Tuesday, January 24 2006

Deni called! We are going out. She's taking me to a restaurant. Is this a date? I don't know. I'll see how things go. But I think I like her and she's very pretty and smart and funny which makes it all much easier to fall in love. Spiky called just after Deni. Her holidays are over and she's back in school. I don't know when we'll see each other because she's going out with Else now and if they are not going out, they hang at each other's homes. I think Spiky impressed Else with her sports and now Else receives free Kung Fu lessons and goes to watch her play soccer every Saturday.

She asked me about my hiking trip and I told her about meeting Deni. She wanted to know what she's like and said I should go out with her if I like her. So generous of her but is she trying to assure I have a companion after our relationship dries up? Am I becoming paranoid about it? Should I worry or just let it all crash down like a house of cards? Maybe I'm a hypocrite to think I can have an intimate friend on the side while judging her relationship with Else. Maybe I should just sleep it over and talk with her about our future which is something I've been avoiding for a long time.