black snake bull whip, but I damn
well deserved every one of ‘em. I wear ‘em with pride, ‘cause the
man what owns me cared enough about me to put ‘em there. I ain’t
there yet, but one day I hope he can say I’m his loving and
obedient slave,” Blaine said.
“Ahh, you ain’t so bad now, you silly twit,” Big Beryl said, “We’d
be the last to say anything to Breed about Skip, Son. Breed can be
a mean son of a bitch when he wants to be. Then, on the other
hand, he can be the most giving person we know. He’s always
willing to help with any project we have around here, but we’ve
helped him, too,” Big Beryl said. Blaine started breakfast, and I
asked Big Beryl if I could help him. He said 'no,' the kitchen was
too small.
“Far be it from me to contradict a master, but it doesn’t look too
small to me, sir,” I said.
“It ain’t, Beau,” Blaine said with a grin, “The old man just wants
to play with you. He thinks you're a little bit of okay. I thought
I never would get to sleep last night. ll I heard was, Beau
this and Beau that for hours,” Blaine said with disgust and
laughed wickedly for his imitation of Beryl. “Besides, my hero,
I’ve got everything covered, except my ass,” he said and laughed
again. “Besides, he loves a slave on a leash. I spend half my damn
life hiding leashes,” Blaine said and winked. We all fell out
laughing at Blaine. He was funny.
“You know Blaine,” Beryl said, “I’m damn proud of us. To hear Skip
was sold to a good master and is going to become a doctor is
wonderful news. Can you beat that?” he asked.
“You should be proud, both of you,” Big Jim allowed, “I probably
would've done the same thing and have. Jeb and I kidnapped my
nephew Wes out of a brothel in Tijuana,” he said.
“Yeah, we heard about that. What the Hell was he doing in a
Mexican brothel?” Beryl asked.
“He never would say. The nearest Jeb and I could put together was
his last master was a bat-shit crazy son of a bitch, and sold him
to be a butt-fuck boy for any Mexican with twenty pesos in his
pocket. They kept him straddled an eight inch wide by four foot
long wooden bench completely nude, with his wrists chained up to a
ring in the wall. You could sit on the bench and fuck him. Jeb and
I got the caretaker drunk, and he passed out. I had a pair of bolt
cutters in my coat. We cut him free of his chains, put him in the
bed of Jeb’s old truck, covered him with old paint canvas, fishing
boots, a beer cooler, fishing gear, folding chairs, like we'd been
fishing, drove back across the border, got Wes out of the back,
covered him in blankets and drove home. You remember old Hank who
used to love to fuck in them whore houses outside Vegas?” Jim
asked.
“Yeah,” Beryl replied.
“He liked to go to that brothel and fuck them Mexican whores. He
saw this kid chained up, and he looked like a white boy. He
thought a piece of boy butt might be a nice change, so he bought
an hour with him. He said he was a pretty good fuck, so he bought
another couple hours with him. Somehow, Hank found out he was a
slave in a family group and an American citizen. He found out his
name and when he told Jeb and me we knew immediately who it was.
We were down there the next day. Jeb and I kept Wes for over a
year to let him recover. I took him to the gym three times a week
and Jeb worked on his self-confidence. Jeb trained him to be a
slave and sold him to Earl D. I don’t care what anyone says about
Earl D. Shaw he made Wes bloom. Wes needed exactly what Earl could
give him.
"I have no problem, having this kid I love, become Earl's slave.
Of all the masters out there, other than you Beryl, Earl is the
only one I would wanna' see be master to Beau. I know he won’t be
mistreated. He’ll be made to toe the line, dance to Earl’s tune,
but he’ll be loved and appreciated. Earl will be good to him and
for him. He'll probably bloom under Earl just like Wes did. I have
no doubt they’ll become the envy master/slave couple of our family
group. Besides, Earl D. Shaw is one Hell of a good looking man. I
saw him the other day, and he’s obviously a man in love. He looks
it. He radiates it. I wouldn’t even attempt to stand in the way at
this point. I love Beau so much I want to know he’s happy. If it
can’t be with me then I’m glad for Beau it’s gonna’ be Earl,” Big
Jim said. He almost made me cry.
“He’s a damn good man,” Beryl said, “Will you see him this week,
Beau?” he asked.
“Yes, sir,” I replied.
“Tell him ‘Hello’ for us and to give us a call. We’ll be here for
a month or more. Last we saw him was at Dan and Cowboy’s in
Tucson. We had a great time on round-up this year. Ms. Sophie and
Gracie, their two cow-ladies, are so fucking funny to watch herd
them cows. Earl D. cut a handsome figure as a buckaroo. Get him on
a horse and he looks for all the world like one of them old
Republic Western cowboy heroes. Damn, he sits a fine horse,” Beryl
said.
Blaine was dishing up food, placing it in front of the two masters
first. Beryl slipped me his and whispered, “Protocol be damned!
Eat, Son! Yore' master done told me I's the undisputed master of
this house, boy, you do as I tell you, Slave,” he ordered and
roared with laughter.
“You’re a kind man, Dad,” I said and kissed him on the cheek.
“Eat up, Son, you’s too damn skinny,” he said.
“Damn, Blaine, this is good,” I told him. The master’s agreed. We
continued talking during breakfast.
“Could you give your boss a message to give to— Yoshie, is it?’”
Beryl asked.
“Could I ask Master Jeb’s permission to relay your message to my
boss, Dad Beryl?” I asked.
“Certainly, if Jeb says 'no,' don’t worry about it. H'it t'ain't
that important. We’re just thrilled to know everything worked out
for him and he’s doing well. If Jeb says it’s okay, tell your boss
to tell him we love him and are thrilled to hear he’s doing well;
not to feel bad about contacting us. We’d rather he didn’t right
now for his sake,” Beryl replied.
“I’ll asked Jeb for you,” Big Jim said.
I helped Blaine clean up after breakfast, and we talked while our
masters talked. We caught up on people we knew together in Nam and
what we heard happened to them. “Blaine, remember my corpsman
buddy, ‘Box’? The short good looking little dude Wes and I use to
hang out with?” I asked.
“The one we called ‘Boxer’ ‘cause he wouldn’t wear anything but
boxer underwear? Said jockeys limited cock growth, but boxers
allowed his jewels to breathe and then would take in a deep breath
to illustrate?” Blaine replied and we laughed.
“Yeah, yeah, that’s him. All the time Wes and I were together, I
know he knew we were fucking like minks, but he never said a word.
We never flaunted it, but everyone knew. Fortunately for Wes and
me, we had you and the five other guys I got out of them cages to
disparage any talk. Old Boxer was so laid back. He loved his pot.
If he knew, he’d never tell nobody. I think his first name was
Larry or Lawrence, something like that. Anyway, I was at this big
annual gay bike run to Badger Flats over Labor Day weekend about
three years ago. It’s jointly sponsored by a gay bike club from
L.A. and one from San Francisco. Well, guess who I run into on a
bike with so much leather on you’d swear the cow was an endangered
species?” I asked.
“Boxer?” Blaine asked.
“Yeah, him and his little slave boy. Boxer was working out and was
some kinda hot, let me tell you. Made my old cock drip, and he
kept his little slave on a short leash. I swear to you, the kid
was a miniature Chuck Connors. Had every master at the run trying
to buy time with the poor kid. Wouldn’t have minded about
forty-five minutes with him myself. Hell, I would've settled for
thirty with the both of ‘em,” I said.
“I would never imagined Boxer...” Blaine trailed off shaking his
head in disbelief.
“Yeah, me either, but there he was and a big member of one of the
bike clubs out of San Francisco. He didn’t recognize me at first.
Hell, I had to do a double take to recognize him. When I walked
toward him he recognized me and smiled only the way old Boxer
could, snapped his fingers to his slave, the kid fell to his
knees, and kissed my boots. First time I ever had that happen to
me, and I didn’t know the proper response. The poor kid just sat
there ignored as I embraced Box. Finally, I grabbed hold of his
leash and Box let go. I yanked him up to my face and looked at him
as mean as I could.
“You taking good care of your master, Slave?” I asked him.
“I hope so, sir,” he replied.
“I hope so, too, boy, ‘cause if I ever hear you’re not, I’ll
personally kick your ass,” I warned him.
“Yes, sir, I understand, sir. Thank you, sir,” he replied.
“I’m glad you understand, Son. So I can be really sure, show me
how you kiss your master when you want to show him how much you
appreciate being his slave,” I told him. I thought the kid was
gonna’ rape me. A crowd gathered, and Boxer kept giggling he was
so proud of his boy. I pulled away from him and told the kid,
‘Well, shit! That’s one ass kicking I’m gonna’ have to cancel.’”
“What did old, laid-back Boxer say?” Blaine asked.
“I thought he was gonna’ come unglued at the hinges he was
laughing so hard. He always did have a dry wit and good sense of
humor. They made a good looking couple. The envy of all the master
and slaves there. Since his master is a ‘top man,’ of course, the
kid calls him Master Box-Top,” I said. We laughed together.
“I’m glad to hear about old Box. He's a good man,” Blaine allowed.
We no sooner finished discussing our friend when we heard a bike
pull up in front of the house. Blaine could see out the kitchen
window. “It’s Breed, Dad," he said.
“Okay, now remember, Blaine...” Beryl warned his slave.
“I know, Dad, I’ll be a good slave, ‘cause I love you,” he said.
“I’ll make it up to you, Son. You know I’m good for it,” Beryl
promised.
“Jim, grab Beau’s leash so he’ll think you own him. Beau, you’ll
have to treat him as a master, or he’ll get his feelings hurt,”
Beryl said.
“He will, Beryl, he’ll do what I tell him. He’s my slave until
he’s sold,” Big Jim said. I was proud of my training master. He
knew I’d do anything he ordered me to.
Breed came in, hugged, and kissed Big Beryl. He saw Jim and smiled
real big as he came to kiss and hug Beryl. Dad Beryl snapped his
fingers at Blaine. He knelt in front of Breed and kissed each of
his boots. Breed put his hand down, Blaine kissed the back of it
and put it to his forehead. “Up, slave, and show this master your
love,” Blaine rose and threw his arms around Breed and
kissed him.
Breed went to Master Jim next. My master dropped my leash. Breed
shook Big Jim’s hand, hugged, and kissed him on the cheek, and
turned to look at me. “Breed, this is my slave, Beau,” Big Jim
said.
Breed looked me up and down like a thirsty man looking at a tall
glass of water, smiled a strange approving smile, and nodded.
Master Jim snapped his fingers for me to kneel in front of him. I
fell to my knees, kissed each of Breed’s boots, which were pretty
damn hot, and found his hand waiting. I kissed the back and put it
to my forehead. I was waiting for him to respond, but he was quiet
for a moment, then he slowly fell to his knees in front of me,
gently placed his hand under my face, raised my chin to look
directly into my eyes, and said from the depths of his soul,
“Pretty, slave— please kiss me,” he said from the bottom of his
heart.
I wasn’t going to hold back from a man who had the balls to bring
himself to my level and sincerely ask for something he needed. I
threw my arms around his neck and gave him a hot, mouthy kiss. He
returned it as he put his arms around me and gently pulled me
closer. He pulled away, looked me in the eye again and said
quietly, “Thank you. You’re a handsome slave. I think you’re a
naturally giving man, and I appreciate your gift. It’s been a long
time since I had a slave give so willingly to me. You have a
wonderful giving master as well, and I’m certainly glad for both
you have each other,” he said. He got up, helped me up and hugged
me again. He held me at arms length, looked at my face, turned his
head slightly to a tilt, and looked puzzled. “Have we met before,
Beau?” he asked.
I looked at him closely. “You look familiar, but I can’t remember
meeting you,” I said politely.
He took my leash and handed it to Big Jim. Thank you, Jim, he’s a
fine looking slave; one to be proud of. Then he smiled wickedly
and joked, “Give ya’ a dollar for ‘em.” Master Jim laughed as
Breed continued,“I’m only kidding, Beau, I meant that as a
compliment, but I’m kinda backward when it comes to saying the
right things to folks. I never had anyone teach me proper while I
was growing up, and I hurt a lot of folks because I was too dumb
to realize. I sure don’t want that to happen no more. I lost my
slave, because I was too Goddamn mean to him. He was so good; he
only wanted to serve and love me. I drove him away, and I’m so
fucking sorry for it. I did the same damn thing to him I had done
to me as a kid. I wouldn’t wish that on anybody, yet I did it to
him. I been going to a therapist, been in a group with V.A. for
about a year and a half now and someday I’m gonna’ try to get me
another slave to love. I wanna’ make damn sure I treat him right
and deserve his love. Another couple years of therapy, I might be
ready,” Breed said.
“Sounds to me like you’re doing something positive to correct the
problem, and maybe, that’s half the battle. You know what they
say, the longest journey starts with the first step,” I said
quietly. He was listening closely to my voice as well as my words.
“Damn, Jim, he’s not only a good looking som’bitch, he’s a smart
one, too,” he complimented me.
“Thank you, Master Breed,” I said.
“Just call me Breed, Beau. You, too, Blaine. I appreciate your
respect, but I’m gonna’ try to work to earn that title; however, I
ain’t ready to give up having a slave kiss my boots. It’s about
the only thing these days that gets my dick hard,” he said and
laughed hardy. He kept looking at me and tilting his head one way
then the other. He walked closer and spoke to Jim.
“May I examine your slave, Jim?” he asked. Master Jim simply
handed him my leash. "I really like a slave on a leash. It sort of
finishes them off. You see, Beau, that came out wrong. I’m sorry,”
he apologized.
I laughed and grabbed him close to me. “I understood what you
meant, Breed. My Master gave you my leash, and I’m comfortable
with it. You seem like a good hearted man, so examine me, sir, I’d
be honored,” I replied.
“Thank you, Slave, would you turn around for me, please?” he
asked.
“Yes, sir,” I said as I turned halfway around and winked at Big
Jim. Breed ran his hand down my back like he was checking out a
fine horse.
“Spread you legs about three feet and bend at the waist, please,”
he said. I did as ordered, and he saw my plug.
“May I feel your plug, Beau?” he asked.
“Certainly, Breed, you don’t need to ask, my master gave you
permission. I have no say in the matter,” I replied.
He gently felt it and pressed on it lightly a couple of times.
“Damn, that thing is huge. It’s in there tight. Looks hot slave.
Now, stand up straight for me, please,” he said. I did as he
ordered, “Now please turn back to me,” he said. I did. He looked
down and became a bit bolder, “I’m going to examine your cock and
balls. I won’t hurt you,” he said. I threw my hips slightly
forward to make them more available to him. He very gently took my
cock and balls in his rough hands and carefully examined them. He
pulled my foreskin all the way back to expose the head of my cock,
and rubbed the exposed head with his rough thumb. I winced.
"Sorry, I didn’t realize it would be so sensitive, Slave. I’m cut,
so I don’t understand that sort of thing. I just wanted to see if
it was sensitive. I found out, but I didn’t mean to hurt you none,
I promise,” he said. He looked mortified.
“You didn’t hurt me, Breed, but you found out, it’s sensitive. No
harm done,” I said.
“Now— please, gimme' one more kiss, handsome slave,” he said.
I kissed him and didn’t hold back. I liked him. I thought he was a
hot little motherfucker. My old dick started getting hard when he
finally pulled away. He saw my erect penis and got a twinkle in
his eye. “Thanks for the kiss and the compliment, Slave,” he said
as he handed my leash back to Big Jim. “and, thank you, Jim,” he
added. He stuck out his hand for Jim to shake.
Big Jim took his hand. “You’ve changed, Breed. I think you may be
developing some manners and thoughtfulness,” Big Jim said. Breed
just beamed.“The way you handled my slave was a credit to any
master,” Big Jim added.
“It certainly was, Breed,” Beryl agreed.
“Impressed the shit out a’ me,” Blaine allowed.
The man just beamed with the praise.
“You get my vote, too, Breed,” I said.
“Yours was the one I was hoping for, Beau,” he said sincerely.
“You want a beer, Breed?” Blaine asked him.
“Anyone else drinking?” he asked.
“We just finished breakfast. We got some left if you’re hungry,”
Blaine offered.
“That would be better than drinking this early, Blaine, if you’re
sure you don’t mind,” he said.
“For you, Breed? Not a problem,” Blaine said with enthusiasm.
Blaine got busy in the kitchen warming the left over eggs.
“You need help, Blaine?” I asked.
“You heard what dad said, my hero, Slave Brother,” he replied.
Blaine set Breed up to eat at the bar and fixed him a cup of
coffee. Beryl walked up behind me and slipped his huge arms around
my waist. He grabbed my cock and balls again, kissed me gently on
the neck, and spoke in a low, confidential tone of voice. “I got
one new penny last night, but I’ll give you credit if I don’t
collect the other one today,” Beryl said.
I turned to him and kissed him on the cheek. “I’d appreciate it,
Dad, if you’d charge me interest at a compound rate," I said.
He broke up laughing. “You’re a wicked, Slave-boy, Beau. You know
that turns this old man on when you talk shit like that,” he said.
“God, I hope so. At least I’m a slave who knows how to spend his
pennies,” I said in resignation.
He laughed again. “If I ask my buddy, Big Jim, real nice, you
think he might give you permission to ride me the way you rode him
last night and let Blaine watch? Watching you ride Big Jim
got me so damn hot I almost came. Blaine thought it was pretty
damn hot, too. It looked like something I would really enjoy, and
if’n Blaine could get some idea what you're doing, I could start
training him to get me off that way. “It’s about time my old,
muley slave learned a new trick to pleasure his old man. I need to
start using his ass more. I love his little cunt, but I do miss me
some ass-fucking. If I let him go too long without punching his
ticket it takes him a while to work up to taking all of me again.
Maybe a plug might help, what’dya’ think, Darlin’?” he asked with
a grin.
“I think its helped me, Dad. I’ve gotten so used to it, it’s part
of me now, but you never get so acclimated it ain’t a constant
reminder of who put it there and why. You’d think I’d resent
having to wear something like that all the time, but I don’t. I
even tried cheating one night when I was going out and had to go
home and put it back in I felt so empty. I don’t think my master
even understands how much I love him for making me wear it. Does
that sound warped, Dad?” I asked.
“Fuck no, look how long its taken me to convince Blaine his only
purpose in life is to serve me. He was never gonna’ submit to me
totally. He knew from the first night, once I took him, there was
no turning back. I made it very clear and made him repeat it back
to me, if he submitted to me that night he would be my slave
forever. I wouldn’t hear or tolerate any excuses. I wouldn’t take
'no' for an answer. He had to make damn sure the intensity of my
passion for him was something he wanted. Then he said the
two magic words,” Big Beryl said.
“What’s that, Dad?” I asked.
“Fuck me!” Beryl replied. I laughed at Beryl’s magic words.
“Blaine was never mean spirited. He could be an ornery
motherfucker when he wanted to be, but never with me. I knew he
loved me ‘cause he never strayed far. He was just mischievous. He
wanted his cake and eat mine, too. He was like a little kid who
wanted to see how far he could go before his parents would yank
him up by the short-hairs. I knew I had to do something radical to
convince him how seriously important his being my slave was to me
and ultimately to him. Once he was on that operating table in
Tijuana his greatest fear wasn’t losing everything, it was whether
I was gonna’ still want him for my slave. Once I assured him it
was why he was on the operating table, he looked at the two
Mexican doctors and told them, ‘Make me the finest cunt you can
for my old man and make it big.' Then he passed out from the shot
they gave him.
"When he woke up he had a cunt. Nice one too, big, deep. He never
once agonized over the change. In fact the first time I used it,
he came after about five minutes. Told me he never had an
orgasm like that in his life. We’re still close friends with the
two good looking Mexican surgeons. We stay with them when we go to
Tijuana. They fuck Blaine every time we go down,” Big Beryl
said with a grin.
“My Master has already ordered me to give you or Blaine any
pleasure you might ask of me as long as he gets to watch,” I told
him.
“Oh, fuck, that’s no problem for either of us. Blaine and I talked
it over, and if you guys come out again, we’d love to watch Jim
work you over. That man fucks like a wild animal,” he said.
I blushed and smiled knowingly at his comments. “Why do you think
I gave him the name Babe the giant blue ox?” I asked.
“Paul Bunyan’s ox?” Beryl asked.
“Yes, sir,” I replied.
“Shit, it fits. Now I see the different names are one. Clever,
Little Beaver,” he said and patted me on my butt.
“I wouldn’t do that, Master, if you’re wearing jewelry,” I warned
him.
“Why’s that, Son?” he asked.
“You might lose it in the vacuum,” I said.
He threw back his head in laughter. “Beau, you’re so damn wicked,
I love you, boy,” he said.
“I love the both of you already. No one has ever treated me with
greater kindness and hospitality, and on top of that, I got ‘me’
ticket punched by a fourteen incher to boot. That gives me brag'n
rights. One new penny bought me one Hell of a lot of cock,” I
bragged.
“Sweet Jesus, you’re so bad,” he said and roared with laughter.
“I’m gonna’ ask your old man if I can turn you over my knee and
spank that ass of yours until I get it all nice, warm, and red.
Just ripe for fuck'n,’ he said and roared with laughter.
“Hell, Dad, you don’t have to asked, he’s already given you
permission through me. You feel like doing it, just do it, but I
gotta’ warn ya,’” I replied.
“How’s that, Slave?” he asked and grinned bracing himself for my
answer.
“The third or fourth swat from your big paw I’ll come all over
you. I make a mess, but I sure as Hell love to be made to lick it
off you,” I said. My cock was getting rock hard in the old man’s
paw. “Now look what you done to me, Dad, ain’t you ashamed to do
that to a defenseless, inexperienced slave-boy?” I asked him.
He laughed even harder. Breed was watching enthralled by our
exchange. "Holy fuck, what’d I do to deserve this? Two men-slaves
who can wrap this poor old master around their fingers.
Inexperienced, you might be, defenseless you ain’t,” he said and
couldn’t stop laughing. “Woah, Child, I thought my boy could talk
some shit, but I think you got him beat,” he said. We both
laughed.
“I ain’t blowing smoke up yore’ ass, Dad,” I said emphatically.
"Master Jeb punished me yesterday for coming when he ordered me
not to. I tried hard, but he felt so damn good fucking me I
couldn’t stop. He wasn’t going to punish me, but I begged him so
it would help me learn. He let me pick the paddle and the number
of hits. I picked a big one with holes in it and told him I should
have at least twenty. I don’t think he wanted to give me that
many, but he went along with my wishes. On the seventeenth hit I
come on his boots,” I bragged.
“Damn, Son, that makes me so hot. You know I trained Blaine to
come when I use my whip on him. Now he can come after about eight
or nine hits from my bull whip. I’d sure as Hell like to use
my whip on that sweet little ass of yorn,” he said.
“Don’t ask, just do it. I’ll just tell my master it would bring
you pleasure to whip my ass. Done. He’ll tell me to make him
proud. I know him that well by now. Please, Dad, don’t ever tell
me I’m bad again. Look what you done to me,” I said. Old swinger
was straight eight and saluting.
He looked and stroked my hard dick with his massive paw and roared
with laughter. “You know, Beau, I think we’re both bad. I won’t
change if you promise not to. Shit, I gotta’ have some
reason to whup your pretty little butt,” he said.
“Deal, Dad,” I agreed.
I noticed Breed kept looking at me and Beryl fascinated with our
banter. I could see something running through his mind. He smiled
at me a couple of times, and I nodded back as I was talking softly
to Big Beryl. He sure took notice when old swinger got hard. He
got a shit eating grin on his face that implied some very nasty
thoughts. My kinda man. Breed finished and Blaine took his plate
to clean. “That was great Blaine, thanks, Bro. I really appreciate
it. Why’d ju’ call Beau ‘hero’ a while ago, Brother? Did he
get a cat out of a tree?” he asked.
Everyone laughed. Blaine looked at me like he didn’t want to
answer without input from me so I decided to answer Breed’s
question. “Something like that, Breed,” I replied laughing.
Blaine shook his head. He got a determined look in his eye. “I
ain't gonna’ shine Breed on, Beau. I wasn’t kidding about what I
said. What I witnessed a while ago when Breed checked you out as
Jim’s slave impressed the Hell out a’ me. Master Jim was right,
Breed, you’re changing, and changing for the better I might add. I
for one, have a much higher opinion of you than I used to.
With that in mind, you deserve more respect from me, not as a
slave, but a compassionate neighbor. You deserve the truth, Breed.
Beau and I have known each other about eight or ten years, I
guess. He only came back into my life again last night— after
what, Beau— eight years?" I nodded in agreement.
"You know I walk with a limp. This man saved my life in Nam. He
not only cut me out of a small bamboo cage where the VC were
holding me, he carried me on his back forty-two miles through
enemy territory to safety. He saved six other guys at the same
time. You remember little Wes, Master Earl’s slave? He cut him out
of one of them cages, too. I was Beau's ranking officer, but he
got me back safely. He was a non-com Navy corpsman and didn’t know
how to shoot a gun. He was awarded seven purple hearts and the
bronze star for heroism,” Blaine finished.
Breed looked at me with glazed eyes as if looking at a far away
place. "I was over there in that stinking, Hell hole. Damn, that
fuck'n place stunk all the time. I got shot-up pretty bad at ‘Ply
Mae.’ There was a corpsman who took his time to patch me up in the
field. Three other corpsmen passed over me. Told me I was too
wounded to help. ‘Best if we let him die,’ I heard them say to
each other. I was still conscious, I could hear them
talking. I was scared out of my wits. There were other men less
wounded than me they felt they had a better chance of saving. One
told me as he was patching up my buddy, ‘Sorry, Man, we only have
so much time, and we gotta’ work as fast as we can to save those
who have a better chance.’
"I could only lie there weeping knowing I was going to die. I was
lying there with my fuck’n guts on the ground. Suddenly, out of
nowhere, there was this good looking corpsman wearing cowboy boots
beside me, he shot me up with morphine ‘til I didn’t give a damn
whether I lived or died. He pulled on a pair of surgical gloves,
began picking leaves and twigs out of my guts, told me to close my
eyes or turn my head and not look. He gently pucked up my internal
organs, shoveled my guts back inside my abdomen, sprinkled me with
some antibiotic powder, and taped me up. He lit me a joint of
killer weed and stuck it in my mouth and told me to suck.
“By the time he got through with me my head was so fucked up I
didn't care what he did with me. The guy was really good and the
docs said if he hadn’t taken the time to do what he did, I’d be
dead. He cared enough to stop and help me when the others wrote me
off. I owe the good-hearted son of a bitch my life, and I don't
even know who he was. I know he was from Texas because he told me
when I asked about his boots. He stayed with me ‘til the last
e-vacs got there. All the other corpsmen left on the first or
second e-vacs and left the guys there bandaged. He never left me
or the others. He calmed me, lit cigarettes for me, gave me
another joint to smoke, held me in his arms, even kissed me on my
neck for comfort like it was the most natural thing in the world
for him to do.
"I wasn’t gay at the time, but I love that man to this day for his
forwardness. Perhaps he knew I needed some love from someone,
anyone, and he was the only person who would or could give it to
me. He was man enough to defy straight/gay bullshit conventions
and give me what I needed at that moment. God, I loved the man for
that. He swore to me I was gonna’ make it. Said he’d seen much
worse than me pull through. Someone told me later he had several
medals, but he threw away the last four purple hearts. The only
name I knew they called him was Br’er Rabbit. You know— like in
that Disney movie,” Breed said.
Blaine knew my nickname, and watched me closely. He saw me turn
pale white as the blood rushed from my head and things began to go
dark. Blaine ran to catch me. “Steady, Beau! Hold on to me, Bro!
You're safe in my arms, Beau!” Blaine said in a firm voice. Big
Beryl held me from the back and felt my knees buckle. He held me
tight to support me. I put my arms around Blaine and started
sobbing uncontrollably with Blaine and Beryl for support.
“Oh God, no! Did I say something wrong, Blaine?” Breed cried in
distress.
“No, you didn't, Breed. Your brain subconsciously put the parts
together, and you were just trying to work out the puzzle. Our
slave brother, here, you just examined is your Br’er Rabbit,
Breed,” Blaine said quietly.
“Dear God in heaven, what have I done?” cried Breed in pain and
anguish, as his legs began to go out from under him. Big Jim
jumped to catch Breed and lowered him to the floor. Beryl was
right there with Blaine and me with his big arms around both of us
as Blaine lost it.
I heard Big Jim’s voice. “Beau! Blaine! Get over here! Hold this
man! He needs you! You need each other!” Master Jim barked at us.
We went to Breed who was curled up against Big Jim’s chest in a
fetal position, put our arms around him and pulled him to us. The
three of us let the pain, the hurt, the confusion, the stupidity,
the anger, the frustration, the waste of it all come out. Big
Beryl and Master Jim had their arms around the three of us. We
remained that way for some time crying, wailing, rocking back and
forth with each other until our guts hurt and our tear ducts
became painful.
After a while there was a quiet calm settle over us. I started
laughing. Breed started laughing at me, and Blaine laughed at both
of us. We’d made the transition from depression to a manic state,
slightly embarrassed at our inability to control our emotions.
“Oh, God,” I cried “will we ever heal? What must our masters think
of us? Look at us, we’re a mess. God, Breed, you were right,
Bro, you knew me from somewhere, but you couldn’t quite figure it
out. Your name is Breedlove,” I said. He lit up like a pinball
machine that just went ‘Tilt.’
“You remember my name?” he asked.
“Yeah, Jimmy Mack Breedlove, from Cut’n Chute, Texas. How could I
forget a name like that?” Breed hugged and kissed me again.
“Beau, I was so Goddamn scared that day. Scared I was gonna’ die.
I was so scared of dying. I had my nineteenth birthday two days
before. My life was fucking over at nineteen. It wasn’t fair. I
didn’t do anything to deserve dying in that stinking rice patty. I
saw my guts spilled out on the ground. You came along, lit me a
cigarette and told me not to watch while you scooped my guts back
into my belly with your hands,” he recalled the horror of war.
Tears were running down Breed’s face. “You bound me and shot me up
with morphine. The pain went away but the fear didn’t. You stayed
when the rest of the corpsmen went out on the first or second
e-vacs. You stayed with me ‘til they came back, assuring me
I wasn’t gonna’ die. You stayed with me the whole time. You
could’ve been killed. You risked your life to save me and them
other guys you watched over.
"You lit more cigarettes for me, a joint, told me you wouldn’t
leave me, and you didn’t ‘til the Hewey took us both. Look," Breed
ordered. He raised his shirt, I saw the massive scars, and
remembered all too vividly how it looked back then, when I
literally shoveled his guts back into him and picked the leaves,
twigs, and bugs out of his intestines with my fingers. I touched
his scars, and it all came rushing back to me as if it were
yesterday. My head fell into his lap, my arms wrapped tightly
around his waist, my body started dry heaving and spasming, as he
gently stroked my head and kissed me on my head and neck. “I owe
you my fucking life, Beau. I wouldn’t have lived if you left me.
You knew it, too. Even after you bandaged me you kept telling me
to fight. Fuck Nam! Fuck everything, just fight for my goddamn
life.
“You told me I could make it, but I had to want it. You told me I
had to want to live. You couldn’t do it for me. I wanted to fight.
God knows I wanted to, but lying there in your arms, looking up
into your handsome face, I began to see you as my guardian angel.
I never felt more safe in my life as I did in your arms. It was at
that moment I knew I could make it, and I started fighting. You
don’t know how many times I thought of that over the years of
lying in your arms feeling safe. You were going to see to it, if I
wanted it bad enough, I was gonna' live. I was so afraid, I
would've given up if you hadn’t kept badgering me. You didn’t give
up. You damn sure weren’t gonna’ let me give up. You kept slapping
my face to keep me awake. I wanted to kiss you, then kill you,
then you’d make me laugh, and I’d wanna’ kiss you again. You were
so Goddamn cocksure of yourself, and I thought, ‘Well, Hell, he’s
a medic, he must know what he’s doing.’
Breed started crying again and his tears were like hot rain on my
face. I reached up, put my arm around his neck, and pulled him
down to me. He leaned over and gently kissed me on the forehead.
“Thanks for saving my life, Beau,” he whispered, “I tried to send
you a letter to thank you. I sent it to Br’er Rabbit, ‘cause
nobody knew your real name. Everybody knew Br’er Rabbit, so I
thought it might get to you.”
“I got it, Jimmy, return address Cut’n Chute, Texas. I just never
wrote back, ‘cause by that time I was so burned out, I was on
drugs most of the time. I was over there almost seven fucking
years. God, what do we do now? My first response would be to say
for the three of us to get drunk,” I said.
“No,” said Breed, “That don’t help. It only makes me mean spirited
and angry. Sometimes, I don’t even know what the Hell I’m angry
about. I used to beat the shit out of my beautiful slave I loved
so fucking much when I drank. I’d ask myself, Beryl and Blaine
would ask me, if you truly love the kid how can you do this to
him? I couldn’t give them an answer then, and I can’t now. I
just wish I could let him know it weren’t his fault. He was the
best slave any man could hope for, and he worshiped me. He loved
me unconditionally. I let it all slip away because of my
uncontrollable rage. The anger, the crippling anger... but, at
what? My beautiful slave boy finally had enough. I scared him to
death. He ran away. I can’t blame him. I’ve tried to run away from
me, too. I look back now, and I could've killed him I was so out
of control,” Breed said with remorse.
“After what you went through I don’t wonder. Damn, Jimmy, you saw
your fucking guts lying on the ground for Christ sake. A stranger
comes along and slaps ‘em back inside you, the army gives you a
pat on the butt, sends you back into the huddle, and you wonder
why you’re angry? You come out of something like that, horrors you
see, day in and day out, you live it, you taste it, you smell it,
until it chokes the life out of you, then they expect you to come
back and pick up your fucking life like nothing ever happened,” I
said.
“Yeah, good fucking luck, Buddy,” Blaine added.
“You know, Beau, you’re right. Some of my meanness comes from the
fact no one understands or cares what we went through over there.
World War two Vets came home heroes. Korean Vets were heroes. Our
‘police action’ in Nam was a waste, and we were the returning
clowns who were stupid enough to be sold a bill of goods about
drawing a line in the sand to stop communism. We thought we were
fighting for our country. Hell, we weren’t fighting for our
country. We were fighting for the fat cats who controlled interest
in the tungsten mines. We weren’t returning heroes, we were shit.
Less than shit when we came back. I guess I still feel that way,”
Breed said.
“Me, too, Jimmy,” I agreed.
“Yeah, me, too,” Blaine agreed, "although I’ve been a little
luckier than you guys. I have a master who listens endlessly and
patiently to me for hours about what we went through, and when my
anger comes out he kicks my butt up between my shoulder blades. I
think he thinks all my talk about loving him is just so much shit,
‘cause I’ll admit as much comes out my mouth as my ass, but I’d
probably be dead if’n it weren’t for him. He has a hard time
understanding my self-destructive anger, but it’s always there,
lurking in the background. We apologize, Masters, for our
emotional collapse,” Blaine told Big Jim and Beryl.
“Hell, you and I weren’t this bad yesterday, were we,
Blaine...Honey?” I added for humor. I winked at Big Beryl who
laughed. I could tell he and Jim were visibly shaken. “I guess it
has to do with the moment. Breed struck a knife in my gut when he
said my nickname. I was the only corpsman in Nam they called Br’er
Rabbit. Master Jim was holding me now, and I was feeling
better.
“You know, of all the people I helped in Nam it’s not so unusual I
should run into one every so often. The law of averages predicts
it. It’s just I probably don’t recognize most of them. Who would
think the three of us were in a war thousands of miles away at the
same time, then sitting here today together, but we were, and we
are. I’ve probably stood in a bar somewhere beside some guy I
patched up in the field who survived and unless we spoke of these
things we would never know our paths crossed before.
"It’s like Jimmy would go away and never figured out where he knew
me. He knew he knew me. I was someone important to him, but we
don’t want to connect things which might bring back remembered
pain. So, he drew a blank. Me, too, but I have a penchant for
names. I can rattle off name after name of men I helped and as
many names of those who died in my arms. Why can’t I forget them?
I don’t always connect the faces, but I can’t forget the names.
Just like I couldn’t forget Jimmy Mack Breedlove,” I said.
We were winding down. We were emotionally exhausted. It was time
to move on. “Somehow, I feel better,” Breed said quietly.
“So do I,” Blaine said.
“Yeah, me, too,” I agreed, “Let’s see if we can’t get together
again and talk when we don’t have two fine men’s love to neglect.
I’m sure if we get off by ourselves they’ll understand, or they
could join us if they want. We can set a time limit and say
anything. Then when the time’s up we forget it and go about our
lives,” I said.
“I’d like that,” Breed said,“I think It would help my therapy come
along faster.”
“Might take some of the load off dad and help me reach my goal
quicker of becoming his obedient slave,” Blaine said.
“It sure as Hell couldn’t hurt me none, ‘cause I’ve kept this shit
inside me too damn long. It needs to come out,” I said. I looked
at them, “Join hands in a circle with me. You, too, Masters,
Jim and Beryl,” I said. Never being very religious I remembered an
old Indian prayer from my days as a Boy Scout when I was inducted
into the Order of the Arrow, I paraphrased, “Great Spirit of
mankind, heal our hearts, give us the wisdom of the eagle, the
courage of the wolf, and the strength of the bear, to overcome our
pain. Amen.”
“Thanks, Beau, that said it all, and I just hope he’s listening,”
Blaine said.
“Amen to that, Brother,” Breed agreed.
“We gotta’ get our minds off this for right now. Our reuniting
should be about joy of finding each other and surviving. Damn,
it’s good to see you again, Breed. We only knew each other
briefly, but I remember your heart. I know I wasn’t wrong. I
remember seeing it beating in there when I re-stuffed you with
straw,” I said and grinned. He laughed at my reference to
the ‘Wizard of Oz.’ “Underneath your emotional baggage you got a
good heart. Maybe you need to hear someone tell you from time to
time. I’ll volunteer for the job,” I said and held up my hand.
Breed got tears in his eyes and hugged me again.
“If I ever trusted anyone in this world to save me, it would be
you, Beau. How could I not trust a man who found me on the
threshold of death, and cared enough to reach out and pull me
back?" he asked. "Oh, and by the way, neither of you will kneel to
kiss my boots again. Brothers don’t kiss their brother’s boots,”
he said.
“Fuck, why punish me, Jimmy?” I asked. He got a stunned look on
his face, thought for a minute then started laughing at me. “I
don’t speak for Blaine, but you wear a hot pair of boots my tongue
was made for,” I said. Everyone laughed at me.
“This slave seconds that,” Blaine said and held up his hand to
vote. Breed beamed with joy.
“If it means that much to you, I would be honored and thrilled for
two men who I don’t deserve to be in the same room with, should
wish to show me that respect. I love you both very much,” he said.
“Then maybe, when we kiss your boots you’ll realize we’re doing it
out of love and respect for you,” Blaine said.
“And not just because we’re slaves ordered by our masters to do
it,” I added.
“I knew there was something special about you the minute I walked
into the room and saw you on Big Jim’s leash. Something told me to
get to my knees in front of you, there’s something special about
this man you can’t afford to fuck up, so humble your ass to him.
It was as if a voice told me and said, ‘he may be Jim’s slave but
it don’t matter, you must show him respect, be of gentle, and kind
spirit with him,’” Breed said.
Big Beryl put his arm around Breed and pulled him close. “We all
witnessed it, Son. We saw it happen. It was real. Blaine and I
looked at each other and shook our heads like, ‘This ain’t the
Breed we know.’ I hope it becomes the Breed we can be proud to
know." Big Beryl told him.
“I sincerely hope so, too, Beryl,” he agreed.
“He will,” I said, “he’s already taken the biggest step on his
journey.”
“Yeah, the first one’s a motherfucker,” Breed said.
We all laughed again. “Well, in the spirit of doing something to
take our minds off it, can I see a show of hands? Who’d like their
dick sucked?” All hands went up but Blaine’s. “That was pretty
fucking insensitive of me, wasn’t it, Blaine? Oh Hell, Breed and
me, we’s brothers. You know what I meant,” I half-ass apologized.
Everyone laughed and Blaine hugged me.
“Are you Big Jim’s full time slave or do you have a job as well?”
Jimmy asked.
“I’m a slave, but I pull my own weight. I bring my paycheck home
every Friday and hand it to my master. A slave has no use for
money. I trust my master to take care of me. I do the same work
you do Breed, I’m a grease monkey, except I work on huge
commercial trucks,” I said.
“Yeah, but he’s being promoted foreman grease-monkey of his shop
tomorrow morning,” Master Jim said with unmistakable pride.
“Damn, what a coincidence and congratulations, Beau,” Breed said
shaking my hand. “I’m sure glad you two are together. I know’d and
rode with Big Jim for a number of years. They don’t make ‘em no
finer,” Breed allowed.
“Breed, you’ll probably be seeing us around in the near future.
So, there’s no misunderstanding, Beau’s my slave for right now and
for the next three or four months. I’m keeping him and
training him for someone else, but I can’t tell you who. Not even
Beryl or Blaine know for sure; however, for right now, Beau’s ass
is mine,” Master Jim said.
“Beau, I mean this with all the love in my heart, but it will
probably come out wrong,” he said. He turned to Jim, “Jim, if you
ever find it in your heart to share Beau for a while, some
evening, I would be a gentleman and do my damnedest to make him
feel good,” he said.
“Fuck the gentleman. Beau needs an animal, but it’s my job to
watch with gun and chair in hand like Clyde Beatty,” Master Jim
said and laughed.
“You can all watch. Hell, Beryl can hold an elephant gun. If you
need an animal, Beau, you’re looking at him. I’d try to show this
man the love I feel in my heart for him any way he needs it,” he
said, and I believed him.
“I certainly will consider it, Breed. Let me think about it,”
Master Jim replied.
“They’ll be no anger if you say ‘no,’ ‘cause I don’t wanna’ do
something stupid to keep me away from knowing him. He’s important
to me. I’m not sure how I feel, but I know he’s important. My
heart can’t help feel love and appreciation for you, Beau. You
saved my Goddamn life, brother,” he said on the verge of tears
again.
I put my arms around him and looked him in the eyes. “You’re
important to me, too, Jimmy. We’ll get to know each other. Hell,
maybe even help each other, and I can’t help love you, either.
You’re one of my children who made it, who survived. To tell the
truth, I didn’t give you a snowball’s chance in Hell in the
‘Hewey’ on the way back to the hospital. I wouldn’t let you go to
sleep, remember? You wanted to go to sleep so bad from the
morphine and the weed, and your mind just wanted to escape the
horror. You tried to go to sleep, but I kept slapping your face.
'Wake up Jimmy. You have to stay awake ‘til we get there. It’s not
much further, stay with me Jimmy, come on, Jimmy Mack, wake up.'
You’d look at me like you wanted to kick my ass, and I’d tell you,
'That’s right, Jimmy Mack, get mad, come on, get really mad,
‘cause if you’re mad at this ugly son of a bitch what keeps
smacking you in the face, you won’t go to sleep.' Then you’d laugh
at me and try to go to sleep again. If I let you, you
would've gone into shock, lapsed into coma, and I don’t know if
they could've brought you around.” I gently kissed him. He was
crying again, so was I.
“God, Beau, how can a man thank you for his life?” Breed asked
from the bottom of his soul.
“You just did, Jimmy,” I replied.
Part II ~ Bumpy Road to Heaven
“In my youth,” said the sage,
“as I’ve mentioned before,
I kept all of my bones very supple.
With the aid of this ointment,
One Shilling a box,
allow me to sell you a couple.” ~
Lewis Carroll
“Don’t you and your slave have a trip to make to the mail box on
your Harley, Jim?” Big Beryl asked.
“Yeah! You still up for it, Beau?” Big Jim asked.
I got a big shit-eating grin on my face.
“He’s up for it,” Blaine replied for me and laughed, “But, let’s
be up front with Breed, Beau,” Blaine said.
“The main purpose for us coming out here was so my master could
ride me on his cock on his Harley,” I said like a little boy
caught with his hand in the cookie jar.
Breed laughed and admitted he did it many times with his
slave-boy. “Can I watch?” he asked.
“Of course,” Big Jim replied.
Master Jim led me off into our bedroom on my leash. He closed the
door behind him and led me to the bed. We made it up earlier and
spread a play sheet on top. He lay back on the bed and pulled me
to him with the leash. He cradled me in his arms and kissed me
gently on the forehead.
“Are you all right, Beau?” he asked in a concerned tone.
“I don’t know, Master. I think so. I’m emotionally drained, but I
feel stronger than I did yesterday. I have a couple more answers.
I’m sorry you had to go through that. I’m feeling a little
embarrassed. That sort of thing leaves you feeling emotionally
naked and vulnerable. It’s important for me to know if you’re
disappointed or unhappy with me. Did I make a fool of myself?” I
asked.
“You keep forgetting I was over there, too. I know what you guys
are going through, and believe me, it’s helped me to hear you guys
talk. Beau, you have the ability to let everything out and then
quickly recover, dust yourself off, and say, 'Well, what the Hell
are we gonna’ do about it?' I think you helped those two in there
as much or more than you helped yourself. We could see a major
breakthrough in Breed. He can be an obnoxious little asshole
sometime, but he came around you with his hat in his hand.
“We never saw Breed be that much of a gentleman with anyone,
Master or slave. I truly believe he sensed you were his savior. I
told you earlier about my suspicions of the Twilight Zone element
of what’s been going on with you, but no more. I’m a believer.
Beryl and Blaine couldn’t get over the change in him. I would
never entertain letting him be with you for a moment until today.
I’m still not sure, but we’ll discuss it. It’s not something I
would order you to do, certainly if your heart wasn’t in it. Now
there may come a time when I want you to pleasure someone of my
choosing, and you’ll have no choice,” he said.
“You know I would. I would never question an order from you. I’ve
been hearing all this talk about me trusting people. When is
someone going to start trusting me?” I asked with some
frustration. Master Jim was quiet for a good while then pulled me
to him and kissed me.
“When you hammer a nail, you hit it on the head, Kid. You’re
right, you’ve done nothing to make me think you would ever
consider not obeying me. From this moment on, I trust you to be my
slave. It should be that simple. I know you trust me to be your
master so why shouldn’t I trust you to be my slave? When you told
Breed you didn’t have any choice in the matter was a reaffirmation
of your trust in me not to put you in a situation which might harm
you, and I missed it at the time. You told him you trusted your
master to take good care of you. Big men can be dense sometime,
Beau, especially this one. I suppose it's better for a big man to
wake up late than never. No more, 'of course in this situation
you’ll have to do this or that.' I simply trust you to be my
slave. You may require correction, but that can be handled when or
if it happens, agreed?” he asked.
“Only a big man could say what you just said, Master,” I replied
and then added, “No question, I agree. I’m your slave and will be
until the day I die. If I’m lucky, after that, too,” then I added,
“If you feel I need correction, I'll never argue or question your
decision. If you need to punish me I'll accept it as necessary to
learn to serve you better,” I replied.
“Why the Hell are we training you? You should be training us,” he
said and laughed. “You can learn a lot from Jeb and me, but I got
a feeling we’re gonna’ learn a lot from you, too. Pull on your
leathers, boy. We’re gonna’ go play male-train. I get to be the
engineer and you get to pull the caboose,” he said with a grin.
“I hope I get a big special delivery package,” I said.
“There will be, with your name on it,” he said. We rolled on the
bed laughing. “I’ll tuck it right in your male pouch,” he added
laughing.
“Master, I need to jump in the shower for a minute before I put my
leathers on,” I said.
“Sure, here, I’ll unlock your collar and take your plug out for
you,” he said.
“Thank you, sir,” I replied.
Master Jim unlocked my collar, removed my plug, and I headed for
the shower.
“I’ll be in to get you in a minute. If you’re dressed before I get
back, just wait for me. I’ll put your collar back on,” he yelled
over the shower.
My relationship with Big Jim was growing hourly. I could never
have hoped two weeks ago I would develop a strong bond with him
because of his fear of Jeb and maybe love itself. All I knew was
my heart was a lot lighter, and I was about to fulfill one of my
fantasies, complete with audience. How lucky can a slave get? I
had my leathers on when my master came back to the room. He
attached my collar and locked it, then he clipped his leash to my
collar.
“I’ll take this off when we’re on the bike, but Beryl loves to see
you on a leash. Couldn’t talk about anything else while you were
in shower. That old man thinks you put the moon out every night.
He and Blaine are talking about bidding on you. If they pay the
deposit required they get you for a weekend. It depends, of
course, on how many people want to bid and then pay the deposit.
They haven’t said anything to Breed about the family or you being
put on the market. With his reputation, I don’t think Breed could
get into the family in time to qualify anyway.
“We just feel it would be better not to say anything to him at
this time. If he continues to improve we certainly won’t deny him
the chance to become a part of our family. Hell, Beryl and me
would sponsor him ourselves. Beryl and Blaine are hoping for great
things for him. Blaine has a totally new attitude toward him. He
even asked Breed if he’d like to stay for a freebie later,” Master
Jim said then added, "By the way, Beryl wants to beat your ass in
the worse way, but he’d never hurt you.”
“I am sure of it. That old man would cut his own dick off first,”
I replied.
“Pretty sure of yourself, ain’t ya,’ Kid?” he asked.
“Only with, Dad Beryl. I’ve fallen in love with him, and I know he
loves me,” I said.
“I’ve never see him taken with anyone like he is with you. Blaine
will always be number one, but you’ve found a special place in the
old man’s heart. You’re making family, Kid, I’m proud of you,” he
said. The giant man grabbed me and kissed me tenderly. “Now, hit
the position,” he ordered and snapped his fingers. I responded
immediately.
“I didn’t teach you that! Earl?” he asked.
“Yes, sir,” I replied.
“Good for him,” Big Jim said.
Master Jim went to his overnight case and returned with a grease
gun attached to an approximately twelve inch rubber dildo. He
unsnapped my ass cover and slowly inserted it after he spread some
lubricant on my hole. He was gentle, and it felt good going in as
he slowly worked it all the way up inside me. Then he pumped it as
he withdrew it filling my chute with lubricant. “I don’t know how
rough this will be, but I want you to be protected with enough
lubricant so you won’t get hurt. Now, don’t be surprised if Beryl
wants to give you a ride, too. You up to it?” he asked.
“As long as I get to pull your caboose first,” I replied.
“Ah, you do know how to work this old man, Slave,” Big Jim said
and grinned.
“Ain’t that my job?” I asked.
“Of course it is. Just trying to let you know it’s appreciated,”
he said.
“Oh, you don’t have to do that, Master. Babe let’s me know,” I
replied.
“Beryl’s right. You really do need your little ass beat. You’re
very bad,” he said. We shared a laugh.
Master Jim led me on his leash to the living room. All eyes were
on me as we walked into the room. The three of them embarrassed me
by applauding. Breed walked over to feel my cod piece and threw
his arms around me. “I can’t make up my mind whether you’re sexier
in your leathers on naked? Either way, feel this... ” he ordered
and gently moved my hand down to his crotch where I felt a large
roaring hard cock.
“Breed, that ain’t a gun in your pocket,” I said.
He laughed. “Go on, I want to see this ride to the mail box,”
Breed said.
I noticed Big Beryl and Blaine were wearing their leathers. Master
Beryl looked like a Master’s Master and Big Jim caught me looking
at his boots and cod piece.
“Beryl, would you please take his leash and don’t let him loose
while I grab a beer,” Master Jim said.
Beryl took my leash, I fell to my knees and began to clean his
boots. He kept talking to Blaine, Breed, and Jim as I worked on
his boots. He lay back, relaxed as if it were the most natural
thing I could be doing for him. I finished and asked if he was
pleased or should I do them again.
He leaned over, kissed me on the forehead, and looked down at his
boots. “Damn fine, Son, now, slowly turn your head and look at
Breed’s crotch,” he whispered. I did as instructed and started
laughing. Breed had a wet spot at his crotch the size of a silver
dollar. Big Beryl yanked his chain. "Uh, Breed, honey... we got us
a restroom in 'nere. You don’t have to piss your pants,” Beryl
said. Everyone laughed at poor Breed’s expense.
He knew Beryl was kidding. He blushed. “What the Hell! It’s
fucking hot watching Beau clean your boots,” he said and grinned.
“Get chore’ ass over here, Son,” Big Beryl barked at Breed. Breed
walked over and Master Beryl snapped his fingers for me to clean
Breed’s boots. I didn’t hesitate. My mouth was watering to
get at his boots since I first kissed them. Beryl snapped his
fingers at Blaine to get on the other one. Blaine was by me in an
instant. We must have looked like two shoats feeding at a trough.
I have to admit Blaine put his heart into it, and Breed was
transported to boot-master heaven. "This is too fucking much,
guys. Can I pull my dick out and play with myself, Beryl? I’m so
fucking horny,” he said.
“You’re with family, Son, whip it out and lope yore' old mule,”
Beryl challenged him.
Beryl didn’t have to urge him again. Breed had a pretty big cock
with a nice large clipped head. I finished his boot, and I heard
Master Jim behind me.
“Take him, Slave,” he ordered. Breed looked surprised as I
immediately started running my tongue over his fine cock and
kissing the head. He held it for me so I could clean it good. I
sucked and cleaned his balls. I came back to his cock and
continued to lick it. “You gotta’ give him permission to take you,
Breed. That’s the way he’s been trained and won’t until you tell
him he can have it,” Big Jim told him.
“Beautiful Slave, that old dick of mine is so hard for you I can
just feel it in your hot mouth. Do you want to taste my love,
Slave?” he asked.
“Please, Master Breed, I want it really bad. It would give me joy
to pleasure and bring you comfort, sir,” I said softly.
“When it fills your throat remember it’s ‘cause I love you I’m
giving you what you need. You can have it, Slave. Enjoy that big
cock of mine. Make me feel good while I give you what you need,”
he said.
I was all the way on it. It took his breath away as I took it all
in one lunge and held it in the back of my throat. My lips were
pressed tight against his pubs. I saw a big hand move down Breed's
crotch to see how close my lips were pressed against his belly. It
was Big Beryl.
“I’ll bet that slave could suck chrome off a bumper hitch,” Big
Beryl allowed, “Feel good, Son?” he asked Breed with a grin.
“God, yes, sir. I ain’t had my cock sucked in so long and this
beautiful slave is gonna’ get me in nothing flat. I can feel it
boiling up inside me. This is like dream come true,” he said.
I pulled off and started sucking him in a good rhythm. I could
still feel Blaine cleaning Breed’s boots. Breed gently placed a
hand behind my head and acted like a stop for my out stroke. He
kept moving it in slowly, and I knew the length of stroke he liked
best by where he held his hand to my head. I picked up the rhythm,
reached my hand up to his ass and gently shoved one finger in,
then two. He felt the third finger enter, arched his back, and
started yelling, "No fair, Love. No fucking fair, you know what
the fuck you’re doing. Aaahh! Oh, Beau, my love, my fucking
savior, you’re saving my life once more. Take it, Sweetheart, take
it from me, take my love, it’s all I have to give, beautiful
slave. Uuhhgg! Unhh!” he exclaimed in orgasm.
Breed bent over me and enfolded my head with both his arms, and I
felt hot tears falling on my head as I slowly swallowed his man
load, and sucked his last spurts into my mouth. I held him in me
for a good while enjoying his essence, gently sucking, and
cleaning him. Then Breed fell to his knees again, looked me in the
eyes with a big watery smile on his face and asked softly,
“Please, please, kiss me gentle slave. I’m so grateful,” he said.
We kissed a long and passionate kiss.
“Don’t suck his soul out, Son,” Big Beryl said laughing. Breed
moved to Blaine and ask him for a kiss as well. Blaine didn’t hold
back. I got the feeling Breed was pleased but a little shocked.
“You guys are really hot. You’ve given me a shot in the arm to
work even harder at my therapy. I want another slave of my own
someday. Thank you Master Jim and Master Beryl for sharing
with me. I didn’t mean for you to consider this afternoon, but
I’m... I'm, overwhelmed. He started crying again, we put our arms
around him.
Beryl spoke for us. “Breed, when your friends see you trying to
correct some wrongs, they’ll stand by you through the fires of
Hell. Just keep working, Son. We have faith in you,” he said
sincerely. We all agreed. I turned to Big Beryl and asked him,
“Master may I do something I’ve been wanting to do since I got
here?”
“Sure, Son, what is it?” he asked.
“May I just show you, sir?” I asked.
“Sure,” he replied. I slowly moved to his crotch and started
cleaning his huge, well filled cod piece on his leather pants.
Licking and cleaning, sucking, poking his balls through the pouch,
kissing, and I began to feel the monster start to grow.
“Watch what this slave is doing, Blaine. Get down there and watch,
that’s an order,” Beryl barked. Blaine got down with a big grin on
his face and watched. He asked if I minded if he joined me. I put
my arm around him, and he put his around me. He took one side of
Big Beryl’s leather pouch, and I took the other. I thought the old
man was going to drop his load. “Jim, call these suckers off, I’m
about to come, and I wanna’ save it for my slave’s butt,” he
cried.
Master Jim snapped his fingers at both of us. Blaine and I started
laughing and hugged each other. Beryl shook his big finger at me.
“Beau, you’re asking for it, Son,” he said laughing. “You’re
gonna’ feel the sting of my whip yet,” he threatened.
I looked at Blaine, winked, and said to Blaine, loud enough for
all to hear, "God, Blaine, what does it take?” I asked. Everyone
laughed.
“Come on guys, mail run,” Big Beryl announced, “Blaine you got
that extra pad for Beau?” he asked.
“Yeah, Dad, I’ll get it,” Blaine replied, left, and returned in a
minute with two thick, dark green foam pads about eight inches
wide and about a foot long. “When you sit on Master Jim’s cock
there will be a considerable difference in seat heights, and
you’ll end up a little lower on the gas tank. This is a new, space
age, highly reactive foam we found one day in a surplus store in
Nevada. Once you get on his cock, slip this under you and it will
raise you to the perfect fuck position. The foam is so resilient
it will give you a great spring return to give your master a
really good ride. Shall we?” Blaine asked. We headed for the
bikes.
“I’m gonna’ ride to the gate with you, but I need to take off and
get on home,” Breed said. We said our goodbyes to him. He hugged
me and gave me his address and phone number. “Beau, would it be
wrong of me to ask you to promise me you’ll let me see you again?
Not for sex. I truly need to see you again to let you know I love
and appreciate you. You four are the only family I got. I’ve
sealed myself off from people to avoid hurt and hurting them. I
can’t do that no more. I need you four to start again. I know you
have a wonderful master, and may have another, but whoever you end
up with, the both of you are always welcome in my home. Thank you
for sharing yourself with me, then, and now,” he said.
“I promise, Jimmy, you ain’t seen the last of me,” I said and I
kissed him.
“Blaine can I have a rain check?” he asked.
“You got a freebie coming, Breed. Some afternoon on your way home
from work. Give a call, and I’ll be ready for you. I'll look
forward to it,” Blaine replied.
“Well, Little Beaver, this gives the term ‘mount up’ new
dimensions,” said Master Beryl enjoying his own joke.
I unsnapped my ass patch and knelt by the side of my Master’s
Harley. I used my mouth to make love to his cod piece and suck on
it, chased his balls around, and cleaned it good. “Okay slave, you
may remove it,” he said. I took a corner in my teeth and pulled it
away from his pants. I carefully folded it and put it in my pocket
along with my ass cover. I straddled the bike in front of my
master. He was holding Babe who smiled to see my hole. Babe wanted
in me bad, and I didn’t keep him waiting. I sat on him hard to the
base. I’ve had some dick in my day, but I swear, God made Babe for
my ass. I raised slightly and ask master if he would slip the
fuck’n pad under me. He did, and I sat back down. It was springy,
and I gave a few bounces to test it.
“How’s that feel to you, Master?” I asked.
“Like it ain’t gonna’ take much to get Babe to spit up your butt,”
he said.
“Feels pretty damn good to me, too,” I allowed.
“You ready for your first master, Harley-cock ride, Slave?” Big
Beryl asked teasing me.
“It’s like a dream come true, Master. Crank up the beast.” I said.
Master Jim started the big bike. It sputtered, farted, and belched
to life. We started off behind Beryl, Blaine, and Breed. Blaine
was sitting on Beryl’s cock. Master Jim put his big boots on the
forward pegs, and I put mine on the lower side pegs. We no
sooner started out than the fucking began. It wasn't as bad as I
thought it might be except every now and then we hit a big rock or
bump it would raise me off Babe and gravity would slam me back to
the base. It wasn’t uncomfortable as the super springy foam acted
like a shock absorber for my ass; however, it would bounce me up
and down on Babe to give it a good fucking feeling. This had to be
the most perverted, wonderful, delightfully decadent, fuck, I ever
received, and it was starting to feel pretty damn good. I hollered
back to Master Jim, “Is this feeling as good to you as it is for
me?” I asked.
“Oh, Hell, yes,” he replied, “I don’t know if I’m gonna’ make it
to the damn mail box.”
“May I come if I can’t hold it, Master?” I asked.
“Of course, Slave, you’re on holiday, but try'n think about your
old man. It always feels better to him when he can feel your
little ass muscle trying to bite his dick off when you shoot,” he
said.
“I won’t shoot until you tell me too, Master. Oh shit, Master, you
missed a bump,” I said. He started laughing and started me
laughing.
“Now cut that out, Slave, I gotta’ ride this monster for both of
us,” he admonished me.
“Seems like I’m doing the same thing, Master,” I said.
Big Jim started laughing again and swore he was gonna’ tell Beryl
to get his whip out when we got back. I could tell the way Babe
felt inside me he was having one Hell of a ride. We finally got to
the gate. I don’t know how, ‘cause I almost came three times. I
know Master was gritting his teeth. Somehow, I think he wanted to
save it for the return ride. Breed got off his bike to open the
gate for himself to ride through. Master Jim and Beryl turned
their bikes around to head back as Breed pulled through the Gate.
Beryl hollered for him to leave it unlocked, and no sooner said
it, than eighteen Harleys slowed to pull into the gate. Breed
waved and opened the gate for them. They pulled up to us and had
big shit-eating grins on their faces.
“Take'n the slave boys for a little Sunday afternoon Harley
cock-ride, Guys?” They asked with a grin.
Master Jim wasn’t the least embarrassed and put his big hands
under my butt to raise me a little so they could get a good look.
“Woah, shit, boys, looks like an E-ticket ride to me,” one said.
They laughed like crazy and headed off up the road.
Beryl pulled along side Big Jim. “What timing,” he said and
laughed.
“Beryl, old Friend, I’ve had it with this slave. He was so bad
riding down here I couldn’t stop laughing. His little ass really
needs to taste your whip,” Master Jim said.
“Well, I’ll have to see for myself just how bad he is to gage the
amount to give him. I’ll have to take him for a short ride,” he
allowed.
“Fine with me. You’ll see,” my master said.
They both laughed. About halfway back we hit a big bump, and it
triggered my master’s come switch. I felt Babe start to swell, and
I started making serious love to him with my ass. I felt his flow
began. We hit another bump that slammed me back so hard on Babe I
shot three times. The giant filled me as I emptied into my cod
piece. We pulled up in front of the house. The other bikers
parked and got off their bikes. They had beers in their hands,
walked over to us, started hugging me and Big Jim like it was
nothing unusual we were hooked together. Some were straight, some
were gay; they didn’t give a shit. They’d seen it before.
“Don’t be shy. Just be my slave, and do what we ordinarily do. You
pull off, clean my cock, and replace my cod piece. Then I think
you have another ride coming,” Master Jim said quietly. I raised
slowly and heard the whistles and the cat calls as I pulled off
Master Jim’s huge cock. I thought I’d show them I wasn’t ashamed
to ride my master’s cock and rode him the length several times
slamming my ass back against him. He grabbed me around my waist
knowing what I was up to, and whispered as he kissed me behind the
ear, “I love you, Beau, and I trust you to be my slave; any good
master could,” he said. I reluctantly pulled off, and hit the
ground on my knees. I loving cleaned Babe to more whistles and cat
calls, but not without some admiration.
“Got chore’self a damn nice looking slave, there, Big Jim. Any man
here ‘ud be proud to ride that fine ass on his Harley,” a good
looking biker said. Cheers went up. Master Jim got off his bike
and walked me over to Big Beryl’s Bike.
Blaine went into the house to play host to the bikers, and the
ones that wanted to play master lined up to be received by him.
“I’m turning you over to Master Beryl, Slave. He wants to give you
a ride,” Big Jim said.
“Thank you, Master,” I said and winked at Big Jim.
“Make me proud, Son,” he said quietly.
“I will, sir, I promise,” I said.
I was already standing on the running pegs of Beryl’s bike. His
monster was poised at my back door. I noticed all eyes were on my
ass, and I was gonna’ show ‘em how a real slave took a master’s
cock. I reached back with both hands, spread my cheeks, and sank
to the base of Big Beryl’s cock. Beryl threw his arms around me
tight and kissed me on the neck.
“Woah, proud a’ you, boy. That was one Hell of a mount.
Listen to them som’ bitches,” he said.
The bikers were applauding, whistling, stomping their boots, and
yelling. “Good Boy! Well done, Slave! I’m next!”
“Let’s get the Hell out a’ here, Slave. Hang on,” the big man
growled. He gunned his bike and we took off in a different
direction than the road to the mail box. “There’s a shared road
down by the creek bed what’s partially paved. We’ll ride down
there. How do I feel up there, Son?” he asked.
“Like I’m pregnant with a sea-monster’s baby,” I replied.
“Jim was right, you’re bad today,” he said and exploded with
laughter.
Big Beryl’s bike had more rake to it than Big Jim’s. My giant’s
was pretty stock. Beryl had extensions and ape hangers that
allowed him to lie back at almost a forty-five degree angle. He
threw his big boots up on the front pegs and leaned back. He put
one big arm around me, pulled me back to him, and held me. Damn,
it was hot. Lying back on a huge man's chest, his big hairy arm
holding me tight, his more than ample cock way up my ass, riding
his big bike, all the while getting the fucking of my young life.
'Don’t get no better’n this, Beau,' I told myself.
“Did you shoot in Blaine?” I asked.
“Oh, yeah,” he replied then added, “Don’t chu’ worry none, pretty
slave, Daddy Beryl saved a couple a' quarts for you,” he said.
“You know what, Dad?” I asked.
“What, pretty slave?” he asked in return.
“I appreciate your thoughtfulness. I love you, old man,” I said
above the roar of the Harley. He held me tighter and shoved his
cock in a little deeper; a little tighter.
“You don’t think this old man loves you?” he asked.
“I’d break my heart if you didn’t,” I replied.
“Your heart won’t get broken by this old man. Now, shut up and
enjoy the fuck’n ride,” he growled.
“Yes, Master Beryl, thank you, sir,” I said and grinned. God, I
love a man who takes control.
I don’t know how long we rode, but the road was more bumpy than
the ride to the mail box. I was getting my ass fucked good, again.
I could tell the way Big Beryl was breathing it was pretty damn
good for him, too. We came to a paved road, Master Beryl pulled
onto it, and took off like a bat out of Hell. It was smooth
compared to the dirt road. Pretty soon we came to another dirt
road. He turned onto it and about a half mile down the road came
upon an old abandoned barn. Big Beryl pulled into it and stopped
his engine. We lay there together, and he put both big arms around
me.
“Damn, your little ass feels hot and you got me all the way in
there, Son, on the first mount. Seems a shame to waste it. Throw
your arms up there over the handlebars and lean over on the
gas tank,” he ordered.
I did as the big man ordered. I felt him stand and put his feet to
the ground on either side of his bike. He was right at the best
height for fucking my ass from behind. He pulled almost all
the way out and then slammed his dick back into my ass hard. Damn,
his huge cock filled me up. Then he slowly pulled completely out
of my ass and commanded me to keep leaning over the bike’s handle
bars. He reached around behind him and into his black leather
saddle bags and retrieved my butt plug. He didn’t speak to me as
he gently but firmly began to insert it up my ass. It didn’t take
him anytime until I felt it pop in.
“Push back, Slave,” he ordered. I complied as he seated my plug
deep within me. It felt good, like a comfortable old friend. “I
wanted to make sure you hold yore' master’s come in your ass and
don't lose none of it while I whip you ass. Sometimes a slave
loses control. If you got a nice big plug to suck on, it won’t
happen. ‘Sides, it sort of makes a nice bull’s eye for your
master. Don’t want your master’s good hot come dribble’n out your
slave hole. I wanna’ add mine to his after I set you ass on fire.
Nothing like fuck’n a freshly whipped slave’s ass," he said with a
heavy sigh.
Big Beryl hooked my leash to my collar and led me to the center of
the barn. There was a pulley contraption dead center of the barn
that was on an overhead rail. It ran from one end to the other. He
pulled the heavy rope down and began to tie my wrist without
saying a word. He didn’t have to say anything, I knew what he was
going to do and couldn’t wait. Was I growing more perverted? I was
actually looking forward to it. Easy, Beau, you love the old man,
he loves you. He wants to give you this as much as you need and
want it from him. Relax, and go with it.
“Master Beryl, please, before you pull me up...”
“What, Slave?” he asked.
I fell to my knees and kissed each of his boots. I was ready.
“Thank you, Master,” I said.
“We’re both gonna’ enjoy this, boy. Then I’m gonna’ fuck you ‘til
you speak in tongues,” he growled like a big bear.
“Thank you, Master, your slave needs it,” I said.
“I could sense it way down deep. Master Beryl’s gonna’ send you
home with an easy heart knowing there are two men in the desert
who love you, and if need be, you can run to for sanctuary,” he
said like it was the most natural thing.
There was no doubt in my mind of his sincerity. I said no more but
tears were forming in my eyes at his sentiment. The old man was a
bit choked up himself as he raised my hands with the pulley to
where I could barely stand on tip toes. He got more rope out of
his saddle bags and tied a three foot piece of dowel he found in
the barn to separate my feet. He staked each end of the dowel to
the dirt floor so I couldn’t twist about. When he was satisfied he
went to his saddle bags and got out an eighteen foot latigo black
snake, bull whip. He cracked it a few times for effect and came to
me. He was no amateur with a whip. He could make it sound like a
rifle shot. “Now, Son, you really ain’t been, bad, bad. You know
that. Do you want a mouth plug?” he asked.
“Naw, sir, I couldn’t count for you, Master,” I replied.
“Good enough! Believe it or not, I’ve come to look upon this as a
form of bonding and love shared between two men, a Master
and his slave. Only one other man has tasted my whip and you know
who. You’ll be number two. Welcome to the family, Slave-boy,” he
said.
He wasted no time as he undid my leather pants and pulled them
down to expose my ass. He moved behind me and I heard the crack of
his whip one more time and knew the next one was for me. It hit
with a sting I can’t describe that sent me forward. I corrected
myself and raised my ass for him.
“One, sir! Thank you, Master!” I yelled.
CRACK! “Two, sir! Thank you, Master!”
CRACK! “Three, sir! Thank you, Master!”
CRACK! “Four, sir! Thank you Master!”
CRACK! “Five, sir! Thank you, Master!” he walked to me to
examine his handiwork and rubbed my fire-hot ass with his huge
paw. He grabbed me around the waist, pulled my ass up, kissed each
red welt and licked it with his tongue. “Please, Master Beryl,
Dad, don’t stop now. I know a good slave ain’t suppose to beg.
Forgive me Master for begging for more,” I said humbly.
“Shhuuu...” he calmed me as he ran his big hands over my back
side. He put his free arm around my waist and pull me tight
against the cool, sensual feeling of his leather pants. I could
feel his engorged cod piece in the crack of my ass and pushed my
starving plugged hole suggestively against it.
“Steady, Slave, you’ll get all of me in good time, but only as
a reward,” he said. He came to my front, held the back of my
head in his huge paw and kissed me tenderly. “Beau, my good Slave,
we need you in our lives, Blaine and me. We’re going to bid on
you. Not to piss Earl off, but to have one full weekend with you.
Now, don’t fret, Slave, you have some more coming from Dad Beryl.
He’s gonna’ take good care of you. I’d kill the son of a bitch who
ever truly hurt you,” he said firmly. I believed him. He returned
to his position.
CRACK! “Six, sir! Oh, God! Thank you, Master Beryl! Thank
you!”
CRACK! “Seven, sir! Thank you, Master Beryl!” What was
happening to me? They weren’t painful any more. I couldn’t wait
for the next one.
CRACK! “Eight, sir! Thank you, Master! That was better!” (It
was harder.)
CRACK! “Nine, sir! Thank you, Master! Master, hold! One more
and I’ll come.”
CRACK! I shot six feet into the air, as the second wave shot
four feet, and I yelled at him, “One more! Please, Master!
Harder!” I yelled.
CRACK! “Oh, God! Oh! Oh! Sweet Jesus!” I shot the last one
three feet into the air.
He came to me in a second, kissing me and crying, tears running
down his big handsome face. I didn't cry until then, and I let out
all the emotion of the weekend on this big wonderful man as he
gently lowered me into his waiting arms from my rite of passage;
arms that loved me, that would guard me against the three headed
dog at the gates of Hell. We cried together with him holding me
and soothing me. I looked him in the eye. “Did I please you, Dad?”
I asked.
“You have to ask?” he asked in reply looking down at his rock hard
monster. It looked like a damn sea monster. Cecil, the sea sick
sea serpent. You had to be a child of the fifty’s. ‘Time for
Beany.’ Hated it! Loved Cecil.
“Take me, Dad, on the Harley, before my ass cools,” I begged him.
“Sounds good to me, think you can take it all?” he asked and
grinned.
“You wouldn’t cheat me, Dad. You know damn well I can take it all,
as hard as you can give it to me,” I bragged. He undid my feet and
I pulled up my leather pants. He led me to the bike
and laid me back on the seat raised my boots to his shoulders and
positioned himself. He quickly removed my plug and put it away in
his saddle bags. “I’ll be gentle, Son,” he said.
“Please, Dad, remember what my Master told you?” I
asked.
“You’re trained that way. Take a deep breath, Son,” he said. I
took a deep breath, and he was in me. I felt no pain, no spasms,
just full. I expected the damn thing to stick out my mouth. That
old man fucked me ‘til I thought I was going to start babbling in
tongues. Man, what a fuck. He didn’t spare the hard ride either.
He had an open invitation, and he came to the party ready to ride.
He was an expert at riding a Harley and he was just as
accomplished at riding a slave-boy’s ass. Every time I felt him
about to climb the hill I stopped him. “Not yet, Master! Oh, God,
not yet! Please, fuck me some more,” I begged.
He would smile, nod, shake his head and start building up again.
After about the third time he yelled to me he couldn’t hold back
anymore. I was about to collect him. “May I get mine,
Master?” I asked.
“Get it now, Slave, so I can feel that little ass try'n to bite my
cock off,” he growled at me like an old bear.
I shot. He fucked harder. I shot again. He fucked me harder.
I shot the last bit left in me. He was on his way home. “Master,
give this slave what he needs; your good, sweet, man juice; your
seed deep inside my slave butt. Arrgg!" He peaked and shot deep
into my ass, deeper that any man ever shot into me before. Master
Beryl was so far up my ass I was sure I could feel the large head
of his sea-monster tickle my tonsils and made them sing out
Hosanna, as he unloaded his last batch of baby-batter for the day.
Then the old man gently lay on top of me and held me. Still
impaled on Cecil, I put my arms around him and held him close.
“Thank you, Dad. Thank you for that good fucking. God, I love you
and Blaine, Dad. Thank you for the perfect ending to a wonderful
day. It was a great climax on so many levels.” I waited for a
reply and felt wet on my chest. The old man was crying softly
against me. I said nothing more. I just petted him and kissed his
head. We lay that way for sometime enjoying being locked together.
Finally he raised up, turned his head to me and kissed me long and
deep. I never wanted him to withdraw.
I would have worn him everywhere as an older conjoined twin
brother who was joined to me through my butt with his fourteen
inch cock attached to my soul. Doctors say separation would kill
the younger twin. It damn near did. Talk about postpartum
depression. I cleaned Master Beryl and cleaned out my cod piece
with paper towels he carried in his saddle bags. We were ready to
go back. I knew as long as I lived I would treasure that afternoon
with this old man. I put my head on his big chest and thanked him
for every thing. He put his big arms around me. “Son, I’ve heard
about the wonderful Beau James for a number of years. I thought,
‘Yeah, yeah, so he’s Blaine’s hero. We all need heroes. Well, you
have another believer in your pocket. Now, you’re more than just a
hero, you’re family,” Master Beryl said.
“That’s all I ever wanted, Dad,” I replied.
“Several men call me 'dad' but you and Blaine are two of only
three men who have the right. The other is the cowboy in Tucson.
He's one of my boys,” he said.
“Thanks, Dad,” I replied.
“You’ve more than earned it, Son, now, let’s get back. They should
be a rowdy bunch by now. Just follow my lead, and I’ll tell you
what to do,” he said.
We got back on his bike. I was going to get behind and he motioned
for me to get in front where I was and had my foam pad for me to
sit on; no cock up my butt, just my butt plug to hold my good
Masters’ come in me. We rode back with him holding me against his
huge chest. I was in heaven. The sun was low in the afternoon sky
and the critters were coming to the road for warmth. A coyote,
quail of several varieties, a road runner, snakes, coming for the
warmth held by the black top. The rocks and colors of the desert
this time of afternoon are a treasure to behold.
Anyone who has ever lived in the desert becomes addicted to the
silence, the space, voices on the wind – there did you see it, one
falling most star to disappear – the feeling that the soul goes on
forever because the desert seems to go on forever. As hot as the
desert gets there are moments when it can reveal its secrets to
you; like two days after a huge spring rain. The desert floor
blooms with a riot of colors no artist could ever capture, and
goes on and on as far as the eye can see. Life teems in small
pools within rocks that breed, live, and die within days. Nature’s
promise of new life, of hope for the future, for whatever reason
we are here, one of those reasons must be love. To give it, to
receive it, to share it. All around you it screams at you, 'It is
meet and right so to do. Whatever form it takes, love is love.
What man may deny it, is himself, not a man. I was drunk with
love. If sex be the fruit of love, fuck on. Grow and eat more
fruit.
Cirrus clouds expanded my mind as I lay against giant number two
being rocked gently by the motion and vibration of his huge
machine. His one enormous arm holding me tight against his massive
chest. Once again I told myself, 'It don’t get much better’n this,
Beau.' I could feel his goodness holding me, surrounding me,
washing over me, bathing me in a baptism of mutual bonding, a
quiet peace, a sense of devotion, and of love. A thought came to
my mind: Is it possible, the hugest whole of all creation may be
less incalculable than a single kiss? Pacem in terris, goodwill
toward men.
End Chapter 12 ~ The Ties That Bind
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