Saturday, July 06 2002

It's morning here and I have some time before I go to work but I must hurry up. Ella is still in bed so she won't peek behind my shoulder like she usually does.

I'm not worried about Nikki telling her friends about us. I've met her girlfriends before and they are all beautiful and smart girls. I sometimes take Nikki and her best friend to karate class so she knows who I am. It feels great when we can be intimate in public but now that she's older, she is kind of conscious of how people might react to it. I think she's more curious about it than embarrassed. I've never seen her embarrassed even when I kiss her in public. I don't mean french kiss her but give her a kiss on her cheek and hold her hand. She always smiles back and looks really happy. I hope she doesn't change.

Well that's all for now. I would like to go on vacation, not in Europe but somewhere in Asia or Pacific where it's nice and warm. But to get there costs a lot of money which I can't afford right now. And without Nikki or Ella it would be pretty boring. Maybe one day we could all go somewhere together.