THE TIES THAT BIND
By Waddie
Greywolf
Chapter 6 ~
Under House Arrest
Part I ~ Water Music
“I sail the darkest rivers of my dreams,
My cargo, precious trust, secure in his control,
I guide my bodies-barque into my Master’s arms,
His port, my heart to dock, safe harbor for my
soul.”
From: Canto 9 ~ Slave Songs ~ W.D. Dux ~
Posthumous
We headed towards the dungeon, but I hesitated for a moment.
“Master, I should clean myself?" I asked.
“To the dungeon, Slave,” Master Earl ordered with a false
gruffness. I started to object but remembered Master Jeb’s rule,
an order given, not to hesitate. We descended the stairs into his
magic kingdom. The moon was lighting the dungeon like a mystic
realm where you might expect some misshapen gnome to scuttle forth
with a goblet of mulled wine for his master. I could see more than
I saw before. It was larger than I first thought. It boasted a
large self-contained shower area with an extra wall down the right
side. The other wall was the outside wall of the building. It must
have been twenty by thirty and contained several tables and
benches. It was covered completely in black tile. There was a door
in the corner which looked like it went into another room. There
was a walk-in closet built in under the stairs. Master Earl
ordered me stand not far from the stairs. He retrieved the leather
hood, wrist, and leg cuffs, and my mouth plug. He put on the wrist
cuffs first, clipped chains to them, and then, to chains hanging
from the ceiling.
“This is to make sure my exotic slave I have captured on the
lesser moon of Antares doesn’t escape before this old space pirate
gets to sample his prize. Try to escape these chains, me hardy—
aarrr! I understand your race has been known to suck a man’s soul
out through his cock. Is it true, Slave?” Earl D. grinned and
winked at me as he launched into a fantasy.
“I am a prince unto my race. My father, the King of Gandura, will
have more than your soul you filthy... ” I began a reply.
“Go on, Slave, you’re doing fine,” Master Earl encouraged me.
“... you filthy swine, but to answer your question, Captain. Why
don’t you drop that well filled cod piece and try me. You have
nothing but your soul to lose. (fiendish laughter) I’m sure it
would taste of space dust, salt, goodly man odors, leather,
smegma, spent semen, bay rum, and the rosebuds of many young
virgin boys of various species,” I said.
“You’d like that wouldn’t you, Slave, to taste my man-soul along
with my seed rushing down my big shaft to fill your belly? And
what would happen to my soul? Would it die within your gut to be
absorbed into your essence, or would you hold it prisoner for my
love to grow within your belly like a pregnant whore?” Earl waxed
fantastic.
“No, never! I won’t tell you, or one day you would hunt me down,
capture me again, force your masculine pride into my mouth, shove
your strength far down my throat, fuck me hard, then harder, until
you’ve had your way with me against my will, so you might spill
your seed and soul into me,” I responded in kind.
“It’s not that hole I plan to use to spill my seed this ‘eve, my
handsome young prince of the Gandurians,” he said and raised an
eyebrow.
“Beware, Captain, the prince of my people is rumored to have
special powers in that area of his body,” I checked him.
“And, what might those rumors be, Slave?” he asked cautiously.
“I’m sure they’re only rumors, Captain, my new master, but I'm
strangely drawn toward your manhood secreting sweet glistening
fluids between your massive thighs. My royal rear-port is
secreting lubricating juices in anticipation of being lanced with
your large human-sword. It's dilating, readying itself to welcome
your weapon to plunge into my body's depths so you might take your
joy and pleasure in its use this ‘eve, my strong and willful,
Captain; my new handsome master,” I said seductively.
Master Earl fell out of character. “Damn, Beau, where’d ju’ learn
that? I haven’t found anyone who could keep up with me in fantasy
dialogue, and you just bested me,” he said.
“I used to memorize vast passages of Shakespeare while waiting in
the jungle. The military’s first order you learn: hurry up and
wait. I sort of think in iambic pentameter as a result. Is that
bad, Master?” I asked.
“Hell, no. But you can bet I’m gonna’ wonder before I slam my cock
up your ass what magic it might have I don’t know about,” he
replied and laughed, “We’ll pick this up later. Now hang around
for a while,” he said and laughed again. “Beau, I haven’t laughed
with anyone like I have with you tonight in a long time. I closed
myself off from the world. You’ve re-opened doors for me, and for
that I’m grateful,” Earl added. He leaned forward, kissed me
gently on the lips, turned, and walked away. “Be back in a
minute,” he said over his shoulder.
When Master Earl returned from the walk-in closet under the stairs
I could have dropped my load right then and there. He was wearing
a complete New York City Fireman’s outfit. Rubber coat, high
rubber boots, and a huge rubber coat buckled in front. He was also
wearing an antique full leather helmet. He stood directly under a
pin spot so all I could see was the hint of him within the strong
narrow beam of light rushing to the floor. I never really gave
much thought to firemen being sexy, but this opened new doors for
me.
“Master, you’d better move out from under that spot, sir,” I
warned him.
“And why’s that, Slave?” he asked.
“If you don’t, I’m going to drop my load rye-cheer,” I replied
using my Texas speak.
“Then I’d better heed my slave’s fair warning. It wouldn’t please
your master for you to come before him,” Master Earl said.
“Thank you, sir,” I replied as he walked toward me.
He reached up to unclip my right arm from the overhead chain and
made sure the cold rubber jacket made full contact against my nude
body. He did the same with the other. He took me in his arms, and
I could feel and smell the strength of the rubber coat around me.
It was powerful stuff. He pulled away for a moment and flipped
open a couple of latches on the coat to open it. He opened the
jacket and had a full master’s harness on underneath. Once in a
while, I saw guys wear similar things to the bar but nothing like
this one. Master Earl pulled me inside of the coat as close to him
as I could get and locked it around both of us. Do you have any
idea how warm the inside of those coats can be? As he held me
tight I whispered into his ear barely audible, “Please, please,
Master, would you allow your slave to clean those wonderful boots
for you?” I asked.
“I’m glad you asked, Slave. I like a slave who wants to please
instead of one I have to order to do everything. Jeb shouldn’t
have much problem with you. I sense a natural calling to be a
slave. Once you’re spirit has been shaped and molded by Master
Jeb’s design you will become a treasure to some lucky master. Who
knows, it may even be me.”
“I could only hope for someone as wonderful as you, Master,” I
said.
“Then continue hoping, slave. Dreams do come true,” he replied.
He replaced my collar, hooked my leash onto it, and led me to the
giant chair with the boot irons. He got into the chair, opened his
rubber coat, and placed his huge rubber boots on the boot irons. I
looked up at one of the hottest sights I ever saw and thought to
myself, 'Is this really happening?' His cod piece on the harness
was stuffed with his big cock and stood out perfectly from the
rest of the harness. He made himself comfortable, and I could see
the small leather strap at the base of his cod piece running under
his ass and disappearing into the darkness. He didn’t seem
to be hurried and enjoyed watching me look at him. I was like a
drunk who discovered a free bottle of booze and knew I was going
to have a glorious high, but I didn’t want to drink it all at
once.
“May I begin, sir?” I asked.
“Hope you’re hungry, Slave. There’s a lot of good eat’n on them
boots,” he said half joking, half serious. He sounded like a
cowboy. Other than my own lapses into the use of cowboy lingo, I
couldn't remember hearing talk like that since I left Texas.
“Thank you, Master,” I replied.
I entered the gates into boot-slave heaven; a trance-like state
when you’re aware of what your doing, but the over all sensations
of smell, feel, and taste overpower the inputs of your brain. The
best you can do is float on top of the moment. To those who might
read this who think to themselves, ‘I could never debase myself
like that to another man.’ I ask you, is it debasing to give of
yourself to anyone? Ever read ‘Taming of the Shrew?’ Is Kate’s
last speech so far removed from what I’ve been describing. To
place her hand beneath her husband's boot to show her trust in him
not to harm her, but acknowledging his power to crush it should he
will it? It is the joining of two spirits in one action toward a
common goal. Establishing or renewing bonds of affection through
rituals. Your only thought is to become something that might
please or bring joy to your master.
It’s unsettling in a way, but you must establish trust and faith
in him to lead you where he wants to take you. These acts of
submission are a necessary part of the ritual of defining
territories, setting boundaries, and laying request at his feet to
be used by him for mutual benefit, however he may choose. It is
the symbolic transfer of trust and control you respectfully
present to him. This was the control I was missing in my life, and
I was wallowing in it like a man in a desert for three days
without water who suddenly comes upon an oasis. Submission becomes
a key to your trust you pass to your master which gives him
control. If you find a master who betrays your trust and expects
unrealistic things of his slave, get out as quickly as possible.
He’s not enlightened. He tries to control through fear and terror
from his own insecurities. Don’t allow yourself to become a
victim. Your love will not change him.
Submitting to a crazy does neither of you any good. The horror
that could occur is the incorrect, unhealthy imprinting which can
lead to your addiction for the type. Always remember, addiction is
not affection. Never confuse the two. Perhaps you’re thinking,
‘What a hypocrite. He swears his undying love for the giant and
now he’s paving the road for a possible future with someone else.’
Good point! What did I see as a possible future with the giant? A
dead end street. I’ll admit a large portion of my decision to
enter training was to be around Master Jim as much as possible
without pressuring him to do something, anything, to try to claim
me as his. It’s not my intention to trap him. I might be gambling
on a fantasy with Big Jim, but Master Earl was a solid
possibility.
Here was a man with a lot to give, and in need of someone to give
to him as well. As Master Jeb said, 'I certainly could do worse.'
Earl D. Shaw is a hyper-masculine, drop-dead, good-looking,
charming, affectionate, controlling but compassionate, sane,
highly intelligent, delightfully deviate, body by God with the
dick of death, and an LAPD motorcycle officer to boot. Did I leave
anything out? Well, Hell, ain’t that enough? Certainly does it for
me. Master Jeb told me, a bird in the hand; then there was that
popular song I kept hearing like the harpies singing in the
background of some Greek tragedy, 'If you can’t love the one you
want, love the one you’re with.' I took it to heart. I covered
every inch of his big black rubber boots with my tongue and prayed
he wouldn’t noticed as I began my second round. Unfortunately, he
did and called me to a halt.
He grabbed my leash which was hanging near him and pulled me to
his crotch. I could smell the leather and the fragrance of his
body blending with the strong acrid rubber smells. “Here’s your
dessert, Slave. You may clean my cod piece,” he said.
I felt like I just won the lottery. “Thank you, sir, it will be a
treat for your slave,” I replied. I could feel his huge cock
folded around within the cod piece like a snake. A snake which
would come out late at night to crawl into my ass and make me pray
to God I could have his child. Did that make me want to be a
woman? No, indeed, it’s a thought shared by all men even the
straightest of men sometime in their lives. All men wonder what it
would be like.
In my early days in Hollywood I didn’t suffer fools readily, but
my heart always opened for those I met who just didn’t seem to fit
in. They would be the ones who held hidden or secret fantasies
they couldn’t share with a lot of people. Somehow, I attracted
them like bears to honey. I must have had a flashing neon sign
behind my head that read ‘sympathetic kinkoid!’ (Master Jeb said
they picked up on my innate need to serve no matter the
situation.) I met a kid one night who wanted to have action
figures shoved up his butt, and then pretend to give birth to
them. He even went so far as to find heavy clear balloons that
could be stretched over the figure like a placenta. Not a bad idea
in case something sharp might puncture his colon. It was a strange
trip, but I was so fascinated by his seriousness and need to have
someone share his fantasy, I thought, 'What the Hell? I’m bored
tonight anyway. He is kinda cute, and I'm just curious enough to
find out for myself if he's serious.'
Sometimes, to have someone share a particular fantasy is a form of
validation none of us are as crazy as we might think. He wanted me
to fuck him first to get him pregnant, of course. That's were I
came in. I became daddy to the super-hero he planned to give birth
to that evening. I could play the role of daddy really well,
because I knew how I'd want a daddy to relate to me. After
throwing a bodacious, verbal, as well as physical fuck into him
and knocking him up, so to speak, then I’d insert the ‘baby’ to
bake in his oven, as it were, and he’d become pregnant. He’d get
up, walk around, I’d grab him, and feel his baby in his stomach.
I’d tell him how big he was getting, and it wouldn’t be long now.
We’d do the whole nine yards and finally it would be time for him
to deliver. Now, mind you, it was up to him to give birth to this
fantasy. Having something that unusual up your ass is not a trip
around the may pole to shit out. (excuse me— give birth to.)
I had no problem being the expectant, cheer leading father,
playing Johnny Bench with a catcher’s mitt; however, it was a
stretch to see your child pop out a dead ringer for G. I. Joe with
a five o'clock shadow. Ah, well, it popped his cork every damn
time, and I’ll have to admit, I was glad I met him. He enriched my
life, and I only hope I enriched his as he found so few people who
would even entertain sharing his fantasy. It became our little
secret and bonded us as friends for years. I relate this story
with tongue in cheek humor, but no condemnation. My life wouldn’t
have those memories if I hadn’t gone through with it, and what did
it cost me to indulge him? It was a small price for a good fuck.
After some of the hot fucks I threw into that little man, if he
didn’t get pregnant he damn well should have. It certainly wasn’t
from my lack of trying.
Sometime, I'll tell you the story about the guy who liked to stand
in two chocolate pies and have me throw oranges at him while he
jacked off. One time I suggested we use apples, but he reminded me
he wasn’t hardcore. Remember Master Jeb’s wonderful axiom. It’s
too bizarre not to be true. So much for Occam's razor. Master Jeb
pointed out to me, going through such an unusual scene with the
‘baby boomer’ was only more proof to him of my necessity to serve
or please. I would do things for people others wouldn’t consider.
Master Jeb said it had nothing to do with goodness or compassion
but a deeper need to serve. He also pointed out it was time I was
taught how to direct my need in a proper way; his way, of course,
but as I was to find out, Master Jeb’s way was the right way.
His reputation was not unfounded. He was the master’s master
without ever drawing attention to himself. He didn't present
himself as a man of great strength, understanding, or compassion;
however, he was all those things and more. Master Jeb was
genuinely more thoughtful and humble than most slaves. A
conundrum? To some, perhaps, but there in lay his strength. When
Master Jeb spoke, no matter how humbly, everyone listened. It was
the way he lived his life and the things he tried to teach which
will be his legacy. He never fathered any natural children, but he
had several hundred slaves and master’s who would not hesitate to
call him 'dad.' Some folks birth children, others birth ideas and
concepts to live by. Master Jeb was the latter.
Like most desserts, cleaning Master Earl’s cod piece was sweet,
eaten too quickly, and left me wanting more. Master Earl got down
from the chair, and complimented me on the excellent job I did on
his boots and cod piece. He told me he thought my tongue was
going to push through the rubber to get to the prize
beneath. He led me by my leash into the tiled area and told
me to hit parade rest for a moment. He found my hood and mouth
plug. He removed his dog collar and pulled the leather hood over
my head and quickly laced it tight in the back. My Master replaced
my collar and hooked two spring loaded snap hooks to each D-ring
on either side. We performed the ritual of inserting my mouth plug
which he secured tightly behind my head.
Master Earl ordered me onto a strange narrow table on my back. The
top half, of which, was covered in padded black leather. The
bottom half was hard to describe but the total bed was balanced
like a children’s see/saw or teeter-totter on a big, inch and a
half pipe. He attached the leather patch over my eyes explaining
to me, sometimes it’s important for a slave not to see
preparations he might be making. If I couldn’t see, I wouldn’t
have questions, and it would be easier to deal with the situation.
There were wrist straps attached to the table as well as arm
straps. He hooked the spring clips on my collar to chains that ran
to either side of the table. One large leather strap was
placed across my chest which he buckled to the other side. A strap
ran across my thighs, just above my crotch. He attached the strap
across my upper leg, another just above my knees, and one around
my ankles. I couldn’t move if I wanted to.
There were two chains that ran from the board near the arm straps,
to an eye hook on the side of the board near my knees. He raised
my legs and attached the chain to the eye hooks. The board under
my leg was hinged and my knee could bend as my leg was secured.
There was a metal brace he snapped into place to keep my lower leg
straight. A chain connected the two knees to keep them from
spreading too far apart and was adjustable. When he finished, my
legs were in a great position for him to have access to my ass. He
left me there for a while, and then returned. I heard the sound of
a pair of rubber gloves snapping as he put them on.
I could feel him rubbing my ass and the cool sensation of his
rubber gloves was sensual. It felt good to be touched around my
private parts. He began fucking me with his finger, then two, then
three, and began to really get into it, cork screwing his hand
into me. He stopped abruptly. He began inserting something in my
butt and the next thing I felt was something inflating in my
rectum. It was getting bigger and felt like a damn balloon. I
didn’t complain but it was slightly uncomfortable. The next thing
I felt was another balloon being inflated outside my butt, but as
it inflated it pulled the other one tight. My ass was locked
between two balloons. I never saw a device like he put into my ass
before.
I heard a click and warm, sudsy water began to fill my gut. My
God, that’s why he wouldn’t let me clean out. He wanted to do it.
He kept filling me until I was beginning to feel uncomfortable. I
didn’t moan or try to get him to stop. I figured he knew what he
was doing and wouldn’t hurt me. It might be uncomfortable, but I
didn’t think he’d ever hurt me. Master Earl clicked off the flow,
and placed his hand on my belly to feel. He left his gloved hand
there for a minute. “Your doing fine, Slave. I like a slave who
doesn’t complain. This is for your benefit? I wasn’t suppose to
answer, and I didn’t. “Good Slave, I think you can hold just a
little more. He kept his one hand on my belly as I heard the other
hand click open the valve and the pressure started building again.
He let it run for what seemed like an eternity, and finally
clicked it off again. “That’s good for now, Slave,” he commented
as he rubbed both hands over my belly. “Now, I’ve got a couple of
things to do,” he wound up a clock, “I’m setting this for fifteen
minutes. When it goes off I’ll be back and let that out. Until
then, relax,” he said.
Relax, Hell, I wanted to scream. Pull the plug now, damn it! But I
didn’t. I couldn’t because my mouth was plugged. He was going away
to leave me with an uncomfortable amount of liquid in my gut and
my hole plugged tighter than a corked wine bottle, so tight it
couldn’t leak a drop. Before he left he placed a set of ear phones
on my ears to listen to the strangest music. It was soft and
barely audible. I heard bells, chimes, whistles in the distance,
thunder, train whistles and random notes. It was weird but
relaxing, but it wasn’t relaxing enough. I was in extreme
discomfort. Do you have any idea how long fifteen minutes can be
with a couple of quarts of liquid in your ass? I tried every way
from Sunday to relax but nothing helped.
Then I remembered something my friend, David, taught me. There was
a place he taught me to go to in my mind which was not sleep, but
I would feel no discomfort or pain. I tried desperately to find
it, but I began to panic. I was failing, I couldn’t relax enough
to locate it. What was I to do? Suddenly, I felt a mental-hand
grab my soul, my consciousness, and pull it quickly into a place
of safety. All of a sudden I was there. I was in the room David
showed me how to get to. I felt no pain. There was no more
uncomfortable pressure. I was warm, cared for, and felt loved. I
was safe.
My friend, David, in Nam, taught me how to find this place. He
learned where it was, how to get there from a shining man who came
to him several of the many times his father abused him. The
shining man told him there would come a savior, his personal
savior, to take him away from the hurt, and he would recognize him
when he looked into his eyes. “Don’t hesitate or fear to go with
him. He will save you from your parents,” he told my buddy. I felt
the little boy’s warmth around me, I felt my beloved friend,
David, as I held him again in my arms and wept with him.
“Thank you, David, for sharing your place with me. I don’t think I
could've made it without you.”
“Yes, you could. You would have, and you will,” he said, “I know
you. You risked your life to save mine. A life I may never have
lived were it not for you. I would never have found the love I
cherished were it not for you. Do you think I’d desert you now? We
made love in the midst of chaos and horror. Have you forgotten? It
was special. You were good to me. You gave me what I needed at the
time with no thought to yourself. You were more than kind. You
loved me, and I loved you in return. What we shared was one
of the sweetest loves I’ve ever known,” he said.
“It was sweet, David, but I never found you again,” I told him.
"It's not important. You didn’t have to, I’m here with you now. I
found you, and it’s my turn to help,” he said and filled my soul
with his spirit. “I’ll take you to my father’s bed. He will hold
you safe in his arms, and make love to you. I always wanted you to
know and love him. I know he will love you,” he said.
Instantly we were transported to a beautiful bedroom, and I was
being held in the arms of a big fine looking older man who
proceeded to make sweet love to me. He fucked me with his
enormously large cock, and I couldn’t get enough of him. I finally
felt him release himself into me, and I reached climax shortly
after. I felt bad about soiling his sheets. David returned me to
the small room we were in originally. We made more love as I held
him in my arms; this time, with no rush, in the peace of our
spirits, away from the nasty orisons of war. The alarm went off
jarring me back into discomfort and reality. There was incredible
pressure, but the pain was gone. I felt at peace. I heard Master
Earl’s footstep as he approached. He was wearing a full black
rubber breathing mask with a flexible tube which attached to an
overhead pipe. The pipe ran to the outside and had a small fan to
force air in to the breathing apparatus of the mask. He ran his
hand over my extended belly.
“I think we’ll add just a bit more," he said. I though I was going
to die as I felt more fluid filling me. It wasn’t as bad as the
first time. I was just apprehensive. Master Earl stopped the flow
again and said we’d wait another couple of minutes before he’d let
it go. I thought, ‘I don’t think I can. You gave him control.
Don’t be foolish enough to take it back now when you’re so close.
The finish line is just ahead, you can make it, grit your teeth,
whistle ‘Dixie’, think of Ah-nauld fucking you, think of apple
pie, think of Master Jeb, Big Jim inside you, think of the flavor
of his tits,' I yelled at myself in my mind.
Then Master Earl saw it. “You shot without my permission, Slave?
We must talk about this,” he said. He raised the table to an
almost upright position and released the pressure from the
inflated balloons. I felt like I was giving birth and my water
just broke. Foul waters rushed from my body. Sanity and relief
were commingled until I could only groan with the plug in my
mouth. The imagined pregnancy was aborted. Master Earl held
a hose with warm water rinsing everything down the drain.
When he was satisfied I was finished he lowered the table and said
the rinse wouldn’t be so bad. He took a large colonic tube with
the warm water flowing and inserted it into me. He told me not to
try to hold it. Just lie back, relax, and let him do the work. He
was right, it didn’t feel so bad, and the further he worked it up
my ass the better it felt.
“Well, that should do it. We’re well past the second sphincter
with three feet of tubing. My God, the man stuck three feet of red
rubber tubing up my butt. I guess I should be cleaned out. He
stopped the water flow and left the tube inside of me. I
passed the fluid as he slowly pulled the tube out of me. I could
feel it snaking through my belly on its way out. Master Earl then
stuck a cold metal thing in my ass that looked like a ducks beak
with adjustments on it that began to spread my ass muscle open
until it was about four inches wide. He up-righted the table and
left it in me to drain any further fluids. It worked. There was no
air pressure with my ass open to hold it in and everything else
came out with one great swoosh.
Was that an empty feeling? I could understand what post-partum
depression must feel like. Master Earl hit a switch for an air
exhaust fan and lit incense around the dungeon. Finally he hosed
me off on the table and washed me with a soft soapy sponge and
hosed me down again. He lay me back and undid the straps, let my
legs down, and undid the clips holding my head. My master took the
mouth plug out and the hood off but left my dog collar on. My eyes
became adjusted to more light and I saw the dungeon come alive
with candles. He moved behind me with the biggest towel I ever saw
and began drying me. He spoke softly to me with no anger in his
voice. “I know you haven’t been through training yet, Son, but you
know some of the basics and one very important control a master
has over his slave is to say if and when he will be allowed to
come. With that in mind do you want to tell me why you came?” he
asked.
“Master Earl, I don’t remember doing it. If I tell you I was not
in my body when it happened would you believe me?” I asked.
“This in your favor, Son, I would not believe another soul on this
planet who gave me an excuse like that, but you? You I will
believe,” he replied.
“I was in a place a friend I knew in Nam taught me to go to when I
was in pain or discomfort. He was there, and...”
“And you made love with him?” he asked.
“Not him, per se, sir, his father. He took me to his dad’s bed and
his father made love to me. I’m sorry, Master, but when I was
there, I didn’t think about the 'here and now.' I could only feel
his dad’s love and need. I needed him but in a different way than
I need you. We returned, and my friend and I made love as well.
His was the love of a sweet dear friend I knew in Nam. We were
little more than children; still in our late teens. I did a small
favor for him once, and we clung to each other from fear. The
feelings I have for you are stronger, more mature, and I hope may
grow. I would love you as a slave should love his master. Can you
forgive me, sir?” I asked.
“I’ve never been exposed to this sort of thing until earlier
tonight, but it’s not so difficult for me to understand. I forgive
you slave with a kicker attached,” Earl said.
“Anything, sir,” I replied.
“I better get the best damn fuck from your ass you ever served up
to any man,” he said.
“You will, Master. Your Gandurian prince is ready to be smote by
your terrible swift sword,” I said.
He laughed at my nonsense. “Now, cut that out! You got me
spooked enough as it is. Now jump in that sling, Slave, and be
quick about it. I want to get in there while its still moist and
hot,” he ordered.
Master Earl attached my wrist cuffs and chained them up over my
head. He attached leg cuffs and secured them to a ‘Y’ in the
chains that held the sling. He went to a closet under the stair
and brought a long slender rubber cock attached to what looked
like one of the grease guns I use at work. He squeezed a little
lube out to the head of the rubber dildo and inserted it way up my
ass. Then, he pumped the grease gun as he slowly pulled it out. My
master prepared me for his fucking. I was ready to be used; ready
to be mounted and ridden like a wild-eyed, bushy-tailed bronco
with a burr under its saddle blanket.
“You haven’t been trained to be taken as a master must always take
a slave, have you?” he asked.
“Yes, sir, I have. I would welcome you to take me as my master,
sir. I would appreciate the honor of you taking me as your slave,”
I replied with probably more information than he needed.
“Then I will take you as my slave. It’s the only way a master
should take his slave. It sets the parameters between a master and
his slave for the fuck. A slave always gives a better fuck that
way. You agreed to my kicker so it becomes absolutely necessary,”
he said. Master Earl mounted me to the base of his cock. It was
every bit as large as the giant’s. I remembered that feel. God, it
hurt good. How could that be? Good hurt? You can’t understand it
until you’ve been there, but it’s the closest description I can
give. It just hurt good.
Master Earl leaned forward, began to kiss me, and began a couple
of small strokes that really did the trick to relax my slave hole.
My greedy slave-ass wanted every inch of him inside me I could
get. He gently made love to me working my hole, stretching it,
relaxing it for his pleasure, moaning a little when he felt some
fine stuff, then he’d retract the movement to get that part again,
and again, and then move on to some deeper strokes. I was drifting
into a space of relaxation I never experienced before. He wanted
me, his weekend slave, to enjoy his fucking as much as him, and I
was grateful for his concern.
“How’s that big cop cock feel in there, boy? Am I working that
little slave butt enough to get it comfortable; get it broken in
for some good hard riding in that little boy butt? I haven’t done
this in three years, but its coming back to me, and I’m glad it’s
you I’m fucking right now, Slave,” he said.
“I think that’s the nicest thing any one's ever said to me,
Master, and yes, you’re doing one Hell of a fine job. Could I have
just a little more of your good stretching, Officer Masters, oops,
I mean...”
“Hey, wait a minute, I like that! Officer Masters. It has a nice
ring to it. That’s the way we find intimate names for people. They
come out of nowhere. I like it. Officer Masters, covers two bases
at once,” Master Earl said.
“May I call you that when you’re fucking me, sir?” I asked.
“You can call me that anytime you feel like. It makes me feel just
a little taller. Officer Masters? Yeah, that’s all right,” he
allowed.
Different masters have different ideas about fucking. That doesn’t
mean one is better than another. They're just different. Master
Earl, I soon learned, was the Cadillac of master fucks. When you
were on the receiving end of his cock it was like riding in a
Cadillac. You knew you were going to get where you were going in
comfort and style. He was what I could best describe as a smooth
fucker. No sudden leaps or unaccounted for slams. He was very deft
and controlled. He knew where he was going and how he was going to
get there. He even mapped out his stops along the way. In short, I
never had a man fuck me with as much control or care, but he
demanded his slave work as hard as him to get there. He used his
slave’s ass most efficiently to get the most feeling from each
stroke. Nothing was left to chance.
He was in complete control, and was convinced of his power over
me. He demanded his slave give everything to serve his all
consuming need. I would have, at that moment, walked through a bed
of fire for him and thanked him afterwards for allowing me to
please him. He was not against getting way up in there, deep in my
ass, and rooting it out like any home boy; but, he expected his
slave to work with him to get him off. He would have none of his
slave lying back playing Mr. Fun-buns. He expected his slave to
have his ass right where it should be when he needed to take a
good strong plunge into his slave’s depths. He expected his slave
to suck his ass hard on his shaft as he slowly pulled it all the
way out only to plunge it in again to the depths of his slave's
being.
Officer Earl D. Shaw was a fine man, with a fine large tool, who
knew how to use it, how to fuck a slave’s ass, and he pulled out
all the stops. He stopped every now and then to correct me on
something which was small but important to him. He felt I could do
better, and he'd try again. I’d get it right that time. He’d smile
and tell me I was a good slave to get it that fast. He demanded I
keep my ass right where he could get his best stroke, and I could
see by his face he was getting it.
“Officer Masters, sir, I need to tell you something,” I said.
“That you come while getting fucked?” he asked.
“Yes, sir, how’d ju’ know?” I asked.
“I called Jeb and asked his permission before I called you last
Monday night. He was thrilled I wanted to have you visit. I told
him if you accepted, I had every intention of getting into your
butt. If that was against one of his rules I wouldn’t call you.
I’d just wait until you were put on the market. He assured me it
was fine with him. He gave his blessing for me to fuck the snot
out of you, which, I’m working on right now.”
“But, Officer Masters, I can’t always control it; leastwise, not
yet; maybe training will help. I don’t want to disappoint you
again,” I said.
“I understand, Slave, but it doesn’t present that big a problem.
Training will correct it, if not, we can work on it together. For
right now, tonight, you do your best not to come, and if I’m
convinced you tried your hardest, I’ll allow you come, how’s
that?” he asked.
“Thank you, Officer Masters, you’re a good man,” I replied.
“Well, I’ve had enough pleasure fucking for tonight, and we’ve got
to get to bed, so master, Officer Masters, is going to shoot his
come into your hot little slave ass,” he said. Master Earl started
in for his final run to fuck me. He started with a good steady
rhythm and moved the pace up a bit when he found another spot he
liked fucking. He shifted to fucking faster and harder. "Put that
ass up there, Slave. Don’t ever make your master hunt for it. Put
it up there for him so he knows he’s welcome to take all he needs
and come back for seconds,” he demanded. I was so hot by that
time, I began concentrating on each and every stroke, and it paid
off. Five or six deep strokes with my ass right there to welcome
his stiff shaft up my butt, he broke apart and exploded into my
slave hole.
Damn, he was a good fuck and made me work for it, too. I liked
that. Part of his getting it was me working hard to make sure my
slave-boy ass was at the ready. I knew I’d get better at it. I was
finally being used by men who knew how to use another man, a
slave, to get what they needed. A master who demands his slave
work with him, makes his slave feel more involved in bringing a
big piece of meat slamming into him to its full potential. By
demanding his slave work with him, a master teaches his slave how
he likes his cock to be received into his slave’s hole. It becomes
an important element of individual slave training. Training,
insisting, demanding a slave work with his master to give him the
best possible fuck he can provide for his owner. A master should
make damn sure his slave sublimates his own needs (he should be
trained well enough his only need is to serve) then patiently
teach him what and how he expects him to contribute to his
pleasure.
Repeat a particular move you like over and over again until it
becomes reflex muscle action; almost like a choreographer works
with a dancer. Then repeat it over and over until they get it
right. Laugh if you will, but it works the same way. The masters
out there who are getting the most bang for their buck are the
ones who have taken the time to work with their slaves. He’s not
going to know what you want unless you show him. It’s part of
discipline, which he craves. It’s good for him, and the ultimate
payoff is one Hell of a good fuck. He feels your move coming, he
anticipates and reacts to receive you like you’ve trained him
every time. No guess work for him. He’s ultimately trained to give
you a great fuck. He feels proud and rewarded he can give you the
pleasure you will come to demand from him. That’s all he needs,
and maybe a pat on the head now and then, but don’t over do it.
Once he’s trained, got it down pat so you’re satisfied with his
performance, then demand nothing but his best every time you slam
your dick into him. Accept nothing less. If he gets sloppy, start
again from zero and make him do it over and over for hours if
necessary. I guaran-damn-tee ‘ya he’ll never give you a sloppy
fuck again. His only reason for being your slave in the
first place is to see to your pleasure. Master Jeb made damn sure
his slave trainees would be a certified good fuck on graduation
from his class. He'd make them do it over and over until it became
second nature for their ass to respond a certain way. He knew most
every master’s particular fucking style and needs. He was
able to teach any slave to become a competent fuck on the end of
his big fat cock. He was a great teacher. He was my
friend. He was my first master. Master Earl was a fine master as
well.
Somehow, I managed not to come, I was so busy working with Officer
Masters, I forgot. “Okay, Slave, you kept your end of the bargain.
Now, I’ll keep mine. I want to see for myself if you can come
while getting fucked. Since I don’t know your fucking needs yet
you’re gonna’ have to guide me. If you need it harder, faster, or
deeper, let me know,” he said. With that he started in again, but
this time, he didn’t worry about me putting my ass up. He was
taking it away from me, and I was getting off on it.
I pulled him to me and whispered to him, “Please, Officer Masters,
your slave-boy would very much appreciate you fucking him so hard
his eyeballs rattle. That is, if you find me worthy of a good hard
fuck’n. Please, Officer Masters," I begged. He didn’t bother to
answer, and I think outside of the giant animal, I got the single
hardest fucking of my life. I shot all over his chest and mine.
We lay together for a while until he started laughing. “Damn,
Slave, that was hot. I think we could come together without much
problem, ‘cause I sometimes like to pop my nut with a good hard
ride like that. I’m glad you like some good old, down-home hard
riding. Your slave butt and Officer Master’s pet snake are gonna’
become good friends,” he said.
I said a prayer of hope.
* * * * * * *
Part II ~The Desert Foxes
“I gathered stars from off the desert’s floor,
My master smiled to see me count them all,
Fallen there from angel’s tears so long ago,
His strong arms reach to catch me when I fall.”
From: Canto 55 ~ Slave Songs~ W. D. Dux ~
Posthumous
Master Earl helped me down from the sling and kissed me again. I
fell to my knees and asked permission to clean him. “I need to
take a refresher course in Master 101 from Jeb,” he said as he
smiled down at me, “I’d forgotten a slave's role and need to clean
his master after sex. Of course, Son, you should, as a courtesy to
any master. These rituals should always be followed for your sake
as well as your master’s. It will encourage imprinting each time.
Clean me good,” he commanded.
I cleaned my come from his hairy chest and belly, then moved to
his still half hard cock and cleaned it. His foreskin was creeping
back over the head of his handsome penis, as it was becoming more
flaccid. It was my first time to put my mouth on his cock, and I
got my tongue under the head. He was clean, but the wonderful
taste was his. It was his signature flavor. I continued to suck
and tongue his piss slit sucking bits of come and pre-come. My
master had other ideas as he began to gently allow more to enter
my throat. I got the idea he was trying not to get hard to work it
into my throat as deep as possible. I got about three quarters of
him down my throat. I could tell he was impressed as he forced
another inch down. I was still trying to take more when I felt his
big hand behind my head give a slight tug forward and my lips were
touching his pubic hair.
“Easy, slave, that’s enough. Hands to your back and relax. Your
master’s gonna’ enjoy this. Ah, there’s nothing sweeter than using
your slave-boy for a toilet,” he said and let out a deep sigh. I
felt him relieving himself into my gut. He was using me for his
personal toilet, and rather than be disgusted, I felt pride he was
comfortable enough to empty himself into me. He stopped and began
to pull out. I sucked and licked him clean. Officer Masters then
ordered me to open my mouth and laid the head of his penis gently
on my tongue. “Close your lips around it, Slave. I’ve heard you
like the taste of man piss. Is that right, Son?” he asked. I shook
my head slightly in agreement. “I held back a little for you to
enjoy, but I had to see if what Jeb told me was true. Damned, if
it ain’t. Here it is, Son, enjoy,” he said.
My master released about a mouthful and stopped. I swallowed
Master Earl’s piss slowly. It was like champagne to me. I nodded
my head and he gave me another mouthful. He had only one more for
me, and I held it for some time until master ordered me to follow
him upstairs. On the way Master Earl asked me a question, but I
didn’t answer. He turned around on the stairs and smiled at me.
“You will swallow, please,” he ordered. I blushed, did as ordered
and smiled sheepishly. He roared with laughter. “Come on, Son,
let’s go to bed. We’re both exhausted,” he said.
I slept the dream of angels while feeling, full, warm, well
fucked, secure, and comfortable being held in the arms of my
master.
* * * * * * *
Saturday morning Master Earl was up early, but he let me sleep for
a while. I awoke to a beautiful view of Silverlake and the
surrounding area. I got up quickly to see if I could help. Master
had juice ready and ordered me to jump into the shower. He wanted
to get me ready, so I could help him. I did as he ordered, but
didn’t hose out because I wanted to hold his come in me. I got
out, toweled off, and reported back to the kitchen.
“Perfect timing, boy. To the bedroom,” he ordered. We went to the
bedroom. He had my plug cleaned and lightly greased, snap his
fingers, and pointed to the bed. I wasn’t sure what he wanted me
to do. “I’m sorry, that’s an order to hit the position. Ass right
at the edge of the bed, grab your legs, and pull ‘em down almost
to your chest and slightly out to give your Master instant access
to your hole. That’s one of the few times you’ll hear me snap my
fingers at you because I want you that way yesterday, understand,
Son?” he asked.
“Yes, Master,” I said following his order.
“Did you hose out, Slave?” he asked.
“No, Master, I wanted to leave your seed in me,” I replied.
“And, well you should. Good answer, boy. Ass a little higher,
Slave, don’t ever make your master have to reach for it,” he said.
I raised my ass. He grabbed the big plug and snapped it in faster
than any one previously. ‘Damn, he’s good,’ I thought, ‘A true
master for sure. With no hesitation he plugged my ass.’ Master
Earl turned to wipe his hands on a towel. I still had my ass in
the air. He wiped my ass around the plug to get any excess
lubricant cleaned up.
“Lower you ass a little, Slave,” he ordered and pressed on
the base. My plug sunk in a little further. “On your knees, on the
bed, Slave,” he commanded. I got on my knees and he grabbed me
around the waist with one big arm. Damn, he smelled good. He held
me tight and pressed in again on the base. “Push back, please,” he
ordered. I pushed back and as he pushed I felt the big plug lock
into place. “It finally seated, didn’t it, Son?” he asked.
“Yes, sir, that’s the way it should feel. That’s why everyone
talks about seating it, and I thought it was just a game,” I
replied.
“No, Son, that’s the way a slave should be plugged if done
properly. I just happen to know how,” he said with pride.
“Thank you, Master.” I fell to his feet and kissed one big boot
then the other.
“I like that action, Slave. Any time I snap my fingers and point
to my boots you’ll know what to do, right?” he asked.
“Yes, sir, but do I just kiss them or start cleaning them?” I
asked.
“Good question, Slave. What you did just then will be fine. As a
matter of fact I liked it so much, I’d like to see it again,” he
said. He snapped his finger real loud and pointed to his boots. I
again fell to his feet and kissed each boot except on the last one
I did get in a couple of good licks with my tongue. “I saw that,
Slave, but I won’t fault you. In a way, it’s a compliment,” he
said quietly as he stooped down and pulled my head up to attach
his leash to his dog collar around my neck. Holding my leash, he
pulled me to his face and kissed me hard. “Good morning, Slave.
You make me proud today, understand?” he asked.
“I will, sir, I promise. I’m proud to be your slave, Master,” I
assured him.
He looked me in the eyes and quickly kissed me again. “Now, pull
on your chaps and boots and nothing else,” he said. I quickly
followed his order and joined him in the kitchen. “Go to my
office and call Jeb," Master Earl said, "I think he knew you’d be
staying the weekend and wanted you to call. His number is on a pad
on the desk, but before you go, slowly turn around for me. Good.
Now the other way. Fine. Go on,” he said with a big grin on his
handsome face.
I went to Master Earl’s office and dialed the number. “Hello,”
answered a deep ominous voice. It was Big Jim. My heart leaped to
my throat, then melted, and ran down into the pit of my stomach.
“Hello, Master Jim. It's Beau calling for Master Jeb. Is he
available to speak with me, sir?” I asked in a polite
conversational tone.
“Good to hear your voice again, Slave-boy, and how goes it with
you?” he asked.
“I’m fine, Master, thank you for asking, sir,” I replied
courteously.
“The answer is still 'yes,' Son,” he said.
“Me too, Master Jim, me, too,” I replied. He hesitated for a
minute, and I could tell it wasn’t the answer he was hoping for.
“One minute, and I’ll get Jeb for you,” he said without further
comment.
“Thank you, Master Jim,” I said without nuance.
“Hello,” Master Jeb said.
“This is your slave calling, Master,” I said. He was noticeably
silent for a moment.
“I needed to hear that this morning. Thank you, Son,” he said.
“For speaking the truth, Master?” I asked.
“Yes, well, you’re no dummy. You know damn well what I mean,” he
replied.
I laughed to lighten the mood. “I do, indeed, sir. I apologize for
playing with you, Master Jeb.”
“Nonsense, keeps me on my toes. Enough of that, now, spill!” he
ordered.
“I’m being well cared for, Master Jeb,” I said.
I heard him giggle. “Damn it, Beau, you’re yanking my chain. The
first time I get my whip on you, I’m going to remind you of your
disrespect for your old master. Now you know what I’m talking
about, cut to the chase, Kid, before your old master has a
coronary.”
“Forgive me, Master, I’m afraid I have too much piss and vinegar
in me this morning. More of the former, less of the latter,” I
laughed.
“So Earl didn’t believe me, huh? Thought the old man was
exaggerating? he asked rhetorically, "Good for him,” he said. We
shared a laugh
“Does Master Jim know where I’m calling from?” I asked.
“I haven’t discussed it with him, but I think he has an idea. I
won’t tell him unless he asks. I’m not going to lie to him. He
won’t ask. I think he has an idea but doesn’t want it confirmed.”
“I wouldn’t want you to lie to him either, Master Jeb,” I said.
“Okay, what else?” he asked.
“Well, I’m currently under house arrest. I can’t go home,
and I can’t come to your house this weekend. I have Master Earl’s
dog collar around my neck, his plug in my ass, my chaps and boots
on and, oh yes, I have a leash hanging from my collar, all of
which, I’m very proud,” I said.
“You damn well should be proud, boy. You walk as tall as you can
for that man. He’s one of the finest men I know, and you’re to
please him anyway you can. You be on your best slave behavior. If
he wants to show you off to some friends look to him for cues.
He’ll let you know what he expects. He keeps his slave well
disciplined. You could use a little of that; do you good. He
likes to show off his slave, and have them jump through hoops to
entertain his guest. Don’t over do and embarrass him, just be
ready and don’t hesitate to obey even the smallest order,
especially in front of his friends. It’s very important. You’ll do
just fine, I’m sure. It’s the old mother hen or ‘fatherly master’
in me which makes me say those things,” Master Jeb said and
laughed.
“I’ll obey, Master Jeb, with pride, sir,” I assured him.
“You’ll probably be there ‘til Sunday evening, if he lets you go
then. Stay with him, Son, he needs you right now.”
“I feel it, too, Master Jeb. Some very strange things have
happened I need to sort out with you. Things I don’t understand.
It’s nothing about Master Earl it’s... ”
“Ghosts hanging around, boy?” he asked.
“Yes, sir, exactly. Don’t want to go into it further right now,
but I’ll call first chance I get. Sunday evening if he sends me
home,” I replied.
“He won’t. You’re the first he’s had since Wes. If I know Earl,
and I do, he’s drinking you up like a tall, cool glass of water.”
“I would agree with that analogy, sir.”
“Just remember, my good slave...” he started.
“I could do worse for a master than Master Earl, but I couldn't do
better,” I finished his sentence.
“It’s not nice to mock your new owner, boy,” he said in jest.
“Indeed, Master Jeb, it was disrespectful. I trust you will
correct that flaw in my nature,” I said humbly.
“Not your sense of whimsy, Son, it’s a delight. You’ll learn what
I want you to know, other things will be discussed, but you will
ultimately do it my way. You’ll begin to see it’s the only way.”
“Yes, Master, I’m looking forward to it."
"Now if he invites you back for next weekend you tell him he’ll
have to check with me. I think I want you here next weekend. He
needs to skip a weekend. Trust me with this one, Son. I know you
probably might want to return next weekend,” he said almost as a
question.
I was quiet for a moment. “I’ll obey, Master Jeb,” I said quietly.
I heard Jeb suck his breath, afraid he offended me.
“You’re really taken with him, aren’t you, Beau?” he asked.
“Does the term ‘ton of bricks’ mean anything to you, Master?” I
asked. It was my time to sigh deeply. “Forgive me, Master, you’re
right, and I trust your judgment. I’ll obey in good spirits,” I
said.
“Now, that’s the slave I’ve come to know. You will become a joy to
some good master. Maybe even Officer Shaw. Let’s hope. Do you
think you might be comfortable being his property?” he asked.
“In a heartbeat, Master Jeb,” I replied.
“Look at it this way, Beau, you’re here next weekend, he may use
you the following and perhaps the last weekend before you enter
training. That’s fair isn’t it? Then during your training every
master who’s serious about bidding on you will be allowed one
weekend with you. Maybe two depending on when you feel you’re
ready. See, I haven’t forgotten our agreement. Earl D. may
have a weekend with you as well because I know he’s interested.”
“I agree, Master. I would enjoy spending next weekend in your
arms,” I said.
Jeb was quiet again then he laughed. “You know, if anyone else
said that to me, I would know I was having smoke blown up my ass,
but you? Well, I know you mean what you say, and it’s part of your
gift, Beau. Don’t ever lose it, Son, speak from your heart, and
you’ll be right every time,” Master Jeb said.
“Master, the truth of your words have been proven to me several
times this weekend, and I have followed your advice. It's worked
every time.”
“You better get back to your master, Son. Thanks for calling,” he
said.
“My pleasure master, and Master Jeb... ?”
“Yes, Beau?”
“I love you.”
“Thank you, Son, and I’ll see you next weekend”
“Goodbye, Master Jeb.”
“Goodbye.”
‘Master Jeb needs me next weekend.’ I thought to myself. I could
hear it in his voice. I’ll try to spend more time with him and
hope Big Jim doesn’t monopolize me. I say that now, but when I
walk through the door and see that giant ugly man, I probably will
melt and run down into my boots. I wondered what he meant by, ‘The
answer is still yes?’ I’ve always had trouble playing games with
people and the cryptic things they say. They toss out words like
they were making a salad. Their words are so vague they could mean
anything. Why do they bother? Why don’t they just say what they
mean and how they really feel? Why don’t they speak from their
hearts, and not their head. Did Big Jim say that to test the
water? To find out if he can still push my buttons? Well, I hope
he’s happy, because he succeeded. It worked, but to be honest, my
answer was just as cryptic. It meant nothing. ‘Me, too.’ Me, too,
what? Still believe in love at first sight? E’aup, still do. Two
word salads; heavy fiber, empty calories. A metaphorical food
fight?
I didn’t give him a Hell of a lot. Maybe that’s his way of asking
for more? Then let him be the big man he presents himself to be,
man-up and say plainly what he means. Maybe I’m expecting too much
of him? Stop! Don’t go there, Beau. You’ve gone down that road
before, and it leads to the pits. Follow your heart, Kid. Its been
working for you so far. Maybe Kenny Rogers was right, sometime you
hold ‘em, sometime you gotta’ fold ‘em, but I would add for God’s
sake don’t let them see your hand until they call. At least Master
Earl is up front. He lets his wishes be known, he doesn't wear his
heart on his sleeve, but he says enough to let you know where you
stand with him. I walked into the kitchen and apologized for being
so long. Master Earl was busy and showed me a couple of things to
do. “How is the master?” he asked. He emphasized ‘the’ as a sign
of respect.
“He seemed fine and in good spirits, sir,” I replied.
“Good, I have to get dressed, but I’ll be back in a minute. If the
doorbell rings, let my guests in, and introduce yourself as Beau,
Master Earl’s weekend slave, get them a drink if you think you can
or suggest they make it themselves if you don’t know how. Are you
comfortable with that, boy?” he asked.
“To tell them I’m your weekend slave? Yes, sir, I just wish I
didn’t have to use the word ‘weekend,’” I lamented.
“Good point, then don’t. If it needs to be explained we can
later,” he said. I fell to his feet and kissed each boot.
“Thank you, sir,” I said.
“That was important to you, wasn’t it, Slave?” he asked.
“Yes, sir, I guess I’d like to live the fantasy for a while,
whether it comes true or not. I’m proud to think of myself as your
slave, sir. I’ll walk a little taller, too, Officer Masters,” I
said.
He smiled at me knowingly. “Good, Slave, damn good,” Earl replied.
He left to change his clothes.
I did the small jobs in the kitchen he asked of me and got a glass
of water. The doorbell rang. Show time. I didn’t know whether to
see if he was coming, but I wasn’t going to hesitate following his
order. I started for the door. I opened it and stood for a moment
while the two fine looking mature gentlemen put their teeth back
in their mouths. I guess I wasn’t the person they expected to meet
them at the door from the surprised look on their faces.
“Please come in, sirs, my name is Beau, and I am Master Earl D.’s
new slave,” I said.
The first one looked at me, opened his arms, and enveloped me in a
big bear hug. “Welcome to the family, boy,” he said with tears in
his eyes, “I’m Oscar,” the smaller man said, hugged and kissed me.
“Well, damn, if he gets a hug, so do I,” the bigger man said. He
looked like a mature body builder, picked me up in his huge arms,
swung me around, set me down, looked me in the eye, then offered
his hand. “Beau, I’m Billy. You are, indeed, welcome to our
family,” he said and stole a kiss. He looked at my crotch, moved
his hand toward it, and looked up, “May I, Son?” he asked.
“You don’t need to ask, sir,” I said. I hit parade rest and threw
my hips toward him. He gently felt my penis, then gently examined
my low hangers. He whistled. “They’re beautiful, Beau. You are a
strikingly handsome young man,” he said.
“Thank you, sir,” I replied.
Oscar was watching, “I wanna’ feel the other end,” he said. I
turned my backside to him and grabbed my ankles. Damn,
Billy, would you look at that! Earl’s already got him wearing a
plug. Looks good, Son, let me take a quick feel,” he said. He
pushed in on the base a little. “Billy, he’s got it seated all the
way. It’s locked in tight,” Oscar said with awe.
“You know Earl. If he’s gonna’ do it, it’s gotta be done right,”
Billy allowed.
“Who does he look like, Billy? Could be his brother...” Oscar
asked.
“Too easy, brother. A dead ringer for the cowboy,” Billy replied.
“My thinking exactly. Uncanny ain’t it, but I think he’s just a
bit bigger than Cowboy.”
“Hard to tell. Just as pretty though,” Billy said.
I was blushing and listening. About the time I raised up, Master
Earl came back into the living room, and he was stunning. He was
wearing a pair of leather pants with a cod piece, his knee high
Wesco boots, and a pure white Mexican peasant shirt. It was a pull
over which had an open V at the neck and showed off just enough of
his chest hair to be sexy. He was drop dead handsome. At that
moment, I was proud to claim I belonged to someone as stunningly
good looking as Master Earl even if it was only for the weekend.
“I see you’ve met my new slave-boy, Beau,” he said as he walked
over and kissed me on the forehead, then put his arm around me.
“Master Earl, why didn’t you tell us?” Oscar asked, “You damn near
had to call the paramedics. Us two old slaves almost had
coronaries when this gorgeous young man-slave open the door for
us. I asked Billy if we had the right address,” Oscar said.
“Yes, our handsome master, you know you can tell us anything. For
a minute I thought Dan and Cowboy were visiting,” Billy added.
“He does look more than a little like the cowboy, don’t he?”
Master Earl asked and smiled,”It’s a long story you’ll hear today.
But it’s best if we tell it a bit at a time.”
“Master Earl, may I ask Mr. Billy a question?” I asked. Billy
didn’t wait for Master Earl to reply.
“Of course you can, Son,” he replied.
I still looked up at Master Earl and he nodded. “Sir, you look so
much like a boyhood hero of mine. I carried a picture of him
hidden in my wallet seven years in Vietnam. His name was Clancey
McGee. Are you related to him? Do you know him?” I asked.
“You put him up to this, didn’t you?” Billy asked and shot a look
at Master Earl with a grin.
“You’ll learn. He’s polite, humble, unassuming, but when he comes
out with something, I’ve learned the hard way not to challenge him
because it comes from his heart. If he said he carried your
picture seven years in Vietnam, you can take it to the bank, and
no, I didn’t put him up to it,” Master Earl replied.
“Son, I am Clancey McGee,” he said, grabbed me, and hugged me.
“Sir, you don’t know how many times I’ve had sex with you. I
jacked off every night looking at pictures of you and thinking,
‘God, if I could just lie in that man’s arms one night and suck
his tits, I wouldn’t have to go to heaven.’ When I was in Nam I’d
get your picture out, look at it, and wonder what you were doing
as I jacked off,” I said.
“I don’t know when I ever got a nicer compliment, Beau,” Billy
replied.
“He seems to have that effect on a lot of people, including me,”
Master Earl said.
“I still have your picture in my wallet,” I told him.
“Don’t look at me, Billy. If he says he has it in his wallet, it’s
there,” Master Earl confirmed.
“May I be excused, Master, and I’ll get it?” I asked.
“Sure, Son,” he replied.
I went to the small bedroom and got my wallet from my leather
pants and walked back into the living room. Master Earl was making
Bloody Marys and asked if I wanted one. I declined. I have stuff
in my wallet I’ve had for years. I looked in my secret place under
a leather flap you wouldn’t notice if you didn’t know was there. I
gently unfolded the precious piece of paper and saw Clancey
hitting a great pose and smiling at me. Billy moved behind me and
looked over my shoulder.
“Well, God love him, if he don’t still have it. Son, this old
slave is blown away,” Billy said.
“Me, too, sir. I still would love to spend a night in your arms.
Only with my good master’s blessing, of course. God must have
brought us together for a reason,” I said.
Billy was giddy. “Is he for real, Master Earl?” he asked.
“The most real person your likely to meet in a while, and he’s
mine,” Master Earl said, winked at me and grinned real big for his
friends.
“We couldn’t be more thrilled,” Oscar said with enthusiasm.
“Don’t get too thrilled yet. There are hurtles we have to jump,
but we’re talking about it, right Slave?” he asked.
“Yes, sir, Master,” I agreed.
“Have you taken him to Master Jeb, Master Earl?” Billy asked.
“You could say that,” Master Earl replied and winked at me
reminding me of the police escort to Mt. Washington.
“Master Jeb’s opinion, sir?” Oscar asked.
“A natural,” Master Earl replied.
“I thought so the minute I walked through the door,” Billy said.
“Me, too,” Oscar agreed, “That ain’t bad, Beau,” Oscar said, “In
fact it will be so much easier for you than it would be for
someone else to become a slave. It was for Billy and me. We love
you for wanting to explore it for yourself. You’re in the right
group of men, not only to find a fine, loving, and trustworthy
master, but also to gain a large wonderful family and enjoy a
rewarding life.”
“Amen to that,” Billy added, “I was with the same master for forty
years until he passed away several years ago. As far as our
opinions are concerned, don’t bother to look any further, you’re
with the right master,” he said.
“Thanks, guys,” Master Earl said to them, “If you men want to get
comfortable, feel free,” he said.
“God!” Billy sounded exasperated, “We thought this was part of
your torture keeping us dressed,” Billy said with a laugh, “Come
on, Bro,” Billy said and motioned for Oscar to follow.
I set my billfold on the bar and sat on a bar stool. Master Earl
came to me and put his arms around me. “I’m so proud of you I
could rape your pretty ass right here in front of them. You scored
some major points with that picture. Billy thinks you’re a little
bit of all right. Way to go, Slave,” Master Earl whispered as he
bussed a kiss behind my ear.
“You’re my master. If you wish to rape me I’ll struggle and put on
a show for them,” I replied with a smile.
“You really would, wouldn’t you?” he asked.
“I wouldn’t hesitate to obey your order, sir, but what if they
have strokes, sir?” I asked.
Master Earl whooped, and we shared a laugh. “Good thinking, Slave,
we wouldn’t want that on our conscience. You made Billy’s day,” he
said.
“Billy made my day as well, Master,” I replied.
The two men walked back in the room with no clothes. They were
buffed physically with no fat on them anywhere, but the most
stunning part was, there was absolutely nothing between their
legs; no penis or balls. They weren’t the least bit shy about it
either. They walked over to Master Earl and knelt before him. They
each proceeded to kiss one of his boots. He offered a hand to
each, they kissed the back of it, and placed it to their forehead.
They held it there for a minute. “Welcome, good slaves to our
home. We bid you welcome. You're safe within this place. Arise and
show this master your love,” he commanded.
I was stunned. Not by their lack of equipment but by the ceremony.
It was unbelievably touching. I was even more proud of Master Earl
as commanding and genuine as he was. He believed the words he
said, and they obviously did, too. I was deeply touched.
“We might as well get this over with,” Billy said, “Beau, you’re a
perfect gentleman not to stare, but you certainly may and ask us
any question which might come to your mind. We will answer you as
honestly as we can,” he said.
“I’m not shy, but I don’t have any questions right now. I’d love
to get to know you men better, but I’ll find out what I need to
know as we get acquainted,” I said.
“He’s not for real,” Oscar said grinning from ear to ear.
“Of course he is, Oscar. He’s a brother for Christ sake. Remember
us, when we first met? We couldn’t believe each other was for
real,” Billy gently chastised him
“Good point. I apologize, Beau. I was just kidding, anyway,” Oscar
said.
“I know, Oscar, no apology necessary,” I replied.
“Hey, hey, hey, guys, can I get into this conversation?” Master
Earl asked.
“Take a number, Master Earl,” Oscar said. We all laughed.
“It’s gonna’ be one of those day, huh? I have a nice wide belt
downstairs with your name on it, Oscar,” Master Earl said
laughing.
“Dear God!” Oscar put the back of his hand to the side of his
mouth as if to whisper only to me but loud enough everyone could
hear, “Please, Beau, start crying or tell him I truly hurt your
feelings. Anything! Work with me, kid, but get me the feel of that
belt,” he said with some urgency.
We roared with laughter and Master Earl hugged Oscar. “Don’t ever
change,” he told the big man.
“Not much chance of that for this tired old slave with no master,”
Oscar said poignantly.
“No time for remorse, Dear Brother. I think,” Billy said, “it’s
going to be a fucking fantastic day. We have much to be thankful
for and much to celebrate with the prospect of a new union for our
beloved master and his new slave. And, you,” Billy said holding
his arms out to Master Earl, “look at you. You have the glow of a
prepubescent boy who just got his first blow job,” he said
wickedly. Everyone laughed.
“Beau, will you give me a hand?” Master Earl asked, “You guys can
grab something, too. You know the drill. I run an equal
opportunity kitchen. We’ll get this food to the deck and have
brunch. We can talk while we eat,” Master Earl ordered.
Everyone grabbed something and we walked out into the beautiful
California sunshine. Master Earl’s decks were so private no one
could see you if you walked around nude. I didn’t noticed in the
dark, but on the third level was a pool. Then the dungeon must be
an old pool changing room or cabana as they’re called. It was a
beautiful layout, and you could see forever. We ate a leisurely
brunch. Oscar and Billy relaxed after a couple of Bloody Marys and
were having a great time. We were getting to know one another.
They couldn’t ask me enough questions. I answered their questions,
but when they began to ask about Nam, Master Earl came to my
rescue. “Guys, Beau didn’t have it too well over there, and
he has a hard time talking about it. He doesn’t want to put you
off, he just can’t. Maybe someday he will, but I’m not going to
push him,” he said.
They apologized, but I assured them not to worry, "I just haven’t
been able to talk about it much. I don’t know if I ever will be
able to. If I do, it will probably be with Master Earl or Master
Jeb. I can talk about bits and pieces, but if I get going, I’m a
vegetable for days afterward. It’s not pretty. I told Master Jeb a
few things, because he’s so easy to talk with. He’s like talking
to the dad I never had,” I said.
“Have you fallen in love with Master Jeb, Beau?” Billy asked.
“He’s becoming important to me, sir, and yes, I have thought about
it. I ain’t afraid to admit I'm falling in love him,” I replied
quietly.
Billy reached over and grabbed my hand and squeezed it. “So did
we, Son, so did we,” he said in a reverent way.
“He’s been a saint to me,” Oscar added.
Master Earl just raised his hand as if to say count me in. I got
up to start carrying plates and dishes into the house. Billy
helped as Oscar and Master Earl talked. We finished and were about
to return to the deck when Billy accidentally knocked my wallet
onto the floor. Stuff from my wallet went everywhere. Billy
apologized and helped me pick up everything. He came across an old
photo of me and my little buddy, David, in Nam. “Is this you,
Beau?" he asked
“Yes, sir. It’s me and David, my closest buddy in Nam. We were
inseparable. We were more than just close, we were lovers until he
was shipped back. I lost touch with him, and I never saw him
again. I looked for David after I got back, but I never found
him,” I said.
“May I show this to Oscar and Master Earl, Beau?” he asked quietly
like he was almost in awe of the picture.
“Sure, Billy,” I replied. I finished in the kitchen and returned
to my seat to finish my fruit.
“I don’t want to be overly dramatic, but you men must see this
picture. This is Beau and his closest buddy, David, in Vietnam,”
Billy said handing Master Earl and Oscar the picture. They looked
at it, looked at Billy, then looked at me. Master Earl’s face lost
all color. He was white as a sheet for some reason.
Oscar’s mouth dropped open. “Oh, my, God!” he exclaimed quietly.
“You all right, Master Earl, Oscar?” Billy asked.
“Yeah, we were gonna’ tell you two about some weird stuff that
happened here last night that turned my head around. Now this...
it all fits somehow. The pieces are coming together. It makes
perfect sense,” Master Earl said.
“Something wrong with my picture, Master?” I asked.
“He really doesn’t know,” Master Earl said, “That’s how he is. He
hasn’t put two and two together. If he did, you’d be able to tell.
Let me ask you, Beau, who is this in the picture with you?” he
asked.
“My buddy who caused my accident last night, Master, David
Johnson. We were pretty close. Hell, to be honest, we were lovers
in Nam. I lost touch with him after he returned to the States. I
re-enlisted and did another four years. David went home. We wrote
for a while. I still have his letters. I don’t know were he is
now. I was a medic in Nam, a field corpsman. I stayed behind with
a squad to save as many wounded as we could, but we got ambushed.
We ran off into the jungle, and I got separated from the army
guys. I wandered in the swamp and jungle for a couple of days ‘til
I found a dry cave under some brush. That evening I saw fires,
thought it was our guys, and eased up to see.
“Well, it wasn’t our guys, it was a Charley camp and right in
front of me, less the six feet away was a bamboo cage with the
cutest small American G.I. I’d seen in Nam. He looked in my eyes
with horror. I smiled at him and put my finger to my lips for him
to be quiet. It was a Cong POW holding camp; a makeshift job. They
kept the guys in three foot square bamboo cages. When things got
quiet, I cut David out of his cage, and we silently made off to
the cave I found nearby. I left him there and told him I’d be
back. I went back and got five more out before dawn. I returned
with one of the guys for the seventh man, but he was already dead
from wounds and neglect. “David was pretty scared. He was shaking
so bad I thought he might go into shock. Hell, Master Earl, we all
were scared shitless. We were just kids out of high school for
Christ sake. I started comforting him trying to get him to calm
down, and one thing led to another," I said.
I started to get tears in my eyes telling them my story. Master
Earl had tears running down his cheeks. Billy and Oscar were both
crying.
“Did I say something wrong, Master?" I asked.
“No, Son, not at all,” he replied. He handed me the picture across
the table. “Was this the guy you saw in the bedroom last night?”
he asked.
“Naw, sir, that little guy was buffed out to the max. My little
buddy, David, was a cute little guy and never failed to push my
buttons, but that little dude last night had a body by God. He was
hot, sir,” I replied. Billy and Oscar were still visibly shaken.
Master Earl got up and told me to wait, he’d be back in a minute.
He returned with two photos. He handed me one of a young soldier
in camo fatigues. It was my buddy, David.
“That’s David, sir. Where’d ju’ get this?” I asked. I was
confused. Master Earl handed me another picture, and it was the
guy who appeared to me in his bedroom last night. “This is the guy
in the bedroom last night, Master Earl,” I said.
“Look at the pictures closely, Beau,” Master Earl said. I studied
them for a moment and I began to notice David looked a little like
the buffed out dude. No, it couldn’t be? God wouldn’t do that to
me. Chills ran up my spine then crawled over my head. Wes was
David. He was within walking distance from me for several years. I
broke down. Master Earl came to me, got on his knees, hugged me,
and we started to bawl. I hurt all over. I was in anguish, but I
didn’t give a shit who knew. I never lost it that bad. I was a
mess. When we recovered a bit, we migrated to sitting in the
middle of the deck with our arms around each other for comfort as
we shared a common unifying bond.
“But why, David Johnson?” I said quietly directed to no one in
particular.
“Remember, I briefly told you about Walker Johnson who was Wes’
savior. He saved Wes from his father. Wes used the Johnson name
until he got out of Vietnam and then went back to his family name
of ‘Dux’ because he still loved his grandparents on his mother’s
side. They were the folks who he was going back to visit as well
as the Johnson family. All through the military he went by the
name David Johnson. Then he met Jeb and Jeb talked him into going
back to his original name of Wesley Dux to heal old wounds. Jeb
was right. It went a long way toward Wes finding his place in the
world,” Master Earl explained.
“But, Master, Billy and Oscar are gonna' think I’m a fruit cake.
David came to me and made love to me last night. I wasn’t making
it up. The man he took me to was his dad, Walker Johnson, I’m sure
of it.”
“God as my witness, Son, I believe you,” Master Earl held up his
hand in solemn oath.
He briefly recounted the story to Oscar and Billy about me being
strapped down tight and leaving me to marinate with two quarts of
soapy water up my ass. "When I came back, I discovered Beau shot
his load all over the place; like someone was there and had sex
with him a couple of times. I came down a little hard on
him, but I wondered how the Hell could he have come, not once but
twice, when his hands were strapped down tight. I even checked to
make sure. Then he told me how it happened. I believed him then,
and I believe him now,” Master Earl said firmly.
“David told me something, sir,” I said.
“What’s that Beau?” Master Earl asked
“When we were in Nam, he taught me a mental trick where you can
move outside your body and enter a safe room where there’s no
pain, discomfort, or anxiety of any kind. He always told me, if I
needed him, to go to the room, and he would find me. He told me
about his dad abusing him, and the fourth or fifth time a shining
man came to him and showed him how to get to this room so he
wouldn’t be in pain. When he demonstrated his ability to me in
Nam, I could stick a hat pin through his hand, and he wouldn’t
feel a thing. I never did, it’s just if you did, he wouldn’t feel
it. Anyway, he taught me how to get there and once or twice when
we really had some killer weed, he would take me there. We would
make love in a place one step this side of reality.
“We shared the sweetest love, then he would bring me back. I would
insist it was just a pot induced lucid dream, but I would have
come in my pants. David wouldn’t because he couldn’t. I think his
penis was too fucked up from what his old man did to him. That
didn’t stop him from letting me have my way with him. I’m sorry,
Master, but it was sweet, the sweetest love I ever knew,” I said.
I broke down and cried again. “I’m sorry, Master Earl, I know this
must be painful for you to hear, but it was before you knew him as
Wes,” I added.
“Beau, forget me, forget us, forget them, let it out. Say whatever
your heart tells you. Nothing you say could damage the feelings I
have for you at this moment. I’m sure that goes for Billy and
Oscar,” Master Earl assured me.
“Double it, Beau,” Oscar said quietly.
“Yeah, me, too,” Billy said softly.
Oscar got up. “I need a drink,” he said. Billy and Master Earl
held their hands up to Oscar. Okay, and Beau, you’re getting one
whether you want it or not. You need to calm down, and we’re here
to listen and help. What da’ ya’ drink, Son?” Oscar asked.
“Anything with Vodka,” Master Earl replied.
Now, how did he know that? I didn't have a drink since I got
there. Ah, yes, he asked Master Jeb because he wanted to have what
I drink available. Very nice of him. I liked him better by the
hour.
“You know,” Master Earl said, “Wes rarely spoke of Vietnam, but I
remember when he did, it was always in the context of his buddy...
oh, my God, his buddy, Andy or Beau, who saved his life. It just
came back to me. He said Beau taught him to read and write poetry.
He said he fell very much in love with him. He was like a big
brother he never had. He told me if it hadn’t been for you, he
would never made it through. He said you re-enlisted, and he came
home. He tried for years to find you. He desperately wanted me to
meet you,” Master Earl paused for a moment. “Then I was right last
night. He’s somehow managed to get us together, and the rest is up
to us.”
“I was in such discomfort last night I’m glad he came to me,” I
said.
“I’m sorry, Son, I guess I’m starting you off a little rough, but
please remember, I haven’t been a master for almost four years
now,” Master Earl said.
“I’m not complaining, Master, I wanted to please you, but I knew I
wasn’t going to make it unless I could remember what David taught
me. All of a sudden a hand appeared out of nowhere and grabbed my
soul or that part of me which can leave my body and pulled me into
the room. It was David. It was so good to see him. He told me he
was dead, but he wasn’t going to desert me because I saved his
life. If I hadn’t he never would have found the one true love of
his life, and for that, he would always be grateful. He didn’t
tell me about you, Master. I guess he thought we’d figure it out.
Then it was David who listened to me last night. He was buffed out
to the max. Damn, he looked good, but he didn’t tell me he was
David. He didn’t tell me his name, but I knew I knew him,” I
related to them.
By this time we were sitting on the deck, I was leaning up against
Master Earl. He slipped his arms around me with his hands resting
in my lap. “I forgot something,” I said.
“What’s that, Beau?” Master Earl asked.
“Wes said for you to go to your desk. Open the pencil drawer near
the top, feel along the left hand side, and there you will feel a
button. Press it and a secret drawer will open. You’ll find some
things for both of us in the drawer,” I replied.
Excited we followed Master Earl to his office. With the pencil
drawer pulled out Master Earl felt up underneath. “It’s here, I
can feel it. Here goes,” he said. Master Earl pressed the button
and a drawer popped open right under the top of the desk. You
wouldn’t know it was there it was so well disguised. In the drawer
was two envelopes with Master Earl’s name hand printed on each as
Officer & Master Earl D. Shaw. He held the envelopes up for me
to see.
“Does the title ring a bell, Beau?” he asked.
“Sweet Jesus!” I exclaimed softly, “Officer Master.”
“We’ll explain later,” Master said to Billy and Oscar.
The two envelopes to Master Earl were marked differently. One had
no instructions which we assumed could be opened now. The second
said to only be opened in the presence of Master Jeb Henshaw.
There was an envelope addressed to Master Jeb Henshaw. There was a
letter size envelope and a larger one that felt like it contained
a small book. My complete name Andrew Beaureguard James Jr. was
hand printed in David/Wes’s handwriting. I ripped open the
envelope and pulled a book out. It was a hand written chapbook of
poetry entitled “Slave Songs.” I taught David to write poetry in
Nam, and he started a journal there, but this was remarkable. It
far surpassed his teacher. The words were liquid metaphors that
jumped off the page as I silently read several of the cantos.
“Gentlemen, this is the stuff of a quiet genius,” I declared. Most
of it was extremely personal and related to Master Earl. He was
moved to tears by a couple of simple lines which referred to him
as being the keeper of Wes’ soul. Billy and Oscar were fit to be
tied.
“Do you men realize the ramifications of all this?” Billy
exclaimed.
I looked at him and asked, “Why do you think you’re here, Billy?”
I asked.
“What do you mean, Beau?” Billy asked bemused.
“You’re here to be an observer. Would you believe this if you
hadn’t been here to witness it? I can’t believe you’re here by
accident, so logic dictates you have a greater role to play in all
of this. Were you and Oscar close to Wes?” I asked.
“We were very close. He shared many things with Oscar and me. To
play any kind of role right now with you and Master Earl, couldn’t
make me happier. I’ve become so staid since George died. I don’t
know what to do with myself. When you have a master to tell you
everything to do for forty years, you miss his direction. I never
had to think for myself. All I had to do was work on my body, take
care of George, and pleasure him the best I could. Aside from
bodybuilding, it's the only thing in my life I every really did
well, and it’s only because he had the patience to take a kid off
the streets of Hollywood with no future and train him how to
please him. I knew what I was getting into. He never lied to me.
He was always up front with me. I miss him terribly,” Billy said
and started to cry. Oscar and I were comforting him.
“I mentioned to you a while ago I didn’t think our meeting was a
fluke," I encouraged and consoled Billy, "I think we’ve come
together for a reason. It’s too perfect, you being my childhood
hero and meeting today. What are the chances or the odds of that
happening? They odds must be astronomical against such a thing.
What are the chances Master Earl’s deceased slave was my buddy and
lover in Nam? David or Wes was the only man I ever shared your
picture with, Billy. He had to know there was a connection. What
are the chances I met Master Jeb? Spookier yet, is meeting Master
Earl. He pulled me over for speeding on my bike, then ended up
escorting me to Master Jeb’s with flashing lights, siren blaring,
and the whole nine yards.
“I used to think we had free will. I still do. Except now, I'm
convinced that friends, loved ones, and relatives watch over us
and are capable of guiding us in certain directions toward goals
they feel would be good for us. We still have the choices to say
‘yea’ or ‘nay’ but we may be more highly influence by the spirits
of loved ones than anyone may have suspected. It all seems too
neat. It’s bringing all the parts of the puzzle together, but it
seems to be nailing home a point maybe I’m missing or don’t want
to see.”
“Well, Hell, maybe it’s because I’m the simplest one here, but it
seems obvious to me. He loved the two of you, and wanted you to be
together. So far he’s done pretty damn well, I’d say,” Oscar
allowed.
“Then what about self-will and two people falling in love without
help?” I asked Billy.
“Don’t look a gift horse in the mouth, Beau,” Oscar continued,
“Wes, if you’re listening, I like mine about six-four, doesn’t
have to be good looking or rich, just demanding as Hell with a
very large whip, and a comfortable cock who’s only dream or goal
in life is to fuck a eunuch to death,” he spoke to an unseen
friend. We laughed. Oscar was funny but partially serious.
Billy continued, “I lived as a total slave to a man who made every
decision for me and him. Thank God I had the sense to let him. I
wouldn’t be anybody today with out George. He left me well off and
able to do anything I please. Free will? No thanks, I’d rather
have my master back telling me what to do,” Billy added, “I’m
sometimes miserable without him. If it wasn’t for Master Earl,
Master Jeb, and several others, Oscar and I would have done a
“Thelma and Louise” and driven off a cliff somewhere long ago,”
Billy lamented.
“Well, you guys looked after me when Wes was killed, so it works
out,” Master Earl said, “I’ll never forget what our family did for
me. I’d like Beau to experience our family that way, too. I don’t
think Jeb has told him too much about the family, and maybe it’s
best I don’t, ‘cause he enters training under Jeb in three weeks.”
“Oh, Beau, I wish I were you and could go through slave training
again. I was one of Master Jeb’s first group of slaves he trained,
and let me tell you, don’t resist the man. You’ll fall so deep in
love with him, you’ll think your heart is going to brake when you
have to say goodbye, but you’ll survive. You’ll never stop loving
the man. As time goes by, you’ll realize you never really
said goodbye. He’s a constant influence on your life. I have never
stopped loving him,” Billy said
“Me either,” Oscar echoed.
“Count me in on that one,” Master Earl agreed.
“Is Beau going to be put on the market or have you issued a claim
for him to be sold directly to you?” Oscar asked.
“I haven’t felt Jeb out yet. Hell, Beau and I only met about a
week ago. It feels like I’ve know him half my life, though, but we
really haven’t had time to sort out the details. I know better
than to interfere with Jeb’s training. Beau contracted to enter
training the same day I gave him a ticket for speeding on his
bike. I wouldn’t issue a claim for Beau as it’s Jeb’s intention to
put him on the market. It wouldn’t be good ethics for me to
explore that option. To be honest, I wouldn’t really like to think
about claiming Beau until he finishes training,” Master Earl
replied. Oscar and Billy agreed.
“I know too many masters who thought they could train their own
slave, and to Hell with buying one. Wrong move. They have to be
trained by an impartial third party who lays out the non-variable
basics for them. Then, when a master buys them, he can add his own
discipline and training to further mold the slave to be what he
needs. By training, they are forever imprinted by Jeb’s
teaching and guidance. Jeb's training is like and operating system
for a computer. As you know, it’s powerful and remains with a
slave all his life. Just as they are, Jeb’s slaves, fresh out of
training can be a joy for any man who buys one even if he doesn’t
want to spend too much time training them himself. You go to any
function the family has, and you can immediately tell the
self-trained slaves as opposed to a third party approach like
Jeb’s. He says Beau is the last one. He’s retiring after Beau. He
said he was only taking Beau because he felt he was special, a
natural,” Master Earl said.
“Who will do the training then?” Oscar asked.
“I believe Jeb is planning to train Big Jim Johnson, Wes’ uncle,
to be the family’s new Dungeon Master,” Master Earl replied.
“I’ve heard he’s bringing a couple other trainers along. The only
problem is they’re masters and he insists they go through the same
training as the slaves to understand what they must teach and what
they must not teach," Billy said.
“Sounds reasonable to me, but then I’m a slave,” Oscar said.
“You’re right, Oscar, and I’ll tell you why his approach is good
and reasonable," Master Earl said, "Remember the trip I took to
Europe several years before I met Wes? I was just a hit and miss
top, not knowing what I wanted out of a slave or why. Well, I
didn’t go to Europe. I entered Master Jeb’s training as a slave
for three months. I asked him to train me as a master. He refused.
He told me the only way I would become a good master, to learn
what I needed as a master, what I wanted and what I didn’t want,
was to take his training as a slave for three months. He insisted
I must learn to see through the eyes of a slave to become a
competent master. I’ll tell you this, if I hadn’t gone through
with it, I would never have been able to handle Wes, nor this
young man. I never told Wes and this is the first time I’ve told
anyone because of stupid fears of people not understanding.
"I know who I am. I know what I want, and I know what I need, but
I couldn’t say that fifteen years ago unless I submitted to Master
Jeb. And, yes, when he and I are alone together, out of a deep
love and respect for him, I call him ‘Master Jeb.’ I know he loves
me. He’s never told me, but he’s proven it many times. I think
he's proud of me as a master. He's deferred to me on several
contentions within the family because he felt my position was
correct. He asks my opinion on many issues. He doesn’t always
follow my advice, but I’m flattered he asks. That being said, I
don’t have the least fear of Beau having any negative thoughts
about my admission. He would still consider being my slave, right
Son?” Master Earl asked.
“That’s a rhetorical question isn’t it, Master, because you
already know the answer?” I replied.
“Yes, I do, Slave,” he said. Master Earl grabbed me and
hugged me. Billy and Oscar smiled at us.
“What about me, Beau, now that you know the guy you jacked off to
all those years didn’t have a cock and balls when those pictures
were taken, would you still want to spend a night in his arms?”
Billy asked.
“More than ever, Billy, with my master's permission, of course.
Name the night, and I still wouldn’t have to go to heaven after
that. Look at you. I don’t know your age, but the bod is still
there, and if you think I’m shit’n you throw you’re ass into a
bed, get Master’s permission, and I’m yours for the evening. I’d
do anything to or for you. Not to leave Oscar out I’d spend
the next evening with him, master willing,” I said. Billy and
Oscar couldn’t get their arms around me fast enough.
“Now, it’s my turn to ask, Billy, may I?” I asked.
“Of course you can, Silly,” he replied. I looked at Master Earl
and he gave me an okay permission nod, a smile, and a wink.
“I saw you ask Earl’s permission, Slave,” Billy said teasing, “I
think the handsome slave-boy’s smitten Oscar,” he teased. I
laughed as I began to feel his smooth front. It was so hot.
“Beau, that’s the best compliment I’ve had since your last one,”
he said. Everyone laughed at me blushing because my dick was
sticking straight out and dripping.
“You can always tell if a man is lying to you that way,” Oscar
said. I felt underneath Billy, my cock getting harder, and
scratched lightly. Billy went nuts but wouldn’t move away.
I stopped and he looked at me, my dick, and turned to Earl.
“Please, Master Earl, consider letting your slave keep his. His
package is so very handsome,” Billy said.
“We haven’t even discussed it, but I would guess Beau has a pretty
good fix on me. He knows, first of all, I won’t accept any more
slave clauses in a contract. It will be in our contract that it’s
my right to have any body modifications I see fit except limb
amputations and shit like that. Furthermore, I make no promises
one way or another. You wouldn’t buy a pet and sign a clause that
says, even though you own him, you may not have him neutered.
That’s his owner’s decision, not his. I feel the same way about
Master/slave contracts. If I pay to purchase another man who has
agreed to total slavery then he’s given up that right. I’ve
thought this out, and I make no apologies for my convictions.
“Others may feel differently. That’s fine, they're free to live
their lives the way that’s best for them, but if I buy him that
decision becomes mine. However, I will be honest with my new
slave. I will tell him not to acknowledge my claim if he has a
problem with it. I may take him the first night and have
everything removed, but if I do, I don’t expect to hear any
whimpering or ‘Kings-X’ from him because it will not be a game. If
I want it done, it will be done even over his protest. He can hate
me or thank me later, but it will be done. I may choose not to,
but he shouldn’t gamble on my goodness. I might wake up some
morning, look at him, and think, ‘He doesn’t need those anymore. I
think I’ll have them removed today,' and it will be done. As you
know, I have a side that can be very demanding. He’ll know it’s a
possibility when and if he decides to acknowledge my claim. That
point has become a stumbling block for a lot of Master/slave
relationships. It won’t be with us.
“I’m very fond of Beau, but he knows I won’t be swayed to
reconsider my position. If I make a claim for him, and he decides
to acknowledge my claim there will absolutely be no
misunderstanding. By acknowledging my claim he is, in essence,
saying to me I give my complete trust to you, along with my body,
to become your possession. You own me body and soul. If that’s
understood, then he must also understand he will trust me in all
things. Otherwise, it’s meaningless for me to call myself his
master, or at best we become lovers and Master/slave in name only.
I can find that in any leather bar in L.A.; I don’t need to pay
money for it. Beau will know if it comes to be, he will be my
property. Just like my truck, bike, or any other possession. I
can’t and won’t have it any other way. It’s also not fair to him.
If he’s seeking control over his life through consensual slavery,
don’t play at it, do it, and graciously accept the consequences.
"I think I know Beau well enough already to know he won’t have any
problem with it. He’s coming to realize for the emotional
stability and the guidance he’s looking for, he’ll settle for
nothing less in a master than one who assumes total control. He’ll
trust me in all things. Likewise, I learned from Jeb’s training, I
have an unwritten responsibility to him. I would never take him to
the dungeon when I was angry with him. I would never consider
having him neutered because I wanted to get back at him or to use
as a weapon of fear. I learned from Jeb a slave most wants to
serve his master from pride, joy, love, and praise, not fear,”
Master Earl said.
I was so stunned by Master Earl’s strength of convictions, every
fear I might have entertained about the issue vanished, and I fell
to his feet and kissed each boot. “If you had your contract in
your hand, I’d gladly sign it right now, Master, with Billy and
Oscar as your witnesses if you found me worthy to claim. I’d
acknowledge your claim proudly and have no problem signing your
contract. My body and my life will be given over to your complete
trust. I’ll transfer my control to your ownership. I don’t want
anyone to ever say Beau is not truly your property. If losing my
genitals is the proof you need to show the world, then have it
done with my blessing. I haven't had time to think how I
might feel if the subject came up, but I’m glad it did. You’re
beginning to know me pretty well.
"You’re correct, Master. With you, I wouldn’t consider entering
your service under any other circumstances. Until this moment, I
never considered the passion of these relationships. Now, I
realize to be content in a relationship with you, I must give you
total control, and nothing less. Not only for your sake but for
mine as well. I am dead serious about becoming your total slave,
and your strong position tells any slave, it’s not a game with
you. If you need proof of my sincerity, I will expect to lose them
the first night. I’ll understand it's to be done for no other
reason than you require it and want it done. I won’t expect or
need further explanation. It will be enough for your slave to know
it pleases you. If you want them, I understand, you paid for the
entire package, they’re yours to take.
"There will be neither whimpering nor begging for you to
reconsider. I will go proudly under the knife and cope with the
loss in good spirits. I would display neither anger nor hatred
toward you for your decision. Furthermore, if you decide it’s to
be done, I don’t expect you to discuss it with me before hand.
It’s your decision, and I don’t need to know. Besides, if you
schedule to have it done with no word to me, it says to me you
feel comfortable enough with our agreement and your role of
ownership you feel free, with no guilt, to order me to submit
willingly without further discussion. So you know, now, and you
won’t have to explain it to me again, I will sign a contract with
no misunderstanding, that you very well may want to have my cock
and balls removed," I said.
I kissed each of his boots again to seal my statement. Master Earl
pulled me up to his face and kissed me passionately. “Beau, if I
wanted them this minute, you would lay across the table and hand
me the knife,” he said with conviction.
“Yes, Master, I would,” I replied. Oscar and Billy clapped and
yelled, “Well done, Slave-boy, well done. A natural if we ever saw
one,” they allowed.
Perhaps I was a natural slave. I meant everything I said to Master
Earl, and I would sign his contract to be his slave tomorrow. I
looked into his eyes, and they were watering up. “Masters don’t
cry, Master Earl,” I said joking.
“The Hell they don’t, Oscar said, “The real ones do; the wannabes
don’t.”
“How long will you be in training, Beau?” Billy asked.
“I don’t really know. Master Jeb told me he wouldn’t put me up for
sale until I come to him and tell him I’m ready. I don’t know,” I
replied.
“Took me three months,” Billy said.
“Took me four months," Oscar said, "but I had some major
hang-ups.”
“Beau, do you want to take this letter to Master Jeb?” Master Earl
asked.
“I will if you want me to, sir, but I feel it might be better if
you presented him with it. I may need a little back up here to be
creditable,” I said.
“That’s a good point, Son. I think I’ll call and have him over for
breakfast tomorrow morning. You guys are staying over, right?”
Master Earl asked Billy and Oscar.
“Are you kidding? And miss what’s gonna’ happen next? Not on your
life, Master. Yes, we’ll be staying, if we have to sleep in the
car,” Billy said.
“Is Beau always this full of surprises, Master Earl?” Oscar asked.
“So far he’s averaged two every four hours,” he replied. Everyone
laughed, “and we still haven’t told you about last night,” Master
Earl added.
I opened my envelope and there was a letter to me and a photo. The
photo was a duplicate of the one I passed around earlier. I read
the letter out loud.
Dear Beau,
If you’re reading this, I’ve probably passed on. Here’s a
chapbook of my poetry. It’s my gift to you for having taught me
the craft. I’ve never shown it to anyone, not even my master. Do
with it as you will. They are very personal and are about two
people, you and my master. This letter was in a secret drawer in
his desk he didn’t know about. I’ve left a letter with
information about the hidden drawer with Master Jeb Henshaw with
instructions not to divulge this information until you’ve had a
chance to explore your need for control in a master/slave
relationship.
Don’t hate me for suggesting you need to find out about
that part of your personality. Take a good look at my master and
ask yourself if you could serve and live your life to please a
man like him. He needs someone like you, and you need someone
exactly like him. Show him this letter, and both of you sit down
and talk. He was the love of my life, and I wanted to make sure
he has some happiness if I’m gone.
He was wonderful to me, but I wasn’t really a good slave
for him. He’s a big handsome man, and as you know I’m a runt. I
was an emotional cripple, and he patiently nursed my soul back
to health. I would trust him with my life. I would certainly
trust him with one of the sweetest loves of my life, and that
would be you.
I've never been able to tell him I love him. I can write it
in a letter, but I can’t tell him to his face; although, he's
the greatest love of my life. It never mattered to him, he loved
me unconditionally. Beau, you’re capable of great unconditional
love. That’s what it takes to be a good slave. I know you loved
me and it was always unconditionally. Who could help love you?
You'll do anything for anyone who needs you, and all I ever saw
you ask in return is appreciation and respect.
With Master Earl you’ll have that and so much more; your
cake and eat it, too. You'll find he is the answer for your
almost pathological need to serve. Become his slave, Beau, and
you will become his prize, I know. I loved you, and I know he
will, too. Before you can give yourself to him or acknowledge
his claim, you must first learn to become a slave. It won’t take
you long, because I’m sure you're a natural. You were born to
serve.
You’ll learn more about that later. Ask Master Earl’s
friend, Billy. Ask Master Earl, he will put you in touch with
our family’s slave trainer, Master Jeb. He’s a wonderful man,
and I still love him very much. Take his training, acknowledge
Master Earl’s claim for you if he finds you worthy to become his
slave, and begin a new life. A new way of living. You won’t be
sorry you did.
I’ll never be far from you. Thank you for my life. I will
always love you, your brother,
David (Wes)
I broke down again, and there wasn’t a dry eye in the room. Master
Earl opened his letter and passed it to Billy to read aloud. He
said he didn’t think he could show as much strength as I did
reading mine. I took it from him and began to read.
My Dearest Master, owner, keeper of my heart, caretaker of my
soul, possessor of my love (Yes, all of those things.)
If you’re reading this I’ve probably passed on. I haven’t
left you by any choice of my own, please, believe that. Neither
would I ever consider breaking my sacred bond to you. You have
been the single most important person in my adult life. I love
you like I have loved no other. Funny, I can write it, but I
wonder if I’ll ever be able to say it to you.
I’ve come to an understanding of why and will explain later
in this letter. You patiently overlooked that inadequacy in me.
You knew from the night you took me to dinner I fell in love
with you. You were so good looking, I could hardly say anything
all evening. I thought anything I might say would sound stupid.
I told you that shit about not being for you so I wouldn’t be
disappointed when you didn’t make a claim for me.
Then to my amazement you did. Me, who had nothing to offer
a man who had everything. I thought, 'Well, he just wants me for
a domestic slave, but I’ll try to please him.' Then, when I came
to live with you, I fell more in love with you, but it seemed
like I couldn’t do enough for you to notice me. I wanted to be
happy being your domestic slave, but I was weak. I got so
lonely. That’s why I was crying myself to sleep every night.
The greatest single moment in my life was when you motioned
for me to share your bed that night. It was an act of supreme
compassion. It was an act of love. Your love has been
unconditional, and for that, I love you even more. There is none
other like you. There is, however, someone I want you to try to
find for both of us.
You remember me speaking of my buddy in Vietnam? His name
is Andrew Beaureguard James, Junior. I don’t think I told you
how we met but Beau cut me out of a cage the Cong were holding
me in and helped me and six other guys escape to a nearby cave.
He saved our lives. I was so afraid that night, he held me,
comforted me, and we ended up making the sweetest love in front
of six other guys.
They never said a word. We didn’t hold back either. Beau
fucked the snot out of me while they watched. It was almost like
they were grateful for the entertainment. They beat off
while we were 'plunged into a vortex of unmentionable passion.'
(Read that one time in one of those fifty cent fuck books.)
We finally got back to our division, but it took us about a
month. A lot happened to demoralize us, but Beau was strong for
all of us. He wouldn’t listen to complaining or negative talk.
We were going to make it, or he was going to beat the holy shit
out of each of us. (He could have, too.) We almost became more
afraid of Beau than we were Charlie. He singlehandedly carried
our platoon leader on his back and later dragged him on a
makeshift stretcher for forty-two miles back to our camp behind
enemy lines. He knew what he was doing. He assumed control and
got us back safely. Every man who was with us fell in love with
him and me. No one questioned our love. They all defended and
protected us. To them, it seemed like the only thing that made
an iota of sense in that Hell hole was our love. I still love
him, Master. It doesn’t diminish the love I have for you. You
know that anyway. My point in all this is Beau is meant to be
your next slave.
Don’t mourn for me too long. It hurts me to think you
might. You have so much to give and even more to demand of a
really fine slave. I was so blinded by your beauty, I was
bananas most of the time. I apologize for not being a better
slave. In my defense, you spoiled me rotten. If I don’t make it
to heaven it will be okay. My time with you was enough to
sustain my soul for an eternity. My greatest wish is for you to
find another slave who will bring you the dedication and
admiration you so richly deserve. That’s why you must find Beau.
He has the heart and soul of a slave. I have seen him do things
for the least of men, and all he asked is their appreciation and
respect.
He has been highly decorated for bravery. He was and is
embarrassed by such. I don’t think he realizes his deep need to
serve others will never bring him happiness until he understands
where he belongs. In my humble opinion he should belong to a
good master. You’re that master, sir. He belongs by your side. A
strong loving heart, a lovable clown, and a more tender,
understanding, giving man you will never find. You were the
physical and emotional pinnacle of love for me in this life;
however, for your sake, I must tell you, Beau, was the most
tender, gentle, sweetest love I’ve ever known. I know you will
feel the same about him.
If you find Beau, please introduce him to Master Jeb. He
will show him the way. I have also left Master Jeb information
about Beau, and know in my gut, my judgment of Beau being a
natural born slave will turn Master Jeb into a bloodhound. I’ve
also explained to him why I want him to look for Beau. It’s for
you. He may find him before you do, but if you ever loved me,
and I have no doubt, please, Master, make an effort. You won’t
be sorry you did.
There are a couple of things I have purposely left undone
will be taken care of by Master Jeb. The other envelope is for
you, but please surrender it to Master Jeb until certain things
come to pass. Please honor my memory and grant me this
indulgence, Master. It is for you and Beau I spin my web.
I know it’s possible to grieve for someone a long time. I
won’t be so indelicate to suggest not to morn for me, but there
will come a time when you must set grief aside. I want,
with all my heart, for you and Beau to bond in a master/slave
relationship. To do that, you must let me go of me. If it comes
to pass, there will be no containing my spirit. I will dance all
over God’s heaven, that is, if he needs a slightly spoiled
slave.
Beau once criticized a poem of mine and said “Brevity,
brevity, brevity! See how much you can say with the least amount
of words. It’s not the words you put into the poem that makes it
sing, it’s the ones you leave out.” I have rewritten this letter
four times, and it can’t be more brief to say what I want to
say. I just hope you can see the love coming through the words.
I can write to you of the great love I have for you, but
telling you is almost impossible for me. You have forgiven me a
thousand times for it when I know there were tender moments you
really needed to hear it. God, as my witness, my wonderful
Master, I felt it and wanted to shout the words, but they
wouldn’t come. The harder I tried the more difficult it became;
so, you needed this letter to confirm what you already know.
There was a conflict within me because of the clause I stupidly
insisted be in your contract. To tell you I loved you meant, I
was, for that moment, your equal, to impress you of the
importance, to me, of the words. I really didn’t think it out.
My greatest fear after we bonded was for even one moment,
the length of time to utter the words, I would not be your
slave. I never wanted to ever consider for even that length of
time I wasn’t your slave. I came to realize and accept I was not
your equal by choice, and I was so grateful for having made the
choice I couldn’t betray it for a moment.
That’s what you mean to me, Master. I could write the words
I love you a hundred times, but it will never express the love
my story tells. In my heart, I will always be your slave. I know
you feel the same, but there is much room in your big, strong
heart to share your life with another.
Have Beau read you some of my poems some quite evening.
They are unabashed love poems for the both of you, and you know
what? I did trust you, Master. It took great strength and love
to order me to do that. You turned my life around and taught me
to stop feeling sorry for myself. I’m grateful to you for that,
and you never gave me reason to doubt you for a moment. I’m
still your humble and loving slave.
Please Master, forgive me for leaving you. I will always
love you, your slave forever,
Wes
Everyone was dead quite for several minutes, and then, we all
broke down again, almost at the same time. We had been through an
emotional ringer. We needed to get away from the heaviness.
“Master could I have your permission to get drunk?” I asked
joking.
“Only, if we can join you,” he replied.
Everyone laughed and we went to the kitchen for another drink.
Master Earl excused himself to call Master Jeb to invite him to
breakfast the following morning. I was left to talk with Billy and
Oscar who were agog with what happened and the content of Wes’
letters. How could he have planned this? And, there was a good
possibility it may damn well come true.
Master Earl dialed Jeb’s number. “Hello,” Jeb answered.
“Good evening, Jeb. This is Earl Shaw calling.”
“It’s good to hear your voice, young man. How’s my favorite
graduate?” Jeb asked and laughed.
“Thank you for that, Master Jeb. I’m fine. I haven’t been better
in a while.”
“You know, of all people, I am thrilled to hear you say that, Earl
D., but tell me, Son, what has brought you such joy?” Jeb chided.
“Well, for one, a wonderful, handsome young man who is humble,
courteous, I could go on with enough good words to sound like the
definition of a boy scout, who makes me laugh and has a big heart,
the heart of a natural slave,” Earl said.
“I’d say that pretty well sums up my new initiate, Beau,” Jeb
said.
“Thank you for allowing him to come here this weekend. It has
meant a great deal to me. I’m grateful,” Earl replied.
“I thought you might find him interesting," Jeb said.
“Interesting? The kid's had me on an emotional roller coaster
since he got here, but none of it was his fault,” Earl said.
“Not to be indelicate, but I might guess you’re both exorcising
some ghosts,” Jeb said.
“Yes, sir, we are, but the ghost won, and I can’t say I’m sorry.
Its been a great release you must hear about. That’s why I’m
calling, to invite you to brunch tomorrow around eleven, if your
free.”
“I’d enjoy that. Can I bring anything?” Jeb asked.
“Just your sexy body,” Earl replied.
“By your command, Master Shaw,” Jeb said laughing.
“Billy and Oscar are here for the evening. They’ve had a front row
seats on this emotional roller coaster ride, and they would love
to see you. So would Beau and I. We have some very strange,
but wonderfully miraculous things to tell you.”
“That Beau and Wes were lovers in Vietnam?” Jeb asked.
“Damn, you knew all along,” Earl replied and laughed.
“Yes, Earl, but I was sworn to secrecy until certain things
happened, and I knew from your hedging they have. It will be
wonderful to finally talk with you about it,” Jeb said.
“I should have known the master of us all would know, and you know
I have no problem with it. Things are evolving as they should. I
don’t want to rush anything.”
“We’ll talk tomorrow, Son. Thanks for calling, and thanks for your
gracious invitation. I'll look forward to it,” Jeb said.
“Good night, Master.”
“Good night, my fellow Master. Sleep well with your new slave
tonight.”
“Thank you, Jeb,” Earl said quietly.
Earl put the phone down and stopped for a minute. He thought how
fortunate he was to have a friend like Jeb. He was once
embarrassed to have anyone know he went through slave training,
although Jeb never told a soul. 'Your greatest fear was not that
someone would find out you went through it, you were afraid they
would find out you enjoyed it, and fell in love with Master Jeb
like any other slave. I’m not afraid any more to admit I still
love him,' Earl thought to himself. Master Earl returned to the
kitchen where we were well on our way to happy time. He looked
thoughtful yet relieved.
“How is Master Jeb?” Billy asked.
“He’s fine. He’ll be joining us tomorrow for brunch,” Earl
replied.
“Something wrong, Master?” I asked.
“Well, things keep getting stranger and stranger. I told him we
had some miraculous things to tell him and he answered, ‘That Beau
and Wes were lovers in Vietnam?’”
There were noticeable gasps from the three of us.
“Then according to the letter to you from Wes, Master Earl, he set
Master Jeb on the trail looking for Beau,” Oscar deduced.
“That means Master Jeb and my meeting was not random," I said, "He
came to the bar looking for me. I remember the door boy told me a
mature fine looking gentleman was asking about me.”
“Is that upsetting to you, Beau?” Billy asked.
“Not in the least. As a matter of fact, I’m deeply moved someone,
Wes, or Master Jeb, thought enough of me to drop their nets to
find me. I’m overwhelmed and flattered,” I replied.
“I’m glad to hear that,” Billy said.
“Beside the result would be the same either way. I feel more
certain every day I’m making the right decision, and after my time
with Master Earl it’s almost chiseled in granite,” I said.
“Are you tired, Slave-boy?” Master Earl asked putting his arms
around me and kissing me on the forehead.
“I’m emotionally exhausted,” I said laying my head on his big
chest.
“How would you like to retire with your master and relax in his
arms?” Master Earl asked.
“That sounds wonderful, Master, but we have guest to think about,”
I reminded him.
“We’re going to bed, too, Beau, so don’t worry about us. Which
bedroom, Master?” Oscar asked.
“You guy bunking together? There’s enough bedrooms for separate.
Two upstairs, one larger down.”
“We’ll camp in the two uppers, if that’s all right?” Billy asked.
“There are clean sheets on the beds and towels in the night
stands. Have a good night, and we’re glad you’re here,” Master
Earl replied.
“Thanks, Master Earl, we wouldn’t have missed this for the world.
I would wish you a good night, but why carry coals to Newcastle,”
Oscar said then laughed. We hugged each other and Master Earl took
me by my leash and gently led me to his bed. We got to the
bedroom, and I was a vegetable. He went to take my collar off, but
I asked if he would mind leaving it on. He kissed me and said he
would.
“Now take off your boots and chaps,” he said. I didn’t respond. He
dropped to his knees in front of me, put one of my heavy boots on
his upper leg, and started undoing them. I became aware of what he
was doing and got embarrassed.
“No, Master, please, I can do that,” I said.
“Quiet, Slave! Sit there and let your Master take your boots off,”
he replied.
“Yes, Master,” I said. Tears started running down my face. “I’m
sorry, Master.”
“Listen to me, Slave, that’s enough! Stop that! You haven’t failed
me. I’m doing something for you because I choose to, and will from
time to time. You need my help right now. I may be rusty as a
master, but I know how to be humane,” he said quietly. He had my
boots off, stood me up, and took off my chaps. Master Earl snapped
his fingers at the bed, and I instantly hit the position. He held
a towel in his hand, popped out my plug, and made sure I was
clean.
“Get in bed, Son, I’m going to check on our guest, and I’ll be
right back,” he said.
“Yes, Master,” I replied.
Master Earl returned after a few minutes, and I watched the most
beautiful man in the world slowly undress in front of me. When he
was naked, I marveled at how he could looked more beautiful
without clothes. If it happens, losing my genitals would be a
small price to pay to be owned by the most handsome man on the
West Coast. I found myself thinking about how it might feel. As
long as I could please him, what the Hell did I care. He crawled
into bed next to me and invited me into his arms. It was an
invitation I couldn’t refuse.
“If every day is like this one, Slave, there will never be a dull
moment,” he said with a smile.
“I hope not, Master,” I replied as I reached up to kiss him under
his chin.
“Beau, I’m really taken with you. Oh, fuck that! I’m falling in
love with you. I never was one to beat around the bush,” he said.
“You amaze me, Master,” I replied.
“How’s that, boy?” he asked.
“You’re not afraid to lay it on the line and neither am I. I know
where I stand with you, and I don’t have to second guess. So you
don’t have to second guess me, I’m very much in love with you.
What I said earlier in front of Oscar and Billy, I meant. If you
make a claim for me, I will acknowledge it with absolutely no
reservations or hesitation, understanding and accepting your
contract as presented for me to sign,” I said.
“Then, you’re telling me, you would accept my claim and become my
slave?” he asked.
“Yes, Master, I would, in a heartbeat,” I replied.
“I have faith it will happen. You know what you need, slave?”
Master Earl asked kissing me behind the ear.
“Yes, sir, I do. I know what would really relax me right now,” I
replied.
“I’d be happy to relax you, Slave-boy. I could use a little bit of
relaxing, myself. How about a long, slow, deep, gentle fucking?”
he asked with a grin.
“I’d sure appreciate it, Master. It always makes me feel better to
have you inside of me. Let me get around here to get some spit on
you,” I said and started lathering him up, smelled the leather he
was wearing, and his clean male perspiration. I got carried away
and cleaned his hairy balls. They tasted so good, I almost
couldn’t stop, but I knew he needed my butt. I spit some more on
his beautiful cock, and returned to my position in front of him.
He didn’t ask if I was ready; he took control and took my ass in
one strong swift stroke; the only way a master should take his
slave. Damn, this was the icing on the cake. He was true to his
word and gave his slave the sweetest long, slow, deep fucking I
ever had.
We heard whispering and Master turned away from me and spoke. “Are
you boys lost, have a bad dream, or just want to watch?” he asked.
“Oh, Hell, he caught us. Be honest with him, Billy,” Oscar said.
“We just wanted to watch for a minute,” Billy said.
“Well, come on in, make yourselves comfortable, and watch me fuck
my slave,” Master Earl replied.
“You’re a good master, Master Earl,” Oscar said.
“I can see Beau doesn’t mind either,” Billy said and giggled.
“Damn!” I exclaimed, “My cock gives me away every time,” I said.
“Feeling all right, Son?” Master Earl asked me.
“Better than all right, sir, you feel terrific inside me. Could
you give me a couple more of them good, long slow deep ones,
Master? They really relax your slave,” I said.
“Glad to slave. This fuck’s for you tonight, anyway,” he replied.
Billy and Oscar set on the floor to get the best view of Master
Earls big cock working slowly in my ass. Once in a while I would
push back with my hips and slide down the shaft on my own to meet
his gentle thrust.
“Well, Master Earl, I don’t think your going to have to do a Hell
of a lot of training with this one. Looks like he’s pretty good at
using his little man-hole,” Billy said.
“Billy, really?” Oscar said indignantly, “Just watch and enjoy.”
“You guys are welcome to watch, I’m not shy,” I said, “I’m so
proud to have Master Earl inside me he could erect bleachers and
sell tickets. He feels so good I wouldn’t mind anyone watching me
play catcher for him,” I said.
Master nuzzled me behind the neck. I forgot about Billy and Oscar
and allowed myself to drift on a gentle sea being lightly rocked
with the undulating motion of the waves. The next thing I knew I
woke up, and Oscar and Billy were gone. Master Earl was breathing
softly behind me with his dick still solidly lodged in my ass. I
didn’t want to wake him so I wiggled my butt down further onto
him. He awoke for a moment, took one long, slow, deep stroke in my
ass and nibbled on my ear. He locked his arms around me and sunk
it just a little deeper. I looked up and whispered, “I love you,
Master,” I whispered.
Master Earl hooked his square jaw on my shoulder and kissed me on
the cheek. He pulled almost all the way out and slowly sunk his
big tool all the way to the base. “What did that say to you,
Slave?” he asked quietly, gently nuzzling me behind my ear with
his bushy mustache.
“That my master loves his slave,” I replied.
“Exactly! I’ve fallen in love with my new slave. Now go to sleep,
boy.”
“Master?”
“Yes, Slave?”
“I hate to be a piggy, but could I have just one more, sir?" I
asked.
“Sure, Slave,” he replied.
“Oouu, aahh, thank you, sir,” I said.
“Good night, Son.”
“Good night, Master.”
End Chapter 6 ~ The Ties That Bind
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