Sunday, January 27 2002

I met a girl! No she's not a little girl but she's VERY pretty! She's from Hong Kong but lives here because she goes to University here. Her name is Ella and she's 20. Her father lives here but her mom is from Hong Kong so she's been living overseas for most of her life. We met at a nightclub when my friends introduced me to her. She's a lesbian of course, which is perfect. She has a long black hair that she makes into little braids which I love. When I saw her I fell in love with her on the spot! She's really beautiful, she has a sweet baby face which makes her look like a little girl. On the night we met she was a little nervous because it was her first time in a lesbian nightclub but she said she's been 'out' to her parents since she was 14. Anyway, we talked for hours about things. I told her about my family but I didn't mention Nikki or that I like little girls. I didn't know how she would react to that and I was more interested in her than to talk about other things. I think she liked me too because she was talking with me most of the time and we even danced together.

I'm really in love with her, but I didn't say anything to her back then. It was less than a week ago. Then before she left the nightclub we agreed to call each other. I went home too and I couldn't sleep at all, all I could think about was her! So the next day I called her and we went out for a lunch and had a really great time. She's still young and kind of embarrassed of being a lesbian so we talked about it a lot. She also said she's studying law and wants to become a lawyer for homosexual rights. I like everything about her, she's smart and beautiful and a great friend. We've already made plans to see each other again and I invited her to my home. She's renting a little room close to the university and doesn't have much money to spend so she's always thankful when I take her out.

I don't know where Nikki fits into all this but I love them both now and it's very confusing. One thing I've missed with Nikki is talking with someone about grown up things instead of computer games and Pokemon. But I still love Nikki for who she is and I'll continue loving her.

Ella is coming here today and I think we will be seeing each other very often now. Who knows, if it works out for us she might even move into my place. I would love it and it would save her a lot of money on paying the rent. But then she will learn about me and Nikki and it's a bit scary to think about. I mean the chances that she's a child lover are very very slim. The most I can hope for is that she's very open minded which I think she is from talking to her.

It's almost two weeks to Nikki's birthday and now Ella has entered the picture. I don't know yet what we'll do for Nikki's birthday but I would like to take her out somewhere and then she could spend the night with me at home.