Saturday, April 30 2005

I'm not in the mood for writing. I would like to take a break from writing but then I often change my mind after a few days. The week with Nikki went great but now I'm depressed because I wish we could be together more than we are now. I wish we could live together like we did that week.

The good news is that she's back at playing sports and more than one too. I hope she doesn't give up like she did with swimming but I don't think she will because she likes what she's doing now. She's back playing soccer with her old team and she's also learning Shaolin kung fu. She does soccer on Saturdays and kung fu on Wendsdays. She's good at kung fu because she practiced karate when she was younger and she says she really likes it. Her soccer team is almost the same but she hasn't seen the girl whose mother caused us the trouble last time. I hope she's left the team.

I'm happy that she is doing sports again. They will keep her fit and healthy and sexy too. Now that the weather is getting warmer we will also go out on trips and hiking. I've been avoiding the Internet lately because it takes a lot of my time and there is very little for me to do. Sometimes I read articles on BK or check out the news and movies but that's about it.

I went to Nikki's home on Monday morning just before her mom and dad left home. They were going to the airport around 6am and Nikki was still asleep. They showed me where everything is and said thanks for looking after her. They left some money for us so we could go shopping and buy groceries and everything we needed and they gave me their mobile phone number where I could call them if something were to happen. I made breakfast for me and Nikki after they left and then woke up my little princess. She was happy to see me there because she thought I would come later. So we ate the breakfast and made plans for the afternoon, and then she had to go to school and I had to go to work.

Her school finishes around 3pm and she came home before me. I usually came home by 5pm and then we would make dinner together or go out to have something to eat. The first night we didn't go anywhere. We stayed at home and felt really excited to be together for the whole week. We talked about where we should sleep and it was her idea to make our bed on the floor in the living room because she wanted it to be something special. We piled the blankets on the floor and placed sleeping bags on top of them and then more blankets and pillows. Then we turned off the lights and placed candles around our bed and lit them. It looked very romantic and just perfect for kissing and making out. Later that night we took a bubble bath and then watched TV from our bed while enjoying each other's company.

We couldn't stay up late every night because we had to wake up around 7am each morning to get to school and work on time. We usually went early to bed because we wanted to play with each other. That was our favorite time together and it felt great with candles burning around our little bed. There's nothing else special that we did that week. Once we went to the movies and one day I took her out for lunch because she wanted to try sushi. She'd never eaten sushi before but when she tried it she didn't quite like it. One day we baked chocolate cookies. That was funny and messy but they tasted much better than sushi.

On Friday we decided to stay at home and tell everyone we were sick. We called Nikki's school first and told them she was staying at home because she had a cold and then I called my work and told them the same. Then we went back to bed and laughed about it. Later in the morning we went out shopping. We bought some new clothes, ate lunch and went back home to call Monika to ask her if she would like to come over for dinner. She said yes and she also took her friend along and we made Chinese dinner for us. We showed them where we slept and they thought it was funny but they liked it and they thought it was cute we slept together. Monika said something like 'I didn't know you two sleep together' and then she winked at Nikki and put her arm around her. I said it's because it's still cold and we had to preserve our body heat and it made them laugh. I'm happy that Monika didn't take it the wrong way like maybe Ella would do but maybe it's because Nikki is older now and it's easier for other girls to fall in love with her.

We stayed up late that night long after they left and talked while cleaning up the dishes. She wanted us to go somewhere on Saturday so we decided to go to an amusement park about 10 km north of here. It's called [...] and it's free and there are different rides and restaurants and a park where we could ride horses. But half way to [...] it started raining and when we arrived there it was still raining. It cleared up just as we were thinking about going back home and then we had finally enjoyed the rest of the day until it started raining again in the afternoon, but by then we went on almost every ride and saw lots of good looking girls and even a lesbian couple holding hands. (No it wasn't us!)

Sunday was boring and sad because it was our last day. We had to clean the house and dismantle our bed and Nikki had to catch up with her homework. Her parents arrived in the afternoon and that was the end of our week together. They asked how everything went and Nikki said I could be her second mommy. That made me smile. I wish it would happen or that she were really my little girl but would I still love her the same way if she were? I left them alone soon after and we kissed on the way out.

Since then she began going to soccer and kung fu classes. I'm still taking her to the soccer training on Saturdays but she goes alone to kung fu trainings. I would like to go there once and see her train. Right now we are going to watch a movie on TV. I wanted to finish writing this before it starts.