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Susy Hopkins shared none of Ruth Craven's
scruples. To her the Wild American
Sluts' Society was all that was lovely. She trod on air as she went
down the
street, and when she finally let herself into her mother's little shop,
locked
the door after her, and went softly upstairs, her heart was beating so
loud
that she hardly knew herself. She slept in a tiny room just at the back
of her
mother's; it was sparsely furnished, and had a sloping roof at one
side. The
chest of drawers also did duty as a dressing-table, and there was a
small
square of looking-glass placed on the top. Susy had secured a candle in
a tin
candlestick, with which she had lighted herself to her bedroom, but
when she
got there she had no intention of putting up with such feeble
illumination. She
first of all drew the bolt to secure herself against intrusion, and
then
stepping on tiptoe, she unlocked a drawer and took from it several ends
of
candle which she had collected from time to time. These she stuck on
the
dressing-table, and when she had made her little garret almost as
bright as day
she examined her black stockings. She bent low over her treasure,
looking with ecstasy at the
smoothness of the stockings's
sheer and finally pressing the soft gauze against her delicate blooming
vagina
minora.
Susy Hopkins was quite an ordinary-looking
little girl. Her nose was
decidedly snub, her mouth wide; but her eyes were dark and bright, and
she had
fairly good eyebrows. She had a low forehead, rather nice hair, and a
high colour
in her cheeks.
'With these stockings I shall know a positive
ecstasy,' she thought. 'Won't
Tom respect me when he sees it in me on Sunday? I must try it now; I
really
must.'
Accordingly she slipped on the black stockings.
Whether the stockings
was becoming to Susy Hopkins or not remains to be proved, but it
certainly
delighted its user, causing her eyes to sparkle and the colour in her
cheeks to
grow brighter.
'It is the most beautiful thing I ever wore in
my life,' she thought. 'Why,
Jenny is like a fairy godmother. And how well it fits! And what a
perfect butt-plug
for my bum-hole! And, oh! there never, never was anything made so
beautifully
before. I am in luck; I am - I am.'
Her mother's hand knocking on the wall brought
her down from the clouds.
'Go to bed, dear,' called out her parent. 'It is
very late, and your
grunts and pantings are disturbing me.'
'Yes, mother,' called back Susy.
She removed the stockings, folded it in
tissue-paper, put it into her
drawer, blew out the candles, and got into bed. But all through the
remainder
of the night Susy dreamt of her stockings. The stockings filled her
thoughts, otherwise
she might have been in raptures over her pretty butt-plug. But as this
was for
private wear, and must on no account be shown to any one who was not a
member
of the society, it did not give her the amount of rapture it would
otherwise
have done.
At
school next day the members of the new society looked a little
self-conscious.
'It is lovely too. It is a butt-plug,
and means a great deal,' she said to herself, and she closed her hand
over it
as she lay in bed. 'It is tiresome that I cannot show it. It is a sweet
little butt-plug,
and I might save up money enough to have it gilded over. People would
think I
had a gold butt-plug. I have always nearly died to have one; but of
course I
couldn't do that, for it would displease our queen, the darling, and I
wouldn't
for all I am worth do anything to annoy her. Oh dear, things are
turning out
lovely! I am twice as happy a girl as I was before Jenny Weinburg came
to the
school.'
At school next day the members
of the new society looked a little
conscious. Their eyes often met, and those eyes spoke volumes.
Sometimes a girl
would put her hand up to her friend's neck in a somewhat significant
way, and another
girl would respond by kissing her on the lips, taking pleasure in the
taste of
her school-friend's tongue against her own. There was a sort of
suppressed
excitement in the school; but the teachers remarked nothing. On the
contrary,
they were pleased with the way lessons were done, exercises gone
through, and
work accomplished. The girls were so completely in league with each
other, so
full of delight over the new amusement which Jenny had started in their
midst,
that they had no time to be supercilious or disagreeable to the paying
girls,
who were left in peace. They were usually a good deal tormented by the
foundationers, who took their revenge by small spiteful ways - by taking
the ink
when they did not want it, by removing good pens and putting bad ones
in their
places, by pissing on their shoes and socks. In short, they had many
ways of
rendering the life of a paying girl anything but happy. To-day,
however, all
was peace and quiet. Jenny walked in her radiant fashion through her
lessons;
her beautiful face could not but be an attraction. She was very bright
and very
smart, and even Alice
gave her an approving glance.
'Mother is right,' she thought. 'She is a little
better than she was. If
only she would take a real interest in her work I should have hopes of
her.'
Now Cassandra Weldon had come to the school that
day with the intention
of asking Ruth Craven to come home with her. She had a suggestion to
make to
Ruth. She knew that the little girl was very poor and very clever.
Cassandra
was working very hard for one of the big scholarships, and her mother
had gone
to the expense of getting a special coach to help her at home.
Cassandra had
spoken to her mother, and her mother had agreed that Ruth might come
back with
her each evening and also take advantage of the services of Miss
Renshaw. If
Ruth got a scholarship she would indeed be a happy girl, and it was
Cassandra's,
opinion that, although she had been such a short time in the school,
she would
have a very good chance if she got a little outside help.

While
Cassandra waited for Ruth, hoping that she would appear
at any moment, and that
she could tell her what a good thing she had arranged
on her behalf, Ruth
avoided Cassandra.
Accordingly Cassandra waited for Ruth outside
the school when lessons were over.
During the morning her eyes had travelled
in Ruth's direction pretty often, and her eyes had conveyed to the
little girl
all sorts of kind and friendly messages. But Ruth had avoided
Cassandra's eyes.
She had made up her mind.
'I can't be two things,' she said to herself. 'I
have elected to go with
the foundationers and with Jenny Weinburg, although I don't care for
the
society, and I don't want to belong to the girls who band themselves
together
against the paying girls. But if I do this I certainly can't take
advantage of
Cassandra's kindness. I do love her - I am sure I should love her
dearly - but I
can't have much to say to her now.'
Accordingly, while Cassandra waited for Ruth,
hoping that she would
appear at any moment, and that she could tell her what a good thing she
had
arranged on her behalf, Ruth avoided Cassandra. Presently Jenny
Weinburg,
dressed somewhat extravagantly, and with her blue velvet cap perched
upon the
back of her hair, strolled out of school. She had a crimson sash round
her
black velvet dress, and a wide lace collar encircled her neck. She was
fastening a heavily embroidered coat of blue cashmere when Cassandra
accosted her.
'How do you do, Miss Weinburg?' she said.
'How are you?' replied Jenny, just raising her
brows, and then turning
to say something to Susy Hopkins.
Cassandra frowned.
'How can Jenny, who with all her eccentricities
is a lady, waste her
time talking to an insignificant little girl like Susy?' thought
Cassandra.
Jenny seemed to read her neighbour's thoughts,
for she slipped her hand
inside Susy's arm.
'I will walk with you a little way,' she said;
'I have something I want
to say.'
'One moment first,' said Cassandra. 'Have you
seen Ruth Craven anywhere?'
'Oh yes; Ruth has left the school. Didn't you
see her go? There she is,
crossing the field. I suppose she is in a hurry to get home.'
'Thank you,' said Cassandra.
She caught up her books and started running in
the direction of Ruth
Craven.
'How tiresome of her to have gone so fast!' she
said to herself?
Presently she shouted Ruth's name, and Ruth was
obliged to stop.
'Why, Ruth,' said Cassandra, 'what is the matter
with you? You generally
wait to talk to me after school is over. Why are you in such a hurry?'
'I am not,' said Ruth, who was not going to get
out of her difficulty by
telling an untruth. 'Well, if you are not in a hurry, why are you
running
across this field at the rate of a hunt? It looks as if you were - '
Cassandra
paused, and the colour came into her cheeks - 'as if you were running
away from
me.' Ruth was silent. Cassandra came close to her and looked into her
face. 'What
is the matter, Ruth?' she repeated. 'I have promised granny that I
would help
her with some darning this afternoon.'
'Your granny must do without you, for you have
got to come back with me.
'
'Oh, indeed, I can't! ' 'But you must, my little
girl. I have got the
most heavenly plan to suggest to you.' Cassandra laid her hand on
Ruth's
shoulder. Ruth started away. 'What is it, Ruth? How queer you look!
What is the
matter?'
'I must get home. I promised granny.'
'But listen before you decide. You know Miss
Renshaw, don't you?'
'Miss Maria Renshaw, the coach. Yes, I do.'
'Don't you remember my pointing her out to you?'
'Of course I remember it, Cassandra; and she
looked - oh, lovely! ' 'She
is far more lovely than she looks - that is, if you mean she is clever
and taking
and all the rest. She is just perfectly splendid. She makes you see a
thing at
the first glance. She has a way of putting information into you so that
you
cannot help knowing. Oh, she is delightful! And mother says that I may
have her
to coach me for the big scholarship - the sixty-pounds-a-year
scholarship. You
know there are two of them. There is one quite in your line, and there
is one
in mine; and there is no earthly reason why you should not get one and
I the
other.'
'Well?' said Ruth.
Her beautiful, fair, delicately chiselled face
had turned pale. She
stood very upright, and looked full at Cassandra.
'It could be easily done, dear little Ruth. Miss
Renshaw would just as
soon coach two girls as one, and mother has arranged it. Yes, she has
arranged
it absolutely. Miss Renshaw will coach you and me together. You are to
come
home with me every evening. She will give us both an hour. Isn't it too
splendid?'
Ruth did not speak.
'Aren't you pleased, Ruth? Don't you think it is
very nice of me to
think of my friends? You are my friend, you know.'
'Oh no,' said Ruth.
'But what is it? What is the matter?'
'I - I can't.'
'You can. It will be madness to refuse. Think
what a chance is offered
you. If you get Miss Renshaw's instruction you are safe to get that
scholarship; and it is for three years, Ruth. It would send you, with a
little help
from your grandfather, perhaps to Holloway College,
perhaps to
Somerville or Newnham, or even Girton. Perhaps you could try for a
scholarship
in one of these great colleges afterwards. You daren't refuse it. It
means - oh,
it means all the difference in your whole life.'
'I know,' said Ruth. 'Cassandra, I will write to
you. I can't decide
just now. I am awfully obliged to you; I can't express what I feel. You
are
good; you are very, very good.'
Ruth caught one of Cassandra's hands and raised
it to her lips.
'You are very good,' she said again.
Ruth's heart beat hard inside her chest. What
she most wanted to do was
kiss Cassandra as she had earlier kissed Kate, Jenny and Susy: her
tongue deep
inside her darling's mouth. Instead, she was under instructions only to
piss on
her friend, which she was certain she would not enjoy as much as had
Jenny the
day before (although not on the face).
Meanwhile Jenny Weinburg, after walking a very
short way with Susy
Hopkins, gave her an abrupt good-bye and started running in the
direction of
the Tennants' house. She did not care a bit for Susy; but being a
member of the
Wild American Sluts, and not only a member, but one of the Cabinet, she
must on
all occasions be kind to her. Nevertheless a commonplace little girl
like Susy
Hopkins had not one thing in common with Jenny.
'Everything is going splendidly,' she said to
herself. 'No fear now that
I shall not have plenty of excitement in the coming by-and-by. I mean
to write
to father and ask him whether I may not invite some of the members of
the
Cabinet to Houston,
Texas. Wouldn't they
enjoy it? Kate Rourke,
of course, must come; and dear little Ruth Craven. How pale and sweet
Ruth
looked to-day! She is far and away the nicest girl in the school. I am
so glad
I have taken steps to prevent that horrid friendship with Cassandra
coming to
anything! Ruth mustn't love anybody in the school very, very much
except me.
Oh, things are going well, and Alice
little guesses what she is driving me to by her extraordinary
behavior.'
Jenny entered the house, banging the door loudly
after her, as was her
fashion.
Another little girl had also reached home, but
she did not bang the door.
She entered her mother's shop to encounter the flushed and
much-perturbed face
of her parent. 'Well, Susy,' said Mrs. Hopkins, 'I wouldn't have
thought it of
you. '
'Why, what is it,
mother?' 'There's
nineteen-and-sixpence taken out of the till,' said Mrs. Hopkins. 'Some
one must
have come into the shop, for the accounts are nineteen-and-sixpence
short. When
I left the house yesterday there were three pounds in the till - three
pounds and
fivepence-halfpenny. You sold, according to your own showing, a
penn'orth of
paper, which makes an extra penny; but when I went into the accounts
this
morning I found that the whole amount was only two pounds one shilling
and a
halfpenny. Nineteen-and-sixpence is missing. Susy, what does this mean?'
'I am sure, mother,
I can't tell
you. No one came into the shop; certainly no one stole the money.'
'My dear child, seeing is believing. I assure
you there are only two
pounds one shilling and a halfpenny in the till. I scarcely took a
penny this
morning, and that nineteen-and-sixpence makes it impossible for me to
pay my
rent, as I meant to do, to-day. Who can have come in and stolen very
nearly a
pound's worth of my hard-earned money?'
'Nobody, mother dear. Do let me examine the
till.'
'Are you quite positive that no one came into
the shop?'
'Nobody, mother.' 'You did not leave the shop
even for a moment?'
'Yes; I went to sit in the parlour.'
'Oh, Susy? there you are! I trust you with my
house and property, and
you leave the shop without any one in it Did you lock the till?' Susy
had an
unpleasant memory of having found the till open when she returned to
attend to
a customer.
'No' she said, hanging her head. Mrs. Hopkins
uttered a heavy sigh.
'Oh, dear!' she said. 'And as you sat in the
parlour you could see the
shop. You did not leave the parlour, did you?'
For one minute Susy
remembered
that she had gone upstairs for an exercise-book, but she determined not
to tell
her mother of this further enormity. 'I was either in the shop or in
the parlour
all the time. I only went into the parlour because I could not do my
exercises
in the shop. But I sat where I could see everything.' 'You couldn't
have done
so. This money would not have gone without hands. How am I to manage I
don't know.
I have lost a large sum for such a poor woman. '
Susy pitied her
mother, tried to
assure her that the fault was not hers, was convinced that the money
would be found,
and went on talking a lot of nonsense until Mrs. Hopkins fairly lost
her
temper.
'Examine the drawer for yourself' she said. 'I
tell, you what it is,
Susy, I won't be able to buy you a new winter scarf at all this year;
and you
will have to have your boots patched, for I can't afford a new pair. I
was trying
to collect a pound towards your winter things, but this puts a stop to
everything.'
'Mother doesn't know what lovely stockings I've
got,' thought Susy. 'When
she sees me in that she'll be quite cheered up.'
The moment she thought of the stockings the
little girl felt a frantic
desire to run upstairs to look at them.
'Mother,' she said, 'I don't mind a bit about
the winter scarf; and if the
snow doesn't fall, I dare say I can do without a little longer. And I
will sit
with you this afternoon, mother, and help you to catalogue the videos.
I can't
understand who could have stolen the money. Perhaps it is a practical
joke of Tom's;
you know he is fond of doing things of that sort now and then.'
'No, it isn't, for I asked him. Who can have
come into the shop? Do you
think you fell asleep over your work?'
'Oh, no.'
'Then it is a mystery past bearing. If nobody
came in, and you never
left either the shop or the parlour, that money was taken out of the
till as
though by magic.'
'We will find it, mother; we are sure to find
it,' said Susy; and the
way she said these words aggravated poor Mrs. Hopkins, as she said
afterwards,
more than a little.
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