Thursday, February 06 2003

It is possible that Line is shy to call me but I don't want to call her back yet. It's been only a week or two since I called her and I don't want to alarm her grandmother who doesn't even know me. But if she calls me I would take her out, maybe even together with Nikki. I don't know how Nikki would react. I know she was jealous of Ella in the beginning but now they are best friends, at least they were until I told Ella about us. They haven't seen each other since then and I don't know how Ella will react when she sees Nikki.

I'm pretty sure Ella is not jealous. She just doesn't understand why I feel this way about Nikki and because she has wrong ideas about love like ours she reacts in a negative way. But she has calmed down a little and we can talk about it now without her getting mad and she will even smile if I say a joke about little girls. I don't know what I will do for Nikki's birthday which is next week. I wish we could celebrate it all together but I think it's still early to bring her home while Ella is around so I'll probably take her out somewhere. This Saturday I'm going to watch her play soccer for her team and then I'll speak with her about her birthday.

One day I spoke to the stage coach who coached Line and I asked her about Line and she said she's very talented and that she acts in some serious plays in a different theater. Maybe one day I could go there and visit her in class but I will probably just wait for her to call me. I still hope she will call one day.