Killer's Words

    Good afternoon miss.  We must speak about unpleasant things and you need to decide about your future.  No- you are still going to die the day after tomorrow - nothing can change that - the court has spoken and the law must be upheld. You need to decide the manner of your death and other things as well. Who am I? Oh I thought you knew. I'm the man who's going to kill you in two days. Now missy stop that. I told you nothing will change and you will die. I do not care about your guilt or lack thereof or your young age or your looks or who your family is or anything else. My job is to end your life, anything else is not my problem or concern. I told you to hush and listen, now. Good. My office allows me to choose the manner, location , and within limits the time of your death. The law does restrict me somewhat, for instance , I can not kill you by old age- while I can choose long lingering methods they must act faster than that. You must see your death coming and feel it take your body away from you- I cannot, for example, sneak in and shoot you in the head while you sleep. Nor can I do use the fastest methods like beheading or long drop hanging nor put you to sleep with drugs. Outside of those limits I have free choice in what I do. Oh do be quiet, tears and carrying on only vex me and you do not want to vex me. Shut up girl or you will find out just what I can do to you and you will not like it. I can summon many men and have you raped to death right now or have you stuck up in the air with a pole jammed in your ass and left to die so be still and just listen. I am the one in charge of you and your body and life are mine- not yours or anybody else's- so you will do as I say. Understand? Good, now be quiet and hear my words for I am trying to help you. If you  do not anger me I will allow you to control your own manner of dieing. If you wish to die outside where you can see the sun and sky there is a nice courtyard to use. You may die alone with me or you may choose to have people watch. You may request the method of your death and the time. By the law you died the moment I set foot in this cell. Right now you are a dead girl walking but you still have choices. If you cannot think of any perfered way to die then tell me of any that you wish not to suffer. At least that way I can avoid any you find repulsive or too frighting. Now please stand and remove your clothes, you will be naked from now untill the end. No girl I am not going to rape you now although I have the right. I need to inspect your body and note anything that will affect your ending. Good , you have a very nice body. Are you still virgin? Ah, yes I thought you might be still. Your neck is very slender and even as light as you are you should not suffer too long if you choose to hang. I could place a knife in exactly to right places easily and the garrott would work well. Yes I know this is distressing to you but you must be strong. Your breasts are beautiful but alas too small to do much with but we will not be doing that kind of thing unless you badly misbehave anyway. You also need to decide how you wish to lose your maidenhead. I do not kill virgins. If you choose not to give me any guidence  I will just take you and be done with it. No I can't let you die virgin, the law does't allow it. However I can be a gentle understanding lover and will make it as easy and enjoyable as I  an able to. We are done here now so we will speak again in the morning. Think carefully and wisely and I will try to guide you as you decide. 
    Good morning missy. I hope you slept well. Of course not my dreams would be troubled also if I were in your place. Have you decided about anything. Ah yes , outside in the sun and just the two of us- very good. And the method? Well a sharp blade pushed up under the ribs would open the bottom of your heart. Yes it would be rather bloody but a longer blade insrerted through your womanhood would do the same and there would be little blood lost. Yes you would feel it as it passed through but a sharp knife does not cause too much pain untill several seconds have passed. You would feel the cuts being made and the blood leaking out however.
With your slender neck hanging would be a fast clean way . It is rather undignified however , even if I tied your legs you still would thrash around and kick. No you would not soil yourself because I would clean you out and plug you first. Not hanging, how about the garrott or bagging? For either you will be secured on a seat so movement is mininal. The garrott goes around your neck and is tightned to stop your breathing. Bagging starts the same but your head and face are placed in an airtight bag  which is sealed off at the neck and the lack of air kills you. No it's not as quick as the garrott but leaves no marks. Other ways- drownding , beating , gassing, shooting, cutting your throat. None of them would seem to meet your wishes. The garrott it is then. Sit down and let me measure you so all will go smoothly tomorrow. Good. Have you decided about what to do with your maidenhead. Of course I will relieve you of it. If you wish we can  spent the night together as lovers. No not here but in a place with a comfortable bed, music, a little wine , clean sheets , a large bath with soft linens, all the things a girl wants for her first time. Very well I will call for you just before dinnertime.
     Come miss our room is ready and I have ordered a light supper. One of the matrons has left you a small number of things that you may wish to make use of. Sented soap, body oil , shampoo , some make up items, perfume, that sort of thing. Of course I would like for you to make yourself more beautiful than you already are but do it for yourself. Pamper yourself and just try to forget tomorrow and enjoy tonight. I know it's hard but try. Dinner will be a little while yet so go indulge yourself in the bath, A hot soak and getting clean will make you feel better trust me. Missy you look wonderful, come eat . I was just going to call you as supper just now arrived. Let me hold your chair, there , your napkin miss. Do not think you must bother with small talk to amuse me. If you wish to talk I will of course listen but it is not needed. Wine ? A common vintage but quite good and light on the palate. Come- a glass will help you to relax. There, isn't that better, of course it is .  A fine meal, shall we sit and listen to the music for a while or would you prefer to go to bed now? Bed , only if you wish . There is no hurry unless you make one. I prefer to take the time to do it right but if it is your desire wait while I use the bath and then I shall ready the bed and myself while you prepare yourself in the bath. You are beautiful, join me in bed and we can come to know each other. There just put your head on my chest and relax. You may explore as you wish or I will just hold you for a while. Your lips are fine and taste like the wine, wonderful. I would know all of you and would cover you with kisses. Ah, yes you feel good. Touching you is magic. Let me kiss your breasts. Enjoy. Now I will kiss your womanhood and make it ready. Your moans are music to me. Relax as I enter. There its in , just take a bit of time and let your self get used to the feeling of a man inside of you. You suprise me - most girls do not learn to move and enjoy this fast. Of course you are right- most have more time. God , you are good and drive me wild. Are you ready? Ahhh. I hope your first time was satisfactory for you. It was , good . We have the night ahead and I will try to please you more if you wish but for now come and us hold each other close.
      Good morning . We have time to break our fast, talk a bit about what the day brings, and prepare for it. You shall wait here for me to return and I will send a matron to keep you company and to assist you in any way she can. I thought noon would be a good time. It is , fine. I have prepartions to make . Would you prefer a matron or myself to clean and prepare you. Me . Fine I will return about eleven. Be sure to put your hair up so it is off your neck.Be brave.
    All is ready save for you. I know it's hard but you are being very brave. Be brave just a while longer missy. Come to the bath. Bend over and let me insert this tube in your bottom. The water is warm and if you tell me when you are full I will stop it. Enough? Good now hold it for a bit and sit and let it out. Very good. Now once more. Just sit there untill you are finished. Do try to urinate if you can. Thats fine. All done? Now bend over the stand and let me fill you with these cotton balls. A little jelly lube and they slip right in. 
I know it feels funny but only a few more. There all full. Stand up and take a few steps to settle things. Now you don't have to worry about soiling yourself. Will you walk with me by yourself or should I get you some help? Of course you can lean on me, its not far.
Thru this door and here we are. Enjoy the sun, smell the flowers, hear the birds. Yes , it a nice place. Would you lik a few more minutes or are you ready now. Fine , please sit straddling the bench with your back against the post. Very good. Now I'm going to secure your hands behind the post. Not to tight? Now your ankles to the sides of it . A belt around your waist and you're ready. The neck bar goes here and the screws hold it in place.Done. Is there anything you would like to say or have me do for you before I start.
A kiss? Of course and I can hold your hand untill the end if you wish. You do . There whenever you are ready just nod or tell me. Ok missy . If you exhale it will go faster. I know its hurts but it will be over soon. There the bar is tight enought and soon it all will be black, just feel my hand and enjoy the sunshine. Don't try to fight . Goodby missy . There it's over and if your soul is watching God Bless and I hope you will go to a better place.