Friday, July 05 2002

I haven't got a lot of time because Ella wants to work on her assignment for school and she needs to use computer.

Here at home everything is going well. Nikki's holidays will start soon but we've seen each other yesterday. I took her out to a movie and we had a good time. After the movie we went for a walk and we held our hands. Then after a while she asked me if people will think we're in love because we're holding our hands. She never asked me something like that before so I was surprised. I said it doesn't matter what people think and I said I love her so I guess they would be right. She smiled and said she doesn't care what they think because she loved me too and then to my surprised she said how she told her best friend that I was in love with her and how we were doing everything together and going to places etc. I wasn't expecting this so I asked her what else she said to that girl and she answered that that was all. I'm not paranoid about it but I think now that she's older she will try to see how far she can take our relationship and how other people will react to it. I've read many stories where love got messy when girls entered their teen years. I know Nikki is still a few years away from it but she's very mature for her age. Anyway, that's how it was. I have a feeling we have an interesting time ahead of us.

Ella's travel plans for this summer are final because her dad has booked the tickets and she'll fly to Hong Kong in August and won't be back until September when her classes start again. I told her I'll miss her and she said she'll write to me so at least I'll know what she's doing. As for Nikki I still don't know what her parents will do. If I could have her for just one week it would be wonderful. We could go somewhere away from the city and relax and be in love, just the two of us.