Larry Clayton

My Brother's Kids Are Now Mine

Chapters 11-15

Chapter Eleven

The boys left the bathroom laughing at how we still reacted. After all, they knew they were 'just kidding' to get a reaction. We weren't so sure they were bluffing!

Back in the boy's room, an interesting conversation began…

"Nice thought, Little Bro! joking about 'Film at 11'… geesh, guy, where'd you come up with that one?"

"Who says I'm jokin'?"

"Huh? Wait a sec… you can't really be serious…can you?"

(Huge grin…) "I may be a kid, but I ain't a kidder! Not this time, anyway. C'mere and I'll show ya! Remember that pocket video camera our first Dad gave us for Christmas last year?"

"Yeah I do, but… how could you make a film of Dad and Uncle Kor without them knowing you were in the room?"

"C'mon, Eaton… use your head for something better than to keep your ears apart. I may not be ten yet, but I ain't a stupid little kid anymore! And you… I gave you credit for a lot more brains than you're using right now. If you really wanted what you say you do bad enough, just how would you figure out to get it?"

"Hmmmmm,… lemme see! Uh… little camera… our room next to theirs… a closet on our wall, but only book shelving on their side… hmmmmmm… wait! You didn't, did you? Really?"

"Look for yourself, Bro… right here! (Pointing to a small hole in the closet wall, at the proper level to allow the mentioned camera to aim past the opposite side's bookshelf directly to the bed ;)… Wanna see just how good the camera is? I got the DVD in the player. Push the start button."

As the DVD began to play, the first few moments of the home movie contained a lot of movement… from required adjustment of the camera's position. When the aim became correct, the zoom lense was activated, which brought the bed into full screen. The next five or six minutes had no action at all… until Korey came from the shower, totally naked and fully hard, and reclined on his side of the king-sized satin-sheeted mattress. Soon, Larry followed, also in his birthday suit, joining Korey by instigating kisses, hugs, and other loving actions of romantic foreplay. Eaton was flabbergasted at the clarity of the pictures, and at the fact that Casey was so resourceful and skillful in his deviancy…

"Damn, Case! Where'd you get this idea in the first place?"

"I snuck a peak at a magazine 'Matt' had with him the night we spent together… named, oh yeah, I remember now… 'Handjobs'. It's a bunch of Dad/Son stories. Anyway, it's all about boys who are already 18 who find ways to get their dads to do things with 'em; you know what I mean. Well, this one guy… whose dad tried to refuse just once too often… decided if he could film his dad doin' stuff, then his dad would have to start sharin' things with the kid, or the kid would accidentally let someone find the video and well…'News at 11' was the story's title. So…"

"Fuck, Little Dude… that's blackmail! We can't do that to Dad. We love him too much to… to even consider…"

"Course we do! But what if either Dad or Unca Kor accidentally found it in the living room player. We wouldn't have to threaten a thing… they'd bring it up to us that maybe we all ought to sort'a keep each other happy, so that no one ever felt like doing anything stupid."

"God, Case… you could turn out to be a cruel little bastard someday! That scares me! We've been raised better'n that! How can you even think about turning against Dad or Uncle Kor like that?"

"OK, Saint Eaton… tell me you don't want Dad as much as I do? Tell me you'd never get sick of being told no! Tell me you've completely gotten over the great times we've already had with Kor before he got to be an adult! Tell me you don't crave all the love we can get! Tell me there's a better way! C'mon… tell me!"

"I will tell you this… that if we manage to get sex through this kind of stuff, it won't be love! Hell, Case… it would turn into distrust, hate, anger, and pure fear. Love'd fly out the fuckin' window! Damn it, Bro… It'd be worse than being told no! Can't you see that? You gotta believe me on this one. Yes, I crave being loved in all ways by Dad and Kor too, but not this way! It's hurtful and downright cruel. It would tear us all apart forever! Please listen to me!"

"But it worked in the 'Handjobs' story!"

"Case… Case… that's fiction! Like a fairytale; all lived happily ever after stuff! It sells mags! It isn't real! What I'm hoping is that Dad and Kor come to the place where they ask us to join in to bring us all closer together as a family… not that they be blackmailed into a sexual straightjacket that kills true emotional ties and real love's expression. At least promise me that you won't go ahead with this unless I tell you that we have absolutely no other choice… please!"

Before Casey could respond, Kor knocks on their bedroom door and asks if we all can meet in the living room to decide what we're going do for the afternoon. Turning off the DVD and hiding it, Case answers… "Be there in just a minute, Unka Kor!"

Eaton grabs Casey in a loving hug and whispers a thank-you for hiding the disc. Case nods and whispers…

"Yeah, I promise! I just didn't think about al that stuff you just said!"

… And off to the living room they went. When everyone was seated, Larry asked for suggestions of activities that might be of interest. Kor mentioned that we ought to find something different than the beach or the amusement park this time… something that might begin a new memory book of family fun, now that our definition of being a family has changed so drastically from what it used to be… something unique that might become very special to just the four of us ...

"Dad, Kor… do we even have to go somewhere to have a special memory?"

"What do you mean, Eaton?"

"Well… to me at least, just being alone with you is wonderful, especially since we missed so much time together during the run of the show and all."

"If that's what you'd really enjoy, it does make sense, Son."

"Me too, Daddy! I'm kind'a tired of going and doing and being somewhere else. It'd sure be different to just stay home and enjoy each other and stuff!… especially since Kor is now family too."

"Gee thanks, Case! It means a lot for you to say that about me. Knowing that you guys feel like I really belong makes me feel accepted and loved even more."

"If we stay home, boys, what shall we do here? Shall we rent a movie or what?"

"UH… maybe we ought'a make a family movie about how we all got put together… or something like that!"

"And just how would we do that, Case?"

"We got this video cam that…"

"That we've never used yet, Dad. Maybe you could show us how to make one with it. Our first Dad gave it to us last Christmas."

"Not a bad idea, boys, but maybe we ought to start the story now that we are together, and not the 'how'… that part might be a bit painful to film… the funeral and the car crash still being pretty raw in my system this soon."

"Hey… I have an idea! What if we start out with shots of us all playing in the yard… maybe football, or Frisbee, or even in the pool together having a good time. I can film you three, and then we can take turns with who shoots and who plays, so I can get into the mix too."

"Good idea, Kor! We can introduce you as a family friend that the boys glommed onto while you baby-sat… and how they treated like family… and then, as you and I decided to join as a couple, we can figure out some way to say it without getting into social hot water, especially with the school crowd."

"Uh… Lar? If this film is just for us, why can't we be honest… for our own record? No one else has to ever see it!"

"I'm just thinking that just maybe, somehow, the wrong person might come across it, and… well, from there, we'd be toast!"

"I understand that, too… but one of these days, after I graduate and leave campus, things surely won't be unobvious when I move in here with you all. By then, what will it matter? I sure hope you aren't ashamed of our decision, Lar!"

"Not ashamed, Love… just cautious about my teaching position's future. If I didn't think I would be fired and have my credential withdrawn, I'd shout to the entire world my joy for having you as my partner! You know I would."

"Supposedly, the law states it's illegal to be fired for preferences. And as long as we are both consenting adults, and you never have a conviction involving kids… aren't you safe? Two males can even have children nowadays, and nothing can be done about it unless abuse enters the picture. God, Lar… I think you're over-reacting some."

"I will promise you this, Kor… that between now and when you move in this summer, I will research the law and the practicalities of 'coming out' as a couple. If what I find is as clear as what you just told me, I'll fight along with you for our rights. Bear with me, please. I am still in a bit of turmoil over all the recent happenings that have piled up on us all. My love for you and my new sons will never be in question… but I need to take hold of my emotions, and get leveled out again before I can concentrate on the future properly."

"I accept your promise. I trust you totally, my Love… and I'll stand with you all the way. Just remember that the boys are cool with our decision, and it sure would be great if all four of us could be free from worries about our family unit."

"Hey Dad… Kor… I thought we were gonna make it a fun time, not a philosophy class or social science lecture! Case and I get too much of that at school already. This is family! We've already accepted it this way! And us kids have no regrets! Lighten up! Last one in the pool is…"

"Uh, wait a sec… I'll get the camera. Who's gonna show us how to use the thing?"

"Bring it to me, Case. I've taken AV classes, and I ought to be able to teach you enough to get it goin' pretty well in just a few minutes."

"Thanks, Kor… you're OK for an uncle!"

Casey went back upstairs and got the camera, bringing it down to Korey. However, he forgot that after he made a disc for the player, he had not yet erased the material from the memory card. So, whatever was now filmed would be added to the card, not recording over previous material. OOOPPPS!

The afternoon went well. Games, swimming, hot tubing, bar-b-queing, wrestling, and a bunch of other family fun activities were filmed. Most were done with taste and modesty. However, since the kids knew it was for private viewing only, occasionally there were a few extra scenes in the dressing room or shower where one boy would shoot the other in all his glory… and with the excitement of young male parts in full display as a response to wrestling or other contact sports.

Fortunately, at least for now, everyone was too tired to review the film by the time dinner was over and the evening grew late. The suggestion was to stow the camera until next week-end, and then there'd be time to make a DVD from the memory card… and we'd take an evening to view it all as a family… for laughs.

As soon as Korey said his good-byes for the night, and left for the condo, Eaton took the camera back upstairs and put it back in the box… never having it cross his mind that 'old' material hadn't already been transferred and overridden. And of course, neither boy thought an iota about it all week. By the next week-end, it was the furthest thing from a problem to deal with… as far as the kids were concerned. (But we still have a week between camera episodes, so let's not get upset at this point! [ *G* ] Anything could happen…right?)

All week at school, the Administration was receiving accolades from every part of the community regarding the quality of both the band concert and the musical show. Several people even pledged extra financial support for the Arts program to continue and even expand. Larry almost became the center of school activity as a result of all the added interest. New contracts for the following school year were handed out, and of course, Larry's was not only renewed, but increased in monetary compensation based on merit.

The School Board decided that the Band ought to take the next week-end, beginning Thursday, and take a couple of days performing at a special re-opening of the Fallon Theater in Old Columbia, as part of the State's Gold Rush Days celebration. Governor Schwarzenegger had sent out a bulletin to several of the High Schools within traveling distance of the Gold Country, and the Monterey County School Superintendent from Salinas called Larry to explain the need, and to encourage Larry's band to be the one selected.

Need we say how the band kids responded when Larry presented it for a vote? The decision was made on Tuesday, and permission slips, uniform cleaning donated by Milton Cleaners, bus transportation and everything else necessary for it to happen were expedited. The entire school was hyped, and teachers cooperated by limiting or even deleting homework, so that everything could be concentrated toward the success of the band trip that would make the school recognized all over the State. And by Thursday morning at 5:00 AM, busses rolled!

The city of Columbia is quite unique because it is very authentically restored to what it was like back in Gold Rush times… even to the furnishings of the hotel. Of course, modern conveniences have replaced outhouses by indoor plumbing for guest comfort, but otherwise, it was like stepping back in a time machine… and therefore could be the subject of student reports upon return from the trip, which was one reason for the other teachers to allow time off from classes.

Because the band had about 130 kids in it, and traveled with 13 adults as chaparones, (1 to 10 ratio for good coverage), the Governor had thought ahead to arrange for the historic hotel to be set aside stricktly for this group's use. Each chaperone had a room to himself/herself in case there became a requirement to pull an unruly student away from the crowd… hoping of course, that there not be a need to do so. Larry had his own room as well, which allowed him to bring Eaton and Casey along for the experience. All the other students had to choose room mates… by twos.

Since Korey and Joey were already paired for Drum Major training and student leadership reasons, they decided to room together on the trip as well. In fact, had they done anything else, the entire band might have thought there was a problem between them that might affect next year's quality of performance. And since the group's reputation was growing, everyone wanted the momentum to continue.

Fate being what it is, after all the room assignments wee made, the only remaining room available for the duo had a king bed in it. Larry suggested that he and the boys take that room so that the pair could have his room with separate beds for comfort; but Korey insisted that rumors might arise if Larry was to share one bed with his two boys, no matter how innocent it truly might be.

So Korey and Joey chose to share the king for the sake of Larry's reputation. Most of the students never gave a second thought about two teen guys about the same age sharing a king for two nights without a problem… especially since they had been friends for three years already. Actually, Korey had no problem with the idea either, because he knew he had made things clear to Joey the last time sexual issues were discussed.

The afternoon was spent rehearsing in the Fallon Theater, and after dinner at the hotel dining room, (authentic western B-B-Q with all the trimmings of Old West hospitality), the kids were free to investigate the town's historical values on their own. The weekly Colombia Gazette had a headline and picture of the band on the front page, which became a cool souvenir to every member of the group. As far as making purchases all around town, modern currency was exchanged for mock-gold nuggets and dust… to authenticate the feel of buying things in the old days. There was even a staged bank robbery done by Hollywood stunt crews… including a shoot-out, and cowboys falling from balconies as they were hit and killed.

By bedtime, everyone was ready to hit the sack! Chaperones checked that their assigned students had made it to their rooms, and listened a while for any overly loud disturbances… which didn't happen! These kids were so desirous of making a good impression, and tired to boot, that all was quiet very quickly. The leaders had checked in with Larry to advise him that all was silent on the western front, and headed off to get their rest.

Korey had almost fallen asleep when his head hit the pillow. But Joey wasn't near as relaxed or ready to conk out…

"Uh…Kor? Mind if I ask you somethin'?"

(YAAWNN…) "Can't it wait till morning, Pal? I'm pooped!"

"Maybe, but I'd rather get it off my chest so I can sleep better!"

"Alright! Guess that's what friends are for. SHOOT!"

"I've been noticing something all week. You haven't said a thing about your girl friend during all our practice time. I also noticed that while we had moments of contact during skill instruction, you still got hard-ons like I did. What's wrong? Isn't your partner giving you any? I mean, if you're as committed as you said you were, it seems logical that your needs would be met somehow! I know it's not really my business, but I am your friend! You can confide in me if you want to!"

"You're right, Joey! It's not really your business… but for the sake of us getting some sleep, we save things for the week-end, because my place doesn't really belong to me, and I don't want to take advantage of the owner's trust that I use it appropriately."

"But, Kor… everyone knows that the place belongs to Mr. F. He lived there before he inherited the new house. And I know that 'Papa' Freeburg would understand if a healthy eighteen year old horny male had a girl friend to keep him satisfied. Mr.F. isn't an ol' stick-in-the-mud like most teachers."

"Well… it's what me and my partner have agreed on, so… uh, can we go to sleep now…please?"

"Is she nice…really nice, uh… worthy of you? I mean, you're so cool, so fine… so desirable! She must be a real knock-out to get you hooked!"

"Maybe after graduation I'll introduce you. Until then, it's kind of a secret so that school gossip won't ruin our chances. You know how kids talk! I have to finish top of my class, and to do that, I can't afford other things to get in the way. OK?"

"Gee, Kor… that sounds a bit ominous for your style. Uh… maybe I'm screwed up in my thinking, but it sounds more like you're hiding some awful truth."

(Silence for a while… ) "Joey… let it go, please. I'm tired!"

"Not too tired to be sportin' a huge hard-on… just like me! Someone has to take care of you before you explode, Buddy!"

Naw…I'm fine, thanks! Let's get some shut-eye!"

Korey dozed off quickly, but Joey stayed awake, awaiting his opportunity to make good his offer to Korey, even if Kor wasn't aware of it happening. Joey began by reaching over and resting his hand on Kor's groin gently enough to avoid detection. His hope, of course, was that he might get Kor to a point of desire before he woke up and realized what was happening. Joey wanted Kor's need to cum and his lust to grow until he accepted Joey's advances, returning the favor willingly… even if it wasn't more than the result of sexual need being fulfilled. Besides, somehow, Joey kept remembering the words Kor used before… 'if you had asked a year ago', kept flying through Joey's mind.

Joey figured he was doing just what was needed when he felt some leakage flow from Kor's mushroom which poked out of his boxer opening. Joey leaned over and licked the drops off the tip, and as a few more formed, he spread them around Kor's entire cock, which was now even more exposed and available for Joey's attention. In his sleep, Kor was already moaning and breathing harder. There was no question that things were progressing the way Joey wanted them to.

Soon, Joey felt a hand touch his own rigid prick very tentatively. He knew that Kor was still asleep, but somehow, Kor was responding to the call of his cock's desires. The hand on Joey's rod became more actively aggressive as Joey started to use his mouth to excite Kor's maleness. Joey was thinking… 'YES!', as things progressed according to his plan. But then…

"Joey… uh… will you turn around so I can taste you too?"

"OMG, Kor…you're awake?"

"Oh yeah! No young stud could sleep through what you're doing! Hell, I know I shouldn't allow it, but I gotta tell ya… right now, I may be sorry for it… but I can't resist what you're offering me… HELL, I can't resist you! I hope my partner never finds out, but Man… I can't fight you off any longer. In fact, I honestly don't want to fight you off! Even if it's for a one-time shot. May God and my partner both forgive me, but…"

"Hot Damn! Kor… I just knew you wanted more than you were saying! Call it my own gaydar or call it gut desire, but I knew we were so much alike that we'd work it out somehow! Even if tonight is the only time, Kor… it's ours! Neither of us needs forgiveness for being who we are! It's our secret, but it IS ours to share!"

"Just shut up, Joey, and go for the gold… before I change my mind!"

The next two hours were filled with each young man making sure the other was totally satisfied and satiated. The room was filled with the smells of sex and mature male presence. Cum shots were shared between bodies, down throats, and up human mine shafts, as if the 'gold' was being discovered and excavated. Finally, both guys fell away in exhaustion, falling asleep in each other's arms.

In the morning, as the two woke up still entwined in each other's caress, Joey was sobbing with tears running down his cheeks. Korey instinctively wiped the tears and asked what was wrong…

"Kor… I… I… I shouldn't have done this to you! I feel like a shit head now! I ruined your purity with your lover, all because I wanted you so much, myself. Have I ruined our relationship altogether? I'm so worried that I've killed our friendship."

"Joey, listen to me! If I hadn't wanted it, you wouldn't have had a chance. Sharing with you has been on my mind since you joined the band. I was always scared to let you know it before you made the first move. I just wasn't sure until then that you were interested. No… it won't affect our friendship or our working relationship. But… it has to remain a secret, especially from my partner. That's where I have the guilt, not with having finally let you know the feelings I've hidden for so long. I just hope that if my partner ever finds out, there will be a forgiving understanding that allows for my youth and weaknesses."

"What if she doesn't understand, Kor? It'll be my fault if…"

"Joey… it takes two to do what we did last night. I'll be as much at fault as you are. Uh… let me say it another way… there is no fault of yours if I allowed it too. Now, let's get out of bed and get cleaned up for the day… and let's concentrate on not letting anyone else get the impression that we did anything… OK?"

"Shit, Kor… that's easier that it sounds, and I'm not the actor you are! If you see me acting crazy… stop me somehow, please!"

"Joey… just remember how you have to be as a Drum Major… in command of yourself and those under you. It'll work! I know first hand that it does! Trust me!"

"You mean you've…"

"I'm not admitting anything… you know, like the military thing; no ask, no tell! Don't you even ask, because I wouldn't tell even if I had…understand?"

"You dog, you!"

"Like I said… 5th amendment! Now, hit the shower… you stink as bad as I do, sexy! And no… don't even think the shower is large enough for two! Chaperones can walk in any time."

Since the first band performance was scheduled right after breakfast, uniforms were the order of the day. Joey still wore the regular 'Green and Gold', but Kor of course wore his striking white with the school emblem on its breast plate panel, gold shoulder cords hanging from epilates, and high black classic boots… absolutely stunning to see, and it didn't matter if it were a male or female looking, Kor was something to kill for!

When the two arrived in the Dining Room for the breakfast buffet, Larry and his boys were already seated at a table that had two extra chairs… and Eaton met Kor and Joey, dragging them to the seats reserved for them. Casey asked Joey to sit next to him, and Larry sat between Kor and Joey. Eaton made sure to sit on Kor's other side… thus balancing the conversation around the table pretty much according to friendships past and present. (Except that no one knew that Korey and Joey… which is a good thing, isn't it!)

After about twenty minutes or so, Casey leaned toward Joey and whispered…

"Hey, is there something wrong? You aren't as happy and funny as you usually are when you're sitting with us!"

"Uh… just concerned about the concert, I guess! That's all, Little Man, no need for concern, Pal!"

But… his eyes showed a small bit of panic, and Case picked up on it real fast! Being a smart little kid, Case made no further comment, and let it drop…for now, anyway! Later, though, when he and Eaton were waiting for the concert to begin, sitting in the audience area while Larry warmed up the band…

"Eaton? You notice anything about Joey this morning? Seems to me that he wasn't his regular self… know what I mean?"

"Maybe it's just concert jitters, Case! Lots'a performers get 'em before a program… even Larry! Relax and enjoy the show, OK? He'll probably be fine after it's all over."

"Unless he… uh… I mean if anything happened between him and Kor last night…"

"Bro… drop it! That's silly! You know how much Kor is part of the family now! That's absurd!"

"Uh… if you say so, Eaton, but I think it still deserves watching later!"

Just then, Joey stood, tuned the band as Concert Master, and introduced Mr. F. as Conductor of today's program. Larry walked on stage and with one hand gesture, the band played the National Anthem under the baton of Korey's leadership… the audience stood, and sang along with the band… and a huge cheer followed the rendition. The rest of the concert was a real hit! (Especially the medley from How The West Was Won;) But at the final bows… both Kor and Joey looked somewhat less than happy when Larry introduced his student leadership team…

"See, Eaton… see what I mean? Concert's over, and the jitters should be gone… shouldn't they?"

Chapter Twelve

"Look, Little Brother, you just gotta stop thinkin' such nonsense! Kor and Dad are tight! Real tight! Besides, Joey is so clued in to us scouts that he just couldn't want to try taking Korey away from Dad! He doesn't even know that Dad has such interests in the first place. And as far as Kor is concerned, he wouldn't betray Dad for a second. It's gotta be somethin' else… if anything… that's buggin' them, OK?"

"If you say so, Eaton! It's just that my gut tells me otherwise. I sure hope it's lyin', 'cause if anything hurt Daddy, I'd prob'ly wanna do somethin' pretty bad to Korey… and even more to Joey!"

"Trust me, Bro… it's just your young active mind playin' tricks! Ignore it!"

After the concert was over, and the band disbursed until the evening performance and fireworks, the players scattered all over the town… except for Korey, who joined Larry and the boys at the dining room again. Of course, nothing could be shared that might even suggest more than a teacher/student arrangement, but Case still had a puzzled look on his face as he sat across from Kor… almost staring at the 18-year-old's eyes, which seemed to be at the brink of tears throughout a rather strained conversation between him and Larry during the meal.

Finally, after dessert, Larry asked Kor to take the boys to the carnival set up at the end of the town and let them have a good time while he wanted to get some rest. Kor agreed, and the trio headed for the coaster, Ferris wheel, and whatever games that might be of interest. On route, Case couldn't help but inquire…

"Uh…Kor? Anything wrong? You look sad!"

"Naw… I'm OK… I guess! Why do you ask, Case?"

"I dunno… it's just that you look like you're about to cry or sumthin', and I just worry about you, 'cause you're fam now!"

"Wow, Case! That's so sweet of you! It means a lot to me that you care so much! You and Eaton here are the closest I've ever had to brothers, or nephews, or whatever… no one's ever considered my feelings to be important like you two do… and Larry, of course. I guess I'm just a little emotional because it's all so overwhelming… and I have to keep it a secret, when I want to shout out that I am finally loved! But someday, I'll be able to tell all, I hope!"

"See, Case! I told you it was nothing! Now let's all have some fun together… I bet Kor can still enjoy the rides with us! He might even get sick, and then we'd have somethin' to kid him about! OK, Bro?"

"Yeah, Eaton… guess you're right after all. Thanks! I'm done worryin'."

After several rides and a few games played, Eaton saw Joey across the midway, and ran over to ask him to join the trio for the rest of the afternoon. Joey gracefully declined the invitation, saying he had something he needed to do before the next concert… and quickly left the carnival grounds like a scared rabbit. Eaton picked up on the fact that it seemed as if Joey was trying to avoid someone… which brought Eaton's thoughts back to Case's suggestion about the way both Joey and Korey had looked at the earlier program. Eaton decided to take his own advice and simply drop that idea before it grew too big to cut off.

Another hour or two disappeared as the trio enjoyed every booth and ride available, until the boys were exhausted. Kor took them back to their room and headed for his own… only to discover Joey was already stretched out on the bed asleep. Kor tried to be quiet, but evidently, Joey wasn't sleeping too deeply, and suddenly sat up in surprise as he realized someone else was in the room…

"Who… uh… Kor, is that you?"

"Yeah Joey… who else, Man?"

"Uh… just surprised me, that's all! I thought you were tied up with Mr.F.'s kids, so I came here to get some rest. I feel really drained."

"Look, Joey… if you want me to leave, I will!"

"Hell, Kor… if you do, someone's gonna figure there's something wrong between us, and we're gonna be screwed!"

"Fuck, Dude! Maybe we already are! I mean, you couldn't even join me with the kids this afternoon… and my stomach is in knots when I think about my partner's possible reaction if I'm ever discovered! I don't want it to affect you and me, but it seems like it already has."

"God, Man… I didn't want it to do that! I don't want it to ruin the good thing we have going… This is the shits! What can we do about it now?"

"Joey… I just don't know! If I admit it to my Lover that you and I have enjoyed each other already, things could fall apart for good. If I don't, I might explode! And to be honest… I can't help think I still want to have my cake and eat it too. That's the worst part! I don't want you out of my life, but I just don't know how to handle the whole thing. I feel like a little kid right now… confused, wanting two great relationships… neither being hurt by the other. On the other hand, I want the commitment between two partners to be strong and permanent. Damn, I wish you could help me figure it out!"

"Kor… Last night was a wonderful answer to over two years of my own dreams. If there was no one else in your life, like the way it is for me, I'd know what to tell you. I'd ask you to become my lover and we'd be a permanent couple. But… you have a girlfriend, and I don't know how to be in competition with that. I've never had one of my own. Hell, I've never had any relationship like that…ever. Quite frankly, I am a total wreck because I feel responsible for whatever happens to your other relationship because of me. And I think it shows, too. Somehow I think that it's so obvious that even Eaton noticed when he came and asked me to join y'all this afternoon. That sucks, Man! If a kid can tell… shit!"

"Well… we have to get our heads into tonight's concert, so let's try to put this aside for now. Our first priority is to be the student leaders Mr. F. needs us to be, and not allow our confusion to overshadow the needs of the entire band. Maybe something will come to mind later tonight, when we come back here to turn in."

Joey nodded, and the room turned silent. Eye contact between the two seemed to change moods back and forth between desire and sadness… confusion and hopes… concern and some anger… who knows what all; finally they both began to change for the evening program.

The crowds were very positively impressed with the band's performance. Even the Governor attended, and stood afterwards to offer a proclamation that gave honor to the community that sponsored such great student achievement. Mr. F. was given a State plaque as a 'Teacher of Excellence', which was a total surprise to him.

Following the ribbon cutting that officially re-opened the restored Fallon Theater; an equally great fireworks show filled the country sky, leaving the on-lookers in awe. After that, Mr. F. told the band members that instead of returning home in the morning, he had received District permission to extend their outing to include, at the invitation of the Governor, the rest of the week-end at Yosemite National Park in the valley's famous Awanee Hotel as a reward for a job well done.

Larry decided that every parent would need to be contacted in order to extend the dates of the permission slips, so he asked Korey to give him a hand in the phoning of each family. He also asked if Joey could take the boys with him while the job was being accomplished. Joey agreed; both Eaton and Casey were agreeable… and off to the ice cream parlor they went.

Eaton began a conversation by telling Joey that Case was really anxious to get into scouts as soon as possible… to which Joey suggested 'Weblos', which is the Cub Scout program for 10-year-olds that prepared kids for Boy Scouts. It turns out that Joey also taught one session a month of that level of Cubs, and being in that group qualified a boy for camp-outs as part of his training. Case thought that'd be cool! So…

"Does that mean I can go with you and Eaton for over-niters, 'Matt'?"

"And just why would you want to do that already, Case?"

(Snickering…) "Duh! I know what you and Eaton do… he's taught me a whole bunch of it already, and I wanna learn a lot more!"

"Eaton! You taught him everything? Man… if he ever…"

"Joey… I mean 'Matt'… (big grin)… he'd never squeal! He's even more hot and horny that I've ever been! If I hadn't asked you to allow him to join, that's when we would'a had a problem! Besides, he's big enough to give you almost as much fun as I do! I thought you knew that already!"

"Well, maybe I did, and maybe I didn't… but heck, I'm always open to merit badge achievement of all types. Welcome to my den, scout Casey! Of course you know we watch each other's back in my troop…right!"

"No one knows that me and Eaton do what we do, so I can keep a secret as good as he can! When do we start?"

"God, Eaton… you meant what you said about this little horn toad, didn't you! Maybe we can get started while we're at Yosemite… nature study badge, perhaps! Would that please you, Case?"

"Oh yeah! Perfect!"

Just then, Joey's room phone rang…

"Yeah? Joey here!"

"Joey… it's Mr. F. here… I hate to ask, but this project is going to take longer than I thought, and it has to be done before I can allow everyone onto the bus in the morning. It won't take all night, but I know the boys are ready to crash. Mind if they stay in your room tonight with you, because Kor will be here helping me with the calls until we finish… which will be way too late for the boys to stay up."

"Gee, Mr. F., maybe I ought'a ask them if it's OK with them first… hey guys… (explaining the situation)… what'a'ya say?"

"Well, guess we could pretend it's a camp-out!"

"Mr.F., it seems to be acceptable to them, so sure thing. See y'all in the morning at breakfast then!"

"I appreciate it, Joey… I know you'll treat them right! G'night!"

"Well, guys… shall I put some blankets and pillows on the floor?"

"What? you kidding? Not unless you want to sleep down there by yourself, 'Matt'!"

"Then you two hit the shower, and I'll take mine when you're done. It's getting late, and you need to be fresh for the week-end in the park."

Case and Eaton took their shower, making sure they got spankin' clean, and headed back to the bed as Joey jumped into the water to rid himself of the day's sweat and tight muscles. When Joey got back to the bed and pulled back the covers to crawl in… both boys were stark naked and smiling brightly…

"We sleep this way all the time, 'Matt', hope you don't mind!"

"Shit, boys… those tent poles could hold up quite a shelter in the woods! I knew what Eaton had in that department, but Case… for the size of the rest of you… uh… nice equipment you got there, Little Man! And, Do I mind? Not if you don't care that I sleep the same way!"

Needless to say, 'Matt' spent little time beginning to see just what Case had been taught already by Eaton… doing a 69 with each boy and discovering that Case's technique was well on its way to perfection. Joey was surprised at the strength of Case's dry orgasm far exceeded expectation he had for a kid of just 10 years-of-age. What really surprised him was the fact that while he was sucking Eaton, Case lay behind Joey and began playing with his rosebud to get it ready for entrance by Case's 3-plus breakfast sausage that had not even lost its stiffness after such a beautiful response to being sucked off earlier.

So while Eaton was being swallowed by Joey, Case slid his boy cock into Joey's backside like a pro, and began to display pretty good technique as he serviced Joey's back door. Joey made a comment about how good it felt, even though Case was not nearly as large as anyone else who had done the job. Then Case responded…

"You mean, I'm as good as Eaton or Korey?"

Joey froze!

"Uh… uh… Eaton feels pretty good, yeah! But how'd you figure out that…"

"That maybe you and Kor did something?"

Then Joey broke into tears! He pulled away from both boys, and jumped out of bed, landing in the chair across the room, and sobbing like a baby.

"Geesh, 'Matt', I didn't mean to…"

"But how'd you figure that out, Case? How the hell… I mean, neither of us said a word! Oh God… please don't mention it to anyone else! I'm dead meat!"

"Shit, Little Brother, I told you to drop that idea! You might have just ruined our only outlet for sexual fun by destroying the one guy who can give it to us. Besides, you may have just shot Korey in the head as well! Damn it, Case! Why couldn't you leave well enough alone, and never asked that!"

(You notice that neither boy said a word about Korey being Larry's lover… you have to give them both credit for not spilling those beans! … right? RIGHT!)

"It just slipped out! I just meant to say your name, Eaton. Korey's name just flew out before I thought! I'm so sorry! Joey… can we forget I even asked that part? I can forget you said a word back, or got upset, or anything. Really I can! I have already… you can trust me! Please don't stop bein' our scout leader and trainer."

Both boys went to Joey's side and tried to comfort him and settle him down. It took a while, but Joey collected his cool, and told the boys to get back in bed… and that he'd join them again in a little while. Then he went into the bathroom to splash water in his face and gather back his composure. When he returned to the bed, he was wearing boxers, and he lay on the outside, with Eaton in the middle, and Case on the other side… all three on their backs, staring at the ceiling until they dozed off for the night.

Being awakened in the morning by a call from the hotel desk as a courtesy, Joey found the boys on either side of him, cuddling close, both having morning wood against his legs. He gently began to wake them, and somehow figured they wanted to hear that he forgave them for causing such a turmoil the night before. As he looked in each pair of eyes, and read the heart behind the stares, he melted…

"Case? Just so you know… I realize you didn't mean to hurt me last night. I guess I can forgive you, as long as what was said stays between just us three."

"'Matt', I told ya last night that I'd forget all about what you answered… so yeah, that's alright with me!" (… and a hug between them calmed the air).

"Now, Eaton… You got pretty upset with Case last night over all this, so if you'll tell him you're sorry for exploding… I'll make sure I don't quit being the scout instructor you both seem to want me to be."

Eaton did as he was asked, and then planted a kiss on Joey's mouth that proved that the agreement was sealed and delivered for all three of them at that very moment. Then, as the two brothers used the bathroom together…

"Case… you gotta promise me one thing… that you will never tell Kor that we know about him doing anything with Joey… besides, Joey didn't come out and admit nuthin'… so just promise me!"

"Yeah… I promise. I won't let anything spill out, even by accident. Dang… I just figured out that if Dad ever found out, he and Kor might have a real blow-up or sumethin'. I sure wouldn't wanna cause that to happen! If I even get close to sayin' sumthin', you can kick my ass, Eaton… before anything happens!"

"I just figured out something else, too, Bro… I bet Joey don't know that Korey's lover is Dad, either. In fact I bet that Joey actually thinks that Kor's partner is a girl! Otherwise, I think either Dad's teaching position would be a target of jealousy or maybe Joey would have already quit bein' trained as Dad's helper for next year! See how important it is to keep the secret?"

"Yeah! Oh yeah! We gotta protect Dad for sure! We gotta protect all of 'em, or our lives would be shit before we know it. I can do that, Eaton… I know I can…and I will, I promise!"

No sooner than that being said, Joey opened the door and reminded the boys that breakfast was in 10 minutes, and right after everyone ate, there was only about 30 minutes to pack and board the bus for Yosemite.

I guess that some of Larry's acting ability seemed to already rub off on the boys, because in spite of the tension of the previous night, everything at the breakfast table felt normal. Maybe the Good Lord assisted in cover-up as well, who knows! Whatever… all went well without anyone questioning or suspicioning someone else's reactions, which was both a blessing and a relief as far as the boys were concerned.

Case and Eaton sat in the seats opposite Larry in the front row across the Greyhound bus, with Joey and Kor sitting in the very back, as if they were involved in discussion regarding more training (as far as the other students figured, anyway). Because most of the band members had headphones on, listening to IPOD's and whatever other players they brought with them, no one paid any attention to what was being shared between the two student leaders…

"God, Kor… I'm about to fall apart! I want you so badly, but I feel like I'd be the cause of you and your girl splittin', and that's not the way I want to get you for myself! Help me, Man!"

"Look, Joey… I already told you that it won't be your fault if my partner and I call it quits. I don't want that to happen, for sure! But… if I said I didn't want to be close to you too, I'd be lyin'. Maybe I jumped into a commitment too soon… I dunno! Yes, I'm 18 and can choose whatever I want now. But I really don't know which arrangement would last forever! Maybe if you and I sort'a like… uh… kept ourselves secret a while and explored all our possibilities… uh… maybe then I could be sure! The only unfair part is that even though you'd know about my other situation, I could never tell that person… 'cause then, I would never be certain. Does that make sense?"

"If we do that, Kor… and if that's the only way I get to keep you… then OK! I don't want to feel like second choice, though! If you and I do this, you have to treat me as if neither of us knows there's a triangle! When you're with me, it's just us…clear?"

"Does that mean you give up training scouts?"

"If you decide to stay with me and drop your other commitment, then I'll quit the scout leadership… that way we both have incentives to help make the decision."

"I'll agree to that! But, Joey? Don't tell your scouts about us, either. I sure won't tell my partner… so we'd be on the same page all around…OK?"

"Deal! Tonight in the room, I'll probably have us seal the deal! I can hardly wait!"

As soon as that was said, Kor took out a pad of grid sheets, and began to show Joey how to construct a band show for football season, just in case anyone else wondered if the two were really training… not that there was any suspicion in the first place, but it's smart to be safe! It didn't take too long before Case skipped down the aisle of the bus to use the restroom in the rear. After he accomplished his duty, he stopped to chat with Kor and Joey…

"What kind of park wildlife we gonna start studyin', 'Matt'?"

"Well, Squirt, I haven't really decided yet, but this is Spring, and lot's of wild things do what nature intended… so we might see anything happen."

"Think I can use my new camera to get some of it on film… uh, for the merit badge?"

"Uh… Case,… documentation of live action isn't really necessary to prove things… my signature on the achievement record is sufficient for you to earn your goal. Besides, a camera might make the wild life involved too nervous to perform naturally. Get my meaning?"

(Giggles…) "Yeah, Matt, I sure do!"

With that, Case headed back to his seat, still snickering about all the double meanings he did understand from the conversation. When he reached Korey, he retold the discussion, word for word, and both boys started laughing. Larry figured they were just being boys, so he didn't even ask what was so funny. However, in the back of the bus again…

"Shit, Joey… did you just tell Case what I think you did?"

"Sure I did! I'm still the scout trainer, right! Besides, that little horn toad is as hot as a fire cracker, and if I don't give him what he wants, and keep Eaton happy besides, my goose might be cooked before you and I get things settled. We don't want that, now… do we!"

"G.D.S of a… this is getting way too deep for me to even think about right now! If I felt like you wanted the kids more than you wanted me… I'd… I'd… oh, fuckin' shit… I don't know… I just don't know! I'm gonna take a nap! Later, Joey!"

Kor sank down in his seat, leaned the back down as far as it would go, and turned his head toward the window to grab some Z's, if he could. Joey remained awake and sitting up, but his leg was pressed against Kor's hip as Joey stared out the window at the sites zooming past.

A few minutes later, Eaton needed to drain his bladder, and aimed his steps toward the lavatory corner of the bus. As he came to where Joey was staring out the window, Eaton noticed Joey's leg position, and the fact that his hand was gently resting on Kor's thigh at the same time. Being as experienced as he is, at the age of 12, he realized that there was surely something going on between the two older guys. So he interrupted Joey's concentration…

"Psst… Joey!"

"UH…huh? Oh, Eaton ..'sup, Man?"

"I was gonna ask you the same thing, Joey. Looks like you're enjoying how close you're sitting next to Korey, there. Uh… you guys got somethin' goin' between ya, or what?"

"Where'd the hell you get that idea? He's resting, and I'm just…lookin' at the scenery, Dude! Talk like that can give people the wrong idea!"

"No one else is listening! You got your leg pressed against Korey, and your hand almost in his lap! And that tent in your pants isn't because you're too far away from the commode to drain. What the heck am I supposed to think? Kor's my friend, Man… and so are you."

"SSSSSHhhhhhhhh…please! I didn't realize I was doin' that… and besides, he's asleep. He doesn't have any idea! God… you want me busted, and lose my scouting job? I thought we had something going… you and me, Sport… and Casey too! Want that all to end? I figured you craved things as bad as I do; 'specially since you taught Casey everything. Am I wrong about you, Eaton?"

"Naw… I do want it, bad! So bad that I got Case interested enough to keep things satisfied when you weren't around to help. But, shit, Joey… with Korey too? He's an adult! Can't he get busted if anyone thinks he's doin' stuff with you? You're not an adult yet… remember! Like I said, he's my friend, and I don't want him hurt! Got that?"

"Yeah… but you better get this… nothin's goin' on! Not with him, not with you and Case… not with anyone! It's got to stay that way! I thought you knew that! I trusted you so far. Do I need to change my mind about you?"

"Uh… no… no you don't, Joey! I promised you, and I keep my promises. But if you want me to be happy with it all, just don't hurt Korey. It's got to stay that way, too!"

"I promise not to ever do anything with Korey that he won't appreciate. Good enough?"

"I guess so! Kor's pretty smart! He wouldn't do anything to wreck his own future. Uh… Case and I will see ya at the Awanee, later!"

Eaton finished his drainage project and went back to his seat. He slumped down, pouting as he fell deep into thought. Casey saw that Eaton seemed depressed all of a sudden, and tried to find out why. However, Eaton just told him that he was tired, and hoped we'd all be at the hotel soon… so he could get some rest. Case tilted his head to the side, trying to read between the lines, but figured this wasn't the time to ask… so he settled back into his own seat and watched all the huge trees that were coming into view. He looked toward Larry, and asked if these were the Sequoias he'd heard about in class at school… to which Larry answered a yes, and mentioned that the camera could record the fact that Case saw them… for extra credit on the report due next week. So, Case began taking pictures of all he saw as the bus neared the Wawona Tunnel to view the valley floor of the park from above.

By now, the entire busload of kids was wide awake and everyone was taking in the beauty of the entire panorama from El Capitan on one side of the valley to Bridal Veil Falls on the other, Half Dome between the two, and everything in between. Many had never seen it before, so sounds of OOOHHH's and AAAAHHHH's filled the bus. The driver stopped in the turn-out area just past the tunnel to allow everyone a few minutes to take pictures and read the descriptive panels pointing out all the highlights of the park.

Korey woke up and joined all the rest of the students outside, and the splendor of what he was seeing washed away his deep thoughts. Eaton noticed this, and took Korey aside for just a couple minutes…

"Uh…Kor? Can I just say something?… and if it's inappropriate, I'll shut up and leave you alone."

"What do you mean inappropriate, Eaton. Nothing you can ask or say would be out of place. I love you, Man and whatever you say is important to me."

"Well then… I just hope that Joey isn't gonna try to hurt you! Please don't do anything you don't wanna do, OK? I mean… it's cool you're friends and all, but… uh… just follow your heart, not your cock… for me and Casey as well as Larry… Please! "

"Oh, Eaton… Eaton… I ought to get mad for what you're thinking, but… I just can't be! I gotta give you credit for being so astute and willing to share your thoughts with me freely. How did you… never mind… if it shows that much, I have to get it together. Thanks, Eaton, for caring so much! Dang, I love you, Son!"

Everyone piles back on the bus, and it's on to the valley floor and the Awanee Hotel.

As the bus drove up the two-laned road to the hotel entrance, and under the portico, eyes were wide and mouths were hanging open from disbelief as to the housing given them as a thank-you by the Governor. Purely splendid! Magnificent! OMG, unbelievable!… all comments heard throughout the crowd of kids. Then as they all unloaded and headed inside… for most, it seemed like entering OZ or at least a huge movie set. The multi-story balconied lobby constructed of trees and natural rocks took kids' breaths away. And then, the overwhelmingly gorgeous views from the glassed dining room simply added the icing to the cake… a fantastic trip back in time to a previous society and lifestyle of the rich and famous being experienced by today's kids… a real addition to educational growth, for sure!

Room assignments were given out, and it was off to explore the rest of the accommodations freely… with the exception of Larry, who was asked by the Hotel Manager to meet with him in his office for a few moments.

The subject? Two-fold; First, the obvious! 130 kids roaming such a palatial facility… and second, an idea to consider… a concert on the outdoor grounds for the pleasure of the other guests of the hotel and the park as well. Larry explained the reputation of his students, and the fact that there were numerous adult chaperones assigned to make sure the reputation was not marred. This settled the Manager's worries quickly… even though other youth groups of the past had not been such a positive experience.

As for the concert, Larry discussed the fact that they had done their program assignment, and this was to be a free-time thank-you from the Governor for the kids to relax and enjoy the time in the park. But he added that he would ask if they'd be willing, and go with whatever the kids chose to do. The Manager agreed and approved of Larry's consideration for his students' feelings.

Dinner at the Awanee has a policy that requires evening dress… not formal wear, but at least coat and tie, or dresses. We all know that these students had not considered packing this attire for the original venue of Colombia. So, Korey suggested that they wear their concert uniform without the overlay… which gave an appearance of tuxedo style dress in forest green. The students thought that was a great solution, especially because they were so impressed with the surroundings in the first place. They wanted to fit in and feel like high society of the olden days.

So at the 7:00 seating, the entire band arrived ready to enjoy a real 'night out'. Of course, the staff was drawn into the mood, and gave the group special treatment… especially since they were invited guests of the Governor… as management had emphasized quite clearly behind the scene. It became almost an affair of state as the evening progressed. Larry took advantage of the spirit of the occasion to make his presentation of the concert question. The answer was unanimous… It'd be cool! Let's do it! One hour won't hurt our free time! So the concert was scheduled for 2:00 PM the next afternoon, and it was publicized all over the valley that all were welcome to attend.

To end the evening activities, the Park Rangers presented a multi-media program about park history, wildlife, and geological highlights that would boost any school curriculum… and by then it was obvious that these tired youth were ready for bed, and willing to head that way voluntarily and quietly.

Korey and Joey arrived at their room and undressed to shower off the day's travel. Both young men seemed calm and relaxed as they anticipated what was to follow as far as plans had been agreed upon. The natural materials of the walls and furniture gave the atmosphere a manly strength and tone. The added Native American motif in tapestries, bed spread, and towels added a romantic flavor to the mix. The over-all impression of the room had the ability to make romance bloom with the right people staying the night there.

Both guys made their way to the bed and crawled into the satin sheets side- by-side. They mutually began to share with the other a romantic beginning to what they hoped would be a night to remember. Oh, it was…for sure! But not the memory they had planned.

After at least a half-hour of passionate kissing, hugging, cuddling, and things that would ordinarily create a sizzling pair of horny males, only Joey was able to keep erect. Korey kept deflating every few minutes… trying his best to get to the point of no return, but experiencing dysfunction to the max.…

"Dang, Kor… I'm about to explode, or my dick will fall off if it doesn't get to fuck you pretty soon… and you're as soft as a wilted lily! What's wrong, Man?"

"Shit, Joey… I want you, I need you… I want your cock up my ass… I'm so horny… especially since me and my lover haven't been together in over a week. God… I don't know! I wish I did! Maybe if you fuck the shit out'a me and make me blow my blue balls to the moon, I'll get over this… this…disappointing whatever!"

"You don't have to ask me twice, Pal! I can hardly wait to get inside that gorgeous hot cave and shoot my juices clear into your stomach if I can. I've wanted you that way for so long! Maybe if I tease that special spot in you enough, you'll get as desperate as me to sex me back. I fuckin' hope so! I want us to work out so well together. I sure as hell want to feel your cock up me, too!"

"Then get me prepped back there, and get busy! I'll lay on my side and you take me for all I'm worth! I'm not ready for love, Man… I'm ready to be fucked out'a my friggin mind! Do it!"

That's all Joey needed to hear… permission to go crazy with passion to take this 2-year dream into reality. He began the processing by eating out Kor's ass as if he'd been starved for a week and needed the raw meat to stay alive. Kor's body was working well enough in response to this sexual stimulation… but his emotions didn't kick in to prove his enjoyment of it all. In fact, it seemed like Kor was just a manikin designed to allow Joey to get his rocks off. No moans, no gasps, no anything to encourage more than just sex for the purpose of blowin' a nut!

Joey was involved enough physically that he was coming quite close to his point of no return as far as orgasm was concerned, when Korey yelled out…

"Stop! Stop! Damn it…I can't do this! I'm so fuckin' sorry, Joey! It's not you… it's me! I just can't!"

Joey was so surprised with what he heard that he softened completely and instantly fell out of Kor's backside…

"My God, Kor… what's wrong? Did I hurt you? I didn't mean to… honest. I thought you wanted this as much as I did! What the fuck is wrong?"

"I hope you'll understand, Joey. It's not you! My brain is about to explode! I have a lover! I made a commitment! I'm the one that's tearing myself up over this! I so wanted to make you happy too! I really did! I've had the hots for you as bad as you have for me! I admit it! I thought I could enjoy us sharing a secret and still not hurt my partner… but I can't live this way in my head. Eaton said something to me earlier today… that I had to follow my heart, and not my cock! Damn little kid… he was totally right on! You and I lust each other, Joey… but I love my partner, and that does make a difference…all the difference. I am so fuckin' sorry, I wanted us to work out too. But my heart just won't allow me to have a desired affair along side my true relationship. Please try to understand. Please help me through this. Don't abandon me as a friend!"

"FUUUUUCKKKKKKK! SHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIITTTTTTTTTT! DAAAAAAAAAAMNNNN! Kooooyyyyyyyyy! You know what you're asking?"

(Moments of silence, and then…) Uh… Yes I guess you do!"

Chapter Thirteen

"Look, Kor… I'm trying not to get pissed here! You want it, you don't! Then you want it again… and another no! I'm telling you I sure in hell want it with you,… from you, and in you! I'm so hot and horny right now, I could tie you to the bed frame and take it by force and not give a shit! But…"

"But what??? I gotta know what you are thinking… I'm hurtin' like never before! I don't understand myself! If you can…help me!"

"I'll try, Man! It may not be what you want to hear, but I'll tell you what I really think. Here goes… (deep breath)… I think you're Bi as all get out! You got a GF that you are committed to, and you still want my cock and kisses. Well, you need both… BOTH, I said. And I don't give a crap if you screw that woman to high heaven; I still want you as bad as you need me! Got that! We're meant to satisfy each other, Dude… live with it! It's the fuckin' truth!"

"Truth? TRUTH??? You want the fuckin' truth? I'll tell you the truth… I don't have a girl friend! I am not Bi… I'm totally GAY, and so is my partner. My partner and I are as close to being married as we can be, and still keep a straight image to the public! The real problem right now is that if I do what I want with you, it feels like I'm violating my marriage! Now, that's the fuckin' truth! What else is part of the truth?… The fact that with having said all that, I still want you! I still want you to want me! See why I'm so screwed up? DAAAAAAAAMNNNN!!!!"

Total silence prevailed for what seemed like a small part of eternity, until Korey was weeping bitterly from the lack of response by Joey, who lay there just staring into Kor's face in complete astonishment. Until… Joey very slowly moved closer to Korey again, reached out both arms, and drew Korey's head to his chest and began stroking Kor's hair in a tender touch that showed compassion… and wiping away Kor's tears.

"Damn, Kor… I had no idea! I never figured… I am so sorry I've put you through all this with my ignorance. I wish you had told me before that your partner was a guy. You are so lucky to have a person you can love that much. No one has ever loved me like that. I've been used and dropped so many times I feel like a cracked flower vase… except that now, I am experiencing something so foreign that I can't let it get away from me. Even though you need to refuse being sexual with me, I sense that you actually love me in spite of all the rest. I'm gonna make you a promise, Kor… and it surprises me as much as it will you… Sex or no sex… I'll be here for you, no matter what! Hear me, Korey… I love you, even without sex!" Now it was Korey's turn to be stunned to silence! After a long pause, and a deep exhale, All Kor could say was…

"If you really mean that… I think I can handle it and remain your best friend and your helper. But I do think I need to tell my partner about it so he won't think he's being two-timed. Would that be a problem for you? I mean, I'm asking your permission to tell him. If you say no, I'll honor your request and figure something else out. Be honest… very honest, Joey. I have to have direction."

"Can I decide in the morning? I gotta decide if being 'outed' to someone I don't know might cause some problems for the future. Oh, you're certainly worth it… but I'm not sure I'm ready to handle the exposure… especially since I do lead so many scout things."

"Of course… take your time, and I'll go with whatever you decide. I will say that I trust my lover with my life, and if I ask him, he'll keep your secret too. I am confident about that."

"Kor… uh… would it be a violation of your so-called wedding vows to kiss me G'night?"

"Naw! I don't think that counts as an affair!"

The two slept quietly side-by-side comfortably in the knowledge that what they had was still beautiful and would not really harm their relationship after all. At least that's what they believed for now… at least not until Kor's partner's identity was ever disclosed by an accidental goof or a third party slip of the tongue.

The next morning, after Kor and Joey showered and dressed, there was a knock on the door. When Joey opened the door, two kids ran in and jumped all over him… causing him to fall back onto the bed from surprise…

"Hey, 'Matt'… scout Eaton and scout Casey reporting for nature study badge work, Sir!"

"Fellas…fellas… not till after breakfast at least!"

"But we're already at attention…SIR!"

"Yeah… I can tell that by the pressure against my legs, dudes… but we're not alone. Kor's here, and he doesn't know about the curriculum!"

"Oh yes he does! He's been our… "

"Case! Shut up! You almost said too much already! Damn, little Brother… when we said no one was supposed to know, that means even Korey, and even Joey!"

"Uh, Eaton… Kor knows that you two play with me already. And I know that he used to sit with you two back when your folks were still alive. So, don't be so hard on Casey. We both know that you knew all this, so the show of shock doesn't benefit any of us. But Case…it is true that no one else should ever hear about it. Please be careful from here on out… for all our sakes…OK?"

"Yes, Weblos Leader, Sir! Just so you know… it was fun to watch your face when I blurted it out! Yeah… we knew you both knew! I just wanted some laughs! G'mornin!"

"You little rascal! I ought to… oh, never mind!"

"Uh, Kor… Larry, uh…Mr. F. sent us to tell you he's waiting for you both in the Dining Room for breakfast. He wants to finalize this afternoon's concert material."

"Thanks, Eaton. We're ready to go. Want to walk down with us?"

"Sure! I wanna try the stairs anyway. They're so neat, all rustic wood n' rocks."

Sure enough, Larry was waiting as expected. It was a buffet service during breakfast time, so there was no ordering to do… just every man for himself style. The spread was worthy of a king! Fruit, hot and cold cereals, bacon, ham, sausage patties, (even fresh caught trout), hot waffle machines and batter for guests to fix their own, a huge selection of breads and jams, pastries and muffins, juices, beverages… you name it! Most of the band kids had already played locust on the crops, so what was out now was all hot restock.

After all had their fill, Larry told the boys to go check out the river and pond that had its source of Yosemite Falls behind the Lodge area… it being a 1/2-mile [800 m] hike that would occupy them while Kor and Joey helped Larry set the program order. When that job was completed, Korey asked Joey to go find the boys, because he needed to chat with Mr. F. about another matter, and then they'd both come meet up at the falls. Joey said yes, and took off for the trail.

"Lar… we gotta talk! Can we go sit by the river… in a private spot…please?"

"Sure, Kor! You sound serious… there a problem?"

"Guess you could say that! But let's get alone before I say anything else."

Out in front of the hotel and across a small meadow, there was a spot by the Merced River where it widened out and slowed down to a peaceful flow, and along its edge was a pleasant beach that wasn't yet occupied by anyone else this early. The two sat at the water's edge where they could see Half Dome to their left as the sun hit it, making it sparkle like a gem stone in the early morning splendor of the park…

"Lar… I don't know how to start! I was gonna wait till Joey gave me permission to share things… but I can't wait. If I don't tell you now, I may never have the guts to be honest. Don't worry… Joey has no idea that you are my lover…He just knows I have one, and that it's a guy, not a girl like he figured before."

"I'm listening, my Love! Take your time and breathe deeply! As I told you before… nothing will ever change how I feel about you! Besides, I might have already figured it out… but you need to be the one to say it."

"Last night… uh… oh Jeesh, this is so hard… last night, we… I mean, I…uh… actually was so horny that I… I… let my cock head think instead of my brain and heart!……………………………… I… uh… let, no… I asked Joey to fuck my ass! He's been wanting us to be close, and I had to admit I had wanted him too… even before you and I… uh… got well acquainted!…………………………… But… after he was… in me,… I had to tell him to stop! I had to tell him I had a lover, and I couldn't allow myself to… two-time on my commitment! God, Lar… it shocked the shit out'a him! It was like I shot him in the heart with a gun, or something!"

"Kor… After he got over the initial shock, what did he say?"

"He said he understood, and he would stay my friend, even if we didn't have sex… ever. I expected him to slug me and run the hell out'a the room… but he stayed and tried to comfort me while I sobbed like a baby. I asked him if I could tell my partner about it having happened. He said he'd let me know today… but that he was worried that if someone he didn't know found out that he was gay, it could ruin his future. What really surprised me was that he said I was worth it, but he had to decide if he could handle being 'outed'."

"So… did he give you permission?"

"Not yet… and I am worried about telling you before he says so… but Lar… I just couldn't go any longer to confess to you about my screw-up! I'm scared as hell to tell you, but I'm more worried about not saying so! I'm beside myself! Can you understand at all?" Are we all done because I wanted his cock?"

"Kor… listen to me! Read my lips! I love you! I do understand! I also take some of the blame; like I said last time we discussed the situation. We have not been able to be together any where near as much as I want, or you need! We can't be until you graduate… we both know that! At your age, your body craves sexual activity as much as you emotionally need to be truly loved. I am not a bit surprised that Joey being so near has affected you like it has. And I certainly understand the drive that hormones cause. In all honesty, I get the same powerful desire whenever the boys hop into my bed because you and I haven't been able to get together much. I'm lucky that I'm old enough to keep control in the situation. When I was your age, I had no ability to refuse any chance that presented itself."

"Are you saying that it's OK for me to use Joey when you and I… I'm getting confused!"

"NO… but I am saying that I understand why last night took place. I am also saying that I hope it doesn't happen again, but that it hasn't ruined you and me. I know it's part my doing, and for that I apologize. So… let's both consider it water under the bridge, and make concentrated efforts to avoid it happening again. If you hadn't told me, it could have done damage… but Kor… you took the right steps, and as far as I'm concerned…it's over! And as far as I'm concerned, Joey will not find out that you told me… unless he gives permission. And even then… It might still be best that he doesn't know who your lover is, but just that the relationship was not damaged when the truth is discovered."

"Larry… I don't deserve you! You're just too good to be real!" (Inhale)… "But, I'm sure glad that it's all true! I love you so much! I always will!"

"I know that, my Sweet! And the same of me toward you! Now… you think you can make it through the rest of the day in one piece? The boys, the band, and even Joey all need you at your best!"

"Oh, God, yes!… YEEESSS!"

Both stood up, glanced around to see if they were still alone… seeing no one anywhere nearby… embraced and kissed quickly, and then headed back to the hiking trail to the falls.

When they arrived at the base of the falls, they found Casey with his camera, trying to figure out how to get as many levels of the falls in one picture as possible. Larry told him that the spot for that shot was back near the start of the trail. So Case asked that if he got someone else to take a picture, could we all be in it together… even Joey, because he seemed like he belonged, too. Larry approved, and an elderly man spoke up that he was a professional photographer, and would be happy to take a few shots to get the best for our 'family' album.

Eaton mentioned the concert to the old guy, and made sure he knew he was welcome to attend. The man offered to take a couple shots of the entire band with his wide-angle-lens pro cam and send enough prints for all the kids back to the school before the end of the school year. Korey added a request for one enlargement for the school display case, to which the gentleman agreed… and it was time to return to the hotel and dress for the program.

While Joey and Korey changed into their uniforms, Joey mentioned that he noticed that Kor seemed in better spirits. Kor remarked that he was more settled as to what he would say to his partner, if Joey gave permission… so now he was concentrating more on the concert and stuff. Joey paused for a couple minutes, and then gave his permission for Kor to share his heart with his lover… but asked for it not to be made a public thing that could cause damage. Korey said that he knew his partner would agree to silence, even if there developed any strain of relationship for a while. And the two young people took off for the performance area together, both in a good mood.

The rest of the week-end was a fabulous experience for all the students and advisors. By the time the busses were loaded for home, it was crash time for the entire lot! Back at school, families picked up their kids and disbursed accordingly. It being a Sunday night now, Korey decided he better head to his own condo. Joey went to his house, and Larry and the boys went to theirs as well.

The next week-end brought with it a camp-out for the District Scout program… a Jamboree at the Monterey Fairgrounds. Every troop in the District would be in competition for skill awards and troop challenges… and this included the Weblos Dens from the local Cub Scouts as well. So on Wednesday evening prior to the Jamboree, 'Matt' (remember it's really Joey!) called a special meeting of all his members to polish up on skills and arrange tent assignments. Billy would share with 'Matt' because of being his brother. Eaton and Case would also share partly because of being brothers, and also to put a more experienced scout with a Weblos trainee. (All this was part of Jamboree requirements.)

Since the boys would be out late, Larry asked Joey to bring them home after the meeting because he needed to go elsewhere for business reasons. (Actually, he went to Korey's for some closeness, and to aid Kor's driving needs.) Joey agreed. So, after the meeting was over, Joey did as he was asked… and took the boys back to the house. All was dark, so Joey escorted the guys inside to make sure all was well on the western front!

Casey got an idea… "Hey, Joey… it's not late yet! Wanna see the pictures of the trip. We haven't seen them either, so we can all watch them together. Who knows how soon Daddy will make it back here." "Sounds cool, kiddo! As long as your homework is done and you're not tired yet, I'd like that!"

"I'll go get the vid cam. Haven't had time to make a DVD yet! Eaton…can you set up the TV input and maybe get us some cokes…please?"

"Sure thing, L'il Bro! I'm anxious to see the fun stuff we did with Dad and Kor too. We haven't seen that either."

"UH…Eaton? You three include Korey in family activities a lot?"

"Yeah… ever since he became Dad's Student Director, he's been over a lot… well, since Dad became ours after the funeral and stuff at least. I bet Dad will have you over often when you take over the position; lots'a school planning! We'd sure like it if he did. Then we'd see you a lot more than just at scouts!"

"Think so? Cool! I'd like that too!"

Casey brings the cam to Eaton, who hooks it up to the big screen TV. The three all sit on the couch, Joey in the middle…a boy on each side… closely on each side, I may add! Joey's arms behind each boy, and one hand from Eaton and one from Case just happened to be resting on Joey's thighs!

Lights dim, screen lights up, and film begins. It takes a couple minutes for action to get going, but all of a sudden, Eaton screams out…

"SHHHHHHHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIT!"

… and turns off the cam as soon as he possibly can… but not before all three realize what actually showed up on screen!

"Uh… Eaton? Casey?… How in the hell?… So that's it! That's the answer! I should have guessed! Korey using Larry's condo… OH GOD! I gotta go, guys! This is too much to handle!"

Joey runs out of the house and his tires screech as he tears out of the driveway and down the street.

Chapter Fourteen

Joey arrives at the condo and notices Larry's car parked a block away, just out of immediate sight of the place so as to avoid suspicion at this late hour. If it had been earlier, no one would think badly about a teacher and his student assistant working on a final program for graduation… especially since Larry owned the condo. But now, after 10 PM… just a tad beyond regular visiting hours, if you get the drift; so Larry left his car a distance away for the sake of safety. The problem though… Joey recognized the car and the license number, and now knew the secret that Korey had been keeping for so long. Joey parked a few houses away and sat there watching until Larry left for home.

The entire time Joey sat there, his anger grew, almost to an explosive level. His nerves were raw… his muscles tensed and flexed in mock punches, and his eyes burned with salty tears caused by a combination of fear, hatred and frustrated love.

He actually began talking to himself as he seethed in a pool of emotion…

"God…how can I be so screwed up? I love Korey… but I also hate him right now! And Mr.F. ? He's my competition! But, shit! I can sure understand why Kor loves him too! He's a great teacher and has so much compassion for all of his students… for me too! FUCK! I feel like killing him… but I… I… DAMN, I may love him too! He chose me to take Kor's place at school… is it possible he wants me for other reasons too? He knows about me and his kids, and he's been so cool about it! CRAAAAAAAAAAAAAP! He's a teacher… this isn't right…any way I look at it! He and Kor… well, Kor's 18! I'm not! Oh God, brain… turn off! TURN OFF!"

Larry finally leaves the premises around midnight, and calls home to check on the boys… because he rather expects that Joey having taken the boys home would automatically stay with them until Larry got home. Eaton answers the phone…

"Hello? Mr. F. is busy right now, may I help you?"

"Eaton… it's Dad! You guys OK? Is Joey still there with you?"

"UH…uh, No he isn't, Dad. He… uh… stayed a while, but left in kind of a hurry! We're fine… I guess!"

"I guess??? I don't like that sound! I'll be there in about five minutes. What's going on?"

"Dad… don't speed or nuthin'… it's just that Case feels kind'a sick to his stomach. We'll be fine till you get here… honest!"

"Alright… tell Case I'm on the way!" **click**

Meanwhile, Joey gets out of his car and heads for Kor's front door… trying to decide whether to break in and attack Korey, or start quietly to confront him and see what happens before letting loose with pent up anger.

He rings the doorbell, and waits for Korey to open the door, but stands there like a statue when he sees Kor facing him ...

"Hey, Joey! What brings you here this late, Man? We got school tomorrow! Uh, you look upset. Come in, lemme help you!"

Joey walks in slowly, staring into Kor's eyes, and remaining silent… having no idea how to start a conversation. He stands there inside the door as if he wants to slug the shit out of Korey, and yet… also trying to hold back from doing it. Then, almost collapses from all the tension he was feeling, and begins to weep bitterly. Kor grabs him, keeping him from falling to the floor, and gets him to the couch… makes him sit down, and then sits next to him, holding him closely… trying to comfort Joey and let him calm down so he could explain what was wrong…

"Fuck you, Dude! Let go of me!"

"What the ? It's me… Korey… I'm here for you, Joey!"

"Hell you are! You S.O.B.! How could you! Why didn't you tell me! I gotta work with him all next year! Shit!"

"What are you talking about, Joey? How could I what? Work with who?"

"You fucker! You know who! He just left here!"

"You mean Mr.F.? He owns the place! He has a right to come by to check on things. Besides, we were working on a project together a little later than usual. I don't understand what you mean!"

"Yeah! What project? C'mon… tell me what project! Was it anything like a new video?"

"Video? You lost me! I… I…"

"Fancy cabin… upstairs bedroom overlooking a lake… looked a hell of a lot like a honeymoon suite to me! So that's who you felt bad about two-timing! God, Kor… you said it was another guy… you never said it was HIM!"

"Joey… uh… uh… how the… there really is a video? FUCK! I thought they were kidding! OMG… "

"They who??? What do you mean?"

"Joey, listen to me…carefully! Never mind how mad you are at me… we gotta think more about Larry right now… both of us! The boys, Joey… the boys! They secretly took a video of that night, and kidded us about it. We actually thought they were joking about the whole thing! They didn't want to hurt anyone. They're not like that! I bet they thought they had erased it or recorded over it when we started to film a family outing and the trip to Yosemite."

"Yeah… they did invite me to see the Yosemite trip, and when the film started, the bedroom scene came on instead. They almost panicked and shut it off fast, probably thinking or at least hoping I didn't see enough to figure things out. I'd say they had no desire to hurt Mr. F's reputation. They love him too much for that!"

"Joey… answer me one thing… it's critical! Do you want to hurt Larry?"

"Shit, Kor… at first I did, and I came here to knock you to hell, too! But, now… somehow, I can't hate either one of you. Mr. F. means a lot to me, Kor… and actually, so do you! Maybe even more that you want to mean! So do those boys! If I turned on Mr. F., he could lose his job. I just can't do that to him or the little guys. As far as you're concerned, I can't help it… I think I 'm in love with you, too! I don't care if you're attached to him… I still want you! Just tell me if you have any feelings for me… please tell me!"

"Joey… I love Larry with all my heart, and always will. But… but… I have to admit that if there was a way for me to have both of you… I'd jump at the chance! But right now, I can't think about that! I have to figure out how to keep Larry's butt out'a the frying pan! And if you want me to even consider you and me… you'll agree to help me save him!"

Meanwhile… Larry gets home and finds Casey laying on the couch in fetal position, shaking and crying… Eaton rubbing his back and trying to settle him down. Larry almost runs to the couch and picks up Case, holding him to his chest, and whispering into his little ear…

"Case…Case… easy now! Talk to me, Son… what's the matter my sweet boy!"

"Daddy…Daddy…I didn't mean it! I didn't!"

"Mean what? What do you think you did?"

"Oh, Daddy… I thought it was all gone!"

"Dad… maybe I should tell you. Case is so upset! Well, so am I, actually, but I'll try!"

"Someone tell me! Please! I can't help if I don't know what this is all about!"

"Well, Dad… Joey brought us home, right? You asked him to, so he did it. We asked him if he was gonna wait till you got here, and he said he would. So we thought we could watch the film of Yosemite while he waited."

"That was a good thing. So what's wrong. Joey's never hurt you before. Did he this time?"

"No, Dad… we accidentally hurt you. Remember the kidding we did at the lake cabin… you know… 'film at eleven thing'! Uh… uh… well… we sort'a thought we'd taken it off the camera when we made a DVD of it… and then we decided to destroy the DVD too… 'cause we just couldn't take a chance that anyone would see it by accident."

"Eaton… are you trying to tell me… that… making the DVD didn't automatically remove the stuff from the camera?"

"I guess! We don't know why it didn't! But when we started to show Yosemite, there was the bedroom scene! We shut it off as soon as we…"

"But Joey saw enough to tell what was really happening, and that it was Korey and I doing it?"

"UH…yeah! Dad, we're so sorry! We didn't mean… We'd never do that to you in a million years… it was really an accident!"

"I believe you, Eaton. And Case… I know you didn't mean it to happen either. I have to call Korey, right now! As soon as I talk to him, I'll have an idea what we all can do now to keep this in the family. God, I have no idea what to do about Joey!"

Larry calls Korey, hoping that he's still awake…

"Kor? Sorry if I woke you up! But we have to talk! I got home to find Casey all upset, and Eaton told me something really shocking."

"Lar… I think I know already! Joey's over here… and we probably just had the same discussion. Is it about the cabin thing?"

"Yes, Kor… exactly! You say Joey's there with you now?"

"Yes he is! And I gotta tell ya, he's so messed up over the whole thing. He's torn between killin' us both and lovin' us both. I'm not sure just what to do at this point."

"Well, why don't the two of you come over here right now. I'll put the boys to bed so we three can talk it all out. We have to decide what has to be done before we all show up at school tomorrow. It's better for us to lose sleep than to let things go uncontrolled tomorrow."

"It's fine with me, Lar… but I'll ask Joey if he'll come too… just a sec… Joey? Lar wants us both to come to his place…now. Will you join us… for his sake…please?… Yeah I know it's hard… it's tough for me to face him right now too… but we gotta settle things now!… Say you will… say you'll do it for the boys!… OK, I'm sure you won't be sorry you said yes… Uh, Lar…we're on our way."

"OK, Boys… I'm putting you two in bed. You both need some sleep! I want you to realize that I believe you that this was all an accident! I am not mad at you! I am upset that the situation exists, but I surely don't hate you guys. I want you to get your rest. I'll take care of it. Upstairs and get ready… I'll tuck you in in a couple minutes."

"Daddy… can me and Eaton sleep together tonight? I need him to be with me. I couldn't sleep alone tonight! I know I couldn't"

"Of course, Case. Head on up! And… remember, I love you both! I will forever! No matter what!"

Then Larry prays…

"Oh God, I know You've given me these boys and Korey too. Right now I need some strength and guidance. Please help me not to be angry with my sons! I know my choices may not be your greatest plan for all of us, but if You didn't bless us so much already, I might not think that You loved us even in our current relationships. I also know You gave me my job! And I know You've blessed the results I have in it daily. Give me some direction! And if You decide I have to quit… I'll obey. I just can't believe You'd change Your mind about us all being together. I don't know what else to ask… right now, I need help with the boys! After that…well, AMEN!"

And upstairs Larry went, hoping to still show deep love for the little guys that just turned his total world upside down.

As he arrives in Eaton's bedroom, he certainly finds Case cuddled close to Eaton in the bed. Case is still looking sad, and not yet settled that all is well…

"Daddy… It really was an accident. You gotta believe that! At first, when I told Eaton I took the pictures, I thought maybe we could use it to make you play games with us… but Eaton made me see that was kind'a like blackmail or somthin'. So we both decided we couldn't do that to you. We wanted you to love us because you wanted to…not because we made you! I cut up the DVD with scissors. I thought it was all gone! Honest I did! Daddy…forgive me…please!"

"Casey… I told you it was over! I am not angry with you. I know it was an accident. I know you didn't mean to hurt me! Please forgive yourself. I have!"

"Uh… Daddy? Can Korey come up so I can tell him too! I gotta say sorry to him too…or I still won't sleep!"

"OK, Kiddo! That will let me talk to Joey alone as well. I'll send Kor up to see both of you… but not for long. You both have to get some rest!"

After hugs and kisses, Larry tucked both boys in and left the room. Returning downstairs, he found Korey and Joey both sitting in the living room… on two different chairs, across from each other… rather than on the couch. He could feel the tension, but he decided that he could not react to it if he was going to remain the catalyst for a solution to the problem they all faced together ...

"Hey guys… thanks for coming over. I know this won't be easy for any of us, but I do believe we can come to an agreement that will help us all. Uh… Kor? Before we three start, the boys want to see you upstairs for a few minutes. Let me chat with Joey alone while you go see what they want. Is that OK?"

"Yeah… guess I can do that! Call me when you're ready for me to join in down here again!"

He goes to the boys' room, and sits on the edge of the bed. Both Case and Eaton share their hearts with him. Then Eaton asks for a hug from Kor to let them know that he's not mad at them. He responds with hugs and kisses for both boys. Still not having heard Larry call him back downstairs, he lays back on the bed between the boys… not to sleep, but just to give them more assurance that he had no malice toward them for their accidental 'outing' of him and Larry as being lovers.

During this same time downstairs…

"Well, Joey… I suppose I don't have to give any details. You've seen the truth, and you know the boys well enough to believe this was all an accident. So, what I need to know is what you are feeling right now!"

"God, Mr. F., I wish I knew! I am so messed up in my head! But… I'll try!"

"First, Joey… forget the Mr. F. thing here! Right now, I'm not your teacher, but a friend who cares a lot about you and your feelings. Call me Larry! I am not your superior tonight… I am your equal, and we share the need to get things settled for all our sakes."

"Like I said, Mr.… uh Larry… I'll try!… (Deep breath)… To start with, I know you've known all the things I've been teaching your boys and you've never got mad at me or told me to stop! That's hard for me to understand, but I have been real pleased with your attitude about it all. Then, when you chose me to be the new Student Assistant after Korey… it flabbergasted me, but I can't tell you how it made me feel. I mean, it put me on top of a mountain… sort'a… because no one has ever made me feel as important as you did by choosing me! Before that, I liked you as a teacher, but when you did that… I added respect to my feelings… almost like your nickname 'Papa' meant a lot more to me than to the other kids in class."

"But now…?"

"Please…let me continue before I chicken out! And the longer I spent time with you, the more I began to feel stronger toward you. Do you have any idea how a gay guy like me starts to think things that aren't really there? And of course, I couldn't say anything… no one else knew I was gay! Not even you! I couldn't take a chance on losing what you had given me in order to try for something else I wanted. But then… as Kor spent time with me, it kind'a became noticeable that he and I had more in common than just Drum Major stuff…know what I mean? And sparks started to fly between us. It bothered him a lot that he had a lover the whole time he and I got closer… and eventually, he told me he couldn't be unfaithful. I told him that his girl friend never needed to know… but then, he told me it wasn't a girl! Man, I wanted to win him over so bad! And God knows…I still want him! But, Larry… when I discovered it was you I wanted to steal him from… I went bananas!"

"Joey… Joey… I know exactly what you're going through. I've already told Korey I understood because of my own teen-aged years. That's not important right now, but I do feel your pain. I would have never allowed this to hurt you if it had been in my control to keep you from it all. Believe me… you are important to me and to my boys! So whatever we work out… it must help you as much as it does me, or I won't be satisfied with the solution. Can you believe that enough for us to get busy on the problem as a team?"

"I guess so! You have always treated me fairly and caringly. But it seems crazy that you'd even talk to me with me liking Korey so much!"

"We can handle that part later…with Korey here too. Right now, can we put our minds on what will help us both instead of our differences?"

"Uh…Yeah… Larry. I guess since you listened to me, I feel better… I think we can now!"

"Good! Good! Let me call Korey back down then… KOR…………"

Korey hears his name, and gets up off the bed, giving the boys one more kiss and heading back downstairs…

"Sit down, Kor… I think Joey's ready for all of us to put our heads together for a while."

Kor sits in the same chair as before, so the three are in a triangle, easily able to communicate by eye and by word. But he begins by looking directly into Larry's eyes and trying to get a few words out…

"Lar… I gotta get something off my chest too, before we all get into it. Joey… uh, I gotta tell him all about us first… to clear the air of anything that might shoot us in the foot later. You OK with that?"

"If you think it'll help instead of making things worse, I guess I don't mind!"

"Thanks, Joey… that means a lot to me right now! Uh, Lar… I told you that Joey and I had one time together, and that it bothered me that I wasn't pure to you… and you already forgave me, and told me to do it no more. But…"

"Kor… I know what you're about to say, at least I think I do… so if you really don't want to tell me right now, it's OK."

"Damn it, Lar… I gotta! You know that too! And so does Joey! If we're all not honest tonight, we'll never solve anything! I allowed Joey and me to have another night together…all night… a real affair! I was horny as hell, and besides, I discovered that I loved him too.… maybe not as deeply as I love you… but no excuses! He and I are so much alike! I cheated on you again, Lar… and I feel like shit about it, but I won't say I disliked it. Damn it… I love you both! You as my committed lover, and Joey as… as… a close companion that I don't want to lose. I'm not asking for forgiveness this time… just understanding and compassion… that is if you both don't tell me to go to hell and get lost!"

"Alright then… if it's honesty you want, honesty you'll get! Look at me, both of you! You take me for some stupid innocent teacher who can't see the forest for the trees? Well, I'm not! I could read you both like a book from the first day you each came into my classroom. You've heard about gaydar? Well, it's a real thing. And I have cultivated mine for years! Kor… I knew the day you fell for me over two years ago, and I also knew I couldn't let you know that by responding until you were 18. It wasn't easy, because I wanted to make things happen for us both since that first day. I just couldn't. Then, I noticed the same thing in Joey last year. Yes, Joey… you did a great job of keeping it covered up to everyone else, but I could pick up your vibes. I knew you had a crush on Korey. It was none of my business when I first detected it. I knew what you were feeling inside… the need to appear straight… the battle raging to be with him… all of it. Somehow it became part of my plan to get you two together, in case nothing ever came from my love for Kor."

"You mean… you planned that we…"

"Now who's interrupting? Yes, I planned for Joey to take over, so that you, Kor, would have time with him, and things could evolve, if they were going to. But that was months before you and I discovered our love and things became legal age-wise for it to happen freely. And Joey… tell me I'm wrong if I am, but just about four months ago… you began to think of me more than just a caring teacher as well… am I right?"

"DAMN, Mr.… I mean, Larry… was it that obvious?"

"Not to anyone else, Joey, so relax! It was my gaydar again! SOMETIMES I WISH IT WASN'T SO DAMN ACCURATE. But that being beside the point… with you still being underage, I had to ignore it just like I did with Kor the year before. And if it has to be a confessional night before it's a solution night… yes, I had feelings toward you too. So my struggle began all over again when Kor and I became committed as a couple. The only difference between Korey and me is that I didn't follow through with acting on my guts. But that comes with age and possible weight of consequences to a guy in my position."

"So that's why you didn't expose me doing things with your kids, Larry?"

"You were meeting my boys' needs, and I knew they wanted it…all of it… so yes, it was for you as well as for them. Well, for me too, I suppose. I figured that if they had you, and all of you were under-aged, they'd not be so interested in keeping Korey actively involved with them… putting him in a legal problem. And it got me off the hook, too… because they had made it clear that they wanted to be in a relationship with me too… out of the purity of their love for me. And if you want to know, that too was a struggle for me. But I've handled it so far!"

"Uh, Lar? Are you telling me that if you hadn't controlled yourself to the max, you might have added Joey and the boys to…"

"Yes, Kor… that's exactly what I'm saying. The key is that I didn't… not that I never had the desires! Sometimes I almost cry at night in bed because I want to give my little guys all they want from me. That's why I can understand you so well. So… now… can we get to the business at hand?"

"Well, as far as I'm concerned, you can count on me not to expose you two on campus or anywhere else, Larry. For one reason, of you two were discovered, I'd lose both of you and I'd probably be 'outed' because of my reaction to what happened to you."

"That's good to know, Joey… especially since you and I will be working together all year when school starts up again in the Fall."

"But Lar… when I move in with you after graduation… what about me and Joey?"

"Well… since I got you two started into whatever, and I realize that I won't always be free and available because of my responsibilities… I suppose I could live with two of my best friends helping each other out occasionally… as long as there was no threat to the heart of my relationship with you, Kor! That part would be up to you! I can't control that. You're the only one that can make it work or not."

"But Larry… that makes it harder for me to even think of doing things with Kor. You have so much love for him that you'd let him be with me If either I or he needed it, and that screws with my head! How can I do that to you… uh… maybe if I just keep your boys happy so you two can…"

"Joey… that took guts to say! I'm going to leave those details for you two to work out between you. As long as none of this gets to campus personnel, I'm good with trusting your judgment abilities… both of you."

Total silence for several minutes, and then both young men stood, walked to Larry, reached out their arms, and pulled him into a huge hug. Then, just as unplanned as the hug… each person kissed the other two, and sighed a sign of relief that all agreed to the direction to be followed.

It was well after two thirty in the morning, so Larry suggested that at least a couple hours of sleep was in order, or the day ahead might not have a chance of seeming normal. Korey suggested he use the couch. Joey suggested he use Casey's bed since Case was sleeping with Eaton, and Larry headed for his own bed.

The alarm went off at 6:00 AM, and five bodies began to float around in a semi-daze. The word, 'tired', wasn't strong enough, but there was no way it could be allowed to affect the school day… so Korey drove Joey back to his car, and headed into the condo to get dressed for the day. Joey hot-footed it back to his own house for the same reason, but found his front door locked, and the spare key taken from its hiding place in the planter out front. A note was taped above the door handle…

"Joey… since you must have found another bed to sleep in, I hope you enjoy it! Because I'm through hiding your secrets for you. I've ignored the truth too long! Since I'm so unimportant that you can't even call to let me know you're safe…then you're on your own! I give up! I can't help because your father left me for another woman! I knew you always held me responsible for his leaving when you were so young…and that you always sought other male figures in your life to replace him. But I was hoping I meant enough to you that I wouldn't lose you too. Now I can see that someone else is more important to you than I am. Good-bye!……….. Mother!"

Joey sat on the porch and completely crashed emotionally!

Chapter Fifteen

But… Joey's head was swimming with thoughts and questions… Now what? She threw me out! The bitch! I'm not eighteen yet… How the fuck can she do that to me? It ain't legal… is it? Maybe I can ask Mr. F… uh, Larry. Oh God… what if he can't or won't help me, because I love Korey? Shit… I don't wanna be a part of all that Social Services crap! DAMN! What am I saying… Larry isn't that uncaring… I gotta at least ask him!

All Joey's clean clothes were locked inside the house, and somehow he had left his cell phone at Larry's place when he headed to his own house. He knew he had to talk to Larry somehow, but his clothes smelled too bad to wear them to school, and there was no way for Joey to call him for immediate help. So, he headed to the park to wait out the school day before walking back to Larry's house in the early evening… hoping to find Lar as soon as he came home from the day's work.

Larry arrived around 5:30 PM, and found Joey sitting on the back porch steps…

"Hey, Joey… missed you in classes today! What on earth happened to you? I knew you weren't ill, since you left my house in good health."

"Mr. F… shit… sorry! Larry… I gotta ask you a few things. I'm in trouble, and I hid back here till you got home because I didn't want to be seen by anyone at school or whatever. I need some real help!"

"Come on inside, Joey. I'll do whatever I can to help… you know that I will! Have you seen Eaton or Casey yet?"

"Uh… I saw them leave the house about an hour ago. Don't know where they went. Didn't want them to see me either!"

"That's strange, Guy! I would have thought you'd want them to see you and let you in to wait for me. Oh well… so talk to me… what's all this about?"

Joey handed Larry the note that was stuck to the door earlier, and sat there staring into space and shaking from nerves while Larry read it. Larry finished reading and then drew Joey's quivering body close to his own…

"Listen to me, Joey! First of all, you being still a minor, she can't just throw you out on the street, whether or not she feels that way right now. She is still legally responsible for your welfare. As far as the rest of her feelings, I'll be glad to go with you to work out differences and help restore some bonds that will help allow things to be on the level till you're old enough to leave on your own. I'm sure she still loves you as her son… even if she is in a shock mode right now. But first, you need to clean up. Go shower while I find you a sweat suit or something that you can put on, and then I'll go with you to your place and see if I can get her to let us in. OK?"

"Yeah! Guess that's a good idea. But Larry… what if I don't want to live with her any more? Is there any alternative if she still wants me out on my ass?"

"There are only three possibilities that I'm aware of, Joey. First, the obvious… being a foster kid in the system, which I don't really recommend for a guy your age. Secondly, some other adult might volunteer to be responsible for your welfare for the year left before you're old enough to be on your own… someone well known and respected who would be approved by your mother to act in her stead. And thirdly… emancipation comes to mind. That's when a young man can prove himself able to support himself and wise enough to be considered as an adult before his chronological age is such that the law recognizes his coming of age. I suppose that after we chat with your mother, we can follow any one of the three directions that seems best for you to pursue."

"Well, Larry… you know who I'd ask my mom to approve! That is…if you'd be willing to… uh… unless it'd be too much to ask with Korey and all… uh…"

"We'll cross that bridge when the time comes, Joey. Personally, I'd be more than glad to be responsible for you, but I still need to figure out my limits about you and Korey, plus I'd have to ask the school… and you might already figured what they'll say as soon as Korey moves in here with me this summer. I don't think I'll be able to hide that fact from them. Who knows, maybe they'll never get the idea that Kor and I… especially knowing I have two young sons now. But I won't even guess at this point. So, let's see your mother before we worry what comes next."

Larry and Joey hopped into Lar's car and headed to Joey's house. Upon their arrival, Larry knocked on the door, hoping that Joey's mother would see him through the glass, and answer the doorbell. No answer… two, three, four attempts… and still nothing! Not a sound… but wait! There was a certain smell coming through the cracks in the door… yes it was… GAS! Larry immediately got on his cell and called 911… mentioned the smell, and asked for the fire department to get there fast.

Three minutes later, the engine pulled up and a couple firemen jumped out and ran to the front steps… took one sniff… and ordered Larry and Joey to stand back as they chopped their way into the house. Sure enough, the stove knobs were turned to high, but the pilots had blown out. They began opening windows to air out the fumes… front and back windows… and any exit door they could find. It didn't take too long to make the rounds, until…

"Mr. Freeburg… will you please follow me into this room, sir… not you, son, just Mr. Freeburg right now."

Larry followed the fireman into the master bedroom, and suddenly stopped in his tracks. Although he had never met Joey's mother, he knew immediately! He turned away and headed back to the living room where Joey was waiting, as asked to do…

"Joey… sit down, son! I'm afraid I have something to tell you."

"AWWWWWWW FUUUCKKKKKK… you don't mean…?"

Grabbing Joey into his arms, and holding him tight, so as to not allow him to jump up and run to the bedroom…

"Yes, Joey… I am so sorry… but…"

"MMMMAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaammmmmaaaaaaaaaaaaa! NOoooooooooooooo! You didn't!……… You couldn't!……. That's not the good-bye I thought you meant! God, Larry… it's all my fault! I did that to her! Mama…I'm SORRY!"

Then Joey passed out on the couch… fainted! The fireman asked Larry if he ought to call an ambulance and transport Joey to the ER to make sure he was still OK, and Larry approved. The ambulance came, and Joey was placed on a gurney and whisked off to Carmel Community as a precaution. Of course, Larry rode there with Joey and the EMT as the siren pierced the air along the Old Holman Highway.

Meanwhile, the firemen called The Paul Mortuary about making the removal of the mother's body, but were told that since it was an apparent suicide, The County ME needed to take her first. The fireman seemed a bit embarrassed that he hadn't thought of that himself, but after all, this was his first month in the field, and had not yet experienced a death situation on his job.

By the time the ambulance made it to the Hospital, Joey revived from his fainting spell and had become very agitated over it being his fault that his mother had killed herself. Larry tried to calm him, to little avail. The ER nurse called for permission to sedate Joey so that the ER team could more easily examine him. Larry left the room and called Korey while the team did their work-up…

"Kor… I need you to go to my place and make sure the boys are OK… and then stay there till I get home. It's an emergency… but no, I'll tell you all about it when I get there. No… I'm fine. Kor… don't ask, please wait till I get there! Just go… thanks!"

Larry hated to keep things so secret, knowing Kor would be extra curious, and upset by the facts… but since another person coming to ER would cause more grief than being of help… and that the boys needed to have someone there with them as a safety item… it was his best choice of the moment.

It took about two hours for the sedation to wear off enough that Joey was able to talk and listen coherently. When he came to… Larry was right beside him, holding his hand and assuring him that things were under control. Larry also expressed the fact that it was not Joey's fault that this happened… that actually, she made her choice because of her own desire to be free from everything… Joey hadn't pushed her to it… she chose on her own to feel release… that even if Joey had never caused a single worry, she felt imprisoned from so many other things that she would have done the same thing.

"God, Larry… if I could only believe that… but her note…"

"Joey, I read it too, remember… and as I see it, she was trying to spare you of even seeing it all. She wanted you with someone else so you wouldn't have to find out what she had decided to do. In her own way, she loved you enough to allow you to have freedom that she couldn't have… probably feeling her bondage and pain since the day your father left. She wasn't saying that it was your fault… she was trying to spare you."

"What now, Larry? What am I gonna do now?"

"Well… for tonight, the Dr. has asked to keep you here for observation. I need to go check on the boys, but I'll come back in an hour or so, and spend the night in your room so you won't be left alone. Can you handle an hour or so?"

"I guess I can if I know you're coming back. Don't fail me, Larry…don't leave me alone all night…please!"

"Have I ever promised you or any of my students anything I haven't done? I will be back! Count on it! Try to relax enough so the nurse doesn't need to put you under again… I'll trust you to do that for me, and you trust that I'll be back! Got that?"

"Yes, Sir! And Larry….. thanks for being here for me!"

Larry notified the nurse that he was leaving for an hour or so, but that he'd return as close to that as possible. He asked if a recliner might be brought into the room so that he could stay the night comfortably. The nurse asked him if he was family to the young man, to which he replied…

"I'm the only family he has. Let that be enough reason to have the chair for the night!"

… And out the door he went, calling a cab because his car was still at Joey's house.

During the cab ride home, it suddenly dawned on Larry that no one had yet even thought of Joey's younger brother Billy. Where is he? Has he been home yet and discovered a broken front door and no one there? OMG… He's just a thirteen year-old kid! What will happen to him?…

"Cab driver, we need to go past 310 Grove Acres Avenue before we pick up my car…hurry, please."

"Yes sir… we're close to there anyway!"

The cab pulled up to Joey's place, and Larry jumped out…

"Wait here… I'll be back in a moment or two!"

Larry got to the door, and it was put back in place, covered with a temporary wooden sheet, and a police tape blocking entrance… and no sign of Billy. So back to the cab…

"To my car… oh crap! Sorry! My car is parked right across the street. Here's an extra $20 for your patience. Thanks for sticking around."

Larry could hardly believe he was so upset over Billy that he forgot where his car was parked. But with no sign of Billy yet, he still was quite concerned. So Lar called home to ask Korey if any of the boys had heard from Billy in the last hour or so… just hoping maybe Billy might think of Eaton and Case being trained in scouting by Joey occasionally, and call to speak to Joey. Korey asked Eaton, who said nope… but that he saw Billy at the team meeting right after school, and that he said something about going over to Mikey's for dinner and maybe some MII game play.

By the time Larry got that part of the answer, he was home already and heading inside. So he found Eaton and asked…

"Mikey who… for goodness sake?"

"Oh… uh, Mikey Gillis I think. He's the center on our team, Dad! Why?"

"Because I have to find Billy right away!" (Looking in phone book…)

" Gillis…Gillis…uh, on Pine Avenue?"

"Yeah, Dad…he lives on Pine."

Larry calls the Gillis residence…

"Hello, Mrs. Gillis? Larry Freeburg here… yes, the High School Music teacher, is Billy there with Mikey?… He is? Great! I need to talk to him… May I come over, please? No…don't call him to the phone… I have to talk to him face to face. Please don't interrupt his fun till I get there. I don't want to upset him. I'll explain when I arrive, Mrs. Gillis… Thanks a lot!"

Mrs. Gillis meets Larry at her front door, and invites him to the family room at the other side of the house from where the boys are. She seems worried about Billy, since she is aware of a few things Larry doesn't yet know…

"Mr. Freeburg, before I even tell Billy you're here… may I ask what it is that seems so important that his time with my son, Mikey needs to be interrupted?"

"Please call me Larry, Mrs. Gillis. The situation is this… his brother, Joey is in the hospital for the night, and there's no one at home right now. So I came by to tell him why."

"Call me Phyllis, Larry… and he is more than welcome to stay here tonight, if you can see your way to waiting till tomorrow to bring up the bad news of his brother. Billy came over this afternoon because he was upset and needed to feel like someone cared about him. I really think it better not to overload him with more negative input tonight. Can you understand that?"

"Yes I can, Phyllis… but I'll share with you what needs to be told, and then let's decide the where and when part. Fair enough?"

"That's reasonable! Please explain!"

"Evidently, Joey spent the night away from the house and didn't call his mom to keep her informed. So, when he did get home to get ready for school… the front door was locked, and a note was on the door. Long story short… Joey came to me for help after school. We went to his place to see if I could get his mom to let him in, only to discover she had passed away in her bed from gas inhalation… still being investigated as to being on purpose or accidental. Joey freaked and passed out; thus, the trip to the hospital for the night. I was so concerned for Billy that I had to find him before he went home and discovered an empty house and the reasons behind that fact."

"His mother is dead? OMG! Larry, you're right, he has to know… but if it can wait till tomorrow morning, I feel it's to his best benefit. He was so worked up when he arrived here today… something about being beaten and so angry over it… that if he can have a peaceful night of enjoyment and rest…"

"Alright, Phyllis. I will trust your judgment. Do you want me to come by in the morning and help, or do you want to handle it alone?" I certainly don't want the issue to be handled at school. There's no telling how he might react there."

"Let me see what his mood is in the morning, and may I call you if I think it might take two of us to handle it then?"

"Of course! My cell number is 408.555-9811, and I keep it on 24/7. I'll make sure I'm ready early just in case you call before school. Thank you for allowing me to come over tonight. At least I know Billy is safe for the night."

Meanwhile… upstairs in Mikey's bedroom…

(( Maybe even before we join the boys there, it might be important for you to know a little about Mikey! Mikey Gillis – Billy's classmate; also on football team as Center; knows Eaton as well, but one grade ahead of him. 14½, be 15 in a month or so; even though he's in 8th grade, he started a year late because of his b'date not allowing him to begin K until he was 6; also large for Jr. Higher – looks more like a HS football player; 5'11" [1.80 m] tall, weighing 220 lbs [100 kg]; blonde hair in military cut, light blue eyes; built like a tackle, rather than like a runner; has full 7" [18 cm] cut cock, medium thickness, entire length;))

"Dang, Mikey, your mom is so cool! If she hadn't said I could spend the night here tonight, I don't know what I would have done! I'm so pissed at Mom right now! She's been a bitch for a long time, but to beat me raw just because she found you and me playin' more than just puter games in my room! She had no fuckin' right to barge in like that!"

"You got that right, Billy! My mom at least knocks first! Fortunately she does, or she'd know just how good buddies we really are! Hell… you can take my whole 7" [18 cm] better'n anyone else on the team! And you're sure the best at hittin' that spot inside me! Your mom totally freaked at simply catching us jerkin' together! You sure didn't deserve those welts and open wounds! Did that ointment I put on you make it feel better?"

"Helped a lot, thanks! But what helped more is to know someone gives a shit about me and my feelings… well, of course Joey does, but… I shouldn't say this, but sometimes I wish Mom wasn't around any more and all I had was Joey! All I can think about right now is her yelling as she beat the snot out'a me: 'Little bastard! I won't have you turning out like Joey or your asshole of a Dad! Why are all the males in my life gay! I won't let you become that way too! I'll beat it out of you before it's too late!' Too late, hell… already is, and has been for at least three years! Joey knows that, and he's fine with it… and so are you, Mikey! Why can't Mom accept me for who I am!"

"Easy Billy! You're accepted here. I'd tackle the world to have you stay here if you ever had to run away from home to keep from getting' beat! I'd hope my mother would take you in at a moment's notice. If she knew how bad your back looks right now, she'd go to court on your behalf…I know she would! Now, cuddle up and let's get some sleep… unless of course, you feel like letting some of your tension off first! We haven't spooned in a while!"

"God, I'd love that! On your side, Mikey! I need to plug you from behind! I need to have a little shot of being in charge after bein' so deflated by Mom's tirade!"

"Anything you need tonight, Billy. Just don't take out your anger on my ass! You know I can take it rough, but I like the way you treat me when we're both in a tender mood! And remember… I may not get mad, but I can sure get even!"

Both guys laugh over that comment, which got Billy to relax a bit and let some steam off before the main event began. Even at the tender age of not quite 14, Billy was no stranger to foreplay. Joey had taught him several techniques in the art of readying a partner that made the other beg for cock… and he knew just which ones worked best on Mikey! And tonight was now going to put to use every item in Billy's bag of tricks for the benefit of both parties… for Mikey because of his compassion and acceptance of Billy, and for Billy's own good for venting and restoration of self esteem.

Billy spent at least twenty minutes bringing Mikey to the point of demanding to have his butt entered. Hands caressed and excited… tongue licked and mouth kissed… bodies touched and grinded… fingers prepped the doorway… leakage moistened… teeth teased earlobes and bit into shoulders… a pillow muffled some very strange sounds coming from the big guy's most inner being… and then, the time was right for 5.5" [14 cm] of the stiffest, hottest, and wettest shaft of life to creep into the most desired lair of choice… but certainly not to simply rest for the night!

Once Billy's mushroom passed through Mikey's anal opening, and the vocal recognition of the entry made its way into the silencing pillow… the tenderness previously requested began to manifest itself as lovingly as Billy knew how! Carefully and smoothly, he inched forward into the awaiting tunnel… searching for that spot that would turn Mikey into Jello and cause him to push backwards to get more and more of the invading shaft. AAHhhhhhhh…there it is! Right on target! Now to move just right…back and forth… pressing, massaging, stimulating…so artistically that… that Mikey shot off his first power wash clear to the bedroom wall he was facing.

Billy snickered because he knew that Mikey could recover in a very short time and continue to at least two more expulsions of his seminal glory before Billy would blast his own juices deep inside Mikey's guts! And as Mikey kept unloading his first round of bullets, his ass kept pulling and sucking Billy's cock deeper and deeper until pubic hairs prickled ass cheeks, and balls pressed against hot flesh.

A few moments of recovery time were allowed before the real action began with slow long strokes out and back in… out… in… each pass contacting the prostate gland with precision and expected results. Joey had trained Billy well… not to mention the few practice sessions Billy had with Eaton on camp-outs or school trips in recent weeks. ( I'm not sure if Mikey has had the privilege yet to get to know Eaton this well, but one could bet it will happen soon, if it already hasn't! Away games next football season will tell!)

Needless to say, Mikey was not passive in his efforts to aid Billy's release of tension. Mikey's ability to receive never took second place to his skill as a giver! I don't know where he learned his techniques, but they were taught well and used to the greatest advantage. He was able to bring Billy right to the edge several times without allowing things to go too far too soon. And yes, before he allowed Billy to let fly, he had two more fantastic orgasms of his own… one caused by Billy's mastery, and one from his own causes… still no hands!

But that third series of spasms milked the very toenails out of Billy's body and sucked every drop of fluids as deep into Mikey's intestinal track as physically possible. Grunts, gasps of air, muffled screams and moans filled the room almost as much as the tell-tale smells of teen sex before both boys became frozen in the final moments of ecstasy.

Time stood still for both boys until their tense bodies finally relaxed and breathing returned to normal. Billy was so drained that his dick seemed to melt and flow back outside its protective shield of boy flesh almost as if it had been forced to move by a river of hot white lava which followed it through the gaping eye of Mikey's orifice. Then, Mikey turned toward Billy, pulling the smaller younger boy onto his chest in a bear hug, and welcoming the now-sleepy body to stretch out and doze off into a blissful rest… leg-on-leg, nose into neck, and groin to groin to emphasize the safety of Mikey's strength given to Billy in close companionship. From outside the room, there was heard a faint sound of slippers slapping heels as hallway boards creaked slightly from someone walking away from the boys' doorway.

As planned the night before, Phyllis called Larry and asked for him to join her for breakfast, so that when the boys came down fresh for the day at school, the news could be shared in a more relaxed atmosphere than if Larry had not arrived until Billy was ready to shoot out the front door…

"Hey, Billy… Sleep well? Joey wanted me to check on you since he was unable to get back home early enough to be there for you. I did tell him you were in good hands with Mrs. Gillis here, and not to be concerned about your well-being."

"Gee, Mr. F., how'd you know I was here?"

"Eaton told me you said something about it before you left campus yesterday, so I just called and asked… and found it to be true. So I asked if I could come by on my way to school, and give you guys a ride."

"Is Eaton with you… and Case too?"

"Nope! Korey took them to campus with him this morning. Uh, Billy… mind if I take a couple minutes to share something with you?"

"Don't mind at all, Mr. F. You're a cool guy! I'm glad you've let me be a friend to your boys, especially since Joey brought me to your place by surprise the first time. What's up?"

Larry explains as easily as possible that Joey was in the hospital overnight, and that he wasn't hurt by a car crash or anything like that. However, when the real reason for his being there was told, Billy just stared and said nothing! As things began to sink in a little, Billy asked Mrs. Gillis for a glass of water, and almost stumbled to the kitchen chair closest to where he was standing. Then he looked at Mikey… lip quivering… eyes watery…

"Mikey, what I said last night… you know, about hoping she'd go away… uh… it's happened! She's gone! I… uh…" (then silence again!)

Mikey was petrified by Billy's lack of reaction and silence. Larry reached for Billy, but it was evident that Billy wanted no hug, no response from anyone at this point, so Larry sat close by but made no further effort to comfort until he saw an indication that it was welcomed. Phyllis made one statement…

"Billy… if you need a place for a while, you know this home is yours if you want it."

"Thanks, Mrs. Gillis… I'll let you know. Mikey said you'd say that if… if…"

Then, after two minutes of pure agonizing silence…

"Mr. F., Can I see Joey before we go to school? I wanna talk with him, please!"

"Of course, Billy. We have time to make a visit. And after we do that, if you don't feel like going to school, we can figure out what to do then."

"I'm ready… car out front?"

"Sure thing! Mikey… you go with him. I'll be out in a sec."

"Y…es… Sirrrrrrr…"

When the boys headed out the door, Larry and Phyllis tried to figure out what to make of Billy's reaction. Surely the young man had deep feelings about what had happened. He's never been so quiet and reserved with his feelings before now. The question was raised about a delayed reaction if he went to school. Larry said that he'd get back to Phyllis if anything rose to the surface as Billy chatted with Joey. Right now, it seemed as if limbo was his state of mind… that worried both adults a great deal!

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