Thursday, July 11 2002

[...] When I read about two little girls playing on the street before the house it reminded me how something like that happened to me once long time ago. It was before I even met Nikki and I was renting a little flat close to my school. One day when I was returning home from school I saw two little girls about nine or ten playing just before the entrance to the building. They were laughing and playing with a ball and when they saw me, one of them said hello. I said hi and asked them their names. I don't remember their names now because it happened years ago but we talked a little and I said how I live in the building and they said they lived in the building next to mine but I've never seen them before. It was the first time I felt close to little girls and actually spoke with them so I remembered it quite well. They were really friendly and wanted to talk with me even though we never met before.

I haven't been on the internet a lot lately because Ella is using computer most of the time. She has to finish some assignments for her class which will finish in a few days but then we'll have a few days just for us before she goes to Hong Kong. Just yesterday I spoke to Nikki's mom on the telephone and I asked her if Nikki will be free some time in August because I wanted to take her on a trip to the coast like the last summer. She said they were planning to go somewhere too but they should be back by the end of August which will leave me at least a week for our trip. She said they are going to Spain like they did a few years ago. This means I will be alone in August because both Ella and Nikki will be away.

I spoke with Nikki on the phone too and she's doing fine. Her school is over and she passed with excellent grades which made as all happy because once her dad said he was worried about her school because she spends a lot of time with me and doesn't always do her homework. At one point her grades dropped a little but now everything is fine and we can see each other again. She said she'll come over this weekend because she wants me to take her to a concert by some [...] group which is popular with kids her age. It's held in a music hall in the city this Saturday evening and I think we'll have a good time. We'll probably see lots of other little girls too. After the concert I'll take her home but I would love so much if I could take her home with me and spend the night with her. Our nights together are so rare and few that I miss them more than anything. I think it would be even better if we have never slept together because I wouldn't know what I was missing. But maybe not.

I'll write more again after the concert. I hope it won't be too loud!