THE TIES THAT BIND
By Waddie
Greywolf
Chapter 3 ~
Seven Days
Part I ~ Leaving Mt. Washington
Confutatis Maladictus ~ (horrible confusion) ~ Requiem Mass
Master Jeb released me from my bond. He put his big arms around me
and held me tight for a moment. He looked into my eyes to see if
my lights were on and spoke, “You got a lot to think about, Son. I
won’t add anything further to your confusion, but I must
congratulate you. You passed every test we gave you. I’m damn
proud of you, Son,” he said. Master Jeb held me in his arms,
hugged, and gently kissed me on the cheek.
‘Now, why did he have to say that?’ I thought, 'No one’s ever told
me they were proud of me for anything except him and, damn it, I
want to believe him. I’d like nothing better than to think of him
as my dad, and my dad just told me he was proud of me.’
“Thank you, Master Jeb. I appreciate you trying to help me, sir,”
I replied.
“You don’t have to call me ‘master’ now, Son. I’ve released you
from our agreement,” he reminded me.
“I know, Master Jeb,” I said without nuance and looking at my
boots. Jeb smiled to himself and shook his head.
“C’moan, boy, I’ll walk you out,” Big Jim said, putting his hand
on my butt to escort me in the direction of the door. We walked
out to the driveway where my bike was parked. I was going to get
on and go. I didn’t want to say anything that might compromise the
big man’s resolve. I stuck the key in, turned the gas petcock on,
put my boot on the crank getting ready to kick my bike, and felt a
massive hand grab me on my shoulder and spin me around. “Cut that
out, boy! Don't shut me out like that! To ignore a man what shared
a part of his soul with you this evening is tantamount to cutting
his balls off. That ain't the real you, Son. You ain't like that.
You ain't no Hollywood queen. Granted, you're a lost soul, a slave
looking for a master, but under the circumstances, whether I want
to or not, I just ain't gonna' be able to fill them boots for you.
You're also a strong minded, willful young man what needs to be
broken properly by a master with an iron fist wearing a velvet
glove. You will never be broken by force, but you can be taught
and led to serve another man through conditioning, strength,
patience, and love. Suck it up, Kid! Get over it! Now, get off
that damn bike for a minute,” Big Jim growled at me.
I didn’t have to obey the giant. I wasn’t under Master Jeb’s
agreement, but something told me I better. I set my bike on its
kick stand, threw my leg back and over, and stood in front of the
giant looking down at his boots. I couldn't look him in the face.
My spirit was crushed. He grabbed me pretty rough and pulled me to
him. “Don’t never play games with a master, Son, he’ll win every
time. He holds all the trumph cards. I know deep in your wounded
heart, after what we done shared, you wanna' kiss me goodbye.
Well, I got a news flash for ya,' young’un, your giant wants to
kiss you, too. Eat you pride, boy! Swallow your gall! Choke it
down, Son, but be gracious, and give your master what he asks of
you; a simple kiss!" he demanded.
Was this a test? Rip my heart out and then demand my affection?
How sick was that? I slowly put my arms around him. He reached
down to feel the big plug in my ass, took his fingers and pushed
on it to make sure it was secure. He instructed me to push back,
and I obeyed. He continued to hold me, but I wouldn’t look up at
him. I though if I did, he would surely know how bad I was hurting
inside. He gently placed his big paw under my chin and slowly
raised my head to his waiting mouth. He kissed me gently as he
cupped the back of my head with his enormous hand almost to insure
I didn’t pull away from him. Why was he doing this? He already
laid the law down to me, and I was trying to get away with some
shred of dignity. What sick game was he playing? This wasn’t
S&M. This was almost cruel and unusual punishment. Almost,
except for his kiss. It was an instant erection for old swinger in
his cage. It was the most bittersweet moment of my life; heavy on
the bitter. Was he trying to break my heart? I knew I had to get
out of there and fast, or I was going to lose it.
I had an enormous lump in my throat. I kept trying to swallow, but
it was lodged there and wouldn’t go away. Was this the pride or
the gall of which he spoke? How could I swallow both at once
without emotionally choking to death? I thanked him again for the
afternoon, but added I was tired and really must get home. I got
back on my bike. I felt heat rising in my body as I began to get
angry. Goddamn him, I went through Hell and back in Nam, and I
ain't afraid to stand up to the big bastard even if he does make
three of me. The situation as I saw it was like a one sided blow
job, and I was the fool on his knees. I cranked my bike to start
it, and it fired into action. He walked in front and looked at me
with the most forlorn look. I saw the sadness in his eyes like a
giant bear with a huge thorn in his paw. I could never turn away
from an animal in pain. I melted and forgot anything mean-spirited
or clever I was going to say. “Will you answer a question for me,
Master?” I asked quietly. He stepped to my side to hear me better
over the noise of the engine.
“If I can, boy,” he replied.
“It ain’t complicated,” I said, “it’s a simple yes or no question.
Think you can you handle it?” I asked.
“Don’t be disrespectful, boy. H'it ain't in yore' nature. Remember
your manners," he metaphorically slammed me to the mat and pinned
me.
“You're right, I had manners beat into me as a kid, but I’m from
the South, Master, where I was also taught respect is a two-way
street,” I countered.
"What’s your question, boy?" he asked with irritation, brushing
aside my answer as not worthy of a response.
“Do you believe in love at first sight?” I no sooner got the words
out when the lump in my throat prompted one stupid, mother-humping
tear to roll down my cheek. I was exposed like a deer caught in
the headlights. I might as well been standing in front of him
naked.
“I don’t believe in love anymore,” he answered gruffly as he
looked away into the distance. He slowly returned his gaze to me
hoping I wasn’t looking at him, but I was. I saw the flash in his
eyes, and he quickly averted my gaze. He lied to me. He also knew
I saw it. He knew there was no doubt in my mind, I caught him in a
lie. If that wasn’t bad enough, he began to blush bright red. I
looked away from him trying to regain some modicum of composure. I
studied the handle bars on my bike trying to think of something
profound to say, but I was in too much pain to think cleverly. I
knew it was time for Br'er Rabbit to run away. I just wanted to
find the nearest rabbit hole, pop down it, and pull it in after
me. I didn’t plan to say what I did next, but I think sometimes an
angel or them ancients themselves puts words in our mouths.
“You’re right, Jim. I'm convinced. Ain’t no doubt in my mind. You
win. I’ll admit, you hold all the cards; all, but one. You better
check your deck, Honcho. You’re only hold’n fifty-one cards. That
bald face lie you just done told me cost you your jack of hearts.
Give my cock and balls up for a man like you? Naw, thanks, but I
don’t think so. You didn’t do s'damn good with my heart. Why would
I trust a liar with the rest?” I asked. With that I gunned my
bike, slammed it into gear with my boot, and was off down the
street. I didn’t bother to wave or look back.
Big Jim stood for a moment, stunned, his mouth open, a half smile
on his face like he’d been cut down a notch, watching an angry
young man, a hurt young man, who wanted nothing more than to love
and serve him, disappear down the hill into the night. He felt
like a giant asshole. Why did he treat the kid that way? He prided
himself on being good to all people, and here he was being Mr.
Hard-nose bad-ass biker master. ‘You never could tell a lie and
get away with it. You fuck’n light up like gum-ball machine on a
patrol car, and everyone knows you’re lying,’ he thought to
himself, 'That kid is no exception. He’s the last one you should
be lying to. He ain’t no dummy. His mind is lit up in bight
lights. His brain has a direct line to his heart, and his heart to
his cock and butt-hole. You deserved what you got. Hell, he was
just trying to protect himself. He wasn’t the least bit
intimidated by you or your size. He saw a killer shot and went
directly for your heart. You made a stupid move, and he nailed
your big dumb ass to the barn door,' he chastised himself.
'Maybe it’s for the best. If the kid decides not to enter
training, then I don’t have to mask my true feelings for him. Or
worse, have my best friend become angry with me if he suspects I
got a major crush on the kid. Jeb’s not a man you want to anger or
go back on your word to him. Damn, I ain’t felt this bad since
Scout died. Could I really have walked into that room, seen the
boy with a belly full of piss and fallen in love with him? Naw, it
just don’t happen.
‘Who you trying to kid? You fell in love with Scout the minute he
got out from under that truck. You knew you didn’t want to live
another day without him by your side. Then why did you give Beau
the bit about looking you up? Were you trying to impress him with
your magnanimity just to get into his ass? No, no, damn it, I
could a’ had that anyway. There was something about him I wanted;
something I needed.
‘Well, you better give it up asshole. You alienated the kid. You
lied to him, and he knew it. He caught you in a bald face lie, and
you can’t handle it. The kid rode off with a major chunk of you
heart in his back pocket. You could lose your best friend if you
don’t get it together,’ he thought to himself. He shook his head
and laughed. ‘The little fucker nailed me to the wall. I like that
in him. Hell, I like me in him. No, I love me in him. Jeb’s right,
he’ll be a hard one to break, but when someone does, Sweet Jesus,
Mary, Joseph, what a slave he will make,’ the giant thought, and
chuckled to himself, ‘The scamp done cut my legs off at the knees
without raising his voice. Well done, boy,’ Big Jim thought to
himself, ‘Butch bottom my ass! He’s more like a Goddamn bulldog.
Bulldog Butch. Humm. He stood up to me and killed the giant
without firing a shot. Bulldog Butch, the giant killer,’ he
thought as he slowly walked into the house. He laughed again to
himself.
‘Be honest with yourself, old man, he killed you the first time
you laid eyes on him, and he continued killing you with his need
and hunger for you. He couldn’t drink your ugliness in fast
enough. You old romantic son of a bitch, you know you would’ve
claimed him for your slave right then and there if things were
different. Go on! Admit it to yourself! Be as big as your body for
once in your sorry life. You told him you may never find what you
had with Scout again. You knew it was a Goddamn lie the minute it
came out of your mouth. You were holding an equal or possibly
greater treasure in your arms. I guess the old bard on the Avon
was right, us mortals weave a lot of webs only to deceive
ourselves. Well, what the Hell are you gonna’ do about it, you
giant asshole? What you usually do? Nothing? Hoping it will take
care of itself? It will just resolve itself and go away?’
The huge man lumbered into the house, his shoulders slumped over
the way he did when he was a kid; embarrassed about his size and
height. He walked into the kitchen, grabbed a beer from the fridge
and returned into a small sitting room Jeb used as a communal
gathering/T.V. room off the main living room. It had the best view
in the house. It looked out across the lights of downtown Los
Angeles. He sat down in an overstuffed chair and began to drink
his beer.
Jeb came in to look for him. “You in here, Jim?” Jeb asked.
“Yeah, Jeb, I’m here,” he replied.
“Why you sitting in the dark?” Jeb asked.
“Enjoying the view and the lights. Calms my spirit,” Jim replied.
“Yeah, it is kinda peaceful, ain’t it? Mind if I join ya’?” Jeb
asked as he popped open his beer.
“‘Course not, Jeb, sit down. Take a load off,” Jim said.
The two men sat in silence for a while drinking their beer.
“Well?” Jeb asked.
“He’s a good kid,” Big Jim said with conviction, “He’s definitely
angry ‘bout some'um. He's got some bug up his butt, all bottled up
inside him, but he has a big heart and great deal of untapped love
to share with some lucky master. You amaze me, Bro, how you can
size ‘em up so quickly. He’s a butch bottom all right. Ain't no
doubt about it. He gives the term new dimensions. He weren’t
intimidated by me for a minute. My size didn’t strike the least
bit of fear in him. He took one look at me and knew where I lived,
not only my address, but the damn zip code as well,” Jim said.
Jeb laughed at Big Jim’s appraisal. “Yeah, he’s a bit of a
puzzle,” Jeb sighed deeply, “If he agrees to training, he’ll be my
last.”
“Get out ‘a here, Bro, you don’t mean it,” Jim said.
“I do mean it, Jim. I’m getting too damn old to stay three jumps
ahead of these young bucks who wanna’ be turned into useful
slave-boys overnight,” Jeb said with a sigh.
“Then why him?” Jim asked almost knowing what the answer would be.
“He’s rare. How many slaves can you think of you could really call
a natural? I can count ‘em on one hand. Remember, you had a Hell
of a time breaking Scout and training him to become the slave you
needed?” Jeb asked.
“Let’s don’t talk about Scout, Bro,” Big Jim bristled.
“I’m sorry, Jim, but you know the point I’m making,” Jeb said.
“Yeah, I know. I guess there’s only three slaves I can think of as
natural-born. ‘At would be Billy, Titus, and Oscar; oh, yeah, and
maybe, Griz, Cowboy, and Wes,” Jim said thoughtfully, "‘Course,
Wes is done gone now serving the Big Master up yonder aways."
“I agree. Those are the only five I can think of, six including
Wes, out of maybe a couple hundred slaves we know,” Jeb said.
“Do you think he’ll go for it?” Big Jim asked quietly.
“It’s hard to tell with him. He’s been through a Hell of a lot. He
don’t talk much about his service days, but I get the idea it was
rough on him. All that anger, frustration, and disappointment
masks his true feelings. It was a plus sign when he continued to
call me master after I released him, but I just don’t know. All
the others I could read like a dime store novel, but him...
there’s just some’um different about him I can’t put my finger on.
You know what I mean?” Jeb asked.
“Oops, I know that look,” Big Jim said and smiled.
“Don’t be silly. He’s another would be slave, but granted, one of
the most exciting prospects I've run across in a long while.
There’s things I know about him I ain’t shared with you which may
make him the greatest slave prospect of my career as a slave
trainer. He well may be my masterpiece,” Jeb chuckled, then added,
“Pun intended,” the two men laughed.
“Well, Bro, I don’t think you have anything to worry about. Ain't
no doubt in my mind he’ll say yes," Big Jim said stretching out
his long legs and crossed his boots.
“How’s that?” Jeb asked.
“His eyes told me more'n his mouth did, and his body...? Sweet
Jesus, I played him like a cheap fiddle, and he resonated from
deep inside like a fine violin. Any master worth his salt could
play any tune he wanted on him, and it would be a masterpiece.
They threw away the mold when they made him. He could make a
master three feet tall feel like a damn giant,” Big Jim said.
“Yeah, I felt that, too, Jim,” Jeb said quietly. The two men sat
in silence for a few minutes. Jeb got up and headed out of the
room. “The kid wore me out, I’m going to bed. Good night, Jim,”
Jeb said.
“Good night, Bro, mind if I make a phone call?” Jim asked.
“Naw, go ahead, use my desk,” Jeb replied and left to go to bed.
Big Jim moved to Jeb’s big desk and turned on the banker’s light.
Beau’s folder was sitting on top of the desk. Big Jim picked up
the phone and dialed 411. “Yes, operator, could you give me the
number for Western Union?” he
asked.
Part II ~ All The Way Home
It ain’t easy riding a vibrating BSA with your cock in a cage and
a huge plug up your butt. From Mt. Washington to Silverlake is
about fifteen miles as the crow flies. I didn’t give a shit—
couldn’t anyway, my ass was plugged. I was so damn hurt and angry
at the big son of a bitch, I paid no attention to the discomfort;
until, the drive around the lake. Even at seventy miles per hour,
on the back of a British bike, on a cold spring night in Los
Angeles, around the lake in the Silverlake district, with a plug
up your butt can seem like an eternity in slow motion. To make
matters worse, wouldn’t you know, it was just my fucking luck, the
damn thing was making me horny again. Ben-the-dick-arnold was
growing in his cage and getting tight, really tight. I could swear
the damn cage was modeled on my cock and balls. It was that snug
and getting snugger by the minute. I had to give the giant bastard
credit, the big plug served its intended purpose well. It didn’t
allow a drop to leak from my butt.
I arrived at the turn for my street, but decided to take the back
route to my place over Descanso Drive. The trees uprooted the
street to make it uneven and bumpy. In a car you have to go really
slow or it will bounce you so bad your head will hit the roof of
the car. I flew over it with my bike which gave my ass such a good
hard fucking I felt like I was being fucked by the giant again. I
guess, in a way, I was. The piss in my belly was sloshing around,
the piss and come in my ass was going crazy, and the plug was far
enough inside my ass to thoroughly massage my prostate. Before I
knew what was happening, I shot so hard in my jeans I thought I
was going down with the bike. Instead, I pulled over with the
motor still running, leaned across the handle bars, and gunned the
engine as I shot once, and again, and shot once more.
I lay there for a minute over my handle bars, drained, with gizz
running down both legs, thinking to myself, ‘Showed that sorry ass
son of a bitch. I don’t need my hand to get off, and by the way,
you giant asshole, thanks for the plug, it came in mighty handy!’
I threw my head back and laughed harder than I ever laughed at
anything or anybody in my life. It was catharsis, epiphany, and
climax, the three relief sisters, all rolled into one. I was over
it, I let go, just like I did all those times in Nam. Someone
would tell me, 'Don’t bottle it up. Let it go,' and I obeyed. I
was empty then, and I’m empty now, but at that moment it seemed
easier to live on empty than to live with the pain of rejection.
I pulled into my garage still laughing at myself with my jeans
full of come running down my legs. I was a living testament to the
old saying, 'Where there’s a will there’s a way.' Now, this week,
if I want to get off, all I have to do is shove Master Jim's big
plug up my butt and head for Descanso Drive. Voila, an instant
butt fucking. Except, next time, I think I’ll wear a sanitary
napkin. I laughed again as I walked into my apartment. I made
myself a drink, fed puss, and headed for the bathroom. I barely
got on the toilet and removed Big Jim's plug before the bottom
fell out. He was right, it wasn't easy removing the plug. It was
tight, but I managed.
Afterwards, I got into the shower to clean myself and hosed out my
ass. I decided to Hell with Big Jim's orders, I wasn't going to
wear the damn plug all the time. I was convinced he was a crazy
man, and crazier still to think after the way he blatantly
rejected me and downright lied to me I'd follow his stupid order.
Cut my cock and balls off? Yeah, right! Fat chance of that
happening. I no sooner got out of the shower, toweled myself dry
when the door bell rang. Damn it! I didn’t know where my robe was.
Maybe it’s my neighbor, he’s used to my strange ways. I wrapped my
towel around my waist and headed for the door. It was the Western
Union man, and he wanted me to sign for the damn thing. I took the
clip board from him and no sooner signed my name when my towel
dropped from my waist. His jaw dropped open like a dirt shovel,
and I looked down to see my erect cock in its cage. What could I
do? I just smiled sweetly, “I broke my dick about two weeks ago in
a construction accident, and this is a new medical procedure to
straightened it,” I said. He shook his head, grinned knowingly,
and left. He didn’t believe me for a minute. I roared with
laughter again at the absurdity of it all.
A telegram? Oh, shit! You never get a telegram unless somebody in
the family died. Oh, God, who? Dad, Gladys, Turner? I tore it open
with shaking hands and read: To: Bull Dog Butch the giant killer.
(Stop) The answer is yes, I do believe. (Stop) You’re right, I
lied to you. (Stop) I’m sorry. (Stop) You are hereby ordered to
forgive this giant A-hole. (Stop) Do it now, Son. (Stop) Don’t
hold onto it. (Stop) Love Jim. I fell across the bed and cried
until I could cry no more. Confused, happy, excited, the most
alive I’d felt in years; yet, there was an empty feeling in my gut
I thought would break me into. It hurt so damn bad I found myself
curling up into a fetal position.
As I lay there, it occurred to me the empty feeling was because I
didn't have that fricking plug in my butt any more. I laughed at
myself, but couldn't shake the sadness; the feeling of great loss.
It was like, somehow, without the plug in my butt I didn’t belong
anymore. I walked outside my circle of security. When it was
planted securely up my ass I had a connection to Master Jim. I
didn’t have him physically, but I still had his control looming
over me, surrounding me. Why was my conscience doing this to me?
Perhaps, I was just experiencing postpartum depression, I told
myself. Our minds create strange universes, I thought.
'Fuck it, it’s Friday night. Think I’ll go out to the bars. Why on
Earth would you wanna' go out to the bars tonight, you asshole.
You been fucked royally three times today, and came twice? What
more do you want? Not to sit home, alone!' My mind yelled at me. I
laid out my leathers to wear to the bar. I put everything on and
was surprised to find they fit over the cage just fine. In fact,
it made my crotch bulge a little bigger. That was a plus when I
was going trolling. (pun intended)
I looked around the apartment to see if I forgot anything and it
hit me again, hard in the gut, it was several hours since
something large was shoved up my ass, and I felt empty and lonely.
There was a hole in the pit of my gut I can’t describe. This must
be what Master Jeb talked about. Could imprinting happen so fast?
For all my anger at Big Jim, all my hurt, frustration, and
disappointment, all I knew was I wouldn’t get out of the apartment
without his plug up my butt. Angrily, I threw off my leathers;
angry at his control over me; angrier still, at me for allowing
myself to be manipulated by him. The line between control and
manipulation is a thin one. Control can be good. When it’s not
good it becomes manipulation.
It really pissed me off. Big Jim was neither aware nor could
appreciate what he created in me, or was he? Was Master Jeb right?
Did I really crave their control so much to have my conscience
translate my guilt from not obeying Big Jim into physical pain? I
didn't know, but I knew I couldn't leave my apartment without his
plug. I cleaned the beast, greased it up, moved the leather strap
and ring out of the way, inserted it in my ass, and moved the ring
back to lock it into place. Okay, do I have to say it? Laugh if
you will, but I once again felt complete. My gut stopped hurting
immediately and my butt-hole was a happy camper with its pacifier
to suck on. I put my leathers back on and headed to the garage to
get my bike.
I arrived at the bar, and Jerry, the door boy, let me in. “You put
on a little weight?” he asked.
I laughed and smiled at him. “I wish,” I replied.
I bought a beer and stood in my usual spot to watch, and that’s
what I did all evening, watch. Not a soul walked up to me to say a
word. Not even people I knew, but the more beer I drank, the less
I cared, and the better Master Jim’s plug felt. It was as if the
big son of a bitch’s huge hand reached all the way from Mt.
Washington to the bar and was fucking my ass. Why was I here?
Descanso Drive was calling me. I rode the bike home slowly and
decided not to do Descanso. I put my bike in the garage and went
into my apartment. I fell across the bed and re-read Master Jim’s
telegram. I put it inside my leather jacket near my heart and fell
into a deep sleep.
* * * * * * *
Saturday morning found me in my leathers, ass plugged, cock caged
with a roaring boner. What was I going to do? I couldn’t keep
driving over Descanso. What would the neighbors say? I laughed at
my fantasy. ‘Okay,’ I told myself, ‘it’s time you made some
commitments not only to others but to yourself. So Big Jim lied to
you. The man cared enough about you to put this damn cage on you
to teach you a little control. Why work at defeating him? You
already proved you could. Swallow your pride and allow him to
control your life for a week. See if you can handle it. It will be
a damn good test of your interest one way or the other. Despite
his lousy attitude, pretend he’s your master. It’s only for a
week. He did send a telegram sort of half-ass apologizing. He did
add ‘love’ at the end, but he didn’t say he was going to change
his resolve not to interfere.
While you might forgive him, you ain't no further along than you
were in his driveway last night. Well shit, if you can't handle
it, just go back Friday and tell them to get this damned cage off
you. Tell them to kiss your ass and go to Hell. If he don’t want
me, then I don’t want him. Who are you trying to kid? You want
that big ugly man in the worst way. Okay, okay, I flipped for him
big time, but it’s just infatuation, a school boy crush. After
all, do you really want to give up your cock and balls for
him? What are you willing to pay for what you want? Oh,
Hell, it’s going to be a long week, a hellish week; seven days of
pure Hell.' On the other hand, just think how you reacted after
only two hours without his plug up you butt.
Sunday I hung around the apartment and didn’t do much. I watched
T.V. and talked with my bike buddy, Griff. He called to ask if I
wanted to ride with him to Badger Flats this year. He told me he
had a new young, good looking boy he was fucking, a really butch
little mother fucker, who liked to wear women’s lingerie to get
fucked. I asked him if that was a turnoff and he said, “No, I
don’t’ care what he wears to bed, he’s still gonna’ get fucked.” I
just laughed and told him, 'yes,' I would go, not thinking about
the future. Did I want to go riding this afternoon? No, I was
going to rest up for the week ahead.
Part III ~ Big Daddy Jake
“This is the night, when the heavens are bright, and they call it,
bella notte.” From Disney’s Lady and The Tramp
Monday, I breezed through work with no problem. My supervisor at
work, Sam Jenkins, stopped me. “Some’um’s different about you
today, Beau. You’re walking with a spring in your step,” he said.
He put his big arm around me as we walked and leaned in close,
“C’moan, kid, you can tell old Sam. You either fell in love over
the weekend or you got a plug up your butt,” he said. Sam never
said anything personal to me during the three years I worked for
him at the shop. I was shocked but laughed at his statement. Then
I wondered if he could tell. How would he know about a plug in a
man’s butt? I wasn’t about to admit it nor was I about to ask how
he knew.
“Naw, sir,” I smiled when I got myself together, "but, I’ll tell
ya’ what, Sam, at this point in my life either one don’t sound too
damn shabby,” I replied. We laughed together.
“Well, some'um’s different about you. Yore' ass is shaped a little
different. It seems to be rounder and perkier. You got a glow
about you I ain't never seen before, but you know what, Son? It
looks damn good on you. Whatever it is, I’m happy for you,” he
said. He walked away chuckling to himself.
‘If you only knew, Sam,’ I thought to myself. Then I thought,
‘What the Hell is he doing checking out my ass?’ I laughed and
shook my head.
I wondered about Sam. He was big and somewhat attractive in a
ruggedly handsome way. It was obvious he took good care of his
body. I liked him from the first time I met him. He always wore
cowboy boots. Someone said when he was younger he rode the rodeo
circuit and was a champion saddle bronc rider. I tried to imagine
him breaking me to his saddle wearing a big-old pair of cowboy
boots, spurs, and chaps, a big wide brimmed hat waving it about as
he hollered to the cowboy minding the gate, 'Cowboy up! Let ‘em
buck!' I’d make damn sure he stayed in my saddle until the eight
second buzzer sounded, then I’d tame down right nice and give that
old scarred cowboy the ride of his life. Whee dogies! Come shot
fantasy number nine. My penis was trying to get out of its cage
again. “Bad cock, bad!” I chastised it.
Tuesday and Wednesday passed with a full work schedule at the
garage. I worked hard, and got in some overtime. I wore Big Jim’s
plug around the clock for five days. The ring strapped it in so
tight I didn’t have to worry about losing it. It began to feel
like a part of me. I felt empty without it. It was kind of like a
baby’s pacifier. A slave needs a pacifier in his hole to satisfy
his butt sucking urges until his master gives him a good feeding
of what his boy really needs. I laughed as I pictured Big Jim
turning me over his knee afterward and slapping me on my butt to
burp me. It certainly acted like a pacifier. I’d lie down on the
creeper to slide under a big truck, spread my legs, draw my feet
close to the base of the creeper, and get the full strength of
Master Jim's big plug fucking me as I worked on a transmission.
I’d make my ass suck on it every so often to make it give me a
good fucking for a minute or two. He told me I could, and it would
keep me hard and happy all day.
Thursday afternoon I was under a big Mack truck changing the oil.
Jake, my straight buddy and foreman, thought it was great fun to
sneak up on me, put the tip of his big work boot right on my
asshole and act like he was trying to fuck me with it. It was all
good natured fun to him, and I went along with it as it seemed to
bond us in a friendship. He liked me because I was a good sport
and gave as good as I got. I liked Jake. He was a bit older than
me, middle aged, and he dripped with redneck sex appeal. He was
full blooded Italian with raging male hormones he obviously didn’t
get fully taken care of at home. Jacobinni Antonio Carmine
Raggazzi. Ray-got’s-Z, he told me to pronounce it. He had seven
kids and was a good provider and father.
When I first began work at the garage, he took me under his wing
like a mother hen and taught me the basics of the trade, but not
until he tested me by giving me every shit job in the place to do
for several months. Jake was the shop foreman, the ramrod of the
shop who divided up the work, assigned it, and made sure it got
done. He was also a fount of mechanical knowledge. Up to that
time, I never met a man who knew as much about mechanics. We were
buds, but only at the shop. He was a rough edged, foul mouthed,
temperamental, sincere, intelligent, and caring man. He was
passionately Italian and could flash in a second, but he never did
with me. I seemed to have a calming effect on him, but he knew he
could get away with almost anything with me. He mistakenly thought
he hurt my feelings one day, came to me with his hat in his hand,
and cried as he apologized. I assured him there was nothing to
apologize for, he didn’t hurt my feelings. I had him laughing
again in five minutes calling me an asshole.
I liked Jake immediately. I liked him a lot, and yes, damn it, I
liked him that way, too. He exuded raw, animal sexuality for which
I had no immunity. I got roaring hard every time he put his big
beefy wop arm around my shoulder in a gesture of friendship.
Thank, God, for coveralls. They’re so baggy, you usually can’t
tell anything about a man’s crotch. I didn’t even mind doing the
shit jobs he assigned me. I was determined to do them well with a
good attitude. My personality, exactly opposite, drew us together
like Yin and Yang.
I called him Rags or Big Daddy Jake, and he loved it. Nobody got
close enough to Jake to give him a nickname. I did, and he thought
it was okay. Everybody in the shop started calling him that, too.
He didn’t mind the other guys calling him Rags, he sort of liked
that, but he let them know I was the only one who could call him
Daddy Jake.
He was a little taller than me and strong as an ox. He was built
stout. He looked like a damn fireplug. He had the neatest little
beer gut which barely hung over his wide black leather belt. I
would jack off and fantasize about blowing him, having his gut hit
me in the forehead every stroke my throat took on his big Italian
sausage. He’d find me by myself during break, put his big arm over
my shoulder, and in a soft voice would say, “Daddy Jake fucked his
little boy good this afternoon, didn’t he?” I think he sensed I
was gay, but the play was his way of handling it. He knew he liked
me and wanted, somehow, to resolve the conundrum within himself.
This was his way of doing it, and I played along without pushing.
He loved to make me blush and have me go along with his shit.
“Damn, Daddy Jake, you really did fuck your boy good today. Gotta’
give credit where credit’s due. ‘At was a damn good boot fuck’n.
Fuck, I almost done come today. Promise you’ll fuck me real good
like ‘at again tomorrow?” I would pump him up.
He’d laugh, whop me on the back, call me an asshole, but he always
added, “You bet, Kid, I love fucking my little boy.”
“You’re so good at it, too, Daddy Jake,” I’d tell him, and he’d
roar with laughter.
In the afternoon, I was under a big Case truck working on the
linkage. He zeroed in on my butt, got his big boot dead on my
butt-hole and started his fucking my ass routine. This time
instead of jumping I relaxed and raised my feet in the air so he
could get his best shot. He put the flat of his heavy Vibram sole
boot right where he thought my ass would be and continued his
fucking action. He couldn’t figure it out, but I was going along
with it. That was good enough for him. About the sixth big push
with his boot I shot in my coveralls and began moaning. I wrapped
my legs around his big boot and urged him to continue. “C’moan,
Daddy Jake. That was damn good. Don’t stop with just one. C’moan,
fuck your boy good! I know you got another one in that big hot
Italian work boot of yours. Give it to your boy, Daddy Jake. Let
chore’ little boy have it. Fuck him hard, Daddy Jake. Show him no
mercy! ‘At’s it! “At’s it! Right there. 'At's the spot! Yeah! A
little harder right there, Daddy Jake. Woah, damn, Daddy Jake.
Woah, you be fuck’n me good, Daddy Jake! Sooo good. One more big
one, Daddy Jake, stomp that mother fucker. Pedal to the metal,
Daddy! Ahhhhhh! Oh, oh, ohhh, my God! Arrrggg!” I groaned as I
shot the biggest load since I left Mount Washington.
Poor Jake thought it was an act on my part. He got in the mood of
the scene and started to pump me faster and harder. Was I
surprised? He never did it before, but he seemed to be enjoying
it. I relaxed and raised my ass higher in the air to let him have
at it. He really got into it and pumped me so hard I shot again. I
couldn’t take anymore, I was drained. I started laughing, called
him a dirty, old wop son of a bitch, and told him to back off, the
game was over.
“You all right, Son?” he asked looking under the truck at me with
the biggest grin on his big goom-ba face.
“I’m all right, Daddy Jake,” I replied breathless and still
laughing, “Damn, that was a good hot boot fuck’n, Daddy Jake. Best
you ever done gimme.’ Thank you,” I complimented him. He laughed
and walked away. I rolled over on the creeper groaning and spent.
It took me five minutes to recover. I laughed to myself thinking
if he knew what he just did he’d piss in his pants. I got out from
under the truck, walked over to a box of clean rags, grabbed one,
unzipped the front of my coveralls and began to clean myself. Out
of the corner of my eye I saw Jake walk by my bay again. He
stopped, looked, and saw me cleaning myself. I pretended I didn’t
see him and went about my business. I saw a knowing grin spread
across his face. He shook his head as he walked on with just a
little more spring in his step.
Later, on break that afternoon, he was reserved and didn’t do his
usual Big Daddy Jake, Italian stud, goom-ba routine, so I thought
I’d yank his chain. “Damn, Daddy Jake, you were really good this
afternoon. Don’t get me wrong, you always fuck me good, but today
you's extra special good, no, Hell, you were grrreeaaat! Like Tony
the tiger great,” I said.
Jake almost broke into a smile, was quiet for a moment, then
looked me in the eye. “You shot your wad. You come, didn’t chu’?”
he asked quietly, grinning as he looked down at his big boots.
“Three times, thanks to you, Daddy Jake. Sorry, I called off the
fun. I just didn't have another one in me. You were riding a dead
horse at the last. That was one Hell of a hot boot fuck’n you
gimme.' You fucked me so damn good, I couldn’t help it. I
apologize, Daddy Jake. I didn’t mean for it to happen, but you
were just so damn fuck’n good I couldn’t hold back. I almost come
several times when you fucked me before with your boot, but you
always stopped just about the time I was about ready to hit,” I
smiled sweetly. He shook his head and smiled back. I could tell he
still had questions. I wasn’t going to give him a thing.
“No apology necessary, Son. Glad I could help my boy out. There's
just one thing I wanna' know,” he said.
“Yeah, what’s ‘at, Daddy Jake?” I asked.
“What afternoon do you want Daddy Jake to drop by your apartment
and show you how good he can really fuck you?” he asked.
I thought to myself, ‘What?’ I almost choked on my coffee and
burned my hand, ‘What did he just say to me? Did I hear him right?
Hot, straight, Italian stud wants to come by my apartment and fuck
me in the butt with his dick? After Nam I was a confirmed atheist,
but at that very moment I was certain there must be a God. “My
door’s always open for my Daddy Jake,” I replied, grinned real
big, and played along, giving him enough rope. I had to see
where this would go.
“Okay, I’ll stop by this afternoon,” he said. He smiled and winked
at me.
“You already done got me off three times, Daddy Jake. You think
you can get me off again?” I asked.
“Well, Hell, if you come three times, don’t you think your dear
old dad deserves to get his at least once?” he asked. He made a
damn good point. The old son of a bitch made me feel bad, and God
knows, I'd love to take care of him.
“Of course, Daddy Jake. I’m sorry. I forgot my manners. I was
being selfish thinking about how good your big fat Italian salami
might feel fucking my boy butt. I’d be downright proud and honored
to play catcher for your team, Dad,” I said remorsefully. I looked
down like I was a bad, unworthy, and ungrateful son.
“That’s okay, Son, but once I get inside you, and I’m fucking you
pretty hard, you probably won’t be able to hold back. I’m a really
good fucker,” he said seriously. He wasn’t smiling.
‘When did it stop being a game?’ I thought to myself, ‘Oh Hell,
this is just 'goom-ba' talk, he won’t follow through.’
“What do you have in your ass?” he asked point blank. My poor hand
was getting scalded from spilling hot coffee on myself. He laughed
at me and handed me a paper towel.
“A big black rubber plug my other daddy makes me wear,” I said.
“Can I feel it?” he asked.
I was blown away by his boldness, but by this time I was ready for
anything. I don’t know why I was so shocked? He shocked me a Hell
of a lot worse before, why should today be any different? Hell, he
knew he could get away with anything with me.
“Sure, Daddy Jake,” I replied.
I jumped off the bench and stood in front of him. I could feel him
feeling around the ring which held my plug in place, and then
around the outside circumference of the plug itself. He felt
the center, and the dirty old man pushed on it. I pushed back with
my ass, and he pushed a little harder. Satisfied, he took his hand
away and whistled long and low. “Know what? If I was your daddy,
I’d make you wear it, to remind you of who’s the fuck’n boss and
who cares about you,” he said. I was stunned Jake would say
something that thoughtful and progressive. “You sure your daddy
won’t mind me fucking you?” he asked and grinned at me.
“Naw, he’s away for several weeks, but he has a couple of his
buddies come by to keep my ass fucked regularly. I’m sure he
wouldn’t mind a bit if you wanted to help. Besides, it ain't like
you’re gonna’ knock me up or nothing,” I smiled at him, and we
both laughed. Jake got serious again. ‘Oh, dear God, what was
coming next?’ I wondered.
“He must love you a lot to take care of you like that? I’d be glad
to help out. You tell him anytime he has to go away, I’ll stand in
for him. I’ll be glad to keep you fucked real good. I could always
stop by on my way home from work and throw a good hard fuck in
ya.’ 'Cause, Son, when I fuck ya,’ you’ll stay fucked, two, maybe
three days at a time. He won’t have to get them other guys,” Jake
said in all seriousness.
“Damn, you’re a thoughtful man, Daddy Jake,” I told him with my
tongue stuffed in my cheek. He was sincere, and I just couldn’t
bust his bubble. “I’m sure he’d appreciate it, but I have to tell
you he never allows me to touch his plug. Whoever fucks me has to
remove it, and put it back after he uses me.”
“Oh, I don’t mind. That’s no problem. I think keeping your ass
plugged is a great idea as long as I can grab a feel now and then,
and fuck you with my boot like I done today. No wonder you come
three times, you little piggy. I knew something was wrong when you
wrapped your legs around my old boot, wouldn’t let me go, and kept
urging me to fuck you harder,” said Daddy Jake with a smirk. “It
was fucking hot,” he added chuckling to himself.
“No, Daddy, it was three times hot,” I said. We roared with
laughter.
Break was over. Daddy Jake stood up and had a little wet spot at
the crotch of his coveralls. I smiled sweetly and yanked his chain
again. “Uh, ‘scuse me, Daddy Jake, what’s that little spot
on your coveralls. Spill coffee on ya’? Piss your pants?” I
laughed at him.
“No, Red Riding Hood, that’s what us men call smegma, man
lubricant, for lubing manholes,” he said. At least he didn’t lose
his sense of humor. It was still alive and fully intact. “All the
better to fuck you with, you smart ass little piss-ant,” he added
then roared with laughter. God, I liked Jake.
“Oh, by the way, Daddy Jake, you gotta’ fuck me wearing them big
bad-ass boots you be wear’n,” I said and winked at him.
“Holy Mother, I fantasized about fucking somebody wearing my big
stompers. May’s well be you, boy. Don’t worry that pretty little
head of yours none, Daddy Jake’s gonna’ tear off a goodly piece of
your butt you won’t soon forget,” he bragged.
“You’re such an old sweet talker, Daddy Jake,” I said teasing him.
The rest of the afternoon dragged, but Jake came by to visit me
twice like a male dog sniffs a female in heat, making hot little
sexual statements, reaching down when no one was looking to feel
the plug in my butt and play with it.
“My old dick’s just drooling thinking about gettin’ into that hot,
little ass-pussy of yours. Do you mind if I call it that?” he
asked.
“You can call it anything you like as long as you give it a good
fucking,” I said and laughed. I was really having fun and the
Devil in me just couldn’t resist yanking his chain some more. “You
gonna’ need me to suck that big Italian salami for you a little
bit to get you good and hard, Daddy Jake?” I asked seductively.
“What, are you kidding, boy? Look!” he demanded.
Jake pulled his baggy coveralls tight across his front so I could
see the outline of his hard cock. Damn, it looked like the
Lochness monster. I started laughing, and told him I was
looking forward to giving it a good ride.
“Would you mind if I licked it a few times for you?” I teased him.
“Sweet Jesus, what time you got, boy?” he asked then asked again,
“You like to be fucked gentle or can you take it really hard?”
“Hard as you can fuck me, Daddy Jake,” I assured him.
“Whooo, damn, I’m gonna’ go talk to Sam. He owes me a couple of
favors. We’s through here anyway. He’ll let us go a few minutes
early,” he said. He walked into Sam's office and came back to help
me put my tools away.
“Let’s go, boy. Your ass is mine for a while. You’re on my fucking
time so get your ass in gear,” he ordered with a growl.
I was laughing my ass off at his urgency. He was really hot, and
his motor was in overdrive. I thought, 'Well, if I’m gonna’ be a
slave I may as well practice on Jake and go into it with a bang.'
I chuckled at my self-impudence. Besides, I’d wondered for a long
time what it might be like to have big Daddy Jake fuck the holy
shit out of me. I was about to find out. Jake knew where I
lived. He dropped me off a few times when I walked or got a ride
to work with a friend because I had my bike torn apart to repair.
He was a good friend, but I hoped this wasn’t going to ruin our
friendship. When we got into the apartment I told him to get us a
beer out of the fridge.
We drank for a minute, and I smiled at him. “Jake, is this gonna'
hurt our friendship?” I asked.
“Fuck no, Kid, you know the way I feel about you. You’re like the
fucking kid brother I never had. If anything it’s gonna’ make our
friendship stronger,” he replied reassuring me.
“You mean you’d fuck your little brother?” I asked and grinned.
“If he had an ass like yours and wanted to take a ride on his
bubba’s horsey? Does a frog have a watertight asshole?” he shot
back.
“Okay, I just don’t wanna’ lose your friendship, it’s important to
me,” I said seriously.
He looked at me with glazed eyes and wiped a tear away. “I ain’t
never had a friend tell me that. Thanks, Kid. It means a
lot,” he replied.
“Well, after all,” I tried to lighten the mood, “you are my
good-fucking Daddy Jake, ain’t cha’?” I asked.
“You’re gonna’ find out how good a fuck Daddy Jake can be pretty
damn quick,” he said with some urgency.
“Okay, Jake, let’s get to it. I’ll get undressed and you can, too,
in that other bedroom if you like,” I directed him.
“I’ll be back in a minute,” Jake replied.
I got undressed and stood naked for a minute. Jake strolled back
in the room with no self-consciousness, his big Italian salami
sticking straight up passed his belly button. It must have been
ten inches of fat uncut Italian sausage. He put his boots back on
and laced them up. Damn they were hot. He knew it, too, and
stomped a couple of times for effect. Jake smiled to see the look
of lust on my face.
“Is this enough hose to fill your tank, Son?” he waggled his
weapon at me.
“I think it just might bring me a modicum of comfort,” I said.
Then I added with a wicked grin, “My, my, your wife is a lucky
woman, Daddy Jake.” we laughed.
Jake saw the cock cage and belt on me. He looked a little
startled. He walked over and boldly examined first the belt then
the cage. He was fascinated but not the least put off. He
surprised me. “Your fucking dad really knows what he’s doing. I
don’t know him, but I know I’d like him. I can tell he really
cares a lot for you. He don’t want nobody playing with your boy
prick, huh?”
“Well, that, but most of all, he don’t want me playing with it. He
wants me to come only when he’s fucking me or when another daddy
fucks me,” I explained.
“Well, now, you can’t fault ‘a man for that, Son," Jake said like
he thought it was the most reasonable thing in the world for one
man to require of another, then added, "I’d keep you the same damn
way. Your old man's right, the only time you should be allowed to
come is when your old man, one of his buddies, or me is fuck’n
you,” Jake said with all seriousness.
‘Why you old pervert,’ I thought to myself and laughed. You work
with someone every day, day in, day out, and since you see them so
much you forget how special they can be as individuals. I was
beginning to realize how special Jake was to me. He was about to
become a lot more special. I handed him a towel and told him what
to do to remove my plug. When I pulled the ring strap away from my
ass, Jake didn’t hesitate to grab hold of the plug, and pop it out
into the waiting towel. He folded the towel over it and handed it
to me.
He whistled low as he felt how large and heavy it was. “Damn,
that’s a big plug. You been wearing that big thing to work all
week?” he didn’t wait for a reply, “Look at my fuck’n dick, it’s
dripping just thinking about you wearing that big fucker up your
butt and me stomping your ass with my big boot. Shit, no wonder
you come three times,” Jake said in amazement.
“Felt good, too. The last one almost wiped me out. Think you can
fuck me again tomorrow, Daddy Jake?” I laughed.
“Hell, yes, boy, try’n stop me,” he said and laughed. I took the
towel from him.
“Thanks, Jake, I’ll be back in a minute. I’m gonna’ jump in the
shower and hose my ass out.”
“Hose your ass out?” Jake asked.
“Yes, sir, so's I don’t get my daddy's dick dirty. I could get my
ass beat real bad for not being clean for the man what wants to
use me. I’ll only take me a minute. Relax, have another
beer,” I said.
“Thanks, Kid, I will,” he replied.
I finished, dried off and came back into the bedroom. Jake lay
across the bed with his rock hard cock lying across his belly. He
wore his work boots tightly laced to the top. I never knew they
laced all the way to the knee.
“Damn, hot fucking boots, Daddy Jake,” I complimented him.
“Don’t know why, but I thought you’d like ‘em. I ordered a pair
after you showed me yours,” he said.
“Can I clean ‘em up for you, sir?” I asked. I hope I didn't sound
too needy, but my mouth was producing an abundance of saliva.
“Sure, you got a rag?” he asked.
“Don’t need no rag, Daddy Jake," I said and grinned at him.
I grabbed his big heavy boot, brought it up to my mouth, and
started cleaning the grease and grime off with my tongue. Jake was
fascinated but didn’t say a word until both were spit clean. He
raised first one then the other and smiled. Something in that
simple act of subservience changed our positions from smart-ass
kid and bull of the woods to protective conquering hero and needy,
handsome, young serf.
He was primed, conditioned, imprinted, that it was all right to
take charge of the situation for his enjoyment as well as mine.
Could Jake be imprinted to become a Master? Naw, just couldn’t
happen; however, I had an idea he’d make a great one. Stranger
things have happened. I never thought in a million years he’d be
butt naked on my bed hotter than a pawn shop pistol to get his
dick up my butt.
“Good job, Son. Now I know your talents I’ll expect more from
you,” he said and grinned.
“Thanks, Daddy Jake, glad to be of service,” I replied.
“Now, is that harness gonna’ get in the way?” he asked.
“Naw, Daddy, it’s gonna’ help you.”
I lay on the edge of the bed and raised my legs into the air for
him to see. The four inch ring pushed my ass cheeks away and gave
a bulls eye effect to my rosebud.
“Damn, that’s hot. I see what you mean. Your daddy sure knows what
he’s doing. Do you want me to shower, Son?” he asked.
“Hell, no, Daddy Jake, I love the way you smell after a hard days
work at the garage. I almost come sometime when you sit close to
me at break in the afternoon and put your arm around me,” I told
him.
“Well, why the Hell didn’t you say something?” Jake asked like he
was irritated.
“What could I say? You weren’t ready, Jake,” I replied seriously,
"you had some issues to resolve in your own mind."
“Yeah, maybe you’re right. No, no, you are right. Until I met you
and wasn’t threatened, I wouldn’t consider nothing like this. I’d
beat the shit out of any man who even suggested it. Like I say, I
don't think of you that way, you know what I mean. I think of you
as a kid brother; a kid brother who has the best looking ass I
ever seen on a man or a woman. Now, here I am, I can’t wait to get
into it and fuck you silly. Go Figure? You need some grease for
your ass?” he asked.
“Naw, sir, I’m already lubed. I got one of our guns in there
packed with ass lube. I just stick it up my ass and pump as I pull
it out. All you gotta’ do is lie back, let me get some spit on
that big cock of yours, you can climb on, and show me if you’re as
good a cowboy as you brag. One thing to keep in mind Daddy Jake,
when you take me, you gotta' do it hard and steady. Don’t try to
ease it in. Just slam it real smooth right to the hilt. Grab me
and hold me until you feel my ass stop arguing with your cock,
then you can take a few strokes to get my butt juices flowing. You
take over from there, and ride it anyway you feel comfortable.
Ride it for an hour or two if you like. Whatever makes you feel
the best, go for it. It's your boy's job to put it up there for
you to give you the best fuck he can,” I said.
“Damn, boy, that’s hot, but are you sure you want me to split you
open like that?” Jake asked with concern.
“It’s a requirement of my other dad, and if you don’t he won’t let
you to fuck me no more. I can’t lie to him. I'd have to tell him
the truth,” I said.
“Oh no, I wouldn’t want you lying to him. I’ll be happy to play by
his rules,” Jake said, lay back, and closed his eyes as I began to
work on his already rock hard cock. Damn, he tasted good. He
smelled strong with healthy man sweat and good clean body odors. I
thought he was going to go nuts when I licked and cleaned his big
hairy balls. He moaned and writhed on the bed but never told me to
stop. I got as much spit or his pony as I could and told him I was
ready. I lay on my back on the edge of the bed, grabbed around my
knees with my arms, spread them apart, so my hole would be right
at waist height for Daddy Jake to drive right in. He got up, and
positioned himself with the head of his cock poised at my back
door.
“You ready for some good fucking, Son?” he asked with a grin.
“Gimme’ all you got, Daddy Jake, every inch of it. Don’t cheat
your boy none, neither. You don’t wanna’ make a grown man cry, do
ya?’ I wanna’ feel them big wop balls bounce off my ass at least
twice when you bottom out,” I told him. I laughed and he chuckled.
I watched as he rammed it in swift, smooth, and steady to the hilt
and his balls did bounce twice. Woah dogies, it filled me in an
instant ,but my ass didn’t spasm like it did before; maybe,
because of wearing the plug. Have to give it to my shop foreman,
his entry was smooth but forceful. I’m sure Master Jeb would’ve
nodded his head in approval and patted him on the back. He hurt so
damn good inside me, I started babbling. “Oh, thank you, Daddy
Jake, for taking my butt so hard and good. You were so smooth. I
know my other daddy would pat you on the back, smile, and give you
a big thumbs up. Thank you. Now, it’s all yours, Daddy Jake. Enjoy
your boy’s hole. Fuck it good for us. My ass is for your pleasure
and comfort. Take as much as you need,” I urged him. As he entered
my body, Jake grabbed me around my upper body and held me in a
bear hug. He wasn’t about to let me off his shaft.
“Damn, boy, you’re welcome. You be sure to tell yore’ old man—
anytime. I never imagined a man’s ass could feel this good. What
the fuck have I been missing all these years. Shit! Now, you just
relax, Son, and let Daddy Jake do the driving. I promised you a
good fuck’n and, by God, Daddy Jake’s gonna’ see to it you get
it,” he promised. And, drive he did, and like a Greyhound bus
driver, I left the driving to him. He was everything I fantasized
he might be and much more. He took a couple of small test strokes
and surprised me when he slammed the third one in pretty hard. I
groaned. “Hurtin’ ya,’ Son?” he asked
“Hell, no, Daddy Jake, you’re doing a fine job and you were right,
you feel great up there. I don’t know if I’ll be able to hold back
you’re such a hot stud,” I said and I wasn't lying. He seemed
flattered. Then he started fucking me like he wanted. He fucked me
up one side of my bed and down the other then around again three
times; all the time trying to slam more of himself into me. Jake's
fucking was a strong steady rhythm like he liked it. He also liked
to do some slow deep fucking. He would pull it out to the head,
then very smoothly and firmly sink it to the base. Jake nearly
drove my body up a tree it was so good, with his steady, slow,
powerful, deep fucking over and over again. He’d pull out to just
the head, hold it until he felt my body vibrating with expectancy,
and then slowly, sink it back into me with reserved strength.
He’d get a funny smile on his face like he knew what he was doing
to me and he was in full charge of the fuck. With every stroke he
made it clear he was my fucking boss-man. He was definitely in
charge of the fucking department. He was right, he didn’t overly
brag about doing right by my ass. If anything, he was modest
compared to the fucking he was giving me. I was getting fucked
righteously, and I urged him on. I showered him with compliments
which only resulted in getting me fucked stronger and better. He
was in his element. “Damn, Daddy Jake, you weren’t lying to me
about how good you can fuck. You’re giving me one Hell of a
fucking. I just want you to know how much your boy appreciates
it,” I said.
“Shit, boy, I ain’t never fucked nobody like this before. You’re
making me want to do my best for your little hole. Would you like
Daddy Jake to take you for a really hard ride?” he asked.
“Daddy Jake, that hole is yours. It's your pony. You own it. You
don’t have to ask your boy. Your boy’s only here to serve it up
good’n hot for your pleasure, sir. He’ll stay with you and feed it
to your big shaft as long as you need it. Forget about your boy.
You take what you need, Daddy Jake, but since you were kind enough
to ask, 'yes,' I’d love to feel you ride me as hard as you fucking
can. How do you like fucking your boy with them big, stomping
boots on?” I asked.
“Aww fuck, Son, it’s the damn icing on the cake. I’ll show you how
they make me feel,” he said with a grin. With that he took hold of
the fucking reins and started his old horse on a good solid
gallop. Man, could he fuck hard. No wonder Italian men are so
passionate. It was like he was operating a pile driving machine,
and we were three days behind schedule. He kept slamming his huge
cock into me, and I had a flashback to Master Jim fucking me in
much the same way. I instantly stopped trying to tighten my
asshole for Jake, and let it lose its pucker. I let my ass bloom
for him.
Damn, if it didn’t trip his come wire. He started yelling like a
man possessed. Then he shot, and shot again in my ass. He began
whimpering as he shot the last time and collapsed on top of me. I
held him in my arms, rubbed his head, and whispered “there,
there’s” to him, more compliments about how good he fucked me, and
how proud and honored I was to have his strong Italian cream in my
butt. He was still raging hard, but I could feel him emptying more
into me. He started to get up, but I pulled him back to rest some
more on top of me. He melted into me, and put his big hairy
Italian arms around me.
“Now, Daddy Jake, you just relax. Your fresh fucked boy is gonna’
milk the rest of that good Italian sauce out a’ you,” I said. I
started milking his cock with my ass like Master Jeb and Jim
taught me and felt Jake’s body shiver as the last few drops of his
come were claimed by my ass.
“Damn, Son, where’d ju' learn that?” he asked.
“My daddy taught me,” I said, "He wants to make sure I have all
his gizz inside me."
“I’d sure like to meet the man someday, shake his hand, and, you
know what?” Jake asked.
“What, Daddy Jake?”
“He’s damn lucky to have you for a boy, and you know what else?”
he asked.
“What?”
“I’m damn lucky to have you for a buddy; a kid brother.”
“Thank you, Daddy Jake. I’ve always felt that way about you,” I
said sincerely. I couldn’t help love the man, especially after
that fucking. Woah! What was happening to me? In less than a week
I had another alpha-male resting comfortably up my butt after
fucking the holy Hell out of me. Was my slave inside responsible
for this? Was I sending out new and different pheromones?
“You didn’t come,” he said.
“I thought this one was for my daddy?” I said looking like a boy
who was disappointed. Jake smiled real big.
“Damn, Kid, you do know the right thing to say,” he said.
“Pull out of me and roll over on your back, Dad, and if you’ll let
me ride your pony I’ll get off for you,” I said. Jake slowly
pulled out of my ass and rolled over on his back. I positioned
myself on the head of his still rock hard cock and impaled myself
to the base. It took Jake’s breath away. It was pretty breath
taking for me, too.
“Damn, boy, don’t that hurt?” Jake asked.
“Naw,” I lied, “I’m used to it by now. My dad slowly trained me
how to do it. It’s the only way he’ll allow me to take him,” I
explained.
I took a couple good strokes to ease the pain. Jake watched
intently as I began to ride him. When I got a good solid rhythm
going his eyes fluttered closed, and knew I had him locked in on
my man-come radar. I kept the same steady rhythm going until Jake
started wiggling under me, and I knew he was going up the road to
Comesville. He was about to deposit another hot Italian load in my
gut. I wasn't far from the city limits myself. I felt it building
inside me. As I picked up speed and length of stroke, I was
slamming my ass pretty damn hard against his base when he started
yelling.
“I can’t hold it any longer, Son, you’re gonna' get me again,”
Jake allowed. He writhed and moaned as he once again shot his hot
Italian seed into me. I exploded all over his hairy chest as he
filled my ass with his come for the second time. It was only the
second time in my life I ever came at the same time with a
partner. He lay there with the dumbest smile on his face and then
started laughing. “I guess you fucked Daddy Jake pretty good that
time, huh, Son?” he asked. We both laughed. With him still in me I
lapped up every bit of my come from his chest. He lay back
silently watching me. I could sense the gears turning in his head.
“Yep! I sure as shit wanna’ meet yore’ old man and shake his
hand,” he said. Then he just looked at me for a moment and a
seriousness came across his face,
“Thank you, Son,” he said quietly.
“No, Daddy Jake, thank you. You got me off four times today. What
more could a boy want from his surrogate dad. You hear a lotta’
guys talk some shit, but Daddy Jake, you da' man! Your boy’s here
to tell ya,’ you got brag’n rights. You’s a damn fine fucker. The
only man what does it better is my other daddy,” I said.
“I’m happy to settle for number two, Son,” Jake laughed.
I made a friend and fuck buddy for life. “You know what, Daddy
Jake?”
“What, boy?”
“After that good fuck'n, I’ll probably stay fucked for three, four
days, maybe more. You were that good,” I complimented him.
“Damn, that’s what I get for being so good,” he said with remorse.
We shared a laugh. We got up and drank another beer. I knew he
wanted to fuck me again, but it was getting late. I had some
things to take care of. Then I was concerned for him. I didn’t
want his wife to become suspicious.
I gave him a towel, and he jumped in the shower. “Just rinse off.
Don’t use soap, Daddy Jake,” I said, “Women notice different
smells.”
“You’re right, Son, smart thinking,” he replied. He got out of the
shower and was toweling off. He wasn’t shy about coming out nude.
He was proud of his manhood as well he should be. As good as he
just fucked me, I was proud of it for him. He liked to walk around
me with it swinging free, hitting me here and there to tease me. I
liked it, too. While he was in the shower I cleaned and greased
the plug. I set it on a clean towel on the bed. He saw it
and grinned like a kid caught with his hand in the cookie jar.
“Do I get to put it back?” he asked sheepishly.
“Them’s the rules, Dad. I ain't allowed to touch it,” I said.
Okay, so I was improvisiong a little. I knew it would turn Jake on
to insert my plug and make him feel in charge. I lay back across
the bed, brought my knees up to my chest, reached down with my
hand, and pulled the strap and ring to the side. Surprisingly, he
didn’t hesitate, picked it up, and popped it into my ass like a
pro. I fell to my knees in front of him and grabbed him around the
waist. By now, he wasn’t surprised by anything I did. I brought my
face close the big head of his dick and kissed it gently. I stuck
my tongue in his piss slit and began to lap copious amounts of
pre-come oozing from it.
“Damn, Daddy Jake, your juices taste wonderful. Can I have some
more?” I asked as I kept licking and sucking.
“Hell, you can have a quart of it, Kid, but if you keep it up much
longer I’m gonna’ rip that plug out a’ your butt and fuck you
again,” he said. I laughed and stopped. “I can’t believe you wear
that big plug all day,” he said again, “I ain't complaining none,
mind you. I think you should. It's only right! If your old man
wants you to wear it, then by God, you damn well better. Now that
I know, I’m gonna’ check you every morning to make damn sure
you’re wearing it. If not, I’m gonna’ send your ass home to get
it, understand, boy?” he asked with a growl.
“That’s your right, Daddy Jake, to check your boy’s butt. Any man
who fucks me as righteously as you just done, earns the right,” I
lavished him with praise.
Jake gave me a stern look then broke into a big smile. “I did fuck
my little boy pert-damn good, didn’t I?” he asked and chuckled.
“The best, Daddy Jake,” I replied.
I threw on some clothes, and he got dressed in the other bedroom.
I saw him to the door and thanked him again. I put my arms out,
and he gave me a big bear hug. “I ain’t looked forward to going to
work in a long time, Kid, but I just may be early tomorrow,” he
said. We both laughed.
“Okay, you have full access to me tomorrow, anytime you want, but
I’m gonna’ trust you to play it cool,” I said.
“Are you kidding? And screw up a good thing? You can trust me,” he
replied. Somehow, I knew I could.
* * * * * * *
Part IV ~ To be or not to be? I’m sorry, would you repeat the
question?
"C’moan think! Think wha’cha doin’ to me, Think! Think!
Think! Now!"~ Respect ~ Aretha Franklin
I had some things to think about. I spent most of the week
thinking about the pros and cons of a radical life change. I knew
I wasn’t happy. I wasn’t sure what to do about it, but Master Jeb
made a Hell of a lot more sense than any stupid therapist ever
did. Did I have any guilt feelings about fucking around with Jake?
A little, but Hell, except for the plug, I wasn’t under their
control yet. Until I walked in there and signed a contract I
wouldn’t be. Master Jim’s attempt at control was not in Master
Jeb’s original agreement with me, and I doubted he knew I had a
plug or a cock and ball restraint chasty cage on when I left last
Friday. I also doubt Big Jim told him. I really hadn’t thought
much about Big Jim during the week. (Lie to yourself, Kid, don‘t
lie to the readers. They know better.) Okay, okay, you win. I
couldn’t think of another damn thing but Master Jim all fucking
week. How could I, with his damn plug up my butt?
Yeah, all right, I’ll admit it, the fantasy I told Jake about my
daddy was Master Jim, but you already guessed it didn’t you? I’m
really fucked, huh? 'Okay, let’s look at it another way,' I talked
to myself, ‘Say nothing happens and you can’t get together with
the giant. Even if you did you know he’s not going to be happy
until you allow him to lop off your manhood. Say you do get sold
to a complete stranger, what then?' Look at you, you’ve always
needed to serve someone or some cause. You became an emotional
slave to saving those young guys in Nam. You took on the
responsibility of a war you had nothing to do with as your
personal crusade to save them. You shipped over once so you could
continuing serving. They wanted to send you home twice, but you
refused to let them. You hauled your ass right back out there. You
thought you were invincible. They wouldn’t shoot a medic, would
they? Damned, if they didn’t.'
If you did get sold what would be the worst case scenario? You
could possibly end up with a real bastard for a master who would
make your life miserable. Could that happen if Master Jeb filtered
the masters who would be allowed to bid on me? It doesn’t have to
be completely in Master Jeb’s hands alone. I could work hard,
learn to be a good slave, work my body as hard as possible, so I
would make myself attractive to the best of masters. That sounds
like a plan, but maybe Master Jeb has other plans. Well, you can
learn to work in the context of those plans. He seems like a
reasonable man. What have you got to lose by trying? Well, quite
possibly your penis, for one small thing. What the fuck, you’ve
seriously been considering suicide. Perhaps, being a slave is
better than being dead with or without your damn dong. If you find
out you’re miserable, there are ways to get out of it. After all,
slavery in the U.S. is against the law.
Yeah, but we’re talking ‘consensual’ slavery here. It becomes like
a personal military conscription. It might be argued it’s just
another form of servitude. Why do you think the military calls it
'the service.' You’re there to serve. So don’t even go into it
unless you’re going to be serious about it. You know yourself
pretty well. If you give your word to someone it becomes your law.
A written contract would chisel it in granite. You can’t help it,
it’s just the way you were raised. You’re young enough if
everything goes to Hell you could still re-adjust and regain
anything you might lose, except, of course, for your dick and
balls. Okay, there’s another possibility. You just might get sold
to a really hot master who you would enjoy serving for years. Naw,
just ain't my luck. On the other hand, you might be sold to a
master who isn’t the hottest, or one you might not choose
yourself, but if Master Jeb’s description of imprinting is
correct, it could take care of a lot of deficiencies. You’ve seen
imprinting in action. You’ve been wearing Big Jim’s plug all damn
week and will probably wear it tomorrow.
Are you kidding? If you don’t, Jake will turn you over his knee
and send you home for it. When you get back, the horny old goat
will turn you over his knee again for good measure. Cut that out,
you love Jake. Yeah, I do, but Jake’s a friend. You love your
friends, but you don’t move them in with you, especially if
they’re straight. The chances of getting a master I would
come to care about is probably better than fifty/fifty. All right,
as long as you aren’t going into this with the idea Master Jim is
going to change his mind and receive you with open arms. Yes, but
he did sent that telegram. Yeah, but he also knew he was wrong. He
was afraid Master Jeb would find out. Jeb might be pissed if Big
Jim alienated me, and I didn’t agree to go into training. He’s
just covering his butt. How are you going to handle being around
him and working with him training you? Will you continue to be
imprinted with him personally? It may be a real test. What if he
sucks you in again only to hide behind his oath to Master Jeb?
Don’t let him. Don’t give him the chance. Fool me once, shame on
you. Fool me twice, shame on me. Yeah, but you know you’re in love
with him. You’d almost settle for crumbs from his table just
to make love to his boots.
I can’t do that. In a weird way, it ain’t fair to him either.
Remember what he said when you told him it felt natural calling
him master. Did it? Were you lying to the big man? God no, it was
the most truthful thing I ever revealed about myself to anyone. In
a way the statement said to him; ‘Master Jim, I love you and want
more than anything in the world to be your slave and serve you.’
On the other hand, I don’t want to trap someone who wouldn’t be
happy with me in the long run. What could be worse? Are you going
to do it? I don’t know. I won’t know until I walk in there and get
the feel of all combined confluences. Were you born a slave, Beau?
Look into your past? You were still in grade school when your
mother had Gladys, and then Turner. She was never much of a
mother. She wouldn't even feed your little brother and sister. You
were forced to learn to make formula for them or they would have
starved to death. You changed diapers, you bathed them, and you
basically raised those two kids, while she set back and let you.
You were a slave to her, a slave to them, and ultimately became a
slave to your dad. He did nothing to help or alleviate the
situation.
You essentially gave up your childhood for your dad, little
brother, and sister. Look at you today, you’re still sending money
home to them. They only write you when they need something. You
bought and paid for their love for years one way or another, and
you're still doing it. You can't get your ass to the post office
fast enough with a check for them if they need money. Look at you
in Nam. You damn near killed yourself trying to serve the needs of
those men, but you failed. You couldn’t save them all. Are you a
slave, Andrew Beaureguard James Jr.? Do you have a slave
mentality? Let yourself hear you say it. Master Jeb said to hear
yourself say it, you were over halfway there: Yes, by God, I am a
slave! And, God as my witness, I will be the best damn slave
I can be.
Part V ~ A line in the sand
“Rainy day people always seem to know when you’re feeling low.” ~
Gordan Lightfoot
Jake was in to work early. He typed up all the work assignments,
passed them out to the other mechanics, and handed me my list. It
was the first time I ever got to work and Jake was already there.
He made rounds to see if the guys understood their assignments,
and if they needed help. When everyone was taken care of he headed
for my stall. It was at the end of the shop before the big storage
yard. It was hidden from the front and the other bays.
“Okay, Kid, your turn, but first hit parade rest for inspection,”
Jake ordered.
I put my tools down and immediately snapped to parade rest with my
hands behind my back, legs spread apart. He came around behind me,
and I felt his big hand feeling around my ass checking for my
plug. He took his fingers and pushed hard on it. “Push back, Son,
I wanna' make sure it’s seated properly,” he commanded.
I grinned and pushed back hard with my butt. I’ll have to say he
seated it a little better than I did. “That seated it in there
right, sir. It just needed a boss-man's touch who knows what he’s
doing to seat it properly. Thanks for checking, Daddy Jake.”
“What are daddies for, Son?” he asked.
“You’re the best, Daddy Jake,” I replied.
“I’ll do ‘til your old man gets home. You’ll put in a good word
with him for me?” he asked.
“The best, Daddy Jake,” I replied.
“Oh, by the way, Son, I have to thank you for something,” he said.
“Awh, Hell, Daddy Jake, you know you’re welcome,” I assured him.
“No, no, not about that. You remember me taking a shower at your
place last night, and you told me not to use soap?” he asked.
“Yes, sir,” I replied.
“Got home, gave my wife a kiss, she perked up, sniffed my neck,
and I thought I was a dead man,” he said.
“Oh, my God, what happened?” I asked.
Jake chuckled. “She told me I really smelled good sometimes after
a hard day's work, the kids were all gone, and did I have plans
after dinner? Son, it was the best sex we had in five or six
years. She did things to me she would’ve never considered before.
Unasked. What the Hell happened?”
“Well, Daddy Jake, you just had hot sex about an hour before, and
you were giving off a lot of good male sex odors that probably
turned her on. I been told women respond to that sort of thing.
I'm bettin’ if any man would have it, you would,” I said like I
had no doubt.
“Is there a way we could bottle it? She was a wild woman. I hate
to say this about my own wife, and I mean it in the best possible
way, but if I went to a whore house, she’s the type woman I’d pick
to go with. And the icing on the fucking cake? She thought it was
all because of me,” Jake said and grinned from ear to ear. I
smiled wryly at him.
“You should a’ never told me that, Daddy Jake,” I said pointing a
finger at him and doubled over laughing, "I’m gonna’ install a
meter by my bed, and you’ll have to keep dropping quarters in
while you fuck me. Let’s see, say fifty cent a half hour,” I said
laughing my ass off.
Jake leaned in close and said in a lecherous voice, “Son, that’s
cheap at twice the price for the sex I got at home last night,” he
said then joined me in laughter.
We got down to business, Jake asked me if I understood my work
assignment sheet, and did I need any help? I didn’t think so, but
he could probably help me with a personal problem around three
o’clock that afternoon. “I’ll be under that big Case truck
finishing the linkage.”
“Be glad to help you out, Son,” he said with a wink.
‘Damn,’ I thought, ‘I’m going to break his heart if I leave.’
The day went quickly, and we broke for lunch about eleven-thirty.
I was busy all morning and so was Jake. He didn’t come
around all morning which wasn’t like him. We went off by
ourselves to eat, and I noticed a frown on his face. “You ain’t
been ‘round all morning, Dad, some'um wrong?” I asked quietly.
“Hell, I sure wanted to, but I got hung up with that stupid Tom.
He was supposed to be troubleshooting an electrical problem on
that big Ford Truck. He was doing nothing but eat’n up time, and
not getting the job done. Sam asked me to help him. I did, but
instead of him doing it while I told him what to do so’s he could
learn something he stood back and watched me do it. I don’t mind
showing a guy how to do something, but I expect him to know it the
next time. I don’t mind showing ‘em two or three times if they
ultimately learn it. He won’t even try to learn. The son of a
bitch bills himself as a top notch mechanic, but when it comes to
producing, he can’t do shit.
"He steals tools. He lies with no conscience. He whines and
bitches about everything. Every time I walk by his bay he’s either
eating or his sign’s up, he’s in the shitter. He’s like a fuck’n
parrot, all he does is eat, shit, and squawk. His only purpose in
life is to fulfill his own selfish needs. What’s worst, the stupid
little bastard thinks he’s putting one over on everyone. I’d never
let the little son of a bitch work on one of my vehicles. He’s a
big fucking phony. Sam insists on keeping him around. Maybe Sam’s
fucking him.” It was the laugh we both needed. “Anyway, I’m
through with him now, and I think I’ll be able to help you with
that personal problem around three,” he said and cheered up. His
whole demeanor changed.
“Well, Dad, if you can’t, don’t worry about it,” I said, trying to
console him, “there’ll be lot’s a’ time later to help your boy.”
We started eating and he brought me a portion of some Italian
chicken dish his wife made. Damn, it was good. We talked like two
good friends without all the, ‘Daddy fucked you good’ bullshit. It
was like our friendship was raised to new and better level. He
dropped his good-fellow facade and talked about dreams, concerns,
relationships, and trucks. I learned more about Jake in that hour
than I ever knew about him. It was as if I truly became his little
brother, and he felt he could tell me anything. How could I help
love him? We bonded as friends. I never again called him Daddy
Jake. Mostly, I just called him ‘dad’, boss-man, and sometimes
Jake. I never called him ‘Rags’ anymore. I didn’t feel that name
was respectful enough for a man I came to love and looked up to.
The afternoon flew by. Three o’clock came and went with no visit
from dad. I wasn’t worried. I saw him pass by waving his arms and
talking loudly to one of the other mechanics and guessed he got
caught up. Four thirty came, and I started to put my tools away
and here he came. “Shit, Son, I’m sorry I didn’t get by to help
you with that personal problem, but I’d be happy to after work.
“Dad, I can’t tonight. I got somewhere to be about five-thirty and
it’s four-thirty now,” I said as I looked at my watch.
He looked like I stabbed him through the heart. “Okay, that’s all
right, another time,” he said quietly. I could tell he was
disappointed.
He turned to walk away, and I remembered how Big Jim rejected me.
I couldn’t do that to Jake. I’d come to love him too damn much. I
could call Master Jeb and tell him something came up, I would be
there but would he be so kind as to grant me an hour's extension
on our agreed deadline? “Dad?” he turned to listen. “You had a
rough day, huh?” I asked. He didn’t look up but shook his head
affirmatively. “Drop by for a beer. Fuck it, I can be late. You
wouldn’t let me down if I needed you,” I said.
“Sounds good, Son, meet cha’ there, and you’re right, I’d do my
damnedest to be there for you,” he replied.
Somehow I knew he would, and he always has. Dad was waiting in his
pickup out front when I drove into the driveway. “Come on in, Dad.
Let’s take a load off,” I said. I smiled knowing he got my
double meaning. We walked in, and I got us a couple of beers.
“Now, I’ll be right back. Relax, drink your beer. I gotta’ make a
phone call to let my friend know I’m gonna’ be late." I went to my
little office off the living room, a walk in closet, and phoned
Master Jeb. Big Jim answered the phone. “Master Jeb?” I asked.
“No, this is Jim,” he said. He paused a moment waiting for my
response.
“Hello, Master Jim, this is Bull Dog Butch calling,” I said like a
kid calling for a date.
There was a pause then a laugh from Big Jim. “Indeed, good to hear
your voice, Son. You all right?” he asked.
“Yes, sir, I’m fine. I couldn't be better,” I replied.
“You forgive me?” he asked sheepishly.
I wasn’t going to let him off that easily. “You ordered me to
forgive you, Master Jim. You still have control of me. You had
control of me all week. I must obey my master,” I replied without
nuance.
“Holy shit, I should've known better. You’re right again, boy. Let
me ask you a yes or no question? Do you enjoy killing giants?” he
asked.
“Only when they’re in season,” I replied and laughed, “I keep
thinking if I wing one maybe I can get his attention long enough
to show him I only want to love and become his faithful slave one
day.”
“Damn, boy,you could rip the heart out of a Tasmanian Devil with
your brains and quick tongue,” he said.
I paused for a long moment before answering. “Master Jim?” I
asked quietly.
“Yes, Son?”
“Of course, I forgive you, but not beacuse I must. Will you
forgive me?” I asked.
“You know it, boy, and thanks for letting this insensitive old man
off the hook. I’m sorry I lied to you. I’ll make you a promise, I
won’t never do it again. I’ll get Jeb for you,’” he said.
I waited a moment and heard Master Jeb on the other end. “Is this
my good slave-boy?” he asked.
“It is, indeed, your good slave-boy, Master Jeb. It’s good to hear
your voice again, sir. Master Jeb, I got a favor to ask, and if
you grant me this request I’ll be your grateful slave-boy,” I
said.
“What is it, Son?” he asked with concern.
“Something unavoidable came up, and may I have an extension of an
hour on our deadline agreement?” I asked.
“Of course, Son, how about eight o’clock?” he asked.
“Oh, gee, Master Jeb, that would really be great. Thanks so much,
and I’ll look forward to seeing you at eight or before and thanks
again,” I said.
“No problem, Son, see you then,” he replied.
I returned to the other room half expecting to find Jake with his
clothes off, but he was sitting on my bed with a long face.
“Everything okay, Son?" he asked.
“Sure, Dad, I just told them I’d be about an hour late.”
“Well, I’ll drink this and go, so you won’t be too late,” Jake
said.
“Cut it out, Dad, tell your boy what’s wrong,” I said as I began
to rub his tired back, and he melted.
I thought he was going to cry. “Damn it, those guys at the shop
need more help than I can give them most of the time. You know why
I go off with you on breaks and eat lunch?” I didn’t answer, I
figured he’d tell me. “You’re the only mechanic there who will do
the work I assign him, do it right the first time, and if you
don’t know what your doing, you’ll ask. I only have to tell you
how to do it or show you once, and you’ve got it. I never have to
tell you again. I can tell them bastards fifty times, and they
still won’t remember how to do something,” he lamented.
“C’moan, Dad, relax. Take your coveralls off and let your boy rub
your back,” I said. He undid his coveralls and pulled them down
around his waist, and quickly took off his shirt and undershirt. I
told him to lie on his stomach on the bed. He stretched out with a
sigh, and I started to rub his back. After about fifteen minutes
of some intense back rubbing he was beginning to loosen up. He
rolled over and looked at me. “I don’t think your old dad could do
you justice this afternoon, anyway. Beside,” he said laughing,
“you should be good for another two days,” he said and bragged.
“You got that right, woah! The way you fucked me yesterday, damn,”
I said and rolled my eyes. He smiled and looked thoughtful. I
looked at him. “Dad, will you let your boy do something for you to
show you how much he appreciates you?” I asked.
“What’s that, Son?” he asked.
“Lie back, close you eyes, and let your boy suck you off,” I said
quietly.
“You don’t have to ask twice, Kid, you got it,” Jake said.
He unzipped his coveralls the rest of the way and pulled them down
over his big work boots, and he was nude from his boots up. He got
up on my leather bedspread and fluffed a pillow under his head
getting ready for his blow job. Damn, he was a hot man. Every time
I see him in his coveralls, I know what’s underneath, and lately
I’ve been popping a boner seeing him walk around at work in them
damn things. I started on his boots, and he watched with
fascination as I licked oil, grease, and grim from his big hot
boots. He surprised me when he held one up I finished and just
pointed to the bottom. I didn’t hesitate, I cleaned the bottoms of
all grease, oil, and grime. Then started on the other, and he made
damn sure I cleaned the bottom of that one, too. Dad Jake was
getting into power trips.
My work-dad, my boss-man, was being imprinted with control. He
enjoyed it because he knew I liked it. It bonded us even tighter
as a unit and a team. I liked his control at work, and I loved the
control he was beginning to feel bold enough to assert with me in
private. I worked my way up his hairy Italian legs and buried my
face in his ass. I put my arms under his legs and raised his ass
to my face. His eyes widened as he watched me dive into his ass
cleaning and sucking on his tight hole, I thought he was going up
the wall. I took my thumbs and spread his sphincter and got my
tongue way up in there and started licking and cleaning him. He
started moaning then began moving his hips to fuck my tongue with
his hole. I spread ‘em further, and got some fine masculine
flavors out of my dad.
When I finished I notice his cock was raging hard. I kissed it,
then cleaned his balls real good. They tasted like he smelled, a
good healthy man-sweat smell, and I licked until I couldn’t taste
any more. I got it all. Damn, I was really getting into serving
this man. I wasn’t going to hold back from my dad who needed me
right then in the worst way. I took him with one lunge down my
throat. I never had a gag response like so many. I took him as far
down my throat as I could then just used my neck and throat
muscles to fuck his dick. I kept taking more of him, then more
down my throat until my lips pressed tight against his bear fur at
his crotch. He looked down and saw his dick completely down my
throat. He took his hands and place them on each side of my throat
to feel the stretch of his cock inside. He leaned forward and slid
down my throat about an inch more. Suddenly, I could feel his come
hurrying up the shaft as he lay back and moaned to God and any
saint that might be near enough to hear. I felt his hot come way
in the back of my throat, past any point of tasting.
I held it there as he got his breath. Then I gently pulled off. As
I did he shot again, but I was quick enough to catch him in my
mouth. Damn, he tasted good. It was strong and flavorful. His
flavor. My boss-man's unique flavor. I crawled up and laid my head
on his big chest. “Thanks, Dad, for letting me suck you off.”
“What can I say, Son. You took all the pain away,” Jake said. Then
he said the strangest thing. “You know, Son, I hope your other dad
is good to you. You need a good man to serve, and yes, I would let
my little bro suck me off if he wanted to,” he said laughing.
I was really concerned about possibly leaving my new dad behind. I
bonded with Jake. I loved him as a friend; not passionately, Hell
he had a wife, for Christ sake. We were fuck buddies, and I
was happy with that. I walked proud at work. Jake’s affection and
camaraderie made me feel useful, needed, helpful, and
wanted. Together, we were like two kids who shared a secret.
Sam knew something was up, but he didn’t have a clue as to what.
At least I didn’t think he did. One morning Jake and I were in
early. I was helping Jake get a job out Sam wanted done yesterday,
and he came around to check our progress. Jake and I worked
together like a surgical team. We were fast and accurate. We
diagnosed the patient, opened him up, repaired the innards,
closed, and were done. We were working our asses off trying to get
the job done as quickly as possible. Jake and I were in each
others faces talking about what we had to do next and the fastest
way to get it done. I always let him lead while I gave
suggestions. The flow which passed between us was easily
recognizable if you knew what to look for.
Sam looked at the two of us and got a funny look on his face. “Is
Jake fucking you, Beau?” he asked like a thunder bolt out of a
clear blue sky.
“Jake, fucking me? Yeah, right. Sure he is, Sam. He checks my oil,
gives me a lube job, checks my spark plug to make sure it fires
every time, and keeps my motor running hot. Don’ cha, Boss-man,
Honey?” I added as an after thought. I quickly looked at Jake,
winked, and he knew to go along with my bullshit. We started
laughing. We were holding each other we were laughing so hard.
“We better check it again soon, Kid, I think you may be a quart
low. I’m sure Sam is,” Jake said, nodded toward Sam, and grinned.
We started laughing again until we had Sam laughing with us.
Sam roared with laughter and finally got himself together. “God,
you two...” he said as he walked away shaking his head. He never
asked again. If dad could’ve thrown his arms around me and kissed
me, that would have been the moment. We talked and laughed about
that morning for years. At least we didn’t lie to the man. I
admitted Jake was fucking me.
I never thought I’d come to love working in a garage so much, but
I found out I had a natural aptitude for the work. Hell, it wasn’t
so much different from making sure you got all of a man’s guts
back in the right places when you shoveled them back in after he
was blown apart. You just had to pay attention to what you were
doing or he wouldn’t work right after you closed him up. I didn’t
want to leave Jake, Sam, or a couple of the other men I
befriended. I shouldn’t have worried too much. Somehow, the
people you really love have a way of recycling in your life and my
new dad, Jake, would play a major role in mine. We would somehow
met in the middle of our two separate worlds and grow from our
friendship.
I was able to ask dad’s counsel on anything. No matter how bizarre
it might seem to him at first, he never turned away, and always
listened. He asked intelligent questions if he didn’t quite
understand a concept, and then gave me his best shot at advice
from his knowledge of me and how he perceived me. I never again
shocked him with anything. He told me our friendship gave him new
thoughts about what family and friends really were and how they
became meaningful to us. He told me one day he heard the term,
'extended family' but never learned what it meant. After making
friends with me, he told me he understood. He came to consider me
part of his family. No man ever offered me a greater compliment.
Part VI ~ Zero Hour
"Could you walk a little faster, said the whiting to the
snail, There’s a porpoise close behind me, and he’s treading
on my tail." ~ Lewis Carroll
After Jake left my apartment, I quickly showered. It was
seven-ten. If I hurried I could just make it. I threw my shit
together in my saddle bags and pulled on my leathers. If I was
going to agree to this I was going to look hot upon my arrival. I
checked in the mirror and thought, ‘There’s nothing wrong with
that picture.’ I always looked hot in my leathers. I glanced at
the clock; seven twenty-five. Shit, I better get on my bike and
go. I went to the garage and cranked Pegasus, my winged horse, or
Barbara Beezer when I was unhappy with her, and headed out to
Mount Washington. I started around the lake (Silverlake) and
thought, ‘I’d better punch it in the butt to make up some time.' I
probably was doing about eighty-five when I saw another biker pull
in behind me. All of a sudden his bike lit up like the mother ship
from ‘Close Encounters’ and I thought, ‘Oh shit, a cop!’ He pulled
me over and parked his bike behind mine about fifteen feet. He
slowly got off his bike and was unbuckling his helmet as he
swaggered towards me. He threw his hips forward, his shoulders
thrown back, and assumed an attitude that would make a fearless
man wince.
“Going a little fast ‘round the lake, there, weren’t cha,' Son?"
he asked rhetorically.
‘Duh!’ I thought, ‘Eighty-five in a thirty mile zone? No, not too
fast for my bike, sir. How ‘bout yours?’ “Uh! I’m sorry,
sir. Guess I was pushing it a bit; maybe a little over the speed
limit, but I’m late. I’m late for a very important date,” I said
and stood biting my tongue in horror. How stupid could I be
unwittingly quoting Lewis Carroll to the man?
I swear by all that’s holy without taking a breath he replied,
“Your fuzzy ears and whiskers take you too much time to shave?” he
asked.
There was a long silent pause when neither of us knew what was
coming next. I broke the silence with a guffaw of laughter. I bent
over double laughing and so did he. He reached out, put his hand
on my shoulder and made contact. An electric charge went through
my body. The ice was definitely broken between us. “Okay, Son, I’m
gonna’ have to write you a ticket, but I’ll go easy on you. Let’s
say you were ten miles over the speed limit, forty miles an hour,”
he said, smiled at me, and got out his pad.
“Thank you, sir, could I do something for you sometime, maybe
clean your boots for ya’?” I looked at the handsome cop like a
lost puppy. I swear to God I don’t know to this day where that
came from, what made me blurt it out, but when I realized what I
said I started blushing big time. My face turned beet red, and he
started laughing again.
He looked at me funny for a moment, looked at my leathers, and had
my number. “It could be arranged,” he replied and smiled wryly. He
finished writing the ticket, I signed it, and he handed it to me.
“You’re a fine looking young man, especially in those leathers.
You remind me of a close friend who's top waddie on a big ranch in
Tucson,” he said. What he said next made me leak piss in my
leather pants. “Are you owned by a good master, Son?” he asked and
smiled knowingly.
“Naw, sir, I's on my way to give myself for training. That's why I
was speeding. I got me a deadline of eight o’clock, and I'm late,"
I said.
“That is an important date. A very important date,” he said and
smiled again, “You on your way to Jebediah Henshaw’s place?" the
handsome officer asked.
“Yes, sir, do you know, Master Jeb?” I asked.
“You might say that,” he said as he looked at his watch, “Hell,
Son, it’s five past eight now. Get on your bike and follow me.
I’ll get chu’ there so you won’t be too late.”
He spun on the heel of his highly polished boots and quickly
headed for his bike, buckling his helmet on the way. I got on my
bike, waited for him, and he took the lead. With siren screaming,
lights flashing we went through red lights, and were traveling
well over the speed limit. He led me to Master Jeb’s front door in
ten minutes flat. I’ve never been so embarrassed in my life. Big
Jim and Master Jeb came out to see what the uproar was about and
there we were. Officer Earl D. Shaw stopped his bike, got off,
swaggered over to me, and handed me his card. “When does your
training begin, Son?” he asked.
“In one month, sir, if they agree to accept me,” I replied.
“Call to set up an appointment to clean my boots, and wear those
leathers, understand, Son?” he asked and grinned real big.
“Yes, sir, Master,” I replied.
He smiled at my response. “I have no doubt they'll accept you for
training. You’ll do fine, Son. Good luck to you,” he said, waved
to Jim and Jeb and started walking toward them.
Jeb called to him, “Earl D. Shaw, ain’t seen you in while. Damn
good to see you again, Son. We missed you. How the Hell are you?
Heard you been traveling to the desert, Vegas, and Tucson,” Master
Jeb said. They shook hands and the officer held out his hand to
Big Jim.
“Hey, Jim. Damn, good to see you again. It’s been a couple of
months. We saw each other last in Tucson at Dan and Cowboys. How
you been, Big Man?" he asked.
“Good, Earl, real good. You’re looking fine as ever. Things going
well for you?” Jim asked.
“Better, better. They picked up considerably about fifteen minutes
ago when I stopped your boy, here, on the lake doing eighty-five
in a thirty mile an hour zone. Gave him a ticket for ten over.
Said he was late for an important date. He said your name, and I
figured it wouldn’t do to have such a fine looking young man be
late for his future,” Officer Shaw said.
“Damn nice of you, Earl D., to help out like that. He give you any
trouble?” Master Jeb asked.
“On the contrary. One of the most polite, courteous, attractive,
young slave potentials I’ve encountered in a long time. Will you
be training him?” Earl asked.
“He ain’t given us his decision yet, but we’re hoping so,” Big Jim
replied.
“He will. He was in too big of a hurry just to tell you no. Will
you be keeping him or selling him?" Officer Shaw asked.
“He’ll be offered on the market after training,” Master Jeb
replied.
“Good, here’s my card with my address and phone number. I’m sure
I’ve given it to you a hundred times, but just in case you lost
it. I’d appreciate you notifying me when be becomes available.
Damnaion! He looks like a dead ringer for the cowboy, don’t he?”
Officer Shaw asked.
“Jim and I noticed that, too, Earl. Yes, he could be his brother.
Wait’ll Big Gunn meets him. That should be interesting," Jeb
replied.
“To say nothing of Beryl,” Officer Shaw said and the three men
laughed.
Holy shit, I’d never been shown that much attention in my life.
The man was asking about me like I was a prize pig that would be
sold at auction after training. How could I say no to training
after this stroke of luck? He was fucking gorgeous, and he was
interested in me. ME!
“Thanks again, Officer Shaw,” I said and raised my hand to wave as
he walked to his bike. He turned, smiled at me, waved back, got on
his bike and was gone.
“Earl D. is one handsome son of a bitch,” Big Jim commented.
“What’da ya' think, Beau?” Master Jeb asked.
“Yes, sir, he’s all right if you like pretty men," I said quietly
without giving too much.
“What kind a’ man do you find attractive, boy?” Big Jim asked.
“Master Jeb,” I replied sweetly, smiling at the giant. Master Jeb
let out a whoop you could’ve heard for a block. Big Jim grinned in
defeat.
“You do know the right shit to say, boy, even if you don’t mean
it,” Master Jeb said and laughed as he hugged me.
The giant walked over and stood squarely in front of me. “What do
you have for your giant, Son?” he leaned down to look into my eyes
“A present. It ain’t worth much but it’s from the heart,” I said.
“What would that be, boy?" Big Jim asked.
I threw my arms around his huge neck and gently kissed him. He
grabbed me up in both arms. I was resting on his huge chest as he
began to kiss me back. “That’s worth more than you know, Son.
Thanks for your gift,” he said barely above a whisper.
We walked inside laughing and talking. Master Jeb asked if I
wanted a drink.“Yes, sir, please. Anything with Vodka,” I replied.
I threw my saddle bags over the back of the couch and set down.
Big Jim set on the couch next to me. I was lost. I was doomed.
There was no hope for me. The smell of the giant man was making my
cock rock hard again. Never has any human being had such an effect
on me. Jake smells great, strong, and masculine, but this man
overpowered all my thoughts, emotions, and senses. Master Jeb came
back with my drink and smiled. “Beau, do you always arrive with a
motorcycle escort?” he asked and threw his head back in laughter.
“Well, Master Jeb, I didn’t wanna' be late, and I was pushing the
speed just a bit,” I replied. We shared a laugh.
“I won’t beat around the bush, Son, have you come to a decision?"
he asked.
“Yes, sir, I have. May I remove my clothes, sir?” I asked.
"I should have offered you that option when you arrived. Of course
you may. Do as your heart tells you,” Master Jeb replied. I
quickly undressed, laying my clothes and leathers on the back of
the sofa, down to the cock and ball harness. Master Jeb raised an
eyebrow and looked at Big Jim. I knew Big Jim didn’t tell Master
Jeb about the harness and plug.
Big Jim grabbed me around the waist, bent me over to check my plug
and laughed. “I knew you’d wear it back,” he said. He seemed
pleased with himself.
I walked to Master Jeb and knelt in front of him. I took his right
hand and placed it on my heart, covering his hand with both of
mine. “Master Jeb, you told me I have the heart of a slave. I
didn’t believe you until this week. I believe you now. Not only
because of your influence but things in my past you don’t know
about. Therefore, I give you my heart, this slave’s heart, to
shape, to mold, to train as you see fit. From this moment on,
until it’s decided what my future will be, this heart, this slave
belongs to you and no other,” I said, took his hand, and kissed
the back of it.
There was a long silence for a moment. Master Jeb, with tears
rolling down his cheeks, said in a cracked voice, “Damn, Son, no
man ever gave himself into slavery or my trust with such honesty,
sincerity, and eloquence as you just did. I told you, you're a
natural born slave. Do you believe me now?” he asked.
“Yes, Master Jeb, I do,” I replied.
“And so do I," I heard Big Jim say under his breath.
“I accept you as my slave to train, Son. A natural slave doesn’t
need a great deal of training. I think you’ll become a joy for
both of us," Master Jeb allowed.
“This is no time for tears. Let’s celebrate our newest member of a
select group of men who can appreciate the finer qualities of
Master/slave relationships,” Master Jim said, and celebrate we
did.
End of Chapter 3 ~ The Ties That Bind
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