Saturday, December 28 2002

I haven't got much time to write because we are packing up for our trip. Ella just came back from a hairdresser with a new hair style. It really looks good on her. She has a short spiky hair now but not too short. She looks great!

We watched a couple of movies she gave me for Christmas, and they were excellent. They are not porn movies but sort of love and erotic stories told from lesbian perspectives. For example, one of the movies is about a young woman who falls in love with her distant cousin she saw only when they were both children. They move to the city and live together and they explore their love for each other. One of the movies which we haven't seen yet is about a schoolgirl who is seduced by her female teacher. The girl isn't a child though. I think she is 18 or 19 but she looks beautiful in her school uniform, at least on the cover. I think I will watch some of the movies with Nikki too.

Yesterday we went out for Ella's birthday. Her dad took us to a nice seafood restaurant where we had a wonderful dinner. Ella's dad is really funny. He always makes jokes and he even made a few jokes about lesbians which made Ella embarrassed but she still laughed at them. I think Ella is really lucky to have a father like him. He supports her completely and she loves him very much. We mostly talked about our trip and he gave us some advice about hiking.

I'm looking forward to our holiday trip. I'm convinced I will tell Ella about me and Nikki, and it makes me very nervous. I'm scared that she will leave me or get mad at me and I'll be alone again.

I don't know if I will write again before we go on our trip. When we get back I'll tell you about what we did and what I told Ella.