Tuesday, January 15 2002
I've been busy for the last few days but I finally found some time to write back. I've been busy with work, and on the weekend with Nikki and not all of it was a happy time.
Nikki is back to school now and it almost comes as a relief because she's been really naughty the last few days. I hope it's not because of me. I've been told I'm spoiling her and she sometimes acts that way. For example we went to the city on Saturday morning to buy some pet food for her turtle but she insisted on buying other stuff that she doesn't need at all and then she got all sulky when I told her she can't have it. I mean, I still love her more than anyone but sometimes she behaves like a five year old! And that's how our Saturday went by. She refused to talk to me after that so I finally took her home in the afternoon and said I'll call her when she cheers up. I don't worry too much about it because I've seen her moods before and we always work it out but I miss all the great time we could have had if she wasn't acting like that.
On Friday it was a completely different story. She came to me in the afternoon all by herself and then she played some games on the computer. Then when she became bored I showed her girl-girl kissing videos and this interested her very much. She wanted to see them several times and then we kissed a little too. We actually laid down on the bed to make it more comfortable. :) After she became bored with kissing, I told her we could go out to a nightclub as I promised her. I know this place that is not too noisy and crowded so I thought it would be perfect for her first time. It almost looks like a club or a restaurant with music and a space for dancing. We called her mom and dad to let them know where we were going and then we ate some pizza on the way there. When we arrived there it was about 7 pm, just when people started gathering. It was a lot of fun and we stayed there until 11 pm when I took her back home. I think she had a great time; we danced and talked and made jokes which made her laugh a lot so she got hiccups and then it made her laugh even more!
We didn't see each other on Sunday but I was busy with other things anyway. I met with some friends and I think Nikki needed some free time too. I hope I'm not a bad influence on her because I try to be fair with her and treat her as an equal, but sometimes I just don't think it matters at all and other times I buy her things because I want to show her I care about her.