Saturday, August 03 2002

I just came back from the airport where I drove Ella and her dad. They left an hour ago. We kisses before she boarded the plane and she promised to call me when she arrives in Hong Kong. I'll miss her and Nikki now until they return. I saw Nikki yesterday. We had some time to ourselves but it was really busy in her home because they were trying to organize everything at the last moment. We spent some time in her room and she said she'll write to me. I was sitting on her chair and she climbed on my lap and we hugged. I ran my fingers through her hair and kissed her on her cheek and then on her ear and whispered "I love you". Then she said "it tickles when you kiss me there" and kissed me on lips instead. We kissed for a minute or two and then I said I'll miss her and I told her about the trip to France which made her really excited. I also told about it to her mom and dad and they don't have a problem with that but they said I should look after her and shouldn't let her go anywhere alone. I was at her place for less then an hour but it was great to see her one last time. She was all over me and we held hands and hugged even when her mom and dad were around.

I'm by myself now so I kind of feel lonely. I've heard from my mom too the other day. She asked if I want to visit them and come for a dinner one day. I said I'll think about it. I should have gone there with Ella when she was still here just to make the point. Or with Nikki. That would be even better. I don't know if I'll go or not. I guess I could because I have nothing else planned until Nikki returns from her trip.