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This is a work of fiction. The author neither endorses nor
condones the actions described herein. This story contains
graphic descriptions of sexual acts. No virgins were deflowered
in the creation of this work.
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Yang Reception
or
Practice Makes Perfect
I owe my life to Guru Tsu. I discovered his teachings when
I was twelve. Before my parents' divorce, I practically lived in
the library. When I read the first book, it was as if I could
see for the first time. His words gave me comfort when I needed
it the most.
It wasn't long before I sought out other followers of Guru
Tsu's Way. We'd meet once or twice a week to meditate, study his
writings and do enlightenment exercises. I was really good at
"going to level," what we called the deep meditation state.
Glory, who had actually studied under Guru Tsu, said I was really
advanced for my age. She said that I had an "inner illumination"
that would make me a natural guide, but that I needed further,
deeper instruction. My heart leapt when she told me that I might
be able to learn at the feet of Guru Tsu himself. But I'd have
to wait until I was older and, until then, I'd have to follow the
Way, especially the paths of purity and chastity. As if she had
to tell me!
From that moment on I counted the days. It was hard doing
mundane things like going to school and doing chores, but I
ignored the hedonism of the other kids at school by meditating
and studying the Way. My mom, unable to control her own worldly
urges, wasn't around much anyway, so I had plenty of time to
contemplate on the Way.
The days became months, then years. Many people came and
left our cluster as their faith in the Way waxed and waned, but I
never wavered in my resolve. I devoutly followed the Way, and
finally my devotion was rewarded. I was called to join Guru Tsu
at the Common!
When I boarded the private plane, it took every bit of my
meditative control to keep my excitement in check. Through the
long flight, I tried to stay at level, but my mind was awash in
anticipation. Glory had cautioned me that even with all my years
of study and exercise, it could never compare with the experience
of studying under Guru Tsu himself. My being would be in a
constant state of wonderment, if not utter shock.
I got my first surprise as I got off the plane and saw that
no one at the Common wore clothes. It really shouldn't have
surprised me. After all, matters of the spirit was the
preoccupation here, not physicality. Still, it took a bit of
adjustment. I'd immersed myself in virtue and purity practically
my entire life, rejecting all thoughts of the flesh. It was hard
to see people, both women and, especially, men, displaying
themselves shamelessly without being reminded of my own carnal
feelings. It was to be my first lesson.
I was greeted by a young woman who told me her name was
Pearl and she was to be my guide for the first few days until I
became accustomed to my new surroundings. She showed me to my
room and said I could leave my clothes there and she would show
me the grounds. When I stood naked before her, I tried not to be
self-conscious, but she noticed it right away. "Don't worry,"
she laughed. "Once you meet with Tsu, you'll get over it."
As we wandered the grounds while she pointed out the
meditation temple, the dining halls and the other areas, I
couldn't help but notice that every man who crossed our path
seemed to be in a state of sexual arousal. I'd never seen a man
naked before, but I'd studied enough to know that guys weren't
always erect like that. Then I noticed that every woman there,
including Pearl, were obviously sexually excited as well, even
the ones that were in various stages of pregnancy. Their thighs
were literally dripping with moistness. I suddenly recognized
that for the first time in my life I was filled with what I could
only call a sensual lust. My nipples, like every other woman in
the Common, were thick and tight and I felt a growing warmth
between my legs.
As if she could hear my innermost thoughts, Pearl smiled and
said, "Yes, one's first days at the Common can be confusing in
its joy, but Tsu will explain everything."
We ate dinner in one of the small halls. We sat with two
other girls. Pearl introduced me to Undine. She was also a
guide. The girl with her had come to the Common the previous
day. Pearl told them I'd meet with Guru Tsu tomorrow. Undine
told us the girl she was with would be seeing him tomorrow, too.
It was odd, but I didn't catch the name of Undine's charge.
"I'm so jealous of the two of you," Undine said. "I wish I
could re-live meeting Tsu for the first time. How wonderful the
experience is!"
The other new girl didn't say much during dinner. She
probably felt like me, a little shy and a bit overwhelmed by all
the newness. I could tell, though, that she was filled with
excitement. When we all finished eating and rose to leave, I
couldn't help but notice that her thighs were coated with a filmy
fluid. Just like Undine's and Pearl's. Just like mine.
It turned out that Undine's ward had the room next to mine,
so the four of us walked back to the living quarters together.
When we got to my room, Undine said the two of them would see us
at lunch the next day, and then we'd go together to the yang
reception ceremony. Then they both went into the new girl's
room.
Pearl opened my door and we went in. I was exhausted from
all the excitement of the day and I sat on the bed, ready to
collapse. Pearl sat next to me and hugged me tightly. The
feeling of her breasts pressed upon mine only made the unusual
desire within me burn deeper. When she kissed me, our tongues
met and I moaned slightly, a shiver traveling up my legs and into
my belly. Then she got up and went to the door, saying, "Sleep
well. You've got a demanding day tomorrow."
I slipped into bed, shaking a bit from the confusing
feelings I was experiencing. The sheets, surprisingly, felt like
satin and, unaccustomed to sleeping in the nude, the material
against my flesh only increased the intensity of the embers I
felt inside me trying to burst into an inferno. For the first
time in years I was tempted to touch myself, but I called upon my
meditation training, went to level and soon I was asleep.
The next morning, I was woken by a kiss. Pearl had brought
me breakfast. As I ate, Pearl outlined my day. First was a
series of physical exercises to prepare my body for the spiritual
teachings that followed. Then, after I was physically cleansed
and ready, I would be brought to Guru Tsu for a series of
personal instruction and training. I grew excited in
anticipation. Then I would participate in the yang reception
ceremony. Before I could even ask, Pearl said, "I can't explain
or even describe it. After your audience with Tsu, you will
understand."
To be honest, I wasn't looking forward to the physical
exercises. I'm really not much into exercising. No one would
ever accuse me of being skinny, but I'm not grossly overweight
and I'd had my share of boys at school looking at me with
obviously carnal thoughts. Even so, I'm what's called a
"full-figured" girl, especially in the hips, bottom and bust, and
I hoped no one was going to try to suddenly make me a size eight
in a matter of hours.
I needn't have worried. When we got to the exercise room,
instead of the typical gym equipment I was expecting, Pearl led
me to a simple massage table. Pearl told me to lie on the table
on my stomach, and another women came in and gave the most
incredible massage I'd ever had. Actually, it was the first
massage I'd ever had, but it was wonderful. When the masseuse
massaged my buttocks, I got a bit tense, but it passed quickly,
and when she kneaded my breasts and thighs, it seemed so natural
that I didn't think twice about it. By the time she probed my
labia, I was in such a state of tranquility that I eagerly
accepted it as part of the sensuality of the experience.
I was totally at peace with my body. Every muscle was
utterly content. Then Pearl told me to go to level. As calm as
I was, I slipped in easily, my eyes already closed, my mind
already in a state of bliss . I vaguely felt the masseuse
lifting my legs off the table. "Try to keep them raised," she
commanded. I held them in the air, then she continued, "Good. Now
spread them apart."
Normally, I'd have been too shy to separate my thighs so
widely, but in my serenity, I was emboldened and I pulled my legs
wide apart. I shivered slightly as I felt the cool air on my
labia. "Very nice," I heard the masseuse say, "you already shows
signs of receptivity. Now, keep your thighs apart and touch your
heels together." My thighs quivered and my buttocks quivered
against the table as my feet met, making me shiver. I realized
that my vagina was open and moist and I felt a trickle of liquid
sliding down between my buttocks. "Yes," she continued, "you're
quite receptive. You'll have no trouble with Tsu's
preparations."
"From this point forward," Pearl instructed, "relax and keep
at level as we prepare you for your meeting with Tsu." My
greatest wish was about to come true and it was hard to remain in
control, but I concentrated on my inner peace. Even so, I'd
falter occasionally and my heart would begin to race.
I was led to another room where I was bathed and dried. My
hair was brushed and simply styled. I felt utterly pampered.
Then I was taken to a small room.
The lighting was dim and diffuse. The only furniture was a
single curved chair without arms, closely facing each other. I
was placed in it and the chair slid backward, so my head was
level with my upturned hips. Then the chair rose until my head
was slightly more than waist-level to Pearl. It was a
surprisingly restful position. I felt as if I was lying in the
palm of a large soft hand with my legs spread and dangling
comfortably in the air. Then Pearl and the other left and I was
alone. I calmed myself and concentrated on my meditative state.
When one is at level, time has no meaning. After I was in
the room alone for minutes or hours or days, I slowly became
aware of another presence. When he began to speak, it was filled
with such peace and love, it was as if we had been talking
intimately for years.
"Are you comfortable, child?"
"Yes, Guru Tsu."
He was standing next to me, his face smiling down at me. He
seemed much younger than I had expected. Instead of the sage
elder I had envisioned, he was trim and muscular. Like every
other male I'd seen at the Common, his long penis stood thick and
rigid. Surprisingly, in retrospect, I didn't find that
threatening in the least.
"Please, child, if you would, call me Tsu. Honorifics have
no place at the Common. We are all equals in our spirituality.
"I hear and understand, Tsu," I replied, falling into the
ritual response.
"I have followed your progress with great interest," he
said, his hand idly stroking my hair. "Your teachers tell me you
have great wisdom for one so young. This is why you have been
asked to join the Common. They believe you will accept the truth
that is about to be revealed to you.
"But first, I would be honored if you would accept from me a
gift. A humble adornment, if you will. I should like to call
you Roe, and it would please me if you would take it as your
name." He bowed slightly.
"I am honored to accept," I replied. "To you and to all, I
am Roe." In the position I was in, I couldn't return the bow,
but I nodded my head.
"Thank you," he said softly, "I am blessed by your
acceptance." He turned and walked slowly, moving toward my legs.
He said, in a louder voice. "Now, Roe, here is a puzzle. We are
spiritual beings." He paused.
"That always were and always will be, perfect in our
spirituality," I finished.
"Yet," he continued, "we inhabit physical bodies within a
physical world. Why is that?"
"Our physical bodies, indeed, the physical world is a
manifestation of our spiritual beings," I replied.
"Yes. But if that is so, why is it that our physical bodies
age and die?"
"Age and deterioration is a reflection of our imperfect
understanding of our spiritual nature." I almost allowed myself
to indulge in a small sense of pride, but instead I maintained
level.
"So we accept that death is evidence of the physical world's
imperfection. But then we must also accept that birth is also
such evidence."
I thought for a second. "Yes," I decided. "In the
environment of pure enlightenment there is no death. Therefore
there would be no birth."
"So," he said, "the agents of birth, the ovum and the sperm,
are the result and exist only because of our blindness to our
true spirituality.
"Yes," I agreed.
He had moved so that he was standing at my feet, facing me.
"And that would also mean that the abstractions of male and
female, active and passive, yin and yang, are also the
consequence of the misunderstanding of our spirituality, is that
right?"
I fell silent as I contemplated. Then I spoke. "No, Tsu,
that is not right. Yin and yang are perfect states, not bound by
the physical. There is an error in reason."
He moved forward. "Your teachers spoke truth. You are wise
beyond your years." His hand rose to stroke my inner calve.
"The error, Roe, is in the initial fact and the unstated
assumption. The unstated word. 'Merely.' Our physical bodies
are not 'merely' a manifestation of our spiritual beings. They
are essential to our journey, to our enlightenment."
His eyes grew intense as he stared into mine. "In
disengaging the spiritual from the physical and designating our
actions as either only spiritual or physical, we are overwhelmed
with hunger while starving ourselves spiritually.
Our spiritual beings need nourishment. This sustenance
manifests itself as the flow of essence from the center outward.
Conceptually, from the earth to the heavens. This is physically
manifest in the mating of male and female.
"I need not tell you that, we, male and female, have a
physical need for coitus. This is borne from a spiritual need
for physical union, for the coupling of the male and female, to
allow the flow of spiritual essence from the earth, through the
male, to the heaven, through the female. This need is strong.
You have noticed this, especially here, have you not?"
I nodded. I was beginning to struggle with maintaining
level while his hand was stroking my leg, his fingers moving
slowing upward towards my thigh,, but I was aware enough to
believe I noticed a discrepancy. I waited to mention it.
"This need is the physical manifestation of our need for
spiritual nourishment. This nourishment is normally consumed via
the physical chakra. In the male this is mundanely known as the
prostate, in the female as the cervix.
Tsu must have noticed that I was having trouble staying at
level. He stopped stroking my leg and continued. "When
confronted with this need to exchange essence yet unable to
connect with the spiritual flow and receive nourishment, chakras,
the male has no choice but to cannibalize his own life essence.
This is manifest as sperm. In the female it is manifest as the
ovum."
I was beginning to understand the implication of his words.
But the discrepancy bothered me. "Tsu," I interrupted, "the
earth is traditionally represented as yin and the heavens as
yang, but you describe the flow reversed. The male, the active,
passes essence to the female, the passive."
Tsu smiled. "This is the manifestation. This is the cause
of our starvation." He paused.
I understood in a surge of enlightenment. I cried, "My God,
I see! The male is meant to be yin and the female is supposed to
be yang!" The import of the realization was startling.
"Yes, Roe," Tsu said, grinning, "You are, indeed, most
perceptive. The male is unable to pass the spiritual essence
actively. He is the conduit and the female is the active
recipient. She must draw the essence from him."
I eagerly nodded, excited at the insight. "So that, with
the male as the passive conduit and the female as the active
recipient, the direction of the spiritual flow is from yin to
yang, the degeneration of the couples' beingness is negated, the
cycle of birth and death is broken!." I began to shake. "Tsu, I
understand! I understand!"
In my excitement, I had completely left my meditative state.
I was beginning to babble something about entropy when Tsu
instantly broke through my agitation by reaching out and placing
his hand upon my pubic mound. The sudden intimate contact made
me gasp.
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I looked down at his hand upon me, then looked up into his
eyes. His gaze was warm and strangely inviting.
He said softly, "Do you also understand why you are here,
Roe?"
My gaze fell from his eyes to his groin. His rigid penis
was less than an inch from my vagina, poised for entry. I felt
myself becoming moist with a carnal heat.
Suddenly I understood perfectly. Yang reception. The
female act of actively receiving essence from the passive male.
I lowered my eyes. "Yes, Tsu," I whispered, "I believe I
do."
"Will you accept the truth and, so, the responsibility? Will
you follow the Way and prepare yourself for yang reception?"
I hesitated. It was a great leap of faith I was being asked
to make. My acceptance would mean I would take a man's penis
into my virgin vagina and receive his ejaculate. If the Way was
not true, I would actually be taking sperm into my ovulating
womb. I was coming into the fertile time in my cycle. I'd
become pregnant.
"Tsu," I said, my voice quivering slightly, "I am not
perfect in my belief. I have doubts. I am afraid of conceiving
and bearing a child."
"Roe," Tsu said comfortingly, "you need but remember that it
is not your beliefs only that will control the reality. There is
also your partner. Even if your faith is weak and you cannot
accept the male's spiritual offering, thus creating the ovum
within you, if your partner's faith is firm, there will be no
sperm in his seminal essence. There can be no impregnation, no
conception, no childbearing. Just as there will for you be no
aging, no deterioration. No death. And, without the aggression
borne of frustration, a new age of peace and love. You will be
part of the vanguard that ushers in this new age for humanity."
No death. The vanguard of a new age.
It had to be true. It was the only truth that made sense.
I confronted and banished my concerns. "Yes, Tsu," I said
resolutely. "I see and understand. I accept the responsibility.
I accept the Way."
Tsu smiled. "You are devout as you are wise, Roe. I am
honored to be in the presence of one so firm in her faith." He
bowed deeply. I shivered as I felt his breath play upon my
abdomen.
Now that my faith was true, I was overwhelmed with
anticipation. My heart started to race. "Are--are you to
prepare me for the ceremony?" I asked, fighting to get back to
level.
"No, Roe. You will prepare yourself. I cannot do so, for
it would negate my yin. I can, however, offer you guidance which
you may choose to accept."
I realized I'd asked the wrong question. "Are you to be--my
partner?"
He placed his hands on my hips. "For your initiate
reception. If you should wish it so." His eyes rested upon my
breasts, which rose and fell with my quickening breath.
My voice trembled. "I--I d-do wish it so."
He then bowed again and solemnly asked, "Do you want to take
my conduit within you, to draw from me the spiritual in
substance? Will you sup from my body to take nourishment for
your soul?" I felt each syllable flutter through my pubic hair
and my labia began to quiver, swelling with desire.
I recognized the form and responded as clearly as my gasping
breath would allow. "I w-want to take your c-conduit with--
within me, and d-draw from you the spiritual in substance. I
will s-sup from your b-body to t-take nourishment for my soul." I
felt my wetness begin to run out from between my throbbing labial
folds.
He rose and stood motionless between my legs. The heat from
his firm, thick penis, little more than millimeters from my
vagina, inflamed me. I was aching to take him into me, craving
to fill myself with his flesh.
"Raise your legs and rest them upon my hips," Tsu said.
I wrapped her legs around him. His skin felt warm and rough
against my soft thighs. I gasped when I felt his penis touch me
between my legs. Steeling myself, I clamped my legs tightly onto
Tsu's waist and dug my heels into his back, pulling myself
swiftly up off the chair and up into his groin.
My body shuddered as I felt his penis pressing tightly
against my moist flesh only to slide downwards, running along the
cleft of my bottom to rest snugly between my buttocks.
Tsu smiled down at me as the soft globes of my bottom
quivered against him. "No, Roe. You must take care not to
become too aggressive. You must simply open yourself and draw me
into you." I sighed passionately as I loosened my legs' tight
grip on him and lowered myself back onto the chair. He pulled
out and away.
Tsu continued softly, "Take my penis in your hand and
position the head at the entrance to your vagina." I reached
down and gingerly wrapped my fingers around the long, firm shaft,
already moist from its contact with my damp skin. I felt his
blood coursing through the warm velvety column. It throbbed
against my palm, and my eyes widened, my heart raced. For a
instant I imagined this massive flesh inside me, spurting sperm
into my womb, inundating the egg floating deep inside me, making
it grow, making me pregnant. As fearful as I was at the danger
of carrying a child within me, the idea made me warm with desire.
I put the vision out of my mind and, my breath rasping, I
pressed the bulbous head into the soft folds of my labia. "Softly
rub the tip up and down along the fold," Tsu said. I did as he
suggested. The sensation of the cushiony head sliding along the
length of my slick vaginal lips sent sparks of pleasure through
me. I felt my moistness trickling out of me, sliding down
between the cleft of my buttocks.
Tsu whispered, "Your initiate reception must be achieved
with as little aggression as possible. You must open yourself
gently and freely so your vaginal passage can embrace the penis
tightly against your physical chakra, extract the seminal
secretions and take it within you with without force. Your
vagina must expand and blossom just as the petals of a flower
open to welcome pollination.
"As I lean forward, place your hands on my shoulders. I
will place my hands upon your breasts to allow for the circular
flow of energy between us."
"Ahh," I gasped as his fingers pressed onto my taut nipples.
His touch sent shoots of fire down through my body.
"Yes," Tsu sighed, his breath becoming husky, "you can feel
the energy coursing, can you not?"
"Hhh-y-yes," I rasped.
"Now with your legs, gently pull me towards you." As I did,
I felt the warm head nestle snugly in my labia. I began to moan
softly.
"Focus on your labial folds," Tsu breathed. "Feel them
bared and exposed, spreading and unfolding, growing moist as they
open to welcome in the seminal messenger." My lips fluttered and
parted around the silky tip and my moans grew louder as his penis
began to slide into me.
"Now concentrate on your vaginal channel. Visualize it
widening and expanding to accommodate the thickness. Feel it
growing slick with your welcoming fluids." I felt myself
becoming wetter, the liquid running through my trembling buttocks
and down my back, and I felt his warm flesh slowly sliding into
my vagina.
"Ohhh," I cried as I felt my labia close around the head as
it passed into me.
"Yes," Tsu hissed, "draw in it. Feel your vagina opening
and widening, welcoming and receiving."
I felt myself growing more and more open as I accepted more
and more of his penis into me. I felt my vagina begin to ripple
upon his hard flesh, my labial lips caressing and embracing his
shaft.
Then I felt a pressure deep within me as the progress of the
fleshy column waned, then stopped. Tsu whispered, "Just as in
your spiritual training, effort is needed to pass the barriers to
enlightenment. Just as discarding false perceptions may bring
initial trauma, so too may advancing though the physical
obstruction cause an initial discomfort."
My moans grew louder as Tsu's fingers began to stroke my
breasts. "These tender stimulations should assist in helping to
reduce the shock." My back arched and my breasts rose into his
caresses. As he fondled my aching nipples, my pelvis began to
rock gently and the pressure of his firmness upon my hymen
increased.
"Oh, oh, oh," I cried as the rutting of my hips increased in
intensity and the stress of his unyielding penis upon the
membrane blocking its entry rhythmically escalated. "Oh, oh--
Oh!!" The pressure suddenly became a stab of pleasure-pain as
the veil began to rupture. "Oh!!" My hips rose up again and
another delicious sting shot through me. My secretions flowed
out of me, trying in vain to ease the shock of my maidenhead
being split and torn away. "Aah!!" The sharp sensation washed
over me again and I felt Tsu's thick penis suddenly shift within
me. "Aaagh!" Each roll of my pelvis brought another sweet pang
of pain and his manhood slid a bit deeper into my inflamed
sheathe.
Then the sharpness of the pain ebbed and the long, stiff
flesh continued its descent into my depths. "The worst is
passed, my little Roe," Tsu gasped, "Soon you will hold my penis
fully within your vagina. Soon you will begin to draw the
essence from my body, the nourishment you so crave to take and I
so crave to give."
"Yes, Tsu," I moaned, "yes, I feel your presence inside me
so intensely, I-- Oh!!" "I felt his testicles suddenly pressing
tightly upon my buttocks. At the same time, deep within me, I
felt the head of his penis touch the bottom of my vagina. "Oh,
Tsu," I cried, "it feels--it feels so good in me, so deep inside
me, I feel so--so--"
"It is the pressure on your chakra that gives you such
pleasure," Tsu explained in a husky voice. "The chakra, what you
would call your cervix, hungers for that which it knows is now
within its reach. Feel how it pulses against the head of the
conduit."
"Y-yes, I--I do," I groaned.
"And feel how my penis also pulses within you, the energy
that surges through it, growing and intensifying, building to
explosive release."
"Hh-yes, yes, I--I--"
"You must not let the energy remain restricted, Roe. When
the essence is allowed to stay seething with the male, it becomes
infused with the active seed of his life force. And when it is
fully charged with his sperm, that is when he must ejaculate,
aggressively driving it into the female's womb, causing
conception and childbirth."
Again my mind was overcome with the possibility of becoming
pregnant. I pictured my belly bulged out, grown fat with Tsu's
child. As pleasantly erotic as the image was, I knew that
dwelling on it would make it so.
"Tsu," I moaned, my desire burning hot within me, "give me
guidance so I may drink of the essence within you.
"You must begin gently, little Roe," Tsu breathed. "Tighten
your vaginal channel upon my penis."
Concentrating through the flames of passion that threatened
to overwhelm me, I squeezed the muscles deep with me,
constricting my narrow passage, securing my grip on Tsu's thick
member. "Oooh," I squealed as I felt Tsu's penis twitch faintly
inside me.
"Feel how my penis responds to your pressure. Squeeze
again, then quickly relax, then just as quickly squeeze again."
I again compressed my vagina upon the firmness within me and
I thrilled at the sensation of his warm flesh filling me. I
loosened my grip and Tsu's penis sank further into me. I moaned
as his pubic bone stroked my clitoris and I shuddered at the
sudden pressure of the shaft pressing against my cervix.
Reflexively, I quickly tightened my grip on his manhood again and
cried out as the staff brushed across the sensitive entrance to
my womb and my clitoris was again caressed by his warm flesh.
Without prompting I began to rhythmically tighten and relax
my vaginal sheathe, clutching and unclutching the presence so
deeply lodged within me. I moaned again and again as my clitoris
and my cervix was simultaneously massaged over and over, making
the flames of ecstacy burn hotter and brighter inside me.
"Yes," Tsu moaned, his breath now quick and short, "let your
body guide you now. Follow where it leads."
My muscular efforts had the effect of gently rolling my hips
up and down, causing the long, thick shaft to slide softly in and
out of my vagina. My labial lips fluttered against the slick
moving flesh, pulling out as the shaft slid out, sliding back as
the column slipped back in to rub sensuously against my cervix
and grind its hairy base into my clitoris.
My movements gradually intensified as did my moans and soon
I was grinding my pelvis into Tsu's groin again and again. I was
awash in passion, my heart racing, my belly aflame.
Suddenly I exploded. My body shuddered violently and I
shrieked in rapture as the orgasm broke and flashed through me,
penetrating into my very soul. My throat was filled with a long
shriek and my vagina was spasming wildly upon the source of my
pleasure. My channel was still grasping and releasing, but at a
pace I could never have even initiated. much less have
maintained, had I tried. I felt the grip my vaginal walls ripple
along the length of the shaft within me, pulling at it, drawing
it in deeper.
Tsu's fingers tightened on my breasts, sharply squeezing in
rhythm with my vagina's rapid clenching upon his thick flesh held
tight and deep inside me. My hips rolled uncontrollably in time
with my spasms, making my clitoris glide rapidly up and down
across his skin, making the head of his penis prod at the narrow
entrance of my cervix again and again, causing another blaze of
orgasmic rapture to wrack my body even before the last one waned,
causing the cycle to begin anew. His scrotum vibrated against my
bottom, only intensifying the spasms that burned into my very
being.
My vagina pulled insistently at Tsu's penis, stroking it,
sucking it, milking it. My entire being was centered on one
goal, one need, one insatiable craving: to drink of his male
essence. I ached to pull his masculine secretions into me, to
suck the perfect syrup out of his penis and take it all deep into
my womb. My sheathe clamped down on him feverishly and my pelvis
rutted faster and faster as my seething lust overpowered me.
As I pulled and clutched violently at the flesh rooted deep
inside me, its head poked harder and more insistently into my
cervix. Again I felt myself opening and widening in
accommodation, this time in the deepest depths of my vagina. I
felt the entrance to my womb expanding and enlarging, adapting
and conforming to the conduit I was pulling so deeply into me,
accepting the bearer of the sustenance I craved into my womb in
preparation to devour its life-giving nourishment.
I crushed myself tighter and tighter against Tsu's body and
the tip of his long penis speared deeper and deeper into my
cervix. The welcoming orifice sucked at the soft head, urging it
to release its sweet gift, coaxing it to dispense its liquid
bounty, imploring it to fill me with his creamy essence.
The burning passion within me was overpowering. My pleading
eyes focused on Tsu, who stood leaning over me in a state of
bliss, his eyes closed, his lips humming softly. Every muscle in
my body strained in unison to suck the rich nectar from the firm
flesh I held tight and deep inside me. My hips pulled, my vagina
grabbed, my cervix licked and goaded.
Then Tsu's entire body tensed. I felt his penis suddenly
expand, tightening the grasp of my spasming vagina. Our eyes
widened and locked as we gasped in unison.
XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOX
Then my eyes rolled up into my head and I cried out as I
felt the hard shaft throb sharply against my tightly clenching
channel. The first great pulse of his delicious release surged
deeply into my rapturously shuddering body. The molten liquid
charged into me, burning into the center of my soul, and my
orgasm flashed through me with renewed ferocity. My squeezing
flesh sucked down the long spurt, drawing the rich cream deep
into my womb, setting my belly ablaze. The spasm seemed to go on
forever.
But even as my tensing channel loosened its mad grip, my cry
rose as I felt the fiery lance inside me swelling up again. The
walls of my furrow spontaneously clamped down upon him again as
he once more jerked against my tightening flesh. Another thick
jet of his essence streamed into me and again my cervix lapped at
the sumptuous elixir, sucking it in deep.
Again I released my tight grip, again the fullness inside me
bloated and again I squeezed out a long, thick spurt of the rich
syrup from his quivering member, taking it deep into my
insatiable womb. Again I loosened, again he inflated and again I
sucked it in. And again. And again.
Tsu's throbbing flesh pulsed over and over inside me and I
releasing gush after gush of his pearly essence, flooding from
the tip of his throbbing, pumping penis. My greedy vagina milked
the spurting shaft, voraciously drinking down every drop it
pulled from the now-moaning Tsu. The palpating tip, buried deep
in my nursing cervix, fired each virile load directly into my
womb and I felt my belly growing full with his silky discharge.
My pelvis gyrated wetly against his groin, our meshing pubic
hair sodden and matted with the perspiration that streamed off my
body, as my vulva continued to suckle noisily at his staff. The
liquid sound of his slick pumping penis engulfed in my soaked
seizing channel filled my ears. I felt myself filled to
overflowing, our mingled emissions bubbling and squishing out,
running between my buttocks and down my back.
Tsu's penis eventually stopped pulsing, but my voracious
vagina wasn't satisfied. It continued to pull at the softening
flesh inside me and, just before I squeezed it completely out of
my grasp, I exploded in one final orgasm. Then my body slid back
against the soft cushion of the chair, still quivering. my breath
raspy and quick.
Tsu smiled down at my sated body. He asked, "You are
content?"
I smiled back up at him, "Oh, Tsu-- I never-- never
realized it was so-- so--"
"As it should be. When the taking and giving of the essence
is done for its true purpose, both parties feel totally
satisfied, totally fulfilled."
Its true purpose. For a brief instant I thought about the
old purpose. I recalled the films they showed us in health
class. I pictured millions of tiny sperm rushing through the
womb, swimming up the fallopian tubes, surrounding and attacking
the egg until one impregnated it. I imagined that going on in my
body. I immediately banished the thought.
"You are, indeed, a deft student, little Roe," Tsu told me.
"You have innately understood and have quickly mastered the
technique of the yang. You will participate in the afternoon
ceremony and all thereafter. I must take my leave." He bowed
and kissed my abdomen, making my shiver return briefly. He then
stood erect and, as the lights in the room began to dim, he moved
into the darkness at one of the corner of the room.
"Thank you, Tsu," I called after him.
Again I lay there for minutes or hours, alternating between
meditation and sleep. Then Pearl and the masseuse suddenly
appeared on either side of me. As they began to help me out of
the chair, I noticed how sore I was between my legs. As I rose,
I felt some of the warm syrup I'd taken from Tsu sliding down my
legs. For some reason, losing even a drop saddened me and I
tightened my thighs, trying to keep in all in me, even though
doing so was a bit painful.
Pearl escorted me to lunch in the same hall we'd had dinner
the night before. We again ate with Undine and the other new
girl. Pearl told them I'd been to see Tsu and I'd be taking part
in the ceremony.
Undine grinned. "Oh, you'll so love it! Isn't Tsu
wonderful?"
I shivered, feeling Tsu's essence clinging to my thighs. The
other new girl stared down into her plate. "I took Tsu's
instruction this morning, too," she sighed. She looked up and
smiled at me. "I am Faun," she said proudly. It was obviously
the name Tsu gave her. "I'd never felt so--so enraptured, so
fulfilled. It's as if I've found my purpose."
"Yes," I cried, "that's it, that's the feeling exactly!"
"Well," smiled Pearl, "you'll be taking in a lot more
purpose at the yang reception."
As we ate, Pearl and Undine chatted about the ceremony but
must I confess I didn't hear a lot of it. I really couldn't
concentrate with the wetness seeping out of me, coating my
buttocks before pooling in the chair.. I realized that Faun,
too, had the same feeling between her legs. Again the picture of
a flood of Tsu's wiggly little sperm attacking and fertilizing my
defenseless egg came into my mind. Then I imagined Tsu's virile
sperm in Faun's womb, impregnating Faun's egg. I wondered which
us he came to first this morning. I wondered which of us had
taken more of his sweet essence, which of us had the more potent
of his seed inside, which of us was more likely to be pregnant
with his child.
I literally shook the thoughts from my head. And I think I
saw Faun's head shudder, too.
We finished eating and I rose from my chair. I looked down
and, to my embarrassment, I'd left a puddle of Tsu's and my
combined juices. Pearl saw it, too. She dipped her fingers into
the wetness, then raised her hand to her lips.
"Mmm," said Pearl as she licked her fingers. She bent close
to me and whispered, "I hope you're looking forward to this,
because I certainly am."
Pearl and Undine took us to a part of the Common we'd not
seen before. They called it the Garden. Just before we passed
through the separation in the high hedges that seemed to surround
it, Pearl said to me and Faun, "Well, are we ready?"
I nodded, a bit nervously. I wasn't sure what to expect.
"Don't worry, you'll be fine," soothed Pearl. She hugged me
tight and kissed me deeply. I kissed her back just as
passionately. When we parted, her eyes burned with passion.
"Come on, now," she breathed and led us past the hedges.
We were in a large grassy area, along with about two dozen
other women. Some of them were standing about, others were
positioning themselves onto the dozen mats that were placed in
rows on the grass. There were two pillows on each mat, one much
larger than the other. Pearl took me to one of the mats and
instructed me to sit on the high pillow. Undine told Faun to do
the same on the mat to the left of me. Pearl then had me lay
back so my head was on the smaller pillow and my buttocks were
high up on the larger one. She parted my legs, told me to go to
level and whispered, "You'll know what to do." Then she gave me
a long, deep kiss while rubbing her fingers into my pubic mound.
I was already excited, but her touch made my desire burn even
stronger and my hips began to rut slightly. Next to me, I hear
Faun moan, so I guessed Undine was massaging her the same way.
Too soon, she got up and moved out of my field of vision.
Even before I began to meditate, I heard rustling near the
hedges. I lifted my head. Coming single file into the Garden
was Tsu followed by a number of men. They were all young, fairly
muscular and, most of all, incredibly sexually attractive. All
of them had massive erections jutting firmly from thick patches
of pubic hair and I immediately felt myself getting excited. I
figured that there was a male for each supine female. I wondered
which one I'd be mated with. I grew wetter when it occurred to
me it might even be Tsu.
In silence, each male went to one of the mats. My breath
grew rapid as I saw the man whose essence I was about to take
into me. He was an Asian, practically hairless and very well
built. He knelt before me, his hip pressing against my parted
thighs. Either Tsu's essence was still dripping profusely from
me or I was lubricating copiously from excitement, because when
my thighs parted, fluid streamed from my rocking vagina. The man
moved closer and his rigid flesh poked at the tender skin between
my legs. I remembered the ethnic slurs about Asians all having
small penises from school and, although I never for a moment
believed them, was glad to finally see proof of the lie, even tho
it was only the second penis I'd ever seen in real life.
My breath grew quick and my heart raced in passion. I
reached down, took his long hard penis into my grip and quickly
positioned between the folds of my labia. Then, as he leaned
over and his hands pressed down upon my taut nipples, I threw my
legs around his hips and swiftly pulled him to me. I cried out
as his stiffness filled me with a single rapid thrust, his
scrotum slapping tight against my bottom, the head of his penis
nestling tight upon my cervix.
For an instant I stared at the stranger whose penis I
tightly held in my intimate, carnal embrace. Stunned by the
fullness within me, I was overwhelmed by the realization that a
strange man's bare penis was buried inside my unprotected vagina,
its tip snug at the open entrance to my womb, with no barrier
whatsoever to stop him from planting his potent semen in me and
making me pregnant. My eyes widened in panic.
Then Tsu's words filled my mind, calming my soul, even as
the handsome stranger's hands pressed against my breasts,
rekindling my passion. My vaginal muscles tightened upon the
fleshy rod and my pelvis pressed up into his groin, grinding my
clitoris into the base of his shaft.
I immediately noticed that the penis lodged within me felt
very different than Tsu's. This one was longer, but not quite as
thick. When I clenched down on it, my clitoris scrubbed against
him with a great deal of friction. I moaned in pleasure at the
sensation.
Just as with Tsu, I rhythmically squeezed at the presence
inside me over and over. My hips rocked back and forth, rubbing
my clitoris against his thick pubic hair. It wasn't long before
my body responded on its own and my spasming vagina pulled and
sucked at his firm manhood as I cried out in orgasmic ecstasy.
Before very long, his groans echoed mine and his fingers dug into
the soft flesh of my breasts.
I turned and looked at Faun, who was in the throes of her
own orgasmic spasms. She was squealing under a massively built
man of African descent. Her hips were a blur as her vagina
pulled at her partner's penis, her eyes closed tight, her face
contorted in bliss.
My attention returned to my own partner. His groans were
growing stronger and I suddenly felt his body begin to tighten
against my thighs. My own vaginal contractions intensified,
sending the rapturous waves cresting through my spasming body as
his penis suddenly swelled up in its cramp quarters. Shrieking,
I felt the first long jet shoot hot and thick upon my cervix as
he spurted his essence into my devouring vagina. As he groaned
and I gasped, his throbbing shaft pumped his release again and
again into me and my thirsty womb sucked in every drop. Next to
me, Faun and her partner was also shrieking and grunting as her
womb was filled with the essence.
As soon as the last of the warm spurts filled me, I heard
Pearl at my ear, whispering, "You must release him now." My body
had other thoughts, though, and my vagina continued to pull and
suck at the drained font as my being continued to shudder in
orgasm. Pearl's hands were at my legs, gently unwrapping my legs
from my partner. "Let him go now, love," she said again. With a
sigh, I reluctantly relaxed my tight grip on the still-rigid
penis and he slid free.
He got up and quickly moved to the mat of the woman to my
right. His position between my legs was immediately filled by
the African who only moments before was in Faun's tight channel.
Gasping with insatiate desire and unexpected delight, I reached
down and lustfully grabbed the stiff penis, still dripping with
Faun's secretions, that stood stiffly erect below the tightly
curled, wiry hair that thickly covered his abdomen and chest. My
legs flew up and pulled him to me as I stuffed the head of the
hard shaft into my quivering passage.
This one was immense! It was so much thicker than either
Tsu's or the previous one's. I increased the pressure of my
heels on his back and I squealed as I felt my vagina being
stretched wide by the immensity of the huge shaft I tried to
envelope in my tight canal. My first attempt only managed to
lodge the head of his great penis inside me. Grunting, I dug in
my heels and tightened my legs, firmly pulling him to me. I
howled as his mammoth spike plowed further into me.
When his great penis was fully and firmly imbedded inside me
and his huge fluttering testicles was pressed tight between the
globes of my buttocks, I was immediately engulfed in waves of
pleasure. The immensity of the presence I held so deeply in me
took me to a level of rapture I couldn't have imagined possible.
My back arched, driving my aching nipples up into his stroking
hands. My vaginal muscles clamped sharply onto the enormous
staff seated snugly in my spasming furrow and my hips ground
desperately into him.
I sucked intensely at the monster in my possession. My
entire being was centered on enticing, cajoling, insisting,
demanding. I craved his essence, hungered for it, and every
muscle in my body worked to satisfy my aching need. My pelvis
hammered against him, making his scrotum beat rapidly against my
quivering buttocks. My labial lips clung to his immense girth as
it rocked in and out of my convulsing chamber. My vagina
squeezed and clutched, sucked and milked, nipped and bit at his
penis, urgent in its exquisite, wanton lust.
I was rewarded by a long, low groan from my sweet partner's
lips, followed by a sudden arching of his back. Then I felt his
shaft bulging inside me and, incredibly, my orgasmic euphoria
grew even more intense. Again and again my spasming canal
clamped fiercely down on his twitching column as it blasted
stream after stream of his syrupy essence forcefully through my
cervix, filling my womb.
Even after I had taken every drop he had to give, I shook
with orgasm three more times upon the great presence inside me
before it grew limp and slid from my grasping vagina. As the
waves of my last rapture waned, my entire body grew limp, my legs
falling from my sweet partner's hips, sprawling widely parted on
either side of him. My breasts' intense heaving abated as my
breath slowed, my heart's rapid beating returned to normal and I
was enveloped with a sense of utter peace and satisfaction
intruded only by the void I felt inside me left when the immense
presence I'd become accustomed to was withdrawn from my still
quivering chasm.
As the second of my two partners for the yang reception rose
from the mat, I felt the source of my satisfaction, the liquid
essence I'd taken from the two of them, begin to ooze thickly
from between my splayed vaginal lips. Even before the creamy
discharge has a chance to slide into the crevice between my
buttocks, I felt a presence again between my thighs. I suddenly
gasped at the feeling of a warm, wet caress upon my labia.
I raised my head to see Pearl's bobbing head between my
legs, then my neck stiffened and my back arched as her tongue
lapped up the fluids dribbling out of me, sliding along my
trembling labial lips Her caressing tongue slid into my open
vagina and she drank deeply of the essence within, making me moan
with pleasure. As her curling tongue licked at my vaginal walls,
her nibbling lips fluttered on my excited clitoris, igniting my
passions yet again. My breasts again rocked wildly as my breath
grew quick and short and my voice again rose in a long, guttural
wail as my desire broke and my body shook in still another
intense orgasm. My bottom rose from the pillow as I thrust my
vulva up into her active mouth, luxuriating in the rapture of
passively receiving the divine pleasure of her lips fondling my
clitoris, her tongue stroking deeply in my vagina.
As I finally came down from the last of my seeming endless
series of orgasms, Pearl's head came up from between my legs. She
pulled at my arms and made me sit upright, then, together on the
mat, we hugged. She whispered in my ear, "The last is part of
the ceremony so that none of the essence is wasted. But I think
it's the best part, don't you?"
As we rose from the mat, Pearl said, "So, now you know. Now
you understand. It is what you expected?"
I was still shaky from the exertions of the afternoon and I
leaned against her for support. Her hand cupped my breast and I
shivered at her touch.
Certainly, none of this was what I expected when I first got
off the plane. The ceremony would have been incomprehensible to
me even only a hours ago. Then I was a chaste virgin. Now I was
a woman who, to the mundane world, had just had unprotected sex
at the most fertile point of my cycle with three different men,
one of whom, a man almost old enough to be my father, I'd
willingly given my virginity. In the world I'd come from, this
would have been obscene, a mad abomination.
But this was not the mundane world. This was a world that
heralded the beginning of a new spiritual awakening. And for the
natives of this new world, a entirely new Way was essential.
XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOX
"I am blessed to be allowed to give life to Tsu's
teachings," I told Pearl as we walked from the Garden. "I've
never felt so content and fulfilled in my life."
Pearl smiled. "It gets better. Now, you and Faun go back
to your quarters and rest. Undine and I will meet you at dinner.
After that, of course, is the evening ceremony.
Faun and I wobbled back to the housing quarters, leaning on
each other for support. She was just as exhausted and sore as I
was. When we got to my room, she was too beat to go the extra
few feet to her room, so together we fell onto my bed.
"Oh, God, Roe," Faun groaned, "I'm getting your bed all wet.
I'm still dripping."
"So am I," I sighed. "I still can't believe I just had
three different men come inside me."
"Neither can I. And I can't believe how good it felt!"
I rolled over and looked at her. I squealed, "Wasn't it
exquisite? Did you ever imagine anything could feel that
wonderful?"
Faun shivered. "It's just so incredible. I've always
wondered what it would be like, but I never imagined it could be
so--so--"
"I know. Words are so inadequate." I found myself staring
at her pubic mound. Her legs were spread and I could see the
slow trickle of fluid that dripped from her. Impulsively, I
reached over and dipped my finger into the dampness running from
her.
"Ooh," she murmured, looking down at my hand as I ran it
along her moist labia.
I pulled my hand away. "I'm sorry," I said, embarrassed. "I
don't know why I--"
"Don't be sorry," Faun breathed. "It felt nice. See?" She
ran her hand along my bottom and then downwards, sliding her
fingers along my labial lips. She her fingertips dipped between
them, rubbing tenderly toward my clitoris. She smiled when she
touched the delicate nub and saw my buttocks shiver.
As she continued to gently stroke my clitoris, my eyes were
fixed on the slowly oozing fluid that ran from her vulva. Without
thinking, I slid forward between her open thighs and, lowering my
head, pressed my tongue between the soft folds. As she moaned in
response, I lapped at the dripping syrup.
Her petting fingers became more insistent. Then she pulled
herself over to me and, moving herself and me onto our sides, she
slipped her own tongue up and down my swollen crevice, drinking
the silvery fluids that ran from me in greater and greater
quantities. As she licked, she moaned into my vagina and I felt
it vibrate through my body, just as I knew she felt my cries
within her. When we orgasmed together as one entity, our
movements carried us up and down from one crest to the next.
We spent the rest of the afternoon caressing and pleasuring
each other until we slipped into a light slumber. We slept in
each other's arms until Pearl and Undine, knowing we'd probably
be napping, came to fetch us for dinner. I awoke to see Pearl
smiling down at me.
"We weren't sure if we'd find Faun in her or you in her
room, but we figured you'd be together," she said as I untangled
myself from Faun. "C'mon, you two must be starving."
"And," Undine said, "you'll need your energy for the evening
ceremony."
After dinner, we all went back to the Garden. This time, my
first partner was a young blonde boy who didn't look over
sixteen. I had a hard time concentrating, tho, I couldn't help
but notice that Faun's was mating was with Tsu. She got so
excited that she began shrieking. I closed my eyes and imagined
that it was Tsu's penis inside me. I think the visualization
helped my performance. My hips bucked into my partner's groin
and my vagina clamped like a vise on his thick flesh. It didn't
take long for me to suck the semen from his shaft, but when his
fluids began to flow, it went on forever. His sweet cream just
spurted and spurted out of him, quickly filling me, then pouring
out and thickly coating my buttocks before dripping in a great
pool under my bottom and back.
He pulled out of my spasming vagina and I groaned at the
loss, but to my delight I looked up to see Tsu's beaming face
smiling gently down at me. I wasted no time in wrapping my legs
around him and driving his incredible penis into my hungry
sheath. His familiar flesh felt warm and full within me and,
just as Faun did, I cried out over and over, pounding my hips
into him as my clenching vagina pulled and sucked at his
delicious member. I knew I pleased him because his hands
clutched intensely at my breasts and he howled when I fiercely
milked the syrup from him. I sucked it into me so intensely and
so deeply that I'd have sworn I felt it filling my fallopian
tubes.
After I'd sucked him dry, I must have fainted because I
don't remember him withdrawing. All I knew was that I was
engulfed with the feeling of total joy and peace. Then I felt
tender fingers parting my labia and a licking tongue scooping out
the excess semen from my vagina. Pearl's wonderful mouth felt
different from the last time, though. With great effort, I
raised my head and looked down to fine Undine between my legs.
Her eyes met mine and then, with a delicious nibble of her teeth
upon my clitoris, my head snapped back onto the pillow and my
hips beat into her mouth as I shook in orgasm.
After the ceremony, Faun and I went back to our rooms,
excitedly sharing our experiences when we coupled with Tsu. We
fell asleep with our head between each other's legs, the sweet
taste of Tsu on our lips.
Every morning we woke in each others arms and prepared for
the morning ceremony. Every afternoon we participated, and every
evening, too. We lived in carnal ecstasy, a perpetual state of
bliss. I grew to love the feeling of fullness within me, grew to
feel less than whole when I wasn't in possession of one of the
penises of the many males of the Common. Every night I fell
asleep with the salty taste of essence on my tongue, stolen from
Faun's vagina.
After I'd been at the Common a month, I realized that my
period hadn't come. I suddenly became worried. Could Tsu's
teachings be wrong? Could all of the semen I'd been taking into
me actually have gotten me pregnant? Could I have a baby growing
in me?
I confided my fears with Faun. She told me she was having
the same fears, because her period was a week late, too. She was
afraid she was pregnant, too. Her biggest worry was that, with
all the different men she'd taken semen from, she couldn't have
any idea who the father of her baby was.
We confronted Pearl and Undine with our concerns. Pearl
smiled and assured us that we weren't pregnant. Undine told us
that it'd be best if Tsu explained why we weren't menstruating.
They arranged for each of us to speak with him in private.
"No, little Roe," Tsu laughed. I was in the same oddly
curved chair that I sat in when I first met with him. Tsu was
between my legs and I held his penis tightly within me, my vagina
spasming and sucking at it. "You are not pregnant. Now that
your chakra is ingesting the pure essence of physical
spirituality, your womb is no longer preparing itself for the
creation of life. That, like pregnancy, was a manifestation of
imperfection, as was your menstruations. Now that you've
attained enlightenment, in body as well as in mind, you've left
such imperfections behind."
"I--I s-see," I gasped, my pelvis rolling against his
abdomen.
He pressed his hands down onto my belly, his fingers
intertwining into my pubic hair. "Here, now, you are filled with
the perfection of spiritual life, not the imperfection of the
cycle of death and birth." I shuddered as the waves of my
orgasms swelled higher.
His hands rose to my breasts and his fingers nipped at my
thick, tight nipples, sending shoots of electric ecstasy through
my body. My bottom rose off the chair as every part of my being
labored to extract his precious essence.
"See-- how your body works-- to attains its need," Tsu
moaned, his voice low and harsh, "it-- would not crave-- what
would do it harm. Would it-- little Roe?"
I could only grunt in reply, "Uhh! Uhh! Uhh! Ohhh!!" His
thick flesh began to jump and twitch inside me, flooding my womb
with his sweet release.
After the audience, I went back to my room. I was a bit
embarrassed at my lack of faith, but now I was confident that
Tsu's words were filled with truth. It was the last time my
trust in him ever waned. I was sitting on the bed when Faun came
in.
Grinning, I asked, "Feeling better, now?"
"Oh, Roe," she sighed, falling onto the bed next to me, "how
could we have ever doubted him?" I comforted her with my lapping
tongue, sucking Tsu's essence from her still splayed receptacle.
She responded in kind.
Faun and I settled in to our new lives the Common, our
existence dedicated to perpetual orgasmic carnality. Practically
every waking moment was devoted to the yang reception, either in
spiritual meditation and preparation or in the physical act. My
life couldn't have been more delightful. The only problem was
that, not long after my calming meeting with Tsu, I was getting
nauseous a lot. The doctor at the clinic took a bunch of tests
and she finally told me it was nothing, just a minor side effect
of ingesting so much essence into my chakra. Evidently, my body
was retaining essence instead of allowing it to flow through me.
She examined me and said that it would pass with practice.
I grew familiar with the subtle differences among the men
that lived in the Commons. Each one was different. Some penises
were longer, some were thicker, but each one felt unique inside
me and I clutched and pulled at each one in a different way. I
learned the signals that each one gave just before they released
their essence into me. Some would began to grunt really loudly.
Some wouldn't make any noise at all, but would just tighten their
eyes. One thing is for sure, though. Each and every one of them
had penises long enough to reach deep into me and press tight
against my cervix, so when I sucked the essence from them, it
jetted right into my womb, no matter how much or how little they
expressed their erotic pleasure, no matter how much or how little
they jerked and twitched inside me.
Right after my nausea went away, I began to notice that my
breasts were getting more sensitive. Sometimes during the
ceremony, my partner's caressing hands would drive me to new
heights of orgasm. Other times I'd have to push his hands away
because my breasts were so sensitive they'd begin to hurt. I saw
that my nipples were growing darker and the veins in the skin
were beginning to show. My breast were actually beginning to get
bigger and heavier.
Faun's breasts were growing, too. When I finally told her
what I was seeing, she thanked me for saying something, because
she thought she was going crazy. Again we checked with the
doctor and again we were told it was a side effect of the
essence. We were retaining it in our breasts, which was why they
were growing dark and full. The doctor did a pelvic exam and
took some tests. When she was done, she smiled and she told us
we could expect essence retention in another part of our bodies,
too.
Sure enough, just after I'd been at the Common for a little
over four months, I realized that I was growing fat, and by my
five-month anniversary, my belly was clearly beginning to show a
prominent bulge outward, plainly announcing to the world the
outcome of my actively taking the semen of literally dozens of
different men into my womb three times a day since my arrival. I
got a bit concerned. Not about whether or not I was pregnant
with a baby inside me. I knew that wasn't the case. I was
wondering why we were holding the essence inside us, why it
wasn't flowing to the heavens as it should.
Month after month I grew fatter and fatter. I could tell
the essence inside me needed to be released because I could feel
it moving about as it if was trying to get out. But it wouldn't
flow; it just stayed inside me and filled my belly, making it
swell until it looked like I was carrying a basketball inside me.
It became harder and harder just to walk and I had to bend
backward to adjust to my extra weight. My breasts had swollen
up, too, so I felt utterly bloated all the time.
It wasn't just me. Faun's belly was full and distended,
too. In fact, all the girls who took part in the ceremony were
retaining essence. For some of them it was just a little
swelling in the abdomen, but most of us were fat and growing, the
bloating showing no sign of ever slowing, much less stopping. For
all the world, we all looked very, very pregnant. Sometimes one
of us would lose faith and start crying and wailing about
carrying a fatherless child inside her, but we'd calm her down.
The ritual ceremonies went on as usual. We'd all take the
men's willing penises into our now-gaping vaginal passages and
clutch and suck at them until they'd pour still more essence into
our over-stuffed wombs. Our conditions didn't get in the way too
much, but getting up and down from the floor was almost humorous.
After the ceremony, trying to get up we all looked like a bunch
of bugs stuck on our backs.
It was actually in the middle of a yang reception that I
felt the first sharp pain. It took my breath away, as well as my
partner's, because I practically ripped his penis off. Pearl
realized what was happening and she got me to the infirmary in
time.
At first I thought that the essence was finally draining. I
was just surprised that returning the spirituality to the heavens
was proving to be so painful. It wasn't until they put the baby
in my arms that I realized I'd just given birth to my son.
Tsu explained it. Somewhere in the previous nine months, my
faith had faltered at the same time as one of the males, and the
baby was conceived then and there. There was really no way to
tell who the father was, or even when the conception took place.
It could even have only a month or so ago since the stored
essence would have matured the fertilized egg quite rapidly.
The only thing to do, Tsu said, was to try again, this time
with greater resolve. So I have. Over and over.
The results haven't been what I've hoped. I've given birth
four times so far, but I know that sooner or later my faith will
be perfected. Like anything else, it just takes practice.
It's the least I can do. After all, I owe my life to Guru
Tsu.
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