From: nogarder@ix.netcom.com(*** )
Newsgroups: alt.sex.stories
Subject: The Therapist (FM+F+. slut) [1/2]
Date: 8 Mar 1996 02:38:42 GMT

			    The Therapist
			       Part One
			     Chapter One

	Linda had started seeing Doctor Hardton only after getting
tremendous pressure from her best friend, Cindy. Linda insisted that
she really didn't have a problem that required the services of a
psychiatrist, but Cindy insisted that she talk to Dr. Hardton, so she
went. Linda still believed that she didn't need to go, but had been
learning so much about herself and her life that she went each week.
Besides, she really liked the Doctor, and could afford the visits, so
why not.

	I should pause, here to tell you a little about Linda. She is
Vice President of Marketing with a medium size electronics
manufacturer in the midwest. She is respected by everyone who deals
with her as a tough but fair executive who knows her business and
manages people very effectively. Her sales force calls her "The Iron
Bitch" but not in her presence. It is obvious the first time you meet
her that she is a beautiful woman who could easily have become a top
paid model or actress but in her role as a business woman, she tones
the beauty down to "attractive" by her dress, demeanor and sparing use
of makeup.

	She wears very conservative business suits, doesn't smoke and
drinks only a little wine on social occasions. Linda is thirty-six,
but most people believe she is only in her late twenties. Those who
know her a little better are aware of the fact that she has been
divorced for about three years from a man who tried for five to deal
with her strong personality but finally admitted defeat and went to
live with a woman almost ten years his junior and seems to be
ecstatically happy, now.

	Linda has seen three men off and on, since her divorce but is
"too busy" to think about a long term relationship. Her only close
female friend is Cindy, whom she has known since college and whom she
trusts with her deepest, darkest secrets. In fact, Cindy is one of the
few people in the world who know about Linda's "other life," the one
that prompted her to insist that Linda talk with Dr. Hardton.

	Six months ago, Linda was on a business trip to Boston when
she met a man in the hotel bar and found her self talking with him for
hours. Dan was unlike anyone she had ever known. From the first, she
was fascinated by his quiet manner and soft speech and the
contradiction represented by the "fire" she saw in his eyes. He made
no attempt to pick her up or hit on her. In fact, she was the one who
kept the conversation going and she began to realize that she would
have to say "goodnight" to this fascinating man and might never see
him again. That prospect made her sad and she resolved not to let it
happen.

	When it was time for her to return to her room, she initiated
an exchange of phone numbers and said she hoped they could get
together on her next trip to Boston. He smiled as they parted and
kissed her very softly on the cheek (somehow, she had hoped for more).

	The next trip was only two weeks later. She told herself that
it was important that she follow up with the new potential customer
right away but deep inside she knew that the Northeast Regional Sales
Manager was the best in the company and could easily handle things at
this early stage of negotiations.

	She had never before arranged a business trip for personal
reasons and refused to admit to herself that she was doing so now. Dan
picked her up at her hotel and they talked of nothing in particular as
he drove her to a small French restaurant. Over dinner, she found
herself drifting away from the conversation several times as she tried
to gain an understanding of what she was seeing and feeling in his
eyes. Over coffee, she told him that she really didn't want the
lovely evening to end (hoping he would take the hint).

	He said, "We could stop by my place for a nightcap, if you
like." She had to restrain herself from blurting out "Oh, Yes!" and
said, demurely, "I think that might be very nice." Dan looked at her
for several moments, then took her hand gently into both of his. It
was like an electric shock and she only half heard him say, "But,
there is something I think you need to know... "

	When he knew that his words had reached her brain, he
continued, "I am a very strong willed man and I require my lovers to
place themselves completely under my control. If you don't feel
comfortable with that, perhaps it would be better if we had our
nightcap at the bar in your hotel."

	Linda only partly understood the meaning of his words, but she
knew, without question, that she had to be alone with him and the
sooner, the better. Her mouth was dry as she nodded slightly and
replied, "I'd really prefer your place." They talked a little as they
drove to his house but Linda's mind was filled with questions. She
really didn't know Dan very well and had surprised herself by saying
she would go with him. She had a strong sense that she could trust him
and needed desperately to be in his arms and feel his body pressing
against hers.

	It was a fairly large, old house on a quiet residential street
and it was obviously well cared for. Even in the dark, she could see
that the lawn was well manicured and dotted with big, old oak trees.
He parked the car in the drive and came around to open her door. He
took her hand lightly as they walked up the front steps. He unlocked
the door and reached in to turn on the hall light before allowing her
to enter.

	When they were in, he closed and re-locked the door then,
escorted her to a very modern looking great room. It was clear that
someone had remodeled the old house extensively and the great room had
probably once been a living room and dining room. She turned and
offered herself for the kiss that she fully expected. He took her (so
gently) into his arms and their lips met. Almost immediately, their
tongues were teasing each other and she felt a great welling up of
need and desire. Too soon, he broke the kiss and stepped back
slightly, holding her hands in his.

	"As I told you," he began, "I will expect you to do exactly as
I ask. If, at any time, you want to stop, you must say `That's
enough'. When you say those words, our time together will be at an end
and I will take you back to your hotel. Do you understand?" She was
shaken by the stern tone of his voice and the seriousness of his
words, but she nodded. Linda was beginning to understand that she was
to be submissive to his wishes and she found herself both frightened
and excited by the situation.

	"After all," she reassured herself, "I can stop it any time I
want." It never occurred to her that she would soon lack any desire
for her time with Dan to end.

	"First, I want you to remove your pantyhose and panties," he
directed. She started to protest, but he held up his hand. There was
no mistaking the meaning of his gesture and she found herself standing
before him taking off her shoes, followed by her undergarments as he
had instructed.

	She looked around for someplace to put the items she had just
taken off but there was nothing within reach so she just dropped them
at her side. "Now, kneel down and open my pants," he said quietly. Her
skirt was short enough that when she knelt, she could feel the soft
carpet against her knees, and she reached forward to loosen his belt
and unzip his fly. She was moving as if in a dream, now, and lowered
his pants and briefs to the floor.

	His semi-hard cock hung between his legs and she was impressed
with its size and shape and wanted to touch it but wasn't sure if she
was supposed to wait for instructions, so she did nothing. Dan kicked
off his shoes, pulled his socks free and pushed the pile of clothing
aside with his foot. He removed the rest of his clothes in silence as
she knelt motionless before him.

	When he was completely undressed, he said, "Show me how you
suck cock." The words stung her. "Why does he have to be so direct?"
she wondered and looked up into his eyes. He smiled and said,
"Remember, you don't have to do anything you don't want to do." Using
both hands, she guided the head of his penis between her lips and
began to lick it with her tongue. She was so aroused that she could
feel her juices beginning to leak from her vagina and run down the
inside of her thighs.

	This is essentially the story she told Dr. Hardton on her
second visit. The first visit had been spent getting to know one
another a little and learning to feel comfortable in the doctor's
office. The second time, Dr. Hardton had said, almost immediately,
"Tell me about why you decided to see me."

	Linda really didn't know how to begin so she just started
talking about how she had met Dan and ended up becoming his "slave"
and how "out of character" it was for her to behave this way but she
didn't want to stop. Dr. Hardton rested her chin on her fingers as she
listened to Linda's story and when Linda had paused, reflecting on the
scene she was describing,

	the doctor asked, "How did you feel when he was in your
mouth?"

	"I wanted to taste his sperm," Linda blurted out, then said,
"I'm... I'm sorry. I shouldn't have said that." The doctor leaned
forward to touch her hand and said, "Of course you should. If that's
how you felt. I need to know your feelings and I don't want you to
hold back because you think you may shock me."

	After a short pause, Linda went on. "It was really weird. Dan
is an O.K. looking guy but not the type I would usually be attracted
to. But, when he told me, straight out, that he wanted me to suck
him, it was as though there was nothing else in the world I wanted
more than to make him come in my mouth. It only took a few minutes
before he tensed and I felt the fist spurts hit the roof of my mouth
and I had to start swallowing. He told me not to swallow but just let
it run out my mouth so I did as he said and I could feel it running
down my chin and neck. I've never really enjoyed the taste and feel of
sperm before, but I remember thinking how beautiful it was at that
moment.

	"When it was over, Dan told me to get down on my hands and
knees and I felt him lift my skirt all the way up and lay it on my
back. I felt very strange with my ass exposed like that but I
couldn't do anything else. Besides, I felt a thrill like I've never
known before and wanted him to do whatever he wanted to me. I think I
knew he was going to use my ass, but I pretended that I didn't know
what he intended and just waited, kneeling on the floor while he went
to a table and took something out of a drawer. In one way, I dearly
wanted to look to see what he was doing, but in a more powerful way, I
didn't want to know.

	"So, I stayed with my eyes focused on the carpet before me as
he returned and started applying some kind of lubricant between my
cheeks. He came around in front of me and held out a vibrator that was
very narrow at the end, but gradually widened a little.

	"About half way along its length, it became much wider and
stayed that width to its very large base. Dan said, `This will help
you become ready for me and I think you'll find it quite interesting
on its own. Have you ever had a man in your ass?' I looked up at him
and said (quite truthfully) `No.' Then, he went behind me and I felt
the tip of the vibrator nudge against my anus. He turned it on very
low and moved it around a little before working just the end into my
opening.

	"As he held it there, I was aware that my vagina was
positively flowing and I waited for more. He was so slow and gentle,
that there was never any pain as he moved the narrow end in and out in
a kind of rhythm and pushed more and more into me until he reached the
place where it bulged out wider. Dan put his hand on my back and said,
`This may hurt just a little, but it won't last long.' I tensed at his
words and he said, `No. You must remain relaxed.' and he pushed
forward steadily as I felt myself stretching to accept the wider part.
There was a sharp pain as I opened farther than I would have thought
possible, but it started to disappear almost immediately as I felt the
whole vibrator sliding in to the depths of my bottom. He turned up
the speed and started fucking me with this devilish toy as I grunted
and groaned and found myself pushing back to meet each thrust.

	"Suddenly, he pulled it out. I gasped and I felt him place the
head of his cock against my slightly open anus. He pressed forward
steadily until his stomach was resting against my cheeks and his legs
were tight against mine. I could feel him all the way up inside me and
I started to come. I kept coming as he fucked my ass as deeply as he
could until he finally came and slowly withdrew."

	Dr. Hardton was quiet for a while, then asked, "Linda, why do
you think you liked it?" "I think it's because I'm always in control
at work," Linda replied, "and I really don't have a very exciting life
outside the office. I know I was searching for something before I met
Dan, and now I feel like I've found it. The other thing is that it
seems so `dirty'. I was raised in a very strict environment and all
through college and my career, I've worked hard at being very serious
and straight. I remember thinking, as Dan's sperm was dripping down my
chin, `If my sales people could only see their boss, now!' It was
really very exciting to think about but, of course, I could never let
anyone know I did anything like that (let alone, loved it). It's hard
enough for a woman to be taken seriously in the business world without
having people think you're some kind of nymphomaniac or pervert."

	"Do you think you're a nymphomaniac or pervert?" Dr. Hardton
asked.

	Linda thought for a while, then replied, "I guess I don't
know. In a way, what I let Dan do to, and with, me seems perverted but
when I'm with him, I just feel so free. That sounds funny, doesn't it?
That I would feel so free when I'm being his slave? Dr. Hardton was
quiet for a few minutes, then said, softly, "Are you going to keep
seeing him?"

	Linda's response was immediate. "I don't think I could stop.
And, I don't think I want to. Do you think I should?" "I won't tell
you what to do," the doctor answered, "but I am a little concerned for
your safety. Suppose Dan decides to go too far and no one even knows
you're with him?" Linda said, "I really don't believe that will
happen, but it's a good point. Would it be all right if I leave a
message on your answering machine when I'm going to see him, so at
least you'll know?"

	Dr. Hardton agreed, and told Linda she wanted her to think
through what she was doing and why, so they could both understand it
more fully. Linda said she would.

			     Chapter Two

	Gradually, Linda's involvement with Dan became more intense
and more "perverted" as she started to think of it. He would tie her
to the bed or a table and use all of her openings with his hands,
mouth, cock or any one of several toys he kept on hand for the
purpose. Occasionally, he used small clips on her nipples and vaginal
lips to "heighten her sensations," but when he could see that he was
causing any real pain, he would back off.

	As he introduced her to new experiences, there were a couple
of times she thought about saying "that's enough," but in each case,
she held it back and ended up enjoying some new sensation. She
continued to see Dr. Hardton regularly and report her activities.

	After which, they would talk about how she was feeling and
each new adventure seemed to increase her sense of complete freedom.
The doctor was concerned that Linda was starting to think of her body
as Dan's possession and asked if her new private life had been
effecting her business life. Linda said she thought she was becoming
even tougher at the office and that the knowledge that she could let
everything go with Dan gave her a new strength to face the challenges
of work.

	One evening, she was standing, nude, before Dan as he probed
her vagina with his fingers. She was very wet and excited and he told
her to put on her blouse, skirt and shoes. They were going out for a
little while.

	She started to pull on her panties, but he said, "No. Just
wear what I said." She had been wearing a short skirt (about six
inches above the knee) and a semi-transparent silk blouse when he
picked her up at her hotel and she knew that her nipples would show
clearly through the thin material. She also knew it would be almost
impossible to sit in the short skirt without revealing her nakedness
beneath it. She wanted to ask where they were going, but instead, she
dressed as he had instructed and went with him to the car.

	As they drove, he put his right hand under her skirt to
continue fingering her and told her that they were going to a small
private club where she would be seen by several men and women he knew.
Linda was to do nothing to conceal any part of her body from view
while they were in the club, and she should act like there was nothing
at all unusual in the way she was dressed.

	She was very frightened when he parked the car and came around
to let her out. They entered an unmarked door to a large, brownstone
row house in an area of town that she didn't know. It was a quiet
residential neighborhood similar to Dan's, but seemed to be somewhat
older.

	When they were in the house, she was surprised to find it set
up much like a small nightclub with a bar along one wall and small
tables around the large, open room. The back wall was covered by a
dark blue curtain and there was a rack of stage lights in front of the
curtain. She thought that there must be a stage of some sort behind
the curtain so that the club could offer entertainment.

	All in all, the club looked very elegant. Each table had a
linen table cloth and was surrounded by plush, padded chairs. The
walls were paneled in dark pine and she noted that the drinks were
served in crystal. There were, perhaps thirty people in the room when
they entered and Dan escorted her to a table near the back.

	An attractive couple was seated there and they greeted Dan as
he approached. Linda was introduced to Robert and Denise and Dan held
a chair for her to sit next to Robert.

	As she seated herself, she was aware of Roberts eyes focused
intently on hers. She started to cross her legs but remembered her
total lack of undergarments and, instead, smoothed her skirt in her
lap. She started to push the material between her legs but caught a
disapproving look from Dan and left it as it was. Dan had placed the
chair so that her legs were pointed at Robert and she knew he could
see most of her thighs (at least). She looked at Denise and saw that
the other woman was staring at her breasts. Denise was in a low cut
green dress and it was obvious that she was also braless.

	After a few seconds, Denise raised her eyes to Linda's and
smiled.

	They talked for awhile and she noticed that Dan sometimes
placed his hand high up on Denise's thigh as they spoke.

	Finally, he turned to Linda and said, "The members of this
club are all very close and we tend not to be overly possessive."

	Then, he smiled and nodded to Robert and reached out to grasp
Denise's nipples through the material of her dress. Linda could tell
that he was pressing very hard with his thumbs and forefingers as
Denise closed her eyes, tilted her head back slightly and said,
"Ummmmm... "

	As she was watching, she felt Robert's hand touch her knee and
gave an involuntary jerk. She looked at Dan who was watching her
intently but he gave no indication of what she should do. She was sure
he knew what Robert was doing and decided she had better wait for a
signal. Robert's hand quickly found its way up her smooth leg and when
he reached her bush, he immediately pushed his middle finger deep
between her wet lips and probed the top of her vagina for her G-spot.
He found it and a warm glow enveloped her as his finger moved back and
forth.

	When Robert withdrew his hand, he turned and placed the moist
finger at Denise's lips. Dan was still pinching her nipples as she
parted her lips and, looking directly into Linda's eyes, licked and
sucked Linda's fresh juices into her mouth.

	Linda couldn't believe what was happening. She was sitting in
some sort of private club with a couple she had just met and everyone
seemed to take complete liberties with everyone else. She looked
around and saw that there was quite a bit of kissing and touching
going on at other tables as well and had decided that it was the norm
when she saw something two tables away that made her sit up and gasp
(she tried, but couldn't stop the gasp).

	A beautiful red haired woman was kneeling between the legs of
an attractive man and giving him head. His hands were on the sides of
her head and he was moving her up and down on his shaft as he watched
her intently. Suddenly, she saw him move her head away from his lap
and the redhead opened her mouth wide to accept his ejaculation. Even
at this distance, Linda could see it shooting into her mouth and she
suddenly felt extremely excited. She had seen a few porno movies, but
this was the first time she had actually watched something like this.

	Linda began to realize that Dan was speaking to her very
softly. "As you can see, we are all very liberal in our attitude about
sex here. I was just thinking how nice it would be if you would show
Robert that you are at least as accomplished in the oral arts as Carol
over there." (He nodded toward the redhead) Linda didn't know what to
do or say. She stammered, "I couldn't... but he... please don't... "
Dan smiled at her, "You know that you must do as I request... Unless
you are ready for me to take you back to your hotel, of course."

	A wild mix of crazy emotions raced through Linda's head. She
was incredibly aroused by what she had just witnessed and Robert's
probing of her vagina, but how could she possibly suck a man she had
just met, in plain sight of anyone who chose to watch? She looked at
Robert and saw that he had opened his pants and was holding a rather
large erection in his hand, stroking it slowly.

	She glanced at Denise who smiled and said, "Please, Linda, I'd
like to see if you can handle more of Robert than I can." She moved
between his open legs as if in a dream, but she knew that she was
going to do as Dan had "asked".

	Up close, Robert's cock was even bigger than her first
impression had indicated. He removed his hand and she guessed that it
had to be at least eight or nine inches long and very fat as well. She
leaned forward to capture the head between her lips and found that she
had to open her mouth very wide to accomplish even that. She closed
her eyes so she wouldn't know if others were watching and started
moving up and down just a little as she switched her tongue back and
forth under the spongy head entering her mouth.

	Gradually, she took a little more and felt it pressing against
her tongue and the roof of her mouth at the same time. In less than a
minute, she was lost in what she was doing and could think of nothing
but making Robert give her his hot sperm. She toyed with his balls as
she opened her eyes and looked up to his face.

	He was watching her and gave encouragement with small grunts
and moans. She estimated that she was taking a little over half his
length, now and her jaw was starting to ache a bit from its constant
extension. That didn't matter. It didn't even matter who might be
watching. The only thing that mattered was that she accept as much of
him as possible and taste his cum soon.

	Linda was consciously trying to accept more of Robert with
each forward thrust of her head. Without knowing what Denise's limits
were, Linda felt challenged to better them if she could. She thought
that would make Dan very proud of her.

	When the head brushed against the entrance to her throat, she
thought she might gag and backed off a fraction of an inch. Robert was
holding on to the arms of his chair (not trying to force her head down
as some men might do) and obviously very close to orgasm. She moved
forward a little and felt the head touch her again, but forced back
the reflex and held him there.

	Still holding her breath, she moved down a little more and
felt him beginning to enter the top of her throat. She had two or
three inches left to go and was contemplating if she could go all the
way when she felt the first jerk along the length of his shaft and new
that he was coming. Reluctantly, she pulled free and held him just
beyond her wide open lips as a spurt of semen jetted far back into her
mouth.

	She worked him with her hands as he continued to rain cum onto
her tongue and over her lips. For the first time, she realized that
Denise had come to kneel beside her and was watching intently as she
drained Robert dry.

	When he was finished and beginning to soften, Denise turned
Linda's head and pushed her tongue deep into Linda's mouth to share
Robert's salty flavor. Linda had never been french kissed by a woman
before and was startled at how soft Denise's lips felt and at how
small and frail Denise's tongue felt in her mouth.

	When they broke the kiss, she had not swallowed and let a
little of the sperm drip from her lips. Denise licked it onto the tip
of her tongue and took it into her mouth, then smiled at Linda and
said, "Congratulations, you have broken my previous record. I guess
I'll have to try harder, next time." and she winked at Robert.

	Retelling this tale of her first semi-public debauchery to Dr.
Hardton, Linda felt positively depraved that she had done anything so
openly sexual but also intensely excited to be sharing this most
intimate story with another woman.

	The doctor asked Linda why she thought she had been willing to
expose herself this way in front of strangers and she responded,
"First, I knew it was what Dan wanted me to do and didn't feel I had
the power to refuse. When I saw Robert with his cock in his hand, I
knew that I would do it even before I was ready to admit it to myself.
And there was a strange feeling of power in being able to make him
come whenever I wanted to. I didn't know any of the people there,
other than Dan, and wouldn't ever have to see them again if I didn't
want to, so I felt that I could be an anonymous `slut' (there, I've
finally said the word I've thought so many times) without anyone
knowing in my `real life' and I found that extremely exciting."

From: nogarder@ix.netcom.com(*** )
Newsgroups: alt.sex.stories
Subject: The Therapist (FM+F+. slut) [2/2]
Date: 8 Mar 1996 02:39:24 GMT

			    The Therapist
			       Part Two
			    Chapter Three

	She awoke with a start on a very comfortable bed in a darkened
room. It took a few minutes to shake off sleep as she thought about
the very vivid dream she had just had. Suddenly, Linda realized that
it wasn't a dream at all. She had actually performed sexual acts on a
stage before complete strangers (and, most likely on video tape as
well).

	After her initial panic, she closed her eyes and thought back
to how aroused and excited she had felt while it was happening.

	She began to accept the fact that she had loved every bit of
it and knew that the applause and cheering had been directed at her
performance. She also knew that she would do it again and the thought
sent a thrill up her spine and made her tingle with both desire and
fear. She couldn't wait to talk with Dr. Hardton about what she had
been through (maybe, she did need a shrink after all), and somehow
knew the doctor would understand and help Linda understand too. She
really did want to understand why she was so excited by this desire to
display herself to others sexually.

	As she was thinking, the door opened a crack and the light
from outside made her open her eyes and look. Denise was looking
around the edge of the door and when she saw that Linda was awake, she
entered the room, closing the door behind her as she did. She came and
knelt beside the bed and reached out to stroke Linda's hair (matted
with sweat) and forehead.

	Denise smiled and said, "I wanted to make sure you were all
right. Kevin was certain he hadn't hurt you, but when you passed out,
we were a little concerned. I checked you for damage and everything
seemed to be in order, so we decided to let you sleep awhile." Linda
said, softly, "I feel fine. Just a little stretched and completely
exhausted. I don't think I've ever come that hard or that long before.
What will they do with the tape?" she asked, sure that there was one.

	Denise reached over to a nightstand near the head of the bed
and lifted a video cassette which she gave to Linda. "It's for you to
keep or erase or destroy as you see fit. I promise you there are no
copies. Our club is into open sexuality, not coercion or blackmail.
Dan removed the cassette and put it here himself so he would be sure
no one yielded to the temptation to make a copy for their private
collection. I'm sure every member would love to have it (I know I
would!), but we have very strict rules about the privacy of members
and guests."

	Linda was instantly reassured at having one of her main
concerns resolved. "I just hope I don't catch anything." she sighed.
Denise smiled again and lowered her hand to stroke lightly across
Linda's nipples through the light blanket.

	"That's something else we are very strict about. No one comes
here unless the board is absolutely convinced that they are free of
disease. Dan had to submit a lab test for you before he could arrange
for your initiation. You probably didn't even realize we he had taken
a smear." Linda admitted that she didn't and tried to think back to
when he might have done it. He had certainly had ample opportunities.
Linda's nipples were beginning to stiffen under Denise's soft stroking
as the woman kneeling by the bed continued, "The blood test was a
little trickier, but Dan managed it. You can ask him about that if you
want."

	Linda felt her vagina starting to seep a little and wanted to
encourage Denise to continue her manipulations, so she slid the covers
down to free her breasts and Denise allowed her hands to roam freely
around the firm globes, pausing on occasion to lightly pinch the
distended nipples, as she spoke.

	"You are now a full member of our group, Linda (if you want to
be, of course). You'll have to sign a copy of the rules and a release
form, but that's just a formality. I've never seen a new member turn
on an audience the way you did and when Kevin started coming in your
mouth, I think there must have been about twenty simultaneous orgasms
in the audience."

	Linda felt slightly embarrassed, recalling the semen shooting
into her waiting mouth and falling warmly on her face ("I HAVE to see
that tape," she thought), but Denise was kissing and licking her
breasts, now, and she was having difficulty concentrating on her
memories or the conversation. Linda pulled Denise's face up and tasted
her mouth. The lips were every bit as soft as she had remembered and
she forced her tongue into the other woman's mouth as far as she
could. She thought she detected the slight saltiness of semen and
assumed (correctly) that Denise had not been idle while Linda slept.

	Denise slid her smooth hand down Linda's firm stomach and into
the bushy growth between her legs. She entered Linda with three of her
slim fingers at once and did not pause until they were fully into her.

	Linda let out a gasp at the rapid penetration and the look on
Denise's face changed somehow. Her voice was different as she spoke
too, "You like it hard and fast, sometimes, don't you?" It was more of
a statement than a question and Linda moaned out a long, low,
"Yesssss... " as she was almost instantly grasped by the start of an
orgasm. Denise stopped moving and said, "I don't want you to come,
yet, my love." Linda wasn't sure how she could prevent it, but the
release slowly subsided.

	When she had relaxed a little, Denise withdrew her fingers and
added a forth to the tight bundle. She thrust deep into Linda's wet
vagina and brought out another sharp gasp as Linda felt the woman's
fingertips brush against her cervix. She wanted to come, but fought
against the intense need as Denise worked her hand in and around
Linda's depths. Suddenly, the fingers were gone and she felt empty, as
though there was a vacuum where they had been.

	Denise stood and removed her dress, then climbed over Linda's
face. For the first time, Linda was looking at another woman's pussy
from a distance of not more than two or three inches. She didn't think
she wanted to do this, but knew it was a requirement if she wanted
Denise to make her come.

	Linda's hands went to the soft mounds of Denise's ass and
pulled her forward so Linda's tongue could just reach the lips.
Tentatively, she extended her tongue and licked along the length of
the slit. The lips were very wet and Linda found that the taste was
slightly tart, but not entirely unpleasant. Without warning, Denise
pushed her hips forward and down and Linda found her nose pressed hard
against the protruding clitoris.

	At first, she was afraid she would not be able to breath, but
soon learned that she could suck in air at the sides of her mouth as
she worked her tongue between the inner lips. She realized that Denise
was literally fucking her face, her hips moving in imitation of
intercourse with a man. Linda licked and sucked as best she could
until Denise pushed hard against her face and started coming. Liquid
was leaking from her vagina onto Linda's face and into her open mouth
and Linda started sucking it into her mouth and swallowing as it came.

	Finally, Denise pulled away and knelt by Linda's side. She
once again inserted three fingers deep into Linda and scooped up some
of the fluid that was present in copious supply. She withdrew her wet
fingers and brought them to Linda's face which was shiny with Denise's
own fluids.

	"Now, taste yourself, and compare," she instructed and the
fingers were in Linda's mouth and she could tell the difference. She
didn't know if it was because of her incredible sate of arousal, but
she sucked hungrily at the fingers and found that she tasted
wonderful. Denise repeated the procedure twice, the last time rubbing
the liquid across Linda's forehead and into her hair.

	Then, she quickly inserted all four fingers again and started
to work the hand in and out of Linda's vagina rapidly. She drew her
hand out and when she started to push back in, Linda was aware of
something being different. The hand felt much bigger and Linda
realized that Denise was using her thumb as well. The other woman did
not relent and Linda felt her entire fist stretching the entrance and
working its way fully into her belly.

	Denise leaned down and said, "Come now, Linda." It wouldn't
have mattered if she had been told to or not. It couldn't be stopped
and she heard herself crying out again as Denise fucked her with her
fist. Linda's hands went to her stomach and felt the large knot
rippling the surface as it moved up and down the length of her vagina.
Her body spasmed and she was aware that she was screaming as wave
after wave of her climax ran through her. She was half aware of Dan,
standing by the bed watching as Denise took her over the edge and,
once again, she drifted away to oblivion.

			     Chapter Four

	Dr. Hardton listened intently as Linda described her first
visit to the club. "Did you join?" she asked.

	"Yes, I really liked most of the people I met there, and
somehow, I felt like I belonged." Dr. Hardton moved to sit beside
Linda on the couch and took her hand. "Linda, I've been starting to
feel that you may be moving too fast into this second life and not
exercising enough caution.

	`When you mentioned the cameras and video tape, I got a chill
down my spine because I've heard of people being blackmailed with
something like that. And, you really don't know that much about Dan.
How can you be so sure you won't get hurt?"

	Linda placed her other hand on top of the doctor's and looked
into her eyes. "Have you ever had the feeling that there is a part of
you that has always been there, but never come to the surface?" Dr.
Hardton nodded and Linda continued, "Well, I've had that feeling for a
long time and when I got involved with Dan, I began to realize what
that hidden part was. I am a very sexual creature. I'm finding that I
love everything about my body and the bodies of other people and I've
never been as happy or free as when I'm having sex. My parents were
very strict and I went to a catholic school, so when I went to
college, and later in the business world, I accepted that sex was for
procreation and should only be pleasurable with a husband.
Unfortunately, most of my experiences with men tended to reinforce
that belief and I always felt guilty when sex felt good. Besides, the
men I made love with seemed more interested in relieving an itch than
making me feel good. I think if I had had a more "normal" sex life
when I was younger, I might not have this tremendous need that has
built up inside me for a long time with no relief, but it's there and
I have to find a way to deal with it.

	"The club made me afraid in the same way that Dan does,
sometimes, but I found that I liked the fear. It's partly a fear of
being hurt or discovered, but mostly, it's a fear of the unknown. I
really believe Dan has everything under control and won't let me get
hurt. I don't know why I feel that way, but I do and getting the
video tape seemed to make me believe it even more.

	"When I first suspected that they were taping me with Kevin, I
made up my mind that I will NOT be coerced or blackmailed. They can
show it on `Sixty Minutes', if they want, and I'll find a way to deal
with it in my real world. I really do believe it is the only copy, and
I'm toying with the idea of giving a copy to Dan and, maybe, Denise
with the understanding that it will be for their enjoyment only."

	Dr. Hardton looked concerned and suggested that Linda not do
that until she had thought it through completely and they had
discussed it together. Linda agreed, and went on, "You know, I've
watched that tape at least a dozen times since I got back from that
trip and I'm just beginning to be able to relate to that incredibly
sexy woman on the screen being me. The first few times, it was like
watching someone else in a porno movie even though I could clearly
remember it happening."

	Dr. Hardton was quiet for a few moments, then said, "Would you
be willing to let me see the tape?" She wasn't certain that her
curiosity was entirely professional in nature, but she found herself
wanting desperately to see what Linda had described and, perhaps it
would help her to provide better guidance to her patient.

	Linda nodded and said, "I have it in my purse. Would it be
O.K. if I watch it with you?" The doctor took the cassette and
inserted it in the VCR that was built in to the bookshelves that made
up one entire wall of her office. She pressed the play button and took
a seat in a large, soft chair where she could see both the TV screen
and Linda, sitting on the couch. She wanted to take note of Linda's
reactions to what she was watching.

	The tape began with Linda being helped to the stage by Kathy.
("My God," she thought, "she really is small. She almost looks like a
miniature woman beside Linda."

	As the video progressed, it became obvious that the club had
at least four different cameras to cover the low platform from several
different angles. From Linda's description of the club and what she
could see on the screen, they were most likely remotely controlled for
pan, tilt and zoom and whoever was doing the controlling appeared to
be an expert at covering live action. All in all, the tape was very
professionally done.

	As Kevin was placing the head of his huge cock against Linda's
lips, Dr. Hardton shifted her eyes to watch her patient. Linda's eyes
were glued to the screen and her hand was resting lightly in her lap.
Her legs were pressed tightly together and squeezing very slightly. It
was clear that Linda was aroused by what she was watching and the
doctor encouraged her to describe her feelings as the tape progressed.

	Linda talked very openly about how Kevin had felt and tasted
in her mouth and later, the sensations she felt as his giant member
was entering her body. Despite all her efforts at maintaining a
professional aloofness, Dr. Hardton felt the sexual stirrings within
her vagina and knew that her own fluids were starting to flow as she
listened to her patient and alternately watched her patient and the
highly charged action on the screen.

	As Linda talked and watched, she stole quick glances at the
doctor and began to sense that she was also becoming very aroused. She
started making her descriptions and comments more vivid and new that
she was intentionally trying to turn Dr. Hardton on. She wanted her
therapist to understand exactly how she felt as she performed sexually
before all those strangers and she slid her hand under the waistband
of her skirt and into the bikini panties she wore underneath. She knew
that the doctor could see what she was doing, even in the low light of
the office, but didn't care. Yes, she did care. She wanted to be
watched as she masturbated.

	Dr. Hardton knew that she should stop the tape and get both
Linda and herself back under control. Her patient was masturbating
feverishly in her office and, worse still, the doctor wanted
desperately to do the same thing. Dr. Hardton had only been in
practice for five years and had never had a situation like this arise
before. She had, of course, been warned many times during her training
that it was her responsibility to maintain control of the session at
all times, but what could it really hurt if Linda brought herself to
orgasm while watching herself on the screen? "If only I weren't so
damned turned on myself... " she thought.

	When the video Kevin pulled out and moved up to position
himself over the waiting mouth of the video Linda, the live Linda
cried out, "Oh, Yes! He's going to come in my mouth!" and her real
mouth opened wide in imitation of the one she was watching, as her
fingers dug deeply between her sopping lips and her thumb pressed hard
against her clit. Linda's orgasm began for real just as Kevin's did on
the tape.

	The semen falling like big, white raindrops onto Linda's
beautiful face and parted lips was more than the doctor could take.
She turned to see Linda's mouth wide open as if wanting to feel and
taste it yet again and Linda's hand was working feverishly under her
skirt as she reached her climax. Dr. Hardton needed an orgasm as badly
as she ever had in her life, but she also needed to keep that fact
hidden from her patient.

	Somehow, she managed to keep her composure and suggested that
Linda might want to go to the ladies room in the outer office and
"freshen up".

	When Linda had left the room, the doctor went to the small
private bathroom beside her office and locked the door. She quickly
lowered her panty hose and panties and sat on the chair at the make up
table. She raised her skirt to her waist and drove two fingers into
herself. She was coming almost immediately and her fluids were running
down the crack of her bottom to pool on the velvet below her. She
fingered her clit harder than she could ever remember and found
herself enjoying the slight pain she was causing from such rough
handling of her most sensitive spot.

	When Dr. Hardton came back into the room, Linda was standing
quietly, looking out the window. The doctor walked up behind her and
put her arms around Linda's small waist. She leaned forward and placed
a light kiss on the back of Linda's neck, pushing the soft, shiny hair
aside with her face.

	"Linda," she said quietly, "I'm going to refer you to Dr.
Kelly. I think you'll really like him."

	Linda didn't move. The arms around her waist felt very good,
and she had half expected Dr. Hardton to drop her case after what had
just happened.

	The doctor continued, "I'm afraid I can't maintain my
objectivity where you're concerned and I think it would be better if
you see another therapist for awhile. Besides, the next time you go to
Boston... I'm going with you. If you and Dan will have me."