Thursday, November 21 2002

I have more time to write in my diary now because Ella's lectures are in the afternoon, so she comes home in the evening which gives me a chance to sit down and write.

Yesterday I gave Ella a massage. I love giving massage to Ella and I like when she does it to me. We usually have fun with it in the evening after the gym. She will undress and lay down on the bed and I will give her a massage. I often use special scented oil just for massage which makes her skin soft. After a while when she feels more relaxed, we change places and she gives me a massage. It's fun to play like this before we have sex. I like to give massage to Nikki too. I've noticed it makes her relaxed and helps her fall asleep when she's tired. This, besides kissing, is my favorite game to play with her.

While planning our New Year holiday, I came to the conclusion that there are many places I would like to go to but which I'll never see. If I had money, I would travel around the world with Nikki and Ella and live in different places for months or weeks and then move on to another city or town. The best thing about traveling is meeting different people and learning about the things they do and about their culture. But this is just a dream, like the dream of living in a society that would approve of my love for Nikki.