Thursday, December 05 2002

I'm still excited about what happened. I just came back from Nikki. I dropped by to see her because I was passing by their home. She was home alone and working on her homework so she was happy to see me because she wanted a break from studying. When she opened the door she flew into my arms and I picked her up and hugged her. I missed her since the last time we saw each other and we kissed quickly on lips as I put her back down. She laughed and jumped around and held my hand on the way to her room. She said she wanted to call me on the phone just before I arrived and I said I could feel it so I came around to see her instead. This made her laugh again and we hugged. I sat on her bed and she sat next to me and we talked about holidays. She told me about going to see her grandparents and having a fight with her mom and dad about it because she wanted to go with me and Ella but they wouldn't let her. I said to her not to worry about it because I have a special surprise for her and a Christmas present which I will give her the weekend before we go away. I hugged her closer and kissed her lips and I could feel her tremble a little. She held me tightly to herself and we sat like that for some time without talking. Then I told her about Ella's piercing and she asked me everything about it. She said she wanted to see it. She also said she would like to have a piercing too but her mom and dad probably wouldn't let her have it. I said I could help her talk to them if she decides to have one.

We were talking like that for a while and I was slowly rubbing her shoulders with my hand. I asked if she should go back to her homework but she shook her head and said she could finish it later because it wasn't due until next week. Then I gently pushed her down on the bed and our lips locked together. I wanted her so much right then. I don't know why I felt that way but I couldn't get enough of her at that moment and we didn't separate until we needed to breath again. We both laughed and I laid down beside her and kissed her neck but she moved away and looked back at me really funny. I asked her what's the matter and she said she has something to tell me first. She was really serious and I was scared I did something to her. She moved closer to me and put her lips to my ear and said "K... I love you!" really loud so it rang in my ear. I cried ouch and she giggled and hugged me so so hard we both fell down on the bed. She said she was sorry but she still chuckled so I didn't believe her completely. Then I put my hand under her shirt and felt her skin. I moved it around, touching her and tickling her at the same time. Finally I pulled her shirt off all the way and kissed her chest and her tummy. We were in bliss and making out like this for maybe five or ten minutes when we heard door to the apartment opening. Nikki jumped up and said it was her dad coming home. She quickly put back her shirt and went to meet him in the hall while I picked myself up and made up her little bed again so no one could see we were making out on it. I could hear them talking in the kitchen so I went there and greeted her dad.

We ended up talking about holidays and stuff. Nikki and me exchanged looks all the time and she chuckled quietly every time I looked at her. Finally I said I should go home because it was getting late. Nikki walked me to the door and we kissed one last time. I promised her to call her soon and I reminded her about the surprise waiting for her. We waved to each other and then I left.

When I arrived home there was a short e-mail from Nikki waiting for me. She sent me a picture of a red heart with my name in the middle and beside it she wrote I should have come earlier if I wanted to tickle her like that. It made me smile and cry at the same time. I felt like falling in love with her all over again.

Well that's all I wanted to tell. It happened so unexpectedly I still think it was a dream. I can't wait to see her again in couple of weeks.