From: mccoyf@millcomm.com (Frank McCoy)
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Subject: REPOST: RAPESUZY.TXT 51K "Raping Little Suzy" (Mf, cons, incest/nc, pedo, preg, rape, snuff?)
Date: Sun, 07 Jan 96 05:06:56 GMT
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RAPESUZY.TXT (mf,rape,incest,pedo,snuff?, VERY BAD!)



NOTICE!  This is very RAW stuff.  Do not read, if you have a weak

         stomach.   Frankly, I advise you to skip to  some  other

         story,  and I'm the author.  If I didn't like it,  do  I

         have to say more?









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     This story contains very graphic violence against a very

young child.  If such things bother you (and they do me) I advise

against reading this.







     The story is based upon a line that ran through my head one

night, and I couldn't get it out.  I had been reading some

material from the alt.sex.bondage group, and had been disturbed

slightly by some of the images, where people were hurting other

people, while claiming to do it out of love, where the other

person actually wanted them to do it.  I wondered, if this is

really possible.  I suppose so, as some people have been raised

to feel that the only attention their parents gave them, was when

they were being punished, so they came to associate pain with

love, and eventually with sex.

     This led to my mind popping up with the phrase, "Daddy,

Isn't it about time, you raped Suzy?"

     I started wondering, if there EVER could POSSIBLY be a

reason for a full-grown man, to have to rape and thoroughly abuse

his own little 5-year-old (or younger) daughter, because he loves

her, not because he's some kind of sadistic beast.  Besides the

obvious one, of someone holding a gun to his (or her) head, and

telling him to do it, or else.  At first, I couldn't think of a

reason.

     After a while though, I said to myself, that in a million

possible universes, and billions of years of time, there MUST be

SOME possible reason somewhere.  So my brain came up with this

idea.  It's science-fiction, of course.

     I _HATED_ to write this, but felt compelled to finish it.

It was so bad, that I actually lost my sex-drive, while I was

working on it.  I felt that badly.  Hopefully, now that it's

finished, I can go back to sleeping at night.  Somehow, I also

felt compelled to put this story out for others to read.

     (Shudder) :-{



     FINAL WARNING!!!!!  If you think the previous description is

bad; the actual story is much worse!  I strongly advise you to

skip this one.



     If you are still reading, then on your own head be it.  You

can't say that you weren't warned.





                       Raping Little Suzy.

                         An Erotic Story                        ----------------- (crossed out)

                          A Scary Story



     "Daddy," said my daughter Karen, trying to get my attention.

I was sucking on the little girl's swollen titties, while my

little sister kept my cock hard by giving it an occasional lick,

so it'd be ready when our daughter was.

     "Yes, Honey?"  I turned my attention to the 12 year old

girl's other nipple.  In spite of her distraction, I could tell

that the child was getting aroused.

     "Isn't it about time, you raped Suzy?"  The little girl's

voice was getting ragged, as I started licking my way down her

smooth little tummy.

     This attracted my attention.  I stopped licking the little

girl's navel, and used my hands to stimulate her, while I

answered.

     "Gee, Honey," I said, "our daughter's only 4 years old!

Give the little girl a chance.  I didn't rape you, until you were

over 6 years old, you know.  Even then, I was a little bit early.

You didn't get pregnant, until you were 7, and didn't keep one,

until you were 8.  Even your sister. . ."  I was interrupted by

Diane, as she told her own story.

     "Daddy raped me for the first time, when I was 5," she said

proudly.  At my stern glance, she continued, "Well, OK.  5 and a

half.  But I got pregnant with Jason, when I was only 6."  She

looked over at me, and amended, "OK, almost 7.  And Daddy raped

Ginny, for the first time, just last year.  I think our

daughter's already pregnant.  Anyway, she's already starting to

like it.  Even she's only 6."  Diane shifted her swollen belly,

to a more comfortable position, as she continued, "So what makes

you think Suzy needs it?"

     "She's been playing around with Jason," said Karen, as I got

ready to mount the little girl.

     "So?" I asked.  "Jason doesn't cum yet, and even if he did,

do you care if your nephew gets Suzy pregnant?  What's so

different if I did?"

     "The trouble is," said Karen, arching her back, to take my

engorged penis up inside her, "what if he doesn't?  When Jason

was finished, he had red on his cock, and it wasn't her

virginity.  She lost that 2 years ago, when Jason did his first

rape-training session.  You remember?  Suzy was the only one

small enough, and who still had her virginity then.  Of course,

there's Keri, and Tracy now."

     "Oh Shit!" said my little sister, at our daughter's words.

"You think she's already having periods?"

     Karen was getting carried away; as the stimulation of my

cock inside her made her forget the conversation for a moment.

"Unh! unnngh!  Augghh.  Oh Daddy!   Daddy.  Fuck me!  Get me

pregnant, Daddy.  I want another baby.  Please Daddy!  Knock me

up?"

     The whole family was getting exited, watching me get ready

to impregnate my second-oldest daughter.  "Do it Daddy," they all

chorused, almost in unison, "make a baby in Karen."







                                1





     I couldn't help it.  In spite of wanting it to last, so my

daughter could feel me inside her for a nice long time, the

stimulation of my daughter's 12 year old cunny squeezing on my

penis was too much.  I gave my little girl what she wanted.  A

belly full of baby-juice.  Squirt after squirt of my sperm went

into my daughter's fertile young womb.  We had planned this

carefully, and if we were careful, the little girl would be

pregnant again by tomorrow, leaving me free to take care of my

other duties.

     Damn!  I'd have to take care of Suzy too. If the little girl

was having periods already,  I'd have to be sure she got fucked

properly, at least once a month, until she got pregnant.  Oh

well, along with the pleasures of the job, come a few harsh

duties.

     I extracted my shining penis from Karen's belly.  My sister

came over, and handed our daughter a round rubber disk to use to

hold my sperm inside her.  Carefully, not wasting a drop, they

made sure that every bit of the sperm I had expended in her,

stayed inside.  When they were finished, Karen looked over at me.

"Thanks Daddy," she said, "I hope I'm pregnant now."

     I agreed.  It was so much trouble, when you were working to

make sure.  Rarely these days, did either of us have the time or

energy to just fuck for the fun of it any more.  I gave my

daughter a kiss, as I left.  Already, I was trying to figure a

way to fit raping little Suzy into my schedule.  I knew, that

somehow I'd make it fit.  As I said, with the pleasures, came the

duties.

     I knew that SOME men didn't see raping their little girls as

a chore, in fact, I'd heard some of them say they liked the sound

of children screaming in pain underneath them.  To me, they were

unfeeling clods.  It might be necessary, but that doesn't mean we

should like it.  I finally decided that I'd have to do it

tonight.  If the little girl had been having periods already. . .

I shuddered at the possibilities, if I didn't get my daughter

inseminated properly, and in time.  I checked my schedule again.

No, I couldn't do it earlier.  I called Karen back, and told her

to have Suzy ready at 8:00 that night.  To act like it was just

another "tie-down" practice for the little girl, and for heaven's

sake, don't give her anything special tonight, as she might get

suspicious, like my sister Kelly had. I shuddered at the

reminder.

     My sister Kelly had been almost 8, when she had her first

period.  She thought she knew all the reason's for the "tie-

downs," as she'd watched her two little sisters get raped once a

month, for over a year.  She wasn't old enough to be told the

true reason yet.  When Momma made that pumpkin pie, on a "tie-

down" night, Kelly figured that it was for her, and she hid.  The

precocious girl managed somehow to stay hidden for 10 days, and

by then it was too late.  Daddy tried to do his best.  He fucked

my little sister for three straight nights, but it didn't do any

good.  I'll never forget Kelly.  She only lived two more weeks,

and it wasn't nice.  I can still hear her screams.  What's

especially bad, is that painkillers don't help.









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     The doctors tried everything, but knew in advance, that it

wouldn't help.  Only if she'd been one of those lucky enough to

be living her whole life, in the sealed cities, would she have

had a chance.  Even there, I hear they occasionally have a case.

Out here, the chances are 100 per cent.

     I shuddered again.  That wouldn't happen to Suzy.  Even if I

accidentally killed the little girl, it would be better than what

happened to Kelly.  Long ago, I'd made up my mind, that I would

personally choke my daughter to death, rather than see her face

what my sister Kelly did.  I let another shudder go through my

frame, as I went to work.

     When I told the boss, that I had to rape my daughter that

night, for her first time, she sympathetically let me go an hour

earlier.  I didn't make the mistake of coming home early though,

as that might tip the little girl off.  I didn't want any

repeats, of what happened to my little sister.  I went over to my

sister's grave, and threw some flowers down on it from the

bridge.  They don't let you get too close, unless you're wearing

protective gear.

     That night, I tried to act normal, playing with Suzy, no

more, and no less, than I usually did.  It was a strain, not

reaching out and hugging her like I wanted to.  Just before

bedtime, Suzy came over, gave ME a hug, a kiss, and whispered in

my ear, "It's OK, Daddy.  Really!"  and trotted off, to be tied

down.  My jaw dropped.  Suzy knew!  Somehow the little girl knew.

And she had gone to her room quietly, with no fighting.  Tears

ran down my cheeks, as I thought of my love for the little girl.

Well, in spite of (or because of) my love for my child, I

wouldn't stint on her tonight.  Suzy would get it all, even if

she was only 4 years old.  I remembered Jake next door, who had

killed himself, after his little girl had died on her first

night.  Shelly had been only 5, and it had been too much.  His

brother had to take over the duties for the family, until Jake's

son was 14.  That had been 10 years of extra duty for him.  I

wouldn't do that to MY brother.  If my little girl died tonight,

too torn up, then I would die too, but only inside.  I'd keep

working, but I'd only be a husk.  Too many people depended on me,

for me to take my own life.

     For the next hour, I tried to lose myself in watching TV,

but the news made it hard to forget.  Especially, when the

commentator mentioned how the lone survivor of the Hass riots was

expected to take her own life next month, as soon as her baby was

born.  Everyone knew that in spite of all the medical knowledge

at her disposal, there was nothing anyone could do to save her,

now that her last male cousin had died.  The nano-engineers were

still years away from a solution to the plague.

     Finally, it was time.  At 20:00, I knew I had put it off

long enough.  I heaved myself out of my chair, and headed down to

pick up the pill, that would enable me to do the job that I had

to do.  I knew that without the bio-engineered helper-pills, I

wouldn't even be able to have an erection at the thought of what

my little girl would go through, let alone be able to rape her

properly.









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     Karen was waiting for me by the door to the "safe" room.

She already had my pill, and a glass of milk to wash it down

with, in her hand.  "Thanks dear," I said, as I picked up the

yellow and gold pill, and gave her a kiss.  This might be the

last kiss I ever had, without guilt overpowering me.

     Suddenly I looked down at the distinctively colored pill in

my hand.  "A FIVE?" I asked.  "My God Karen.  She's only 4 years

old!  I only needed a three, for YOU!"  I was almost crying.

     Karen was crying.  After all, the little girl was HER

daughter too.  Still she nodded, before replying.  "You love her

too much," she said.  "If you go in there and can't get it

up. . ."

     I gave up.  My daughter knew me too well.  The thought of

what would happen, if I failed, was too terrible.  Not only Suzy

would die, but I would too.  And along with me, any female

relatives that my brother couldn't fit into his already

overworked schedule.  Ever since our father got killed in the big

fire, too far gone for even the plague-bots to save, Brian and I

hadn't had a decent vacation for three years.  At least, we had

managed to save all of our immediate family, only losing one

cousin to the plague.  We might have been able to save even her,

if we had known Daddy was going to die in time.  I shuddered, and

took the pill from her hand.

     "Remember, don't take it, until the door is shut," she

reminded me.  I shuddered again, at the reminder of what might

happen if I did.  I didn't want to rape the wrong woman (girl).

Not that Karen would object if I took her, but if Suzy didn't get

what she needed pretty soon. . . I nodded.

     "Make sure the room is sealed," I said.  This time it was

Karen's turn to nod.  We all knew the drill.  We'd soon be dead,

if we forgot.  I entered the "safe" room.

     Unusually, in our case, it actually was a converted safe.

The building had at one time been a bank, and we used the old

safe, as a "safe" room.  Funny isn't it?  One thing for sure, I'd

never be able to break out, unless the monitors said it was OK.

Not with three-inch thick steel walls.  We didn't even need

soundproofing like most "safe" rooms, as the thickness of the

walls precluded the need.  I felt the pressure change, as Karen

shut the door, and the life-support system took over.  There was

a final-sounding "thoom," as the big door sealed.  I knew there

would be no exit now, for three hours.  By which time, either

everything would be OK, or Suzy, or me, or both of us would be

dead.  It was a sobering thought.  I looked over at the little

girl tied spread-eagled on the bed/rack.  Only four years old.

She hadn't even had a chance to go to kindergarten yet.  The

crying shame, was that she was so precocious in so many ways.

She was already reading grown-up novels, why did she have to be

precocious in this manner also?  I took what might be my last

sane, loving look at my little daughter, sleeping quietly in her

restraints.  The blackout hood absorbed every trace of light, so

as far as Suzy knew, the room was in complete darkness.  She had

obviously been sleeping for some time.











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     I let my looks linger over her small body one last time.

How could a man get excited at this?  Smooth boyish hips.  Not

even bumps on her little chest.  Well maybe tiny ones, she WAS

precocious.  Her tiny little slit wasn't even tempting.  She

looked almost sexless.  I knew, that in a short while, my

viewpoint would change drastically.

     I wanted to go over and kiss the little girl one last time,

and reassure her, but I didn't dare.  Time to go.  I popped the

pill in my mouth, and washed it down with milk.  Then I stood,

and waited.  I knew that the nano-robots on the cover were primed

by milk, and were already stripping the cover off, as it made its

way down my throat.  The new fast-acting pills made it easier to

take.  I shuddered for one last time.  A Five!

     Suddenly, I remembered.  I had better hurry, before it was

too late.  I barely managed to strip my clothes off, tossing the

last sock into the bin, when the pill (or the nano-factory

actually) hit me.

     Suddenly, I was no longer scared.  I was a MAN, and I knew

what needed doing, and I was going to DO it.  I looked over at

the sexy young thing tied up for my pleasure.  GOOD!  She

couldn't move, so I wouldn't have to worry about getting hurt by

flying fists, or raking nails.  (The thought, that it would be

harder to hurt HER, if she couldn't be bent out of shape, didn't

occur to me.)  I went over, and sniffed at the child's crack.

     The smell hit me like a ton of bricks.  THIS was what I

needed.  I suddenly had no control over my body, as I started

licking the crack of the little girl, like a man fresh from the

desert would go for ice-cream.  The pheromones emanating from the

little-girl body almost drove me insane.  (Of course, I WAS

technically insane at that moment anyway.)  It was definitely the

"right-time-of-month" for the little-girl/woman.  (Somewhere in

the back of my mind, a sigh of relief went unheard.)

     I ate, and slobbered, and rasped my tongue up and down the

little girl's slit, trying to drink more and more of her sweet

juices, before I lost control.  My slobbering must have woken

Suzy up.

     "Daddy?" she asked, hesitantly.

     Thank God for the pill.  I was unable to answer

intelligently.  I let out a loud, "Grraauuugh!"  My arousal had

reached a point, where I HAD to do something.  I grabbed my

engorged penis, and tried to shove it up inside the tiny little

hole that I had been slobbering over.  It wouldn't go.

     My drugged body couldn't believe it.  I tried again, pushing

harder.  Surprisingly, the little girl didn't resist, and

actually pushed back!  It still wouldn't go.  I don't know what

would have happened, if Suzy hadn't spoken up, not in pain, or

fear, but sensibly.  "Lube," she said.

     Even my sex-crazed mind made sense out of this.  In my

neglect, I had wasted time, I should have had the little girl all

lubricated BEFORE I took the pill.  Luckily, the tube was right

to hand, and I hurriedly smeared it on my cock, and barely as an

afterthought, on the little girl as well.  This time, when I

pushed, my cock started in.









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     I looked down, at where my big cock was entering the little-

girl body.  Eleven and a half inches of cock were somehow going

to go into that little forty-two inch body.  By the time you

subtracted a foot and a half for her legs. . . My cock was going

to be halfway up in her chest, when I bottomed out.  I felt

proud, that I had such a big cock.  The contrast was something.

     "Aghh!" gasped Suzy, when my cock first entered her.  Then

gasps and whimpers as I went deeper.  Next a loud, "Ow!" as I

broke through the remnants of her hymen.  Her cousin had been too

small to complete the job.  I pushed in still deeper, until over

four inches had penetrated the child's body, and I was at the end

of her vagina.  By this time, Suzy was crying steadily.  I could

see blood dripping out around the tightly stretched lips of her

vagina, and I knew I had torn her when I went inside.  I was

proud of myself.  Not many men could tear a girl, just by

sticking his cock inside her.  I couldn't wait, until I got it

all the way inside!

     This goaty thought, was enough to make me climax for the

first time.  My overexcited cock began spewing baby-juice all

over the inside of the little girl's vagina.  Knowing that she

could get pregnant was an extra thrill.  I imagined the little

girl's belly swollen with my baby inside, and I pushed even

harder trying to impregnate her, while I continued to send spasm

after spasm of potent sperm into the little girl's tiny belly.

     As my ejaculations slowed, the stimulation of the little

girl's vagina squeezing on the end of my cock made me want more.

I needed more!  I pushed more of my cock into my daughter's tiny

little belly. There was a tearing/ripping sensation, and Suzy

screamed!  Ahhh!  It felt soo good!  Another 3 inches of my cock

slid into the tight sleeve.  By now, it was clear up inside the

little girl's womb, and I was STILL squirting sperm inside her.

I withdrew a half-inch, and pushed back in.  Suzy screamed again.

Boy that felt good!  Out, and In again.  More screaming from

Suzy, as my cock went even farther inside.  By now, 2/3 of my

cock was buried in the little girl's belly.  The screaming

intensified, as I pushed in even harder.  I was going to plant

the rest of my seed, as far up inside the little girl's belly as

I could.  Her screams by now were almost continuous, as she tore

a little each time I pushed forward.  The little girl's screams

were becoming associated in my mind, with the pleasure I was

getting from the little girl's body sliding down my cock.  I had

to get the rest in!  Grabbing the little girl's hips, I pushed

forward with all my might, as I pushed my cock up into the little

girl, like a man coring a pineapple.  There was a final tearing

sensation, and all but the last two inches of my cock slid up

inside my tiny little daughter's torn belly.  I could feel the

little girl's liver move out of the way, as the tip of my cock

forced its way through the torn walls of her womb, and up inside

her belly, until it came to rest against the diaphragm separating

her chest cavity from her stomach.  I could feel the little

girl's heart beating wildly against the head of my penis, as I

forced the last two inches up into and THROUGH her diaphragm!











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     Suzy fainted, as the pain must have finally been too much.

I was somewhat disappointed, when the screaming stopped, as I had

begun to associate it with the pleasure.  However, the feeling of

the little girl's heart beating against the tip of my penis,

while her lungs massaged it, caused me so much OTHER pleasure

that I felt it was a fair exchange.

     I began spewing still another load of sperm inside the

little girl.  Only this time, it squirted against the little

girl's heart and lungs, from the inside.

     I worked my cock in and out, for a bit, enjoying the feel of

the little girl's bare pussy rubbing against the base of my cock

while her whole body massaged the length of it, like a sock drawn

on over my foot.

     After a while, the limp little body no longer provided me

with the same pleasure.  It had felt so much better, (and

tighter) when the little girl had been screaming, and fighting

back.  I still needed more release!  Three times now, I had

ejaculated my seed into various parts of the little girl's body,

but I needed at least two more.  Hurriedly, I withdrew from the

child's vagina, and forced my swollen member up the child's

defenseless anus.

     Suzy would have screamed again, I'm sure, if she had still

been conscious, as my 11-inch cock slid up into her poor little

rectum.  The lubrication of my sperm, and her blood made it go in

easily, and it wasn't until the last three inches went inside

her, that I tore open her intestines, and forced  my penis the

rest of the way up into her guts, so that it went through the

same hole as before in her chest cavity.  Pulling the little

girl's body on and off my engorged cock, I jacked off inside her,

enjoying the feeling of her body resisting me, as I pleasured my

self in her.  This was great.  This was what a man was FOR!  I

ejaculate another generous helping of my incestuous sperm inside

the little girl's torn body.

     After a while, the lack of resistance began to pall.  I

needed MORE stimulation!  Removing my penis from her ravaged

behind; I pulled the bottom of the hood from her chin, and tried

to insert my blood, sperm and shit-covered cock into the child's

mouth.  It wouldn't go, more than an inch, before slamming

against the back of her mouth.  I was frantic now.  I had to get

inside her!  Madly, I ripped at the restraints holding the hood,

and her head in place; ones designed to prevent this very thing.

They weren't designed to stand up a 200 pound man's frantic

yanking though.  Intentionally so; as I would have mashed her

head, in my frantic need, if I had to, to remove it from the

straps.

     Yanking at the girl's head, I bent it backwards, and forced

my cock down her throat.  It STILL wouldn't go far enough.

Yanking even harder, I bent the child's head backwards even

farther, until I had a straight shot down her oral cavity, barely

hearing the sickening "snap" of her neck.  The shudders of the

girl's lower body suddenly ceased.  I didn't notice.  I finally

had managed to push my swollen penis down the little girl's

throat.  Her gasps for air, stimulated my cock to new heights.

God it felt good!







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     Trying to get even more stimulation, the next time I felt

Suzy sucking for breath, I rammed my cock down her throat, into

her windpipe!  This was wonderful!  The girl's body began

thrashing, as the air was cut off.  The suction on my penis was

incredible, as her body tried desperately to get air.  I began

spewing great gobs of sperm into the little girl's lungs, as her

body gave a last climactic shudder, and then became still.

     For what seemed like hours, I rested there, feeling the last

sticky drops of cum flow from the end of my penis, coating the

inside of the little girl's now quiet lungs.  Finally, satisfied,

I withdrew.

     I felt wonderful, satisfied as never before.  I had proved

my maleness on this insignificant female form.  I was

magnificent.  I was a MAN!  I was. . . . I was. . . . I was a man

who had just brutally murdered his own little 4-year-old

daughter.

     I felt like cutting my own throat, as I came down from the

effects of the pill, and looked at the terribly ravaged figure of

my little girl.  Blood, Shit, and sperm were everywhere, somehow

accentuating the innocence of the tiny body.  Now that the pill's

effects had worn off, I could remember the code needed to remove

the child's restraints.  I did this, and then picked up the rag-

doll-like body, and cuddled it, while tears streamed down my

cheeks.  I knew that too much time had passed to help her now.  I

wondered just how I was going to explain that, to Karen.

Carefully, I wiped the little girl's face clean, trying to keep

from wincing at the sight of the drool of blood and sperm that

dripped out.  My sorrowful meditation was interrupted by a faint,

"beep".

     It couldn't be!  I had strangled the little girl with my

cock for over 10 minutes.  I knew it!  Still, hoping against

hope, I looked over at the monitor.  "Beep."  One minute and 20

seconds.  One minute and 22 seconds.  23.  24.  25.  "Beep."

     A cold flow of adrenaline ran through my veins like ice-

water.  The time-dilation.  I had forgotten the time-dilation!

Suddenly, the drills trained into me for hours each day over a

period of months took control of my body like a robot.

     "First check for arterial bleeding.  If necessary tie off

the artery with whatever comes handy.  Just don't tie it around

the victim's neck! (Ha ha.)"

     Frantically I searched for the flow that would endanger all

other measures.  I ignored the broken neck, that made the little

girl's head flop like a dead chicken.  No sign of the heavy flow

that a broken artery would have produced.  "Beep," went the

monitor.  One minute 35 seconds.

     "Next, look for puncture-wounds in the chest."  I shivered,

as I remembered the terrible hole I had put inside the little

girl's body earlier.  Still, I didn't think I had damaged her

lungs.  "Beep."  One minute 50 seconds.

















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     "Finally, before starting, drain as much as possible, of any

fluid from the victim's lungs."  I shuddered, as I remembered

just how much thick sticky cum I had ejaculated inside the

child's lungs.  My body ignored my mental despair, and proceeded

to turn the child over, head down, face down, and pushed HARD on

her back.  I noticed, and tried not to disturb a mysteriously

broken arm, as I did so.  Only a small amount of drool, and cum

dripped out.  "Beep."  Two minutes 10 seconds.

     "Then, and only then, administer CPR, using the oxygen mask

clipped to the side of the tie-down table."

     Thankfully, the oxygen mask was already pre-set to

administer to a child of Suzy's size.  I mentally thanked Karen

for doing her job.  Grabbing the mask, I squirted two puffs of

oxygen in the little girl's lungs, making sure the chest rose.

Then push-push-push-push-push, on the chest, and another puff

with the oxygen.  Push-push-push-push-push, on the chest, and

another puff with the oxygen.  Push-push-push-push-push, on the

chest, and another puff with the oxygen.  I fell into a rhythm.

As I pushed with one hand, I worked out the defib, with the

other.  "Beep."  Two minutes 40 seconds.  I breathed a sigh of

relief.  Well under the four minutes at which brain-damage

occurs.

     Push-push-push-push-push, on the chest, and another puff

with the oxygen.  Using my free left hand, I placed the patches

in the proper spots on the little girl. Push-push-push-push-push,

on the chest, and another puff with the oxygen.  I got the last

patch attached, and hit the "RUN" button on the heart-monitor.

"BLAAAAAT!"  Hastily, I removed my hands for my daughter's body,

while the electrodes shocked her heart back into working.

"Bee..."  0 minutes 0 seconds.  From the monitor.  Blip, Blip,

blip-blip, blip,  blip, blip.  My daughter's heart was beating

again.

     I was crying again; and not in the least bit ashamed, as I

watched my daughter come back to life.  Already, the plague-bots

were doing their intended job, and repairing the terrible damage

that I had inflicted on her.  As I watched, the tears in the skin

around her vagina slowly closed, and the skin knit back together.

I knew that inside, even greater marvels were being performed; as

the nano-engineered robots repaired the damage wrought by me.

Only by repairing great bodily harm, while being injected with a

close relative's sperm and male-system 'bots, close to the

injury, could a child as young as Suzy's immune system be

overcome by the male-portion of the super-microscopic system, and

thus give her the benefits, as well as the drawbacks of the

plague.  Mentally (for the thousandth time) I cursed the

religious fanatic who had so ingeniously crafted this system.

The benefits, of almost complete immunity to physical harm, or

disease, were astounding.  The drawbacks were just as bad.  A

second time, I cursed him, adding to the billions of curses

already heaped upon his roasting soul.  This time it was for his

stupidity, at missing the bug in the 'bots program that was

supposed to ensure fidelity.











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     I managed to remember to hold Suzy's neck straight, while

the repair work went on, so we wouldn't have to break it again

later.  After about 20 minutes, she seemed to be just sleeping,

and her feet responded by curling to the pressure of my finger,

so I laid her back on the tie-down rack, and after placing new

covers on it, I put back the restraints.  Hopefully, she would

think it was all just a bad dream, when she awoke.

     I watched with a heart filled with love, as the little

girl's chest rose and fell repeatedly.  It would never be this

bad again.  Next month, unless we were lucky and she got

pregnant, she would already be inoculated, and I would only have

to fuck her normally.  (Of course, even this would be painful for

such a little girl, as I was large, she was small, and her vagina

would have shrunk back to its little-girl size.  Even her

virginity would have been repaired.)

     I thumbed the intercom, and heard my daughter's quiet sobs.

I think Karen figured that she had lost both of us, as it was now

over two hours into our isolation period, and she hadn't heard

from me.  Thankfully, I had good news.

     "Karen," I said, barely able to get the words out through my

suddenly constricted throat, as I thought of how close I had come

to never seeing either her OR Suzy again, "we both made it."

     I then started weeping uncontrollably, as my thumb dropped

from the button.





                               END













     If asked by enough people, I will write up a more complete

description just of what the plague was, and it's consequences.

For now, I'm just glad to have finished this.  I like women and

little girls too much to enjoy this.  This was VERY painful to

write.







































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     OK.  I was asked.  This was written-up, as an answer to the

questions about the plague, and the background.



        *************************



     Background, on "Raping Little Suzy":



     The year is 2170.  The country is starting to recover from

almost 100 years of "The plague" and the subsequent riots.



     The plague, isn't really a disease organism.  In the year

2070, the country had progressed in micro-manufacturing to almost

unbelievable possibilities.



      There were loud outcries in the country, about the

uncontrolled experiments in "nano-robots," but the many benefits

caused the outcries to be almost unheard.  Cancer had finally

been licked, by nano-'bots programmed to examine a person's DNA,

and kill those cells that didn't match to within certain

prescribed parameters.  One person engaged in such research, in

fact a genius in the programming of such self-replicating

manufactured devices, saw possibilities for making what he

considered a better world.  His view of a better world, that is.



     Nathaniel Bhedu Jahmain, a recently converted Muslim

fanatic, saw a way to actually force the world to follow

Mohammed's beliefs (Or at least, Nathaniel's version of them) in

the almost living sub-microscopic devices he was working on.

These devices were able to carry extremely intricate programs, by

sharing the program among many such devices.  This was

Nathaniel's big contribution.  Before him, such devices were

limited in scope of operation to minor functions.  Even some

dangerous robots developed for war had been easy to overcome,

because of the size-restraints on their programs.  Once he found

a way around this limitation, Nathaniel began experimenting in

secrecy, to see if how far he could go, only showing enough to

his superiors to keep his funding alive.



     He finally decided on a five-step approach, programmed into

his devices. First, and hardest, he made them self-replicating.

This wasn't as hard then, as it seems now, as the devices were

almost small enough, and sensitive enough to handle individual

atoms.  Almost.  Large molecules were no problem, and he built

them out of common materials, almost cell-like in appearance.



























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     The next step, he figured, was to enforce "chastity," or

what he perceived it to be.  He wanted women to submit to their

husbands, not only willingly, but with great fervor.  So, part of

the robots' program was set to check on a woman's menstrual-

cycle, and if the woman did not receive a complementary injection

of her husband's male-oriented robots, between the start of her

menstruation, and her ovulation, the robots started to dis-

assemble her from within. It was a nasty death, and the robots

were programmed to counteract any painkilling drugs once they

started, and they left the nervous system alone, leaving the poor

victim to feel each tiny increment of their death.  This, he

figured would ensure *extreme* eagerness on the woman's part.  No

more, "Not tonight dear, I have a headache."  It was surmised,

that Nathaniel had just such a wife.  Pregnancy suppressed the

menstrual-cycle check for 12 menstrual cycles after there was no

longer any fetus in the womb.  If the baby terminated early

(either spontaneous, or deliberate abortion, in less than 8

months) the program started IMMEDIATELY, just as if the woman had

her period.



     After menopause, the program deactivated.



     The third step, also to ensure chastity, checked the

individual semen samples in the woman's vagina, against those

present last time.  If the first time, then a separate program

stored the sample, instead of comparing it.  If the semen samples

did not match, then BOTH the man and the woman got the

termination program.  There being enough on the surface of the

male penis to signal the man's robots to start their program

also.  If nothing else, while the woman would die, if she got

raped, so would the man.  So would any adulterer of any kind.



     The fourth step, was to try to enforce what Nathaniel

perceived to be a perfect world, where every man could have four

wives.  He set the robots to have an internal counter.  Every

male fertilized egg was not allowed to implant in the woman's

womb, until four female babies had been carried to term.  Only

then, would one be allowed to implant, and this reset the

counter.  The trouble was, that his arithmetic was TERRIBLE.  If

he had set the counter to one in two, then he MIGHT have been

close to his goal.  What actually happened, was that most women

never HAD more than 4 babies.  Second, when they did, there was

still an even chance, that it would be female.  The final result

was closer to 1 in 16, than 1 in 4.  This may seem like a man's

wet dream, but it was closer to a nightmare.

























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     Because Nathaniel perceived himself as a savior of mankind,

he didn't release his devices, until he managed to complete step

4, which monitored the DNA of the host body, and actively

destroyed any device, cell or organism, which either didn't match

the host DNA to within very narrow limits, or match the

programming checksum built into all of his robots.  This was also

the robots' defense-mechanism, to destroy any counter-robots

built.  Without his large-program capability, none could match

the deviousness of his design.  This also made almost any normal

method of birth-control fail, as chemicals were neutralized, and

condoms were quickly full of holes.



     The fifth step was sheer genius.  Somehow, when he was

designing the program to check the host DNA, he found he could

actually make his robots read the DNA program, and interpret it.

This enabled him to actually have the 'bots REPAIR the body, as

well as protect it.  He decided, that this benefit should not be

free, so he used it to further ensure female submission to men.

The mechanism would only be activated, when a woman lost her

virginity.  (Presumably, when she got married, as who would even

TRY to beat this system)  The system was activated by a man's

semen, mixing with a woman's blood, in her vagina, and the male-

counterpart robots mixing with the female.  (There were slightly

different versions for both men and women.)  At this point, The

man would also be protected, so it was to his advantage to get

married also.



     Of course, not being COMPLETELY stupid (Well, he WAS a

genius, even if blind in certain spots), he checked prototypes of

his creations out, before releasing them on an unsuspecting

world.  The trouble really came out of WHAT he used to check them

out on.  Like any self-respecting researcher, he used laboratory

white-mice.  After several generations of robots, he finally got

one that seemed to produce the desired results, in the observed

mice.  Not wanting to produce a race of immortal mice, his

program had a built in fail-safe, which he activated, killing all

the mice, and all the robots used in the test.  It is assumed,

that there was a similar fail-safe built into the ones used for

humans, but he was torn apart by the mob, before he had a chance

to activate it.  The nano-bots were self-protecting to an amazing

degree.  If examined with penetrating, radiation, they self-

destructed into a completely unrecognizable mess, so it was

almost impossible to examine them.  At the time of the story,

scientists had just been able to freeze some with liquid helium,

and make some cursory examinations.  Previously, because of the

technological breakdown, no such studies had been possible.























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     It wasn't until about a month after the first release, when

he announced his invention to the world, that the horrible

results of an otherwise minor bug in his invention's program

became apparent.  His testing had ALL been with laboratory rats,

which for research purposes, are inbred to a degree unheard of,

in the real world.  The bug didn't show up at first, until people

who had just gotten married, started dying, in a most horrible

manner.  People who were already married, seemed to be immune.

About six months later, unmarried women started dying also.  At

this point, it looked as though the human race was finished, as

only married couples were surviving, and there were no successful

new marriages.



     When that news came out, was when the mob tore through the

prison gates, took the inventor out, and ripped him limb from

limb.  They then proceeded to his house, and killed all of his

relatives, saying that if they weren't going to have any

children, none of his would survive.  This became a worldwide

witch-hunt.  Even after one hundred years, the suggestion that

someone might be distantly related to "Bad Jahmain," was enough

to start people to unthinkingly and uncaringly kill and destroy

any male relative of the accused person.  People no longer killed

the female relatives, preferring them to suffer, "as they

deserved," by dying by the "plague" as it was now called.



     It was only after the population of the world had been

reduced by almost 2/3, by either the plague, suspicion of the

plague, riots, malnutrition, wars, and other calamities, that a

curious pattern of survivors was observed.  People (such as some

families in Arkansas) who came from highly inbred relationships,

weren't dying at the same rate, as everyone else.  In fact, the

closer the relationship, the better the chance of surviving

marriage.  Suddenly, the world went on a wild orgy of incest.



     Surprisingly, it actually worked.  The nano-bots program had

a flaw, that made them reject DNA too far out of "spec" with

their hosts, and treated it as a case of rape, or adultery.  Only

a male with at least a 27% match of DNA would be acceptable to

them.  Any others, would be fatal to both partners.  Thankfully

for the biodiversity of the human race, there was a second bug,

that only became apparent after almost 30 years.  There was a

hole in the program, which counted female births.  Once a woman

had her four daughters, and actually had a male baby, for some

reason, the "chastity" program no longer worked on her.  For this

reason, women who managed to have a male baby were highly prized,

and could almost name their rewards, and who they would accept as

partners.  Eventually, to counteract the worlds outrage, when

several men were found to be holding 7 "male-bearers" as

concubines, against their will, laws were enacted to ensure

evener distribution.  Such women were FORBIDDEN from carrying

more than 1 baby for any one man, and any man who was found to

have impregnated a woman NOT his immediate relative more than

once, had his male organ scratched, while covered with vaginal

secretions from another man's woman.  The death, was NOT nice.







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     After about 80 years, an unusual side-effect, of having the

'bots monitoring appeared.  Because of inbreeding people who

started having sex early, as a precaution, the average age of

first menstruation, and first successful pregnancy began to drop.

Normally, this would have been self-correcting, but the nano-

'bots repair facility actually made it possible for incredibly

young girls to not only menstruate, but to actually get pregnant,

and successfully carry their babies to term.  In fact, it was

EXTREMELY rare for a pregnancy to NOT go to term, and unheard of,

for the mother to not survive, no matter how young, as the nano-

'bots continually monitored the whole process, and made sure, not

only of the health of the mother, but that the DNA pattern was

properly followed, and the baby developed normally.  For some

reason, there were NEVER any twin or other multiple births, any

more.  At the time of the story, it was not completely unheard-of

for a child as young as 4 to have a baby, and the current world-

record, was a girl who had her first baby two months shy of her

third birthday.  Both baby and mother were doing fine; and at the

time of the story, the young woman was on her fourth MALE baby,

and was hoping to compete for the world record of 5.  Her

daughter (the first of 20) was already on her second male child,

at the ripe old age of 15.



     The nano-'bots seemed to have a learning-program of some

kind, because they seemed to get better at taking care of people,

as the years passed.  They also got harder to fool.



     There was a trouble with the youth-progression though.

First, the younger the child was, when they had their first

period, the sooner they needed to be "serviced," or "raped" by a

male relative.  And it really was "Rape".  Children that young,

are going to be HURT, when a male, old enough to ejaculate,

forces his penis into such a small hole.  Also, the injury-repair

program that was originally intended to be activated by the

breaking of a woman's hymen, seemed to need unusual measures to

be activated in children younger than 6 years old.  The child's

immune-system, already bolstered by her own female-system 'bots,

actively rejected the male-system bot's that normally would re-

program hers to do their repair-work  Only by giving both sets of

plague-'bots a MAJOR repair job, right at the sight of their

joining, could they be overcome.  If the activation was not done

the first time, the job became progressively harder, as the

female-system bots learned to repulse the male ones until, if the

subject didn't get activated by the third time, they never would.

There was some debate, in the medical community at the time,

whether the benefits of being protected, and almost immortality

thereby, were worth the almost 15% death-rate, of those who tried

for the third time.



















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     In case the reader is wondering about a runaway birthrate,

the population at the time of the story was just barely

approaching 50 million again, in the United States, and there

were signs of a vastly slowing fertility rate.  Some secondary

program in the nano-'bots, seemed to be kicking in.  Since the

original inventor had been a rabid environmentalist, as well as a

devout Muslim, this was no surprise.



     Oh yes, one final thing:  "Surprise-surprise:"  The effect

of the 'plague' on religion was exactly the opposite of what the

originator intended.  There were now NO Moslems left in the

world.  Those who survived the original pogroms, and riots either

switched religions (for health reasons), were killed in later

riots, when they were discovered, or went completely underground.

Any remnants, now embraced a religion that was far removed from

what Mohammed had originally set up, as Mecca no longer existed,

having been leveled by a 50 megaton warhead, and the required

public prayers and posturings would have gotten the poor

worshiper mobbed the moment he started.  There were only 5

official copies of the Koran in the world.  One in Moscow, 2 in

the Vatican, One under heavy guard in the library of congress,

and one in the Louvre in France.  Anywhere else in the world, it

was a capitol offense, punished by instant on-the-spot stoning to

death, to posses a copy.  Probably, all your male relatives would

be killed too, and your female relatives left to die from the

plague.



     This last, actually happened, just outside the story.  The

"Haas" riots, referred to, had been a case of mistaken identity.

The man, one Ira Hass, Had been a student studying the early

years of the interregnum.  At that time, a Charismatic preacher

had written a vitriolic attack on Mohammed, entitled "The

fallacies of the Koran," which the young man had been reading.  A

neighbor, who had just lost his 6-year old daughter to the

plague, noticed him reading a black book, with the word "Koran"

on it, and had gone insane.  He had gathered up a posse of

neighbors, and had practically torn the young man limb from limb,

never giving him a chance to explain.  They had then proceeded to

stone his son and younger brother to death, and killed his

father, when he returned from work, rejoicing in their

"cleansing" of their town.  The only male survivor of the family,

was a cousin, who died of head-injuries about 8 months later.  It

was only AFTER they had finished their "dirty work," that someone

noticed the REAL title of the book, just before they were going

to burn it.

























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     At first, the town tried to hush the whole thing up, but the

7 remaining women, having no reason to keep quiet, yelled the

whole story to the press.  There was nothing that anyone could do

for them now, of course, and all except one committed suicide.

That one, was pregnant, and had narrowly missed being killed too.

If the mob had realized she was carrying a MALE child, she would

have been also.  As it was, the only remaining member of the

family would have to wait until he was 15 or so, and hope to

attract some of the few "male-bearers" to continue his family

line.  Since the whole world felt guilty about this, his chances

were probably pretty good.  Certainly he would have no financial

worries.



     Oh, one final thing, hinted at in the story:  Once a

"termination" sequence had been activated, The 'bots attacked any

live flesh available, not just their hosts, until the host-flesh

had been completely used up for energy.  Only the original host

would feed the dying 'bots, but a person could lose an arm or

leg, past the ability of plague-'bot repair, if he handled the

deceased body of someone who had recently died of the "plague."

You generally wouldn't die; just almost wish you had.



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     Whooooo!  That's enough writing for one night!





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