Thursday, May 29 2003

Today I met with Ella for the first time since we broke up. It was exciting and I didn't know how she will react but everything went fine. She looked pretty and she said she was getting serious about her school now because she didn't want to fail another subject again. We had lunch close to her school and we talked about her future and she even asked about Nikki. I told her we are both happy now that we see each other every weekend and that she's grown up a lot. We talked for a half an hour or a little more before she had to go back to her class. I still miss her and I think she feels the same about me but we didn't talk about getting back together. I'm not sure she's prepared for a serious relationship yet and having Nikki around all the time doesn't help it either. I would be happy if we remained good friends.

I hope to see Nikki tomorrow so we could have a long weekend together. She's also busy with her school because summer holidays are almost here which means I will be probably helping her with homework too.