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Take a moment, relax, and imagine something with me.
Imagine finding the special one. The one that you don't have to hide your secret from. The one that's just as naughty, dirty, and depraved as you. The one that will embrace it, and surprise with you with just how far it can go.
Imagine letting the secret out for the first time - the nervousness as you get closer and closer to sharing it. What will she think? Will she tell the police? What about your friends and family? Would you be making a mistake, are you destined to keep this inside forever?
Maybe you don't go in and tell her right away. Maybe you test the waters, easing closer and closer to crossing that line, seeing how she reacts.
And maybe it takes a long time to find someone that perhaps doesn't seem so bothered by it. Because let's face it, most people will. They will start to get uncomfortable, angry, or confused. And you know right then that they're not right for you. They're not the one.
But imagine that one day, this girl does come into your life. Maybe you met her online, and you already know she'll be accepting of your interests. Or maybe as you test the waters further and further, you discover that she doesn't seem to mind. In fact, it actually excites her, it turns her on, and she wants more of it.
And then you decide to cross the line. To tell your girlfriend that you're a pedophile. That the thoughts of little girls (or boys!) excite you, and that it's never going to go away.
Imagine the relief you feel when she tells you that it's okay, that she understands. And the surprise and excitement you feel when that later that night, she dresses up, and acts like a little child while you fuck her harder than ever before.
"Hehe," she'll giggle. "That tickles Daddy!" she'll cry out, with a sly smile, knowing how much it's turning you on.
Imagine the feeling of overwhelming love, the feeling of pure connection as you explode inside of her with one of the most powerful orgasm of your life. Knowing that for the first time, you can truly be yourself, you don't have to hide.
Imagine what daily life looks like between you two, how things change so quickly. Notice how she'll subtly tease you when you're not expecting it. How you'll come home to find she just so happens to be babysitting a friend's daughter, or how she dresses up in girly clothes, flaunting in front of you. Pushing as you as far as she think she can.
Or how about the way she starts putting you in front of children more often. The way she'll ask to go to the public swimming pools or parks, trying to disguise it in the form of a date. Deep down inside, she wants to catch you looking, or see that bulge forming in your pants. And you start to realize that just maybe, she's a little bit more than "just accepting" of your secret than you initially thought.
Imagine the shock you feel when you come home later that day, and she starts asking you about your favorite girls, redescribing them to you, the way their little swimsuits curved around their butts and cupped their puffy pussies. Imagine how excited you both feel when she starts to imitate and roleplay the girl you were most fixated on, noticing how much wetter she is for you now.
And then afterwards, your entire world changes. She confesses to you that she's a pedophile too. She has all of the same feelings, and just like you, never had anybody to share this with. Just like you, she felt her dreams and wishes would never come true, and this side of her - her true self - would have to be locked away forever.
And in this moment, you realize that you truly love her. She is the one, and you decide to marry her.
But there's something she still doesn't know. She doesn't know that you don't want to only keep this a fantasy. You want to live them out, and you want to do so with her. And that's a line even she may not let you cross.
You're determined she's the one, but is it worth risking? Knowing everything she knows now, knowing that you may go out and do the acts society deems the absolute most taboo, would she actually accept that? Is it worth taking the risk of losing her, and that beautiful connection you two now have?
Deep down inside, you know this has to be talked about. If you're going to spend the rest of your life with this person, she has to know, and you have to know what she thinks about it.
But wait, she's a pedophile too. Maybe she'll bring it up, right? I mean, who knows?
Perhaps life goes on for a while, until one night while you're fucking her, she starts talking about how she can't wait to add a little one to the mix. Imagine how you would feel hearing those words escape her lips.
Imagine the feelings of love, of relief, of promise and of hope on the day of your wedding. Because against all odds, you've managed to find the only person that's perfect for you - the one you can share all of your life with.
Imagine how much hotter the sex gets, how much more into it you both are when you both imagine the future together, knowing deep down inside this is eventually all going to become real. And the hope and excitement for what lies ahead, until one day, everything changes.
Your wife is pregnant. You are going to be a father, and this wonderful, naughty, perfect woman is going to have your baby. Imagine the feeling. No, really. Take a moment and imagine what this moment would be like for you.
You'd love it, wouldn't you? Your baby growing inside of your naughty wife?
And before you know it, your daughter born. You have a beautiful, amazing little girl, and yet again, everything's different.
Maybe you two start playing with her right away. Maybe the day she's brought home from the hospital, Mommy and Daddy are already getting little licks in and pleasuring their baby girl. And shortly after, she joins your love making activities - a happy and loving family if there ever was one!
As she grows up, the options and activities only get better and better. Imagine how much fun you'll have doing the things other parents love to complain about - giving lots of baths, dealing with potty training and late night accidents.
Imagine falling asleep each night naked and cuddling your daughter, sleeping together in beautiful bliss. So close, you can feel her little heartbeat as she nuzzles against you. In the morning, you three wake up together and play.
Imagine how free you'll feel in such an open and loving home. Knowing when your daughter is horny, all she has to do is approach you. "Lick me, Daddy!" she'll say, climbing on your lap. Knowing that your wife walking in the door and finding your mouth on your daughter's cunny wouldn't be a problem - in fact, it'd be enjoyed. Wouldn't it be nice?
Then sometime later, your wife gets pregnant again, this time with a boy. The cycle repeats itself all over again, this time even better.
Imagine leaning over your bed, your mouth covering your little girl's mound, lapping away at her delicious cunt as you taste all of her little girl juices. You look over and see your wife, with her mouth over your boy's young cock, pleasuring him the same way she does you. Before you know it, both of your children cum, and the family grows even closer.
Imagine the immense, overwhelming love you'll feel as you reach up to kiss your darling daughter after her orgasm subsides, while your wife does the same with her little boy. You then turn your head and kiss your wife, an indescribable feeling of contentment flooding through your body.
And as the years go by, it only gets better and better. But there's a problem.
They say you can never have too much of a good thing, but that doesn't mean it's always perfect. Because the older your little girl gets, the more she realizes that no man can outweigh the love she has for her daddy. Not only that, but they wouldn't understand the lifestyle that for the entirety of her life, she's loved so much.
Imagine the look on your face, the feelings that flush through your body when she reveals those words to you: "Daddy, you're the only one for me. And I want you to have my baby."
They say that there is no greater love than that between daughters and their daddies. And it's only in the closest of families that this love can blossom into something greater than you'd ever imagine possible.
As you have more children with both your wife and your daughters, you can't help but think about everything that led up to this point. The truth is, this secret you have - it's not a curse. You're not destined for a life of loneliness and disappointment, a life of frustration of denial. It truly is a gift.
Think over everything you've felt as you've imagined these things. It's nice, isn't it? You want it, don't you?
Don't you?
It's out there. It happens. And when it does, it's even better than you imagine it.
Will I continue this story? Time will tell.
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