PZA Boy Stories

Mercury Wakusei

Nexus Series 2
Desire

Summary

A strange set of circumstances brings together a young man and a younger boy. But can they remain together?
Publ. Dec. 2014-...
Under construction, Oct 2015; 42,000 words (84 pages)

Characters

Nick (18yo) and Toby (10yo)

Category & Story codes

Consensual Man-Boy story

mast oral anal – interr
(Explanation)

Disclaimer

If you are under the legal age of majority in your area or have objections to this type of expression, please stop reading now.

If you don't like reading erotic stories about boys, why are you here in the first place?

This story is the complete and total product of the author's imagination and a work of fantasy, thus it is completely fictitious, i.e. it never happened and it doesn't mean to condone or endorse any of the acts that take place in it. The author certainly wouldn't want the things in this story happening to his character(s) to happen to anyone in real life.

It is just a story, ok?

Author's note

The Nexus series consist of four different points of view. The four stories in this series are titled in the order they should be read if the reader want to have a full understand of the time and what events are taking place.

  1. My Little Brother
  2. Desire
  3. Oracle
  4. Fate
  5. Nexus

It's not necessary to read them in order but it's helps.

Stories of five little boys who find out that their sexual orientation isn't something that they can hide for long, especially from their Dads, friends, little brothers, or even a man that saves one of them from drowning and then takes the homeless boy in to live with him. Even though all these boy know each other, they try to keep their unique situations to themselves for fear of being judged. Eventually all these young boys (8 to 16 years old) fall in love with their older partners and everything is seems to be going fine until a looming dark Fate awaits them and almost half the United States. This Fate strikes unexpectedly causing all of these boys to join together just to survive. This part of the story will be told in a separate book titled,Nexus.

 

Chapter One
Fate

Being the most successful teenager in my senior year was very important to me and that ambition came true when I created and submitted my first manga/anime. I became the wealthiest 18 year old boy in Malcolm John High School and I was loving it. My life had turned from being a total disaster to a blessing. I even received a $2,000,000 contract with Stark Animations… the most popular Anime/cartoon producing company in the whole world.

It was in the middle of the last semester when I received the contract and $500,000 signing bonus. I couldn't believe my luck; after my parents died everything was so hard. I started thinking about dropping out of school but my Uncle urged me to stay in school since I was almost done. It took a lot of convincing but I managed to stay in school and I'm glad I did.

With the money I got from the Signing Bonus, I moved out of my Uncle's house and got a nice house of my own. I got my driver's license, and bought myself a new car, a Custom Model red and black 2002 Nissan 350Z with backseats, to be precise. The house that I bought, had three master bedrooms. Two of them are downstairs, joined together by a full bathroom.

The third master bedroom, which is the biggest out of the three, was upstairs. It had a huge balcony that goes all the way around the house. The balcony has a patio roof above it, making it usable during the rain. The doors are positioned at the front and back of the house. The back balcony door is connected to the office and the front balcony door is connected to the Master bedroom. Across from the bedroom is the office where I will do most of my art work.

The house also has a spacious living room, a half bathroom for guests to use, an enormous kitchen, an enormous back yard with a pool and beautiful trees that surround the back of the whole property, which seemed to separate my house from the whole world. My backyard was like a Japanese garden. In the back left corner of the yard, there was a pond filled with lilies leading to a miniature creek that outline the whole yard. The pool was in the middle of the yard and the patio was right in front of the pool. The patio was big enough to have about 15 people sit comfortably under the awning.

After meeting the representatives of Stark Animations a couple of days after moving into my house, I took a slow drive home, as I looked out at the beautiful lake that was a couple blocks behind my house. I pulled my car into the parking spot and stepped out and walked closer to the lake. The sun's glare on the lake only made its beauty shine even more. The smell of fresh flowers and water filled my nostrils as I took in this very moment. I thought to myself, I have the perfect life now. In which case I did. I didn't have to work much, all I had to do was draw at home and mail it in and that was it. I could just relax at home for a while because I already had drawn five books when I was in high school.

I stretched out as I scanned the surface of the lake… that's when something, about 8 yards out, caught my eye. At first I thought it was a fish splashing around but then I heard a sharp whimper and that's when I knew it was a person. It looked like he was drowning. My eyes widened as I instantly kicked off my shoes. "Hold on!" I yelled as I dove into the water.

I swam quickly until I reached the person and grabbed him. "I gotcha, hold on to me!" I said as water washed up against my face.

The person was still whimpering as I swam both of us to solid ground. Both of us gasped for air as we crawled onto land. I turned and looked at the person, who was coughing. It was a young, blonde-haired boy, with tattered clothes on. He only looked about ten years old. He had a cut on his left cheek and bruises on his left arm. His legs also had a few bruises on them too. One leg of his shorts was partly torn. This kid looked like he'd been through hell.

"Hey, kid. Are you alright?" I asked.

The blue-eyed boy just turned his head and looked at me, water dripping from his face. The look in his eyes… I knew it all too well… the boy had the look of complete despair in his eyes. He's lost everything just like I did. The boy slowly got up and started to walk off without saying anything.

"Wait, you're obviously hurt. Maybe you should sit down and rest," I said standing up.

The boy kept walking weakly. I didn't know what to do. If he keeps those wet clothes on, he's bound to get sick and that's only going to make him worse off than what he is now. I kept thinking and thinking as the boy got further away.

"At least, come to my house so you can get something to eat to get your energy back up. Are you hungry?" I yelled.

The boy stopped walking. Just like I thought, He probably hasn't eaten in days. Which means he's probably homeless. But the question is, where is his parents? Did he run away or something? The boy slowly turned around and walked back towards me.

"I don't live that far from here. I live right around the corner. I can give you a ride, if you want," I said as I walked to my car.

The boy nodded as he walked behind me. I unlocked the doors and beckoned him to get in the car. I was about to pull off when I noticed he wasn't buckled up. "Buckle up," I said as I looked back at him.

The boy looked down at his seat buckle like it was a foreign object. It took him a minute but he figured out how to do it. "Good, now we can go," I said as I backed up and pulled out of the driveway.

I drove along the service road, which was quicker than going through a bunch of traffic lights. After going a couple of blocks, I turned onto the street where my house was. I looked at the rear view mirror and saw the boy staring out the window. "Here we are," I said as I pulled into my driveway.

I could see the boy's eyes widen a bit. I turned off the car and began to look around. I have some nosy neighbors so I had to make sure none of them were outside. Surely, they would probably think it's strange to see a young black man leading a badly beat-up-looking white boy into his house. That would cause more trouble than it's worth.

The coast was clear and I beckoned the boy to get out the car and follow me. I unlocked my house door, let the boy in, shut and locked the door behind me.

"Come on, follow me," I said as I walked through the living room.

The boy followed me slowly as he looked around. I led him to the bathroom, and grabbed a towel and a bar of soap.

"Before you eat, you need to get cleaned up," I said as I handed him the towel and soap. "After you get undressed, hand me your clothes so I can at least wash your underwear. I got some jogging pants you can wear, they might be big on you but there's a strap around the waist so that it can tighten up. So, after you finish your shower, you can eat."

I stepped out of the bathroom and shut the door and went to my dresser and grabbed a pair of black jogging pants. I then sat on my bed waiting for him to toss me his clothes. The door opened and the boy walked out completely naked, with his clothes in his hand. I was totally shocked, I looked him up and down as he stood in front of me and handed me his clothes. He then walked back towards the bathroom. As he did, I noticed there were a couple of scars on his back… almost like lashes. The boy retreated back into the bathroom and left the door wide open.

A few minutes passed, as I continued to sit on the bed, thinking about the boys injuries and how he completely flashed me just a while ago. Then I noticed I wasn't hearing any water running. I turned around and saw the boy standing in the doorway, looking at me.

"What? What's wrong?" I asked.

He looked down and walked back into the bathroom. I stared at the doorway, trying to figure out what he… oh! The shower! He needs help turning on the shower! I got up and hesitantly went into the bathroom. The boy was standing in the tub staring at me. I walked over to the tub, did my best not to look at him, and turned on the shower. I made sure the water wasn't too hot before turning it on full blast.

"After you take your shower, wash your hair with the shampoo, it's right there on the sink," I said as I pointed to the bottle.

He looked at the bottle and then began to lather the soap on his cloth.

"Do you want me to wash your back, before I go?" I asked.

The boy handed me the cloth as he turned around. "I guess I'll take that as a yes."

I took the soapy cloth and rubbed down his entire back. The boy winced in pain as I scrubbed his back. I was right; these were lash marks, his back was really sensitive. I began to gently rub his back and then I moved up to the back of his nape.

I stopped washing his back. The boy turned around and faced me. As I stared at him for a couple seconds, I noticed that he hadn't reached to take back the cloth. I then begin to wash his torso starting with his chest.

As I washed his chest, the cloth gently grazed his nipples. I moved it slowly down his abdomen and washed his lower stomach and then went back up to wash his bruised arms. I then moved the cloth back down to his abdomen and washed his lower stomach again. I stopped right before I got to his penis… it was perking up a little, it was tempting me to wash it. I looked up at his face and it was red… it looked like he was blushing.

"Can you handle washing the rest of you?" I asked as I handed him the cloth.

The boy nodded a tiny bit.

"Good. I'm going to leave a pair of pants on the sink. I don't have any underwear that can fit you so you'll just have to wear pants until your underwear's clean. I'll go fix you something to eat," I told him as I left.

I grabbed his dirty clothes from the bed and left the bedroom. I threw away his tattered shorts and shirt, and then put his underwear in the washing machine and turned it on. I went into the kitchen and grabbed some leftover spaghetti and meatballs from my refrigerator, placed it on a plate and warmed it in the microwave.

A few minutes after warming the spaghetti, the boy came walking into the living room which was right across from the kitchen. He looked completely different. His hair was shinier and his skin was lighter. His hair was long and rested on his shoulder a little bit. His blue eyes stuck out more and his lips were light pinkish red. The scar on his cheek wasn't as noticeable. The bruises on his arm were still there but faded a little. His bare chest was exposed as he wore the baggy black jogging pants that were strapped tightly around his waist.

"Come on, sit down," I said beckoning him to sit at the breakfast bar.

The kid climbed up the stool and sat down. I took the plate out of the microwave, grabbed a fork and gave it to him. As soon as I set the plate down, he started digging into it.

"Hey, slow down. There is more where that came from," I chuckled. "Must be starving. By the way, I'm Nickolas Hamilton."

The boy looked up at me and then looked at the plate. "I'm Tobias Flemings, but just call me Toby," he said in a quiet, pure voice. "Thank you, for the food."

"You're welcome. So, Toby, when was the last time you ate something?" I asked.

"I don't remember," Toby said.

"It was that long ago?" I asked.

Toby nodded as he began to eat again.

"I got a couple more questions and then I'll let you eat in peace. So, how old are you?" I continued.

"Ten years old," Toby said, quietly. "How old are you?"

"Eighteen," I said. "So, Toby, why were you in the Lake if you can't swim?"

"Some older guys threw me in after I asked them for money," he replied.

Toby finished what he had on his plate and I went ahead and grabbed it. "You want some more?" I asked.

"Yes, please," Toby quickly responded.

I put some more spaghetti and meatballs on his plate and warmed it in the microwave.

"So, Toby, after your clothes are finished, I will have to return you to your family," I said.

"I don't have a family anymore, they're all gone," he said, shyly.

"So, who do you stay with?" I asked, as I took the plate out of the microwave and placed it down in front of him.

"No one. For awhile, I've been… living on my own," he said quietly as he began to eat again.

"I wouldn't call staying on the street, a good way to live," I said as I sat down across from him.

Toby didn't say anything. He just sat there, slowly eating. It looked like he was recalling something in his thoughts.

"One more question. Where did you get those bruises on your legs and arms from?" I asked.

Toby suddenly stopped eating and put down his fork.

"Did you get those injuries from the guys who threw you in the lake?" I asked as I studied his expressions.

Toby shook his head as if to say, "No."

"Then where did you get them from?" I asked.

"I… was put in a temporary foster home a while ago. At first, the man seemed nice at the beginning but then later one evening, him and some of his friends started drinking. He asked me to get him some more beer from out of the refrigerator and when I came back and told him that there wasn't anymore, he got angry and started saying bad words at me. Then that's when he started…," Toby said and then suddenly stopped.

"Then he started beating you," I said as I finished Toby's sentence.

"I had to run! I had to! I was scared that he was going to kill me!" Toby said, getting worked up a little as tears began to form in his eyes.

"And the lash scars on your back?" I asked.

"Before I ran, he said that I was being bad for not bringing back a beer, and that bad kids need to be punished. That's when one of his friends held me down and the guy got something that looked like a very skinny stick and started hitting me on my back with it really hard. It hurt really bad and it burned. I cried and kept asking him to stop but he didn't," Toby said as he closed his eyes trying to bear the pain of recalling this memory.

"That animal! The way you're describing it, It sounds like he whipped you with a switch. That's the most barbaric tool you can use to discipline a child. It's child abuse," I said, honestly getting a little upset.

Toby slowly opened his eyes and picked up his fork and continued to eat. As I said I would, I let Toby continue eating in peace. After he finished eating I grabbed his plate.

"Are you still hungry?"

"No. I'm full, thank you for the food," Toby said shyly.

"You're welcome, Toby."

I turned around towards the sink and cleaned his plate and fork. After drying and putting them up, I turned around and saw the young boy just sitting there, staring at the counter top.

"You want to watch T.V while you wait for your clothes to dry?"

"I don't know any shows."

That was a really stupid question for me to ask. We just had a discussion about him being homeless. Toby just sat there and I felt really bad for him, the pain of losing your family and then suffering from physical abuse. It's too much to wish on anybody. I sighed at the thought of what he had had to go through.

"You know, I think I know some of the pain you're going through," I said.

Toby looked up at me and then looked back down at the breakfast counter.

"I lost my family in a car crash when I was eight. My parents were bringing me home from school; it was raining. My parents stopped at a red light and, out of nowhere, an 18-wheeler runs over the front portion of the car. I watched as my parents were crushed right in front of me. I still, sometimes, have dreams where I hear their short blood curdling screams as the truck crushes them. It's terrible," I explained. "Turns out that the driver was a woman who had a contraction and went in to labor while she was driving causing her to lose control of the truck."

Toby looked back up at me.

"She died after giving birth to a baby boy," Toby said.

"Yeah, that's what the doctors said," I answered.

"Did it happen on August 17, 1992?" Toby asked.

"Yeah… Wait, how do you know about that?" I asked, completely puzzled.

"I know that date because that is my birthday. That was my mom, who was driving that truck. My Aunt told me about it when I was six. She said that Mom went away to be with Jesus after I was brought into the world," Toby said.

I was in shock. I couldn't believe it. It must be Fate that had allowed me and Toby to meet.

"I'm sorry that my mom took your mom and dad away from you," Toby said.

"It's okay Toby. It was an accident. Accidents happen."

Toby sat there and went back to being quiet again.

"What about your dad?" I asked.

"Aunt Rebecca told me, he abandoned us," Toby said. "I never met him before."

This kid had bad luck beginning right when he was born. I tried to cling to any hope… hoping that he wasn't really alone.

"So what happened to your Aunt?"

"She went to be with Jesus too because she smoked a lot," Toby answered.

I felt hopeless now. This boy really had lost everything. I kept quiet for a couple of seconds trying to think of a topic to bring up that wouldn't remind me how completely bad the boy's life had been. That's when I noticed the washing machine stopped.

I got up, left the kitchen and went into the Laundry Room, which was right across the hallway, halfway to the bedrooms. I took his white briefs out of the washing machine and held them in my hand. Honestly, before I had put them in the machine they, looked gray.

I started thinking again about the situation the kid was in. He probably hadn't taken a bath or shower in weeks. He hadn't eaten for a long time and he been physically abused. Thinking about these things over and over was driving me crazy. I snapped back to reality and put his underwear in the dryer. I set the dryer for thirty minutes and turned it on. I stood there lost in thought until suddenly a possible solution popped into my head. I quickly walked back to the kitchen, where Toby was still sitting waiting quietly.

"Toby, after your underwear finished drying, where do you intend on going?" I asked as I sat right next to him.

"I don't know. I sometimes sit in the train station if the weather's too cold at night," Toby said quietly, looking down at the counter again.

"Well, I was thinking, this house is pretty big for just one person," I said, looking at him. He looked up at me and had a confused look on his face. "And you obviously need a place to stay," I said.

Toby's eyes widened. He was finally catching on to what I was trying to propose.

"I have a second bedroom and can't think of anything to do with it," I said. "I mean, if you want to, you can live here. I don't have a problem with taking care of you; besides it gets kind of lonely in this big house. So what do you say? It beats living on the street."

Toby's eyes watered up as he stared at me. He was speechless. He then stood up and hugged me.

"I'll take that as a yes, right?" I asked, smiling a little bit as I hugged him back.

Still hugging me, Toby nodded his head as he started crying.

"Don't cry, I'm happy to help anyway that I can. You're a good kid and you deserve a better life," I said as I held him in my arms.

"Thank you so much," Toby cried.

"Like I said, you're a good kid. I just want to help you in anyway that I can," I repeated. "Come on, you must be tired. Let me show you to your new room."

Toby stopped hugging me and followed me to the vacant bedroom which was down the hall from mine. As we entered the bedroom, I turned on the light to illuminate the room, which the setting evening sun could not. There, in the room, sat a king-sized bed, identical to the one in my room, but this one had light blue bedcovers. The dresser sat next to the bed and window and had a lamp on top of it. The closet was wide and spacious and was next to the entrance to the huge double-door bathroom that linked my bedroom to his.

Toby slowly entered the room as I stood in the doorway. He slowly sat on the super soft memory foam bed and then looked at me. "Is this… really all for me now?" Toby asked, in a quiet voice.

"Toby, this is your room now. Everything in it is for you," I said as I walked into the room.

He glanced around the room… I believe he was taking it all in. His eyes sparkled in the light as his tears seem to have left a layer of gloss over them.

"But the only thing you're missing, now, is some clothes. We'll go to the store tomorrow and buy you some clothes. But for now, you need some sleep," I said as I beckoned him to lie down.

Toby slowly moved to the center of the bed and got under the cover. As he laid his head back on the feathery-like pillow, he let out a slight whimper.

"What's wrong?"I asked.

"It's just so soft and comfortable. It's different than lying on benches and the ground," Toby said and then yawned.

"Good, I'm glad you like it," I said as I started to shut his door.

Toby's eyes were quickly getting drowsy. "Are you about to… leave? Toby asked slowly.

"Yeah, I'll be in my room. If you need me, our rooms are connected by the bathroom, so all you have to do is walk through and you're in my room," I said as I turned on the small lamp on the dresser and then turned off the light that was mounted on the ceiling.

"Goodnight," I said as I walked towards the bathroom entrance.

"Goodnight, Nick," Toby said drowsily.

After his eyes slowly closed, I walked through the bathroom and into my room. I took off my clothes and changed into some fresh boxers, got into my bed and reached for the TV remote. I turned on the TV, which is on the dresser across from my bed, and flipped through the channels to find something interesting to watch to pass the time. On one of the channels there was a movie called Metal Man that caught my attention. I watched that until late in the night. The movie went off at 11pm and at that time I slowly drifted off into a deep sleep.

Chapter Two
Connection

The sun shone through my window as I woke up on a beautiful Friday morning. The sparkling light shone across my bed and gently grazed the edges of my face. I sat up and looked at the digital clock right next to the T.V. The time was 9:50 am.

I got up, went to the bathroom and, on my way to use the toilet, I peered into Toby's room. He was sound asleep. He looked so peaceful and adorable. I smiled as I reached for my toothbrush and a spare one for Toby and started brushing my teeth. Afterward, I went back into my room and grabbed some green and brown camouflage cargo pants with a black T-shirt. I then walked back to the bathroom to take a shower. After taking off my boxers I stepped into the shower, turned it on and begsn to bathe.

It took a total of 10 minutes for me to finish my shower. I stepped out of the shower completely naked and, after I grabbed my clothes, I proceeded to walk to my room. As I walk into my room I looked back towards Toby's room and saw that he was still sleeping. I then noticed that the steam from my shower was kind of fogging up the passageway that connects our rooms.

I got dress, putting on the clothes I recently picked out and then put on black ankle socks. At about 10:30 am, I decided to wake up Toby.

I walked into his room, sat on the side of his bed and gently tapped his shoulder. After a couple of taps on the shoulder, Toby slowly opened his gorgeous blue eyes. His eyes are a highlighted blue color. They have bold black outlines around the Iris and the Iris itself is a strong beautiful ocean-blue color. I could get lost in those eyes.

"Time to get up. We got to get you some clothes today," I said with a smile.

Toby slowly sat up, showing off his adorable bed-head.

"So it wasn't a dream," Toby said quietly.

"What do you mean?" I asked.

Toby smiled for the first time, "Everything that happened yesterday, you letting me stay here, it wasn't a dream. It was all real," he said.

"You bet it was real," I said smiling back at him. "So, how did you sleep?"

"I slept so good. This bed is so soft, its amazing," Toby answered, showing another beautiful smile.

"You're just full of smiles today, aren't you?" I said.

"I'm just really happy. I haven't felt this way before. It feels good," Toby said quietly but still smiling.

"I'm glad you're happy," I said as I rubbed the top of his head.

Toby started blushing, as I rubbed his head and his beautiful eyes locked with mine. It was strange, we sat there staring at each other for almost a minute as I continued to rub his head. I managed to snap out of it and break eye contact.

I quickly stood up."Well, lets get you cleaned up. We got a lot of buying to do today. Come on," I said as we walked towards the bathroom.

Toby got out of his bed and followed me into our bathroom. I handed him his toothbrush and toothpaste.

"Go ahead and brush your teeth and I'll go get your underwear from the dryer."

"Okay," Toby said.

I left through his bedroom door and went into the Laundry room and, got his underwear and came back. I shut his bedroom door behind me and re-entered the bathroom.

"Here you go. After you take a shower, put these on. I also have a pair of shorts that'r made the same way as those pants you're wearing," I said as Toby started untying his pants and he took them off, standing completely naked in front of me. "I… I… uh… have a tank top shirt you can wear so we can go to the store and get some clothes that actually fit you."

"Okay," Toby said as he stepped into the shower.

I turned on the shower for him, gave him a bar of soap and a cloth, and I was about to walk out the bathroom. "Nick? Can you…wash my back for me?" he asked shyly.

"Yeah, sure," I said as Toby handed me the cloth and turned around.

I lathered the soap onto the cloth and softly washed his back. After washing his entire back, I begin washing his butt cheeks and then slowly began to wash his hips. I then moved down to washing the back of his legs and then the inner parts of his legs. I moved my hand all the way up and my hand brushed up against his balls. When I noticed I did this, I jerked my hand away.

Toby turned around. His face was red and his small, young penis was getting hard. Again, he didn't try to take the cloth away from me.

"Toby, do you like when I wash you?" I asked quietly. Toby nodded his head to say yes. "Do you want me to finish washing you?" I asked.

Toby nodded his head again, so I continued and started washing his slightly bruised arms and skinny torso. I dragged the soapy cloth across his arms and over his chest and moved down to wash his lower stomach. This time I didn't stop. I continued downward and started to wash his hardening penis. I moved the soapy towel in a circular motion on his penis. He whimpered as he grabbed my hand to stop it from moving anymore.

"Don't. I don't know why, but that feels really good but weird at the same time. The way it feels is kind of scary," he said.

"Sorry. I'll do it softer then, so you won't feel it," I said as I could feel my own dick getting hard.

"Okay," Toby said as he slowly let go of my hand.

I continued again as I glided the soapy cloth over and around his penis. I then moved to the front of his legs and started washing them. "Did you take a shower yet?" Toby asked.

"Yeah I did, while you was still sleeping. Why?" I asked.

"Because I'll help you wash your back… you know… in return for helping me wash mine," Toby said quietly. I looked up at his face, it was completely red.

"Sure. I guess I could use the extra help," I said as I finished washing him. "Alright, just rinse yourself off and you can get out of the shower. Afterward, put on your underwear and come into my room."

"Okay," Toby said as he started rinsing himself off and I got up.

I stood in a way that my hard cock wouldn't be noticeable and I left the bathroom and went into my room. I started thinking about something else so my cock would go down as I got out the clothes for Toby.

I heard the water stop running and then, a couple of seconds later, Toby came walking into the room in his underwear. I handed him brown camouflage shorts and a white tank top. After he got dressed, I looked at him up and down. He looked pretty damn cute in that outfit. All that was missing was me straightening out his hair and getting him some shoes. I went into my closet and grabbed a pair of my black Nike slippers/sandals.

"Here, put these on. I know they're too big for you but they should be more useful than those raggedy shoes you came here in," I said as Toby slipped them on his bare feet.

I don't know why but when he put on those sandals, he looked even more sexy and cute. I was just so used to seeing those types of sandals on black people. But Toby wearing them barefoot drove me insane. Those sandals seem to complement his fine legs and maybe his whole skinny body. I curled my toes as I struggle to keep my composure and to keep my 'excitement' down.

"I like the sandals, they are really comfortable," Toby said as he wiggled his toes.

"I know, right? I love those things. When we get to the store, I'll buy you a pair. Now, lets get that hair straightened," I said as I went into the closet and grabbed a blue comb. "Come on, stand in front of me."

Toby stepped up and I started combing through his hair. I was surprised at how smooth and straight his hair was. I combed it out and it seemed to be significantly longer than yesterday. His hair actually went past his shoulders. The front bangs were naturally parted to the left side so his hair was covering his left eye. Toby moved the hair from in front of his eye, pushed it behind his ear and then looked at me.

I stepped back and looked at him again. In my mind I was going crazy. The boy had no idea how goddamn sexy he looked. I calmed myself again.

"Now we can go. But before we go to the store, we're going to get some breakfast at David's Bakery. It's my favorite place in the city," I said as I put on a pair of white Nike sandals and grabbed my keys from off of my dresser. "Come on, lets get going."

We both exited my bedroom, walked through the living room and headed out the front door. I locked the door behind us, then, he and I got into the car. I started up the car and then buckled up. I looked back at Toby and I looked at his seat belt. "Oh. Sorry," Toby said as he buckled up.

"Don't worry about it, you're learning," I said as I pulled out and headed to David's Bakery which was just a couple of blocks away from my house.

As I made my way there, I passed the lake where I had found Toby. Toby looked out the window and I could tell he was thinking of his previous living conditions. After about seven minutes of driving, we finally reached the bakery. I noticed, down the road, there was some major construction going on and apparently if you're walking to David's Bakery, coming from the south side of the city, you'll have to walk through Paramount Park. Paramount Park isn't what it seems to be. It's known as a place where most kids go missing.

As I was parking I saw Ron, Mr. David's assistant, leave with two kids. We got out of the car and headed inside the bakery. As soon as we stepped inside we were smacked by a delightful aroma of sweets.

"Well, how's it going Mr. David?" I asked as I walked up to the counter.

"Nickolas, what a pleasant surprise. I'm doing well. How about you?" Mr. David said with a strong southern accent.

"I'm doing excellent, I just wanted to stop by and get one of the world's best donuts," I said.

"Well you came to the right place!" Mr. David guffawed. "But wait, who's the little guy?"

"His name is Tobias Flemings, he's… uh… my adopted son. He's really quite shy," I said.

"Well, at least you're doing something good with all that money," Mr. David said with a smirk. "Have a seat, I'll get you two the special, on the house."

"Thanks Mr. David. Say thank you, Toby," I said as we sat down in front of the counter.

"Thank you, Mr. David," Toby said quietly.

"You're welcome, Kiddo," Mr. David said as he came around the counter holding two big glazed donuts on separate plates.

Mr. David sat the plates on the table and stepped back. Both Tony and I took a bite out of our donuts. Toby's eyes widened as he swallowed his piece of donut.

"Wow! It's really good!" Toby exclaimed.

"I'm glad you like it," Mr. David said.

We continued to eat our donuts and then Mr. David cleared his throat to get my attention. "So are you going to tell me the truth about Tobias or what?" Mr. David asked with a smile on his face.

I choked on my donut a little as we looked at Mr. David. "I've known you for years, I know when you are lying," he said.

"You know when anyone's lying," I chuckled.

"You got that right. Now go ahead spill it," he insisted.

"Here's the short version: I saved Toby from drowning. I suspected he was homeless so I offered to give him a meal. After I got him cleaned up and fed we kind of talked. He grew on me and I definitely didn't want to see him on the streets so I offered him to stay with me. Sooner or later I was planning to legally adopt him. It was suppose to be a surprise but you ruined it," I said and then took another bite into my donut. "After we finish here, I'm going to buy him some clothes. I don't know if you noticed it yet but he's wearing my clothes."

"No, I didn't notice. They actually look good on him," Mr. David said.

"So, Where did Ron go off to?" I asked.

"I don't know If you remember Leo and his little brother Aiden, but he's giving them a lift home," he replied.

"Wait, that was them? Man, they both have grown," I said.

"Tell me about it. You've grown too since the last time I saw you," Mr. David said as we finished our last piece of donut.

"Aw, stop it, you're embarrassing me," I chuckled. "Well, thanks for the World's Greatest donut," I said as Toby and Igot up.

Mr. David grabbed our plates, "You boys come back soon."

"Alright, bye," I said.

"Bye, Mr. David," Toby said.

"Bye, kiddo," Mr. David said as we exited the bakery.

We got in the car and we both buckled up.

"You ready, Toby?" I asked.

"Nick?"

"Yeah?" I responded.

"Did you really mean it when you said you're planning on adopting me?" Toby asked.

"Yeah, that's if you're alright with it," I said.

Before I knew it, Toby had unbuckled and leaned towards me and kissed me on the cheek. I turned and looked at him and he had a peaceful, submissive look and smile on his face.

"Yes, I would love it if you adopted me," Toby said as he sat back and buckled back up.

"Then it's settled. Once everything settles down, I will legally adopt you," I said as I turned back around smiling.

I pulled out and started heading down to the southern part of the city. Our destination was Bulls-eye Super-center. It was a grocery store, clothing store and technology store all in one. It has some cool clothes to choose from.

It took us about fifteen minutes for us to get to the Supermarket. I managed to get a parking spot closest to the door. We got out of the car and entered the store. Inside was huge and cold. I could see Toby start to shiver as soon as we entered the store. Toby then moved closer to me and kind of cuddled up next to me. His head barely touched my elbow and I'm 6 ft and 2 inches [1.90 m] tall.

As Toby held on to my side to keep warm, we walked through the entrance door and there, we saw the greeter. It looked like she was about to greet us but then she stopped and just looked at us. I smiled at her and continued to walk. Toby looked up at me as we continued to walk and grabbed a basket.

"Why did she look at us like that?" Toby asked.

"I don't know, I just think she was being rude," I said as we walked to the clothes section.

I knew why she really looked at us like that. She apparently thought it was strange to see a black man, like me, with a Caucasian little boy who was grabbing on to me like I was his dad or someone important to him. She was probably thinking that I couldn't possibly be his father and the way I was dressed, I couldn't possibly be wealthy enough to afford to adopt him.

I rubbed Toby on his head and continued to push the basket. We walked to the shoes section of the clothes area. We saw a lot of closed toe shoes, like Nike and Jordan, and Reebok. Toby just looked at them staring at the different colors. I looked down and saw the foot measuring tool so I grabbed it and placed it on the floor next to his foot.

"Alright Toby, you're a size eight, so which ones do you want? Pick five of them," I said.

"I get to pick?" Toby asked.

"Of course. I'm not going to be the one wearing them. You are," I chuckled.

"Okay," Toby said as he started looking around.

Toby grabbed two pairs of Jordans, one that was black and red and the other was yellow and orange. Then he grabbed one pair of black and red Nike's. From what I was picking up, Toby's favorite colors seem to be black and red. "You can choose two more pairs of shoes," I said.

"I want to get two pairs of the Nike sandals but I don't see them," Toby said quietly.

"Over here," I said as I led him to the opposite side of the shelf to the Nike slippers.

"Wow! So many different colors!" he exclaimed.

"Which ones do you like the most?" I asked.

Toby looked down at my Sandals and then his. "I'll get the white ones and the black ones. The same colors you have," Toby smiled as he grabbed the sandals.

"Good choice," I smiled as he put the two pairs of sandals in the basket.

"Alright next is underwear. If I remember correctly, when I was putting your underwear in the washing machine, you wear a small medium," I said as we crossed over to the next aisle.

"Can I have the same type of underwear that you have?" Toby asked.

"I wear boxers, but yeah, we can get you some boxers," I said.

"Alright," Toby said as I grabbed a pack of black boxers and white boxers.

"Next is your basic attire like shirts, shorts and pants," I said as we walked to the big area filled with different types of clothing.

As soon as we entered the pants section we both saw something that we were interested in.

"Wow! That is so cool!" Toby exclaimed with a big smile.

"I know, it's so awesome!" I said as I touched the soft fabricated pants.

The pants we were looking at were Tripp NYC Bondage Gothic Pants. These pants came in different sizes and different colors. They had long chains linking from the front of the pants to the back, and belts swirling down the legs of the pants.

"Can we get them? Please?"Toby begged.

"Sure, why not. I'll get one and you can get two," I said as I picked up the black and crimson ones.

"Thank you," Toby said as he also grabbed the same colored pants but in a medium size and then picked up a pair that was Electric blue and black.

As we continue to walk around in the pants section, we picked out about seven pairs of jeans and jean shorts but they were all different shades of blue. Next, I picked out a pair of black swim trunks for Toby. Then we picked up about ten polo pants and polo shorts all varying from different colors like orange, green, purple, and black.

"Alright, next is Pajamas. What type of pajamas do you want? I asked.

"What kind of pajamas do you wear?" Toby asked.

"Uh…," I chuckled. "Well, I sleep in my boxers."

Toby's face became flushed, even his ears were turning red. I couldn't help but smile a little. "Can I sleep in my boxers too then," he asked.

"Yeah you can. I have no problem with it," I smiled. "Next is socks. Do you want ankle socks like the ones I have on now?

Toby looked down at the black ankle socks that I had on with my Nike sandals. "Yeah, can I have it in the same color too?" he asked.

"Sure," I said as I grabbed two packs of black medium ankle socks.

We then moved down the aisle to the shirt section. "Alright, finally, you get to pick out about ten shirts and about three jackets," I said.

"Okay, I like the type of shirt I have on now," Toby said quietly.

"Alright, I'll get the pack of five tank-top shirts that come in different colors but you have to pick out five more shirts that at least have sleeves so you won't get cold."

"Okay," Toby said as I grabbed a pack of tank-tops.

Toby picked out solid color, long-sleeved shirts that had no designs on them. Of course, one in black, one in red, then orange, blue, and then silver. He then grabbed a Brown Hollister slim jacket and a Red Hollister slim jacket. Both jackets had the word Hollister going down the left sleeve.

"Alright, we're done, lets go pay for all of this," I said as I pushed the basket towards the checkout.

I got to the checkout line and it had only one person in front of me but they were pretty much done. I began to put all those clothes on the belt so it could be checked out. It took about 10 minutes for the cashier to scan everything.

"Wow, you got a whole wardrobe here!" The female cashier chuckled. "That will be $517.14."

"Whoa. I bet it's those Jordans that'r so expensive, but it's no problem," I said as I pulled out my wallet and gave her $517.14 in exact cash.

"Alright, sir. Here's your receipt. You guys have a nice day," the cashier said.

As we walked out, the greeter asked to see our receipt to make sure that everything was paid for. I know she was only checking the total and how I paid. Her eyes got big and she looked at me and handed me the receipt. "Have a nice day sir," she said.

I smiled as I left. Toby looked up at me. "She wasn't rude this time," he stated.

"Yeah, that's because she saw how much money I spent here," I said as I popped open my trunk and placed everything inside and shut it.

"Money? She respected you because of money? People should respect others no matter how much money they have. They might not have any at all," Toby said as he waited for me to unlock the door.

"You're exactly right," I smiled.

I unlocked the doors and we both got in. I started the car up and the clock said it was 12:45 pm. "Wow, time moves fast when you're having fun," I smiled.

I pulled out after both of us were buckled. This time we were heading straight home. I decided to take the service road straight to my house; like always, it's faster than sitting through all those traffic lights. It took us seven minutes to get home.

As I pulled into the driveway I saw a man in gray jogging pants and a blue T-shirt, walking past our house. This man slowed down as we got out the car. He was mainly staring at Toby. The way he was staring at him was super creepy. He was creeping Toby out so much that he quickly walked over by me.

"Can I help you, sir?" I asked as I pulled out my house key.

"Just enjoying the view," the man said. I cringed up a little. Honestly, this man was ugly. He was tall, fair-skinned and had a couple of flesh moles under his right ear.

Before I could pop open my trunk, another guy came running over to him. "Hey, Steven!!" he called out.

"What, Devon?" Steven asked with an aggravated tone in his voice.

Devon started whispering in Steven's ear.

"Oh. Okay!" Steven looked at us with a smirk. "I'm sorry we'll have to finish this conversation some other time. I have to go."

Both Steven and Devon walked away. Toby and I made double trips to get everything in the house. After everything was in, I put the alarm on my car, went inside and locked the door.

"That man was creepy, what did he want?" Toby asked.

"I don't know but as long as we are inside, we have nothing to worry about," I said as I grabbed all his clothes, except his socks and shoes, and carried them to his room.

I placed the clothes on his bed and went back for the shoes. I stacked the shoe boxes on top of each other and carried them to his room. Toby grabbed the packs of socks and followed me. Toby placed the socks on his bed and quickly went around me to open up the closet door.

"Thanks," I said as I neatly placed the shoe boxes down on the floor in the closet.

We then began hanging up all the clothes on the rod and putting his socks up on the shelf above his clothes. Soon, the closet went from being desolate to two-fifths being full. After we finished, I turned off the closet light and shut the door. Toby sat on his bed with his legs folded.

"Now that we're finished, how about a snack?" I asked.

"Yeah," Toby said with an excited tone.

Toby followed me to the kitchen and I went into the freezer and pulled out a gallon of 'Double Stuffed Chocolate Drop Ice Cream'.

"Ice cream?" I asked.

"Yes please," Toby answered.

"I just want to let you know that its not always going to be sweets everyday. We need to eat real food so we can stay healthy, okay?" I said as I opened the container of ice cream.

"Okay," Toby replied.

"But today is different. This is going to be your first full day living with me, so we need to celebrate. I'm going to order pizza for dinner, so don't get too full of Ice cream."

"Alright," Toby replied with an excited smile as he sat in the same spot at the breakfast bar.

I pulled out two spoons and we both started eating out of the container. As Toby leaned over, his hair fell from behind his ear and into his face. He looked at me as he pushed his hair back behind his ear. I chuckled just a little. He was so adorable with those golden blonde bangs pushed behind his ear.

He looked at the Ice cream and smiled a little. He then put his spoon down and opened his mouth. I looked at him, trying to figure out what he was doing. I thought about it and I put some ice cream on my spoon and fed it to him. Toby smiled an adorable smile as he closed his mouth.

"This taste awesome!" he exclaimed.

"This is my favorite ice cream," I said as I ate a scoop of ice cream. Toby opened his mouth again and I fed him another scoop.

"After I adopt you, we will have to focus on your education. Do you want to go to a public school, private school, or home schooled by a tutor?" I asked, already knowing what his answer would be.

"Home schooled by a tutor," he answered, just as I predicted.

"Alright. At least I can plan ahead," I said as I continue to feed Toby. After a few minutes of eating, I closed up the container and put it back into the freezer.

"That's it for right now. We don't want to spoil our dinner," I said as I put the two spoons in the sink and walked out of the kitchen.

"Okay," Toby said and then got up and followed me.

We walked to my room and shut the door behind us. We both slipped off our sandals and got comfortable on my bed and then I turned on the television. I put it on the movie channel and it was showing Xtreme Men. I could tell it drew Toby's attention as he lay on his side. I took this time to closely look at his body.

The bruises on his arms and legs were still visible but the cut on his face looked like it healed. His skin seemed to be smooth and almost flawless. His body was skinny but was still cute and sexy. His legs were slim all the way down to his ankles. His feet were cute and perfect; around the edges, his toes were a little red from him walking. I just loved the way his body easily turned red, it drove me crazy. I looked at him as he stared into the T.V. I unconsciously rubbed the side of his face, causing him to turn his head and look at me with those beautiful deep ocean-blue eyes.

With him looking at me, I didn't know whether to stop or to keep going. I took a chance and kept going. I continued to rub his face and then I moved closer to him. I kissed him twice on the cheek but on the part of his cheek that was really close to his lips. I moved my head back a little and I saw that his face was turning red.

"Nick, I------" Toby started.

The doorbell rang. I got up and left my room to see who it was. It was my neighbor Julia Washington, who lives to the left of me. I opened the door and there she was. A small old Caucasian lady who was almost as short as Toby.

"Hello, my dear boy," Julia said.

"Hello Ms. Julia, how can I help you?" I asked.

"Well, this morning I saw you had a guest, I just wanted to introduce myself."

"This morning?" I said, getting a little aggravated.

"Yes, my dear. He was a little white boy. I watched him get in the car with you this morning," Julia said.

I was ticked. Apparently old people don't care what they admit because this woman just confessed to basically stalking us. Like I said yesterday, I have some really annoyingly nosy neighbors.

"So you were watching us?" I said, trying to see if she was going to catch on to the obvious problem I had with her doing that.

"Yes, I love to be aware of my surroundings," she said, obviously not getting the point.

Before I could say anything, Toby came walking out of my room and into the living room. The woman peered inside the house.

"There he is," Julia said as she forced her way inside my house.

"Of course, sure, you can come in," I said sarcastically.

"Hello, I'm Julia Washington."

"Uh, Hi. I'm Toby. Toby Hamilton," Toby said as he looked at the lady strangely.

"Hamilton?" Julia asked.

"Hamilton?" I whispered, a little confused at first and then I remembered.

"Odd. You have the same last name as Mr. Nickolas here. But I can obviously tell that you are not related."

"He adopted me," Toby said with a small grin. "Well, he hasn't legally adopted me yet, but he will, in a few days."

"Really? That's good to know. But why aren't you in an orphanage?" Julia asked.

Toby's face went from being happy to a face of sadness and pain. I walked over to them, knowing that this woman just asked the worst possible question.

I stood next to Toby. "Look, It was nice seeing you Ms. Julia but I think you should leave now," I said as I put my hand on Toby's shoulder.

"But I haven't finished talking to Toby, I need to know----" Ms. Julia started.

"I don't mean to sound rude, but you don't need to know anything about him. Can't you see that you've upset him? I think you should really leave. Now!" I said as I walked her towards the door. "Thank you for coming. Always a pleasure," I said with a hint of sarcasm as I shut the door behind her.

I locked the door and turned around. Toby was gone.

"Toby?" I called out.

He didn't answer. My house is pretty big, so there was a lot of places Toby could have gone.

I went back to my bedroom and it was empty, so I walked over to his room and it was also empty. I left through his door and walked through the hallway and looked in the Laundry room. That was empty too.

"Where could he have gone? I whispered to myself. "Darn that old woman."

I went back into the living room and stood there. "Toby?" I called out again, but there was no answer.

I then looked at the stairway that leads upstairs. Although I never showed him the upstairs area, It's possible that he ran up there. As I walked up the stairs I called out again.

"Toby? Are you up here?"

As I got in the hallway, I noticed that the office door was open. I went into the office and saw that the balcony door was open. "Toby?" I called out as I quickly walked outside.

I looked to my left and there he was. He was sitting in the corner of the balcony, but against the wall, gazing at the large lake that was about 100 yards behind my house. It was the same lake that I found him in.

"Toby, there you are," I said as I walked over to him. "I see you found the balcony," I said trying to get him to smile.

"Why did she think that we are not related, I mean, it's true that were not related, But I just…," Toby started, as his eyes begin to water up.

"Am I that different from you? Could I not just be your real…," Toby stopped for a second. "What makes me so different from you that it makes her believe that I can't be related to you!?" he cried out in frustration.

That's when I realized, this issue was deeper than him being homeless. Toby was looking for someone he wants to be like, per se, a role model. Also, he was looking for a person that he wants to be connected to, like a father. That's why he got so hurt when Julia said she could tell he was obviously not related to me.

I didn't know how to explain it, but I guess he was trying to blend in. In his mind, he was pretending that I was his father.

But in reality, I'm only a person that fit being his role model and when Julia, unknowingly, attacked his notion of me being his father, it was like an attack on his mind. It only made it worse when she asked why wasn't he in an orphanage. The boy is desperately trying to cling to any notion of somehow being like or connected to me.

I took a deep breath and sat down next to him. He was looking at me with tears in his eyes. He was waiting for an answer. I could tell by the look in his eyes that he was hurt and very confused. I knew I couldn't straight up tell him the reason why we are different. If I tell him in the wrong way, it would contaminate his view on everything. So, I thought of a way to point it out.

"Toby, hold out your arm," I said.

Toby held out his arm and I held out my arm right next to his.

"Now, what do you see?" I asked.

"Two arms with hands attached to them," he answered.

"Is that all you see?" I asked.

"Yeah," Toby said as he wiped the tears from his face and then looked harder at our arms.

"If that's all you see then, she's the one who's confused, not you," I said as I smiled.

"Really?" Toby asked. "But, what does she see that makes her think that we are different?"

"To her, it's the color of our skin that makes us different," I said, still holding my arm next to his.

"The color of our skin? You're just darker than me. How does that make us different?" Toby said as he looked up at me with those beautiful eyes.

"Honestly, I believe it doesn't. We are both human, right? You're not an alien, are you?" I said as I smiled.

"No. I'm human just like you," Toby giggled.

"Ah. There it is. There's that beautiful smile that I know and love," I said as I wrapped my arm around him. His adorable smile widened as he looked at me.

"But there are a lot of people in the world that are like her. They all believe that we are different just because we have different skin colors," I said as I looked at the lake.

"Can't we just make them see that we aren't so different?" he asked.

"Toby," I said. I looked around where we were sitting and saw a couple of rocks. Two out of the seven small rocks caught my eye. "Toby, look at these two rocks in front of me."

Toby moved forward and looked at the rocks in front of me. "Yeah, I see them," he said.

"Now, would you believe me if I said that they aren't really rocks?" I asked.

"No, because they are rocks, but they look a little different from the rest. But I know they are rocks," Toby said as he looked at me with a grin.

"Really? Okay, well, touch them," I said.

Toby moved a little closer and was about to pick them up but both of the rocks flew off. Toby looked at me with a surprised look on his face. "They weren't really rocks, they were hard-backed beetles," Toby said in amazement.

"Exactly. So what just happened?" I asked with a smile.

Toby looked down at the ground for a couple of seconds to think. "I didn't know until I actually went and tried to see for myself," he said looking up at me.

"Right. Toby, there are some things you just can't make people see. Sometimes they have to see it for themselves. That's the only way that they will truly accept it. But maybe, just maybe, there might be one person to be there to give them a small push in the right direction," I said.

"Like you did, just now?" Toby asked.

"Yeah," I said as I held him closer.

Toby laid his head on my arm as we both stared out at the lake. After about ten minutes of sitting there, I looked down at Toby, who still was laying his head on my arm, I saw that Toby was smiling a little bit.

"What are you smiling about?" I asked Toby in a playful tone.

"I don't know. I guess I wish that I could stay in this moment forever… with you," Toby said as his bangs fell and covered part of his face again.

I smiled as I pushed his bangs back behind his ears. Toby looked up at me. "Don't worry they'll be more moments like this as long as you're here. I promise," I said as I stared into those eyes again.

I kissed him on the forehead and I went back to looking at the lake.

"Hey, Nickolas?" Toby called in a small voice.

"Yeah?" I said as I looked down at him again.

"Tomorrow, can you… teach me how to swim?" Toby said as he twiddled his thumbs.

"Sure, I can teach you," I said.

"Really!? Thank you," Toby said with excitement as he held onto me even tighter.

I chuckled, "Come on lets go inside."

"Alright," Toby said as he let go of me.

We both got up and went inside. Toby stepped inside first and then me. I shut the door behind me and I turned and looked at Toby. Toby was looking at all of my anime character pictures that I drew that were hanging up on the wall.

"So what do you think of my drawings?" I asked.

"YOU drew these?" Toby asked in amazement. "They're so cool, I like them."

"Those are all of the characters in the book that I'm getting published as we speak," I said.

"Do you get paid for drawing these?" Toby asked.

"Yeah, It's my job," I said.

"It looks so cool, Can I read it sometime?" Toby asked.

"Uh…," I chuckled. "It has some… uh… weird things in it. I don't think you are old enough to read this type of manga."

"What do you mean?" Toby asked, as he turned around and looked at me with those big gorgeous eyes.

"Well, in the book, some of the characters do things only grown ups should do. I don't think you should see something like that," I said as I walked over to him.

"What if you watch me while I read it? I really want to see more of your drawings," Toby pleaded.

I had to think about it for a minute. "Okay. I'll let you read one but it'll be in a little while and you got to promise not to tell anyone that I let you read this."

Toby's face brightened up as he smiled. "Okay, thank you. Don't worry, I won't tell anyone," Toby said.

"You're welcome," I said with a small grin. "Come on."

We walked out of the office and I led him into the master bedroom that was upstairs, which is the largest bedroom in the house. The bathroom had a huge shower with a sliding door and then it had a jacuzzi tub outside of the shower. The bathroom also had a double-sink counter top.

The bedroom itself was massive. The closet seemed to be like a whole other room and there was the double-door balcony entrance.

"I didn't know there was another room up here," Toby said as he looked around.

"Yeah, this is my favorite room," I said as Toby flopped down on the huge bed.

I headed towards the bathroom and turned on the light and started taking off my shirt.

"Nick, what are you doing?" Toby asked, still sitting on the bed.

"I need to take another shower. Do you want to join me? You did say you were going to help me wash my back this time, right?" I grinned as I pulled down my shorts.

Toby smiled a little and started blushing. "Yeah," he said quietly as he got up.

He walked into the bathroom and took off his shirt and shorts. I began to pull down my boxers. When I got my boxers off, Toby was pulling one leg out of his briefs and that's when his eyes widened. As he stared at me, his foot got trapped in his briefs causing him to lose his balance. I grabbed his arm and he regained his balance.

"You okay?" I asked.

"Uh… yeah," Toby said quietly as he tried to stop looking at my dick and then turned his head away.

I finally notice what he was doing and I looked down at my dick and then looked up at him. "Don't be ashamed to look, we both have one," I said.

I looked down at his young cock, which was getting stiff, and I then started to smile a little. Toby turned his head and looked at me. His whole face was red. I patted him on the shoulder.

"It's huge…," Toby said quietly, "…Compared to mine."

"Yeah, it's bigger than yours because I'm older than you, but I think the size of yours is perfect and I like it," I said.

"Really? You think it's perfect?" Toby said looking down at his cock."

"Yeah. I do. And don't get jealous. I have to shave every three days because I grow hair down here. You don't have to worry about it until you reach fourteen," I said.

"You grow hair? That's awesome!" Toby said.

"You think so?" I asked.

"Yeah," Toby said in a quieter voice.

I turned on the shower and stepped in. Toby finish taking off his briefs and then stepped into the shower. The water instantly drenched his hair. He scrunched up a little as the water splashed against him. I move farther back in the shower so that Toby could stop getting soaked.

"This shower is bigger than the one downstairs," Toby said.

"That's why this bedroom is my favorite place in the house," I said as I knelt down.

Toby grabbed the soap and cloth from off the shower rack and started lathering it up with the soap. He then began to wash the back of my neck. I could feel his hand shaking, so I placed my hand on his as he washed my shoulders. "Don't be nervous. You can't possibly hurt me with a soapy cloth," I said.

Toby giggled! At that moment I could feel his hands become more steady. He began washing the upper part of my back, slowly making his way to my lower back. He bent down a little as he scrubbed my lower back. After washing my back, he stood up straight. I stood up and faced him.

After I stood up, I didn't take the cloth away from Toby. He smiled a little because he knew that I was copying from him. Toby, still blushing, started washing my chest. He could barely reach my chest without standing on the tip of his toes, so I knelt down again. As he leaned into me, to wash my chest, my dick started getting hard. I tried thinking of something else to try and keep it from getting worse but the fact that I had Toby in the shower with me completely naked was only fueling the fire.

As Toby washed my abdomen, my semi hard dick pushed up against his young hardening penis. He stopped washing me for a second as he looked down at our dicks that were touching each other. Toby's whole body was turning red as both of our cocks was getting harder. My 10-inch [25 cm] cock was perking up so much and so hard that it was going up in between his legs and the shaft of my dick was pressing up against the bottom of his balls.

Temptation! I couldn't take it anymore. I picked him up, stood up and then pressed his back against the wall. He whimpered as he dropped the cloth and held on to me. As I held him against the wall, I used one arm to pull his legs and have them wrapped around my waist. I felt his hard dick pressing against my stomach so I started pushing and rubbing my soapy stomach against his dick.

"Nick, please don't," Toby whined. "It… It's making me feel weird, Please…"

"Toby, please trust me. I can't do everything that I want to do to you right now, so please just allow me to do this," I begged.

This time I went for it. I kissed him on the lips as I continued to rub my soapy stomach against his dick. He was caught by surprise when I kissed him on the lips and he moaned and whimpered as I stuck my tongue in his mouth.

I continued to rub my body against his dick, pushing his body against the shower wall a little bit more. He broke away from our kiss and laid his head on my shoulder. The sounds of him whining, whimpering, and breathing heavy in my ear got me so hard.

My 10-inch [25 cm] steel rod was inches away from his butt. I was fighting temptation again. I wanted to fuck him so bad and so hard. I knew right now that it wouldn't be wise to do something like that on our first time being intimate. I knew I couldn't trust myself to hold out against temptation so I took precautions.

I used one arm and placed it under Toby's butt and lifted him up a little to create more space between his butt and my cock. Holding him up with my arm and pressing him against the wall, I continued to rub my soapy body against his dick.

"Nick! Nick!" Toby whimpered in a high pitched voice.

Toby held his head back against the wall with his mouth open, breathing heavy. I looked at him… at first I thought it was water running down his face, but then I realized it wasn't water, it was tears pouring down his cheek. He was crying.

He held on to me tighter as I continued to rub myself against him. I continued to try and resist temptation. I started thinking that this is the perfect position that I would love to fuck him in. I wanted to ram my cock inside him so bad, it was driving me crazy. I groaned as I slammed my free hand against the wall and kept it there as I leaned into him even more. This sexy assed boy had no idea what I could do to him right now. I don't even know if he knows what we're doing and what it actually means.

"Nick, I feel---" Toby started.

I pressed my body against his dick really hard. He yelled as I could feel his dick slipping around on my stomach. He held me tight as I felt his body jerk multiple times. With every jerk, he let out a loud whimper.

I stopped moving and slowly sat down, still holding him. He was breathing heavy and had his eyes closed as he laid his head on my shoulder. I was really curious to see if he came or not. I pushed away from him a little as I looked down at my stomach.

Toby had had his first dry orgasm.

As the shower wet the area of the floor in front of us, I continued to sit there, holding him. My cock was still hard as steel; it was pressing against his back. The feeling was insufferable. I couldn't take it. I reached back behind him and started masturbating myself. I moaned as I stroked my hard massive cock. He was lying on top of me, still in a daze from his first dry orgasm. Looking at his gorgeous naked body lying on top of mine, made me reach my climax faster than usual. Cum suddenly erupted from my dick and spurted all over Toby's back. He jumped a little as my hot cum soaked his back.

Breathing heavy, I lifted up a little and stood up. Holding him, I moved closer to the streaming spray of water coming from the shower and rinsed my cum off of his back. I left the shower on as I carried Toby out of there and to the bed. I laid him down and then looked at him.

His eyes were glazed over. He looked like he was daydreaming… in a euphoria of pleasure. I smiled and then headed back to the shower. I continued to wash myself and rinsed myself off. After I finished, I turned the shower off and I walked back into the bedroom where I saw him sitting up on the bed. I walked over and sat next to him.

"You okay?" I asked.

Toby nodded.

"Are you sure?"

Toby looked at me, revealing his signature beautiful smile.

"That was amazing, It felt so good. At the end I almost felt like I had to pee but it only made it feel better," he said with a slight smile.

"I'm glad you thought it was good," I chuckled.

"But, Nick, I thought…," Toby started.

"Thought what?" I said.

"I thought when someone kisses another person on the lips, that means that they love them," Toby said quietly.

"That's true," I said.

"But, I thought only a boy and a girl could kiss each other on the lips," Toby said as he looked at me.

"No, anyone can do it. Boy to girl, Boy to Boy, and even Girl to Girl. But you only kiss a person like that if you truly love them," I said.

"Then, do you… do you love me?" he asked shyly.

"With all my heart," I said with a smile.

I could see his face brighten as he tried to hide his emerging smile of happiness.

"There's one thing, You can't tell anyone about what just happened in the shower. Okay?" I said.

"Why?" he curiously asked.

"Well, because what we are… two boys that like each other… people don't accept people like us. And also with you being so young and me being 18 years old… I could get in a lot of trouble if anyone were to find out. If someone were to find out, you'd probably never see me again."

"I promise I won't tell. I don't want you to get in trouble," he said.

"Thanks," I said as I kissed his forehead. "Come on, grab your dirty clothes. We are about to go downstairs and get some clean clothes."

"Okay," Toby replied, as he followed me downstairs.

We walked into his bedroom. "What should I wear?" he asked.

"We're the only ones in the house, so you can just wear your boxers," I said as I walked into my room.

I put on a pair of boxers and then grabbed a pair of shorts and threw them over my shoulder. I walked back into Toby 's room to see him still naked but holding a pair of boxers in his hand.

"Can I just… walk around naked? he asked shyly.

"Uh, if you want to," I smiled a little.

Toby laid his boxers down and walked over to me.

"Come on, we're going back upstairs. I'll let you read one of my books," I said walking out his room.

"Oh! Alright," Toby exclaimed anxiously.

We headed back upstairs and went into my office. At the desk where I do my drawing, I had two office chairs, one in front and one behind it. Toby sat down on the chair behind the desk and spun around in it. I smiled as I went over to the bookshelf and grabbed the Original colored draft of Volume 2 of my book. I turned around and walked over to him and handed it to him.

"Remember! You can't tell anyone that I'm showing this kind of stuff to you, okay?" I said as Toby grabbed the book.

"Okay," Toby said as he opened the book titled 'Desire,'

I turned back around and walked over to the shelf and reorganized all of the drafts of my manga. There were a total of twelve but I had only sent in Volume One to get published so far. But recently I kept thinking that something was missing in the series. I had been pondering about what it was for a while now.

While I was thinking, I walked over to the balcony door and started gazing at the street, completely forgetting that I had on just my boxers. I walked away from the window and stared at the pictures of my characters on the wall. The main characters were two guys… I got it! I knew what I could do to spice it up. I turned around and was about to share my idea with Toby but before I could manage to say anything I saw that his glowing body was turning red again. His dick was completely hard as he stared deeply into the book.

"Toby?"

Toby looked up at me with those beautiful eyes. "This guy put his thing in the other guy's mouth," he said shyly as he looked back at the book. "He said it feels really good."

I smiled, walked over to him and turned the chair he was sitting in away from the table.

"Lets try it out," I said as I knelt down in front of him. I grabbed his legs and spread them open by hanging each leg on an armrest on the chair.

"Nick?" he said in a quiet voice.

His hands rested on his knees as his legs hung over the armrests. He was sitting in such a sexy position that it was making me hard. I looked up at him as his eyes locked with mine and I stared at him from in between his legs. I couldn't wait to see his innocent face as I sucked his dick. I didn't want to start just yet so I decided to tease him a little. I used my hand and started fondling his hard dick. He started whimpering and reached between his legs and grabbed my hand to stop me.

"Nick," Toby whimpered.

"I know, since you're so young, your dick is really sensitive, but I promise you'll like what I'm about to do," I said, looking into those mesmerizing eyes.

Toby let go of my hand and put his hand back by his legs. I moved my head closer to his dick and breathed on it a little. When I did this I heard him let out a small whimper. I saw his dick twitch as I inhaled its sweet aroma. I moved my hand, one on each of his legs, holding them still as they each hung over an armrest, leaving his dick unprotected and completely vulnerable for my mouth. I opened my mouth, pressed my head against his lower stomach, and let his hard dick slip into my mouth.

Toby scrunched his body up as he let out a moaning whine. He placed his hands on the back of my head, letting out cries of pleasure as I moved my head back and forth, sucking his dick. Breathing heavy with every cry, he curled his toes. As I sucked his dick, I looked up at him to see his face. It was the cutest face ever. He had his head leaning to the side with his mouth open, he had a pleasured submissive look on his face, and he was whining as he watched me go to work on his dick. He tried to close his legs because the pleasure was getting too much for him but I didn't let him. I actually forced his legs open wider, still using the chair's armrests to hold them in position.

"Nick! I can't take it! It feels too good! I can't!" he whined.

I wrapped my tongue around his hard 4-inch [10 cm] cock, and continued to assault it. Toby shook his head side-to-side as he tightened his grip on my head. He actually sounded like he was crying. I got so hard, knowing that I was inflicting so much pleasure on this beautiful boy. His cries were so loud, with the balcony door being cracked open, anyone walking around outside could hear him.

But I didn't care. I loved what I was doing to Toby and I loved the way it made him feel. I sucked his cock harder and harder. Toby leaned his head back as I gobbled his hard cock.

"Nick, I…I," Toby whined.

His body suddenly jerked forward really hard as he let out sharp whimpers every time his body jerked, holding my head hard against his throbbing dick. He slowly let his body relax in the chair as he finished his dry orgasm. I released his dick from my mouth and moved his legs from off the armrests. I kissed his dick and then his stomach as Toby was slouching back in the chair trying to catch his breath. I looked at his innocent face as he stared back at me.

"You liked it?" I asked as I sat on the carpet in front of the chair.

Toby nodded as he slowly sat up in the chair, looking at me.

"It was amazing, wasn't it?" I grinned.

"I think it was the best feeling in the world," he said, sounding exhausted. "It felt like my thing was going to explode in your mouth but now I feel so exhausted."

"That's what usually happens after you have a orgasm," I said.

"Orgasm?" he asked.

"Yeah, its that feeling you get at the end when your body kind of jerks back. But your type of orgasm is different. It's called a dry orgasm. A dry orgasm happens to people that can't cum, usually people who are at a young age like you," I explained.

"What does cum mean?" he asked.

"Cum is also known as sperm. Cum emerges from your dick when you reach the peak of pleasure. When it shoots out of your dick, it amplifies your pleasure tenfold… that usually happens with older people like me," I said. "When two guys like us do stuff like we just did and one person cums in the other person's mouth, some people might swallow it."

"Swallow it? Oh yeah," Toby turned to my book. "The guy right here… uh… cummed…" Toby started.

"It's 'came', if it's past tense," I said.

"The guy right here… came… in the other guy's mouth. He said it tasted good," he said and then looked up at me.

"Yeah, Everybody's cum will most definitely have a different taste, so it depends on if it tastes good to you," I said.

Toby looked back down at the book for a couple of seconds then looked back up at me. He had this curious look on his face. "Do you cum?" he asked shyly.

"Yeah I do. I actually came on your back when we were in the shower earlier," I said.

"That's what that was? It felt like it was a lot," Toby said. "I wonder…"

"Wonder what?" I asked.

Toby blushed as he made a quick glance at my semi-hard cock that was pushing up against my boxers and looked back at the book. I caught his glance and got what he was wondering. I smiled as the thought of him sucking my massive dick passed through my mind.

"He's also putting it in his butt," he said.

"Whoa, that might be a little too much for you. My dick is too big for someone your size. It'll hurt a lot before it starts to feel good," I said.

He smiled at me as his face started turning red again. "I never said I wanted you to," he said.

I stopped and stared at him in shock. I couldn't believe I just said that.

"That means that you've thought of doing it to me already," he said, hitting the nail right on the mark.

"Fine, you got me," I said smiling. "Yeah, I thought about doing it to you before, but I didn't because I knew how much pain it would cause you, seeing how small you are," I said.

Toby just smiled and then went back to looking at the book.

"Unless you think you can endure it until the pain wears off and the pleasure kicks in," I said.

Toby looked up at me. I could tell he was actually considering it. He was about to shake his head yes, he wants to do it, but I stopped him before he could give his answer. "Don't give your answer now. I want you to think about it for a while and give me your answer then," I said as I stood up.

I was so ready to fuck him now, but I really wanted him to be sure that he wanted to do this.

"Okay," he said as he closed my book and got up.

"Come on let's order that pizza," I said as I led him downstairs. "What type of pizza do you want?"

"Cheese," he said, still sounding somewhat exhausted from his last dry orgasm.

"Oh. Here," I went into the fridge and handed Toby a small bottle of Gatorade. "Drink that, it'll fix you right up."

As Toby drank his Gatorade, I looked at the time and the clock said 3:45pm. I picked up my cell phone and called Pizza Tectonics and ordered our pizza.

Chapter Three
Devastation

After sitting on the sofa for about 15 minutes, waiting for two large cheese pizzas, the doorbell finally rang.

"Since you don't have on any clothes, stay here," I said as I walked towards the door.

"Okay," Toby replied.

I opened the door and I was shocked to see that creepy man, Steven, was the pizza guy.

"Hello, sir," Steven said with a smirk. "Here's your two large cheese pizzas. That will be $12.99." Still a little shocked, I grabbed my wallet from out of my pocket and handed him a twenty. "Keep the change," I said as I grabbed the pizza.

"Thanks. But don't you think two large pizzas is too much," Steven grinned.

"What? What do you mean?" I asked. "This is my first time eating something for dinner tonight."

"You know, you should stop eating, oh sorry, I mean sucking off your lunch by the window. If the wrong person sees…," Steven starts.

Steven takes out a picture of Toby completely naked, sitting in my office chair with his head leaning back in pleasure, his hands on my head, his legs hanging on the side of the armrests with my head clearly buried in between his legs.

"…this, they might get the wrong idea," Steven continued to smirk.

As soon as I saw the picture in his hand my heart stopped. "How did you get that!?" I asked.

"It's easy to take a picture of someone in their house especially if they're sitting by a balcony window," Steven shrugged, still grinning.

Steven gave me the photo, turned around and started walking to his car.

"Don't worry, that's the only copy of the picture I have, but next time I don't think I'll be so willing. Next time there will have to be a payment to get any evidence I have on you," he said as he got into his car.

Steven drove off leaving me standing in shock, in the front door. This neighborhood wasn't as great as I initially thought when I had first moved here. People seem to always be in your business. But honestly, it was my mistake to actually do something like that by a window without thinking.

I used one hand to stuff the picture in my pocket and then I carried the pizzas inside. After placing the pizza on the living room table where Toby, who was still completely naked, was sitting, I went back to the door and locked it. I walked back over to Toby and sat next to him. The aroma from the pizza was intoxicating, my mouth started watering as I opened the box.

"Looks good, doesn't it?" I asked.

"Yeah, I haven't had pizza in a long time," Toby said.

"Well, lets dig in," I said. I grabbed a piece of pizza and started to eat. Toby grabbed a piece and started eating, too.

"Tomorrow, since you want me to teach you how to swim, do you want to swim here or at the beach?" I asked, chewing on a piece of pizza.

"Beach?" he asked.

"You've never been to a beach before?" I asked. Toby shook his head to say no.

"Well then, we're going to the beach tomorrow," I declared.

"Okay," he said as we ate. After spending about 15 minutes eating, I cleaned up and walked back to the living room.

"Come on, Naked boy, Go brush your teeth," I said as I turned off the television. Toby giggled as he got up and went to our bathroom, I followed right behind him. As we brushed our teeth, Toby was bobbing his head, humming some crazy tune. I think it was a tune he made up. But I have to admit, I was bobbing my head to it too. After brushing our teeth, I went into my bedroom, took off my shorts, lay back on my bed and turned on my television. Toby stood by the edge of my bed and looked at me. With the T.V volume almost to mute, I noticed him standing there.

"Come on, you can lie up here with me for a while," I said as I patted the bed a little. Toby smiled as he crawled on top of the bed and lay down next to me. Aside from a very faint pizza smell, he had a sweet aroma to him. He cuddled up next to me and averted his attention to the television. The way he was lying, his flaccid young penis was pushing up against my thigh. The boy's cuteness and sexiness was so overwhelming and it was annoying how oblivious he was to it. It got me thinking though. Should I really be doing this? I could really get in a lot trouble for doing something like this, having a naked boy in my bed, let alone, in my house and I'm not even legally related to him.

I couldn't focus myself enough to think about it anymore. I slowly turned Toby's face towards me and kissed him on the lips. Toby whimpered a little as he placed his hand on my stomach. I stopped kissing him and stared into his eyes. Then Toby did something that caught me by surprise. He quickly got on top of me and kissed ME. He actually took the initiative to kiss me.

I was completely turned on. Toby slowly pushed his tongue in my mouth and started pushing his tongue against mine. I broke away from his kiss, looking at him with a surprised look. Toby just gazed back at me from on top of me with a submissive smile as his hair covered his left eye.

"Toby, you know if you're uncomfortable with doing something, you can just tell me and I'll stop," I said, hoping that he knew what I was talking about. Still smiling a little, Toby got from on top of me and lay back beside me.

"I know. If I don't like what you're doing, I'll tell you to stop," he said as he looked at me those ocean blue eyes.

"Alright," I said as I smiled, I was happy that he got what I was talking about. I stared at Toby and I saw his face was gradually becoming flushed. I wondered what he was thinking about. He sat up a little and bit his thumb nail a little like he was contemplating something.

Before I knew it, he began tugging at my boxers. He slowly put his hand in my boxers and pulled out my semi-hard 10-inch [25 cm] dick. I honestly let out a slight whimper, because this was the first time Toby had ever touched it. My mind went completely blank.

He moved down a little to where his head was closer to my dick. He just smiled again and started playing with it like it was a toy. He began to giggle as he wiggled my thick rod side to side. After a few seconds of playing with my dick, he stopped.

My dick was really hard now. I couldn't believe I just had a sexy 10-year-old boy playing with my dick… honestly I couldn't believe that any of this was happening. He positioned his body between my legs and kept his head by my dick. I was getting too excited. Was he actually going to do what I think he was going to do?

Toby lifted his head above my dick and opened his mouth. Before I knew it, he stuck my dick into his mouth. The size of my dick stretched his mouth quite a bit. I moaned as he went down as far as he could. I then realized how small Toby's mouth was when he couldn't even reach the halfway part of my dick. I could tell Toby was getting a little scared, and it was understandable; he was totally inexperienced with this.

"Calm down, breathe through your nose," I said quietly. Toby was still trying to breathe through his mouth. He panicked and slightly bit down on my dick. I winced in pain as I grabbed the bed sheets. Toby realized what he had done and quickly pulled my dick from out of his mouth.

"I'm so sorry! Are you okay?" he asked, breathing heavily in a panicked tone.

"Yeah, I'm okay," I groaned.

"I am so sorry," he said, obviously upset.

"It's okay. It's your first time doing this. It's okay to be nervous. Next time, just calm down, breathe through your nose and watch those teeth," I said smiling a little.

"Okay," he said, calming down a bit. Toby slowly put my dick back in his mouth. This time, the head of my dick slid against his flattened tongue. I moaned as I placed my hand on the back of his head.

"Breathe and relax your throat," I said. I could see his face relaxing and I could feel him breathing through his nose.

"Alright. What I'm about to do requires you to keep your throat relaxed at all times, If you don't, you're going to choke on my dick. Blink twice if you think you can do this," I said. It took him a few seconds but Toby blinked twice. "Okay, here we go," I said. I began to push his head further down on my dick. I moaned as my dick slowly slid further down his throat. My dick got so far in his mouth that now, half of my dick was completely inside his mouth. I couldn't believe this was happening. I must be dreaming. Stuff like this only happens in anime or manga. I really couldn't believe that this gorgeous young boy had my dick crammed down his throat.

"Remember how I moved my head when I sucked your dick?" I asked. Toby blinked twice and started moving his head up and down on my dick. I bit down on my lip as the feeling pulsed through my body while I tried to stop myself from whining.

"Yeah, that's a good boy. Keep doing it, just like that," I moaned quietly as I kept my hand on the back of his head. He continued to suck my dick and then tried to push more of my dick into his mouth. I couldn't hold back my whining anymore. I let out a loud yelping whine as I used my hand to push his head up and down on my dick.

He pulled my dick from out of his mouth and began to cough as he wiped saliva from his mouth. I continued to lie back as I smiled, watching him grab hold of my dick again. He began sucking my dick again. I was happy, he could have easily stopped just now if he had wanted too, but he didn't; he went back down.

"Toby, don't force yourself to take it all in. I don't want you to gag yourself. Just focus all of your efforts on the tip," I said in a quiet voice. He nodded his head and started sucking on the bulb of my dick. I spread my legs a little as he rubbed his tongue against the tip. I place my hand on the back of his head again and then started moving his head around in a circular motion on my dick. As I moved his head in a circular motion, he wrapped his tongue around the head of my cock.

"God! Toby!" I said as I stared at the ceiling. The feeling was amazing. I tried to hold back my climax a little bit longer but I couldn't. I started wishing that this could last forever.

"Toby, I think I'm about to cum," I said while breathing heavily. Toby stopped moving his head and looked up at me.

"Did you want to taste it?" I asked. His face started turning red as he nodded "yes" on my dick.

He went back to sucking my dick. This time, he had more intensity as he sucked on the head of my dick. My moans started growing in volume as I tried to hold back the semen that was boiling up the shaft of my dick. I stared at him as his head went up and down repeatedly. Saliva began to drip down my shaft, making me shiver in pleasure. I moaned as he rapidly licked the head of my cock as he sucked.

"SHIT!! Toby!" I yelled as my body jerked back.

My cum erupted from my dick into his mouth. As cum pumped into his mouth, he kept his head still. My body jerked back as I continued to shoot my hot load into his mouth. He whimpered, signaling me his mouth was full. I pulled my dick out and continued to squirt cum on my stomach. About three more shots splurged on my stomach.

"Toby…," I said breathing heavily.

Toby swallowed multiple times and then exhaled. He held his head down as he began to take deep breaths.

"That was amazing, Toby. I think you made me have a full release," I said as I rubbed the side of his face. Toby looked up at me with a smile.

"Really? What does that mean?" he asked.

"It means that you made me feel so good that I shot out all of my cum that I had at that moment," I said as I grabbed the face towel off my nightstand and wiped my cum off of my stomach.

"I was really that good? But I couldn't fit it all in my mouth like you did to mine," he said quietly.

"Of course you couldn't, it's too big for you to do that. But you know what? It still felt amazing the way you did it," I said as I continued to rub his face.

"Thanks," Toby blushed. "Maybe I'll get better if I keep practicing," he said.

"Wait, you already plan on doing this again in the future?" I chuckled.

"Yeah, I mean, I'll do it every day… to show that I love you," he said as he got from between my legs and lay next to me again.

"Toby, you don't have to do this to show that you love me. You can do it but you don't have to. Doing stuff like this is a result of love, not to show it," I said.

"But if I don't, how would you know that I love you?" he asked, looking at me.

"Toby, if you didn't love me, you wouldn't have let me kiss you on the forehead after we met. You also hugged me when I said that you could live here with me. All those small things show me that you love me. Even the way you do things show me that you love me," I said.

"Really? I'm glad because I… I love you very much,"

"I love you too, Toby," I said as I kissed him on the lips. "I just don't want you to feel obligated that you have to do this. You have to decide if you want to do stuff like this, I'll respect your answer, whatever it is,"

"Okay," he said. He sat up and looked at me.

"What is it?" I said as I sat up too.

"I want to do that thing," he said as he blushed.

"What thing?" I asked, I was completely clueless what he was referring to.

"You know, in your book. When that guy put his thing in the other guys butt," Toby said.

"Um… Are you sure that's what you want? Because it's going to hurt before it starts to feel good," I said.

"I'm sure, I want to do this," he said quietly. I looked at him, giving him some time if he wanted to change his mind, but he didn't. He stuck by his decision.

"Okay, if it's what you want," I said as I went into the nightstand drawer and pulled out a bottle of personal lubricant. I got up out the bed and looked at him.

"Alright, lie on your stomach, in the middle of the bed, but stick your butt up in the air a bit," I told him. He moved over to the middle of the bed and lay on his stomach and then lifted his butt up a little. I then knelt on the bed behind him, and squirted some Lubricant on my index finger and middle finger and rubbed it in between the two fingers.

"I'm about to start. I'm going to lube you up first, so when I put my dick in, it won't hurt as much," I said.

"Okay," Toby said with a slightly scared tone in his voice.

"Just let me know when you want me to stop," I said.

"Okay," he repeated in the same tone.

I spread his legs open a little so I could get a good view and I slowly pushed one finger inward. I could feel him tightening up as my finger touched the rim of his hole. He let out a small whimper as I forced my finger slowly inside him. His hole tightened up again, but this time around my finger.

"Relax, Toby, Loosen up your body." He took a deep breath and relaxed as he laid his head sideways on the bed. I then started to wiggle my finger around inside him and stretching his butt hole. He moaned as I stuck a second finger inside.

"Nick," Toby whined. I began to stretch his hole again but with two fingers this time. After stretching his butt hole to a good size, I started fingering him with two fingers. I started off slow but then gradually picked up speed. His innocent yelps filled my ears as I inflicted constant pleasure on his hole.

"You like it so far?" I asked. He didn't say anything, he just moaned quietly. I got curious so I sat up a little so I could see his face.

He was drooling on the bed with his eyes closed and was breathing heavily. His hands gripped the bed sheets as I pushed my fingers further and further in. I looked down to see that his dick was really hard. I couldn't believe it. He was really enjoying this. I suddenly felt an urge to do something different, something that would make him feel really good before I try to penetrate him. I stopped fingering him and pulled my fingers out of him.

Toby, breathing heavily, asked, "Why…Why'd you stop?"

I just smiled, because I knew he wasn't expecting what I was about to do. I moved my face close to his butt and then started licking the rim of his asshole. He let out a surprised moaning yell as he grabbed the sheets harder. His whole body started shaking. The taste of the bitter lubricant filled my taste-buds as I caressed his rim with my tongue. Soon, I started rapidly licking his rim and sticking my tongue inside of him. His innocent yells filled the room, carrying ecstasy of pleasure in the tone.

"Please!! Just put your thing in already!!" he begged. "I want it so bad!"

I stopped licking his butt hole and smiled. Toby was breathing heavily, laying his head down on the bed. I grabbed the bottle of lubricant and squirted some in my hands and then lathered it all over my dick. Once my hard dick was completely lubed up, I moved closer to his butt. I looked at his butt hole and then at my 10-inch [25 cm] hard dick. Even though I had kind of stretched Toby's hole, it was still too small for my dick to fit in easily, without causing too much pain.

"Toby, are you sure you want me to do this?" I asked, as I tried to make him have second thoughts.

"Yes, please, Do it," Toby begged, with a kind of sexy tone.

"Alright," I said. I pushed towards him, where the head of my dick was pressing up against his hole. Toby shivered and started breathing nervously.

"I'll try to do it as gentle as I can. Just bear the pain. If you can't, just tell me to stop and I'll stop," I said.'''

"Okay," he said quietly.

I slowly begin to push into him. Toby rigidly grabbed the bed sheet as the head of my huge cock forced his hole to slowly adjust to it's girth. He begand to cry as I tried to push the tip of my cock inside of him.

"Toby, do you want me to stop?" I asked, genuinely concerned for him.

He silently shook his head as tears ran down his cheeks. I continued to slowly try to push myself inside him. I noticed his hole was slowly getting bigger but from the look on his face, the pain was tearing him apart. He bit down on the bed as the tip of the head of my cock went in. He lets out a muffled moaning yell of pain as I slowly tried to push the rest of my head in.

"Almost got the tip in, just hang in there a little bit longer," I said as I rubbed his lash-scarred back.

I continued to push my head in further as his hole stretched wider. I could see his face turning red as he endured the pain. I began to worry because I didn't like seeing Toby in pain. Suddenly, the head of my cock makes a quiet suction sound as it completely popped into his butt hole. He let out a small yelp as the head of my dick filled his hole. I moaned a little because the inside of his hole was rubbing against the tip of my cock.

"Alright, the worst of it is over," I said, quietly. Toby stopped biting into the bed and continued to lay his head down breathing heavily. I kept still, allowing him to kind of recover from the pain and catch his breath. He wiped the tears from his face and nodded his head a little, signaling me that he was ready for me to continue. I slowly began to push my dick further and further into his hole. He moaned as my dick rubbed against his insides. He tightened up his hole on my dick causing me to wince in pain.

"Toby, loosen up a bit, you're squeezing my dick too tight," I said.

"Sorry," Toby whispered. He loosened up again and allowed me to go further in, until I reached a roadblock. Something was stopping me from going deeper.

I had just about half inside of him but I wanted more. I pushed down on his back, arching it, and then pushed some more of my cock inside of him. He whimpered as I could feel that it was torture that I wasn't fucking him. I got a little bit past half of my cock inside of him and that's when I knew I really couldn't push my dick in any further. Toby moaned as I slowly pulled my cock back a little and then pushed it back in.

The feeling was amazing as I continued to slowly fuck him. My cock rubbing on his insides was way different than masturbating. It was 100 times better. I was harder than ever, seeing as though this was my first time doing anal.

I leaned over him, planting my hand next to his and began to get serious with fucking him. I began to fuck his ass so hard that my cock gradually went deeper into his butt. I eventually got my whole 10-inch [25 cm] steel rod inside of him.

With every thrust, he let out sharp whimpers and moans that just encouraged me to keep going. I continued to fuck him harder, pushing him further down into the bed. He yelled in pleasure as my dick rammed him so hard that my pelvic area maked a clapping sound against his butt cheeks with every thrust. I slowly decreases my speed until I came to a complete stop.

"Turn over on your back," I said, breathing heavily. Without taking my cock out, he turned over completely.

"Impressive," I grinned. I lifted up his legs and made his knees touch his chest. Keeping him in that position, I leaned over him a little and continued to fuck him hard. He whined as my monster cock slid back and forth inside him with so much intensity. His whole body started turning red as he grabbed onto the sheets.

I leaned down some more and started kissing him on the lips. He placed his hand on the back of my head holding me in place. We began to tongue kiss as I continued to fuck him. I reached my hand down in between his legs and started masturbating him.

"Nick!" he whined as he broke away from our kiss. I masturbated him as I fucked him, showing him a whole new meaning of pleasure. I looked into those glossy ocean blue eyes. His face still flushed red, his hair wildly spread out across the bed and in his face.

"Don't stop! Please!" Toby begged. "Harder!" I picked him up, and stood up. He wrapped his arms around my neck and his legs around my waist. He bounced up and down on my cock as I used all my strength to fuck him harder than ever with the help of gravity.

I held him tight as I tongue kissed him again. Toby pushed his tongue into my mouth and I put mine in his. I could feel his saliva leaking on my tongue. When we stopped kissing, I opened my eyes and I swear, Toby almost looked like a girl. His hair was hanging in his face a little as he bounced up and down on my cock.

I pushed him against the wall, still holding him and fucked him. He was letting out cries of pleasure as I fucked him hard against the wall. Picture frames and school awards were shaking as I fucked the shit out of him. I could feel myself about to reach my climax.

"Nick, I feel like I'm going to cum!" he said.

"Me too, Toby," I said breathing heavily.

As I fucked Toby faster, we both heard the doorbell ring. At first both of us were stunned but I continued to fuck him, I was not about to let anyone interrupt. I kept going, I could feel my cum or what was left of it boiling up my shaft. His body jerked multiple times as the doorbell rang a second time, signaling me that he was having his dry orgasm.

I picked up intensity, knowing that this was going to be my grand finale. The doorbell rang a third time and that's when I came. I felt my orgasm but nothing came out. Toby really had made me have a full release earlier. My body jerked hard as Toby held onto me tight, breathing heavily.

I carried him over to the bed and laid him down. I then lay down next to him, both completely exhausted. I looked over at him and he was staring at the ceiling, smiling, lost in pleasure. I smiled because he looked so happy and cute.

The doorbell rang a fourth time. I quickly got up, put on some underwear and shorts.

"Toby, put on some shorts," I said as I left out our room and headed to the door. I quickly unlocked the door and opened it. It was Eve Powers, my agent.

"Nickolas, no shirt huh?" Eve smiled.

"I was in bed. You know me, I like to feel free when I go to sleep," I chuckled as I stood back, hoping she wouldn't catch a hint of sex on my body.

"Whatever you say, Nicky," Eve smiled.

"So what do I owe this pleasure?" I asked.

"Book 2. We need to start publishing it," she said.

"Sure," I said. "You can come in while I go upstairs and get it,"

"Thanks," She said as she came in. I shut and locked the door behind her and headed upstairs. I went into the office and got the Original volume 2, the one Toby had read, and headed back downstairs. When I got to the living room, I noticed that was Toby fully dressed but without socks on, talking to Eve. I was kind of worried. I really hoped that he didn't say anything suspicious about me and him.

"Nicky, what's going on here? You never told me that you had a kid," Eve said.

"Well it was supposed to be a secret, that's why I didn't tell anyone," I said as I handed her the book.

"Obviously, he's not your real----" she started.

"Some things are better left unsaid," I interrupted. I placed my hand on Toby's shoulder and smiled at him. Toby looked up at me and smiled back.

"Okay, I understand. You guys seem to be very well bonded. Treat your son well, Okay?" she said with a smile.

"Don't worry he is!" Toby happily blurted out. Both Eve and I started laughing.

"I can tell. You seem very happy," Eve said.

"I am," Toby smiled. "I wouldn't want anyone else to be my dad,"

"Aw, that's sweet," she cooed. When Toby said that, I felt something tug at my heart, I almost wanted to cry.

"Toby, can you go upstairs and make sure the balcony door is closed," I asked.

"Sure," he replied as he ran upstairs.

"So, have you thought about what school you want to bring him to?" she asked.

"Well, he wants to be home-schooled, but before that happens I have to legally adopt him," I said.

"Wait, What!? You haven't adopted him yet? If someone puts out a missing child report on him, you could be charged with kidnapping!" Eve exclaimed.

"It's not like that. Toby was homeless when I saved him from the lake. He has no one. I was not going to let him stay on the streets," I said.

"Alright, just make sure you adopt him soon, just in case. You're one of the best artist in the business, I can't afford to lose you as a business partner and as a friend," she said with a serious face, the first one in like forever. I heard Toby walk down the steps so I stopped the conversation.

"It's closed," Toby said.

"Thanks, Toby," I smiled. "Alrighty then, Eve that is Volume 2 of Desire. I am thinking about changing some stuff around for Volume 3. I'm going to introduce a new character,"

"Okay, I'll get this to Sean and you can expect a deposit in two days," Eve said as she walked towards the door. I unlocked the door and opened it for her.

"Take care of him," Eve whispered as she walked out.

"Don't worry, I will," Toby blurted out again. We both laughed again.

"See you later, Tobias," She chuckled.

"Bye, Miss Eve," Toby waved. I shut the door and locked it. I turned around and looked at him. He had his hands behind his back, rocking his body side to side, smiling. I smiled back at him as I walked over to him.

"Come on. Lets go back to bed," I said as I walked back to my room. Toby slowly walked behind me with a limp.

"Toby, you okay?" I asked.

"I'm a little sore," he admitted.

"Sorry. I guess I did get a little rough at the end," I said as I walked into my bedroom and shut the door behind Toby.

"Don't apologize, I liked it a lot. It felt so amazing," he smiled. He took off his shirt and then we both took off our shorts. I got into my bed with just my boxers on and so did Toby.

"You wanna sleep in my bed tonight?" I asked.

"Yeah," he grinned.

"Alright then," I said. "Oh, Toby, how did it taste?"

"How did what taste?" He looked up at me.

"My cum, remember you tasted it earlier," I said.

"Oh!" Toby giggled. "It tasted kind of salty, I really liked it,"

"Oh really?" I chuckled.

"Yeah, I was scared at first because it was so much, but when I tasted it, I guess everything changed" he said.

"You know, you had me worried when you were in so much pain earlier," I said.

"I know, but I knew enduring the pain would be worth it, especially when I'm with you," he smiled gently.

I smiled and kissed him on the lips. After we kissed, we both turned our attention to the television. We watched movies all night until Toby fell asleep in my arms. He was like an angel, he was the most beautiful and gentlest boy I have ever met. I was so happy that he was in my life now, I couldn't imagine life without him. I slowly closed my eyes and relaxed, knowing that Toby had fallen asleep first.

***

It was like as soon as I closed my eyes the sun was shining brightly in my face. Although my night seemed short, I somehow felt really refreshed. I stretched out as I felt Toby still cuddled up next to me. I looked over to him and saw that he was awake and he was watching TV.

He looked up at me and smiled, "Good morning, Nick."

"Good morning, Toby. You're awake early," I said as I kissed him on the forehead.

"Yeah, I was so excited about learning how to swim today," he said as he sat up.

I look at the clock and it showed 11:31 am. I sat up too. "Come on, lets get up so we can go to the beach then," I said.

"Yay!!" He jumped up as he ran to the bathroom. I chuckled as I got out of bed and followed Toby into the bathroom.

"Make sure you brush your teeth well," I said as I put toothpaste on my toothbrush,

"Okay," he said muffled as he brushed his teeth.

After we brushed our teeth Toby rushed into his room and got dressed. I never thought that someone who almost died in water was so anxious to get in it again. I went into my room and changed into some fresh boxers. Then I put on some orange basketball shorts, a black tank-top, and my black Nike sandals. I grabbed my red swim trunks and walked towards the bathroom and grabbed two towels to dry off with. Toby walked into the bathroom holding his black swim trunks. He was dressed in a red T-shirt and gray shorts.

"You look cute," I said as I handed him a drying towel.

"Thanks," Toby giggled. I grabbed a bottle of sunscreen out of the cabinet in the bathroom and gave it to Toby to hold. I went back to my room to grab my keys and then Toby followed me out to the front door. We both went outside and I locked the door behind me. I turned around and unlocked my car door. Toby quietly got into the back seat of the Special Model Nissan 350Z and I got into the car too and buckled up.

"I'm buckled," Toby said.

"Okay," I chuckled.

I pulled out and headed towards Kenton Beach, which was about 5 miles [8 km] away. I turned on the radio as I took the service road. Like I said before, it's the fastest way to get around the area. Going about 47 miles per hour [75 km/h], I heard Toby singing along to Falling by Alicia Keys. I was stunned… his voice was beautiful and angelic. I looked at him through the rear-view mirror. He was looking out the window in his own little world. I smiled as I looked back at the road. After the song was over I looked at Toby again through the rear-view mirror.

"Wow, Toby that was really beautiful," I said. "You have a beautiful voice,"

"Thanks, Nick," He blushed.

"I think if the right person heard you, I think you could have a record deal," I said. Toby smiled bashfully while looking out the window. I looked back at the road still kind of amazed at this boy. He was beautiful, smart, and had a beautiful singing voice. What else was he hiding?

"We have to figure out what your other talents are," I said.

"Well, I do want to practice sucking---" he stated as he smiled.

"Uh, we need a talent that is appropriate to share with the world," I interrupted with a short chuckled. "That's more of a private skill."

"Yeah, I know. I just wanted to see your reaction," Toby giggled. Obviously, our relationship had evolved. When we first met, Toby was really shy. I couldn't even get him to talk until after I fed him. Who would've thought that our relationship would've gotten to where it was now. I honestly wonder how things would have turned out if I wouldn't have taken him in. Well, I probably already knew. Some weirdo or creep would've gotten their hands on him.

"Nick, I love you," he said.

"Huh? I love you too. That came out of nowhere though. What's up?" I asked.

"Well, I just wanted to say it, and besides, I like living with you. You're nice to me and you love me. I just feel really happy right now. I feel like I'm the luckiest person in the world because you're my dad," Toby said smiling. My eyes started watering up. I gradually slowed the car down to about 5 miles per hour [8 km/h] so that I could wipe my eyes.

"Darn it, Toby. You can't say stuff like that while I'm driving. You're making my eyes water up," I said as I finished wiping my eyes and sped up again.

"Sorry," He giggled. "But it's true,"

"Thanks Toby," I said. I turned to the left and got off the service road. There it was, Kenton Beach, but it looked like there was a Fair going on right near it. A lot of people were here for it too. I was able to find a parking spot near the fair but still right by the shore of the beach. I turned off the car and we both got out. I grabbed the towels, my trunks and the sunscreen.

"Leave your sandals in the car," I said as I took off mine and put them in the car. Toby took off his sandals and put them in the car. I locked the car door and he followed me as we walked through a crowd of people to get to the cabin so we could change into our swimwear. Once we got into the cabin, I shut the door behind us.

"Come on, lets change," I said.

"Okay," ee said. Both of us took off all our clothes and put on our swim trunks.

"Can you help me put on my sunscreen?" Toby asked.

"Sure," I said. I grabbed the bottle of sunscreen and squirted some in my hand and started rubbing it on his shoulders and arms. Then I slowly rubbed it on his chest and stomach. I pulled down his trunks a little and began rubbing sunscreen on his lower waist. I could see his dick starting to stick out, leaving a visible lump in his thin swim trunks.

"Not here," I chuckled. "We're out in public. You got to try and control it, trust me, it's going to get much worse when we get in the water,"

"I'm sorry, I just… I just like it when you touch me," he said shyly. That right there, set me off. I couldn't control myself.

"Damn it Toby," I said as I pushed him down on the bench. I pulled down his trunks and shoved his hardening dick into my mouth. He placed his hands on the back of my head and moaned as I went up and down on his dick.

I covered Toby's mouth, muffling his moans and used my other hand to spread his legs open as his trunks fell down to his ankles. I used my tongue to assault his shaft, still moving up and down. He let out muffled whimpers as I caress his penis.

"Nick..," Toby muffled.

Suddenly someone knocked on the cabin door.

"Anyone in there?" the man said. I lifted my mouth off of Toby's hard dick, making a slight suction sound.

"Yeah. Just a minute!" I yelled.

"We'll have to finish this later," I said as I helped Toby stand up.

"Okay," he said as he pulled up his trunks and grabbed his clothes and towel. I grabbed the sunscreen lotion and squirted it on my hand and rubbed some all over myself. Afterward, I grabbed my towel and clothes and Toby followed me out of the cabin. I walked back to the car and put our clothes in there. I locked the car door and then we walked towards the shore. He walked beside me as we stepped onto the beach.

"Oh. The sand feels good under my feet," he exclaimed. I looked at his trunks and saw that his boner was still kind of visible. I had to get it to go away somehow. So I thought of something that might work.

"Hey, Toby, look at those girls in their bikinis," I said as I discreetly pointed to a group of girls. He looked over at them and, just like I expected, his boner slowly faded away as he glared at the girls.

"What about them?" He asked.

"Nothing, just testing something," I said as I smiled a little while we walked. He looked at me in confusion. Then out of nowhere a couple of young girls in two piece swimwear… I would say about 11 or 12 years old… called out to him.

"Hey," the blonde-haired girl said. Toby and I looked towards the girls.

"Want to come play volleyball with us?" the redhead asked. Toby moved closer to me as if I was his shield.

"I think they're talking to you, Toby," I said smiling as I looked down at him.

"Uh…no thanks. I'm going to learn how to swim today, so I can't," he said shyly.

"Well, if you finish early enough, come play with us," the blonde girl said.

"Yeah, It'll be fun. I promise," the redhead said with a devious smile.

"I'll remind him, girls," I said smiling.

"Thanks. See ya later," the redhead said.

"We'll be over by the Cabin's Shore, pretty much all day. Meet us over there when you're done," the blonde girl said as they walked away.

"It looks like someone likes you," I teased.

"But I don't like…," Toby started and then stopped. I smiled, knowing that he was about to say that he didn't like girls.

"Look Toby, you need to socialize and make friends. You can't do that if you're always with me. Just for about 10 minutes after your swim lesson," I asked.

"How about 5 minutes?" Toby asked.

"Fair enough. 5 minutes then," I said as we reached the shore. I slowly stepped into the water. The water was comfortable, it was warm.

"Come on in Toby, It's not even cold," I said. He didn't say anything, he was just frozen at the edge of the shore. His eyes were stuck staring at the water in fear.

"Toby?" I called out to him. As the water line moved back and forth along the edge of the beach, Toby backed up. I quickly got out of the water and grabbed his hand. Toby snapped out of it and looked up at me.

"Look, there's nothing for you to worry about. I'm here to teach you," I said as I slowly walked him closer to the water. Toby and I walked into the water and went out to slightly deeper water. I held onto Toby to make sure he didn't go under. I could tell he was panicking. He started breathing heavily as I felt his heartbeat get faster.

"Calm down, I won't let you drown. I'm here with you. Just take deep breaths," I said, still holding him as I kept myself afloat. He tried to calm himself down but he couldn't seem to.

"Toby, do you trust me?" I asked. Toby shook his head 'yes' as he held onto me.

"Alright then, kick your legs back and forth," I said. I could feel him kicking his legs frantically.

"Toby, do it in a more relaxed way. If you keep doing it like you're doing now, it'll be just like you're drowning," I said. "You've got to relax, okay?"

"Alright," Toby stuttered. He took deep breaths and closed his eyes.. He started kicking slower and more relaxed.

"See, you're staying afloat," I said.

"Just don't let go of me," Toby said.

I chuckled, "I already did,"

"Nick!" he panicked.

"Don't panic. Stay calm," I urged him.

"Okay," he said as he slowly turned towards me.

"Good, now wave your hands in the water, like this," I said. I began to wave my hands in the water and he copied me, motion for motion.

"I think… I got it!" Toby smiled.

"Good, you got the basics down," I said as I swam behind him. I wrapped my hand around him and slid them in his swim trunks as I fondled his flaccid penis.

"Nick. That tickles," Toby giggled.

"Oh really?" I asked with a devious smile. I slid my hands out of his trunks and started tickling his lower stomach. He started laughing, trying to keep himself afloat. I grabbed him to make sure he wouldn't go under. As both of us laughed I held him real close, I noticed that some people back on the beach were looking out at us. I slowly let go and discreetly kissed his forehead.

"Alright, you're a smart kid, you catch on quick. What I just taught you was how to stay afloat in the water and move around in it slowly. I'll teach you real swim lessons when we get home."

"Why not do it now?" Toby asked.

"Well, it's more private at home and honestly, I left the swimming goggles at home," I smiled nervously.

"Okay," he said as he turned around and faced me. I could feel his hard penis rubbing against my leg.

"You're hard again?" I asked as I laughed.

"I can't help it. There's something about this moment that makes me feel… um… excited," he replied.

"You're a horny kid, you know that?" I teased. He laughed as I poked him on the forehead.

"Whatever you do, stay afloat," I said.

"Okay, but what are you about to do?" he asked.

I smiled and went underwater. I was kind of nervous because I never attempted to do something like this before. I pulled down Toby's trunks in a way where it wouldn't stop his kicking. I moved my face close to his dick and quickly shoved it into my mouth. I wrapped my lips tightly around his dick so that no more water would get in my mouth. Holding my breath, I moved my head slowly back and forth on his white boy dick.

It takes a lot of strength to move like that at a steady pace while underwater. I resurfaced for some air and I looked at Him. His face was becoming flushed. I smiled at him then suddenly I noticed something moving in the background towards the beach.

"Darn it," I said as I reached down a little and pulled up Toby's swim trunks.

"What?" he asked.

"Other people are coming in the water to swim now," I said, with a tone of aggravation.

"Why now?" Toby asked.

"I don't know. Come on, get on my back so I can swim us back to shore," I said.

"Okay," he smiled as I turned around and let him climb onyo my back.

"Hold your breath and close your eyes because I'm going to be swimming underwater," I said. I gave him a few seconds to hold his breath and then I dove underwater. I started swimming quickly towards the shore and, in a matter of seconds I was at the shore line. He was still holding on to me as I walked onto the beach.

"We're here," I said as I sat down at the edge of the beach. He opened his eyes and slowly let go of me.

"Wow that was fast. You must have practiced a lot," he exclaimed.

"Yeah I did. Where do you think I got these muscles from?" I said. Although I am a lean, fairly skinny 18-year-old, I do have muscles.

"Look! Your body's all shiny!" Toby pointed out. I looked at my body and it was shiny. I then looked at Toby's body and his was shiny too. I immediately started to drool, just a little. God I just wanted to tear him up so bad. It must be the sunscreen and it made our bodies shiny because we just had come out the water.

"Your body is shiny too," I said as I tried to keep my dick from getting hard.

"Cool," Toby said. "I'm shiny!" He looked at my trunks and smiled at me. "You're getting hard aren't you?" he asked.

"Because you look so damn sexy," I whispered so that no one walking by would hear.

"Sexy. What does that mean?" he asked in a hushed tone.

"It means that you look so good that I want to fuck your ass really hard," I said quietly.

"Oh," he blushed as he sat there looking at my trunks and then suddenly a smirk formed on his face. He got up and sat sideways in my lap. My hard dick was right under his butt.

"Toby!" I called out.

"What? I don't think anyone suspects anything. Besides, would you rather have people see that you're really hard or a boy, who appears to be your adopted son, sit on your lap playfully?" he asked with a smug smile.

What the FUCK!! When did Toby grow some balls!? And did that 10 year old just ultimatum me!? I couldn't believe that.

"Just think of this as payback when you let go of me when you were teaching me how to stay afloat," he said smiling. I smiled a little, knowing that he got me.

"Toby, I'll get you," I said playfully as he discreetly wiggled his but on my hard dick.

"God! Toby----" I started. Toby covered my mouth and smiled at me with a devious look.

"Remember where we are. You don't want people to notice, do you?" he asked.

He continued to discreetly wiggle his butt on my dick. The feeling of my soft swimming trunks being rubbed against my dick by Toby's butt, pushed me to my limits. He was purposely torturing me. I felt myself reaching my climax. Right then, nothing mattered anymore. I didn't care if anyone saw or not. Everything in my mind was irrational. I grabbed onto Toby's waist and was about to start dry humping him really hard.

"Hey, Nick. How are you doing?" Cory asked. I quickly let go of Toby's waist and looked up at Cory. My heart was beating fast.

"Hey Cory. I haven't seen you in a while," I said.

"And who is this?" Cory asked as he looked at Toby.

"Tobias Flemings, my son," I said. "Toby meet Cory."

Cory is a 14 year old Vietnamese boy with spiky hair at the front of his head. I have known him since he was little and he also lives right down the street from me. Cory had a look of disbelief in his eyes.

"Your son?…," Cory asked.

"Hi. Nice to meet you Cory," Toby said as he shook Cory's hand.

"Nice to meet you too Tobias," Cory said.

"Just call me Toby," he said with a smile.

"Well, look at you. Coming out of your shell, Toby," I smiled. Toby blushed as he continued to sit on my lap.

"So you were at the fair?" I asked.

"Yeah, I was playing Dodge ball with Leo, Aiden and a couple of friends,"

That's when I remembered something that I wanted to ask Cory. But I couldn't ask in front of Toby. "Hey, Toby. Go and meet up with those girls. Be back here in about seven minutes, Okay?" I said.

"Okay," Toby said as he got up and walked towards the Cabin area.

"Be careful," I yelled.

"Okay," he yelled back.

"Alright, did you do it yet?" I asked Cory.

"No, I didn't," Cory blushed as he sat down next to me. I folded my legs so that my semi-hard cock would not be seen.

"How is Leo supposed to know how you feel about him if you won't tell him?" I asked.

"I'm afraid he'll reject me," Cory said.

"Trust me, he won't reject you. Remember, I've known you, Aiden, and Leo since you guys were small. Leo isn't attracted to girls. Just tell him how you feel," I encouraged.

"I'm not sure," he said.

"Cory, look. Keep this between me and you but, Toby is like me, you and Leo,"

"He likes boys!?" Cory exclaimed. "Isn't he too young to be deciding that?" he asked.

"You're never too young to realize that you are attracted to boys," I said.

"Yeah, I guess that's true," he said looking at the sand.

"But the point is: If Toby can accept what he is and kiss a boy, you can too," I said.

"Toby kissed a boy?" he whispered. "Who?"

"That's Classified," I said with a smile.

"It was you, wasn't it?" Cory asked with a smug smile.

"What? No," I said.

"You can tell me. I'll keep it a secret. Besides, if he did kiss you at least you didn't force yourself on him like those people that stay in Paramount Park," he said. "Come on tell me,"

"If I tell you, you've got to make your move on Leo," I bargained.

"Okay fine," Cory agreed.

"Yes, it was me," I smiled.

"Oh my gosh, that's so cute. He has a crush on you, Oh wait. He's your son," Cory said.

"Not yet, I haven't signed the adoption papers yet," I said.

"You need to do it soon," Cory said.

"I plan on doing it tomorrow after I take him to the movies," I said. "So enough about me. How are you going to tell him?"

"I invited him to sleep over at my house tomorrow. I'll kiss him then," Cory said.

"Good job. Just don't freeze up," I said.

"I won't," Cory smiled. All of a sudden, we heard a huge crash from the Fair and then some faint screaming.

"What was that!?" Cory said.

"It sound like it came from the fair," I said.

"I hope Leo and Aiden are okay," he worried.

"Where's Toby? He should be back by now,"

"I'll go see what it was. You go find Toby. I'll call you later and fill you in," Cory said as he ran off to the Fair site.

"Alright!" I said as I ran through the crowd of people that seemed to be in shock because of what we just heard. I ran to the shore line by the cabins, ducking and dodging through people. After I made it to the outside area of the cabin. I saw the volleyball net but no one was near it.

I started walking along the side of the cabin and that's when I heard female voices. But the voices I heard were weird. I don't know why I decided to peek around the corner to the back of the cabin but I did. I was shocked at what I saw. My heart stopped.

In the secluded area behind the cabin, that seemed to be cut-off from the rest of the beach, the blonde-hair girl was completely naked and so was the redhead. I gaped when I saw what they were doing. The blonde girl was sitting on Toby's face as he licked and slowly ate her pussy. The redhead was sitting on him, grinding on his dick. I could see that Toby's dick wasn't getting hard. But his body was getting red as he lay on the sand.

"Use your whole tongue. Don't be shy," the blonde girl said as she moved her hips back and forth on his face.

"He's so cute," the redhead said. I started smiling a little but then I saw a couple of tears in his eyes and I stopped smiling. Did these girls force him to do this? Of course they did! Toby wouldn't even agree to something like this, he's too shy. I had to get him out of there without causing a scene. I quietly walked back to the front of the cabin and waited a couple of seconds.

"Toby! Where are you?" I yelled really loud. I heard a lot of rustling and then footsteps in the sand. I sat down on the cabin porch steps and then waited. Toby came walking to the front of the cabin. He was quiet. His hair was all messed up, he had sand on his back and in the back of his hair.

"Some volleyball game, huh?" I said as I brushed the sand off his back and out his hair.

"Can we just go home?" Toby asked quietly.

"Sure. If that's what you want to do," I said. We walked to the car and I opened the car doors. Toby quickly got into the car and buckled up. I looked back at the cabin and saw the two girls walking away. I looked back at Toby and saw that he had his head down. I put the towels and sunscreen down on the passenger's seat and went around to the the driver's side and got in. I started up the car and buckled up. I pulled off and headed home, taking the service road. As we drove home, Toby didn't say a word. I looked at him through the rear-view mirror and I could see that he was upset about what happened. I need to get him to tell me what happened but I believed that this whole thing has pushed him back into his shell.

"You hungry?" I asked. He shook his head slowly to say no.

"Toby, are you okay? You seem a little upset," I asked. He didn't say anything. I sped down the service road in a rush to get home.

"Toby, you were happy before you went to play volleyball," I said. His eyes widened. He looked up at me and then looked away.

"Toby, you mean a lot to me and I love you so much. That means if something bad happened, I have to know about it so I can make sure it never happens again. That's all a part of taking care of someone," I said as I slowed down. He looked at me and started tearing up.

I pulled into the park where we first met and then turned off the car. I then got out of the car, opened the back door where Toby was sitting and I knelt down. Toby unbuckled and turned towards me in the seat as tears ran down his cheeks.

"Toby, tell me. What happened?" I asked.

"I didn't want to do it! They made me do it!" he cried.

"Who? Do what?" I asked, already knowing the answer.

"Chelsea and Rebecca. They took off their clothes. They made me show them my thing!" he continued.

"What!?" I exclaimed.

"Rebecca told me to lick her… private area while Chelsea sat on my thing and rubbed her privates against my thing," he said innocently.

"Oh god! Why didn't you call out for help?" I asked.

"I wanted to but… before they made me do all that stuff, I told them I didn't like girls. Then they called me a… Faggot,"

"Whoa! That was cruel," I said, honestly shocked.

"They told me that if I said anything, they would tell everyone that I was a faggot. I'm so sorry, Nick. I didn't want to do it but they made me!" he wailed.

"Toby," I said as I hugged him. "It's not your fault, they forced you to do it. If it's anyone's fault, it's mine. I should have never forced you to socialize with them. I hope you can forgive me, Toby.

"Nick, you don't need to apologize. I know if you knew what those girls were going to do to me, you would've never let me go play with them," he whispered.

I smiled and kissed him on the forehead. "Next time don't wait to tell me. I need to know when and why you're upset," I urged.

"Alright," he said as he wiped his eyes.

"But you know what? Guys that like girls would say that you're a lucky person because you had two girls doing that stuff with you," I smiled.

"I don't see why. Nothing really matters unless you're with the person you love," he said as he looked at me with a small smile. I smiled and looked at him.

"You are One-of-a-Kind," I said as I was getting ready to kiss him on the lips.

"Well. Look who it is," Steven said.

"Funny, we're usually at Paramount Park but something told us to come here today and it looked like it paid off," Devon said. I turned around and saw that Devon and Steven were behind me. I stood up and faced them.

"Can I help you guys?" I said, mainly eyeballing Steven. Toby got out the car and stood next to me. I saw Steven and Devon shift their attention from me to Toby.

"I said can I help you," I repeated as I moved in front of Toby a little.

"I see you guys went to the beach, must have been amazing. Getting your bodies all wet," Steven said as they walked up to us.

"Toby… get in the car," I said.

Before I knew it, I was gasping for air. Devon had punched me in my stomach really hard. I dropped to my knees in pain with the wind knocked out of me. My vision was blurry and my hands were shaking. Devon held me in a head lock while Steven pinned Toby against the car. Steven grabbed both of Toby's wrists with one hand as he used his other hand to get into Toby's swim trunks.

"Stop! Stop touching me!" Toby screamed.

"Go ahead scream all you want. Remember, everyone's at the Fair right now, so no one is in the park to hear you."

Steven chuckled. "And besides I know you like it, I can feel you getting hard," Toby tried breaking free of Steven's grip but he quickly realized that Steven was too strong.

"If you don't stop moving, I'll order Devon to snap your friend's neck like a toothpick!" Steven said. Toby's eyes widened as he stopped moving. He looked over at me, still in a headlock.

"Nick," Toby said quietly.

"Now…," Steven said as he knelt down, still holding Toby's wrists.

"Steven, what are you going to…," I groaned. Steven pulled down Toby's trunks. My eyes widened, knowing what he was about to do.

"Please stop. I don't want you to do that to me, I don't even like you," Toby whined.

"I don't need you to like me, I just need your dick to get hard," Steven said as he glared at Toby's hardening dick. "And from the looks of it, you like it when men touch you like this."

"Get your damn filthy hands off of him!" I yelled.

"You know, I have never had the opportunity to taste someone this young before. I guess this is your debut, kid. I hope you taste good,"

"Stop!" Toby screamed.

I tried to wiggle free but Devon wasn't budging. Steven stuck Toby's dick in his mouth and started moving his head back and forth. Toby started whimpering as he closed his eyes to endure what Steven was doing to him.

As I watched Steven suck off Toby, I could feel my blood start to boil. My head started getting hot and suddenly I went into a blind rage. I lifted off my knees and did a hip toss and threw Devon to the ground hard, forcing him to release the headlock. Steven pulled Toby's dick out of his mouth but before he could get up, I tackled him to the ground and punched him in the face.

"You Bastard!! I'll fucking kill you!" I said as I choked him. "Let's see how you like the taste of your own blood!!"

Steven was gasping for air. "Go ahead do it. And when you get arrested, he'll be all alone for people like me and Devon to prey on him," he said. I hated to admit it but Steven was right. I couldn't do that to Toby. I looked at him and then at Steven. Then I used all my anger and punched Steven in the face, knocking him out. I got up and pulled up Toby's trunks.

"When we get home, we got to wash that bastard's spit off of you," I said. "Come on get in the car," Toby nodded his head and quickly got into the car. I got in the car and sped off. In a matter of a minute, we were pulling into the driveway and I turned off the car. I grabbed all of our things and got out of the car. He followed me as I unlocked and opened the front door.

"Go ahead, get in the shower. I'll meet you in there," I said as I walked towards the washing machine.

"Okay," Toby said quietly.

I put all our clothes in the machine and pushed the switch to start it. I was furious, I wanted to kill Steven. Also I hated myself for allowing that to happen. I walked into our room and shut the door, I took off my swim trunks and stepped into the bathroom. When I got in there, Toby's trunks were on the floor and he was already in the shower. I grabbed my wash towel and stepped into the huge shower. I looked down and saw him sitting down on the shower floor.

"Are you… mad at me?" Toby asked quietly with his head down.

As soon as he asked that, most of my anger went away. "No, not at all," I said as I sat next to him. "Why would I be mad at you? You didn't do anything,"

"That's exactly it. I didn't do anything. I could have tried harder and fought back," he said.

"They were too strong for the both of us," I said. "We were helpless,"

"You mean I was helpless. You ended up saving us in the end," he said.

I stared at the flow of water splashing in front of us. "I only was able to do that because I didn't like what he was doing to you, it… it gave me strength," I said quietly.

"It gave you strength? I… I don't get it," Toby said looking at me.

"You're mine Toby, I don't want to share you!" I said looking at him with a slightly frustrated expression. "… Every time I think that… I… I try and try to convince myself that I'm nothing like them. But we both know that's a lie. I'm exactly like them. So I couldn't take it when that pervert started doing that to you."

"Nick, you're nothing like them," Toby said.

"We both know that's not true. I do things with you, which they forcefully do to kids," I said. Toby sat in silence.

"I think the best thing for me to do is… not to do those things with you anymore," I said hesitantly.

"No! Please!" he begged.

"Toby, please. Knowing that I'm just like them is putting too much guilt on me," I said looking at him, I really didn't want to tell him this.

"Nick, you're nothing like them! You are completely different from them. You never forced me to do anything. We did those things because I wanted to do them. Nick… I fell in love with you. You took me in and you gave a roof over my head. You care for me and how I feel. Steven even said I didn't have to like him for him to do those things to me," Toby said.

I couldn't think of anything to say.

"If you do those things with another kid and they don't even like you, that's when you'll be just like them. But until that happens, you are a hundred times better than them," he finished.

This kid, he is something special. I couldn't help but smile a little. He had completely destroyed any guilt that I had been feeling. He made me feel like myself again.

"Like I said, you are One-of-a-Kind," I said as I gave a slight smile.

Toby's face brightened when he realized that I was back to my normal self. He stood up in front of me, dripping wet. Every time I see his gorgeous, naked body, I always tell myself that this has to be a dream. I just couldn't believe that I had a sexy-ass white boy living with me who was gay just like me. I began to stare at his glowing body. The stream of water coming from the shower head poured down his back as he stood in front of me looking down at me. His chest and his stomach was flat which led to his pink headed penis. His legs and feet were so sexy. His child sized calf muscles glistened as the water ran down his leg.

"Nick, did you hear what I said?" he asked.

"Sorry. No I didn't, I was staring at that beautiful body of yours," I said.

"Oh…," Toby blushed. "Well… I… just wanted to say sorry for what I did to you at the beach, you know, when I was sitting in your lap,"

"Oh that?" I smiled. "I accept your apology but…," I slowly stood up. "… I'm still gonna get you back!" I said as I grabbed him and started tickling him. Toby slipped from my grip and ran out of the shower and into the bedroom laughing. He didn't get far. I playfully tackled him and we both landed on the floor. I tickled his stomach and his chest. He continued to squirm as he smiled his beautiful smile and laughed his adorable laugh.

"I'm sorry!" Toby laughed.

"That's good, but it's still not going to stop me!" I said as I continued to tickle him.

His naked body managed to slip out of my grip again. He got up and ran into his room, I tackled him again but this time I lightly sat on top of his chest in a way where he couldn't move his arms. My dick rested against the side of his neck.

"What an interesting position we're in right now," I said as I looked down at him. He smiled as he gazed up at me.

"Yeah, It is. Whatever happens next is up to you," Toby said, smiling.

I slid my cock against his cheek. He opened his mouth, inviting me to do what I wanted to do with him. I ran the head of my cock along his lips as if I was putting lipstick on them. I pushed my huge cock into his mouth and I grabbed his head. I lifted it up a little and started face-fucking him. As I face-fucked his innocent face, I could feel my dick touching the back of his throat.

"Open your eyes. I want to see your beautiful eyes," I said as I continued to push back and forth into his face.

Toby opened his addicting ocean-blue eyes and looked up at me. I rubbed the side of his face as I fed my dick to him. I pushed his beautiful blonde hair back so I could see his entire face. It was gorgeous! I smiled at him as I moved my hips back and forth. As I gazed at his face, I swear I caught a glimpse of a girl's face again. It almost threw me for a loop. I pulled my dick out of his mouth and got from off his chest.

"Why'd you stop? I kind of liked how you were doing that," he said with a seductive smile, still lying on the floor.

Alright, so this is what I picked up so far. Toby is a gorgeous 10-year-old who is gay and likes older men. But he says he only likes me. Toby is shy but very intelligent. He likes to be dominated, whether it's orally or anally.

"Because I want to save my cum when fuck your ass," I smiled.

"Okay," he said. Toby got up and bent over.

"Nope," I smiled.

"Huh? Nope what?" he asked with a small smirk.

"As much as I want to do it, I won't. Consider this your payback for what you did to me at the beach," I said.

"Can't my punishment be something else…I mean it doesn't bother me much but I just thought you would give me a harsher punishment," he said, obviously trying to use reverse psychology. This only backs up my theory; Toby receives more pleasure when I fuck him than when I suck him off. He likes to be dominated, and he'll endure a certain amount of pain if he has to.

"Nice try, But I think this is plenty enough punishment for you. I'll do anything else except that," I said as I smiled and got up. He continued to smile as I walked back to the bathroom and into the shower.

He followed me and got in too. Both of us picked up our cloths and started soaping it up. I looked at Toby and saw a devious smile form on his face. What was this kid about to do now, I wondered? Toby did the most cliché thing ever. He purposely dropped his soap and bent over in front of me and attempted to pick it up. I looked at his perfect young ass and then was about to grab it so I could fuck his hole but I stopped myself. I turned around, away from him and continued to wash myself.

After a few seconds of faking like the soap was too slippery for him to pick up, Toby stood up and turned around to see that I wasn't even facing him. I glanced back at him with a smug smile and then continued to wash myself. I couldn't believe that this was going to be his game plan: Temptation. The one thing I am not good at resisting.

Just now, I almost gave in. I think this is going to be more torture for me than for him, maybe I should just call off this whole punishment thing. No, this is exactly what he wants me to think. He knows that temptation is my weakness. Somehow he's trying to flip this whole punishment thing on me so that I can call it off.

I looked back at him again in disbelief. Toby had this cocky smile on his face as he washed himself. This kid was unbelievably smart. If he is this intelligent and strategic now, then I can't wait to see what he'll be like when he grows up. I just have to be ready for anything he throws at me and be able to counter it and not give in.

We both started rinsing ourselves off and then got out of the shower. I went into my room after drying off and put on a pair of boxers. Toby came into my room and lay naked in my bed. I lay down next to him and turned on the TV. I looked over at him and there was attempt number 2.

He lay next to me, sideways, with his butt sticking out towards me. My dick started getting hard again as I looked at his slim body. I snapped out of my obsessed staring and threw the blanket over his naked body. He turned around and laughed.

"Nice try," I chuckled as I turned my attention back to the television. Toby smiled and started watching TV with me. I glanced over at him and he was just staring into the TV. I couldn't focus, all I could do was think about him… how bad I really wanted to fuck him. I stared back at the TV and tried to focus on 'The Simpsons' but it was all in vain. My dick was hard and I couldn't get myself to calm down.

"Well, I'm about to go to sleep, I'm exhausted," I said as I turned over on my side, facing Toby.

"I guess I'll go to sleep too," he said as he cuddled up next to me.

I kissed him on the forehead and then closed my eyes. I could smell his sweet body as I covered up under the same blanket he was using. It's like now that I was trying to ignore him, all my senses were pulling towards him. As I lay there, he tried attempt number 3.

Toby pushed his butt against my hard dick and started grinding on it. God, I just wanted to fuck him so bad! I hesitated at first, but then I grabbed his butt and then pulled him against my dick even harder.

"Just go ahead and do it," he begged.

I let go of him and pulled away from him and lay on my back, realizing that I nearly gave in to temptation again. He wanted to do it just as bad as me.

"Almost got me," I said as I closed my eyes. After closing my eyes I faded off in a deep sleep. I don't know if Toby went to sleep right after me or if he stayed up and continued to watch 'The Simpsons'. Before I knew it, he started shaking me to wake up.

***

He was standing by side of my bed dressed in a black T-shirt and red shorts that stopped just above his knees. I really could get used to waking up to a beautiful sight like him every day. I looked at the window and saw that it was Sunday morning already. I couldn't believe it. I looked at the clock and it displayed 10:23 am.

"Come on get up," Toby smiled. "It's boring when you're asleep."

I smiled back and got up. He sat on my bed and watched me get undressed. I took off my boxers and put on some fresh ones. I then put on a red tank-top and blue shorts with my black ankle socks. He followed me to the bathroom and I brushed my teeth. After brushing my teeth and washing my face, we both headed to the kitchen. I grabbed myself a banana and then tossed one to Toby.

"So, what are we doing today?" Toby asked.

"Well, it's a surprise. It's not scheduled until later on today though. So for now we''ll chill out here for a couple of hours," I said.

"A surprise!? Oooh I can't wait," Toby said as he ate his banana. He then stopped and looked at his banana.

"What? Something wrong?" I asked.

Toby smiled, "This big banana kind of reminds me of something,"

I smiled a little because I knew the little tyke was being perverted.

"Like I said last time, you are a horny little kid," I chuckled. Toby gave me this guilty but also innocent kind of smile. It was adorable. I walked over to him and was about to kiss him but, just then, the doorbell rang. I walked to the door, with Toby right behind me.

I opened the door and there was a man with a blue studio van parked along the curb of my property. The man was an older Caucasian gentleman, around 30 years old. He had a thin mustache, no beard, and a low hair-cut.

"Can I help you, sir?" I asked.

"Oh good, I have both of you," the man said as he looked at me and then at Toby. "Hello, I am Jacob Hicks. I'm with the Nore's Modeling and photography."

"Hello, Mr. Hicks. I'm Nickolas Hamilton and this is Tobias Flemings. How can we help you?"

"I do want to apologize for this. I actually looked up your address without permission. I saw both of you at the beach yesterday and I just had to meet you. I know this is going to sound awkward but I think both of you have beautiful bodies. I was hoping to get both of you to do a photo-shoot for Nore Magazine. I assure you, you will be paid handsomely,"

I was about to decline but Toby got excited before I could.

"Modeling!? Please Nick. It'll be so much fun. We could be models together," he said. He looked so adorable and so excited. I didn't want to let him down. "If you want to do it, we can do it," I smiled as I rubbed his head.

"Thank you, Nick!" Toby said as he hugged me.

"Wonderful. If you'd like, we could get started right now. Do you have a certain place you want to us to set up the shoot?" Jacob asked.

"Oooh! My room is big enough," Toby said.

"Alright then, you can set it up in the second room down the hall on your left," I said as I pointed to the hallway that led to our bedrooms.

Jacob waved to the two guys in the van and then both of them got out and went into the back of the van. One of the guys was muscular and was wearing a bandana with a tattoo on the side of his face. He carried two camera lights with one arm and a mid-sized trunk in the other. The other man was skinny and carried a long skinny case, the camera and a smaller trunk. I shut the door behind them and then led them to Toby's room. After setting up the lights and the background screen, Jacob put together his high definition camera and then pulled out a radio/ CD player out of one of the trunks. He put in a CD and turned it on. Some kind of instrumental music was playing.

"Mike. Kevin. You guys can stay in the Van, make sure no one messes with it. I can handle the photo-taking," Jacob said.

"Yes sir," Kevin, the skinny man, said. Mike didn't say anything, they both left and went outside.

"Alright, first we'll start off with you Tobias. For your first outfit, I think you should leave what you have on. It looks perfect on you. Now kneel down in front of the white screen and give me a nice gentle smile,"

The screen was not far from the hallway that connects our two rooms. There were two camera lights, one on the front left and the other on the front right of the screen. Toby knelt down facing me and Jacob. I was standing behind Jacob watching Toby take his position. After taking his position, Jacob started taking multiple pictures of him.

"What a beautiful and gentle smile. It's amazing," Jacob said as he took pictures. "Alright, stand up, turn your back towards me and then look back at me with a sincere look on your face," Toby stood up and took his position.

"Excellent! Beautiful!" Jacob said. Toby was actually good at this, he was really beautiful.

"Wow! You're a professional! Are you sure you haven't modeled before?" Jacob asked playfully.

"I haven't modeled before," Toby chuckled.

"Good job, Toby," I said. Toby's face immediately turned red.

"Awesome! Got a beautiful picture of you blushing," Jacob said. "Next is the hoodie shot. I'm guessing from your size, you are a small with jackets and pants," Jacob went into one of the trunks and pulled out a small black hoodie and a pair of blue and red camouflage cargo pants.

"Alright, go change into this," Jacobs said as he handed Toby his clothes.

"Go change in my room," I said.

"Okay," Toby said as he went behind the screen and went into my room.

"Alright, while he's changing, we can get all the formal stuff out the way. Are you his guardian right now?" Jacob asked as he took out two pieces of paper.

"Yes, I am," I said.

"Well, this first paper I need you to sign stating that you agreed to do this photo-shoot and the second paper is the release form for any photos that we take today," Jacob said. After reading over the two papers I signed and initialed them.

Just then Toby came back into the room, wearing the cargo pants and hoodie. I placed the papers down on Jacob's suitcase and then took a good look at Toby. He looked like the cutest Emo boy. His hair was covering the left side of his face while he had his hood up.

"Gorgeous! Okay, stand in front of the screen, and give me a thug-ish look,"

"Thug-ish?" Toby asked with the cutest confused look on his face.

"Imagine the look on my face if someone was messing with you," I said from behind Jacob.

"Oh, okay," Toby said. Toby's face went from cute and innocent to serious and bad-ass. I was amazed at how well he was making that face. I had never seen that kind of look on his face… it was turning me on a little, for some strange reason. Jacob began taking his picture.

"Okay, Tilt your head down a little," Jacob said. Toby tilted his head down in a way where his eyes weren't visible. All you saw was his nose and lips. Now he looked like a hardcore bad ass. It was amazing how he changed appearance so well.

"Amazing! You look so hardcore," Jacob said as he took multiple pictures. "Hold on," He walked up to Toby and pulled his pants down just a little so that thry would look like they were sagging.

"Now you look Thug-ish," Jacob said as he stepped back and continued taking pictures.

Dear God! Toby was dressed like a rebel and it was driving me crazy. It was torture, watching this Photo-shoot. I was about to leave the room but Jacob said something that caught my attention.

"Now, this last one might be uncomfortable, but it'll be vital to catch the attention of everyone. The underwear briefs model set," Jacob said.

"Uh…underwear modeling?" I said. "That might be a little…too much."

"It's okay. I'll do it," Toby said.

"Okay, I guess," I said.

"Alright then, here. Go put these on," Jacob said as he handed Toby a pair of blue briefs. Toby went behind the screen, into my room and changed his clothes. I sat there waiting for him to come back into the room; it was like I was waiting forever. Jacob went into the mid-sized trunk and pulled out a fairly large Teddy-bear. Then, all of a sudden, the song on the CD player changed to Usher's "Nice and Slow," I looked at Jacob with a strange look.

"What? I like Usher," Jacob said smiling.

Toby walked from behind the screen and I was stunned. Although I've seen Toby completely naked before, somehow I was really turned on by how he looked. His young toned V-line led straight into the briefs which was more like Bikini underwear combined with really tight briefs. You could basically see the outline of his young penis through the briefs. My dick got hard instantly. It was a good thing that I was standing behind Jacob. Jacob then handed Toby the teddy-bear. It was almost as tall as him.

"Magnificent! Now hold the bear like it was the very stuffed animal you received from your parents," Jacob said. "And give me a beautiful smile," Toby hugged the bear like it was a special keepsake. His smile was perfect. It was the type of smile that would just melt your heart. Jacob started taking pictures and then suddenly came to a stop.

"I don't know if I should say this but those light bruises on your arms and legs might actually compliment you in these pictures. But those lash marks on your back are kind of unsettling. Are you?…"

"Don't worry, I had those lash marks before I met Nick, so he's not responsible for them," Toby said, still smiling slightly.

"Good, that's all I needed to know," Jacob said as he started taking pictures again.

"I would never hurt Toby like that. He's way too important to me," I said.

"Great," Jacob said. "Alright, Toby, like I said earlier, this might be uncomfortable for you so try to bear with it. I need you to sit down and lean up against the bear but spread your legs so I can get a good shot of your underwear,"

"Okay," Toby said as he sat down and leaned his head against the bear and spread his legs open a little. He had a submissive gentle smile on his face. I stared at him and I clearly could see the outline of his penis and I'm pretty sure Jacob could see it too. Jacob started taking pictures.

"Toby, you're beautiful! I could just come over there and eat you up," Jacob said while snapping photos. "Alright, for this last photo, you do any pose that you want,"

As soon as Jacob said that, Toby started smiling deviously. He got up, turned his back towards us, got on his hands and knees, stuck his butt out and looked back at me with that devious smile. I swear, as soon as he took that pose, the CD player was playing the part of Usher's uncensored song when he says "I'll Fuck you right, I will. I'll Fuck you right, I will…," His briefs was so tight on his butt cheeks, my dick was crying for him.

"Whoa! Sexy and Naughty! Toby, you're a very naughty boy!" Jacob said as he started taking his picture. Jacob thought that Toby was looking at the camera but in actuality, Toby was looking at me. This was Attempt number 4. I couldn't do it anymore. After taking a couple of pictures of Toby in that position, I decided to stop him.

"Hey Jacob, We're going to take a break. Can you give us the house for about 15 minutes, I'll come outside when we are ready to start my photo-shoot, okay? I said.

"Sure. Just put back on your original clothes Toby, you'll be doing a group photo with Nick later," Jacob said as he walked out of the room and headed towards the front door.

"Okay," Toby said as he stared at me. I stepped out of the room a little and watched Jacob as he left out of the front door. As soon as he left, I went back into the room and walked towards Toby. I picked him up, carried him to my room and laid him on the bed. I started kissing him as I pulled off my pants and then stopped to pull off my shirt.

"What the hell was I thinking when I said I wasn't going to fuck you," I said as I quickly and frantically pulled off his tight briefs. I grabbed the bottle of lubricant out of my dresser and squirted it in my hand. I applied it on my cock and then lifted up Toby's legs in a missionary position.

"Just push it in fast and fuck me already," He begged in an innocent voice. "I feel like I've been waiting forever for this," Toby saying the word 'fuck' was kind of sexy but I prefer if he didn't curse at all.

"Are you sure?" I asked, although I didn't have the patience to wait for his answer, but I had to.

"Yeah, just go ahead and do It," he said as he braced himself. I pushed my 10-inch [25 cm] cock into his ass without wasting a second. He let out a painful yelp, grabbing onto me tightly as I leaned against him trying to fit my whole dick inside him. Using a lot of force I was able to get it all the way in him.

His face was red, tears was running down his face. He was still holding on to me and I could smell his sweet aroma. That smell of innocence, it only made me want him even more.

"Wait, don't move," he said in a teary voice.

"Maybe I should have done it slowly," I said as I kept completely still so that he could recuperate from the pain.

"It hurts worse than it did last time," he said quietly in pain. "Maybe I should have let you do it slowly," I smiled as I lay there against him, connected to him.

"See, everything's better when you have patience," I said.

"Yeah, but I've been waiting since yesterday, trying to get you to put your dick inside of me. I couldn't help it," Toby said still wincing in pain. "Well, whose fault that is?" I grinned.

"If you think about it, it's your fault for putting me on this punishment," Toby said smiling.

"Wait, I didn't catch that. Whose fault it is?" I said as I slowly pulled my dick out and then pushed it back in one time. Toby shivered as he let go of me and grabbed onto the blanket.

"Yours," he whimpered as he closed his eyes.

"Whose?" I said as I slowly pulled and pushed my dick in again.

"Mine! It was mine, okay!? Just fuck me already!" he begged.

"Say please," I said as I smiled, knowing that I was in control again.

"PLEASE!!!" Toby begged.

As soon as he said 'please], I began fucking him hard. He let go of the sheets and held onto me while I had him in missionary position.

"Nick, your dick……. It feels so good inside of me!" He exclaimed.

With innocent Toby saying words like 'dick' and 'fuck' and seeing him in that underwear, it was getting me so excited. As I fucked him, I rubbed his smooth, peach-colored skin. I remembered there was a time when I'd be wishing all day that I could just get a chance to see how smooth peach skin feels. It was worth the wait.

Toby just lay there, taking what I was dishing out. Feeling the intensity of every thrust, which was different from all the other times before, He put his hand on the back off my neck and pulled my head down and started kissing me. We were both starved for pleasure and we loved each other very much; this time it was more like we were boyfriends. I started ramming his ass so hard that his balls were jiggling with every thrust. After being tempted yesterday and today I just couldn't take it anymore.

"Toby!" I moaned as I pushed into him more and more. He opened his beautiful eyes and looked directly into mine. He was giving me this sweet seductive look.

"Wait, I want to get on top of you," he moaned as I continued to fuck him.

"Okay," I replied as I pulled my dick out of him. He slowly got up and I lay down on the bed. After I was situated, he crawled up on the bed and squatted above my dick. I was about to grab my cock so I could put it back inside of him but Toby stopped me.

"Let me put it in. You just lie there and relax," he said as he blushed and grabbed my dick. "I at least want to try doing some of the work, this time." I guess, he figured since his dick wasn't big enough to fuck me, he wanted to try doing something that's equivalent in effort. I just wonder what brought on this sudden change.

"Okay, I'll let you do all the work," I smiled as I watch him squatting over me, aiming my massive rod up his hole. Once he got them aligned, he slowly sat down on it, pushing it further up his hole. The faces he was making were beautiful.

"Somehow it feels different," he said with a pleasured look on his face. He looked down at me and there it was, his signature innocent look. I smiled, as I pushed his hair back and rubbed the side of his face. In that moment, I was reminded why I fell in love with him and why he's so precious to me. This 10-year-old boy had been the single most important thing in my life for the past week. The past week? No, I think it's been less than that. Even though the time has been short, it feels like I've been with him for longer than that. He's important to me and I can't wait to legally call him my son. Witnessing him growing up will be both amazing and wonderful. I would love to see what type of person he turns out to be.

"Go ahead, Show me what you can do," I said as I continued to rub the side of his face. His face started becoming flushed again. His sudden embarrassment only made me smile more. Deep down, even though I never admitted it, I kind of wanted him to take charge, at least once. I stopped rubbing the side of his face and let him get to it.

He began to move his butt up and down slowly, and all of a sudden his legs and arms started wobbling. His muscles tightened up and his body started jerking a little. A sharp whimper and then a deep breath escaped from his mouth as he bent down a little, coming to a complete stop.

"Whoa. You had your dry orgasm already?" I asked, looking up at the exhausted young twink.

"I….I was…too excited," he whispered, breathing heavy between words.

"Are you finished? Do you want to keep going?" I asked, smiling at how adorably low he was on stamina.

"Yeah….we still got ten minutes, and besides you didn't cum yet. I'm not going to stop until you do," he barked with a drowsy look on his face. What was different about this session? Why was he drowsy? He was never like that before when he would have his dry orgasms. Of course, he's putting more of an effort now because he's doing all the work, but is that really the reason why he's so drowsy?

Questioning myself took my focus from Toby, who was back to riding me. My cock started twitching inside of him, I could feel myself leaking pre-cum. Not doing anything was the best feeling of all, I felt pleasure in a way that I never had before.

"You're doing great," I moaned, feeling my dick rubbing against the warm insides of his hole. He began to move faster as it seemed like he was gyrating on my dick. I grabbed his thighs and started fucking him, I could feel myself about to reach my climax. Synchronized, we both matched each other, from thrust to pull. I pushed into him as much as my cock would allow. Arching my back, Toby continued bouncing up and down on my cock. I wanted him to feel everything, my boiling heat that was seconds away from erupting out of me. All of a sudden, Toby overshot his "pull" and my dick slipped out of him just as I came.

"Dammit!" I moaned as my cum squirted all over the blanket that was covering my bed. Toby dropped his body on top of mine and just lay there, catching his breath. After the sixth shot of cum slingshot out of me, I laid there, thinking about how I wanted so bad to cum in his ass.

"Sorry," Toby whimpered. "I didn't do it that good, did I?"

"It's alright, there's always next time and I think you did a wonderful job," I smiled. Although it was shorter than usual and I was kind of upset that I didn't get to dowse his insides with my cum, it was a pleasurable experience.

"Really?" He asked as he lifted his head up and looked directly into my eyes.

"Really. All I would change is the ending. Next time, try to keep it in at all times," I smiled.

"Okay," he said still looking uncertain.

"Well, come on. We have to put this blanket in the washing machine before the photographers come back," I said as I sat up, holding hom in my arms. I stood him up and pulled the blanket off the bed.

"Put back on your clothes while I go put this in the washer," I said, as balled up the blanket and exited my room. After putting it in the machine, I went back into my room and started putting back on my shirt and pants. By this time, Toby was coming out of his side of the room, fully dressed in his original clothes.

"Come on lets go get the photographers," I said as I left of the room, with Toby following right behind me.

"Sorry that it wasn't long enough for you, I'll do better next time," he said, looking a little down and disappointed.

"Don't apologize. It just takes practice; practice that I'll enjoy," I said as I got to the front door.

"Okay," Toby smiled. His radiant smile just made me feel more at peace and relaxed. I love his smile so much. His little canines stuck out a bit, making him look like a miniature vampire. His eyes would always glisten like the sun was shining in them. I bent down and kissed his pink lips, reassuring him that I had no sour feelings about his unexperienced performance. After I gave him a gentle kiss, I stood up straight and opened the front door. I waved to Jacob, giving him the signal to come back in.

After he got out of the car and came back into the house, I led him back to Toby's room.

"Alright, lets' get back to work. Nickolas, you're up," Jacob said. I walked in front of the camera and was ready to show off. "Alright, give me a 'Cool Boy' pose. Slouching posture with your hands in your pocket," Jacob continued on. I took my pose as Toby sat on his bed, Indian style, behind Jacob.

"Excellent!" Jacob said as he started taking multiple pictures. "Now give me a little sagging pants," I pulled down pants a little and resumed my pose.

"Good job," Jacob said as he continued taking pictures.

"Nick..," Toby whispered, as he squirmed around on the bed, trying to hide his re-emerging bulge.

"Next is shirtless. Go ahead and take off that shirt," Jacob said. I took off my shirt and resumed the original pose. I smiled knowing that I was making Toby excited. The boy was like a rabbit, he wants to hump everything. I finally found a nickname for him. Bunny. I know it's a little girly but what part of Toby isn't?

"Now Toby, I want you to get in the next couple of pictures," Jacob said.

"Okay," he said as he quickly got up and rushed over by me. He stood next to me eagerly awaiting Jacob instructions.

"You boys love each other?" Jacob asked as he lowered the camera from his face. Both me and Toby eyes widened. We looked at each other from the corners of our eyes and back at Jacob.

"What do you mean?" I asked.

"Well, I need a picture of…ahem…sexual desire," Jacob said.

"Ew! Are you crazy!?" Toby blurted out. I looked down at him because he almost had me fooled. I wanted to smile because I obviously knew he was acting. "I'm not going to do something like that with a guy!"

"Well I figured that it had to be something because you guys are so well bonded, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to offend you. I really didn't need you to do much. I just need you guys to look like you wanted to kiss each other," Jacob said sincerely.

"Well if we don't have to really kiss each other…," I said looking at Toby.

"I guess we can do it," Toby said, still acting like he was disgusted at the idea.

"Good. Thanks guys," Jacob said as he brought the camera back to eye level. I bent down a little and placed my hand on the side of his face. I moved in close as if I wanted to kiss him and then stopped halfway. Toby's expression changed to pleasure and temptation.

"Marvelous. Beautiful," Jacob said as he started taking multiple pictures again.

Looking into Toby's eyes was all I needed to do if I wanted to separate myself from the world. He looked back at mine and he placed his hand on the side of my face, rubbing it. I heard Jacob say something faintly in the background but I just ignored it.

All of a sudden Toby came in for the kiss. I picked him up as he wrapped his legs around me, continuing to kiss him slowly but passionately. The feeling of his hair retreating through my fingers only made the silent yearning for him even more intense. The love I have for Toby may be unethical and unacceptable to some people but for me, it was right in every way.

I laid him on his bed and pulled off his shirt and started pulling down his shorts. Still kissing him, I ran my hands down his warm body, tracing my fingers down his sides starting by the pits of his underarms. His soft skin made me shiver as if I was severely sensitive to this feeling.

As I moved my hands down I started rubbing, then pinching his nipples. He started whimpering as we tongue kissed and just like I expected, his face became so easily flushed. Breaking away from our kiss, he laid his head back on the bed with his famous "Just fuck me because I'm so hot" look. He had a slight smile on his face as I ran my hands down his stomach to his underwear. I pulled them down enough for his semi-hard cock to pop out. I kissed his chest making my way, slowly but surely, down to his throbbing gland. As my lips met his V-line, the anticipation of me reaching the pink tip of his cock was swelling up.

"Uh…," Jacob quietly said. Reality set back in causing me and Toby stop completely. I couldn't believe we started making out in front of someone. I had completely ignored his presence in the room. I pulled up Toby's boxers and shorts and we both stood up.

"Um… I don't think I can put any of those shots in Nore Magazine," Jacob chuckled nervously. "I'm guessing all that wasn't acting…,"

"Please don't tell anyone! I don't want Nick to get in any trouble!" Toby pleaded.

"Trust me, I won't. Believe it or not, I support healthy relationships like this, between two males with a gap between their ages," Jacob said as he started packing up his things. "Young boys learn the real meaning of compassion, tender love and care from older men. People believe that we're hurting younger boys by affiliating ourselves in relationships like that but what they don't know is that some boys seek out an older mate, especially one whom they admire and look up to. I believe it's a natural feeling and attraction but it's our laws that make it forbidden,"

"I'm so glad someone that feels kind of the same way I do," Toby smiled.

"Wait, what? Shouldn't I be saying that? I was the one who initiated sexual contact when we first met," I said.

"No, if you remember, I initiated it because I came out of the bathroom with no clothes on when we first met," he said, giving me a smug smile. "It wasn't my intention at first but intentions do tend to change after a while,"

Once again Toby showed his intelligence and cunningness. Was he really in control when we first met? Was I just playing right into his hands when we first met?

"Well, most of the pictures I have will be usable. The rest will be discarded. I'll send you a copy of the pictures we choose in about a week," Jacob said as he grabbed his bag. "Nice working with you gentlemen.

"Nice working with you Jacob. Let us help you carry out your things," I said as I grabbed the biggest trunk and Toby grabbed the smallest. Exiting the house and making our way to his van, we put his stuff in the back and shut the door.

"Thanks again guys!" Jacob yelled from the driver seat.

"Bye Mr. Jacob!!" Toby yelled.

Jacob drove off as we walked back to the door. I shut the door behind me after we entered the house. After we enter back into my room, I sit on my bed and turn on the T.V. The television was on the News Channel talking about the unexpected and unusual deadly alliance between North Korea and Iraq. There is press conference going on with President George W. Bush and his view on the alliance.

"What's going on?" Toby innocently asked.

"Nothing for you to worry about," I said as I turned off the television. "Remember that surprise I said I had for you? Well, put on your shirt and sandals. We're about to go get it,"

"Really!?" he smiled as he ran into his room.

"Yup," I said as I put on my shirt and sandals. I grabbed my keys and Toby met me outside of our rooms. We walked to the front door and left. I locked the door behind us and the walked to car.

The sky was grey as if it wanted to start raining at any second now. The wind was picking up and the clouds were moving fast. Both of us got in the car and buckled up. I pulled off and started down the service road. Suddenly it started raining. Listening to the radio, ironically Toby started to sing the song we listened to earlier today, Usher's Nice and Slow. Biting my lip as I drove, I begin thinking about him wearing those tight underwear.

"So, where are we going?" he asked abruptly while singing Usher.

"We're going to the courthouse," I said with a smile on my face.

"What are we going to do there?" he asked, slightly confused.

"Well, for starters, we're going to be changing your last name from Flemings to Hamilton," I said as I looked through the rear-view mirror to see his expression. His blank expression changed to a huge smile with a little bit of tears.

"Nick, Really?" he asked.

"Really. By the end of the day, you'll be-----!!" I started as something caught my attention. "SHIT!!!!"

Everything happened so fast. A Semi-Truck rammed us from the back and then all I heard was leather ripping, metal crunching, tires screeching, and glass breaking. As my body jerked forward, I heard Toby scream and then my chest slammed into the steering wheel and then the airbag deployed, pushing me back into the seat. Before I knew it I blacked out.

After a few minutes, I woke up finding myself still buckled up in my overturned car. Glass was everywhere and it was pouring rain. I felt blood running down my head and arm, my head and my chest were killing me, my neck was sore and everything was blurry. Damn, what the fuck just happened?

My body was throbbing in pain and that's when I remembered Toby. I gasped and turned around. "Toby!!" My heart stopped.

The seat-belt was ripped and Toby was nowhere in the car. I looked at the front windshield, which was broken, but there were traces of blood on the shards of the glass. God, please don't tell me that Toby went through the windshield! I unbuckled myself and fell down, moving the deflated airbag out of my way.

The driver side door was hanging off the hinges. I crawled out of the broken doorway and onto the soaking wet ground. Dragging my body away from the car, I saw something about 15ft [4 m] away from me on the ground. I crawled slowly to the object, with my vision getting worse by the second. As I got closer the figure started showing qualities that I recognize. It was as I feared. It was Toby. "Toby. Toby wake up," I said weakly before losing consciousness.

***

Steady beeping sounds rendered me from what it felt like minutes of sleep. I slowly opened my eyes and tried to piece together what just happened.

"Mr. Hamilton?"

I looked in front of the bed and there was a police officer with a middle age man sitting down. The man was mid-height, blonde hair, and looked vaguely familiar.

"I'm Officer Evans, I'd like to ask a few question about Toby Flemings,"

"Toby? What happened to him is he okay!?" I said sitting up, suddenly realizing that my body was almost completely numb.

"We'll get to that later. When did you first meet Toby?" Evans asked.

"About a week ago, I saved him from drowning. He appeared homeless and he even said he was. So I did what any good person would do: I fed him and gave him a place to stay."

"Did you tell him that he had certain time period to stay with you?" Evans asked as he started writing notes down in his notepad.

"No. He was homeless. Where would he go?" I answered.

"So you had every intention of keeping this homeless 10-year-old boy without doing any research about him?" Evans asked.

" Yea---- Wait, what's this about? Why are you asking me these questions?" I asked, totally confused.

"Mr. Hamilton, I want you to meet Derrick Flemings. Derrick is Toby's biological father," Evans said, not evening once looking away from his notepad.

"Toby told me that he never knew his father," I said shocked at who the man was who was standing in front of me.

"Of course he wouldn't. He was barely an infant when I left. I didn't even sign his birth certificate."

"So you didn't want anything to do with him. You were already planning on abandoning him as soon as he was born," I said, getting a little agitated.

"I wasn't even there when he was born," Derrick said as if none of this was bothering him. The Officer finally looked away from his notepad and looked at Derrick with a hint of disgust.

"So why are you here then!? It's apparent that you don't care about him," I said as the EKG machine's beeping started speeding up slightly.

I just found out recently that my son Toby was actually the kid I was taking care of as a foster parent," Derrick said.

What the fuck! This is the same guy that Toby said abused and beat him. There's no way in hell he's taking Toby.

"You're the one who---" I started.

"What is he doing here?" Toby asked in a frighten voice. He was standing in my doorway in a medical gown with the nurse standing next to him. His right arm wrapped up in bandages. He had small barely visible cut marks on his forehead and one under his eye.

"Toby," I said.

"Tobias," Derrick said, almost at the same time as me.

"I said, What are you doing here!?" Toby yelled.

"Toby, I just found that you're my son. If I would've known before, things might've been different. I wanted to talk to you about this alone, with no one else. How about it? Just me and you," Derrick said walking up to Toby as if he wanted to stop him from saying something. Toby just stood there in shock.

"You're my… dad?" Toby whispered.

"Yeah, I'm your dad," Derrick smiled as he touched Toby's shoulder.

"DON'T TOUCH ME!!!!" Toby yelled.

"Calm down, kid," the Police officer said as he got up.

"No! This man beat me when I was in his care! I'm not going back to him!" Toby said angrily. "Where do you think I got these bruises?"

"He must be on some kind of medication and don't be silly you got those bruises from the car crash," Derrick chuckled weirdly.

"He's not on any medication right now. And I did a complete physical examination on Toby. Those bruises are more than three weeks old, which is before he was in Nick's care," the nurse said. Derrick started looking nervous.

"At first I never thought he would do that to me but I was wrong. He was just pretending to be nice at first," Toby said.

"I was drunk. I didn't mean for it to happen," Derrick said but then covered his mouth realizing what he just admitted.

"Derrick Flemings, you're under arrest for child abuse," Officer Evans said and then read his Miranda Rights. It was as if Officer Evans was waiting to arrest someone. Derrick sat there, quiet, in complete shock.

"Officer Evans, I hope you have another set of handcuffs," the nurse said.

"What? Why?" Officer Evans asked.

I was happy but confused. What was she talking about? Are they about to arrest Toby!?

"Well, with Toby's physical exam, I found out that his anal tissue was slightly torn. Leading me to believe it was anal penetration that caused it. Although there was no left over DNA, I feel quite confident in my conclusion," the nurse stated as she put her hand on Toby's shoulder.

Both, me and Toby were shocked. I panicked as the heart monitor shown my concealed emotion. Officer Evans looked back at me and started walking towards me.

"Stop!!" Toby yelled. "Alright you caught me. I can't let Nick go to jail for something he didn't do just to save myself from being embarrassed."

"What are you talking about?" Evans asked.

"I'm…I'm Gay. I tried experimenting with the shampoo bottle that was in the shower at home and I guess I got carried away. There. I said it," Toby said as his face because flushed, making it harder for Evans not believe him. The nurse and Evans looked at each other and then back at Toby.

"That could be an explanation why there was no DNA inside of him," the nurse said as Evans put away his handcuffs and walked away from me. Toby was a quick thinker and a good actor. I really owed him a lot right now.

"He's lying! I want to press charges against that bastard for kidnapping my son!" Derrick growled angrily.

"You can't because you didn't sign his Birth Certificate so you're not legally his father. And when you started beating him, you immediately revoked the right to be his Legal Foster Parent," Evans said as he closed his notepad. "So, to summarize this, you have no right or claim over Toby,"

"You Bastard!" Derrick aimed his hatred at me. "You'll never understand him like I do! I'm his father!"

"You're not my dad!! And you never will be!!!" Toby yelled.

"You little shit!!" Derrick yelled. "I'll fucking beat you again if I ever see you again!"

"Alright that's enough!" Officer Evans blurted out. "Come on, you asshole," Evans escorted Derrick out of the room and handed him off to another officer. Evans came back in and shut the door. "Alright, Nurse, what's the status on these two?"

"Toby's good to go but Nick is going to have to stay here for another week," the nurse said.

"What? What's wrong with me?" I asked.

"Just want to study you to make sure that no hidden internal damage was done," the nurse said.

"Well, Toby go ahead and get dressed so we can go," Officer Evans said.

"Huh?" Toby motioned.

"Going where?" I ask.

"To the orphanage, of course. As of now, Toby doesn't belong to anyone, so he has to go the Paramount Orphanage for Boys," Evans stated.

"Can't I stay here until Nick gets out?" he asked. "We were going to the courthouse so he could adopt me and that's when got into that car wreck.

"If you're planning on adopting him you have to hope and pray that no one adopts him before you get out of the hospital," Officer Evans said. "I can't allow him to wait here for you if he's not legally yours. I don't know how you're going to do it but get to him first before anyone else because kids his age get adopted faster than you can say cheese."

My heart dropped. How was I going to get to Toby first when I can't leave the hospital? Was everything me and Toby had going to be erased? Tears started forming in my eyes, I was so scared that I was going to lose Toby. I looked over at Toby and he looked over at me.

"Hurry up and get better. I want YOU to adopt me," he said as he slowly walked over to me and hugged me.

"Don't be too adorable, my little bunny rabbit," I said as my tears ran down my cheeks. "People who are looking to adopt look for adorable kids."

"Bunny Rabbit?" Toby giggled. "I like that nickname."

"I knew you would," I said.

"Alright, come on. It's time to go and change your clothes so we can go," Evans demanded impatiently.

"Bye," Toby said looking back with tears in his eyes as he and Evans walked out the door. "I love you!" He said loud enough so I could hear him.

"Bye! I love you too!! I yelled as I watched the one thing I care for the most in the world, potentially walk out of my life forever.

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